“What now, my boyfriend seems to have changed. I’m sorry.
“He … tried to kill me. I’m sorry.
“For once, I’ll do it first. I’m sorry.
“Hip-Hop. I’m sorry.
One.
I’ll always remember that night.
On November 15th, 2020, the weather forecast said there would be thunderstorms.
It was a lovely night.
“Dear, I’ll be right home. I’m sorry.
At 9:00 p.m., I got a phone call from Zhou Zhou Zhou, the first time he called me before he came home, and he was a little excited.
“I have a surprise for you. I’m sorry.
Today is the eighth anniversary of our love, and I can’t help but laugh with the phone: “Well, I’m cooking your favorite ribs. I’m sorry.
I’m a Zhou Dynasty, a character-complementing man. He’s 189, a second-level national athlete who won the national college championship gold medal.
This loft house is also Zhou Dynasty’s house, where he buys everything, and I don’t like being held hostage, and he gives me time to do what I like, and he gives me so much money, and he says I’m happy enough.
My friends envy me for finding such a good boyfriend, and I thought so.
“Men will be nice to you before they get married. I’m reminded, but I’m sure Zhou Dynasty isn’t like that.
We’ll be happy, maybe Zhou will propose to me tonight.
The soup pans on the gas stove are fragrance and the kettles are ringing.
I looked up at the clock, 9 o’clock.
Hot, hot water pours into the breaker, and I want to make Zhou Dynasty a taco.
He seems tired recently. He comes home early and late and comes home at night and sleeps backwards. I’m sorry.
Soon, my ribs just came out, and the door went off.
“Chou Tsai, you rest on the couch, I’ll be right back. I’m sorry.
I didn’t turn back because I was pouring hot corn crumbs out of the glass of the breaker.
No response, no footsteps.
I’m a little skeptical, and I’m like, “Chou Dynasty. I’m sorry.
“Oh, my God!” I was burned, and the breaker was a cup machine, heavy, and I turned around, and I saw myself in a wet troupe, wearing a black raincoat that I had never seen, standing behind me.
The kitchen was a warm light, and at the time it was on him, the black raincoat was not in the air, and a little hairy light came out.
I noticed he didn’t take off his shoes.
I feel a little weird in my heart, asking questions, but I don’t walk around to undress him as usual.
“It’s raining outside? Take off the hot bath. I’m sorry.
He didn’t answer me, the big hat covered his eyes.
“Chou Dynasty? “I asked him again for a test.
“Aah!”
He suddenly came and strangled me with those big hands who won the fight.
My pupils amplified in an instant, and the suffocation took a few seconds to finally react.
He’s gonna kill me!
It’s not a joke or a threat. He’s got the balls to kill me!
Why?
When I couldn’t say anything, his arms, his face, the whole man fell back with no control, he knocked over the corn crumbs, and the sound of crumbs seemed to provoke his reaction. He was a little relieved, and I realized that he was wearing a leather glove on his hand!
My heart is crawling with fear.
I coughed as if I was going to cough my lungs out, and I wanted to run, but my legs were too soft to move even one step.
“Don’t run, you can’t escape. I’m sorry.
The voice of Zhou Dynasty was mute, and I fell on the floor and finally saw his eyes.
Red’s eyes are woven with a strange radiance and madness, and the radiance of his mouth is proof of his joy.
I was still struggling to get up from the ground, and he laughed, reaching out and holding my hand directly around my neck and lifting up my whole body.
My limbs wandered in vain and he pushed the breaker button.
The suffocation and the intense pain of my neck caused my tears and snot to flow together and my face was getting closer to the breaker.
Don’t…
He punched the wall breaker ‘ s glass, and the broken glass was splattered by eight slashing knives, breaking my cheek.
I was desperate to kick the cupboard far away, but I was killed by his power and pressed to the head of the breaker.
Before I died, I had only one question in my mind: why did Zhou Dynasty kill me?
Two.
I opened my eyes and my fingers were burned with hot water, and I shrunk back.
Hiss…
I reached out to my neck, and the mirror-reflected cupboard reflected my white neck without a strangulation.
What’s going on?
“Shh–” The kettle sounded, and I screamed.
The pot with the chopsticks makes the sound of “muck-muck” and the air smells of meat, and on my right hand, it’s full of corn, and it’s not covered with a breaker.
I bent down and threw up on the pool.
That’s the breaker.
I’m shivering with that intense pain, and I can almost feel my flesh and bones swirling off in a swirling blade!
Zhou Dynasty…
I threw up and saw the clock in my head: 8:20.
The next second, the cell phone on the table rings.
It’s Zhou Dynasty.
I’m staring at the screen, and I’m sweating on my forehead. You want to take it?
Just as I hesitated to press the transient button, the voice was not automatically hung up for a long time.
Is it a dream?
I remember, I was in the kitchen cooking, and I had to cook ribs, and I had to make some corn.
Then he came back, and he was wearing raincoats, gloves and strangled my neck.
He said, ‘Do not flee, nor escape.’
What does that mean?
Ding zero-zero, the phone rings again, and I’m freaking out and I accidentally hit the answering button.
“Dear, I’ll be home in a minute, and I have a surprise for you. I’m sorry.
Everything is as old as ever.
Was that really my imagination?
“Baby? “Are you still listening?” I’m sorry.
“Oh, I’m here,” I tried to calm myself down, “I’m waiting for you. I’m sorry.
He laughed and was ready to hang up, and I couldn’t help but stop him: “Chou Dynasty, I just had a nightmare. I’m sorry.
When the phone stopped for a long time, I heard the sound of the car, and his magnetic bass again, I felt a little uncomfortable: “What nightmare? I’m sorry.
“I…” I hesitated to speak with one hand around my neck, and the face of my horror was reflected in the face of my face, “I dream of being killed. I’m sorry.
I’ve been killed by Zhou Dynasty. He won’t believe me, will he? Even I don’t believe it myself. I think I’m calling any of my friends right now. They’re gonna think I’m kidding.
“Chou Dynasty? Don’t be ridiculous. They’ll tell me that.
“That’s so bad. I’m sorry.
“What did you say?”
My confused thoughts came back to me in a moment, and I didn’t hear it, but he changed his tone: “Baby, are you reading some scary novel before you go to bed? No way, I’ll be right back, hug you. I’m sorry.
He’s always been good at comforting me. I nodded my head, though he couldn’t see it: “Okay, I’ll wait for you to come back. I’m sorry.
Hang up the phone and I’ll take a deep breath: Was that a nightmare?
It’s only 8:50, and I remember clearly that the last time I looked at was 9 exactly.
How can time be reversed?
I felt ridiculous, laughing, feeling a little lighter, again making sure there was nothing on my neck, and I went back to the kitchen and pressed the breaker switch.
The sound of the blade spinning so fast echoes in the kitchen, and I feel a little sick and I want a glass of protein. Opened the cupboard below and I saw a pair of gloves exactly the same as when I was strangled.
Breathe tight and the skin starts to hurt.
Do you have leather gloves? Even if there is, how can we put this in the kitchen cabinet?
The sound of a thunderstorm outside the house scared me to scream.
It started raining.
Think about it like I heard thunder before.
“Ding…”
The sound of the stew and the doorbar went off at the same time, and I couldn’t look at the stove but went straight to the gates with bare feet.
Zhou Dynasty, I…
I saw him standing at the door in a black raincoat, a low and evil “don’t run away” in my head.
3
For the second time, I was killed by Zhou Dynasty, who, with a penetrating umbrella and despite my roaring, slammed into my temple.
When the tears fell on the ground and the umbrella went down, suddenly I thought of buying the umbrella, and I joked that the ceiling was used as a weapon.
Zhou Dynasty, why?
When I returned to the kitchen again, I collapsed.
I turned off the gas, called my friends like crazy and ran out of the house without even changing my shoes.
The house was not in the core, and I ran two blocks, freezing and shaking, before I finally saw it.
Perhaps I was acting too strangely, and the couple came up and asked me if I needed help, and I noded and shook my head: “Thank you, I’m fine, having a fight with my boyfriend, and now I’m going to my friend’s house.” I’m sorry.
I want to go to the police, but I’m standing right here. How can I tell the police? My boyfriend will kill me at home in half an hour?
It’s crazy, I’m holding myself in my arms and I don’t understand why a boyfriend who caresssses me so much becomes a killer.
