I kissed him while he was asleep.
And he suddenly opened his eyes and his voice was pitched. I’m sorry.
I’m like his pronunciation.
My name is Cheng Whale, and his name is Chen Jing-chang.
First class in college, we got the same teacher.
The teacher called his name two minutes earlier.
“Stan and. I’m sorry.
This is the first class at the university, the Sissy, and a major class of students from several different specialties.
I went to the classroom early and sat in the middle.
Half of the people in the classroom are already sitting, and it is only two minutes before the class starts, and the teacher has begun to take a roll call.
I heard the name “chenjingyu” and I stood up and answered.
The old professor looked at me and looked at the list in his hand, wrinkled his head and was about to get angry.
“At the beginning of the first class, you’re looking for a substitute? What, are you gonna give him a full semester? Sex is wrong. That’s how you fool me?”
The old professor was heartbroken and his tone became harsh.
All the eyes in the stairwell are on me. It’s hot, it makes me look so red.
I moved my lips with a red face, ready to explain.
“I am…”
It’s just that all of a sudden I’m looking at the front door of the stairwell, a long figure, short sleeves, sweatpants, sneakers, clean and clean, and it looks like it’s coming out of the air.
“Change and, here.”
One.
The tone of his speech was somewhat cynical, and the eyebrows were the colours of beauty, which were the eyes of almost all the girls in the classroom.
“Sensei, there’s no harm done in the middle of the day. I’m not looking for any substitute, and the sister looks like a third best student. I’m sorry.
It’s another kind of bad tone, but it’s not annoying.
The old professor went over the list and finally found my name.
He found out it was his negligence, apologized to me, and lamented, how the class still had such a similar name.
Chen was coming towards me, and suddenly I felt like my breath was starting to hold.
Heart beats like drums.
Chen Jing and I sat next to me, “About 800 years ago. I’m sorry.
His breath was too close to me, because he said it, and I almost turned over the cup at hand.
He held the cup for me and asked me, “Sister, why are you panicking? I’m sorry.
Two.
The old professor probably looked red on my face all the time, thought it was his reason, and called me and Chen Jing-tao after class.
Tell me the money to buy me a drink.
“Big brother takes his sister. I’m sorry.
Mr. Sishu really started paying.
“No, sir, really no. I’m sorry.
I’m unconscious of rejection.
Chen Jing and just look at me and the old professor.
In the end, the old professor didn’t beat me and returned to his own podium.
“Do you think you’ll get your money in the next year? I’m sorry.
“Ah?” I wonder, and suddenly I feel.
However, the teacher had just said to invite me to join him for a drink, and I did not seem to ask him at all, and I simply refused.
I bit my lips, and I said, “Change, I’ll buy you a drink. I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
He laughed, and the amber-colored eyes looked like a lake on the highlands.
I’ve packed my school bags, and I’ve been asked if there’s any other class, but we’re not in the same class.
“I have another section, but I still have a drink. I’m sorry.
There’s a commissary downstairs in the school building, Chen Zian and took a scab d calcium milk.
Maybe I saw him too naked and looked back at me, “You want this too? I’m sorry.
I had to nod my head.
So he took another snail out of the fridge and stuffed it in my arms.
When I paid, Chen Zing stopped me, “Is it true that your brother will pay? I’m sorry.
3
Chen Zheng and our V are too rich to be known with my sister.
He’s a good man, always following a bunch of boys.
Sometimes our class crashes into gym class, and the boys who have sex with each other call my sister.
Sometimes Chen Jing and I hear it and laugh and say, “What kind of relatives?” I’m sorry.
“We’re all brothers. Isn’t my sister our sister? I’m sorry.
Chen and ignore them, come and get me a bottle of water.
He followed his fingers and said, “Look carefully, I’ll ask them to buy you water. I’m sorry.
I had to laugh too.
And then, as Chen and my sister became so strange, my name was changed directly from Cheng Whale to Chen Wing.
“Whale, I really envy you. You’re the sister of the school weed. Every day I can lick my face at close range, and I’m happy. “The roommate said,
I smiled, but I didn’t have a sudden bitterness.
Chen and I met for three days, everybody knew, I liked him for three years, only I knew.
4
Yeah, I like Chen and since high school.
Even access to the school is due to Chen Zhong.
I didn’t do well in junior high school, and in high school, Chen and I were almost spiritual pillars.
To be able to go to the same university as him, it was normal for me to sleep for only three hours in my senior year, and I almost finished most of the real questions and simulations I could buy on the market, and by the time I finished, I was taller than I was.
Sometimes I can’t last, and I’m writing his name in my homework, and I’m working so hard, it’s like pen-tiping a notebook that’s going into my dark world.
Because I’m too far away from him.
No one knows that I like the view with.
I’m hiding well.
5
The day when you love the view, it’s not like the scene where the girl meets the man and the woman, without the sun pouring gold, instead of the dark clouds crushing the city.
I went to junior high school in a small town, went to high school, my dad had a big business, and then I went downtown.
He paid a high fee to put me in one.
Because I’m close, I’m walking.
Every day you take the 412 bus to school.
It was my first day on the 412 bus, because I was sitting in a position where the platform was closer.
This line is a very large number of passengers and coincides with the timing of the purchase of food, and the car is starting to get crowded.
An aunt who bought the food, carrying two snails and a fish, whether intentionally or unintentionally, slaughtered the fish, even though they were in a plastic bag, but wetted my school pants.
I hid my legs in the seat, but the aunt was still leaning towards me.
I understood. She meant it.
I built it in my heart so I said, ” Aunt, your fish is on me. I’m sorry.
But my voice reminds me that she did not stop her movement, but instead she began to export the genie, saying I was rude and did not know to give her a seat.
She’s aggressive and everyone around me looks at me and it’s none of their business.
I started to get red in my eyes.
My school bag is heavy and a little carsick.
“Why would I give you a seat?”
“I want to be comfortable with my own taxi. I’m sorry.
“You’re not so soft when you rob eggs. I’m sorry.
That’s how Chen Zian and that’s how his hair was cut so short that he looked so mean.
The aunt must have been a bit sarcastic, but she kept scolding him.
Chen Zian and I came to my side, with one hand on my back, and the bowl of oatmeal on my hands slanted, and said, “Oh, are you sick? I’m sorry.
