Thirty-third year
The spring wind crosses and love breeds.
I’ve been married to Chen Shui for 11 years and have a six-year-old son.
Everyone says we’re a model couple, and no matter how busy we work, we don’t lose sight of the family.
He’s gonna give me a massage, figure out the weird recipes on the Internet. The meeting will be pushed away from the open day of the son’s school.
We’ll remember our anniversary, my birthday. I’ll remember my preferences, and when I’m angry, I’m not bored.
But just now, he’s due back. I saw the secretary when he was lying in bed screaming for his wife.
“Baby, are you home safe? I’m sorry.
One.
I stayed where I was, and it took me a long time.
Chen is asleep, I took his phone. The dialogue interface appeared to be his micro-letter trumpet, with only one girl, nicknamed Cat.
The head looks like his secretary in the big one.
I remember who this man was. Last time I went to Chen Shui Company. She called me Sister Joo-chul and asked me to buy her tea. She’s a workaholic, and she’s a girl.
I feel guilty because I know Chen Shui. The company brought all of his blood together, and he couldn’t stand it.
He repulsed Qin Yyu: “Time for work, behave! I’m sorry.
Qin Yyu spitting out his tongue, not afraid of this tough boss. I thought she was young, but I didn’t think it would be Chen’s extra drowning.
Then Chen asked me, “Do you want another one?” I’m sorry.
“Why change?”
Chen Zhen put his chin on my shoulder, rubbing my neck like a baby.
“I’m afraid my little vinegar is angry! I’m sorry.
I was ashamed and upset, and said, “No, I will not.” I’m sorry.
“Yes, my wife is the best of all.” I’m sorry.
He vowed to explain to me: “This young man, Qinyu, is a fine man, and I want to raise her.” Besides, a young and beautiful secretary is the face of the company. I’m sorry.
“My wife, believe me, there is only you in my heart.” I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m the happiest woman in the world, and now I look so stupid.
I sat on the couch all night.
The biological clock wakes Chen at 8:00 a.m. every morning, as usual. Slept your eyes, stretch your back and rub my face.
He’d say, “Good morning, wife. I’m sorry.
I looked up at him, as if it was no different from when I was 19. Still so tall and handsome. The difference is that 19-year-old Chen Zheng has no money, no microbots, and he doesn’t hide his love from me.
I didn’t clean him up last night. Chen was wearing a wrinkled shirt. The unbuttons are strong muscles that make it hard to see.
He’s got enough self-regulating, moving capital.
But I haven’t complimented his muscles in a long time, and we’re too familiar, or even as one.
It was cold in the middle of the autumn, and I put a blanket on Chen.
“Why don’t you get dressed and be young? I’m sorry.
Chen Zheng noticed my eyes and was very anxious.
“Why are your eyes so red and cold? Honey, what’s wrong with you? Somebody’s been bullying you! I’m sorry.
I looked at him like I was 17. I’ve been invited by bad students all afternoon. Chen is in such a hurry, too, lest someone bully me.
I don’t understand why he’s out there with someone who can still act like that.
“Nothing, just a little insomnia. I’m sorry.
Chen Zhen put it all up and put me in my arms.
“It’s okay, honey. Tell me something. I can protect you now. I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to say it, because you’re the one who bullied me.
But I don’t want to let go. I don’t want to end this. We’ve known each other for 14 years. It’s just a little bit of an obstacle that can be overcome.
I looked up to Chen, and asked him, “Will you always love me and not leave me?” I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.
“There’s someone out there who’s divorced from Swallow.” Will you leave me too?”
Chen Zheng looked up to my face and kissed him.
“Won’t you sleep because of this night? Oh, my heart hurts. I’m not an old man, and I’m not cheating. My favorite is Lee Joo-ju, and I will never leave her. I’m sorry.
His eyes were as gentle as our wedding day.
“I will always love Lee Joo-ju and never leave her. I’m sorry.
“That was a long time ago. I’m sorry.
Yeah, he said that a long time ago. That year, we were 19.
Two.
When I was 19, I didn’t go to top-rent college, and my dad wasn’t going to let me go. He locked me up at home and told me I had no money left. The only way left to me was to work, but then he changed his mind.
He said, ‘Marry, and marry, and give your brother a bride. I’m sorry.
I didn’t agree. I cried and I went on a hunger strike and even hung myself.
It’s useless. He lets me die in someone’s house.
That night, I was lying on my bed in the dark and Chen was crying my name through the window.
