I died the year he loved me most.
In front of him, he was pushed down the stairs by his white moonlight and was killed twice.
This is the end I chose for him.
01
I’m a vicious woman in a book.
After three deaths, self-aware.
A man who claims to be a god told me to make a man love me if he wants to change his fate.
I live in a world of novels, and when they are finished, the world will run again, beginning from scratch and going back and forth.
If I can’t change my ending, I’ll die in the cycle.
02
Open your eyes, it’s a white ceiling with a nose full of fragrances.
I went back to the day I had a fight with Gu Gu, had a night of rain, had a fever.
The reason for the argument was that I found Gu Zheng with me, just as a double.
I went to question him, and he told me to get the hell out of here, and he rushed after Song Zhen, who saw me kissing him.
03
This novel is a story of an antithetical hegemonic president falling in love with me.
The man is the prince, the woman is the princess, and Cinderella is just a cannon ash for the drama.
Guo Zheng and Song Zheng grew up together from a young age, with a similar family, a similar personality, a love for each other and a natural walk together.
Princes and princesses would have lived happily, but novels were always dramatic.
When they graduated from university, Song Zhen became unplannedly pregnant, Gu Zheng wanted to marry them after graduation, but Song Zheng did not want to. She learned to dance, married and had children, and ended her career.
Without telling everyone, Song Zhen has lost his child.
The conflict broke out, with both of them being young and proud and refusing to bow to each other, and Song Zhen went abroad for five years.
I’ll stay in the country and take over the family business.
I just finished a dance competition the day I met Gu Gu, and the investors took me for a drink, and I didn’t want to hold my hand before being dragged into a box.
So the gear of fate begins.
04
After that, Gu will always come to see me dance.
Whether it was a school performance or an out-of-school competition, he would sit in the audience and look at me, and then send a bouquet of flowers after the show.
It was New Year’s Day, the day Gu confirmed his relationship.
I went to the school’s New Year’s performance and stopped him when he sent flowers again and was ready to leave.
“Mr. Gu, I’ve been practicing a new dance lately. Do you want to see it? I’m sorry.
Gu Zheng looked me in the eye and noded.
At the end of the New Year’s Eve party, the crowd was scattered, and on the stage of the empty auditorium of no one, I was flinging my waist and my eyes were dancing for him.
I’m sure he whispered to me like a twig.
I danced to cause my heart to beat too often, and when my heart beats so loud as a drum, I close my eyes when I lean on and kiss me.
Then I heard the sound of heaven for me.
“The branch, let’s be together. I’m sorry.
It’s very easy to fall in love.
He’s handsome, mature and determined to kill in the mall, but I’m always smiling at my mouth, kissing my eyes and laughing, “Good boy, don’t be silly when I’m ignoring me because of my work and I’m messing with it.” I’m sorry.
When I was on a diet, I couldn’t help but look at me and set me up with low-nutrient meals.
Every time I finish a show, I get a flower, and I smile and say, “That’s the most beautiful dancer I’ve ever seen. I’m sorry.
After graduating from university, at Gu’s strong request, I moved into the estate he purchased.
A garden full of plums was planted in the yard.
And We asked him, “Why so many flowers? I’m sorry.
And he said, softly, because he felt that I was as white and beautiful as the radiant flower, and that he was the love of his life and the watch of his life.
At that time, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world, that I could fall in love with Qui Qui, and that I felt that my past pain and misfortune were worth it.
So We drowned and died repeatedly in the dream that Gu Zhu woven for me.
05
From the multiplicity of memories, I greeted the whole family in my heart.
This is the second time I’ve failed to make a living change, and it’s now my third round.
For the first time, I tried so hard to stay away from them that I was stuck with Song Qi at the same time in a musical and dance theatre that had collapsed as a result of the bomb, in a wall, and I even heard her crying out of fear.
Then Gu Zhu Zheng came and found Song Zheng, and I was buried again by falling rubble after seeing Song Zheng rescued through the microlight of the stone.
On the outside of the ruins, Song Qing was reborn, joined by his loved ones and spoke with one another.
And I die alone and helpless in the ruins.
On the second occasion, I was abducted at the same time as Song Zhen, and the kidnapper gave Gu Zheng a choice. He gave me up, chose Song Zheng, and I ran out on my own.
The kidnappers’ accomplices found us, Gudrun stopped my road and asked me to take Song Qian, who stayed to deal with the kidnappers, who refused and struggled, and I was stabbed in the chest and killed instantly.
And they were saved.
As if the pain in my chest had not gone away, my limbs were cold and stiff, my body was covered in pain, my eyes blinked, I cried, my eyes were dry, and there were no tears.
I fell unconsciously on the bed for as long as I could, and my body warmed up to feel alive.
Remembering the sound of a demon’s curse before my death: “If you want to change your fate, let the man fall in love with you.” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but laugh, smile, dry eyes pouring up tears, big tears falling down on my arm and hurting.
It’s like having a big hand messing around in my empty body, and I’m in a lot of pain, like a boiler.
I was abandoned, again and again.
But why?
Can you change the ending by letting her love me?
If you can’t hide, let me be the master of fate.
I wiped my tears and took out my cell phone and called Zhuo Yi, and the sound was so soft.
“Are you coming back tonight?”
“Okay, I’ll wait for you.”
06
It was 10:00 p.m. when Gu was back.
The lights were extinguished in the garden, and there was only a cold moon high and high in the sky, watching in silence the convulsions of man.
