I
took my four-year-old daughter to the hospital, and she brought me a handsome doctor home. It’s
none other than my ex-boyfriend.
I looked at the man and sneered, then hugged my daughter and told her, “Baby, don’t pick up all the garbage
and take it home!”
The baby was in a hurry. He waved his little round hand and said to me, “It’s not rubbish, it’s Dad!”
I covered her little mouth. “Are you blind? Is this your father, too?” The first time the
handsome guy saw me, he stood in the doorway and called me in disbelief,
“Yanyan?”
I ignored him.
His expression changed from disbelief to ecstasy.
He stretched out his hand in a hurry, but became cautious when he saw my sneering expression.
He said, “Yanyan, it’s really you.” With my hand on the doorknob, I had no intention of welcoming him in.
“Yes, Dr. Su, I haven’t seen you for a long time.”
My daughter, unable to understand the strange undercurrent between adults, tugged at the corner of my coat and said, “Mom
, I’m hungry.”
I bent down and hugged her. “What do you want to eat?”
Su yuanlin looked at me and Ran Ran, with a trace of bitterness at the corners of his mouth: “You already have a child
.”. How have you been all these years? How have you been? I almost burst out laughing when I
heard him speak.
Of course it’s not bad. As you can see, I got married and had children, and I finished all my life events before I was 30
.
“Speaking of which, I have to thank your ex-boyfriend. After all, failure is the mother of
success. With your failure case, my next one will naturally be even more successful.”
Su yuanlin’s eyes were heavy: “Success?”? So he let you take the baby to the hospital
alone?
I had no idea that Su yuan-lin had done this to me. I was in a panic for a moment, and finally
I closed the door in anger: “It’s none of your business!”
Su yuanlin stayed outside the door for a long time, as if he wanted to say something. Finally, he sighed and
said, “It’s better to take her for B-mode ultrasound and CT examination because of her burning symptoms.”. “And the next time you go to the hospital, be careful and keep an eye on the baby.”
I am more angry in the door, dog man, with you to teach me to take care of the children!
Always preaching, just like before.
Su yuanlin,
Dr. Su Da,
N Da Cao,
my ex-boyfriend, plus the first love I once wanted but couldn’t get.
I spent my whole youth following him, and it was not until the eve of graduation from university that I finally
got the male God. On the night of the
graduation trip, I thought I was going to have a smooth road to both love and study.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I got up and went out the next day, I saw him hugging his rumored White Moonlight
Goddess. On the second day of
love, he declared that he was lovelorn.
There should be no more miserable love process than me.
I will never forget that he was in tears at that time, the goddess of pear blossoms with rain, and
both of them were in tears. It is sad to hear and tears to see.
It turned out that I was the female version of Ma Wencai who broke up Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai.
Grandpa, can’t I not serve you.
So he went abroad in anger a year later.
As for why it is a year later, because I want to have a baby. When
my mother heard the news that Ran Ran was almost lost in the hospital, she almost became angry and suffered from cerebral thrombosis.
Pointing at me and my brother’s nose.
Scold me. Why is my heart so big? I took the child to the hospital alone.
He scolded my brother. Why did he go to the hospital after the accident? What did he do earlier. “It’s all my fault,”
I told the old lady. “It’s none of my brother’s business. He’s so
busy at work.” “You, shut up!”
My mother shouted.
My brother tried to smooth things over: “Thanks to Doctor Su, he brought Ran Ran back
..”
I rolled my eyes. Under the strong pressure of the old lady, I took her specialty snacks to the hospital and gave them to
Su yuanlin to show our family’s great gratitude.
Su yuanlin looked at me bowing 90 degrees with a snack, quietly.
I put my heart down. Do you want love.
Just as I was about to leave, Su yuan-lin stopped me and said, “The results of the burning test have come out. Lymphangioma
.” With a
bang, my bag fell to the ground. Seeing this,
Su yuanlin hurriedly stepped forward to support me and said, “Don’t worry, this is benign.
Just have an operation.”. I’ll arrange it.
I took a deep breath and felt alive.
But I’m a little confused.
“Doctor Su, I remember that the doctor who was in charge of Ran Ran was probably Dr. Xiong from pediatrics.”
I stared at the general surgery nameplate on his chest and asked.
Su yuan-lin’s ears were unnaturally red: “Occasionally, we will occasionally take over the shift.”
4
“Why hasn’t the bear come yet?” Lying in the hospital bed, Ran Ran asked softly.
Su yuan-lin lovingly touched her little head and said, “Dr. Xiong has other patients to take
care of. Why don’t Uncle Su play with you first?” As
soon as I finished my meal, I stood at the door of the ward and saw such a picture.
I don’t know why, but my eyes seem to be wet. It takes almost 10 days before and after the
burning operation and hospitalization. Su yuanlin has been here every day since the first day he was admitted to the hospital. But apparently, the competition for favor failed. He looks so serious and cool all day long that he won’t be liked by children. Compared
to Su yuan-lin, my daughter still prefers Dr. Xiong, a fat and humorous pediatrician. She even asked in front of us, “Will Dr. Xiong be my father?”.
Dr. Xiong looked at me, his eyes shining, and when he was about to promise, Su yuanlin next to him pinched his arm.
So that day, all the children in the pediatrics department heard a very miserable scream.
From then on, the status of Xiong Xiong as the flower of pediatrics was lost. Just as
I was about to enter the ward, Dr. Xiong also happened to come in. He immediately became as lively as a small fish in the water: “Xiong Xiong!” Then
he turned to Su yuanlin, who was also serious, and said, “Su Su-su, I’m going to play with Xiong Xiong for a while. Don’t be sad. My mother will accompany you.”
No, laugh to death, the child’s big tongue is too funny. What’s even funnier is that Su yuan-lin and Ran Ran shake hands as if they were meeting with each other: “Okay, Ran Ran, remember to call Uncle Su if you have something to do.” I was still laughing when I came downstairs with Su yuanlin. Out of breath, Su yuan-lin looked at
me with a smile on his lips and a look of helplessness on his face: “All right.”
His coda dropped and dragged slightly, with a kind of spoiling, just like when he held me tightly in his arms the night I expressed
my love to him.
I looked into his eyes, and there seemed to be something in them.
I know. We all remember that night.
The atmosphere was awkward for a moment.
I staggered my eyes, and Su yuanlin clenched his fist and coughed lightly. In the
autumn evening, when the autumn wind was slightly cool, I couldn’t help sneezing. Su yuanlin immediately
took off his white coat, and then, as if thinking of our present identity, he slowly
put down his hand.
I pretended not to see it and walked slowly, looking at the scenery of the hospital woods.
“By the way, Yanyan, the first time I saw the medical record, I wanted to ask why Ran Ran’s name
was Meng Hao-ran.”
“Because of the noble righteousness.”
“Then why is it burning?”
I looked at him and said, word by word, “Yin and Yang are strange.” “Because only righteousness is not
enough. There must be a raging fire to burn out the charm of the world.” Su yuanlin swallowed saliva.
After a while, his voice sounded behind me: “You let Ran Ran and your surname,
he is not good for you?”
“Who?” I’m a little confused.
A second later, I realized that he was asking me about my current “husband.”.
I quickly replied, “Well, what’s wrong with it? It’s all right.”
Su yuan-lin looked a little angry: “So good that you and your aunt will take care of them,
so good that you won’t even show up when your daughter is sick?”
My brain whirled: “He, ah, he has to go on a business trip, busy work, very busy.”. Our
family is used to it. Ha ha ha ha.
