Do you have short stories that you can’t recover for so long?
Chapter 01
Twenty winters, cold nights.
Loving smoke stomps on the bed with its knees.
Tears have been turning in their eyes, but they have not fallen.
Three years.
Three years ago, after the cold, white moon was killed by her, Mu Bai fought to conquer the city.
She was imprisoned day and night in a cold palace.
It was as if she had been drugged into the bed of the Great General three years ago, when she woke up and was broken into by her father’s tycoon.
If the heart of a cold and white man sees the back of his breath, he jumps off the cliff.
Since then, she has become a living and debauchery princess of the human population, forcing the future general’s wife to death as a scorpion.
She even remembers that, on the day of the death of Chu’s heart, Moo-buk came into her bed and put a knife around her neck and scolded her with the meanness: “You want me to marry you, okay? I’ve never let you get better in my life.”
The words of the former are in sight.
And the pain on her forced her back.
And in sight is the handsome, cold face.
In the daytime, he is a man who admires the cold and cold king, and at night he becomes a beast that only vents its desires.
After he had ended the leak, he wore cold clothes to his back and even his head did not want to return and look at her.
“If the heart doesn’t die, it’s found.”
“What, she’s not dead?”
She didn’t die, but her family died. She was imprisoned for three years and tortured by him night and night.
Listen to the ludicrous smoke, turn around in a cold and angry manner, rushing in three or two steps, strangling her neck, “Yeah. God was so upset that I didn’t let her die that your trick didn’t work.
“No, it’s not…” The lurid smokes are a little suffocating.
She explained it to him many times.
She was not drugged and she was drugged. And it’s not like you’re looking for someone in private to show off.
However, every word she said would only make her sicker.
And then she even wondered if it was a design.
Because she knew she loved the General for 10 years.
It happened when she and Chu-shin said that his father also wanted to recruit Zhi Bai as a horse.
“If your heart comes back, you should go.”
“Please don’t drive me away.”
She has lost her reputation as a princess of the dead, and is now expelled from her country.
“Will you stay until you leave?”
Nope.
She didn’t!
She really didn’t!
“I love you, but I’m not gonna hurt her, okay?”
“Loving smoke! Have you had enough? You better stop, and if you come back, I’ll seal her.”
He’s got to keep his heart shut?
“Don’t block her.”
Moo-buk broke off her and was hit on the table by the purple smoke he threw out.
Blood slowly flowed from her forehead and, for a while, the whole body was covered.
It’s so cold, it’s so cold.
For the first time in three years in the Cold Palace, he was so nervous, and he looked up to him, “Cool, you still care about me?”
Chapter 02
The cold and cold pulls back their robes in total disregard of the ludicrous smoke.
He’s not coming back.
In a moment, the Cold House became cold again, and there were white horses outside.
Loving smoke fell on the steps, and the furry snow fell on her shoulder and filled her with bitter tears.
He was no longer the general who only protected her, and he had nothing but endless hatred and disgust for her.
She can’t leave a scar on her forehead, and it’s her face that she likes.
“Let the doctor do it.”
The ludicrous smoke day stood at the door, without any hope, but an untimely visitor came.
“What are you doing here?”
And when the heart of Chu is supple, it will be known at first sight that she has been given nothing but twilight.
She was held by a lady of the palace, and her hair was emptied by her long nails, and she said, “How can she talk like that?”
“We haven’t seen each other for three years, and I’ve heard that the beautiful princess of the past has been injured.
“Behave!” “You didn’t kill yourself, you lied to everyone!”
If she smiles, she closes up and says, “Yes, so who wants you to rob me of men!” Besides, it was you who were a princess who climbed into a man’s bed without being married.”
“But what? Even if you were in his bed and became his man, he would only hate you more.”
“You should thank me. If it wasn’t for me, how could you know that you were worthless in the cold?”
If she had said that she was full of provocations, she withdrew towards the door.
She’s always admired the general.
The general took care of her and she was young.
But because of that, her family was ruined and became prisoners.
If Chu’s heart continues to excite her, “You know how much I hated you before, because your father was the Emperor, you wouldn’t deserve to be a princess. But now the Emperor is Mu Bai.”
“and he loves only me. I’ll be a noble queen later. You don’t even deserve a concubine. The Emperor thinks you’re disgusting and dirty.”
“You’re lying!”
“I’m telling the truth.” And when his heart was strangling his lips, he suddenly fell back and fell down from the steps.
And the moment when he saw his heart roll down, the smoke hardened.
I haven’t waited for her to come back. A yellow dragon robe appeared in front of her.
“Low white smoke, you want to die!”
“Your Majesty, don’t blame your sister. It’s my fault I fell by myself. She didn’t push it.”
If you say one drop of tears and one drop of tears.
“The white, you listen to me, it’s her…”
That’s enough! I’m still too good for you. You think you’re still the princess who was never the same?”
Come on, come on, come on.
Sodasu!
He’s so mean!
“I really didn’t push her. She fell. I didn’t do anything. She set me up.” The smoke wants to go up and explain.
But the guard around said to her, “You are full of lies and never changed.”
She saw her happy smile before she left with her heart.
She knew it. It was her design again!
She doesn’t want to. She mustn’t marry anyone else!
The cold palace was red, and who would have thought that for the first time she was wearing the wedding dress he had prepared for her and married another man?
The old lady forced her to put on her wedding dress, but while they weren’t ready, she put a knife around her neck, “Tell him if he wants me to marry him out, I’ll die!”
Chapter 03
Mu Bai came in a yellow dragon robe and was accompanied by a festive red dress.
I see a smile on the white face of the white smoke: “The cold…”
“The Princess, don’t do anything stupid.” Sood was anxious to take her knife.
“Don’t come over!” She shouted, “I don’t want to marry anyone else.” Don’t make me marry.”
The cold and cold look on her face and look at her in the sun.
“Have you had enough?”
“I don’t want to marry him!” The purple smoke says with the knife approaching me again, and some blood leaks.
Sood stood by and his eyes were dark.
“If you want your sick father to go to the ground now, then go on.”
“Choose white!”
I never thought he would threaten her with her father.
She has not met her father since three years ago, after he defected and held him in custody.
The knife fell on the ground, and eventually she was married to Soda.
She was taken from the Cold Palace to the Ether House.
She did not have to be held in the cold palace anymore, and she understood that all this was done in order to let Chu know that he had no affection for her.
Is that how you can keep Chu’s heart sealed?
On the night of the newlyweds, Sood, who was drunk, fell and fell, and then he threw a lurid cigarette into the floor.
“Sudsu! You!”
I haven’t spoken yet. I kicked her in the face.
“The Princess, Yuck, bitch!”
“You don’t want to marry me because I’m a eunuch, do you? But so what? I, the incompetent eunuch, married a noble princess, Ha ha ha ha ha.”
She had the impression that Sood had always bowed to his knees, which was completely different from the current distorted image.
The porcelain smoke was trying to climb outside, but the next second, with red-skinned shoes, stepped on her back.
She screamed in pain, and Soda looked so happy, “I wasn’t a eunuch, Princess, did you forget? When you were a kid, I hugged you, but because I hugged you, your fucking father made me castrate.”
“Your father deserves it, and you deserve it. Who makes you so mean?”
She was humiliated by Sudeh’s obnoxious words, and his head was shaking, “I didn’t!”
“No. Where do you want to climb now without you?” Do you think the new Emperor will care about you?”
“Huh. He is now the new king and has a beloved woman. You’re just a dead princess, you bitch!
Sode said, again, he kicked his foot at the jade, “It’s not a good thing that I know that you were castrated. It’s no longer humane.
Sudd’s eyes were filled with anger, and he couldn’t get rid of it just by kicking him. He untied his belt, and then hit him on the verbs, and he said, “Slut! You’re my man. You’re not going out there again.
The porcelain smoke was gnawing on the lips and the lower lips were bleeding.
She can’t speak in pain, and none hears except Soud.
She feels like she can’t breathe.
If you see me like this, you should be happy.
Chapter 04
He was unable to fight and could only watch Sood beat his belt to death, and replaced her with thorny vines.
Suddenly Soud fell on his knees, his bow shivering, and the vine fell to one side.
She was like a dead man, and she couldn’t be angry, and after a while, she choked on her throat, grabbed her hair and forced her to look up: “Give me 100,000 silver.”
“I… don’t…”
“No?” Smiling at her head and crushing her on the ground, “A princess of a country who can’t bring out 100 grand of silver? Tell me who wrote?”
“I tell you, no money, no going out alive!”
Knock, knock, knock.
She was covered in red blood and her throat was covered in blood. She could not say anything.
For three years she had been trapped in a cold palace, where she had not received a penny, despite the fact that she had been treated badly.
Sode has picked up the vines and looks at her again, and she’s so eager to ask: “Dowry, Moo Bai gave her dowries.”
It’s true that the late princess is married to a new Queen in order to make a good name for her.
Sode smiles and shoots her face with her hand’s warning: “Princess, this is your life. If I know you’re still thinking of the Emperor, I’ll skin you alive and then steam you in a steam cage!”
After that, Sood dumped her, whether she was dead or alive.
She was dragged to the ground and moved to the bathhouse, with cold water, and put her head into a barrel.
The clean water was quickly covered in blood.
Every wound in her body was painful, and she groaned in pieces.
Ouch!
She hurts!
At this point, I’m sure you’ll be very kind.
The water was no longer cold, but she didn’t care.
The cage was turned from a cold house to a house of eunuchs where it was locked up all day long and beaten every day, and Sood threw her a bun when she was in a good mood.
I didn’t mean to run away. He was arrested once and subjected to even more egregious abuses.
And Sode said to her, “Run again. Don’t blame me for serving your sick father a bowl of good medicine.”
Thinking of her sick father, she’s sweating.
Sode smiles, and no silver buys the leaves. I told you I wanted to see silver at night.”
In just one month, Sode spent all her dowry.
She doesn’t have the silver anymore.
“No?”
“There are so many eunuchs in the eunuchs, sell them! Princess of the Dead, I’m sure a lot of people would pay you. “Sode’s sarcasm, “You’re all that’s left.”
A whip fell and she gave up trying to close her eyes, when someone came outside the door.
So Soder threw the whip on the floor and looked at her.
She’s the daughter of the Emperor.
“Mr. Soo, the one who’s arguing to see her…”
Father?
The porcelain smoke was struggling to rise, and Sod heard noise and closed the last door, warning her not to make a sound.
“My wife is working too hard tonight and is preparing for the bath.
What are you afraid of?
Sode had been impatient to remove her.
The Royal Library.
The Miyagi woman kneeled and delivered the words of Soda.
On the dragon chair, the gods are mighty, not to be seen.
“Go down.”
After the courtesan left, she swept the whole scene of the crime to the ground under the horrors of cold and white!
Too hard tonight?
She’s got the skills, even a eunuch!
A month of joy, even the most important father! You can’t live without a man?
He can’t help but think about the face lying under another man’s groaning.
You can’t get any better!
Chapter 05
Because there’s no silver, it’s thrown out for silver.
Sud said that, in any case, the silver had to be seen and that he had to wait for the dead to be collected by the Emperor in advance.
The only person who can help her in the grand palace is tycoon.
He was the one who caused her to marry Sodyu. Even if she were to beg him, only scorn and cold eyes would wait.
The smoke is desperate, like the whores in the flowerhouse, for the enjoyment of the guards in the palace.
It’s funny how a princess falls into the position of a laughing whore.
She was not allowed to stay out at night and returned to her room in the cold water tank, where she would have her whole body washed clean, and then lay down on her bed with a smoked pipe and watched her shirt broken, with bruises crumbling in the face of the wall.
It’s been two months, and she hasn’t come for two months.
Her! Pregnant?
The lull of smoke is in a state of panic over the stomach and the body is not able to sustain its fall along the walls of the palace.
Sode is the eunuch, the child is cold.
She was the princess of the dead, and the child was born of the cold, neither the cold nor the heart.
She can’t protect him!
I can’t protect myself!
I can’t protect my children!
But what did she do wrong? God does this to her.
“Sister?”
The smoke rises and stands shoulder to shoulder with each other.
She stopped.
Your Majesty, it’s really your sister.
The cold and cold look to her.
Zipper, get your hands off her belly, but she’s suddenly getting sick.
“Sister looks like she’s pregnant and happens to have learned medicine so that I can give me a pulse.”
“Your Majesty, your sister is really pregnant.” If you’re surprised, you wonder what’s going on, “This kid’s not one of the guards…”
“The Guardian?”
“My maid once told me that I often saw my sister and the guard flirting…”
There was no explanation for the smoke, and his head was down and he fled.
For her, it would be better to make a misunderstanding than to let him know that the child was his.
And with cold eyes and cold eyes staring at her back. After sending Chu Chi back to the palace, he sent someone to find out what he had done these days.
Looks like a secret letter, and it’s hard to contain anger.
He went to a few places marked on the covert letter where she was often present and saw her flirting with the guard next to a fake hill.
“Low purple smoke!”
She was shocked by the sound of the bones, trying to escape, but caught alive and dragged into a kiosk by the fake mountain.
She was panicking and holding a post, behind her, a stabbing lake.
“Whose children? The guard? Or did you have too many of your bodyguards?
Under the smoke, she said, “No.” She said something, and she shut up. No, he can’t know the child is his.
The secret letter came over and scratched her face.
“Do you want to deny it? It’s all a lie.”
“If you’re safe, I might spare you. But you have no idea what you’re doing, married to a woman who doesn’t respect her, and even dares to mess with the palace and die.”
She’s under her skin, staring at her belly.
By a fake rock, a man’s body was exposed, and he looked at a dress surrounded by mantles, a bad face…
Chapter 06
This is a remote garden, which is rarely known in the palace.
The smoke was thrown to the wooden bed inside the pavilion, without a mattress, with a painful numbness in the back of the spine, where she was constricted, her hands covered her stomach, and her lower lip was closely bitten.