He went into the middle of the courtyard, where he planted the tree, and he hesitated to shout my name.
“The branch”? I’m sorry.
I wore a red dress, the exact same dress I wore that night in the school auditorium for my daughter, and I stopped her before she opened her mouth.
“You remember that dance I used to dance for you? I want to dance for you again before I leave. I’m sorry.
And the moon gleaned its head from behind the clouds, and the lush moonlight spilled over me.
The dress is made of the Don-gill skirt, which is so thin in its waist, with three layers folded in the skirt, and I spin around the wind, the skirts are flying and the bells are ringing at my ankle.
I’m all into it, I’m not into myself, I’m into this dance with all the skills I’ve learned throughout my life and the undisguised feelings I have.
I’m going to show Gu Gu’s red dress from now on, and it’s me who remembers.
And suddenly, the tenderness of the dance became intense, and We folded a bouquet of bouquets, and made it a sword, and took care of the face of the face, and the bouquets were in the sight of the eye, and I saw in the eyes of the obscurant, a thick gleaming colour, and a full image of me.
I jumped into his arms and held him tight until Gu’s response.
The language is filled with deep sorrow and unsolved love.
“I know Miss Song is home, you won’t want me. I’m sorry.
“I also know I’m no match for Miss Song, but would you please don’t drive me away and let me stay in the garden? There are too many memories of me and you. I will not fall in love with anyone for the rest of my life, so let me keep our memories alive. I’m sorry.
And the guard became stiff in a moment, and We held him even harder, and We buried his face in his arms, and he did not see the aversion and the coldness of my face.
It’s hard to say, “The branch, you…”
I strangled myself, and I woke up with tears, and I looked up, and the tears fell down the corner, and I knew that after tonight you no longer belonged to me, and I didn’t ask for a long time. Tonight, can your heart stop for me, shake for the san branch, just for me? I’m sorry.
The beauty of the month cried out for his love and Guo won’t refuse.
I’m sure it’s getting darker, kisses are coming and falling on my face.
And We forced ourselves to respond to them, and to forget all that was before them was my beloved man.
You lie to someone you love, first you lie to yourself.
And I thought, ironically, that it’s the love of Zhu Zhu Zheng, and that’s when you say Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong Zhong
Ridiculous.
07
Then, after that night, Gu’s title was transferred to me, and I took it but did not continue to live in it.
I moved out and rented the house alone.
At the same time, the garden was bulldozed and the property was auctioned online.
I’m sure Gu Qi will get a message, and at night I got a call from Qi Qi, and I smiled and I reached.
“Why?”
I can’t see the look on my face, but I can guess it must be displeasure and doubt.
I have no face, but I have a strong indignity with my voice: “Amu, I thought that if Miss Song knew that she existed, even to miss her, she would be sad, and I do not want to cause you and Miss Song to be in conflict for my reasons. I’m sorry.
“I don’t mind. I’ve been with you for three years, and I’ll never forget it, as long as you have a little bit of me in your heart. I’m sorry.
For a man who is so proud and proud, he will only be fed up by the beating and the entanglement.
The only way to leave without paying off is to give him a little privacy.
He doesn’t believe that I don’t love him, and I’ll just drop my feelings for him so easily, so I’ll keep “love” him.
I’ve been quiet across the phone for a long time, and I’ve got a soft tone, and I’ve bought the house, written your name, and I’ll send it over. I’m sorry.
“No, Gu, we’ll never see each other again. I’m sorry.
After that, I hung up the phone and watched in cold blood the lights in the distance.
Don’t worry, it’s just the beginning.
08
And for some time, I was very active in preparing the peach cups.
Peach Garden Cup is the most authoritative dance contest in the country, and I can’t miss it any longer when many of the country’s top teachers and team leaders are there.
I broke my foot and couldn’t compete in the first world, which was my greatest regret, in a dispute with Gu Gu, because of his unwillingness.
And when I went to the Peach Garden Cup competition, I met someone who was already with him and Song.
I was happy to accept that when I had been given $5 million to stay away from them, and when Song learned of the matter and came to mock me, I was trapped with her in the ruins of the opera theatre when a bomb was planted by terrorists in retaliation against society.
As a result of Song’s push, I was struck by a falling cylinder, and Song’s body was unharmed, and I was struck in the head, and my thick blood was spilled.
While clearly feeling the loss of his life, he watched Song Zheng be saved.
In the second generation, I was far removed from Guangcheng earlier, and I also successfully participated in the Peach Garden Cup competition and entered the rematch.
But Song Zheng has taken advantage of his power to become a judge.
All the teachers gave me the lowest score, and she pulled me to the promotion.
I look at my name on the announced list for the re-election, and I think, ironically: What did you bring me this time?
09
I wrote anonymously to the Public Prosecutor ‘ s Office to report that two days prior to the re-opening of the Taowon Cup, the previous murderer of the bomb was caught.
The game went well, and my smile deepened when I saw the familiar faces.
The man in the middle, with a red dress, a fine make-up and a proud eye.
It’s Song Yi.
I remember the first time I saw Song Yi.
She’s not what I imagined.
She looks gorgeous, rots like a rose and hits a red dress.
Even if it were constricted, the pompousness of the eyes could not be hidden, but the naiveness of the unknown, the tenderness of a greenhouse, without the flowers of the wind and rain.
I’m not like her at all.
My face is the euphemism and elegance of the women of Gangnam.
