I fell in love with a guy who jumped off a building for three years.
His body was left in a funeral home without anyone to claim it.
For seven days, no family friend showed up.
I paid all my bills with all my money.
That moment, he seemed to belong to me.
01
I woke up and found me crossing.
A month before Holin committed suicide.
In his cell phone, the police found a closed circle of friends: no one in the world loves me.
This time I will tell the world how much I love him.
But after listening to my confession, he smiled politely and expressed his gratitude.
“Can I have your tweet? I’m sorry.
I kept him busy, and he finally had no choice.
Helin Dynasty was my first-year-old senior, because he was too good for me.
In order to keep up with his footsteps, I studied to the same extent as he did to graduate students.
But I didn’t have time to say hello.
He just disappeared in the world.
I came to love you. _Other Organiser
First word of hello, I’ll go straight in.
There was a delay in responding.
Guess he’s shy. I’m going to say another word and find out I’m off the other side?
The red exclamation mark reminds me of what I just said as a pervert.
Add him again, he took me black.
I’m forbidden to add friends.
My time is only 29 days.
I had a dream the other night that he was dying.
I couldn’t hold him. He always jumped down through me.
Until I finally collapsed and jumped with him.
I woke up from my dreams with a strong sense of loss of weight.
The roommate asked me what nightmare I had, sweating.
“Dreaming that the fish I raised when I was a child was drunk by my uncle’s soup.” I’m sorry.
The roommate obviously doesn’t believe it. It’s just a fish.
It’s because of a fish.
He was crouched in front of a fish dealer and had his boss sell it to him.
The boss doesn’t sell, says he’s a fool.
The fish won’t live long.
I’m curious to see this fool around half of the city with his fried fish.
Finally came to a lake.
“Happy last time.” I’m sorry.
At that time I thought he was just a good man.
Now, in retrospect, why didn’t he say that to himself?
What about him? Happy last time?
02
It’s not a big school. It’s easy for me to find Helin.
“What the hell do you want?” He finally put up with my stalking.
I’ve raised my cell phone: “Take me back.” I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
“Then I’ll follow you. I’m sorry.
Helin looked at me and he didn’t compromise. I’m sorry.
That’s it. I’m a little hick from Holin.
Even if he ignores me, I enjoy it.
If he keeps ignoring me, at least he won’t kill himself because I’m staring at him.
I was downstairs in the morning.
Unlike in the past, he did not ignore me this time, but stopped next to me.
“Have you had breakfast?”
I shake my head.
I was afraid he’d run too early. I was downstairs at 6:00.
A bottle of milk is in my arms, “It’s about to expire, not waste.” I’m sorry.
I know of course it’s his concern.
Get your ass up behind him.
“Can I have a word today? I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
“Holin Dynasty!”
He looked back and looked at me, “What? I’m sorry.
I like you more than yesterday! I’m sorry.
He gave me an eye to see my own coach.
I’ll be back in the bedroom after he’s delivered.
The roommates were so humble and humble to all.
But that’s the original. He’s not disguised as a normal man.
‘Cause I woke up too early in the morning, so I went straight to noon.
The end of the Helin Dynasty was completely missed.
I ran to his school building with a taste.
Who’s the fool standing in front of the school building with the sun?
“Why don’t you wait for me in the shade?” I’m sorry.
He turned his head and asked me, “Who is waiting for you? I’m sorry.
Okay, fine.
Not waiting for me. Someone likes to tan June.
I don’t know what Helin’s up against.
I barely kept up with him.
Looks like he’s got fried chicken on his plate, and we’ve been trying hard to convince him to have a balanced diet.
“Oh. He doesn’t give a shit about what I mean.
Keep picking up fried chickens in the dining board.
“Holin Dynasty, fried chicken with fire. “And We exhorted him with unfailing hearts.
“Sun Nam, do not mess with your modest common sense in front of a medical student.” “He stares at me like an idiot with a plate.
Is mental medicine a doctor?
Look at the back of his seat, I shut up.
I had to make a double order for him.
It’s just that I didn’t think someone would take the place for a meal.
I was supposed to be in my place, and now I’m sitting with another girl or three!
