I’m married to a man, and my family’s not here.
But instead of wishing me well, I ruined the wedding.
I thought it was they who didn’t understand love, and then I realized that it was me who was really blindfolded.
One.
When Zhou Ning took the senior class, my fight spread throughout the school.
So I landed and I got caught by the headmaster.
She took me to the flag-raising station, where she said she was not allowed to stand until two classes.
The headmaster was my mother, and during school, she made an example of me.
I asked her if she could have a different punishment, and now there’s no punishment for a pupil.
My mom yelled at me, “You’re still fighting? I’m sorry.
I don’t want to walk up the flag and stand under the sun.
The midday sun is more toxic than the queen of Snow White.
I was so tanned that there seemed to be seven suns in the sky.
I was so poisoned that I thought of the seven stars.
So when I fainted, I felt like I might travel.
Two.
“Are you okay?
When I woke up, the bed was surrounded by strangers.
“Do I know you?” I asked them.
A circle of people shudders and looks worse than one.
This heavy atmosphere reminds me of the fact that the main character of the show is suffering from terminal illness.
Don’t scare me. I’m just in a fight. How come I got an incurable disease?
I asked Zhou Ning, where is Zhou Ning? I’m sorry.
It’s over. These people are getting darker.
I can’t help but think in the wrong direction.
“Chou Ning won’t be discouraged by the director? I’m sorry.
An older woman came up to hold me around. “Pear, why don’t you get some sleep? I’m sorry.
I lifted the covers and got out of bed. “Where’s the chief?” Well, it really has nothing to do with Zhou Ning. It’s me.”
My mom showed up before I finished.
I fell down on my knees, and I said, “Chief, you can punish me all you want. Can you spare Zhou Ning? I’m sorry.
I don’t know, it just took a while. My mom’s wrinkles changed.
Maybe I’m mad at you.
I’m even more afraid to look at her.
Pray for this part to come early and hear a good sound.
“Kenny”?
I looked up, and I saw my crush on Qin, coming from behind my mother.
He walks up to me, lifts me up, and he can’t hide his looks.
“Kenny, do you recognize me?”
I don’t know.
Qin is the oldest. I’m sorry.
Somehow, the other eyebrows were locked up.
“Don’t you remember I’m your husband? I’m sorry.
3
When I was in love with him, I called him my husband.
It’s a shame he said it today.
I looked down and laughed for a long time.
But the atmosphere in the room is getting worse.
I thought of the seven stars in the sky before I fainted and realized the gravity of the matter.
And I laughed, and I said, “What’s today?” I’m sorry.
“September 23rd. I’m sorry.
Yeah.
September 23rd, 2022. My mom added:
I’ve been here ten years.
I can’t be as handsome as I have been for 10 years.
I’m so happy in my heart that I’ve been trying so hard for 10 years to get a man.
I’m happy. My mom pushed me.
“Kenny, who am I?”
What, come to me and play “Who am I?”
“Teacher. I’m sorry.
My mother went back two steps and one step behind her sofa, murmuring, “How can this happen? I’m sorry.
At school, my mother was called the director, and then used to, even at home.
What’s wrong with me calling her that? What’s she doing?
I don’t understand, but I don’t care about their heavy feelings. I just want to find Zhou Ning quickly so he can tell me what happened in the decade.
“Where is Zhou Ning? Can you tell him for me? I’m sorry.
Qin looked forward to it and was worried: “You wanted to see him so much? I’m sorry.
4
I’m in love with Qin Viet only Zhou Ning.
He used to bet me that if I could catch up with Qin Viet, he would give me 500.
If I could be Qinxi’s girlfriend, he’d give me $5,000.
If one day I marry Qin Viet, he gives me $50,000.
Zhou Ning said nothing but that’s what I believe.
Now that it has been 10 years since, the 50,000 must not double.
I’m feeling good.
But I’m happy, and they’re even more sad.
They said I had an accident, some memory loss.
But now I’m gonna think I’m crazy.