A pair of almonds born of gills under their eyebrows, small skeletons, white skin, and, as a result of malnutrition as a child, their lips are always pale.
The rain laughs at me. If I’m weaker, I’m used to cough.
I don’t understand. Song and I look so different from each other.
Is it just because the name is pronunciated and the same person learns to dance?
I don’t understand.
But it doesn’t matter anymore.
In the original book, I was obsessed with Gu, thinking that without Song, Gu would be with me.
So I used my three years with me to stimulate Song Zheng, and as a result, he became more and more disgusted with me, and Song understood that she was the one who loved him for so many years.
I was so angry, so desperate, that I went to my house to kidnap Song.
As a result, Song Zheng was saved, and on my way to being captured by the police, I jumped in a car and was hit by a van screaming in the way.
I took a deep breath and put aside my confused thoughts.
Close your eyes, rise up, lights out, music rises and eyes open, and I’ve been able to combine with the background music, to split the tails of the fish for love, to lose my singing throat, and to get ashore in search of the prince’s mermaid.
Looking forward to meeting the shyness and joy of the lovers and to seeing the obscuranties of the wrong ones.
Having witnessed the happiness of the prince and the princess, the daughter of the sea, which had disappeared into a bubble alone.
I lay in the middle of the stage, surrounded by a silent darkness, with only a little light projected under my head, and I stretched out my hand to catch it, but before it touched the light, I was unable to lean down my hands, and my body became transparent, and the foam was scattered and turned to dust.
The lights are on again, I’m up from the ground, and I’m going to show off, and I’m going to give up.
I had the wish to see Song Zheng’s ugly face and the amazing look that Gu Zheng can’t hide.
10
I looked to hide the smile in my eyes and challenged Song Zhen in the curtain.
“Have you ever had the pleasure of dancing with Miss Song? I’m sorry.
Full of shock.
Song Qing’s face is even more ugly than the one she looks at me with incredible eyes, as if I had no idea I would propose to dance with her in such circumstances.
What am I afraid of?
This is my only chance to challenge Song Qian in front of everyone and then defeat her.
A man who can’t even beat a racer, who is qualified to give low marks as a judge?
My eyes were full of anger and I smiled at her.
I remember the day I was a double, looking for the scene.
They were gathered in the cheers of their friends, and We interrupted them, and they were different.
He’s not happy with his frown, and his friends are having fun.
And Song Zheng, never looked at me.
She’s got a lot on her mind. I’m sorry.
And Qu’an returned to her, “And know what is in my heart.” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t even say a word before being pulled out of the box by Qin, and my back slammed into the walls of the corridor, and the pain kept me screaming.
He caressed my back with tenderness and said cruel words in the most gentle words.
“Sun Yee, what do you have to do with this? I’m sorry.
“Sun Yee, don’t be stupid. I’m sorry.
My heart is dead.
And when I came out of the house, my face, full of tears, was blown by the wind, and it was sore.
From my entry to my departure, Song Zheng didn’t look me in the eye.
You see, there are people who just don’t have to do anything, and there are people who get rid of all the trouble ahead of time, and she doesn’t have to do anything.
There’s no straight-up car.
I walked to the bus stop, and there was a flying car running past me.
Flying red skirts, like roses, beautiful, beautiful laughter like silver bells, and into my ears.
It’s Song Yi.
The car, it’s Gu’s car.
And I went from the midday sun to the evening of the evening, and the heel of my back was sharpened to blood, and returned to the garden, and I brought out a medicine box for myself in numbness.
The pain sprouted all over the body, and the whole garden was made into a monster of steel and concrete, and in the dark opened the mouth of the bloodbath.
I struggled and fell into an endless abyss.
And We decided to stay away from them, and from Song, when We were naïve that we could have lived but away from them.
Yet fate refused to spare me, and I died again and again in despair.
Eleven.
The formal game is over.
There are more and more people.
I was standing in the middle of the stage, stomping my feet, and I had a “please” move against Song.
It then closes its waist, turns around and looks away from the look of the underside.
It’s a scene.
I was crushed by a passing car, and I felt like I was being crushed.
I’m all bloody, desperate and dying.
I ran around in the middle of the middle of nowhere, and I was stabbed to death.
I was covered in black fog, and I was covered in my body, and I was walking in the fog, and I was turning faster and faster.
My heart beats in my eardrum, “Push, Pow! I’m sorry.
The dense drums suddenly burst into silence, and I was suffocated, breathing in my breath and opening my eyes in the dark and lightless night.
The big theater was like a pause button. Only the light on my head was on me, and I stood in the light.
I’ll take a look around.
Song’s face is pale and he sits on the floor in a trance.
Shizu, my best friend, looks at me with tears.
I looked at her and suddenly wept, I know I did it.
I was told that Song Qing had given me low marks and I went to question him.
Song Zheng is not interested in me.
And Joo told me: “Sun Yee, if he is not as good as a man, he is willing to gamble and lose, and unless you have the power to counter him, you will be incompetent and humiliated.” I’m sorry.
I turned my eyes to see the dead staring at me, and I didn’t move an inch.
I’m not laughing at his amazing eyes.
12
After the promotion, I avoided meeting Gu Quan and focused on the finals.
I don’t see him, but I get a bunch of his roses every day.
Rose roses sting my eyes.
He who gave me flowers was always a flower, and now he’s a rose. He doesn’t know, he doesn’t care.
I threw roses in the trash, and I thought, ironically, that’s human nature.
