When I was 18, I was forced to drop out of school and screwdrivers at the factory.
In the workshop, the manager’s son was smoking and he was like, “Who wants to work with me if I want to start a business?” I’m sorry.
I raised my hand in silence.
The worker said I had a problem with my head, my cousin laughed at me and my parents called me money.
What do you know?
Twenty years later, he’s on the Forbes Rich List.
One.
I’m 18 years old. I just dropped out.
In the living room, the father’s scolding was deafening.
“Why are you stealing from someone else? We’ve lost our faces! I’m sorry.
The mother was roaring: “You’re a class student, you see how your cousin works.” If she hadn’t spoken well for you this time, you’d be in jail! I’m sorry.
The scenes of the past have emerged.
I was framed by my classmates for stealing, and the teacher put the stolen hat on my head and sent me to the principal’s office.
The school caught the thief and the headmaster took an example and immediately sent me to the police station.
My cousin festered with tears.
In the end, the headmaster lets me drop out of school, and I don’t go after him.
At that time, I considered Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qiu to be the life-saver, and it was not until many years later that I was in the street and met my high school classmates that I was told that she had planned the theft all along.
My father tried to beat me.
I didn’t hide, and I took a slap.
There’s nothing that doesn’t hurt, and before that, they’ve hit it many times.
“Tomorrow you’ll pack your things and get out of here. I’m sorry.
I noded my head and returned to my room silently.
So-called rooms are just small spaces in the kitchen.
Lights are dark, no privacy.
The wall is in the room of my brother’s school.
It has a big bed, and very rare computers for families in these times.
It was a birthday present from his parents.
Until then, I finally had a sense of rebirth.
It was also thought that if I could return to the past, I would prove myself innocent and try to continue my studies.
But now that it has become, I have no power to fight the wicked.
But it’s okay, I have another way out of school.
The next morning I left home.
The luggage had only one bag and had been saved for a long time at $20.
I’m on a bus and I’m heading straight to town.
In the old days, when I was weak and forced to drop out of school, my parents scolded me all day, and finally, I got tired of asking for a job.
My aunt, who was an accountant at a machine-bed factory in the city, took me to the factory, screw and wrap me up every day.
This dreary and extremely cheap job has taken four years of my life.
Now, without her introduction, I’m going in.
Following the leader, I put on gloves, picked up tools, walked into familiar and strange workshops.
Because in this world, my purpose is…
“Fuck, who the fuck stepped on me! I’m sorry.
The low roar of unhappiness has made me an inspiration and hastily raised my feet.
The bright shoes have been stamped by me.
Look up on your feet and I’ll swoop.
A young man with yellow hair on his head, a dragon in his arms, wrinkles his eyebrow, and a violent face.
But I’m not afraid.
I’ve seen him in a good suit in a financial magazine, with handsome eyes and a nice smile.
It’s different than this.
Little Boss, she’s new… I’m sorry.
I will surely look at him: “Sorry.”
He’s staring at me too.
For seconds, he suddenly asked, “Are you not afraid of me?” I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
Interesting. Truda licked his teeth and said, “Scoundrel, stay away from me. I’m sorry.
Turn around and leave.
“I don’t call the factory sister. “I’m Luke.” I’m sorry.
Two.
Screwing is really not a good job.
It’s been two days, and it’s three bubbles.
Even worse, I was seen.
She pretended to be passionate: “You came here and your parents didn’t tell me. Say so. I’m sorry.
I’m laughing inside.
Isn’t this the “good job” you found me in your last life?
But I didn’t show it, “You should be busy and talk about it later. I’m sorry.
I never thought I’d see Qing Xiaoju the next day.
“Cook, where have you been these days? I’m sorry.
She held my hand, and she was more pure than her mother.
It’s not that I didn’t see her well.
“Here screws. * I’m lightening back.
“I don’t know much. I’m here to share joy. I’m in the first 30 years of school, and the teacher says I’m in a good college. I’m sorry.
It’s “happy” to say that in front of me.
“Oh yeah?” I smiled, “Well, do you want to choose a profession? You can’t get a good job if you don’t choose a good profession. I’m sorry.
“No way! I’m sorry.
“How is that impossible? I say, for example, “Look at Uncle Wang of our neighborhood, who went to college in the capital, he’s not in his hometown to open a small store, so maybe you’ll later…”
“That’s better than screw! I’m sorry.
I can’t do this anymore.
She’s got a bad look. She left without a word and left in a hurry.
“Fuck! I’m sorry.
And when the sound of the low, as it was known, I looked up, and I saw Qi Xiao Zhu hitting a man.
She went back, “Yes, I’m sorry…”
Truda’s face is vicious.
Qing Xiaoju got scared and ran away.
He looked at me with his arms, and he looked at me, “You know college? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
He’s like, “Well, what’s the job? I’m sorry.
“Computer. I’m sorry.
At the end of the 1990s, when the modern Internet boom was in its infancy, Chuda was also in the area of the Internet, which he had recently entered.
His eyes were bright.
But soon it recovered with carelessness, sarcasm: “The little factory girl is quite perceptive. I’m sorry.
I will certainly look at him: “My name is Luke. I’m sorry.
He laughed.
The cyborg looks soft and soft.
“Yes, little factory girl. I’m sorry.
He’s staring at me. He’s smiling.
All of a sudden raise your hand and pop my forehead.
“My name is Truda. I’m sorry.
3
After that, I’ll be at the factory looking for Truda.
I remember, soon after I came in, Truda went out to start a business.
He recruited men at the factory, but because of his aggressive appearance, he behaved unbelievably, and no one was willing to fuck him.
But as far as I can tell, a few of the men he recruited later followed the chicken dogs.
I do not want to be rich or rich, but to stand at a time when there is no need to live in the middle of the world and to suffer for my livelihood.
I noticed that Truda wasn’t acting like him.
Most of the time, he sat in front of the computer and read and knocked on the code.
The people in the factory don’t understand. They think he’s playing games.
I was told, “Don’t look at Truda’s manager in the factory, and his brother will take over later.” I’m sorry.
Yeah, Truda has a brother who studied abroad, and I’ve been here before, and he thinks he’ll be miserable when he gets back.
Back in the past, I knew it wouldn’t happen.
So he countered him: “No, he will become more handsome.” I’m sorry.
When I got off at night, I had to go around the hallway of Truda’s office.
There’s a light in the house and Truda’s still knocking.
I saw it for a while. Turn around and go.
And suddenly he heard the footsteps behind him.
“Hello. I’m sorry.
I was called to stop.
In the dark halls, Truda stood by the wall, and looked at me, “Go back to your dorm, don’t you have to pass by here?” I’m sorry.
I’m scared.
I don’t know how to explain it.
Truda came at me step by step and stood in a very close place.
I smell good on him.
Lower your mind.
And he smiled, and his handsome face spreads, and there is no evil in the day.
And in an atmosphere where the light was dim, suddenly he bowed down and stopped in my ear.
“It’s not the first time I’ve found out, sister. *He has a low-pressed voice and a small vibration of his chest *
“You don’t, do you? I’m sorry.
4
I’m going back.
“No, no.”
He picks the underbrows, and the bottom is full of drama.
