I’m crazy with Song Long.
On the day of the wedding, I broke his head and he strangled me with a curse.
“Thought, you will never be happy in your life unless you die. I’m sorry.
We were married for three years, we were like a couple of beasts, and we bit each other all the time.
I hate to be able to crush him.
He would hate to whip me.
But I am dead.
He wants to play games with me.
One.
When he found Song Long, he was surrounded by a girl in a white dress.
Make-up is light, as if it were a bouquet.
I ignored the diagnostics in the bag and turned the red red out of the palace to make up the lipstick.
“Solong, have fun? I’m sorry.
My presence did not cause any increase, and Song Long was even lazy to lift his eyelids.
Such a scene.
They’re getting used to it.
I went straight over there and pulled the girl next to him, and I slapped her in the face…
The girl was scared and she was crying. “Song Long, help me. I’m sorry.
“Shou-won, you move her! I’m sorry.
Song Long put his hand on my left hand and stood up and looked at me.
“Try on. I’m sorry.
The right hand that wasn’t caught was raised, and a slap was turned in his face.
Pop.
Very loud.
I lift my chin, “How’s it going? Satisfied? I’m sorry.
The next second, my neck was strangled.
I watched his angry face, sarcasticly strangling.
“Your eyes are getting worse. What’s this girl like my sister? I’m sorry.
The strength of the neck suddenly grew.
There’s less oxygen.
I breathe hard.
And he looked at me, and he said, “At the same time, you don’t fund a college boy like my brother. I’m sorry.
Two.
All the people in the box have left.
The girls who had been screaming at the beginning were also taken away.
They’re used to it.
I married Song Long for three years.
This is a scene they’ve seen hundreds of times before.
Song Long has been so brazenly looking for white flowers, and I’m always looking forward to it.
They won’t speak out, even if we make a mess.
After all, it’s not as good as when Song and I were at the wedding.
It was supposed to be a sweet wedding, and it was a vow.
Song Long said to me, “You know why I married you? I’m sorry.
“You’ll never be happy in your life with two lives on your back. I’m sorry.
I realized that this wedding was his intended revenge.
I’ve never lost my sex.
Turn around and slam the vase on his head.
Blood flowed down his forehead.
He rubbed his hands off and he choked my neck with blood.
“It’s you who killed them because of your annoying character.” You should die. I’m sorry.
New men choked each other, blood splattered wedding dress.
We all want each other to go to hell.
But the wedding went on.
I was wearing a red neck and he was wearing a bled forehead.
It was a strange and unfavourable wedding.
Since then, we have tirelessly tortured each other for three years.
But now I don’t want to play anymore.
‘Cause I don’t want to die with Song’s last name.
3
“divorce. I’m sorry.
The next day I took the divorce agreement to Song Long.
He looked at the divorce papers.
His assistant looked at me a little bit.
We’re husband and wife, and in their eyes, we’re “two lunatics.” I’m sorry.
They tortured each other, but never mentioned divorce.
Later, they assumed that I was hanging around Song Long ‘ s death, probably because I was not afraid to spend money with him.
And Song Long didn’t mention the divorce to deal with my family.
The only good thing about Song Long is that I don’t have money, so I won’t lose myself on the divorce agreement and I’m asking for a split.
Song Long tore it in front of me, “Want to take my money and fly with your college boy?” I’m sorry.
I shrugged my shoulder and said, “That’s my money after a divorce. I’m sorry.
“You, dream, dream. This is how we live. I’m sorry.
I’ve heard that word many times.
But every time and every time, it still stings.
Who could have thought of the person who was with me at the darkest, most helpless and most sad moment of my life.
And dragged me into the abyss with my own hands on the day when I thought I was about to be blessed.
His appearance is not saving, but telling me you’re not in hell yet.
Then he kicked me.
Now Song Long, not before Song Long.
And not my Song Long.
I looked, squeezed my fist and tried to control my emotions.
And when you look up, your face’s light.
“Then I’m dead. I’m sorry.
4
I left the company and went to the cemetery and stayed from dawn until dark.
Drive home for dinner at night.
Mom and Dad are here.
There was no talk, and the atmosphere at the table was depressed.
I said, “I went to the cemetery today to see my sister and Brother Kyung. I’m sorry.
The atmosphere on the table is more solid.
My mom dropped the chopsticks off the table, “I’m full. I’m sorry.