The finals of the Peach Garden Cup went well, and when the judges declared me the champion of the Peach Garden Cup, I had the smile of my heart since my rebirth.
When the award was awarded, he returned to the backstage and saw the Queen with a bunch of red roses.
The eyebrow is still as gentle as it is in memory. “Congratulations, congratulations, dances well and deserves it. I’m sorry.
I look at the irony in my eyes and say, “Thank you, Mr. Gu, I appreciate your kindness. I won’t take the flowers, I’m afraid Miss Song is mistaken. I’m sorry.
I’ve been looking through his eyes and fell on Song’s back.
Song Shui-bai had a lot to lose when he last met, and the pride of the eyes was absent, and a sorrow broke out.
“You said you didn’t have time for me, but you had time to see her show. I’m sorry.
Gu Zhou quenched his heart, “Song Zheng, my trip was not necessary to explain to you. I’m sorry.
“Caucasus!” I’m sorry.
I turned back to the dressing room and ignored their dispute.
Without my destruction, their peace was not as smooth as it would have been, but because of my presence, Song Qian was the first to bow down and Zhu Ziu was willing to go and unite their paths, one to the other, and nature and peace.
It’s like a piece of candy, two people go for it, the winner thinks it’s sweet, but no one goes for it, and what’s in his hand is not so good.
As the sugar that was robbed, I let go before the competition started, and he couldn’t help but wonder why I didn’t take it.
Human nature is inferior, though.
Get dressed and Gu’s waiting for me outside the door.
I was surprised.
I didn’t want to listen to them, just walk away, and I felt like the ground was shaking.
I can’t afford to sink. I have a delicate feeling.
I knew it, and I heard it in my ear: “Run!” I’m sorry.
The ground is shaking more and more, the building collapses, and there’s a lot of screaming. I’m sorry.
“Aah!”
The sound of the squealing screams, the cylindrical beams above my head were slammed in the face, and Guo Qi flew and pushed Song Qi away, and the two of them rolled aside, and my foot sped in the opposite direction.
“Sun Yee! I’m sorry.
And as a result of the horrifying noises, I looked up, and the decorative murals were swung with a crystal chandelier, and the rocks fell, and I looked back and looked back.
He and Song Zhen were surrounded by huge stones, and the cylindrical column over his head was stuck in half-empty, and the Song Zhen was pulled out of the rock.
Everything seems to be fast, but it’s been so long.
The moment the mural chandelier and the cylindrical chande fell, I saw a lot of images.
Song’s face is afraid of falling back.
And the plumbing of my deep pupils spreads, and reveres images of me running toward him in spite of everything.
And, I’ve been dying for a while.
I know, I won.
13
When I woke up, I was in the hospital, and I didn’t feel anything.
The first thing I saw was the rain of tears.
When I woke up, the rain surprised me with tears and ran out and screamed.
After the doctor checked the room, it was just me and Xiaoyu.
I laughed at the rain, and she cried.
“Do you like to look after her? For the sake of his life!”
“Do you know that your right calf is broken, and your left calf is broken, and even if it recovers, it may not dance! I’m sorry.
Where’s Gu? He got a little bit of a scratch when he didn’t do anything. I’m sorry.
“Sun Yee, why are you so stupid? I’m sorry.
The only person in this world who truly cares about me is Xiao Rain, but I have made her so sad.
I held the rain and kept saying I was sorry.
I’m sorry, Xiaoyu, I didn’t want to save Qi, but I had to.
If I hadn’t jumped, then I could’ve been dead by now.
I had the feeling that if I stayed where I was, I would be waiting for my calf not to get hurt, but to die on the spot, and heaven would not have mercy, but would have protected the lord.
Even though the situation of Zhong and Song Zhong is more dangerous than mine, they are not harmed, nor are they unjust.
I’m trying to explain, but I can’t say a word.
When I saw the body flashing out of the room, I said, “I’m sorry, Xiao Rain, but I can’t look into my eyes. I’m sorry.
The door was frozen and disappeared soon.
After taking the pills, I went to sleep and woke up sitting by the bed.
He was drowsy, his eye was locked, and his eyes were thick, he reached out to my face, and I turned my head away, and he opened his mouth, his voice was dumb, like sandstones, and his ears were pierced.
“I had a dream, a dream that was so confused, so strange, and I forgot what was happening, and finally you were in my arms in blood, I…”
Like he couldn’t go on, he reached out to shake my hand.
I struggled, and he grabbed me.
“Do you pity me? Do you pity me? I don’t need it. You don’t have to think I saved you. I’m sorry.
And We covered my head in a blanket, and We cried out with a shaking voice: “I do not need your sympathy. Go, go! I’m sorry.
How can I not hurt? How can I not hate? But pain and hatred cannot be declared.
I grabbed his hand to the side of my mouth, bit it down, and soon, the blood smell was full of mouths, and I was standing on my back, and I bit and touched my hair with another hand.
I cried, I fell asleep, but I couldn’t stop dreaming.
I’m in pain!
I’m standing by my bed in silence, holding my hand tight and still.
And until he left, We opened our eyes and looked at the empty ward without an expression, and felt the insinuation of the bitterness of his heart.
14
The process of rehabilitation is painful.
The doctor said that I could get back to normal after surgery and rehabilitation, that it was hard to dance again, that I was prepared for it, that my face was not volatile, that my face was smug, that my face was painful and that I was promised to look after me for the rest of my life.
I can’t.
Late at night.
