Dreams wake up.
The boyfriend had a suitor, and the girl was not looking good and under normal conditions, but insisted on loving him for 10 years.
At first he was annoying and always yelled at her.
But then I saw his notes for the girl on his phone.
He called her: “Be good.”
01
And when Chen Yee made love, his phone rang.
He grotesquely raised his head from my lips, and his eyebrows were filled with impatience and he took out his phone in his pocket.
“Who the fuck is that?”
I followed his eyes. That was a bunch of unannotated cell phones.
But we both know who that is.
So, did he pick up his eyebrow or pick up his phone and say, “What the fuck is wrong with you? Will you leave me alone?” I’m sorry.
I heard low sobbing over the phone.
“Ei-wei, I didn’t mean to do it on purpose but there’s a man who’s been following me, I’m scared. I’m sorry.
“What good will you tell me, and call the police?” I’m sorry.
He said he hung up in a girl’s cry.
“Let’s go on. He’s like a cover-up, he’s looking down.
Yet between the lips I felt his heart was absent.
His eyebrow was locked even though he was kissing, as if his body was with me, but his heart did not know where to go.
A moment later, the phone rings again.
Chen looked at me and answered the phone, “I didn’t tell you everything.”
“Please, I’m really scared. He’s been following me.” I’m sorry.
The helpless voice brought a cry, Chen stood up softly.
“Where are you? I’m sorry.
What was said there? He stood up straight up and picked up his coat and left.
And that’s when he suddenly came to me and I was still in bed looking at him, and somehow he turned to me and said:
“Wait a minute, she’s a girl. It’s not safe. I’m sorry.
If I didn’t answer, he’d be out in a hurry.
I watched the door shut quietly and slowly pulled the covers.
How many times is this?
I can’t remember.
I spent seven years with Chen Yee-hye, and Kang-hye was haunting him for seven years.
When I was in high school with Chen Yee-hye, I was first in grade, and he was the second and fourth in grade, sitting at my back table, pulling my braids and poking my back.
But he’ll bring me milk and tea, and he’ll buy me a warm water bag when my stomach hurts.
At the party at the end of the baccalaureate, Chen Yee-hye came to me and everyone in the class started to get up.
I remember a young man with red cheeks and a star in his eyes and a bright light.
He looked at me and his eyes were full of smiles. “I like you. Do you want to be with me?” I’m sorry.
When I promised him, everyone laughed, except Kang.
She ran out the door crying, but nobody cared.
Kang-hye likes Chen Ei-wei is something everyone knows.
I laughed at Chen Yip when she was always staring at him in the corner and she would buy him tea, except he always drank it.
She’ll put a love letter into Chen’s desk with a fragrance of pink paper.
But Chen was torn to pieces every time.
Chen Ei-hye doesn’t like Kang-hyun. It’s something everyone knows.
Because she’s really ugly.
It’s common, it’s yellow, it’s freckles, it’s very small, and the five officials have nothing to show for themselves.
Learning is also the tail of a crane, always wearing black-glassed glasses in a broad school uniform in the corner, giving Chen a small, small-twilight piece of paper.
She’s so ordinary compared to us.
At the time, I thought Kang was just an ordinary little episode of our relationship.
Chen Yee has grown well, and there are so many girls who like him who can line up.
Chen doesn’t like her, she’ll soon give up like everyone else.
But I didn’t think she’d been hanging around Chen for seven years.
From the age of 18 to the age of 25, Ginger was like a ghost in Chen Ei-yee’s shadow, and she took the same city’s college as we for breakfast every day.
After graduation, he found a job and kept calling Chen Ei-hye, and all sorts of big things went to him.
I didn’t care at first. Kang-hyun was really uncompetitive to me.
Chen Yee-hye was annoying, too. He yelled at her, told her to go away, took her away…
And even when the worst of it was, he called her, “You are not a bitch; I say I do not like you; do you not understand?” I’m sorry.
“Can a girl have a face, you have no self-respect? I’m sorry.
But Kang didn’t care. She’d come back again and again.
But I don’t know when I feel like everything’s changed.
I looked over the ceiling.
When did it start?
His attitude was still poor and he took every call from her.
Now she said something, and he left me in a hurry to find her.
I’m comforting myself. I think I’m thinking too much.
Ginger and I are neither pretty nor good, and she’s not the same as high school, she’s a freckled glasses girl, she’s a clerk at a small company, 3,500 a month.
And I was a flat model in college, and now I’m the manager of a listed company.
I looked on my side at the frozen sheets, and Chen was too quick to walk, and the sheets were wrinkled.
Chen doesn’t like her…
I think.
02
Chen Yee-hye didn’t come back all night.
My heart sank in the night, until the day after, when the wind and the dust of his servants opened the door, and he was tired.
“That’s stupid. “I can’t say everything he says.”