It’s dark, it’s cloudy. It’ll rain soon.
I’d like to go to the nearby café and be in public. I don’t know why, I always thought he’d find me and kill me.
The “Ding Zero” phone was ringing in his pocket, and the time was on the screen at 9:00.
“Dear, I’ll be home soon, and I’ll have a surprise. I’m sorry.
The familiar sound comes from the microphone, but it’s for me now!
“I’m not home, I’m out shopping. “Why would I tell him when I’m so surprised?”
But when he asked me what I wanted to buy, he laughed, and I answered, “I will buy coffee.” I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk, but later he asked, “Did you have any coffee beans?” I remember I bought it yesterday. I’m sorry.
“I want to drink cappuccino. I’m sorry.
“Where? Is it near home? I’ll drive over to pick you up. It’s gonna rain. I’m sorry.
The refusal was stuck in the throat, but nothing could be said, and the harsh expression scared the passing children.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
I was afraid to turn to the coffee shopkeeper and wonder why I could not refuse to be honest with Zhou.
“Please, help me. My boyfriend’s gonna kill me. He’s on his way. I’m sorry.
The coffee shopkeeper was a sweet girl who held my hand comfortably and looked anxious: “Do we need to call the police?” Or you can hide in our break. I’m sorry.
I nod my head and cast a grateful look at her: “Thank you! I’m sorry.
I went into the lounge, shivering, there was a water machine in the lounge, and I picked up a cup of paper to get hot water.
The door opened, and I turned, and I ran into Zhou Dynasty.
The “good” coffee shopkeeper’s skirt crossed the door. I got it.
“I’m coming to get you. Let’s go home. * * * * Zhou * Zhou Zhou * * And he smiled at me * * I looked like a twisted face, and I tried to grab the door and run away * * and suddenly he reached out his hand and something sprayed in front of me, and I fainted. *
I heard him say, “Sorry, my wife is sick.” I’m sorry.
But I’m not sick…
4
I can’t remember how many times I’ve died, but I can only remember how different and how cruel I am.
In many deaths, I always went back that night.
The will to survive can inspire the infinite potential of the human body, and in this known hour between 8:30 and 9:30, I turned from a weak girl with no cock in his hand into a female warrior with a strong fist.
However, Zhou Dynasty is too strong!
I’m even beginning to expect when I can really die.
Again this night.
At this point, I’m pouring the boiled water into the breaker, and the beads are splashing, and I’m burned, and I almost lost my canteen.
I bow my head, put the kettle on the kitchen table and watch the breaker in a steady fashion.
I remember my first death, and Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou put my head in a raging cracker.
Seeing that half of the dried fruit and rice paste had been broken in the breaker, I took the breaker faceless and threw it into the trash.
I couldn’t hit Zhou Dynasty, I always died in despair, and I couldn’t solve the loop.
But I’m not entirely at a disadvantage. I have memories of hundreds of death cycles.
Without Zhou Dynasty, only at the last moment will he remember that we are in a cycle of love and killing.
I covered my eyes to avoid the stinging of the toplights of the kitchen, and I lamented.
Zhou Dynasty, how did we end up like this?
Eight years in love, what’s going to make you kill me, and why are we in this cycle of death?
Massacres, people numb, nowhere to go, sheep turn into wolves, and eventually learn to enjoy the mist of blood.
I keep telling myself that I was forced to do it!
Hundreds of desperate escapes have long exhausted me, I am tired, I have even tried to commit suicide, and the result is the same, and I am still back this night.
Finally, I can’t stand it, I’m losing all my feelings for him, and as I move my hands out of my face, my cold face and my sharp eyes are reflected in the bathroom mirror.
I’ve made up my mind. This time, I’ll kill Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou!
5
Don’t look at me.
“Baby, I bought your favorite sis and I have a surprise for you. I’m sorry.
“Well, I’ll wait for you back. I’m sorry.
Anyone who listens for the first time will drown in the sweet whisper at the end of the phone, but I’ve heard it hundreds of times, Zhou Dynasty, and it’s really a great actor.
I went up to the building, pulled his fist out of the closet and cut it with scissors to make it look like shit.
The bandages that were used to protect the wrists of the fists were removed, and the wrists were surrounded in one circle.
I’ve been on my way from college to work, and I’m the one who wears the belt every time.
He’s always smiling, like he stole a fox: “A wife kiss, this will win.” I’m sorry.
He knew that I had watched his heart beating every time under the stage and was worried, so he had not boxed for two years.
“Wife to sacrifice, the power to do so. I’m sorry.
I laughed and suddenly thought of that.
Tonight, our eighth anniversary of love.
I put on a sleeping dress for him with a real ribbon, and the white hand belt was more and more purified with a red ribbon.
I can’t even lift a bigger backpack, but now, these two hands are full of killing machines.
I didn’t know. I wanted to surprise him.
In the box by the bed, where I bought the toys on the net, I picked up the rose gold bracelet and opened the lock.
He begged me for a long time, and this night was supposed to be in another perfect passion.
In this house, as if it were cursed, I almost tried all the ways to die.
I’m laughing again.
“Chou Dynasty, it’s time for you to taste it. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe I’m excited about my left hand touching my heart.
In one hour, I cleaned out the rest of the food in the fridge, and I ate very well and pushed the couch from the centre of the living room to the corner of the wall.
That’s the sofa that tripped me down in my entanglement, and the soft sofa didn’t hold me up.
The next second, my chest was punctured by a sharp scissors.
I put all the groceries in the living room in the spare closets and shoes.
Only one rectangular marble table and two wooden chairs remain in the living room.
I took out the first bottle of wine from the freezer, the first day we lived together.
I don’t care about complicated steps.
Anyway, it’s not necessarily available.
After all this, I sat quietly at the table, waiting for the week to push the door, waiting for my first counter-kill.
Six.
“Baby, I’m back. I’m sorry.
The sound of the bastion is clear, and I am not moving, except for a little bit of the fingertips that reveal a bit of tension.
“Baby…”
He was wearing a nice suit and his shirt’s collar was folded out.
Last night, at my strong request, he used a shirt clip for the first time, when the suit jacket rose slightly with his movements and showed a narrow waistline.
If he ignores his foot’s glaucoma slippers, the whole man is purified and mature, and he shows a scribble of urban elite.
But Zhou Dynasty’s eyes were like a Martian.
“How can you wear so little? I’m sorry.
I smiled, leaned to the table, and the whole person leaned back and showed a high and open skirt, a long right leg down, and a shining back.
“Chou Tsai, I have a surprise for you too. I’m sorry.
He tried to jump over and hug me, but he was scared by the umbrella I suddenly lifted.
“What? I’m sorry.
I was staring at his face, and this umbrella, the second time he’d stab into my temple, the pain of life that was about to explode, and I’d never forget it.
I’m disappointed that his face is nothing but surprise, no fear. “What’s the hurry?”
He caressed the collar, took his coat off and sat submissively opposite me.
“Nothing’s done?” He smiled at the table, and he looked back at the bottle, “You opened it.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t miss his break, and I laughed and kicked him, “Yeah, it’s a day to celebrate. I’m sorry.
“Oh? Celebrate what?”
He took his tie off, pulled the collar to his shirt and laid his long limbs on the chair and leaned back.
I know that Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu likes these little pleasures, and he’s a particularly willing man to wait.
“Congratulations for the new generation. I’m sorry.
I raised a glass at him, and the red wine swayed, and he looked a little astonished, and he drew a glass.
I blinked at him, “This is your belt, remember?” I’m sorry.
He put out his tongue and licked his lower lip, and answered quickly: “Remember, first hand belt, you gave me.” I’m sorry.
“It’s one of the babes in your shopping cart. I’m sorry.
I picked up the bracelet on the table, and the metal hit the sound, and he snapped his eyes, and the sound was dumb:
“Looks good, but you’re my baby. I’m sorry.
I noded my head, drank lipstick, and made an official invitation to him:
“Can we go upstairs if you’re not hungry? I’m sorry.
He held me over the table without saying a word, and I was submissive and laughter on his shoulder.
In front of him, one side of the bracelet was tied to his hand, and he was moving very fast, and when I pushed the bedroom door, I pulled the other side.