“Mom, don’t go any further. I’m sorry.
I fainted, saw Chen Zian and was blinking at me, and I understood, and then I cried twice.
She looked green and jumped two meters.
Then, after getting off the bus, Chen and Haha laughed, and said, “Just pour half a cup on her.” I’m sorry.
“You’re from out of town, right? I didn’t hear you. I’m sorry.
I nodded my head in red and thought I had an accent.
And he said, “Speak softly, sounds like Gangnam. I’m sorry.
“This city is fine. Don’t change your mind about the city because of one or two people. I’m sorry.
“Most of them are good people like my brother. I’m sorry.
Because of someone, I think I’m really in love with a city.
06
I’m used to helping Chen Zian and Zing in thought classes, and I’m always very active on Monday so that even roommates can see the light.
“Whale, you don’t like Chen Zheng Zheng Zheng? “The roommate sits on the bed and looks at me in front of the mirror and picks out clothes.
And then my ears started to get red, and after all, it was a secret that I had been hiding behind my heart for years, and that I had been used to keeping it in the dark.
“He’s the brother. “I covered my lips and spoke for myself.
And the roommate was like, “It’s not a mother, little whale. Where’d you get the guilt?” I’m sorry.
“I am…”
I got caught in the middle of something. I ran away and went to school with my bag.
As usual, when I went to the canteen to get breakfast, I also bought one for Chen and Chen.
He likes a canteen with fresh bean and sauce buns, he’s tall and he eats a lot and can eat four buns.
Chen Zian and used to step on it, but then because I brought him breakfast, he would arrive five minutes early.
When I arrived at the entrance to the stairwell, Chen and a boy also arrived.
That boy I’ve seen, is Chen Zian’s roommate.
Chen Zian and naturally picked up my breakfast, and the boys next to me how to shout.
“You said your life was so good that you picked up such a sister for nothing. I’m sorry.
“What’s the matter? I’m jealous.” “The sun is shining like gold in his ear, and it’s shaking in his eyes.”
“I can’t. I’m sorry.
The boy doesn’t work with us, he’s gone.
I was standing in the hallway with Chen Jing and eating buns.
Mr. Sissoo is here, and he’s seeing us, and he’s laughing, and he’s eating buns with this lazy guy. I’m sorry.
“Isn’t that obvious? I’m sorry.
For the first time, Mr. Sishu knew us a lot.
I smiled and said hello to my teacher.
I am really grateful for the fact that, had it not been for the misunderstanding of the pedagogy, it would have been as if Chen Zian and the presence of someone like me had not been known.
Mr. Schultz is in the classroom, and we’ve been ordered to eat.
I did a good job.
Chen Zing and he suddenly settled on the last bun and looked at me, “You went to two canteens today? I’m sorry.
When I got so interrupted this morning by my roommate, I was a little delayed, and when I got to the canteen, there were only three meat buns left. I always remembered that Chen was eating four buns, so I went to buy another. I just didn’t think he could tell which canteen bag.
I bit the bun and thought I’d answer him.
But his other hand grabbed me by the neck. It was like a cat.
“What are you nervous about, brother?” I’m sorry.
“No…”
The bell was set to ring, he finished his last bag and pushed my shoulder into the classroom.
Sit on your seat, and suddenly he comes side by side.
“I don’t have to eat anything next time. I’m sorry.
Turns out he knows everything.
I’m whispering.
07
Chen Jing and joined the school volleyball team.
They have training on weekends.
I used to watch him play.
Chen Jing and his people are very good, and I’m especially taken care of with my team.
The volleyball team is divided into female and male teams.
The training of female and male teams sometimes comes together.
Training is not a game, I’m the only one in the volleyball court in the indoor gym, and I’ve got a sketch, even though it’s just a line, but the main character can see it.
I’m used to focusing on him.
The captain of the volleyball team came with a box of water and gave me a bottle.
“Thank you, sir. I’m sorry.
“You’re welcome. I’m sorry.
After the captain left, several of the women’s team came, and the first woman was sweating with a towel, with her cousin Kang-nam.
“It’s true. The water on your volleyball team is spent. If every one of you comes after someone, they’ll be broke. I’m sorry.
Kang-nam says it’s kind of weird.
I’m holding that bottle of water, and I’m having a little fun.
I usually bring my own water. I just forgot today.
“I’ll buy a bottle and return it later. * I said softly, I wasn’t good at arguing. *
Chen Zian and I were there, heard, freed for me, “A bottle of water. Besides, little whales are not outsiders. I’m sorry.
Kang-nam turned over a white eye and said a word to me.
“What brother and sister is not yet an attempt. I’m sorry.
Almost everyone on the team thinks I’m Chen Kyung-tao’s own sister, and this Kang-Nang knows I’m not, and looks like he’s here for Chen.
“What is it? Chen and I have come to ask that when you drink water on your back, it’s clear that your throat is falling, and you look at me.
I looked at Chen Xian and suddenly felt so relieved, and this Kang-nam was right, and I was trying to do something.
Chen Jing and put down the bottle, one hand on my shoulder, “What’s wrong? You’re not alone. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and I said, “She said I drank water from the team. I’m sorry.
Chen and his eyebrow wrinkled, looking at the ginger-nam on one side, and then looking at the past, “I’ll fix the water for the team, I’ll pay for the whale.” I’m sorry.
That Kang-nam’s face turned white and bit his lips.
Chen Jing and I were pulled out, and my fingers were tied to my wrist, and the warm touch was clear, and my heart beats with the temperature.
08
Chen Zian told me to wait for him in situ and he left something at the gym.
I waited almost 10 minutes to see him before he came back.
As soon as I got to the volleyball court, I heard the sound of Chen and the mean and cool, “How can you, like yourself, be confident in denigrating people behind your back and seeing what you look like?” I’m sorry.
“What about Cheng Whale? It’s between me and her, and you’re not the one to talk about it. I’m sorry.
“Take care of yourself. I’m sorry.
There were almost no other voices on the scene, and Kang-nam cried directly after being beaten by Chen-gang.
The captain of the women’s team said, “Don’t talk so bad, it’s more like a woman’s livelihood. I’m sorry.
“And she just likes you…” The woman captain thought that boys liked to watch girls get jealous of him, and that she thought that Chen and his fire would go away.