I was alone at the rehabilitation centre, working on the fence, and I worked hard to get my legs off the wheelchair and up the fence, but for a second, I fell down and I didn’t want to stand up, fall down and stand up again.
But on two steps, I spent half an hour wet by sweat, and the pain from my wounds, I bit my teeth and I didn’t make myself cry.
It hurts!
The wounds recovered, and the exercise and walking pains, and the body was broken and reorganized, with pains from time to time.
It hurts more than I die again and again.
Sweat beads are slammed on the ground, and in the silent night the footsteps sound.
Gu Qin came to me, crouched down and watched me fall down.
“The branch…”
I interrupted him, “Who are you calling?”
I can’t help it, I can’t tell you how to talk.
I’ll be in my arms, and I’ll be in my chest. “Sun Sang, I’ll call you that later. I’m the only one who calls you that. I’m sorry.
“Sun Sang, I’m dreaming again. There’s a lot of red in my dream, and you’re lying in your blood, and I’m covered in blood. You shouldn’t call you that.” I’m sorry.
“Sun Sang, I promise you, I will never let you get hurt again. I will protect you forever! I’m sorry.
I’m in the dark talking and laughing ironically.
I remember the original book in which Guo said that, except that it was for Song.
Men’s vows and promises are like sand in the palm, and the wind is gone.
I know that my broken legs are now like a day between Gu and Song Zhen, and they can’t.
It was also like an arrow strangling to the heart of the Quilun, splitting his love for Song Qi; after all, between life and death, Song Qi pushed him away, and We protected him with Our life.
15
I did not see anyone during my stay except the rain and Gu’s.
Six months later, I was discharged.
The wound on the leg still hurts, but the happy thing is that I live longer than I have ever lived, so I’m not as strong as I am.
Gu Quan asked me to move in with him, and I refused, and I strongly requested to return to my taxi house, and I couldn’t help but agree, provided that he stayed with me so that he could take care of me.
I didn’t say no. That’s what I was going to do.
I can’t get my feet. I’ll wash my feet at night. I refuse.
He said, “Where have you not seen me? Why are you embarrassed?” I’m sorry.
I can’t rebut it.
During the rehabilitation period, there was a lot of food and food, and I didn’t like to eat, and I thought I’d have dinner for myself, but I didn’t think he’d come up with the idea of cooking.
I asked him why.
He said, “I can’t eat food for a lifetime, and it’s not easy to ask my aunt to come here. I’ve learned to cook for you later. I’m sorry.
When he said that, he was gentle and smiled, and in the shadows gave me the illusion that we were in love.
Gu’s first cooking is tomato fried eggs, and he says it’s the simplest dish in the book.
So I ate a bite, and laid down the chopsticks, and drank a cup of water, and said, ‘I have eaten enough, and go to sleep.’ I’m sorry.
Then go back to the bedroom and lock the door.
At nine o’clock, I opened my door with a spare key, and I was so depressed, “I made groceries, I didn’t eat and sleep at night, it was bad for my stomach. I’m sorry.
He promised, “I’ve tasted it, I’ve been very successful, I’ve tasted it. I’m sorry.
Look at me like a child.
I saw red marks and blisters burned on the hands of Kosumi, turning around, “I’m not hungry, I don’t want to eat, you go out, I’m tired, I’m resting. I’m sorry.
The room was quiet, the needles were evaporating, and the silence was suffocating.
I don’t have to look at it. I know what it’s like to look like.
It is a pleasure to receive a response to the careful preparation of dinner for one person.
I didn’t. He’d be very sad, but he seemed to forget that I had eaten for him and looked forward to waiting all night in the garden.
When the food is cold and hot, then it becomes cold, and We sit down till dawn.
At night, watching TV, there was a story, the whole family ate dumplings, the family’s little daughter ate coins, the surroundings were envious, saying that she was lucky and the only coin she ate.
I’m sorry, I never ate a dumpling out of a coin.
He laughed and said it was all a lie, but the next day he bought a dumpling.
I was in the kitchen with him when I learned to make dumplings, and he made dumplings that were either too thick or too thin, and the meat was wrapped in the skin, wrapped in a sack of noodles and thrown into the pot, the flesh was separated, and we drank a bowl of goose soup.
He wipes away the soup from my mouth and looks at me with those eyes that I once loved and hated: “When I have learned to wrap dumplings, I’ll give you a golden bean, which will contain 70, 90 coins, and give you every wish, wish and good luck.” I’m sorry.
As my legs gradually recovered, I was able to walk slowly without a cane, and Gu was often taking me for a walk downstairs, and I was tired for half an hour, and he leaned down and walked behind my back for a while, when I was resting, and then let me walk down.
In the sunset, I sat in the garden in front of the far-off children, and kissed them softly on my forehead, and said, “Sunsang, I am quick now.” I’m sorry.
The days are quiet and peaceful, but I have not forgotten the past, the established fate will not change, it will be strong and cruel and it will tear apart the surface of calm without mercy.
I was kidnapped again, with Song Zhen.
Look at the old Tsui Lin, I’m not laughing.
Who will you choose this time?
16
Gu Zheng came quickly.
The same scene, the same question, and Xu Lin asked: “Who do you choose?”
“I haven’t seen you for a long time. I miss you. I’m sorry.
I’m just looking at you and saying nothing.
And the eyes of Zhu Qi and I looked not in half, but looked at me, and looked at me with the shadows that I could not see.
In the dust of the earth and in the old plants that smelled of gasoline, in my silent eyes and in Song’s silent cry, I heard the mouth of my mouth.