Su yuanlin stopped. I turned my head and saw him stop where he was. “Yanyan
, if at that time we..”
I interrupted, “Su yuan-lin, since we’ve all moved on, don’t
look back.”
He looked at me for a long time before he nodded with difficulty. On the way
back to the inpatient department, we didn’t say a word. I tried to break up the stagnant atmosphere
by leading the conversation: “By the way, how about you and Liu Lu?”
“Liu Lu?” Su yuan-lin was a little confused, as if for a moment he didn’t understand why I mentioned
her, but he quickly replied, “She went abroad.” The white moonlight originally went abroad, no wonder. When I got off work
from the TV station, I hurried to the hospital and saw my mother chatting happily with a group
of girls at the nurse’s station.
To tell you the truth, I very much doubt that three generations of our family have social cow X disease, and that burning mouth is
definitely inherited from her grandmother.
The old lady said goodbye to the nurses and girls. On the way, she began to gossip with me, saying that she had found out
that Doctor Su was handsome and skilled, and that he was firmly in the top
position of young talent in general surgery. That’s right, there was a white moonlight abroad. She thought it was a little dangerous.
I felt a bitter feeling in my heart and interrupted the old lady. “All right, now you all know
the word white moonlight. That’s really good.”
The old lady and I bragged, “That’s right, you little girl. Don’t look down on us middle-aged
and old people.”
I begged for mercy: “How dare I look down on you? I only ask you not to take pictures
of me every day.”
The old lady firmly refused my request, saying that the organization would never forgive me for my negative work on the
life event.
She has arranged everything for me. Doctor Su is not good. There are other outstanding young people, Dr. Li, the top thoracic surgeon
, whose photos have been handed out to me.
I’m angry. 6
So this Saturday afternoon, I started
my first blind date in a cafe on Ximen Street of the Second Hospital of the city.
My mother never deceives me.
What a handsome guy.
Light leisure suit, gold-rimmed glasses, gentle and handsome, it can be seen that it is deliberately mature dress
, white face and a kind of juvenile innocence.
Are all my peach blossoms blooming in the hospital this year?
Unfortunately, I’m not here for a blind date.
“Dr. Li, I don’t know if head nurse Yang has made it clear to you that my family is quite special
, and I think you..”
“I know. I don’t mind at all.”
Brother, do you mind? I mind. I don’t want my daughter to have a stepfather!
“Well, Dr. Li, I’m not going to get married in the next few years..”
At the same time, a pleasant male voice sounded faintly behind me, which made me get goose bumps
all over my body: “I didn’t know you were getting married again.”
Su yuanlin did not know when he appeared here. He took my hand and was about to take me
out. Dr. Lee stood up in front of me. “Who are you?”
Oh, it seems that the communication between general surgery and thoracic surgery is not frequent.
Su yuanlin ignored him, pushed him away, pulled me out of the door, and took me to the
car.
He looked as if he was very angry, but he refrained from throwing the car
door on my side. After putting
me in the passenger seat, he sat in the driver’s seat and breathed deeply for a minute before
he began to ask me, “I didn’t even know that bigamy was still possible in our country.”
that, what, ah, yes.. I’m divorced. I praise myself for my quick wit
. Stunned,
Su yuanlin stared at me blankly and murmured, “Are you divorced?”
Yes, you see, nowadays everyone pays attention to efficiency. If it’s not appropriate, it’s better to leave
early and get rid of it early.
He licked his lips and seemed nervous. “So, are you going to get married
again?”
“Ah, well, it’s a little complicated..”
What should I do? I can’t find a reason.
It’s my mother’s fault. What kind of blind date is it. “What do you think of me?”
This time it was my turn to freeze. What was he saying
just now?
Su yuanlin stretched out his hand and held my hand slowly and firmly until he touched me
and found that his hand seemed to be trembling.
Yanyan, what do you think of me?
“Will you think about me?” I was driven back from the hospital by my mother after the
third time I told a story to Ran Ran.
The old lady held me by the ear and scolded me, “Snow White wants to elope with the hunter.”? Meng Yanyan
really has you. How can leader of your station trust you
to do the trump card program? Go home and rest. “Baby, mom is going home first. Don’t miss mom too much
.”
I said goodbye to her with my arms in my arms.
Ran Ran pushed my face away and hugged Dr. Xiong’s thigh. “Mom, hurry up and go
. I want to hear Xiong Xiong tell me a story!”
It’s true that a woman’s age is not up to her mother, Sang Xin. Just as I was whispering, Su yuanlin pushed the door open and came in. “
Go home and rest first,” he said in a gentle voice. “We’ll burn it.”
I avoided his eyes and dared not look into his eyes.
Su yuanlin saw me avoid the line of sight, showing a trace of injured eyes. When I got
home, I tossed and turned in bed. It was past midnight, but I was still not
sleepy.
I am struggling with an eternal and great philosophical question: Can people step
into a river twice?
In human terms, oh, can I jump into the fire pit again? When Su yuanlin asked me that
day on the bus, I thought I was going to refuse
firmly, but the moment I saw his trembling fingers, my heart seemed to be licked by a kitten
‘s soft barbed tongue.
Sour, sweet, mixed into a mass of indescribable things, blocking my chest to
burst open. In
those years, I was always looking forward to Su yuanlin’s eyes in
the past when I had a crush on him and occupied a seat in the library just to look at him.
In the end, the dream only came true for one night, and then it broke
like glass, revealing its cruel nature.
Nine
years ago, there were three scenes in Nda.
Lover’s Lake, Stray Cat, and Student President Su yuanlin. I have never met a boy like Su yuanlin in my
past life. My parents divorced
when I was young, and my mother took me to live alone with my brother. My brother was a fool who had been robbed of money. I was so angry that I became the king of children in our area. I beat the gangster who robbed my brother’s money black and blue.
By the time I got to middle school, I was surrounded by a group of younger brothers, who succeeded in becoming a big sister. The most ferocious little hoodlum in the school had to give me some thin noodles and call me Sister Smoke.
So from childhood to adulthood, the boys around me were either 250 like Qi Ren, who was willing to be my younger brother, or my brother, who wanted to be sheltered by me. The
first time I saw Su yuanlin was on the New Year’s Day of N University. As the student president, he organized the student union to lead the freshmen to enter the school. I had never seen a boy with such white skin, such long eyelashes, and a voice that spoke to me like seven miles of unmelted ice in summer. At that moment,
I ushered in my long-lost adolescent adolescence. “Senior, I can’t remember where the dormitory is. Can you take me there?”
I said in front of him, playing the role of a lost cute new girl with very poor acting skills. The president of the
student union had complicated affairs, and from time to time other students would come to ask him for instructions. The scorching sun was in the sky, but he was not impatient at all. He drew a road map for me carefully. After I said I was a road nerd, he took my luggage directly and escorted
me to the dormitory. And along the way, he patiently and carefully told me the matters needing attention for freshmen.
I secretly took a glance at his beautiful side face and thought to myself that there was really a boy who would be so gentle and careful. Everyone
thinks that the student president is unsmiling and handsome, but strangers are not allowed to approach.
But on the first day, I found that under the cold of this person, there was a dense tenderness.
He doesn’t smile very often and has an unsmiling expression to anyone, but if you look into his eyes, you will know that he is very serious.