My mother told everyone to sit by the bed and peel me oranges. “You told me, what do you remember? I’m sorry.
It’s like a quick check on my poetry.
I can’t help but shake.
“I remember you pulled me up to the flag raising platform. I’m sorry.
My mom went over there with one eye and I was so busy lifting my arm that I was afraid she would throw an orange.
The eyes of death appear out of my window countless times.
Now that I see it, I’m in shock.
My mom took my arm and handed me the orange. “Kenny, I need to talk to you about something. I’m sorry.
I’m in the middle of something. I don’t talk about it.
“You and Qin get divorced. I’m sorry.
I didn’t even touch his little hand.
5
My mother divorced me and Qin for no reason. I definitely won’t do it.
On the day I got out of the hospital, I chose to go home with Qin, and my mother would eat me alive.
She cried out, “I should not have believed in your return, if you were not a bitch.” I’m sorry.
She used to call me tougher. It didn’t hurt. It was like pulling hair.
I called a car for her and asked the driver to take her home.
When you waved goodbye, Qin reminded me, “You should listen to your mother. I’m sorry.
“I’ve listened to her before, and I’m not. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think I’d get into the co-pilot and rush Qin, “What are you waiting for? Drive. I’m sorry.
When Qin got on the driver’s seat, I started asking him, “How long have we been married?” I’m sorry.
“Five years. I’m sorry.
I counted time. About a year after graduation, I married Qin. I’m awesome.
“We, have any children?” I ask with a red face.
Qin turned the wheel and turned away from me and said, “You don’t want children, so we have no plans.” I’m sorry.
I’m so cool.
But I don’t want kids. I think there’s something there.
My ears start to get hot, “Well, our couple life, is it harmonious?” I’m sorry.
I hit the windshield in front.
When I sat up, I saw a big red light on my head.
I look back at Qin, “You’re not very good at driving. I’m sorry.
Qin is worried. “You really don’t remember anything? I’m sorry.
Six.
That’s gonna make me sick.
I wanted to be impulsive. Tell him I wore it 10 years ago.
But I’m afraid he thinks I’m crazy.
“I remember. I don’t remember. I’m sorry.
“I remember my poor grades. The director asked you to tutor me. You write well, the drafts are beautiful. I stole a lot of draft paper from you, don’t you remember? I’m sorry.
“I remember you were quick in your homework, but you were so mean, you had to wait until I finished my homework to answer. But as soon as you’re gone, I’ll copy it with my last name. I’m sorry.
“Well, I remember who you liked. I had a fight with her at the beginning of the senior year. Everyone thought I was doing it for Zhou Ning, but I was doing it for you. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The more I talk, the more I talk, the more I talk, the more I’m talking, the more I’m talking, the more I’m talking, the more I’m talking, the more I’m talking, the more I’m talking, the more I’m going, the more I’m going, the more I’m going.
Qin took his car keys and looked at me, “I know. I’m sorry.
And suddenly I found out that my long love of adolescence was not a one-man play.
I’m excited and happy.
He smiled at me, pulled his seatbelt off, grabbed me.
“Kenny, I know what you’re thinking. I’m sorry.
It smells so good on him, I’m leaning on my head and almost drunk.
But the hug was brief, and he immediately let me go, saying, “Our home is here. Get out of the car. I’m sorry.
I don’t give a shit about nodding.
I didn’t want to be here in such a hurry.
I think evilly, the smile is bigger.
Qin noticed, and asked, “What are you thinking? I’m sorry.
By the way, I have another important question that I did not ask him.
“How many red bags did Zhou give when we got married? I’m sorry.
Qin’s face is getting easier and serious.
“Why do you care so much about Zhou Ning? I’m sorry.
“He owes me. “I took my coat from the car and I heard Qin never return it.
Zhou Ning is a rich kid. He’s not that bad.
I suggested to Qin, “If it’s not more than 50,000, I’ll ask for it later. I’m sorry.
Qin called me back.
“When we got married, Zhou Ning didn’t have a red bag, he came to smash the field. I’m sorry.