His eyes are bright in the dark.
He asked me, “You hungry? I’m sorry.
I noded my head and I pulled two big chicken legs out of my pocket like Chen’s trick.
He said: Eat, I know that you are hungry. I’m sorry.
I put my chicken legs in my mouth, and my hungry stomach was filled, but I didn’t want to get upset. The tears are like the Yellow River. Chen was watching me cry, and she couldn’t cry.
“If only I had money, I could marry you. I’m sorry.
“I’ll marry you without money. I’m sorry.
“Really? I’m sorry.
“Really! I’m sorry.
So they look at each other and test each other in a tender moonlight. Finally, the naked heart is cut open, filled with love.
That night, I made a bold decision.
I ran away with Chen.
Now think about it, it was hard.
We don’t have the money. I can only do the day-end work. Good thing it’s not cold, you can sleep under a bridge hole.
The bridge hole is watered and the mosquitoes hum at night. Every single shot is full of blood, mosquitoes are too full to fly.
I look like I’m crying all over. It’s itchy, it hurts. The bag was bitten again before it had been sprung, and the drums sprung out of the yellow water.
Chen Zheng is shaking the fan and is not sleeping all night.
He grieved and grieved: “I am sorry for Joo-Jou, but I have no power, and I will surely give you a good life.” I’m sorry.
Then we saved some money and rented a rental house. Sunshine, summer like a sauna.
Chen didn’t say a word. He bought a second-hand air conditioner. Load it up after. We only have ten dollars.
I gave Chen Zheng 10 bucks to tell him we had lunch in the factory. I didn’t eat anything that day, but Chen was working on the site. He can’t stop eating. I’m afraid he fell from upstairs with low blood sugar.
When he came back that night, Chen Zhen bought a string and a spicy hot.
“I’ve advanced my salary with the foreman. Don’t be afraid. I’m sorry.
It became clear to me that their foremen were particularly difficult to speak and did not advance their wages at all.
The $200 he spent on his road was hit by an electric car.
It’s hot. It’s hot. We ate our noses and we cried, and then Chen wiped my face. Pull out the sticky hair and put hot lips on my face.
He said: I will marry you, and I will give you a good life. I’m sorry.
I never doubted that he loved my heart, but why has everything changed?
3
I went to Chen’s company.
He was processing documents and had a cup of milk tea on his dark desk. The straw is a cute little rabbit shape, and the cup is filled with love.
“Let the tea warm the colder.”
I haven’t said a word yet. Chen Zheng explained it before me.
“This little girl, Qin Yyu, likes to do these weird things. “Coffee’s too much to eat. I’m sorry.
I blinked, it was so acidic.
Chen Qian, “What’s wrong, have you got something in your eye? I’m sorry.
He held me down and turned my eyelids.
“There’s nothing here. I’m sorry.
I pressed Chen’s hand and he put his head on my shoulder. Qin Yoon just came in and saw me and Chen’s close. The smile stubbles in the face, and even the already light feet get slow.
She cried out to me, “Jou Joo-ju.” I’m sorry.
Turning to Chen Zhen, the sound is cold: “Mr. Chen. I’m sorry.
Chen didn’t listen to her. Qin Yyu just stood there. I looked at her, and I found her to be a little upset. Even the fog in her eyes, but what’s wrong with her? Shouldn’t it be me?
Chen Yan let her out.
“Look at the appointment. Don’t miss anything. You’re fine here. I’m sorry.
Qin bit on his lips and softly responded.
I was lying in Chen’s arms and staring at that milk tea. I just feel like I’m stuck in my throat.
“Get rid of Qin. I’m sorry.
Chen Zhen didn’t hesitate, he just squirted my eyes.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“Jew, you have wrinkles. I’m sorry.
Yeah, I’m 33 already, not a young girl.
I knew from the first sight of Qin Yyo that we were not one of them. She had a good family. That’s why I’m so generous, and I’m so scared. Even now that I have money, I can’t help but choose to buy on holidays because of discounts.
I was afraid of poverty, so I loved happiness.
Chan caressed the diamond ring on my hand, small, 12 points. When we got married at 22, Chen used all her savings.
The company has just stabilized and all its funds are used to operate. The $4,000 he bought from the diamond ring was a penny.
He said, “You were the only one behind me.” I’m sorry.
Yeah, the company was set up with only two people. He’s the boss, I’m the employee, I’m the buyer, I’m the accountant, I’m the man.