My dad kept eating silently and didn’t do anything to me.
He eats faster than I do and leaves first.
I called him, “Dad, I might be leaving tomorrow for a long time. I’m sorry.
My dad’s walking, “You’ve always had your own ideas. Who cares? I’m sorry.
I’m the only one left to eat at the table.
Tears drop on the table.
I didn’t go back to the wedding room at night, but went back to the little room I bought myself before the wedding.
A ticket to fly Dali was purchased before sleeping and the balance was checked and a small sum of money was passed on to a male student card financed by me.
The next morning, he was found standing right below my house.
“Miss Xu, you’ve already called me this month. I’m sorry.
He was old-fashioned when he had to call me Miss Xu.
But he can’t change it. I can’t help it.
I’m drinking soybean, “I’ll give you the rest of the money once and for all. Is that enough? I’ll give you a call while I’m still here. I’m sorry.
“I’ll graduate next year. I don’t need that much money. I’ll return the extra money to you. I’m sorry.
Nice heart.
I put the last cage in my mouth, “I don’t need it either. I’m sorry.
“Is there something wrong with Ms. Xu? Can I help you? I’m sorry.
I blinked. I’ll take you on a tour. I’m sorry.
Another ticket to Dali.
I brought pictures of male college students swimming in the mountains, and all my social software.
Happy is happy.
But the body with cancer can still suffer.
At this point, I threw up in the hotel bathroom.
My stomach and abdominal pain were stinging for a while, and my whole body strangled next to the toilet.
The phone rings over and over again.
It’s Song Long.
5
But I don’t even have the strength to hang on to it.
The stomach pain continues.
I threw up on the toilet again.
It’s been so long, it’s been so hard to tell where it really hurts, and it finally stops.
I sat on the floor with my own arms.
Suddenly I feel so useless.
The marriage made Song Long happy.
The death gave Song Long his wish.
He’ll be so proud to know.
The body finally subsided, I sorted out the mood and called Song Long back.
At the time of the opening, there was no new pathologies or abdomen.
“Do what?”
He’s tougher than I am. He’s almost roaring. Delete your photos! I’m sorry.
“If you don’t like a green hat, get a divorce. I’m sorry.
Song Long knows how to stab me in pain, “My brother would be sick to see you like this. I’m sorry.
The abdominal pains re-emerged.
I bite my lips and I put up with it.
“If my sister saw you find the white flower so bad, she’d have to jump. I’m sorry.
Of course, I’m not bad at poking him in pain.
We’re always so, pin-to-mem.
He was so angry that he hung up on the phone that he even forgot to curse me.
The doorbell rings.
Luwagawa stood at the door with a pink little pig-shaped marshmallow.
“Miss Xu, just saw it downstairs, so I bought you one. I’m sorry.
Eight-point-similar people and just the same marshmallows gave me a moment of discomfort.
It’s just a matter of time before you know it.
My tears are broken.
“Tell you a story. I’m sorry.
Six.
I wasn’t very valued at home since I was a kid.
Because I have a good sister.
She can do anything, she can do anything, she can do anything, she can do anything.
I’ve been a good kid since I was a kid.
I can’t.
Mom and Dad tried to train me in my sister’s direction.
But I can’t sit in front of the piano for more than 10 minutes, and I’m going to run to the yard and pour flowers.
I can’t even learn to dance. I can’t remember my moves.
“So they gave me up. I’m sorry.
I sucked my nose.
“But why should everyone be as good as they are, why should not some people be ordinary? I’m sorry.
“They don’t care about me, so they don’t know that my sculpture is doing so well. I snuck out to the sculptural competition and won the first prize for the creative competition. I’m sorry.
“When they know it, they are not proud of me, but they say it is only muddy, and it is difficult for them to enter the Hall of Grace. I’m sorry.
I looked and whispered, “But I didn’t have no heart. I’m sorry.
It’s hard for anyone to accept what they like.
I ran out crying for a long time.
Then I got a little fat guy with a pink little pig-shaped marshmallow.
“Love Crycat, Ugly. Here’s the marshmallow. Stop crying. I’m sorry.
I asked him his name.
He thought about it, and suddenly it was normal, and he said, “My name is Song Kyung-chun. I’m sorry.
All of a sudden, he’s acting like a grown-up who likes my sister.
I slit my lips, and I stood up and learned my sister’s face. I’m sorry.
