A dog’s tail weed.
The dog’s tail.
♪ Love you as one ♪
I knew Kang and I for almost ten years, and begged him three times.
Save me, love me, ruin me.
He did nothing but nothing.
One.
The story dates back to the second year of high school.
In the fifth month of the diagnosis of manic depression, I was still anorexic and anorexic. The old school didn’t want me anymore.
As a result, under the father ‘ s arrangement, he spent a lot of money buying a relationship to change my school in an attempt to change the situation in the new environment.
The class director knew my situation, and he treated me exceptionally. Whether it’s a seat, a dormitory or a table, she lets me choose.
The majority of women are in humanities, and most of them have broken mouths.
From the day when the teacher called me to the office to supervise my medications, I was asked about my bipolarity.
Because of my isolation and because of my extraordinaryness, and I am always outside the circle, wherever I may be.
So I had no idea they were whispering about me after the tea.
It was not until one day, when the roommates in the room talked, that I realized that I had become a school celebrity in silence.
“Today after school, they blocked me at the stairwell again and asked me if Seo Mee would sleepwalk at night, afraid she would sleep and kill us.” I’m sorry.
I drink water, they ask for justice.
“What did you say? I’m sorry.
“What can I say? I haven’t seen her sleepwalking. I just don’t know. I’m sorry.
They will never argue for me, and I will always be outside in their little community.
It’s a relief to put a glass on the table, and I go to bed and pull the curtains and lie down.
A topic opens and never closes.
From the beginning they were talking in private, to the beginning they were asking in front of me, “Did you take your medicine today?” Eat more. It’s not good if one day we get sick. I’m sorry.
They act in good faith and speak more than ice cones.
I’ve tried to resist, and I told the teacher about it, but the result was a lecture from the teaching department, and the whole high school knew I was out of town.
But they don’t know that gossip really kills people.
Two.
And when he first met Kang Yiping, he was truly annoying.
Kang Yiping is a famous school boss, not only because he’s making a fool of himself, but also because he really has a father who is the principal. This has led to a lack of restraint in his bones.
In the middle of the night, when there was no one left, I was still in the classroom with the lights on.
I was sitting on the balcony on the top floor.
I watched the night sky, silent, moonless.
He suddenly showed his head and there was a man. The lips of his right mouth scrambled and sarcasticly opened: “Do you really have a bad idea? I’m sorry.
I just glanced at him and didn’t return him.
And he started to talk to himself, and he started to talk, saying, “What are you doing here? You’re not waiting for someone to feel sorry for you, are you? I’m sorry.
“If you really can put your mind to work, I’ll give you a big round of applause today to you! * He seems sure I won’t, or dare not *
I finally turned my head and looked at him carefully, and for his eyes, a few dozen seconds was like a game, whether it was a win or a win.
And at the end of the day, I left him only a scoffing smile, and that was the end of it.
I’ve got eyes, nods of a godless place.
He’s soft, or he thinks he’s too loud. I’m the one who said the wrong thing. I’m sorry.
Kang Yiping did slap himself, and the sound was loud in this quiet night.
He sent me back to the dormitory, and with a weak light, I found his face slightly swollen and red.
3
After that night, Kang Yiping seemed to have gone crazy.
Not only did he not turn away from me, he even abused his privilege to move to my side as a table and smiled proudly at me.
He’s like an asshole. He’s always behind me.
Even if I went to the ladies’ room, he was crouching on his nose in front of the toilet, and as soon as I got out, he complained, “How can I grind it up in the bathroom, next time hurry up?” I’m sorry.
And when I turned my eyes upon him, he laughed, and opened his mouth, saying, “This is no time for it. I’m sorry.
And I often suspect that Kang Yiping is a mosquito, and he hums around me all day and he can’t drive away.
But with him, the only good thing is to hear little more talk about me and hurt me in bad faith.
After all, he was so powerful that most people were bullying.
I’m getting used to him.