“I’m just curious what you’re doing…”
“Oh, yeah?” He just stood up, “Do you understand? I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
He laughed again.
Somehow tonight he seems to laugh.
And raise the chin gently and make me enter it: “Then let me show you mercy. I’m sorry.
I walked right in.
The computer screens are on, and there are several programming books.
“What is this book? I’m sorry.
I’m actually curious, because Truda’s smart enough to go to college with a high test, and he doesn’t have to study in the factory and be misconstrued.
And he leaned at the table and picked up a book with his hand: “If you had studied computer science, that’s what you learned. I’m sorry.
I’ll definitely watch him.
“You’ve been studying before, haven’t you? I’m sorry.
I was like, “Well. I’m sorry.
“Why didn’t you read it?”
I licked my lips.
And I didn’t intend to hide it. I spent a moment telling him that he had been forced to drop out of school by being accused of stealing.
He didn’t get angry and forced me to fight the bad guys and get back clean and take revenge.
Just listen and don’t say anything.
He lit a cigarette and took a deep sip.
It’s like laughing at yourself.
“When no one believes you, they say anything wrong. I’m sorry.
The yellow light in the house was flashy, and Truda leaned in front of the window, and the five officials were hidden in the dark and of unknown colour.
I’d love to say something.
Like, “I believe you.” When do you start a business? “Can you take me with you?” I’m sorry.
He hasn’t opened his mouth yet. He’s run over the smoke.
Again, it’s a madman.
“The little factory girl. He looked up and called me, “I’ll give you a half day off tomorrow and come with me somewhere. I’m sorry.
I’m going to introduce myself again, and he’s interrupting.
The first time I called my name, “Luco.” I’m sorry.
I can see how cute it is even though my face is impatience and irritating.
Even if I don’t know where I’m going, I laugh.
“Good. I’m sorry.
5
Back to the dorm, the lights are almost out.
“Where have you been? I’m sorry.
“As you wish. I’m sorry.
She’s a few years older than me, an old worker in the factory, and she’s a very high-spirited girl who hardly talks to me on her own.
“How do I see you running to the office?” I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
I did not confess: “You were wrong. I’m sorry.
“Better not. I’m sorry.
Fan dropped that and then pulled the curtain.
I’ve been thinking about that since the lights went out.
I didn’t get along with her much in the past, so I didn’t even figure out what she meant until I fell asleep.
The next day, I only worked half a day.
I guess Truda got off with the headmaster. I just left when I left.
I left home with too many clothes, undressed and found a cotton dress on my body.
Out of the factory, far away, I saw Truda waiting for me at the door.
He’s wearing a stylish, green pilot’s coat, dark pants, yellow-skinned hair, and a bit of a port star.
And when he looked at me, he looked up and down, and he laughed, “Yo, it’s a student sister today.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
He ran out of smoke, “Go.” I’m sorry.
I got on the bus with him.
There’s not a lot of people in the car. He’s sitting behind me.
I looked out the window and kept quiet.
About 20 minutes later, Truda suddenly put her arm on the back of the chair next to me: “Sister.” I’m sorry.
I’ll be back.
He looked like he was back in the hallway last night.
“Why don’t you ask your brother where he’s taking you? I’m sorry.
“Where are we going?” I’m sorry.
He was a few minutes close, and I smelled the faint smell of tobacco on him, and the low-silent voice was close.
Hotel. I’m sorry.
I blew up my head.
The first reaction is impossible, but it turns out that the man is in a bad mood, not really…
“Here we are. * He’s got a bad smile in his eyes *
I stood up and looked out the window.
In the early summer, the wind passed through green leaves on the side of the road, setting down scintillating light.
It is not a hotel outside, but the most famous university in the city.
Six.
I didn’t think Truda would take me to college.
When he got out of the car, he put his hands in his pocket and walked on his own.
The security guard at the gate saw him as a student and stopped him in the crowd.
What did he pull out of his pocket? Security looked at it and let it go.
He looked back, signaled me to follow.
Security didn’t stop me.
“What did you just show him? I asked.
He threw it at me with his heart.
Student ID? “You’re a student at this school? I’m sorry.
“Sister, don’t be so naive. He picks out the eyebrow, “This is a ten-dollar job he spent on the sky bridge. I’m sorry.
“…”
Okay.
Chuda seems to know this university well, and took me to a school building, where he was about to enter a classroom, and I called him, “You’re going in?” I’m sorry.
He nods his head, looks at me standing still and laughs: “Don’t you wonder what college class looks like? I’m sorry.
Of course I’m curious.
I’ve never been to college in my life or now.
So he took a deep breath and went in with Truda.
Today’s universities must not be full of modern technology in 20 years.
The woody table stand and the wall’s wall-mounted paintings reveal a pristine sense of age.
But for me, it is full of spaciousness and brightness enough to fill the youths with warm hopes and dreams.
No one has noticed me and Truda, and we are all very busy, and this is an atmosphere of openness and tolerance that I have never had in my life before.
Until a professor with glasses walked into the classroom, I was in a dream-like illusion.
That’s when I noticed that Truda came out with a book.
The same as that which is in front of mankind. It is one of the books which he normally sees.
So he’s taking college classes every day?
I didn’t understand a word of the entire lesson, except for the professor’s opening remarks.
Truda listens very carefully and is rarely serious.
The sun was at his hand through the glass, and I suddenly felt his whole body glowing.
After class, I followed Chuda.
I couldn’t bear to ask, “So you’re here to skip class? I’m sorry.
Truda looks back at me.
“Sister, don’t be so blunt,” he looked up and said, “I’ve spent a lot of money to get acquainted with their class.” I’m sorry.
I don’t really like him calling me sister.
It’s like I’m no different from the women he’s with who are called “sisters.”
I looked down and walked in front of him.
“What’s wrong? * He’s on the run and he’s still saying *
“My name is Luke. I’m sorry.
I’ll definitely look up at him.
He’s a whiff.
And then he laughed.
Truda smiled in front of me many times, but it was the first time that he had ever smiled from his heart, without a big smile.
“My fault. He picks his brow, “So, can we have dinner? I’m sorry.
“Luco.” I’m sorry.
7
Truda and I had dinner in town.
The last bus to the factory.
I know I don’t know anything about computers, but I’m still asking Truda for books.
He’ll go to the Internet later, and if I want to start a business with him, I’m going to increase my own leverage.
Truda threw a few copies to me with interest: “It’s an introductory book, but it’s difficult to read without crying. I’m sorry.
I’m not talking.
Whether I’m a little girl or a little sister, it’s like this guy keeps treating me like a child.
But anyway, we’re getting familiar.
After that, as long as I don’t work, I’ll find a quiet corner to read, and I’ll find time to borrow Chuda’s computer.
It’s a simple introduction, but I’m so happy with every step I’ve made.
But then, there were rumors about me and Truda.
The first time I heard it was in the dormitory.
That day I was on leave, lying in bed.
Several roommates came back and thought the dorms were empty, and they sat down and talked.
It’s all about the factory, and it’s about me.
“Was Luke close to Mr. Tru lately? Questioned.
“You can see it without seeing. “I asked her earlier to deny it.” I’m sorry.
