Does anyone really like
fat girls?
Contribute to an accident: I, from small fat to big, wear out the thigh crotch of hundreds of jeans. Someone was chasing me
on the Internet, and I felt that I had met my true love and decided to show up.
As a result, I was abused by the Internet.
Hundreds of messages crowded my mobile phone, and strangers behind the screen scolded me with the dirtiest and most vicious words in the world.
“The posthumous photo will help you. I wish your whole family an early underground reunion.”.
“Dead Fat Pig”, “Ugly B”, “Bus”.. All the nightmares started on the day we met.
[Real experience adaptation, if there are similarities, welcome to take a seat] I made an appointment with my net friend Qinghe in a dessert shop. This is the first time we met after three months of online chat.
I came here with the determination to die.
Before I got in, I caught a glimpse of a girl in a Lolita dress.
She wore a gorgeous lolita dress in aqua blue, full of lace and bows, and wore a mop of brown curls and a headband of the same color, which was as delicate as a doll. Opposite
her sat a boy in an off-white hoodie.
The boy said something excitedly, and the girl’s eyes curved into crescent moon. Handsome
men and beautiful women, the picture is very pleasing to the eye, from time to time people in the shop peep at their table.
I stayed at the door and felt a bolt from the blue! The girl is my roommate Ada.
And the boy opposite her is Qinghe, the net friend I chatted with for three months.
Ada’s Lolita skirt was given to me by Qinghe. It was a Japanese original. It was thousands of yuan. I didn’t wear it once. Ada knows when and where to
meet. I couldn’t sleep for a week
because of this meeting. Last night, in the middle of the night, I pulled Ada and said, “I’m throwing caution to the wind. At the worst, I’ll die in the light. I want to see him!” In this situation, anyone with an IQ of more than 80 can understand what happened.
Ada pretended to be me and came to meet my online friend. All
this will not be just a coincidence.
We made an appointment to meet at 2:30. I went out at 2:00 and took a taxi from home to Taikoo Li, which took no more than 15 minutes. On the way
, Ada called me and said, “Nai Nai, I forgot to turn off the fire!”! I stewed white gourd ribs for you to eat in the evening.
I can’t get away from work. You go and turn off the fire. Sister, have you made a mistake?
！ I’m on my way, and I must be late when I go back! I’m not going! I interrupted Ada like a machine gun.
Ada scared and coaxed me to go back and turn off the fire.
I couldn’t do it, and I was really afraid that the kitchen would burn, so I had to turn back.
When I arrived at the dessert shop, I saw such a high-energy scene. What does
she want?
！ I want to expose her! The Lolita skirt on her body was the first gift that Qinghe gave me. I had been thinking about the genuine Japanese brand for a long time. After receiving the skirt, I was eager to offer it up.
But I didn’t wear it once. I didn’t even try it on. The simple
reason is that the dress is a size S and I am a size XX L.
Qinghe wanted me to take a picture in a skirt. I laughed and fooled him, saying that I would show him when I met him later.
I really hope I can fit into this dress.
If not, the moving fat man is more or less vivid and lovely than static fat man.
At this moment, I can only stand where I am, like an eel nailed to a wooden bench, struggling and twisting in vain. Who am
I to expose her? I was a fake, too. Qinghe and
I met on a social APP. I am in the circle of
love, and I like to post a few photos in the square when I am free. I can get hundreds of likes without showing my face.
Don’t ask why there are so many likes.
When most people can only use a certain picture show, I have played PS thoroughly, long legs, slender waist, 90 kg, 36d, just a few more mouse clicks. Qinghe is one of the many people who come to chat up
every day. Most of the boys
came with a big compliment at the beginning, and then asked if there were any other welfare photos. The intention was obvious. There is no doubt
that Qinghe is a female lover. After he paid attention to me, he first gave me a like for every moment, saying that I was really beautiful in a skirt.
But he didn’t have too greasy words. We chatted one by one, and unconsciously lit up a few letters on the chat page.
At that time, I just graduated, before the internship company, said to give me a regular job, suddenly I pigeon.
I’m in a mess. It would be nice if reality could be photoshopped.
Unfortunately, there is no if, I am not good-looking, from small fat to big, wear out the crotch of countless jeans, it is not easy to stay up until the second graduation, become an ordinary loser.
Fortunately, there are many people who like me on the Internet. On my birthday
last month, I posted a refined photo in the square, which received thousands of likes and hundreds of comments wishing me a happy birthday.
Qinghe said he had prepared a surprise for me, and the gift was this skirt.
