I’ve had a crush on my brother’s friend for years.
However, when he was drunk, someone asked him, “Have you ever had a crush on anyone?”?
He said my brother’s name. The limited edition doll I gave him when I was
ready to express my love appeared on my brother the next day. After
falling in love for half a year, my boyfriend broke up with me.
The most ridiculous thing is that within half an hour after he broke up with me, a friend sent me a message
saying that he saw Xu Hao and a girl kissing me in a coffee shop.
Xu Hao is the ex who broke up with me again.
Break up also forget, this person’s most coquettish operation is-
obviously is oneself green me, he unexpectedly still wants to ask me to go to the hotel, euphemistically called: later
dust to dust to dust, want to take a closer look at me.
Ew. This is high-sounding, in fact, that little thought can be thought
out with the heel. I haven’t let him touch me for
half a year. Will he be soft-hearted and agree?
I guess he was either out of his mind, or he was deliberately responding to me.
It is reasonable to say that this kind of harassing text messages can be blacklisted and deleted, but I really can’t swallow this tone
. After thinking about it, I called my brother.
“What’s up, girl?”
My brother connected the phone at a loud voice, and the background music was so harsh that it sounded like he was in a bar
.
He is a typical coward who loves to play. When my sister-in-law stares at him, he is scared to shrink his neck, but
he always likes to go out secretly. I
didn’t have time to chat with him, so I got straight to the point.
“Brother, lend me Brother Ziqian.”
“Use it?” My brother’s ugly laughter came to my
ears: “Yes, save it.”
2
？？ My brother said this is useful. Is it serious? Just as
I was about to retort, there was a new voice on the other end of the line, and the noise subsided
a lot. A magnetic, clear male voice came down the line:
“What’s the matter, Xuan?” I am too familiar with
this voice. It is brother Ziqian.
Lin Ziqian, the only clean stream among my brother’s friends, is not only handsome
, but also very good at fighting. “Brother Ziqian, please be my boyfriend
,”
I said hurriedly. There was a silence across the
phone.
“My boyfriend broke up with me and asked me to go to a hotel. I can’t swallow it. I want
you to pretend to be my boyfriend and vent your anger for me.”
Two seconds later, I heard him chuckle: “OK, send me
the time and place.”
“Brother Ziqian, I don’t have your wechat number.”
I said in an aggrieved way. Lin Ziqian is a famous flower of Kaolin. He is gentle and indifferent. There are few scandals, except
. With my brother.
“Is it?”
He seemed to be laughing. “I sent you a message.” As soon as
the voice fell, my mobile phone suddenly vibrated, and then I received a WeChat
message.
It’s a.. My memes.
It should have been taken by my brother during the Spring Festival. I wrapped myself in a red
jacket from high school and squatted in the snow with two kicks. He blushed with
cold and giggled like an old fool from Wu Laoer’s house next door.
I
I thought about it carefully, but I still couldn’t remember when I added Lin Ziqian.
Black head, letter screen name, add friends for several months, we did not say a word,
I did not even add notes to him.
Maybe it was added as an unknown netizen at that time?
I didn’t delve into it, so I forwarded Xu Haofa’s location to him, and sent a “please” expression
package. “Eight o’clock in the evening, brother Tzu-chien, please.”
“Good.”
Somehow, although there is only one word, I can still fill in the expression of Lin Ziqian’s
spoiled smile. At half past seven in
the evening, I met Lin Ziqian and went straight to the hotel. On the way
there, I imagined all the possibilities after that, but I didn’t think
that
Xu Hao would come to open the door in a pair of underpants. After the
door opened, Xu Hao carefully asked who it was through the door, and after hearing my
answer, the door quickly opened a small crack. Originally,
I wondered that it was not his style to be so reserved, but when I pushed the door, I was surprised to find
that this guy was standing diagonally behind the door, wearing underwear all over his body.
I glanced at it, and tut, it was really nothing to see.
Xu Hao looked at me with a smile and explained that the room was too hot. I
knocked on the door and suddenly he didn’t have time to get dressed.
However, when I saw Lin Ziqian coming in arm in arm, his face changed
.
“He..” Xu Hao pointed at Lin Ziqian, once unable to speak.
“My boyfriend.” I chuckled and held Lin Ziqian’s arm tighter.
However, I did not expect that Xu Hao would recognize Lin Ziqian and almost make a mistake.
He pulled up his overcoat and tied it around his waist. Pointing at Lin Tzu-chien, he said
, “Isn’t he your brother’s friend?”? Cheng-hsuan, we’ve only been broken up for a day, and you’re already hooking
up?
I was stunned for two seconds, and then I remembered that when I went to my brother’s party,
I took Xu Hao with me, and there should be Lin Ziqian at that party.
Unexpectedly, Xu Hao has a good memory. When
I was thinking about how to answer, Lin Ziqian suddenly pulled out the hand I was holding and
put his arm around my shoulder.
I wore a dress with suspenders today, and his hands were so big that they could almost cover my
shoulders.
The skin sticks to each other, and the warmth gradually spreads.
Immediately afterwards, Lin Tzu-chien’s voice rang out overhead,
“I’ve had my heart set on Xuan Xuan for a long time. Thank you for giving up such a good girl.”
4 words fall, I looked at Xu Hao specially.
Tut, his face is really ugly.
Finally, Xu Hao chose to admit his weakness, did not dare to say much, and could only
reluctantly send a blessing in a muffled voice.
Although I didn’t speak from the beginning to the end, I felt
very comfortable when I saw Xu Hao eating. Just as he was
about to return triumphantly with Lin Ziqian on his arm, Lin Ziqian suddenly patted me on the shoulder
, then leaned over and whispered in my ear, “Wait for me here.” Before
I could react, Lin Tzu-chien dragged Hsu Hao into the room and said, “Excuse me for a moment
.” With
that, the door slammed shut.
Almost the moment the door closed, Xu Hao’s wail of pain came from the room.
It seems that he was badly beaten by Lin Ziqian.
After a while, the door opened.
“Let’s go.”
Brother Ziqian said in a gentle voice and closed the door.
I stole a glance, Xu Hao shrank in the corner, looks very miserable. 5
On the way out. In the
red light and other gaps, Lin Ziqian did not know where to take a U-shaped pillow and handed it to me.
Come on, I’ll take you to have a drink and relax in the evening. Go to the bar
where your brother and I often go. The journey is a bit long, and your cervical vertebra is easy to feel uncomfortable. Put this on.
I took it and glanced down.
Blue U-shaped pillow, my favorite Stiletto pattern. After rubbing
Steve’s face, I whispered,
“Brother Ziqian, Steve was my favorite in high school. I’m all grown up now.”
Lin Tzu-chien was stupefied for a moment. His fingertips holding the steering wheel loosened and tightened.
“So what do you like now? I’m going to prepare a new one.”
“No need.”
I stared at Steve’s face for a long time, kneaded it with my hands, and then smiled.
“I liked it so much at the beginning, but now when I look at it carefully, I still like it.”