We’re in business together, and we’re down on the table. Two people were laughing at the office with their contracts and hugging together was no different from crazy people.
“It’s been so long. I’m sorry.
We bought a house, we bought a car, the bigger the company, the poorer it goes.
I never changed my ring, even if Chen Qian bought me jewelry that would fill a drawer.
He asked me, “Why don’t you wear that big diamond ring? I’m sorry.
I answered him, “It’s different. I’m sorry.
It was Chan’s favorite year.
He held me like a big bag bear.
“Honey, we’ll never be apart. I’m sorry.
4
He must know that I found something. But he’s willing to turn around, so I can give him a chance.
The company’s eyes don’t know when they’ll be Chen Shui’s men, and I’ve put new people in.
A little crazy, a little nervous. All the senses are following QinYu’s news. I’m afraid Chen hasn’t fired her.
That means he’s willing to disobey me for the sake of Qin.
It’s a good thing everything went in the right direction, and Qinya never showed up at the company after that day.
My heart is in my stomach.
Chen and I took him to the hospital.
It’s a good thing the kids ate their stomachs. It’s no big deal. Just hang a bottle of water.
Chen Qing is leaving in a hurry when he picks up a call in the waiting room. He said there was a problem with the project. We have to go in person.
My throat hurts dry, I think it’s cold.
Actually, I heard the first time I hated my ears so sensitive.
Qin Yyo cried at that head and said her stomach hurt.
She said she missed him.
“Can I have a moment? I’m sorry.
“I didn’t mean to, but I really feel bad. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, I know I’m sorry about Joo-ju. I’m sorry.
“It’s just that she has everything. She can have you for a long time. I just need a little bit. Just a little bit. I’m sorry.
Chen was in a hurry. He got up and ran over the trash can.
Damn, you’re in your 30s.
When Qin needed his company for tummy pain, did Chen Qian think about that year when he was on a field trip? One man performed surgery, and one man suffered the pain of the wounds during New Year ‘ s Eve and then went to the toilet.
Did he ever think that I was pre-born in a maternity bed scared to cry?
It’s not right. You have to make it right. How much pain should I have been?
It really hurts, more than she does.
It’s been a long time since I cried and cried and fell on the ground.
Give me your little hand to shed tears.
“Is Mom unhappy? I’m sorry.
He’s got pretty big eyes, like Chen Shui.
Kids cry when their mouths are full of tears.
“Doesn’t it make Mom unhappy? I’m sorry.
I held him in my arms.
“It’s not a mistake. I’m sorry.
“Is that Dad making Mom unhappy? “I’ll teach Daddy a lesson! I’m sorry.
“But I love my dad. What should I do? I’m sorry.
“That can’t hurt Mom!” “Father said, no one can hurt Mom! Whatever the reason, it was the man’s fault! I’m sorry.
I’m waiting, and I’m still yelling.
“Mom is right no matter what she does, she doesn’t have to think about anything. She just has to do something to make herself happy! I’m sorry.
“When did Dad tell you? I’m sorry.
Yesterday. He kept his voice down and said, “Did Dad do something too much, but I still wanted Mom to forgive him. I’m sorry.
“But Mom’s happy is all that matters. I’m sorry.
What’s wrong with us is that we’re first to each other.
5
It’s not too late for Chen to come back. He’s lying next to me, holding me tight.
“How’s the job going? I’m sorry.
“Good luck. I’m sorry.
Chen’s voice was so dumb, it seemed to have drained all his strength.
He’s not good at lying. I’m not stupid. It’s just that we both chose to leave each other alone without asking questions.
Chen Zhen was close to me and his breath sprayed in my neck.
We haven’t been close for a long time, but we’re sleeping together every day. Now I’m used to it.
He’s a little moving, and Sydney’s smell is running into my nasal cavity. It’s disgusting. I love fragrance, but I haven’t used it for a long time.
She said she had a stomachache. What were you thinking when you held her in your arms to comfort her? What do you think of me now? Is that what it’s for?
I pushed Chen Shui and turned my back on him. I sensed my coldness, Chen’s stopping. He held me in peace, didn’t speak.
“Do you love me?”
“Love. I’m sorry.
“But I don’t think you love me anymore. I’m sorry.
Chen Zheng set my body straight and my mother-in-law’s tears appeared in front of him.
He asked me, “How long have we been together?” I’m sorry.