But who knows, Chen Zian and the direct silence, “What does it matter to me?” I’m sorry.
It was only later that I heard that the reason for this was that Kang-nam was angry and said bad things about me to the girls.
Chen was angry with the scene.
Chen Jing and his old temper, he said it was the first time he had seen Chen Jing and so much fire.
08
Chen Jing took me out for dinner in an alley. It tasted good.
I looked at him while I was cooking. I used to be afraid.
I’m afraid I’ll lose my sister when he finds out.
But today, he came forward for me, without hesitation, to protect me, and I’m a little lost.
“That’s how I look? I fed it to my nose. I’m sorry.
“No, I didn’t look at you. I’m sorry.
“Eat more, little one. I thought you were a bully. I’m sorry.
I do look smaller, much smaller than my peers, and that’s probably why I’m a little more like my sister.
And suddenly I remembered that Chen and I were on the bus and thought I was a freshman in junior high school and had to send me to the entrance.
Thinking about it, I made a few more meals in my mouth.
I swallowed the food in my mouth and said, “It’s not you. I’m sorry.
“Yes, too. As long as you’ll always recognize my brother. I’m sorry.
My hands were up and he was looking at me.
“I’ve always recognized my brother. I’m sorry.
It’s like a spell in my ear.
Is it only brother?
He was nice to me because he thought I was his sister.
Once he has a girlfriend, I should leave.
If not, they’ll be the ones they’re talking about.
09
A week later, our school began military training.
Chen and I are not on the same team.
I’m glad my instructor wasn’t very harsh.
But the weather is really hot.
I’ve prepared a copy of the sunscreen and a shoe pad in advance.
By chance, Chen and I have a copy.
The night before the training, after Chen Jing and the volleyball team went down, they brought me a midnight snack, which coincided with the preparation of the military training for me.
I’m so happy when I smile.
“I’m actually ready for you too. I said:
“I don’t wear sunscreens. It’s not just a little girl. “It’s like this, but it’s my share.”
It’s very white. It’s the one with the sun.
He still likes sports. It’s so envious.
However, he does not tan, but also has sunburn.
He was tanned at the military training in his senior year, and I saw his neck tanned, a large body of skin turned red and skinned.
When I was a senior, I also bought him a plaster and secretly put it on his desk.
We were not in the same class, and I lied about my summer break in order not to be found, when the instructor gave me a break.
When the girl who brought me back to the classroom left, I went quietly to Chen Jing’s classroom, and I put the ointment on his seat like a thief, and my heart beat to the eye.
But while preparing to leave, the sound of footsteps appeared in the corridor, and I heard them talking about Chen Ji.
I’m in a panic and I’m under the table.
I’m shaking, and I can’t describe it, but it’s the kind of tremors with complex emotions.
The blood seems to be pouring into the sky.
The thing that scares me most is that Chen is sitting on the seat.
It was him.
He was wearing military tweezers and military tweezers, but I knew it at first sight.
I couldn’t back off, and the space under the table was ludicrous, and because of his presence, it seemed as if I could just sidehand him.
But all of a sudden, I felt a lot less bored, so he pulled the stool back and made room for me.
I saw him stretching his white fingers under the table, but he didn’t look down.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
Those people had left with him, and the noise had gone further and further, and I suddenly had soft legs and sat on the ground.
I didn’t know he found out I wasn’t, but then I saw the ointment I bought at the lost and found.
New, he didn’t use it.
I didn’t get it back.
I don’t know where that ointment went.
This time I wiped Chen and the sunscreen for me, and I used the one-L kettle he prepared, which was probably the turn of the road. I lied to myself about the heat, but this time it was really heat.
When I stood up, I thought I’d hang in there, but suddenly I felt like I was black and just fell down.
At a time of total loss of consciousness, I heard people calling my name, a mix of voices, but I heard the voices of the view and the sound of the sound.
10
When I woke up, there was a needle on my back, and the view was sitting next to it.
I heard him ask the doctor, “Why isn’t she awake? Is there any other problem besides the heat? I’m sorry.
“No problem. Just fell asleep. You can still wake up if you call her. I’m sorry.
Chen Jing and oh ho.
“The pig can sleep. I’m sorry.
I didn’t know how to do it, but I heard a little bit of it from him.
“I woke up. I opened my eyes and looked at him.
Chen Jing and I woke up and instead blocked my sight.
“No, you’re not awake. Get some sleep. I’m so lazy. I’m sorry.
When he was so serious, I nodded my head and closed my eyes, but then I heard him laughing.
I was about to open my eyes, and he whispered in my ear, “Sleep, I’m watching you.” I’m sorry.
Eleven.
I’m sleeping straight to the evening.
Upon waking up, the twilight of the window was mixed with the red red and the blue, and the discs of the eyes of Ami were scattered.
Chen Jing and he are not in the house. They must have gone to military training.
I was thinking that one of the skeletal hands came to pick up the curtains, set the scenes and come in, and the other one had the food packed.
“It’s pretty sleepy, Piglet. I’m sorry.
He sat by my bed and put the food he brought on the table.
“You told me to sleep. I’m sorry.
I lifted the covers and sat up, and I didn’t know if it was a long sleep or something.
I panicked and held Chen and his shoulder.
Chen Zian and I don’t feel right, just put one hand around me and lean on him.
I bumped into his arms, and he must’ve washed cold water directly under the faucet after training. He didn’t smell sweat at all, but smelled fresh like trees and rain.
It’s just that he’s still very hot in his arms, and I’m so hot, I’m so hot, my heart’s starting to beat.
“How is it? Whale? I’ll call a doctor. I’m sorry.
He said he really wanted to get up and call a doctor.
I pulled one of his fingers, “I’m fine, I guess it’s just a little low blood sugar. I’m sorry.
That’s what he’s gonna do, and then he’s gonna open up and watch me eat.
Chen Zian and I didn’t seem to find out what I looked like, and I thought I was hot with a little fan next to the nurse sister.
12
In addition to military training, the military training period that followed was good for me.
It’s just that Chen Jing was chosen as the next-door team.
While this is not surprising, I would like to exaggerate the wisdom of the instructors.
So he’s in front of the next party, and I can see him.
Chen Jing and his shoulder wide legs were long, and the military training suit seemed particularly strong on him, and the whole person seemed to be glowing.