He sat beside me and complained with rage.
“You don’t know, she’s just messing with me, and I’m gonna say she’s like that, who the fuck is gonna follow her! I’m sorry.
His attitude put my heart down, and I went over there and I said, “I think she’s really affecting our lives. Can we leave her alone next time? I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to talk to her. She called me in a different number. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry, we’re getting engaged soon. I’ll tell her. It’s annoying. I’m sorry.
I noded my head, and I looked down, and Chen was wearing only last night’s T-shirt.
“Where’s the coat?” I frowned.
“Oh,” he didn’t care. “Leave her home. No. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Chen and Ei-wei’s engagement party was not called Kang-hyun, and no one knew what she was capable of doing with her crazy sex, for her sake we didn’t even dare to give it to friends, just to inform them in private.
However, she did not know how to hear the news and came.
When I was at the door with Chen Ei-hye, she came over and showed a bad laugh.
“Seven years of love and long run have finally come true. I’m sorry.
“Congratulations. I’m sorry.
She seemed to be wearing makeup today, but it was worse than before.
The brows are dark, the lips are red and the dots are covered, but it’s as white as a burning paper, and it’s scary.
It was just that she was wearing a long dress in white, as if she was the leading girl in the engagement, and that coat looked familiar.
That’s Chen Ei-wei’s coat.
I smiled down, but I said politely, “Thank you and wish you the best of luck.” I’m sorry.
Kang didn’t answer and looked straight at Chen.
Chen has no familiar irritation in his eyes, but has a complex mood.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
“Don’t be afraid,” he said, “I’m just looking.” I’m sorry.
“I can’t have you. I can at least bless you. I’m sorry.
She’s in a state where she can’t talk.
And when I left, my best friend pulled me aside and said, “Oh, my God, did you see her face? I’m sorry.
“I feel so sorry for your old Chen. He’ll have nightmares after all this time. I’m sorry.
I can’t laugh when I’m talking.
I don’t know why, I’m always feeling a little panicky as if something had gone beyond my control.
I whispered, “Do you say that Chen Ei-hye likes ginger? I’m sorry.
The way he looked at me just now makes me feel a little wrong, but I can’t tell you what’s wrong.
I always felt that Chen’s attitude towards Kang Yi had changed.
“You’ve got it,” my girlfriend looked at me. “What a beautiful old man like Chen has never seen, he likes Kang Zhen! I’m sorry.
“Only her?” 158, “Foot-legs, “sack-faced”! I’m sorry.
I held my hands tight and took a deep breath.
Yes, I’m much better than Kang-hyun, and I’m sure Chen will know how to choose.
Moreover, for seven years we have been together and our relations have gone beyond lovers to be loved and loved.
I should trust him.
I was in my engagement dress and I laughed with Chen’s arm: “Thank you for seeing me today, and I thank you for taking care of me and Ei-Dou.” I’m sorry.
“Here’s to you, and good luck to you all. A boy laughs.
“Yeah, we’ve been looking forward to it. Seven years of long run. I’m sorry.
High schoolgirls bend their eyes and say, “You’re a good girl. Old Chen and Zheng were the best people in our school. I’m sorry.
“You don’t know that,” he said, “It’s been a long time since Chen’s been in love with you. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
We’re in the box, we’re in our hearts, we’re all smiling.
Only Ginger stood in the corner without an expression, and was sure to look at Chen.
Chen Ying pretended not to see it and avoided her sight, while the smile was a little stiff.
“Come on, let’s raise a toast to these two young men for a long and full life! I’m sorry.
The captain lifts the glass, everyone follows.
And Ginger stood there, neither moving nor speaking.
It was a bit awkward at first, and she was reminded: “What are you doing? I’m sorry.
Ginger picks up a glass, and no one else will drink it.
She drank too fast, and the fluid slipped down her chin, and she choked and cried.
May you, Kang-hyun, lift your heads up and look at Chen’s eyes with a desperate obsession, and his voice is mute.
“A hundred years together. I’m sorry.
Says she wiped a face and ran out the door.
The needles in the room were very good, and the festivities of the past were emptied and the atmosphere was sore.
Everyone knows our story. It’s a quiet moment.
“Ginger may be in trouble. Here, let’s drink. I’m sorry.
However, Chen Yee, who was close to me, watched her go in the direction she left, as if he had not heard the words of the captain.
I bit my lower lip.
He turned back like a god, but he did not drink, and there was a rush: “I went out to see.” I’m sorry.
He pushed my hand away and followed him out in a hurry.
My lover ran away crying, and my fiancé went after her, and I was the only one standing at the door, embarrassing and ridiculous.
This team leader can’t even hit the roundabout, and a group of people are looking at me, waiting for my reaction.
