12. Differences in access
The journey.
I can’t help it. We’re in love.
Zhou Xian’s first concert for 100,000 people, singing a love song written to me many years ago, proposed to his new guest.
I’ve been through all the cameras, and I’ve got a second.
I was dragged into a car after the show, and Zhou Zhou was strangled in my wrist, and I was asking:
“Why did you show up? What do you want? What do you want? I’m sorry.
I thought, “Give me another three million.” I’m sorry.
He laughed and made a check and threw it on my face: “I knew you were doing it for money. I’m sorry.
Then he came to the hospital and asked the doctor, “How can she be cured?” I’m sorry.
I’m suffocating at the side: “Chou Zhou, you know well that cancer can’t be cured at all.” I’m sorry.
One.
When the doctor delivered the medical certificate to me, Zhou Yi called.
I told him not to talk, and then to pick him up.
It is not Zhou Zhou who speaks, but rather a strange and able voice.
Ms. Tang Yong, Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou is now a critical period in your career, and you have limited capacity to continue to work as a broker. I’m sorry.
“Flaming Star will pay you reasonable compensation and ask you not to have any further contact with him. I’m sorry.
She said a lot of things, never saw me respond, and she said, “What else do you want?” I’m sorry.
“I want to see you again. I’m sorry.
It’s quiet over there.
A moment later, I heard the sound of familiarity, cold and indifferent.
Promise her. I’m sorry.
It’s Zhou Yi.
Two.
Before leaving the hospital, the doctor told me repeatedly.
“Mrs. Don, your cancer is already beginning to spread. I’m sorry.
I responded softly by folding the diagnosis and putting it in the bag.
The meeting was arranged at the top suite of a hotel.
After entering the door, the room was tumultuous and smelled so delicately.
A strong stomach ache came up and I washed into the bathroom for a long time, almost spitting out all the gall.
Zhou Zhou is standing by the window, looking at me cold, “How can you compensate for this? I’m sorry.
Rojo sits on the sofa and he comes out with his head:
“How much more money do you want? I’m sorry.
She’s the sister of Zhou’s company, with a lovely face.
I looked at her, and there was a moment of confusion.
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The little girl clearly liked him, but Zhou Zhou was all over me.
When did this happen?
It was like a winter year ago, and one night Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou went to the party and came to him immediately, while people were late backstage.
I went in there looking for him, and I saw him and Rocho in a make-up artist.
Zhou Zhou Zhou is bowing his head to tie her behind her neck: “What is your perfume? It smells good. I’m sorry.
“Sleeping Lotus. I’m sorry.
Locked up, Rocho turned around and laughed, “If you like, I’ll give you a bottle someday. I’m sorry.
When she talks, she wipes her cheek with her lips.
The two men’s movements were put to rest, and in a confused atmosphere, Rojo looked up, and his ears and faces were red.
“Dang Yong, settle this as soon as possible. We’ve got an event tonight. I’m sorry.
Zhou’s cold sentence brings me back from the past.
I tried to contain the pain and smiled:
“The price you gave me was for the broker. I’m sorry.
“But you know that our relationship is more than that. I’m sorry.
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Then, a moment later, he slowed down and said to Rachel, “Go out, I will talk to her.” I’m sorry.
As soon as Rojo left, he walked up to me and grabbed my wrist, “Do you want to ruin me?” I’m sorry.
And when he looked at me, his eyes were filled with flames of love, but now there is only a bone-breeding aversion.
He seemed to wish he could kill me.
And I said with difficulty, “Didn’t you tell them that we were married?”
“Yeah, I didn’t say that. I’m sorry.
He’s holding my hand even harder, like he’s trying to kill me.
“How else would you be able to blackmail me now, thanks to that marriage certificate? I’m sorry.
3
I remember two years ago, when he took me to the Civil Administration to get a certificate, he said:
“From now on, every penny I make is our common property. I’m sorry.
“Dang Young, I’ve really been looking forward to this day since I was 18. I’m sorry.
Back then, Zhou Zhou Zhou was like a sticky puppy, even taking me with him when he went to every concert.
But one day, the dog would come back and bite me.
I looked into his eyes and said, “I want 60 million.” I’m sorry.
His days were short, and now he’s almost earned it.
Give me the money, then the money won’t work.
“No way. I’m sorry.
He let go, and he looked at me in cold.
“If you really want to end it, just put the price right, and we’ll talk about it. Don Yung, you’re not as valuable as you think. I’m sorry.
We’ve been together for 11 years, from the very end of each other to the present.
Now he can be characterized in one sentence.
Don’t think you’re worth it.
Zhou Zhou fell on the door, and I went to the door, and I just saw Rocho pounce into his arms, so that he could calm himself.
She just said two words, and Zhou Zhou Zhou’s face went away.
He held Rocho in his arms.
And at a glance he saw me by the door, but the kiss fell without hesitation.
“Low down, brother.” I’m sorry.
I stand in the room, and the smell slowly wraps around me, as if the tides were pouring up, with a sense of suffocating and dying.
Actually, I’m all alone and I don’t need the money.
It’s just that I’m so miserable, so sad.
I can’t think of any other way than to take the money, and I can make it as hard for him as I am without it.
4
The event was broadcast live that night.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou and Roqiu went to the red carpet side by side and smiled in front of the journalist:
“Do you think it’s good that you’re in the same company now? I’m sorry.
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“It has been said that Mr. Zhou’s former broker has now been dismissed for lack of capacity and for his personal support. I’m sorry.
“Let the past pass. I don’t want to be held accountable. I’m sorry.
I stood in front of the window and turned off live with my shaking hands.
The moonlight came in in white.
I dreamt about the past that night.
I’ve been living here with Zhou Yi, and he writes a new song, and he leans by the window and plays for me.
Behind the back of the window, the lights of the house, and those songs that were then played by millions of people, I was alone.
Zhou Zhou Zhou said, “Son, I will propose to you in front of the world, when I am going to perform my first concert with 100,000 people. I’m sorry.
