Do
you have any good short stories! I will try to love you. On the
wedding night, Xiao Fan said to me. Xiao Fan and
I were married in business, and we only met a few times before this grand wedding. I didn’t
even say a few words, but because of money, I was tied together.
I was prepared to be resisted and humiliated, after all, in those novels.
Usually the man will say to the woman on the wedding day, don’t expect me to fall in love with you, we get married just because of profit or something.
Xiao Fan said to me, “Try to fall in love with you.”.
I am very happy.
Because I really like him. I liked him
a long time ago.
It was a magnificent banquet, and I met him for the first time.
He is different from the usual rich boy. There is a word all over
his body, tenderness.
It’s the kind of tenderness that comes from the bone. Just the opposite
of me.
My parents named me Xihe, which means the sun.
They want me to shine like the sun.
My character is also careless and lively. At the
party, I accidentally bumped into him and spilled my juice all over him.
I closed my eyes subconsciously and froze in place. I
thought I would be scolded, no matter how light it was, I would be blamed.
But he picked up the paper next to it for the first time, wiped the juice off my hands, and then asked me if I had stained my clothes. When
he saw that I had nothing to do, he began to clean up the juice that had soaked his shirt.
I looked up at him cautiously. Ten thousand years
at a glance, it must be so. After
that, I would beg my father to take me with him at any party. At first,
my father thought I had changed my character. After all, I used to hate these business banquets.
Little did I know that I just wanted to see him again.
He is very smart, but also very good, obviously is about the same age, I only know how to eat, drink and play, he has been able to talk with all kinds of industry leaders.
Confident, decent and gentle, presumably these words are used to describe him.
I just looked at him from a distance, and I could feel the light radiating from his body.
Fascinating and powerful. Once I
see him, I can find a new shining point in him, and my love for him is getting deeper and deeper.
Until I can’t help myself.
From then on, Xiao Fan was the deepest secret in my heart.
In addition to having sex as hot as the sun, I also have self-esteem as strong as the sun.
I never told anyone anything about Xiao Fan.
Only I know how much I love him.
So when I heard my parents say they wanted to marry their family, I volunteered to stand up.
Xiao Fan is the owner of real estate, and I am the owner of real estate. Both of us are outstanding enterprises in this city. There are countless interests between the two of
us, if we can join forces, it will be overwhelming, and the business of the two companies will be able to rise to a higher level.
But between our two families, there is a lack of a link, or a bridge.
A bridge that connects two families and gives each other a sense of security.
There is no doubt that our marriage will be the strongest bridge.
And because of that, I became his wife.
In fact, at that time, my parents were discussing how to refuse the marriage. They didn’t want to wronged their children for the sake of interests.
But I insisted on marriage, although I said it was for the family business, but in fact, I just wanted to be with Xiao Fan.
I made it. The one I have been thinking about for
a long time is lying beside me now.
Although our hearts are far apart.
He said he wouldn’t touch me until we really fell in love, and if I found someone I liked, he was willing to help us.
See, the man I like is so gentle.
After marriage, we respected each other, and he was very kind to me.
Will accompany me to go shopping, accompany me to watch movies, accompany me to eat candlelight dinner. He will try his best to meet
my requests. Although he is usually very busy, he never comes home after midnight.
He would also bring me some small gifts from time to time and ask people to send me the latest edition of cosmetics and bags.
I didn’t like it, but I treasured it. I like everything
he gives me.
He would take me to friends’ parties, business partners’ parties, and to his company.
Whenever someone asks about me, he smiles and says, “This is my wife.”.
Every time I hear him say this, I can’t help but raise the corners of my mouth.
Yeah, I’m his wife.
So one day, he will fall in love with me.
Xiao Fan, we have a long way to go.
It seems that because of the change of season, I always feel sick and sick these days, and my stomach is uncomfortable. The servant
at home jokingly asked me if I had a baby.
I always tell them with a smile that it’s not so fast, and we still have a few years to live together.
