Nightstar
Evening Star
I can’t help it. We’re in love.
After he died, I saw an undelivered text message on his old phone.
“I like you too. I’m sorry.
It’s me.
It’s my 15th year crush on him.
But the last message he sent me was, “I’m getting married and leave me alone.” I’m sorry.
One.
The house in the old town is about to be demolished and I have to go back and pack.
Before leaving, the ghost turned back and pushed the door next door.
The small courtyard was full of mosaics, which broke several pieces of glass.
But there was a cell phone in the desk drawer.
It’s been a few years since it’s been on the market.
The pink sticker on the yellow, transparent husk was the most popular cartoonist I’ve ever had.
This is the phone YOON Night Star used.
Aware of that, my heart’s beating is accelerating irresistibly.
But the cell phone is too old to run in the middle of the night.
A system that has not been updated for many years has been stuck to anomalous.
Opens a draft textbox hand-in-hand and an edited text message jumps into view.
“I like you too. I’m sorry.
Preset receipt number…
The one I used five years ago.
I’m standing there.
When I left five years ago, I made another confession, which he said:
“I really don’t like you. Leave me alone. I’m sorry.
Two.
I just went to junior high.
After Mom and Dad got divorced, my mom took me back to my old town.
He lives next door to us.
In July, my brother came for the summer vacation and became a good brother for some reason.
He took care of me before school.
“My sister is good, she’s stubborn. Next time she fights my mother, you stop her. I’m sorry.
When I was 14 years old, I was the most rebellious teenager, not close to my brother.
Even with him, he didn’t want to see his friend Zhou.
One night, I had a fight with my mom.
She pushed me outside the door with my back collar:
“You’re so talented, don’t eat and drink me, you think I want to raise you! I’m sorry.
Bang bang, the door behind you close.
I looked up in my head and looked at the few stars in the night sky.
In the next second, I heard the voice of Yin Night Star: “Haven’t eaten yet? Take you to dinner. I’m sorry.
He took me through the alleys and went back to the first shop in the east of town.
Two or two crotchs, a spoon of hot meat, and I breathed with a little white china spoon, and ate silently.
YOON’S NIGHT SINGING AROUND THE DAY,
“I didn’t do anything to offend you, did I? I have a good relationship with your brother…
“He’s not my brother. I’m sorry.
My tone was so bad that the night star was suddenly like, “O anger.” I’m sorry.
“…”
I put some change on the table, and I turned and left.
He’s not following me slowly, he’s trying to say a few words from time to time, and I don’t want to be discouraged.
Until he reached the alley, and he cried, “It’s hard for your mother to raise you alone anyway…”
I paused and turned back: “She didn’t want to raise me. I’m sorry.
“It was the son who didn’t rob her ex-husband and had to take me with him. I’m sorry.
RYU’S NIGHT SINGLE ON THE GROUND.
And the more I say, “You are a good friend and your parents love you, and certainly you will not understand me.”
“No, it’s not. I’m sorry.
And suddenly he whispered, “I don’t have a mother. I’m sorry.
3
There is no one more capable of impressing a young girl who is at puberty.
After that night, my relationship with Yin Night Star eased a little.
I had just transferred to school because of my uninhabited accent, which somehow became an isolated subject in my class.
And We responded with a little, and We increased their hazing.
Then the night star appears.
He’s two years older, he’s tall, he’s got a very smooth muscle line, and he’s swinging my fists so I’m going to be inverted.
A few boys of the same age who were blocking my money were beaten up and Yin Nien grabbed my wrist and took me all the way out of the school.
There’s a bike parked there.
“Come on, new bookshop. I’m sorry.
I sat in front of the bar, surrounded by two arms of RYU Night Star, and with the bell ringing, I swayed forward.
In two thin layers of clothing, my back of a butterfly’s bone was strangling his chest with an accelerated heartbeat.
In retrospect, that was probably the beginning of my 15-year deep love for Yin Night Star.
But, no matter how many times I’ve made it clear to myself, the answer of RYU Night Star will always be…
“But I really don’t like you. I’m sorry.
He smiled, he reached out to me, “You’re no sister, of course I treat you as a sister.” I’m sorry.
4
At 2:00 in the morning, my brother called me.
“Are you in the old house?”
I’m playing with Yin’s old phone, and I’m crushing the mood inside.
“It’s nothing, it’s just that the window next door was broken several blocks. Aren’t you and YOON’s friends? Let him go back and see. I’m sorry.
“…”
There’s the phone. My brother’s silent.
I’m trying to hide my feelings, and I’m trying to make a very poor addition:
“It doesn’t mean anything, after all, he’s married, and it’s not right for me to contact him. I’m sorry.
Good time.
My brother finally spoke, and his voice was soft and heavy.
“Canoe, Yin Night Star is not married. I’m sorry.
“Five winters ago, near the end of the year, the police contacted me and informed me of his death. I’m sorry.
5
After my brother said that, the flow of air seemed to be static.
It’s like a big, invisible hand strangling my heart, suffocating my brain like a big, invisible hand.
“What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
I almost scoffed.
But my brother was just stinging:
“I was going to keep it from you for the rest of my life, because the last words of Yin Nightingale are not to let you know about it. I’m sorry.
“But the canoe, when will you be 30 years old? I’m sorry.
“I will come to you now, and say what I want in person.” I’m sorry.
