What is it that’s so hard to breathe?

I never thought I was a good woman. My biggest dream was to eat and eat.

Life without fear.

But God arranged for me to meet him, save me and destroy me.

There’s nothing left to eat, but I don’t want it anymore.

Revenge!

One.

The hangover woke me up in a strange car.

I haven’t heard from the driver yet.

“Wake up? I’ll pay you before you get out.

The cell phone was warned that you would have to pay $2025.43 at the end of the trip.

“So much? I’ve only been home half an hour from work, so you can take me for a fucking ride.

Thousands? I’m sorry.

Angry keeps me awake. The next second, the driver’s cold again:

“You fell asleep in the car last night and you couldn’t wake up to your destination.

It’s not over. I called the civilian police and he advised me to stay with you. Yes.

Five hours, it’s mercy not to throw you out. I’m sorry.

Oh, I see. I’m so sorry.

After a few seconds, I came up with the sweetest tune: “Big Geegie, this bill…

Can you get rid of it?”

The driver looked at me with his stupid eyes.

I blinked, “Big brother, if you don’t, you come up with me now and do whatever you want.

Let’s get the bill off the bill, okay? I’m sorry.

The driver’s eyes were loosed. I’m burning hope! After a few seconds, the driver sighs:

“If it were ten years ago, I would have gone upstairs with you, but now–“

He shakes his cell phone, he looks honest:

“I want more money. I’m sorry.

Two.

Plum.

When the bank card was drawn, 1025.43. SMS hinted that my balance was 501.

Won out. The credit card still owes $6432. Flowers and Kyoto whites are three months overdue.

If I can’t find a job, I might have to sell it.

Unfortunately, even in the driver’s heart, money is more important.

The first self-initiation failed, and I was frustrated.

My name is Chen Ajiao, age 22, and I’d like to mention my cup and three. The dream is to be nourished and live a life free of fear with a thigh. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I don’t tattoo, I play innocent, I shoot myself on the Internet, and nine of the ten messages will call my wife, but don’t think — the poor don’t deserve me.

But it’s funny that the rich people don’t think I’m good enough for them: it’s a high-end thing to know that novels are full of lies, that any green tea is enough to catch a guy, and that the two generations that are rich now are better than one, and that they can turn the two generations into rich and buy their own bags. One out of 100 women in the mix is no less likely to be able to land than to go to a prestigious university.

And I’m like, “Young chicks in the middle of a gang, who are sold to dance and drink in a club, jump five hours a day, pay 300 wages, commonly known as the club atmosphere group, tricking some stupid white collars and giving me a 1314 on the holidays and making some money.”

When I didn’t know how to survive next month, my club sales called me: “There’s a business to pick up.” I’m sorry.

I’m excited: “Do you sell? How much? 100,000 times! “It’s work. “There’s a boss who needs a secretary.

Do it. I’m sorry.

“Huh? I can’t believe I’m doing this.

A woman?

3

The interview was very serious.

And my future boss, he’s so handsome, he’s got a big shoulder and a big eye.

Well, it’s typical comics with a man’s face, like I’m a Cinderella.

He said his name was Seo. Let me call him Mr. Seo.

I didn’t even prepare my resume, and the club sales told me that Seo-san wanted me.

I’m sure he’s got some thoughts on me, and he’s trying.

Mr. Seo said, “I came to you not because I really need a secretary. I’m sorry.

I said I get it. I even thought of the names of our children.

And he said, “I have come to you to see you.” I’m sorry.

I nod my head, I looked at the couch on the corner and thought I could give up.

“Your job is to take care of a depressed patient, which is mine.”

Brother, one of the directors of our company. Get close to him, gain his trust, take care of him.

He, just prevent him from committing suicide. I’m sorry.

He looked at me with contempt: “Do not think differently, especially to him.” I’ll pay you high enough, a bit. I’m sorry.

“…oh, got it. My loss is in the narrative.

His pretty mouth began to count: “Salary is 20,000 a month, a reward of 200,000 once he has the confidence.” If you do your mysterious mission, you get a million. I’m sorry.

My head is already hearing 20,000 of that flashback.

“It’s so high! I’m sorry.

“If you haven’t earned his trust in three months, the job will be replaced.” I’m sorry.

I said relax. After all this time in a club, I’m good at taking care of men.

He grunted, he approached me, he reached out cold, he lifted up my chin, and said, “Tomorrow, go to the designated place, eat and sleep, and take off my makeup.” You look like you killed Matt. I’m sorry.

“To seduce a man, it’s a make-up. For a woman like me, that’s what it is. I blinked and looked straight at him.

Mr. Tsui smiled, slashed my face with his chin’s finger, and whispered, “Looks like you’re looking right. I’m sorry.

But General Seo did not know that he had made a terrible mistake — the next day, I came to the villa in the outskirts of Kyoto by address, walking through the iron door, the yard door, the main door, the door to the house, and finally to the noble brother, whose body the morning sun shined through the glass, placing bright light on him.

The moment I saw him, I stood there:

This man, who’s the drip driver who’s been trying to get me to say he wants more money?

Shit!

4.

So the rich and the idle have this crazy hobby?

I do not understand the complexity of the world.

“Hey. I’m like an overshocked fool, and I say hello to him. “Hi, boss. I’m Joe.” I’m sorry.

He nodded his head, a bit surprised, but he nodded his head to me, politely: “How do you do, you just call me Seo Mu.” I’m sorry.

He was sitting by the private pool on the balcony with a Podrell flower in his hand, wearing a blue blouse with no sign, which did not look like a drip driver.

I was ashamed not to find him in his ordinary car.

Otherwise, don’t say invite him upstairs. I’ll be in the car. We said: “I was sent by your brother to talk to you. I’m sorry.

And he said, “I don’t really need it. I’m sorry.

A depressed person likes to pretend to be strong, to cover up his grief, and my job is to make…

He’s happy.

I pointed at the pool, and I said, “You can’t leave such a beautiful pool.

Water, but reading next to it. Rich people are really wasted. I’m sorry.

“I don’t like water. He’s still reading with his head down.

But I love it. I grew up by the sea, and once in the water, it was like swimming in the sea.

Fish. I immediately took off my loose shirt, and I was only wearing black underwear and jeans.

I jumped into the pool.

The pool is only 5 or 6 meters long. I’ve been swimming in the water a few times. I was.

The legs were long and white, and the sun was on the water, and it was like an hour back.

Wait.

Fuck, it’s good to have money!

What are you doing?