He went out of the toilet and saw his face suffocated with red red; he took me to the canteen every day and others dared to say that he was angry; he went to bed with me; he went to sleep with me in class; and he died with a knife and knife even though he had a soft heart.
I have nothing to say to Kang Yiping.
Until he saw the scar on my hand. “What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
I struggled to pull my hand back, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled my sleeve with the other hand.
“Don’t you say it? If you don’t say it, I’ll show it to the big guy…”
I was cold and I didn’t talk.
He knew my temper was coming up, let go, scratched my head. I don’t care about him.
I’m stuck with him till the last night of my study.
He broke his silence and said he’d use my paper to get the wrong question. “It’s always with a face on it. Have fun. I’m sorry.
He made a ghost face at me and threw up his tongue.
I can’t stand to laugh. It’s nothing to be sorry for.
Go back to the dormitory, I’m about to make a copy.
Look at that heart-shaped paper, and I have some regrets inside me.
The papers were opened, and a piece of white card paper fell on the ground.
It’s written by him. “Many things we can’t choose, though I don’t know what you’ve been through to become what you are. But if you are not satisfied with the present life, you can well create the future you like. Your existence is what it means, to be strong, to be positive. “At the end of the day, it ended up with an ugly smile, just like him, dragging and dirty.
Then I opened my heart.
He knew that my mother had divorced her parents, and that I had been depressed for four years without anyone taking me for medical treatment; and he heard that I had a night nightmare of hallucinations and woke up in bed with limbs that could not move.
Then I cried and said to him: “King Yiping, save me.” I’m sorry.
And he touched my head, and said with a soft voice, “It is not for me to take away my life from him.”
4
The rest of the summer time is the fire of the sun, the sound of the sound of the fire, and the entanglement of the wind and the leaves between the dust.
The penultimate diary turned over another article, and I was out of step with him in a tense and serious atmosphere.
He’s a son of the family, and even though he’s ridiculous, he’s in a hurry to inherit.
I’m different from him. My dad’s already out of house to cure.
Maybe he saw something wrong with me.
One day, he asked me first, “What are you going to do after the exams?” I’m sorry.
This problem has been bothering me for a long time.
And I turned my head and cried back to him for a while: “I wanted to write a book, but I would not have reached the shore. I’m sorry.
Ashore is an ideal university.
“Write a book… that’s a little hard. But I don’t know if I can get to shore, but it’s up to you. I’m sorry.
So he made it uncertain: “Who am I, Kang Yiping? I am the great master of the school. You’re my little brother, and I’m not unsatisfied with this little wish as long as you want. I’m sorry.
I thought he was so grumpy that he was gonna open the back door.
I was wrong, but I didn’t regret it.
For a long time since I was a ghost, he took me to a life of confusion.
At the end of the evening at 10:00, when you’re back in your bedroom, it’s 11:00. Every time at this time, he plays the video on time, and he eats the book with me every day, and he eats the book at night, and does not know what to do until 3 a.m.
People around us say novelty and he learns.
Then I asked him why he helped me.
He said to satisfy your wishes.
Maybe that’s when he stopped being merciless assworms and flies.
It’s warmer than the first sun of summer, or he’s really my light. At least, until many years later, the boy with the snivelling knife was always hidden in my heart.
5
We’re going to split up.
“To three years of alliance and three years of teacher-student friendship.” I’m sorry.
None of this is what I want. I only had a glass of wine that night.
And the brightest light of the red and the green, and the white in it, shall be in his eyelids, and the clearest of the eyes shall shine at that moment.
“KANG Yiping, you have stars in your eyes. * As I say *
He said he didn’t believe.
“Will we see each other after the seniors? I couldn’t bear to talk about this for more than a month. He rubbed his hair and looked at me carefully for a long time. “We’re both half-cooked, one half-pound, eight taels, and we’re not going to be able to go together.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t talk, just shook my head.
A glass of red wine swayed in his hands, and I saw his cheek creeping on a fine powder. I laughed at him. That’s how much he drinks.