On my way out, I put RYU’s phone in my bag.
The edges of the old stickers have been curled up slightly, and I have pressed them down again and again with my fingertips, but I have made it even worse.
The driver watched me in the rear-view mirror for half a day, trying to convince me:
“Sir, if there’s anything to talk about, don’t be impulsive. It’s not safe for you to go to the high iron station in the middle of the night. I’m sorry.
I looked up and found myself in tears.
The first time I’ve ever confessed to Yin was when I graduated from high school.
After my advanced second degree, my grades were affected and my mother rejected the need for remedial classes.
She’s cooking in the kitchen.
“Your brother hasn’t spent any of this money in the last two years. I’m sorry.
“You don’t need it. I need it. Can’t I? I’m sorry.
“That’s what you call your brother’s full name. I’m sorry.
She looked me in the eye, and she got tired of talking.
“That’s why they always say a girl is less likely to have a boy than a boy. I’m sorry.
I turn around and go.
And then, before she went to bed at night, she came to tell me that the day was heavy, so let me not get angry.
He gave me a couple of thin bills, so I went to the teacher’s class to see what happened.
My brother soon heard about it.
He transferred me $3,000, asked me to check in and found a teacher to study physics.
I was surprised: “Where did you get the money from your father? I’m sorry.
He said: “Don’t ask so many children, take it for you, and go and make amends.” I’m sorry.
I’ve never felt guilty for taking my brother’s money.
Two months later, the money ran out and he turned it over again.
During the summer, he came to play with Yin.
“Are you sure you’re not going to tell the boat that most of that is your part-time money? I’m sorry.
In the quiet moonlight, the nightingale smiles: “Did not you come out with a thousand dollars? The boat is your sister. I’m sorry.
“I’m not as good as you are. I’m sorry.
My brother poked him with his elbow, and he said, “Are you serious about the boat? I’m sorry.
Yin Night Star just smiles, doesn’t talk.
Behind the walls, I shrunk my head back and my heart beats faster.
In his examination for the high school examination, YU Zing Sing gave the best results in the county, and he stayed at the university in the province, even though he could go to Beijing.
And with the paranoia of the maidens, I felt that perhaps the choice had something that I could not take.
So after the exam, he and my brother were waiting outside the exam.
I found a bad excuse to keep my brother apart and ask him, “Do you care so much about me, do you like me? I’m sorry.
Six.
I was not aware of the euphemism and supplication of a young girl at the age of 18, but I looked straight into the eyes of Zoran and waited for an answer.
But Yin Sunsung laughed: “Of course not. I’m sorry.
“We’ve been neighbors for years, and you and your brother have been good friends, and take care of you. I’m sorry.
I wouldn’t believe it, but my brother came back and yelled to take me out to dinner to celebrate.
I’m not very good at physics, I’ve had two years of class, or I’m tired of getting points.
Finally went to the university next door to Yin.
He and my brother were three years old when I was in school. They had summer internships and early school.
They say they stepped in advance at my school, where they were going, where they were coming from, where they were in the canteens and dormitories.
When you picked me up at the station, you were alone.
“Your brother’s in love. Go pick up a girlfriend at the airport. I’m sorry.
He picked up the box in my hand, “At the moment I left, I must make sure you’re safe.” I’m sorry.
I bowed my head: What about you? I’m sorry.
“What happened to me?”
“He’s in love. Won’t you talk? I’m sorry.
And I raised my head, and I ran into his eyes, full of hopelessness and joy: “Don’t test me, the ship, and I will not be with you.” I’m sorry.
Only Yin Night Star would speak so softly of rejection.
It’s just YOON’s night star, who calls me downstairs the day after he rejects me and delivers me an updated phone.
“The prize for your college. I’m sorry.
And I answered, “In what capacity did you give me such a prize? I’m sorry.
My face was near, and my eyes were on him without blinking.
As your brother’s friend, is it enough? I’m sorry.
I haven’t seen any other girls around Yin for years.
He doesn’t seem to have any close friends other than my brother.
He’s been good to me. I’ve been bullied. He’ll be my boss.
My mom cut off my living expenses, and he put money in my pocket.
When I was in the second year of the final exam, I was cheated by the boys in the back.
The college has to be tough, but my brother has an exam this afternoon.
Finally, it came from Yin.
He has always been gentle and tolerant to me, even when he refused my confession.
That’s the first time I’ve seen him in the open.
The original high-skilled shape of the youth is gradually moving towards the profile of adults.
He stood in front of me and his voice was loud:
“My sister can’t do this. The security at the exam broke? What a coincidence. Right, public surveillance outside the window is up. I’m sorry.
“We call the police, check public surveillance. I’m sorry.
The college finally apologized to me, saying that the boy was a relative of an associate professor.
Because I happen to be in front of him, and he needs a place for a good student to apply for out of the country.
In front of the teacher in the courtyard, the boy showed up and apologized.
The college is also committed to signing with me to ensure that as long as I successfully complete the course and the exams and complete the credits, I will not be embarrassed about graduation.
It was 5:00 p.m. when I left the office, and my brother probably called.
I’m staring at RYU’s sharp back like bamboo, and my heart is beating, and it’s getting faster.
“Why did you come so quickly when you heard it was me? I’m sorry.