I don’t know what four people are talking about, but one of the girls is smiling.
For them, the Holling Dynasty is not my venom at all, but rather very sweet.
It’s always a smile.
I looked in his direction. Why would I kill myself when I looked so normal?
God, someone hit my arm and spilled green bean soup on my arm.
“Student, I’m sorry. “The boy who hit me apologized and picked up the soup bowl that fell on the ground.
“I’ll get you another bowl. “If I didn’t say no, he’d retake a bowl to line up for soup.
There’s no room for Holin, so I’m gonna sit close and wipe my wet arm.
I thought it was just a boy.
It looks like it’s time to notice the Holin Dynasty.
“Who is he?” Helin asks for anger.
I mean, I don’t really know him, but he accidentally hit me.
Speak of the devil.
The boy came to me with the soup bowl and apologized for leaving.
We pushed the soup in the face of Halin: “I was thrown over two bowls because I was unstable. I’m sorry.
But he still looks at the bowl in front of him.
It was not until We exchanged our bowls that he tasted.
I said, “Well, it’s good. I love green bean soup in this canteen. I’m sorry.
Helin had just taken away his face and had eaten his fried chicken.
I started distributing him what I thought was a very balanced diet.
He resisted, but was forced to eat vegetables under my debauchery.
“Herlin Dynasty, don’t pick. I’m sorry.
It took him half a day to swallow that dish, as if eating vegetables really killed him.
03
Helin Dynasty, while looking like a normal person, after two weeks of my observation, seems to have no special friends. If there are no friends, it is because he has a good sense of humanity.
What about his family and mentors?
How can he care for a graduate student?
Why didn’t anyone attend his funeral?
There’s too much curiosity, but I don’t have time to figure it out.
Because there were only 15 days left before he committed suicide.
My tweet hasn’t been released from the blacklist.
“Holin Dynasty, when will you get me out of the blacklist? I licked the ice cream in my mouth.
If it wasn’t for the time being, I’d really enjoy having a secret conversation with him.
“Look at the mood. I’m sorry.
He overcame the ice cream on his hands because it melted fast.
He seems to hate sweets.
“Well, I can’t have dinner with you. I’m sorry.
He looked at me in the shadows, and he wanted to know why, but he didn’t want to talk.
“There’s a group meeting this afternoon to help a primary school design uniforms. “So I won’t hear from you all afternoon and night.” I’m sorry.
There was a noise on the phone, and I opened a message from his added friend.
Helin still has no other expression on his face.
You can’t kill yourself.
I didn’t find out until I went to a meeting. The guy who hit me that day was there.
Seeing me, he said, “I’m sorry about the other day. I left in a hurry. I’m sorry.
I mean, it’s okay, after all, I’m at the corner.
It was only in the conversation that he was a freshman in costume design, and my mentor was a friend of his father’s, and he was taken with him to make a project deposit.
“You don’t have to tell me so clearly. I’m sorry.
Don’t I have to hide my relationship now?
Roho says there’s nothing to hide about this: “I’m here too. I’m sorry.
During the meeting, I did not forget to send a message to Holin about what he had at dinner.
He didn’t come back to me. He took a picture.
It’s what I told him for dinner.
[Beautiful! I’ll pay you a visit to your bedroom later. _Other Organiser
I wonder if he’ll ever delete it again if I’m so blunt.
Fortunately, not only did not, but his response was received.
[ Chuckles ] _Other Organiser
This period, probably means he’s read it.
It’s after 9:00.
As soon as I left the building, I saw the Hollin Dynasty in Black T.
Roho on the side is still shouting that the mentors are dehumanizing and that they don’t meet during the day to pick the night.
As soon as he saw the next person twisting his head.
I told Roho I’m sorry. I kept up with him.
“Holin Dynasty!”
He didn’t talk to me. He sat on the bench.
“He’s my mentor’s friend’s kid, and he’s on the project. I’m sorry.
“I don’t like him. * He suffocated a word.
I’m in favor of noding and leaning next to him. “I hate relationships, too. I don’t like relationships! I’m sorry.
He didn’t answer me, and we’re in a long silence.
Couples not far away kiss in the woods in the dark.