And then he became so famous.
The first person left behind was me.
I don’t know.
When I woke up, my stomach was sore that I was almost unconscious.
The sun is burning, but it does not break the cold.
The room is empty.
All these years, I’ve been around only Zhou Yi.
The only friend, who also went abroad after graduating from university, settled there.
She doesn’t like Zhou Yi.
We’ve had little contact.
I fell from the bedside, strangled to the bedside, I was sorely sweating, and the sweetness of my throat soared into my mouth.
That’s when Zhou Zhou Zhou called.
“Have you thought about it?”
He spoke in a state of indifference and impatience, but he refused to persuade me.
“You need to have less money, I’ll give it to you soon, and you can do whatever you want. What’s in it for you? I’m sorry.
“Dang Young, speak.”
It took a while for the pain to pass, and I sat up slowly, leaning on the bed, and the sound was fast: “Well, then half.” I’m sorry.
It’s like he didn’t realize I’d talk so well, and he was like, “Really? I’m sorry.
“Well, but you have to go home, take the first guitar and sing me a song. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what I’m missing, but maybe people are dying, always remembering the hard part of life.
I happened to be downstairs when Zhou was back.
He came out of the car and he was with Rocho.
I can’t help but laugh at the fact that “I feel so good that I can’t leave without a moment.” I’m sorry.
Rorschew was holding his arm, smiling wide and helpless:
“Sister Tang may be too old to understand our youth. That’s what a hot relationship was. I’m sorry.
How could I not understand.
Zhou Zhou Zheng and I had a long and long relationship.
Long as I thought it was forever.
5
Zhou Zhou Zhou and I went upstairs and Rocho grabbed him on purpose and left a lipstick mark on the neck of his white shirt.
I’ll wait downstairs. I’m sorry.
Rhocho’s in love, and his voice is sweet, “I’m going to watch the sunset later in the beach park. I’m sorry.
She sang a lot of love songs with this voice and Zhou Yi.
Zhou Zhou Nods.
Go upstairs, Zhou Zhou Zhou enters the door, sits down on that old couch and takes the guitar from behind: “What do you want to hear? I’m sorry.
“Proposal.”
He stopped and wrinkled and looked at me like some monster.
I don’t know what happened to him in that moment.
Is it possible that 18-year-old Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou and 20-year-old Tang Qiang sat side by side in the corner of the playground, and in the dark he played guitar, every sound was right.
And when he had finished his singing, he gathered his guitar and leaned towards him: “This is the most satisfying song that I wrote, and gave me my favorite face. I’m sorry.
But now.
Half of a sudden, he smiled, “Does he want to play cards?” Don Yung, I’m telling you, it’s impossible. Listen, I’ll play for you. I’m sorry.
A good love song, he plays it to pieces.
I can’t help but sigh, “Your singing has gone so far as to turn it upside down. I’m sorry.
He was stabbed and almost jumped off the couch:
“Do you deserve to say that? I trusted you so much in those years. I gave you everything. And what happened? Your vision and ability to work are so poor. If it hadn’t been for you, I wouldn’t be in love. I’m sorry.
I looked at him and noded at his head: “Yes, my eyes are bad.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t bullshit. I’m sorry.
He puts away his guitar, he puts out his hand, “Your phone, take it out. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“The money is for you. The photos and chat records of the past. I’m gonna delete them, right? He picks the bulge, “Why don’t you keep this and blackmail me again? I’m sorry.
I brought my bag, I flipped my phone out of it, and I accidentally took the folded diagnosis and fell on the floor.
My heart almost stopped beating, and soon I found my reaction ridiculous.
Because Zhou Zhou Zhou didn’t even want to look at it, just took my phone and deleted everything about him, along with the backups from the cloud.
Actually, he knows that I’m not exposed to this at all.
Because I am afraid of endless arguments.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was once caught up in a whirlwind.
I’ve handled all his social accounts, he’s out of control and he can’t take it.
Up till the middle of the night, I lit a personal letter, a bloody ghost figure pops out, and it’s got P on the chorus torn face.
I haven’t made any comments on the Internet since then.
I don’t know.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou has deleted everything and stood up again: “Let’s go and get the divorce papers before the Civil Administration closes.” I’m sorry.
On the way, I’m sitting on the sidecarriage, and he’s in the back with Rachel.
He wouldn’t have left her alone, but he must’ve had Rhochio.
The image is clear in the mirror.
Rhocho plays with his fingers and says, “How about I give you a new guitar when it’s so broken?” I’m sorry.
“Good. Zhou Zhou should not hesitate.
Rojo looked up and looked at me and said, “Some things are old and old and should have been thrown away. I’m sorry.
The painkillers are too light, the stomach pains are getting stronger and I’m sweating on my forehead and I can’t help but say:
Zhou Zhou Zhou, if your girlfriend says one more word, I’ll ask 10 million more, or the marriage will be divorced. I’m sorry.
Rorschew is finally quiet.
Six.
Zhou Zhou and I succeeded in obtaining the divorce papers before the Civil Affairs Bureau closed.
He and Rachel went to the beach park to watch the sunset, and I took a cab to the hospital, and we went to each other.
On the way, the driver was listening to the radio, and it happened to be Zhou Yi’s song, his first album, ” To Love.”
His voice was clear, he sang, he sang deeply.
But that lover was strangled by his own hands last fall.
I remember last fall, when Zhou Zhou was finally red with a record of the highest prize.
Correspondingly, the company had arranged for him to have a new broker early in the morning, and because there were reporters all over the house, hiding in the hotel for six months.
In the middle of the night, he came back from a festivities party filled with wine and strange perfume.
Like a sleeping Lotus.
And I sat on the couch and looked at him in silence: “Chou Zhou, I am going out.” I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
He came, stood before me, looked down at me,
“We had some dates before, and now the reporters are looking for evidence. I’m sorry.
I looked at him with my heart pierced and my head looked at him: “So what am I to see? I’m going to hide in this place for the sake of your star. I’m sorry.