“She and Truda what? Another asked, “The manager doesn’t like him, he’s nothing when his brother comes back. What can he do? I’m sorry.
“If anyone knows, he may not know, but he wants to fly the phoenix.” I’m sorry.
I looked at the ceiling and listened calmly to their judgment of me and Truda.
I didn’t think she liked me because she didn’t know her.
And now I’m thinking of the former Fong.
When Chuda ‘ s brother Chua returned to his country, Feng quickly hooked him up and moved out of the dormitory.
At that time, everyone thought she was going to marry Chu Fat, but it was not clear that I was leaving the factory and that the relationship was still unclear.
Then I heard that Chu was married to the daughter of a big boss and continues to be confused with Feng.
In the end, the boss’s daughter found out, forgave the scum, and made her miserable…
When I think of it here, I suddenly understand why Feng is hostile to me.
She probably thinks I’m like her, so she thinks I’m a rival.
Today, taking advantage of the opportunity, nature denigrates stigma.
But I didn’t go down in anger to explain.
Truda was right to say something.
Nobody believes you when you say anything wrong.
I’ll be out of here soon, with them, and that’s it.
Thinking like this, I turned around.
A few people were groaning.
I’m laughing in my heart. Close my eyes again.
8
Now I’m glad my parents didn’t care about me.
Such indifference has given me, in part, the greatest freedom and control of my life.
I’ve regained hope for the future by reading and studying every day and trying to save money.
I am not in a hurry to retaliate against those who hurt me.
Now I’m too weak, I’m afraid.
But on the journey to power, there are people who want to be stumbling blocks.
I used a computer at Truda’s office. I went back late.
I just went back and I heard Feng Hsio shouting.
“Did you steal my watch?” I’m sorry.
I haven’t heard from her yet, and she yells, “You’re a dirty bitch. I’ve heard from the road accountant that you were expelled from school for stealing, and now you’re in another place with itchy hands!” I’m sorry.
I stopped.
I didn’t expect my aunt to be honest with me about the bad things I’ve done.
“Not me.” I’m calm.
I look like I’m making her angry, pulling my collar and pulling me out.
“Not yet. Now I’ll take you to the manager so everyone knows who you are! I’m sorry.
The huge noise caused the entire dormitory to come out.
There’s no cell phone, and this is your favorite entertainment.
Soon, outside the dormitories, there was a crowd of men and women watching the crowd.
I threw her away.
Fung was humiliated, scolded at my nose, and the worse it was.
This finally drew the plant’s management.
I saw Truda in a vest, pulling a slipper.
“What’s the noise? * He yelled with patience. *
Seeing me in the middle of the crowd, he choked.
“What’s up?” He’s coming over and he’s got a big look.
“She’s not clean, she stole me…”
“Did you ask? “Shuda shouts.
Feng Hsien was terrified.
He turned to me.
“She lost her watch and said I stole it. I’m sure I’m looking at him. “I just went back to my dorm, I didn’t steal it. I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and he was silent for seconds.
The lights were dark, and I only thought his eyes were as dark as a lake.
I didn’t panic from the beginning to the end, only for a few seconds of silence. I panicked.
Will he not trust me like everyone else? Will you be disappointed in me? Will it…
“She didn’t steal it. “Truda turned to Feng Huo.
I heard the sound of rocks falling down.
“Who knows if she stole it or not! “Who knows if she went back to the dorm to steal something and then went out to sell it?” I’m sorry.
My heart sunk.
Fine means.
I was with Truda when I came home early and late, and if Truda stood up and testified, he would bite the rumors about us in the factory; and if she did not explain, he would doubt me according to her guess.
So…
“How much is your watch? I’m sorry.
Fong Hsien said: I’m sorry.
The 500-dollar watch, indeed, was an extremely valuable item in this age.
“When did you lose it?” he asked.
“Tonight, this afternoon. I’m sorry.
He licked his teeth, and said, “I’m taking someone to turn your dormitory upside down, and if I find your watch to prove she didn’t steal it, apologize to her and pay her a thousand.” I’m sorry.
Everyone here took a breath of air.
A thousand dollars is not a small amount for hitting a worker.
Fan Hao’s neck is strangling: “All right! I’m sorry.
“What if she stole it?” I’m sorry.
Truda has taken her to the dormitory, and she’s seen her face in the air.
“No way. I’m sorry.
9
In small dormitories, the roommates take out their bags.
It’s full of hot heads.
All the cabinets were opened, and no one dared to question Truda’s dark face.
The man he brought began to be examined by children, leaving no room.
I stood still and said nothing.
Experience tells me that there is little chance of finding it, and it is likely that it will not. Even if Truda believed me, he’d admit I was a thief.
This cold violence I endured in school for six months.
As if there was a barrier between me and the world in the house, looking for a ping-pong, a ping-pong, a ping-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-poo-po-po-poo-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-po-o-o-o-po
Darkness, suffocation, powerlessness…
“There it is! I’m sorry.
They shouted like beams, piercing the layers of darkness.
Everything is beginning to be clear.
I walked slowly.
They were excited to discuss how to find it in the crack behind the cabinet and how to get it out.
Fan’s face turned pale.
Truda’s eyes are full of lazyness and impatience.
“All right, we got something. You just said yes. I’m sorry.
“Yes, I’m sorry…”
Fan turned to me, and his eyes were red, and his eyes were about to cry: “I don’t have so much money in my hand, can you give me a few months, and that’s it?”
“No need. “I’m not going back in cold.
It’s like exhausting the last filament.
Turning through the crowd in the eyes of wonder.
Truda chased me in the alley by the factory.
“Stop right there! He grabbed my arm.
“I’m fucking helping you. I don’t know how hard it is! Don’t teach me a lesson. Next time she… why are you crying? I’m sorry.
I kept my head down and I wanted to hold my tears back.
It’s completely out of control.
I rubbed one.
“I’m sorry…”
“Thank you.” I’m sorry.
He was wearing only a white vest, a clear muscle lined arm, a good-looking collarbone, and, if he had any pecs.
The air is as hot as a few degrees.
I was too busy looking away.
And suddenly he approaches, and his voice is silent and sexy: “How can you thank your brother?” I’m sorry.
I was strung up.
There was a street light all the way by the factory, and the light was dark in the alley, and I couldn’t see the look of it, and I just thought that the eyes were amazing.
He seems to be breathing a little more.
“Did anyone ever tell you not to look at a man like that? I’m sorry.
His voice was dumb and my cheek was “blowing” red.
When the mood reached its peak, Truda retreated and knocked on my head.
“This time, I’ll write it down. I’ll settle it for you later. I’m sorry.
After that, he’s walking away.
And I stood there for a long time, and the radiance fell on my face.
Back to the dormitory, it’s so quiet.
Fan cried when he saw me.
“Luco, I’m sorry, it’s all my fault. You asked Mr. Chu not to fire me. I have a brother and a sister. This job is really important to me. I’m sorry.
I said, “Cruda’s firing you? I’m sorry.
She cried and noded her head.
I looked at this girl who cried and rained, and suddenly thought of her sad ending.
If you leave here, maybe she’ll find a different life.
I crawled into bed faceless.
“That’s his decision. I can’t. I’m sorry.