His temperament is cold and strangers are not allowed to approach him, but in the days when I secretly observed him, I saw that he would often buy cat food by himself and go to every corner of the campus to feed them in the evening. Teenagers and cats in the
sunset are the immortal marks of my youth.
At that time, I had just entered N University, had not yet been beaten by the society, and had the spoiled temper of being spoiled by my mother and my brother, plus a good face, I was still a little confident about chasing Su yuanlin.
It’s the kind of self-abased, scared, and a little arrogant little girl’s blind self-confidence.
This kind of blind confidence failed in his circle.
I also encountered the biggest nemesis in my life so far, Liu Lu.
My childhood friend Qi Ren once commented on me like this: I am a silly man with a coquettish and cheap face and figure. My appearance, however, seems not to be popular in places where good students gather like N University, especially in medical schools. Liu Lu, who has a pure
temperament and a first love face, is the true goddess.
Her dress is also the standard model of the campus goddess. Back in my day, dirty braids, midriff-baring outfits, punk earrings.. It was only after a few rounds of medical school that I realized that I seemed to be dancing in the thunder spot of a good student.
Determined to chase Su yuanlin, I changed my mind, changed into a milk coffee sweater and a long cloth skirt, wore a hairy beret, and early occupied the seat where Su yuanlin often sat in the library, looking forward to a chance encounter with the male God.
Unexpectedly, Su yuanlin’s first reaction when he saw me was to frown.
My heart is cold.
He opened his mouth as if to say something, but the next moment Liu Lu appeared, very naturally taking his arm and softly calling him “Brother yuanlin.”.
Liu Lu followed Su yuanlin’s gaze and glanced at me. “Another one,” he said with a disdainful laugh.
Then, without looking me in the eye, she casually said to me, “Your male God already has a sweetheart. Sister, I advise you to give up as soon as possible.”
I don’t remember how I left the library that day. In the
next three years, I did not dare to appear in front of Su yuanlin again, but in the name of joining the student union, I secretly looked at him from a distance when the student union held a Plenary meeting.
Liu Lu still appeared beside him from time to time, but most of the time, Su yuanlin was alone.
I was a little surprised, but because of that mess, I didn’t dare to appear in front of him again.
Qi Ren, that mean man, patted me on the shoulder and taunted me with a serious look on his face: “You really live up to my hope for you, a little coward with an empty face.”
I couldn’t stand the irony of this bitch, and graduation was getting closer and closer, so I signed up for the graduation trip organized by the members of the student union on impulse.
Graduation trips sometimes invite seniors who are still in the school to play together. Su yuanlin, once a popular student president, was dragged from the graduate school to join the carnival of our graduates.
I don’t know which bastard chose the place, and the place of travel is Zhoushan Archipelago.
We booked an entire B & B on an outlying island.
The endless sea, the lighthouse at the top of the island, and the monsoon at the end of June are really in line with my mood of saying goodbye to that person. On my last night on
the outlying island, I was so drunk that I walked up to Su yuanlin with a bottle of wine. I watched him giggle for a while, and then somehow tears began
to fall down. I shouted, “You bastard!”
Everyone was drunk. We were in the corner of the long table. They didn’t care.
Qi Ren ran over and grabbed me, trying to drag me away. “Oh, aunt, I’m sorry
, senior.”
I pushed him to the ground, pointed at Su yuanlin’s nose and shouted, “You bastard
!”!
“You ignore me, whoo.”
Su yuanlin seemed to be unable to bear it and came over to take my hand and send me back to my room
.
Qi Ren got up from the ground and said, “I don’t need your help. I’ll just send the child back.” Once again,
I kicked Qi Ren to the ground, grasped Su yuanlin’s
hand with a death-like mood, and announced, “Little Ren, don’t worry about me. I’m going to fight this bastard to the death
.” He
dragged Su yuanlin down the stairs regardless.
And then I was, like, in pieces. When I woke up
the next day, I was stupid. My
clothes are gone, and I’m in a quilt that doesn’t belong to me.
Of course, it’s not my room either. I glanced at the contents of the room and saw the shirt Su yuanlin was wearing yesterday.
MyGod.
I vaguely seem to remember pulling Su yuanlin to the beach and saying something with a handful of snot
and tears.
He seemed to keep shouting, “Why do you ignore me? Why do you look at me like that?”
Finally, he hugged her and ate her, murmuring, “I like you.”.
Finally, it seemed that someone carried me back to the room, and then and then.
So I expressed my love to my male God? And sleep with her?
I rubbed my hair, shocked, panicked, in disbelief, and a
little bit of joy.
In that case, isn’t it, isn’t it, is there any possibility that Su yuanlin also
likes me?
I fell into my own fantasy, and the more I thought about it, the more possible it was, so I happily changed
my clothes and pushed the door open, trying to find the person I was thinking about.
I looked around and finally came to the balcony where I had dinner last night.
So I saw
Liu Lu, with tears in his eyes, lying in Su yuanlin’s arms. And Su yuanlin hugged her, touched her head gently, her eyes were red, and she was still saying
something in her ear.
At that moment, there was only a whistling sound in my ears. It took
me the fastest time of my life to get back to my room, pack up my things, and escape from this romantic and sweet island one moment
ago.
Back at school, I quickly went through the formalities of leaving school and bought a plane ticket to go home. I didn’t
even attend the graduation ceremony, and Qi Ren sent me the certificate.
Then he quickly changed his cell phone number, deleted the people we knew in common, deleted
all social platforms-all the ways he could see him and he could see me.
I’m afraid.
I don’t want to hear it. I don’t want to hear
anything.
The only surprise was that more than a month later, I found that the relative
who should have come did not come. At that time,
my memory was surprisingly clear, and I remembered that the T of the guesthouse seemed to be a
miscellaneous brand.
Fuck。 I woke up
the next day with a pile of unread messages on my phone. The
latest and most numerous news came from Su yuan-lin:
“Are you awake?”
“Are you hungry?”
“Would you like to eat your favorite crucian carp soup?”
Strange, how did he know that I like crucian carp soup best.
I thought of the way he looked at me in the car that day with pleading nervousness, and for a moment I didn’t
know what to reply. Just be a coward first, and then, Ding Dong, a new
message came in.
It’s my blind date, Dr. Lee. Unexpectedly
, after the embarrassing farce that day, this young talent actually
took a fancy to me.
He asked me to meet him a second time in the WeChat.
I don’t know whether to laugh or cry. After thinking about it, I decided to go to this appointment and make it clear. It is
still the cafe on the West Gate Street of the Second Hospital of the city. Li Zhizhou opened the wine list and asked me gallantly
what I wanted to drink. With a wave of my hand,
I said, “It’s all right. No need, Dr. Li. I have something to say and then
I’ll leave.” Before I could say anything, he jumped ahead and said hurriedly, “Yanyan, are you worried that your
situation will drag me down and that my family will not recognize you? You don’t have to worry at all. I
won’t mind..” The smile on my
face disappeared, and I raised my voice and said earnestly, “Dr. Li, I have
never felt ashamed or burdened by the fact that I have a child.
My daughter is my pride, and of course, I am also proud of myself.”
Li Zhizhou blushed and looked bewildered. “Yanyan, that’s not what I
meant..”
I caught a glimpse of Vacheron Constantin on his swinging wrist.
Ah, another young master who doesn’t know anything about the world.
I patted his arm to calm him down.
It doesn’t matter, I know. You’re fine, but we’re just not right for each other.
Li Zhizhou can no longer hold back the maturity of deliberately dressing up, take off his glasses, with a sad face,
the expression on his face is like a neighbor who has been bullied by a small border herdsman.