She was pale and her head shook in horror: “I beg you, don’t.”
Don’t hurt her kids.
“Lorex smoke, you designed and climbed into my bed three years ago.”
He pulled her out of his chest with his big hand. Every place you go, it causes her to shake. Hands end up in her belly.
This is it. I’m pregnant with other men.
He’s got his hands on his back and he can’t help it.
The smoke is crying in pain and hiding behind.
This child of less than two months is her support and she cannot lose him.
“I was wrong,” she begged, “I was blindfolded by jealousy three years ago, which led you and Chu to miss. I know it’s wrong, but please let me go when Chu is safe.”
The answer to her is that her clothes were torn to pieces.
She’d rather not admit it than it was her fault.
She always knew what to do to provoke him!
“Low purple smoke, I should have given you a mirror to look at your humble face at this moment.”
Chiu Bai turned her over with cold body pressure.
Luxurious smoke keeps struggling.
It’s even hotter, and he’s holding his shoulder. When did you not seduce me? “How long has it been since you said you loved me and turned to other men?”
The smoke heard his sarcasm.
Tears are not allowed to fall.
She met her young, young and young, and she was a teenager. When she learned that his father had intended to make his wife a horse, she stayed up all night.
But when the father asked her if she wanted to, she didn’t dare say anything.
She was afraid that he would not want to, and she was afraid that her words would ruin his path.
However, he did not know that he loved him, even after hearing about it. The world said that if she shared his heart and his heart, she would kill herself by virtue of her status as a princess.
The same is true of Mu Bai, who attacked the city for the sake of Chong Chong. Since then, she has been imprisoned in the cold palace and humiliated in every way.
The people hate her!
The Mansion mocked her!
He humiliated her!
If she’s guilty, if she’s guilty… wouldn’t she be so frustrated?
It closes its eyes and tears are broken like a bead. Just when she thought she was doomed to hide, there were voices coming out of the booth.
Luxurous eyelashes are shivering.
It is a covert guard prepared for her fear of harm again.
“Your Majesty, the Queen is in shock.”
“Go quickly to the Queen’s Palace.”
In secret, she was told to go away, even though she had been seen in her clothes. I don’t care about her at all.
It’s like a flower in the wind, falling alone.
And suddenly there was a footsteps.
Who is it?
Did you come back?
How can he go back when he’s so worried?
On top, a familiar hand. As you can see, the smoke retreated from fear and almost fell into the lake.
She’s in a state of shock, looking at people, and she can’t control her body: “Why are you here?”
Chapter 07
“Why are you here?”
He did not return, and so was Sood.
The look of the lurid smoke at this point makes it clear what happened.
Sud was sorely burned that he slowly laid down his jaws and his eyes, like a snake scorpion, swam on her, went over to pull her up and strangled her.
“Who was the one who just left here?”
The body was empty, her feet were hanging in the middle of the air, her body was falling down, and Sood kept his hands around her neck and she was breathing hard, and she felt she was dying.
She made a hard sound: “No, no one…”
“I lost my life, but my eyes are not blind! How dare you lie to me! The man who walked out of the kiosk with Fang was tycoon!”
“I warned you not to think of him again. You marry me and I’ll be my woman, and I’ll kill you!
She won’t lie again, Sode will really strangle her. Nor did she dare to admit that he had come here, which would have made him even more angry and made him insane.
His feet were moving so thinly, he couldn’t get his hand down.
It’s time for Sood to finally let go.
When she thought she was saved, Sod showed a weird look.
“Ah! Help!
The lurid smoke accidentally fell into the lake, and the cold water came to the surface, almost immediately flooding her.
She can’t swim, there’s kids.
Thinking of the baby, she’s worried about her stomach, and she chokes and she coughs red.
Sode stood by the shore and saw her move.
“Are you pregnant?”
She couldn’t say anything, but she tried to catch the beauty by the side of the stick.
Sode had to cut the vines first, and slit her down to the lake.
“Speak!”
She had nowhere to hide and tried to raise her chin to explain, “I didn’t betray you, the child was before we got married!”
“You think I’ll believe you?”
“Say, whose is the child?”
Sode did it so hard, soon he saw blood.
“Me and those guards… no… no…”
The smoke was intermittent and heard, and Sod became more insane, and the vines were fast and lashes.
It’s not the guard, it’s the cold.
“Does the princess feel happy that she’s pregnant with dragons and that he’ll make you a queen in the palace? I’m going to get rid of your delusions!”
“No! Please, stop fighting!”
Sode saw her sinking, leaving only half a head on the lake, to pull her up with a cane.
The porcelain smoke spits out the water in the throat.
“Look how much you want to have his baby. I’ll help you.”
She was shivering, her wet hair was hanging over her face, and she said she was struggling to look up to Soda, and her voice was dumb: “What do you want to do?”
Sode hum.
She did not know what Sud would have done before and after marriage, he was completely two people, and the real Suds smoked leaves, became addicted to cruelty and, above all, did not appear to be loyal to the cold, but rather, he hated it and was afraid and afraid of what he was afraid to do.
When he returned to the house of the eunuchs, Sood turned over the cigarette butts he normally used to smoke leaf.
“You said, “What will God do to you if he knows that a monster is born?”
No way!
♪ Loving smoke doesn’t shake your head ♪
Chapter 08
Aah!
Head to head against wall, body slanted, line of sight blurred, and soothing shadows of soothing.
She shook her head and walked out as fast as she could.
“Cool, help me!”
It’s close to the hearthouse, and I don’t know if she’s still in the hearthouse.
“You bitch!”
And when he went to the wall of the palace, he was caught by Sod, and he looked up, and there was a great anger.
Pick up the smoke head on your shoulder.
It hurts so much, it doesn’t make a sound, it’s so cold, its eyebrows are squeezing.
“I’m sorry, I’m not going to go to Shibuya. Please don’t hurt my child. If you don’t know the child’s birth, will you be a father?”
“Oh, I’ll take care of the others.”
“No, I’ll do anything! I’ll make more silver for you. Please, spare me and the children…”
“No way!”
The pipe is getting closer, the smoke is repulsive, the eyes are full of despair and pain…
Help me!
Chiu Bai came out of Chu’s heart and there was a black cloud in his eyebrow.
He seems to have heard the call for help.
Footsteps are flat, all around, nothing sounds.
How did she end up near the hearthouse? He saw her as being very comfortable with men and as reluctant to let him touch it.
But the sound of the salivating smoke continues.
“Your Majesty, it’s cold…”
If you come to me, you will return to me.
The heart of Chu is pale, still in shock, and its face is weak and afraid. He remembered that in his first year of the throne, he had nightmares about smoke and night, and did not want him to find out, and that one man was hiding and crying.
What happened to her voice?
“It’s really cold. I want to get to the hearthouse.”
Is she around?
I can’t help but look around, and I can’t see the smoke.
If he was in a nightmare and did not want to be left alone in the palace, he was on official duty and went to the temple with him.
He took his eyes back and he held his lips tight and he kept walking.
I don’t know.
She was unconscious and lost her bright little face. Her eyelashes moved and she looked so hard.
And when he found out, he came to L.A., “What’s wrong with her?”
And when I saw the cold, the smoke sobbing out, the eyes filled with tears: “Save…”
Sooder quickly covered her mouth and put her head in her arms.
“I don’t know which guard has nothing to do with it, but when I found her, she was pregnant again, and Sode was heartbroken and guilty, and he said, “I didn’t protect her.”
“Sister, Master Soo is very kind to you,” she says, “The Emperor is very kind to me, and is afraid that I will keep Dr. Hu and Dr. Lee in the palace as a result of my unwanted pregnancy.”
“Ah, I’m so happy to forget to keep my secret.
“Congratulations to the queen.”
Sudd then kneels down and greets.
He turned around and took off.
The smoke is in Sode’s arms and tears are silent.
Chapter 09
Sode used her hands to smell her nose and breath, not dead. He’s relieved.
A princess who died in her hands would surely be condemned to death if she knew.
Back to the eunuchs.
And Soder touched her face, “Did you just ask for help?”
“Why don’t you listen? Do you think he’ll save you? Next time, I’ll be like this.” So Soder squeezed her neck, “Strangling you.”
“You’re dead, and the children in your belly don’t survive!”
The lurid smoke shook her head and grabbed Sodyu’s hand and let her go.
Sode saw her dying as a result of suffocation.
“Don’t worry, I won’t.”
All the expectations were blown when she said she was pregnant and cold and cold.
The imprint on her shoulder was completely unheeded, and if his heart was nothing but nightmares, he rushed over.
A beloved woman is pregnant, and the child born will be his eldest son, if she knows she is pregnant, she will die sooner.
“Better, or you’ll have a good one!”
Pop!
Sood fell off the door.
Hearthouse.
“You’re pregnant?” Quietly asked.
“It was the lady of the palace who told me that it was two months before my sunflower came, and I had all the symptoms of the woman’s pregnancy, and… the night of the wedding… you were drunk and then…”
Quietly: “Dr. LEE came to the palace to examine the Queen.”
Dr. Lee entered the palace overnight.
In the middle of the night, the light of the hearthouse is clear.
Dr. Lee was wearing beards, groaning a little bit, putting down the veil and kneeling to his side.
“In the eyes of His Majesty, the queen is not pregnant. The delay in the arrival of sunflower is a cause of overstretching and is not surprising among women.”
If the heart rises, the veil will open and the pale face will appear.
“I don’t know I thought…”
He told Dr. Li to come to the pharmacy and told Truszl: “I’ll have the ladies of the palace prepare for you day and day, so you don’t leave the palace and get your body fixed.”
He left after that.
If the heart knew that he was looking for the smoke, she would not be able to act as if she were gentle and submissive, and she hated watching the shadow of the cold that had left.
Why do you care?
Mu Bai went to the eunuchs, and he pushed the door straight into the door, and her face was lit up with a dazzling moon light, and she looked up to her head.
“Where’s Sodasu?”
And when I heard the sound, I looked at him, “What are you doing here?”
“I heard you cry for help. What happened?”
So he heard it, and she had a bitter heart, and she laughed, and said, “Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! Have you never played with Chu?”
“Low purple smoke!”
And the redness of his neck rose, and his fragrance rose.
He’s worried about what really happened to her, and he’s coming here, and he’s cheating again!
Damn, he shouldn’t have come.
She looked seriously at the familiar and strange person before her eyes and explained that she had not forced her heart to commit suicide on countless occasions, and he did not believe it. What is the matter with you that he believes in a cover-up?
The eyes turned to her belly, and he asked, “You can’t leave a man alone?”
Chapter 010
“Yes. So, when Sue couldn’t do the housework, I went to the guard, and I couldn’t get enough of it, and I went to the two… until I got pregnant, and let me think, which one was the father?”
His teeth were gnawing, and he had an unstoppable anger in his eyes, and his eyebrows were raised and his rib was coming out.
“Bitch.”
Bitch? She whispered, she lost her face, she couldn’t smile anymore, her face was pale and weak, “I am two months pregnant and this child is yours”.
He was very shocked by the fact that he was frozen and his eyes were staring at her abdomen.
His throat rolls and he hears his heart beating more and more.
“You really…” sounds like you’re rolling through the sand.
“No way!”
“The soup never fell, you wouldn’t be pregnant. Now all the evils you’ve tasted are what you planted before.
She’s never done anything wrong to anyone. Why should she taste that?
I’m not saying anything.
She was cold, cold from the bones, twitched with her purple fingers, and shuddered in her sleeve.
“Low purple smoke. I’ll ask you again for the last time, whose child is it?”
He’s gonna find that man and kill him.
Her voice was weak, “I can’t believe it was you.”
“It’s a shame that I thought I’d get it on my child.”
She’s so angry that she’s been played by the lurid smoke.
“Even if you were pregnant with my child, I would never have let you be born!”
Knowing is one thing, hearing him say it is another.
The heart falls into the bottom of the abyss.
Thinking of the child, she stopped talking, looked empty, pushed his hand away.
Chiu Bai returned to calm, watched her with his hands behind her back.
“I gave you the chance, you didn’t treasure it. I won’t come back here, and I won’t see you again.
After that, Mu Bai pushed the door out.
The door was closed, the only light disappeared, and the light in her eyes disappeared.
She must have been disappointed.
Because of her physical injuries, she was unable to go out to earn money and returned to her previous days.
She was confined to her room by Sode, and as long as he was unhappy, she would be beaten up day after day.
At first, she struggled and begged for forgiveness, slowly, and she fell down on the ground like a dead man and was beaten by Sood.
Tonight, Sood didn’t come back.
She ran out and wanted to see his father again.
She couldn’t go in there, so she stood barefoot at the door and looked inside like a ghost.
Until the door was opened and the cold appeared.
“What are you doing here?”
The wind blew up her already messy hair and she heard her voice: “Isn’t it only my death that proves that I didn’t do those things?”
Cold white straight through her.
“You want to die, you die! Death only proves you’re a thief!”
She used to be a princess and knew every place in the palace.
She’s standing high, where she can see the back of the cold and white.
The smoke closes its eyes and lets its body fall.
Bye-bye.
Because of the fuzzy smoke, Mu Bai was so restless, he woke up to practice his sword three days later, the sky was so bright, and she came running for the half-dead Emperor’s palace.
“Your Majesty! Something happened to the princess!”
Chapter 011
“What happened to her?”
“The princess! He’s dead.”
“What?” “Look!”
The Miyagi girl came all the way to the house of the jade.
The doctor has been here, and he has just brought out the medicine box from the lowl smoke bedroom.
When you see the cold white, you stop your steps with respect and salute the cold white: “Supreme.”
“Don’t be polite. Stand up.” “How is she?”
The doctor looked up to him and saw nothing from his face.
He turned his eyes and said, as he saw it, “Sith, Miss Lo fell from high ground, broke her right hand, lost too much blood and is in a coma. And…”
“And what?” He asked.