He said to himself, “We’ve known each other since we were kids, 19 years old and 22 years old. So far, we have known everything for thirty-three years. There’s no love between us. We grew up together. Broken bones with flesh, blood and spasm. We can’t be separated. I’m sorry.
“So we’re not in love, right? I’m sorry.
“Yes. And Chen’s eyes were still tender, and when he looked at me, it seemed that there was only me in his eyes, “Jew, I love you.” And I’ll never leave you, you know, no matter who, the first thing in my mind is you, only you. I’m sorry.
“Your position is irreplaceable, so will you listen? I’m sorry.
He made me listen. Does he know what he’s saying?
“Don’t be unreasonable, don’t be a bitch. We’re all playing games, you know. Fung, there’s someone out there. You’ve got my money. We’ll get home on time, okay? I’m sorry.
I suddenly understood what Swallow said that day.
“If you still love him, divorce him, and if you don’t love him, go on living.” You know what, Juju? I can’t bear it. I can’t get enough money or a big house. We are a young couple, and we have gained the status of today’s man and woman. But people change their minds, and for many years a couple was less than 20 years old. But when I was 20, I was pretty. I’m sorry.
I think I can’t go on with Chen.
When I didn’t talk, Chen Qi came up and kissed me.
No apologies, no promises. He just told me in peace to listen.
Be good.
For one year, Chen Zheng had been in the field for business and had been robbed by local gangsters without any money. He called me at the police station, and his mouth hurts. I’m anxious to find him, as Chen said.
“Beads, listening. I’m sorry.
There he was laughing, “It’s better that the earrings I bought for our family were not stolen.” I hid it in my shirt. I’m sorry.
When we got married, we had no bride price, no gold, and Chen said that I would be paid for the next item.
In the same way, how is he now?
Six.
I asked my lawyer to draft the divorce papers, and I went to the company to find Chen’s assistant and say he wasn’t there. My men told me that Chen Qin was probably having a birthday for Qin.
Maybe my face was too ugly. The assistant checked out the address for a moment.
Chen has bought a house for Qinyu, not far from the kindergarten. He can watch Qin Yoon and pick up Qin, even take a meal home through the market. Even the cinnamon sugar that I love is next to the neighborhood, and Chen’s sweet enough to remember my preferences when he cheats.
Men are greedy, they don’t lose their red flag, and it’s their last dream to be out there.
I thought I was gonna cry, but it’s time. It’s not much to be sad about, except for a little shaking of the hand with the divorce papers, through that wooden door. I can hear the gentle words of QinYu, and I can hear Chen’s response without delay.
“Thank you for coming to my birthday. I’m sorry.
“should be. I’m sorry.
And when the glass fell upon it, I heard the Qin quiz: “Shall I stay with you, baby?” I’m sorry.
So the cup hit the table, and Chen’s voice sounded cold.
“Li Joo-chul is my wife, even if I bury it in the ground. I’m sorry.
QinYo’s voice brought a cry: “I’m the one who’s out of line, I just love you so much. I’m sorry.
Chen Zhui said, “Don’t do this again. I’m sorry.
But cheating is cheating, and being smart and sober is disgusting. From the moment he took that step, it was an insult to me and an insult to himself to bring up our feelings.
We knocked on the door, and Chen Qi saw my brakes, and his eyes were opened with incredible confidence. I threw the divorce papers in his arms and turned around and said, “Happy birthday.” I’m sorry.
Qin Yuen reacted quickly, tears fell like beads.
“It’s all my fault, Joo-joo. I’m trying to seduce Chen. Don’t blame him! I’m sorry.
I asked her, “What difference does it make? I’m sorry.
Qin Ying smoked his nose and pushed Chen to me.
“Mr. Chen, go and get Joo-ju! I thought you said she was important. I’m okay. I’m sorry.
Pear flowers with rain, I see.
Chen can’t stop looking at her. Who wouldn’t love a woman like that?
The flowers in the greenhouse, the beauty of my twenties, don’t look alike.
“I disagree with the divorce. I’m sorry.
“I have evidence of your cheating. I’m sorry.
Chen is a little surprised, even heartache.
“Chu Joo, when did you become so disobedient? I’m sorry.
Maybe in his eyes, I’m a seven or eight-year-old kid with sugar on his back. It was a 19-year-old Lee Joo-ju who cried under a mosquito-filled bridge hole. She was 22 when she married him without a tie.
