Did you get a little bit of a pain in your kidney?

Boyfriend’s brother was the devil who kept me in the basement for three years in Myanmar.

But his boyfriend says his brother never went to Myanmar.

The man in the suit calls me “sister-in-law” and doesn’t look like the madman in Myanmar who’s saying, “Who’s upset that I killed him?”

I should be mistaken.

One.

Third year after being abducted, I was saved.

My boyfriend Lufeng took me all the way from the police station to the house and he held me tight like he was afraid of the wind and blew me away.

Back home, my best friend, Josie gave me a bath.

She saw the scar on my stomach while washing it for me and crying.

“Does it hurt?”

It doesn’t hurt. I’m sorry.

She cried even harder.

She didn’t know that I saved my life with two knives on my stomach and my waist.

After taking a shower, my parents have made a table of veggies.

I used to be no spicy, but I couldn’t move chopsticks.

I’ve had serious stomach problems because I’ve been locked up in the basement for years and I’ve had a little chili.

“Taste this chili chicken. Aunt used to love it. Zhangxi put a lot on me.

“You eat. “I took her back again.

“She can’t eat. “It’s been a long time since Lufeng started talking.

“You can eat a little. She looked at him and ate a chopstick.

The next second she covered her mouth and ran to the toilet.

I’ll stay there. It’s pretty.

“She’s pregnant, she can’t eat spicy. “My mother was groaning and said,

I’m shocked.

“She’s married?” I whispered.

No one cares about me.

My dad whispered, “Siu Luk and Chang are together. I’m sorry.

And I was struck like a thunderbolt.

I can’t remember what Luto and Zhang Xi said.

The whole process, I was quiet like I was the one who did the wrong thing.

All I remember was my dad holding my shaking hand under the table.

Two.

I don’t think she’s feeling well. Lufeng went with her.

My dad drove them.

He had classes in the afternoon and went to school to visit the hospital.

I’m the only one left in the fun house.

“It’s understandable. “My mom wipes the floor and sighs.

“You’ve been gone for three years, they’ve said you’re dead, we’ve been looking for you as parents, we’ve been looking for you, and the rest of us are telling us to give up, only the two of them, and they haven’t stopped looking for you for three years. I’m sorry.

“They’re both good kids, and we’re happy as adults, and after all, nobody thought you’d come back. I’m sorry.

I was lying in bed listening to my mother telling me a lot of things, and I was suffocating with a rock on my chest.

I’m not crying. I’m thinking. Why are they together?

I’ve liked Lufeng since high school.

I only told her the secret.

She’s my neighbor, she’s lost her parents since she was a kid, followed Grandma, and she spends almost 24 hours with me.

Naturally, we have become best friends, and she’s been trying to set me up with Rufus.

In order for me to run into the land under the peach tree, she climbed up a tall peach tree and spreads petals.

In order to get me home on Lufeng’s bike, she slipped my bike.

In order to get me to the same university as Lufuncao, she and I stopped the movie every day, playing a card word.

Even when I confessed to Lufun the night after I finished my exams, she helped me to turn off the lights of my classroom.

That night, Lu’s face was so red. I’m sorry.

When he turned me down, I was so sad, “It’s just a genuine adventure, you don’t want to. Next time, I kiss somebody. I’m sorry.

And he raised my neck, staring at me, “You dare.” I’m sorry.

3

I was with Lufeng after the exams.

We went to the same university.

Zhang Xi called this school because she couldn’t leave me.

Since then, the three of us have almost remained together in school.

So since when did Zhangxi like Lufeng?

I don’t know.

It’s just that I’ve always spoken to her about my worship of Lufeng and my love for him.

She never told me who she liked.

In the first year of summer, the three of us were about to travel to Yunnan.

I missed the flight because of something. The two of them flew first, and I resigned the next flight.

Upon arrival, there was a storm, and the driver temporarily added money, and when I refused, I was left by the side of the road.

And We bought their favorite snacks, and hid in the middle of the land, under the desolate shed, waiting for them to pick me up.

The phone doesn’t work. The phone doesn’t work.

Then suddenly a motorcycle came in to hide from the rain.

The young rider, wearing a helmet, stood up and called. I couldn’t see his face.

“Well, you wait for the body. I’m sorry.

“You son of a bitch, why don’t you come out? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

He scolded me for 10 minutes and I was afraid to speak.

He looked at me in the hole, “Do you have any food? I’m sorry.

“Yes, whatever you want, give it to you. I’m sorry.

I gave him the chips in my hand at once, so he was not satisfied and put the rest of the snack bags on his motorcycle.

“What I want is for me?” He smiles like a jerk.

I’m starting to get scared and I’m hiding in the corner.

Then he ate my snacks, took over my territory, started calling again, and this time he felt better.

“Your uncle can’t starve to death. I’m sorry.

“You’re full of brains, and you don’t see what you’re sending. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

He scolded people quietly for 10 minutes and looked at me, “What’s your name?” I’m sorry.

“Phen Peng. “You don’t have to pay me. Those are for you.” I’m sorry.

He looked around and smiled and said, “Do you know that you don’t tell anyone your name?” I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

“especially when it comes to people like me. I’m sorry.

The rain hasn’t stopped yet, and he’s riding into the rain.

Then an old man came in to avoid the rain and she asked if I was Chen Yu.

I watched her with vigilance, and she said that her grandson had met someone on the road who gave him food and asked her to come and deliver me an umbrella.

I had some surprises and some self-pity. The young man was a good man.

As soon as I picked up the umbrella she handed over, I suddenly smelled an alien smell in my nose and lost my instincts.

4

When I woke up, I was tied to a hotel.

I was surrounded by men and looked at me.

“That’s a good girl he’s got. I’m sorry.

“Boss, I haven’t seen a girl like this in months. Why don’t you let the boys try first? I’m sorry.

“Don’t die, do you think he’ll want a second hand? I’m sorry.

A man with a scar stopped them.

I don’t know who they’re talking about. I was scared to cry.

I cried and passed out.

When I wake up again, Scar’s man has his cell phone and videotapes to a man.

“Can a girl change her message? I’m sorry.

The man in the video didn’t even look at me and yelled, “Where did he come from? I’m sorry.

Scar’s man didn’t give a damn, “Really? My boys are interested. I’m sorry.

“You try?”

The video will be over soon.

“X, busy for nothing, measured, sold. I’m sorry.

A bunch of people came up and took pictures, and I thought I was dead.

4

Thinking about it, I suddenly had a headache.

It’s agreed that when you get out, you’re new.

But I remember this afternoon the devil that came to me as a shelter.

His name is Deer Town.

He was the devil from the beginning, and he let someone else take him, and then he threw me at the bastards.

The day I got out, he was at home waiting for me to make him a sugarfish.

“I hate sweets. I’m sorry.

“I won’t make another fish. I’m sorry.

“Can’t you learn for me? * He held my waist down and looked gentle. *

“Can you taste something else for me? “I raise my toes and give kisses, like this. I’m sorry.

He smiled so bright, he started to unbutton, “The fish won’t eat, eat first. I’m sorry.

The fish didn’t make it. I watched the ceiling swing over my head for an hour.

And then he held me in his arms, and he said, “Chen, I regret it. How about we spend our lives?” I’m sorry.

“Good. I was afraid he would see something, and I said, “I have to go to the bathroom. I’m sorry.

I just walked out of there and the whole house blew up.

I was pulled into a police car and my three years here were buried in that fire.

Later, the police told me the base’s house was burned to ashes, the bones were burned and his DNA was detected, but the ring I said was missing.

That ring was the one Lufeng gave me.

Probably burned.

I listened to the news, and my heart was empty.

I don’t know.

“Forget those three years and go back to school. My mom sent me to college.

My thoughts were pulled back by my mom.

“Mom. “When did you and my dad get divorced?” I’m sorry.

She’s got a weird look, “For the first two years. I’m sorry.

“Were wed two years ago, now we’re 2 years old? I laughed and asked her.

I came back to know that I had a 2-year-old brother who was born with someone else.

And my dad got remarried this year and the new aunt got pregnant.

“Chen, you can’t ask me to stay with your father for the rest of my life. He’s got a job in his eyes. We haven’t divorced because of you. I’m sorry.

My mom said it was crashing again.

She started beating me and crying about my pain for three years.

“But I’m back. I’m groaning.

Consolate her, I turned to school.

Zhangxi and Lufeng picked me up and sent me to the new bedroom.

She’s with me.

And Rufus has been burying his head and making my bed.

I feel like I’m back in my freshman year, and Rufus is making my bed in peace and quiet.

Everyone at the time said I had a model boyfriend and had a friend who lived and died.

That’s what I thought.

But now that she’s pregnant, she can’t help me clean up, she can’t even talk about it.

I had to get her lots of oranges to smell better.

“Oh, you’re so good to me. It’s a miracle you’re back. Will you be the godmother for my baby?” I’m sorry.

She pulled me in the face.

I looked at Lufeng, and he took a look at me.

“All right. I’m sorry.

I don’t think I can find a reason to refuse.

4

Then I went to school alone in peace.

There’s always a lot of people coming to see me, always with one face.

Even in class, the teacher calls my name.

“A man’s life is long, and the past will become a treasure in your life. I’m sorry.

I’m always embarrassed to stand there.

I suddenly miss the past at this moment.

I used to play games down there with Zhangxi, and the teacher asked me if Lu Fung always threw me the answers that were ready.

Then come down and teach me a lesson and throw me the notes and take me to the library.

But now I’m sitting next to a stranger who’s a lot younger than me, without him.

He and Zhang Xi are in fourth grade. He’s busy studying. Zhang Zhi has a baby in her bedroom.

At noon, Zhangxi dragged me to the cafeteria as before.

Rufus lined up early, sat down and carefully picked out all the peppers for her.

“You pick one, she can’t eat spicy. She reminded him.

And he asked me, while he picked out the peppers, “Why didn’t you eat the spicy?”

I looked at him, “I don’t like it, I changed it. I’m sorry.

His eyes moved. “How’s your food over there for three years? I’m sorry.

“Eats well, can eat anything. I’m sorry.

I’ve just gone to the north of Myanmar, and I can’t accept food.

But it’s not gonna make it.

No one knows what it’s like to be in Deer City, and he caressed my cheeks for a second, and the next second he’ll probably lock me up in water for a day and a night because of my incompetence.

“Are you afraid there? * He couldn’t stand it, he’s red eyes. *

It’s the first time we’ve talked about me over there.

And they were afraid that they might urge me, and they avoided talking about them for three years.

“It’s scary. I’m telling the truth.

“Do they really cut your waist, sell you to that place, take that picture of you? I’m sorry.

“I heard there was a live broadcast. Is it true? I’m sorry.

“How did you survive? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

There’s a lot of people coming up.

One person asks me about my hair.

The brain loses its ability to think.

5

I feel terrible.

I don’t know if you have more sympathy for me or more gossip.

I remember being sold to Myanmar.

On that day, several others were sold at the same time, both girls and boys.

A group of greasy men are picking and leaning at us and even pulling girls into unsound cabins.

That Scar man gave me $50,000.

The guests shook their heads, and the price was not agreed, and they took away a white boy.

Finally, they told me to go live.