And then after half of it, I began to smile, “Eat and drink well, I–“
I’m not finished yet. My best friend pushed the door out of the box, sweating and screaming:
“Come out and look at her, Kang-gi-gyu! I’m sorry.
03
A nice engagement party was a mess, and everybody came out to watch it.
I went up on the roof with my skirt on the 7th floor, and Kang was sitting on the rail, and the wind blew her hair out, and she was crying on her face, and the whole person looked ugly.
But Chen Ee-hye stood by and was so strung and pale.
“KANG Qiang, say something and come down! I’m sorry.
Ginger looked at him, let the wind blow away his tears and laugh.
“You’re engaged, aren’t you? I’m sorry.
Chen didn’t say anything, just staring at her.
Those who followed have begun to point their finger, but Kang doesn’t care.
She’s shaking her legs and starting to wonder.
“I love you for 10 years. I’m sorry.
“I’ve liked you since high school, when teachers split their seats because I was ugly and boys didn’t want to sit with me. I was so embarrassed to stand there alone. I’m sorry.
“It’s you who says you want to be with me. I’m sorry.
“I thought, “You look so good, so many people like you, why would you want to be with me? I’m sorry.
“I’ve loved you since then. I’m sorry.
And Chen shouted: “Come down first! I’m sorry.
“Why are you with Yip if you haven’t heard anything?” I’m sorry.
“But I’m the only one who loves you most, Chen Yee-hye. I’m the one who loves you the most. I’m sorry.
“I volunteered to go to a place where I went to school with you, and then I ended up looking for help and finally staying here. I’m sorry.
“I thought maybe you’d break up with Yvonne and maybe you’d see me then. I’m sorry.
“But why are you engaged to her? I’m sorry.
My best friend couldn’t bear it, and he said, “You’re sick. You’re engaged and you’re in trouble. Do you have a face? I’m sorry.
“Shut up! I’m sorry.
Chen Yee-hye, I’ve never seen such a horrible face.
My best friend looked at me in silence.
He whispered, “Why don’t you come down and talk?” I’m sorry.
His voice was so spoiled, it sounded familiar and strange.
Ginger smiles at Chen Yee-hye and the white dress hunts and dances in the wind.
“It’s been ten years since I’ve been with you. I’m sorry.
“If I can’t be with you, then I don’t know why I’m alive. I’m sorry.
Now, she’s picking her mouth, “I give you a choice. I’m sorry.
“Or be with me and end this engagement. I’m sorry.
“Or,” she held the rail, leaned back, “just watch me die in front of you, if not with you, remember me forever. I’m sorry.
7th floor is not high, but there’s 20 m, basically dead.
I started shaking with my hands on my side, and I looked to Chen to beg:
“Eye, please, don’t.” I’m sorry.
Chen Yee-yee returned and felt guilty.
A moment later, he said, “Sorry, Zoo. I’m sorry.
My tears came out, and the mute said, “What do I do? I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, but I can’t watch her die before me.” I’m sorry.
I fell apart and yelled, “Why do you care if she dies? You hate her, don’t you? I’m sorry.
“We’ve been together for seven years, and she’s been slitting her wrists, swallowing her sleeping pills, jumping off the stairs, and I can’t count! I’m sorry.
“Chang Yee-hye, only Kang-hyun is a human being, and I am not a human being. I’m sorry.
Ginger looked crazy at me, but the smile got deeper.
As if she were a winner in a steady game, she would be proud to watch the loser scream.
Ewai, do you really not like me? “If you don’t like me, I’ll die.” I’m sorry.
She had to let go.
“I like it!”
At last, Chen Ei-hye could not bear to cry out, as if he had opened a sealed valve and had his emotions burst.
“I like you, okay? I’m in your hands. Get down! I’m sorry.
“I’m not getting married. Are you happy? I’m sorry.
My classmates and friends were shocked, whispered, and looked straight into the air.
Ginger laughed and she cried and reached out to Chen.
Chen Ei-hye didn’t hesitate to walk past her hand.
She jumped off, pulled Chen Ei-hye and ran into the building.
Chen Yee-hye didn’t hesitate, and two people quickly disappeared before our eyes.
There’s a lot of wind and people on the roof, and today we call a lot of friends and classmates, and dozens of people are here and look different.
I can only feel that the sight of these people is unbearable, that I want to run away from here and my feet are rooting, and I can’t walk.
After a while, everyone was embarrassed and made excuses to leave.
Only my best friend is still here, worried, “Are you all right? I’m sorry.
“Don’t be sad. Chen Ei-wei may be — he may be too kind to watch Kang-hye die, he has nothing else to say.” I’m sorry.
And I said, “Go ahead, I want to be still.” I’m sorry.
She bites her lips, “Don’t you dare, I’m down there. I’m sorry.
There’s no one on the roof but myself in the wind.