The doctor glanced at the people around her eyes, and she pressed down the sound, saying, “Son, the child in the belly of Miss Lo couldn’t keep it, the child… the child is born.”
And when it was said, the pavilion of the pavilion was covered with a fine bead.
Mu Yi Bai heard the news of the birth of the purple smoke, and said, “Leave down.”
A heart of the doctor finally landed and left in haste.
He was able to walk on his feet and followed her to her bedroom.
It appears that there is still a blood in the bedroom and that the cold is frowning.
The porcelain smoke was lying on the bed, with a small face with a big slap on it without blood, and it was trapped in the blanket.
The Queen moved a bench for Zhu Bai, and it took a handkerchief from the shelf next to the Zhu Bai, soaking it with water.
The smoke is still awake, the eyebrow locks are tight, and the lips seem to be piling up.
The cold came closer, and it was then that she heard what she said.
“The cold, the white, I’m in pain…”
The sound is weak, like the little cat that was born, so the wind blows away.
The Miyagi woman’s movement is even lighter, fearing that she will feel a slight discomfort.
“And the Emperor? Is the Emperor in there?”
There was a sudden noise outside the room.
Queue white horn jumps.
If the Jesuit guards were to obstruct him, he would break into the door.
When I saw the cold whiteness sitting in front of the ludicrous bed, my heart stomped and stepped forward.
“Your Majesty, why are you in your sister’s room?” If the heart acts as if it’s as if it’s astonished, it’s as if it’s as if it is.
I heard her and looked up and said, “What’s wrong?”
If you hide your lips in your handkerchief and shake your head in a panic, “Superior, actually, this is all done by your sister. Before she jumped, she told me that if she jumped, the Emperor would care about her.”
When I heard it, I felt like a joke.
His face sank in a second and he left with his sleeve.
When the courtyard was removed, it was even more a direct disregard for the rush to arrive at Soda.
Soud had seen the fury of the tyrannical white as far away as possible, and had walked into the room as soon as it had gone.
Sode, whether or not the smoke is awakening, strangled the neck of the smoke and poured a heated dose of the heat from the side.
The purple smoke was choked to the eye.
And Soder strangled her neck so hard, “Slut, I’m not here, you dare die? If you die, I’ll kill your father!
The porcelain smoke can’t breathe, and a tear drops in the eye.
A tear of blood.
By the time Sood left with enough anger, the heart that had left had returned.
She got a bowl of pills from the accompanying waitress.
“I made a special bowl of pills, which is good for my sister’s body. Sister must drink.”
If the heart was cold, she would choke her mouth and fill it.
“Well, I’m relieved that my sister drank the medicine.”
If you look down on your bed coughing, you turn your head.
Chapter 012
Since that day, Mu Bai has had nightmares.
In his dream he saw the old emperor and the lurid smoke.
They were very good to him and had to respond as if they were to bring to him all the good things in the world.
But he missed and killed them.
The cold and white are awakened by the bloody hands of the dream, and all their clothes are wet.
The eunuch who happened to be close to him came in and told me that the Queen was waiting outside.
And I was so tired of her eyebrow, “Send her in.”
Chu’s heart, João-Nachi, walked in from the outside and had one tray.
“Your Majesty, I have heard you have had a nightmare, and I have made a tea, a formula made by a doctor, which says it’s an aberration.”
If the heart drops the tray and holds the tea bowl with its hands to the face of Mu Bai.
“Taste it.”
Mu Bai took the tea bowl in her hand and lifted the cap.
The hot air of the tea and the scent are evaporated.
It’s a little bit of a different smell.
He’s like, “Back down the tea bowl, he’s like, “What did you put in this tea?”
If Chu’s heart was frightened by his cold voice, tears were rapidly raging in his eyes.
“I didn’t, Your Majesty, I really didn’t!”
“No?” “Smuggles, you don’t think I can smell the accelerant?” Why are you doing this?”
When the tears fell in her eyes, she wept so patheticly: “Supreme, it’s my fault, I’m just afraid, and they say that if I had no children, I would be ruined by you …”
“Bullshit!”
If the heart of Chu kneels and walks forward to the cold and white feet, “Your Majesty, will you do that to me?”
“What I do to you, you know. Those who chew their tongues again, I will punish them severely. Go on back.”
If you bite your teeth so hard in your heart, you bow down with respect and leave the palace.
He said to the lady who was with him, “Let’s go to the jab.”
It has been a few days since Sood arrived, and she was able to rest and rest in her bed, but she was in deep pain and therefore had no sleep.
If Chu’s heart brings with it a huge crowd of people, he kicks the door straight through the smoke.
“Leave back, watch your back, and don’t let anyone in.”
I’m sorry.
The Miyagi withdrew and covered the door.
The heart went straight to the bed and the hair torn with the purple smoke.
The smoke was so restless, it was being held back by Chu’s heart and a breath of coolness.
If the heart was torn with the hair of the purple smoke, she would be dragged to the head and hit hard on the wood column on the bedside.
“Slut, it’s because of you. If it wasn’t for you, how could the Emperor do this to me!”
Luo Chi-Yong didn’t answer the questions, but he was even more angry.
She looked at the soft right hand of the jab, smiled hard, reached out with the big red hand and choked up.
It’s so good to see the pain in your face.
“Do you know why I pretended to commit suicide?”
If you’re in the air, you smile, “Because I know the holy world.”
“I’m afraid you don’t know, but the Emperor is your father’s child! And you, the general’s daughter!”
Chapter 013
It’s a secret that the fuzzy smoke was a bit of an aberration.
There was finally some reaction to seeing the smoke, and then the heart went down.
“You have a deep bond with His Majesty and your father has set it up. There is no place for me near the holy man. I don’t like it.”
When she showed her hatred, she dragged her hair and hit her on the head a few times.
“So, in order for the Emperor to remember me forever, I did a play where everyone thought I was dead! So that I can always have His Majesty and forever crush you!”
The more you talk about it, the more she takes up her hair, the more she looks at her.
“Let the dead live, you know? I’ve worked so hard for so many years, I finally made it! I’m not gonna give up on all this.”
If you push it so hard, you push it back to the bed, and you take a handkerchief out of your sleeves and wipe your hands.
“I will show you how His Majesty loved me. You will only be rejected forever.”
Come on, if you turn your back, push the door out.
She didn’t notice that the purple smoke fell on the bed and held her hand tight.
Soon after Chu was gone, Sood walked in drunk.
He had arrived outside the door when Chu had arrived, and had been held up for some time in the courtyard, and had been sobered up with wine.
Then, when Soud entered the door, he saw the puffing on the bed, and laughed.
“You don’t know, you and the Queen are very close. She sends her regards at this hour.”
He looked at the mantle above his head and ignored him.
Sode saw her like this.
He went up in front of him, raised his hand and opened his bow to his face, and took dozens of breaths.
“What’s the matter, being taken care of by the Queen’s Lady doesn’t make me much of you, does it? I’d like to see who paid you the most.”
Sode didn’t stop until his hands got numb.
He also smoked a cigarette pole outside his waist, and a few dozen times on his body, so he felt that his anger had gone off.
Look at the pitiful look of the smoke, and Sud’s eyes turn.
“The Queen is so tired of you, so I’ll make you feel good.”
He pulled a small can of china out of his arms and pulled some grass leaves out of his finger and put them in the pipe.
It was then set on a candle fire for a few moments, and it was only when the pipe started to smoke that it was taken with satisfaction.
“It’s a good thing. I’ll give you a reward.
Sode then choked on her mouth and shoved the pipe into her mouth, forcing her to take a few large sips.
He just watched L.A. smoke the whole can of leaf.
It was with satisfaction that the smoking rods were withdrawn when the facade of the leaf was seen on the face.
Sode was tired, pulled out of his waist and siped on a chair by the bedside.
Soon he got drunk and waved his hand and threw the candlestick on the table down.
The fire spread rapidly and quickly shocked the women outside.
The typhus who heard the news of the break-in came quickly.
Fortunately, only the arm was burned and is now being held by the Miyagi in the yard.
It’s not good to see the bruises on the hands of the smoke.
“Somebody, lock up Soda!”
An additional yard has been arranged in Mu Bai City to allow the smoke to fall.
After that, he left.
In the middle of the night, the porcelain smoke rose from the bed in a difficult manner, and a set of soothed clothes came out of the pillow.
She changed her clothes quickly and slipped out of the yard.
She’s going to see her father.
Chapter 014
The smoke looks fragile these days, and in fact she woke up the day she fell from a high ground.
The poison that she had been given to the maid had also been held by her hands in the middle of the night and vomited on a changed bed.
Even the torture she was subjected to.
Even this burn, she didn’t say anything.
It looks like it’s going to be dead.
But she’s always awake, waiting for an opportunity to see her father.
This time, she finally waited.
The smoke drags into his body and sneaks into his garden.
There were only two escorts out in the yard, and the smoke came in easily.
There was no candle fire in the room where the father was, and the smoke barely touched the wall and entered the door.
Far from it, the smoke heard a strong cough coming from the bed.
She was in a hurry to walk, kneeling in front of her bed, whispering, “Father, Father!”
The Emperor heard the smoke and thought he was dreaming.
He touched the hand that touched the purple smoke, shaking and asking, “Is that you, purple smoke?”
“It’s me, Father, I’m the smoke.”
Loving smoke holds his father’s hand and finds his arms thin.
“My father, you have suffered.”
The Emperor held the hand of the javie and wept equally.
Father and daughter cried for a while.
“My father, I have something to ask you.”
“You say.”
“If you say so, it’s your child. Is this true?”
It’s got silk in it.
As soon as the Emperor listened, he said, “The smoke, how do you know?”
The blue smoke’s cold in the heart.
The father did not immediately deny it, but asked why she knew.
It seems that the truth is true.
“Smoke, this is my fault.” The Emperor was so guilty, “It was my child. I’m begging you, Father, don’t talk to me, okay? The father feared that he would blame himself.”
The smoke was silent and held the hand of the old emperor for a long time before he whispered, “I will, Father.”
Suddenly, there was a fire out of the window and a clear and loud footsteps.
“No, someone’s coming!” The Emperor was shocked, “Smoke, hide under the bed.”
The smoke was lying on the floor, rolling around, under the bed.
She held her breath and saw a familiar pair of shoes.
It’s typhoid.
Mu Bai drank a lot of wine and was a little drunk at the moment, so he did not notice anything.
The Emperor lay in bed, and was relieved to see the undetected look of cold white.
Instead of sitting down, Mu Bai stood in front of the Emperor’s bed and looked down at him.
He asked, “Why did you treat me? You want me to be a horse? What was your idea?”
The Emperor looked up at the cold face and had a heartache.
He didn’t talk, he just looked at it in peace.
He looked at the Emperor with a cold and displeasure, and he was so upset.
It’s the same as the L.A.
The smoke, hidden under the bed, heard the words of cold and white, and saw his father remain silent and his heart completely cooled.
She realized that what Chu had said was true.
It keeps her breathing.
A little heavy breathing was immediately detected in the cold.
Chapter 015
“Who?”
It’s only in the direction where the breath comes from that cold white bends.
There was no further movement.
The Emperor looked nervously at the cold and feared that he would find the smoke.
Stay on the bottom of the bed.
Just as the lurid smoke thought it was about to be exposed, a hurried voice sounded from outside.
“Your Majesty! No! Miss Lok is missing!”
The cold, white, straight up, looking on the side towards the running eunuch.
“I lost it. How did I lose it?”
The head of the eunuch is sweaty: “Well, the slave doesn’t know, but go and look.”
He saw the Emperor, who was lying on his bed and kept his eyes open, and for a moment, he threw his sleeves and left his bedroom in a hurry with the eunuch.
When the outside sound disappeared, the lurid smoke came out of the bed.
The Emperor coughed a few times and whispered to her, “The purple smoke is not safe here. Get out of here.”
It was only three times before I bowed myself to the Emperor with tears in my eye.
The guard informed him immediately after Mu Bai had arrived at the lurid smoke room.
“Your Majesty, there’s something strange about the flowers in Miss Lo.”
The bodyguards led the plume to the bouquet, pointing the roots of the flowers to the plume: “Supreme, look at this flower’s roots, which are rotting, and appear to have been filled with medicine.”
Put out his hand, fanned it and sent it under his nose.
It does smell like herbs.
It’s the one that’s supposed to throw up the poison from Chu’s heart!
“Let’s search for them and find the purple smoke!”
He’s standing in his bedroom, and it’s getting colder.
If that doesn’t make him realize anything’s wrong, then he’s a king!
“Your Majesty! There’s trouble again!”
Half an hour later, the guards stormed in front of Mu Bai, in anticipation of the cold and the white.
“The cell where Sudyu was held was broken and Sod has disappeared!”
“What? He’s missing too?” “Cha!” If you can’t find out where they are, you’ll meet him at the head.”
This is the first time they’ve seen such a fire.
The guards were afraid to send more men to search for the smoke and sodium.
Eventually, a team of guards found the housekeeper who had been knocked out at the pharmacy.
It was immediately reported to the typhoid.
By the time the cold came to pass, Sood had been overwhelmed by the guards, accompanied by the faint smoke.
The guards brought what they had searched for in front of Mu Bai.
“Your Majesty, Sudesu had been sucking on the leaf with a cigarette gun until he was captured, and she was lying next to him.”
“Malja? More detailed.” The cold and white detailed the weak Sood, and left the guards to go down.
“According to the guards of Sudyu, he would go mad if he could not suck the leaf. That’s what it looks like tonight.”
The guard looked at the ludicrous and dimness of the water and swallowed his spit and said,
“In his mind, he must have been a smoke addict and tried to suck up the leaf, so he broke the lock and took Miss Lo until she finished smoking the leaf and ran away.”
Listen to the guard’s analysis, it makes sense.
He waved, “Took Sood to a prison he couldn’t get out.”
He then pointed to the unconscious lurid smoke.
“Take her back.”
Chapter 016
Mu Yi Bai went back to his bedroom with the Miyagi who sent her to her room.