Zhou Ning did a lot of damage, but, “Why? I’m sorry.
‘Cause he loves you. He doesn’t want you to marry me. I’m sorry.
7
That’s what really got me into.
Zhou Ning and I can get involved in anything but love.
“Chou Ning is a rich generation. He buys all the money he goes out. I use him as a wallet. My mother was the head teacher, and he set me up with two. My mother only took me for a knife. He took me for a shield. What kind of love is this? I’m sorry.
When I said it, it was 10 years ago, and it seems inappropriate for me to explain it now.
I don’t know what happened to me and Zhou Ning in the last 10 years.
So I asked Qin, “He’s just fucked up, didn’t he? I’m sorry.
Qin won’t talk.
I said to myself, “That’s how impulsive Zhou Ning is. Smash something and you let him pay, he’s got plenty of money. I’m sorry.
“What about his seduction of my wife? I’m sorry.
I’m surprised Zhou Ning still has this thing? Wait…
“You’re not going to say he seduced me? I’m sorry.
“I’ve been married once, except for you and who my wife is. I’m sorry.
I vowed, “It’s always you I like, and I’ll never be seduced. I’m sorry.
The colder Qin looked at me, there was no more tenderness.
I was scared and I couldn’t help but ask him, “What happened to Zhou Ning and I? I’m sorry.
Qin’s eyes are dim.
“Go home. * And he whispered *
What’s this?
I’m sorry, but I’m sorry.
Isn’t that the sexual temptation to go home?
The song “All the pains of love, all the pains of hate” has been in my house for 10 years.
The most ridiculous thing is…
I’m still the one who won’t come home.
8
I’m a little sorry to hear that I hurt Qin Viet.
In the elevator, I watched the colder shadow of Qin, and the worse it was,
Tonight, can I sleep with a pretty man?
When you go to bed, Qin will go to bed with a bed covered.
No wonder my mom says I’m a bad daughter.
I’m not only doing this, I’m gonna come back and sleep with him.
Can anyone agree?
But anyway, I’m the one I was 10 years ago, clean and white.
If you want to redeem yourself, now is the time.
I said, “Can we sleep together tonight?” I’m sorry.
The more Qin looks at him, the more he looks at him.
I can’t find Zhou Ning’s wild flower. I’m fed up.
I pulled the covers and filmed the bed on my right: “This bed is big and I’m afraid alone. I’m sorry.
In the quiet of the night, Qin slept on my right and breathed shallowly.
And I’ve been so confused.
How do we do this?
I was thinking, “Take off my clothes first or kiss my mouth first.”
Wait a minute. Take off your clothes first. Let’s kiss first.
Wait, can’t kiss too much? Besides, how?
It’s only in my head that I know I don’t know anything.
Lie tight there, I only sweat.
You can’t take off your clothes, you can’t kiss.
My little hand went over there: where is this?
“Kenny,
I’m surprised, I can’t move.
The more Qin grabbed my wrist, “Are you serious about touching my belly? I’m sorry.
9
And then I said, “I wanted to see if you had enough. I’m sorry.
It’s a good thing Qin didn’t bother with me, but I laughed and moved out of my bedroom.
Qin must have been so disappointed in me.
But why am I with Zhou Ning?
I’ve never been afraid of anything. Since it’s happened, take it.
If you take it, you will.
I want Zhou Ning to find out.
But I found out there was no Zhou Ning on the phone.
Did I delete it in front of Qin Viet Nam?
But the more I break it, the more angry Qin is at me.
I’m tired of thinking about the consequences, and I’m trying to find Zhou Ning.
Good thing I remember Zhou Ning’s number.
But this is 10 years ago. He’ll probably change numbers in 10 years.
Listen to each other’s dripping, I’m in the middle of it.
Really?
And suddenly…
Zhou Ning! I’m sorry.
“Are you Kong?
It’s a woman.
10
I heard it was a woman’s voice, and I cried out in my heart.
Ten years, I became the wife of Qin Viet.