After several years, the Song King’s family moved near our house, and I knew he had a brother named Song Long.
The brothers look a little alike.
And then I was like an ass behind Song Kyung-chun, and the neighbors were all joking, and I was going to be the daughter-in-law.
But in the end, Song Kyung-chun took my sister’s hand and told my parents gently and solemnly,
“Uncle and Auntie, I want to marry someone. I’m sorry.
I ran out that night.
On the way back, he met Song Long and his eyes were red.
I know he likes my sister. I followed Song when he was behind my sister.
But he called me a fool.
So I choked him with my teeth, and I said, “You deserve it, you can’t marry my sister.” I’m sorry.
“You can’t marry my brother. I’m sorry.
Say it again!
We started fighting, we got tired, we went to the roadside for a drink.
Song Long’s in bad quantities, he’s drunk without much.
He was drunk and talked a lot about his childhood.
I’ll leave in two days and buy a ticket to fly abroad.
“When I come back… when I come back…”
The stomach began to strangulate again and there was blood pouring into the throat.
I put my hand on the stomach, and I swallowed it with blood between my throat.
“My mother slaps me and says how can I be such a bad person to like Brother Kyung-chung and that my sister and Brother Kyung-chung died because of my will.” I’m sorry.
My sister and Brother Kyung-chung found my flight information with my ID number and bought a ticket to come to me.
But something happened to the plane.
There’s nothing left.
I was whispering,
“Lost a good daughter, my mother was white all night. Without an excellent eldest son, Aunt Song will be hospitalized. The two families were broken up. I’m sorry.
“So Song Long hates me, hates me so much, that I will marry him and then avenge me. I’m sorry.
“I suck, right? I’m sorry.
My tears fell on marshmallows, and the pink piglets were rapidly dispersing.
I cry and put marshmallows in my mouth.
The first time that Luegawa has been silently listening,
“You’re not bad. I’m sorry.
“I believe what you said, but I believe that’s not all. I’m sorry.
I’d say you’re a stranger.
They all think so.
But once again, my stomach’s strangulation has rolled over, and before I could say a word, I passed out.
7
When you wake up, you’re lying in bed with a drop on your hand.
What’s the doctor saying outside the door? “Cancer, late. I’m sorry.
I got bored up to my window and I wrote on it.
When Luwagawa came in, he said to me, “You’ve been hospitalized.” I’m sorry.
I’m going to wipe out the words I wrote, “I’ve been out for a long time and I’ve been hospitalized again. I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
When I landed in Weikawa, I pulled out a needle and ordered hot rice powder at a restaurant next to the hospital.
When I ate my tears and snivelled my nose, Luwagawa appeared in black at the restaurant door.
“Shou-hong! I’m sorry.
The first time you yelled at me with your name and name.
I had to pick up a bowl and drink all the soup before he got to me.
Last thing I said was that I was in the hospital.
My phone was taken by Lu Weikawa and then forced to start chemotherapy.
It’s either a needle or a pill every day.
It’s like it triggers a switch, and I start throwing up, taking pills, drinking, and eating.
In a week, we lost a dozen pounds.
I cried out in the mirror, “I couldn’t lose weight before, I’ve lost so much weight in a week, I’m not looking good.” I’m sorry.
Lu Weikawa took my mirror, “Take the medicine. I’m sorry.
The heartless feeding machine.
I don’t think Ruegawa should be here with me. I let him go on several occasions.
He threw me two words, “No go.” I’m sorry.
“You don’t like me, do you? I’m sorry.
And he said, “No. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry, “It’s a good day for a man, and now there’s a free escort.” I’m sorry.
Then one day I went to the restaurant next to the hospital to order a bowl of rice while the free care was not in place.
But I didn’t wait for Lu Weigawa to arrest him.
SONG LONG-LONG-YELLEY,
“How’s it going? I’m sorry.
8
My phone was confiscated by Luwagawa.
There is no way to get a text message, and there is no way to update social software.
I kept my coat zipped, hid the clothes inside, and finally put the mask on.
Don’t let Song Long know I’m ready to die now. Don’t make him happy too soon.
I’m strong enough to make my voice sound so sweet.
“What are you doing, thinking about getting divorced? I’m sorry.
“To see if you’re dead or alive. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry to waste your precious time with your lover, but I’m still alive. I’m sorry.