Kang was upset, I was dragged back to school after only half a party. He showed up in front of me with a thick English dictionary: “Put the Buddha’s foot in the air.” Now, don’t go back tonight. I’m sorry.
I said no. And he looked down at me, and it seemed as if the air had stopped at that moment, until suddenly he smiled, “That is what you are. I’m sorry.
That’s what he said.
I smoked my nose and I pretended to be a nod. I’m sorry.
We snuck back at 8:00 p.m.
And I can’t sleep till 11:00 with my book.
When my roommate woke up the next day, I never remembered how I got back. The roommate made fun of me: “KANG Yiping dragged you back yesterday at 11:30, and said he was afraid that you would be taken away from the room by dogs.” “I spitted on him and called him human.
But then I looked back, and I couldn’t keep my eyes wet on the way to the exam.
I don’t deny that I’m a weak person, and I can’t imagine if I’d been shot back to the bottom of the valley without this toy in my life.
I’m greedy and want more.
The car stopped, Kang Yiping was in the back, not yet.
I didn’t mean to have a glimpse of a dog’s tail grass in the bouquet next to it.
That dog’s tail looks like me.
And I took it off, and I was told in that moment that my mind was mad at me: “Speak, speak, put all your words to your heart, and make all your words of general gratitude the most primitive, the simplest.”
I did, hard-headed.
I stopped at the end of the line when everyone was busy. Kang Yiping saw me from afar and he was coming towards me.
And the dog’s tails are bestowed upon me by my devout hands, and at that point I was full of my heart.
“KANG Yiping, wait for me.”
His catcher stopped at half-empty, his eyes changed, from surprise to shock, and finally stopped indifferent. I don’t know where his heart drifted at that moment, in a short moment or two, and what he thought.
All I know is that he took the dog’s tail weed with his heart and said in the most indifferent way:
“Come on, let’s go. I’m sorry.
He threw the grass into the trash, and he was as familiar as he threw it.
He didn’t turn back.
I went to the exam with all my shit.
The first exam, because of my delusions, led to another illness. 120 came quickly, passed out before I saw someone hugging me up and screaming for help.
He smells familiar.
When I woke up, Kang Yiping was with me and my dad was outside the ward.
“You think I really despise you for doing this! I can’t stand you anymore. You’re crazy! I’m sorry.
I hate you, I hate you! I’m sorry.
“I beg you, we have nothing to do with this ever again. Don’t ever show up in front of me again! I’m sorry.
His face was depraved, his words were contrasted and his words were sharp.
He said he was leaving, and I pulled his sleeve.
Then I cried, and said to him, ‘I beg you, please, do not leave me.’ I’m sorry.
Kang Yiping pulled my hand and I was pushed back to bed.
He seemed to have had a moment, just for a moment, and then he got sick and said:
Get out! ♪ (Closed slot)
Six.
I went back to the abyss.
It seems to me that all the cowardice comes from dependence.
For a long time after that, I lived like a walker.
Until when I heard I was sick, besides Kang Yiping, there was my dad. I was in a coma for two days and two nights, and he was in the hallway outside the house for two days and two nights, without a drop of water and without eating anything. In order to pay for my hospitalization, relatives visited and borrowed money.
One day my uncle came to see me, and I heard them say to my dad, “My dad’s got blood on me.”
Through the window, I saw him shake his head and sigh: “She is my child.” I’m sorry.
After discharge, the school informed me that I could resume the remedial exam.
I didn’t hesitate to fill out the forms and change classes, bedrooms. Everything seems to have changed.
This time I worked hard for myself and for my dad.
It turns out that innocent people will look after prepared people.
I fought again for a year. I seem to have changed in their mouths this year.
I don’t like to talk and go alone, but I’m rarely sick or crazy.
I don’t know who I’m trying to fight more than I used to. Eating, resting, I squeezed, so I had a serious stomach condition.
Later, when I saw that the entrance examination was not the same place as last year, I was grateful and relieved.