Yanyan, you may have just met me, but I’ve known you for a long time. I watch every episode of the
show you made. Do you know how happy I
am when I know that the blind date is you?
“You’re as smart and funny as I thought you would be, and, and you look exactly like my
type..”
He looked down with a hint of shyness on his face. I came here to know that his mood had finally relaxed, and I deliberately teased him: “Why,
do you like flirtatious bitches?”
His face became even redder, not good, as if it were red with anger. “I forbid you
to say that about yourself!”
“Ha ha.”
It’s fun to tease children.
Just as the atmosphere relaxed, I felt a familiar chill behind me.
Turning his head, he saw someone sitting next to him with a book blocking his view.
I walked over, pulled the book out of the guest’s hand, and looked at him with a smile: “I
wonder when Doctor Su became addicted to peeping at people’s privacy?”
Yanyan, I’m sorry.
I admit that I am narrow-minded.
“Yanyan, you can scold me, but you can’t ignore me.”
I stopped, turned around and looked up at Su yuanlin. “Doctor Su, I remember there seems to be no relationship between us
. Please don’t say anything that will make people misunderstand our relationship
, okay?”
Su yuan-lin took my hand and held it tightly. “It matters.” I tried to break free, but I couldn’t. I broke his fingers and said, “Su yuanlin,
let go. What’s the relationship between us? What’s the relationship?”
“I am Ran Ran’s father.”
I’m not breathing.
Does he know?
I said, I want to get you back. In the future, Ran Ran will also be my daughter.
Give me another chance, will you, Yanyan.
“I will give you a new home.”
My heartbeat returned to normal, my face was shyly, and I was unable to pull back my hand, so I could only
turn my head to avoid letting Su yuanlin see my unnatural expression.
“If you say so, go after me. Did I say yes?”
Su yuanlin put my hand to his lips and kissed it lightly. The soft touch
of numbness like a feather spread from my fingertips to my heart. My heart beat violently. I wanted to
pull my hand back, but Su yuanlin held it tighter.
“I’ve already made a big mistake. This time, I won’t let myself miss you
again.” With the strength of his hands,
he pulled me into his arms and held me tightly, as if to rub me
into his body. Through the clothes, I heard his rapid heartbeat, thump, thump, thump, hot and intense
–
I felt his breath filled my ears:
“Yanyan, I love you.”
11
“So you said yes?”
Qi Ren sat beside the burning hospital bed with a surprised look on his face.
I peeled the apple in silence, bowed my head and said in a low voice, “Well, it’s not a promise.”. I don’t care what he wants to
do.
“Is it going to be the
second time that my cabbages have been humped by a pig?”
I made a gesture to hit him.
He pushed me and said, “All right, all right, stop it.”.
“But have you really thought about it?”
I was silent for a long time before I answered, “I don’t know.” I peeled the
apple so fast that there was only one core left. I put down the fruit knife and held my face in my hands and sighed,
“Oh, I really don’t know.”. Knowing that he still has a white moonlight abroad,
knowing that this time bomb may explode again in the future, but.
Qi Ren pulled the corners of his mouth in a lonely way, revealing an expression that he did not know whether it was crying or laughing: “Well, I knew it.”
Then this fellow touched my head and began to pretend to be a brother. “Anyway, brother Ren will support whatever decision we make.”.
“If no one wants you at the age of 35, you can come to my garbage collection station.” This promise remains unchanged.
I beat this fellow on the head: “You are rubbish, your whole family is rubbish.”. That day will never come. Don’t worry, you 250. While
beating this fellow, Su yuanlin returned to the ward with the burning. As soon as Ran Ran saw Qi Ren, he ran over and hugged his waist. He looked up and smiled sweetly at him. “I miss you so much. Why did you come to see me so late, Father Qi?”
Hearing the last name of burning, Su yuanlin raised his head almost for a moment.
Chi-jen has always doted on Ran Ran, and when the two of them play, it’s like a big madman leading a little madman. This moment is no exception. Chi-jen rubs Ran Ran’s little face: “Daddy’s on a business trip, my little baby, and he’s brought you a lot of gifts. Are you happy?”.
Happy! Father Chi is the best! Ran Ran put his arms around Qi Ren’s neck and gave him a bang on his face.
Su yuanlin’s face became more and more terrible.
I’ve never seen his cold face like this. It’s terrible. What should I do. The next second, he strode over with a warm smile like spring breeze on his face.
Squatting down and looking at her at the same level, she asks her softly, “Does Ran Ran want a BJD doll
?”
Want! But my mother wouldn’t buy it for me.
“Uncle Su can buy you as many as you want.”
Qi Ren also smiled and squatted down: “Ran Ran, do you want Gundam?”? Qi’s father has a
lot.
“Wow, Gundam!”
Yes, for my four-year-old daughter, my first love is hardcore adventure comics
. Not to be outdone,
Su yuanlin, who had been slightly shocked, said, “Uncle
Su will buy it for you!”
“I’ll give you everything from Qi’s father!”
It was obviously a harmonious scene, but I felt a strange atmosphere of fighting to the death.
MD, you two, don’t spoil my daughter!
A week later, Ran Ran was discharged from hospital. When I went to go through the discharge formalities, I passed by the nurses’ station and found for the first time that Su yuanlin was gossiping
with the little nurses? I was standing around the corner with a
hot water bottle and a receipt in hand, and I overheard the following conversation
:
“Doctor Su, how come you’re going to take part in an outing in the hospital this time?”
God, did you hear that right. Hey, Doctor Su, how come he’s going to play with us?
Su yuanlin’s voice to the others was as serious and cool as ever: “Well, didn’t
you say you could bring your family with you this time?”
The little nurses froze.
For a long time, a nurse who usually has a fairly good relationship with Su yuanlin asked
tentatively, “Doctor Su, do you want to bring a family member?”
Su yuan-lin signed the last admission form in his hand and neatly put down his pen: “Yes.”. Go together
.
I also stood in the corner, my face a little hot for some reason. I fanned the
nonexistent heat with my hand, and my heart silently cried, “Dog man, who is your family?”
Back in the ward, as expected, Su yuanlin blocked the door.
I didn’t hesitate: “Get out of the way.”
He took what was in my hand and gave me a gentle, quick peck on the cheek. I angrily pinched Su yuanlin’s arm. At this point, his expression did not collapse. He just frowned and endured
the pain. He still spoke with difficulty: “I’ll pinch Yanyan later. I have something to tell you
.”
Sure enough, the dog man described the matter of “taking family members on a trip” as “the
nurses at the nurses’ station like to burn and want to take her to play with them.”.
“Yen Yen, as your guardian, you can’t just not go, can you?” He was still explaining the situation to me with a serious
face.
Nine years ago, why didn’t I see that Dr. Su Da, who was clean and cold, had such a dark
side?
I looked at him with a half-smile, and he pretended to be innocent with his usual earnest eyes:
“What’s wrong?”? Is there anything wrong?
Dog man, you are cruel.
I know that the Second Hospital of the city, which serves the people, should not be rich
in travel funds, but I really did not expect that it would not be so rich.
The whole surgery department chartered a bus, and people were next to each other. The autumn tiger is so hot that the air conditioner
can’t be stopped, so the windows can’t be opened much. After
getting out of the car and vomiting twice, I leaned back on my seat feebly.