“I choose Song Zhen. I’m sorry.
I looked down and I felt empty.
I smiled with my mouth and I moved my wrist to signal that Tsui Lin had untied me.
This is just a calculated plan.
17
Xu Lin’s company was only one step away from the market, as long as it was able to get to the project in the east of the city, he was able to get the tender first, and Xu Lin was reluctant to buy the project information from the top of the company, and he was turned against the army, not only for buying it, but also for commercial crimes.
As a result of the incident, Xu Lin ‘ s wife left him with the children, and he lost everything overnight.
Suh Lin is nothing but the ashes of the book, which, like me, promotes the feelings of men and women. The end is self-evident.
I collaborated with Seo Lin in the original book, kidnapped Song Zhen, and as a result Xu Lin died, I also died.
A second rebirth, in order to change the fate of death, I was taken away from the main scene, but together with Song Qing was abducted by Tsui Lin.
I ran out before they noticed.
I ran in the opposite direction when they didn’t respond, and ran in the same direction as Sun and Song.
What was it like?
And Zoe’s eyes were sharply staring at two of his associates, and he said, “Seil Lin is dead, and you will be caught and your punishment will be reduced if you do not eat for decades. I’m sorry.
The two accomplices changed dramatically and watched each other with panic.
And he looked at me in the depths, and said to him, “Go out with it, and I contacted Officer Chen. He will come to you, and I will hold you back. I’m sorry.
SONG Qiang was afraid to enter the arms of his wife, and his face was so sweet and deep, “No, I’m going to die with you and I’m not going to leave you.” I’m sorry.
I saw Gu’s palpable strangulation, and then I couldn’t help but touch Song’s twig. I’m sorry.
I laughed, I didn’t want to see them in love, and I turned and walked away, and I grabbed my left wrist, and I said, “Sunley, protect her, don’t let anything happen to her. I’m sorry.
I laughed and mocked him like I heard a big joke. I’m sorry.
I’m going to grab Song Zheng with my right hand, I’m going to protect it, I’m going to release my left hand, I’m going to turn around and run away.
But for a second, he was held in his waist, and his arms were so strong, and he died in his arms, threatening me with the sound of death: “You are not going to leave.” I’m sorry.
The two accomplices realized that something was wrong, pulled out the dagger in their arms, walked forward, I gnawed, and then ran.
“No, I’m going with you. You let me go! I’m sorry.
“Sun Yee, why are your hands full of blood? Don’t touch me with your dirty hands! I’m sorry.
I ran forward in silence, ignoring Song Zhen, struggling with the pain of Song Zhen to touch my wound, eating pain, letting go of my mind, and I scolded the obscenity, and one of my associates’ daggers came to me and Song Zhen, and I was in a hurry to step back, and suddenly my feet were tied and I couldn’t use half my strength.
The sound of the blade piercing the flesh is loud in my ears, and I can’t believe I can see the dagger in my chest, and I can’t make a sound.
“Sun Ee!” I’m sorry.
At the end of the sight is a grey sky and a dense forest, and a dense forest of darkness.
Even if it had been a long time, the scene of death was still in sight.
Once in a kidnapping case, I will certainly not make the same mistake again.
I contacted Xu Lin and said I could deal with him.
I knew Gu would be fine. I just wanted to hold my initiative in my hands.
The power of the drama is strong and irreversible.
Like the collapse of the dance house.
There was no more bomb, but there was an earthquake, and the opera theatre was destined to collapse once, and the kidnapping was bound to happen.
In that case, why don’t I take the initiative and work with Xu Lin.
I thought after my change, Gu would choose me, and it seemed I overestimated myself.
It’s amazing how men and women feel.
When Xu Lin came to untie me, I comforted: “Don’t worry, this time, and next time, as long as I’m around, I’ll find a chance to avenge you.” I’m sorry.
He also had a dagger in his hand, which was used to threaten Zhuang, and it looked like he was going to kill me with it, so when the body of Zhuang came to me, I could hardly be mistaken.
In case of an emergency, people are conscious to take what is in their hands and make offensive gestures.
The warm and familiar breath, filled with a sticky and bloody smell of blood, my body was held by a large chest, and the sound of the “police, don’t move” came with it.
The dagger landed and Xu Lin was caught.
Watching the fall-down, Xu Lin laughed wildly, and then, like the original book, bit his tongue when he was caught.
The blood came out of the abdomen, wetted my clothes, and he held me close to my eyes, explaining, “Sun Sang-sang chose Song-sun because he didn’t want to owe her anything and left you because I came back to die with you. I’m sorry.
Looking at his past coma, I held him by my hand, and I wiped his dirty sleeves, and I wondered: “Why, do I want to thank you and die with me?”
17
I’m sitting on a bench in the hospital operating room.
When Mrs. Gu comes here, his hands rise high, he slaps me, and I turn back and ask, “Why hit me?” I’m sorry.
The old lady’s eyes are so sharp, she’s like, “If it wasn’t for you, why would she be lying in the operating room? I’m sorry.
I laughed, “It’s Zoe who’s tired of me, and Zoe Lin is innocent. I’m sorry.
“I also saved my life, and I didn’t see you thank me, and now I’m asking my sins, and I’m counting them, but it’s fair. I’m sorry.
The old lady was shaking, pointing at me, and Song helped her walk away and looked at me.
Soon, Mrs. Gu returned to serenity and told me with his impatience.