“Chou Dynasty,” I chew on his weak ears, “I hear men have the instinct of a beast, even if they die, and you know what instinct? I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk, he was coming over with one hand to take off his shirt that I had to rip off.
“Chou Dynasty, I really love you. I’m sorry.
And the next second, the golden rings of roses go around his fine neck, and then he tightens on his chest.
7
I tried so hard to tighten my bracelet, almost exhausted all my strength.
At last, his incredible eyes were closing and his struggled hands were coming out of my arm.
I let him go, and I sat on the bed and I was breathing and sweating.
This time, I didn’t give Zhou any chance to hurt me.
I felt a blunt pain in the mouth and looked down, and my wrists were mutilated and his mouth was torn apart.
My hands looked bloody scary, my head on my back and my tears fell down on my cheek.
I’m slowing down, trying to get out of bed and get some water.
As soon as I got up, there was a strong wind coming back, and I wanted to go back and stop, and it was too late.
Zhou Dynasty held the belt that I had just fallen around my neck, and the pain of suffocation in a moment caused me to turn my eyes upside down.
My brain began to bleed, but my mind was so clear that it was as if my soul was floating above and watching this anti-kill.
Zhou Dynasty didn’t die, just when I thought I strangled him, he tried to strangle me in the same way.
The survival instincts kept me bowing to his arm and scratching a blood stain on his arm.
But the fighting just took almost all of my strength, and I soon waited for death.
However, he let go.
I fell in his arms.
I opened my eyes slightly and saw an angry face, like a broken and betrayed lion, with his eyes full of blood, his teeth closed, my legs pressed down, even tearing my sleeping skirt to the side, holding my neck and asking:
Why? You’re crazy!
Why?
I didn’t know how to answer, and I didn’t think he had let me go, but asked me why.
The hands on the neck were tightened, and I was tired and I closed my eyes, and a tear fell on his hand, and the force of the neck was loose.
“What is wrong with you? Almost strangled me. His voice was mute and he was still filled with incredible anger, with one hand holding two of my wrists and the other hand opening the locks of his bracelet.
As soon as the sound of the word, my heart must be broken.
“Why? I’d also like to ask why, cough…”
Zhou Dynasty was still in a rage, when he let go of my wrist, with blood all over his hand, and he grabbed my shoulder so hard that he pulled off a sleeping dress that would have been broken.
He didn’t kill me, but in another way he blew out his fears and anger, and I, for the rest of my life, I was lucky and inexplicable, except for the 288 rounds of confusion and discomfort, which turned to fatigue and frustration at this moment.
Why?
I held his wide shoulder and closed my eyes.
There was a thunderstorm, a glass of water was passed to me on Sunday, and the closet was opened, and he saw the gloves that I cut to pieces, and he stood for a long time.
He took out the medicine box, which had iodine volts, and he chose the alcohol cotton, and he held my arm unprovokedly to disinfect me.
Hiss…
It hurts! It hurts!
My tears came out of nowhere without even the energy to cry for pain.
He didn’t say a word, he wrapped me up in a gauze, and his hands were wrapped up like boxing gloves.
“Huh…” He smiled, sat at the window and lit a cigarette.
The storm sounds very sleeping, but we both have no sleep.
So We reclined on the couch, and his hands were wrapped like bread, and he forced them into the covers.
His side pointed at me, under an open robe, was a red mark scratched while I was excited.
“You don’t remember anything? I’m sorry.
“Remember that you were really trying to kill me. I’m sorry.
Such a dialogue is meaningless, and I wonder if Zhou Dynasty is acting or really forgetting.
Is it because I didn’t kill him that he didn’t remember the loop before he died?
But isn’t he trying to kill me from the first time until now?
“You didn’t say there was a surprise. “I feel like I’m having a hard time, sweaty, and other things, but my legs are stuck with his bloody handband and I’m too lazy to move.
“I didn’t surprise him, but you surprised me. * He’s voice is low and he’s mute, and he’s got a fainter sense of fatigue. *
“You don’t remember that you tried to kill me and you killed me 288 times? Zhou Dynasty, stop it. I am not strong enough. I only ask you to give me a good share in my years. I’m sorry.
When Zhou Dynasty suffocated the smoke, he walked to the edge of the bed, and his tall body covered me again, his teeth grinded my ears, and I heard him bite his teeth:
“What are you talking about, Lin Mu, this joke is not funny. I’m sorry.
8
Zhou Dynasty really doesn’t remember the cycle, much less why he tortured me.
Looking at the silent and angry Zhou Dynasty, I suddenly came up with a ridiculous idea:
This isn’t his new way of killing people, is it?
He took me to the bathroom.
The water in the tub gradually covered my waist, my chest, my neck, and died so many times that it had not drowned.
I suddenly thought about swimming. I went to school with Zhou four times, and I didn’t learn. Maybe I wasn’t stupid, but he didn’t want to teach me?
Deep weariness and the pain of my body began to make me feel bad, but I was caught in the arms as I was about to slide into the water.
Get up and don’t fucking sleep! I’m sorry.
Zhou scolded him until he picked me up. I heard him whispering:
“You almost died and you were served, father. Go to bed.” I’m sorry.
He’s angry, but still close.
My confused brain is awake, I can’t believe it when he’s angry without any killing face and I can’t help but kiss it.
I feel like a pervert, more like a Stockholm patient, even though I’ve been hurt so many times, I don’t even know why, deep inside me, but I can’t really hate him, and if he’s a little bit nice to me, I’ll drown in the tender and loving past.
“Don’t think it’ll forgive you. I’m sorry.
“Chou Zhou Dynasty, I’m not lying to you, you really are going to kill me, I don’t know why, but I remember every time! I’m sorry.
He looked me in the eye, and the drops on his head fell on his shoulder, and I finally exposed my vulnerability to him again:
“It’s this night every time you get back from work, no matter how hard I struggle, you won’t hesitate to kill me, and even if I kill you first, we’ll go back to this night. I’m going crazy. You tell me why you killed me. I’m sorry.
“Why” in his eyes was an incomprehensible blur, and I held his neck tight, felt the pain on his wrist, and kept his eyes closed to his forehead:
“Come on, kill me, let’s do it again. I’m sorry.
“You’re really crazy. I said, “Tomorrow I will take you to the hospital, to sleep, to sleep.” I’m sorry.
“Dan Zero”
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Soon, the phone rings stopped and my heart jumped.
It’s like an antelope in the grassland can survive only if it’s sensitive, and a great sense of threat has quickly covered me, and I’m trying to pull the gauze out of it.
The storm will break, the room will be quiet, and you can hear the steps upstairs:
Kick! Kick! Kick!
It’s accompanied by a sharp instrument tow.
It’s the umbrella!
The last thing I can see is Zhou’s eyes, and he raised his head and showed a weird and crazy smile, and he just hugged my hands and held that umbrella over my heart:
“Girlfriend, we’ll see you next Sunday. I’m sorry.
9
The kettle on the electromagnetic furnace blew the whistle, and I didn’t move until I automatically cut off the power, and the boiling water gradually subsided.
I just punched it on the operating table.
Zhou used that umbrella to kill me and everything went back to where it was.
At that time, it was 8:30 p.m., 20 minutes before calling me from Sunday.
I did not try to escape from this home, but even if I bought a ticket, I would be chased by Zhou Dynasty on my way to the airport, using an accident to cover up the massacre.
I didn’t try to ask anyone for help, but the answer I received was, “Are you making a joke?”
Zhou Dynasty? That 24-year-old boyfriend will kill you?
This house, like an island, is in the most plentiful gold part of South East Road, and I cannot escape.
The cool water stimuli the stomach along the oesophagus, but I urgently need to tell myself in this way that I am alive.
I sat back on the couch and combed through what I had experienced, especially the last cycle, which Zhou Dynasty really seemed to have forgotten that he was going to kill me and not remember.
Until…
Until his phone rings, he goes to the phone!
Is the question about his phone?
Someone called him? Or some kind of signal?
When he saw the phone, he immediately remembered what was going to kill me and did it physically.
And why does he always say, “See you next week?”
It’s like…
I’m shaking, I’m shaking, I’m shaking, it’s like, he knows this cycle won’t stop!
I took a few shots of the back of my head, and I had a clear eye:
If I want to escape this bloody cycle, I must find the clues to change everything and then crack the truth, and for that I must pay the price of death again and again!