Say that finish, my heart can not help but a lonely. Xiao Fan and
I have been married for a year. He has been very kind to me
this year. Everyone can see that he loves me and respects me. He is a rare good husband.
But he’s not in love with me.
In fact, nothing happened to us.
I always feel that he has a deep heart, but he is very well disguised in front of me.
On the surface, he is always the gentle and calm Xiao Fan.
Only in the dead of night, when everything is quiet, will the real him appear.
He often has nightmares and wakes up with a painful and struggling look. My heart ached as I
looked at him.
I tried to calm him, but only once.
I reached out my hand and stroked his frowning brows, waiting for my next move, which was so simple that he could not touch it any more, but he woke up in an instant and dodged my hand.
I was stunned for a moment and opened my mouth to explain, but I didn’t know how to explain.
That night, he went to the guest room.
Externally, he said he was talking in his sleep for fear of disturbing me.
Only I know that he probably hates my touch and doesn’t want to tell me what’s on his mind. After
that night, we were in bed together, and he always left me with his back.
Thinking of this, I felt a little uncomfortable, and there seemed to be something in my stomach.
I dug out a few tablets of stomach medicine from home, but I was too lazy to take hot water and swallowed it with a few mouthfuls of cold water.
Perhaps because of the effect of the drug, I soon felt a little sleepy, so I asked the servant to take a blanket and lie on the sofa, ready to take a nap.
But when I woke up, everything changed.
I woke up in the hospital, and when I opened my eyes, there were two people standing next to me.
My husband, and my sister.
Xiao Fan said that when he got home, he saw me lying on the sofa.
He was afraid that I would catch cold, so he wanted to wake me up and let me sleep in the room, but as soon as he touched me, he was scalded.
I had a high fever and was unconscious. The servant thought I was still sleeping and did not bother me.
He hurried me to the car and took me to the hospital.
Xiao Fan said that if it was later, I might be burned silly. But
I was thinking, Xiao Fan hugged me for the first time, I didn’t realize it, I didn’t remember anything, it was a pity.
Seeing that I was in a daze and did not speak, my sister shook her hand in front of my eyes and asked me if I was really burning silly.
I opened her hand and gave her a white look.
You’re the one who’s stupid.
She laughed.
I looked at Xiao Fan, who gawked at Qing Yue.
My sister’s name is Qing Yue, which means the moon.
We are twins, and our parents named us after the sun and the moon.
We have the same face, but different personalities.
Just like the name, I am careless, and she is gentle. It’s very similar
to Xiao Fan.
I thought that two people who are very similar would not like each other. What’s the fun of
falling in love with another self.
But I was wrong. The way
Xiao Fan looked at her was all too familiar to me.
That’s the way I looked at him.
Full of love.
Xiao Fan was only stunned for a few seconds, then quickly came to his senses.
He is very good at controlling his emotions, but I still see it.
That night, I lay beside Xiao Fan and looked at his back over and over again. Thinking over and
over again, when on earth did he fall in love with my sister. Obviously,
they seldom see each other. When they accompany me back to my mother’s home, they only have a few family gatherings.
In my impression, they never had any intimate behavior, or even said a few words.
So, why?
Why do you like her?
No one can answer me. Even I don’t know.
We have two identical faces. Why can’t the one you love be me? After
that day, I observed Xiao Fan intentionally or unintentionally.
I want to find something else.
But there is nothing. After that side of the
hospital, Xiao Fan never showed that look again.
He became the same as before, and there was no other emotion in his eyes except tenderness.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m wrong. The intersection between
him and Qingyue is even less than before.
No reason, Xiao Fan has no reason to like her. Thinking
like this, I slowly put my heart down again.
Yes, there is no reason, even if like, Xiao Fan will only like me who accompany him day and night. It can’t be
my sister’s.
However, a woman’s suspicion, once generated, will be growing. No matter how
I give myself psychological hints, no matter how I tell myself that it is impossible, it is useless. The way Xiao Fan looked at her
that day was like a mountain, which pressed hard on me.