He paused and turned back, giving me the answer I’ve heard so many times: “You are the sister of Hochi, and I am a friend of Hochi. I’m sorry.
7
Later, I joined the student union, and on one occasion he walked with the Minister in possession of information, and suddenly he stopped and said that I had a leaf over my head.
Don’t move. I’ll take it off for you. I’m sorry.
As soon as I looked up, I hit the star of late Yin.
When his eyes hit him, he seemed to be stunned and left.
And when my heart began, I called out to him, “Yoon Night Star.” I’m sorry.
When he looked down on his eyelashes and looked at me again, he was brought with him the courtesy of restraint and alienation.
“Ho, I’ve got something to do. I’m sorry.
And I looked at his back, and I realized, with knowledge, that it seemed to be the first time that he had known me in full.
My brother sent a message in the evening asking if I was in love.
“Did Yin Sunsung tell you? I’m sorry.
My brother did not deny that “as long as your boyfriend is okay and you’re in love, you and RYU are really not right.” I’m sorry.
“Why? I’m sorry.
I’ve had a lot of guesses in my head.
“Is he terminally ill, dying, so he doesn’t want to delay me? Or is he on some organizational undercover mission? I’m sorry.
My brother laughed over there: “Don’t be so mean. I’m sorry.
I was silent for a moment, I calmed down and whispered, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“You should have been in your life, canoe. I’m sorry.
When summer comes, my brother and YOON will graduate.
I went to the flower shop to buy two flowers for my brother, a lumber.
It’s for Yin’s night star…
For Yin Night Star, a bunch of white roses.
I watched him walk up to the stage in a bachelor’s uniform, take the diploma, bow on his waist and wait for the headmaster’s siphon.
And suddenly I turned down, and a drop of my tears fell upon the white rose bells in my hand.
RYU’s not picking up my flowers, it’s like he’s trying to break my mind, and he won’t even let me go with them for a part-time meal.
But I did sneak up.
Then I got drunk and knocked myself into the arms of Yin.
He held me by the sway of my body, and he sighed:
“Doesn’t it hurt to drink so much? Go back for a drink of honey water and I’ll take you back to school. I’m sorry.
I knew he had rented a small house in the suburbs, near his company, so I let him take his hand.
But when we reached the gate of the district, the night star suddenly threw away my hand.
He looked back at me and looked at me with a cold, cold look: “How can I know the ship?” I’m sorry.
“You’re a girl, you have to know shame. I’m sorry.
“It’s a shame to be drunk and come looking for someone who doesn’t like you. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and the alcohol-infested mind was so dull that I found my voice. I’m sorry.
He paused, reached out and pushed me to the ground:
“I said, you’re so hard, I really regret it. I shouldn’t have talked to you that night when your mom kicked you out of the house. I’m sorry.
8
When I was pushed to the ground, my hand stood on the ground, sharpened the skin, and the wound was pressed into several pieces of fine sandstone.
It’s not going back.
Finally, my brother came and took me home.
He disinfected my wound, and he couldn’t stop groaning in front of me. I’m sorry.
“I’ve heard that someone at your school is chasing you, you beautiful little girl. I’m sorry.
“I won’t like him anymore.” I’m sorry.
For the rest of the year, I haven’t been in touch.
He’s an understatement, and the circle of friends is always empty, but I’ve always expressed a desire to have more than a dozen in three days.
I thought he didn’t look.
Until one time, the boys in the next class asked me out to see a movie, and I shot two tickets and sent a circle of friends.
That night, Yin Night Star gave me a compliment.
Commenting on a good night moon look.
I went to see it again, and he’s deleted it.
“I am in love.” I’m sorry.
“I saw it. I’m sorry.
“My boyfriend is very handsome and very good at studying, and I intend to follow him after graduation. I’m sorry.
“That’s good. I’m sorry.
It was like a punch in the cotton, I threw my hand, buried my face in a pillow, swallowed up by a near suffocation.
I lied. I didn’t fall in love with that boy.
After watching the movie, he was standing downstairs with me:
“I am a man of equality between men and women. There is no one between us who pursues. Film tickets and Coke totalled 109, you turn me 54. I’m sorry.
There is no second night star in the world, and the money he earns on a part-time basis will be paid to the little girl in the neighbourhood.
Just let her go to physics class.
I don’t want her to know.
But no matter what, I wouldn’t be with her.
My mom died when winter came when I graduated.
Before she died, she was lying in bed.
“Your father married his little leprechaun last year. I don’t love him. He can’t even marry his wife.”
She held me like a dead tree bark and made me swear not to rob my brother.
“My gold jewelry gives you a dowry, a deposit and an old house… ..Don’t blame me for having you, I thought I was a son again.” I’m sorry.
She stopped breathing in front of me and her hands fell.
And I looked at her face, and suddenly I cried, “I know.” I’m sorry.
Ho Zhi boat, she named her little son with all her expectations.
And then I didn’t want to use it for me.
My mom’s been complaining that if I was a boy, she and my dad wouldn’t divorce.
And I’m not going back to her old town with me.
My mother’s funeral was not a big one, and at the funeral, I saw a long-lost night star.
I just had a fight with my brother.
He insisted on half the old house and the deposit and me, and I cried:
“Who needs her stuff? Since she was a child, your father and I only love you. What good are you doing in front of me? I’m sorry.