“Ding Zero” is a Sunday call.
“Baby, I bought your favorite sissy, and I don’t have to cook too much at night, and I’m already in the car and I can’t wait to kiss your forehead. I’m sorry.
“Well, I’ll wait for you to come back, but if you can, buy me two packs of sanitary towels. I’m sorry.
This brand is sold at a convenience store about half an hour away. If he buys it for me, he’ll never be home at 9:00.
In the previous cycle, the Zhou Dynasty was almost home at around 9 o’clock, and there must be a problem!
I have left nothing in the room, and it turns out that, no matter how actively I struggled, I would not be able to break the cycle of fate, end up dead, and why waste my energy and my mind?
Because of the anomaly of the last cycle, which provided me with new ideas, we never tried the possibility of delaying the night, and neither of them died, could we have broken the cycle?
I don’t know, I can only try once.
Time slowly marched in anxiety, and I went to the study.
In previous cycles, I did not mean to search the house, but I looked inside and outside for a long time and found nothing.
Zhou Dynasty, we’ve known each other for eight years, and I can’t believe that all the love I’ve had was faked.
He’s a workman. Why would he kill someone?
Wait, wait, wait.
Zhou Dynasty is, what do you do?
I can’t possibly know what men who have slept with me for so many years do to feed me, and I must know that.
Now, however, I can’t remember, it seems that much of the information about him is vague.
He’s a lawyer? A doctor or a financial elite?
He’s got a closet full of suits and shirts, which are not cheap, and my food and food businesses are of the highest local standard, and although I don’t like to always “buy and buy”, I’ve never been short of money.
I have a family card in Zhou Dynasty that I never brushed.
Every morning, he went out in a suit, and when he came back at night, he was still calm and without a twilight.
It must be a decent job that does not overexhausted.
What’s he doing?
I can’t remember. I don’t have time to think about it.
It appears that Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhong worked an hour earlier than usual, and that he was almost half an hour late to return from work.
He has always been disciplined and has never been in a place like a club or a bar.
I can’t believe I’ve never seen anything like this!
Does it mean…
I sat in the chair in the study, and I accidentally saw the locked cabinet.
This cupboard, when I don’t remember the first cycle, was split a little bit with a kitchen knife and there was nothing in it.
But if it’s just an empty cabinet, why lock it up?
I feel like I’ve caught some key nodes, and I’m going to run down and take the sharp knife and cut it up again.
Fifteen minutes later, I cut a hole in the door, and I turned on the flashlight of my cell phone and looked in through the hole and put a piece of paper in it.
Am I mistaken? But before that, there was really nothing.
And then I cut the cupboard, and there was this strange thought:
If it’s locked, it’s important, but there’s nothing in it. Why use a wooden cabinet, even if there is something? The usual safe is iron or steel.
It is strange that there seems to be a lack of logic and a lack of pitifulness, but that my anxiety is growing.
The hole is growing, and the unbridled knife is full of doors, and finally my hand can stretch in.
I breathed, I looked up at the watch on the desk, it was 8:50, and he didn’t come back.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu has bought me a sanitary towel, and I’m relieved and I’m in a mood of bitter and happy mood.
But the next second, a boom, a broken window on the second floor, a broken window, a loud sound that scared me to scream, and a spatter of glass on my face.
I jumped to the wall, watched with vigilance the broken windows, and carefully walked to the window with the oxen wraps round the wall, and I lifted the oxen over the head and slightly snubbed out.
No movement.
I looked out, and there was grass, and there was no one.
There was a bad feeling at the bottom, and the next second, all the lights were gone.
10
We stood by the window and were afraid to shake it and restrain the urge to jump.
I didn’t get away with it, but when did I get away?
I’m going crazy!
More than 200 deaths are proving that, no matter how much I struggled to escape or resisted, I will return here again.
The sound of a lock coming from downstairs, he’s back.
“Ding Zero” cell phone rings, it’s Zhou Dynasty.
I pick up the phone with hesitation and sound soft in the microphone: “Do you come down or do I come up?” I’m sorry.
I stopped and I opened my mouth without making a sound.
“Hey…” he groaned, “Baby, why don’t you be good? I’m sorry.
My feet were flabby and heavy, and I went down, and he did not turn on the light.
It’s just that his face was so weird on the light screen.
“You’re different this time. “I’m going to try it on the stairs.
“What’s the difference?” And he didn’t rush, and he was patient with me.
“You remember the last cycle, right? I’m sorry.
He was silent for a few seconds and did not answer that I had not hung up the phone, that my face on the handle felt hot, and that he could hear his groaning as if every time I heard a whisper.
“You asked me to buy the sanitary towels, I bought them back,” he lifted his hand, and his finger was tied to a plastic bag, but, no matter how I look, he thought that something like the sanitary towels would be in the bag, and it wouldn’t fall so hard.
“What are you doing upstairs? I called you several times. I’m sorry.
He kept talking to me, as natural as when his husband came home from work and talked to his wife, but his face was not natural.
“You remember the last cycle, right? I’m sorry.
I repeat what I just asked.
“Are you saying you killed this? I’m sorry.
“I’ve got no change in my mind, but I’ve got no change in my mind, and I’ve killed you.” I’m sorry.
He took two steps back from the week, turned on the light in the living room, and suddenly the light blew my eyes, and I consciously swung my eyes, and the next second he jumped, and I was prepared to hold a piece of broken glass in my hand and scratched his neck so hard that he reacted too quickly and pulled back and tore the plastic bag in his hand.
In the plastic bag, it’s a hammer, and it’s about to break my head.
“Chou Zhou, why do I do this to you? Do I know what your secret is, or are you a pervert who wants to kill his girlfriend for fun? I’m sorry.
I was quick to avoid, but the stairs were narrow, even though I had been careful, and I had my arms razed by sharp hammers.
Pain awakens me and inspires my courage and anger.
My hands have been broken by broken glass, and my fingers have been held even tighter, just as I thought he was coming up again.
He stopped downstairs and started his activities, just like he did before the fight.
“Time’s tight, baby. I don’t think I can explain it to you. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
I’m back.
Damn it, I punched it on the board and I can’t figure out why.
The only thing that’s certain is that there’s a piece of paper in the locker upstairs that hasn’t been seen, and I don’t know why.
Is it possible to break this cycle by 9:00 or after 10:00?
If I’m destined to die, I’d rather try to gamble at a different time.
But now I’m not willing to give up and who’s willing to be killed again and again by fear and blood!
I don’t like it.
Fly up the stairs, I split the door again and took out that A4 piece of paper.
It says only one sentence:
Dragon Lake III Psychiatric Department 102 Room Chief Doctor Zhou Zhou.
I’m blinded right now.
Zhou Dynasty is a psychiatrist?
Yeah, I think I remember.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was a brilliant student in the medical department, and he took me to meet his mentor, an old professor of authority in the field of mental medicine in the country, who said that Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was his favorite student.
Wait a minute. I think I’ve crossed a tiny thought that I can’t describe, but that gives me a feeling of discomfort:
Why, I remember coming up with a lot of information about Zhou Dynasty being a doctor?
Until then, I couldn’t remember what Zhou Dynasty was doing.
And now, I can say clearly, Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou’s medical career, his graduation subject, his internship hospital, his tutors, his classmates, I seem to have seen, I know, I remember.
And these, they all came back after I saw this A4 paper.
The temple is in pain, and there is a painful and exciting impulse, and I cannot explain what I feel inside, except that I seem to be getting a little closer to the truth.
Zhou Dynasty, psychiatrist, circulation…
These keywords certainly point to a guess: Me, or Zhou Dynasty, or both of us, are sick!
How can a normal person get caught in the cycle of time? This is nonsense without any scientific justification, and it will only appear in novels and films.
But there is a group of people who can not only enter the time cycle, but can even move to the superhuman, and such people are the mentally ill.
Am I sick?
12
Zhou opened the door and saw me sitting on his couch.
“Baby, what’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
I smiled at him and said, “It’s nothing, it’s a bit boring to be alone. I’m sorry.
He noded and came to give me a hug, and I know he was checking if I had something I shouldn’t have.
I spread out my hands and let him have his oil, and then I hugged him with my arms.
“Dear, I miss you, and I’d love to sit on the couch with you and have a nice meal and talk about it, which we haven’t had in a long time. I’m sorry.