I can’t get rid of it. I live with this mountain every day.
I’m so tired that I can’t breathe under the weight of the mountain.
Today is my birthday, and also my sister’s birthday.
Xiao Fan held a big birthday party for me, because it was the same day as my sister, I also called her.
Xiao Fan specially bought a cake, I also laughed at him waste, and can not eat much, we two sisters use the same line.
I will always remember that Xiao Fan looked me in the eye very seriously that day and told me.
Not the same, although you are twins, born on the same day, but you are unique existence.
I was in a trance for a long time.
I wonder if he said this to me or to my sister.
Or maybe it was to both of us.
Because I am unique, I am not her, and she is not me.
Xiao Fan can love her, but not me.
Is that so? In the second year of
our marriage, both parents began to urge us to have a baby quickly.
Xiao Fan always laughed and postponed, saying that I was still young and could play for a few more years. If I had children too early, I would not be free.
In the eyes of others, Xiao Fan really loves me. I am the first in
everything, and I will report to me wherever I go. In order to let me play for a few more years, I would rather not have children.
Only I know that it’s just because he doesn’t love me.
Because he doesn’t love me, he respects me.
Because he didn’t love me, we never did what a couple should do.
Because he didn’t love me, we didn’t even have a fight.
I have tried to make unreasonable demands on him, but he always agrees with a smile.
I tried to provoke him on purpose, but he always smiled and told me to go to bed quickly.
Because do not love, so I do anything, can not arouse the waves in his heart.
Just because I don’t love.
I will always remember that on my birthday, I had a few more drinks on purpose.
In the evening, I hugged him for the first time through drunkenness.
His body stiffened subconsciously, and then he quickly pushed me away.
Perhaps because of drunkenness, after being pushed away, I hugged him again and kissed his lips without waiting for him to speak.
I threw away all my pride and pride and bet everything on this kiss.
I don’t bet on him falling in love with me over a kiss, I just bet he won’t push me away again.
Unfortunately, I lost.
Like that night, he went to the guest room.
In the bedroom separated by a wall, I cried silently all night.
The next day, as usual, he asked me to go downstairs for dinner.
He didn’t mention last night, and I won’t.
But I have probably understood that he does not love me, and may not even have a trace of heart to me. After
that, I do not know what I think, always intentionally or unintentionally called Qingyue to my house.
We often go shopping and eat together. Since
Xiao Fan accidentally bumped into me and Qing Yue several times, the time to go home is getting later and later.
I know Xiao Fan is avoiding her.
He always controls his emotions very well. If I hadn’t paid attention to him all the time, I would not have found his casual love for Qingyue.
So warm, and so restrained.
He is really a qualified husband.
Don’t come back late, don’t play around, don’t touch too much with any member of the opposite sex, and even be so alienated and restrained from the person you like.
Because he is married and his wife is me.
He was well aware of this, so he tried to restrain himself.
He is really very gentle.
Don’t want to hurt me, don’t want to hurt Qingyue. On our third
wedding anniversary, I gave Xiao Fan a special gift.
Divorce papers.
It seemed to be the first time in three years that I saw something other than tenderness in Xiao Fan’s eyes.
He was surprised and asked me why.
We were originally a business marriage. I don’t like you. I’ve been with you for three years, and I’ve had enough. I’m going to find the happiness that really belongs to me.
That day, I didn’t understand Xiao Fan’s eyes.
His eyes were no longer gentle, but seemed sad and relieved.
I can’t see it, and I don’t want to see it again.
He was silent for a long time, took the divorce agreement and shut himself in the study. When he
came out, his name was added to the agreement.
I looked at the agreement and took a long breath. The mountain on
my back was finally put down.
Our sudden divorce was unexpected to many people, including our parents.
Xiao Fan took everything.
He said that he was not good. He was too busy with his work and neglected me, which caused our relationship to break up.