“Doesn’t that make you happy? Seeing young girls swim in bikini? * Oh, my God *

The ground swam to him, and a wet head from the water smiled and watched.

He, the bead from my hair was dripping on my 36D.

“No, it’s not. Please, don’t take it personally. You think your body’s good? But in fact, excessive displays can only appear cheap. You’re young, you might as well try to be more fun. Young, not a cheap excuse. I’m sorry.

I slit my lips, I didn’t talk.

The driver’s mouth is poisonous.

“What? Is that enough for you? If you can’t take it, you can leave. After that, he bowed his head and read his book quietly.

Three seconds later, I’m not going to say anything.

“What now? “He’s got a hard time looking up.

“Your book is down. I’m sorry.

5

“Does it work to get close to him with this kind of girl? I’m sorry.

The camera, which was secretly installed in the plant, showed everything that happened in the villa in good faith on the monitor. The assistant frowns looking at Mr. Seo and thinks his brother doesn’t look like a man who eats this.

“My brother, who was so isolated from childhood, loved to be alone, had no friends for so many years, and did not come home last Saturday night. I found out that he had taken a long order and that the owner of the order was Acho. I don’t know what they did together, but Ajiao, it must be special. General Xu is quiet.

“In short, let them stay for a few months and then start our plan. If it wasn’t for the one who died before, it wouldn’t have been so long. I’m sorry.

In the picture, the girl jumped naked into the pool and swam a few times.

From the end of the screen, the assistant licked his lips and lamented: “This girl is really good, white and smooth and has a big chest…”

If you want to comment on anything, you can see the light on your side.

Six.

I lived in a villa in Kyoto.

Stay in the nanny’s room.

The nanny house in the mansion is no less than a five-star hotel, with windows open and bright, and separate toilets and kitchens.

The bedroom of Tsui Muu is on top of my head, and there is a mini-transmitter between our bedrooms, and I looked at its usage: I put it in the conveyor box, closed it, and turned it on, and the conveyor box sent it to Seo Mu’s bedroom, and sent a sound like the microwave.

Every night at 12 p.m., Seo-ho will drive out and come home at 3 a.m. on time, and then I need to open the conveyor box and put it in just hot milk, and after the sound of the clink, the bathing swab opens. I had a quiet look at Seo Mu-chun’s raffle record, a well-deserved old driver, with a total of over 1,000 units and a passenger rating of 4.9 points. The departure time was always in the middle of the night, and the site remained close to the building. I’ll do my best.

Well, the directors of the big companies are rich and busy, and they seem to be a little sick.

Since the last swimming incident, Seo Mu-won has kept me away from him. The pheasant is sitting down, and I look like I’m going to lie to him whenever I want to. He was very prepared for me.

Day-to-day cleaning and housework is performed by another Nanny King’s aunt, who leaves after the job.

I’m bored to death every day, except for a glass of milk.

So, in the middle of the night of my third day, I couldn’t help but put milk in the conveyor box and added a note saying, “Mr. Xu, have you had a bad day? I’m sorry.

7

Ten minutes later, I heard the sound of “ding” and opened the conveyor box, and I saw an empty glass and a piece of paper, which was still the same, but not too much in the line, and an extra line of show, “All is well, thanks to you.” I’m sorry.

Really?

I’m very happy to take out the old car logs and give Master Seo a five-star evaluation: “The master is very diligent, he’s very fast, he’s very skilled, he’s hard-working, he’s hard-working, and he’s only a contemporary willow. “Mr. Xu, someone just sent you a good comment. I’m sorry.

Suh Mu Soon didn’t reply to me.

Hey, can’t stand the flirting man.

Despite being warned from the beginning, please, if I could, I would have found a job, so I wouldn’t have to go to the club every day.

The rich and handsome in the club can’t go after them, but they’ve got a chance to be in a room with someone like Seo Mu-chul.

The goal of ordinary women is the rich.

And I’m not. My goal is to have money. Even “man” can not.

With the first text, and every night, I’d send him all kinds of little things when Tsui came back, sometimes folding a thousand-paper crane, sometimes a paper boat, and sometimes I’d write a melody joke:

“What should we do at 12? Preachers! For: the foot of Buddha, Ha ha ha ha ha. I’m sorry.

And in a few minutes, he’ll “ding” his reply from the conveyor: a test material in Mandarin. Note: Distinguishing the nose? Thank you.

It’s romantic, but it’s kind of itchy. This kind of thing about men doesn’t mean that distance is beautiful or that it takes a close-up.

And a week later, I finally waited for an opportunity.

8

Suh Mu Qi goes out every night, working diligently and seeking out, and the wind and the rain are unstoppable, as if he were a believer.

He seemed to see the driver’s job as his only career.

It rained so hard that I waited until 3:30 to hear the noise outside the door. I know from Auntie Wang, who cleans up, that Seo Mu-chan particularly dislikes thunderstorms, and while lightning goes on, we turn off all the lights in the living room, only turn on the projection screen, and turn the stereos around to the maximum, with the classic horror movie, “The midnight Ring.”

I hid my hair behind the screen in my white dress, trying to surprise him.

The psychological suspension effect, which irritates him when he is depressed, can accelerate the heart rate and create an illusion of love.

I’m ready for everything, waiting for him to be scared and stupid, and then I go ahead and hold his hand and look at his tears.

What a great plan.

But the next second I heard the finger-print locks unlocked, I saw an unprecedented, sad figure with the shadow of the screen. I’ve never seen anything like that. He’s always been clean, calm, as if he’s unchallenged, reading poetry, walking. It’s like an old man in the young body.

At this point, the old man seemed to have come out of his body — he was wet in the rain, without an umbrella, down in his head and drenched in grief.

I’m standing there. I don’t know why I’m upset.

And then the next moment, I watched the music of the living room suddenly become creepy, and with a thundering lightning outside the window, on the curtain, a woman with her bitter eyes, went straight to the sad twig.

Suh Mu Soo looked at the screen with his eyes shut and looked like he was awakened from grief and fell into a haunted house.

And I just reacted and jumped out of the corner, and I just wanted to block his eyes.

Don’t! Look!

That’s where he was. The old man was gone, and a ghost on the screen suddenly turned into a 3D living body, and he really jumped out of the TV. He turned back and his pupils were magnified, and he was obviously scared.

And with the sound of boom, he fell on the ground, and We fell upon him in a very indecent gesture.

Oh, shit. 9

The terror of Seo Mu became a pain in the ground, then became confused, and when he found out who the white woman who was creeping on him, became a complete rage.