But now, every day before the military training is assembled, Chen Jing and Yu will come with a fragrance and watch me drink and prevent me from having another heat.
It really stinks and stinks. I resist every time.
“Can we not drink?”
I didn’t realize it myself. It’s like it’s sarcasm.
But it seems that poaching has nothing to do with Chen Zheng and not, and he has always been one to one in the field of heat and heat.
I feel like a bitter melon.
But Chen Jing and I drank so hard that every time I finished my drink, I felt a sugar in the pocket of my uniform.
All of a sudden, it doesn’t seem like this fragrance is so bitter.
13
Throughout the military training, the most relaxing project was the night of Lago.
There will be some opportunities for personal talent after the Flanche pair.
Someone sings, someone dances, and it’s a good scene.
Chen Zian and the girl from the next party had to do a show, and he did not twist it. He picked up the instructor’s loudspeaker and sang a week of Jerry’s “Small Porcelain”.
His voice was really good, and a number of daring girls turned on the light with their cell phones and put a small “response light” on him.
This may be the case in young age, where people are good at singing and dancing, where they can take the opportunity to shine their eyes, where they can hide in the shadows and hold the light at their fingertips, fearing that it will just be sifted from their fingers.
After Chen Zian and singing, a number of girls were happy with him.
But the best thing about that night was that Chen was singing “I like you” with that party girl.
On the night of the summer, I listened to what others said about him, and I was more envious than sour in my heart, because I didn’t know when I would dare say “like” to him.
There has been a confession that there has been an unprecedented scene in the playground.
But Chen Xian and his response has been long gone.
The men in the troupe found no sign of Chen Zheng.
That’s what the next team instructors remembered. Chen Jing and he took a leave to go to the bathroom.
The absence of the other party, the inability to get up, and the fact that there are other people dancing, has slowly left too little attention.
14
Almost ten minutes later, I felt someone pulling me in the back, and I looked back and it was Chen Zian.
“Shh, come with me.”
I was in the dark corner, and everyone else was watching, so nobody noticed us.
But I had to ask the instructor for leave to go to the bathroom.
I was running to find Chen Zian and he was standing under a tall tree, biting one of the ice creams and holding the other hand full.
It’s the new one. It’s usually a long line.
I remember, this morning, Chen and I forgot to bring me sugar and said to buy me ice cream.
Turns out he didn’t hear anything about him because he went to buy me ice cream.
I don’t know why there’s a sense of guilt in my mind, perhaps because I know how much thought, vision, expectation and sadness it takes to “like” a single party, and more courage to say it.
15
When the training ended, we took off a thousand uniforms, as if everyone had blacked out.
At the end of the final show, I was supposed to go to lunch with Chen Zhong after I made a deal.
But when I changed my clothes to look for him, Chen Jing and his roommate said he went out with Chow.
Zhou Wing was the girl who sang during military training.
And I walked away, and one man walked out on the street of good food, and the crowd was full of joy, and I was as if I were out of the mood.
That girl I’ve seen, tall and thin, and I’m not a type at all, but it’s kind of like Chen and that girlfriend in high school.
We were supposed to have a new barbecue on Food Street.
He came to the door of the store without realizing it.
“Little Whale, you’re here. Go in and sit down. “The barbeque owner saw me and greeted me enthusiastically.
The owner of this store is our senior, Chen Zheng and he know me well.
I went into the store for a moment.
The boss brought me to the 12th seat.
It’s hot in the store, and almost all barbecues are in 30-50s.
I’m the only one.
I drank the lemonade from the store, and the sour feeling went from the moss to the stomach and finally to the heart.
I’ve been here since the beginning, but there’s still someone who’s gonna make it.
I ordered a couple of dishes, and I wanted to try the barbecue myself, but I wasn’t very good at it, and I had a piece stuck to the grill, and I went to get it.
And the meat just flew out and stuck to the arm of a passing boy.
I’m all fucked up.
“Sorry, I’m really sorry. I’m sorry.
“It’s all right, don’t worry. I’ll go back to the kitchen and find some cool water. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I looked back, I didn’t know why, and I didn’t feel so confused as soon as he came.
“I got the roasted meat on me. I’m sorry.
Chen Zian and gently slapped my head and said, “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it. I’m sorry.
16
Because the meat was just put on, the temperature wasn’t too high, the boy’s arm was burned not too bad, but a little red.
Chen Jing and the owner of the barbeque shop brought scalding cream for the boy.
I apologized again to the boy, who laughed and said it was okay.
“My name is Lin Ting. It’s from the third class next door. I’ve actually seen you before, and today’s a fate. “Lynn says.
I pulled out my cell phone, and I saw a lot of phone calls.
I looked at Chen’s view and looked at it, but I was a little surprised to think that his face was a little bad and his face stinked.
“Whether I have any after-effects on my arm or directly from me, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
Lin Tsing looked at me and Chen Tsang, and probably it looked too bad at the moment, and Lin Tsing kind of nodded.
Chen Jing and I sat in the chair and roasted, and I added Lin Tsing’s tweets, and Lin asked quietly who Chen Jing and I were.
Just don’t wait for me to answer. Chen Zian and I have already said, “Guard.” I’m sorry.
I turned around and looked at Chen Zian, and he looked at me, and he put the meat that I baked down on the grid with a clamp, and focused on him, as if he didn’t realize how vague his “guardian” was.
17
“Why are you here? I asked Chen Xian and
“Didn’t you agree to have a barbecue today? He looked at me.
“Why don’t you wait for me? The phone is not answering either. This post is part of our special coverage Egypt Protests 2011.
I whispered, “Didn’t you go out with the others? I’m sorry.
“I didn’t look at the phone, it’s quiet in school. “I don’t think I’m afraid I’m going to leave my voice off when I’m in class.
“What do you say about Zhou Wing?” and suddenly smiles on his face like it’s cloudy. It’s only in case it gets vague and confusing. I’m sorry.
It’s a refusal, and suddenly the darkness of my heart disappears.
I thought I was the only one to eat it, so I didn’t order much, and I just baked half of it, and there wasn’t much left on the table, so Chen and the waitress brought the menu to me, so I ordered some more.
Chen Jing and he were up to the front desk and said something.
Chen Zian and his barbecue skills are good and take care of me, and the roasted meat is cut with scissors in front of me.
And later, I woke up the dream from the words of my roommate.