Burning is very happy and lively, and there is no discomfort at all. She sat on Su yuanlin’s lap
, staring curiously at strange uncles and aunts, and from time to time smiling at them. The energy of a
child is a terrible mystery. While protecting Ran Ran,
Su yuan-lin touched my forehead and looked at
me with a worried look on his face. “Are you all right? Why don’t we get out of the car?”
I waved my hand, and I was already on the highway, so I’d better not make trouble for others.
I closed my eyes and whispered to Su yuanlin, “I’ll just sleep for a while.”
Su yuanlin silently helped me draw the curtains and deliberately adjusted the radian of my hat to
avoid the light in the car. In fact,
this environment can not sleep at ease, I emptied my consciousness, in a daze,
as if I heard Su yuanlin whispering something to burning, but it seems not very clear
.
“Ran Ran, can you call me Dad?”
“But mother won’t agree, Su Su-su.” It
‘s okay, Mom will agree. In the future, Uncle Su will be Ran Ran’s father, so just
call out, OK? All right
, then. Dad
Burning crisp little milk sound sounded.
“Hey.”. Ran Ran is so good. Su yuanlin’s voice had a trace of trembling excitement. When I heard this in a trance, I murmured in my heart, “Dog man, how dare you deceive my daughter to call
her father..”
It’s just that I no longer have the strength to open my eyes and fall asleep. After I
got off the bus, I found that the place of this trip was actually the Zhoushan Archipelago of the graduation trip
.
I looked at the familiar blue sea, and my heart was filled with emotion. It has been five years
since I graduated.
When I fled the island in a hurry, I never thought I would come back here
one day.
And
— I turned my head, and I saw the big ones and the small ones walking along the shoreline.
And take the people I love with me.
Maybe it’s time to come clean?
Liu Lu has now settled abroad for a long time, two people have not been in contact for many years, then,
I can bet once, win a long time of their own, happy and complete
?
I took out my cell phone and turned to an old photo album in it. It was in an activity of the student union that the students who took pictures accidentally took pictures of me and Su yuanlin
-on the bench under the
tree, we sat with our backs to the camera, Su yuanlin read a book quietly, he
read a book, and I looked at him sideways, my hands seemed to be on both sides of my body at will, and I was in the middle of it. But the direction of his feet
could not help tilting towards him.
That is anyone can see, young can not hide the joy.
Nine years.
I looked at the photo, the corner of my eyes slightly moist, burning in the distance called me, let me pass
, Su yuanlin also smiled at me, waved to me. With a smile on my
lips, I was about to turn off my cell phone.
Ding-dong-
WeChat beeps.
New friend verification message.
I cut it open and saw the name that I had just recited silently.
Liu Lu. The verification message
she sent read: “I have returned to my country.”. Shall we talk?
I looked at the woman in front of me without expression. After
five years of absence, she has matured a lot, and what remains unchanged is the grace and pride of a goddess.
Liu Lu took a sip of coffee, then slowly put down the cup. As soon as he opened his mouth, he had nothing to do with the goddess’s reserved temperament: “I heard that Brother yuanlin is chasing you now.”
“Tut.” My inner drama at the moment has been played to whether I will give her a slap later, or pour coffee directly, and so on, but at the moment I remain calm, and even smile slightly.
“It doesn’t seem to have anything to do with you, Miss Liu.”
Liu Lu was not stopped by my words at all, and even continued to take a leisurely sip of coffee: “It’s nothing. I care about Brother yuanlin’s life.”. I thought he’d never have a chance in his life, but I didn’t expect that, ah, it’s really a piece of fate, and this can all come to fruition. For a moment
I lost some of the meaning of her words, as if there was something important I didn’t know? “Have you ever been with Su yuanlin?”
I asked doubtfully.
Liu Lu’s coffee was about to come out of her mouth, and she was stunned. “Don’t you know?” She asked me.
“What should I know?” Holding her forehead,
Liu Lu tapped her delicate manicure on her temple, muttering in a tone that had nothing to do with her appearance: “It’s over, but this way they can both get back together again. It’s really tough for these two people.”
Hearing this, my brain was about to shut down, but I still grasped the crucial point and asked her, “So you and Su yuanlin are just friends from the beginning to the end?”
It should be, brother and sister.
But almost no one knows about this. Because my mother is the ex-fiancee of our scumbag father. At this point
, Liu Lu put down his cup, smiled bitterly, and told me the story of his family.
It turned out that Liu Lu’s mother and Su yuanlin’s father were childhood sweethearts who came together from their school days. After graduating from technical secondary school, Su yuanlin’s father was assigned to Su yuanlin’s grandfather’s unit, while Liu Lu’s mother was assigned to a neighboring city. Su yuanlin’s father was handsome, young and talented, and Su yuanlin’s grandfather took a fancy to be his son-in-law. But he never said that he had a fiancee, so he married Su yuanlin’s mother and had children. When
Su yuanlin’s mother was pregnant, Liu Lu’s mother was also pregnant. The scum man has always been busy with his work and is engaged anyway, saying that they will get married after the month when they earn money for their mother and son to settle down.
So, when Liu Lu’s mother gave birth to Liu Lu, she knew that her lover of more than ten years had already abandoned her and her daughter.
Liu Lu’s mother rushed to the neighboring city with Liu Lu in her arms regardless of confinement. She wanted to ask the scum man clearly, but the scum man coaxed him again. When she found that sweet words could not deceive her former fiancee, she fell out on the spot and drove them out. Liu Lu, who
was not in confinement, was holding Liu Lu, who was seriously ill, and could only shrink on the bed of Sanwu Hospital.
In the end, all this was not hidden from Su yuanlin’s mother. When she learned everything, she did not hesitate to divorce Su’s father.
Finally, she sent life-saving money and supplements to Liu Lu’s mother, who had no money to take care of her children.
Liu Lu survived, but her mother lost her life.
Her whole story has spread in the original unit. At that time, no one cared whether you were a victim or not. People’s words are always awesome. Even later, there was a rumor that Liu Lu’s mother deliberately became a mistress.
Liu Lu’s mother lost her love and work, and the whole person suffered a great blow. She began to have mental problems and was later diagnosed with schizophrenia. Liu Lu was also half fostered in the Su family.
Family is the most serious scar in Liu Lu’s heart. She never mentions anything about her family at school. In order to protect her, Su yuanlin would not mention it at all. The second day of the graduation trip
in Zhoushan was also the day when Liu Lu’s mother died in a mental hospital. Liu Lu received the news of his mother’s death. She was in a panic under her grief. Early in the morning, she found Su yuanlin and told him the news. So what I saw on the balcony that morning happened to be this scene.
“Later, when Brother yuanlin couldn’t find you, he wondered if you had seen us together. He asked my permission to tell you about it. Didn’t you hear from him?”
I think of all the contact information I deleted.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry about Auntie.”
Liu Lu waved his hand, and his voice was slightly choked with sobs: “It’s all over.”. I think it might be a relief for her, too.
I sighed.
“So it’s you that brother yuanlin has always liked in college.” Liu Lu said as if he suddenly woke up.
I suddenly looked up, can not believe, Su yuanlin has always liked me?
Liu Lu said that she had always known that there was a person in Su yuanlin’s heart, but she and Su yuanlin’s friends did not know who the girl was, and Su yuanlin refused to say. She had no choice but to play the role of vicious white moonlight first, helping Su yuanlin to repel many schoolmates. At that time,
she was also very confused, why obviously like, but never saw Su yuanlin take the initiative to attack.