Song Long smiles, “You think I’m here for you? Just wanted to come, so I stopped by. I’m sorry.
The white flower appeared behind him and held his wrist delicately.
It’s very obtrusive.
My stomach’s a sting.
I’d like to lift my hand and hold it against the urge of the stomach.
I would have walked by them if nothing had happened.
“Don’t stay at the Wall Street Hotel. I lived with Kogawa. The bed was too hard. I’m sorry.
“Shou-hong! Song Long called me by my name with anger.
I didn’t look back.
It didn’t lose either.
Maybe it’s because I saw Song Long, and I’m in a lot of pain at night, and I was sent to cu for rescue at dawn.
It’s probably a mess. I always remember Song Long taking care of me.
I was accompanied by Song Long the year after my sister and Brother Kyung-chu died.
Only Song Long was with me.
Mom and Dad didn’t yell at me again, but they ignored me as if I wasn’t there.
And when I was depressed and the rice was not coming in, it was Song Long who patiently dipped a little bit of it with a cotton sticker on my cracking lips.
Then he did a dozen dishes for me all night just to find out what I really liked.
At the end of the day, I was willing to eat on my own and to clean up his food.
He boasted with pride, “Doesn’t it taste good? I’m sorry.
He was wearing my pink Mickey apron when he said that.
It’s small, it doesn’t fit. It’s funny, but it’s cute.
But.
He’s good for me, care for me.
How can it all be?
The pain in the stomach came in for a while, and I put my hand on it, and I didn’t know exactly where it hurt.
I am well aware that time is running out.
9
He received various treatments in the hospital and recovered slightly.
Luegawa gave me my cell phone, “You have something important to do the day after tomorrow. I’m sorry.
I read the memo. It’s Aunt Song’s birthday.
Song Long and I, no matter what, won’t go to the elders.
Every year for Aunt Song’s birthday, we still have to go back and spend time with her.
I’ve prepared gifts at this time of the year, but I can’t think of anything during this period of sleep.
I told Lu Weikawa I had to go back.
He stopped stopping me and helped me get out of the hospital, but the condition was to go back and work as a driver wherever he went.
I asked him, “Do you want money?”
He said, “Yes.”
I nod my head, I promise.
Aunt Song’s birthday was no big deal, just a simple dinner.
I met Song Long at the gate, went into an undeclared truce and took my hand into the Song family.
It’s a birthday, but it’s not really lively.
The pain of the lost child is forever over the family.
We ate silently, gave presents, and when we left, Aunt Song stopped me.
“Adam, are you okay?”
I consciously tried to pull a mirror to make sure my makeup didn’t take off.
“A lot thinner. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to cry when I can’t sleep.
Propulsive icu didn’t want to cry when he learned he might not come out.
Now I can’t stop my tears.
“Smug Boy, ” Aunt Song gave me her hand to wipe my tears, “It’s not your fault, Aunty doesn’t blame you. I’m sorry.
“You should let yourself go, too. I’m sorry.
My tears haven’t stopped. Nod my head. I’m sorry.
When I left, I was with Song Long and I was still walking away.
Just get out the door and he’ll pull his hand out.
I hold, and I look,
Song Long, let’s talk. I’m sorry.
10
It’s probably hard for me to soften my tone, and Song Long never insisted on taking his hand away.
He looked down at me, “What do you say? I’m sorry.
“I’m…”
“Song Long, “The little white flower came over and looked at Song Long so patheticly, “Can we go? I’m sorry.
Then she slipped off her feet and fell on me, reaching out to my arm.
I didn’t move. I wanted to wait until she stood up.
She smiled at me.
My arm was sore, I pushed her unconsciously.
She went back and cried into Song Long’s arms.
I just wanted to check the source of the pain on my arm and slap it in my face.
“Rayon! You can be meaner! I’m sorry.
Song Long’s hand is strong.
My body was swayed, my abdominal pain swung like a landslide tsunami, and the smell of blood swung into my throat.
I told myself to hang in there.
But recent chemotherapy has exhausted my energy and is now the end of the crossbow.
I fell to the ground.
My abdominal pain caused me almost convulsions, and my body was constricted, and it drowned me for a while like a giant wave.
I bit my hands and hands so hard that I didn’t cry.
Song Lang looked down at me and said,
“Don’t pretend. It’s hard when you just push. I’m sorry.