There was no movement on the road, and she did not moan, even if she was hit in the bump.
Mu Bai suspected that the smoke had woken up and that the road was going to pretend to be unconscious.
He’s got a vicious eye on the smoke and his mouth is full of threats.
“Loving smoke, stop pretending, I know you’re awake. If you don’t open your eyes, I’ll have your fingernails pulled out and you’ll taste it.”
There’s no movement on the lurid smoke, and the breath is still invisible.
“I will also have the bones of your leg broken with a little iron bar, so that you will never get up and will remain in bed and let the whole court see what happens.”
The smoke is still quiet.
I still don’t believe that the smoke didn’t wake up.
He looked down and found white cloths wrapped in the wrists of the lurid smoke.
A knife in the back of the waist was lifted, and the skin of the vermin was drawn with the sharp edge of the knife.
The white cloths were out of buttons and a piece of cloth fell on the ground.
The hands of the lurid smoke are gone, soft as a strange radians.
It’s like this, but it still doesn’t react.
In this case, Mu Bai is completely convinced that the smoke is really fainting.
He again observed the smoke and saw that she did not show any signs of awakening before turning around and leaving.
Soon after Mu-buk left, the smoke opened up.
She endured pain, picked up several cloths from the ground and secured her broken right hand.
She felt cold and even twitched.
I’m afraid it’s a leaf addiction.
She’s out of strength and has a breath of pain from addiction.
She’s got to get revenge!
The bedroom is closer to the yard where Chu Xuan lives.
There’s an idea.
Every day, she was kept in the middle of the night until the guards on duty and the tycoon had fallen asleep, tied to white sheets and dressed as a ghost.
It’s a good idea. If you get suspicious, you can scream at her with a little big noise.
The performance of the heart is seen in a cold light, and there is a growing displeasure.
This has made it less and less time for me to find my heart and more time to stay in the temple.
The smoke finally waited a good time to hide it.
She was lurking in the bushes behind the pavilion, watching the candles lit in the pavilion.
In half an hour, the typhoid will put out the lights and go alone to sit in the yard.
That’s the moment.
She was crouching in the grass, staring too far at the temple, so she heard no small footsteps coming from behind.
One hand came out of the back of the verb and covered its mouth.
The smoke looked up in the eyes, with both hands scratched back, in an attempt to release the person who was holding her.
The man dragged the smoke to the road behind the grass, which was very close to the entrance to the temple.
The smoke is staring up.
And the evil is not alone, but when it is, the candles in the temple shall be extinguished.
Zhu Bai is about to go to the entrance of the temple.
Looks closer and closer, tears coming out of the corner of the eye.
She suddenly felt despair.
Ulock.
“The Shroud.”
It was my first day as a field nurse, and the weather was nice, but the sky was filled with smoke.
The front line is short of people. I’ll call them as soon as I’m hurt. The head nurse did not agree, but because it was voluntary, it was not easy to say.
That year, I was 19.
Zisho 24.
He is a sergeant with official rank and a British student, most of whom are in the rear, very few on the front, and the head nurse takes care of me and sends me to focus on him.
When he first met him, he dragged a leg that was fast amputated, and his eyes were red, and his face was covered with earth and oil, and his clothes and sand were glued into flesh and blood, and he was pressed on a stretcher and shouted,
It’s almost hysterical.
I’ve seen this for more than a dozen days, it’s not surprising to see it, it’s not as confusing as when I first came. Besides, the disruption could only slow down the rescue time, and I calmly commanded the men to carry the stretcher.
After a while, he fainted.
Anesthetized and sent to the temporary operating room.
The operation went well. I wiped his face, wiped his body, and prevented the infection.
– He’s handsome.
The nose is strong, the face is clear, the eyes are closed, the eyelashes are longer than the woman, the face and the two colors under the neck should be sun. But a little tan, save me my cheap brother. It’s too white.
It’s not like war is a war machine, and I and other nurses will whisper about who’s good-looking, who’s good-looking, who’s good-looking and our nurse…
My heart says this brother will be discussed for a few days.
I don’t know.
My relationship with Zisho is the tip of the pin against Man.
This guy has a venomous mouth, and occasionally I can’t help but go back to it.
I can’t beat him, I have to change his medicine and feed him!
And he’s convinced that, and he’s been messing with me all day, and it’s so annoying that I’m in debt when I get changed, like, “What can you do?”
Until that day, I received a letter from Su-Hhang’s son-of-a-bitch who finally put his heart down and was in such a beautiful mood that he changed his meds.
It’s been more than a month since we’ve known each other. He’s got a good young body. He’s out of bed.
“What, what good is it? Did Dr. Lee, your most handsome, propose to you?” He lays his arms against the wall of the bed, hanging.
I looked at him and said, “My brother wrote today, and I’m happy not to see you as a scoundrel!”
He’s having fun, and he’s like, “Dude, you got a brother? I don’t think he’s an only child.
I put my hands on the medicine, and the line was flat, and it was just low, “The family, just us.”
He left the wall with his back, “I…”
And for the first time I saw him swallowing and vomiting, I didn’t get used to it. Sometimes I look down on him, I just read useless books, I can’t kill a ghost, and I’ve been commenting all day, saying that’s…
As I changed his medicine, I said, “The white knife that died during the massacre went into the red knife and did not suffer much. He wanted to be a hero before he died, to protect his grandson from Wang’s grandmother’s family… but unfortunately he couldn’t be saved.”
He seemed like he was trying to say something, but I thought about it as a consolation, and I heard a lot of it, and I went on to say, “Father has been a private man for life, stubborn, or even corrupt… But when he was so patriotic and the country was in trouble, all the money he could give was donated to his family, and the men, who were more than a metre, lost weight. My brother and I didn’t have enough to eat, but he would have dragged us after drinking.
But he insisted on working in private, not paying for it, sending the kids back for dinner. But even so, one day less people than another. And then I realized, in this troubled world, he insisted on teaching — the ghost had to fight and read, not the ghost had to run, not the thousand years of civilization had to be lost…
The father said — it’s called giving time to civilization.”
“He left it to our brothers and sisters, so I went to the nurse and my brother went to the front.”
“What about you? Do you have brothers and sisters at home?” I didn’t give him a chance to consolate.
He looked me in the eyes for a while and leaned back, “A little business in the old house was rich.” Says he lit a cigarette.
I should have stopped him, but I didn’t stop him when I noticed that he looked down and looked sad.
At that moment I realized — this man, who I thought was a professional boy before the war, also seemed to have had a tragic experience.
In fact, everyone here, everyone in this age has.
No exceptions.
No one survived.
“My mother didn’t have an early father and an aunt, whose son was three years older than me.” After the smoke, he gagged his eyes and seemed to remember.
“When the traitor entered the city with the devil, he wanted to talk to my father about cooperation and material. Father vowed not to die at first. Later, he heard a statement from a martyr at the scene, and then came home and drank a night’s drink and promised the following day. He bought explosives on the black market, falsely asked the ghost to carry food and supplies, ordered explosives in the warehouse and destroyed them with the ghost.”
“Uncles are still chords, and the ghosts are watching. She went to live in the house, failed in the assassination, scolded the Japanese on the third floor of the house — and then jumped down… blood, splattered the ground, the rain couldn’t wash off the mark… and the next day, a lot of ass was put in there.”
“Big brother sent me out of the country to study and seek refuge, and then I came back to the other population to know that he was in the army… and then to the other population, that he had died.”
“The body is buried in the ground, somewhere.”
Silence spread between us.
Death is too heavy to breathe, with the support of the family. It’s like we’re both talking in plain terms, but it’s all fake.
After he smoked a cigarette, he was unconscious to get a second one, and this time I blocked his hand.
He sat on the bed looking at me.
“It’s bad for your body.” I’m just saying.
“Well, I don’t know how long I’ll live.” It seemed to me that it was too incorrigible, and he smiled and said, “I am so loyal and I can’t slow down!”
I’ve always looked at him with careless eyes and said nothing.
And the door is full of loyalty,
If we must die, the result seems to be the best account and gift to our homeland in this era.
Perhaps it is only through such times that one can understand — and worse than death — that death is ignored. People get used to it, they get cold eyes… And is there a bright future for a people? Is it important to have a strong boat? Of course it matters. But I thought it was more important than that — the belief in people! Otherwise, even if the powers retreat in one day, there will be only one nation…
Fortunately, I see this conviction in Zissau, in these fighters.
Besides, it’s piling up in the open!
I don’t know.
Later, our relationship was much better, although he made me laugh from time to time, but not like before, and I made a great difference to him.
The hospital is very close to the front, and people are outraged and numbed by the shelling they hear daily. I used to wrinkle my head, and when I changed his medicine, he blocked my ears.
There was ashes all over the house, and the fire was red all over the city, and his hands were temporarily cut off by the sound of screams, shouts, curses, howlings, coming from all sides.
That was the quietest minute of my day.
I’m still crouching there, looking up for seconds. Look at the light in his eyes.
Here, life is like mustard,
In this place of purgatory, there is a little desire for the future and for light. Tragic is not surprising here, but the loss of a single life is still daunting. But brutal wars force people to grow up and to be brave, and people learn to be bold and open the way for China in the midst of one day.
The young man before me is a young man who, from the age of his youth to the present day, has grown braver, more determined and more understanding of nationalism.
It took a long time for me to understand the truth — how important it is for a person to appear in your life. For me, it seems inevitable to meet and fall in love with Zisho during a time of war, when there was no tomorrow or even the next second.
I remember a time when the Japanese had lost their war and stopped fighting for days. That day, the weather was perfect, and the clouds were burning up, and it was so long.
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen such a beautiful view.
The wounded, who can walk, are crowded in the yard or lying by the window watching the sky.
People laugh for a long time and look at the good weather as if they saw hope.
I held him in rehabilitation training and I asked him, “What do you want to do after the war?”
Perhaps it was too beautiful that day, and he rarely said, “Wait till the end of the day,” and instead looked at the sunset and pulled up his mouth and said, “To marry a daughter-in-law, to have a boy and a girl, to send them to school, which is wide and bright, not in the old shacks, where the children laugh, not the fear that should have been written in their pure eyes.”
“Oh, it’s true.” I don’t know what to say, he scratched his head, “I don’t know what to say, but I learned it from our headmaster. The environment is too fucking affecting. Actually… I like reading. After the war, food, books are cheaper than food, I want to buy a big box!
He looked at me, “What do you think?”
He was tall, and I was in his chest, and I had to lean on his head, but he smiled so loudly, “Good.”
He smiled at me, and he said, “The boy is called Ann, the girl is called the deer, okay?”
I said, “What do I care?” I’m a little shy, “What do you like to call?” And I said, “Go.”
He had to come up with a crutch without a leg wound, but I ran too fast and started acting like a poor man, and he said, “Oh, my gosh… did I break it again… Dr. Sue, come on, I’m in pain.”
He’s a scoundrel. I’m going back.
“Hey, he stood up and laughed at me, “Ann means peace, deer… guess what?”
“I don’t know, I don’t know!” I was surrounded for the first time by such an inexplicable love, and the whole person was excited and uncomfortable.
He doesn’t sell off, he bends over and says to me, “The first time I saw you, your big eyes looked so good!
More than two months later, his leg was almost better.
I was assigned to another job, spent most of the day, and I didn’t have time to feed him until dinner.
And behold, on a couch known to it, a strange face.
I stopped for a while, and I was in the narrow aisle, and I got hit on my shoulder.
When he walked out with the lunch tank, he walked out of the door with a weed on his back, a nice hat and a wind button, but… he looked like a punk.
It’s a yellow flower.
Shush!
I got scared and turned my head — a foreigner. The foreigner with the camera, I saw him the other day. The nurse said it was a field reporter.
He smiled at me, and he left.
Zisho doesn’t care. Keep looking at me and ask, “Do you like it?”
I coughed, I looked away, and I squeaked.
He bends over, he wants to see my face, and I bury it deeper.
“Is it good?”
“Well… it’s hard to see you send me!” I looked up and laughed into his eyes.
And he looked at me and he said, “Well, I feel good too.”
I was shy again.
He’s laughing at his chest, “Dr. Sue, I’m leaving. You have nothing to say?”
I’m just turning my head up, biting on my lips, and he just broke it up, “You know what? He’s got a far-fetched smile.
When I turned around, I grabbed his horn, and spent almost four months in my head.
I can’t tell when I’m moving.
There’s no need to tell.
In that time when love is the end of a person’s life and the promise is the end of a life, even love is the beginning of romance.
“I’ll wait for you to come back…”
His hands were strangling, and it seemed like he was using a lot of energy to turn around.
I shake my head, “Zisho, I know what you think, and I know you’re doing for my own good.”
“I don’t want to say anything or promise to you, and I just want to say — I, like my stubborn father, am sure of it and can’t persuade.”
And he is looking, and he is not holding up anything while his forehead is churning.
I smiled, but my tears fell down my cheeks, “Hey, Zisau, you’re leaving, aren’t you going to hug me?”
He was shocked that I could say such an open words when I grew up in a traditional Chinese family, but immediately thereafter, the shock faded and my eyes softened.
He also has tears in his eyes and shines in the sunset.
I leaned on his chest and whispered, “Zisho’s flower smells good.”
“Well next time I’ll send you.”
I’ll wait.”
He took one, removed the leaves and stuck them on my side.
“…is it good?”
“Beautiful!”
. .
In that age, the worst thing for unmarried girls was to marry a soldier, to spend more time together and worry that they would never see each other again, and that they would not even be able to find their bones;
But the luckiest is to marry the soldiers — because, for whatever reason, they were the most vocal in that time, and the wives of the soldiers seemed proud.
And I thought in my heart, but to his side,
And without realizing it, thinking about the future…
Three months later.
I received a letter from Zissau, and I had a whole week.
That morning, I used to sing to the wounded, and I turned around and saw two soldiers in good clothes, walking in with their feet.