“What’s going on?” I’m sorry.
“Dang Yong, you’ve changed. I didn’t close my eyes for days and nights to write songs, and I was cut in the ensemble, and I didn’t see you care. Now that I’ve won the prize, you won’t even say congratulations, will you? I’m sorry.
After that, I guess he was drunk. He ignored me and fell out.
First people say I’ve changed.
I blinked and thought I was smiling, but there were tears in my eyes.
7
At first, I didn’t go to hospital, but I went to the hospital on a regular basis.
With that money, I bought this rental house for years.
Because it’s an old house, it’s too old to be renovated, and because of the fact that you’ve been renting it for years, the landlord’s price is very cheap and has repeatedly confirmed to me, “Mrs. Don, you really want to buy this house? I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
Soon, I’m gonna die.
If you die in someone’s house, it’s a lot of trouble.
Thirty million is a lot of money, less than a tenth.
I left enough money for the treatment to donate the rest.
The third time I was in a coma because of vomiting, I had to go to the hospital to check in.
“Let your family take care of you. I’m sorry.
But I have no family.
There’s no father since I was born. My mother has been with me, but she’s had a heart attack and died before I reached my age.
The doctor suggested that I should get a nurse: “You’re in physical condition, and then it’s difficult to move, and some things need help. I’m sorry.
“Let’s talk about it. I’m sorry.
The television in the room is broadcasting an advertisement for the personal concert.
He is going to open a concert at the new stadium in the city, the first live show in the country to accommodate 100,000 people.
The camera closes, and his cold eyebrow is a little bit soft:
“For so many years, I have waited for this day, hoping that all the fans who love me will come. I’m sorry.
Ghosts are terrible, I remember five years ago.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou bought two tickets for me.
When he sang “She Comes to My concert,” he grabbed my hand.
“One day you’ll come to my personal concert. I’m sorry.
And he said, “Behave me, sister. I’m sorry.
I’ve always believed him, or I wouldn’t have listened to him, quit my job as his agent, not even a fixed salary.
He was really nice to me at first, too, with the money he earned from singing and the money he earned from the show.
The young man had no place in his heart, often making strange and scattered sentences on various platforms, and a small number of fans guessed and wondered.
Only I and he knew that it belonged to two men.
Unfortunately, after that, they were removed from the list.
Zhou Zhou Zhou didn’t call me by name. He called me my sister when he was a good girl.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou is my senior senior.
He was two or two years younger than me.
It was in the summer that he walked with a couple of classmates and accidentally ran over the examination papers in my arms.
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He said: “I shall sing her eyelashes from the week of Jay, for the three and six-year-old Don Jong. I’m sorry.
“Aoi, I’ll see you in college for two years. I’m sorry.
8
That day I was in the room with a painkiller and an anti-opposure needle, and two young girls appeared on the door.
It’s upstairs in Lightness.
They met their heads and whispered, “Is it her?” I’m sorry.
“Looks like a little thin and old. I’m sorry.
I told them to come in: “What’s the matter? I’m sorry.
‘Cause these days I’ve been spitting and sounding like a rotting windbox.
Two people pushed each other in and looked at me like, “Do you know Zhou Yi?” I’m sorry.
“How can I not know?” He’s been advertising his concert for a month. I’m sorry.
“Did you have a relationship with him? I’m sorry.
A little girl took out the phone, ordered a few times and handed it to me.
It’s a video.
It’s short, probably on a mobile phone. It’s a little blurry, but it’s still clear, by the beach at the festival.
There was a little rain in the sky, and Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was walking on his back, and I carried his other guitar.
Then, when the wind passed, Zhou stopped and took off his coat, and covered me with a firm cover.
Then he put another guitar on his shoulder, and carried me forward.
I looked at it, it was a little blurry.
We’ve had such a good time.
Sister, why are you crying?
The little girl’s voice pulled me back from my memory.
“So it’s really you and Zhou Yi? Did he leave you all alone with Rocho? I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to answer, but it’s good that the nurses come check the room and take them out.
I took out my cell phone and I realized that the Weibo fever search had been so noisy.
I don’t know who played this video a few years ago, saying that I was more than just Zhou Yi’s agent. I was in love with him, and Zhou Zhou Zhou was famous and abandoned me for fame.
Turning down again, these days, when I didn’t have much access to the Internet because of my illness, he and Rachel had already declared their relationship.
Look at this. A new topic has come to the top.
Zhou Zhou Zheng’s response
He wrote a few hundred words in a small writing, first admitting that he and I were in love, and then he turned his back and said that he had waited long enough to leave me, and that he would not delay my youth, so the two men split up.
Even if it was long apart and it was much longer, I could see that the little piece was not his tongue.
It’s probably PR arranged by brokerage companies.
Not long ago, he called me, hoping I could cooperate with him.
“Sorry, no time. I’m sorry.
I’m gonna hang up the phone and Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou shouted over there: “Dang Yong, you took me 30 million, we broke up peacefully. I’m sorry.
Where’s the peace breakup.
I’m just sick and I don’t have a lot of time left and I don’t want to be caught in the crossfire of this hatred when I’m suffering from cancer.
“No, Zhou Yi, we are divorced, not broken up. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zheng hung up.
That night I began to vomit blood again and even to bleed my nose. The doctor examined me and said that cancer cells were spreading and had to be operated on.
So I haven’t seen my phone for days.
And by the time we look at it, the public opinion on the Internet is completely out of hand.
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It’s a dark KTV box, and I’m sitting in the middle of a couple of men with a bottle and a humble and sweet smile on my face.
And these are the graphs of which he was given only four words: the Qur’an is self-sure.
But there is no reason to extend my vicious speculations.
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The phone fell on the covers.
I leaned down, and my heart and stomach shrunk because of the sharp pain, and I could barely breathe.
Until then, I thought there was no more painful thing to do after having experienced cancer and chemotherapy.
Yeah.
It turns out there was.