Strangely, I didn’t feel a heartache, or maybe I had a vision of something like this, but I just felt a bit empty, and I didn’t have it.
04
I had a long wind on the roof until my hands and feet were cold.
The waiter on the other side rushed to say, “Hello, Miss, your husband’s phone is here. I’m sorry.
My eyes turned dry, and my eyes fell on that blue iPhone.
“… well, thank you.”
I haven’t seen his phone with Chen Ei-hye for years.
We’ve been together for so long, we’ve been like family, we trust each other.
Now, I’d like to see what’s on his phone.
Open the Wisdom, only one top, not me.
There’s a note on the head, called “Beautiful” and it’s very flattering.
I recognize this image.
It’s Ginger.
All the sounds around me have disappeared, and I’m shaking my hands to open that dialogue box.
It’s a long chat record. It can’t turn over.
The date was at the beginning of the year, when Chen Ying was still in a bad position with Kang-hyun.
“Can you please stop calling me?” I’m sorry.
“I told you, I have a girlfriend. I like her. It’s impossible for us. Can you understand people? I’m sorry.
“But I like you. I’m sorry.
“Damn it! I’m sorry.
After a while, Chen Yee-hye did not reply, but Ginger shared his life unilaterally.
“On the way to work today, I saw a cat with black eyes, but not as pretty as you. I’m sorry.
“We’re in charge, we’re in trouble again today, so much money is paid for a month. I’m sorry.
“It’s a nice photo of a colleague going to Disney. I’d love to go with you. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
It’s been a year and Chen hasn’t said a word back.
I know why he didn’t pull the black ginger, because she would’ve changed her name pretty fast, so she wouldn’t have trouble talking to herself.
But a year later, things became different.
On the first day of New Year’s, Kang had a hair:
“I think I’ve got pneumonia. The doctor said I’d be hospitalized, but I didn’t have enough money to go home. I’m sorry.
Ten minutes later, Chen Ei-wei responded.
“You’re sick, and you can’t hold on to pneumonia? How much? I’m sorry.
For the first time, he met her, and Kang was so happy. I’m sorry.
Chen Yee-hye didn’t talk much, turned 600 bucks.
I looked at the timeline and suddenly remembered Chen Yee-hye told me at the beginning of the year that he had made a mistake at work this month and deducted $600,000 in performance.
Then we had a common account, and everyone spent their wages together, and I reassured him that it was all right, and whoever was right, he was saved.
When Chen Qiqi looked at me for half a day, and held me in silence, and kept his hand still for a long time.
I thought he thought I was understanding.
Now he’s just feeling guilty.
I lost my finger temperature for half a day before I could cut it.
It seems that, as a result of the response, Kang-hyun has said more than enough to move to another job, and to share everything with Chen Ei-hye today.
Chen Yee has rarely returned, but only occasionally rephrases can make her jump.
Gradually, Chen’s response has increased.
He was reminded when Kang was cooling, “It’s snowing today, wear more clothes!” I’m sorry.
“Well, you too. I’m sorry.
“This month’s salary has been cut again. The supervisor is so annoying, I really don’t like it. I’m sorry.
Chen Yee-hye went straight to $5,000.
“You don’t have any money. Don’t eat noodles. I’m sorry.
“KANG Jian, I want to go to Disney, will you come with me?” I’m sorry.
Chen Ei-hye: “This is not a time, so look at it later. I’m sorry.
And then he even started to care about her: “Is it still hard for you, your supervisor, that I have an insider, or you come to me?” I’m sorry.
“Did you buy clothes in New Year’s? I’ll take you there. I’m sorry.
“Did you buy the ticket back? Don’t be like the old days. I’m sorry.
“Have you had a stomachache again? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I look at the chat records, and it’s getting blurry.
He used to care about me that way.
When did our communication start to go away?
It’s not that I don’t want to share it, it’s just someone who wants to share it more.
In the last 10 years, Ginger’s hot water boiled with frogs on foot and finally squeezed into Chen’s heart.
There’s a lot of people in the hotel hall, but this chat record has exhausted all my strength and I can no longer stand up for myself.
The pain of pulling out of my heart was slow, and I came down slowly, crying silently.
This moment, I understand everything.
No wonder he’s always been as impatient with Kang as he is with me, but he’s always met every single one of her demands without end.
No wonder Kang said he was going to kill himself, and he left me without hesitation.
It turns out there’s nothing left to do but he can’t let her down.
Turns out he already liked her.
How did this happen? I cried almost collapsed.
We’ve been together for so many years, how can Chen Yee-hui betray me?
He really liked her.
Then what am I? One of the ugly horns of a 10-year-old love?
I don’t know.
It was too late to go home.
My eyes were swollen and the walkers came home.
Chen Yee-hye has returned, sitting silently on the couch, and he looks up at me, his eyes are complex and he wants to stop.