Forced me to sign a contract, forced me to take my medicine, locked me in the basement, and tortured me all kinds of things.

In a few days, there were no more than two of them, either directly out of the cabin or in the basement.

I lied to live.

“I know your boss. He owes me money. I’m sorry.

“He owes you money? He owes you one night and we all believe it. “A group of people seem to have lost their teeth.

“If not, how do you know my name is Chen Yuan, and you kill me, and you won’t be afraid to settle after the fall?” “I’ve given up.

“Tell me, what does he think of you? They only think I’m joking.

“He kisses me, I slap him in the face. He’s cheering me. Will you live when he’s figured it out?” I’m sorry.

People were laughing, and someone jumped out and said,

“That day I heard a phone call from Brother Fei, it was like Deertown met a girl on the street. I’m sorry.

“Yes, yes, that old devil. We can’t afford it. Or forget it.”

I don’t know.

A group of people started to roll.

Finally, they agreed to sell me a hundred dollars to the deer town tribe’s groceries.

Six.

I saw Deer Town soon.

He came out of the forest, surrounded by people.

First time I saw him.

He was wearing a camouflage dress and was pulled out, taller than everyone around him, kept an inch of his head and had blood on his hands.

He swooped for a moment, crouched down and looked at me, threw the knife in front of me, and he said, “Give me the knife.” I’m sorry.

“Good. I shivered and washed the knife with water.

“Do you know that a water-washed knife rusts? He grabbed me in the face and forced me to look him up.

“Don’t know, I’m sorry. “I’m going to admit it.

“Can you swim?” He’s close.

“No, I won’t. My heart is beating so hard.

“Come any closer to me and throw you in the river. He didn’t hesitate to stand up and walk away.

“You… you still owe me a bag of chips! “This bastard, he doesn’t know anything.

“Oh? What else?” He’s hanging around and looking at me.

“There are lots of snacks. “I was scared by the look of his killing.

“Someday someone will burn you. “This is not where you belong.” I’m sorry.

In the end, I was thrown into the river by his own men, water strangulated and the local fishermen saved me.

The fisherman is an old man, a former Chinese immigrant who asked me if I wanted to be his daughter-in-law and if I didn’t want to sell me to someone else.

I asked him if he knew Deer Town.

“What’s your relationship with him? When he heard the name, he was shaking.

“He also asked me if I wanted to be his daughter-in-law, and I did not promise to throw me into the river. I’m sorry.

The old man got scared, found some people and spent some money getting me back to Deer Town.

Since then, I’ve found the name Deer City to be a real good name, and in order to get home soon, I have begun to play my own little game.

7

I’ve been in his place for days.

Until one day, he and a bunch of seemingly unlucky people were in a car in the forest.

And I was washing by the river, and I saw the scene before the war.

And I wish that I would not have put my head into the water, lest I should have been injured by mistake.

But the enemy’s skinhead started pointing at me.

“What else do you want us to do? I’m sorry.

When he spoke, everyone laughed.

“Well, I’ll go back and you go on. I’m sorry.

I’m gonna turn my head and run, and I’m gonna throw a knife in my way.

“Come on, Deer City, you’re so hot, you can’t let people do their laundry. “Come here, he doesn’t love you, he loves you.” I’m sorry.

I stood there and I couldn’t move.

“I urge you to go home and look in the mirror, you can’t buy it, and I’ll burn it to you.” “Come here. I’m sorry.

“Moose City, what are you doing? “Skinheads are in a bad mood.

“Your father will tell you later. “The city of deer stretches out its fingers, and the forest pours out a crowd of people, all around it.

Look at each other, panic.

“What are you waiting for? Deer Town whispered to me, “Come here. I’m sorry.

This time, I didn’t hesitate to crawl behind him.

However, when the other party did not stop, a man ran from the team.

A dagger flew straight over.

I swear I didn’t want to help the town, but the knife just flew on my belly like it had eyes.

I fell in the arms of Deer City.

8

That night, the doctor gave me a simple bandage.

Then one of my old ladies helped me clean up and sent me to Deer City’s room.

“He hasn’t seen any girl in a long time. Don’t talk back. Be good. I’m sorry.

The old lady was the one who gave me the umbrella the other day.

“Why are you doing this to me?”

“There’s no reason, here, he’s the rule. I’m sorry.

She instructed me to make him happy and to tell me all his preferences and to keep them in mind.

I lay on my bed alone, thinking of this sudden catastrophe, so sad that I was shaking that I could not shed a tear.

“He didn’t like to cry. The last one cried so hard, he was sent to feed the dog. I’m sorry.

At night, he got a little drunk and entered the room and saw me get a little angry.

“Get out. He’s scolding me.

“I can’t get up…” I’m not moving.

In fact, my stomach was sore that I couldn’t get up.

“Who sent you?” He lit a cigarette.

“I wanted to come myself. “I said it hard.

Granny Liu said he didn’t like forcing people.

“What do I look like?”

“Cool. I’m sorry.

He was laughing.

I hear you’ve been saying I like you? * He’s staring at me, laughing at me. *

“No, no, I swear. “I deny it.

“No? I heard them say I got back for not getting you? I’m sorry.

I was just scared.

He slaps me in the face with a cigarette in his hand. “How many lives do you have to die? I’m sorry.

“I was wrong, so spare me, and I will do anything.” I’m sorry.

He looked at my wound, stretched out his hand and pressed, and covered the surface of the wound with a haemorrhage.

“What do you want? I’m in pain.

“If I don’t sit down with this rumor, I’ll lose it. I’m sorry.

“How to sit down?” I’m sorry.

My brain is a mess.

“Take your initiative, show me your sincerity. He smiled at me.

I was so confused, I stood up with my head and I gave him a kiss.

He didn’t move. He waited for me to perform. I kissed him again.

When I kissed the fifth, he finally put out the smoke and grabbed my head.

He whispered, “I can’t kiss, I have to come alone.” I’m sorry.

Took my breath for a second.

I reminded him that I was hurt, or did I stop him, hoping he would stop.

But I forget he’s such an asshole.

“You took advantage of me. I’ll reward you for that. I’m sorry.

“Move and hurt me no matter what. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

Then I moved into his cabin and became his wiring doll.

He was having fun and threw me in the basement.

I watched him be quiet, stuffed other women, cried and even arranged for him.

So I became the longest woman around him.

Because I’m waiting for a chance to get out.

9

But after three years, I finally got out, and the outside world changed.

Each one of them lived his own life, as if I were the only one left.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I have to accept it.

I started to go to school alone, to eat alone, to go to the library alone, to stay as far away from Zhangxi and Lufeng as possible.

After a week, Lufun suddenly came to me.

“Why did you delete my QQueen?”

“No, I haven’t checked in for a long time. I’m sorry.

“We can’t even be friends? I’m sorry.

He’s holding me in pain.

“What kind of friend? Lufun, you can’t be so greedy. I’m sorry.

I don’t want any more. Turn around and walk away.

When I got to the library, I got a little upset and a little heartache.

Once upon a time, Lufung, Changxi and my parents were the driving force behind me.

I remember that time when I was taken away by my enemies in Deer Town and forced to ask me about Deer Town. Why didn’t I say anything? I had a red mark on my waist, and I really thought I’d die there.

But when I feel sick, I’m hallucinating…

I saw the land touching my face, so I didn’t want to eat.

I saw my mom make a big table in the kitchen.

My dad’s in the study, still working on his teaching.

I don’t know.

Look…

They love me.

Someone loves me.

There are people in this world waiting for me to come back alive.

That’s why I have to go back alive.

Then Deer Town came and I was furious with the fainter, and I heard that the group had their arms removed.

He yelled at me all the way.

“What happens when you say it? Do you think it’s just a few of them that can kill me? Are you stupid? I’m sorry.

I dragged the sound of weakness, “You’re fine. I’m sorry.

I feel he’s holding me stiff.

But at that moment I knew that if something happened in Deer Town, I would only die worse without his protection.

Because of my loyalty this time, Deer Town is at least a little bit better for me, at least a little bit more strung up every time I get angry, or locked up in my room, calm down and whisper at me.

“Chang, you’re going out again alone? I’m sorry.

Oh, he didn’t say a dirty word this time. That’s a lot of progress.

When I didn’t talk, he held his back down for a few seconds, and finally bended his back to bite my teeth, threatening me, “Will you please– will you listen to me next time? I’m sorry.

“Yes. I laughed and shoved a piece of sugar into his mouth.

“What? I don’t eat sugar. He’s fried again.

I watched him carefully, “Reward.” I’m sorry.

He’s got sugar and he’s laughing at me so bad, “If you weren’t hurt now, I’d give you a reward. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

When I think of the way he smiles at me and says he wants to reward me, I’m creepy.

Suddenly, the tone of the phone got me thinking back.

I found out my cheek was burning.

I took out my cell phone, log in to an unlogged-in QQ for years, and found a sign-in.

Point it in, all the opposite sex is deleted.

And the “he” column in the group is an unknown friend.

It’s obvious that that strange friend is a thief.

“What do you want?” I sent him a message.

“Do you have time to delete my heterosexual friend from my phone?”

He said, “You do not need a friend of the opposite sex. I’m sorry.

Boring burglar, I deleted him, added some good friends’ QQ, changed the code.

But the next day, my QQQ was again reminding me to log in, and I went up there and the user was on my friend list and tied up the couple space.

He said, “Why did you bring them back? I’m sorry.

“You don’t need any other heterosexual friends. I’m sorry.

“You’ve got me enough. I’m sorry.

I think the thief’s a pervert, a little speechless, “Are you my mother or my father? I’m sorry.

He said, “Don’t make me angry. I’m sorry.

Seeing the information, I was really scared.

My first reaction was Deer Town.

But it’s a denial.

He’s already dead. It can’t be him.

Could be a pervert.

I’m not gonna talk about it.

10

On the third day, I stayed home alone for the weekend.

The lilies found in the bedroom window stand were fresh.

But I bought the lilies last week. I should have done it a week later.

And my parents haven’t been back to this house this week.

They can’t buy flowers.

Is that the pervert? He came to my room?

Thinking about it, I’m beginning to get upset.

Zhang Xi asked me to go to the Lu Fong’s villa for a barbecue tonight.

I refused.

But she invited my parents.

Not to mention, they’re all going.

I saw it getting darker, and I thought the pervert might come to my room, and I was scared and finally asked my dad to pick me up.

“Dad knows you can’t take it, but people have to put it down. My dad tried to talk me out of it.

I’d like to laugh. How do I put it down?

Since my return, no one has asked me how I am, no one has asked me what I am thinking in the dark days, and everyone is asking me to put it down, forgive and understand.

But I did not say anything about them, nor did I know that Lufun was not worthy of those who had been tormented for three years, so they showed love and I did not speak.

But do they still want my blessing?

I can’t.

“I thought Dad said I’d only have one, not two? “Why do I have another one now?” I’m sorry.

Look, people change.

My dad’s been asking me about God for a while.

And finally, I’m suffocating, “Daddy struggled for three years, compromised, and they said two middle-aged girls would still be like the last daughter…”

He said no more.

I can’t listen anymore.

The moment the tears fell, I looked towards the window.

So he wants to have a daughter like me instead of me?

What am I supposed to do?