I put the U-shaped pillow around my neck and said, “Thanks, brother Tzu-chien.” From his side
came a light laugh: “Why are you so polite to me?” In fact, I have two secrets buried in my heart.
One is my friend, Lin Ziqian, who has a crush on my brother. For
many, many years, but I never dared to say.
Another secret is that I know who Lin Tzu-chien, who has always been laughingly called “the flower of Kaolin,”
likes. I should be familiar with
that person.
Of course, Lin Ziqian did not tell me personally, everything is my speculation over the years, through
a little bit of detail.
For example, when I was in
high school, I had a crazy crush on Steve, surrounded by all kinds of Steve
dolls, stickers and trinkets.
On one occasion, I bought a blind box and drew a limited edition Steady Boy doll. I liked it so
much that I gave it to Lin Ziqian as a birthday gift.
But the next day, that Steve showed up on my brother.
For example, Ziqian once got drunk. At a drinking party, everyone played Truth or Dare
. Ziqian lost and chose Truth or Dare.
Someone asked him if, as the famous flower of Kaolin, he had ever had a crush on someone, and when
he was drunk, he said a name: “Cheng yuan.”
Cheng yuan, my brother’s name.
At that time, everyone was stunned for a long time, and then coincidentally skipped the topic
with a ha-ha.
For example, once on Lin Ziqian’s birthday, everyone drank wine, and after blowing out the candles, everyone
asked him what he wished for.
He hesitated to speak, but finally just glanced at my brother and said lightly,
“I made a wish casually, and I hope to be friends with Cheng yuan all the time.”
But his eyes were full of regret. All of
the above, I always remember very clearly, because-
in fact, the day after I gave the limited edition Steve to Lin Ziqian, I was going to
express my love to him.
6J
& S Bar.
Lin Ziqian took me in, opened a booth, and ordered some not too strong wine. The
music was loud, and he leaned over to my ear and said, “Wait a minute. Your brother will be here soon
.” I nodded. “What’s he doing?”
Lin Tzu-chien smiles. “I’m washing the dishes at home.”
I see.
This is my brother’s routine task before he goes out. He takes care of my sister-in-law comfortably at home
, and then he has no worries when he goes out.
In fact, my brother never looks at beautiful women outside. He just likes to drink and go to bars. Because of
this, although he was a little playful, my sister-in-law turned a blind eye
. In the interval of
waiting for my brother, Lin Ziqian and I drank first.
This is not my first time to come to the bar, but it is my first time to
come with Lin Ziqian.
He is more like a brother than my brother, and he always
forbids me to go to the bar.
So when he offered to bring me here today, I was a little surprised. After drinking
two glasses of wine, I held my cheeks and peeked at Lin Ziqian.
He is really, really good-looking.
Especially at this moment, the colorful lights fell on his face, softening
his outline, but his eyes were very deep. He accidentally looked twice more, and when he withdrew his eyes, Lin Ziqian happened to turn his head to look at me. At the moment when
my eyes met, I felt very guilty.
Moments later, Lin Ziqian leaned over and said in a low voice,
“You’re in a bad mood today. It’s a special case. You’d better not come to the bar in the future.” “Especially don’t go alone with a boy,”
he added.
Perhaps because he had been drinking, he blurted out easily,
“What about Brother Ziqian?”
Lin Tzu-chien was stunned for a moment. “I’m an exception,” he said with a smile.
“Why?”
I clinked glasses with him and laughed at his narcissism.
Lin Ziqian also smiled. He raised his glass and drank a full glass of wine almost in one gulp. His eyes
turned to one side, and his voice seemed a little blurred in the noisy music.
“After all, your brother and I have been friends for so many years that we won’t hurt you.” It’s my brother
again. In the
dim light, Lin Ziqian did not seem to notice, and my smile stiffened a little. After a while, I chuckled and nodded.
“That’s right.”
Maybe it’s because of my mood. I used to be a good drinker, but I got drunk quickly today. Before I finished the
two glasses of wine, my face was burning and my head was dizzy.
Lin Ziqian is still that light face, not to mention drunk, even the eyes are still
clear and bright.
He is famous for not getting drunk in a thousand cups, and the time he called my brother’s name may be the only
time he got drunk.
No way.
I didn’t dare to look into his eyes. If I looked twice more, I would still feel sad. People who have been in love for
so many years are sitting beside me at this moment. This kind of feeling
is really hard to explain.
In fact, as early as when Lin Ziqian gave Steve’s doll to my brother, I made up
my mind to bury my feelings for him in my heart. After
the college entrance examination, I didn’t see him during the whole holiday.
I spent a summer vacation teaching myself to let go and forget. Then at the beginning of school, I met Xu Hao. He was not particularly outstanding, but he was a good match for me
in all aspects. He was not as outstanding as Lin Ziqian, and there were not so many girls who went forward
to him.
I think I may be able to grasp such a boy.
Xu Hao chased me for two months. I refused him more than once. The reason for my refusal was that there was another boy in my
heart.
I can’t seem to put him down completely.
But Hsu Hao doesn’t care. “The best way to let go of a relationship is to start
a new one,” he says.
“Cheng Xuan, let’s try it. If you don’t try it once, how will you know we’re not suitable?”
I was persuaded by him and agreed to fall in love.
And Xu Hao together this half a year, I try to avoid suspicion, try not to see Lin Ziqian, the only meeting in the middle
, is inevitably met at my brother’s birthday party.
I still remember that day when he took the initiative to sit between me and my brother and reached
out to rub my hair as usual: “Xuan Xuan has lost weight.”
But I slanted my head away.
His hands were frozen in the air. In the past six months of love
with Xu Hao, I have tried my best to do everything a girlfriend should do, except
that I still can’t seem to like him. But apparently, he didn’t really like me either. We’re even on
that. I am
very dizzy. When he
was ready to drink the third cup, he was stopped by Lin Ziqian.
He held my wrist in a warm palm.
I was stunned for a moment, and my eyes moved up along my fingertips and fell on his face.
Lin Tzu-chien frowned slightly. “Don’t drink any more. If you drink any more, you’ll drink too much.”
I looked at him steadily for two seconds.
“No.” With
that, I burst out laughing, then snatched the glass back and took a big sip. “That’s
where I’m going.”
Snatching back the wine glass, I drank it in a stuffy way, but what flashed through my mind was the face of Lin Ziqian when he was drunk and said Cheng yuan’s name with blurred eyes a few years ago
. It is true that everyone is drunk if he
is not drunk. Sitting
next to Lin Ziqian, I got drunk very quickly. I don’t know how many glasses of wine I drank, and when I picked up the bottle again, Lin Ziqian finally couldn’t sit
still.
He grabbed the bottle and put it aside heavily, perhaps a little too much, and I could hear a muffled sound clearly in the bar where the music was noisy
.
I looked up at him.
Lin Ziqian did not frown, but his eyes were so complicated. I’m a
little confused.
“Cheng Xuan, do you like him that much?”