My brother looked in red and said, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
But it wasn’t his fault.
I ran away in despair and rage and ran into the night star when I left the hospital.
He was thinned and taller, but thinner, and carried with him the breath of a posteriori servant.
And he held me by some of the bodies that fell, and whispered at me, “The ship.” I’m sorry.
I was in his arms, shaking and crying without fear.
“If I was born, why can’t I love me? I’m sorry.
“He was her proudest son, and she was well raised, and everyone loved him; and I was a bad person and no one liked him.”
“Who says nobody likes it? I’m sorry.
“At least I…”
He didn’t say anything later.
But just three words, that’s what I’m trying to do.
I realized at that moment that my paranoia was continuing on the matter of liking him.
It seems I will never, ever, ever give up on Yin.
9
In retrospect, the six months that followed were the happiest days of my life.
Yoo-sung came back and I spoke to my brother once.
“I can’t control my parents’ thoughts and feelings. I can only compensate you as much as I can. I’m sorry.
My brother signed an agreement to transfer the old house to me.
I don’t want it.
Actually, I never wanted a house, or money.
I love, I want justice, I want equality, but I don’t get it until she dies.
Fortunately, Yin Night Star no longer rejects me as he did before.
I’ve gone across school and went to their school to study one.
I’ll meet up with Yin Night Star in the middle of my studies.
Once again, his repeated refusal to do so has discouraged me from being so brazen.
I didn’t say, and he didn’t say anything, so he stayed together.
He bought the same style with money, just a phone of different colours, and gave me the light purple:
“The ones you gave to you before are old, right? I’m sorry.
I took it, and I bought a bunch of cell shells, picked them out for half a day, and at the end of the day, the star Yin would only use a transparent soft shell.
I bought him a comic book that he liked to read and put it on him.
“Accordingly, it’s called the canoe, and I’m called the canoe. I’m sorry.
I took a look at the shell of my phone, which was flaunted, and noded it and threw it back to Yin.
And he wasn’t upset. Look at me smiling.
“I used to hate my name, and when I was in primary school, the girls in the class were called Wan-suk, and I was always recognized as a boy by my teacher because my name was so neutral. And every time my parents call me, I’d like to change my name. I’m sorry.
In the middle of the night, I sat at the bridge with RYU Night Star, and the river was not far from it.
“But now I’m glad I haven’t changed. I’m sorry.
The night was dark, and there was only a dark light from not far.
When I went over my head, I saw the tiny red ears of Yin.
“…what a child’s word. I’m sorry.
“The children don’t say that. I’m sorry.
I came close to his ears and laughed,
“The grown-up will tell you, RYU Night Star. I think your name is beautiful. I don’t know how it started. I’m sorry.
And he waited until he said, “This is from my mother’s death, and more specifically, he will have a chance to tell you later.” I’m sorry.
But I couldn’t wait.
A month later, my first paper was successfully published.
I went to Yin’s to drink and celebrate.
When I walked out of the restaurant, I walked through an empty dark alley, and suddenly I dragged him in, and I pushed him to the wall and kissed him.
Too bad I’m drunk and I can’t kiss you.
I’m about to cry.
YOON NIGHT SINCE MY BUSINESS, sighs, kissed.
It’s gentle, it’s pure and short.
I was laughing all the way back to my dorm.
When I woke up the next day, I had to stay calm before I went to Yin.
But he didn’t answer several messages.
I didn’t call until evening.
“See you, Ho. I’m sorry.
Cold to strange voices.
I waited long and long outside the school to see Yin.
And his first sentence was: “I have had enough of it, how can I know it?” I’m sorry.
I’m standing there. I haven’t been responding for days.
“To tell you the truth, I’ve been sent to Beijing for the last two years, where I’ve had a steady relationship. I’m sorry.
“This time, it’s mostly a little fresh, after all these years you’ve liked me. I’m sorry.
YOON’s evening star was tall and stood up to me, almost a sublime look.
“But you’re so boring, it’s easy to get tired of me. Now my girlfriend calls me to get back, and we’re done. I’m sorry.
His eyes were full of tears, but the night star even laughed.
“Look at you. How ugly it is to cry. You’re the cheapest woman I’ve ever seen. I’m sorry.
“Oh, don’t try to get back at me. I never promised your confession. And leave me alone. I’m getting married. I’m sorry.
After that, he turned and left.
I’m stuck. I can’t move for days.
As if it had been shot into the heart, it had been cut in an inch with a sharp blade.
My hands were raised and my abdomen were rubbed on my lips, as if there was still the temperature left by the night star.
And suddenly I tried hard, a little hard, and I tasted the blood.
He tried to erase his traces, along with the memories of the past years.
10
I’ve looked back in my memory and the heavy iron has stopped at the platform.
After college, my brother had a family and moved to her city with his sister-in-law.
I don’t look like I was in my teens because of my parents’ preferences and their anger at my brother.
And his relationship has eased a lot.
He’s waiting for me at the exit with a coat in his arms:
“Your sister-in-law said, “You’re in the middle of the night, you’re out of your mind and you probably don’t remember to add clothes.” I’m sorry.
I blinked, but I couldn’t see his face, no matter what, so I realized I was crying.
All these years, everyone’s lives are moving forward.
I have also successfully graduated from graduate school, stayed in school and lived as if I were normal.