The window came out of nowhere in a black run.

The window in the cab was closed, and I couldn’t see it, but at the moment the two cars met, I panicked.

I always felt there were eyes staring at me behind that window.

At the villa, my mom was barbecued.

Rufus’s got Zhang Xi’s barbecue.

2-year-old brother runs around the lawn.

So I stand here like an outsider, empty of my heart.

A family having a barbecue, I don’t have an appetite, and my dad’s been helping me get it…

After dinner, Zhangxi invited us to the second floor of the villa.

Everyone’s gone. I can’t stay out here alone, so I’ll follow.

“Be careful. Lufeng walked behind me, reminded me of the ladder, reached out and held me.

“No, you better watch her. “I threw his hand away and left.”

He looks like he’s hurt in the face, only makes me sarcasm.

As a result, on the second floor, Zhang Sila opened the door to a room full of pink fairy tales, a nursery.

“Most of them are girls, so we set them up early. JANG Hsi pulled me up and laughed, “Is it good? I’m sorry.

I looked up to Lufeng and he couldn’t look at me.

He held me gently, “Well, we’ll have a girl, I’ll make her a pink room, and you and she will be my princess.” I’m sorry.

He really liked girls like a day for a few years, but with his daughter, he became my best friend.

I don’t want to see it anymore, just to go to the bathroom.

Lufun followed up.

“I’ll take you.”

And then I suffocated my head down and ran into a man’s arms.

The feeling of familiarity gives me electricity.

I looked up, and I saw…

I don’t know.

I stood there for a minute, scared my soul out.

“Why are you back? “Lu Fong spoke first.

They know each other?

The deer city was staring at me all the way, and then he smiled, “Sister-in-law?” I’m sorry.

He tried to reach out to help me, but he scared me to turn around and hide.

He’s alive. He came to me.

My time has come.

Eleven.

“What’s wrong? He looked at me funny.

It’s like looking at strangers.

“No…” Lu Fu takes a deep breath, “not your sister-in-law.” I’m sorry.

“Oh, look how close you are. I thought this was your sister-in-law. * He’s got a nice suit, but the cold in his mouth makes me shake *

“This is my brother, Marine. Don’t be afraid. Lufon held my hand.

“Why did you come back next month? Lu Fu asked him again.

“Something. I’m sorry.

“What is it?”

“The woman. After that, he looked at me gently and took away his sight.

For a moment, I was shaking.

“Lubon, can you take me to your room? I’m shaking my voice and praying.

The Marine didn’t say anything. Lufeng took me away.

Lufeng took me to the room and told me it was his cousin.

“From a young age to a schoolboy, he went abroad after junior high school. I’m sorry.

And We explained it to him in vain.

“What Myanmar North? Lufeng looked at me and thought I was suffering from persecution.

“He’s been in the United States, he’s studying there, he talks video to his parents every month, how can he have been to Myanmar? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I didn’t tell him it looked exactly like that crazy town in North Burma.

Because I was shocked.

Deer City is dead, and I watched the fire burn, the DNA, and so is he.

And he says that this brother has been studying in the United States. How could he have been the one who lived in the town of Deer in northern Myanmar?

Lufeng had no reason to lie to me.

Is there really someone in the world who looks the same?

I’m a mess.

After a while, my parents went back to their homes and Luto drove me home.

The car just drove out of the garage and Zhang Xi called and said she needed some orange water.

“Lately, I’ll send Chen Yu first. I’m sorry.

“Can you please stop being ridiculous? I’m sorry.

He and Zhangxi had a bad time on the phone.

“See her first. “I watched him look up the stairs, and suddenly I thought it was funny, “I took a cab myself. I’m sorry.

“How do you get a cab here? Lufeng was so angry that he insisted on driving me, “Well, I have so much to say to you. I’m sorry.

Lufeng, Zhangxi is carrying your child! I remind him.

“That’s not why she threatened me! After that, he shot the wheel.

While we were in a standoff, someone knocked on the window…

“Do you want me to take her? “I’m going downtown. I’m sorry.

My first reaction was to refuse.

“Thank you, brother. You have to send it downstairs. I’m sorry.

Zhang Xi doesn’t know when she’ll be downstairs, and he’ll take Lu Fu.

“No problem. “Lands take their keys and drive.

“I’m sorry, I’m not feeling well. Do you mind? @Janxi: #Janxi #egypt

I stood there and ended up on the black run.

I didn’t take the copilot. I pulled the back door.

On the way, I squeezed the trigger, and I always lit up the emergency interface.

“You look nervous? He came to see me through the mirror.

I was afraid to bow my head for a second.

“None. I’m sorry.

“Have we met somewhere? He’s cooler than I am.

One word makes me creepy.

“None. I don’t want to talk to him.

“No?” He smiled, “Look at your eyes, I thought I looked like a man of yours.” I’m sorry.

I don’t talk with my head covered in my fingers.

After a while, I tried to shout.

“The town of deer. I’m sorry.

He didn’t look back, not even the look in the mirror.

He’s not Deer City, I’m relieved.

“Who’s Deer Town?” He asked me with a little dazzle.

We said, “A man of scum. I’m sorry.

He moved his fingertips on the wheel.

“Yeah?” He smiled, “It’s an honor to be hated by you.” I’m sorry.

Chat room, car’s at my door.

I looked at the door of the block and I remembered something, “How do you know I live here? I’m sorry.

I got in a lot of trouble and completely forgot to tell him the address.

He pulled over and got out of the car and opened the door. “My brother sent me a location. I’m sorry.

I see.

“Anything else? He smiled and asked.

“No, thank you.”

After saying goodbye to him, I quickly went upstairs.

Go upstairs, I’ll lock the door and wash.

When I washed the curtains, I saw the black poncho parked outside the parking lot, with a man smoking next to the door.

Didn’t he say he was going to town?

Why are you still here?

I didn’t sleep all night with a question.

I had another dream at night.

Dream deer town and I were ambushed and I couldn’t get my leg hurt. I thought he was gonna kill me.

And he took me into the cave.

We were hungry for three days and three nights, and he caught the snakes in the cave and made me eat them alive.

I can’t accept it. I’d rather starve to death than not.

“There are parasites. I cried no.

“A man is dying, afraid of bugs?” He’s trying to kill me. “Eat a little, missy. I’m sorry.

“No, you can’t get away with me anyway. Kill me. I said nothing.

And he cried out to me with rage: “He knew that he was a burden, and that he was in the middle of it.” I’m sorry.

He then went out and took the risk of being killed and caught a few fish by the creek.

Simplicity. Smash me in the face.

“Drinked, organs cleaned, no worms. I’m sorry.

“I… I’ve never eaten anything alive. I think he’ll kill me if I say one more word.

“Is that what I’m going to find you? I’m sorry.

I took the fish and cried and put it in my mouth, and he couldn’t stand to watch, and then he got down and looked at me.

“Why are you crying and walking out of here alive? You’ll have to eat anything, you’ll have the moon in the sky and I’ll have to pick it up.” I’m sorry.

It was rare for him to comfort me and tell me that the raw fish ate quickly replenished.

“Can we go out alive?” I looked at him.

“What, want to die here with me and bury it with me? You like me so much?”

“Don’t. “I’m afraid my parents will never find where I’m buried.” I’m sorry.

He doesn’t talk, he just sits on one side in a state of despair.

“Don’t you have parents? Why did you bring me here? “Though I’m gonna die, I’m gonna give up and ask him why he did this to me.

“None. He was angry.

“Everyone has parents. How come you don’t? “Your parents know how sad you should be doing this.” I’m sorry.

“I urge you to shut up. He’s starting to look wrong.

But I’m not afraid of him.

“You know how many families you’ve ruined? You can’t get all your wives separated because you don’t have parents. I’m sorry.

“You’re teaching me how to be a good man?” He grabbed me in the face and said, “Isn’t I supposed to give you too much to shit on my head?” I’m sorry.

Then I had a fight with him and cried.

He’s pissed off. “I owe you so much. I’m sorry.

“Get out alive and talk back to me. I’m sorry.

He ended up crossing the hill behind my back, and he had a straight-blooded leg.

I cried again.

“Why are you crying?” He stopped and looked at me, “Get out of here alive and I’ll let you see your parents once, okay? I’m sorry.

He thought I missed my parents, but he didn’t know I was crying at his leg.

“You’re bleeding. I cried more, “Okay. I’m sorry.

But he’s a liar.

Then his men found us, we survived, and he didn’t say anything about me going back to see my parents.

I can’t believe this shit.

12

The next day I woke up and I found that dream last night that made me cry and wet my pillow.

Even worse, it wasn’t a dream.

I don’t know how I went through that moment of hope, and finally I knew what he had done to me.

I woke up and walked to the window, and the black run was gone.

But the windowsill flowers changed again, from lilies to white roses.

I:

That pervert came to my room last night?

Or spent the night in my room?

Did you see me all night?

I quickly approached the police who rescued me from Burma and told him all the strange things that had happened recently.

“You said the boat looked exactly like Deer Town? No way. His body was found.

“and no one has ever filmed what he looks like.

“You said that QQQ friend couldn’t find the address.

“You may need a psychiatrist to intervene. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

He doesn’t believe me.

Even if he doesn’t believe it, no one else can.

He got me a shrink.

I had to go to school and see a shrink.

I didn’t think she knew about it.

And when the cafeteria eats –

“Well, you’re a psychiatrist, aren’t you? She was just kidding me.

Rufus made a move. Look at me.

“Not really. I took a deep breath, “Because of the recent nightmare, I was advised to intervene psychologically.” I’m sorry.

“So serious? “What did that bastard do to you?” Did he do a lot of animals in those three years? I’m sorry.

“Don’t ask. Lufeng called for Zhang Xi.

“You don’t give a shit. She’s suffered so much. Tell us what happened. Zhang Xi called the landing rich.

“I don’t want to say it. “I’m embarrassed to eat, I just want to eat and go.

“All right, well, if you’re sad about it later, tell me that we’re good friends. You seem to have changed this time. I’m sorry.

“Too busy. “I said a word.

“Lu Fong, your brother, is he still single, or is he introduced to someone to protect her…”

“Janxi! I couldn’t bear it, “Not everyone has to be in love. I have a lot of lessons, lots of things. I don’t want to be in love. I’m sorry.

I’ve probably never seen Zhang Xi angry, and he just stood there, and he looked red, and he hid himself in the land.

“What’s wrong with you? Why are you so angry? I’m sorry.

“I don’t have to eat anymore. “I took the plate and turned away.

13

Zhang Xi came to me tonight to apologize.

I hate to open the door for her.

“Oh, I’m pregnant with your goddaughter, so you can just keep me standing outside the door? She’s crying outside.

I’m still soft.

I even wondered if I’d gone too far, after all, she was pregnant.

“Well, I know you blame me for being with Lufeng. She opened her eyes.

Of course she does. I can’t answer.

“Well, do you know how painful it has been for Lufun these three years?

‘Cause of you, he can’t sleep every night. He asks you like a demon.

“He went to Yunnan over a hundred times, went all the way down the street and looked for you everywhere.

“He went crazy before you came back. I’m sorry.

I’m sad and helpless, “You mean, I’ve been trafficked to cause him pain? I’m sorry.