Tears come out of the corner of my eye, my palm is broken, and I can’t tell where the blood in my mouth came from.
It’s time for this slap back.
But I don’t have the strength.
There was a rush to step towards me, and a coat covered me.
Lu Weigawa kicked Song Long.
Song Long was kicked to the ground.
“How can you hit someone? I’m sorry.
Yuegawa came to me.
I know how strung I am now, pulling my coat up with the last bit of energy and covering my head.
“Take me, go back. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
And my coat covered me so tightly, and Luwagawa rounded me up.
Song Long shouted behind me, “Hashimoto! You said you wanted to talk to me! I’m sorry.
I close my eyes.
No, Song Long.
I can’t talk to you anymore.
Lu Weikawa put me on the co-pilot and he pulled off the clothes on his head.
Tears stained my face, and I kept gnawing my teeth and not making myself sound.
Lu Weigawa grabbed my chin, “Cry out. I’m sorry.
“Ache…”
“It hurts…”
“I’m in pain.
I cried with his skirt.
“I don’t have anyone. I have nothing left. I’m sorry.
I’m crying, my brain is buzzing, and I’m like I’m talking a lot, a lot without logic.
Lu Weikawa has been listening, not saying a word.
He didn’t start until I got it back.
But it’s not going back.
I asked him where he was going.
The car has a target and it’s headed straight for Song Long and White.
He had no face.
“Let them bury you. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
The car didn’t hit it.
I was in a coma in my car and Luwagawa took me to the hospital first time.
I went into cu again and the doctor took it back from death.
When I woke up, Luwagawa sat quietly by the bed and cut apples.
I asked him, “How much time do I have? I’m sorry.
It was a series of apple skins that suddenly broke, and Luwagawa kept cutting,
Three months.
I nod my head, “Three months is enough. I’m sorry.
Enough to finish the divorce.
I was not forced to stay in the hospital this time, but the condition remains to be a driver.
I’ve got a condition. He has to collect.
We made a deal.
I started to do my thing, and I found contact with white flowers through some channels.
Hsui-hong?
“Do you have time to eat?”
“But Song Long doesn’t want me to contact you personally…”
“You don’t have to tell him no.” I’m sorry.
Dining room.
Little white flower is still coming.
When I sat down, I was told, “Are you all right? The last time Song Long hit you, you fell on the floor. I’m sorry.
I looked at her and said, “How did I get hit? I’m sorry.
That day, she had a sharp cone in her sleeve, and from the moment she fell on me, she had made plans.
Sting me, let me push her away.
Her eyes were tearing and her head was shaking and she said, “I didn’t. Did you have a misunderstanding?”
Pop.
I slapped her in the face.
“Don’t play with me. I’m sorry.
She looked at me with her face on her face, and she cried, and she looked at me, and I didn’t… I didn’t…
I raised my hand to slap her again, and Song Long was held in prison with his fury.
“You’re going to finish this!”
I’m sure white flowers don’t come to the appointment.
That is, of course, my purpose.
“It’s not over. I took the glass from the table and threw it at him, “Please make tea.” I’m sorry.
Song Longblank raised his hand to slap me as if he remembered something and was able to stop three centimeters away from my face.
“I warn you, I pray you, this is the last time.” Don’t get in trouble next time. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry to tell you, this is the first time, but if you don’t get divorced, I’ll find her again, third time, countless times. I’m going back to him.
Song Long bit on me.
“Why didn’t you divorce her when you liked her so much? Or do you actually like me? I’m sorry.
“What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
I went on to say, “But you hate me again, and you hate me for killing him and your sister. You don’t think you should like me. You’re very confused, so you’re looking for this little white flower. I’m sorry.
“She’s more like me than my sister. She’s exactly where I am right now, but my sister didn’t. I’m sorry.
“You know how she plays, you deliberately indulge, because it’s more like me. I’m sorry.
Shut up! I’m sorry.
“You didn’t want to admit you liked the man responsible for your brother’s death, so you found a similar one, and then you took it to her while you tortured me. I’m sorry.
“Song Long, you’re a coward. I’m sorry.
“It is you who is not worthy of happiness in your life. I’m sorry.
“The cowards deserve nothing. I’m sorry.
And Song Long’s eyes were frazzled, and he breathed from his feet, like an angry beast,
“It’s ridiculous! Do you think I can’t divorce you? I’m sorry.