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They slapped me on my shoulder and complimented my daughter, and finally noded to Zhou Yi.
Even the doctor said.
My stomach cancer and my previous hard work, overdrinking, can’t get out of it.
9
I registered a new Twitter account and wanted to send something to clarify for myself.
But the finger’s on the screen, and it’s a flash.
Say what you can say.
The cell phone was changed only at the beginning of the year, when we were distracted, and there was not much of it about Zhou Yi, and he had deleted it last time.
Finally, I only took pictures of the divorce papers.
But it doesn’t work.
The knife was still in pain, and a drop of painkillers hit the veins, and I realized it.
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That night, my bank card received another anonymous transfer, noting two lines:
Don’t worry, don’t struggle. It won’t do you any good.
Apparently Zhou Yi.
He is now a great star, vigilant, decisive and ruthless, trying to make things right with money.
But I can’t help but remember that a few years ago, when the storm got worse and saw Zhou Zhou Zhou’s unforeseeable strength, the other side couldn’t stand it, trying to pay him to confess.
Zhou Zhou only smiled and threw the card back: “Do you think you can handle everything with money?” I’m sorry.
He held my hand, turned and walked away, and held me in the corner of no man, as if he was going to drag me into his body.
“Sister. I’m sorry.
“One day, I’ll stand in the highest place and no one can humiliate me again. I’m sorry.
Now he really did it.
Because it turns out he uses money to humiliate people.
And I began to cough and vomit, and my mouth was filled with bitter and sweet, and I threw up.
Ring the bell to the nurse and she ran to the doctor.
The young doctor stood in front of the bed, looking at my pillow’s blooded cell phone, and his eyes were full of it:
“Dang Yong, your condition is getting worse, and it’s not good for your treatment if you’re not feeling well. I’m sorry.
I looked straight at the ceiling and said I was sorry.
“You didn’t do anything wrong. You don’t have to apologize. I’m sorry.
The doctor gave me some sedatives, but the nurse held my two wrists for half a day and couldn’t find a place to lay a needle.
And finally, the pin hit the little blue arm, and I was convulsed in the dark room, and I clearly sensed that life was passing.
In the days that followed, I always fell asleep and I didn’t wake up.
Dreams of my own and my own.
There’s another person who happens to be in a dream, and she’s always looking at me, and she’s trying to talk to me at the end of the date, and the first time he leaves, “Don’t worry, he’s too far away from you. I’m sorry.
“But I love him. I’m sorry.
“You’re fucking in love. I’m sorry.
She stopped talking to me and ran to the balcony to smoke.
In the smoke, the English face suddenly became blurred:
“Don’t go with Zhou Yung, he’ll never be famous, you’ll stay with him forever. I’m sorry.
“Sister-in-law, who talks about bad luck. I’m sorry.
“You don’t get in touch with me. It’s enough to write a paper. I’m sorry.
Open your eyes and think it’s still a dream.
The bells stood in red in front of the bed, and the eyes were turned to the eye, and the lips shivered, and suddenly the tears fell.
And We looked upon her, and it was not until the face, which had matured, became blurred, that we realized that we had shed tears.
“What are you doing home? I’m sorry.
“You think I want to come back?”
She stomped down so badly, she put me under the covers, and suddenly her voice was dumb and mild.
“I fell asleep in the lab two days ago, for some reason, suddenly dreaming of you. I’m sorry.
10
Zhong Ning and I were not friends at first.
And even because I took the award, she started looking at me very hard.
She’s a very strong character, and she wants to be the best and doesn’t appreciate that I can’t study with all my heart because I’m with Zhou.
Until that time in college, 800 metres, I fainted on the runway because of low blood sugar, and she picked me up and took me to the school hospital.
“So light, don’t spend any money on your little boyfriend. Be nice to yourself. I’m sorry.
We became friends.
I asked Jong-in, “What about your school? I’m sorry.
“What do we do? I’ve got my doctorate. I’m sorry.
She felt the cigarette case out of her pocket and realized that it was a room, and she put it back in an irritating manner.
“Don’t you want to tell me if I don’t come back? I’m sorry.
I closed my eyes and kept my throat shut, and it was getting more and more disgusting. I’m sorry.
But I’m just sad.
“How can it be useless?”
She bites her teeth, and even her forehead is green.
“At least someone will help you deal with Zhou Yi’s idiot!” – Don Yung, you don’t listen to me. I told you, he wants to climb too much, he can sacrifice anyone when he has to. I’m sorry.
I looked at her with angry eyes and apologized: “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
Then suddenly the fire became tears.
She held me tight, touched my back bone and cried so deeply:
“Don’t you know I’m your friend? What will I do if you leave?”
I don’t know what else to say, so I’m sorry again.
“What did you do wrong? Why did you apologize? I’m sorry.
Yeah, I shouldn’t apologize.
The man who apologizes is now on the high floor of Mancha and is waiting for his life to be taken from him.
I took out my phone and I had three days left for Zhou Yi’s concert.
On the largest scale in the country, the advertising campaign is now almost full of cities.
He and the Flame Star were waiting for the show to get him to the point where it was hard to reach.
It’s probably Zhongning. I’m feeling better. I haven’t been throwing up too much in the last few days.
She sat by her bed and told me about her life abroad.
“It’s so bad to eat in America, they don’t seem to understand. The highest praise for a sweet is not very sweet. I’m sorry.
“and my classmates, who do the racist thing, think I can’t do anything by a Chinese man, and in the end I can’t. I’m sorry.
Zhong Ning always looked cold in front of others, and it was not boring that after I knew what she was saying and what she had achieved, he had told every detail several times.
I love hearing her say that.
Too bad I can’t hear you a few times.
By the day of the concert, I specifically asked the doctor to give me double-rate painkillers and then put on regular clothes, makeup and lipstick on my pale lips.
Because of chemo, my hair was almost gone. Chung Ning bought me a wig.