And We were with him for a long time, weak, gentle, weary, and obedient. It was he who made a stereotyped impression of me, but he forgot that 19-year-old Lee Joo-joo had run away with him and had no money to live with him in a strange land. A 22-year-old wife who doesn’t wear a tie already has more than a knife to play in an old scoundrel.
Lee Joo-ju never listened. He hasn’t seen me seriously for a long time.
“We’re half-in-a-half-a-half-a-half-a-half-a-half. I’m sorry.
“I won’t divorce you! I’m sorry.
Qin Yao urged him not to be angry. I’m sorry.
Yeah, Chen will get dizzy when she’s angry. I know better than Qin.
“Don’t you care about me? I’m sorry.
But I know all too well that men’s bad roots are revealed when lies are pierced.
“What’s wrong with me and what’s not mine? Why can’t you keep your eyes open? I’m sorry.
“Why does a woman’s family always care about her children’s relationships? It’s normal for a man to be out there playing. You know what I do and how much I do. They’re just like me. They’re fine. Why can’t we? I’m sorry.
“Lee Joo-ju, am I not good to you?” I’m sorry.
It’s because it’s good.
“We’re different. I’m sorry.
Lee Joo-ju is still Lee Joo-ju, and Chen is not the 22-year-old Chen Shui.
I lost my mind and left the neighborhood. The swallow was waiting for me downstairs. She took half of the old property, and the berry-colored Maserati seemed to have a tenderness that did not fit her age.
“Cry if you want, woman, it’s no big deal. “We are just too strong.” If you don’t cry, you can’t lose anything. But that’s what men do. They always think their wives are too proud to bow down. He doesn’t know we don’t owe him anything. Those people out there have a little advantage. It’s for nothing, but of course it’s a little tender. But unlike us, he’s gonna have to break half of us for even a dollar. I’m sorry.
“You know what I’m sorry about?” He’s on his way home with my favorite candy! He knows how I like it and how sad I am, but he did it! He even told Qin Yyu that no one could take my place! I’m sorry.
The swallow laughs, “Yes, you are not without feelings, you are just without love.” I’m sorry.
“But loyalty is an option. I’m sorry.
Maserati was flying on the road and my voice was scattered in the wind.
“So we can only divorce. I’m sorry.
7
Chen didn’t agree to the divorce, he tore up the papers and begged me to calm down.
“I’ll give you time to calm down. I’m sorry.
So he moved out of the house.
“Maybe you don’t want to see me now. I’m sorry.
I sent the Zen to my mother’s house, watching Chen Zhen carefully and calmly. I thought his reaction would be more intense, but Chen didn’t. He’s just responding to my eyes.
“I’m calm. Divorce is the best option. I’m sorry.
“I know you’re angry and we can talk about it later.” I’m sorry.
“I’ve thought about it. I’m sorry.
If Chen Zai interrupts my desire to continue, “Do we have to divorce?” I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“I’m moving out. I’m sorry.
“Where are you going?” Going to that bitch’s house? I’m sorry.
Chen Zheng looked at me like he knew me again after so long.
“Li Joo-joo, you’re a bitch now. I’m sorry.
I used to talk to swallows to keep her from being so grumpy and a little decent. Swallow told me that no matter what happens when you close the door, the outsiders don’t know. It’s not all the fox’s fault. It’s more men’s fault. It was they who could not bear to be lonely, who broke their vows and who extended the olive branch.
So it’s time to fight.
I went up and slapped Chen.
“Yeah, I’m a bitch. You made me a bitch! You can cheat on me by pretending to love me, and buy me cumbers on the way back. I even thought of giving you a chance, but what did you say? You said there was no love between us! You make me feel like an idiot! I’m sorry.
“Chen, tell me, if you love her, what are we all, and what are we?”
Chen Qian took a few steps back, and what he wanted to say was that he didn’t say anything.
I asked him, “When did it start?” I’m sorry.
“January 25th. I’m sorry.
Last year, it started so early.
Chen Qian came back late that day with a breath of alcohol. He pulled a velvet box out of his suit and opened a diamond bracelet.
He put it on himself!
It’s strange that at this point I can remember the moving surprises, and think of myself as if he could lie to me.
Why didn’t he lie to me for so long?
The post-trading negotiations are a layer of skin cut off from the innocent and exposed naked to the air. It’s all sweet and bloody, and it takes all the energy between heart beats.
“It’s a mistake of principle. I’m sorry.
“Yes. ”He’s down, and now I’m finally seeing the wrong mood in his face.