I’m…
He wanted to explain that I didn’t listen and just threw his phone at him.
When he saw the phone, he understood everything.
“I’m sorry, I really hated her before. He’s down on his head.
“But she’s been haunting me, and I feel a little used to it, and sometimes she doesn’t text and I feel like I’m missing something.”
He didn’t finish. I broke his mouth.
Because I’ve just cried, and my voice is still strong.
“Don’t you want to tell me your love story? I’m sorry.
“Don’t make me sick. It’s almost enough. I’m sorry.
I put down the tears and said, “Do you want to break up?” I’m sorry.
“I complete you. I’m sorry.
I’d like to say a terrible word, but I can’t stop crying and I’m ashamed.
Chen Ying stood up and looked at me with a painful look on his face.
A moment later, he whispered, “Sorry, Zoo.” I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“Go away. I’m sorry.
I closed my eyes and cried across my cheeks.
Chen Yee-hye’s things were already packed and he came back to tell me he broke up.
He didn’t have much, left everything I bought for him and left behind in a small suitcase.
The sound of the door closed was so dull that I suddenly fell over the wall and sat on the floor and cried.
It hurts. It hurts.
For the past seven years, I have never had a moment to suspect that we will not be together, that in all my future there is Chen Yee-hye, and I fantasize about marrying him, having children with him and walking with him for a long time.
I always thought that was what he thought, but I never thought that his heart had gone away.
I’m the only one who lost in this three-man love game.
05
Ginger’s 10 years of love has finally come true, and I’m so happy to hear it.
She almost couldn’t wait to send a photo of two people who looked at each other, a handsome and ugly, but had a strange harmony, probably because they had a deep-seated eye.
“Time will tell you who it is. She said:
Kang went to Chen’s company.
They went to Disney, kissed in front of the castle, hugged in the hotel.
Chen Yee-hye took her to see the wedding dress. I wonder if it’s a coincidence. Kang-hyun chose the family I had chosen earlier, even the one I saw.
Her circle of friends is like a love diary, telling everyone that their love has been so intense for 10 years.
I looked away for a while and I deleted them all.
For seven years, when I had a dream.
It’s just that it’s kind of a big dream, and it hurts more than breaking up when seven years of love betrays.
In particular, he betrayed Kang, a woman who looked ugly and useless to me, and then mixed up some self-doubt in the pain.
I lost all my confidence and began to wonder if I was as good as I always thought.
If I’m better than Kang, why did Chen Yee-hui abandon me to her?
It is a difficult process to walk out of, and we have been together too long, too many places to go and too many experiences to live together.
The movie he once saw, the song he heard, the flower shop he gave me on the corner.
It’s all tearing me apart.
I went to the cinema myself to see “former 3” and started smiling like an idiot and then I cried like a fool.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My heart feels like it’s gonna hurt like this.
But there’s nothing I can do but wait for the wound to heal itself.
I don’t know.
Goodbye, Chen Ei-wei, is downstairs at the company.
In order to get close enough to get to work together, we chose two companies that were together.
Now I’m sorry. I rushed downstairs on my way to work and saw Chen Yee-wei who was driving Kang.
Seeing me, Kang was smiling, just how that smile looked like provocation.
“Yippa, we’re getting married. Send you an invitation. You have to come. I’m sorry.
“Oh, yes. Are you alone now? Shall I introduce you to someone? I’m sorry.
I swiped her and didn’t talk.
Chen was a bit embarrassed and pulled her: “Come on. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“What can I be ashamed of? “You’re unmarried and I’m not allowed to break up!” I’m sorry.
“There’s nothing to be ashamed of. I’m sorry.
Her voice was growing, and many of her colleagues were looking around.
Chen Yee’s face rose red: “Come on, I’m wrong, I’m late, let’s go! I’m sorry.
Says she’s running away.
Chon-hyun also said, “Don’t forget to come to the wedding.” I’m sorry.
I got my fist up and then I turned around and left.
I don’t know.
A few days later, I got a call.
It’s Grandma Chan.
I hesitated to pick it up.
Chen Yee-hye took me home early to meet my family, and although he was an asshole, his family was good to me.
Especially Grandma loves my future granddaughter-in-law. Every time I go there, I get a big red bag, and she puts money on me every year.
And when I left, she held my hand by her side: “O Qi, you are too thin, go back to eat, and the girl is too fat to be blessed.” I’m sorry.
Then she’ll bring me all the eggs, and kill me some chickens.
“Go back and fix it. It’s all loose, nutritious! I’m sorry.
“Don’t give it to Chen Ei-wei, he’s so skiny he doesn’t have to eat it. I’m sorry.
She’ll look at the weather in our city and call me every now and then.
“It’s going to rain tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“There’s snow in the last few days. I bought you a thick velvet. I won’t send it. Tell your aunt to send it to you. I’m sorry.