They’re the ones who sent me the suicide note. I’m the one who wrote the suicide note, and I’m the one who wrote the suicide note or the family note.
So I knew them.
As usual, there is an inordinately heavy step to proclaim yet another death.
The house was extremely quiet, and everyone looked in my direction, and the mobile soldiers stood down from the bed, and the men sitting on the bed also took their clothes out.
“Hello, Miss Sugar?” The two men who had just spoken in the past suddenly called out my name, and I fainted and seemed to realize something.
“…it’s me.”
“This is your brother Su-Hhang’s suicide note, you…”
I took the suicide note and the notice of death in a tremor, and two men saluted me, along with the wounded throughout the house.
“Happily.”
I don’t know how long I’ve been standing up to open the letter.
It’s a suicide note. It’s a normal home book.
The kid never wrote a suicide note, he said…
I remember him standing in front of me as though he were one year younger than me, but there was enough backs in the barracks to hold this house of our brothers and sisters.
When I opened the letter, I felt my legs were shaking.
So I crouched down and spread the paper.
He said something like before.
For example, he killed dozens of ghosts; for example, he was strong, the platoon captain made him a bomber; for example, this year the field was full of flowers, and there was a small tune by his comrades, and the flowers were beautiful, like when our father was still here, and we were out playing crazy, and we went to the mountains, and there was a big flower, and we were taught a lesson when we came home.
He said he had a dream, in which he was a brother and I was a sister, so he said that we would be a family in the next life, not a brother and a brother.
He’ll take care of me…
He said he suddenly wanted my horse hoof cake…
He said it’s okay to have his birthday. I hope he’ll come back for my birthday in winter.
He said I’m not too young. Do you like it? He said he didn’t want me to like being a soldier. It would be hard, but he said he was a good soldier, man! I don’t know.
Just a dozen lines, I look and look.
People around me look at me with concern.
It took me a while to get my voice back, “Sorry, I’m… out.” Hospitals were filled with blood, death and separation, and I did not want to pass on my emotions to more people.
Stand up and run a few steps to help the bed.
And I ran behind a broken house, and the mail was on my chest, and I cried with my mouth covered.
I’m not even 20 years old.
He hasn’t met the girl he likes, he hasn’t had a sweet love, he hasn’t had days…
What, it’s gone?
I remember my father saying that he named us Sugar, Soo-Hung, from “There’s Soo-Hung in Heaven,” and that she was sweet, especially when she was pregnant, so she used the word Sugar. When he met his mother in Hangzhou when he was young, he said that Hangzhou was a good place, and we’d move over…
But now that the father is gone, the brother has left a letter… and I don’t want heaven anymore, even in purgatory.
I want family…
I used to think my name was different from this world of Douges, but now this family seems to have left me that name…
Another six months.
The wounded continue to be seen only a few times, and most of the nurses in the hospital are girls in their early 20s, who have been exhausted several times.
One day, a very familiar foreigner found me.
“I’m about to leave China. This picture was taken when I came here. I never had a chance to give it to you.” Say, he handed it over.
In the picture of black and white, I bowed my head, with a big bouquet of flowers, and Zisau stood in front of me, and we were so close, and his face was so beautiful, it was only a little blurry in the sunset, but the horns were still like that.
The picture was of no colour, but I seemed to smell the flowers and felt his warm embrace.
I laughed.
I remember he said he liked to look at me smile… and he was happy.
The words of thanks have not been said yet, and the nurse ran over with no breath.
Sugar!
“What’s wrong, Chief Nurse?”
“…” The nurse breathed and gave me a well-deposed but wrinkled envelope.
There are no names on the envelope.
But I guess I already know who it is.
Mother died early, she was with her father and brother, except for them.
At that moment, I just felt like the sound of my father’s voice, the sound of Hang’s voice, the sound of the street in Nanking’s house, the sound of the screams, the sound of the shells, the sound of the children chasing, the sound of the books, the sound of Zisho’s calling my name… I don’t know.
I tried to catch one, but I couldn’t hear.
It’s like the whole world is getting so far away from me.
The nurse called me worried several times.
I nodded and received the letter and thanked Mr. foreigners before opening the letter.
It’s like, slow down, slow down…
Only three lines.
Twenty-three words.
Nor does he have the habit of writing a suicide note, which is short-lived, penthouse, but a little flaunted, and which is not like his previous note.
It’s supposed to be a hard fight, done in a panic.
Tears sprung in the dirt beneath my feet, and as he was still alive one day, I saw something wrong in Su-Hun’s handwriting, and wrote to ask him if he was injured. In yet another letter, Su-Hhang admitted that he had sustained a stray bullet wound, which he described as minor.
That fool must be lying…
That day, when I read the letter, I was drinking with an iron tank, and suddenly it fell on the ground, and the water splattered onto the white nurse’s dress, and the tank rolled down the stairs, and tears were pouring out, and the whole face was empty. Zisho was crouching on the next steps, looking at me carefully, gently and without tiresomely, wiping away tears that seemed never to last.
“Sou sugar, don’t worry, you’re alive, don’t scare yourself… don’t cry.”
I couldn’t breathe, and I looked at him through my eyes, “Zisho, do you think we can win? When will this war become a leader?”
Soon, we’ll win. Sugar, don’t be afraid.”
“Well, Zissau, don’t die, let’s meet for victory.”
He looked at me for a long time and showed me that signic smile, “Okay!
But I’m not the Emperor.
He still couldn’t come back.
I suddenly remembered the days before his departure, when his fellow combatants, together with him, were all wounded and returned to the battlefield. I stood around the corner with alcohol and gauze, and I saw two people looking at each other, with their eyes full of hope for this country, holding their hands and saying, “Blessed to meet you in this life, if this trip goes away, I’ll see you in the next.”
Perhaps there was some separation, which had been laid long ago, but not noticed. Maybe it’s my subconscious to run away, think I’ve suffered enough, something special, luckier… But at the end of the day, it was just one of the human beings who suffered.
Moreover, there is no shortage of suffering in this world. In times like these, the only thing to gain is deeper despair.
I don’t know.
I have finally, like many others, lost my comfort, my home, my friends, my family and my loved ones, and I have been forced to do so.
Maybe I’ll go with them someday.
It’s just a pity that these people, I met him too late.
We’ve only been together for four months.
There will be no more.
That’s what I really understand…
Heavy, bloody, undisguised, obfuscated…
My left wrist was shot in order to protect the attending in a ghost attack.
Doctors are more useful than me, life is worth more than me, saving a lot of people.
It hurts when you pick up shrapnel, and the hole on your wrist is bleeding, but I’m not making a sound.
I heard that when he died, he was wounded in his ribs and cut in the stomach, in despair, in a stabbing with his enemy, I was determined to set off a case of lightning, killing more than a dozen ghosts around him, leaving his brother without an arm, holding my hand and saying, “Shuming, there’s no good place on his body… the flesh is rotten, burnt, if I don’t see him, I can’t recognize him… But he died with a note in his chest pocket…
He should have hurt more.
I don’t know.
Then I left the front to back up. I also delivered a baby, a boy, because of malnutrition, which was dry, but the eyes turned and the eyes didn’t cry. The mother died before she could take good care of the child and dragged her to me before she died.
I was not skilled enough to hold my child, and remembering a winter, the sun was good, and he said — to have a boy and a girl, the boy’s name is Anne, peace and security.
I don’t know.
The days in the back are far more secure than the front, with a pension and a previous home, and with my frequent attendance at hospitals and schools, I have grown some more food, which is enough for my family.
One day, Anne came home crying and pulled me over and over and over, and he said, “Where’s Dad? Where’s my dad?
I’m sure he heard something outside.
On that day, I took dry food and money and led Anne to where he died.
Five years.
There is no shadow of enemy-occupied areas.
The kids are no bigger than before.
People seem to smell victory.
The weeds are all mixed and covered with old wasteland, and there are no smokers, but they are everywhere.
“Mom, where’s Dad?” Ann looked up at me.
“Here it is.”
“Hmm?” Anne looked at it, and it was like, “Where is it?”
“What’s Dad wearing? What’s he look like?”
“Oh, he’s wearing the same dress in that picture. It’s called a uniform. He’s a soldier.”
“What is a soldier?”
“The soldier… is the hero who kills ghosts.”
“E.K.”
“Yes, hero. Anne wanted to be proud of Dad. Everyone liked heroes.”
Anne frowned and thought about it.
“What about being a hero, Mom?”
I looked at the grass where I couldn’t see my head, and the mountains that were fading far away, weeping with my eyes, and I seemed to see my father chasing Su-Hhang, who couldn’t catch up to me and laughed at me.
And it seems to have seen my Zisho in tears, wearing a broad military uniform and carrying a weed, which is extremely impervious, but in his mouth obscuring,
He’s a liar!
I feel like I’m breaking my heart, and someone’s crying in his heart, and the ghost is crying, and there’s only a slight sadness.
And this murmuring — “Heros are ordinary people, but suddenly one day he has someone he wants to protect and becomes a hero.”
Now there’s a lot of things on TV — that’s during the fighting, when one of the sides says, “Come back and marry your daughter-in-law,” or when someone looks at pictures of a girl in love on the front line and says,
The Zererer thinks it’s just a piece of the TV show, and this soldier, these soldiers, are always thinking about it, not just before the death.
Besides, when can a hero die like this? Is it funny?
Some say she’s more serious.
Maybe.
But she still felt that the tragedy and greatness of an era should not become what people call a “stop”;
And every man who walks on the path of wealth and power, laid in blood, shall fear and be grateful.
The last time she came home, she saw a soldier who had been baptized by war, had almost no teeth in front of the camera, had his lips on the inside, had old-age spots on almost brown skins, had a tiny, old mirror on the nostrils and had a kind and firm salute. When the reporter asked what was going on, the veterans cried out, raised their hands and whispered, and said, “The dead… are dead… dead, alive, dead.”
Even with a few words, no words, no words, no words, no words, the bitterness of which is so unsuspecting, it is as if it passed through the river of time with the rain, despair, cruelty, helplessness and dedication of that age, and the blood is in the sight of today’s people.
She thought that this era of peace should not be filled with dramas, traffic, pleasure, self-interest, and nothing. People in times of peace need blood and family love more than ever before.
Otherwise, the people would be destroyed in their own hands without the enemy or a day of war.
The Zererer remembered that both generations of people with white hair had tears in their hands before Grandma died.
Children are always children in the eyes of their parents.
Grandma touched Grandpa’s bald head and said, “Oh, don’t cry. Your dad’s a hero. Mom is looking for him to enjoy himself!”
Grandma said Grandpa listened to Grandma when he was a kid, and the funeral was the only time he didn’t listen.
Grandpa cried, cried hysterically, shivered his hands, put pictures of Grandpa and Grandma in a coffin, and he said, “Well, well, well.”
That picture, Zerer, has seen it for years, but it’s a great place to keep. She was warned by her parents not to touch that photo from the moment she remembered. Dad said that she couldn’t even touch it before, that she was afraid of the color, that she had a handkerchief, and that she had to look at it. Later, conditions were created to cover the photographs, and it was Grandma who dared to touch the young grandpa over and over again.
When she first looked at her picture, she thought she looked so good when she was young.
Otherwise, Dad wouldn’t always say — some people spend four months together more than many have spent 40 years together.
I’m impressed that Grandmas like to laugh, to love the flowers, to read books, to have a bookroom, three cabinets, a strange story, a book of history, military pharmacology, a essay… everything.
Every time I read a book, Grandma took out that picture and looked at it, and sometimes she said something to herself.
One time, Zeler read the gold, left a copy in the study, and when he went to the book, he saw Grandma staring at a few words on the book.
She took back the book and turned to the page where the red rope was stuck. The page was written by chance at the same table.
Maybe it’s like Grandpa said — Grandma lived more than 90 years, but it’s four months of memory.
Yet it was also those four months that a woman who had supported her grandmother, with one of her own, walked through decades of wind and rain.
Most of the people of that age, who were not well-educated, had dark barrels and the enemy’s strong boat cannons on their heads, had no right to talk about love and ideals, or even very rarely about life, because it was an era in which even survival was difficult to reach.
Grandma was held hostage in that way, with no choice, no choice.
Perhaps they do not know much, or they say nothing, or perhaps they have seen very little, but they are braver than anyone else. Whether there is a fire, a fire, or a ghost’s hell, or blood coming back, they can hope, and with the resilience of the generation they belong to.
There is a fire in their hearts that will never go out.
There were a couple of boys in the hallway, and the table was still scribbling, and the teacher had come and written the mission on the blackboard, and there were students stretching their backs, some trying to catch up, some coming in with water… and she had a straight back and turned her head out of the window — the blue clouds, the birdbirds screeching, finely trimmed young and young years, there was a small flower under the tree, and the yellow petals swung, and the wind was gentle.
It was a school in the year of peace, and it was a peace that Grandpa had been expecting but not waiting for.
She looked down and laughed and saw the open book — on 2 September 1945, when the Japanese representative signed a letter of surrender on behalf of the warship Missouri, formally declaring unconditional surrender.
In history books, every single one of them carries the hottest temperature.
Every word passes through her fingertips, and she folds her books quietly.
Perhaps that is the meaning of sacrifice, and the lives of those who have walked to death have given rise to the new, brutal and warm nation of today.
That’s all that means.
Hey sesame walnut for birthday.
The blind man who fell in love with me for 10 years poured out the candle before me.
I was surprised at him, but he scratched his head.
“The use of open fire in public is inappropriate. I’m sorry.
God damn it, he’s a fucking occupational disease.
One.
I broke up with Song Waiyang.
He mentioned it.
I asked him why.
He said no reason.
Let’s split up.
I changed all the contacts and left the faraway city and returned to Yong City.
Two years later.
I’m almost 26, and my family wants to give me a blind date.
I’ve been used to living with the waves, and I’m not ostracizing.
The date was with the son of my mother’s classmate, Zou Yunyi, who is said to have met us before, but I had no impression of it.