“Isn’t it?” She asked me.

I felt so good and funny all the time. Where is my pain? I’m sorry.

“Does your pain make him suffer?” Why did you blame him for being with me? He came out so hard that he could live a normal life. I’m sorry.

“Because you’re my good friend, he’s my ex-boyfriend, you can be with anyone, he can choose someone else, and I’m happy, not…” I took a breath and said, “What’s the details of him with me? Don’t you think that’s a good idea?”

“No, you haven’t slept with him. She smiled.

“Why haven’t you accepted the reality?

“Why did I come back and rob him?”

“I spent three years with him, his most painful three years! I’m sorry.

Boom!

I feel a fire burning in my heart.

“You go, you let Lufun delete me, you black me, okay? “I’ll open the door and send the guests.

And then, as soon as I pull…

The sea is standing there.

“What are you doing here? @Janxi is surprised.

It looked at her and looked at me again.

“Your food card fell in my car. I’m sorry.

I’m so aware.

I told you I couldn’t find my food card.

I reached out and he took it back.

I’m…

“Ligue, did you drive here? Your brother can’t come. Can you give me a ride? I’m sorry.

Zhang Xi looked like she’d found her way out.

“No time. I’m sorry.

Zhang Xi’s face fell down and felt ashamed and said, “I’m your sister-in-law, and I’m pregnant with a child. I’m sorry.

“The child is mine?” The cruise counter-question.

“You, your brother!” Zhang Xi was so angry.

It’s been a while since we’ve had patience, and we’ve had a long way to go. I’m sorry.

I was really shocked.

Although it always seemed as if it was a cold and abstinence, as far as I can see, he was also humbled and courteous.

“You! Zhang Xi is so angry that he’s going to pull off the clothes.

“I advise you to leave now.” I’m sorry.

Zhangxi and I were scared.

She ran away with her face.

I just wanted to close the door…

One hand blocked.

“Don’t invite me in? Sister. He’s returned to his normal gentleness.

“No…not convenient. My heart’s racing.

I don’t know why. He was mean.

“What’s wrong? And he smiled, and he said, “I’ll take you home and I’ll give you a meal card. I’m sorry.

I got stuck with him for a minute and he pushed himself in.

I had to pour him a glass of water.

He sat lazyly on my sofa and looked at the windowsill. I’m sorry.

I took the flowers out of my bedroom for fear of that pervert again.

“Don’t like it, ready to throw it away. “I took a flower and threw it in the trash.

He wrinkled his head, “What does he like? I’m sorry.

“Mr. Lu, the water’s been drinking. You should go. I ordered a direct banishment.

“You haven’t answered my question. He looked at me with his face.

“This is my business. I’m a little angry.

I don’t remember him well, either he’s Deer City or he’s not.

He stood up smiling and came near me, “Can’t it be my business?” I’m sorry.

I was forced into the corner, so I picked up my cell phone and pulled the fast dial button.

“What do you mean? I’m sorry.

“What do I mean, not obvious? I’m sorry.

“Who the hell are you? If I remember correctly, we’re meeting again today. I’m sorry.

It would be funny if he said he was interested in me.

“Yes?” He smiled wildly, “If you feel less, we’ll see more.” I’m sorry.

I felt my resistance, and he walked out of his body, felt his food card and put it on the counter behind me.

He just put on a meal card?

I don’t know why I’m thinking too much, but I’m ashamed.

His throat rolls, “I’ll take care of something first, see you next time.” I’m sorry.

Drop it, he turned out of the door.

14

When he left, I locked the door, and I couldn’t keep it quiet.

I think I have a shadow over Deer Town.

The evidence tells me that they were not the same.

But I think he has a shadow of Deer Town, even more scary than Deer Town.

My phone’s ringing right now.

Is that Lufeng?

I’m pissed off when I think of all the things she said.

Just hang up, Lahey delete.

The next day, he stopped my way to the library.

“Delete me, QQueen, delete my phone. What do you want? He looks tired.

“I don’t want to get involved with you anymore. I’m sorry.

“Why?” He looked bad.

“Why don’t you know?” I asked him.

After three years of suffering for me, he finally came with my best friend and reborn.

Don’t you think I’m childish?

He just collapsed, “Well, you like someone else? I’m sorry.

“You have to think so, too. I’m sorry.

“Is that my brother?”

I:

“Wasn’t he at your house yesterday? I’m sorry.

“Telephone”? When did I call you? I’m blinded.

Yesterday at noon. I’m sorry.

I thought about it. Did I call him yesterday?

Thinking of something, I suddenly have a bitter heart.

Yeah, he’s my emergency contact, number one.

“If I were with your brother, your girlfriend would be happy. I don’t want to explain anymore.

“She called you?

“That’s why you deleted me?

“You know she’s a pregnant woman, she’s unstable, don’t worry about her. I’m sorry.

He looked at me with a bitter face.

“I didn’t tell her because she was pregnant. I’m so mad at myself, “If I’m gonna talk to her, I want to ask you, why did you all turn off the day I was kidnapped? I’m sorry.

“We…” And he changed his face, and we couldn’t say a full word.

My heart was frozen.

I think I’ve got the answer from his ambiguity.

I turn around and go.

I just walked two steps and I saw a suit on land and standing in front with basketball.

I stopped for a second.

But I’m in a bad mood and I don’t have the time to talk to him.

“You play ball? I’ll give you the field over there…”

“Don’t fight. “It’s the sound of the sea.”

Then I heard footsteps behind me.

“What are you doing with me? I turned and asked him.

“You cried?” And he looked at me and asked me.

“It’s none of your business. I turned around and kept going.

Just step out of the way, and the hand is held.

“What do you want? “I watched with anger the hegemonic man in front of me without a word.

“You told my brother you liked me. It’s none of my business. I’m sorry.

“I didn’t mean that. He heard my conversation with Lufeng, and I can’t really get into the Yellow River now.

“I’m going to class now. I’m sorry.

I didn’t want to explain it to him.

But he went a long way and he followed me.

He’s tall, he’s wearing a jersey, he’s got a high back rate.

He followed me and everybody started talking about me again.

“Isn’t that the girl who was trafficked to North Myanmar for three years? I’m sorry.

“That’s so sad. I heard it was already there. How can I find a boyfriend? I’m sorry.

“How can you like her when you’re so handsome behind her? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

The sound of stinging gives me a headache.

“Can you stop following me? I’m sorry.

The Marines were staring at me, not saying anything, and looked a little angry.

He turned to the girls who talked.

“Why don’t I like her, like you? He smiled and asked the girl.

“Can it?” “Girls are all red on their faces.”

He bends over and stares at her, “Didn’t your family buy a mirror? Shall I buy you one?”

“You! “The girl cried at the scene.

He’s standing up again, staring at people who talk, “I don’t hit women, but my people don’t move. I have a thousand ways to make you regret it. I’m sorry.

After that, the basketball in the hand went straight through.

Pop!

The glass door of the school building broke off in an instant.

The people around are in shock, running in haste.

I was scared too.

On him, I saw the shadow of Deer Town again.

I’ve seen Deer Town’s toughness. He can talk to you for a second.

Intuition tells me I should stay away from him.

I turned fast upstairs.

He followed me slowly.

At the entrance to the classroom, I couldn’t stand it. “You’re not even from our school. Don’t tell me you’re coming. I’m sorry.

“Who told you I was here? I’m sorry.

“What are you doing here? I stopped him from letting him in.

“Students, dinners, cheers…” “Don’t you want to know who that guy is?” I’m sorry.

“Masty. “I’m suddenly blushing, “I don’t want to know. I’m sorry.

I went to the classroom with a book and found a window seat.

He also came in and drove my classmates away.

“Replace? He looked at my classmates at the back table.

“I’m a substitute. There’s no other place. The student was in a difficult situation.

“How much did he give you?”

“30. I’m sorry.

“I give you 3000, you can go. I’m sorry.

I’m sitting in front and listening to their conversation, and I’m so mad.

Is he a fool?

Get a spot. 3000?

So he sat behind me.

I listened to the long and complicated philosophy class, and he listened quietly in the back.

When a teacher wants me to answer questions, he stands up and answers questions.

When my classmates talked about me, he went straight to the podium and threw his books.

Thanks to him, no one will look at me now.

15

“Do you know that they hate me and isolate me? I hate his self-righteous help.

It’ll only cause me more trouble.

“Why should people like it? He asked me back.

“How can a man live in this world without taking into account the views of others? It’s monsters who live in their own world! I’m sorry.

I’m so mad.

People like me are monsters. “He bowed and laughed.

“I didn’t say you either. “I can’t talk to him. I have to go straight to the cafeteria.

He’s still following me.

“What are you doing with me? I don’t know him, “I’m going to the classroom, you’re coming to the classroom, I’m coming to the canteen, you’re coming to the canteen, I’m going to the bedroom later. I’m sorry.

He was standing there laughing, “Can I? I’m sorry.

He’s got a big head!

“Don’t follow me, follow me…”

“I’m hungry, I can’t find my brother…” And he started selling.

“Then I won’t brush your cards. I’m sorry.

“That’s terrible. He laughed and yelled, and he changed his tone, and he said, “Can I just sit around and watch?” I’m sorry.

I’m…

Let him go.

And then he sat next to me, staring at me for dinner, staring at my hair.

“Why don’t you eat, no appetite?” He asked me.

“You’re staring at me, how can you eat?” I’m so speechless.

“I don’t look at you, you eat. I’m sorry.

I’m going to touch the food card and hand it to him. I’m sorry.

“I’m not hungry. I’m sorry.

“Swipe me the money, you don’t owe me. I’m sorry.

We’ll talk at the same time.

“Come on, give you the money, whatever you say. He was queuing with a rice card.

I’m just relieved to start eating.

It was just a bite.

“Chen, what did you say to Lufeng? He went home and he was furious at me. I’m sorry.

“We’re good friends. I’m pregnant. You want to rob my boyfriend? I’m sorry.

She’s got a lot of noise, and she’s looking around.

“I didn’t rob, I didn’t, I won’t.” I held the chopsticks tight.

“You haven’t robbed him yet? You still have a conscience? I’m sorry.

She’s crying while she’s talking. She’s crazy. She wants everyone to hear it.

“Oh, my God, what a white-eyed wolf. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, she’s pregnant and she’s stealing her boyfriend. I’m sorry.

“A man like her deserves to be kidnapped and should not be returned. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

The people around me are so eccentric, they’re smoking on my head.

“You shouldn’t have come back. You’re an insult. Your mom and dad don’t want you. @Janxi laughs at me.

I never thought that my best friend, who used to be with me, who wore the same pair of pants, would one day unearth my scars and put salt on them.

I stood up and slapped her in the face.

Pop!

She was blushing and mad at me.

“What are you doing? I’m sorry.

“Don’t you want me to bless you with my ex-boyfriend? That’s my blessing. I stood there without giving up.

She went crazy on me.

“Chen Yuan, hit me, you bitch! I’m not done with you! I’m sorry.

Just a weak pregnant woman, at a time like a wolf.

“What’s your dog’s name? “One hand stands in front of me, holding Zhang Xi’s hand.”

Zhangxi was in pain in a moment.

The marines looked down at me and said, “Did she hurt you? I’m sorry.