When she took me to the stadium, she was very upset and told me:
“Call me if you’re not feeling well. Revenge doesn’t matter if he’s your body, okay? I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
As the crowd enters the stadium, the sound of the violin is heard first.
I was sitting in the front of the field and pulled the mask up.
There were young and dynamic young girls all around, talking about the song and finally trying to get me to join them:
“Sister, are you a fan? I heard Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou will propose to Rocho. Is it true? I’m sorry.
My smile was masked under the mask: “I heard.” I’m sorry.
The whole show, I’ve been watching Zhou Zhou Zhou under the stage.
He sings a lot of songs, not one of the first albums, and I guess he doesn’t want to remember anything about me.
Except this one.
“The next song I’m going to sing is “Advance,” for Rachel, and thank her for being with me at the end of the day, until today, for years. I’m sorry.
The whole song remains unchanged.
Except for the name in the last sentence.
Eighteen-year-old Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was sitting in the night, playing this song, facing Tang Yong’s questions, holding her hand tight:
“I don’t care! I just thought we’d walk together for years! When I’m finished, I’ll buy you the best wedding dress! I’m sorry.
In all the cheers, Rachel went to the stage in white wedding dress, with tears in her bright eyes and smiles on her lips.
The flashlight was flashing, behind and people were taking pictures.
I stand up and walk out.
The little girl who just spoke to me asked, “Doesn’t you hear it? There’s a few more songs later. I’m sorry.
“No, I’ve heard enough. I’m sorry.
My favorite song, I heard it all back in the summer when I was 20.
When I came to the stadium, I suddenly had a strong pain in my stomach, and I had to bend down in front of my eyes, covered the stomach with pain, and fell into the bathroom.
When the pain is over, the concert is over.
I went out through the side door and took my cell phone down, and I was just about to call Zhong Ning, and I was suddenly dragged into a parked babysitting car by a force.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou queued my wrist and asked me, “What are you doing here?” I’m sorry.
He must’ve just come down from the stage, and the light on his tail is still on.
I looked at the empty seat next to him, “Where’s Rocho?” I’m sorry.
He didn’t answer me, but he kept asking, “Why did you show up?” What else do you want? I’m sorry.
It turns out I wouldn’t let him go.
I thought about it and said, “Give me another three million.” I’m sorry.
Zhou’s eyes were dazzled and a check was thrown into my face: “I knew you were doing it for money. I’m sorry.
I put that check away and got pushed off the bus by his agent, two steps to stand still.
Zhou Xian’s voice came from behind: “Don’t make yourself so miserable and come running to hell.” I won’t give you any more money next time. I’m sorry.
Eleven years.
So this is all that is left between us and him to this day.
Eleven.
It was late when Jong-ning and I returned to the hospital.
She took off my makeup, changed my clothes and asked me, “What do you want to eat tomorrow?” I’m sorry.
We all know that I can’t eat anything today except for a specific diet.
But I’m like, “I’d love to eat America’s sweet cake, and try to taste it. I’m sorry.
“What’s the problem? I’ll go out tomorrow and go all over town and buy it for you. I’m sorry.
When I said a few words, I suddenly touched the check and handed it to her: “Ninning, give you a little present.” I’m sorry.
With dark lights in her room, she looked down and saw Zhou Yi’s signature, and suddenly she stood still.
“He saw you?”
“Well, he told me not to make me feel so sorry for myself. I’m sorry.
“I killed him. I’m sorry.
I patted her hands and wanted to say something, but suddenly I came down:
“Well, I’ll take a nap and wake up. I’m sorry.
This sleep is long and long.
The scene in the dream, the scene of the movie.
When I was 18 years old, my mother, who couldn’t wait for her proper heart to die, left her ashes in a suburban mausoleum and stayed home for several days to go to school.
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He threw a roll in my arms, came to me to pick it up, dragged my uniform before leaving, and whispered a few words: “My name is Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou. I’m sorry.
When I was 22 years old, I bought a new guitar bag with the money I earned on a part-time job and ran to Zhou Yi.
He and I sat in the second floor corner of the viewing bus, and the leaves fell on top of his head, and he shook his head at random and handed me the guitar. I’m sorry.
Of course I wouldn’t. I just played a few strings.
“The world’s best listen.” I’m sorry.
When I was 26, I came home with my wedding license, and I cooked noodles in the kitchen, and Zhou Zhou held me from behind.
He put his face on my shoulder, and his voice was dumb: “Sister, I am hungry. I’m sorry.
“Don’t bother me. The noodles will be ready soon. I’m sorry.
“is another hunger. I’m sorry.
He held me on his shoulder, turned me around, face to face with him, “This is our wedding night, you know? I’m sorry.
I was 28, and I went to see my mother in the mausoleum that day, and when I came back, everything about him was empty.
In any case, the phone was not answered until late in the night and Zhou Zhou Zhou sent three words: “It’s over. I’m sorry.
It’s a long and nuanced dream that never wakes up.
I later learned that I had been unconscious for five days, that my vital signs were weak, and that the hospital had even given notice of illness.
When you wake up, the light shines.
Zhong Ning’s voice of anger and hatred was just like that, “Get out of here!” I’m sorry.
I went over my head hard enough to see her in front of the ward with her arms open open.
And in front of her standing Zhou Yi.
12 (weekly perspective)
At last, Zhou Zhou Zhou was relieved from the stage and was ready to go to the makeup room.
The broker, Li Fan, came up with a serious face: “Dang Yong was just sitting on the stage. I’m sorry.
He’s got a tweezer, and Lifan says:
“She’s still alive! He took all that money and tried to get you to keep sucking blood. Zhou Zhou Zhou, if you don’t take care of her, the future will be red. I’m sorry.
Zhou Xian wanted to say that Don Yong would not do that.
But the fact that she just took 30 million from herself didn’t end up saying it.
Too long, maybe she’s changed.
So he went out with Lifan, couldn’t even remove his makeup and met her in the babysitting car.
The lights in the car were dark and her face was somewhat obscured, but she was pale and looked thinner.