For my part, today is the first day we meet.
“Hello, this is my card. I’m sorry.
The lawyer’s habit of handing out a card before sitting down…
They reached for my card.
He’s long and his nails have been cut round and clean.
I looked down at him, and he was wearing black jackets with dark jeans and umbrella boots on his feet.
It’s kind of rough, but it’s probably the face that makes him look more handsome than he does.
“Attorney Wanley, nice to meet you.”
He looked at my card and laughed, “Sorry, I don’t have a card. I’m sorry.
I put my hand on it and said I don’t care.
We talked about careers.
He was with my ex.
I put my hand in the food, and he figured, “Do you mind if I’m a fireman? I’m sorry.
“No, good. “I’m making a laugh.
After dinner, he volunteered to pay, and I suggested AA, he wrinkled his eyebrow, he hesitated and finally didn’t say anything about a two-dimensional payment.
I cleaned up the money.
Out of the restaurant, I put my finger on the left, “I’m this way. I’m sorry.
“Oh… oh, this way. He raised his thumb to the right.
“OK, bye. I’m sorry.
“Well, bye.”
Seeing Zou Yunyi again, a month later at my mother’s 50th birthday party.
He was sitting next to his parents, with his hands crumpled with pants on his knees, and he seemed so well-behaved, and he had an unnamed contrast with his first manoeuvring.
After that, I followed my mom to a toast.
I touched the glass politely with each of the elders here, and his mother kept smiling at me.
We looked at him with doubt, and heard him sighing with a little groaning.
I hide my smile, and some seem coerced.
After the birthday party, the elders went to play cards.
My mom arranged for me to take my kids to the side of the winehouse and sing KTV.
Zou Yunyi was also counted as a minor.
When I got to KTV, I had an emergency phone call for work, and I showed them to go in.
When I hung up the phone and pushed the door into the booth, I almost got pulled out by a bunch of kids.
He saw me, he got up and came over.
He asked.
I looked at all the magic dances in the box, nod my head, “Let’s go, let them play.” I’m sorry.
We didn’t go out. We walked in the hallway of the winehouse.
Nobody talks.
He looked at the corridor, and he looked very troubled.
“Are you counting fire extinguishers?”
“Well, there are only two fire extinguishers on this floor, and four are required. He went to the fire hose and knocked again, “This is a setup, there’s no water in it. I’m sorry.
So I looked at him, and I looked at him. I’m sorry.
“This is not part of our jurisdiction, but it is my duty to remind them to correct it. I’m sorry.
After that, he actually went to the winehouse manager.
The other party, while he found it inexplicable, was well advised to say that it would change immediately.
I stood there waiting for him to come back.
“Sorry. Am I a little weird? I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, your occupational disease, I understand. I’m sorry.
“What is your lawyer’s professional illness? I’m sorry.
I pulled a taped pen out of my bag, “I’ve been recording our conversation today. Can you believe it? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I don’t know.
It took him a long time to figure out that I was joking, laughing a little late, but it looked good, after all, he showed eight teeth.
Uh, pretty white.
That night, we exchanged.
My friend’s community will share the law-related science-pu, he will share fire-related.
He gave me a compliment, and I went back to him.
Sometimes, he’ll talk to me after I’ve tried.
The content of chatting is sometimes weather, sometimes food, sometimes emotion.
Two.
On the day before my 26th birthday, the firm’s writing downstairs came down as an untimely guest.
It’s been two years since Song Wyeyang broke up.
I pretended I didn’t see him.
“Fly. I’m sorry.
He walked in front of me, “I’ve been looking for you. I’m sorry.
I step back and look around.
“Let’s talk at the cafe over there. I pointed to the cafe next to the finger.
After that, I headed for the café.
Sit down in a semi-enclosed booth.
“How are you?” he asked.
I nod my head. I’m sorry.
“I moved to Yong City. He smiled and said,
“Oh. I’m sorry.
I’ve been with him for four years, and I’ve mentioned him so many times in four years, and I’ve come to see where I grew up, and he says he’s waiting for his next leave.
I never thought he’d finally come, just after we broke up.
“…”maybe not used to my aberrations, he squeezed his hand, “I’ve been looking for you, but you changed the number. I’m sorry.
“What do you want from me? I’m sorry.
“Well, I just wanted to ask you how you’re doing. I’m sorry.
“This question, you just asked. I’m sorry.
“Well, yes. I’m sorry.
“If nothing else, I’ll go first. I’m sorry.
After I got up, he got up, and he seemed a little anxious.
“Fly, I…”
His hand was reaching at me, trying to touch but afraid.
I’ve run out of patience and looked him in the eye, “Son Huaiyang, we broke up, you mentioned. I’m sorry.
Song Wingyang’s sudden appearance, it’s impossible to say that my heart is completely free of fluctuations.
After all, I thought I’d marry him, and then we’d go to the beach and dive, go to the wilderness, ski in the snow, camp in the lake…
What is unexpected is that he broke up with me the second month after he proposed to me and there was no reason.
I changed from fiancée to ex-girlfriend in one word and five words.
The simple five words, about me and his future, were drawn up with an urgent end.
Back home, I lay on the sofa and pulled myself out of the swamp of memory.
As the sun dwindles a little bit, the darkness gradually covers the room and does not want to turn on the light.
I couldn’t think of a mountain as rigid as mine, and I was in the midst of Song Wyeyang.
It took me a long time to remember that there were no lights in the house, no lights outside, no lights in the heart.
zi… zi…
At that time, the phone screen was on, and there were a few obscurities in the dark.
“Happy birthday. I’m sorry.
It’s from Zou Yunyi.
“Thank you, Aunty forced you to send it, huh? I’m sorry.
“Not really. I’m sorry.
He sent a screenshot.
“I wrote a memo. April 26, your birthday. I’m sorry.
“Are you free tomorrow?” I thought about it.
“There should be. I’m sorry.
“Shall there be?”
“You can take leave. I’m sorry.
“Let’s see a movie sometime? I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
I got up and turned the light on. Suddenly, it seemed like a new beginning would be nice.
3
We’ll meet at 4:00 p.m.
He was still wearing the jacket that he first met, which was a really good score. He was pretty handsome, but couldn’t wear it back.
“You seem to like this jacket. I’m sorry.
He looked down, “It’s not really my clothes. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“Back to your brother Chang. All I have is combat clothes, body clothes, regular clothes, uniforms…”
“Why does it sound like there’s a lot of clothes, but it’s pathetic? I’m sorry.
His brother’s a lot worse, and he’s gonna have to buy clothes for this old six.
He doesn’t care much.
I saw the time. It was a while before the movie began.
“Go. I’m sorry.
“Where to?”
“Take you to buy clothes. I’m sorry.
He was surprised and laughed, “You’re taking me to buy clothes? I’m sorry.
I went ahead and said, “What’s the problem? I’m sorry.
He shrugged his shoulder, “No problem. I’m sorry.
To the men’s dress.
I picked out a few of the protections for the season.
“Go and try. I’m sorry.
“All of them?”
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
He went to the dressing room with a bunch of clothes.
It must be said that firefighters are really good-looking, live-out hangers, and each dress is more like a model than that plastic model.
I walked behind him and pulled my hand around the back of my jeans. I’m sorry.
Intimate intimacy has allowed us both to do it delicately at the same time.
I pulled my hand back and shot myself in the head, and that would be sexual harassment.
“It’s okay. He replied calmly.
Unfortunately his ears are not as deep as his master’s.
“Ahem… well, change it back, that’s all. I’m sorry.
When he went to change his clothes, he was given the shopping bag.
“Come on, the movie’s about to start. “I’ve got a small ticket in my wallet.
“I think I know what your occupational disease is. “He’s staring at my pick-up.
“What? I’m sorry.
“To collect the various instruments. I’m sorry.
“Ha ha, these are more than bills. I lifted my wallet, “If necessary, these are my alibi.” I’m sorry.
He had a face with his eyebrow.
It’s almost time for us to go back to the cinema and change tickets.
The movie was a comedy film, but my laugh was too high and none of it was punctured.
Looking at the images that were moving in front of the eyes, the sleep was coming.
It was not until the movie was over that he woke me up, that I knew that I was asleep or leaning on his shoulder.
I rubbed my mouth off, “Sorry, I fell asleep. I’m sorry.
“Nothing. Are you tired lately? I’m sorry.
“A little bit, dealing with a tough divorce. I’m sorry.
Divorce?
“Hmm. “My client is a woman, she’s having an affair, she’s having a divorce, she’s trying to find evidence of a husband’s cheating, and I told her it was useless but she didn’t listen. I’m sorry.
“Why not? Sounds like the man’s wrong side. I’m sorry.
“For cheating is not a major fault in the marriage, an additional tens of thousands of dollars in moral compensation will be paid, and all those convicted of cheating are in television dramas. I’m sorry.
“What should she do? I’m sorry.
“The advice I gave her is to be held back. I’m sorry.
“What? He has a face that he clearly does not understand.
“You’re about to have a second trial in six months. I’d rather not. So as long as it doesn’t matter, it’s them. I’m sorry.
“Sounds not so hard? I’m sorry.
“The hard part is my client doesn’t listen. She wanted more men to die socially than property and to be humiliated. I’m suffocating, “Why don’t you take more money? If she listens to me, I can make sure she gets at least 70% of the family. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t talk, smiles at me.
“I’m not too urban,” I asked.
“No, you’re rational. As a lawyer, I’ll only think of you as a professional. I’m sorry.
“Why didn’t you say anything? I stabbed him in the arm, “I thought you were scolding me inside.” I’m sorry.
“I was thinking, you look tired, I think I should take you home, but I wanted to buy you dinner. *He’s smiling and holding his hand on me *
Finger. Hold on. “What do we do? I’m in a lot of trouble. I’m sorry.
I was a little surprised by his sudden offensive gesture.
But didn’t it mean to continue to develop when I asked him out?
“Eat, hungry. I’m sorry.
“Yes, sir. I’m sorry.
4
We went to a creative restaurant.
He said it felt like I hated him when he first met.
“No, it’s just that the first date wasn’t comfortable. I’m sorry.
He nod his head, “Me too. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“I was so nervous I forgot to take you home. I’m sorry.
I don’t have time for this.
Speaking, the waiter came over for a big dish.
The food was sealed in the middle of the table, and a small glass of highly white wine was poured on the lid, while the waiter lit the white wine with a lighter and spoke with blessing.
I looked at his reaction, and I only saw him staring at the flames and holding his hands to death, as if he was restraining himself.
In the end, however, he could not bear to pick up a wet towel that had just wiped his hand on the table and put it on the light, which would have been so small that it would have died.
He said to the waiter, “You are very creative, but there are so many flammables around the crowded areas, especially, and it is inappropriate to use the open fire. I suggest you go to this dish and prepare a fire extinguisher and dry it. I’m sorry.
After that, he suddenly realized there was another me next to him, and he woke up.
“Sorry, I…”
“All right, I understand. Our law firm has also received cases of the burning of tablecloths by alcohol stoves in restaurants that have led to the burning of guests. There is a real security risk. I’m sorry.
“Yes, there are many ways to increase the sense of ritualism, and there is no need to do so. I’m sorry.
“Yes, yes, Mr. Zou is right. I smiled at the barley tea on the table and said, “Teacher Zou, drink tea and relax. I’m sorry.
Zou Yunli was made to laugh at me. I’m sorry.
The restaurant is not far from my house.
After dinner he walks me home.
When I crossed the street, I got on the phone, and I picked up.
He took my spare hand.
I hung up on the phone, and I looked at his hand and said, “Mr. Zou is a little proactive today. I’m sorry.
He put his hand on my head, “Straight across the street. I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
I was wondering if I’d let him sit down downstairs.
“I should get back in line. He looked at his watch.
“It’s all right. There’s no cat in my house who’ll fall behind. I’m sorry.
It’s a web-based bar on how to invite people of the opposite sex home, and he’s on his own, and I’m in line.
And he laughed, and he said, “Well, next time I’ll be a cat, I’ll show you. I’m sorry.
I really laughed.
“Let’s go. He waved at me.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
He walked two steps back to me and handed me a little box with a hot Saturn logo on it.
“I almost forgot, Happy Birthday. I’m sorry.
“Thank you. I’m sorry.
5
I’ve been very fond of NNA in my student years, and I’ve been very fond of the Saturn necklace inside.
And break open the box, and it is indeed a necklace of the pearls of Saturn.
I suspect my mother leaked information.
I put the necklace on and took a picture of him.
“Is it good?”
“Looks good. I’m sorry.
“My mom told you? I’m sorry.
“I chose it myself. I’m sorry.
“Yo-hoo.”
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“It feels like Mr. Zou will. I’m sorry.
“Really? That’s not good. I’m sorry.
“Where good?”
“…it looks bad. I thought you were exaggerating. I’m sorry.
Mr. Zou’s straight-to-be-talking really made me laugh.
“Bring you a little cake. Open the door later. I’m sorry.
“Good wow. I’m sorry.
“Don’t light the candles. I’m sorry.
“No candle light, no sense of ritual. I’m sorry.
Do you have a fire extinguisher at home?
“No, in the hall. I’m sorry.
“I’ll buy you two fire extinguishers in the city, and you put them next to them when you light them. I’m sorry.
“…”
Do fire extinguishers work?
“No, I won’t. I’m sorry.
I would actually, Song Wyeyang taught me.
He sent a short video.
“This is a science video I made last year, you go first and I’ll teach you in person next time. I’m sorry.
Light birthday candles for fire extinguishers…
Tink!
The doorbell rings.
I opened the door and a delivery boy handed me the cake, “Have a nice meal. I’m sorry.
I saw it in my favorite mango cake box.
I took a picture of the cake.
“Thank you for your cake. I’m sorry.
“You’re welcome, but they seem to have sent it wrong. I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
“I bought strawberries, but you look like mangoes. I’m sorry.