“F… Are you sick? I’m sorry.

It turns out that Julia’s men can’t help but swear.

“..swee-mu-mu…” I murmured, distracted and tried to say something, and it became a sentence:

“You’re so wet…”

“…”

I made the living room look like a haunted house, a blizzard, and our positions make it look like we’re playing a cheap, scary secret room.

Fear, anger and embarrassment are good things, and emotions are too strong to make the original sadness seem insignificant.

I jumped out of him, turned on the living room light, and I hit his glasses on one side, and he faded away his glasses without a pallet, long lashes, and looked like a little slender — a little good. Unlike General Xu’s aggressive appearance, the Suh Shao looks a little fragile and makes people want to be protected.

“Well, do you want to change your clothes… Then I’ll blow your hair. “My heart beats faster, I’m a little uncomfortable.

He looked at me on his side, and when I thought he was going to say no, he was slow.

Noding.

“All right. I’m sorry.

Eleven.

I blow my hair on Tsui Shao, and I have a little look on the screen.

It’s midnight. The two of you are relaxing, as if you’re watching Food Fong.

Way.

“Are you not afraid?” He suddenly asked.

“Twenty times. And you? I’m sorry.

“Not afraid either. I seem to be born immune to this stuff. I’m sorry.

When the movie was coming to an end, the two of us wrapped up in a blanket and put it together.

It’s over. It’s getting smaller out of the window.

Detailed voice. And the chastity that is on the screen crawls and crawls, with scary, empty eyes,

But in our eyes at this moment, it’s a bit of a warmth.

When the subtitles slowly rose, he whispered, “For the first time I felt that there was a storm.

Not so bad. I’m sorry.

“Why?” I pretended.

He’s not answering. I shrunk in the blanket and leaned my head on his shoulder. I’m dizzy.

Sleep.

I know my hair smells good, my body smells good and even my blanket smells good. Yes.

I’ve carefully chosen the most relaxed citrus fragrance.

I heard him whisper in his ear:

“Thank you. I’m sorry.

The next day, when I was swimming in the pool, I saw Seo-woo who was reading at the side.

Plum.

“Oh, you’re not avoiding me? I’m surprised, naked and happy.

He looked me in the eye and said I was responding, and he went on to read. When you bow, the sun.

Under his eyelashes cast a shadow.

I laughed and swam under the water a few times, jumped ashore, covered in towels and lying on the ground.

I put water on his feet and didn’t dry it.

And he looked at me, and he did not shy away.

Trust test — pass?

It’s so easy, it’s boring.

I swerved my head, I touched my phone, and I was lazy and I sent him a tweet:

“Mr. Xu, it seems I’m going to finish my job! Remember the bonus!

He summoned me out the next day. It’s not a company. It’s a company.

Home high school.

He trusts you?

“Well. More trust. I nod my head.

“How much trust?”

“For now, I can sleep with him and not be thrown out of the house? I think so.

“Can he die for you?” I’m sorry.

“Huh? I’m sorry.

“He can die for you. This is the ultimate trust. You’re like this now, far from it.

Enough. “Sew shakes his head.”

A man’s ultimate trust in another woman can only be due to love.

Mr. Seo sat down and told me about Seo Mu-jun’s past:

“He’s had a woman he loved three years together, but she’s not.

There was an accident on a thunderstorm night. Die in front of Seo Mu-won. Before he died,

She told Seo Mu Soon to live well, no matter what. I’m sorry.

“His depression has been very serious, but it’s been in her way until now.

Since she died, every night he started insomnia, and then he even started being a drip driver, probably thinking life wasn’t worth it.

Love does. My brother is a stubborn man with a tight heart and a stubborn heart. I want him.

Have fun, a little more friends, so get you close to him. If he can love you,

Maybe it’ll come out of the pain of the past. I’m sorry.

General Seo looked at me with all his heart. Looks like a brother who loves his brother.

I shake my head and look at him, “Do you want Xu to fall in love with me?” But you…

You don’t want me to fall in love with Seo Mu? I’m sorry.

He looked at my eyes, noded his head and laughed: “Well, the answer seems to be

Only one…”

I’m thinking about my little head, and it’s cold on my wrist.

Something’s in my hand:

A drilled watch.

I’m standing there.

“I don’t feel comfortable with you all the time.

Get in. He strangled my face.

Is that a confession or a warning?

The young CEO answered my question with his body: just one step closer.

And my eyes, and my fingers, and my chin, and my jaw, and my eyes, and my fingers, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my eyes, and my fingers, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands, and my hands. Be good.

Let him fall in love with you and let him… die for you. And you’re– “He came to my ear with a little words of order, “I will not allow you to move.

Heart. I’m sorry.

13,

I’ve been out long.

A man sits on a rocking ship in the back sea, hoping that the autumn wind will clear my head.

Point. As soon as Mr. Seo left, I pulled out my cell phone to check the price of this watch: seven.

Digits start.

The sudden wealth gives me an unreal feeling.

I didn’t take the subway alone until dusk and I took the bus for another 20 minutes.

The bicycle returned to Seo Mu’s villa.

He was sitting alone in a back seat by the pool, with a book on his knees, and he was low.

Head, the skylight is dark and the house is not lighted.

I ran and waved a few times in front of him. Seo-woo!

You’re not dead, are you?

“Do you want me to die?” * It’s loud *

Cold.

He sounds angry.

“Where have you been? I’m sorry.

“Fun.” I lied and didn’t write. He’s talking, he’s staring at the diamond watch on my wrist, and he smiles colder.

“Hey, are you stupid? It’s so dark that you don’t know how to turn on the lights. Make it like a crime scene. * I changed the subject to him, I turned on the landing light for him, and used to sit next to him: * Did you eat? Did Auntie Wang cook for you? I’m sorry.

He sat on the wind long ago, and the temperature was a few degrees lower than mine, so I became so hot that I was overheated with him, and he stood up and cast aside a sentence: “Do not take your care.” I’m sorry.

Throw one back upstairs.

Are you angry?

I spit on my tongue, and the watch was meant to show him, but I didn’t think his reaction was so obvious. I kept sitting down at the pool and playing with a diamond watch, and I figured out today’s general orders and the next plan, and I didn’t even notice it.

When I think of Seo Mu-hyun just being jealous, I don’t know what I’m talking about.

14.

Tsui Mu Soon’s feelings of harm are probably due to his fragile body, which is a young, well-protected son from his family. It’s nothing like Seo.