The night is long, the girl’s sobbing and the moonlight outside the window is like a dream that can’t wake up.
Until the sun rises.
10
After Feng Huo left, no one dared to bully me.
Meanwhile, my rumours with Truda got even worse.
What’s “Anger” and “A smile for the beauty” is getting more and more crazy.
It’s so big, it’s my aunt’s.
But she’s an expert, she didn’t tell me in person, she just “good” to my mother.
I don’t know what to say, but I guess from what my mother said to me.
It was a weekend at the factory.
I planned to read and study and discuss the matter with Truda.
But it was interrupted by the mother’s sudden arrival.
She was wearing a silk dress, a pearl necklace, standing at the door of my dormitory, and she was ashamed.
Actually, my family’s not bad, but every time I was a kid, every time I was paid, they were all smug.
This displeasure has been internalized into guilt, and it’s always felt indebted to them, and it’s gradually becoming averse.
Never thought that it was their responsibility to raise their children.
“Luco. She frowned me, “Come out with me. I’m sorry.
I walked out naked.
“Did you get the money?” I’m sorry.
It was almost two months, during which the first sentence of the meeting was ignored.
I laughed.
“What are you laughing at?” She doesn’t like it.
“What does it have to do with you? I’m quiet.
“I am your mother! I’m sorry.
You remember now?
She coughed and said, “Don’t think I don’t know about you.” Your aunt told me. What, you think you’re climbing high? You know what he’s like at the factory, and you’re still a baby. I’m telling you, if you do anything to shame our family, I’ll break your legs! I’m sorry.
She’s all red, and she’s holding it.
Probably thought I’d be as weak and obedient as before.
But I’m just looking at her like I’m out.
“I’m talking to you, you hear me? Keep your distance from him and don’t let me hear any more rumors!” I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
I have no face.
“What did you say? I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
The hallways of the dormitories are quiet, and even if we don’t have a lot of arguments, they lead to sporadic crowds.
Her face was red and she didn’t keep arguing.
Just leave a line, “Wait till your dad comes after you,” and stare at me.
I’ve been thinking about it all day.
Will they come? What will they do to me?
Towed?
It didn’t happen in our factory.
The children ran away and their parents came from their homes to drag them back.
No one’s going to interfere.
In my current situation, the only way to think is to get out of here with Chuda and start a new life.
But when did he leave?
In the evening, as usual, I took the book to Truda.
He’s knocking on the code. I’m not interrupting. Sit down and watch.
Until he stopped resting, I asked, “What are you writing?” I’m sorry.
“A list. He stretches out a laziness and makes a little extra money. I’m sorry.
He started outsourcing so early.
“You have to study. Can you do it? I asked.
He leans back on his back and he’s like, “Suspect me?” I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
The atmosphere was silent for seconds.
My fingers were consciously sewn.
“If one day…”
“Hmm? He looked at me.
“If one day you have to leave, tell me. I’m sorry.
He stunned.
“Where to?”
“Whereever you go. I’m sorry.
He had a moment in his eyes, and then he laughed, “What, lest I run away?” I’m sorry.
…that can be understood as well.
“Hmm. I’m nodding.
He put his hand on my head.
“Don’t worry, brother won’t run. I’m sorry.
He dazzled his eyes like old fox full of bad water.
Little Luke. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
With that, I put a stone down.
If my parents are gonna pull me back, I’m gonna make a scene. They’d better face up, they wouldn’t fight me in public.
But strangely, for some time, they didn’t show up.
Qing Xiaoju is here.
I just got off work at the workshop, and she was all greasy, and she was standing right under our dorm, and she was all fragranced and purified.
Look at me and laugh, “Cook, it’s over! I’m sorry.
When she said it, I remembered.
It’s been June.
“I feel like I’m doing well. I should be able to go to a major university if I’m not surprised! I’m sorry.
I looked at her naked.
She didn’t pay attention to my reaction and went on and said, “How are you now?” The factory’s tired, isn’t it? Look at this greasy…
Two steps back.
I’m laughing inside.
How could I have come this far if you weren’t a clean, clean college student?
“Good. “I’m learning to program my own computer.” I’m sorry.
“What good is that? You screw at the factory. You don’t need those, do you? I’m sorry.
“Who knows?” I’m sorry.
“It won’t work! I’m sorry.
I looked like she was in a hurry and I laughed.
How afraid I was of being more than she was to stop me from learning.
I didn’t argue with her. I just smiled.
“Well, since you’re finished, have a good summer. I’m sorry.
Believe me, you’re about to have a summer vacation that you’ll never forget.
I promise.
12
At the end of the exam, the factory had a new batch.
This includes the Duval.
My old classmate.
She was one of the members of the school who was involved in the Qing Xiaochu project and insulted me for stealing.
It is also the people who, after many years, have had a bad conscience and chosen to tell me the truth.
She didn’t pass the exam. Her parents sent her to work at the factory.
We’re not in a workshop, I’ve only had a few pictures of her in the past.
Fearing that she would frame me like she did in school, she was always far away, and thus missed the first chance to know the truth.
And this time, shortly after her arrival, I appeared in front of her.
Her first reaction was surprise, and then some panic.
“Road, Luke”?
I laughed, “What a coincidence. I’m sorry.
She’s busy with her head down.
” shouldn’t you be going to college now? I’m sorry.
“Not a good exam…”
“I see. I don’t care if I laugh, “The factory is not an easy place, and I can only make some hard money here when I leave school. I don’t even have a chance. I’m sorry.
Her face was white.
And I went on: “I believe in the punishment of karma, and indeed the heavens love to hate it. If I did something wrong, I’d have a bad conscience and nightmares.”
“Luco! I’m sorry.
She suddenly interrupted me.
It’s been a long pause, not a word.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“Nothing…”
Why don’t you tell me?
But it’s okay, I can do something.
The days that followed, I would appear almost every day in front of the Duval.
Nothing else, just to gain her trust.
She had been able to tell me the truth in her previous life that her psychological defence was low and that Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Qi Zi Qi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi
The day before I scored, I walked into the dorm with an envelope.
She sleeps in the corner, chatting, and nobody notices us.
This time, I’ll get to the point.
“I know what you’ve done to me at school. I’m sorry.
She’s waking. She’s in a trance.
“I am…”
“I also know your difficulties now. I put the envelope in her arms, “This is my salary for two months, and if you want to read it again, you can use it as a part of the tuition. I don’t blame you before. I just want to hear you tell me the truth. I’m sorry.
She woke up red.
“I’m sorry that I was blackmailed, I gave them all my living expenses, and Qi Xiaoju gave me an idea, that you stole it, that you were a thief, that I was a thief, that I was afraid I’d be beaten by my parents.”
I’m calm.
It’s the same answer as before.
It’s like trying to get my forgiveness, and Ducha continues, “I know a lot of people who lost their things, but the same thing says you stole them… It’s all Qing Xiao Zhu. We didn’t really want to do this at first! I’m sorry.
“Do you know how I felt? I asked.
Her eyes were so full of tears.
“I don’t want to be treated as a thief forever. I’m sorry.
She looked at me.
“They’re all in college. We’re the only ones. “I need you to help me once.” I’m sorry.
She’s been here a long time.
Wake up red, nod your head.