I swallowed a mouthful and asked him, “Can I hold hands? I’m sorry.
He remained silent as usual, and I ran into his hand gently.
Take it while he’s not paying attention.
I felt like he didn’t mean to resist, and I had the guts to go straight up and stare at him, and I said, “Can we kiss?” I’m sorry.
“Shanan, are you ashamed? I’m sorry.
I used the other hand to finger the couple in the woods, suggesting that they could all say why we couldn’t.
“They’re lovers. I’m sorry.
He seems to be trying to wake me up.
“Will you be my boyfriend? I’m sorry.
I sensed my hand stinging, I grabbed his hand, and I was afraid he’d pull it off the next second.
I lost all my patience because of his failure to respond for so long that I was covered with the death of his other hand as soon as I was ready to open my mouth.
“Don’t say it. I’m sorry.
Then he carried me with one hand, and he died in a strange position that covered my mouth.
“I’ll let go if I don’t talk.” I’m sorry.
I nod my head, but the moment he lets go of my mouth, I whisper in his ear.
“Holin Dynasty, I like you more today than yesterday. I’m sorry.
04
The project is taking more and more time, and I’m spending less and less time alone with Helin.
I waited for him. He waited for me now.
My roommate says I’m tired, but my heart hangs on the tip of a knife every moment.
Until Roho finds me.
I didn’t want to have much of an affair with him because Holling would be unhappy.
Unfortunately, he came to me for the purpose of Holin Dynasty.
Once again, I lied to Holin Dynasty and said I had to stay up all night to get him back early.
“Do you know the parents of Holin Dynasty? Roho opened the door to all my doubts.
“His parents are brothers and sisters, but it’s like his father ran away shortly after his birth. I think he’s a little sick, and you’re still…
“Thank you for telling me about him. I interrupted Roho before he finished. “But what he was, I know better than you.” I’m sorry.
“Why do you think he studied psychiatry? Roho’s speculations are getting worse.
I can’t hear him slandering Halin: “I am grateful to you for telling me about him, but we are not too familiar. You have crossed the border so maliciously. I’m sorry.
Roho, who was still chattering, looked up and said it was for my own good.
“Aoi, I just want you to be a little cautious. I’m sorry.
I know he’s kind, and I can’t say it again, so I just have to say I’ll be careful.
That’s the one that made Höring hear.
“Prevent what? Protect me?”
I was still trying to explain it, and he dragged it away.
He’s got a lot of power. He’s hurting me.
He didn’t let me go until he got to a place empty.
“Shanan, you said you came to love me. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think he’d be mad at me. I didn’t think he was just accusing me softly, as if I had done a lot too much.
I didn’t know how to answer.
He laughed at me and said, “No, go away.” Stop looking for me. I’m sorry.
After that he turned around and wanted to leave, and I went up to hold him from behind.
“Halling Dynasty. Was it hard? I’m sorry.
I felt his body was stiff, and I was afraid that he would think of more things he would not share.
“It’s okay, it’s okay if you don’t tell me. I’ll stay with you. I’m sorry.
Helin dragged me into his arms so he could talk.
Roho’s words are true, and his parents are truly in love.
If anyone else had an unforgettable son of a godchild, they would have been so happy, but not the father of the Holin Dynasty.
The son’s behaviour was unusual and constantly reminded him of what he had done.
Finally he couldn’t bear the pain of his heart and left his mother and his son behind.
Because they were determined to be together, their family had long been cut off from them.
No family, no lover.
Herlin’s mother blamed all her mistakes on this unexpected child.
The physical torture is far less vicious than the language of his mother.
It was in his high school that he sensed his mental discomfort.
During the day, he tried to pretend to be a normal person and had to suffer at night from mental torture and the pleasure of self-harm.
One night, he searched 100 times for how to die without pain.
It came out a little bit that he thought of saving himself.
The world is not perfect, but someone will always watch over you.
“I thought, “Wait a minute, if someone really wanted to love me.” I’m sorry.
“Holin Dynasty…” I heard it with a little heart and a little heart.
“So you can turn your back on this one chance. I’m sorry.
“I will not turn back.” I’m sorry.