I mentioned once that I liked this dress, but it’s out of print and the second-hand price is very high.
I don’t know where Qinghe got the new genuine skirt.
In the evening, he sent me a voice message: “Did you receive the gift? Do you like it?”?
“” Like it. Of course
I like it. The lo skirt is the life of lo Niang. He has hit my lifeblood. Many people
asked me for photos, but I didn’t ask for anything. Instead, I sent a boy with such an expensive skirt. This is the first time I have met him.
This is ***ing love. I’m lost.
“Happy birthday, Nana,” he said softly. “When are you free? Let’s meet.
“” Good.
I promised to come down with the help of a ghost. I
‘ve had a few online relationships, but I’ve never met anyone online.
After all, the word “see the light and die” is for people like me.
I don’t know why, but at that moment, I really wanted to have a real relationship with him.
Perhaps the dress was so gorgeous that I got carried away and forgot that the robe was usually covered with lice.
We are in Chengdu together, and it is a matter of minutes to meet.
But when I promised, I regretted it. In the infinite entanglement, I used all kinds of reasons to delay time.
Finally, the meeting was set for a month later.
This month, I ate only one cucumber and one egg every day, and I lost 15 kilograms.
However, it is only from XX L to XL.
Even if I starve for another three months, I won’t grow up like Ada.
Ada1 is 65 meters, 95 catties, protruding forward and warping backward. It is genuine and does not need P. The difference between wearing a
skirt on her and wearing it on me is the difference between clouds and mud.
Oh, sorry, I can’t wear that dress.
I’ve probably guessed what Ada’s purpose is, pretending to be me and meeting Qinghe. I can smell green tea from
ten meters away.
I should go get an iced coffee and pour it on her head right now and turn her into a matcha latte. Why didn
‘t Qinghe see it and laugh so happily and feed her Wuliangye chocolate cake?
***.
I can’t watch this.
I He left in disgrace.
Ada didn’t get home until after 10pm.
I sat on the sofa and waited for her. Do you
want to have a midnight snack? Stewed spareribs with white gourd.
Ada tore off her headband and untied her belt with her backhand. No more. I don’t know why you like this thing. It’s strangling me.
“” tell me, is this what Sa Zi mean today? I
don’t mean to say anything. It’s risky to fall in love online. I’ll go and help you see if he’s reliable first. There’s no
need to talk about these useless things. What on earth do you want to do?
Ada seemed to be possessed by the spirit of drama, and began to make a long speech, saying that Qinghe and I had not known each other for a long time, and that there must be something wrong with Qinghe’s performance.
I just came into contact with the society, and I didn’t know that people’s hearts were dangerous. She just helped me to see people.
Now that I see it, how are people?
“” Well, it’s really good.
I slapped a bowl of white gourd spareribs at her feet. Ada, people are shameless, and ghosts are afraid. Do you believe what
you said? Don’t
you just see that he is rich?
You fishing girl! Ada works in a luxury goods counter in a high-end shopping mall. She dreams of finding a rich man, but she hates people saying that she is a fishing girl.
She took a luxury car home late at night, leaving the driver’s contact information; on a review, she picked people who had reviewed the restaurant with a per capita consumption of 1000 + to add friends; in the coffee shop downstairs of the high-end community, she slipped her hand to open the people nearby.. She always emphasizes that she really wants to be a couple all her life, but the man must be rich. I know all
this, and before that I believed that she had a good nature. I
only blame my big mouth for telling her so much about Qinghe.
Qinghe is a rich second generation, he does not show off his wealth, but inadvertently revealed that his life is superior. Not long after
we met, he bought me more than five figures of gifts.
At that time, Ada said that she had never seen such a generous act before meeting. I really found a treasure.
I found a treasure, and she missed me.
Is it to make a scatter again?
Ada grinds a piece of wax gourd at her feet into mud. If you don’t take a piss yourself, do you really think he’ll like you?
Your thighs are almost as thick as her waist. You have offered
this skirt for so long, but you should try it on.
Ada threw the skirt she had taken off in my face and went straight to the shower. I have been
fat for more than 20 years, and I have experienced many such humiliations, but this time, I feel more tired than ever. He
was trembling all over, but he could not move his feet.
Maybe I’m hungry. I don’t even have the strength to answer back.
Back in the bedroom, the phone vibrated.
Qinghe sent me several messages: “Are you home yet?”? Class
mate Nai Nai, why didn’t you even give me a photo of your face before?
However, I was really surprised to see you today. Ha ha ha. I didn’t reply.
He posted a moment of Ada’s back with the caption, “I finally met my Lolita.”.