13
After the high grades, the former class organized a dinner in the city.
I know that because of the festivities of the past. Then We followed secretly to the gathering place, and watched them through the windows, talking out loud and changing the cups, and every one of them had a sense of joy.
The complex mood was not clear at that time, except for the bitterness and near jealousy.
Now I stand in front of this hotel door again.
With me, and the Duval.
“Luco, what if I screw up?” I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. I smiled, “Just say what you know.” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
They were joking when they walked into that room.
A few seconds later, dozens of eyes were brushed.
The air is suddenly quiet.
Qing Xiaowu broke the silence first: “Kook, what are you doing here? I’m sorry.
Many of those present were guided by her to denigrate me as a thief, but she was able to pretend to be passionate.
This act, Oscar’s missing her little gold man.
“I hear everyone’s got a good test. And I’m going to say, “Of course, there’s something I’d like to make clear while everyone’s still on the same page.” I’m sorry.
I’m looking at the Duval.
One of the spirits of her was: “The truth is, my money was not stolen by the Lucos. I’m sorry.
People are waiting.
“I’ve given it to punks for fear of being beaten up by my parents and I’ve taught them all. I’m sorry.
There’s a lot down there.
Qing Qi Qi Qi Ziu.
Quincy rises, and the chair rings.
“When did I ever tell you that someone else was a thief?” I’m sorry.
“You taught me. Not only do you want me to say that, but you let Sunfou and Lee King Ping say it! I’m sorry.
The people who were called were in a hurry.
Then stand up: “We were not taught, and Luco stole it!” I’m sorry.
“Li Jinping, if you don’t make sense, you didn’t lose your necklace at school!” I’m sorry.
Who said that? You can’t go to college, you can’t go to college, and now you bite us with Luke. I’m sorry.
“You…”
I looked at the farce.
They won’t admit it.
Even with the testimony of the Ducheq, no one wants to admit the truth that makes life a stain.
That’s what I thought from the beginning.
I took a letter out of my bag and dumped it on the table.
“I chose to settle this after the high school exams without trying to influence your future. I have written a number of reports in one word and a detailed record of the process of denigrating me. We all have our own ideal college. You don’t want this to be sent to a job, do you? I’m sorry.
This is a very serious matter in the eyes of the people when it comes to communications, compared with the generally convenient web-based reports that followed.
Lee Jinping shouted: “Luco, you’re a bloodbath, you won’t believe your bullshit! I’m sorry.
And I laughed: “You have a bright future, but I am in the end, and it is said that those with bare feet who are not afraid to wear shoes, if I report it, it will affect your admission to school.” I can report that I won’t record you in college. If I do, I’ll report that you dropped out. I’m sorry.
After all, they’re 17, 18-year-olds, and they look pale.
“I will give you one last chance to tell the truth and I will spare you.” I’m sorry.
As a thief, the psychological defence can easily be broken.
Sunfie couldn’t hold up until after he told us to say so.
Again, the crowd is raging.
Lee Kim-Ping sits down with his ass down and his face down and he doesn’t struggle: “Well, it’s her.” I’m sorry.
“What are you all talking about? Why did you put the pot on my head? I’m sorry.
“Don’t pretend. I’m sorry.
Lee Jinping is also upset that Qing Xiaoju is using us as a gun. I’m sorry.
Dog bit dog, good show.
But my purpose has been achieved.
I walked in front of Qing Xiaoju and pulled out the thickest one of the envelopes.
“My good cousin, this is for you. It’s all my love for you. I’m sorry.
Qing Xiao Zhu’s face is red, he’s reaching for his hand and I’m hiding.
“Luco, wait! My parents will never let you go! I’m sorry.
I turned my head and laughed, “Okay. I’m sorry.
Walking out of the hotel, the duche Queen jumped and jumped behind me.
“Luco, when did you write the report? That’s a good move. Let me see what you wrote. I’m sorry.
I delivered those letters to her.
She picks up and opens one with her mouth open and she freezes.
Several more have been opened.
“How come it’s all white paper?” she’s surprised.
“It’s white paper. I’m sorry.
“That’s…” she just stopped, “Are you just scaring them?” I’m sorry.
I smiled: “What school is so busy that they go to the so-called “reports”? Only a man who is a thief will believe in it. I’m sorry.
“So you don’t care about them? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
The energy wasted on them is not worth it.
I just want to wash off my sewage.
When I get back at night, I’ll go to the office and get Chuda’s book.
He’s staring at me, “It’s a good day. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I didn’t deny it. “Returned my innocence.” I’m sorry.
He’s frowning, waiting for me to follow.
I didn’t mean to hide it from him, so I kept it brief.
Who knew he was laughing.
“What are you laughing at?” I don’t understand.
He looked me in the eye and blew his whistle.
“It’s my little Luke. I’m sorry.
My cheeks are red.
He turned around and knocked on the code like nothing happened.
All night long, I dreamt about Truda.
My little Luke.
12
But it always comes.
As soon as work was done the next day, she stormed into the workshop and came to me and grabbed my arm.
Perhaps she was afraid of being watched, and she endured anger: “Come with me.” I’m sorry.
I frowned off her hand: “I’m still busy, there’s something to say here.” I’m sorry.
“Luco, why are you so mean when you’re young?” What did you have to write? I’m sorry.
I pretended: “What do you believe?”
“You’re playing dumb with me! I’m sorry.
She yelled and drew attention to the surroundings.
“You said you were there? They do know. I laughed, “I knew Qing Xiaoju had joined forces to denigrate me as a thief, so I dropped out of school and couldn’t pass my exams, but I had to screw my screws in the factory.” Why didn’t you say anything about this?”
And when I made clear to the world what Qiqiao had done, she panicked: “You … I will ask your parents to bring you home, a disgrace.” I’m sorry.
When you’re done with your head, your heels don’t step out of the hole.
Parents come quickly.
The last time my mother left, she didn’t call him to take care of me.
I thought they had suddenly become kind until I saw the plaster on their father’s leg and limped with a cane.
Something’s wrong.
Oh, my God.
Life in the factory is too dry, and the workers slow down their lives and look at the farce.
“Look what you did! Stop it and go home! I’m sorry.
I have no face, no words.
The mother added in due course: “Your father’s leg was injured and no one cared for him at home. I’m sorry.
It’s hard to see.
I’m talking about those three words.
“No way. I’m sorry.
“Did you want to stay in this factory for the rest of your life?” I’m sorry.
“That won’t happen. I even smiled, “I’ll do my own business.” I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
I’m smiling.
“You’re here to make money, and I think you’re useful, and now you want to run away? If you leave, I’ll be your daughter! I’m sorry.
“Isn’t it early? I’m sorry.
“You…” finally broke out. “You have to leave today, or you have to be taken away! I’m sorry.
He came with a cane and he was about to fall.
I didn’t hide. I kept my eyes closed.
The expected pain was delayed.
I opened my eyes, and I saw myself standing in front of my father’s wrists when it appeared.
Truda wears a short sleeve, displays a tattoo on his arm, and has a cigarette in his mouth, which is more rash than usual.
“We can’t make trouble in this factory.” I’m sorry.
“I’ll take my daughter home.” I’m sorry.