“A man like you can’t advance my house. I’m sorry.
I have no place to nod. I don’t want to go into your house.
An hour later, the doctor announced that Gu was out of danger, and I broke my mouth and went back to my rental house.
18
I was lying in a rocking chair when Gu was coming.
He held me up and confined me in his arms, asking me, “Why don’t you come and see me?” I’m sorry.
“Your grandma doesn’t like me. I’m sorry.
And I struggled out of the arms and said to him, “You gave up on me, for whatever reason you gave up on me again.” I’m sorry.
“I thought, perhaps you’re still in love with Song Qing, and I’ll make it up to you and you’ll never come again. I’m sorry.
I’m cold and I’m blind.
Gu was listening to me and the blood on his face just disappeared.
He looked at me and said, “No, I just don’t want to owe you anything, I…”
I interrupted him, “I don’t want to hear it. I’m sorry.
It’s funny how you can save her because you don’t want to owe her anything.
What do you owe me? What do you owe me?
And We drove out, but he did not leave, and he stood by the door.
He’s gonna buy the house, knock on the door every day and shake in front of me.
When Song Qian came for me, I was in the garden and sunbath in the district.
“Sun Yee, why don’t you just leave her alone? Is it fun to force him to be with you to save your life? I’m sorry.
I frown, and I keep my eyes closed. It’s blocking my sun. I’m sorry.
Song Qing was angry with my attitude and reached for me.
His hands were cut off in the middle of the sky, and the angry sound of his voice was ringing: “Som, what are you doing here? Leave now and leave Sansan alone. I’m sorry.
I just wanted to see you. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry, get out of here. I’m sorry.
The voices of the dispute go far.
I didn’t open my eyes, I could imagine the scene before me, and it must have been pulled out like I was, and then knocked.
You see, the wind shui turns around, and you’re always going to have to taste what I had.
And yet again a shadow was cast before them, and We opened our eyes, and saw the face magnified.
Five officials, handsome and purified, with respect and kindness.
“Sun, don’t ignore me. I’m wrong. You’ll always be my first choice. I’m sorry.
“Recently I dreamt of you lying in my arms in blood. I’m sorry.
I’ll bet on my eyebrow, my cheek, “Sun, you say you’ll never leave me. I’m sorry.
I know it’s almost time to go back to him: “Well, I’ll never leave you, I’ll always be with you.” I’m sorry.
I’ll be with you until you fall to hell.
19
I moved into his newly acquired villa, and he showed it to me as he first bought it. It was a three-storey villa.
The gate came in with a courtyard, with a first floor gate on the right and a large open area on the left, and the stairs went straight up to the second floor balcony.
When the renovations were done, Gu Qin told me to do what I wanted.
I said, “We can plant flowers in an open field, roses, veals, seasons, and we can plant a lemon tree, and when the lemon comes out, we can get it for water.”
The seedlings have been planted, and they have grown in tremors.
Gu says he can keep a cat or a dog, so it’ll be fun.
I said wait till New Year’s. It’s too cold to move.
Gu has said yes, but now it’s time to think about what to choose, to have a golden hair, to keep home, to have a beautiful, lovely one.
I laughed, I fell into his arms and didn’t return him.
After dinner.
I’m standing on the second floor on the balcony, holding me behind my back, “It’s time to wipe the medicine. I’m sorry.
I frown, “I’m in trouble, I don’t want to. I’m sorry.
He laughed, knocked on my head, “What’s wrong with you? I gave it to you? I’m sorry.
When I’m done with my wound, it’s normal, but every time it gets cold, my foot hurts, and it comes out of a bone stitch, and I can’t sleep all night.
I don’t know which Chinese doctor got it, said it’d help me with the pain, get the mud back. Help me put the medicine, hot water bubbles my feet for 30 minutes. On both legs, one hour later, they were washed clean and then massaged with herbal oil three times, once for 10 minutes.
It’s been a long process, and I’m bored and tired.
My legs are so much better than before.
It’s New Year’s Eve, the first snowfall.
Gu Zheng said to celebrate our fourth anniversary together and he cooks me dumplings.
When I ate the fifth coin out of the dumplings, I realized where Gu was from.
I pulled the crap, dropped the spoon and threw him a bomb at the look of the glitter.
“I’m pregnant, a month.”
20
When she saw Song Zhen again, she was far away from her first sight, proud swans bowed to her head, and bright roses faded.
I know that this is one reason, as is the problem with Song.
In the original book, the Union of Guo addressed Song’s economic crisis well, and now he will not do it because I, Guo Zheng and Song Zheng are separated.
“It can’t be with you. He’s sorry about you. Why are you holding him tight? I’m sorry.
I was asking my wife, as if she was overlooking me, and I didn’t say anything.
Gu Zhu Qiang came from the trial room, took me behind him and watched Song Zheng with displeasure and suspicion. Stay away from Sansan. I’m sorry.
“Are you all right? Are you all right? I’m sorry.
Song’s face was pale and he was unable to step back, and I smiled softly and said, “I’m fine, you have something to say to Miss Song, I’ll go back first. I’m sorry.
“I have nothing to say to her. I’m sorry.
Song Qiang looked at my actions as if he had understood something. Unbelievably, and asked him several times: “You are pregnant and you are pregnant. I’m sorry.
The sound was sharp, the tears fell out of his eyes, and Song fell to his shoulder, and he grabbed his sleeve. I’m sorry.
“We also have a child, remember? I’m sorry.