“Bead. “Give me a chance. I’m sorry.
“What if I say no?”
Chen Zhi was not in a hurry, he struck the table with his finger.
“You were all my childhood dreams, all for you. I’m sorry.
“I’ve been through a lot of pain, and I remember still biting my teeth at midnight. “I’m going to make a good life for Lee Joo-ju.” You said how I would divorce you and leave me alone. I’m sorry.
He’s taller than me. I didn’t even get to his chin when Chen held me in my arms.
Promises that such things are done only in love and that if they do not, they become empty words. Even his suffering was on your head. How could I be so hard for you?
That’s what the cheating man thought.
I didn’t want to get divorced. I had all his childhood dreams. I was his white moonlight, and now it’s white rice in the chest. But even so, they can’t let go because they don’t have the energy to repeat a marriage. Nor was it possible to find a person who was fully committed to the upbringing of future generations, and all the social circles he had set up were already familiar with the original. It’s too much trouble to overthrow again, and we already know each other well enough. A lover can be a depressive existence, but there is absolutely no syllable.
So let’s pull each other down. When all the passion retreats, it will really go on.
Like partners, familiar strangers.
A lover with a broken bone, but not a lover.
Young people really can get this far.
Chen’s got my hand. He’s got great eyes.
“Chu Joo, hit me, so you can feel better.” I’m sorry.
Man, it’s so sweet. He’s got 10,000 ways to make you compromise.
8
Chen broke all my cards and he’s telling me. I’ve been a housewife all these years, and I’ve become a twilight flower to whom only I can rely, so do not try to fight him.
And I lay on the bed in peace, and Chen held me in his arms and recited it over and over again.
“Jew, listen.” I’m sorry.
“I won’t leave you, no matter what the process, I’ll come back to you. I’m sorry.
I close my eyes, and I can’t believe I’m sleeping.
The next day, Chen Zhi was gone, and he prepared for me a porridge of seafood in the casserole. “I know you’re in a bad mood. Think about what I said. Pearl, we are destined to haunt for a lifetime. I’m sorry.
Idiot, who’s with you forever.
I drank seafood and contacted the bank to take out all of Kari’s half a million.
A soft suit for Chen.
“I’m not angry anymore. I’m sorry.
And Chen was laughing at that head: “It is right that you be angry, it is my fault. I’m sorry.
When Qin Yyu whispered and was repulsed by Chen, he continued to ask me: “How did you get half a million at once?” I’m sorry.
“You want $6 million for a car, honey? I’m sorry.
See me, Chen is in a good mood. I can hear him groaning.
“That’s good, Pearl. I’m sorry.
I contacted Swallow, “Do you want 17% of my shares in the morning?” I’m sorry.
I’m at home frisking all the valuables, cashing them and depositing them in my account.
I want to be completely clear with Chen.
If he doesn’t want to sign it, let him have a good time out there. He’ll regret it someday.
I got on a plane to another city with a tweezer, a child who couldn’t stop crying. It’s just that he senses something, and he tries to ask me, “Mom, do we not want dad?” I’m sorry.
Adults may be able to take one shot at the other, but the role of father is indispensable for the child.
Because of his relationship, I can’t get rid of Chen and I can only wait for his compromise.
I comforted him with his head: “No, no matter what, Dad’s in love.” We’re just giving each other a little space. Everybody calm down. I’m sorry.
“Are you going to divorce? I’m sorry.
“I want my mom to be happy.” I’m sorry.
I always thought kids didn’t know anything, but they knew it. It’s not me who hurts most, it’s Chen.
I called Qin Yoon, and she called me Joo-ju, and she was crying.
“I’m sorry, Joo-ju, I didn’t mean it. I just love Chen. I’m sorry.
I’m suffocating and I think she’s tired.
“Stop pretending, I’m looking for you. I’m sorry.
“Well, you say.”
“I’m getting a divorce with Chen Chau, you know that. I’m sorry.
Qin Yyu’s breath was clearly quick: “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“What’s the point of saying sorry now? I just want to get a divorce and get Chen to sign the divorce papers. Mrs. Chan’s place is yours. Take it. I’m sorry.
Qin said a good word.
Let’s get the two of them out of here. I’m gonna have some fun.
The women out there are gentle and gentle, and they are far more confused than they are.
The next day was a bad weather, a heavy rain, and the fog clouded the streets. I didn’t wake up when Chen was on the phone and looked out of the window and saw the illusion of being out of the world.