He made a solemn apology to my parents, saying that he failed to live up to their expectations and did not take good care of me. My parents saw his kindness to me in
the past three years, and my parents did not blame him. The cooperation between
our two families is still the same as before, and there is no change because of the divorce.
I occasionally visit Xiao Fan’s parents, and they still treat me as before. Nothing
seems to have changed, and everything seems to have changed. Shortly after Xiao Fan and
I divorced, Qing Yue began to be urged to get married.
But it’s normal. She’s the same age as me. I’ve been divorced once, but she doesn’t even have a boyfriend.
Sometimes when she was tired of being urged by her parents, she came to me to avoid the limelight. After divorcing
Xiao Fan, he transferred the ownership of the house we lived in before to me, saying that it was compensation for me.
I accepted it with a good conscience. I didn’t touch anything
here. Every time I looked at the furnishings in the room, I felt as if he was still beside me.
We’re still the same as before.
Today, Qingyue came to me again. I was lying on the sofa watching TV and asked her what kind of boy she liked.
Qing Yue sighed, “The boys our parents like look gentle on the surface, but in fact they are all ignorant playboys. I really don’t like them.”.
I like the kind of boy who is gentle and responsible. Is
Xiao Fan like that?
I blurted out subconsciously. As soon as the
words came out of my mouth, I was stunned, and so was Qing Yue. After a
delay of two seconds, Qing Yue put on a smile that was not very thoughtful and hit me lightly: “Sister, you’re talking nonsense again.”.
I laughed twice, did not speak again, and continued to watch TV by myself.
Qing Yue did not accompany me as usual and left after sitting for a while.
I looked at her back and was stunned for a long time.
I went to see Xiao Fan, and this was the first time we met after our divorce.
In fact, it was only half a year, but the moment I saw him, I felt like a lifetime ago.
He was working on papers at his desk when he heard a knock on the door and said softly, “Come in.”. When
he looked up and saw me, his eyes lit up for a moment, but they soon returned to their original appearance.
My dress today is similar to Qingyue’s. Maybe he saw me as Qingyue at first sight.
I did not care about these, I asked him very bluntly, is not like Qing Yue.
Hearing my question, he was stunned and did not give me an answer for a long time.
I know what he’s thinking, and although nothing happened between us, I’m his ex-wife after all.
This is known to all.
If he’s with my sister, I don’t know what the people outside will guess.
I came here today to dispel his worries. I talked to him a lot
that day.
The past, the present, and even the future. The first time
we talked so much, it was all about another person.
Before I left, I told him to go after him if he liked it.
Qing month is being urged to get married, if you don’t grasp the opportunity, Qing month is not sure which playboy cheated away.
I said it lightly, with a bit of a joke.
But I know he listened. When I
left, I looked back at him, and he was looking at me, too. There was an unknown emotion in his eyes, just like the day we divorced. I couldn’t understand it.
I smiled at him and left.
I found Qing Yue again and asked her the same question.
I know that there is a knot in her heart that I need to untie.
Gentle people even react almost the same, she was also stupefied for a long time, hold back red face also did not say an answer.
I smiled and told her what had happened to me and Xiao Fan in the past three years. How
we respect each other, how we sleep apart.
I told Qingyue that it was not easy to meet someone she liked and liked herself in her life, so let her grasp it well. Before the
separation, Qing Yue said that she could not be sorry for me.
I smiled and said, “I’m not sorry. I don’t like him.”.
These three years are just for the family business, and nothing happened to us.
After hesitating for a long time, Qingyue finally said, “Sister, didn’t you really like him?”?
“I shook my head and said with a smile,” No, we are only together because of profit. On my birthday
that year, I made two wishes.
One is that I hope Xiao Fan can fall in love with me, and the other is that I want to travel around the world.
The first one can’t be realized, and I’m going to realize the second one.
After enlightening Xiao Fan and Qing Yue, I embarked on the journey.
I went to many places. When I arrived in New York, Qing Yue called to say that she was with Xiao Fan.
I smiled and said congratulations, the lovers finally got married. After
hanging up the phone, I went to the Statue of Liberty and stared at her for a long time.