“Why is one like a wolf and another like a fish? * I went back to my bedroom and I wrote a note and stuffed it in a conveyor box *

“Who do you think looks like a fish? Ding, he replied. “By contrast, the wolves hate it. Fish is so good. I like fish:”

After a while, he asked, “Why is it so long? It’s boring at home.”

“Yeah, every day in the house, it’s gonna be bad. I want someone to take me out.

Ahh. I’m sorry.

“We thought that you only sought food and clothing. P.S.: Nice watch. I’m sorry.

Looks like someone really minded, and three sentences went around that watch.

I thought, “Bite my teeth off my watch and put them in the conveyor box and add:

“Oh, this is from Mr. Seo today, but I don’t want it. If you like, I’ll turn.

Can I give it to you?”

Mr. Seo gave me the task of making Seo Mu Soon fall in love with me.

I have a mustard in mind.

He was jealous to see the watch. And I gave him my watch to get him to open.

Heart.

It’s only because of my mood that I’m gonna get pinched.

As for the watch — let’s finish the job, let’s talk about the pay.

After a few minutes, the watch in the conveyor box was gone and replaced.

And an emerald bracelet, full of colour and warm and radiant.

He said to us: “Ajiao, this bracelet is better for you. #15

It seems that Seo Mu, who had a watch, was in a particularly good mood and took the initiative to talk to me.

From weather to childhood, from cold jokes to last night’s dream.

I suddenly found out that we were used to being alone, that we were wary of the world, and that it seemed that we could open our hearts only if we were able to communicate in an almost primitive way through a conveyor box.

Suh Mu-jin gave me the bracelet to swing on my wrist and the light came out. And I wrote a note to him in the light. I know it must be worth a lot. But unexpectedly, I don’t want to know the real price.

It took me a night to get my head up and realize that it was already 12 o’clock. I’m sorry.

It seemed to him, after I warned him, that he had come to think of it. I’m sorry.

I’ll take you.

14.

I thought we were driving his 200,000-dollar Camery.

It’s only in the garage that the rich end up being rich. Camery buys it for work. Three other vehicles were parked in the garage: the ash-growing Rolls-Royce phantom, the depressed BM5 and a white Toyota Elfa nanny.

I stood in front of Rolls-Royce and pointed at it with a warm finger. Open this.

Go for a ride! I used to learn how to drive Rolls-Royces on a tremor.

The door! I’m sorry.

He looked at me with the familiar look of an idiot and reminded me, “Royce’s driving.”

On the seat, usually the driver. I’m sorry.

Ooh.

I rarely get into a man’s co-pilot.

I don’t know why, when I was sitting in the co-pilot’s seat, I thought of me.

Dad…

He’s a truck driver, running at night, holding dozens of tons of coal in silence.

The giant beasts lurking in. When I was little, I liked his co-pilot.

Danced with two little hands to praise my father’s car, like a king on the road.

We pulled the car window and the air mixed up in the evening of Beijing.

Suh Mu-jin took his sleeve above his arms, with his hands on the steering wheel, the line on his arm.

Straight and tight.

He’s the kind of guy I’ve never seen before. Qingsu is quiet.

You can’t say anything but everything.

A ride is a wonderful thing. It allows a man and a woman to live in a separate space.

There’s only one of them, but there’s a changing landscape outside the window. As if this is the world, and I have you, and you have me.”

When we were together, we hardly spoke, we passed the wind of his face, and once again we did.

The only thing I’m good at when I’m face-to-face is gossip. Most of my heart, I’m…

It was written in a note, sent to him through the delivery box in the bedroom.

And now, the one thing I’d like most to say to him is that I’m embarrassed.

Open up.

We’ll go back to the villa in two circles.

Down. As if a dream was over.

I don’t want to get off.

“Suh Mu-soo…” I said something, and I didn’t say anything.

“What’s wrong? He took the key and turned his head and looked at me.

My tone is calm, and it’s like talking about my breakfast. “Gang

I was so happy when you were driving. I remember when I was a kid and my dad.

I’m in a bad mood when I’m in a truck. I don’t remember a lot of happiness in my life.

“The late count is a…”

I was saying that he listened very carefully. Boo! He’s got a pretty serious face.

Man, I suddenly found out I couldn’t do it anymore. I had to put my chest straight:

“Well, Tsui Mu Soon, I’ve been thinking about it all the way I want to kiss you very much.

Think about it, think about it like he’s crazy. He’s standing there, he doesn’t seem to hear what I’m saying.

And I lamented, and stretched out my hand over his neck and put his lips.

His lips were soft, but he didn’t move.

It took him long enough to push me away as if it were a hard thing. Hold on to me.

Face, look at me:

“Jiao, are you serious or play?”

“I am…”

He’s a little lost, and he’s got his eyes on him: “Remember next time. I’m sorry.

15,

I’m not in love, or seriously.

Love is a luxury. I’m used to playing games.

I was warned that love is a woman’s lesson, especially me.

Women like you, how much you love, how much you hurt, how much you break your heart so you can have it.

Invincible armor.

A woman like you is dangerous. It looks like a pheasant, but it’s a pheasant.

Baby.

“You fall in love with someone and it’s over. And I feel like I’m in love with Seo Mu.

I’ve been waiting every day for a message from him.

It’s the best thing in the world.

So one day, I got a $100 change from the bank and put it in the delivery box.

A note with a note saying, “Well, if you have anything to say, can you write?”

On this note?”

He replied, “Why?” * Joon-soo font, I can even *

Imagine him frowning.

“I think I like your words. I used to think that the best thing in the world

It’s money, and then I think, better than money is your word. But then I realized…

Well, there’s one thing that’s better than them, and that’s– that’s your writing.

Money! I’m sorry.

“You know what you’re saying? It’s been a long time since he answered.

Heart rate speeds. Of course I know — I’m confessing.

Ten minutes later, the sound of Tink, the conveyor box was opened.

“Open the door.” I’m sorry.

I was busy opening the door. Suh Mu Soon stood there and looked dark at me.

“That…”

He interrupted it. He held my face down and kissed. You’re crazy. That kiss lasted three seconds, four seconds, ten seconds… maybe longer.

When the lips were softly separated, Tsui said to me:

“Ajiao, I’m a stubborn man, and once I fall in love with someone, it’s over. I’m sorry.

16,

The next day, he forced me out to see him.

Looks like he’s a little tedious.

“Do you like him? Do you love him? I saw it on the fucking monitor.

Yes! * His problem is head-to-faced, *

Everyone loves him? What’s his charm? I’m sorry.