It was not until after that graduation trip that she saw Su yuanlin looking for me so anxiously that she realized that Su yuanlin had always liked me.
I got out of the car breathlessly and ran wildly on my way home.
I wanted to shout, I wanted to shout, but there was nothing. I was
eager to see Su yuanlin now.
I want to tell him, Su yuanlin, I also like you for many years. It was you
from the beginning, it’s always been you,
only you.
Also, I’m going to officially confess everything to him.
But when I got home, I saw Su yuanlin sitting on the sofa with an expressionless face. This
time has not yet come to the time of burning to sleep, usually Su yuanlin will accompany burning
to chatter and play.
But at this moment, there is no burning noise, no laughter of two people.
There was silence.
“Ran Ran went to sleep.” He looked up at me with a bitter smile at the corners of his mouth,
and then his eyes fell on the things in his hands.
I followed his gaze and saw a picture the size of a card.
The back of me and him sitting on the bench under the tree.
This photo was developed by me that year and stored in my wallet. Su yuanlin opened his mouth in a somewhat tired and hoarse voice: “Ran Ran said, this is Dad
.”. She heard what her mother said to this picture.
“She said that when she missed her father very much, she would kiss this picture, but she couldn’t
tell her mother because she would be unhappy.”
Su yuanlin swallowed the rest of the words with difficulty, then closed his eyes and covered
them feebly with his hands. “Yanyan, do you owe me an explanation?”.
“Can I see what I’ve missed out on?” Su yuanlin and
I haven’t spoken for a week.
He would still take care of Ran Ran, take Ran Ran to kindergarten, send him back in the evening, and
cook for me who worked overtime and came back late, but left before I got home.
I tried to block him, but he always avoided me.
That day, facing Su yuanlin, who had already seen the photos, I tried my best to explain and
confessed everything incoherently.
I can straighten out all the logic and order, but I can’t deny the fact
that I didn’t tell Su yuanlin when I found out that I was pregnant unexpectedly.
At that time, I had just experienced “confessing love is lovelorn.” I wanted to completely put down this person, and my first reaction when I found out
that I had an unexpected pregnancy was that aborting her was my most rational choice. But, ah, there is a kind of mood in this world, called unable to let go, and reluctant to part with.
I don’t want to.
I don’t want to feel the moment when the baby moves in the stomach for the first time, and I don’t want to see the little sprout of life in the body when
I do B-mode ultrasound.
So at that moment, I made the decision to keep her, and Su yuanlin had nothing to do with anyone
.
I really want to bring her up by myself.
Even now, I still feel that I was not wrong, and Su yuanlin, not
wrong, he passively bear all this. There is
only one mistake, which is called a strange combination of circumstances.
Hurt everyone.
But who says mistakes can’t be changed?
Meng Yanyan has never compromised in her life.
Man, I can chase again. We can make up for
the injury. If I miss Su yuanlin again
this time, I will be a fool.
I finally blocked Su yuanlin in the underground garage of the hospital.
I don’t know if he’s hiding from me or paralyzing himself. He’s been adding surgery to himself
for three weekends in a row until the wee hours of the morning. The director of their department found me and asked me to keep an eye on him and
persuade him. I was also acting under the orders of the director.
Su yuanlin avoided my gaze and whispered, “Yanyan, it’s too late. Hurry
home.” Regardless,
I pulled open the passenger door and sat on it. “I don’t
care, or you can throw me down.”
Su yuanlin sighed, but his eyes did not turn to look at me. He paused and said,
“Well, I’ll take you home.”
As soon as I pulled his hand away from the steering wheel, I held his hand tightly to prevent him from pulling it back
. “Su yuanlin, let’s make it clear today.”. Do
you want to separate from me?
“You know, just say no, and I won’t bother you again.” When
he heard this, his body trembled, and his hand unconsciously clenched
my hand more tightly, pulled me to him, and then, as if suddenly reacting, released my
hand. Of course
I won’t let him go.
He sighed and finally turned to face me. His eyes were fixed on me.
Just sitting opposite me, I felt the tenderness and reluctance in his eyes. He put his hand to my ear and gently helped me pick up the scattered broken hair. “Yanyan, I’ve been thinking about it carefully these two
days. I’m not so much angry with you as angry with myself in those days
.”
I showed a puzzled expression.
“I always wonder, if I had been braver, if I had done more, if
I hadn’t given up because I couldn’t get in touch with you, would everything have been different, and you
wouldn’t have had to go through such a failed marriage..”
Wait a minute. What is it?
It seems that there is something more complicated that has not been clarified.
I grabbed his hand. “What marriage?”? I’m not married.
Su yuanlin was startled by me. “But aren’t you married to Qi Ren
?” He murmured.
I was completely blindfolded. At that time,
I was just holding my breath and told a lie about “having a husband.” Why did it turn out that I
was married to Qi Ren? Where on earth did
Su yuanlin hear the strange thing!
I held Su yuanlin’s face in my hands and stared at him closely. “Now,” I said through clenched teeth, “tell me everything you’ve been holding in your
heart.”
I heard a strange story from Su yuanlin.
I can’t believe this is the year I remember wanting him.
Su yuanlin said that in his eyes at that time, Qi Ren and I seemed to be the same person.
We are pioneers, free and easy, brave and indomitable.
At that time, I was lost in the tender summer of youth, and the youth also saw me in the crowd
at a glance.
But he soon saw that there was a Qi Ren beside me.
I am completely different in front of Qi Ren and in front of him. If you can
put down the burden, you can spill it.
It seems to be in full bloom.
In addition, he found out that Qi Ren and I had been childhood sweethearts since primary school, so he decided at a
glance that Qi Ren and I were a couple.
Including the night of the graduation trip when I asked him to get drunk and express my love, he also thought that Qi Ren and I
had broken up.
He considered pushing me away.
But in the end, I couldn’t bear to part with it.
“Yanyan, you don’t know how much I felt inferior at that time.” Su yuanlin covered his eyes and whispered to me. I have never been reckless
in my life, and I will look ahead and back and consider every decision carefully. What everyone around me says, I will put in my heart.
Others see me as a glamorous title, a student president, an outstanding graduate, and everyone thinks I’m God’s favored son, but I realize that I’m actually not very talented.
“I envied the world of you and Qi Ren, but at that time I felt that I would never be able to enter.”
It turned out that when I thought I was out of place outside an excellent circle, he was also looking at me outside my world.
And none of us had the courage to go any further.
“Fool.” Tears welled up in my eyes.
“Big fool!”
I rushed to Su yuanlin, his head almost hit the window, but also the first time to protect me, lest I fall out of the seat.
I buried my tearful face in his shoulder socket and said in a hollow voice in his arms, “So you think I married Qi Ren later?” Holding me in his arms,
he touched my hair and said, “Yes, I couldn’t find you at that time. It was a long time before I heard that you and Qi Ren had gone back to your hometown.”. I thought you..
I got up from his arms and wiped away my tears. “Then why did you come here?”
He wiped the tears from my eyes and said, “That sounds a little sour.”
“Say what you haven’t said.”
He sighed, “After I graduated with a PhD, I asked my teacher to help me get in touch with the two people here.”
Courtyard. I wondered if one day, at some point
while I was in the hospital, it would be you who opened the door of the consulting room.
This is my first visit to the place where Su yuanlin lives.
Clean and tidy, no popularity, like his usual cool look.
Su yuanlin was busy in the kitchen. After I said I was not hungry several times, the man
drove me out of the kitchen and let me sit on the sofa and wait for supper.