I didn’t eat for three days, and I even gave up cucumbers and eggs.
Every time I go to the toilet, I weigh myself, but I can’t lose two or two in a day.
I feel like I’m rotten and smelly, but I’m not thin. The feeling of
being hungry for a long time is that you can’t feel hungry, which is also good.
Qinghe has never sent me a message on APP again. I guess he and Ada have added WeChat. Qinghe and
I have not exchanged WeChat, because this social APP has a very chicken thief function.
It sets up a string of meaningful letters, on which two people can accumulate love and light up the letters.
I’ve been looking forward to lighting all the letters with Qinghe, so we only chat on this APP.
Only one letter is needed to light up all of them, but unfortunately there is no chance. After
a week of darkness, Qinghe suddenly came to me on APP, saying that he didn’t know why, but felt comfortable chatting here, saying that I was like a changed person on the WeChat, and he didn’t know how to speak.
My tears fell down at once.
Looked in the mirror, I’m still fat, but it’s not illegal for fat people to like others, is it?
！ I carefully laughed with him, saying that APP is our base camp, chatting here is really more comfortable, WeChat many acquaintances, not very open. I haven’t talked to him for
a long time, and I’m really happy.
Jin, I’ll ask him out to meet! With this belief, when the autumn tiger was at its fiercest, I went downstairs to run in sweaty clothes. I haven’t eaten much for
a long time. My legs are as weak as noodles. I can’t run fast at all. I stop to breathe after two steps.
From running to fast walking, then to slow walking, then to slow walking.
If there are people around, they must think I’m here to make fun. I’ve never seen anyone running at 8 times slow speed. The bottleneck period of
losing weight finally passed, and in less than a week, I lost 5 pounds. When I saw the number
on the scale, I laughed and cried. With tears in my eyes, I sent a message to Ching-ho: “Do you have time in the afternoon? Come out and meet me.”. He
waited anxiously for more than half an hour before he replied, “Yes.”.
I rushed to take a shower and make up, and arrived at the dessert shop half an hour earlier.
It’s the one on the first floor of Taikoo Li, Chunxi Road, where we met for the first time.
I put on a size L skirt.
I really hope that when he sees me, he will show the same smile as last time.
But I waited from 4pm until dark, until the dessert shop closed at 10pm.
Qinghe didn’t come.
I was bored to brush the WeChat, and suddenly saw Ada send a circle of friends, located in a five-star hotel near Jiuyanqiao.
In a series of environmental food photos, she “inadvertently” photographed a man in a bathrobe with half of his face exposed.
It is Qinghe.
I didn’t send a message to Qinghe again, and I don’t remember how I got out of the dessert shop.
I didn’t feel much heartache, but the position of my heart was empty, as if I could hear the wind through my chest.
I’m so hungry. I’m starving to death.
Back home, I put the nearby Shuangliu Rabbit Head, Mother’s Hoof Flower, Juntun Guokui, Xiaojun Liver kebabs.. I ordered them one by one and spent more than 500 yuan.
The takeout came quickly, and I ate it hungrily. At first, I could taste it. Slowly, only the mechanical swallowing action was left.
I’ve been eating all the time, and I can’t eat enough. It was not until the food was up to my throat that I couldn’t swallow it and vomited all over the floor. As the
tears and vomit poured out, I couldn’t stop thinking about how many positions they had changed in the hotel.
I vomited even more.
Ada didn’t come home for several days.
I want to move out, but the rent here is given for half a year at one time.
Poverty and obesity are the five fingers that make me unable to move.
When Ada came home, I tried to be invisible and never appeared in the public area except to go to the bathroom and get takeout.
Every time I go out, I have to listen to what’s going on outside the bedroom and make sure she’s not there before I come out.
Fortunately, I didn’t meet her directly. I
don’t know what the day is like. I sleep most of the day and eat crazily when I wake up in the middle of the night.
Until Qinghe suddenly sent me messages crazily on APP.
“Nana, Nana..” Why did you ignore me? Did
I do something wrong?
At least send me a message to let me know you’re okay?
“” Nai Nai.. Don’t ignore me.. I thought I was getting over him.
But when I saw his message, my eyes were still sour.
I couldn’t resist for a moment and replied, “I’m fine. Are you all right?”?
Qinghe seems to be a different person. He speaks carefully, and eight out of ten sentences are “OK or not,” “OK or not,” and “OK?”. After
chatting for a while, I found something very shocking! From meeting to now, Qinghe has spent six figures on “I”, but “I” suddenly blacklisted him on the WeChat.