As a result, the results were not as good as expected, but the last one was more than sufficient.
But the school said that there was an anonymous fund call, which indicated it was for me, to study abroad.
I don’t know who gave it, but I do need it.
The first is that I really want to study abroad, and really change the environment.
The second is, the money can come out and pay back the money my dad borrowed.
I wrote a note in front of the head of the school, pressed a handprint, recorded a screen.
Whether it is free or not, I promise to pay it back within five years.
So I was on my own trip to England, where I studied for four years at Sheldon University.
Time is indeed a potion of good medicine that can lighten the wounds. However, the fact is again that no trace, however small, will disappear completely.
Kang Yiping was hidden in the little stitches below my heart, as if it had never been in the future.
There was an accident on the day he returned home. A passenger in my back seat suddenly fainted and had a heart attack. It’s like a routine for me to pass out, but just as I was about to step up, a girl ran into him for CPR.
She didn’t warn me, but I went down and looked right next to her, and there was a quick help pill in the bag where the passengers fainted.
When she took the pills, she sneezed and laughed at me.
“My name is Song Yu. I went out with her after that. She reached out to me, and I tried to say no, but she was such a lovely girl, and I couldn’t bear it.
“My name is Seo Mee. “I know her, even if she knew her.”
It took me a long time to know that she was a real rich girl.
Her family is a well-known real estate developer in the city of C, which is next door.
City is where I live.
It’s like everything’s different.
Former classmates were scattered around the city or anywhere else, and few people met.
I went back to see my dad.
I promised him I’d be fine.
I got a job in C, I worked hard, I worked hard, and after three years, I finally bought a little room in C, and I really got home with my dad.
That year, I was 26 years old.
7
I thought I’d never see Kang Yiping again.
But fate is a real evil and a coincidence, and regardless of the outcome, two people met.
It’s just, I didn’t think I’d known Song Yu for three years, and although we were close, I always knew she had a date. But I never thought that person was Kang Yiping.
That day, after I had set up Song Ok pigeons for the second time, I finally promised to go with her to choose her wedding dress.
She always yelled at me and said I wasn’t a good friend. If you don’t help her, you can pick up the dress and dove her again and again.
And when I saw Kang Yiping, I suddenly felt that the dove had been decreed.
“Well, what do you think of this?” She was wearing a big, deep V-tailed silk dress, one hand with another embroidered heavy worker, and a crystal-drilled lace dress.
I pretended to think and hesitated for a while: “You have a better hand for this.” I’m sorry.
“Why?” I’m sorry.
“Deep V, you line…”
“Jake. I was interrupted by another voice before I spoke.
The sound, like a blade, ripped open the cocoon and reearthed the man who had been sealed for years from the crack of my heart.
I turned around and I couldn’t believe it.
It’s a new suit.
He’s got no old smile on his face, and a bit of a lackey eye. Until the sight came to me, and I stood still with him.
“What took you so long? Meet me, Suh Mee, my friend. “Song Yu’s voice is squeamish, hanging on Kang Yiping. Kang Yi-ping didn’t pay attention to her. The eyes were not as clear as they used to be. He looked at me.
“I know her, high school classmate. “He finally opened his mouth and pulled the Song Yu from his body.
Gian Yiping did not take into account Song Yu’s displeasure, and looked down on his wrist, and said, “I have things to do, but if she is, then choose first, and the bill shall be drawn.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t talk, I saw his back on the car until I left.
Women are sensitive creatures, and even though Song Yu is aware of the strange atmosphere, there is nothing to say.
The last thing she wants is that deep V tail.
She asked me only because it was only in the face of a choice that one would know which one was more than one.
I didn’t mention it. Kang didn’t mention it, Song Yu didn’t ask.
8
Song Yu doesn’t really care.
Until she moved a wooden box to my house, a debt note and a money transfer voucher to my face. It’s only when the sting tells me that everything is just beginning.
Women’s revenge is always strong, as is Song Yu.