An hour later, Su yuanlin came out of the kitchen, crucian carp soup, crab powder cage.. Almost all of them are
my favorite.
“Steamed Small Meat Dumpling in Basket this time it’s steamed for convenience, so maybe it’s not very fresh. When the crabs are on the market
later, I’ll make them for you myself.”
I hugged Su yuanlin from behind, who was setting the table. He patted my hand and said in a gentle voice,
“Eat first.”. Be good, it won’t taste good when it’s cold. I started to say, “No.”
Then he pressed his face against his back and asked softly, “How do you know I like crucian carp
soup?”
Did not hear Su yuanlin’s answer.
I poked my head forward, only to find that his face was quietly red.
“When Auntie talks about you at the nurses’ station, I’ll go over and listen.”
My heart, in an instant, turned into a honey cookie.
I turned Su yuan-lin around and pushed his back onto the dining table. I put one hand on his
ear and put my face close to his face. I pretended to be “vicious” and said, “I don’t want to eat
, I want to eat you.”
Su yuanlin looked at me and burst out laughing.
I thought to myself that he could not think too much, and just now he had the courage to put on a
tiger attack.
Did not expect this fellow to see through at a glance, but also laugh at me, hum. “What are you laughing at?” I asked
, my face burning.
Su yuanlin smiled for a moment and then stopped, the look on his face began to be serious, the color of his eyes gradually
deepened, and his hand slowly stroked my waist-I couldn’t touch it since I was a child, and now under his hot palm, a feeling of
weakness came from my waist. I feel like I’m going to collapse in the next second.
“That’s what Yanyan himself said.”
I began to stammer. “What did I say?”
I was picked up by Su yuanlin. While holding me, he lowered
his head and kissed my lips. “If you don’t eat, eat me.” I woke up
the next morning with bleary eyes. There is no one in the
bed. Su yuanlin’s shirt was on the chair. It’s the same as
when Zhoushan homestay woke up. It’s
just me.
But this time it was different-
I took the note on the bedside table.
Yanyan, I’m going to buy you breakfast. You can stay for a while, but you can’t stay for a
long time. It’s not good for your health.
Love you. I looked at the note, the corners of my mouth involuntarily pulled up, how can not suppress the smile on my face
.
But the heart is still angry, hum, dog man, but also in charge of me. Yes, I will.
However, less than ten minutes later, I went into the bathroom uncontrollably and began
to wash and brush my teeth obediently. While she
was happily gargling, a strange aunt’s warm
voice suddenly came from outside the bathroom door:
“Lin Lin, how are you and that girl? Oh, mom told you that you
can’t be too gentle to girls.” When it’s time to take the initiative, be bold. “
Before my brain could react, the bathroom door was pushed open.
” Ah! ”
For the record, I didn’t call it. In
20 minutes.
I sat awkwardly on the sofa, next to Su yuanlin, who had returned from buying breakfast, and opposite us
, Su yuanlin’s mother, who looked at us with a loving face.
Su yuan-lin was the first to say, “Mom, you didn’t even say hello when you came.”
Su yuan-lin’s mother was the first to apologize: “I’m sorry, son. I didn’t know
you were already checking your progress.”
Brush, brush the progress.
Okay, I think my aunt must be able to talk to my mother.
“Ahem, that, Auntie is not interfering with you.”. You see, it’s been five years and you two are still thinking about each other, which proves that it must be a godsend. You go everywhere yourself first, and then one day, let’s look at the day?
Don’t worry. In the future, if you get married and have children, and if there are mothers who need help in life, you can take the lead in education. Alas, speaking of this, do you have to think about the school district housing in advance?
Child?
Su yuanlin’s mother still doesn’t know about burning?
I asked Su yuanlin quietly with my eyes.
He winked at me and whispered in my ear, “I didn’t talk to you before, so I didn’t talk to my mother first.” I felt a warm feeling in my
heart, and while Su yuan-lin’s mother was musing, I quietly held his hand from behind and whispered in his ear, “I think I can talk to my aunt.”
Su yuanlin’s eyes blossomed with surprise.
As we all know, this is a sign that once the parents are told, it proves to be the beginning of the involvement of two families. And the next step, I think, is to give the burning a new home.
A home with a mother and a father.
22
August 14.
lunar calendar the seventh day of the seventh month, the date of Tanabata.
It is suitable for marriage and good luck.
My wedding with Su yuanlin was held in the guesthouse of that year.
Ran Ran attended the wedding for the first time. She was so happy that she ran around and forgot her
identity as a flower girl.
Su yuanlin’s mother and my mother followed her, worried that she would bump into each other and protect her.
Especially Su yuanlin’s mother, the first
day the old lady learned that she had a granddaughter, she fell into the love of being unable to extricate herself, and
even planned to move her family here.
After Su yuanlin and I tried to persuade her, the old lady came to her senses, but we had to
promise that the burning summer vacation time belonged to her, and no one could occupy it.
Su yuanlin was afraid that I would be unhappy and explained to me quietly. Holding his hand,
I poked him in the nose and said, “It’s understandable that an old woman suddenly learns that she has a grandchild. There’s always room for her feelings to be released.”. I am so unreasonable.
“Besides, it’s not easy to take care of the kids. I’m happy to have a vacation.”
“Shall we go on our honeymoon? You decide the place.” Su yuanlin quietly scratched my palm. It was probably the first time that
the master of ceremonies saw the newlyweds who talked small in the wedding process. He coughed loudly twice, indicating that we should respect the fruits of his labor.
I stuck out my tongue and pushed Su yuanlin into his position. At the
banquet, Liu Lu came to me specially to drink a cup, but he wanted to apologize. “Sister-in-law,”
she said in a tone that did not match her elegant goddess appearance, “I didn’t expect that the girl in the library was you. I thought it was another schoolgirl. I’m really sorry to stab you. I’ll do it, and you can do whatever you want.
I didn’t have time to stop her, so I watched her pour down a cup full of white. After
drinking too much, she was completely released, and pulled me to continue gossiping: “The main thing is that your dress in those days was not in line with you. You were a cool sister in those days. That big rivet, punk outfit, how could you be good? Ha ha ha..”
I laughed with her, but I wanted to slap the cake on her face, so I wouldn’t mention the death scene any more, okay! I whispered to Su yuanlin, who was pulling her back to her seat, “So that’s why you saw me frowning in the library
?”
Su yuanlin left his sister to his best friends at the university and turned around and put his arms around me
. “That’s obviously not the dress you would feel comfortable in.”.
“Yanyan, I want you to be with me and still be yourself.”
Qi Ren and Dr. Xiong were drinking until their faces turned red. He came over with a glass of wine in his hand
. I looked disgusted and said, “Hey, I warn you, don’t throw up at my wedding.”
Qi Ren should not be drunk, but also know to retort: “I will not find you if I vomit, I will find your
doctor Su.”
He gulped down half a glass of wine in his hand.
This fellow is drunk as expected, after drinking unexpectedly conveniently threw the cup, pulled Su yuanlin
, said something in his ear.
Su yuanlin did not say anything after listening, patted him on the shoulder, and handed
him to Dr. Xiong. Curious,
I ran after Su yuanlin and asked, “What did that bitch Qi Ren say to you?”
Su yuanlin just didn’t tell me and let me pull his clothes.
In the end, I was no match for him, but I just touched my lips: “You don’t need to know the secrets
between men.”