In fact, I also secretly imagined that they would not be together.
Perhaps everything is my unprovoked imagination, perhaps Xiao Fan did not like Qing Yue, he just did not like me.
But now, I have to admit that I am completely defeated.
Xihe is the sun, not me.
Qing Yue is the moon, my sister.
I have always felt that the sun is the most dazzling in the world, and even the moon has to borrow the light of the sun.
But in the end, the dazzling sun was defeated by the gentle moon.
I’ve forgotten how long I’ve been out and how many places I’ve been.
I have made many friends and heard many other people’s stories.
I also gradually calmed down.
In this world, it seems that I am not the only one who can’t be loved.
As long as he can be happy, that’s enough. The day I
arrived in Iceland, I received the news of their marriage. There was a group of wedding photos hanging in
their circle of friends. I couldn’t hold back and clicked on it. The two people in the
photo are both beautiful and talented, and their faces are filled with happy smiles. I once took
wedding photos with Xiao Fan. The
same wedding dress, the same action, the same photos, but theirs looks better than ours.
Perhaps it is because of the light in the eyes of two people that can not be suppressed. The girl in the
picture has the same face as me, but not me. Unfortunately for
me, the probability of Iceland’s Aurora is very low this season.
I waited for many days, but I didn’t get it. When
Xiao Fan called me, I was waiting foolishly for the Aurora to appear in a thick cotton-padded jacket.
They were going to get married and asked me if I would go.
I said no.
Your wedding is not as beautiful as my Aurora. No, no, no.
I’ve been waiting for so many days. What if I miss it because I’m going back to your wedding?
Do you pay for it? When I
hung up the phone, I looked at the bare sky, and my heart was tingling for no reason.
After a few days, I waited until the early morning, but the Aurora still did not appear.
But today I always feel a little restless. When I turned on my cell phone, I remembered that yesterday was their wedding day, and I forgot it.
Counting the time, it was exactly nine o’clock in the morning in China. I transferred the money to Qingyue first, and she confiscated it after waiting for a long time.
I didn’t think the little girl was angry because I forgot, so I had to call her.
The phone rang twice before it was picked up. It was Xiao Fan’s voice, very light.
Qingyue is not awake yet.
I know that Qingyue is not a person who stays in bed, but it was inevitable that they were newly married yesterday.
Chitchat a few words, I suddenly remembered one thing, I seem to have never asked Xiao Fan.
Xiao Fan, I’m curious. When did you fall in love with Qing Yue?
Tell me about it and satisfy my sister’s gossip. Xiao Fan on the other end of the
phone was silent for a long time before he spoke.
A long long time ago.
“” How long?
About a dozen years ago. When
Xiao Fan was ten years old, he went to a party with his father.
At that time, the strength of the Xiao family was not so strong, and his father chatted with people in the business field and forgot Xiao Fan.
Xiao Fan has been obedient and sensible since childhood, with good grades. Many adults like Xiao Fan and take Xiao Fan’s standards to demand their children.
Naturally, Xiao Fan also caused a lot of children’s dissatisfaction. While Xiao Fan was alone, several older children surrounded him, took him to the corner and bullied him.
Xiao Fan was afraid to tell his father because he knew that the parents of the children were his father’s business partners.
He could only pat the dirt on his body, find a quiet place, and cry himself.
No matter how obedient and sensible he is, he is only a child of ten.
After crying for a while, Xiao Fan was patted on the shoulder and turned to look at a little sister who was shorter than himself.
Xiao Fan quickly wiped away his tears and hid here to cry secretly because he was afraid of being discovered.
He was a little embarrassed.
But the little sister did not care about this, but took out a handful of candy from her pocket and gave it to Xiao Fan.
Brother, my mother says that when you are unhappy, you will be happy if you eat sugar. The voice of the
little sister is soft and glutinous, and her eyes are curved, which reminds people of the bright moon.
Xiao Fan took the candy from his little sister’s hand and smiled.