When Zhou Dynasty heard me say this, there was an inexplicable emotion in his eyes, and he hid well, but did not expect me to look closely, but even if I had this little detail, I could not read the useful information.
“How was your day? Any troublesome patients? I’m sorry.
“Well, today’s just a day shift. I’m sorry.
“Someone in the college group suggested a reunion,” I said, “Why didn’t you come? I’m sorry.
“Maybe medical students are busy. And he smiled, and he put the lobster in his plate, and he pushed it in front of me, and he slapped his eyes, and he said, “Eat, you don’t like to peel shrimp. I’m sorry.
I came up and tried to kiss him, so suddenly and dangerously, he raised his hand, but he was normal, without any vigilance and without a brow.
I slowly passed the shrimp in his mouth and kissed him again in the face: “Thank you, husband.” I’m sorry.
“You know, the girl who was after you in college, she was married. I’m sorry.
In all my sudden memories, Zhou Dynasty is very popular, and the girls who chase him can line up from the school north to the school south.
My voice was calm, but my face was just an expression of jealousy, so it became clear that he smiled, took off his oily gloves and leaned over me and hugged me: “I turned her down, I’ve been in love with you all my life. How come you eat this vinegar? I’m sorry.
I giggled like a nice, sweet, sweet girlfriend, and for the next second, my eyes were flashy and weird:
“Chou Zhou, I didn’t say who it was. Why did you just take the seat? I’m sorry.
He peeled the shrimp, and it was a rare silence.
I put shrimp in my mouth, and the spicy juice stinged my throat, and I coughed and took a deep breath:
“Do you remember? When you graduated, you had a senior, a red carpet with his wife and children, and the little ones were cute, and gave me a flower, saying, “Happy.” I’m sorry.
“That’s my big brother.” I’m sorry.
“How are they? I look naturally, with a little curiosity and joy, “Why don’t we invite them to our house tomorrow? I’m sorry.
Zhou Dynasty wrinkled, and the horn of his mouth swung a little bit, “Baby, you forgot, Big Brother took his family to America after graduation. I’m sorry.
I said, “Oh, I see,” so I marveled and my heart sank.
Now I can almost be sure that Zhou Dynasty is bullshitting me!
He doesn’t even remember this, he doesn’t even have this big brother, he doesn’t have a flower delivery, and there’s nothing to drag him out of the country.
Because I made it up!
It’s strange that I’m making up something I don’t remember, and he can go down on my own.
I feel creepy.
Is this man really Zhou Dynasty?
And even more, I am afraid to think, and I have to think, “Where am I?”
This cycle, is it real?
I’m not talking anymore, and Zhou Dynasty is very quiet.
Squeeze the sharp hairline behind the sofa pillow, and I showed him a sad smile and asked:
If one day we had only one person to live, who would you hope for?
13
He came over and tried to hug me, but his hands crossed my waist and looked back.
I realized at once that he was trying to find out if I was hiding a weapon.
I spread out my hand, hugged his waist and buried his head in his neck.
“When will you marry me? I’m sorry.
His body stopped for a second, quickly covering up the past, and the back of his hand was rounded to my shoulder.
“You said you didn’t want to marry so early and now you blame me, huh?”
I can’t even remember that.
“That man wants to get married now, and I want to have a baby, you and I. I’m sorry.
Seems like I’m having a hysteria and my heart beats faster.
“You just asked me questions, I haven’t answered them yet. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“I wish that was you. I’m sorry.
“Will you die for me? I’m sorry.
“Lim Shao, thousands of times. I’m sorry.
Oh, my heart’s burning in a flash, and I’m angry.
And suddenly I took a razor blade out of my broken pillow and ran it around his neck.
I’m surprised he wasn’t surprised.
My hands were hard, sharp blades were thrust into the skin, soft necks were easily decorated and began to see blood.
I threatened him to tell me why I was caught in this cycle and why I was killed.
He smiled, he smiled, he smiled, he looked in the eyes of the beauty I had never seen, and he spoke in peace, and he was mad:
“You killed me so many times, isn’t that enough? I’m sorry.
I was angry, pushed uncontrollably, and the blade went straight into his veins. His pupils were wrinkled, and the arms of his unconscious struggles were raised, and We stood in my hand, but he overcomes his physical reaction and even put his hands behind his back.
Zhou Dynasty was like a fish that had fallen ashore in an unfortunate state, with no power to open its mouth. The blood pressure that exploded in an instant made me sure that I cut his artery.
This time, I really killed him.
I leaned back and down on the couch, and there was blood pouring around his neck, and his body was pumped from time to time, which should have been his artery cut, and his body gave birth to a spasm caused by a lack of blood.
I rubbed my face, I cried, I tried to reach out to my nose, and I almost threw up!
Why don’t I call the police and turn myself in? So we can leave the house.
That’s it!
I forced myself to look for Zhou Zhou’s mobile phone, which was on the table, my hands were shaking, my hands were barely able to hold it, a few pieces of paper were removed from the tissue box and wiped, and I entered my birthday with skill and unlocked it.
I sat in a chair and started breathing like an asthmatic patient, shivering my hands and pointing at the phone records, and there was only one on it, which was the call I received this week.
Tonight, Zhou Dynasty didn’t get any weird calls, but he remembers the loop. He tried to kill me!
“How could this be?”
I thought, who called him and reminded him, so he remembered we were in a loop.
Or was it my first guess that he was just playing with me?
Now what?
I don’t know, I killed Zhou Zhou Zhou, and the time came at 9:30, and I killed Zhou Zhou Zhou by 9:30, and this time, I didn’t lose anything.
“Let’s check his phone and backpack. I’m sorry.
I was just about to open my cell phone folder, and I suddenly felt a violent sense of dizziness.
14
There’s something wrong with lobster!
I’ve been drinking all night, I’ve only eaten the crawfish brought back from Zhou Dynasty, and if it’s some very toxic effect, I must be dead, and now I’m back this night.
In hundreds of cycles, only the last one in Zhou Dynasty forgot to kill me, and then the phone rings.
It’s because I did it first, but I couldn’t kill him. Did he start with a revolving memory?
That night, it seemed that his cell phone was ringing late, and immediately thereafter he remembered and then killed me.
I put the kettle on the table, I used to look up at the clock, and it was 9:30 at night!
Is time random, not a clue?
At the same time, I heard the sound of water in the next bathroom.
“Baby, get me a towel. I’m sorry.
It’s so fast that I didn’t react, I’m back on Sunday, and this cycle has moved back an hour!
“What the hell is going on…”
In the distance of the wall, Zhou Dynasty sings easily when I look back and find myself in a brand-new towel, under which is the sharpest knife in the kitchen knife to pick out the bones.
“Have you got it, baby?”
I stood at the door, and the sand glass door fell on my twisted face.
Zhou Dynasty, across the door, I softly called him, “Did you lie to me about something?” I’m sorry.
The sound of water shrunk, and he thought it was just a girlfriend’s trick, and he laughed: “Did I lie to you that I was rich?” I’m sorry.
“Think about it. I’m sorry.
“Honey, what did I lie to you about? You don’t have to do that. I’m sorry.
After a while, the sound of the water was completely quiet, and the moment when he pushed the door, I threw myself over the door, the knife, it was correctly inserted into his chest, his hair in the shower was still wet, a drop of the bead fell on my face, and it came down on my cheek, and the smell of blood spreads in the heat of the door opening in the bathroom, and I wrinkled my nose and couldn’t help but throw it up.
Zhou Dynasty, I’m tired, I’m not afraid anymore, I’m just angry now, and I find that killing you, whatever the time, seems to make me feel better, and I don’t want to be a weak person again.
15
When I went back to the kitchen, first I looked at the watch and found out that the time had arrived at 10.
My position with Zhou Dynasty has been reversed.
Every night at 10:00, I could kill Zhou Dynasty on time, and he forgot the loop again, or I didn’t want to ask him if he remembered, and he didn’t have a chance to answer.
He used to kill me, and I gave it back to him, and even made innovations in combination.
The only thing that’s strange to me is that he doesn’t look surprised, he hardly resists, even if he resists, at around 10 o’clock, when that familiar bell rings in his room, his eyes suddenly lose focus, as if he remembers something, and then I’ll take care of it.
And every time, I couldn’t find a call record except for me.
I killed him 188 times and we’re even.