Chuda looked at me and went back to his father and said, “This is hard.” I’m sorry.
Father.
“She signed the transfer contract the other day, and now she’s taken away, default money… You pay her back? I’m sorry.
There is a certain deterrent to this, but the father was only a few moments away, and he had to stretch out his hand: “How long has she been here? It’s not your business to bring my daughter home. I’m sorry.
Truda took a step forward, and the whole man stood in front of me.
Drop the cigarette in your mouth and run it over with your toes.
“You can try. “If you can take her out of the factory, I’m not Chu.” I’m sorry.
It really scared them.
In a stand-off silence, the second aunt arrived.
When she saw Truda’s dark face, she didn’t want her parents to pick me up, so she said, “Get them away.”
Truda turned around and said, “You…”
“Wait a minute. I’ll talk to them. I’m sorry.
When I got back, Truda lit another cigarette and didn’t look at me.
“Don’t you wonder what I said? I asked.
“What? I’m sorry.
“I said, I’m leaving soon. I’m sorry.
He’s uptight.
“Where to?”
I’m talking about a city in the South, and I’m looking at him, “With you.” I’m sorry.
He stunned, and Ziul laughed.
“Sometimes I think you’re really a little worm in my belly. I’m sorry.
I remember what he just said: “When did I sign the transfer contract?” I’m sorry.
I asked him, and he didn’t panic.
The fist knocks on the heart and smiles: “Here it is, it’s stamped.” I’m sorry.
“How long has it been?” I’m sorry.
“A lifetime. I’m sorry.
This almost confessional answer leaves me blank.
Truda left without a trace.
I spent two days packing, not much, not much.
Finally, after a hot midday, the scene that threw me into the factory and pushed me into the future.
Truda went into the workshop with smoke in his mouth.
He leaned at the table and stopped the work in your hands, and he was like, “Who wants to work with me when I want to start a business?” I’m sorry.
As before, the workshop was silent.
I raised my hand in people’s surprise.
Through the crowd, Truda looked at me with a smile and raised his chin:
“Then come with me, Luce. I’m sorry.
13
Before you go, the Duval found me.
“Luco, you’re going south with Truda? I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
“Have you thought about it? What difference does it make when you go with him? I’m sorry.
“We’re going to start a business.” I’m sorry.
“That could be his excuse! He’s so unbelievably… and now everyone’s saying you’re crazy. I’m sorry.
And I laughed: “This is my life of my choice, and he is very good, and what others say is none of my business.” I’m sorry.
The day I left, it rained.
I’m the only one at the factory with him. We’ll meet at the old place.
And in the mist of a small rain, the familiar body-building shadow stood by the red brick wall with an umbrella.
Hear the noise, lift the umbrella.
I’m stomping.
His yellow-stained hair turned black, dressed in a cool style, and seemed to be a little tough.
“What are you doing?” He looked, “Go.” I’m sorry.
It was dark when we got on the southbound train.
Through the window, you can see the night view of the city.
It’s far from luxuriant, but it’s also shining.
And Truda sat beside, and suddenly he asked, “Are you afraid?” I’m sorry.
In the sound of the blast, the train went into the tunnel and was out of the dark window, only to see my young, young and steadfast face.
I turned to him.
To date, I’ve never seen the man uneasy, and now he looks up to the ceiling, like he’s a little confused.
I raised my hand and slowly covered his back.
His body was obvious.
“Not afraid. I said:
He looked at me.
The eyes are so soft.
14
It’s not as hard as I thought.
Truda didn’t have nothing to lose, and his head was hot enough to start a business.
Before that, he had found a like-minded partner.
There are students who have graduated from the computer profession, who have resigned after a few years of work, who have come to the computer field, and who lack the relevant knowledge but are willing to pay or contribute.
I wonder how Truda got this Team.
I later learned that they were connected to each other by a slow network and a telephone.
So it’s the “Webbook” of the year?
But that does not mean that the road to entrepreneurship is going smoothly.
They rented an office and registered a network technology company.
The company ‘ s main business is in the field of communications, expanding the radio network ‘ s call system.
Young people, who are so hot, gather together every day as chicken blood to think of a better future for the company.
But from the future I can’t help but worry.
Although I did not know the history of Chuda’s entrepreneurship in detail, it ended up making him known for his career in Forbes, not in communications, but in electricity.
So I don’t know if it’s the butterfly effect after rebirth or just one of his failures.
It is comforting that Truda knows that eggs cannot be placed in a basket.
In addition to the network company, he also operates offline.
Renting a store in the City of Electronic Commerce and selling some electronics.
I had worked hard to learn about computers, hoping to join his network, and I didn’t think he’d end up selling things at the counter.
And left a sentence: “Your three-legged cat will have two more years to learn.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know if I’m good enough, and I’m not struggling to watch the store with two employees.
Such an entrepreneurial life seems to be calming down.
But I’m not slack, I’m free, I’m free to study, or I’m going to the company.
From summer to winter, I’ve been here six months.
When I first got here, I wrote a letter to my family, telling them I was alive.
They didn’t expect them to reply, and they didn’t.
Funny thing is, I got a letter from Qi Xiaoju.
It’s all about scolding, telling me that I’m going to a well-known teacher training college and that I’m going to start a business south of the country by defining it as a “fancy.”
I think it’s funny to put the letter away.
Thinking of the day when he returns to his country, he will recite it in public.
The store’s busy, I’ve been placing, contacting clients, after-sales service every day.
At night, they live in a wall-side rented house.
Truda didn’t come here very often in the early days of the company, but it’s like he’s here to settle our employees.
I didn’t get to see him until after everything went right.
It’s already winter.
Ten months of summer a year, and winter is probably the best time for this southern city.
The store business is getting busy.
I was the last to leave.
Through the dark streets of the streetlights, the mind is still thinking about work, far away from hearing the voices of men and women laughing.
Probably the lover here.
I wanted to leave in a hurry and suddenly felt familiar with the man.
I stopped and looked at it again.
It’s Truda.
A little away, I can’t hear what they say.
However, it can be seen that the atmosphere between the two people is mixed and that they are very happy.
An inexplicable mood has risen in the heart.
I suddenly had some strange anger.
I’ve done my best for his little business, and he’s here with other women.
But who calls him the boss?
I returned to peace.
When that woman left, I came out of the corner.
And Truda wasn’t surprised to see me. I’m sorry.
I’m not so cold as to say, “Well,” I’m going back.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I didn’t look back: “Nothing. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong?” he said. I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
He did not keep asking, but took me a distance.
The dark long streets are quiet and can only hear each other’s footsteps and light breath.
Eventually, I couldn’t stand it.
“The man who just did is…”
Truda laughed before he finished.
Half a year after his start-up, he’s not the one in the stream, either dressed or in the air, and he’ll be the first to grow up.
But at this moment, he’s back on his face.
“Are you jealous? I’m sorry.
I’m breathing.
“No.” I’m sorry.
He said, “Oh, my God.”
“That’s jealous. I’m sorry.
“…”
He stopped and I looked back.
And in the moment of sight, a little cold fingertip touched me in front of my face and squeezed it gently.
He bends down and breathes near.
“Don’t worry, she’s just a client…”
I’m losing consciousness.