“When will you come back, Grandma’s geese will be fine, and you’ll come back and kill them…”
The old man treated me like a granddaughter, and I hesitated:
“Grandma? I’m sorry.
Grandma’s voice was so low and so weak.
Are you separated from Chen Yi Hui? She was careful.
I don’t know why, even though I haven’t cried for days, she’s asking me how I can’t keep my eyes warm.
Grandma, I whispered, “Yeah, he likes someone else. I’m sorry.
Grandma had a moment of silence, a breath of suffocation, and it sounded awful.
“That son of a bitch, he’s not lucky, you son of a bitch…”
“You’re a good boy, and your luck is behind you…”
I closed my eyes and I choked. I’m sorry.
For a while, Grandma hung up the phone, and Chen Yee-hye came back.
I frown, “Hello? I’m sorry.
Chen was quiet for a moment. Is there something that says, “The grandmother is not well…”
“It’s been a few days since the doctor told me that she wanted to see you before she left and was embarrassed to say it. I’m sorry.
“Can you go back and see her? I’m sorry.
If I hear his voice again, I’m going to say no.
I don’t want anything to do with Chen Yee.
But I couldn’t say it.
“When will she return?” I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry about the money, don’t worry about the family I’m sorry.
I’m all over it: “I…”
The voice of Chen Ei-hye with a sniveling cry: “I know I’m sorry for you, but Grandma has always loved you, I beg you, don’t let her be sorry before she leaves.” I’m sorry.
“This thing,” I whispered, “Did you tell Kang? I’m sorry.
I don’t want to get in trouble, but if Chen Yee-hye had found out that he was taking me to his house, I’d know what to do.
“Yes, Chen Ee-hye’s voice is a little lost.” I told her. I’m sorry.
“Okay,” I’m suffocating, “but I’m not going with you. I’ll drive myself. I’m sorry.
Said I hung up.
The next morning, I drove into that familiar village.
When I entered the door, Chen’s father and mother smiled and welcomed me, but the smile was somewhat reluctant.
And father Chen made it easy: “Grandma’s in that house. Go and see. She misses you. I’m sorry.
In the house, Chen Ei-hye was kneeling on his bed with Grandma’s hand, with red eyes.
Coming?
He turned around and said, “Grandma’s saying something about you. I’m sorry.
My nasal cavity went down and whispered, “Grandma, I’m Zen, I’m here. I’m sorry.
The last time I saw Grandma, she was a stylish old lady, dyed her hair black and yelled for a goose stew.
There’s nothing left but white.
Grandma’s eyes were dazzled and people were confused, and she stretched out her hand to hold me, “It’s the twilight, it’s the twilight. Have you eaten?”
“Eat, eat back. I’m sorry.
“Skinned again, sure … Must not eat well outside. I’m sorry.
Grandma’s weak path: “The eggs of the house are for you, remember to eat.” I’m sorry.
I can’t help it anymore, I can’t help it.
“Getting your bodies good, Grandma wants to see you have a big fat kid. I’m sorry.
Grandma’s forgotten we broke up. She’s like a leaking windbox.
“What are you going to do and when do you want a baby? I’m sorry.
I wiped my tears and couldn’t speak.
On one side, Chen Yee Wee cried: “Soon, you will see the grandkids this year, Grandma. I’m sorry.
Grandma smiled comfortably and was about to say something, and suddenly there was a noise behind her.
“You’re going to have kids? How could I not know? I’m sorry.
I’m surprised, creepy back.
Ginger, in a black velvet dress, stood at the door swollen, smug, like a ghost.
She opens her mouth and says, “What do you mean, Chen Ei-wei? I’m sorry.
Then Chen’s father and mother came to me in a hurry and were embarrassed: “Oh, this, and this little girl says it’s your girlfriend. Look at this.”
“You listen to me.” Chen’s face has changed, and he’s gonna stand up.
But Ginger did not give him the opportunity to explain, and suddenly he got angry and came up and slapped him in the face.
Pop! I’m sorry.
The loud slap echoes in the house, and everyone is shocked!
She sounded like her fingernails were scratched on the blackboard, and her ears were stung and she was carrying a crushing madness.
“You brought this bitch home behind my back! I’m sorry.
Chen Ei-hye said, “Listen to me. We have nothing but Grandma’s desire to see the guillotine. I fear you will not tell you.
But Kang didn’t listen: “I gave up my undergraduate studies for you, just to be in your city!” I didn’t come home after graduation to be with you! For 10 years you’ve been telling your conscience how I treated you! I’ve been waiting for you. I’ve never been in love. I don’t care about you like a dog. I’m sorry.
I’m stupid.
For all these years, I have thought that Kang was willing to pursue Chen Ying, and I can’t believe that she has so much resentment behind her back.