She said that Chen and I were in the middle of the game for a long time. This layer of identity, Chen Zheng and I have nothing but a girlfriend.
18
I think it’s amazing that I’ve never seen someone like Lin, but I’ve been able to meet him since that day at the barbecue.
I even had several classes with him.
Our bedrooms are mixed, so we can’t go to classes like other bedrooms, and I sit alone many times.
Linden came over to sit next to me.
Lin Tseng is not of the same kind.
After class, my roommate asked me out to go shopping and Lin called me in.
“You were the one who helped us with the bill, right? I’ll pay you back. I’m sorry.
I was blindfolded for a second and guessed it was Chen and paid for.
“All right, no need to pay. Sorry about the other day. I’m sorry.
Lin, “My hands are fine. How can I spend your money? I’m sorry.
The roommate just happened to be here.
In order not to keep my roommate waiting too long, I again rejected Lin.
Who knew Lin had prepared the cash, saw me go and pulled me, tried to force it on me.
But one second before his hand was about to touch my arm, the other strong arm was confined directly from the back to my waist, and I felt my feet light, and he had taken the whole person up.
The eye, the face of Chen and the line.
Chen Zian and I took a step back and escaped Lin Zhen’s hand.
And I was dazed until the toes fell again, and his chest was hot, and he was hot to his chest, and my heart was beating again, and the buds of dark love grew.
“What are you doing? “The view and the silence between me and Lin Tsing look fine.”
Lin Tsing said, “I just want to pay back…”
“What do you want to do? I’m sorry.
Chen Jing and I came to see me, and I Noded, “That’s the time you paid for them at the barbecue.” I’m sorry.
Chen Zian was right, and then to Lin Zheng, “You’re welcome, that was our first offense. I’m sorry.
It was only after Chen and Lin had left that my roommate grabbed my arm and screamed, saying that it was a full-blown drama.
Am I really different in his heart when I’m being made of my roommate?
19
The first year of school seemed to be going really fast, as if it had started yesterday, but with little attention, it ended.
City V is in the south, there’s no heat in winter, and it’s all in our head.
At the end of the year, the library was an unprecedented event, with the boys ‘ dormitories being closer to the library, so it was both the scenery and helping me to occupy the library ‘ s seat.
I’m afraid of cold, so I get up in the morning more than every day, and I don’t know when it starts to turn into a view and buy me breakfast, and I go back to my dorm every night.
Chen and I are different professions, so the examination time is different.
He finished his exams first.
Chen Zian and, having known that I was in the same city as he was in the same city, he naturally went home with him, and he bought the heavy iron ticket.
Before the final exam, I gave my luggage to Chen Jing and keep it. He waited for me at a café in the east gate of the school, and when I got out of the exam, I could go straight to him.
Colleges don’t look like high school.
I was afraid that Chen Zian and the others would wait, that they would hand over the papers in advance, and that they would take their cell phones from the podium and go out.
This time I came home with Chen Zheng, and thought of it, I started laughing.
But my smile didn’t last long. At the corner of the café, I saw Chen and his back on the phone, and I waited for him to call and suddenly appeared to scare him.
But the next moment, I heard a familiar sound across his ear.
To the heart, Chen Jing and her girlfriend in high school.
“Why isn’t your school on vacation? I’ve been back a long time. I don’t care if you don’t come back and no one’s going to bake me. “The girl’s voice is full of plentiful and plentiful love, which leaves me in the dark.
I know I’m not jealous yet, but I’m bored to think that his tenderness and kindness belonged to another girl.
“Today’s ticket, it’s tonight. I’m sorry.
“Then when you get back, we’ll go eat the one near the house…”
The way in which two people live together, as usual, is as if I were back in my senior year.
Despite my reputation, the mid-autumn show in the second year of high school was my first close contact.
The mid-autumn show, Chen and Yum were both facilitators, and the two partners appeared to be particularly comfortable, and the collisions between the tuxedo and the suit made them look like a perfect couple.
That night’s view and mind became the focus of the whole scene.
And then I came back to town on weekends to see the old man, and I was bit on the face by a little bug called the Shadow Worm, wearing red water and a big mask covering my face.
I looked at Chen and gave my dress when I was down on the stage, and the gentlest hand would fall down on my heart’s hair.
I looked at Chen and the glamorous look of my self-esteem.
Sometimes I wonder why I can’t be as tall as my heart, why I can’t take the first three grades as I am, why I can’t read the texts I repeat, why people I like don’t like me…
And they stood on the stage of the light, and We drowned in the crowds.
20
I remember that year’s Mid-Autumn Night was filled with joy because of Chen and his heart.
I didn’t finish all the shows and left.
I knew about Chen Zian and the host, and I followed the show, even though it was a class chorus.
I was wondering if I’d pass by the side of me when he did.
But I quit the choir because my face was hurt.
I really don’t seem to have any luck with this.
And just as I was about to get to the top of the school building, someone suddenly stopped me.
I turned back, and suddenly my heart began to tremble, and it was Chen Zian.
“Can I ask you a favor?”
The last exchange with Chen Zian was the new bus and the plaster of military training, more than a year after he was active in my light, on my earpiece, and I was already blind in his memory.
I tried to make my voice sound calm, and I asked him what was going on.
“Sama, can you get me this from the women’s room on the sixth floor of this building? I’m sorry.
Chen Zian and a black plastic bag, hidden in a bag of aunt’s towels, were taken from behind.
I um, picked it up from Chen Jing’s hand and turned around for delivery.
I heard him say thank you in the back, but I did not turn back and say ” thank you ” , but pulled my mask up and seemed to want to hide his face more.
And I sent my aunt’s towel to the ladies’ room, as I thought, and the people who were trapped in it were in the heart.
And I thank you, and I say it’s okay, even if the person who talks about it isn’t Chen and I will help, they’re all girls.
It’s just that when I tried to ask my name and class, I got away.
21
All of us know that Chen is a couple, but then, Chen and Yum gave V in advance, and Jing University went to M, thousands of kilometres away, so slowly they broke up in the graduation season.
I didn’t interrupt Chen and call and leave quietly.
Chen Jing and I met at the coffee shop and asked me if I had given the papers in advance.
Well, I suddenly realized that Chen and his face were a little bad, but after I left, did he fight?