“None. It’s hard for me to get this far.

The worst part is I don’t know where I’m wrong.

“Drink the soup. He points to the casserole soup called by the finger.

“Leave me alone, I’m your sister-in-law. You’re crazy, helping outsiders! Zhang Xi wants to get out.

“Did I tell you to leave her alone? “Why don’t you listen? I’m sorry.

Zhang Xi just cried, begging for mercy.

“Let go, please, I’m in pain.

“What are you talking about? I’m pregnant with your goddaughter.

“Well, you forgot we were best friends. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I admit that she just led the students around to violence against my opinion.

When she said my parents didn’t want me.

When she insults me in words.

I even wanted to die with her.

At this moment, however, it is as if the sea was really about to kill her, thinking of the children of the world that she has not seen in her belly, and I suddenly shed tears.

It was completely uncontrolled to shed tears.

“Land voyage… I was shaking and calling his name, “Let her go, please.” I’m sorry.

“She’s still pregnant and innocent. I’m sorry.

I cried like this, and suddenly I panicked. He took a deep breath, let go of Zhangxi and finally came to hold me.

“Don’t cry, don’t cry. “I’m sorry, don’t cry. I’m sorry.

His eyes are red.

He finally pulled me away.

Before he left, he looked down on her face and said, “I’m her boyfriend. She didn’t rob your boyfriend. A man who can hang out with her girlfriend, she can’t do it.” I’m sorry.

“To live, stay away from her. I’m sorry.

16

Later, I was taken to the car.

He looked at me quietly crying.

Give me tears.

When I cried, he listened to me quietly.

Rufus changed his cell phone number to text me. He sent me a large number of questions, explanations, remorse.

I don’t want to.

But my mom called and I couldn’t stop.

“You hit Chang Xi? She’s still pregnant. What can’t be said? What happened to you and Lufeng is long gone. Why are we in this situation? You still want to get married, Luto won’t turn back. I’m sorry.

My mom was screaming on the phone.

I listened to her in peace to hear her say another one.

It’s just that the child is innocent, and I should have given up even if I had to.

The Marines took the phone.

Aunt, do you remember your daughter’s name? I’m sorry.

It’s been on the phone for a second. “Oh, Chen, of course I know who you are. I’m sorry.

“Oh? I’m listening to your aunt. I thought your daughter was Chang Xi. I’m sorry.

When I heard the word, I cried.

“Who are you? Put Chen Lin on the phone!”

“It’s so self-interest for an aunt not to help her daughter but to speak out for others first. I’m sorry.

She’s pregnant! What do you know? I’m sorry.

“What, the baby can still call you Grandma and bring you to your death? I’m sorry.

“There is only reason for me, no one can pretend to be a weak man’s moral kidnapping. @Ambassah: #Jan25 #Jan25

“Justice? What’s your point?” My mom’s probably mad.

“Chen Yuan is my reason. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

At the end of the phone, my mom was yelling.

And the boat hung up.

He then drove me through the crowded streets and flew through the crumbling mountain tunnels.

I looked out at the light, and it was dark, and I was lost.

I don’t know why I’m going back to the world.

If I’d known it would happen, why would I have to bite my teeth so fast?

And he brought me to the top of an empty mountain, blowing the wind of the night, looking at the stars.

“What are you thinking?” He lit a cigarette and asked me.

“Dive…” Will it die?

He didn’t say the last three words, and he’s got the smoke in his hand and he’s kissing me.

In a moment, my brain was blank.

What the hell is he doing?

I started struggling.

And he reached out and held me tighter.

In the end, I gave up my struggle and left him to comfort me by kissing and soothing my unreliable soul.

That night was so windy, so many stars, my heart was beating so fast.

He will then fill his eyes with the Milky Way, and bring me into his arms with the wind of the top of the mountain.

“You live and I’ll go for you in hell. I’m sorry.

I can hear you.

But I didn’t think clearly, he kissed my lips again.

I didn’t think I was crazy until he let me go.

How can I kiss a man who looks exactly like Deer Town?

I didn’t even know he was coming to my end.

At night he took me home and stood at the door and didn’t go in.

“What are we? He asked me.

“I don’t know. I’m in a lot of trouble.

Do I like him?

No way.

Am I moving on him?

I don’t know.

“Good one doesn’t know. He laughed.

“Lavid, we’ve only met for the third time. What do you want? What do I tell you? I’m sorry.

“Only three times?” He looked me in the eye, “How do I remember more than three times?” I’m sorry.

“Where else have you seen me? I’m on my guard right now.

When he saw me nervous, he laughed, and his head was down and he whispered in my ear, “Dreaming.” I’m sorry.

“In the dream, you call me by my name, and your voice is softer than it is right now and will you continue listening? I’m sorry.

“Stop it, you get out. My face is red.

“You don’t have to tell me the answer. I’ll give you my answer first. He reached out and rubbed my head, “You said you liked me, I accepted. I’m sorry.

“Who wants to like you! I’m sorry.

“Well, go to sleep. My phone’s got you in the first place in the comm. He stood at the door staring at me, “Come pick you up in the morning.” I’m sorry.

I didn’t say yes, I didn’t say no, I just shut the door.

17

Wake up the next morning.

The flowers of the windowsill were replaced with stars.

I lost my sleep.

He’s here again?

Who is it?

I quickly log in to the QQ, find that he updated a statement.

“Don’t love anyone else. Please love me. I’m sorry.

Crazy.

I quit login.

Cleaning up, the sea is coming.

He made me breakfast, followed me to class and dinner with me in the cafeteria.

He’s famous at school, everyone’s afraid of him.

Nobody dares to say anything.

“Don’t you have anything to do with yourself? And follow me every day. And behold, he is with me every day, and I am troubled.

“I’m having trouble with my brother. I’m not following you. I’m sorry.

He’s selling shit again.

I guess so.

It’s not like he’s messing with Rufus for me.

“What about your night? Did your brother send you back to live? I’m sorry.

“Sleep in the car. I’m sorry.

“Sleep in the car? “I’m speechless, so he’s been sleeping in the car for days?

No wonder his car didn’t move in my neighborhood these days.

“Isn’t the car hard? I don’t even know how a man can stand sleeping in a car for a few days.

He looked at me and if he thought about it, “It’s kind of hard. I’m sorry.

“You shouldn’t be involved in this. You can’t live in a car. I’m a little upset.

I always felt like I had him killed.

“Where do you live?” He laughed and asked me.

“That won’t work. “I don’t know what he and I are.

“Yeah, well, I’m not gonna lose it without a name. I’m sorry.

I:

“Go back and talk to Lufeng, or I’ll find him. After all, it’s my fault. I’m sorry.

“You still looking for him? You still like him? He was angry.

“What do I like about him? “I was speechless, and I used to like him, but this time I died of my heart for him, and I just didn’t want to involve anyone.

“There is a way. He says:

“What way?”

“I’ll be your nominal boyfriend, so my brother won’t give up and shut up. “I don’t have to sleep in the car anymore.” I’m sorry.

I’m standing there.

He seems to make sense.

But how could I be with him?

“I give you five seconds to think. He smiled and said, “From now on, five one. I’m sorry.

“Time’s up, you promised. I’m sorry.

I:

“Five, isn’t it four? What’s your count? I really want to hit him.

“I can’t wait. “Good afternoon, girlfriend. I’m sorry.

“Not in nominal terms? I’m sorry.

“Doesn’t it have to look like it? He said he looked down and looked at me.

My heart beats so fast that I can’t look at him.

Then he went with me to class, to eat and to his bedroom.

I think it’s working.

I’ve had a long breath.

I now have only one goal, to complete my studies, to find a good career and to support myself, and that is enough.

My mom came to school to apologize.

“Why don’t you answer Mom’s phone and there’s no one else in Wei-shin, and you really don’t want Mom for this little thing? My mother cried and complained to me.

“Don’t you want me? I asked her peacefully.

She’s been with me all night.

Nothing.

She always said his brother was too young to leave.

She’s already found another attachment and now she’s asking me why I don’t talk to her?

“You were born in October when I was pregnant. Can Mom take you away? Do you have any conscience? Do you know how hard it was for Mom?

“Well, you move over and live with me and your uncle.

“What’s wrong with a girl living alone? I’m sorry.

I looked at her and suddenly I laughed, “No, I’m fine. I’m sorry.

“Why?”

“I’m not a kid anymore. Take care of your brother. I’m sorry.

I don’t have to be mom.

What I want is not who I live with, and what I want is an unconditional preference on the part of the parents, their unconditional support behind my back, and the last resort of my fear and fear.

But I made up with my mom.

I comforted her for a long time and told her not to think. My brother needs her. I’ll see her when I’m free.

She ended up saying goodbye with tears.

“Your brother’s been teaching early, your mom’s busy, and you’re free to eat. I’m sorry.

I look at this woman in her 40s, who is no longer dressed like she used to be, and who goes out with a big bag full of what her brother needs, and who used to have high heels, now chooses the most comfortable flats.

But she had a smile on her face that I had never seen before.

At that moment, I suddenly understood the meaning of her divorce from my dad.

Everyone has the right to pursue happiness.

“Good. I said I turned around and bought a little toy. I’m sorry.

“Well, I told his sister it was from. “My mother beat a car away with tears.

18

At night, the boat pulled me for a walk by the lake.

He held my hand and touched a cigarette.

I let go with fun.

I was staring at him for a cigarette.

He turned his head and the lighter was left.

Before the lighter was set on fire, the lighter turned around in his hand.

That’s the way it is. Let me just stand there.

Deer Town is also a smoker in the left hand, and there is a habit of turning the lighter around before it is lit.

He just lit up, saw me look at him again, stopped, and finally he didn’t light a cigarette.

“What’s wrong?” I asked him in peace.

“No more, quit. He went up front and threw the lighter and the smoke into the trash.

Throw it and take my hand.

I’ve been thinking a lot, I doubt it, but I can’t figure it out.

As soon as a road was reached, the road ahead was suddenly stopped by a group of powerful men with their arms.

Boss, why didn’t you come to us? “The man in charge has a very vicious face.

I’ve seen people like this a lot in North Burma.

But at this point in time I cannot help but panic.

Because I’m not sure if the man in front of me is the town of deer or just the man who looks like it.

If it’s a marine, I guess we both have to die here today.

“Run. I whispered to him.

He took my hand tighter and looked back and came back with a crowd of people.

It’s not that simple.

The marines looked around and squeezed my hand to show comfort.

“How can you be able to afford the wind? “Little smile on the air.

Obviously, he’s not going to retreat, but he’s going to face it.

He pulled a knife out of his body, pulled me in front of the car in the alley, opened the door with a knife for five seconds and shoved me in.

I’ll call the police. When he left, I grabbed his hand.

“Don’t call the police, hide in here and hold the door with an umbrella. He turned back, bended over, kissed me on the forehead, reached out and touched my head, “Don’t be afraid. I’m sorry.

“I’m Deer Town. I’m sorry.

That sentence just leaves me blank.

Deer Town’s not dead.

He’s back.

At this moment, I do not know whether to be happy or desperate.

So for the next 10 minutes, he singled out more than 20 people.

I can’t look, I have to look.

All those who wanted to come to the door were beaten to the ground.