I am stupefied, the cerebrum that is paralyzed by alcohol is moving slowly, still do not come to some reaction
temporarily however: “Like who?”
“Xu Hao.”
Suddenly I heard him mention Xu Hao, and I still felt a little strange.
Come to think of it, he should have misunderstood that I was drinking
today because I broke up with Xu Hao.
I wanted to explain, but I opened my mouth and didn’t say a word.
Say what? Say how? Say that I actually love him but can’t, and find that I haven’t been able to completely put
down until now, so secretly sad to drink? How can
I say it.
My mouth opened and closed, and I said in a muffled voice, “It’s all right.”
Lin Tzu-chien took a deep look at me and said, “If it’s all right, don’t drink it.”
With these words, he poured the last bit of wine left in the bottle into the glass, drank it down, and
then put the empty bottle in front of me.
“Gone.”
I stared at the bottle for two seconds and was about to speak when suddenly, the alcohol in my stomach suddenly
surged, and the feeling of nausea came suddenly.
I managed to resist the urge to retch and stood up. “I’m going to the bathroom
.”
Lin Tzu-chien looked at me with concern, and his tone softened: “I’ll go with you.”
With these words, he was ready to get up.
“No!”
I turned up the volume. “The toilet is right next to me. Wait for me here!”
Yes, we were a bit out of the way and the toilet was just around the corner on the right. Seeing my firm attitude, Lin Ziqian was no longer embarrassed, leaning on the table and quietly watching me leave
.
In fact, not to let him go with me, just simply do not want him to see me vomit after the mess
.
Sure enough, as soon as I entered the toilet cubicle, I couldn’t help throwing up. After
vomiting, my stomach was more comfortable. I went out to wash my face, rinsed
my mouth with water in my hands, and filled my lipstick in front of the mirror.
I don’t want brother Ziqian to see me in a mess.
However, as soon as he walked out of the toilet corridor, he saw a
man standing in front of Lin Ziqian’s desk in the distance.
A woman.
A woman with a hot body and long hair in a cool dress.
I was alert for a moment and walked over quickly.
Sure enough, as soon as I got closer, I saw Lin Ziqian’s expressionless face.
For so many years, he had this attitude towards women who took the initiative to chat up outside, refusing with a
cold face, without exception. When
I walked over, the woman happened to change her posture. She bent down, put her hands on the table
, half bent, and her round buttocks were so high. Tut.
I couldn’t look any more, so I quickened my pace and walked over to squeeze out the long-haired woman. I wanted to hold
Lin Ziqian’s arm, but my head was still a little dizzy. I didn’t know what I had stepped on.
My legs were weak, and I sat directly in his arms.
Waist side a warm, in the moment I fell into his arms, Lin Ziqian embraced my
waist, palm a stiff, but instantly loosened.
I was a little embarrassed and more nervous.
Boy, I’ve known each other for so many years without any intimate behavior. Today, I sat directly on my thigh with the strength
of alcohol.
But I couldn’t help it. The woman with long hair looked straight at me. I could only
bite the bullet and say,
“I’m sorry, sister, my boyfriend is waiting for me.” The face of a woman with
long hair is very ugly.
Especially after seeing me sitting on Lin Ziqian’s thigh, his face was heavily made up and his eyes were unhappy. Instead of caring about that,
I leaned against Lin Ziqian’s arms and looked up at her half provocatively
.
I don’t know what happened, maybe it was alcohol, so I just wanted to get rid of this big ass woman for Lin
Ziqian. The long-haired woman looked at me bitterly, then ignored me and turned to look at
Lin Tzu-chien. “Handsome guy, who is this?” As she
spoke, she reached out and pointed to me, her hands painted with bright red nails still had
a strange feeling in the light.
Lin Tzu-chien was silent for two seconds, and then his right hand suddenly fell on my waist. “My girlfriend
, can’t you see?”
Well, Lin Ziqian has always been very helpful in refusing women. Was personally confirmed by
Lin Ziqian, the long-haired woman did not believe that there is no way, muttered a
sentence, and turned away with her glass.
Coincidentally, at the moment she turned around, the music happened to end and stopped for a few seconds. That’s why
I heard her muttering to herself, “You’re so handsome, but you like
being underage.”
I
You’re a minor! Your whole family is a minor! When the
music sounded again, I withdrew my eyes from the big buttocks of the long-haired woman, and then I remembered that
I was still sitting on Lin Ziqian’s lap.
Startled, I jumped down.
Almost forgot, Lin Ziqian has a slight cleanliness, do not like others and his close contact
, except. My brother.
Recalling the intimate contact with Lin Ziqian just now, I can’t help blushing and heartbeat.
This is probably the only time in my life that I have a chance to be so close to Lin Ziqian.
I looked up and looked at him carefully, but found that Lin Ziqian’s face was not
good-looking.
He sat on the chair, keeping the same posture as before, holding a wine glass in his right hand,
gently rubbing his fingertips around the body of the glass, with a slight frown between his eyebrows.
My heart tightened and I quickly apologized.
“Sorry, Ziqian, I didn’t ask your opinion just now.”
What if he has a crush on that long-haired woman with a big ass? I guess I won’t be happy if I interrupt it
abruptly.
“It’s all right.”
Lin Ziqian tightened his fingertips holding the glass and whispered. “Thank you for helping me out,”
he said with a faint look.
When he said this, I breathed a sigh of relief. I waved my hand and said, “It’s all right.”
The atmosphere was a little awkward. However, fortunately, within a few minutes, my brother arrived in a rush.
I also brought my sister-in-law with me. Boy, they had the same hairstyle. My brother
had a big back, and my sister-in-law’s bangs were blown over.
As she fixes her hair, her sister-in-law complains,
“Your brother borrowed a sports car from somewhere and insisted on taking me for a ride, but it
ended up like this.”
My brother was probably thirsty for a ride, so he picked up my wine and drank it directly.
I was really speechless and helped my sister-in-law cut her hair. “On our street
with a speed limit of 60, my brother can blow your hair like this.”
The sister-in-law did not answer, but put her eyes on Lin Tzu-chien and said with a smile,
“Tzu-chien, you didn’t bully my sister when we didn’t come, did you?”
Lin Tzu-chien was stunned for a moment, then shook his head. “No.”
Sister-in-law was just joking, but Lin Ziqian seemed uncomfortable. As soon as he finished speaking, he
took a sip of his glass.
Somehow, after his sister-in-law came, Lin Ziqian seemed to have something wrong with him.
Four people, the three of us are still chatting, but Lin Ziqian, today’s words are very little, but
began to drink one after another.
I watched in silence, sad and distressed. I am not the only one who can’t love in this world. The person
I miss in my heart is also heartbroken because I can’t love.
I loved him dearly, so I followed him to drink one cup at a time.
Then-I don’t know how
Lin Ziqian is. Anyway, I’m a fragment.
Vaguely, it seemed that someone had helped me up and carried me out with his hands.
I opened my eyes and looked at it, and I was disappointed that it was my brother.