“Ah… this…”
“Can you eat mangoes? Are you allergic? I’m sorry.
“No, I like mangoes. I’m sorry.
“That’s good. I’m sorry.
As I was about to cut the mango cake, the bell rings again.
The delivery boy sent another strawberry cake.
I’m looking at two cakes on the table.
Ding…
A text message was received on the phone.
“Leary, happy birthday. I’m sorry.
I knew it was Song Waiyang.
I dragged Song Huaiyang’s number to the blacklist and put mango cake downstairs and I was going to throw it in the trash.
Song Wyeyang was seen standing in the streetlight just outside the unit door.
He saw me come out, his eyes were brightened, and he approached me a few quick steps.
“Fly. I’m sorry.
I put the cake in his arms, “Song Huaiyang, I repeat, we’ve broken up and don’t do these extra things. I’m sorry.
“…sorry. * He’s holding the cake like I’m the one who’s feeling bad. *
“Don’t do it again. After that, I turned around and left.
The moment the glass door was pushed, the call from Zou Yunyi came in.
I was just about to pick it up, but Song Wingyang pulled him back.
“Fly! I’m sorry.
I thought he was out of his mind. I didn’t think the glass door would burst in the moment I was pulled away.
Fragmented glass dross everywhere, he kept me in his arms, and the glass crossed his back with two shallow blood marks.
I was held in his arms, and my heart was beating so fast that my body was afraid of shaking.
The phone is still ringing.
I went back, stood up and pushed him, and answered the phone.
“Hey. My voice is shaking.
“What’s wrong? Zou Yunyi heard something wrong about me and he was nervous.
“We just blew up the glass door downstairs and got scared. I’m sorry.
“Are you okay?”
“It’s all right, it’s just scary. I’m sorry.
“I’m coming back for you now. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. It’s just glass. It’s nothing else. I’m sorry.
“Wait for me, I’ll take a cab, soon. I’m sorry.
Zou Yunyi didn’t give me room to say no.
Song Huayang is still there.
The wounds on the back of his hand seep the small blood beads.
I took a breath and handed him a toilet paper, “Go and wrap it up. Thank you. I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk. He stood there.
It’s like every time we fight.
He always lets me out of his temper, and then he comes over and says to me, “My daughter-in-law. I was wrong. You were right.”
I shake my head and throw the old picture out of my head.
“My boyfriend’s coming to see me. Go away before he gets the wrong idea. I’m sorry.
He finally looked up and looked at me, and his mouth was shaking, and he just started to laugh, “Fly, are you kidding me? I’m sorry.
And I took a step back, and took a distance from him, and looked at him in the eye full of surprises, and told him, “Song Huaiyang, I hope you understand that breaking up means that you and I, wed, wed, wed, wed, wed, wed, wed, wed, wed, wed, wed, weed, wed, weed, weed, weed, weed, weed, weed, weed, weed, weed, weed, weed, we die.” I’m sorry.
Six.
I sat in the bench downstairs waiting for Zou Yunyi.
He came soon, almost a few minutes after Song Wyeyang left.
He stood right in front of me, looking at me, “All right? I’m sorry.
I looked up at him, “You’re off again? I’m sorry.
“I actually took a 24-hour leave. I’m sorry.
“Oh, so you mean you just lied to me? I’m sorry.
He was stunned for a second, bending over to flatten me, laughing, “Is that lawyer gonna sentence me? I’m sorry.
I’m thinking, “Well, then… then you’re going to take me home! I’m sorry.
“Are you sure? * He’s got a chorus, some aggressive looks. *
“What? Refusal to execute? I’m also like him in the eyebrow.
How dare you. I’m sorry.
He turned around in front of me, “Come on up. I’m sorry.
And We lay down on his back wide, and upon him was light soap, and comforting.
He took me two steps up and headed for the stairwell.
“No lift”?
“Not to punish me?”
I buried my head in his shoulder and laughed.
“My mom says we’ve met before? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“You remember? I totally don’t remember. I’m sorry.
“You went to junior high school in sixth grade, right? “He’s got a steady breath, and he doesn’t breathe when he climbs behind my back.
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
“You were in class three, I was in class seven. I’m sorry.
“Oh? So we’re alumni. I’m sorry.
“I wanted to take a college with you, but I didn’t. I ended up in the middle. I’m sorry.
“You say that and I’ll think you’ve been in love with me for a long time. I stabbed him in the back.
He smiled and came to my door before he could answer.
Enter the door.
He saw the cake on the table, “How did it turn into strawberry again? I’m sorry.
I went over there, reached out and took the silk belt off the cake.
Think about it, and decide.
“I don’t want to spoil my relationship with you. But I don’t want to lie about our long-standing relationship. I’m sorry.
“Why is it so serious all of a sudden? He reached out and cut off my hair on my lips.
“That mango cake just came from my ex-boyfriend. I thought you bought it, so I made a scene. I’m sorry.
He smiled and the air condensed for a second.
“I’ve been separated from him for two years, and I’m sure there’s no part of love left for him, so I told him when the cake was returned to him. I’m sorry.
After that, I watched his reaction with a little tension.
I thought he was going to fall down the door or he was going to go after it.
But he ended up holding me in his arms, rubbing my head, and he said, “Twelve past twelve, make a wish. I’m sorry.
That night, he slept in my guest room.
Early the next morning, I saw him in an apron in the kitchen.
What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“Go wash up, I’ve got a copy taken. I’m sorry.
“What time did you get up, so the early course started? I said I was going to the bathroom.
We went to a convenience store last night to buy him a toothbrush and a razor.
I watched for a few seconds before I started washing my toothbrush.
“The kitchen opens at 4:00. They’re doing a wholesale in the morning. I’m kind of the first guest. I’m sorry.
That’s early. No wonder he asked me last night what the password was.
When I’m done cleaning up, I’ve cooked my hand, “Do you need help? I’m sorry.
He put his hand in the bowl, “Come here. I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
My family hasn’t been on fire since I became a practising lawyer.
“It feels like you’re making my family so fluffy. I’m sorry.
He smiled, “Isn’t it great? I’m sorry.
“It’s kind of great. I’m sorry.
I sat on a high-legged stool with my feet standing down and eating my hands off.
He put the buns in the freezer one by one, and said, “You’ll be hungry and you’ll have a few, and the water will be cold, and you’ll be cooked three times. I’m sorry.
“I know how to cook. I’m not a three-year-old. I’m sorry.
“You’re a three and a half-year-old friend. He turned and shaved my nose.
Just yesterday, my relationship with him was like a fast-in.
7
Firefighters are a busy profession, and lawyers don’t give a shit.
Normally, he has eight days’ leave a month, but not always.
And I’m sometimes more busy than he is, too busy writing materials, trying to open a case, too busy dealing with the problems of the consulting firm, and too busy working on new sources.
He’d come to my house even if I was on a business trip.
Update the stock in the fridge, put a big expiry date on every food, and then tell me to drop it.
He’s happy to help me clean up, clean up, clean up.
Sometimes I even have the illusion that I’m not looking for a boyfriend, but an hour job.
He does it every day.
Our time is often out of line, we can only talk with stitches.
Sometimes his one.
He says we’re all the opposite, and other firefighters are girls who go back and complain that their boyfriends don’t have time.
“Ha ha ha ha, I have to make money to support my family. * I ate the fresh cut fruit he ordered me.
dialogue box.
“What? What the hell. I’m sorry.
“Brush my drip. I’m sorry.
I’ll give you 10,000.
As far as I know, he is a cadre, but he earns more than 10,000.
He was doing everything he could to be nice to me, but, to be honest, that was sometimes stressful.
Especially when I don’t think I can.
When I went out with Song Wyyang, I could be honest with him, I could love him, I could do my little daughter’s pose, but I didn’t know if I loved him or just needed him in the face of Zou Yungu.
His presence has begun to shine on me, on that crowded little platform, and his heart is starting to shake.
It took me a while to get back.
“I can’t see Mr. Zou is rich. I’m sorry.
“Don’t wash my head. I’m sorry.
“Okay, I’ll have a court on Thursday. I’ll be back for two days and I’ll see you in your team. I’m sorry.
“Really? I’m sorry.
He sent me a motion picture of the cat dancing in situ, stolen from me.
I gave him back a cat to touch his head.
“Well, I’m busy. I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
I came back from Yu City on Thursday, it was too early, so I packed up some lobsters and went to his team.
He came by the door to pick me up.
I saw him. A couple of little steps, “Come on! I can’t hold it! I’m sorry.
He was laughing at the lobster. “So heavy, did you bring it up alone? I’m sorry.
“I knew it was going straight out. I spread my hand and showed the marks of being strangled.
He frowns, pulls my hand and looks, “Don’t bring it next time, we’re all there. I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
When I arrived, I had dinner at night, and he distributed the lobster to his teammates.
One small inch is Zhang Zhang Zhang Zhang Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng Zheng
And the other teammates shouted, “Thank you, sister-in-law! I’m sorry.
I’m a little embarrassed to hide behind him.
He held my hand, hid behind his back, squeezed twice.
One Ben came back a little late because of the police, and when he went to the canteen and saw the lobster, each showed the tiger’s hunger strike.
They’re screaming in the back, “Be patient! I’m sorry.
8
Sound familiar.
My heart beats, looks up, and it’s Song Wyeyang.
His smile was frozen after seeing me.
Come on, Sergeant! Mrs. Wanley’s little lobster is delicious. I’m sorry.
He responded well and noded towards me and Zou Yun, and sat down at the table of his class from before me.
I turned to Zou Yunyi and said, “Take me for a walk. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. He didn’t ask me why, he didn’t finish the meal, he dropped the chopstick and left the cafeteria.
He took me to their usual training grounds and to the fire trucks.
All the way up to the point, I’m the subject of science.
“You come here on the next open day, I’ll take you to the ladder. I’m sorry.
“Good wow. I’m sorry.
I sat on a ladder once, when Song Wyeyang stood on it and saved me from the sea of fire.
“There’s a family lounge upstairs. Would you like to sit down? I’m sorry.
“No, I should probably go back and write two letters at night. I’m sorry.
Didn’t you say you could take two days off? I’m sorry.
“If we’re done today, we can take two days off. I’m sorry.
“Okay. Zou Yunyi took me over and hugged me, “I’ll take two days off from tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
“Okay. I put my head on his shoulder for a moment.
“Tell you a secret. He says:
“What?”
“I knew it was you, so I went. I’m sorry.
“Oh, I mean, you’ve really been in love with me for years? “I smiled and stabbed him in front of his chest with a few words of fire.
“It’s like a dream.” I’m sorry.
And We hid our faces in the shadow of his neck, and on his lips was the pulse of his beating.
Knowing that a person may have loved himself silently for a long time, I felt pain and fear.
The heart hurts his wasted time.
Fearing one day he’ll suddenly find out that I’m not really a worthy person, even more so that one day he’ll break up with me like Song Huaiyang, for no reason at all.
He looked down at me, and I was like a timid thief who avoided his sight, and did not want his panic to be noticed.
On my way home, I’ve been wondering which way Zou Yunyi and I should go.
I don’t love Song Wyyang anymore. That’s for sure.
I lamented that it was too much for the mediocre to begin with.
I was standing on the balcony outside the living room, looking from the night sky’s evening star to the bench under the street light.
There’s a lot of buzz around, and there’s a special smell of summer in the air.
I’ve been holding my cell phone on the rails and holding it on my hands and locking it, so many times.
After all, Song Wyeyang’s number was finally released from the blacklist.
It’s been two years, and it’s the first time I’ve had to dial that number.
“…Fly”?
“Can I talk?”
“Well, I’m alone.
“Song Huayang…”
I don’t consciously bite my lower lip, and it’s hard to say what I’m prepared to say.
I heard him laugh softly.
“Fly, you’re just a girl I saved in the fire a few years ago. I’m sorry.
I never said anything. He knew what I was going to say.
I do not want Zou Yunyi to know that I was with Song Wyeyang, that they had become comrades who could hand over their backs to each other, and that I could not be a gap between them.
Thank you. I’m sorry.
“Bye. I’m sorry.
“Well, bye.”
9
The next day, Zou Yunyi came early.
I heard what he was pouring in the living room, and he got up and went out in a thin shirt.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
Last night I wrote to my lawyer at 3:00 a.m., and I didn’t really look so good.
“Is it bothering you?”
“Well, it’s loud. “I didn’t sleep well. I’m sorry.
“Then go back to sleep, I’m done. I’m sorry.
I can’t sleep anymore.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“You said your back wasn’t feeling well. I bought you a massage chair. There’s a towed robot that can be remotely operated on the phone. He pointed at two giant boxes on the ground and said,
Massage chairs and ground sweeps are the latest brands of the recent fire, and they are very expensive.
It is well known that most of our firefighters are not very wealthy.
All of a sudden, if a man only had ten bucks, but he’d spend 10 bucks for you, he really loved you.
I think he took 11 bucks.
“Wanley. I’m sorry.
Zou Yunyi and I always like to shout by name and name, and never have a sweet nickname.
“What? I’m sorry.
He approached me to pick me up, and he said, “It’s cold in the morning, don’t step on the floor. I’m sorry.
He put me on the couch and asked me where my socks were.
I said bedroom box first.
Later, he took out his socks.
He crouched in front of me and put my foot on his knee, “Cool. I’m sorry.
Dude, get me a pair of velvet socks…
I looked at his side, and it was as if he had broken a crack in his work for two years, and the roses in his heart would no longer be locked up, and then came out of the cracks, feeling the sun and rain, and opening up a bouquet.
I raised his cheek with my own hands.
“What’s wrong?” He asked.
I don’t know what I look like right now, but he wants to laugh and doesn’t want to laugh.
And We put down our heads and put our lips on his lips, but a shallow kiss, and he turned away, and almost made me think that he was going to melt me into his body.
“It’s hot. * I’m luttering *
“Where’s the heat?” His voice had a hidden smile.