I swallowed the blood of my throat and held my hands tight on the table and kept myself from falling.
“Yes, you dare not.”
And he’s holding up the hands of the little white flower, “I’ll have my assistant give you the divorce agreement tomorrow, so you know how ridiculous you are about what you just said. I’m sorry.
The backs of their departures became blurred, and the bloody smell of their throats could no longer be contained.
I coughed hard and my hands were red.
I look out the window.
Like, ready to snow.
12
Song Long really asked the assistant to bring the divorce papers.
The division of property is exactly what I gave him, and I split it equally with him.
Song Long has a company in his name, and getting half his assets is not a small amount of money.
I split the money in half, left it to Mom and Dad, and half to Luwagawa.
“This is for your escort and your salary as a driver. I’m sorry.
He didn’t refuse, he took it.
I’m relieved, “It’s me who’s the poorest now. You can leave me on the run. I’m sorry.
Lu Weikawa said, “The city is already snowing. Want to see it? I’m sorry.
The city snow fell on my shoulder and whitened the head of Rue Segawa.
I squeezed the snow and threw it at him.
Except for the success of the first raid, I was never able to throw him again, so I crouched down and covered my stomach.
Luwagawa, who’s been hiding, immediately came over, “How’s it going? I’m sorry.
I laughed and put a snowful snow into his neck while he wasn’t watching, “You’re being deceived. I’m sorry.
And then I was tired, lying on the snow and looking at the sky, and the snow fell on my face, and the ice was cold.
“Lu Weigawa,” I called him, “you’re not like anyone.” I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“When I die, spill my ashes over the sea. I don’t want to be in a little box. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“I’ll tell you the last story. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
After a calm divorce this month, Luegawa took me to a lot of places.
But my access to the hospital has also become more frequent, sometimes taking two or three days to wake up.
On the day of the divorce, when the period of calm came, I was in a dead state, unable to walk properly and needed a wheelchair to move.
The clothes that were worn on me were empty, and fortunately, it is winter, and the thick clothes are not visible.
I wear my hat, I wear my mask, I sit in a wheelchair, and I wait for Song Long in the Civil Administration.
He came late, he had a bad face.
I gave him a couple’s jacket when we were dating.
It was the first snow, and I was long delayed on the road because of traffic.
By the time of the date, an hour had passed since the scheduled time.
Song Long stood in the snow with a thin snow.
I called him “Why don’t you find a place to hide?” I’m sorry.
He smiled at me, “What you like, I don’t hide.” I’m sorry.
Then he took a thin snow upon my head,
“Let’s go to the White Head, Xueon. I’m sorry.
I used to feel sour every time I remembered this image.
Now, there’s nothing left.
“Go inside. I whispered.
SONG Long looked me in the eye and looked at me, “Word, you can still regret it. I’m sorry.
I smiled and laughed.
“Song Long, you poor thing. I’m sorry.
I saw the sky, it was clear.
I don’t know.
Then I began to go into an endless coma.
It is difficult to walk out of bed, and it is no longer possible to feed on its own, but only by nutrient.
I woke up in a coma and looked out the window.
Is it snowing? I’m sorry.
He did, “Get off. I’m sorry.
“Take me out to see. I’m sorry.
I sat in a wheelchair, I looked up, and I felt an iced snowflake falling on my face.
“It’s snowing. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Lu Weigawa, forget me. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
– Weather forecast, it’s clear today.
13
Song Long is meeting and suddenly feels a great deal of anxiety.
The heart was scratched with iron claws.
Mr. Song?
Everyone in the room is watching him.
He grabbed his heart with his hand and didn’t understand where the great panic came from, as if his heart had been emptied out and could not be filled.
“Did it snow outside?” He looked out the window.
The people in the room looked out the window with his eyes, and everyone looked in the face.
Why did Song suddenly ask if it was snowing?
But no one dares say one word.
Song Long suddenly remembered the day he was in a wheelchair.
He knew she didn’t like to be at home. She liked to go around and play with something new.
She accidentally broke her arm in a rock climb.
At the time, he was angry and heartbroken, and he was not worried or concerned.
Then he was born with her for a long time.
He thought.
He thought that she was going to break her leg that day, and even more so that she had left Lu Weikawa with her divorce.
So, even though he was concerned, he remained impulsive and even harsh.
But she’s still so stubborn.
At the end of the day, he refused to be soft.
Divorce and divorce.