“I don’t want to talk to you about a good friend robbing a man. You and Kang Yiping are in the past. I’m sorry.
And I kneel down on my knees, and by my side was a debt, a voucher, and a pile of little notes. The little note is an ordinary paper, which is covered by three years of secret paper for me and Kang Yiping High School, with an ugly smile at the end.
Those notes, which teachers’ offices are in love, which ones don’t even know what they’re up to.
Song Yu noticed that I did not listen to her very carefully and that the sight was still on the note, and she was not upset. “You received a $300,000 grant from Kang Yiping after your high school exam. I’m sorry.
I shivered my eyelashes so I looked at her.
“I don’t mean anything else. It’s clear and clear here. It’s written in your name. It’s your handprint. You said five years to pay, but now it’s almost four years overdue. I’m sorry.
Her phone came out of the bag, and her finger was poking on the screen.
And at the end, she turned her phone over to me and said, “I don’t want any more, you’ll have 20 percent more after a year, you’ll have four years, 80 percent, principal plus interest, and five and forty thousand.” I’m sorry.
She took her phone back, scribbled her mouth, and made a mockery of it: “Cash or swipe?” I’m sorry.
I’ve got my hands on the table and I’ve got a little bit of a bad head.
“I can’t get that much money right now. I’m sorry.
That’s true.
I’m out of school, tuition, life, everything. When I got back, I worked hard to buy a house, and there was no money left.
It’s not that I don’t want to pay back, it’s just that I tried to contact the school, and the school didn’t give me any information about the sender. That’s like, he left a piece of money and disappeared.
So Song Yu smiled, and passed through me and the little pieces of wood that were scattered between her and me, and pulled my hair, and said, “You are four years overdue, and I want you today.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything. I just closed my eyes. My eyes were wet.
“Don’t be pathetic. It’s useless to me. She let go and put her bag on the table and sat on the couch. She pulled a box of lady cigarettes out of her bag, and I was surprised that I didn’t know she could smoke.
“If you can’t get the money, you can’t get it.” I’m sorry.
“C has a KTV called Bogley, and there’s a lady missing. Well… it seems like a… “She’s done it and she’s smoked and she’s talking again: “A 500, a half hour. If you’re good, you work at 8:00, you leave at 5:00 in the morning. I’m sorry.
I know she’s humiliating me.
“I’ll pay back. “But I can’t, only that.
“I said, now. If you can’t get it out, I’ll find your father. If you can’t get it out, wait for the lawyer to write to the law and your family to go to jail. I’m sorry.
Song Yu steps fast, she knows best what I do.
I watched her with my eyes shut.
“Time, place… I go. I’m sorry.
Song Yu laughed.
When she left, she slapped me.
If I hadn’t been sick, I’d have gone back.
9
I went into Bogarly, and that was the biggest nighthouse in the whole C-town, fish dragon mix.
The funny thing is, the KTV is under Kang’s name.
Song Yu is not a girl who has money and power, and I blame myself for this.
When she led me over, she sent someone to follow me. He was a man a metre tall. When I filled out the form, that man filled it out for me.
Every lady has a stage name, actually a code name. He filled out the forms very quickly, and I saw clearly in the stage name that he wrote “Sister”.
I didn’t say anything. I didn’t blame him. I blame myself for getting here.
I’ve been here since that day. At 8:00 a.m. each night, the rest of the day starts at 5:00 a.m.
I’m not like the other ladies. They were free, and I was followed at night and day. Song Yu said that it was for my bodyguard, and even after that they were bought by others.
Bogli’s business is good. The ladies are purified in black and white laces, only to the top of their thighs, so they can take a step and look at the legs and underpants. It’s deep V. It’s down to the cleavage, and the shoulders are straps.
“Mei, C30’s bag calls for you. “The man in the suit has a long face, and his name is simple. He’s the registered manager of the Miss Lead Test.
When he called me, I was smoking on the wall of transparent glass.