When he grabbed me out of the car, I looked at the blood on his body as though it were an absence.

I felt like I had returned to the village in northern Myanmar, where he was held by him and endured his blood addiction.

And those who lie on the earth are struggling to moan.

“Go to your place, huh?”

“The town of Deer, I was wrong. Don’t touch my family. * I’m begging him *

I don’t know what he’s doing here.

He used to be in the north of Myanmar, which was not his sphere of influence at all.

“Go home first. I’m sorry.

He took me in a car and went home.

I’m afraid to call the police. He’s got 10,000 ways to punish me.

When I got home, I found out he was badly injured, stabbed on his waist and back.

He didn’t say anything. He went to the bathroom himself.

“I’ll buy you some gauze and medicine? I’m actually trying to call my parents and remind them to hide.

“Don’t go. He took my hand, “They should have someone else. I’m sorry.

“But your wounds…”

“Can’t die. He simply cleaned the wound and ended up burning red on the stove and stopping the bleeding.

I’m watching the shock.

He’s really Deer Town.

I’ve never met anyone else who was tougher to others than him.

“Look what, look scared. He threw me out, “Close the curtain, don’t turn on the light. I’m sorry.

He commanded me.

“Good. I’m sorry.

I daren’t listen.

I’ve seen how vicious his enemies are.

After half an hour, he came out naked, and his wounds were even more alarming.

“Do you have any clothes?”

“Do you want my dad’s?” I got him clothes from my dad’s room.

“I’m not used to wearing other people’s clothes. I’m sorry.

Yeah, he’s a blouse. He doesn’t wear other people’s clothes.

He said that any person close to him could have died at his hands, and he felt bad.

“You can’t wear my clothes. I’m sorry.

“Can’t that be it?” He asked me.

“Yes. I’m sorry.

I’ve always had orders before him.

“Come on, I’ll scare you later. Go get your pyjamas. I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

Five minutes later, he was wearing my strawberry pyjamas and standing in the kitchen grinding knives.

I didn’t know he was going to cut.

“I’m not dead. Are you disappointed? He looked at me.

I stood there without talking.

“I’m too used to you. I didn’t know I was in your hands. He laughs at himself.

“I’m sorry, I can do anything. Can you please leave my parents alone? I went to hold him, beg him.

I’m really scared.

I was alone in Myanmar and he killed me, at least not my parents.

Now that he is here as dangerous as I am deeply afraid of what I have done.

“Anything?” He smiled and grabbed my chin, “Will you come back to Myanmar with me?” I’m sorry.

I stopped at once.

Back to that nightmare place?

After that, is it a dark day of crime and torture?

– Remember, my whole body is resisting.

But I nod, “Yes.” I’m sorry.

“Go now?” I begged him.

“Where to?” He looked down at me.

“Mayan-North. “I can go back with him as soon as I can and he won’t have time to touch my parents.

He smiled at me, he reached out and touched my head, and he said, “Do you know, every time you’ve been holding me like this, I feel like you’re inside? I’m sorry.

“Although my mind has made the right judgment, my heart is still stubbornly trying to correct the brain’s thoughts, to believe you’re telling the truth. I’m sorry.

“Sorry. I’m standing there.

“You don’t have to apologize to me. I like it. He takes his eyes back and continues to sharpen.

At night, I invited him to my room.

He did not refuse, nor will he.

He was a man of great desire and great restraint, and never focused on a woman.

But besides that, I don’t seem to have any way to please him.

Night.

“Does it hurt? I watched him hugging me with his frown and asked him.

“You were stabbed twice. “He’s in pain, he’s not going to say anything.

“What then? I don’t have any painkillers. “I thought I’d find him.

And he pulled me back, “Let me hold you for a second. I’m sorry.

He buried his head on my neck, pathetic, like a big dog.

But only I knew he was a wolf.

“Is that better? “I dared to kiss his lips.

He stood there, and suddenly he laughed, “It’s much better. I’m sorry.

So I began to kiss him in detail, to make him feel better.

Maybe I never took the initiative. He looked at me in peace and was very happy.

It was just the end, and he pushed me away.

“Stop kissing. He interrupted me.

“Why? Did I do something wrong? “I looked at him.

It’s all he likes.

“I don’t think you want me to be painless. I want to be painless. “Don’t seduce me.” I’m sorry.

“Oh. “I responded in a good manner.

“Not happy? He pinched my face.

“None. I’m sorry.

“What’s not so far from me? He pulled me.

“to touch your wound. I’m sorry.

He looked me in the eye, groaned at me, and finally put me in his arms, “What do you want? I’m sorry.

He scolded me gently, and brought me into an endless abyss.

I can’t refuse. He hates being rejected.

And We were like a fish in his hand, and We would not have escaped from his hand, and we would have fallen in it.

Then he went to the bathroom and came back to hold me, holding my face with his long fingers and placing a kiss on my face.

“Does it smell good? Your soap.” I’m sorry.

I was ashamed to open his hand and cover his head with a blanket.

Finally, he held me to sleep.

19

The next day, Deer Town had a fever.

The wound is inflamed.

And We took care of him at home, and We sent him down to cool, and We made him porridge, and We took care of him with great care.

He looked pale and grabbed my hand, “Are you being so nice to me out of fear? I’m sorry.

“Of course not. I’m sorry.

“That’s because he likes me?” He pulled a smile out of me.

“Hmm. “I rubbed his face and wiped his sweat, “Don’t talk, take care. I’m sorry.

“Then say more, even if it’s a lie. He was like a child when he got sick.

No one knows anything about a man or animal that is harmless but has many lives on his hands.

“Okay, I’ll stay with you.”

I didn’t know what to say, so I read him my old name.

When I stopped, he opened his eyes and let me continue.

“Does it feel to hear people tell stories? He smiled and asked me.

“When you were a kid, Mom never read you a story? I’m sorry to hear that.

“None. He was in a state of depression.

So I touched his head with comfort, his face, and finally a kiss on his lips, and said, “How about I read the story later?” I’m sorry.

I saw his face in the mirror and his eyes were red.

I couldn’t forget that moment of shock.

“Did I do something wrong? I watched him nervously.

“No, don’t be so emotional. I’m afraid I’ll regret it. He turned his back and stopped talking to me.

I stayed with him in the house for three days and three nights, and he finally burned down, and he could eat.

I watched him go back to my house, followed by a lot of phone calls and a long breath.

I’m confused. I don’t know if I should save him.

He’s like that. I want him dead, not without a chance.

I don’t even know why I hesitate.

It’s probably his weakness, I’ve never seen it before, so I missed the best time.

It’s possible, I know well, even if he does, it’s easier to strangle me than to strangle an ant.

I was thinking, the door was ringing.

“Hey, are you home?”

It’s my dad.

The string in my head is so tight.

I don’t want him in. I’m afraid of what Deer Town did to him.

But it’s too late. Deer Town heard him. He came out.

He looked at the door and asked me.

I know I can’t hide, so I had to go to the door with my scalp.

My dad looked at me first and asked me why I didn’t answer the phone and didn’t go to class.

I haven’t spoken yet, and he’s seen Deer Town leaning in front of the room.

He just took a bath and was surrounded by a towel.

My dad’s got a red face.

He didn’t say anything. He just walked in in silence.

Deer Town usually stares at my red face.

I rushed him to his room to change clothes.

“So nervous, people don’t know, thought we were having an affair. I’m sorry.

“Stop it, get changed. I’m sorry.

“Do I have to behave better? He smiles and laughs.

“Can you be gentle, I don’t want my dad to worry about me. I’m sorry.

“I’ll be gentler, your father knows we’ve both been mad at him. He smiled and asked.

I’m really nervous.

I’m nervous enough to breathe.

“Give me some reward, I’ll try. * He held my waist and bowed his head for reward. *

I couldn’t do it, raised my feet, kissed him.

I’m completely blushing, so he’ll let me go and get dressed.

When I was out, my dad was bored cooking in the kitchen.

Deer City laziness says to help.

I’m scared. What’s he doing?

But he gave me a reassuring look and entered the kitchen with certainty.

First time I pretended to get a bowl and saw him washing my dad’s dishes.

The second time I pretended to get a cup, he was cutting for my dad.

For the third time, I pretended to wash fruit, and he took it to wash it, peeled it, went to the core, made me behave, went out to watch TV.

“Cool, get out of here. He touched my head.

My dad took a look at us, and I wonder if I’m wrong because my dad looks happy?

At dinner, my dad had a beer, and Deer Town was with him.

They were talking about the sky, and the picture was so harmonious.

“I don’t need you to give her anything, or to do anything to us. Since you decided to be with her, you wanted to give her your time, love her for the rest of your life, care for her, accommodate her, and not be too busy. “I’m an example of failure.” I’m sorry.

He said not to be too busy at work, and I suddenly felt sore, and he knew he was busy at work.

“Why don’t you change why Mom left you? Is work really more important than family? I couldn’t bear to ask him, “When I disappeared, you went to work as usual, that was the last straw to crush my mother. I’m sorry.

He stares at me, and suddenly he wakes up, and he says, “You know what a month means because the class I was carrying was still a month away from the entrance exam? That month decided the turning point in their lives. I’m sorry.

“I can’t ruin another child’s life for personal reasons. I’m sorry.

“Can’t ruin someone’s life and ruin my life?” I can’t stop crying.

“Daddy was wrong. * He cried with his head down *

So this afternoon, Deer Town was silently watching my dad and me cry as fools.

“A man, protect the person he likes and do not harm her.” I’m sorry.

Send my dad away, Deer City holds me.

“Well, don’t cry. He’s got a temper.

But I don’t know why he’s angry.

“You won’t let me cry, you kill me. I broke the jar.

“You threaten me with that word every day, can’t you change something else? He looked down at me.

“Why don’t you cry? I’m sorry.

“Don’t say it?”

Suddenly he took me into the room and locked the door.

“You bastard in Deer City. I hit him.

And he didn’t fight back, “You didn’t know it the first day. I’m sorry.

20

He started asking me about my childhood.

“Why do you ask?”

“I want to know. “How you grew up, what you’ve done, what you’ve gone through, what you’ve gone through, what you’ve gone through.” I’m sorry.

We talked all night.

He listens quietly.

He’s got the edges and the air and looks like his neighbor’s brother.

So I lost my head and had the guts to ask him about his childhood.

At first he did not want to answer, and then he finally started talking under my soft and hard bubble.

“I was kidnapped when I was three. He says it’s like talking about someone else.

I was shocked to know for the first time that he was also trafficked.

“I don’t know, I don’t remember, but the one who adopted me.” I was in the village with a group of children. They are beaten and scolded every day.

“The children I was with were almost all dead. I survived because of my brain.

“I was adopted by a Chinese older sister who sold during the day and at night. Keep me posted every time. That’s how she made money to teach me to read and read, speak Chinese and raise me. I’m sorry.

I was so shocked.

“And then?”

“When I was 10 years old, she was called by the village chief and didn’t come back that night. I’m sorry.

“What about the next day? Did you come back?”

“No, a week later, her body was found in the river, her stomach was cut open and her death was tragic. I’m sorry.

He took a deep breath.

The air is so quiet that my brain is empty.

It hurts so much that I can’t breathe.