I put down my cell phone and rushed out to smash Ada’s door.
Ada, wearing silk pajamas with suspenders, looked bleary-eyed. “What’s wrong with you in the middle of the night?”?
“Are you shameless to cheat money under my banner?” We’re all adults, and I cheated on you about what you wanted me to do? What do you mean when you
take something from someone else and blacklist him?
“” Oh, at his level, he’s just fooling people like you who haven’t seen the world.
What rich second generation, funny, just a programmer, not Chengdu local, want a car without a car, want a house without a house, which still really play with him? If
you like him, you can continue to make friends with him, and I won’t delay you.
“Bang!” Ada slammed the door, and I stood in the doorway, like an idiot.
My cell phone was shaking, and Qinghe was still sending messages. I took a deep breath and replied, “Come out for an interview tomorrow.”.
The Qinghe River returns “good.”.
What should come can’t be avoided.
At least I can’t let Qinghe think that I did those things.
The next day, it was the same dessert shop in Taikoo Li. I made an
appointment three times, and this time I really want to meet him face to face.
I arrived 20 minutes early and ordered the Wuliangye chocolate cake.
The cake was so delicious that I could only taste the bitterness in my mouth.
The Qinghe River is here.
He looked around and his eyes passed over me without a pause.
I sighed, tried to squeeze out a smile, and waved to him, “Qinghe, here.”.
“He came over with a puzzled look on his face.” Hello, who are you?
I cleared my throat and took a deep breath. I asked you to come. Sit down first.
He pulled out his chair and sat down. He hesitated and asked, “What happened to Nana?”?
Why did you come..? I interrupted, “I am Nana.”. The corners
of Qinghe’s mouth twitched and he frowned.
“Excuse me, I want to explain..” I didn’t dare to look at him, so I lowered my head and whispered the whole story.
Qinghe gave a “hum,” and the disgust on his face was undisguised. I was so
ashamed that I wanted to crash my head into the cake in front of me.
Qinghe fiddled with his cell phone. “I don’t want to say much about anything else. It’s quite noisy.”.
“” But.. This period of time, my loss, please give me a settlement.
I nodded, “I’m sorry, I’ll give you back all the gifts you bought me before!” “Not only that, but also your roommate, the money I gave her to buy a bag, the money to open a room, the money to eat..” Confused on the spot, I stammered an explanation: “But that … …” That’s Ada’s flower, and it has nothing to do with me. Aren’t you two on the same team? Do you want me to pay for
their six-figure love affair? What did
I do wrong?
By now, I’ve forgotten whether I like it or not, and it’s none of my business to talk about it.
An hour later, Qinghe lost his patience and left, saying, “If I don’t see the money, you will bear the consequences.”.
Never thought, fall in love (did not succeed), and the disaster of imprisonment?
The last time I heard of such a ferocious thing, it was the famous uncle Xiao San Love in the entertainment circle.
This online love is so realistic that it is really scary.
I forgot how I got back, and my head was in a mess.
Remaining a little bit of reason, let me go to the Internet to search for similar things, to see how others deal with.
Fortunately, Qinghe proposed to buy gifts, open a room, eat money, are difficult to quantify the love expenditure, he paid the bill is voluntary, then later, whether for me or for Ada, he has no right to recover. If he really
wants to pursue it, it’s hard for him to prove it.
My heart a little peace of mind, secretly admire the means of Ada, ginger or old hot.
I sent a message to Qinghe, wrote a small composition, apologized again, said I shouldn’t have lied to him, and promised to send back the gift he had given me before.
As for the part of Ada, I don’t want to get involved. There was a dot hint that the message had been read
in Qinghe, but he didn’t reply to me.
I’m relieved. At least he’s seen it.
I thought it was over.
Unexpectedly, the next morning, I was awakened by the mobile phone message prompt, and dozens of unread messages popped up on the screen, all from that social APP. Strangely,
I clicked on it and said, “Ugly B, you’re pretending to look like him. He really doesn’t want to look like B!” I clicked on the second one, “The posthumous photo is ready for you. I wish your whole family an early underground reunion.”. Article
3, Article 4, Article 5.. Overwhelming abuse, “bitch”, “ugly B”, “bus”, “meat X device”.. I was so frightened that I pinched myself to make sure it wasn’t a nightmare. Most of the people who
send messages are strangers, and I haven’t been active on this APP for a long time.
I forced myself to calm down and checked it carefully.
It’s Qinghe.