If it’s not Lin Tzu-chien, that’s all. As my brother helped me out, he muttered
,
“Cheng Xuan, you’re ***ing heavier than that old sow in our grandmother’s house.”
“If you don’t listen to me when I tell you to eat less, you’ll be dead.”
The man was so noisy, mixed with the music, that I had a headache. I opened my eyes
again and slapped my brother in the face.
“It’s so ugly. I want brother Tzu-chien.”
「……」
A few seconds later, I heard my brother’s angry voice: “Who are you calling ugly?” I stared at his ugly face for two seconds and then fell asleep with my eyes closed. Wake up again in
a daze, I do not know if it is a dream, I seem to see Lin Ziqian holding
me walking on the side of the road.
He held me in his arms like a princess, surrounded by flashing street lights and heavy traffic.
This is definitely a ***ing dream.
Alcohol paralyzed my brain, and I had little ability to think, staring at
Lin Ziqian.
He is probably the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. The white shirt on him is not
artificial at all, but has a sense of clarity.
From my point of view, I could just see his cold jaw, high nose, and then
a pair of clear eyes.
However, the next second, the eyes suddenly looked down, unexpectedly on my eyes
.
Four eyes face to face, I still suddenly feel is a dream, did not think much, both hands around his neck and
kissed up.
Even if it is a dream, can kiss Lin Ziqian, also calculate no regret.
Warm and soft, so sweet.
I put my arms around his neck and kissed him on his lips, feeling Lin Ziqian’s increasingly stiff
body, and then. I fell asleep again. When I woke up
again, I was lying in bed, wearing strange pajamas.
My mind went blank.
I sat up suddenly and looked around carefully before I breathed a sigh of relief.
This is my brother’s second bedroom.
It seems that I was taken in by my brother when I drank fragments last night.
Sitting on the edge of the bed for a while, I couldn’t help recalling the dream I had last night.
The more I think about it, the more I feel sad.
In this life, I can only kiss Fang Ze in my dream.
With a sigh, I got up and got out of bed. After folding the quilt, I went out to go to
the toilet with a chicken nest.
However,
as soon as I went out, I was surprised to find a person sitting on the sofa in the living room.
Lin Ziqian. He sat in front of the sofa, still wearing the white shirt of last night, the cuffs were slightly pulled up, the collar
buttons were fastened to the second, the morning sunshine was warm, and there was a feeling of quiet years.
I stared, and then I saw Lin Ziqian looking up.
My eyes met, and I noticed that his gaze lingered on my hair for a few extra seconds. I
finally realized that I had no time to say hello, so I hurried into
the bathroom beside me. Locking
the door, I looked up in the mirror, but my heart sank in an instant.
Fuck. Who is the ugly woman in the
mirror?
Chicken nest head, dark circles, red eyes, and a slightly swollen face after a hangover.
It’s so ugly.
I thought dejectedly, now, I’m afraid I’m even less worthy of Lin Ziqian.
The same hangover, why people wake up the next day or a beautiful young man,
I am like the fat head fish filled with three catties of water?
Of course, it’s not that exaggerated.
It’s just that compared with Lin Ziqian’s glimpse just now, I don’t
like myself in the mirror. There was a faint sound of cooking in the kitchen. I quickly opened the frosted glass
window between the kitchen and the bathroom and took a look. My sister-in-law was frying eggs in the kitchen.
“Sister-in-law!”
I whispered to her, “May I use your makeup?”
I glanced unconsciously into the living room and then lowered my voice. “I
really can’t see anyone like this.”
My sister-in-law promised happily, but the way
she looked at me with her arms folded and smiling really made me feel guilty.
Worried about what she saw, I quickly added with a guilty conscience,
“After all..” Brother Tzu-chien is my brother’s friend, and it’s not good for me to scare him like this.
Sister-in-law has not had time to answer, a sound of footsteps sounded, then, Lin Ziqian’s figure
appeared in the kitchen door.
“Sister-in-law, can I help you?”
He stood at the kitchen door, and I poked my head out of the bathroom window and looked at each other without
warning.
To be honest, it’s really embarrassing. Lin Ziqian and I looked at each other across the long kitchen corridor, and I looked like this again.
Almost instantaneously, I pulled my head back and slammed the window. I
washed my face and brushed my teeth. Fortunately, my brother had a lot of disposable toothbrushes at home. He put on a light
makeup in a hurry and looked in the mirror. Well, he was much better. The
dark circles under the eyes were covered, and the pale face was set off by the blush with some blood, which looked pretty
good.
Standing in the doorway, taking a deep breath, I opened the door and went out. At a glance, I saw Lin Ziqian leaning against the window
in the living room.
He stood in front of the window, long and graceful, with a half-burning cigarette in his fingertips. After a moment’s
hesitation, I walked over and said, “Brother Tzu-chien..”
When Lin Ziqian turned around and saw me, he quickly put out the cigarette in the ashtray
beside him.
I looked up at him, and Lin explained in a low voice, “You had a little
cough this morning.”
I didn’t even notice myself.
That’s very careful.
Unfortunately, this carefulness does not belong to me. I thought sourly, and then asked cautiously, “I drank fragments last night,
didn’t..” Say what? The more I thought about that dream
last night, the more I felt something was wrong. It was really wrong.
I don’t have much confidence in my drinking, and if I did say something wrong last night while
I was drunk, it would be terrible.
Sure enough, something’s wrong.
Hearing me mention last night, Lin Ziqian’s face changed subtly in an instant.
He looked at me first, then frowned slightly, the corners of his mouth were gently pursed, and the fingertips on the ashtray
were tightened. What does
that mean? Just as
I was wondering, my sister-in-law came to the table behind us with breakfast in her hand. “You didn’t do anything last night,” she
said
with a smile. “You just kissed Ziqian.”
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I was stunned.
Dear. A mouthful of Lin Ziqian?
So, it wasn’t a dream, it really happened? I looked up at Lin Ziqian subconsciously, but he frowned slightly and turned to look out of the
window.
From my point of view, I can only see his side face now.
It seems that it is true.
Sister-in-law looked at us and smiled, turned back to the kitchen, and closed the kitchen
door by the way.
I secretly digested for a while, worried that he would take me as a quick explanation:
“Brother Ziqian, don’t get me wrong, I drank too much last night, maybe..” After a
pause, I continued, “Maybe it’s someone else.”
Lin Tzu-chien paused and said, “Yes.”
“It’s all right.” After
two brief explanations, the atmosphere was completely silent. We didn’t say a word
until my sister-in-law came out with other breakfast.
This breakfast, the atmosphere of rare silence, even with my brother, a cheerful stooge
, the atmosphere has not been able to adjust. After
breakfast, Lin Ziqian went to the kitchen to wash the dishes first, and then said he had something to do and left
in a hurry. I couldn’t sit still, so I hurried to find a reason to leave with Lin Ziqian.
Today is the weekend, I took a taxi home, on the way, I quietly looked out of the window of the
blue sky, trance.