Chen Shui’s voice was low and brought a little cry.
Such a rain day, his leg hurts.
I always get hot water, towels, ointment. The ointment was painted on his knee, covered with thin membranes and covered with towels, and the calves were covered in hot water. This is the only way to ease the pain and let Chen go to sleep.
At that time, he was broke and the foremen refused to advance his salary. Chen was hit by an electric car on her way home. He was seen to be young and neither taken nor contacted the traffic police. It was only $200 left to grow, and Chen took $200 to buy spicy spicy and stutter. I was afraid I’d find a wound in his leg and pull his jeans down. There was no rest for one day and the following day he went to the site early. It’s been a long day and a bad leg. It’s sour in the rain.
“Jew, my leg hurts. I’m sorry.
What’s the point of telling me now?
“Chen Qin Yu, from the moment you chose Qin Yu, I have no duty to serve you. Our relationship ended from that moment, you know? I’m sorry.
Chen Zhenton, some bitter smile.
“Chu Joo, don’t get mad. I’ll find you. I’m sorry.
9
Chen Qian came quickly and seemed to realize the error. I wouldn’t see him, and he was in the rain all afternoon. Wounded legs are not tremors, pale as paper, and my name is called by the dumb voice.
“Jews. I’m sorry.
He’s all wet and frightful. Chen Zhen took my rib, and he called it in a pathetic way.
“I’m so sorry. I’m sorry.
“Mom, Mom, Dad is sick, let him in!” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but feel soft and take an umbrella outside the door. Chen Qing is on the lookout. And yet he timidly took his hand away from me, as if he were the most loving man in the world.
He looked at me with his wet eyes, and spoke cautiously and humbled.
“Chu Joo, forgive me, I have broken with Qin. I’m sorry.
“Let’s go first. I’m sorry.
I put a hot cup of tea on Chen, and he sits down and doesn’t use a towel. Barely dared to look at me and hesitated to say, “What do I have to do to get back to the past?” I’m sorry.
“I can’t do it again. I’ve decided to divorce.”
“What if I say I’m willing to be a notary?” I’m sorry.
“Is this your guarantee?” I’m sorry.
Chen Noded, smiled a little.
“If you give me a chance, I can do anything. I’m sorry.
When I returned to that magnificent villa with all my luggage, the swallow almost blew my brains out. She hates iron and steel and blames me: “Lee Joo-ju, can you be a little bit of a fan?” Can’t you live without a man? You’re starving to death with all that cash in your hand! Besides, you’re not a bad-looking man. I’m sorry.
I ordered a mint, and I learned to smoke secretly with swallows after Chen had cheated. When two people gather together, they light one, and the seemingly bitter gas dries into their lungs, they are wiped out.
“No man can live without money. I’m sorry.
Swallow turned his head and looked at me. I’m sorry.
“Chen and I have notarized property, although it’s real estate. There’s a lot of money to count, and tomorrow I’ll be officially back at work. You have 17% interest in the morning, the fourth largest shareholder, who has the right to decide on the board of directors. I’ll sell some of the property and buy the copyrights from small shareholders. I came back to the company, so I didn’t want to go back. I have to find a good way out for Zen and me. I’m sorry.
The swallow was silent, and for a long time she asked me, “When are you going to sell these properties?” I’m sorry.
And I looked down, and every word I said was a pain in my heart: “When Chen can’t wait to find Qinyang, I’m sorry.
The performance of Chen Chen during these two months is impeccable, and it seems that our lives are really back on track and that there was no such person as Qin Yu. It’s just that I understand that it’s just calm on the surface. Under the water, the dark tide surges.
I got a champagne rose from Chen Shui this day, and the man was so close to me, he called my name. But I know he’s a little distracted. Chen Zianko has always been so calm. It’s only that he’s in the dark, he can’t hide, so he’s confused.
I held his shoulder and laughed, “I’ve asked the swallow to take care of him. Stop it! I’m sorry.
Chen Chill suddenly relaxed and softened on my shoulder.
“Well, what time is it, honey? I’m sorry.
“Ten o’clock or so, you’ll have to eat with the Zilong. I’m sorry.
Chen Chong promised to be easy, or he was waiting for the right time.
Perhaps none of us thought that the two men who trusted each other would reach such a level of struggle today.
Sitting in Swallow’s car, private detectives sent me pictures. Qin stood up, wept softly, and Chen touched her head and softly swiped her tears.