And he drew near.
“Now you’re alone in my heart. I’m sorry.
I blew up my head.
“You, are you confessing?”
“Or else?”
I went on to step back, but he grabbed me around the back, and the whole body came forward.
They breathed a few points.
“Luco. He’s got a low-pressed voice.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
“Will you be the boss?” I’m sorry.
I buried my head in his arms, and his nostrils were full of familiar scents of ablaze tobacco.
The brain is blank, and all that follows is with him.
A strong feeling can no longer be suppressed.
“Good…” I whispered.
“Luco. He called me again, “Has it been 18? I’m sorry.
I look up and I wonder, “Well, how…”
The kiss fell in a rush and the rest was swallowed up.
My feet were softened and I tried to hold him, with my hands on a tattoo that I had feared, and it seemed as though I had become a little beast and was so adorable.
The strong arms almost lifted me up, and he leaned close to my ear, and he breathed hot: “Big brother.” I’m sorry.
My voice is broken.
He hugged me up and kissed me so hard.
“Big brother sent you home. I’m sorry.
15
That spring festival was probably the best year of my life.
Whether it is Chuda’s shop or a partner company, everything is going in the right direction.
For spring festivals, people are eager to think of the good of the year ahead, to talk about the bright future, and to push the cups for another, so unholy.
And I was tied to Truda’s ten fingers in that year’s fire.
I know the future will not be easy, but whatever happens, I will not leave.
The turn of the story, it’s always too fast.
After the start of work, Chuda ‘ s companies are often problematic.
Money, technology, rivalry, every aspect of the problem is torturing people’s nerves.
Finally, after months of loss, someone chose to leave.
It’s like a hundred-mile dyke that opens a gap, flooding and the team starts to burst.
I saw Truda smoking all night on the balcony, but there was nothing I could do.
That moment, I wish I had the power to help him.
But the store can’t give up. That’s our last exit.
The declaration of failure took place on a day ordinary enough to be ordinary.
There was a heavy rain that day.
Truda smoked five whole packs.
I have seen him bragging, and his gentleness, but for the first time I have seen him in this man, and he has lost consciousness.
But I can’t do anything.
He can only be with him in peace.
When the rain was pouring out of the window, and in the noise, he opened his mouth, and his voice was softly asking:
“Do you regret it?”
I looked at him and almost thought I was wrong.
At that moment, time seemed to be coming back.
A year ago he sat by my side at the train station which had rained, and whispered, “Are you afraid?” I’m sorry.
And then the rain came into the wind of today’s south, and I lifted up my hand, gently over his back, with a firm tone and a word.
“No regrets. I’m sorry.
16
We had a hard time.
The funds were used to keep the shops running and to quit their employees in order to save money.
He was depressed, but he didn’t give up.
I always encouraged him to start a new business when we had enough money.
But the accident was unexpected.
I had a car accident on my way.
When Truda took me to the hospital, the whole body was shaking.
We don’t have any money, but Truda paid the hospital fee somehow.
We asked: “Who did you borrow from?”
And he said, “Friend.” I’m sorry.
I found out later that he went to the phone booth to talk to his family.
His brother, Chu Ha, had returned to take over the plant, and Feng had no idea what he was doing, and he was getting along with Chu again.
It’s Feng Huo.
She had told Chutsu when she was now his wife-in-law, scolded Truttar and relieved her of her previous dismissal.
Truda took it like that and finally borrowed money.
He was so proud that he never spoke to me about it, only late at night, when I fell asleep in a hospital bed, talking to myself and making promises to me.
“I will never let you suffer like this again…”
The night was dark, only the sound of a clear heartbeat reminded me that it was not a dream.
It’s a good thing I didn’t get hurt very badly. After a full body check, there was only a slight fracture.
Truda took good care of me and the store stopped worrying me.
The spring and summer temperatures in coastal cities are high, and I can’t help but feel the pain every time I look at him in the back.
In the middle of the night I murmured on his shoulder: “All will be well.” I’m sorry.
And every time, he will be nearing the next kiss of my devoutness: “Thank you.” I’m sorry.
He rarely says thank you, but I understand the meaning behind both words.
Things turn in late autumn.
We saved some money, expanded the shop, recruited staff.
One night, on his way back with Truda, he said, “I want to do online trade. I’m sorry.
I waited to understand what he meant.
He didn’t give up on what he learned.
“Then do it. I said:
The night was full of stars, Truda looked at me, and his eyes were so bright, “What if he fails again?” I’m sorry.
“Then start over again. I’m sorry.
He stunned.
Then he laughed.
That moment, he seemed to have returned to the first strung-out Truda.
“You have to laugh like this. I said, “This is Truda I know. I’m sorry.
He rubbed my head.
The sound softly says “good.”
17
The first year of the twenty-first century is also about the most memorable year since my rebirth.
Chuda has expanded more than a dozen shops and is running online in parallel.
Chuda took me to the beach on his 20th birthday.
On the day and on the night, the sun rises and the sun rises in the streets, and the sea winds shine, and the sky is filled with dark, bright and dark clouds.
The last light goes away.
Suddenly, there was a blazing fire from afar, and under the silver of the fire, Truda kneeled on one knee, raised a diamond ring and proposed to me by the sea.
I think I’ll always remember that scene.
After that day, we took the train home.
Two years without coming back, everything still looks familiar.
It’s not as rich as it is, but it’s already a return to the country.
I didn’t take Truda. I went home.
The night was deliberately picked and the late brother was waiting at the entrance to the unit building.
I called his name.
Two years, he didn’t recognize me, “Who are you?” I’m sorry.
“Luco, why don’t you just say something to me? Didn’t you run away with someone? I’m sorry.
He was raised by his parents since he was a child, with little common sense and a terrible speech.
I didn’t care, but I laughed, “I ran away with someone, so I wanted to talk to him about something.” I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
I looked down and took a dime out of my wallet.
“Here you go. Help me steal the account book. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t care what I’m doing with my account book.
“I’ll come back to you in a couple of days. I’ll give you another payment. I’m sorry.
Promise!
I turned around.
I can’t keep my mouth shut.
Although there was a real need for a household name card, the money given to him had been set long ago.
He’s so happy because he needs money now.
He was in secondary school and joined a gang of gangsters with students.
They had an underground casino, and Rookcon was blinded every day and learned to gamble at a young age, losing a lot of money.
At first he stole money from his family, and then he couldn’t see a hole in it. The mob came to the door and the parents knew about it.
For the sake of their only son, their family was divided and barely returned.
Who knows if you’re going to go back to gambling?
Parents are getting older, sick and have no money to go to hospital, much less to him.
He took the old road for every gambler, he robbed and did nothing wrong.
Almost all the rest of the life was in prison.
Now I’m giving him money, but I’m just trying to make it happen a little faster.
18
Two days later, I waited in the old place for the road.
“The account book. “Where’s the rest of the money?” I’m sorry.
I took my wallet without an expression and he took it.
“The rest is mine! I’m sorry.
He cleaned up all the money like a bandit.
I smiled and picked up the wallet he had left on the ground and looked at his back.
How much will he lose this time?
I went to the Civil Administration with Chuda when I got the account book.