Zhou Zhou is a bit angry.
With $30 million, can you live like this?
He thought maybe Lifan was right. She’s looking at him now. She wants another piece.
But there was something wrong with the touch of holding her wrist.
Their lives have been very difficult over the years, so Tang Yong has been thin.
But it’s not too thin to be so thin, and it’s as if the wrists were broken.
Besides, the moment she got out of the car, he clearly sensed the butterfly bones that were prominent behind her.
So when he left the company, he returned to ask Lifan again.
Then I heard her talking to her assistant.
“Have you checked? How long does she live? I’m sorry.
Lifan’s voice with cold sarcasm: “How much love are you in love when it’s late for fucking cancer?” I’m sorry.
The assistant said, “Yes, for a few months at most. I’m sorry.
“Okay, just get over it. Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou, remember that the company has put so much blood on him that it cannot be wasted. I’m sorry.
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What are they talking about? Who comes to the concert late for cancer?
After he left the flamer, he checked.
It’s not that hard to know that a strong brokerage company can’t keep this secret.
It’s just that he never thought about it.
In his heart, Tang Yong is the strongest and will never be hurt.
In those years where he had not gone red, she sought every possible opportunity for his sake.
“You take the investors to the car and then call back and get me to the hospital.” I’m sorry.
He cried in front of her bed, and she comforted him: “It’s all right, it’s just a little disease. It’ll soon be all right.” I’m sorry.
So Zhou Jian always thought that she’d be fine soon after she left him.
More than half a month ago, he finished a set of ensembles and went to a few guests for a drink, a table full of charades, each wearing a mask, hypocrisy and passion.
Somehow after that, he asked the assistant to take the car back.
The old house, the old neighborhood, and his multimillion-dollar Masalatig.
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The man did not recognize him and laughed himself in order to point his car at him: “It’s not cheap to rent a day, so let’s get a blood book.” I’m sorry.
“Friends get married next month, they’re gonna rent one for my wife’s sake. I’m sorry.
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It is impossible to say where the pain of that moment in your heart came from.
He just suddenly missed Don Yong.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was even beginning to get so nervous that he feared that Tang-Hong would evict him without mercy and felt that she would not have been with him for so many years.
She’ll understand and forgive anything he does.
It’s always been like this.
But Tang Yong never came to open the door.
Instead, Grandma Lou, who was upstairs, came downstairs to pour flowers and saw him here and said, “Chou, I haven’t seen you for a long time. I thought you were moving away. I’m sorry.
She’s old enough not to recognize him as a recent and just singer.
In her eyes, Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was also the poor, “artistic” little week.
Seeing him waiting there is a good reminder:
“It’s been a long time since Little Don bought this house, and you’d better call and ask her where she is. I’m sorry.
She slowly went downstairs.
The assistant whispered:
“Go back to your place now, Miss Tang is in good economics, she must be out of town, and he can’t come back soon. I’m sorry.
And this moment he finally understood why the assistant said that.
Because they sincerely hoped that Tang Yong would die early and that he would not see her again, in order not to have trouble.
Zhou entered the car numb and returned to the company’s new accommodation — a high-rise apartment near 200 square feet.
Here, he thinks he’s cool.
To get to the top, people must abandon something.
Tang Yong is a part of something he abandoned.
Because he has had enough of that to never be famous, he has to copy his own songs, and he has to be verbally abused by extremist fans for years and years, and he has to wait in the corner for a day of opportunity.
He’s strong and talented. Why can’t he be the red one?
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou went into the study, pulled out the cabinet and found an already faded guitar bag in the corner.
The zipper’s color is a little bumpy, because Tang Yong changed it for him after it broke.
Zhou Zhou’s heart suddenly collapsed in this moment.
He had always felt that he had done well, with determination, calmness and no room, and that he had all the qualities that a leading singer deserved, and of course a great red and white.
He and Tang Yung had been separated and had given her almost all the liquidity in his hand.
She’s nothing but a veritable man, even if she’s a bad name, but she can’t afford it.
But she was dying.
She’s dying.
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Until he got to the hospital, Tang Yong just got launched by ICU.
And Zhong Ning waits outside and weeps so numb that she can recognize Zhong Ning at once because she is so annoying.
At the beginning of his relationship with Tong Yong, Zhong Ning spared no effort to persuade him to take care of himself and say that his future would change his heart.
And 18-year-old Zhou Zhou was just ridiculous.
He’s so fond of Tang Yong, how could he ever change his mind?
But this moment, Zhou Zhou Zhou was standing in the corridors of the hospital, and the Zhong Ning was filled with hateful eyes.
He suddenly thought.
Actually, she’s not wrong at all.
13
After all, he was recognized by a growing number of people watching and watching.
The nurse can only disperse the crowd and let him in.
The bell stood in front of my bed and watched him laugh:
“What happened to Big Star Zhou, who wanted to bow down and write another check for your ex-wife? I’m sorry.
Zhou turned away from her, staring straight at me, looking at my arms with a blue and purple needle, looking at my skinny cheeks, and being bald and bald because of chemotherapy.
It’s ugly.
But he didn’t seem to notice.
Sister…
He finally said, “You’re lying to me, right? You’re punishing me, aren’t you?
“You look at yourself too much, Zhou Yi. I’m sorry.
I sneezed, “How could I take my own body for revenge? I’m sorry.
When the doctor came in and examined me, Zhou Zhou grabbed his sleeve and asked, “How much will it take to cure her?” I’m sorry.
The doctor looked at him, and the look under the lens was sharp: “Who are you?” I’m sorry.
“I am…”
“ex-husband. I’m sorry.
I said, “Dr. Song, how long did I pass out this time? I’m sorry.
He stopped talking about Zhou Zhou Zhou, pulled out his hand and came up with a thermometer:
“Five days ago, your heart stopped suddenly, so we had you rescued and examined, and cancer cells are now spreading all over the body, and only once again have been excised. I’m sorry.
I nod my head: “You just say, “How long do I have?” I’m sorry.