“Do you want to hear it?” He looked at me so easily as a tearman.

“Stop it. “I suddenly wanted to reach out and touch his forehead, and that’s how that big sister comforted him to sleep every night he was afraid.

He was just a 10-year-old.

How can we face the death of our only loved ones?

“And then I became one of those bastards and ran behind them. I’m sorry.

“And then I took out the boss, took his place and cut off the tongue of all the people who had bullied her. I’m sorry.

He grabbed my chin and bit me on my lip, “Is it scary? I’m sorry.

My tears burst out.

I called his name.

I wanted to hug him, but I didn’t know if I should.

After a while, I asked, “Did you find your family?” I’m sorry.

“Took for it. When I was boss, I went back to the Mainland and found my parents.

“I saw my mother with a boy who looked just like me, smiling on his face, and he was so good, he had his picture all over his house.

“I looked all over the house and didn’t find a picture of myself.

“I heard that my brother and I were twins and that my family was not allowed to mention my name, even my brother didn’t know I existed.

“I knew I’d been forgotten and abandoned. What’s the point of going back there without me? I’m sorry.

The twin brother was on land.

He then said that he had returned to the north of Myanmar, where he had grown up and where there were traces of his existence.

He is now paid to buy a cruise and borrow his identity for six months.

In the night, he fell asleep, and I reached out and touched his forehead, and was unable to sleep for a long time.

I had a dream that night.

In a dream, Deer Town sits on a stake and fixs a wooden stool.

Next to him is a park made of wood, with swings, slides and climbings.

And he was sitting next to a woman, who was quietly washing the baby’s clothes.

I don’t know.

I don’t see a woman’s face, but I can’t breathe.

I was woken up by Deer City.

He hugged me with a white face, “Why are you crying so hard? What kind of nightmare?

I knew that my body was shaking in my dreams and it couldn’t stop.

“I dreamt of you and a park made of wood. “Who did that?” I’m sorry.

He just stood there, and the whole thing fell apart.

He didn’t say anything. I didn’t ask.

21

Two days later, Deer Town said he took care of the group and let me go to class.

He’s busy. I don’t know what he’s busy with.

He was probably busy with the evacuation because he set a date for his return to northern Myanmar.

He promised me he’d never touch anyone around me if I went back with him.

So I took it easy to spend the last time.

I started going to my mom’s a lot.

Slap her feet, stomp her back. Teach your brother to carry his poetry and buy him toys.

He used to go to my dad’s, bought him a neck watch, and told him to quit smoking.

Auntie is kind to me, always making a table and waiting for my dad to come home.

I bought a light yellow baby dress for the baby to be born. I don’t know if it’s a man or a woman.

I went to see Lufeng and told him everything.

“I used to like you very, very seriously, but now I don’t like you, and I’m serious.

“Thank you for giving me a good youthful memory, and thank you for keeping me up for three years.

“If it causes you pain, then I’m sorry.

“Take good care of Zhangxi later, she’s insecure, and if she likes to say it more often, she won’t be angry. I’m sorry.

Lufun cried so hard.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to turn it off the day you disappeared. She turned my phone off. I don’t know. I’m sorry.

I’m surprised that the whole people are there.

“She went into my room, told me I was blind, and she took my machine without pushing her away, and I’m sorry…”

“She has suggested to me many times, and I don’t care. My indecisiveness has ruined your life. If I push her away, I can pick you up.”

I listened to the truth and my heart started to numb.

It took me a long time to say, “It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry.

Say goodbye to everyone. I stayed at home, thinking of Chang Xi.

When I was a kid, I had a favorite doll, and I wanted to give her one, and she shook her head and said she didn’t like it.

Then my doll disappeared, and I went to her house to play with her.

But I didn’t blame her.

After all the toys, I begged my dad for two.

Even if she didn’t like it, I stuck it to her.

I used to think it would protect her little self-esteem, and I thought she could grow up as happy as I could if she shared my mother’s love with her.

But she doesn’t even have that kind of love, and she wants all my love.

I don’t know whether to cry or laugh at this moment.

I can’t tell who’s right or who’s wrong in this friendship.

I remember she spent 20 years with me, standing in front of me protecting me.

What’s wrong?

22

Deer Town’s finally back.

He looks tired.

Hold me at night. He’s like a gentle dog. There’s no shadow of a murderer.

The next day he told me he was taking me to dinner at his house.

“My mom’s home. I’m sorry.

I didn’t ask too much.

Because I knew it was his farewell to his mother.

At the villa, his mother kept cooking for him, and she saw me.

Deer Town has no appetite.

Because his mother was always shouting, “Away.” I’m sorry.

“The voyage has grown and will have a girlfriend. I’m sorry.

“You have to be nice to girls. Don’t make them cry, okay? I’m sorry.

He listens. Be good.

“Why are you so skinny lately? His mother grabbed his arm softly, “and tanned. I’m sorry.

“Mommy’s back, you’ll have to make it up every day. I’m sorry.

His mother looked familiar, soft as water and melted the ice of Deer City.

After dinner, he helped his mother with the dishes in the kitchen.

He’s been quiet. I’ve never seen him.

The whole thing was like a schoolboy who did the wrong thing, and his mother said he agreed.

But when he returned at night, he kissed me with a warm kiss, so he woke up with tears.

All I had to do was let go of his hand, and he woke up until he caught my hand and fell asleep.

I’ve had more nightmares as I approach the days of Myanmar’s north.

Dreams are all about him making toys, and I can’t see who that woman is.

I went to my shrink.

The psychiatrist said, “I feel like you’ve lost some time of your memory. I’m sorry.

“However, it’s usually painful memories to be lost. I’m sorry.

He asked me if I wanted to try to recover that memory through hypnosis.

I shake my head, and since it’s painful, don’t ever find it again.

23

Get out of the shrink, I ran into Zhang Xi.

She looks really bad.

I looked at her with a big belly, and I ended up walking.

But I just walked out and I saw a few people hiding around the corner.

There was someone I knew who was fighting with Deer Town in the alley the other day.

For a moment, I felt a danger that never existed.

I stopped.

The first reaction is to let Zhang Xi go.

“What, you’ve done something wrong and you can’t see me? What were you talking about the other day? She came over and tried to talk to me.

“I have nothing to talk to you about. Go ask your boyfriend. Go on. I pushed her.

But she was completely ungrateful and felt that I was provoking and running.

“What, are you scared?” She asked me.

“Yes, I’m afraid. I’m really scared.

“At the top of the left, there’s a security booth 100 meters away. I pushed her, and I was so anxious.

And she stood there, “What are you doing?” I’m sorry.

There’s no way. I pulled her hand up and ran.

But she threw my hand away.

“Isn’t it fun?”

Just after that, a van came down a few people and put her in the car in a few seconds.

Help! Someone kidnapped the pregnant woman! Stop the car! I ran to chase the car.

The car was driving too fast, I couldn’t catch up with my leg.

The police officers who were patrolling not far then went after them in their car and asked me to go home and wait for notice.

I’m really scared.

He spent half an hour at home and was never so restless.

I’m sorry to see her, but I should have pretended I didn’t know her and ran.

Then, after half an hour, the town of Deer came back, and I fell down on the ground, shaking, and begged him, “Please, save her.” I’m sorry.

He lifted me up, “You begged me to save her like she did to you. Are you stupid? I’m sorry.

“I don’t care anymore, really, Deer City, she’s still pregnant. It’s two lives! I’m sorry.

I was so scared I couldn’t cry.

“They’re always after me. I’ll bring her back alive. I’m sorry.

Deer Town put me on the couch and called the room.

And then he went out.

At night when he came back, he was covered in blood.

I asked him, “Where is she?”

“Go home. I’m sorry.

I have a long breath.

“Where did you get your blood? I’m sorry.

“His children are gone. I’m sorry.

He looked at me a little sad.

I fell on the floor and I couldn’t cry.

He took me to wash me.

Then I held him in the bathroom, crying loudly, and he listened to me in silence, but did not know how to comfort me.

After crying, he told me that the date for his return to northern Myanmar was early.

It’s tomorrow.

24

The following morning, he drove me back to his house and took him to the basement.

“Don’t be afraid, the password is your birthday, it takes 24 hours, and you can come out anytime. He comforted me.

What do you mean? Not going to Myanmar? “I looked at him.

“You really want to come back with me? He laughed.

“I never thought about your parents’ lives, nor about taking you back to Myanmar. I’m sorry.

“It’s safe here. Don’t open the door to anyone. The police can’t do it unless your father comes. I’m sorry.

“What about you?” I asked him.

“Me?” I’ll take a look at hell for you. It’s not a good place. After he said, put a kiss on my forehead.

“That QQ was my, login code, journal code, all your birthdays. I’m sorry.

“Forget me, asshole. I’m sorry.

He closed the basement door.

I waited three days and three nights in the basement.

Finally, when I crashed to the extreme, my dad knocked down the basement door.

“Well, it’s Dad. I’m sorry.

And the moment when the door was opened, it was as if We had seen the light again.

My dad held me in his arms and covered the light for me.

I can’t help but ask.

My dad was suffocating, “Go home first. I’m sorry.

Back home, my dad cooks for me, and there’s explosive news on TV.

“The police uncovered an extraordinary transnational drug trafficking case in which the head of the gang was killed in an exchange of fire. I’m sorry.

My world became so quiet.

What about him?

He’s dead.

He said goodbye to me the other day with the determination to die.

I’m all over the sofa. I’m empty.

Then the police came to my house so I didn’t have to be afraid anymore.

“He’s not dead. “The police are whispering.

He stated that Deutsche Town had last been captured alive in northern Myanmar and that he himself had offered to cooperate with the police in the fight against the next huge transnational transaction.

“He knew that he was in danger and that there was a great risk of being killed, but he was determined that he would die with one mind. I’m sorry.

“And then every move of his was about death. I’m sorry.

I’m numb to all this, as if I had nothing to do with myself.

But there’s something on the chest.

“He worked with the police on this case, and when we found him, he had been stabbed dozens of times, all wounded.

“There’s very little chance of survival at the hospital right now. Are you going to see his last eye?” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I shook my head.

Then the police left, and my dad was watching me every day.

My mom comes to watch me every day.

Even Luto came to see me often, but I turned him off.

That night the police called and said he stopped breathing.

I’m not sad, I’m not crying.

It’s obviously a happy ending for family reunification, and I feel nothing.

I just look at the window day after day and look at the dying stars.

25

And then I went to school, and everything went back to what it used to be.

Lu Fong went abroad to study abroad.

Zhang Xi went to a mental hospital for losing her child.

My brother went to a nobility kindergarten.

My dad had a daughter.

I got a scholarship.

It’s like taking off a stone, and I’m starting to ignore people’s arguments, and I’m going to go home a little faster.

On the way home, by the flower shop, I stopped for a long time and bought a bunch of lilies.

Hold the flowers home, my dad’s cooking.

I put down the flowers and went to the bathroom.

The flowers in the vase became the lilies I bought.

“Dad, where are the stars in the bottle? I’m standing there.

“Just threw out the garbage. “It’s been a long time since my dad came by and didn’t know how to throw it, and it’s still pretty.” I’m sorry.

I stood up for a minute and went crazy and ran down the stairs.