I thought revenge would give me a strong sense of pleasure to live in this sick cycle, but I’m tired and really tired.
Feels like a machine that hasn’t oiled for a long time, and like a sewer rat that hasn’t talked to anyone for a long time, and when I kill Zhou Zhou, I can sleep in peace and wait to re-enter the cycle.
Hundreds of physical injuries will come to nothing on a new Sunday, but psychological fatigue and aversion accumulate exponentially and are about to explode.
I was woken by a squeaky sound, and by my side, there was a big rat!
Time moves forward in a strange way, and the clock sounds silently in the house at 11:30 p.m.
On the body of Zhou Dynasty, a large grey mouse was lying.
I got scared and my knife fell on the floor.
The mouse’s eyes were red, and his nose was gushing at what he smelled, and two back paws stood, and two front paws were in front of his mouth, and I was afraid to look away, and he was staring at me dead.
I was afraid of rats, and Zhou Dynasty used to laugh at me: “Are you a Do-A dream?” So afraid of rats. I’m sorry.
I’m afraid not only of rats, but even of horror films, and I’ve got a fight in the streets, and I’m gonna walk away, and Zhou says it’s okay, he’s strong and he can protect me.
And now, in this house, with me, is a body that has begun to harden, and a mouse.
My laughter broke the quietness of the room. I’m sorry.
I smiled, and I said to Zhou Dynasty, “It’s so funny, Zhou Dynasty, don’t you think it’s funny? If you were alive, you’d find it funny.”
“I’m a little scared?” I like to live in peace? I’m blushing when I fight?
“Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, that’s so funny. I’m sorry.
The mouse seems to have been infected by my laughter and screamed “squeaky” and it’s a little restless, screeching on his chest, with his thin shirt scratched by his sharp claws, and his rough tail strangling around his chest, as if it were a provocation and as if the beast was angry.
“How can you really believe I’m such an idiot? I didn’t mean to play you, Zhou Dynasty. I’m sorry.
I wiped tears from my eyes and smiled, bending over to pick up scissors on the ground, and the blades on the side of the scissors were crucified.
Squeeze– the mouse screams so loud, the mouse is always a sensitive animal, it senses the danger is approaching, and that’s me.
When I grabbed the mouse’s head in one hand and put it to death in the chorus, and I stabbed the mouse in one hand with a scissors, a question came to my mind:
“This mouse, why not run? I’m sorry.
But it doesn’t matter. I’m the only living person in this house now.
I went to the kitchen, cooked myself a bowl of noodles and thought about how to deal with the bodies on the couch.
When I walked into the bathroom, I started singing, I couldn’t remember where I heard it:
Massacres, people numb, nowhere to go, sheep turn into wolves, and eventually learn to enjoy the mist of blood.
What’s next?
The next second, a force came from behind me, pushed gently, I fell into a tub full of water and accidentally dropped an electric plug.
16
“Dan Zero”
It’s Zhou Dynasty’s cell phone.
I opened my eyes and searched for Zhou Dynasty.
The sound of a familiar song came from the bathroom, and the cell phone was ringing, and I came to the couch with my hands and feet, and I picked up the phone from the Sunday.
10:30, I know I’m back this night again.
I finally realized that the bell was not a call, but an early alarm clock.
No, it’s not an alarm clock, it’s a series of alarms at five minutes’ intervals, starting at 9:30, at the latest, at 11:30.
All the alarm notes contain a sentence that I can’t understand for a moment.
Zhou Dynasty, don’t be soft. Remember, I love you! I’m sorry.
What is this? A cheating alarm?
I returned to the page where I had only one phone call with me, and I couldn’t see the previous one and no other call.
I light his tweets, they’re so clean.
All the notes except for the first one.
Chief of Section, Nurse Cho, Dean, Vice-President Lin, Patient Yuxi, Patient Cho…
When I saw the name left, I called in their chat records.
Zhou Dynasty: Happy New Marriage!
Left Kwok: Thank you, Master, and good luck to you and your girlfriend.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu
Left Kwok: Thank you, Master, for your good news!
A friend of Left National tanned out a family with coordinates in Washington, United States.
This man, Zhou Dynasty.
“Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, you’re kidding…” Why did I appear in Zhou Dynasty’s cell phone and look like it’s real when I’m so confused?
I drank all the water on the table and wanted to calm myself down.
“Baby, what are you doing?”
The sound of the Zhou Dynasty was cold behind me, and I was shaken and turned back two steps back.
I remember very well how I killed Zhou Dynasty very easily in the last cycle and how I laughed and killed that nasty mouse.
I’m not a bunny. I’m aware of that. If I run over now and try to kill Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou, he won’t fight, will he?
But I don’t know why. I just got scared.
“You cheated? I’m trying to ask.
“How is that possible? Where do you see it? * He’s got a very reluctant smile and comes towards me with his hair *
“Don’t come near! Stand right there.” I’m sorry.
And he really stopped: “What’s wrong with you, baby? You’ve been acting so strange lately. I’m sorry.
“Can we go to the hospital tomorrow? I’m sorry.
I remembered that the A4 piece of paper, which was written as his identity, was so sharp that it was, “You’re a psychiatrist? What about me?” Am I your patient? Am I insane? I’m sorry.
He shakes his head and his eyes are full of shock: “What are you talking about? I am an osteoporator! I’m sorry.
And he saw me on guard, and he grew sharp: “Be careful, baby, open up my obscurity, and see the record of my conversation with the patient. I’m sorry.
And We stood far away from him, and opened up his and his patient Zhou’s micro-letter chat page.
Patient Zhou is huge: Doctor, can we open it next week? I’m in a hurry to play football. It’s a team game.
Zhou Dynasty: Didn’t I tell you, if you’re good, you can’t exercise.
Patient Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou : I am so young, my legs are broken
Zhou Dynasty: Don’t give me a high hat. My mentor is the saint.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou, is he really an osteoporologist?
“You’re upstairs in the study, the locked cabinet, what’s in it? I’m sorry.
“Oh, you mean the locked cabinet under the desk? There’s some paper material and a report on the results of the project. You want to see me have the key. I’m sorry.
Paper material? Project results report?
I just feel like Zhou Dynasty is kidding me now.
“What’s with all these alarm clocks?” That’s what you said. “I put up my handler and turn the screen to the brightest.
“This…” He just said two words and it got stuck.
“Chou Dynasty, don’t pretend. You remember our 200-time cycle, right? I’m sorry.
I took a look at the phone, and it was 11:30, and I had a bold theory.
“Chou Dynasty, you remember the cycle, from when I tried to kill you with handcuffs and didn’t start. You went downstairs to see the alarm alarm note and thought you were going to kill me, so you went upstairs and killed me with that umbrella. I’m sorry.
I looked at him in the eye and looked at him, “Can you tell me why you killed me?” Why is there a cycle? Actually, you’re a psychiatrist, right?”
Zhou Dynasty did not answer me, but asked me a question: “Do you want to kill me now?” I’m sorry.
I thought I’d be mad and irrational again, but I didn’t. I just threw my phone on the couch and raised my bare hands:
“I’ll kill you and I won’t solve this cycle, neither will you. I’m sorry.
He looked at me in silence and didn’t speak.
“Will you talk to me? What the hell is going on, you treating me? I’m in the mental world now? Did you hypnotize me? Or… “I tried to swallow my saliva and put a sad smile on him, “You locked up in a locker and reported on the results of the project, me.” I’m sorry.
17
I guess Zhou Dynasty is a psychiatrist. He’s experimenting with me.
Or, he’s not Zhou Dynasty, he’s the doctor named left!
Among the hundreds of cycles that kill each other, except for the initial complete panic and confusion, every cycle that follows will be something that makes me feel strange, and I cannot say it, but there is a feeling that it is not true, it is not logical, or it is too logical.
What is life? I remember I read in a book a fine description of life: it is not as real as it is, but it is so real that life does not follow any logic and order.
In previous cycles, I tried to hurt myself.
I even jumped down the window on the second floor, and I remember I was afraid of heights.
But I did everything I could and I couldn’t wake up.
It’s either a drop of blood or a recycle.
I’m trapped! I don’t believe it’s natural!
There must be someone who’s doing something to me and my life. It’s impossible! I’m a living man, I’m not Truman, I’m not Truman’s World, I’m crazy about looking for cameras in the house, and I don’t get anything.