“Better … that’s a month or two.” I’m sorry.
A warm tear fell on the back of my hand.
“Don’t cry, it’s not the time to die.” I’m sorry.
After a basic examination, Dr. Song wrote a few lines on the list and gave them to the nurse next door: “Continue to give her an antiquation and painkillers. I’m sorry.
The nurse said yes softly.
Zhou Zhou was standing there watching.
I’m sick, I’m dying, and his face looks really painful.
“What are you pretending? I’m sorry.
Zhong Ning said, “Is there a camera on you?” Want to borrow your ex-wife’s last round of deep lovers? I’m sorry.
He’s just shaking his head and walking to my bed, and his voice is like he’s squeaked out of his throat. I’m sorry.
“Chou Zhou, I really don’t have the strength to yell at you. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, “You better get out of here. I’ve got a few days left. Don’t make me feel bad. I’m sorry.
Then he fell down on his knees.
“Sorry sister. I’m sorry.
He said, “I thought you wanted more money just to fight me, and I thought you’d be fine without me. I was wrong. Don’t do this.
I’d like to say something, but when I open my mouth, there’s only an endless fatigue.
It’s probably the end of life, not even anger and resentment.
Zhong Ning saw my weariness, and she kicked me a few times: “Get out! Take a break. I’m sorry.
I fell asleep again until the next morning.
Sleeping in a row for a few days, feeling a little better. I asked Zhong Ning to bring my coat and walk with me.
Her nostrils are red, but she’s still laughing at her. I’m sorry.
When I was dressed, I asked her, “Is Zhou Zhou Yi still there?” I’m sorry.
“Outside the door. I’m sorry.
“Ninning, don’t forget what we planned. I’m sorry.
14
Zhong Ning noded and took me out.
Zhou followed us quietly.
Having learned the lesson of the day, he changed his clothes and wore his mask so that he would not be recognized.
Zhong Ning and I went to see my mom first and went back to the old house I bought.
As the stairs were going up with sunlight, they suddenly hit the neighbor’s grandmother upstairs.
“Is Little Don back?”
After she said hello to me, her eyes fell behind me again. “O Cho, I haven’t seen you in a month. I’m sorry.
I looked back, and saw Zhou Zhou take a deep breath and nod my head: “Yes, the company returned today.” I’m sorry.
Grandma came down with a cane.
I didn’t whisper until she got far: “A month ago, you came back? I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou whispered, “I didn’t know what was going on that day, but I didn’t see you. I’m sorry.
I nodded, “I was already in the hospital. I’m sorry.
Zhou’s face looks more painful.
I don’t give a shit about him. I’m coming in with Jong-ning.
“Look, this is my legacy. I’m sorry.
The house wasn’t that big. I walked with her for two minutes, and I looked at the whole thing.
“But you won’t be in the country after I’m dead, so you can hang and sell early. I’m sorry.
She was crying and she shook her head and noded.
The sun came in through the glass window, and it fell on me, and I sat at the table, and I started to sigh:
“It’s a shame that I have stomach cancer, and I can’t eat anything, or I’ll have to eat something good to go on the last day of my life. I’m sorry.
“At least taste the worst cake. I’m sorry.
Zhong Ning’s been crying.
Once upon a time, even though we had little contact, I could see from her occasional circle of friends that she had always been a woman of the past, a difficult experiment, a vicious discrimination that would only make her more aggressive and would not shed a tear.
These days with me, she seems to have shed tears all her life.
I’m sorry to think of this, “I’m sorry, Ning Ning.” I’m sorry.
“Why apologize again?”
Zhong would say that it’s not you who should apologize, not you who should die. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhou was waiting at the door and heard that clearly.
He said, “Yes, I should die.” I’m sorry.
I looked up and called him Zhou Yi. I’m sorry.
He ran over and looked at me carefully.
“How did you know I was in the hospital? I’m sorry.
Just one word, the big star sheds tears, “I heard it — the company found it, they knew you had cancer, but no one told me. I’m sorry.
“What’s the point of telling you? I’m sorry.
I’m sitting still and feeling cold again, so warm in summer.
Zhou Zhou, you hate me so much, you think I’m gonna split up your money on a divorce, you know I’m sick, and you shouldn’t feel free? I’m sorry.
He shook his head and cried so hard that he couldn’t breathe. Sister, I just didn’t get it. You’re the one I love the most. Don’t die. I’m sorry.
“You’re lying again. Zhou Yi, you’ve figured it out. You don’t hesitate to choose between you and me, or why would you send those pictures to throw dirty water at me? Isn’t it because I’m the one who drinks with those people? I’m sorry.
“And you and Rorschew — how can you sing to her after two or three years? Don’t you feel guilty when you sing for 3,600 days? I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou’s face is pale.
In the end, he was unable to contest it and apologized to me again and again.
I’m always sleepy the next few days, and I’m almost asleep all day and night.
In addition to Jong-ning, Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou pushed all his calls to the hospital.
He took the first guitar and asked me carefully, “Do you want to hear the song?” I’m sorry.
I looked at him and thought he had been replaced with a guitar. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou’s face was white and he said hard: “I have broken up with her.” I’m sorry.
“Sister, I was wrong. I’m sorry.
It’s too cheap to admit it when you’re alive or dead.
That afternoon, I was sitting in the hospital’s garden and Zhou Zhou Zhou received a call from a fire star.
It’s probably a real rush across the street, and even we hear his agent’s voice: “Go back to the company!” Now! Now!
Zhou Zhou was silent for a moment: “I have something to do. I’m sorry.
“What’s up? Stay with your dead ex-wife? I’m sorry.
And the other one said, “Did you know that she had it planned? If you don’t come back, your future will be ruined! I’m sorry.
Zhou Xian hung up on the phone and walked up to me.
Dark and dark.
There was a wind blowing through his head, and his eyes were red and he laughed:
“Sister, how do you want to avenge me? Can I cooperate with you? I’m sorry.