Zhou Ning may have married a wife and children.
I’ve just behaved in a way that doesn’t make any sense, even a bit of an affair.
If the other side knew, Zhou Ning and I had an improper relationship.
Then Zhou Ning and I can’t clean up the Yellow River.
I’ll cut off the phone right now.
I decided to go to Qin after Shirai wanted to go.
When Qin knocked on the door of the study, it became clear that Qin had slept and asked me, “Why is it so late? I’m sorry.
“I just called Zhou Ning…”
I’m not finished yet, and the more Qin turns up, he says, “Why are you calling him?” I’m sorry.
It’s over.
“I can’t remember what happened. I want to ask him. I’m sorry.
“I’m your husband. Why don’t you ask me? I’m sorry.
Qin has a very good point. I have to ask myself: Why don’t I go to him?
Maybe I’m used to being friends with Zhou Ning, and I’ll be able to find him in the first place.
By the way, you deleted Zhou Ning’s contact information in front of me. Qin suddenly asked me.
That’s what I thought.
I scratched my head, “I remember his phone number. I’m sorry.
“You forget I’m your husband and you remember his number? I’m sorry.
‘Cause I crossed here ten years ago.
I’m groaning, I don’t know how to get back to him.
But Qin didn’t want to hear my explanation and took my phone, and he said, “I don’t want to hear Zhou Ning anymore.” I’m sorry.
I was silent, but, “Is Zhou Ning married or not? I’m sorry.
Qin’s staring at me.
I changed my mouth, “He’s married? I’m sorry.
“It’s closed. I’m sorry.
After a long time, Qin said:
“But if you call today, you’re probably leaving. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
I’ve never been naughty, but I’ve never done anything bad.
With Zhou Ning’s bonnet on, I’d hate to find a hole to hide.
I cried to Qin Viet Nam: “Tell my sister and I have become sick, I forget the past, only that Zhou Ning was my classmate, and that the call was a greeting, and it did not break the threads. Let her not get me wrong. I’m sorry.
The more Qin looked at me, the more his eyes died like a lake.
I kneeled by his bed, shaking his knees, and said, “Just this once, please, I do not want to hurt anyone.” I’ll do whatever you want me to do. I’m sorry.
Qin finally said, “I lied to you, Zhou Ning is not married, she is Zhou Ning’s sister. I’m sorry.
When did Qin learn to lie?
But wait…
“When did Zhou Ning have a sister? I’m sorry.
The more Qin looks at me, “Do you care? I’m sorry.
I’m afraid I stepped on the other side again.
I changed my mind, “He has a sister. I don’t care. I’m sorry.
When I got up, I came to the door and felt like Qin was changing.
He’s not the first grade he’s got 10 years ago.
Instead, he became a middle-aged man full of suspicion and suspicion, trapped in the vortex of marriage.
Maybe my mom was right about the divorce.
There’s a big problem with my marriage with Qinxi.
I don’t know what that is.
But instead of being so depleting on both sides, it would be better to cut them off before I get there.
I turned around and said, “I apologize to you if I did something to hurt you.” If you want a divorce, I won’t drag you down. I’m sorry.
The more Qin turned his head and asked me, “What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
And he came to me, pulled me, and cried, “Do we not make a scene and make peace?” I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen Qin so quieter.
Ten years ago on campus, all I can do is follow his shadow.
I can’t even say it out loud.
At this moment, he begged me, wrinkled his head, red eyes.
My heart is heartbroken and bitter.
I did it 10 years later. I didn’t do anything. Why should I take it?
The more I think of it, the more unfair I feel, the more my tears flow.
And I choked: I said, I love you, and you are the one I love. Don’t lie. I’m sorry.
The more Qin held me in his arms, the more he held me in his arms.
“I believe you. I’m sorry.
12
I can’t keep asking him what happened to me and Zhou Ning for 10 years because of Qin’s doubts.
I’d like to find someone to know.
First, I excluded my mom.
I’ll ask her, and she’ll have to put me in one of these again.
But who?