I’m still stuck in yesterday’s kiss.

Ta-da, it smells good. I don’t know what “one” means.

And the restless General Seo, when he saw the bracelet on my wrist, faded his anxiety and burst.

“Oh, shit! He gave you this. Looks like you.

It’s almost done. I’m sorry.

“What do you mean?” I looked at him.

“Not your business anymore. Your role is almost complete.

I’ll call your account. I’m sorry.

He laughed and strangled my face with his hand. Like playing with a puppy. And suddenly, I had no irritation before, accompanied by a great panic from the bottom of my heart.

I don’t know what my mission is, but my gut tells me that General Seo has a hidden agenda for Seo Mu-in.

That’s terrible. I’m a woman who only loves money. The thing that matters most is not money anymore.

“Sit by my side. Ajiao. He filmed the couch next to him, swayed the tablet in his hand, “Good day, I’ll show you something you like.” I’m sorry.

17,

Mr. Seo took me to the mall to eat the best food.

I’ve been swimming in front of a row of luxury goods.

Headless. The whole man had hair, just followed him mechanically and let him dress me like a doll.

A few hours ago on a tablet, a photo of Seo Mu-soo and her ex-girlfriend.

“Does his ex-girlfriend look like you? But he was a graduate from college, a professor, and two people met and fell in love at Columbia University, and my brother even said that she would never marry him. I’m sorry.

“You and she are very different. She’s real. You’re a bitch. One heaven, one underground. “The villa in which you now live is prepared for marriage. He hired designers to design with his girlfriend. By the way, haven’t you been allowed into his bedroom yet? I’m sorry.

The two people in the picture were close together, and every photo of Seo Mu-chan seemed to have no face — his eyes were always his lover.

God blessers.

Cut the heart. The wound is sour.

“Jiao, wake up? Just do your job — just make him like you, but die with your heart. I’m sorry.

“His feelings were long given to another woman. You’re just his game. I’m sorry.

General Seo smiled at me while he said stingy things while he was in my hands with a ten thousand-dollar dress. Put seven-digit jewels, necklaces, rings on me.

As a plaything, if you don’t want to lose, don’t be serious.

“Of course, a woman like you is cheap. He strangled me in the face, looked at me dressed up, and laughed, “Well, go home. Let him see. I’m sorry.

When I turned back, I didn’t notice a flash through the corner.

It’s rare that Seo Mu-chan is not home.

Our villa was modified by the designer to make three floors two.

High, very few bedrooms and very large public space. Second floor, except for the bedroom of Seo Mu-chan.

It’s a library and a private living room.

And I have only one level of daily activity. Suh Mu Soon has never invited me.

Building. So I don’t dare.

What’s in his bedroom?

With his ex-girlfriend’s love nest and memories? That’s where she used to live.

After my father died in a car accident, my mother always liked to be alone in the bedroom. Always lock tight.

Door, don’t even let me in. She said there was a smell of daddy in the bedroom. The door was open.

Then Dad disappeared.

Maybe that’s what Tsui Mu Soon did. Locked the door tight, afraid of people’s taste before he could accelerate.

Girlfriend’s gone.

But I, I don’t like it.

And I went up the stairs quietly, but I hesitated at the moment when I held the doorknob.

Did he feel bad when I broke in?

I admit that even if I had already suffered enough to die, I would not let him suffer.

As I hesitated, the sound of indifference came back: “What do you want to do?” I’m sorry.

19

It’s Suh Mu Soon.

Looks like I got home in front of me and his back.

“I…” My hand took it from the doorknob. I don’t know how to explain my intentions, but I said, “I miss you, I want to come to you.”

“That’s a lie. He bends his tongue. It reminds me of Mr. Seo.

We’re two meters away, and I’m right in front of a glass that just happens to reflect through the look of his contemptible eyes.

Long hairs and cleavages, long necks and ears, wears a silk tail skirt, a emerald necklace around the neck, and an emerald ear falls with an emerald ring on his hand.

Why am I dressed like this?

I’ve been thinking about Seo Mu-in and his ex-girlfriend all day, and I didn’t even notice what he was wearing for me.

It’s just that a pheasant is a pheasant, and even a seven-digit jewel looks like a golden pheasant.

I became depressed in Seo Mu’s contempt. “Have you had a good day? Suh Mu Soon looked at me and said, “Did you kiss me last night and come to my brother early this morning?” I’ll see you when I’m done with my brother? Found the bedroom door? What’s so funny about two boats? Or, a man, can’t satisfy you? I’m sorry.

“No.” My face was red, and I said, “I want to know your past, your ex-girlfriend…”

Mr. Seo said I’m a bit like her. Do you think so?

Mr. Seo said you could never fall in love with me. Is that true?

Mr. Seo said I was just playing with you. Was he wrong?

I don’t know.

It is only then that I understand that I stand before his door not to spy on his bedroom and his past, but to know his present and his future.

Suh Mu Soon is still cold, and he looks at me with his hands and chest, like a drip driver looking at a passenger who doesn’t want to pay:

“I don’t think you’re entitled to know my past. I’m sorry.

20

I went back to the bedroom and I pulled all those messes of earring rings off the side. When I came downstairs, I heard the sound of a sky-sharp closing, Seo Mu-hyun — more alive than me.

Gas.

I took a breath, took the pen, started writing him a note:

“Please don’t be childish. Can you hear me out?

Something? I’m sorry.

I’ve seen a lot of TV shows. The main man and woman fight. The worst thing to worry about is the explanation.

Clear. Even if Tsui said so much to me, I’m not too upset:

He doesn’t want to talk about it. You see, he’s willing to yell at me.

Mine!

I wrote a long letter to him to tell him what he wanted from me.

He’s my relationship with Mr. Seo, tell him what I really think.

I told him if he’s down, I’m going to see Mr. Seo tomorrow.

I can return all the money I get and then I’ll be honest with you.

The thick letters were stuck in the delivery box, and I didn’t wait for a response.

I didn’t hear a ding in a few hours, as I was dying.

I’m sorry.

Seo Mu-jun wrote back!

I was in front of the transmitter. But there was a loss in the second that opened the transmitter:

There is only one piece of paper that floats in response to me, and one sentence that floats: “It doesn’t matter. You can look for Mr. Seo if you want. Please leave me alone for a few days. I’m sorry.

21

Is this guy sick?

I took that piece of paper and fell to the bottom. My eyes are sore, my tears are cracking.

Down.

That piece of paper is a long-time tact, but it’s not the dark blue that Tsui used to be.