Fine. As the sun set, I leaned on Su yuanlin’s shoulder, squinting my eyes, looking at the endless
sea, the lighthouse at the top of the island, and the August monsoon in my hands.
Familiar scenery,
familiar people,
after more than ten years, we finally stepped into each other’s world.
The wisp of smoke finally brushed the distant forest. When
Friend
1
left the city, an old song, Eason Chan
‘s “Ten Years”, was playing in the voice box of the taxi.
Qi Ren recognized the song when he heard the prelude.
Many years ago, on campus, he and Meng Yanyan listened to the school radio station’s single cycle and
walked around the playground again and again in the moonlight.
They complained about farting and even bought wine secretly, sitting on the playground bleachers and blowing
bottles.
Wanton ten years ago. Decade. How many decades are there in
life.
And he and Yanyan seem to have been more than a decade.
Since he met Meng Yanyan in elementary school, he knew he had the best
friend in his life. As a child,
he grew slowly, like a
malnourished bean in a mushrooming baby, and was naturally targeted by a bad school bully who forced him to hand over his pocket
money.
He resisted, but was crushed and rubbed on the ground.
The elder sister Meng Yanyan fell from the sky at this time.
A look is an old acquaintance, that a few small hoodlums see Meng Yanyan holding a brick out,
immediately retreat, but while retreating also clamored, said sooner or later break Meng Yanyan’s leg.
Meng Jie snorted coldly and picked up a new brick to catch up.
Qi Ren clung to her leg.
Meng Jie is domineering, but she takes care of the children gently and carefully.
Qi Ren looked at Meng Yanyan, who had given him the medicine for his injured hand, and said softly, “Don’t
stand out again next time.”. If they don’t get the money, they’ll leave.
Meng Jie pinched off the cotton swab with a force. Qi Ren gave a cry of “ah” and began to hold his hands and wail.
Meng Yanyan, with a look of hatred, began to brainwash Xiao Douding: “How
can you think that?”. If you want to fight with them, just as soon as he fights, he will go up ten times. If you don’t
believe me, you won’t be convinced! “But you’re a girl after all..” said
Qi Ren in a low voice.
Meng Yanyan narrowed her eyes dangerously. “Why, you look down on girls?”
“No, no, no. I mean, what if I can’t beat you and you’re in danger?”
“Never mind, Sister Meng will take care of you!”
The little girl imitated her grandmother’s appearance and touched the head of the small bean like a cat. At the end of
primary school, his friendship with Meng Yanyan continued wonderfully. They
went to the same school and were assigned to the same class, and became
deskmates in the case of random ranking.
Teenage boys grow crazily, Qi Ren naturally no longer need the protection
of Meng Yanyan, but he is still very conscious to call Meng Jie, Meng Jie to cover themselves.
Meng Yanyan puffed out her little chest and patted him on the shoulder: “No problem, Sister Meng is covering
you!” When did it
begin to change? How he feels about her. After
high school? After
college was no longer inseparable?
Or, in the past that I didn’t realize very early.
Qi Ren couldn’t figure it out.
He only knew that when Meng Yanyan talked with him about that person
shortly after he entered the university, there was a little pain in his heart. It’s
really just a little bit.
And it never healed.
Over the years, his relationship with Meng Yanyan is no longer the relationship between elder sister and younger brother.
They are brothers, friends, best friends, and even the best rivals when it comes to some professional issues
. Finally,
he no longer had to call her Sister Meng, but could call
her name openly.
Smoke. After all,
she became the wisp of smoke that he could not catch. On the graduation trip to the outlying islands
of Zhoushan, Yanyan was so drunk that she came to Su yuanlin
and said that she had an unattainable love in her heart through drunkenness.
He watched silently at the other end of the table, and even thought darkly for a moment, refuse
her. After
rejecting her, could he reach out and touch the smoke.
But he didn’t want to.
As his best friend, he knew all about her suffering.
He wants her to be happy more than anyone else.
So he stepped forward and used the excuse of taking her away to provoke the man.
He made it.
Watching Su yuanlin and Yanyan go away, he laughed at himself and poured himself half a glass of wine.
So that’s it.
Xiao Qi, you are so ***ing great.
He raised his empty glass to the moonlight-
to you, to purity, to friendship.
To The Fuking World that everyone loves but can’t get.
But he didn’t expect things to turn for the worse.
By the time he got in touch with Yanyan, she had already returned to her hometown from school.
She said nothing but asked him to bring back her diploma for her.
He still asked one or two questions from her roommate who went to Zhoushan with her. After the
graduation ceremony, he took the first flight back to his hometown and asked clearly
in front of her. After
listening to all the things, he was livid, to find Su yuanlin that bastard, smoke
crying to stop him.
She said, that’s it. She wants nothing more to do with this man. He listened to
her with clenched fists.
Fine.
But no one thought that fate could play such a big joke.
Yanyan found herself pregnant.
Some things, as a boy, to this point, the words are not easy to say.
And he knew her decision from Yanyan’s eyes. Then stay with her.
Five years are fleeting. In
the past five years, he accompanied her and watched her change from a busy girl
to a gentle and powerful mother and woman today.
Ran Ran is very lovely, inheriting her delicate facial features and the character
of the quaint sword.
Sometimes in the park, he held Ran Ran in his arms and listened to her talk about the troubles
at work, feeling that it was good for time to stop at this moment.
Stop at this moment, they are the illusion of a family.
Over the years, he saw that she had come into contact with several boys in order to cope with the task, and of course, there was
often no follow-up.
He didn’t know if she was still thinking about that person in her heart.
His relationship with her has gradually changed from brother and friend to family.
So, is it possible to go one step further?
After this business trip, let’s take that step. He said to himself.
But it turns out that the four most fooling words in the world are called a strange combination of circumstances.
Holding Ran Ran in his arms in the ward, he naively competed with Su yuanlin for the child’s favor, watching the flow and blending between the smoke
and the man’s eyes.
He knew that this step would not go out after all.
Fate goes round and round, after all, it is the way to go and the way to stay. At the
wedding, he pretended to be drunk and walked to Yanyan and the man.
Just like the night of the graduation trip, he looked up and drank
half a glass of wine.
He threw the wine glass casually, pulled Su yuanlin’s tie, and said a
word in the man’s ear.
He said, you must be good to her, otherwise, I will wait at any time. Both
he and Su yuanlin knew that this was an untenable threat.
And Su yuanlin understood.
So he didn’t say anything, but patted him heavily on the shoulder. After singing the last line of
“Ten Years”, Qi Ren opened his eyes. Have arrived at the airport terminal.
He got out of the car and turned to look at the sky of the city where he had lived for nearly 30 years. I don’t know if it will be the next ten years if I
apply to go abroad and come back again.
So in the end, still —
so be it.
Just like when he saw his female classmates playing tarot cards on the spur of the moment, he also heckled
them to help him calculate.
The girl asked him to close his eyes and recite a person’s name silently.
The result is that you can be soulmates, so close that you don’t have to
be bound by marriage.
He was secretly surprised by the word soulmate.
Originally, the real meaning of that sentence is the second half of the sentence.
So, that’s it.
He smiled and turned to walk into the terminal. At the
end
of the check-in, someone patted him from behind, and he turned his head and saw a girl he had seen at the wedding
. It seems to be Su yuanlin’s sister, called Liu Lu.
She looked at the ticket in his hand. “What a coincidence! Are you going to Melbourne, too?” There is a blue sky
outside the window.
(The end of the chapter)
□ Meng Jiuchu