I’m standing next to an empty garbage can, and I don’t know what I’m looking for, but I feel like I’m empty.

I walked the body back home.

My dad asked me what I was doing downstairs.

I didn’t answer.

He asked me if my exam went well today.

I didn’t answer either.

I just lost my soul and walked back to my room and looked at that lovely limo.

Finally, his last trace in my house was cleaned.

Finally, his traces in the world were cleaned up.

Since then, it may be that only the people of the north of Myanmar will remember his bitterness of the day, and his story has become one of everyone’s fear.

Great.

I was lying in bed, not crying, just sand in my eyes.

(concluded)

Extra: Deer City Diary

In the past year, everything is on track.

I applied for study abroad.

The police came to my house again today and told me an amazing story.

I had a kid with Deer Town.

“The prisoner who was arrested told me that you had a child in Deerville. I’m sorry.

I stood there, and suddenly my brain couldn’t work.

“Where are the children?”

“Where are the children? I’m sorry.

My dad and my mom said the same thing.

“The child is gone, near birth, still in the womb. I’m sorry.

I was taken from my breath by the news, and I reached out and touched the scar on my stomach, and there I was ugly.

I’m not crying, but my mom’s crying so much, my dad’s holding me to comfort, and my eyes are red.

“It’s probably the enemy’s revenge. When Deer Town got you back, the baby was gone. You lost half of your memory. Deer Town asked everyone in that village not to mention it.”

I couldn’t hear a word.

My world seems to have lost its voice.

I looked at them numb, and my mind was filled with that picture of a dream.

The town was crouched on the floor, carefully fixing the wooden stools, and the wind came up and the swings were swinging around, and the leaves fell all the way down the slides, while the woman seriously folded the little clothes on which the baby was born.

When the camera closes, the woman reaches out and touches her belly, and she shows the joy of being a mother…

She looked up and I saw myself.

I don’t know.

I don’t know when the cops left.

My parents stayed with me.

I lay alone in bed at night, empty my head, and I didn’t know what I was thinking.

I’m still up at 3:00 in the morning, I light up QQ, log his QQ on my birthday.

QQ indicates registration date, 2021.11.22.

I lit into his space, and there was no picture.

And the last of them will be said, “Do not love anyone else, will you love me one?” I’m sorry.

I turned my back on nothing and finally opened his private diary.

2021.09.23

Baby, I’m Dad and today’s your due date.

First time I met you, Dad didn’t know what to say.

They say you’re a big fat guy.

You’re very moving. You don’t mess with your mother in the belly.

Your mother loved you so much, she bought you a light yellow little dress, and she said she didn’t know you were a son and a daughter.

But she had a bad memory. She forgot you were born today.

She’s a crybaby, and you’re a little man, and you’re gonna protect Mom with Dad.

2021.11.30

Baby, Daddy’s coming to see you again.

I’ve brought you a nice little wooden horse and a little ringer made by Granny Lau.

The bad news is, your mom’s been talking to me again lately.

The good news is your mom hasn’t thought of you yet.

So she didn’t come with me to see you.

It’s our secret.

Will you keep this secret with Dad?

Do you miss her?

Dad promised to lie to her next time to see you.

2021.12.05

Baby, I heard from the village elders that every birthday you write a letter, you get it there.

But Dad’s not sure if he’ll write it on time every year, and he’s not sure when he’ll live.

So I wrote it in advance. Can you read it in advance?

Mom named you Deer Morning.

She wants you to see the morning sun every day.

Dad will call you Sunbao after.

Sunbao, today is your 2nd birthday.

You should walk. Every day you’re behind Dad.

Dad takes you to the woods to catch bugs, he takes you to the biggest snake. You’re my son.

You’re not as delicate as your mother. You eat nothing, you touch nothing.

The lilies from the city are hard to feed.

It’s better to have stars in our mountains that can make a big piece of it anywhere.

From now on, you’re going to be the turpentine of the forest, the tallest, the strongest, the most visible.

2021.12.10

Sunbao, today is your 3rd birthday.

You should go to kindergarten.

Dad didn’t go to school for a few days. He learned something else.

Your mom’s a big-city schoolboy. She’s supposed to be great. You’ll give her your problems.

Dad got drunk today and remembered your mom.

The first time I saw her was in a shed in the rain, where she was so beautiful that she could hardly be destroyed.

Her innocence and innocence were more than anything Dad’s ever seen, so Dad was so excited about her at first sight.

But Dad never wanted to take her for himself and restrained his evil thoughts.

She was taken to her father, who was angry and collapsed.

This is not where a girl like her can live.

If Dad showed some interest in her, she could die.

She could not have lived for more than a month, but had not thought that she was as resilient as she could not die and that she was still alive.

Dad finally changed his mind about her, tried to protect her, loved her.

But she’s stubborn, always talking back to Dad.

At first, Dad felt that he had been challenged, but then everything was up to her.

What can I do?

It’s hard to keep a wife.

2021.01.001

Sunbao, this year you should be 10 years old.

Your mother’s state of mind has been at her best lately.

She listened to me and stayed by my side and said she wanted to stay with me forever.

Dad was very upset and cried when he came to see you.

Is it really going to last forever?

But she was in contact with an undercover cop.

Tell you something funny.

When she packed the house today, she flipped out the baby clothes you were wearing when you were a kid.

I told her she bought it for the dog. She actually bought it for the pet dog.

Isn’t that funny.

But Dad couldn’t stop crying when he saw it.

You haven’t experienced Mom’s arms yet, and that dog took advantage.

2021.02.002

Sunbao, you should be 13 today.

Middle school, huh?

What are you studying?

I don’t know.

Dad just wanted to tell you the good news today.

Your mother contacted the police, blew up our house and finally escaped.

She didn’t turn back in the fire, so she didn’t even see me laughing at her.

Let her go and let her go back to Mom and Dad.

From now on, we’ll be together.

2021.03.03

You should be 16 years old, go to high school.

I’ve often heard people say three years in high school are important.

So try to learn.

If you test here, don’t come back.

Dad saw your mother again today as someone else.

She’s scared.

I understand, but I can’t help feeling sorry.

Your mother didn’t live well. She went home. Everyone betrayed her.

That’s where I’m sad.

Three years of living with her, I know that every smile she shows me is for life.

She never liked me.

But Dad likes her so much, he’s crazy, he can only watch her perform, cooperate with her and then digest himself.

She’s been working so hard in Myanmar for three years, and she hates me.

But Dad was hoping she had a little bit of a crush on me.

Of course it didn’t.

I came to this city and there were two important things.

The first thing is to be a good man. It’s funny how people like me still want to be nice and they’ll laugh at you, so you have to keep it a secret.

The second is to make your mother happy.

Dad’s got a hundred little things on his list. I’ll see you when I’m done.

2021.04.04

Sunbao, you’re 17 today.

Senior year school is busy, don’t fall in love, and don’t hurt girls.

If you dare, Dad will break your legs.

Let me tell you something about Dad’s recent record.

Dad went to class with her mother, watched the stars, ate with her, bought her milk tea, bought her flowers, kept her downstairs all night.

Dad wanted to spend her school time with her, to take her place in her youth, to feel where she lived, to know what kind of world she was in, and to go back.

Dad doesn’t understand how she can be so obsessed with me.

In a matter of days, Dad did a dozen little things.

She seems to finally smile.

She didn’t recognize Dad. She thought my twin brother did all this.

When she looked at me happy and kissed me and called someone else’s name, it seemed like I couldn’t stand it.

Dad’s going to hang on.

2021.04.08

Sunbao, you’re 18 today.

Dad sat at the door of the basement and wrote you this letter, and your mother was in the door.

Last time, Dad didn’t know what to say.

Half an hour, no way to write.

It’s like you’re the last one lying there covered in a white cloth.

Dad missed you.

Dad can’t hold on.

Dad can’t hold on any longer.

Dad killed you for the harm done to you, Dad avenged you, but Dad’s heart was empty and never filled.

These letters, Dad doesn’t want you to get them.

They said they got it. You’ll come looking for Dad in the next life.

Come on, your dad’s an asshole. Don’t come.

In the next life, find a nice guy, meet an asshole like me, run as far as you can.

People like Dad deserve to die.

So Dad wants to kill everyone like me.

Don’t be afraid, Dad will be looking for you soon.

It’s cold down there, isn’t it?

Don’t worry, your dad’s the boss everywhere. Dad’s going down to find the shit. You wait.

Dad won’t be born again. Dad’s in hell.

Then I’ll send you away, then your mother, and I’ll watch you live a good life, and Dad’s gone.

If you’re born, take care of your mother in the next life.

I don’t know.

I fell on my bed and looked at all the letters and turned my back and found my pillow wet.

And I looked upon the window stand, and there was an aging lilies, and suddenly wept so much.

I don’t know how long it took my dad to open the door and look at me in the bed, crying all the time.

“Do you want to visit him at the cemetery? My dad held me and suddenly asked me.

I nod my head.

I went to see Deer Town.

I had a lot to say to him on the way to the cemetery, but the brain was blank.

I stood there, looking at the grave full of grass, and said nothing.

My dad had to take me back.

At night, I sat on the window table and my father told me that he had received a telephone call from the police, who told him in his coma that I did not want to see his last eye, and soon he lost his will to survive.

“He doesn’t want to live. I’m sorry.

Those words put my world on hold.

Deer Town died on September 23, 2022, on his first birthday.

I stood in front of the bathroom mirror and I felt the scars on my stomach and cried.

Back to one.

Return home from school.

I’ll pick up my brother from school.

There’s a lot of people at the entrance to primary school and cars, and I’m stuck in the air.

I accidentally followed a black Cadillac.

The front car stopped, the door opened, and a man in a suit was walking out of the car and looking at the back.

“All right, little wound. I’m sorry.

He looked up and I saw Deer Town.

I stopped right there.

“What’s wrong? Are you hurt somewhere? He saw me staring at him, and he was confused.

“No…it’s okay. I’m sorry.

“OK, here’s my card. I’m in a bit of a hurry, if there’s any problem with calling me. He handed me a card politely and returned to the car.

I watched the card in my hand — the land.

The green light came on, the car went out, rewinded into the front stream and ended up missing.

I put my card in the car and went back to pick up my brother.

He talked to me about my class.

Sister, why is my mother older than everyone else? I’m sorry.

I’m standing there.

‘Cause Mom didn’t find you before. I’m sorry.

“Then why don’t you have a boyfriend? I’m sorry.

“Because sister’s busy, she has to do more meaningful things. I’m sorry.

“Sister said something like that to our class teacher. I’m sorry.

“Oh? I’m sorry.

“He’s handsome, he hasn’t had a girlfriend so far, he says he’s busy and wants to spend time on more meaningful things. * My brother suddenly came to my ear * I’m sorry.

“Ah? Why?”

“He’s my brother-in-law, and he won’t call me to the office every day. I’m sorry.

Dizzy.

Now the kid’s brain’s back.

Then I bought him ice cream and sent it to my mom’s house to do his homework with him.

After my homework, my mom brought hot meals.

Life seems to be filled with color again.

And that card was long forgotten somewhere in the car and never picked it up.

Case number: YXA16ReNkgJt53QzkljsJ1Jn

I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.