Ten years later, it seems that only Qin has left.
I turned on my phone book and I was looking for someone I knew.
I didn’t know it.
I thought about 10 years ago, I used qq to contact friends.
So immediately download the qq, log in and I found my best friend 10 years ago.
I sent a greeting.
It took me a long time to get back to me:
“Kenny, you’re not dead!”
This familiar greeting makes me feel as if I had returned to a non-mainstream era 10 years ago.
13
I spent eight cups of coffee at the cafe waiting for that woman.
Ten years ago, women were still fat and weighed in our class No. 1. They call her fat.
Now she’s sitting on a man’s seat, and the rest of the space in the card is just another one.
So the word “fat girl” came back when I mentioned it.
It’s good that she started by saying, “Do you want to see me? The family is busy. I’m sorry.
It’s so cold, it’s like a hot, fat chick.
“We haven’t seen each other for a long time. I’m sorry.
Fat girl looked at me like crazy. I’m sorry.
My smile is on my face.
These days, a person would ask me this:
“Kenny, you really don’t remember anything? I’m sorry.
It was good at first, but it was a lot of questions, and I felt like I was a retard, and I was being watched.
I wouldn’t be close to her.
“You know about me and Zhou Ning? I’m sorry.
The fat chick had her eyes open and the whole thing almost came up and grabbed my arm and asked:
“What’s up, getting married? I’m big. I’m sorry.
It’s… it’s this, it’s not right.
14
Turns out fat chicks are the same as me and Zhou Ning’s.
“We didn’t know how many things we did to set you up together. I even went to the Red Snail to pray for both of you and to seek the blessing of the fairies. I’m sorry.
I’m staring, and CP powder is the craziest species in a fan.
“Why do you want me with Zhou Ning?” I’m sorry.
‘Cause you’re not together! “The fat chick suddenly shouted, as if all of these years’ grievances were to be heard.
I used a black forest cake to appease her.
“You’ve tried your best. We’re not together. It’s inappropriate. Take it easy. Take it easy. I’m sorry.
The fat chick ate the cake, the anger was gone and the resentment was spilling out.
What a pity you are: a daughter of the head of instruction, who does not learn nothing, and a young man of the rich, who is unobsessed. You’re in trouble at school. It’s hard out of school, he pays. It’s a perfect couple.”
I just feel like my toes are on my back, and I regret coming looking for this CP brain to ask me and Zhou Ning.
“…to kill Qin Yu in the middle of the road, and you married him, I hate it.”
I’ve been busy putting out the ring on my hand, “By your good will, it’s still closed, so stop talking about Zhou Ning.” I’m sorry.
Fat girl can’t beat it, call another black forest cake.
I thought that even my close friends were on top of the CP, and that’s why Qin was so worried about me and Zhou Ning.
But why would Qin marry me if he didn’t believe me?
Is it because of the wedding?
I asked the fat lady, “What did Zhou Ning do at my wedding with Qinxi?” I’m sorry.
Fatty put down the cake and looked at me, “You never invited me to your wedding. I’m sorry.
I ate a dumb pear.
It’s embarrassing for me. I can only hide it with water.
It’s probably a sign that I’m in a position where fat chicks say something to break my embarrassment. I’m sorry.
I picked her up and said, “I hear he’s here to fuck up? I’m sorry.
Fat chicks don’t have to frown. * And she said *
“I heard he was your witness. You gave it to him. I’m sorry.
15
My father died when I was little, and my mother raised me.
I used to fantasize about who would hand me over to the groom at my wedding.
– It was Zhou Ning.
“Your wedding is only for Zhou Ning. “The fat girl says.
I don’t know. “My mom didn’t go? I’m sorry.
“Your mother doesn’t know how many times you’ve been advised to marry. We also advise you, but you won’t listen, prefer to break up with us and marry Qin Viet. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand, “Why don’t you let me marry Qin Viet Nam?” Just because Zhou Ning and I match better?”
Fat girl shakes her head, “How can your mother trust you to marry someone who had a baby with another woman before marriage? I’m sorry.