He posted a moment in the square, with a tag related to lo Niang, @ me, describing in detail how I swindled online. As soon as I ran
, I found that I was ugly and fat, but I had to cling to him and refused to pay back the money. Out of helplessness,
he sent a moment of friendship to remind the majority of male compatriots to keep their eyes open and stay away from “Qiao Biluo.”. Attached to the
bottom are four pictures, namely, the photo of my photo, the photo of my photo taken by him in the dessert shop, and the screenshot of the conversation when I apologized and admitted that the photo cheated him.
The evidence is conclusive.
His instant fire, there are thousands of likes below, netizens along his Aite my account, easily found me, began to humiliate the carnival. The speed of
my blacklisting and reporting can’t keep up with the speed of their abuse.
I sent a message to Qinghe, begging him to delete this moment, saying that I would think of another way to deal with the money.
The message said it had been read, but he didn’t reply to a word.
I deleted all the moments I had posted, wrote a message to the top, apologized, and explained that things were not made up by Qinghe.
But it’s no use. The attention of my moment is far less than that of Qinghe.
The abuse is endless.
I was so angry that I argued with the person who sent the message, but they were not reasonable at all. No matter how I explained, they would only attack me with more dirty and vicious words.
I felt out of breath, as if countless hands had reached out from behind the screen and grabbed me by the neck. In the
early morning, I turned off the message prompt of the APP.
My heart was beating fast all the time, and I felt dizzy for a while.
I took two sleeping pills prescribed by the doctor. I tossed and turned in bed and couldn’t sleep. I got up and took two more pills. I still couldn’t sleep. I took two more pills and continued to sleep. I didn’t know how much medicine I had taken, and when I lay down again, I obviously felt something was wrong. I pressed a phone with all my strength and went out. When I
woke up, I was already in the hospital, and Ada was beside me.
When I woke up, she gave me a hard push. “What’s wrong with you, woman? If you want to die, go out and die.”.
I smiled bitterly. After sharing the house
with Ada, I set the long press of the “1” key as her cell phone in order to take care of the emergency.
Fortunately, she didn’t blacklist me, and I saved my life. Look at her again
at this time, also do not feel the face is hateful, she is still very beautiful, like young Carina Lau.
I didn’t want to die. I took the wrong medicine.
I think you really took the wrong medicine. You want to die or live. I told you that Qinghe is not a good thing.
He is really not a thing.
I told her how I was abused by the Internet.
Ada’s eyes widened. What is it? Why does
he have such a big face?
？
？ I paid for the
room, and he sent those bags, all of which were A goods. Now it’s my
turn to stare at the dog.
Ada gave me a white look. “Do you think I blackened him for Mullah?”?
Too disgusting ah, send A package, not even super A, imitation that is a rough.
Also do not think I am dry scatter, do not have to start, separated by 10 meters, you can smell the smell of fake goods.
So, his level can only deceive a little girl like you who has never seen the world.
By the way, is your dress fake, too?
“” I.. I don’t know where to go.. I’ve only seen the picture of the skirt, but I haven’t touched the real thing.
Thousands of words can’t be combined into one sentence. ***.
I was sent to the hospital in time, and after gastric lavage, I was fine, and I didn’t even need an infusion.
The doctor saw that I woke up and asked me to go back early. The hospital bed was tight, so don’t make trouble for everyone.
Ada pulled me away with a look of disgust. When I got home
, I brewed in my room for half an hour and wrote a small composition describing this tortuous and frightening online love story, which was published in the square, @ Qinghe.
Less than two hours later, there was a surge of likes. Looking at the replies in the comment section, the number of people who scolded Qinghe in private letters should not be less than number of people who scolded me at the beginning.
Qinghe was in a hurry and sent me a message asking me to delete this moment.
I clicked on his head portrait-he came from the artist planet and returned to Yourou Star. He had excellent understanding and creativity, but he had no sense of time. He always came or not. That’s an apt
description.
I really liked this guy before.
I didn’t pick up his words and said, “I haven’t sent you a photo of my face, but I’ve sent so many voice messages. My voice is not like Ada at all. Have you really doubted it?”?
He: Yes, but she is really beautiful.
“Me:” The day you opened the room, I sent you a message and asked you out to meet. You promised, but you didn’t come.
“He:” When?
I didn’t see it. Ada was playing games with my mobile phone that day. Maybe she deleted it.
All right, I understand.
Me: I’ll delete it if you delete it.
“He:” OK. “He deleted the moment, and I cleared the dynamic, and the farce was over.
Finally, we are only half a letter away from lighting up a warm word that touches the soul.
Blacklist, uninstall, no goodbye.
I deleted the PS, the next time I like someone, I want to appear in a real identity image.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