I can’t remember the first time I smoked, except that that day, when a fat guy grabbed my hair with one hand, a skinny man broke my mouth, and a fat man with another hand shoved a lit cigarette into my mouth. “What are you pretending to be? You bitch!
I was sideways, and the smoke on my hands was still suffocated, and I took a deep sip. After confirming that the cigarette core had been found, I put the cigarette butt on the wall and wiped out the rest of Mars.
“I know. I’m sorry.
When I was a simple guide, I had another girl, a lady.
I’ve been in Pogli for over a month. I’ve adapted to the rules of life here. You have to look good and play.
I didn’t mean to run once before.
My men took me back and locked me up in an empty room without eating or hungry for three days.
I want to die, I hit the wall with my head. Song Yu sent me two photographs, one of a lawyer’s letter and one of a picture of my dad working on the lawn.
I was sick and passed out.
When I woke up, the man who guarded me conveyed Song Yu’s words: you delayed the entire KTV, fined 30,000.
That day, I spent half a month making money and everything went back to square one.
I’ve wondered countless times whether that was the time when I didn’t ask for an unknown grant.
No man, no ghost, no life, no death.
“Boom-boom. “Simplified at the door, I returned to God.
The first one to go in was simplistic, then the lady I came with, called Six Six, and I was called Three.
There’s a lot of noise in the bag, there’s an old song from the last century. The lights are red and blue.
“Well, which one of you is the third? “It’s a fat, middle-aged man who talks. He was surrounded by two men, a man who had been drinking without concern for his country, and by a man who was smug and thin and unkind.
I was calm, I laughed, I walked. “It’s me. I’m sorry.
Six-six seem a little incontrovertible, and they’re rushing up and being dragged over by skinny men.
Good service has tips.
“It’s a good name for you. If you want to be, I’ll give you a wallet. * His greasy face leans in front of me, fat hands scratching on my waist and back, hooking on my shoulder * and laughing *
I didn’t say anything.
Bogarita is fine. There’s plenty to drink, lots to smoke.
“Come on, I’ll drink to you first. “I desperately long for alcohol to drug me, and I will not feel dirty unless I am sober.
When his face was about to come over, I was too busy keeping the glass in the middle, and he was KTV’s old hand, knowing I was avoiding him.
“Pop,” the sound of the crumbs didn’t hit me in the face, and he threw the glass on the floor. He pressed my shoulder and threw me on the couch.
I tried to push him away, but I’m obviously not strong enough.
Six and six sat side by side on a skinny man, kissing his face around his collar and looking at me.
“Oh, let your brother play for a while. I’m sorry.
She’s whispering, it’s like a fire.
I was staring in fear and tears were wet on the leather couch.
I wanted to scream, and his hand covered my mouth.
“Get up. “The light-headed man who had just been drinking moved and walked to me and ripped off the man on me. Fat men have some complaints, but nothing.
The man took a good look at me and finally pulled some tissues from the table.
“Go clean up in the bathroom. I’m sorry.
I want to move, but I can’t.
“Sorry. I think I’m sick. I’m sorry.
The sound was like mosquitoes, and the man was busy looking at me and finally touching my cold arm.
He looked at the fat man with a mean eye, and he said, “What does it matter to me?” Isn’t that why you’re here? I’ll call the manager. How did he get in here? I’m sorry.
“Sit here! “The man whispered and the fat man stopped moving.
I saw him pull his cell phone out of his briefcase. The screen was bright and the light was a little lighty.
He called and helped me sit up. He’s smoking, not talking.
10
I know he must have called someone, but I didn’t think he was Kang Yiping.
The music stopped and the light was white.
When Kang Yipping picked me up, I was already frozen, even though the heating was in the bag.
And it seemed as if Our heart, which was floating, had suddenly found a harbour. I kept my eyes closed, I know. He called me in my ear.
I’d love to say that you’re late.
Could you come earlier when Song Yu beat me up?