Boom!
In a coma, I hit a thunderbolt over my head.
It took me a long time to find my voice. I’m sorry.
I suddenly realized that Qin was saying we didn’t have kids for five years.
“Are you forgetting or are you forgetting that Qin is not only confused with Ii-jun before marriage, but also has children…”
I interrupted her, “You said Ii-jun was…”
“Yes, the one you fought with. I’m sorry.
16
I had a fight with Ye Xiaojun.
My grades were bad, and the headmaster arranged for Qin to pay me back.
I know that a lot of people have a red eye for this, after all, the first-age man, who’s got a good, good personality and who wants to sit next to him.
Ii Xiaojun also has red eyes.
But she wasn’t just the red one, she was always the red one with me.
That day she said I and Zhou Ning had nothing to do with it, and I didn’t give a shit.
I know she’s provoking, but she’s provoking what’s wrong, picking out where I’m most private.
Of course I’ll teach her a lesson.
I must not only teach her lessons, but let her remember them.
But when I took the advantage of driving on her, I was going to beat her to death.
Zhou Ning ran into class three (5) and took me out of the ground.
“The fight between you and Ie Xiaojun was so hot that no one knew why you fought. Everyone was wondering when Zhou Ning saved you.
Then Io-jun was his father’s illegitimate daughter. It was only after this incident that we knew that Yi Xiaojun was Zhou Ning’s sister.
But that time, Zhou Ning didn’t help me, and I knew Zhou Ning was being nice to you.
But the more Qin listens to the witch, the more she gets involved.
You know, Io-jun’s been jealous of you for days and days. First Zhou Ning, then Qin Viet. Zhou Ning is still a brother. He knows to defend you.
But look at Qin, what did he do?
So you think we’re gonna wish you well when you get married? We hate your divorce! I’m sorry.
The fat girl said she’d drink the black coffee in a cup, and it was like she could drink two pounds.
She groaned and said:
“Only Zhou Ning, and only Zhou Ning will bless you and be your mother’s family at your wedding. Seems he’d be on your side no matter what you decide. I’m sorry.
17
After I broke up with the fat chick in front of the café, I was all fucked up.
I’m like an outsider who’s been leading this 10 years, and it’s worse than an eight-point story.
I was stubborn and stubborn and impulsive and I couldn’t give up.
Last time, the rebels left:
My mom doesn’t care about me, and my friends are away, and even Zhou Ning is losing me.
Is that what I want?
I don’t know.
As for Ii Xiaojun and Qin Viet…
I know fat chicks don’t lie to me, but I’m sure there’s a misunderstanding about him.
Otherwise, I didn’t want to marry Qin.
There must be some misunderstanding.
I believe it.
I can’t help it.
I took out the key to the door and saw Qin and Yi Xiaojun in the living room.
Qin’s hand is on Ii Xiaojun’s shoulder as if she were comforting.
When I opened the door, he opened his hand and explained to me:
“Kenny, it’s not what you think. I’m sorry.
I didn’t even think about it, but I thought about it.
18
Ten years later, Io-jun, who stood in my living room, cried so softly that she could be blown down by a wind.
And the one who fought me in the classroom that year, it was just like two.
I’m not even sure if it’s her. I’m sorry.
Io-jun nod his head and explain to me, “Kenny, don’t think about it. I’m sorry.
Well, I didn’t ask anything. They explained it there.
“What are you doing?” I said.
“Nothing. I’m sorry.
“He’s just comforting me. I’m sorry.
Two people gave two completely different answers.
I’ll stay where I am, and I’ll stare at you.
Qin is even more incorruptible.
“You shouldn’t be here today. I don’t welcome you here. Don’t you know? I’m sorry.
It is clear that Yi Xiaojun still wants to stay, but in the face of the increased violence in Qin, he cannot resist but sheds tears.
I didn’t think Qin would be so rude.
I’m not used to young men, but I’m on her side with men and women.