Last time I lost him for good because of my cowardice.
This is an opportunity not only for him to be reborn, but also for me.
“I will not regret this. I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk, he just tied me up.
It took me a long time to ask, “Are you my boyfriend now?” I’m sorry.
It just lets him loose, and the one who was crying just came back to his former pomp.
“Not really. I’m sorry.
“Why? You took advantage of me! I’m mad.
“You haven’t told me yet.” I’m sorry.
Didn’t I tell you every day?
“Officially. I’m sorry.
I’m surprised that a boy is still doing this, not to mention that he’s not usually prepared for girls.
“Can’t a boy have a sense of ritual? I’m sorry.
I’ve already planned a romantic confession for him.
05
It’s going so fast. One month is coming.
I set the day of his death.
I would like to tell him that this represents not only our anniversary, but also his rebirth.
In the years since then, we are all celebrating the new generation of the Holin Dynasty.
I’ve already asked which classroom has no class this day.
There’s a lot of printed pictures in there early and early.
I like to cut every sentence he says.
I was filming his back.
And when I wasn’t around, he served me every meal.
I knew he’d promise me, but since I did it for the first time,
Still nervous.
I should have looked after him more closely this day, but also because of my stress, he went to the tutor alone.
He waited in the classroom for two hours without coming.
All the messages came from the sea.
I was going to look for him, and I was walking down the stairs and I saw the guide from Harlem outside the window running.
Thinking about them, I should be finished, and I’m getting a little lighter.
“Shit, someone jumped in front. I’m sorry.
“Who’s so mean to jump off a building at school?”
The words of the passers-by made my legs almost fall down the stairs, and a strong sense of unease came to mind.
And We went down and down to the building, and took away all those who watched.
Those who lie in the blood of their blood will not be able to see it, and I will not know their clothes.
I whispered, “Herlin’s heading…” and I tried to run up and hold him, but I was stopped by the people around.
All of a sudden, I fainted in front of my eyes.
06
I feel like I’m in a loop.
Once again, I woke up from the dream of Holling jumping and found myself still lying in bed.
Turning on the phone, five days before Holling jumped.
I’ve been so busy with e-mailing Harlem, I want to see him, I want to.
However, the communicators have not found Halin Dynasty.
“Fuck! * I whispered, I felt like heaven was playing with me *
I ran out of my bedroom, and I found out by memory where Ha Lin was supposed to be.
It was hard to get to the point when he dropped out of class and pretended he didn’t know me.
“Holin’s way…” And We took his hand, but he cut it out.
“Who are you?”
Herlin’s friendly smile on my face kept me standing.
He doesn’t remember me?
So this time it’s from 0?
Or was it supposed to be my dream?
I’m in a loop, and I don’t know what’s real or what’s fake anymore.
But I don’t think it’s as simple as suicide.
He’s saving himself.
I tried to find something.
Until my mentor called me to the meeting.
His coach!
I suddenly remembered that every time he saw a coach, he had a worse temper.
I saw the back of his mentor the day Holin died.
This has to do with his coach!
I learned a new clue, and the whole of me was happy and relaxed even on my way to the meeting.
In the conference room, another acquaintance, Roho, was met.
I thought we didn’t know each other, and we didn’t say hello.
Who knows he came to me and said, “What’s up?” Has Helin left you? I told you he was a pervert. I had to do it. I’m sorry.
♪ I’m sorry ♪
“What did you say? I’ve got Roho’s horn, and I’m like, “What’s Helin doing to me?” I’m sorry.
Roho’s eyes were full of wonders: “Did you not say that Ha Lin’s dynasty has been haunting you lately, saying crazy things?” Something to regret. I’m sorry.
I’m still here after that.
In addition to me falling into this world, the Holling Dynasty has entered the cycle?
Then what does he mean by pretending he doesn’t know me?
The first time I hated myself was not a science student, and there was no perfect logic.
I stood up and scared the coach.
“Shanan, what’s wrong with you? “The teacher asked me in a voice of concern.
But I can’t afford to take too much. I’ll just take my bag.
I have to find Holin Dynasty, and he knows best what happened that day.
He was consciously avoiding me, and I spent two days in the bedroom without seeing anyone.