I’m the only one who knows that I still think of Yin Night Star.
My brother put on my coat and tried to drive me home.
I whispered: “Go to a hotel, your sister-in-law and children are sleeping, so they don’t have to be disturbed.” I’m sorry.
The bright lights in the hotel room came down and covered his whole body.
I heard my brother ask me, “Do you know what happened at RYU’s house?” I’m sorry.
I held the cup, I shook my head slowly and noded again.
“He told me his mother left early. I’m sorry.
“What about his father?”
I tried to find out from the countless memories of my father.
But no matter what I think, I can only remember in a vague way, it’s a thin man, with some dark eyes, a little radry to smile.
One time I came home from school with YO’s evening star, and he laughed, and said, “What’s up with your girlfriend?” I’m sorry.
RYU’S NIGHT SINCE SHOOT SAID, “YES. I’m sorry.
Back then, I licked my lips and my voice was dry.
“But then, my mother and I had a bad relationship, and I thought he was as young as I was, and he liked to fight his family.” I’m sorry.
“It’s different. I’m sorry.
My brother exaggerated and asked me, “Do you know how Yin Yaung died? I’m sorry.
“… brother. I’m sorry.
“He was forced by his father to make money for a human drug experiment and simply stayed there to work with the police undercover. At the most critical point, he came out on charges of undercover and was tortured alive. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
That afternoon, Lintao went crazy again.
He drank half a bottle of white wine and suddenly grabbed the ashtray on the table and slammed it at Yin.
“Same as your mother’s white-eyed wolf! I’ll feed you. I can’t even look good. Look at yourself as expensive and go out on the street, see what you can sell! I’m sorry.
YOON TONIGHT SINGLE, LEAVE.
He took a look at the forest and went back to his room.
Lintao was his biological father, although Yin Night Star was not willing to admit it.
This man is crazy.
He’s got a crazy appetite for Yin’s mother.
At a good time, the stars of the sky would be taken off her, and once she had been drinking, or if he had lost money, she would be slammed at home like a beast.
When Yin was three, her mother died.
Lintao gambled on a small amount of money, even twice in detention, and refused to ask for him in the factory.
He went back home with YOON Night Star.
Local consumption levels are low and hundreds of dollars per month of subsidies will survive.
In the eyes of outsiders, Lintao seems to be just not going home very often.
No one knows how extreme he is in front of those close.
“Your mother is dead and now it’s just you and me.” You’re not gonna get rid of me in your life, you’re gonna get married and have kids or anything. Otherwise, no one will get better. I’m sorry.
The nightingale looked at him with aversion: “The beast.” I’m sorry.
And Lin-tao’s not angry. “Then you’re my son and you’re a little animal. I’m sorry.
YOON’S NIGHT SINGER, BEAUTIFUL.
It’s cold, cold.
When he returned from school that afternoon, he learned that the vacant house next door had moved into a new neighbour.
He did not take care of it, and he had little or little contact with Ho.
Until the summer break, when Lintao was not home that afternoon, Yin Night Star watered the vines in the yard.
And then a face came out behind the masked door, laughing and saying:
“Hello, I’m the brother of Ho Zhizhou, your neighbor, who wants to ask you about my sister and my mother, and they won’t tell me the truth. I’m sorry.
He became friends with Ho Chiu.
It’s also the only friend I’ve ever known in my life.
It was her brother’s orders that she approached Ho.
Until that night, two men were sitting at the short table in the stand, and the little girl was holding her breath, refusing to take care of the evening star and eating only her head.
The quiet moonlight spills over her angry face and makes Yin Evening seem lovely.
There is no denying that no one is a good brother, but he did get too much from his parents, and that it will never be possible.
At that moment, he was strangely in love with her.
On the way back, he looked at her face as she was about to be swallowed up by frustration, and the devil said that.
“I don’t have a mom. I’m sorry.
So no one loves me.
Smart as a night star, of course, knowing that it would let her put him in her own camp.
But what happened was completely beyond his control.
Ho Chik-kook has a very bright eye, and his eyes and his tails go up, and his temper will be round, like a little hedgehog.
She would never stand up to it, and whoever bullied her would have to call her back first.
“You can’t beat them, or they’ll think I’m a bully. I’m sorry.
Then on their way home together, the face of the experience,
“Just like when I was a kid, I knew I couldn’t take my brother, and I had to fight him before my parents found a reason to say, “That’s what you don’t want.” I’m having a hard time. I’m sorry.
She was so stubborn and attached to her own set of principles.
And with a lot more patience and perseverance than ordinary people.
So after that, no matter how bad YOON rejected her confession, she wouldn’t give up.
Yoo-sung likes her very much, but he can’t promise her.
The forest is like a snake in the shadows, who will come out of nowhere and gamble with the money he earns on a part-time basis, or warns him not to fall in love and not to pay.
He has mentioned Hsi-kwan twice, intentionally or not, in front of Yin-sung, like some kind of coercion and warning.
He knows about his family. They’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and there’s no good idea.
The only way out is to stay away.
There is an ongoing blood relationship between them.
“I don’t want my sister to get hurt.” I’m sorry.
RYU TONIGHT’S EYE, WONDER.
As far as possible, he has avoided all contacts with Ho Chik, and it is also true that no one has told her the truth.
By her character, she’ll declare war with Lintao first or simply call the police.