“Foot. I reached out and pulled my socks, “It’s all sweaty. I’m sorry.
His laughter was more than a laughter, causing a vibration in the chest, a feeling of numbness in the skin that was attached to him.
He held me up again and went to the bedroom, using standard gestures of rescue, commonly known as princess hugs.
“Then get a thin one. He says:
We went to the supermarket this afternoon.
Because it’s been two years since I started shopping online, I’ve become less interested in shopping.
But he’s pushing the shopping cart, and it’s nice to be with me.
I picked a lot of snacks and took most of the shopping carts.
I said not too much.
He said, “Kids have to eat snacks. Otherwise childhood is incomplete. I’m sorry.
I turned around and walked in front of him with the shopping cart, and I said, “It’s like it happened before, and you said it. I’m sorry.
“Oh yeah?” He picked up the merchandise on the shelf.
I thought he didn’t care, and after a few minutes, he said, “It’s probably because I’ve seen it a million times. I’m sorry.
I was surprised to see him, only to catch his red ears.
10
He left the supermarket with a bag in his hand, I had ice cream in my hand, and the rest of his hand was, of course, held in ten fingers.
He said that he and I were so busy at work that he liked this nuanced sense of daily life.
I think so.
“That’s right, you can go to a high school, you can go to a high school, and you can choose to be a fireman. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t think much about it, so I thought that man should do something about man. I’m sorry.
He smiles, he’s mean and he’s good.
“Why did you choose to be a lawyer? I’m sorry.
“At one of the TV shows on tvb, the lawyer was cool. I’m sorry.
He probably didn’t think it would be that way.
“Isn’t that too much? I’m sorry.
“Emmm… I think it’s very valuable that a TV show has promoted the right values and influenced the life and world views of a little friend. I’m sorry.
I thank you. I’m sorry.
On the way back, he picked up another delivery, and I wonder when he bought the projector.
We hit the projection on the ceiling, with a couple of snacks on one hand and watching the movie.
The air conditioner is sending a cooler wind.
“It’s a waste of life. I’m sorry.
“As usual, it’s nothing to relax. I’m sorry.
“That’s you. I don’t run five miles a day. I’m sorry.
Speaking of five kilometers, I suddenly remembered that one of the sports signs that I was interested in had done a campaign, and that only 5.2 kilometres could get a good thief medal.
Unfortunately, I’ve tried a few times to fail.
“I ran for you. I’m sorry.
“Really? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Oh, there’s pandas and there’s Cora. I want them. I’m sorry.
“All run for you. I’m sorry.
I’ll kiss him in the face. I’m sorry.
He got up, “Bring me the phone, I’m going to run now. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
He really ran downstairs with my phone.
I stood on the balcony and watched him run around in the neighborhood and laughed.
When he came back, his hands were cuddled and he sat silent on the couch.
I also received news of Chang Sung’s death.
I didn’t talk, I held him face to face.
It took him a long time to talk.
“Wan Li…”
“Wanley, Zhang Sung he’s gone. I’m sorry.
Swallows were passed out of his throat with tremors.
I saw the news on the phone.
Zhang Sung and other team members were safely rescued after a fire broke out on a small floor in Yong City.
One of the grandmothers came to say that her granddaughter was still studying in the house, begging them to go back for help.
In the small areas of the burning candles, the red faces were covered with water, the fragrance of orange aid suits were worn out and the blood-stained eyes ran back into the building again, and the fire brothers ran up against the people.
Zhang has a mortal body and a god on his shoulder.
But when he went to the room she said, the so-called granddaughter, he never found it.
And he shouted below with an old and powerful voice, and asked him to bring down the emerald bracelets and the bank card from the cupboard.
Chang Sung knows he’s been cheated again.
The Chief told him to come down here and he didn’t give a shit. He found Grandma’s stuff and ran right into the balcony.
Boom, boom, boom, boom.
The house then collapsed, and when it was dug up, he was blown to pieces with an emerald bracelet and a bank card.
That’s the fireman.
When he was taken to the hospital, he held the captain ‘ s hand and said intermittently.
“Lieutenant, Grandma’s… Grandma’s pension money I saved. I’m sorry.
He was in a coma before he finished.
The news report Zhang Cheng did not save him.
Since then, Zou Yunyi has been better for me, so I’m afraid he’ll disappear.
Eleven.
Because I’m getting more and more on my desk about the fire perimeter.
(Sighing, their warmer cups are so good, they’re running water in the morning, they’re burning the next day!
My colleagues at the firm knew my boyfriend was a fireman.
I asked how I could capture a blue friend.
I’ll give Zou Yun Fu a hair.
“My colleague asked me how I could get my blue friends from the country.” I’m sorry.
“Call 119, the same town will arrive in ten minutes. I’m sorry.
“Ooh. I’m sorry.
“Leagawa Forest Fire, the ron team is sending 150 men to support us, and we have 10 men on the squadron, and I’m going, too, to let you know. I’m sorry.
He is a cadre and must be at the forefront of a serious situation.
“Oh, is it already on its way?”
“Yeah, it’s almost there. I’m sorry.
“Then why are you saying it now? I’m sorry.
“The noon notice, lest you rest. I’m sorry.
“Tell me earlier next time. I’m sorry.
“Okay, got it. I’m sorry.
“Come back and tell me I’ll see you on the team. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“Girl dance.”
“That’s right. Don’t bring anything. Don’t spoil the kids. I’m sorry.
“I know.”
“And, I see the sports sign has another placard, and I’ll come back and run for you. I’m sorry.
“Well, I’ll take it to the law firm and I’ll kill them.” I’m sorry.
“Here we go. Let’s not talk about it. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“Love you. I’m sorry.
“Hmm-hmm. I’m sorry.
I pulled my phone down on the desktop.
When I knew that he had left the city, I was afraid he was like Chang.
I’ve opened a web page to search for information about the forest fires in Yoshikawa.
The news said that the fire should have been a thunderstorm, which had lasted for several days and had occurred at high altitudes, making rescue extremely difficult.
Several rescue workers are currently out of touch.
I’m a little worried about him.
Send it to him.
I can’t get in touch with him. I can only focus on the news.
According to the news, a fire brigade, on foot for seven hours, arrived at a valley of 3800 metres above sea level, with a sudden turn of wind, a flare of fire and 30 firefighters losing contact in the fire.
From the lenses of the voyage, only one fire in the valley can be seen, with a high level of fire and smoke.
The following day, 30 firefighters were found dead after full search and rescue.
Although they were wearing fire blankets, the bodies of the martyrs were mostly damaged and burned because of high temperatures.
At a later stage, I can only be identified through a DNA test.
It was said that the role of the fire blanket in the face of the fire was the body bag.
It’s easy to tell the body from the body. It’s a grotesque.
At the same time, there have been questions on the Internet, why send people to the mountains to rescue a forest fire of this magnitude? Isn’t that what you do?
Some commented that there were towns below the mountains because there were villages. Forests and populated areas are intermingled and, once they are allowed to spread, their consequences are too severe.
And it was said: They save not fire, but life and people’s property, and where there is fire, there is fire in China!
A few days later, the news had said that the fire had finally been extinguished, that there were only a few smoke spots left, and that there would be no recurrence.
I thought I’d get in touch with him when the fire went out.
He said, “Fly, the Zou team is back. You pick him up. I’m sorry.
He returned to Yong City as a hero.
Carabineros open the door and the military flag is in place.
It’s just that he’s getting so small that he can be put down in a box on one side, so I can hold him up so easily.
The black side of the wooden box, with two lovers, dying inside and being outside.
No, maybe they’re all dead, and the noises are boiling around, and on the invisible side I can’t breathe from the black, dense sorrow of the wooden box.
The only thing that’s intact is a charred hand.
I remember he was long in his fingers and his nails were always round and clean.
At his memorial, I saw the last video of his life, taken by his teammates in front of the fire to record the fire.
He turned his back to the camera and shouted at the fire, “Boys, go! I’m sorry.
A basket of stars, of faith, of people, of fear, of no movement…
His mother cried so badly that she was comforted that Zou Yunyi was a hero and a martyr.
Ah, a fool wants to be a hero. It’s not good to be ordinary and healthy.
Zou Yunyi is a fool.
I’ve been calm, working as usual, busy as usual.
Only once, a man came out of a supermarket and went down that familiar path.
The bag was heavy and suddenly realized that the man who would carry it for me was missing…
My hands are dead, my heart is dead, my silence is rollin’ over my cheeks slowly, cold and cold with bitterness, salt… and long-standing sorrow.
Remember when I asked him why you chose fire.
He said that men should do what men should do when they’re alive.
I was sitting on a bench in the streetlight that day, crying for a long time.
The shadow of the street light slowly became two people, and the big, wide shadow pulled me to the depths. I knew it was the living who dreamed of three or two stars that were found in life, and Zou Yundu was my brightest star.
I met him only in March, and in August I said goodbye to him and spent my whole life in memory.
Think about it. It’s not a good deal.
Then he said he was in love with me when he went to school, and it’s been ten years.
12
The medallion that the sportsman bought for running came late and was received two days ago.
It’s the panda and Cora I want.
On the back of the medal, there is an engraving of his choice, which he carves at Wanli & Zou Yunyi, 2018.4.26.
My birthday, it’s also the day we set our relationship.
The sports sign was later launched with another placard, with 30 medals.
He said he’d come back and run for me, but I finally got it all together.
I split the medals into three rows and hanged them in my most visible place.
There’s $30, there’s $28, and other men helped me run.
I don’t know if he’ll be mad enough to jump…
From the lawyer’s office, I received a delivery from Zou Yunyi.
I opened it, and there was a letter, a wedding dress, a ring.
I got a little ceremonial, went to the barber shop to wash my hair, took a serious bath, painted his favorite makeup.
Put on the wedding dress.
After making sure I’m perfect, wear the solemn and sacred ring on the nameless.
Open the envelope, it says:
“Wanley, I can’t feel sorry for not having proposed to you before I’m 30. I’m glad I didn’t have the right to propose to you, or I wouldn’t have delayed my three and a half-year-old friend for the rest of my life.
For me, as a fireman, saving people is addictive, and the sense of achievement of every person who is saved in good faith, as well as the positive eyes of the people, are the driving forces behind my progress. I don’t think Chang will regret it, neither will I.
As your boyfriend, I can only feel sorry and regret for you and me. I’m sorry.
“Winley, if I had the chance, I’d like to go with you to the seaside, to the wilderness to catch up with the sun, to ski in the snowhills, to camp in the lake… I’m sorry.
A fire squadron in Yong City.
Firefighters rarely receive cell phones when they run five kilometres in the morning.
Coach, “How many today?” I’m sorry.
Firefighters, “5.2 km! I’m sorry.
Coach, “What mission? I’m sorry.
Firefighters, “Run your sister-in-law’s medal! I’m sorry.
Coach, “Can it be done! I’m sorry.
Firemen, yes!
Coach, “Let’s go! I’m sorry.
Firefighters, “Friends! Charge!
Song Huaiyang’s little theater
That woman comes to me every day.
She held on to me like a dead branch.
She said save my child, save him.
I saw her and her children in front of me being smashed into meatloaf by broken cement prefabricated plates.
I’ve tried so hard.
Why.
Why can’t we save them?
She comes every night, every day, every day…
I said I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…
I asked her why she came to me.
She said because you were wearing this.
So I took off my blue suit.
“Song Huayang! You’re crazy! This is a fire! Why the fuck are you taking off your clothes? Somebody get Song Waiyang out of here! I’m sorry.
The commander’s angry voice was on the radio.
I woke up, and all that was just an illusion.
Black General’s hand is on my shoulder. “Wiyang, are you all right? I’m sorry.
I had a cold war, calmed down, shook my head and ran back into the fire.
“All right. I’m sorry.
She said that my blood flowed from the original sin, so I cut it open and let it flow out of my body.
My soul is rising and suddenly a gate closes in front of me.
The guy on top says you can’t go to heaven, you didn’t save them, you should go to hell.
So the ground splits beneath my feet, and the red twirl comes out of the ground and pulls my ankle down.
I ran away, and in the end I became a lonely soul that wandered around the world, and the weight of the soul that could not be recovered fell into the abyss.
“How long has this been going on? I’m sorry.
“Only a month. I’m sorry.
“Did it start a month ago after the old residential building set fire? I’m sorry.
“Yes…”
“You’re supposed to be in PTSD. I’m sorry.
(PTSD: post-traumatic stress disorder)
I looked up to the shrink in front of me, “How’s it going? I’m sorry.
“Be confident. I’m sorry.
I broke up with Van Leedy, but just a month ago, I just got married.
She asked why.
I said no reason.
She said, “All right, let’s split.”
She took everything she owned.
It’s okay. My heart’s empty, like this house.
And We drew up the curtains, and lay down on the bed in peace, like mud.
I’m rotting. I’m afraid I’ll slow her down.
There she is again.
She said my baby’s right in front of you.
You pull him.
I sat up and pulled a bucket of long hidden gasoline out of my bed.
I said, let’s end this.
Tink.
At first, the doorbell made me have to pause the dumping.
No, not here.
Can’t hurt innocent people.
I’ll put the gas down and open the door.
“Hello, delivery, please sign in. I’m sorry.
I initialled.
Take the delivery inside and find it the only thing she missed.
A life film.
She made it on the Internet herself and became a book.
There’s her, there’s me, there’s our life.
She wrote some favorite sentences under some pictures.
Like what.
She wrote in my sleeping picture: We’re not perfect people, but we’re allowed to have a perfect dream.
On the day she was admitted to practice as a lawyer, she wrote: justice is always clear.
She took a self-portrait with the street light downstairs and wrote, “Good work, hold you.”
The last page of the film.
She wrote a quote from the eunuch:
The only thing I have ever wanted to see as truth in the so-called world is that everything will pass.
Everything’s gonna be okay.
It took me two years to finally pass the dark moments of life.
But she’s got a new start.
I’m still late.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.