Although I know that I have no fate with Lin Ziqian in my life, I have no regrets that I could kiss him
secretly while I was drunk last night.
But as soon as I turned my head, my nose was still a little sour. It
‘s just a self-consolation. How can it be? If you can
‘t be with the person you like for so many years, how can you really have no regrets?
In the twinkling of an eye, a week passed.
I haven’t been in touch with Lin Ziqian for a week, and of course, we haven
‘t been in touch before.
On Friday night, on my way home, I was hesitating for a while to eat chicken steak rice or braised chicken
, when I was suddenly stopped at the gate of the community.
It’s Xu Hao.
I frowned, glanced at him, turned to go around, but he stopped me again.
Xu Hao looked extremely vicissitudes of life, his face was dark, his beard was unshaven, and he sighed
after stopping me. “Xuan, let’s make up.”
I unconsciously stepped back. “I have a boyfriend.”
But Hsu Hao followed him again. “I know he was the one you came to reject me, wasn’t
he?” There happened to be a row of shared bikes
behind me, and there was no way to retreat. I looked up at him and said,
“Hsu Hao, why do you think I would go to all the trouble to act for you?”
Hsu Hao froze for a moment, then frowned. “Anyway, I just don’t believe it.” As
he spoke, he even tried to hold my hand. “Xuan, I know. Are you still blaming me
?”
I quickly moved away, saying, “Hsu Hao, we’ve already broken up, so let’s just get together and part
.” When the
voice fell, I turned around and walked towards the community, but there was a sound of footsteps
behind me.
Looking back, Xu Hao followed him again. Unable to
get rid of him, I was driven to nowhere. When Xu Hao gushed about how much he regretted
his derailment and breakup, I took out my cell phone and sent
a message
to Lin Ziqian: Hsu Hao is pestering me at the gate of my neighborhood. Can you come and help me put on another
play? Lin Tzu-chien replied almost immediately: “Wait for me, I’ll be right there.”
Do not know why, Lin Ziqian this kind of boy, always seems to be able to make people feel
at ease.
At least, after receiving his message, I was really relieved. Wait for Lin Ziqian
with ease.
He came very quickly, from the time I sent him a message to the time he arrived, it was only about ten minutes
.
A black svu stopped at the side of the road, the door opened, and Lin Ziqian hurried out of the car and came over. The moment I
saw him, my irritability was erased in an instant.
He didn’t even do anything, and I was in a much better mood.
Lin Ziqian walked over quickly. When he
reached me, he hesitated for a moment and then put his arm around my waist.
It’s just that my fingertips are still in a gentlemanly way, and in fact they only touch the corner of my clothes.
I took his arm and turned to look at Hsu Hao. “Don’t you believe it now?”
He stalked his neck. “Don’t believe me.”
After pausing for a few seconds, Hsu Hao suddenly sneered, “Cheng Xuan, I won’t believe anything you say today. I don’t believe you can fall in love with someone else so soon.”. Okay, even if you say you don’t want to be with me, what about the boy you have a crush on? Didn’t you say you..
Xu Haodu’s words startled me, for fear that he would go on to let Lin Ziqian hear something. In a hurry, I almost subconsciously pulled Lin Ziqian’s arm and stood on tiptoe to kiss him.
I may be really mad.
That’s why he took the initiative to kiss Lin Ziqian when he was sober.
That’s big guts.
Fortunately, Lin Ziqian, who was slightly obsessed with cleanliness, did not push me away. He just stiffened for a moment and then stood quietly, letting me rub his lips gently.
After a while, I walked away from his lips, and then turned to look at Hsu Hao, who was a little dumbfounded. “Did you believe me this time?”
Hsu Hao’s face was very ugly. He looked Lin Tzu-chien and me up and down. He left angrily. “Okay, Cheng Xuan, you’re cruel!” With
that, he left completely.
As far as I know about him, he should never appear again. However, after Xu Hao left, I became more nervous and even dared not look up at
him.
Just now my mind was completely blank, and I was anxious to make a reaction. Now I have no clue how to explain
it.
Suddenly. A warm
lip, is Lin Ziqian’s hand.
He gently wiped my lips with his finger pulp, and his voice was very low.
“Why bother?”? If he harasses you again, I’ll beat him for you. You don’t have to do that
.
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this step?
It means.. Did I just kiss Lin Ziqian at the last minute?
I didn’t dare to speak. I just bowed my head and apologized. “I’m sorry, brother Ziqian. I was in a
hurry just now, so..”
“It’s all right.”
He is still these two words, there is no emotional change on his face, and even the
eyes that fall on me are still gentle as usual.
“Haven’t you eaten?” I nodded, still a little guilty, and dared not say much.
Lin Tzu-chien naturally picked up my bag for me.
“There’s a new hotpot on the street in front of your neighborhood that has good reviews. Do you want to eat it?”.
“Really? I don’t even know.”
As a matter of fact, I just chimed in casually, but Lin Tzu-chien gave me a look and then whispered
,
“I went to eat with my friends the other day.”
“Oh.”
I nodded. “Yes, I’ll eat anything.”
In this way, Lin Ziqian took me to the hot pot restaurant, he really did not lie to me, the taste of this shop
is unique.
From the taste of the bottom of the pot to the taste of the dishes, it is very good.
But I do not have any mind to taste, eyes can not help but always to the opposite of Lin Ziqian
glanced at the body.
This seems to be the first time I eat hot pot with Lin Ziqian, looking at
him through the hot air, I think, if this man belongs to me, how good it would be.
I don’t know whether it was the environment or the two inexplicable kisses that gave me courage.
Looking at Lin Ziqian through the hot pot, I suddenly had the idea of expressing my love to him. However, during a meal, I hesitated several times, but I still couldn’t say
anything to show my heart.
Until the end of a meal, I rambled on and on, but I didn’t dare to mention a
word of my real heart. After dinner
, Lin Ziqian raised his hand to the waiter to pay the bill. I quickly clicked on the payment code and handed it to
the waiter. Before the other party could sweep it, Lin Ziqian stopped him. As
he scanned the money with his own payment code, he looked up at me and smiled. “There’s no reason to ask a girl to pay for dinner together
.” After
paying the bill, he picked up the bag for me again. “Come on, I’ll take you home.”
I nodded and followed him out of the shop.
However, after two steps, Lin Ziqian received a phone call from my brother,
who had quarreled with my sister-in-law again. He ran out in a fit of pique and was now drinking in the bar
. He insisted that Lin Ziqian accompany him now.
Lin Tzu-chien glanced at me and said, “Good.” After
answering, he hung up and said, “I’ll take you home first.”
However, I am not at ease, or chose to go with Lin Ziqian. I know
my brother’s virtue very well. When he quarrels with my sister-in-law, he goes out to drink. When he
drinks too much, he causes trouble. If I go with you, I can watch my brother a little.
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Bar.
Sure enough, when Lin Ziqian and I arrived, there were already several empty bottles on my brother’s desk.