Chen Zian looks a little shaky, and this trip home is different than I thought.
I looked out the window and I felt like my chest was stuck in cotton.
I’d like to ask him what’s going on with his heart, but he’s got words all around his throat, and he’s never gonna say it.
Until the iron came down, we took a taxi.
Chen Jing and the sergeant closed their eyes and he seemed particularly sleepy.
The driver asked me where I was going, and I dropped my mouth and told him where Chen was.
Chen and his eyes were opened, “How do you know? I’m sorry.
My head was buzzing like a short road.
How do I know that when I graduated from high school, I helped the C.E.L. teacher to sort out the members’ dossiers and other files, and somehow I saw the part with Chen.
It’s as if I can remember anything about him.
“Last time, your man’s room printer broke. I called you. “I was anxious to think of the last time he asked me to print the material for him.
But then again, it seemed like I was printing him an analysis of the data from an experimental course.
I’m suddenly nervous and sometimes I think I’m a little ambivalent, and I want him to understand my feelings for him, and I’m afraid he knows my crush.
But Chen and I don’t seem to have found anything unusual about me, just a hum.
“Go to your house first, I’ll send you back, I’ll go back. I’m sorry.
But it’s like going around and seeing what I’m trying to say. His head is a little up and he looks at me, “Behave.” I’m sorry.
I whispered, um, that it was more than 9:00 p.m. and he didn’t let me walk through the night alone as long as there was a view.
22
After a few days off, I’m meeting my high school friend out.
It’s a coincidence that I met the view and the mind.
Of course, there are not only two of them, but others who look familiar, as if they were classmates.
It’s a snack street, and their men are queuing to buy a string.
Chen is not in good spirits, instead of standing on a chair in front of a snack stand, with one hand on the back of the chair and a head on the arm.
He closed his eyes and looked uncomfortable.
I heard another guy asking about Chen and what happened.
It’s in my heart, “I had a cold, I had a fever the day I came back, and I had to come out, and it came out, and I was dying.”
Turns out he’s sick.
I thought he was in conflict with him.
I’ve taken steps towards him, but suddenly I’ve calmed down again.
Even if he was sick, he couldn’t wait to see him.
In that sense, I suddenly felt like my eyes were starting to heat up and my throat was like something was blocking it.
I just sent him a message from my cell phone, “Are you sick lately? Remember to go to the doctor and listen to him.”
I typed, I cried, my friends bought milk tea to see me cry so sad, I was scared, and I held me and asked me what happened.
I’m trying to put my tears back in the air, but my eyes are getting redder, and my tears are going down, “I like a man very much, but probably I can’t enjoy it anymore. I’m sorry.
Maybe it’s time for me to finish.
23
I’ve been sorry for so long for a one-sided breakup.
Soon, the most important holiday in the winter holidays will be spring.
I cleaned up everything inside and outside the house and tried so hard not to think about things about Chen Zheng and he asked me out, and I turned it down.
Until today, when I packed my room, I started staring at that crystal ball.
It was in mid-autumn this year that Chen and I went out for a spicy game, and Chen and I looked at that crystal ball and signed up for it.
Chen Zian and I were so desperate to get that crystal ball off my back as a school weed, because he had a short count, he was so hot and he had hot lips.
He was also filmed by alumni at the time at the campus forum and shocked by a number of people, as well as by a large number of girls who declared “poaching” on the spot.
The highest reward for the spicy strip game is a psp, where all the alumni at the forum are lamenting Chen and true love for the game.
But I’m the only one who knows that while Chen Zian and he won first, he exchanged the prize with the fifth, with that psp for my favorite crystal ball.
I was trying to hold Chen Chong and keep him from changing, but he said that the value of the item in his place was not what it was worth, but whether it liked it or not.
The crystal ball was picked up from school by me on the way. I was afraid it would be crushed in a box.
24
But it didn’t take long for that crystal ball that I treated with care.
Chen Zian and the crystal ball he gave me was used by my brother as a target on the ground, except for the crystal ball, which had a pillow and a simulator for the home, and he was lying on the ground, playing tennis as a marble.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw my crystal ball in the air and the sound began to grow. What are you doing?”
Cheng turned back and looked at me, without any fear, with a bang, with an uncontrolled magnification of my pupils, with a piece of clitoris and a piece of crystal ball for me, with a thin glass mask outside, and water flowing everywhere.
When my mom came back, I was raising my hand to slap her in the face.
Cheng Zhi saw my mother come back and wept even as he bit me twice and I was about to fight back.
“Are you crazy? Is he your brother? What happens to our house if you break it?”
Mom never asked for reasons of bias.
“He broke my crystal ball and he made these at home. I’m sorry.
My mother pushed me away, took Cheng Zheng away, put him away, and set me down.
“There are no naughty kids. I’m sorry.
“How much is your crystal ball worth? Why don’t you go buy another one? It’s not too short. I’m sorry.
I suddenly feel like I’m holding my lungs by a hand, and I can barely breathe.
25
I packed my bag and wanted to go back to Grandma’s house in town.
They were eating, and my dad tried to come and pull me, and my mom got me. I’m sorry.
I walk around my neck, and my head doesn’t come back, and they’re like a family.
When I arrived at the station, the ticket salesman told me that, because winter had arrived and the number of passengers going to hibernation town was low, the time for the bus was early.
I missed the last bus, so I’m not going back to hibernation today.
I sat in the waiting chair at the station, as if the whole world was fighting against me, as if I had never tasted “lucky.”
I watched the station slowly turn into a few people, with a strong sense of loneliness coming at me like a tide.
I remember a lot of things. It wasn’t particularly nice to have a family in junior high. I lived with my grandmother in hibernation.
Mom says they can’t get two kids to school in the city at the same time, so I have to listen.
But why should I?
I came to this house first.
It’s just that I never had a chance to ask.
Remember a summer vacation when my mom came to Grandma’s.
Cheng was looking at a toy, and Mom just paid off the mortgage and didn’t have much.
But Cheng is looking at the toy and crying if you don’t buy it.
Mom called the hair cutter and left me with long hair cut for years in exchange for money.
She bought toys for me and Cheng Yi.
I cried too, but she yelled at me.
“You’re not tall, you’ve got long hair, you’re tall, you’re not pretty, and I bought you toys. Your hair will grow in a few days. Why are you crying? I’m sorry.