I didn’t expect Chen Ei-hye to bring me back.
Chen Yee-hye was not moved, and his face was filled with indulgent irritation: “You have said it one hundred and eighty times. I’m sorry.
“But I didn’t fucking make you do it. You don’t want to go! I’m sorry.
It’s like stabbing a bee’s nest. Ginger blew up.
Chen Ei-wei, you fart!
I’m telling you, you owe me your whole life. If you betray me, I’ll kill you! I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, she came up crazy and beat Chen Ei-wei.
Then there was Grandma, and I was worried she was going to pull it, but Kang turned on me.
“Bitch! I’m sorry.
She bites her teeth, her face is twisted, her eyes are high and she is vicious.
“It’s your fault. You seduced him! I’ll take your face! I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you die? I’m sorry.
I had no idea that Kang had been such a man, that she had been following Chen Ei-hye for so many years, and I did not know that those years of one-sided payment had made her so depressed.
She’s like a crazy psycho!
Ginger’s hand was about to come and hit me, and Chen’s father and mother came up to pull up, and Chen’s mother was so strong and so skinny that she was slapped on her body, fell on the ground and cried out.
And now Chen’s a little angry, with a red eye and a slap on his face, saying:
“You’ve had enough! I’m sorry.
“I don’t have enough!”
The slap hit her with ginger, and she almost killed herself with Chen Yee-hye, and her grandma was so scared that she wanted to talk, and she couldn’t live with it.
“Stop fighting, stop fighting, Grandma seems to be in trouble. I’m sorry.
Just in time for the snow, 120 came a little slower.
When the medical staff carried Grandma in the car, she was no longer able to do so and she was crying with my hand.
She was dragged to her death by Chen Yue Yi, who wanted to visit her.
I cried so hard that I held her tight: “Grandma, don’t worry about me, I’ll take care of myself.” I’m sorry.
She’s loosed and loaded.
Five minutes later, Grandma lost her heartbeat in an ambulance.
06
Chen and Kang-hye are in a complete state because of Grandma’s anger.
It’s not two months ago, they’ve been giving a circle of friends every day.
When I was at work, my best friend sent me a message: “Hey, do you know that Kang and Chen Ying are having an affair? I’m sorry.
I can see her through the screen and send another message before I get back.
“You don’t know, she’s got a brain condition. She’s twisted, she’s possessive. I’m sorry.
“I haven’t seen anything in a few days. She looks like Chen Yee-hye. He’s going to add a class and eat a meal. I’m sorry.
“Our classmates came to visit us for dinner. Chen Yee-hye has turned off the phone, good guy, and they put a location on his phone and killed him! I’m sorry.
I didn’t believe it, either, but after what happened last time, I wouldn’t be surprised what Kang would do.
I wonder, “What then?” I’m sorry.
“And then she went up there and gave Chen a mouth and said he was sorry. It’s scary to have him die together if he can’t stand it. I’m sorry.
“Oh, yes, she also called the boy, saying that he had learned well without Chen Yee-hye, and that if he had anything to do with him, he would never be allowed to look for him. I’m sorry.
I frown, and that’s what Kang will do.
It seems that these years of obsession have distorted her mind.
If Chen Ei-hye were not with her, she would have exploded.
She’ll think I love you so much, give so much for you, and you’ll be sorry if you don’t listen to me.
But the harder it gets, the harder it gets.
This relationship is the torture of each other, and the longer she gets, the farther she gets pushed.
But the more he drifted away, the more he felt sorry for her and would drive him to lower his head in a more insane way, which was a vicious circle.
Sooner or later, Chen Ei-hye will not be able to bear it.
“Our classmate got so angry and threw himself at some friends. I’m sorry.
“Alas, Chen Yee-hye has a bad reputation now. A colleague’s friend didn’t dare to find him. I’m sorry.
“If you say this is a punishment, it’s because he was blind! I’m sorry.
I was just about to type, and my colleague on the other side suddenly cried:
“Damn, is there a jumper across the street? I’m sorry.
I looked opposite her eyes and only saw a man standing on the building opposite the company, unable to see his face, but I immediately recognized him.
Ginger!
I’m surprised. Stand up.
Come on, get out of here! I’m sorry.
My colleague pulled me and ran.
As soon as we left the building, we were surrounded by three floors, and everyone was watching, knowing and sharing information about each other.
“I heard it was a break-up. A man broke up and a woman quit. “A big sister is full of narrated gossip.
A young man says, “If he breaks up, he’ll kill himself. Isn’t that a moral kidnapping? I’m sorry.
The young girl who was with him frowned: “Doesn’t she say that he did not like to be with each other in the first place? I’m sorry.
I looked through the crowd, and the man standing in front of me looked familiar, and I saw Chen Yee-hye at first glance, together on more than 2,000 days and nights.