Lin Tzu-chien walked past and sat down. He picked up a bottle of wine, opened it, and drank it with him. “What’s the matter again?” He asked in a faint
voice.
This question seemed to open my brother’s chatterbox, and he began to talk about my sister-in-law with a big tongue
.
Lin Tzu-chien listened quietly, and finally said, “There’s no need to quarrel. My sister-in-law
is very nice. Cherish her.”
I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but. It really sounds a little bit sour
.
I sat aside, holding my cheeks and looking at them, never speaking to them.
In fact, I’m really not too worried about the quarrel between my brother and my sister-in-law, because the quarrel
between these two people has long been the norm, a small quarrel every three days, a big quarrel every five days, and sometimes even a week
without a quarrel, my brother will deliberately create some contradictions. Have a big fight and then come out to drink
. People
around have been used to it, and Lin Ziqian will be patient to persuade a few words.
This is the second time that Lin Ziqian and I have come to the bar. I find that I especially like to look at Lin Ziqian in this kind of blurred and flickering light.
His facial features are three-dimensional, and even the flashing light can hold it, but it has a different kind of aesthetic
feeling.
I was in a trance when someone came to our table and stopped.
I looked up and saw the face of a strange, middle-aged man.
The first reaction was that this was a friend of my brother or Lin Ziqian, so I turned to look at them
and saw that they were also confused.
At this moment, the man opened his mouth and said with a strong smell of wine,
“Sister, single..” Single? How about a WeChat?
The man looked drunk and spoke with a big tongue and off and on. When I was acco
sted, my first reaction was to look at Lin Ziqian.
However, I couldn’t help but be disappointed.
Not to mention the reaction, Lin Ziqian did not even look at the man, sitting
quietly, calm face, but poured himself a glass of wine.
My heart sank a little. I withdrew my gaze and said in a cold voice, “Sorry, I have a boyfriend
.”
The drunk raised his eyebrows, then glanced at Lin Tzu-chien and my brother. “If we have a boyfriend, it won’t stop us from making friends. Can we add a WeChat?”. Before
I could speak, my brother was in a hurry:
“Get out!”
With these words, my brother stood up. However, at the moment when he got up, Lin Ziqian
also threw down his glass and stood up together.
The drunk was 1.8 meters tall, and he was still strong. Seeing this, he was not weak. Instead, he relied on the strength of alcohol
to scold them. After a
few curses, the drunk wanted to fight with my brother. When
my brother had no action, Lin Ziqian stood in front of him and picked up the bottle to open the drunk
‘s head.
A line of blood snaked down in an instant.
The scene was a mess.
We went into the police station together.
Fortunately, the drunk was not seriously injured, simply bandaged, and did not
seem to be the kind of person who was not poor in money, and finally chose to go private.
Lin Ziqian lost some money and was not detained. Out of the police station, my brother wanted to return the money to him, but Lin Ziqian refused.
As soon as he entered the office, Lin Tzu-chien’s expression did not change.
“Keep your pocket money for yourself. I still have it.”
I stood quietly watching, from beginning to end, did not say a word. What
should I say? When
I was accosted, he never frowned or even raised his eyes, and
when my brother was in danger, he was the first to get up and stand in front of me.
It’s really different.
I even secretly rejoice, fortunately, fortunately, those words of confession just did not say
when eating, otherwise, it is also self-humiliation.
The next day, as expected, my brother and my sister-in-law made up again.
My sister-in-law asked me to go out for dinner. Although I was not in the mood, I didn’t want to brush her face,
so I went. When I
arrived, I found that Lin Ziqian was also there. When
I entered the private room, my sister-in-law happened to be transferring money to Lin Tzu-chien.
“My own brother wants to settle accounts clearly. One yard is one yard. Yesterday’s incident was caused by Cheng yuan.
How can you pay for it?”. Under the “pressure” of his sister-in-law, Lin Tzu-chien could only accept the transfer.
When I came in, my sister-in-law waved to me and said, “Sit down, Xuan. This house has your
favorite rattan pepper chicken.”
With these words, my sister-in-law drove my brother away and beckoned me to sit next to her,
that is. Beside Lin Ziqian.
Originally, the mood can really affect the appetite, although my sister-in-law turned my
favorite rattan pepper chicken to me, but I still have no appetite.
My brother, who was enjoying his meal, looked up and saw me looking listless. He took a bite
of the dish and suddenly said,
“Cheng Xuan, you said you were not young. It’s time to fall in love.” My hands stiffened as I
held the chopsticks. “Mmm.” With a
simple answer, I wanted to skip the topic perfunctorily.
However, my brother seemed to be particularly interested in this topic, and once again brought it up,
“How about introducing one to you another day?” Almost subconsciously,
I glanced out of the corner of my eye at Lin Ziqian beside me.
Unfortunately, he still didn’t respond at all.
I think if he has any interest in me, I’m afraid he will lose his cool at this time. It was very quiet beside me, and I remembered his indifference in the bar that day.
Half in a fit of pique, half frustrated, I dropped my eyes and answered, “OK, you can help me
pick it out.”
My elder brother readily agreed, but my sister-in-law looked at me with a smile and suddenly
said,
“Don’t change the day. It’s better to hit the sun than to choose a day. Why don’t I introduce one
to you today?”? My sister-in-law has a male classmate who is particularly well qualified, and you are quite in line with his
type. Why don’t I ask him to come over and meet you?
I was stunned. The progress was much faster than I expected. My
lips pursed, and I managed to find an excuse: “I’d better take a rain check. It’s too much trouble to call someone over
now.”
“It’s all right, no trouble.”
My sister-in-law was still smiling. “He just happened to be nearby. I’ll let him come now
.”
With that, my sister-in-law picked up her cell phone and launched a WeChat to someone. The
words have come to this point, and just now I relented and agreed to introduce, I
can not say anything, can only be silent relative, buried in two mouthfuls of lemonade.
Out of the corner of his eye, he couldn’t help peeking at Lin Ziqian beside him. He didn’t
say anything from beginning to end, but poured himself a glass of wine.
The boy came quickly.
His sister-in-law sent the WeChat but ten minutes later, he pushed the door and came in. The moment the
door opened, Lin Ziqian was almost the first to look up.
I also followed closely to the door, the boy came in wearing a white T-shirt, looks a little smaller than
Lin Ziqian, dressed clean and decent, appearance is not particularly handsome, facial features are also comely
and upright.
My sister-in-law is about the same age as me, three years younger than Lin Ziqian, so her
classmates should also be younger than Lin Ziqian.
The boy walked over quickly, greeted us in turn, and then sat down beside me under the “abdication
” of his sister-in-law.
Boy.
I am now sitting on the left with Lin Ziqian, and on the right with the boy introduced to me by my sister-in-law.
Boys seem to have a good personality, always with a smile on their faces, speak gently and appropriately, care for me
, pick up food for me and pour water for me. When
my sister-in-law suggested that we all drink two glasses of wine, he duly stood in front of me and poured himself
two glasses of wine.