He can’t go back to her!
However, the hand did not consciously signal the requested number.
Song Long thought that she still had something at her disposal, that it looked like she was in the way, or called her to get it.
But it’s coming in.
I’m sorry, you called off.
I’m sorry, you called off.
I’m sorry, you called off.
I don’t know.
Song Long sits and calls this unattended number all afternoon.
“Shou-hong! “You must be lying to me again! I’m sorry.
Song Long drove to the parents’ house.
Her mother was seen walking at the door, and she saw Song Long’s car running.
When you see Song Long, you lose hope.
She asked Song Long, “Why are you here alone? I’m sorry.
Song Long is stunned.
He thought he’d find a wish here.
The great panic has devoured him.
Song’s eyes are empty.
“I dreamt yesterday that when she was a child, she ran to climb the mountain and was trapped up there all night, and the rescue team found her without a heartbeat. I’m sorry.
“Why do you think she’s been so naughty, since she was a child, and why can’t she be as uneasy as her sister?” I’m sorry.
“But she’s my daughter too. I only have one daughter. I’m sorry.
She’s holding Song Long’s hand, “If you see her, let her come back. I’m sorry.
“Tell her Mom doesn’t blame her anymore. I want her back in peace, okay? I’m sorry.
Song Long suddenly had a strong feeling that he could not convey those words.
But he didn’t dare.
When Song Long left, He came to talk to him.
“Last time I came back, she was going out, but after New Year, you let her come back and go out again. I’m sorry.
“A man spends his whole life alone. She has parents. I’m sorry.
Song Long looks at Father Xu.
And in his memory, the father was always a man of joy.
But now it’s like I don’t even have a virility, and I don’t know when I’m gonna have a hair.
“I know, Dad. I’m sorry.
He shot him on the shoulder.
“You call me Dad, I’ll say one more word. I’m sorry.
“If you still can’t get out of the scene and the knowledge, let her go.” I’m sorry.
“As a matter of fact, I am stronger than any of us. She’s a good kid. She knows everything. I’m sorry.
“She’s been moving forward, and we’re the only ones stuck here. I’m sorry.
14
Song Long started to go crazy looking for a wish.
He went to the house she bought herself.
But he can’t get in.
He went to the property, he said he was the husband of Yuen and asked the property to find a way to open the door.
The property said, “When Miss Hsu came back, she said she was single. I’m sorry.
Song Long shouts, “She’s not single, we’re married! I’m sorry.
“Please provide a valid marriage certificate. I’m sorry.
Marriage certificate…
He doesn’t have a marriage certificate.
He only has divorce papers.
Song Long keeps calling the number of the shut-down and then begins to drink alcohol indefinitely.
Wherever he went, he had to take the river with him and put a photo of them on his social software.
But no one’s coming after him anymore.
No one ever came to him like an animal.
He’s still drinking at the bar tonight with Jiang Shuyan.
Half the time, someone left him.
A moment.
Song Long. He was called.
Open his eyes again, and he saw the thought standing in front of him.
He was ecstasy, and he went up to hold her in his arms. I’m sorry.
“Song Long, you’ve been drinking too much. I’m Soo-chan. I’m sorry.
“Happiness…”
He woke up, and the person in front of him was seven points like Xing, even where the tear mole was beneath his eyes.
But she’s not a wish.
And what about Xuyu?
Where did he go?
He started to dial the promised number again.
I’m sorry, your number is empty.
15
Empty.
Why an empty number.
That night, Song Long went crazy and smashed the whole bar.
He couldn’t find Shizuku. He started looking for Ruegawa.
Finally, Ruewagawa appeared before Song Long as a company rival.
Song Long went up there and grabbed his collar. “Where’s Xue? Where are you hiding Xu? I’m sorry.
Luwagawa dumped his hand.
“Hind is dead. I’m sorry.
16
Hsu-won is dead…
Xue-hong, are you dead?
“No way! No way! Song Long’s crazy about Luigawa. I’m sorry.
Luegawa punched him to the ground.
“What identity do you question me? I’m sorry.
Song Long went up and ripped it up, “What are you?” You’re my brother’s double. She doesn’t like you. She’s my brother! I’m sorry.
“Even with me she likes my brother…”
You’re a coward. I’m sorry.
“I don’t believe you don’t know. You’re just afraid to admit it. I’m sorry.