But Lintao is the kind of man who will never get rid of him as long as he doesn’t die.
He didn’t pick her up at the graduation and wouldn’t let her join us for dinner.
Looking at her dim eyes, the heart of the nightingale is almost swallowed up by the bitterness and impotence.
Hoshio is talking to her girlfriend and helping her to break up the tatter.
It’s such a simple and intimacy move, the distance that can never be reached between them.
But YOON’s heart is soft.
When the little girl got drunk and threw herself in his arms, he seemed to hear a heartbeat ringing in his ear.
Quick as a drum.
He whispered, “Is it not hard to drink so much of his stomach?” Go back for a drink of honey water and I’ll take you back to school. I’m sorry.
She’s all right. Just put her hand out and let him walk home.
In the middle of the summer, in June, the night was hot, and the wind came in with an unknown fragrance.
And her hand was put in his hand, soft and dry.
Ho Chi can look like a stinger and look so sharp that he can’t hate the world.
But if you throw her two little fruits, you’ll be shy enough to show you a soft belly.
Lu Xinxing thought he wasn’t as good as she thought, and what was given to her wasn’t so hard to get.
The fact that she received too little from her parents, who were supposed to be in Hong Kong, was particularly valuable.
“Yin Night Star.” I’m sorry.
She just opened her mouth, her voice was boring, and she was a little drunk. I don’t believe you don’t like me. I’m sorry.
With such an intense heart, Yin Night’s Star will almost fail.
The door had not yet been opened, and he suddenly saw the figure standing in the shadow of a street light not far from the district.
Lintao laughed at him and said, “Girlfriend.” I’m sorry.
He’s like an ice hole, he’s like waking up from a dream.
And then I said to Ho Chik-kook, and I thought it was disgusting.
As he wished, for the next two years the little girl had never contacted him again.
RYU NIGHTstar went under the streetlight and looked at the forest.
“What’s wrong with a girl? I’m sorry.
“I can’t get rid of it. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t want to talk to him about Ho Chiang, and he says, “What do you want? I’m sorry.
“You have no money, son, give your father some money and spend it.” I’m sorry.
How much?
“500,000. I’m sorry.
“Are you crazy?” I don’t have that kind of money. I’m sorry.
“That little girl, he’s loyal to you, he’s rich. Your dad has access. I’m sorry.
Lim Tao is behind him, “Hey, hey, smile, or you’re coming with me. My brother’s in business, and he needs you. I’m sorry.
YOON NIGHT SING SINGLE.
What kind of business is just a marketing business.
But he did.
I don’t want Lintao’s idea.
I’d like to see if there’s a chance to get rid of him.
After six months, Yin Night Star lived almost hellish lives.
Worked during the day and ran around with Lintao at night.
In the dark corners of the city where the neon lights are not found, there are countless casinos, distribution sites, and hell where girls are imprisoned…
He collected evidence and then called the police and sent Lintao in.
Before he was taken away, Lintao tried to turn his head and whispered at him: “Son. I’m sorry.
After it’s disgusting, Yin Night Star thinks he’s free.
He wants to go back and see Ho, and as soon as he opens the phone, he sees her new circle of friends.
Two tickets to the movie, apparently the hands of young boys, appeared in the corner.
Yin Night Star lost all his strength.
She’s a smart, beautiful little girl, and the people who like her are not a few, how can they expect that she will always wait for herself?
RYU’s gone to Beijing to work.
He did not return until he heard of her death.
His eternal absence seems to be filled only by her embrace.
That night, he was with her to celebrate the paper, and both had a drink.
He kissed her.
A failed kiss that was so rude without a certain relationship.
When Ho Zhi boat went back, he took out his phone and edited text messages.
But the words “I like you” came from the sound of his voice.
“Son, put your dad in jail. You’re doing great. I’m sorry.
Lin-tao is just an accessory to the crime. He’s out of business.
The first thing he did when he came out was find the night star who sent him in.
“Do you know what I’m living in? Why don’t you go out there and sell out your old man? I’m sorry.
“The little girl I know, we’ve been neighbors for years. What’s her name? He’s a college student. Give her a flower name and send it to your Aunt Red. I’m sorry.
And he was staring at him with a cold eye as a snake, and suddenly the nightingale was desperate.
His life was like this, and he was kept in contact for the rest of his life because of the blood of Lintao.
Whoever comes close to him is bound to be implicated.
And suddenly the nightingale whispered, and went forward, and threw the forest over the ground, and punched him in the face.
And when he had finished, he put his shoulder on and said, “I will go with you. What will you earn? I will help you.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t hit her, or we’ll all die together. I’m sorry.
“Well, come with me tomorrow afternoon, don’t take your phone, don’t try anything.” I’m sorry.
RYU’s gone home and put his cell phone back in the drawer of the old house.
When he took nothing, he took away the hairline that had been tied to his wrist in his senior year.
Then I went to her and said a lot of things I couldn’t think of.
In the evening, the wind became a blade of many blades, cutting every inch of his body.
He was bleeding in the hallucinogen but could not reach out to her.
Ho Chi can wear a nice dress with a carefully painted make-up on his face and probably thought he was here to confess.
“Don’t bother me, I’m getting married.” I’m sorry.
The moon in her eyes seemed to break in an instant.
Later, in that cold winter.