“Song Liu, don’t talk nonsense if you don’t want Song’s bankruptcy to be faster.” I’m sorry.
Gu Zheng took me out of his arms. Yes, we are.
Gu Zheng said that I cannot let my baby and me suffer and that the wedding is over before I see it.
I was worried about what I was asking him, and I said, “I believe you anyway,” and I reassured him.
The pain in the child ‘ s heart, which Song Qian used to stab him, only reminds him of the pain and embarrassment of his abandonment.
His mother divorced his father when he was 10.
The reason for the divorce was that the wife ‘ s status was too depressed and restricted her freedom and soul.
The day she left, Gu Qin begged her not to go, and Mrs. Quan was ashamed to look at her, “I’m sorry, Qian, Mother loves you, but more freedom.” I’m sorry.
I’ve always thought that I’ve been looking for Song Song, but after a time and again, I’ve found that he is not the one who is deep, but he is in love with a woman who loves him with all his heart and can be in his control.
This man can be Song Yi or me.
In the original book, Song Zheng became pregnant shortly after she married Gu Zheng, when she was the chief dancer in the country, with a national performance, and Song Zheng gave up the performance and resigned as the chief dancer and became the wife of a husband-in-law.
She was subsequently mentioned not as the chief dancer, Song Zhen, but as Mrs. Ku Quan’s wife.
I can’t dance anymore, I’m in love with my heart, I’m willing to give my life for my care.
At that moment, the balance of the heart was tilted, and turned to me.
21
I knew that Gu was going to propose to me, that he had arranged the whole hotel, that he had practiced the day of the wedding, but someone around him always wanted to please the future wife and told me about his plan.
The first-floor hall is full of flowers, the ceiling is full of all kinds of crucifixes, I’m wearing a tall white turban dress, my skirt is full of broken drills, my makeup is carefully painted by the make-up, I look at myself in the mirror, and I have the illusion of a time-lapse.
The body sits there, the soul floats.
I die in the ruins, I die in the wilderness, and I am smitten by a car that flies. It’s all me. Who is the one who sits here and waits to marry Quilun?
I wasn’t surprised when Song Qian came.
I’m standing at the second floor at the stairwell. She’s worse than last time.
“Don’t you feel sad that Sae, I’ve had a child who cares about you, not because he loves you, but because she won’t approve of you? I’m sorry.
“You’ll give it back to me for as much as you want, okay? I beg you.” I’m sorry.
“Sun Yee, it’s me he loves, you thief who stole his love for me. You’re just a double. I’m sorry.
Song Qiang, crazy, grab my hand and beg for a moment, and then threaten that the old proud lady, the beauty of the eyebrow, will never see again, just a poor woman trapped in love.
The after-effects are familiar.
I laughed at Song Qian, calmed my eyes, but pierced her bluff: “Song Qian, I will marry Qiu Qi and become his wife and mother of his child, and you will have nothing.” I’m sorry.
I smiled at the end of Song Zhen’s sentence and gave Gu Zhong the biggest surprise of the day.
Song Qing screamed, collapsed, pushed me hard.
I was pushed down the stairs by Song Zhen in front of Gu Qin, at the elaborate proposal site.
On the second floor to the first floor, there was a long rotating stairwell, which was supposed to come down in the rain and receive a proposal from Gu.
And now, when the sky fell, and the sky turned, and the sound of bang, I fell on the ground, and the blood was drenched with white skirts.
He came to me with his feet on his knees.
“Sunsang, Sansang, don’t be afraid. You’ll be fine. I’m sorry.
“Call an ambulance! Call an ambulance! Help! I’m sorry.
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I can’t talk, I can’t talk, I can’t talk, I can’t talk, I can’t talk.
“Don’t be afraid, Sam, I won’t let anything happen to you. I beg you, don’t leave me. I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen him look like him, afraid, confused, frightened, sad. I touched his face and asked him, “Do you love me?” I’m sorry.
“Love, I love you, Sanjie, I love you, I love you! I’m sorry.
And I leaned in my arms and listened to the sound of his unorthodox heart beating, and thought with regret: “I love you when I love you, you do not love me, and when you love me, my love for you has faded away.”
22
I made a deal with Tiando.
He promised.
23
I woke up in bed, and I was in a coma, and this was the time.
Song Zheng was sent to prison for intentional homicide and sentenced to life imprisonment, while Song Zheng was quickly bankrupt for malicious pressure.
After I died, I began to go to sleep with sleeping pills, but in three months, people lost weight because of long nightmares and the mental breakdown.
He was taken to a sanatorium.
At the sanatorium, Gu’s mouth was always full of words, saying “sun” and saying “sun” and saying “sun” and saying “sun” and saying “sun” and saying “sun” and “sun” and “sun” and “soon” and “sweet” and “sweet”. I’m sorry.
I got out of bed, stretched out.
Pull out the curtains, outside the window is a popular street market.
The rain is running in.
“Jew, come on. You’re on the national tour in three months, and now you need to talk to Mr. Lin. I’m sorry.
“You’ve joined the National Ballet, but you can’t be lazy, you hear me? I’m sorry.
I laughed at her: “I know, I’ll be right there. I’m sorry.
24
In countless return rounds, I have died over and over again to break established destiny.
It gives me a chance to be born again.
I’ve died in the world, and my world, I’ll start over.
Destiny’s gear is running again.
And this time, I’ve mastered the path and direction of my life. Document number: YXX15Q39rr2iYAX843pCNxNy
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