He didn’t even go back to his bedroom to see me.
It turns out I had him before, not I was smart.
He gave me this opportunity to find him from the beginning.
I said I loved him, he didn’t believe me, but he was still betting.
It’s been the third day, and I still haven’t seen the Holins.
The proximity of time has forced me to give up seeing him and to find his mentor.
It’s strange that his mentors have been giving me a bad feeling.
It was only after I had informed him that he relaxed his tight expression and smiled: “You were the girl whom the boy had said before. I’m sorry.
I’m a little embarrassed to make up a reason for this.
But it doesn’t seem to make any sense.
“No, it’s not. I’m sorry.
After all, Roho told me that I was very tired of Ha Lin Dynasty. If it was me, how could I be sick of him?
I’m not going to sit down with him because I’m not waiting for time. If you know, please tell me. I’m sorry.
The coach thought about it and told me the address of a small outside of the school.
I just thanked him for leaving, remembering his back the other day, and asked, “Do you have anything to do with Holin the day after tomorrow?” I’m sorry.
Listen to this. The old man, who was so nice, changed.
But soon again he covered it up.
“It’s okay. Why? I’m sorry.
“The day after tomorrow is my birthday, and I want Halin to be with me.” But I’m afraid you’re busy. I’m sorry.
He’s showing us how to play.
07
Holin refused to see me.
He didn’t want to open the door until I broke my throat.
“Herlin was wrong about him! Please open the door! I’m sorry.
I’m like a dog outside the door right now.
I don’t know who took my body! Still doing this to Holin Dynasty!
I’ll pay for what she did!
“I’ll tell you a secret. Please listen to me.” To make this more attractive, I came to the door and whispered, “It wasn’t me before. I’m sorry.
“Hannan, you lied to me.” His voice was heard in the house, and his emotions were very low.
“I’m not lying to you. “I’m continuing to fool him, “It wasn’t really me before. I’m sorry.
“You go. I’m sorry.
“I’m not leaving!”
In order to highlight my rogue nature, I sat directly at the door with a resolve to die and not to leave.
There was no movement in the room. I tried to push the door and he didn’t talk to me.
I didn’t expect the sky to help me.
The corridor of the barrel building has been wetted by the rain, which has not been repaired for many years and the roof of the corridor has leaked.
I was standing by the table, and I knocked when I was totally wet.
“Holin Dynasty, I’m wet. I’m gonna catch a cold if you don’t open the door. I’m sorry.
I sneeze on purpose to make myself even more pathetic.
“I see you just stood out and played with the rain. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
What’s with Holin Dynasty? He was afraid to look, but he didn’t want to open the door.
“You open the door and throw me an umbrella. I’ll go get changed first. I’m sorry.
That said, I was ready for 100 metres.
But when the door opened a crack, I went in.
The door opened, and it was not an umbrella, it was a great towel.
Big enough to just cover me up.
“Burn yourself in. I’m sorry.
After that he entered the door like a 250,000.
I followed him behind my dog’s legs, afraid he would close the door and shut me outside.
The atmosphere in the room is suffocating.
Herlin leaned against the wall and staring at me badly.
I’ve tried to talk on several occasions, but I’ve stopped for no organized language.
Say it. I’m sorry.
Helin raised his head to signal me.
I took a breath and told him all about it.
Since his first death.
On the way here, I put the whole thing together.
Herlin’s reaction was so big that I could ignore it that he was not actually aware of his jump.
He didn’t enter the cycle, but I suddenly disappeared in his timeline.
Turned into someone who didn’t know him.
One night, he couldn’t accept it and thought I was playing with him.
The jump must have had something to do with his mentor, at least they couldn’t see him that day.
But after I’ve listened to him, I’ll know what to say.
“That sounds crazy, but that’s what I’m going through. I’m sorry.
He laughed, and said, “In these days, this is the reason.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to prove it.
“I said you’re going to regret it. I’m sorry.
He took an umbrella from behind the door and threw it at my feet and then turned himself into the bedroom.
“Helling, believe me.” I followed him and dragged him to the corner.
09
I’m standing on the roof of the barrel building, next to the horinary dynasty that’s holding my arm.