Xiao Fan said that he would always remember that day. He always coaxed others by himself. This was the first time someone was willing to coax him.
That little sister accompanied Xiao Fan to say for a long time, milk voice milk gas, very lovely, also very gentle. It was
also because of her that Xiao Fan became a very gentle person.
After hearing what he said, I was stunned for a long time before I realized it.
I asked him if the little sister was Qingyue, and he said yes.
Then I look exactly like my sister. How did you separate them? Aren’t you afraid of mistaken identity?
I said in a joking tone, but my palms were covered with sweat. No
, it won’t.
“” Why? When
we were chatting, I picked a flower from the garden next to her and put it on her head.
Although we were separated in a hurry, I didn’t have time to ask her name, but when I got back to the hall, I saw her again. Later, I asked someone specially. The little girl wearing flowers was Qing Yue, so I would never admit my mistake.
My memory suddenly went back to a certain day more than ten years ago.
I don’t like adult parties, running around, and in a small corner, I found a little brother who was trembling slightly.
I gave him a handful of candy and he gave me a flower.
Later, for fear of being scolded by my mother, I left in a hurry without even asking his name. When I
returned to the hall, Qingyue kept staring at my hair in a daze.
I asked her what she was looking at, and she said the flowers on my head were very beautiful.
Although Qingyue is my sister, she has never robbed me or asked me for anything since she was a child. Seeing that she liked it,
I simply took it off her hair and inserted it into Qingyue’s hair.
“Xiao Fan, actually..” Honey, I’m hungry. Just as
I was about to tell Xiao Fan that my little sister was actually me, a girl’s voice came from the other end of the phone. It was a little far away and a little vague, but I could hear it clearly.
This voice is all too familiar to me. It’s my sister, Qing Yue.
Okay, wait a minute. I’ll cook for you right away.
I wondered, When did you learn to cook?
“” All the time.
My mind went blank for a moment. We were together for three years, and I never knew he could cook.
I haven’t eaten his cooking. After
answering me, he remembered what I had not finished saying: “By the way, what did you say just now?”?
“” Huh?
“I came to my senses.” No, nothing.
I want to say, happy wedding.
You must treat my sister well and make her happy. If you dare to bully her, I will break your legs.
“After a pause, he said,” Certainly. When I
hung up the phone, a gust of wind blew, and I shivered with cold.
I touched a face, do not know when, it has been covered with tears, was cold by the wind.
That’s all. Two people love each other. Why should I get involved. It’s better for
one person to suffer than three.
In fact, I also thought, maybe I should ask Xiao Fan, ask him, did he love me, even for a moment.
But in the end, I couldn’t ask.
I don’t know why, but sometimes, I always feel in my subconscious that Xiao Fan may have had a heart or love for me.
But in the end, none of this was worth the gentle moon.
Others thought I was careless and heartless, and I couldn’t hide anything.
In fact, what they think is right, and I am such a person.
But there is only one exception.
My love for Xiao Fan, from the beginning to the end, is only known by myself. It’s sad
to think that I don’t even know who to talk to about this sadness.
I wiped away my tears and took a deep breath.
I guess I can’t wait for the Aurora today.
Just as I was about to pack up my things and leave, there was a sudden cry of surprise.
I looked up, and it was the Aurora.
I waited for the Aurora for days, and it finally appeared.
Looking at the colorful and changing Aurora in the sky, I suddenly remembered the day when Xiao Fan and I got married. The fireworks
on that day seemed to be so beautiful.
Thinking about it, I couldn’t help laughing again.
Because I remembered what Xiao Fan said to me on the wedding day.
I will try to love you. In the
novel, the hero says to the heroine, “Don’t expect me to fall in love with you.”.
In the end they fell in love and lived happily together.
Xiao Fan said to me, I will try to fall in love with you.
Then we got divorced and he lived happily with my sister.
We began with that grand and beautiful wedding, and ended in today’s bright and beautiful Aurora.
Xiao Fan, we missed it after all.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