The only explanation is that I’m probably hypnotized. I’m not in a real world, I’m talking now, I’m awake, I’m not with a knife, I’m conscious.
“How did you make me dream about you? You put yourself in my hypnotic memory, and those people and things that I’ve made up, and that didn’t happen, but they appeared on the phone, as if it were the way it was. It’s not a fucking novel. I’m sorry.
The Zhou Dynasty had no anger, no surprise, no poking fears, and he asked me a question with a calm look:
So who are you? Are you really Lin Mu?
Next, I fainted, and before I fainted, I thought about the glass of water I had just had.
18
It’s another cycle. I don’t want to remember the first time.
Because I am convinced at this point that I have touched the truth.
It’s 11 p.m., taking a shower on Sunday, sitting on the couch watching TV, and I’m in the bathroom.
Open your head, I’m thinking fast.
He asked me a funny question. Who am I?
Is he really Zhou Dynasty?
I’m more inclined that he played Zhou Dynasty, he wasn’t my lover, he was the fucking psychiatrist!
I don’t know anything about spiritual science. If a man is hypnotized, how do I wake up?
Once upon a time, it seemed to have seen a similar film, in which the masters often set a keyword or a scene that was contrary to peace and that woke up immediately.
Wait… the text?
Everything seems to have changed since that text.
Is that a sign to me? But why is the text on the phone?
I began to wonder who set this alarm clock.
And without waiting for me to think of the results, he turned me back, and reflected his painful cheeks in the mirror, and I saw his mouth the moment I broke my neck: I’m sorry.
Zhou Dynasty killed me again, and this time my heart was calm because I seemed to find the problem of nodes.
Time is countdown.
In the previous 288 killings, I was determined to flee and to kill, and I was constantly influenced by the chorus, until recently, I was tired and I wanted to resolve the problem, and I wanted to know the answer, the death was not terrible, and the terrible announcement of the end was confusing me.
Now, however, I finally know why Zhou Zhou is coming home early and late, why there is an alarm clock, why there is a human being I’m talking about, why time changes, which is all about my thoughts!
At this point, I’m pretty sure I’m hypnotized. I’m gonna wake up, countdown time, maybe I’m about to wake up!
19
Once again, I was madly looking for new clues, and I went through Zhou Zhou’s phone files.
Finally, I found a folder called “Love you”, which contains several TXT files, and a photo.
The woman in the picture, the bird, was standing by the side of the Zhou Dynasty. I know her. Her name is Lin Mu.
The first document dates from eight years ago, and me and Zhou Dynasty fell in love for eight years. Looking at the date, I suddenly reacted, as if the night of the cycle was the anniversary of our 8th anniversary.
There’s only one sentence in the document and a few electrocardiograms I can’t read.
“I know it might be a disciplinary offence, but anyway, the captain agreed to my request. I’m sorry.
The second one also came from eight years ago, when we were going to college.
“It’s just a problem with school, I have to ask my classmates. I’m sorry.
The third file was five years ago. Who’s the captain?
“There seems to be something wrong with her. Something happened to the captain. I’m sorry.
The fourth document comes from five years ago, only a week apart from the third document.
“I’m not crazy, I don’t want to bet on my future and my life, but the doctor said there’s a way, right? How can I give up. I’m sorry.
The fifth one was on New Year’s Day, five years ago, and I remember that day, Zhou Zhou Zhou bought a bunch of flowers, and we had an appointment to cook a fire pot at home.
“No matter what, I’ll be with you, even if I hold you captive. I’m sorry.
Zhou Dynasty imprisoned this girl called Lin Shao.
Lin Mu, she lives at Zhou Dynasty’s house, they spend eight years together, but there’s something wrong with her.
Lin Mu, isn’t it me?
Who am I?
No, I’m not Lin Shaan, it’s not my name.
I think I got it.
I laughed and asked myself, “Do I love Zhou Dynasty?” I’m sorry.
Put the phone down. I know it’s right behind me.
“Kill me, I won’t fight. “I cried, crying, as if I had not cried so loudly since I remembered.
“I can’t. I love you more than anyone. I’m sorry.
When a fruit knife appeared in his hand, and slowly moved to his chest, I cried and took it, and suddenly his strength was immense.
Even if it was here, even here, Zhou Zhou, when I wrote you an alarm memo, I was ready, but I forgot.
If we can only live one, I’ll live for you, thousands of times.
I took the edge of the knife and hit it hard.
This time, I killed myself, willingly.
20
I’m Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou, and I’m the deputy captain of the City Criminal Police.
Eight years ago, I led a major case of human trafficking.
It was an extremely poor and backward mountain village, involving more than 200 people, and the entire village was involved in the industrial chain of human trafficking.
The responsibility is to abduct young girls and children in the city for various reasons, to take them to a designated location, to be met by another dial and to take them to the village.
The villagers of this village will select the young boys who can pass on the line and the women who can be daughters-in-law, and the rest will be sold by another group to the neighbouring village.
At the scene of the rescue, I saw a girl.
She has a small body, an innocent baby face, which is also bruised, but the color of her face is thinner than that of other skinny women, and her eyes are big and bright, and she is naive.
At first, we all thought she was a girl until my civil service colleague told me she was actually 17 years old.
Her information could not be found in the gene bank or in the missing register, and she had been quiet and too quiet compared to other rescued victims.
All women and girls were questioned by their female colleagues, and when asked whether they had been subjected to abuse and abuse, she calmly said: “No. I’m sorry.
This girl has been the subject of inexhaustible curiosity on the part of colleagues, which is not malicious, but simply hard to believe in an environment in which a girl as small and weak as she can be protected from poison.
I kept quiet for a long time before I interrupted their discussion.
“I found her in a pig cage when her wrists, ankles and neck were chained. I’m sorry.
What is the reason for making such an unarmed girl so indignant by a vicious gang of traffickers?
I can’t imagine that colleagues are silent.
Later, we brought in a professional psychologist, and everyone was shocked not only by the fact that the girl was not suffering from any mental illness, but also by the fact that she had not even had the psychological shadow of being trafficked.
The courts have chosen to convey the voice of justice to society as much as possible in serious criminal cases as the mass media have visited on trial days.
Of all the victims, she was the only one who pulled my sleeve:
“May I attend?”
I reported back to my superiors, who said that this was the freedom of citizens.
“Thank you, Officer Chow. * She’s got her hands open and a glass-paper-packed sugar, still pale and smiling * I’m sorry.
Sugar is sweet, but I don’t know if it’s the police instinct. I think she’s dangerous.
If she is unable to find a parent or family member or has no family information, she is under 14 years of age under the Adoption Act, and she cannot be adopted again at 17.
More importantly, she quietly left the temporary dormitories she was placed in.
Southtown has a population of 20 million people, and she seems to have deliberately bypassed the camera and tried to find her again as a needle. Just as we thought we would never see her again, she appeared near my house at night.
It was Christmas Eve, and I remember very well that there was no case on that day, and it was not too late for me to go back and see a girl in a white feather dress standing in my alley.
“What are you doing here? * I’m sure she’s the girl who was kidnapped *
“Sarge Chow, Merry Christmas. She’s got a hand in her hand, an apple that’s not too fresh.
I didn’t answer, but I asked again, “Why are you here?” I’m sorry.
Under the lamp, her long eyelashes covered her eyes, but she couldn’t cover her instant loss: “Do you hate me?” I’m sorry.
The snowflakes began to rise in the sky, and the wheels were spinning not far away, and it was a song that I loved: Happy Savers.
She saw me and I didn’t answer, rubbed the red hand, shoved the apple in my handbag and turned and left.
“Wait a minute…” I consciously called her, “Where are you going? You didn’t…”
“Are you saying I have nowhere to go? “I don’t know where I am, I don’t have a home, I was abandoned when I was little, my mother was a minor, I was born in the school toilet, an old school worker had no children and took me back in secret, but he didn’t give me the account, he just raised me until I was five years old, and he asked me to pretend to beg.” I’m sorry.
She turned around and smiled with a bright smile: “Have you read The Girl Who Sells Matches?” Maybe everyone read it. I love winter, because there are more people who feel sorry for me. I’m sorry.
“No help from the police and social organizations?” I don’t understand, normal people who see a 5-year-old child begging in the streets will call the police.