Ink, but pure black.

I guess he really didn’t want to talk to me, so he came up with a letter.

I fell in bed, and my brain was blank. If you want to find him, you won’t bother him. Right here.

I got a message from General Seo:

“Come to the club?”

I’m surprised.

“I’m asking you out, baby. I’m at the door. Just come out. I’m sorry.

22

Mr. Seo is driving a bright yellow Lamborghini, a blue-haired shirt, raised his eyebrow.

Hair is soft on me:

“I only met you during the day. I wanted to see you again tonight. Goblin. “I turned my eyes in my heart, I almost didn’t ask, what was your play?

He seems to be in a good mood, with his music, his eyes on Seo Mu’s villa, and his own.

“I have a bad relationship with my brother. Not bad either. I’m a bastard.

Son. He was taken home when he was seven. My brother grew up like a greenhouse.

The flowers in it…”

We interrupted: “I do not like to hear you judge him.” I’m sorry.

He laughed and asked me, “What are you going to do after this job? I’m sorry.

I was sad, and I remembered my letter to Seo Mu Soon and his response.

What’s the plan? It’s going back to the house where I rented 2,000 a month.

Scumbag.

“How can you get along after all this time of luxury? I’m sorry.

“Don’t need your help. I’m sorry.

“I have a plan. Remember, I once said, if you finish a job,

Do you have a surprise reward? Want to know what it is? I’m sorry.

I frown and look at him with little interest.

He drove, he lifted his chin, he suggested I open the cabinet in front of the copilot.

“There’s a little box in it. Take it out. I’m sorry.

I turned my eyes and I did what I said, and I opened the box, and there was a velvet box, and I hit.

Open the box – a two-carat diamond ring.

“What do you mean?” I was shocked.

Mr. Seo smiled, “Marry me.”

23,

Mr. Seo didn’t take me to the club. He went to a 24-hour sweet shop and asked for a drink.

Sweet, say to me:

“You can think about it. I went out for a smoke and came back for your answer. I’m sorry.

I told him, “I can tell you the answer now. I’m sorry.

I pushed the velvet box in front of him, “I don’t accept it. I have someone I like.

Okay. I’m sorry.

Mr. Seo smiled, “It’s been a long time and he’s got a bone. That’s the best.

For a few days, did the pheasant want to marry love? I’m sorry.

I stomped and walked away.

Suh suddenly grabbed me:

“Why are you so stupid? Aren’t you having an affair with Seo Mu-jun?

Look, get him up? Don’t be too busy to say no to me. I’m sorry.

I hesitated.

There’s so much going on all day that I don’t know why.

You always know so much about me and Seo-woo? More than I didn’t notice.

So strange moves and intentions.

If I could be a little smart, a little bit, then maybe a lot of things back there, no.

It’ll happen.

24,

It was too late when Mr. Seo took me home.

There’s only a few windows in the villas in Kyoto with lights on.

and the windows of the purified,

He’s still up?

It seemed that, after that ride, he had given up the dripping business he loved.

Is it me?

Is he waiting for me?

I don’t know.

Because of these thoughts, my heart is warm again.

As soon as the car stopped, I pulled the door. I wasn’t even in the mood to tell Mr. Seo again.

See. I grabbed the ring and rushed into my bedroom. So I didn’t notice, either, the weird smile behind you.

25,

“President Seo proposed to me. But I didn’t say yes.

Can you talk to me? I’m sorry.

The first note was inserted in the conveyor box without any response.

It’s been a long time since I’ve been patient enough to go to the door of Tsui’s bedroom.

When the door was closed, I heard a dinging.

This time it’s the old black handwriting, but there’s only one word for it. I’m sorry.

What do you mean good?

Good what?

Are you out of your mind or not?

I’m trying to beat people up.

I took a deep breath and took a pen and wrote him long words. and comfort him and make him

Tell him a joke, and I’ll just have to put that on paper.

I just want to marry you, Seo Mu-in.

But this time, until I waited till dawn, the conveyor box was gone. I crawled from the nest and said to myself, “No, I can’t.

Gotta find him. I’m sorry.

26,

He was worse than me when I met Seo Mu-in.

It’s like being up all night. It’s like being hit by something.

He sits by the bed of the study on the second floor, with his hands on his thighs with his hands on his fingers.

Looking far away.

My heart grew soft and my anger fell on Java.

“Hello. Suh Mu Soon…”

“What’s wrong? He saw me, and he looked at me, and he turned his eyes.

“Did you get my note? I told you so much last night, you know.

Your brother proposed to me…”

That has cost me 12 points of courage. If he gets it, he just doesn’t want to.

What about me? But there’s one possibility. He didn’t get it? Even though there’s only one possibility.

One in 10,000. But I don’t want to miss one in 10,000.

As it turns out, Seo Mu is nodding, “Well, I got it. I’m sorry.

Disappointment came a little bit from the bottom of my heart and spread to me. I put my head in my head.

The bag, ask him: “Then have you nothing to say to me? He thought about it, looked at me and said three words:

“Blessed be you. I’m sorry.

It was like a hammer. It hit me hard.

Yeah, I should know. He never really liked me.

“Good. * Tears are turning in my eyes *

“Thank you.” I’m sorry.

But as soon as I crossed the threshold, he suddenly stood up, in a hurry.

“Ajiao, is it all your true words on the note?” If not,

Yes, you can talk to me. I’m sorry.

I was surprised to turn my head and tell him, “Of course I’m telling the truth!

Seo-woo! If you change your mind, I’ll change my mind. But if you…

I really don’t know how to change my mind. I’m sorry.

I implorely watched him.

He closed his eyes for a long time and looked at me in peace. Do you?

See my sign?”

Well, I nod my head, I’m hoping again, and I smiled at him sweetly. It’s a sign.

The location of the box said to him,

If you’re embarrassed to tell me, I’ll wait in my room.

Your message. “Okay. I’m sorry.

His voice is heavy. And with a little relief.

I didn’t think that was the last time I and Seo Mu-in met.

27,

Tsui Mu Soon committed suicide.

That night. He drove all the way to Kyoto by himself.

And a cliff, and Seo Mu-il jumped from it.

The police called me in the villa in three days, asked me to go to the police station.

A dead body that is already dead.

He disappeared for three days, and I tried my best to find him for three days. If you don’t eat, drink or sleep, open up.

Eyes on the sun.

I didn’t think he’d give me a response to his death.

All four limbs are already numb.

The police told me he’s been suffering from severe depression, and he’s been wearing it for years.