I’m holding that doll, and I’m thinking, but I don’t want toys. I just want my hair.
26
I’m going to a fast hotel with my suitcase.
I heard someone calling me.
“Little whale. I’m sorry.
I look back, with the view and the heart.
I’m afraid I want to run. I’m too weak, and I’m a servant.
Most of all, the heart is there.
Chen Jing and a few big leaps came and pulled me off.
“Why are you running?”
He looked down and looked at me, and all of a sudden, it was so easy, it just got a little rough, “What’s wrong? Who has bullied you?”
“Don’t be afraid, I’m coming. I’m sorry.
Chen Zian and I took the suitcase in my hand and the other hand put me in his arms.
I still have the last sense of reason on his chest.
Chen and I look in the direction of the heart and say, “Go home, I won’t go with you today. I’m sorry.
Surprisingly, my eyes were full of curiosity, but there was no other emotion.
I thought I’d come to see you. Who knew Chen and put me in my arms.
I heard a sarcasm complaining, “No, no, no, no, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
“You’re so cute, listen to me, my brother is not worthy of you…”
I felt like my temple jumped.
I feel like I’m dizzy, and I’m about to realize that the relationship between view and mind is different than I thought.
“That’s my uncle’s daughter, cousin. I’m sorry.
Chen Jing and unsure me.
So is Chen Jing and Uncle’s daughter?
I almost thought I heard you wrong.
“Isn’t she your ex? “I can’t believe I just asked.
“How do you know she pretended to be my girlfriend? I’m sorry.
Chen was looking at me, and I snagged and looked at him with red eyes.
“I guess. I can only make it up.
It’s a good thing there’s not much to think about, but rather patiently asked me what happened.
I gave him a brief recapitulation of what happened today, and finally I said, “Let me go to a hotel first. I’m sorry.
“Don’t stay at the hotel. Go to my house. I’m sorry.
“No, I can’t…” My face is slightly red, but it’s not so good to go to his house, though it’s a misunderstanding.
Chen Zian and I have been holding my hand, and I have tried to ignore the feeling of being held by him, and I have not even moved, so I have maintained a rigid gesture.
“My parents aren’t home. I live alone. It’s no inconvenience. “How can I be reassured that Chen and I look at me seriously, and let you go to a hotel alone?” I’m sorry.
“Come on, little whale. You don’t want to worry about me, do you? * This is the moment when the scenery and the real tenderness of the speech fell on my eardrums with all the temptation.
27
When he came to Chen Zian and his family, he was the only one.
Chen Zian and ordered some cuisine, let me eat first.
Then bring me a hot towel and put my eyes on it.
“Sleep, wake up, everything will be fine. I’m sorry.
I stayed in Chen Jing’s guest room, cried for so long, and I was so tired and fell asleep.
I woke up once in the middle of the night, and there was that perfect crystal ball on the bedside cabinet, and suddenly my heart scratched and determined that I was dreaming.
The next morning, the next morning.
I slowly returned to my cage and became sober, but the crystal ball was actually on the bedside cabinet next to it.
It’s the original one, because it’s me and him.
After I fell asleep, Chen Zian and someone fixed the crystal ball overnight, and the plasters inside were re-engineered and a new glass mask was replaced.
And there’s a piece of paper under the crystal ball, and it’s very strong, “I’ll fix it from now on, whether it’s a crystal ball or a broken childhood.” I’m sorry.
And I held the note, and suddenly there came tears in my eyes.
Turns out, God didn’t care for me. The best thing was to stay behind. The best man was with me.
I’m wearing the scenery and the furry slippers that I’m preparing, and I’m running down the stairs.
But as soon as I got downstairs, I shuddered and watched the scene petrified in the living room.
It was a middle-aged couple, apparently Chen Jing and his parents had returned, and their luggage was still on the couch and on the table.
It is clear that Chen’s parents, who have not just arrived at home, have not returned to her son, but to a strange girl.
I tried to make myself less confused and to hold on to the vibrating line, “Hello, Uncle and Auntie…”
“Hello, hello.”
Mom and Dad, what are you doing back here? “It’s a surprise to see your parents when Chen Zian and he bring home breakfast that they bought outside.
Mother Chan said, “Bon said come back and surprise you…”
Chen Jing and come to me and take me upstairs.
That’s why I’m here in my pajamas.
Chen Jing and, “You can change first. Come down for breakfast. I’m sorry.
“They all work abroad. I thought they’d never come back this year. I’m sorry.
He explained it to me.
I nod my head and still feel like I’m burning.
We changed our clothes, and when we went out, We waited at the door, and his ears were red, as if he wanted to stop.
“Is something wrong?” I asked.
Chen Zian and, “Little whale, my mother just asked us what relationship we were in, I’m talking about couple…”
He looked at me with eyelashes, a little pitiful, and he said, “Do me a favor, little whale.” My mom would have introduced me to another girl this time, after all. I’m sorry.
When he said the word “lover,” my heart started to accelerate crazy, and I couldn’t hear what he was saying after that.
“Can I?” I heard a little tremor in his mouth.
“Yes, yes, yes.”
We can’t laugh at anyone at this moment because our ears are reder than ours.
28
He took me to the playground, bought me dolls and dolls, and took me to the temple to ask for a peace charm, as if he was really taking me to make up for my missing childhood.
It’s the heart that surprises me most.
When I see you, I’ll rub my hands. My face, “Well, there’s someone who can look like a girl in a comic. I’m sorry.
I was rubbed like a cat and finally Chen and saved me from her.
To be honest, I didn’t expect my “love enemy” to be like this.
I didn’t think I’d get what many people would like.
I also knew from the mouth of my heart that the day I ran into Chen Zian and Yu Zheng, it was Chen Zian and Yu Zing who had come out to help me choose a New Year’s gift.
Chen Jing and his parents were really good together, and when I was leaving, Auntie Chen gave me a huge red bag.
I couldn’t take it, and then Chen and I couldn’t watch it, and I just came over and stuffed it in my pocket.
Chen Jing and his driver’s license, he drove me back to my grandma’s house in Hibernation.
I only sent him to town, not to sit at home.
Chen Xian and Shang also understood and drove back to the city.
I took the case and came to the familiar door, but the house had been empty for a long time and the spider web had been attached.
Actually, Grandma’s been dead for years.