Neither of us has informed each other of their parents, just like the lovers of ancient times, who have set themselves up for life, and have given everything to love.
I was not married in the past, and all the money was spent by my parents to make up for my debts. To make a living, I can only make a living.
It’s like making up my regrets, living again, and God made me meet the other half early.
A picture of the big red background is the sweetest one of my smiles.
“I’ll give you a big wedding when I come back.” I’m sorry.
I nod and said, “Okay. I’m sorry.
Truda left early because of the busy work.
I didn’t stay together for a few more days.
After all, there’s something I haven’t done.
Once again, he’s asking for money.
I gave it back.
He counted the money and laughed and didn’t ask me where the money came from, and he didn’t think it was inappropriate to take it.
In his eyes, he followed our family’s rule that women make money for men.
It seems that this is the law.
Last time I gave him a lot of money.
It’s a number he and his parents will never see in their lives.
Then I bought the train ticket for the day and returned to the south.
Soon after I got back, I got a call from my mother.
I’m not surprised.
Before I left, I asked someone to knowingly reveal my contact.
She cried on the phone: “Cook, do you have any money? Your brother lost a lot of money and was taken away by the man who demanded it. I’m sorry.
Two years later I heard her voice, and I just felt strange.
“Who are you?”
“I’m your mother!” She sobbing, “Your father took out all the money or not enough, and asked me to contact you before you left, saying you’re rich now…”
“Yes, I’m rich. “But what does it have to do with you?” I’m sorry.
“I’m your mother! That’s your own brother! I’m sorry.
“Oh. * I’m not cold, you remember * I’m sorry, but what he did to himself has nothing to do with me. I’ll give you the idea of selling everything in the house, especially the computer. I’m sorry.
“You…”
“There’s nothing I can do. Have a nice life. I’m sorry.
Hang up the phone. I just pulled the line.
Today’s scenes are but a repetition of the past.
It’s just my intervention, it’s years ahead.
Their precious son, let them find their own way. I can’t do anything about it.
I’ll sell the iron, I’ll spend my money.
That’s their life.
19
Towards the end of the year, Chuda prepared a beach wedding.
Not many guests, but everyone has brought sincere blessings.
It was a marriage without parents, but full of renegade romance.
Truda fell devoutly in the colour belts and balloons.
I swear I will make you happy forever. I’m sorry.
20
Twenty-five, I’m back home again.
At that time, Chuda had received financing and had taken the modern windmill to make a living in the mall.
At the same time, he donated a lot of money to his home school and became a local celebrity.
So when I went back, the Director of the Department of Education showed me a warm welcome.
In the evening, the director asked for a guest, I did not dismiss him, and called the headmaster of the school and the teacher who had just joined the school to give him an invitation.
“That’s my cousin.” I’m sorry.
The director probably thought I wanted to get back to the old days and didn’t tell them I was coming and was going to surprise them.
The result is indeed a surprise.
After years of absence, the headmaster seemed to have forgotten me, and Qing Xiaoju was in the door at once.
The director also smiled and asked, “Are you surprised to see my cousin?” I’m sorry.
Qing Xiao Ru is only here in a state of panic.
On the wine table, I smiled for a cup with other guests, talking about what we’ve seen in the South over the years, about how we’ve been doing business for years.
I think I’m done with the past, drinking, relaxing, and sometimes a few words.
But either the director or the headmaster, it’s abominable.
I sip, drop the glass.
“I suddenly remember a funny thing about school. I’m sorry.
As soon as he heard, “Let’s hear it.” I’m sorry.
I smiled: “I was forced out of school in my third year. I’m sorry.
The voice just fell, the whole place was silent.
The headmaster thought I was a successful alumni. I didn’t even graduate from high school.
The director probably didn’t think I’d say something like this, but he had to go on and say, “What’s going on?” I’m sorry.
I went on to laugh, “This Qing teacher, my cousin, is very smart and, along with other classmates, speculated that I was a thief and sent to our principal…”
Everyone looks different.
The awkward, curious, happy…
I went on to say, “The headmaster is smarter, and without investigation, he could have identified me as a thief and threatened to drag me to the police station. It’s a good thing Mr. Qing asked for me, and the headmaster gave in and said that as long as I dropped out of school, I wouldn’t go after him. I’m sorry.
After that, no one answered.
And I looked at them, and they were all different, and I laughed, “It’s an old thing, so don’t worry about it and keep eating.” I’m sorry.
It’s just a couple of people who want to join us.
After dinner, the director called me alone: “I didn’t know about this but I’m sure I’ll look into these two people, and if there’s anything like this, I’ll take care of it from the top and get promoted. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “That’s not what I meant. I’m sorry.
After a while, I left.
I don’t know how the director handled this.
After all, Qing Xiaoju lost his job. Not long ago, the headmaster changed in the official profile of the school.
That is the reality of the world, and to retaliate against those who use privileges to crush you, they have only higher privileges.
Before I left, I went home and took a look.
We found a change in the security door and lived in a strange family.
Maybe to pay off the debt and sell the house, and maybe to avoid the people who are after the debt.
Anyway, they disappeared.
I suddenly felt that my heart was at ease, that it had been tortured, that it had been squeezed into the past, that it had been dark memories of despair, and that it had lost its mind.
At this moment, we finally get free.
21
Back to the south that night.
Truda was back on a business trip, wearing a suit, and was no longer the young man in the factory with the smoke.
I don’t want to see you again. He didn’t take his coat off.
He’s buried in my neck.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“What did you do this time? He asked.
Thinking about the headmaster and Qing Xiaowu at that restaurant, I used a more understandable statement.
“I met a few old acquaintances. I’m sorry.
Who knows?
“Men? I’m sorry.
Then I smiled and made him laugh: “Why is he so afraid? I’m sorry.
When he turned around, he put me on the couch and loosed his tie. I’m sorry.
I was laughing, “How dare I?” I’m sorry.
The next second, his kiss fell overboard.
And he bit my lips softly in the middle of it: “Then let me try, dare you…”
That night I had a dream.
In my dreams, I continue to live in the past.
A day goes by, and the future is invisible in a miserable life.
The parents were drained by the road, but they were still giving instructions to my daughter.
For decades, I was left to blame, and I ended up being scolded with my nose.
I finally learned the truth at Duval’s place about my expulsion from school in the same year, when Qing Xiaoju was already a special teacher in high school and was given a role model year after year.
At last, one snowy night, on my way home, I fell into the snow.
In meditation, there seems to be a baby crying.
I woke up at that time.
The morning light outside the window is thin, the bedroom is quiet and there is a smooth breath of Chuda. I snuggle and go in his arms.
A moment later, I slipped into the bathroom.
And when I came out, I had a pregnancy test stick with two bars, and it was kind of confusing.
Probably before we left.
I went back to bed, I was lying next to Truda, and it took me a long time, and I whispered:
Chuda. I’m sorry.
He sleeps like a fool. I’m sorry.
“You’re gonna be dad now. I’m sorry.
“Hmm…”
And he sat up with his head full of joy while he was not yet clear.
“Really? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
He picked me up and turned around in the bedroom.
And We held his shoulder and wept.
The sun, finally rising at this moment.
Record number: YX11XbLjG7j
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