He took the initiative to come forward and take the blame for the police undercover in the secret shelter.
He was stripped naked, dragged into the yard, a little hyped and bleeding.
It’s probably the calm look on his face, and the group took out the needle, “Damn, a traitor is still so arrogant.” I’m sorry.
“Accordingly, the new stuff coming from abroad, try him before you try the ceiling. I’m sorry.
They injected him with a double dose, and in the extreme pain, RYU evening star felt life in a little bit.
The severe pain on his calves, perhaps the two wolves in the yard who were watching the home, were eating his flesh.
But it’s okay.
This time, enough is enough to sentence Lintao to death, and then destroy the whole illegal place.
He’s dead for it.
When he remembered that Ho Zhi boat had taken an ancient poem to the language class in high school, he took her with him on his bike, and she strangled in his arms and lit her head: “May I be as the moon and bright as night and night.” I’m sorry.
“But you’re already a star, and I’ll just have to let it go. I’m sorry.
The night of Yin’s death was dark.
Starless and moonless.
12
“The police then informed me to collect his belongings… and not to call it a relic. I’m sorry.
My brother looked me in the red eyes and suddenly realized, “It’s your stuff, right? I’m sorry.
I’m late to nod.
At that time, there was a popular intestinal hair coop, and there was a small fine shop in town with the most beautiful style, and every time it arrived, it was sold empty.
Prices are higher and higher.
I couldn’t get it. I complained to Yin. He bought it for me the next day.
“Hands some stuff for the owner of the shop. She asked me to bring one back. I’m sorry.
He sent me the soft dot, “Take it, child’s present.” I’m sorry.
The hair was tied to my hair for half a year until the rubber band broke loose and collapsed and became inelastic.
On the New Year’s Eve, I went out with RYU’s star and set fireworks, and twice around his wrist: “The New Year’s gift.” I’m sorry.
He looked down and smiled, and he turned his eyes around: “Is this a hasty gift?” I’m sorry.
“Don’t forget it. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, I’ll give you anything you want. I’m sorry.
He said, “Happy New Year, canoe.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Can’t think anymore.
I breathed hard, trying to break the sting of my heart for a while, “Have you seen the night star of Yin?” I’m sorry.
“No, his body could not be left behind, and after the test of the limits of the new drug, the group was dragged to destroy it. I’m sorry.
My brother said, “He didn’t leave anything. I had to put that rope in his grave. I’m sorry.
The word he used was, destroyed.
In that instant, I’ve been thinking about thousands of images.
When I was 14 years old, I sat on the front of an old bicycle, with two butterfly bones on his back, and leaned on his warm chest.
After the 18-year-old examination, he secretly touched his hand on the occasion of dinner and celebration.
Later he was at the college, in front of so many teachers, protecting me without reservation, with his arms on my arm.
And the only kiss that is pure to the touch of the lips, and neither I nor his heart beats like a lie.
The last time he saw me, he stood before me and told me that he was getting married.
In all the memories of Yin, whether my emotions are love or hate, at least his heart beats alive.
The blood in the body seems to be frozen in an instant, melted in the next second, boiling in every inch of the body, running.
There were so many echoes of memory that I was too slow to say, “Why didn’t you tell me? I’m sorry.
“The last word he left before he stood up to the sin is not to let you know. Plus, you didn’t get well at the time, and the whole thing collapsed, and I was afraid you wouldn’t be able to do it if it was the excitement. I’m sorry.
My brother whispered, holding my cold hand.
“I was angry when he didn’t say yes to you at first, until I saw his father later, and he said no to you. Man, who is not a saint, is unable to control his words and his actions in a perfect way, so he is soft and unsure to you three times, so that you will never be able to give up. I’m upset, but I can’t blame him. I’m sorry.
“It was the misfortune of Yin Night Star, born in that family, but fortunately Lintao was shot four years ago. I’m sorry.
He said a lot and a lot later.
I never responded.
There’s too much memory of Yin Night Star, more than I’ve ever thought about in my vast brain.
Just a moment of tears.
It’s like it’ll never stop.
In the end, even my brother couldn’t get any consolation, just sitting across from me, standing still with me, looking out the window at a little light.
And We said: Go back, and let your sister-in-law and cloud wake up. I’m sorry.
He looked at me with his eyes full of fear: “But I am worried about you, the ship, don’t lose sight of it.” I’m sorry.
I shook my head: “It’s all right. Haven’t you come all these years alone? I’m sorry.
“I won’t think about it, and I won’t want you to see me die. I’m sorry.
My brother took a breath and asked after a moment, “Do you want to see him?” I’m sorry.
13
The tombstone of RYU Night Star is in the mausoleum next to the town.
He’s never been far away from me all these years.
I just didn’t know.
As I have said before, my numerous statements and my insolence are nothing but a weight to which he was afraid to say.
Where I can’t see it, he gave up his heart more than I did, and for many years he insisted.
I was prepared for a long time to see him.
Then I bought a bunch of white roses in a flower shop outside the mausoleum.
Why didn’t he take my flowers when he graduated?
The weather was clear, and I stepped up on the peniterium steps and finally saw a black and white picture of the tombstone.
I can’t believe he was 18 when I took that picture with the new phone.
I put white roses in front of the tombstone and sat down.
The ground is already warmed by the sun.
And if it had to be, the nightingale would never have been able to take me back.