It’s still raining and it hurts in the face.
We were both soaking wet that I couldn’t even see his face.
I showed up with him 10 minutes ago, and he asked me if he died and I would go into circulation.
I nod my head like that.
“If you say you can’t die, jump. I’m sorry.
He dragged me up the roof and forced me to look down.
Eight floors above the barrel building, and if it does jump, it’s almost fatal.
If you survive, you can fall.
I moved my feet inside with a little fear and was pushed back by Halin: “If you say you won’t die, we’ll jump together.” I’m sorry.
“Holin Dynasty…”
I can’t look down with my eyes closed, as if I’d faint.
Kobayashi was standing in a high building and jumped twice.
“Don’t be afraid. If we die, it’ll be martyrdom. He bowed in my ear and said with calm enough to speak too much.
As if life and death were of no importance to him.
“Holin Dynasty…”
I don’t know what to do. I can’t say his name again and again.
The rain is getting worse and people are watching TV downstairs.
Nobody cares about the top floor.
“Huh,” he smiled at me, “Why don’t you?”
Looking at him, I secretly decided to bet.
“Holin Dynasty, I won’t talk to you at any time. “If I don’t talk to you, it’s not Shenan.” I’m sorry.
I looked down and I took a deep breath to close my eyes.
Just about to jump and be dragged into my arms.
“Shanan, are you crazy?”
He just made me jump to prove that I was not angry at this moment, and I could eat it.
“What if I don’t get you? I’m sorry.
I held him back in my arms and I felt his body temperature and his heart beating with his wet clothes.
“Herlin Dynasty, you must always remember I will never ignore you. I’m sorry.
I came back all the time for you and to keep you in the world.
But I didn’t say that.
We went back to his cabin.
He put a set of his clothes on me to get a hot bath before I catch a cold.
I’m holding the clothes in my hand and staring at the empty toilet for half a day.
Although it does look like it’s been a few years, I still don’t get it.
I know what I’m saying, and Hörling is hitting me on the back of the roof: “I’m not afraid to die, I’m afraid to shower in front of me.” I’m sorry.
Pervert! I’m sorry.
I was shocked to hear that from him?
“Yeah, I’m a pervert, so you never lie to me. I’m sorry.
In spite of this, he has been towed down to the toilet door and made a simple curtain door.
“Go on, don’t get cold. I’m sorry.
By the time I came out, Holling had changed a dry pair of pants and was naked.
“What are you doing?” I looked at the scene screaming, and I looked at him dead on his skinny body.
He doesn’t care that he can’t wear wet clothes.
It’s already raining hard outside, and I finally chose to stay with him.
Helin volunteered to sleep on the floor, but the first time he complained to me in bed, it was cold and damp.
I couldn’t bear it. I bit his teeth and put him to bed.
“How can it work? The name is not right.” I’m sorry.
I don’t want to talk to him. I’m really tired of what happened today.
“Then lie down on the ground.” I’m sorry.
When I didn’t ask him, he climbed his own bed and moved carefully towards me.
I went straight into his arms and found a comfortable place, and he wasn’t moving.
“Holin Dynasty, I’m really sleepy. I’m sorry.
I held him with my eyes closed and he relaxed and held me tight.
I fell asleep and I heard him call me by my name again.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“I’m afraid you’re not you. Helin buried me in my neck and woke me up.
“No, it won’t. I touched his head, “If only I’d disappeared and you waited for me, I’d come and find you.” I’m sorry.
“You swear. I’m sorry.
“I swear!”
10
We had two days in the barrel building and the last day I was so nervous.
I didn’t want to go out, and I didn’t want him to go out.
I wouldn’t let go of his coach even if he couldn’t.
“He promised not to look for you today! “I’m a bit depressed, but I can’t count on it.
Helin looked at me funny: “What then?” I’m sorry.
“Don’t go! If you go, you’ll never find me again. I’m sorry.
I had to let him choose.
His mentor just called again, and I watched him live.
“What are you jealous of? I’m sorry.
I told him again about my suspicions, and I thought his coach wasn’t like a good guy.
“You see what he promised me, and you still want you out. You’re not going anywhere!