And I opened up the hand of the Qin people in front of Ye Xiaojun, and asked her, “Are you crying because he bullied you?” Yes, I will blast him for you. I’m sorry.
Ii Xiaojun shakes his head, “Today is my brother’s 5-7.” I’m sorry.
I’m not used to that. “Your brother?” I’m sorry.
Ii Xiaojun opened his mouth.
The more Qin said, “Enough! I’m gonna get her out of here.
I’m holding her tight and I’m not letting her go because I feel like I’ve learned the answer and I need a certification.
“Your brother is Zhou Ning?”
It’s been a very quiet moment.
Yi Xiaojun opened his mouth and noded his head.
In silence, I hear heartbreaks.
Zhou Ning is dead?
19
I sat on the sofa and it took me a long time to come back.
The more Qin took the water, sat across from me and called me, “Kenny, Qinny, wake up! I’m sorry.
And suddenly in my head there was a sharp brake, and I was devious.
“Kenny, are you all right?” The more you ask.
I began to focus on the face of Qinhong and asked him, “How did Zhou Ning die?” I’m sorry.
The sooner Qin bows his head, the less I look in my eyes.
“How long will it be?”
Ie-jun, who stood by, wanted to say, “Kenny, my brother… “
“You shut up! I’m surprised I said these three words, and maybe at that point, I thought the fat chicks were talking.
Qin’s head’s up. I’m sorry.
I shook my head and just asked him, “How did Zhou Ning die? I’m sorry.
“You drive, Zhou Ning sits in your co-pilot, you have an accident. I’m sorry.
“Then what?” I ask.
Zhou Ning saved his life. You’ve been in a coma for a month, and you’ve woken up and forgotten a lot. I’m sorry.
Turns out I just lost my memory, and I fucking thought I was crossing over.
I laughed and cried.
The more Qin worried about my situation, he asked me, “Are you sure you’re okay? Let’s go to the hospital. I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
Now, I just want to prove one thing.
“Did Zhou Ning and I do anything wrong to you? I’m sorry.
The more he bit his teeth, he said, “No. I’m crazy. I’m jealous of a dead man. But Kong, I…
I got up and dropped his hand.
“Well, then you remember, you can’t tell me how you masturbate me, but Zhou Ning can’t. You don’t deserve to talk about him.”
Wait till he answers, I look to Io-jun.
“Please, show me Zhou Ning. I’m sorry.
20
Zhou Ning’s grave is repaired in the shadow of half the hill.
In autumn, there was no sun in the summer, he was a boy for life, and he died in conditions.
I thought about it in my heart and gave him a scent.
After two bundles of paper money, I asked Ie-jun, “Why didn’t your family come? I’m sorry.
“I did, but you were in a coma and they didn’t feel good. Then again, your mother kicked them out. I’m sorry.
I thought about it at the hospital, and my mom told me to divorce Qin.
But she was only in the middle of it, like she was afraid of something.
I asked her, “What happened to you and Qin?” I’m sorry.
I’m ashamed of my head.
I broke up with him before I married him.
But that’s when Io-jun and Qin got together.
“You broke up with him all day, and I know he can’t forget you. Soon you’ll be back together, but I won’t believe it, but if you wave, he will run to you.
You mind the kids, mind my business, but choose to forgive him.
For your happiness, my brother always advised me not to disturb you. I didn’t mean to interrupt because I had kids.
But I didn’t think the kid was a prick between you and Qin Viet. Children grow older, and the pricks get even deeper. I’m sorry.
I can’t help but hear what I’m trying to do here.
“The child was sick before the accident, and it was always my brother and I, but the child wasn’t well. I called Qin Viet Nam as soon as I was helpless…”
“So I misunderstood? I interrupted her and laughed, “You’re amazing. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t think things would go that way. I wanted my brother to talk to you. You listened to him, but how could I have thought of that?”
I shake my head and I don’t want to hear her say, “That’s it. Don’t let me see you again. I’m sorry.
I went halfway to tell her, “Don’t rob me anymore. I’ll give it back to you. I’m sorry.