“Sergeant Chow, you’re so cute. And when she smiles, her eyes bend like moon teeth. “It’s a small town that everyone’s afraid of getting into trouble. Who cares? Just like now, I’m homeless. Would you mind? I’m sorry.
She smiled, and walked two steps away, and said to me, “The apples are not poisoned, I trade them handmade.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know if I’m used to looking at other people’s habits since that night, but she’s not working here anymore. Sometimes I can’t tell what she says, which is true and which is a story.
But does it matter?
I hid her from everyone, and she said she couldn’t live for nothing, so she took housework, cooking, even visiting my parents. She was a good girl, I thought.
But the police instinct is that.
She’s starting to get weird.
At first, it was only because a dog neighbour, a dog, might not be fit for the new environment, that at night he would cry, and sometimes he would untie the rope and let the dog jump on the lawn in the neighborhood.
Until one day, when the neighbor’s crying tore his heart apart and the voice of the crowd in the neighborhood scolding the killer, I was angry with her and critical of the dog-killer, but she showed an incomprehensible look:
“But dogs are noisy and running around, and being killed is a sin, right? I’m sorry.
That night, I found a whole bag of rat poison in the corner of the storage room.
With regard to her name, she said she had no name, that the old school worker called her “girl.” She went through the dictionary and told me that she wanted to name Lin, so I could name her.
I’ve thought about it. It’s called Lin Mu’s. Would you?
“Chou Dynasty, thank you for giving me a home. I’m sorry.
21
My name is Guo-Fu, and I’m a psychiatrist.
Zhou Dynasty was my childhood, and one day he came to my private clinic with a strange girl.
I hypnotized the girl, and I was shocked that she had a very strong mental defence, and I knew that she was lying, but the results of the examination told everyone that she had no problems.
“I want to talk to you alone. I’m sorry.
“Is there a problem? * Seeing my news, he returned a ok *
Zhou Dynasty came alone one afternoon, and I was a little excited and confused.
“How do you know her? Where is her family? I’m sorry.
After hearing the story of Zhou Dynasty, I have the bottom of my heart.
“She seems to have been a little more serious lately and will keep asking me when I’m going to leave work, even at the front of the police station. I’ve recently been dealing with a more difficult case, overtime is normal, she understands, but she can’t control her anxiety. I go home every night to see something deliberately destroyed. At first I’ll ask her, she’ll cry and say I’m sorry, but later I won’t dare ask her, she’ll get worse. I’m sorry.
“She will also speak to herself. Zhou Dynasty’s words were bitter, and he touched his hair, and his tone was confused: “I didn’t tell anyone that I was afraid she would do something crazy if I told anyone about her. I’m sorry.
“Although her test results do not meet antisocial personality targets, I saw him squeezing his fist and his eyes were hard to see. “I still feel personally that she is an anti-social personality, but that she is too powerful to use the will of a normal person to suppress her desires, so that she can pass the police and medical tests. I’m sorry.
When Zhou Dynasty did not speak, I went on to explain: “And she is probably an antisocial and performing personality overlap. I’m sorry.
“Simplicity, is she violent and very good at pretending to be normal? I’m sorry.
“It cannot be understood that anti-social personality has multiple manifestations, violence is only one of them, and, in combination with what you have told me, she is impulsive to kill dogs and stray cats and to induce children to do dangerous things through words, which are weak, but also receive the care and understanding of others, and she knows how to hide her behaviour and to rationalize herself with drama, and I think she is complex, which is probably caused by experience. I’m sorry.
“You said she’d set up a lot of alarm clocks on your phone. I’m sorry.
“Yes, and it scares me, these alarm clocks are like two people talking. I’m sorry.
Zhou, turn on the phone, hand it over, look at a full page of alarm clocks, and I take a breath of air.
“Chou Dynasty, I love you, I can’t hurt you. I’m sorry.
Zhou Dynasty, die, hypocrite! Die! I’m sorry.
Thus, every five minutes, alternate memos appear an alarm clock, like a struggling man, with angels and demons fighting in his head.
“She doesn’t want you to find out she’s a bad breed. Because she can’t do anything against you. I’m sorry.
The human brain is far more complex than the current level of medical science, while the human spirit, consciousness and behaviour are more complex than the present, and are more likely to be affected by environmental impacts.
“You know what’s born bad? One film is about people like that, whose genetic defects make them born to evil, lacking the most basic sense of shame and common sense. I’m sorry.
“Is there a cure?”
I’m a little boo-boo when I look like I’m not feeling well.
Since Zhou Dynasty was a child king from a very young age, he had a good future as a policeman at the police academy. He was also a policeman, and there was no major setback on his way to growth.
“There is no cure for anti-social personality. I’m sorry.
And as the light in his eyes faded, I picked up a thick piece of material from the table: “But I’m doing a project because the conditions of the experiment are so harsh that it has not been possible to do it, and it has remained theoretical. I’m sorry.
This project needs two people.
One is an anti-social patient, and the other is a redeemer with super-intensity.
Anti-social personality mostly has unhappy families, and nobody cares about them. People just want to deal with them quickly to reduce the probability of social harm, so there is no one who is willing to help save them with super-intensity.
It’s probably the most important research project of my life, and I’m willing to do it, but unfortunately I can’t build the most basic trust with the antisocial people I’m currently dealing with.
Trust, is the first link of the project.
“Chou Dynasty, I will find a way to keep your consciousness in one of the most familiar scenes through hypnosis and instrumentation, which is not easy to expose. I’m sorry.
“You have only one purpose, to kill her master, this original antisocial personality, and to leave her with the sub-personality that she derived from your company. I’m sorry.
“You have two choices: the first is to persuade her mastership and help her side to take control of her mind; or the other is to turn it upside down so that the master can fully release the desire to kill and kill it at its weakest time. I’m sorry.
The project was divided into three phases, which Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou had to complete in the context that I had deliberately set up, where she would theoretically be awakened to the subpersonality of the third phase and begin to question the hypnotic dream and then complete the final counter-kill.
“Remember, I’ve only one chance to hypnotize you at the same time, and the second one won’t work. I’m sorry.
The first phase: killing her in a dream, terrorizing her, upset her, feeling her weakness and being forced to produce strong emotional fluctuations.
Second stage: to be killed by her, to make her angry, to be angry, to release antisocial feelings, but never to be completely out of control.
Zhou Dynasty, I believe you, of all the patients, perhaps only you can do it because you spent eight years with her, taking care of her, and she has feelings for you.
The third stage: guide her to the truth, realize that she is hypnotized, and do not do anything, but observe that if she still chooses to kill you, you prefer to sink into a complete circle of consciousness to satisfy the pleasure of your own killing, then you will use all your power to kill her, and you will not be able to be soft, otherwise you will wake up and be a total murderer.
If she hesitates and gives up, you must seduce her to commit suicide. Only if the master gives up and the second personality kills the master, her kind personality will truly occupy the body.
“Does she remember the experiences of hypnosis and those of the past? I’m sorry.
‘Cause this personality starts with you, and we can help her to build a virtual life story in a hypnotic way. The future is all that matters. I’m sorry.
End
The kitchen came in with a mouse, and I didn’t tell Zhou Zhou Zhou, but I bought rat medicine and stickers.
I watched the mouse struggling on the sticker, and I put it in a garbage bag, and I threw it in a garbage can at the door of the block.
In the garbage bag, I filled a full bag of bread crumbs with a full bag of rat’s medicine. The bag was sealed and I even lost a rock in the trash can.
Back home, I washed my hands over and over and over and over.
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I put my gloves on the pheasant on the board and accidentally swung an empty trash can and felt much better.
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Since I decided to start work again, I have put in a lot of résumés, and I have an interview tomorrow, so I have to take an early break tonight.
I’m looking at the bottom right of the computer screen at 9:30.
I looked in the kitchen and my body was stiff, but soon he laughed at me, “Sorry, I accidentally kicked into the door.” I’m sorry.
I smiled and said it’s okay. I know, he must have seen a pile of rat stickers and rat pills in the cabinet.
It was fun at first and wanted to play, but it took so long to get other desires and even cover up others.
I sneezed, put the computer on, walked towards the bedroom.
I’d help you trap that beast.
Zhou Dynasty, I love you. Record number: YXX1DM9yglMf0D1wX6liZaZm
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