Medicine. Two days before his death, the autopsy revealed that he had no record of taking medication. Response

The time has come for a major blow, and he has completely abandoned his will to survive.

“Depressants are vulnerable and light life is common. Maybe for them.

Take off, you’re sorry. “The sound of the police has become a little blurry, and I hear only the last, and he keeps repeating it.

Ask me:

“Hello, ma’am. Are you there? Excuse me, this body, it’s Seo Mu-won.

Yeah? I’m sorry.

Heart drops in blood.

I shake my head.

Hold your fist tight, and your nails are embedded in the flesh, “I’m sorry, I don’t know. I’m sorry.

28,

A month later, I knocked the ring on Seo’s door.

“What’s wrong?” He saw me, surprised.

I was wearing the clothes he bought me when I went shopping with my pretty hair on.

He sent the jewels. His eyes turned to my wrists — the bracelet that Seo Mu gave me.

It’s gone.

And I said to him from my side: “Hello, fiancée? Or is it your ring?

Just for free?”

He smiled and was surprised: “Are you serious? I’m sorry.

“I killed Seo Mu-won for you. Shouldn’t there be a reward? “I laughed.

“Come inside and say it.” I know how dangerous it is to come to the door and try to threaten it. When I sat down, I said to Mr. Seo, “I have a needle-hole camera on my body, which connects my phone, WIFI, to the Internet in real time.” If anything happens to me, you can’t blame it. For a man like me, Seo-san is not worth the risk. I’m sorry.

He pondered for a few seconds, and made a smile like a spring wind: “Think carefully.” But that’s not necessary. Seo Mu-in was a suicide. I had nothing to do with it. The police have closed the case. I’m sorry.

“It doesn’t matter what you know. You put 24-hour surveillance on his villa, even your aunt Wang, and the board of directors missed a negative vote two weeks ago when you successfully completed a major purchase, but the dealer was another company in your name. And, I remember you said that you two had a bad relationship… and you said, if I told the police all this information, could they check it out again? I’m sorry.

“What do you want? I’m sorry.

“You used a beautiful scheme to kill Seo Mu-won. I know too much to take your money — there are only two people in the world who can keep secrets, one dead and the other your woman. I admit I liked him, but he died, and I needed to be as good as possible for myself. I’m sorry.

“Oh, sure, bitch is ruthless. He laughed. What did you think? I’m sorry.

“Sold. I found a pawn shop that sold 5 million. Prices are good. I shrugged my shoulders, I looked at him, I looked at him, and it sounded beautiful: “Mr. Seo, would you like to come from me? “29,

So I became Seo-General’s fiancée.

Mr. Seo was very alert to me.

I’ve removed my guard:

The bracelet was left to him by the mother of Tsui Mu-yun, the best emerald from his ancestors. Price

I don’t know how much. And I’m 5 million dead.

It’s probably a light, thin woman who can’t make a big deal out of it.

He wouldn’t mind another woman.

He’ll come to me every few days.

Let’s just talk. And once, he was drunk.

It was his father’s sacrifice. He didn’t seem very happy.

How much you hate Seo Mu-chan, who was his best and father’s son from childhood.

Why did the weak and ill Suh-suk get pity from his father?

He doesn’t like it, he hates it, he has a narrow heart, so he wants his brother dead.

“You know what? You’re the second. Before that, his ex-girlfriend was mine.

Platoon, man. But that woman, she’s been reading for so many years. I’m financing her brother-in-law.

Big, she’s really in love with my brother. Two people are in love, I think.

All right, then you’ll die. You’ll die. My brother will die too. I didn’t know she was fighting.

The last swipe, let him live.

You…”

He showed gratitude for his beauty, his intoxicated eyes were red, and he looked at me. “You’re drunk. I touched his hair. Pick up the cold water.

He said, “Drink it. I’m sorry.

“Oh. He really trusted me.

It looks like Suh Mu-suk. My heart hurts, but still…

Look at him smiling…

Look at him and drink the water with three sleeping pills.

30,

A month ago…

By the time I came home from the police station, Auntie Wang had finished cleaning up.

She took a few bags of black garbage and put them in the trash can at the door.

She looked at me in peace and told me, “Mr. Xu is gone.

There’ll be a family fund to deal with, and you better pack up and move out. I’m sorry.

I said, “Okay, I’ll move as soon as I can.” # In the moment of low head #

But I saw the black ink marks on her hands.

Ink marks?

Why is there ink marks on the hand of a sanitary aunt?

I shake my head and think I’m wrong. When I entered the house, the sky was completely dark, empty villas were familiar and strange, clean as if they had never lived, and I suddenly hated Auntie Wang and why she had quickly erased the traces of his life.

When I finished packing, I couldn’t help but come to the second floor and take a deep breath and push out the bedroom of Seo Mu.

As I was surprised, this place, which I thought was filled with the memories of Tsui and my ex-girlfriend, was just a simple room, a Nordic renovation, a wooden bed and table, and a warmer, with a shelf, clean and cold —

You’ve been living here?

I breathed deeply to remember a little more of his breath.

The conveyor box was on the left side of the desk, and I went up, touched it, opened it, picked up the pen and note on his desk and wrote him a last message:

“Bye-bye, Tsui Mu Soon. But I’ll never forget you. I’m sorry.

Tears snapped on the note, stunned every word. I dried my tears and stuffed the note into the conveyor box and closed the bedroom door of Seo Mu.

The door in my bedroom is open, and in 30 seconds the conveyor will deliver the note downstairs, and I will hear the sound of the ding, and then I will leave with my luggage.

But I waited long, long, long, and I didn’t wait for that “ding.”

I realized something and walked in front of my transmitter, “No note!” Did I just write the note? * A thought like a cold snake *

This conveyor box, it’s been tampered with!

31,

Suh Mu-chan’s villa was remodeled. It changed the three floors to two floors.

There’s actually a half floor between the bedrooms of the building, and the half floor is in the kitchen.

The restaurant – is where Aunt Wang spends his day-to-day time.

Yeah, except for my bedroom, there’s a delivery box in the kitchen. It’s just from the kitchen.

The delivery box was delivered to Seo Mu’s guest room, not to the bedroom.

But if you move, you can easily match the transfer box’s lines. All of it.

A note, you can go through the kitchen first…

I think of something, run to the kitchen, take a deep breath and open the transmitter.

And lo! there lies still, and the note is drenched with Our tears.

And I realized that at that moment:

Maybe, two days before Seo-woo died, he never knew what I was going to tell him.