21
My mom’s yard is the same.
Two pear trees in front of the door were full of pears, but she never picked them.
No wonder there’s always a naughty kid going through the yard and stealing her pear.
I’m standing in front of the door and I’d like to take some.
He was hit with a stick out of the window on the second floor.
My mom stood in front of the window staring at me, “Son, I finally caught you! I’m sorry.
“Mom! I’m crying.
My mom looked at me, and she looked out, “Pear.” I’m sorry.
My mom said I stopped pearing after I got married.
She saw my eyes red and she knew what was going on.
She told me, “Chou Ning was an accident. Don’t blame yourself. You just survived. I’m sorry.
I shake my head, “I’ve only lost 10 years of memory, and it’s the worst and the worst I can forget.” I’m sorry.
Turning back, the director’s diaphragm was whiter than the pear flower.
“Mom, all these years I’ve bothered you. I’m sorry.
My mom wipes my tears and hugs me, “No one cares about the parents, but a good kid if you’re willing to turn back.” I’m sorry.
In her arms, it was like I was back 10 years ago, the careless yellow girl.
“Mom, I think Zhou Ning. I’m sorry.
My mother shot me in the back, and I looked up, and she laughed, “I have something good to show you. I’m sorry.
She put a CD in the Impress machine and told me this was a video of my wedding five years ago.
Zhou Ning brought her the video.
“I’m afraid you’ve forgotten all about it now,” she says while she goes on.
Soon, she cut to Zhou Ning’s picture, and I was busy getting to the TV.
“Is it handsome?” My mom suddenly asked me.
I’m wearing a white wedding dress, Zhou Ning is wearing a white suit, and I’m holding my hands and walking on a red carpet full of flowers.
“It’s very handsome. I muffled.
When the shot cuts to the groom, my mom comes in fast until it’s only Zhou Ning left.
“Look, that’s what Zhou Ning wanted to say to you. I’m sorry.
22
In the video, he smiled, and the pear vortex was the same.
“Some people today may find it strange that the bride’s family is not here. Let me clarify here: there is someone at the bride’s house, I am. Why isn’t everyone here? Ask the groom. I’m sorry.
A little laugh down there.
And Zhou Nin said, “Do not be afraid of the groom, nor do I support you, because you marry someone important to me.” But if the groom does something bad to the bride, don’t blame me for not supporting you, I’ll hit you. I don’t fight on my own. I’ve got money. I’ll call somebody. I’m sorry.
Another laughter.
Zhou Ning suddenly took it seriously and looked at the camera.
Just as I’m looking at him now.
“Kenny,
I couldn’t help but say yes.
“You said a word to me before, Venji. I don’t understand. It took me a long time to find out where I was. Now, I’ll give that back to you, cough–“
Zhou Ning looked down at his notes and said:
“The hardest thing for men and women is not the occurrence of love, not the flame of a fire, but the ability to keep it as a clear star and to shine on each other’s whole life or on a plentiful or lonely night. I’m sorry.
And he looked at me again: “Ah, be not afraid. I will be with you even if the world is against you.” You just keep going, I’ll always be there. I’m sorry.
23
I didn’t confess to my mother: at first I thought I was passing through.
But how much I wanted to tell her that if I could travel, I would wish I could go back and take another 10 years.
Unfortunately, real life has no superpower in television.
I have accepted my own death, lost 10 years of memory, and my legs are always in pain at night, and I have to go to the hospital regularly and take my medication as a routine.
But the hardest part is not having Zhou Ning around.
Qin and Qin have concluded a divorce agreement, and Qin seems to be very depressed.
I’ll make him happy.
After all, there’s something I can’t remember right now, or I’ll hunt him down.
Now I’m two, the best.
Qin asked me what was going on.
I said it took me 10 years to figure out what love is, and now I’m graduating.
After that, I’m going to find something more important than love, like love, like friendship.
Like everything in this world. Record number: YXA1Gnmr8NXFoyPB5lGcpQpK
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