But that’s it. I’ve been oiled by countless salty pigs. I feel dirty myself.
Wake up, Kang Yiping is with me. I think I remember that day when Kang Yiping said he didn’t want to see me.
He’s got red blood in his eyes and looks a little greasy.
“Wake up?” His voice was low.
I’d love not to look at him, but when he talks, the forts of all my buildings fall apart and fall apart.
I cried, I admitted, I was useless.
I opened my voice, and it was hard to hear: “KANG Yiping, I beg you, destroy me.” I’m sorry.
Kang Yi-Ping was silent for a long time and returned to me with a very low voice: “Be good and talk nonsense.” I’m sorry.
Eleven.
I was taken by Kang Yiping. He took me in the car and he took me out of the car until he lived in his own neighborhood.
Kang Yiping took care of me very carefully, as if I were a fragile one.
He didn’t ask me why I was in Bogli, he only told me that he and Song Yu had broken up their engagement.
Kang Yiping was gentle and patiently seated at my bed and said to me, “The Song family is a friend in my father’s business, and my marriage was arranged by my father. I’m sorry.
“I thought I’d never see you again…” He rarely has to be gentle and careful with one word.
I did not look at him, but I said to him, “KANG Yi-ping, I set down.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t put it down. I didn’t deserve him.
I feel like I’m filthy.
“I’m not sick or dying. My voice was light, he listened to me very carefully, didn’t answer, just touched my hair.
I was supposed to pack my things and leave when Kang Yiping went to work. When I walked outside the door, I got a delivery package, a file bag.
He said the consignee asked me to sign it.
I put something on the table, and I was just about to leave, and the after-sight was sent to the county hospital in C.
Curiosity drove me to open it.
Patient: Kang Yiping
Case: Excusing personality disorder
Medical history: approximately 15 years
(b) Causes of illness: In view of the death of a family member at an early age, this leads to a post-mortem personality disorder, which manifests itself mainly in low mental self-esteem, sensitivity and withdrawal.
I’m not leaving, I know. This is what Kang Yiping wants to show me. He wants to talk to me.
When Kang Yiping returned, I sat at the table with his medical report.
“When I was 12, my mother died in front of me in a car accident. My dad always said I killed my mom, and so did I. Then somehow I found out that I had this disease, and my dad stopped caring about me. I’m sorry.
He came over while he was talking and put his bag on the table.
“I’m actually humbled, but I’m strong. He laughed, scratched his head and sat across the street from me.
“I’m glad you told me that day, but I can’t give you a future. You’re such a stupid girl, and I’m the one who’s gonna have to have a doctor at home. “KANG Ying laughed and suddenly reached out and touched my head.
I did not reject him, nor did I resist.
I just looked at him quietly.
He really changed a lot over the years.
“When you’re gone, I’m very active with the treatment. You don’t know, those pills are really bitter. I finally know why you used to watch you take them before. I’m telling you, seven years, really. I ate it for seven years… and he said, “The five of them are wrinkled together.”
I listened to him quietly.
“So let’s go together. I’m sorry.
I’m stuck here in the middle of nowhere.
GANG Yiping looked at me very seriously, and he got up and stretched out and cut my nose.
“We, together.”
12
After eight years of high school, I was with Kang Yiping.
He’s on his way. He’s playing like a kid.
He said he was marrying me this year.
“My father asked me for help. It’s not right to marry until he’s 37. * I turned my eyes and said, *
I didn’t want to just say yes. I was afraid he felt sorry for me, so pity me.
Kang Yi-Ping, without saying a word, just choked my face and kissed my mouth: “Okay. I’m sorry.
The lights were dim and his hands were on me. And for a moment, those terrible memories came to my head and I was shaking.
And Chon Yiping did not stop, and he took me into his arms, and took my hand and put it in his chest, so he put it in my ear, whispering, “Listen carefully and listen to my heart.” I’m sorry.
He looked at me like shit and asked me what I heard.
I shook my head, I didn’t understand what he meant.