That’s what happens when you live.
“I don’t know if you like white roses, but if you don’t like them, you can’t say no to me again. I’m sorry.
“Yin Night Star.” I’m sorry.
I whispered, “I actually figured your name was from your mother, right? I’m sorry.
“I’ve been waiting for you to tell me, but for now, I can’t wait to die. I’m sorry.
It doesn’t matter.
I’ll see you in a hundred years, if you haven’t said anything, and then I’ll say anything after I didn’t send you a text.
It’s not too late for you to tell me again.
I’ve been here for years and it’s easy to stay there until that day.
“I’ve never liked my parents, my brother’s better for me, and I’ve always been angry. I’m sorry.
And I went out, “You see, I am such a terrible person, and I can’t blame good, and I can’t forgive this unfair treatment with a big heart. I was advised that at least they had not mistreated me, and that I should go to school and eat and clothe myself; and it seemed as if I had taken it so seriously. I’m sorry.
“But you never thought of me that way. I’m sorry.
I didn’t get it from my parents since I was 14 years old. You’re the one who helped me.
Even if you never promised me, how can I believe that you don’t like me?
“But now that I’m better, I’m much older and I’m not going to lose my temper. There’s some pricks in the school that are harder to deal with than I was in the past, and I’m just trying to make sense of them. I’m sorry.
“The list has been handed over to the Academy, and I’ll be an associate professor next year, if I’m not surprised. I’m sorry.
“My colleagues say that I work very well and have a very good character, and that they’re still giving me a blind date. I’m sorry.
“But when they talk about a marriage that needs to be run and settled, I feel so boring, I don’t look forward to it at all, so I say no. I’m sorry.
I was sitting on a bit of a tweak, and I changed my position.
The hand was then found, with the fingertips and the photographs on the tombstone.
The cold, hard touch, is that the last feeling before Yin’s death?
When I thought about my 20th birthday, my brother and I didn’t have a full-blown fight, and he was bringing cake to my birthday.
I made a wish for candles, wanted to go to northern Europe, wanted to see the stars in the light.
“Will you come with me?” I’m sorry.
And he smiled, and said, “All listen to the birthdays. I’m sorry.
“You’ll see, we’ll never make it. I’m sorry.
I blinked my tears at the end of my eyes, whispered, “It’s okay, I’ve always had a chance to look for you. I’m sorry.
After leaving the mausoleum, my brother called and asked where I was.
“Your sister-in-law’s been in a good mood lately, made some beef sauce and let me send it to you. I’m sorry.
I whispered, “In my home.” I’m sorry.
He was silent for a moment.
“You went back to see Yin? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Do you want me to go back with you, canoe?”
“No need. I’m sorry.
I rubbed my eyes, and I said, “It’s okay, the old house is already being demolished, and I went home after eating the bowl. I’m sorry.
Hang up the phone.
It’s already the evening of the dawn.
Small towns have grown rapidly over the past few years, with high-rises and malls, falling far behind 15 years ago.
I’ve been looking in my memory for a long time, and I haven’t found the bookstore or the small boutique, and I haven’t seen that Zhou-sung and I have had a lot of crotch.
Finally, he sat down in a chained shop and asked for a bowl of red oil.
Just a few bites and it’s so hot and sweaty.
The shop is not very crowded, the boss sits next to me and talks about it.
“Oh, you’re talking about the crotch. That’s my dad’s retirement. I’m sorry.
He lit a cigarette, and he was a bit of a freak, “But the winter before, he didn’t make it, he left. I’m sorry.
“Sorry, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, it’s been two years and I’m out too. Besides, it’s my turn to die in 20 or 30 years, and I don’t know if my daughter will take over my store.
He spits out a light white smoke, slows down, “This place has changed so much over the years. I’m sorry.
“I told him not to go out there and he didn’t like it. He said he was good at his work. Old neighbors like it. What a couple of years ago, he used to go to his stalls, and the boy gave him money every month, so that he could put an extra spoon of meat on every time a girl went to eat. I’m sorry.
“I always laughed at him for narcissism, but I had to admit that he was a good man and I couldn’t do it. I’m sorry.
“Alas, I can’t go back…”
I’m stuck at the table, and I can’t hear any more from the back of my mouth until my boss says to me, in a panic:
Why are you crying, girl? That’s too spicy? No, I’ve changed the chili scale…”
I took a few tissues, covered my face and shook my head and said it was okay.
I went back to the old house.
It’s almost done there, with the remaining bricks and wood.
I can’t tell who’s home or who’s home.
And We sat in the ruins of the earth, and We brought out beer jars, and touched the cups with the stars lit in the night as velvet.
“You liked me so long ago, you lying liar. I’m sorry.
I was drinking, pretending I didn’t find my red eyes, and I couldn’t get enough tears.
“When we meet next time, keep your lies to yourself. I’m sorry.
Drunk up, I think I went back 15 years ago.
I was 14-year-old with Yin Sunsung bowing to my waist at the short table, and the bone soup washed out of the shrimp skin and the veal, and the hot meat covered in the raisins, and the hot fog covered everything.
And so I couldn’t see it. He kept looking at me.
Then, for decades.
I’ve never had a stand like that again.
Never saw the only star in a stormy night.
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I can’t help it. We’re in love.
Chocolate A-hwasyan.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