“You don’t deserve to be liked by her. I’m sorry.
Song Long’s eyes are red, “You’re full of shit, you’re full of shit…”
I don’t know.
A. The day the city snowed.
“I’ll tell you the last story. I’m sorry.
“I’ve been following him not because I liked him, but because I wanted to thank him for the marshmallow he gave me. Brother Kyung-chu has always treated me like a sister. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t run away because I wasn’t happy the day he came to beg. I wanted to buy my sister a music box, the one where the prince and the princess are happy. I’m sorry.
“…we had a drink with Song Long to know that he was the little fat guy who gave me marshmallows as a child. I’m sorry.
“He was like me, and because he had a good brother, he was humbled and thought that someone else would like to say his name. I’m sorry.
“I suddenly felt sorry for him. I was supposed to be good for him, but he didn’t marry my sister, he didn’t. I’m sorry.
“And later, I knew that his favorite star had a signing party abroad and that I was going to give my sister and Kyung-chung the engagement gift I gave them, so I bought a ticket to fly abroad. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t know anything would happen because I was angry. I’m sorry.
“…my parents blame me, they blame me. I wanted to explain, but I saw them break. I’m sorry.
“A man cannot survive when he is in great distress. If there is no love, let hate sustain them. I’m sorry.
“I gave them their lives. I’m sorry.
“Som Long approached me with his own broken heart, how much he loved his brother I know. But he was the one who actually cured me, so I liked him. I’m sorry.
“He likes me too, I know. But he hates me, and he hates himself more. I’m sorry.
“He’s trapped himself. I’m sorry.
“He cannot accept that he likes me who indirectly killed his brother, so he binds me in an extreme way and tortures himself. I’m sorry.
“For three years, I watched him do it. He didn’t come out at all, much less face his true feelings. I’m sorry.
“I’m tired. I don’t want to play with him. I don’t like him either. I’m sorry.
“I am awake to love, awake to pain, awake to the consequences of everything I do. I’m sorry.
“I have never regretted any of my decisions, and I have willingly borne all the consequences. I’m sorry.
“So now I can say goodbye to the world without regret. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Luegawa looked at Song Long in cold eyes and said,
“You’re afraid to face your own heart, so you’ve been lying to yourself — it’s your brother and your sister. You told yourself you married her, just for revenge. I’m sorry.
“You paralyze yourself with this view and make yourself feel better. I’m sorry.
“But, from the beginning to the end, you know everything. I’m sorry.
“She is clean and pure, better and better than everyone. I’m sorry.
“Alas, you don’t deserve it. I’m sorry.
After Yuegawa had said it, the light in Song Long’s eyes had been destroyed.
It’s as if someone’s been scrambled and sitting down on the floor.
“That’s why he doesn’t like me she doesn’t like me She didn’t even want to see me before she died…”
Song Long kneels on his knees as if he were a life-saving straw. “Please, where is Siu Nien buried? I’m sorry.
Lu Weigawa left with a cold face.
“She’s going to walk freely. Don’t mess up her way. I’m sorry.
17
Song Long went mad to every graveyard.
But he just couldn’t find a wish.
He used to kneel before Ruegawa and begged him to tell him that he did not speak.
He then began to leave the company to top management, regardless of the daily drinking.
And Lu Weikawa formed Song Long’s rival company to destroy Ra’s death.
And devoured his company with a thunderbolt of 800, a thousand of his own hands.
I don’t know.
On the day the company was declared bankrupt, Song Long was still drunk and dreamt of dying in his wedding room with Xing.
It’s snowing outside.
Song Long swayed to the balcony, stretching out his hand and murmuring the snow, “I miss, it snows again. I’m sorry.
He suddenly laughed, took out his cell phone and called Lu Weikawa.
I envy you. I’m sorry.
“I’m jealous that you’ve gone through your last days with Siu Niu and gave yourself to you to guard after his death. I’m sorry.
“You like it too, don’t you? I’m sorry.
And Luegawa stood in the snow, looking up at the snowflake,
“Don’t like it. I’m sorry.
Song Long laughed even more, “I’ll find her even if you hide her.” I’m sorry.
“I’m not a coward. I’m sorry.
“I’ll find her. I’m sorry.
He then crossed the fence and jumped.
The snow is getting bigger.
18 (Lu Weikawa)
Seven years.
I don’t like you, Hope.
Snow, no, no.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