There is not a sight of a desperate purpose, but it is enough to make a thousand arrows piercing the heart.
Swallow said she remembered that when she first met us, Chen was working behind her old ass. It’s a big guy. Drink too much and say I’m mean. If Chen Zheng did anything wrong for me, he’d have to skin it off.
“How confident he was that he would never be sorry to you in his life and envied me. I’m sorry.
I hid those photos, which are evidence of a subsequent divorce. Qin’s food and clothes depend on this.
“Get me the buyer. I’m sorry.
Swallow said yes.
At 10:00 p.m., Chen was at home. I came back to give them a kiss, so they didn’t have time to make out.
I turned down his kisses, maybe it was too cold and Chen was a bit of a jerk. He looked at me like a child, “What’s wrong with the beads?” I’m sorry.
“Nothing. I looked at Chen and suddenly wanted to give him a chance. Maybe he went to see Qin Yyu today just to say goodbye, and maybe there’s really nothing left.
“Do you have anything to hide from me?”
Chen Zhen shook his head: No. I’m sorry.
He spits out a few words with difficulty: “It’s just a sudden feeling that you’re leaving me.” I’m sorry.
He has not told the truth, and the balance in his heart has been tilted, and I am no longer the most important place.
Our fate ends here.
My first suit was against Qin Yyu and asked her as a third party to return the joint property of the couple. Including Chen’s car jewels, which Chen bought for her, Chen’s court day. He and I sat very far away and looked at me with cold eyes.
“I don’t think I know you. I’m sorry.
He says I’m the one who set him up. He never thought I was such a hard-core guy.
I did so directly by basing evidence of his cheating on the conditions for subsequent divorce proceedings.
“I’ve broken up with her. How can you be satisfied? I’m sorry.
I don’t know. All I know is that every day and night we’ve been together, he’s thinking about another person. She’s his red rose, ruby mole. And I became his white rice, his shitty wife. It’s his compromise, it’s his reluctance.
I’d like to be tougher, but I can’t talk when I say it.
“I want my 22-year-old Chen Zhen, full of heart. I’m sorry.
Chen Qing, stop talking.
But he still doesn’t agree to divorce. It’s okay. If he doesn’t agree to divorce, we’ll torture each other.
I sold some real estate in my hand and bought some shares from small shareholders. Plus swallows. It was easy to get inside the company, and Chen didn’t get angry when he saw me, just as I didn’t look at each other.
In winter, the home is to be demolished and the old house needs to be signed back by the head of the household. Chen and I went back home and the floor was skating. Chen Zheng walked behind me and took me down.
As a result of the mud road, it snowed and melted, and the ground was muddy. It’s a long way to go.
When I was a kid, Chen and Chen went to the ground to mow. That’s when I felt I couldn’t stop talking to him. I’m glad to hear it. I grew up. There are some dark-blooded emotions that feel the road is so close, it’s not long gone. It’s not enough for me to talk to him, and I’ll never end.
Now, why do you think it’s so far away, probably unsatisfied, probably difficult.
I’m separated from Chen Qian, and the divorce is only one book.
The dirt made my boots dirty and there were mud spots on my jeans.
Chen Zhen consciously came down before me and told me to carry you, and then he got up and shot his leg.
“I forgot. You hate me now. I’m sorry.
I shook my head: I did not hate you. I’m sorry.
“Why did you come to the company? I’m sorry.
I’m not young. I’m afraid the dirt will get dirty, because my heart is much more dirty.
“No, I just got what I deserved. I’m sorry.
I grew up with him for nothing, half of me. As for Qin Yyu, from the moment she set foot in my family, she was accused of what she deserved.
I didn’t embarrass her. She did it herself.
Another step forward and a broken old house. Many years ago, no home, old houses were born with weeds. A lot of bricks fell off. I lost the window in that room.
Chen and I stood still for a while until next year the old house will be demolished. There are really few memories left of us.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“There’s nothing to be sorry about. Qinyo was sent back to her parents. You don’t have real estate in your hands, and I’ll sit with you in the company and I’ll split up half your property after the divorce, and I’m satisfied. I’m sorry.
Chen Zheng touched the windowsill and the fall of the wall covered his hand with ashes.
He called my name, but I didn’t respond.
It’s just the summer of the 19-year-old, when Chen fell in the window and asked me, “You hungry? I’m sorry.
“End.”
Case number: YXX1jKJB1ZTxxRKMOC9ldw
The spring wind crosses and love breeds.
My love.
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