And I, I never know what he said.

The misunderstanding between us, from beginning to end, was a complete conspiracy.

32.

“Wake up? “I poured a water on Seo’s face.

And all his limbs were tied to me with ropes, as if he were drenched in the toilet, like a pig to be slaughtered.

And I looked at him like a dead pig.

“You’re going to die. General Seo. I’m sorry.

My voice is flat.

He frowned and seemed to reflect on where he was — a little too much sleeping pills, I’m sorry.

His voice was dumb, and he looked at me, and he laughed: “I despised you, Ajiao. But you kill me and you die. I’m sorry.

I nod my head. “I’ll die with my bracelet.” What do I have to do? I kill you, I turn myself in. I’m sorry.

“You’re avenged?” You really think I killed him? I’m sorry.

My heart hurts, “No!” Who else is there? You let me get close to him, you let him fall in love with me and then you asked me to marry him. You knew he was depressed. You used me to beat him and force him to commit suicide. That’s your plan, right? You put surveillance in his villa, you even knew we were communicating through the conveyor box, you asked Aunt Wang to change the route of the conveyor box, and you told her to copy our notes and intercept all the letters I wrote to him! “The more I talk, the more hissier I get, the more I run to the bedroom, and I throw all the notes I wrote to Seo Mu, in front of Seo General.

“When I discovered the secret of the conveyor box, I remembered the bags of garbage that Aunt Wang had to throw. Just as the garbage truck came, I stopped the car, and a man jumped into the garbage truck and found these notes that she threw away. There was a red plastic bag full of letters I wrote to Seo Mu-hyun, and I wrote so many letters. I comforted him the other day, told him, but he didn’t say a word, and then committed suicide. I’m sorry.

My voice gets dumb and my cry goes up. Then came the hate for revenge:

“You know what? I’ve been preparing for this whole month. The bracelet has enough money for me to do a lot of things, enough for me to get someone to buy the sleeping pills and sodium cyanide that put a cow down. I even learned how to tie up, how to break up, how to finish a perfect crime. You know what? I have nothing. I have nothing.

The only thing I want now is revenge. I’m sorry.

33 – 33

Sodium cyanide, which can be injected or orally administered, is fatally toxic.

I’m holding a syringe, looking at Mr. Seo. “Do you have anything to say?” He seems to have understood my madness, smiled softly, smiled still in his smile, “I don’t have anything to say.” But the truth is, how much you hate me, how much you should hate yourself. You know, if I was a killer, you were the one who handed me the knife. I’m sorry.

“You shut up!”

“Are you scared? Ajiao, then, don’t you want to know what those notes Tsui said? I’m sorry.

I’m standing there.

He continued to laugh: “Do you know that he wrote you a letter containing the letter, asking you not to marry me. Boom. You should read that letter and know how low a man can be. I’m sorry.

My heart is dripping blood and my hands are shaking with needles.

Mr. Seo is happier, he’s used to his unforgettable skills, smiles, sounds, and writes to me a letter, which he backs:

“Ajiao, on the night of the kiss, I turned around and didn’t fall asleep, listened to the heart beat one night, waited for dawn and wanted to find you. I don’t know what to do. I want to see you anyway. I didn’t expect to see you out early. I had to follow out.

I found out you and my brother were together all day, shopping, holding hands…

It’s just as painful as being scratched. Jealousy is a childish emotion that always makes people do a lot of stupid things. I was in a bad mood the other day. I said a lot to you, Ajiao. I’m sorry. But if you have any mercy on me, please don’t see my brother again, okay? My heart is as clear as ever, and I would like to hear it from you. I’m sorry.

The tears fell out of the sky, and the low voice of Seo was very similar to that of Tsui Mu, as if the gentle man had returned to me, as if everything we missed could be remedied.

I shook your head and said, “Stop it.”

But he laughed. The smile was full of sarcasm and madness: “Aj, do you know what you gave him? I’m sorry.

“Do you know why he killed himself quickly? I’m sorry.

A great fear came out of the heart, like a hole in the heart, and the other inside was shaking my head crazy: No, no, I don’t know. Never know.

But I know that I can’t deny the truth.

Even if it was cruel.

“The answer is in my phone. I took a picture. He lifts his chin, “You can check my chat with Auntie Wang.” I’m sorry.

I stunnedly turned on Seo’s cell phone, turned on the address book, clicked on the chat log, and selected the picture:

Every time I was in action, my heart was squeezed with my hands, and that picture was written and written, and written, “Your brother is the only one I love.” If you really like me, please die.

Okay. I’m sorry.

“Suh Mu Soon, don’t you have an ex-girlfriend? She’s dead. What are you doing?

Why not die? If you die, it’s your real home. I’m sorry.

“Do you know how much I hate you?” I hope you die earlier. Here.

Like, I can be happy with your brother. I’m sorry.

“Suh Mu Soon, do not be an obstacle to my happiness. Go to hell.”

“Fuck you and fuck you and fuck you.”

“Fuck you and fuck you and fuck you.”

“Fuck you and fuck you and fuck you.”

I don’t know.

Red words, all my handwriting.

I don’t know.

It’s like my throat is strangled, and my head is covered with hatred, regret, frustration and pain.

I’m losing my mind. All I remember was pulling Seo’s arm.

The needle hit him in the neck…

34

General Seo is dead. I took a taxi to the suburbs, where Seo Mu-chan used to jump off a cliff.

As soon as I close my eyes, I will recreate the red, and repeat, “You.”

Fuck you and fuck you and fuck you.”

How desperate was that?

I remember his last conversation:

In the sun of spring, his eyes were still tender, with doubts and uncertainty, and finally he asked:

I said, “Jiao, is it true that all the notes are written? If not, you can.

To talk to me.”

I was surprised, and I turned to him and said, “Of course I meant it.

Come on, Seo Mu-won! If you change your mind, I’ll change my mind. But, but…

If you don’t say it I really don’t know how to change my mind. I’m sorry.

I implorely watched him.

He closed his eyes for a long time and looked at me in peace. Do you?

See my sign?”

I don’t know.

So, that’s where he jumped?

Does he think his death is an answer to me?

I closed my eyes. Step by step, step by step. General Seo is right. He’s the killer, and I’m the one who really stabbed Seo Mu-in.

And the night wind in the suburbs was cold, and We kept my eyes closed and moved forward, and soon we could see the flying.

In the moment I took off, I laughed, in the dark, and heard a familiar voice calling my name softly:

Ajiao, Ajiao.

(concluded)