“I’ll drink for her. It’s not good for girls to drink.” My sister-in-law and my brother looked at each other and said yes with a light smile. My sister-in-law glanced at us. I don’t
know why, but she seemed to look at Lin Ziqian.
“Well, let’s see how much we know about caring people. Girls all like this kind of initiative and consideration
.”
The boy, who was called “Chou Chou” by his sister-in-law, smiled and did not speak, nor did Lin Tzu-chien.
That day, everyone drank wine except me.
Lin Ziqian drank the most.
I have never seen Lin Ziqian drink like this, one cup after another, frowning slightly, as if
he had a lot on his mind.
From the beginning to the end, he never said a word and just drank.
I tried to ask him more than once, but in the end I couldn’t.
Forget it, in what capacity to care? As his “friend” sister?
Those unspoken concerns were finally swallowed.
Until the end of the meal, Lin Ziqian was drunk.
Besides, I was even more drunk than I remembered. My brother paid the bill, and when everyone was ready to leave, Lin Ziqian was still sitting in his chair, his body stretched
straight, sitting there motionless. Still unable to hold back,
I went over and asked him in a low voice, “Brother Ziqian, you..” Is everything all
right?
“It’s all right.” He shook his head in a low voice.
“Go ahead. I’ll sit down for a while.” How can
I rest assured that he is here? Lin Ziqian may be really drunk.
He drank so much wine today that I can’t even remember how much he drank. As soon as
my heart softened, I looked up at my brothers and said, “You go first, and I’ll send Ziqian
back.”
My brother seemed to want to say something, but suddenly my sister-in-law pulled his wrist.
The sister-in-law answered first, “OK, let’s go first.”
With these words, he took my brother and Zhou Zhou with him. When the door of the
private room closed, I went to Lin Ziqian, pulled a chair over, and poured him a cup of warm water with a new cup
.
“Drink some water, you’ll feel better.” Before the last word was spoken, his wrist was suddenly grasped by him.
I was startled, Lin Ziqian seemed to come to his senses in an instant, hurriedly let go.
He took the cup and slowly tightened his fingers. “Sorry.”
I shook my head and whispered to him, “Drink some water.”
Lin Tzu-chien took a sip of warm water and asked me softly, “How is he?”
“Huh?”
I didn’t react for a moment and looked at him doubtfully.
Lin Tzu-chien explains patiently, “What do you think of that Chou Chou?” I can’t
figure out what Lin Tzu-chien is thinking, so I can only say truthfully:
“Pretty good, gentle gentleman, probably the type that many girls like.”
“Do these girls include you?”
I froze. “What?”
As soon as I looked up, I happened to meet Lin Ziqian’s eyes. I had never seen such a look
on his face.
Tender, fragile, and with a bit of careful exploration.
He seemed to be really drunk and looked at me with a slightly twisted eyebrow and focused eyes. Seeing that I didn’t answer, he asked softly, “Answer me, will you?”
I am speechless.
I should nod and say yes, I should let myself completely stop thinking about him, and I should no longer have illusions about
him.
However, I really can not refuse such Lin Ziqian.
I looked at him for a long time, his eyes carefully described his eyebrows and eyes, and finally, slowly withdrew.
Finally, I obeyed my heart, shook my head, and answered
honestly,
“No.” After two seconds of
silence, Lin Tzu-chien suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. “That proves that I still have a chance, right?” He said
with a light smile.
I was completely stunned.
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“What?”
He said that sentence, obviously every word can be understood, but, together, I
can not understand the meaning of that sentence.
Or — I get it, I just can’t believe it.
Lin Ziqian looked at me quietly, and when he chuckled, his eyes were somewhat curved, and
the stars in his eyes were shining.
“I said, if you don’t like him, do I still have a chance?”
My mind was blank, and I seemed to understand something, but I still couldn’t believe it.
I stared at him in a daze. “Brother Tzu-chien..”
He sighed, then raised his hand and tucked my broken hair behind his ear.
“Don’t call me brother. It’s because I’m older than you that I’ve waited so carefully for so many
years without daring to take this step.”
My heart was pounding.
Lin looked at me quietly with a pious and earnest expression.
“Tell me what kind of boy you really like, and I’ll try to change it,
OK?”
He gave a low sigh. “I really can’t bear it any longer.” It took
me a long time to digest his words. At the moment when
my heart beat faster, I managed to suppress the impulse to shudder and tremble, and whispered
, “Brother Ziqian.”
Lin Tzu-chien seemed stunned. “What?”
I stared into his eyes and said softly, “I said, I like this kind of brother Tzu-chien.”
For a moment while he was stunned, I dared to continue, “I’ve liked it for years
.” At the moment when
my eyes met, I seemed to see Lin Ziqian thoroughly for the first time. For the first time,
I seem to understand the emotions in those eyes:
like, forbearance, hesitation, weighing.
I like so many years of people, he seems, also like me.
This is more surprising and joyful than winning the first prize in the lottery.
In the eyes of Lin Ziqian, I saw the same emotion.
I thought he would say something more, but he didn’t. He didn’t say anything. He just
held my face gently in his hands, then leaned over slowly and kissed my lips. For the first time,
I learned that kissing can also make people want to tremble.
My whole body was stiff, my body kept leaning forward slightly, and then, little by little, I was soft
in his arms. This is not the first time that Lin Ziqian and I have kissed, but it is the first time
that we have really kissed when we are both willing and emotional.
His lips were soft, and there was a faint smell of lemon in his breath, which was his favorite smell.
As far as I know, his toothpaste, mouthwash, and breath freshener all taste like this
.
Well, I declare that from now on, it’s also my favorite flavor.
The kiss lasted a long time.
Long enough, I can’t even breathe well. It was not
until I was almost out of breath that Lin Ziqian released his hand and looked at me quietly.
For a long time, with a low sigh, he raised his hand and rubbed my hair, his palm warm.
“I’ve been waiting for this day for a long time.” So am
I.
It is reasonable to say that if you know each other for many years and suddenly turn into a lover, you should not adapt to
all kinds of things, but you don’t.
I accepted this change of identity very naturally, and naturally, I was a
little surprised. I sat at the table, leaning on my chin with one hand and looking at him. Remembering what had happened in the bar,
I couldn’t help complaining:
“Lin Tzu-chien, you said you liked me, but that drunk guy at the bar talked to me
the other day, and you didn’t even look up.”
The more I talked, the more I felt suffocated. I picked up my glass and said, “On the contrary, my brother is with me, and you immediately
stood up to protect him.”
Lin Tzu-chien seemed stunned. “Do you think I’m protecting your brother?”
“Or what?”
He was silent for two seconds and then suddenly laughed.
Lin Ziqian moved the chair to my side, snatched the glass from my hand, drank the
half glass himself, and gently held my hand.
His hands were big enough to wrap my fists, and his palms were warm. With a low sigh in
his ear, Lin Tzu-chien shook his head and said in a low voice,
“The girl I like has been accosted, and I want to kill her.”