I don’t want to get laid and know my dilemma.
But when I was cleaning the courtyard with a broom, Chen Zheng and he appeared outside the courtyard by the fence.
He gently pushed the fence of wood, and came to rub my head, and naturally took the broom in my hand, and put it in my eye, “I won’t leave you behind.” I’m sorry.
I used to hold Chen and his waist and bury my head in his arms.
I don’t seem to be alone anymore.
Chen and I cleaned this old house together.
I saw him standing at the desk, standing still and looking.
After seeing what he had in his hand, my face was red.
It’s a picture of Chen and high school, and it can’t be said to be a picture. It’s a cut-down light box with a picture of the picture and the inch.
The glory list in one is a light box cloth, which is replaced with a new one after each examination, although there is a picture of it.
The time I saw the school workers put the new ones up and threw the old ones out of the trash.
The school was already out of school, just in the middle of the meal, and there wasn’t anyone at the school, and I was just sneaking around and picking out that lightbox, because it was too big, and I looked in a corner, and I cut off the picture.
I threw the other fabric back in the trash.
When I brought it home, I was afraid that Cheng would look through my things and turn out the picture of Chen and I brought it back to Hibernation.
So the inch of this lampbox was kept in my room.
I put it down, and I didn’t think that one day it would appear before the Lord.
Chen Zian and look at me, and his eyes are full of smiles, “Whale, aren’t you going to explain?” I’m sorry.
I opened my mouth and my ears were red, but I didn’t know how to explain it.
In my three years of secret love, I never thought that one day he would know.
But now he’s encouraging and giving me the courage to speak.
I took a deep breath, and my heart started to beat the drums, and my breath started to get unstable, and I couldn’t even look into his eyes, “I admit, long ago, I felt bad about you. I’m sorry.
He suddenly touched my ear and whispered, “Beloved.” I’m sorry.
“Give me a chance. Next, I’ll like you. I’m sorry.
I suddenly looked at him, and it was like there were fireworks in my head, and I was dizzy, and Chen and I were in my arms.
I held him back. I felt like I found his secret. His heart beat as fast as I did.
29
Chen and I stayed in hibernation for a few days, and then we went back downtown.
I still haven’t come home, rented a house outside, and my dad comes to see me sometimes.
I found myself a part-time job, and neither mother nor I bowed, and no one knew how long the cold war would last.
But I already have someone who will stand firm by my side, who will listen patiently to my stated needs and respect every decision I make.
It’s true that being loved really gives you more power.
Chen Jing took me to meet his friends who were in one.
We were playing in ktv, Chen and drunk, looking for an empty break.
He was lying on one side of the tea table, lying on one hand and holding me tight on the other hand.
The lights were dark, and I looked at his side, and I still felt a little bit unrealistic, and I snuck over and kissed him on the lips.
The next moment, he opened his eyes and his eyes were clear, and his voice was like, “How about another?” I’m sorry.
I was ashamed of being red, but I nodded.
The next moment, Chen and he leaned over, and he choked my head, and he breathed, and his lips and his lips were entwined with strange temperatures.
“Chang and, I really like you. I’m sorry.
I’m in his neck, and I’ve expressed my love to him by myself, in plain and clear, and I will no longer be in a dark and difficult relationship since then.
“A little whale, maybe I can’t share your three years, but I can assure you that every year after that, I like you more than you like me.” I’m sorry.
I’ve got a view and a perspective.
And then I found out that the first time I knew about the name “Chang Whale” was in the mouth of their teacher.
I went back after college to pick up my files and stuff.
At that time, a few senior class directors were here, and I heard them saying that Chen was the biggest black horse this year.
It’s the same school, so I have a little impression about this.
It’s just that I didn’t think I’d see this “chengjingyu” in the first class of college.
I thought it was a natural link between man and man, but then I knew how much she worked to make it for us.
She seems to be in love with red, and sometimes she’s really like a scared little animal.
I can’t help but try to tease her.
I can’t imagine how such a little girl likes me for three years without any response.
Then I found that photo in her room, and I actually had the impression that she cut off my picture and put the others back.
A friend on the Glory List, like me, heard that his picture had been picked up, and he came and showed off, just to show off for a while, and the lightbox was back in the trash.
He came back and said he was missing me.
And then she pretended to be my girlfriend, and she kept me from the peach blossoms and made me live in peace.
I didn’t even care.
And that time in high school military training, I looked at the ointment on the table and I sensed someone under the table, and I could actually look down and meet her a long time earlier.
But then I had a clear sense of her tension and fear, so I chose to leave.
Cheng Whale said she was ranked in the first grade, but I didn’t find her because her grades were low. And then because I was in science, she was in arts, and arts and literature were in different buildings, and grades were on different lists.
So I didn’t find my little tail.
How fortunate I am to get her like that.
The bedroom says I’m not very good, but I started by snuffing my nose at first, but I didn’t expect the face to come too soon.
I look at other boys and ask her to believe it, and I’m gonna feel like I’m really pissed off and I’m gonna kick her out of a guy but me.
At first I comfort myself. I might just be myself.” My brother’s status is too strong, but I can’t convince myself, I can’t fool myself. I’ve stopped being a “brother” and I want to be a “boyfriend.”
That’s why I asked her to pretend to be my girlfriend. I’ve become a bit of a jerk.
And I went back to looking at the familiar places, and I began to think slowly of the ravine that was in a middle-middle-middle-middle school uniform.
And I slowly remember a lot of things, the girl who found me a meal card in the playground, the girl who put my name on the tree at school, the girl who wrote me a greeting card as if everything was her.
I didn’t have so many pursuers, but her liking was too deep, and one of hers was considered a lot of many.
The blurry shadow eventually turned into an entity, and I clearly saw the fainter face in the ravine.
That’s 15, 16-year-old Cheng Whale. That’s like my Cheng Whale.
That time on the bus, it was only because I stayed at my aunt’s house the night before and I used to ride to school.
Sometimes it’s amazing that all causes and processes are connected to a line, and then the butterfly effect brings unexpected results.
I’m standing by the platform waiting for the 412 bus, the sun is bright today, and the wind is on the side, and this view is a good way to record a youthful past.
If I could return to the day three years ago, I’d say to 15-year-old Cheng Whale, don’t worry, your future boyfriend will come for you.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