“Good. I’m sorry.
I was a little surprised when Hollin made his promise.
“Did you find your mentor strange? I tried to wake up some of his doubts about the coach.
Then he shook his head: “My mentor was good, and he came to you every time I was not normal, and he knew all about me. I’m sorry.
That’s weird. I stopped thinking.
I decided to watch two reasoned movies to find logic.
I haven’t seen Chinatown 3 since it was released at the beginning of the year.
It’s a cliché. I knew she was a murderer once that Zazawa Yami came out. The more boring it gets in the back, the more it tastes, the more it talks to me.
Up to the end, Qin Fung was accused of murder and I was so angry.
“How can a perfect murder be pushed down?” I’m sorry.
He grabbed a piece of chips from me and said, “My mentor always said that he studied human psychiatry for the rest of his life and wanted to see what a man would do when he was pushed to his mental limit. I’m sorry.
“I told him that if he could push a man to the limit, he would commit suicide, which would be a perfect murder.
“But he said he wanted to try for years, but never found the test. I’m sorry.
♪ ♪ I’ll tell you ♪
Helling’s just a few short words for me!
Helin’s not a suicide! He wanted to live!
The bodies of no one, the bodies that left in a hurry, were all at once proving that the experiment was Helin Dynasty!
It also makes perfectly sense that he was finally convicted of suicide, because his mentors were abetted to kill.
This is the perfect murder he made!
I was afraid of the evening, and fortunately I didn’t ask him to find a mentor today.
But why does his mentor have to be today? I don’t understand.
But Hörling was shocked by his full hearing and his dependence on his mentor, and I was not prepared to force him to accept it.
“Just think of me as the little man’s heart. I’m sorry.
Who knows that Helin took my hand and put it in his chest, saying, ‘I believe you.’
“Sharnan, whatever you say, I believe you unconditionally.
“I choose you and whoever you are. I’m sorry.
I’m a little shy to hear that, and for the first time, I heard Halin’s love to me.
There’s a little bit of discomfort.
And when I was holding him around my neck, preparing to kiss him, he pushed me away with his mouth: “No confession, no kiss.” I’m sorry.
“How about next time? “What kind of man is that?
“No way. I’m sorry.
For his safety, he even used his clothes on the bed on the 38th line.
I’ll really thank you.
Eleven.
We were in bed till dark, and I wouldn’t have taken him out if I hadn’t thought he’d be hungry.
“We’ll pack up later. It’s too dangerous out there! * I hold his hand tight and I do not dare to slacken for a moment *
He didn’t talk. He still looked like that, but he grabbed me.
On my way home, I had a feeling for the rest of my life.
But you’re not as good as God. It was the last two hours of the day, or an accident.
His coach drove up to us like crazy.
I pushed him, but I was knocked down.
The pain that came out of the dirt spread all over the body and Hörling was going to take me to the hospital with red eyes.
I opened my mouth and wanted him to pay attention to the coach who got out of the car, but there was only sweetness in his mouth.
His mentor, with a knife in his hand, was coming closer and he kept saying, “Kill you and I can get out.” I’m sorry.
Run! Run! * The words I shouted with all my strength finally brought to the attention of the people behind me *
After all, the coach is an old man, and he is not a rival to Holin Dynasty.
In two or three hours, he was beaten to death and couldn’t get up.
The angry Horin took the mentor, picked up the knife and realized what he was going to do, and I was lying on the floor and shaking my head in despair.
If he had blood on his hands, his life would only be more painful.
“Holin Dynasty! I can’t kill you! Kill me! I don’t want to end up in this endless cycle! I’m sorry.
The coaches there are still talking to him who is on the verge of collapse.
I feel like he can really do it, but the brain can’t control my body anymore.
I feel my consciousness is getting weaker and I can only whisper his name over and over again.
“Holin-Holin-Holin-Dai…”
He finally noticed me and left his coach running towards me.
“Shanan, you hold on, we go to the hospital. I’m sorry.
His voice was shaking and he tried to hold me up, but he couldn’t hold me back because his hands were shaking so hard.
“Herlin, don’t be afraid. I’m here to save you. If only you’d survived today…”
I feel like my eyelids are getting heavy and I can’t hold on.