“My heart is Suh Mee. Do you hear me? I’m sorry.
He put the covers on his head. The smell on the covers other than the laundry is unique to him, and it doesn’t make sense.
I can’t deny it. I’m very comfortable with him.
Maybe I’m a coward. I depend on him.
People who depend on this to pull me out of the abyss.
The day after dawn, Kang Yiping was gone.
The table was hot. I woke up by a phone call.
He told me he was going on business for some time.
Because of work problems, it may not come back for a week.
I answered, and I cut off the phone.
I waited for him.
Waited a week.
Two weeks.
It was almost half a month before the message came back and the phone was not answered.
I didn’t think I was waiting for a break-up text.
Kang Yiping said I had nothing to do with this house.
All of them were written text messages, none of which he answered and no voice.
After confirming that I knew, he was very clean about removing all my chat friends, phone calls, tweets, and lulls.
If I hadn’t been in this house, it would have been like, there’d never been one.
I asked the property to call him, and I heard his voice and said, “Thank you.” I’m sorry.
I thank him for pulling me out of the abyss eight years ago, for financing me out of the country and for getting me out of KTV.
I don’t understand why he did this to me. But I didn’t ask for that answer, and I was afraid to humiliate myself.
Perhaps he hated me as much as he had done before, and he did it for me only as a pleasure.
I came like a plaything, and then I used my finger and then I threw it away.
I didn’t pack up and give the key to the property and I left.
The more they don’t, the less they don’t.
I went home.
Song Yu never showed up again in my life.
I got a real job, made a little money, and sometimes I was joking with my dad.
Life is simple, it’s as if I’ve never been to Bogli and I’ve never seen Kang Yiping.
13
When Kang Yiping broke up with him for 107 days, I received his request for death, which was sent in the mailbox.
I didn’t believe it. I thought it was a joke.
And it was not until it was seen in the former groups that they were discussing Kang Yi-ping, that I was left behind as a whole.
Kang Yiping, dead?
I was bored at home for three days without eating or drinking, and I woke up crying, and I fell asleep with tears in my eyes.
I wasn’t planning on going. I think he probably hates me.
But I couldn’t bear it, but I rushed to the scene on the day he was buried.
The white silk cloth was high and high, and the candles were shaking, and there was sorrow.
Ginger told him to open the coffin and let me see his last face.
After a hundred and seven days, I saw Kang Yiping the first and the last.
At the moment when the coffin was opened, I saw him pale and thin, with a shallow smile.
His hands were folded and a yellow dog’s tail was held in his hand.
I stand still, and I have nothing to say without talking.
Kang says Kang Yiping died of illness.
He was diagnosed with leukaemia during his previous medical examination, which had initially not deteriorated, and he has been actively cooperating in his treatment.
Until this year, his condition increased suddenly, and six months ago he reached the point of vomiting blood, and his CPR function collapsed.
He knows he doesn’t have much time.
Kang went on to say that he had been watching the dog’s tail for a week before he died.
He hesitated a long time before he decided to let me know when he was dead.
I didn’t feel any pain that day when the wind was blowing so hard and shaving in my face.
Kang Yiping’s funeral scene, I passed out.
The last image in his mind was in his hand holding dog tail grass, lying quietly in a coffin and smiling shallowly.
I don’t know if he’s aware that the dog’s tail weed is a secret.
All I know is that I gave it to Kang Yiping when he entered the exam.
That year, I brought my heart to him, and he threw it in front of me.
That year, he said he hated me and would keep me away from him for the rest of my life.
But I didn’t think the dog’s tail was still there.
Even less, I thought that Kang would not see me until he died, and finally he brought the dog’s tail to his coffin.
That’s funny. I’ve known Kang Yiping for almost 10 years.
I begged him three times.
Save me, love me, ruin me.
He did nothing but nothing.
2017, September.
He didn’t marry me when I was 37.
My teenager died that fall with the dog tail weed I gave him.
That year, he was 27 years old.
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