15
At 6 p.m., a scheduled tweet was set up long ago and issued by the Zhong Ning account.
It was in the old house the other day that I and his conversation was recorded.
And that is only the beginning.
Zhou Zhou, I’ve been with you for more than a decade, and every inch of your memory has been close to each other, you can’t delete.
Inexhaustible.
I looked up at him and said, “Go back. I’m sorry.
Instead of shaking his head, he kneeled before me on one knee and helped me to pull the socks down.
I told him so well, “Zhou Zhou, your path is over and you will never be a big star again.” I’m sorry.
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Seriously, I don’t understand what he’s thinking.
He is the one who left everything behind for the sake of embroidery, and he is now the one who left everything behind in the hospital.
Back in the room, I found my cell phone, and the heat’s gone up.
Even if the flamer did his best in public relations, he failed to stop his reputation from breaking up like an avalanche.
Because the tape was a dead letter.
Even the fans who went to the concert that day released photographs and videos of the scene.
In the picture, I sat in the front row of the inner field, looking back at Zhou Zhou and Rachel, with tears in my eyes.
The fans who have taken off the powder say:
“No wonder my sister left early that day before she heard it. I can’t believe I’ve done that. It’s disgusting. I’m sorry.
I lit that tape in front of Zhou Zhou’s face with a few bad intentions and my voice and his voice were in the room.
So I listened to it in half, and said, “I have done so much wrong to you.” I’m sorry.
“Sister, it wasn’t supposed to be like this. I’ve been thinking about Big Red and Big Purple, and I’ve been pulling your hand to the brightest place in the world, and how could this happen?”
In the end, his face was confused and sad.
That’s probably not hypocrisy.
It’s just someone who’s lost at the market.
I bowed and began to cough and vomit, until the blood of the stars was spitting on the covers and on the clothes.
Zhong Ning went to buy me a cupcake and finally Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou came to film me in the back and brought me warm water to get up.
I only had a sip, and I threw up on him, and he had blood in his stomach.
Look up, Zhou Yi’s eyes are redder.
According to my and Zhong Ning plans, the evidence continues to flow in an orderly manner.
In high school, Zhou Yi sings a video at the festival.
He held my hand from behind and taught me to play the guitar.
In the face of the irrefutable 11-year reality, the most powerful public relations company could not return.
There are tens of thousands, if not hundreds of thousands of comments under each microblogging, of people who have used the good times of the past to be swords, not only stabbed me, but who see the truth.
One of the saddest things in the world is to see with your own eyes that promises are broken and that there is nothing left.
The last tweet is a video.
At first the picture was kind of shaking, and then it became clearer.
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Then my face was a little helpless: “You’re a sophomore and you wear a bachelor’s uniform.” I’m sorry.
“It doesn’t matter. I’ll wear it with you today. You’ll wear it with me in two years. I’m sorry.
He came up and kissed me on the cheek and sat on the lawn next to his guitar.
He said, “Please have some singing. I’m sorry.
I can’t afford to play, “Happy Breakup.” I’m sorry.
It was young, and the look on your face became tense and serious.
He shook his head with determination: “We will never break up, never.” Break up with you unless I die! I’m sorry.
And then he sings his own sweet love songs to me.
Too bad it’s him who’s breaking up, and I’m the one who’s gonna die.
God is unjust.
16
For all these years, I’ve been so determined that I’ll be with him on the day of Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong
And it doesn’t matter if he’s up there alone.
Use my death to pull him down.
Let’s go together, Zhou Yi.
By the time Zhong Ning came back with the cupcakes, I had spitting blood on Zhou’s chest with a big white T-shirt.
Her face turned white and she came to call a doctor.
I shake my head and hold her hand: “I want to taste the cake. I’m sorry.
And the cream slipped into my throat, and I laughed: “You’re not as bad as you say, you’re more picky.” I’m sorry.
And then you spit it out.
Zhong Ning cried so hard that I didn’t cry when I took her award.
I had to feel guilty and suffocated: “I knew you should have gone a little further to buy something, so you wouldn’t have to go through this. I’m sorry.
I’ve been through this once, knowing what it’s like.
The bell will hold my cold hand and shake its head: “If you will not let me stay with you if you die, I will not heed you a hundred years later.” I’m sorry.
I smiled with my eyes closed, and my voice was dumb: “You said you read a doctor of physics.
Forget to tell you, Zhongning.
Actually, I took Yass, and I was going to go abroad after Zhou Zhou Zhou.
If not for this disease, we should now sit side by side with each other on the other side of the planet, perhaps in a coffee shop along the river, or in a sideless wheat field that you already told me about.
But now, forget it, forget it.
Open your eyes, Zhou Yi’s face is still in front of you, and it’s not very clear.
He seems to have calmed down suddenly and whispered, “Would you like to hear another song?” I’m sorry.
“Sister, will you sing “Advance”? I’m sorry.
“Stop singing. I’m sorry.
I said, “Chou Zhou Zhou, you sing so bad now. I’m sorry.
“…sorry. I’m sorry.
“And the best version I’ve heard since I was 20 summer. I’m sorry.
It wasn’t so hot in the summer.
When the night winds blow, they send chirps and crickets, and under the streetlights there are jogging shadows, moving away.
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“What? I’m sorry.
And he drew a guitar string with a nice, long finger: “Here, sing you a night’s song.” I’m sorry.
I said good.
You’ve been singing, I’ve been listening.
There were so many things that I kept saying.
It doesn’t matter if even the world doesn’t listen, I’ll always be your only listener.
Who broke the promise first.
Who’s going far ahead.
The picture is getting blurred, and it’s starting to lose sight of everything.
I close my eyes slowly and I feel something warm and liquid dripping on my face.
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He said: Sister, wait a little, and I will come. I’m sorry.
I don’t get it, but forget it. I’m dying. I don’t want to guess.
There’s a beep coming out the window.
I died at 29 in the summer.
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I can’t help it. We’re in love.
Chocolate A-hwasyan.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