“It’s just that your brother is still around. As an outsider, I’m not qualified to be in charge. Do you understand
?”
Hearing the word “outsider”, I frowned subconsciously.
“Then why did you end up poking your nose into my business?” I deliberately bite the word “busywork” very hard.
Lin Tzu-chien smiles, “It’s not convenient for me to take care of my brother’s and sister’s affairs, but it’s perfectly natural for me to help my brother fight
, and I just use this as an excuse to vent my anger.”
“After all,”
he added, “when you see a girl you like being accosted, you’re angry and have nowhere to go.”
I listened quietly, and the little discontent that had just risen in my heart disappeared in an instant
.
No wonder, that drunkard just scolded two, Lin Ziqian directly swung the bottle to open
the gourd ladle for him, originally was jealous.
This discovery is particularly useful to me.
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“Well, what about you and my brother?”
I think of things I’ve been obsessing about for years, like when he was asked
if he had a crush on anyone when he was drunk and said my brother’s name, or when the limited edition doll
I gave him turned up on my brother the next day.
However, after my voice fell, Lin Ziqian looked puzzled.
“What’s the matter between me and your brother?” He doesn’t look like a fake, but those fragments in my memory are not fictional
.
So I took his hand and said everything.
Say that finish, but see Lin Ziqian a face stunned. After
a while, he seemed to slowly digest what I had said, and his face turned from consternation
to embarrassment
: “So, you always thought I..” Do you like your brother?
I nodded.
Of course, it’s not just thought, it’s believed.
Lin Ziqian took a deep breath, and then patiently explained it all over again
-that time when he was drunk, he was not completely drunk, just a little bit on the head, so when people
asked him if he had any feelings for anyone, he took advantage of jokes and alcohol. He dared to say
my name.
But he probably didn’t think that everyone had misheard my brother’s name.
On the other hand, the names of my brother and I are easy to confuse.
Cheng yuan, Cheng Xuan.
However, I think it is more likely that Lin Ziqian was drunk at that time and had a big tongue. He refused to admit it.
As for the limited-edition Steve Doll, Lin Tzu-chien looked even more shocked: “Didn’t your brother
give it back to you?”
My brother? Give it back?
I shook my head doubtfully.
Lin Ziqian sighed and said in a low voice,
“I know you like that doll. I wanted to buy the same one for you, but
it was really a limited edition. The night I received the gift, I ran all over the city but didn’t get it, so
I thought about it all night.” I still want to give the doll back to you.
“I was afraid you’d misunderstand me if I gave it back to you, so I gave it to your brother. Besides, I
told him to explain for me when he gave it back to you.”
I
My brother didn’t even mention it, let alone explain it.
Don’t think about it. He must have lost the doll long ago.
Understand each other’s mind, answer all doubts. Lin Ziqian and
I looked at each other and sighed. After all these years of going round and round, we’ve been wasting our time.
I took the initiative to hold Lin Tzu-chien’s hand and said, “Come on, it’s just
the right time to go out for a walk.”
Lin Tzu-chien laughs. “Wait a little longer.”
I looked back at him. “What else?”
Before I had finished speaking, my lips were suddenly blocked by someone. With a kiss like a dragonfly skimming the surface of the water, Lin Tzu-chien rubbed
my head and said, “Now you can go.”
……
It really is! Lin Tzu-chien and
I walked out of the private room hand in hand. As soon as we opened the door, we saw several people standing in
the corridor:
my brother, my sister-in-law, and that “Chou Chou.”.
I was startled. “Didn’t you leave long ago?”
My brother looked puzzled and scratched his head.
“Your sister-in-law insisted that you and Lin Tzu-chien would definitely be together. I said how could this be possible.” ***
! In the middle of
my brother’s words, he suddenly saw Lin Ziqian and I clasping our hands. The second half of the sentence turned directly into a surprise greeting.
He stared for two seconds, then turned to my sister-in-law and said, “This..”
My sister-in-law gave him a white look and said, “What a fool! One is your brother and the other is your sister.
It’s so obvious that they have a secret love for each other. You’re like 250. You can’t see
anything.”
My elder brother rarely retorted, and his eyes rolled back and forth on Lin Tzu-chien and me. Finally
, he asked a question that we didn’t expect:
Old Lin, you said that you took a fancy to my younger sister because you had a good relationship with me. Or was the purpose impure from the start
?
However, although
this question is somewhat surprising, I also want to know.
Lin Ziqian did not answer him immediately, he was silent for two seconds, and then, the root of the ear was red with the naked eye
.
He! Harm! Shame! Here we go!
Sure enough, a few seconds later, Lin Tzu-chien admitted: “The second one.”
My brother was dumbfounded. The man clutched his chest and said bitterly,
“I treat you like a brother, but you wanted to chase after my sister in the first place!” As they were talking and laughing, I turned my eyes and suddenly saw Chou Chou beside my sister-in-law. I quickly
nodded to him and said apologetically,
“I’m sorry, I..”
“It’s all right.” Chou Chou waved his hand and said, “Don’t worry. In fact, I’m just a tool that your sister-in-law invited to help
you add fire to your love.”
Tool man?
I turned to look at my sister-in-law. As a result, the girl, who was one year older than me, looked at me and Lin Ziqian with a smile on her aunt
‘s face.
When she saw me looking over, she winked at me:
“Now you two don’t have to drink.”
I blushed and didn’t answer.
Instead, my brother tugged at his wife’s cuff and said, “Why
didn’t you say that earlier?”? I’d like to see my brother drink so much today because he’s so jealous.
The sister-in-law raised her eyebrows. “Don’t you understand your brother?”? Is it possible for him to say
if he doesn’t drink enough?
This There seems to be nothing wrong with it.
Lin Ziqian is a typical coquettish Capricorn man. In
this way, Lin Ziqian and I were together.
There was no particularly spectacular confession, but I will never forget the way he looked when he was drunk and
slightly twisted his eyebrows and whispered, “Do I have a chance?”.
At the beginning, I promised Xu Hao to try to be together. After falling in love for half a year, I did all the things my girlfriend should
do. I gave him gifts for the holidays, ate as much as possible, or I treated
him.
However, I still can’t convince myself that I can’t accept his approach, let alone
his closeness.
However, being with Lin Ziqian is totally different-
I don’t resist his approach at all, and I even want to stick to him
24 hours a day, always wanting to kiss and hug.
Fortunately, Lin Ziqian did not resist these moves.
Besides, he seems to enjoy it.
Every time I do something wrong, as long as I hold his arm and call out coquettishly, “Brother Ziqian,” he
immediately softens his heart, rubs my hair with the palm of his hand, and then says helplessly,
“I really can’t do anything about you.”. To tell you the truth
, I think the words “I really can’t do anything about you” are the most beautiful
love words.
It is not a game of equal strength, not a truer division of who loves who more, but a spoiling
, tolerance, and a flower that takes root and sprouts in the heart when there is no alternative.
I fell in love with my brother’s friend, and fortunately, he happened to like me.
Great.