“Yes, not yet! Ha Nam, you’re waiting for me. We’ll start over. I’m sorry.
Helin carefully put me down and realized what he was going to do, and I shook my head so hard I couldn’t call him back.
“You have to remember to come to me. After that, he left me running down the stairs.
I was desperate to close my eyes.
Before the total loss of will, there was a loud sound of a crash, followed by a scream.
“Aah! Someone jumped. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I couldn’t save you.
12
“Wean Wan Station has arrived, this is the bus’s terminal and passengers are requested to prepare for their departure. I’m sorry.
The bus stop reminds me of a direct wake-up call, and the tears around my eyes remind me of a long dream.
No matter how hard I tried, I didn’t save Ha Lin Dynasty.
All of a sudden, I saw the image of the guy I just got off the bus, just like I dreamed of.
It’s not a dream!
I’m back again?
I looked at him getting out of the car and was pushed by the driver at the moment, “Sister, this is the end stop. I’m sorry.
I rushed out of the car with Harlem, and just to see when time went back, I saw the fried fish in his hand.
Did I come back to our first meeting?
I’m stuck here. It’s been too long.
Before we had the time to be happy, the people in front turned to their frowning hysteria and rushed and said, “Hannam! I’m sorry.
Hey! I’m sorry.
And We pursued him in two steps, and we danced and sang with joy.
He remembers! He doesn’t forget me!
“Holin Dynasty, what are we doing now? Let the fish go?”
“Don’t let go. I’m sorry.
“What’s with it?”
Eat. I’m sorry.
And We smote him with displeasure: “The fish that is stung is sick and cannot eat. I’m sorry.
“I said, don’t talk to a medical student about your life. I’m sorry.
That’s great. Helin won’t have to meet a perverted coach again.
Since then, there have been only happy Ha Lin Dynasty and Ha Nam.
Helin’s away.
I’ve been having a dream since high school.
In my dreams I fell from high buildings.
I don’t want to die. I tried so hard to learn a normal person to stay alive in this world.
In order to change this situation, I have chosen the subject of psychiatry.
I’m not going to be a doctor. I just want to be myself.
My mentor is very good, and he hears my past always comforts me that there is something in the world worth staying.
But he reminds me from time to time that there is no one else in the world to love me.
My feelings for the mentor were wonderful, with respect for his trust and his desire to escape.
Until I met Nat, she said she came to love me.
Many girls told me so, but not for two days they fell in love again.
I thought Shenan was no exception, but she was given a chance.
I’m jealous she talks to every man, nobody.
But someone’s looking for her.
The man named Roho not only called her sister but also told her my secret.
I never cared that she knew where I was, but I cared that she heard it from someone else.
But she said she wouldn’t regret it, she would love me forever.
She also said she would give me a romantic confession.
Who needs it? I don’t.
But I couldn’t sleep too much that night.
I’m still loved, and I’ve been insisting for years for this day.
But she lied to me and woke up and she said she didn’t know me.
I insisted on asking her if she regretted it and she could just say it, and she said I was harassing her.
I stalked her for two days, and she brought Roho to say it was her boyfriend.
The coach comforts me that the world is like this, and I can only trust him.
But I still don’t like it.
When Shenan came to me, I was excited to pretend I didn’t know her.
She said it wasn’t her. I didn’t believe it.
But she was really willing to jump to prove herself. I almost missed her.
I held her in fear. I believed whatever she said was true or false.
I believe everything she says.
But I didn’t think my respected mentor would take me as his experiment.
Shenan fell on the ground, and for the first time I panicked.
She said she came to save me, and I’d rather not come for me at this moment.
I’d rather disappear from the world than see her get hurt.
Since she said I’d jump in a loop, let’s do it again.
If it wasn’t, I wouldn’t have lived without her anyway.
If it’s true, Nat, you must come to me.
Good thing I saw her when I opened my eyes.
She stood still at the station, but she didn’t stop me.
I’ll take the initiative this time.
“Hanna! Come on. I’m sorry.
Hey! I’m sorry.
And for the next few decades, you must follow me as well.
May I?
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