He seemed a lot thinner than the last time he saw him, and the white shirt was blown up and empty.
The company on the other side had only six floors and could clearly hear Kang’s fury.
“You’re not a fucking human being. I’ve done so much for you, and you want to go after all you’ve done? I’m sorry.
Her eyes were kind of high, and she looked at him, “Dream! I’m sorry.
“Are you sick?”
“I don’t like you, I don’t want to be with you.” I’m sorry.
“You fart!”
“Why did you break up with that bitch for me? Did that bitch seduce you? I’m sorry.
Chen Ei-hye almost collapsed: “Can I be blind when I am blind?” I’m sorry.
“I knew you were such a man and I’d never break up with her! I’m sorry.
“You want to dump me and find that bitch, dream!” I’m sorry.
“I will die if you do this to me! I’m sorry.
“Go to hell! Go to hell! I’m sorry.
Chen Yee-hye couldn’t stop it: “Die now, you’ve been dead hundreds of times for months! I’m sorry.
And I looked at Chen, as though he were mad, and he was like two men to the man I remember.
In a few months, what’s going on with him?
Aren’t they in love?
Kang said he was going to jump, but he didn’t jump for half a day, and he’s been fighting Chen Yee.
In fact, as I can see, Kang-hyun is a very scared man, and every time she threatened Chen Ei-hye, she said, “We didn’t lose moths in the seven years we were together, and she didn’t really die.”
The two sides had been fighting for more than an hour, and when I thought it would end that way, the accident happened.
Ginger was probably too numb to stand on his leg and suddenly he slipped.
“Aah…”
In all her shocking eyes, she fell screaming.
Two seconds later, a sound!
Ginger fell on the floor.
I don’t know.
“Aah! Aah! I’m sorry.
“Help! Dead! I’m sorry.
“Call 120! I’m sorry.
The crowd blew up and Chen Ee-hye was astonished.
Soon after that, several medical staff got in the car with ginger gills and the red lights were shining with her.
This is a development that I never imagined.
I came back half a day later and followed my colleagues back.
I’ve never been in a circle of friends, and my colleagues don’t even know that Chen Ei-hye is my ex-boyfriend, and I’m still groaning when I go home: “How did he find such a woman? I’m sorry.
Another colleague said, “Maybe the girl’s family is rich.” I’m sorry.
“Why did you break up again? I’m sorry.
“I can’t stand it. I can’t eat it if I eat at her table. I’m sorry.
“Everyone jumped out of the building, and you’re talking a little hard…”
I don’t know.
07
Later, I heard from my best friend.
Kang’s dead.
It didn’t die, it hit her spine, she was paraplegic and couldn’t move under her neck.
Simply put, she’s paralyzed.
Chen Yee-hye put her medical expenses on the table, took care of her until she was discharged, and broke up with her.
However, it was not clear where the families that could produce such a daughter would be taken care of.
They must have killed Chen Yee-hye’s own daughter, offered him three million to pay compensation, and asked him to take care of Kang-hyun and marry her.
Chen Ei-hye ‘ s family is not a poor family member, and although he did not ask for money from his family after graduation, his parents could not have been absent from this situation.
His parents mean that $3 million can be negotiated, but there’s no way to get married!
His parents would have hated her, and she could not have come in.
Not to mention that she’s all paralyzed now, and if the marriage is ruined for the rest of her life, they won’t agree!
The Kang’s family is responsible for his death, or he’ll be sued for his reputation and never get better!
The two are indiscreet.
“I hear Chen Yee-hye is being driven out of his mind!” I’m sorry.
The girl couldn’t help but laugh: “The last time one of his classmates came to see him, he looked straight and shaved his beard, and the whole man was dead.” I’m sorry.
Hang up on the phone, I’ve got a lot on my mind.
After all these days, I’m not as sad as when I broke up.
It was only later that I realized that it was not time, it was habit, that was what diluted everything.
Being used to being with someone, it was like cutting off a part of the flesh and suffering.
But slowly, when the wound gradually heals, it gets used to being alone and doesn’t hurt like that.
It’s terrible, seven years of light and shadow.
Just a few months, you can wipe it out.
And when I was separated, I hated blood, and hoped that Chen and Kang-hyun would soon be recompensed, and that they might taste of my pain.
But now they’re in bad luck, and I’m not that happy.
It’s just a bit of a hush-hush.
A few months ago, we were the closest people in the world, and I was happy to prepare to marry him.
Now, just two seasons have changed.
I don’t know.
I came home at night and went upstairs and I saw a man crouching at the door.
I was so scared that I could see it was Chen Ei-wei.
It’s just that he’s changed so much that I didn’t recognize him.
In a few days, he was thinner than before, and now he’s a big piece of green and bearded, and the whole person looks like he’s been sucked.
And when he heard the noise, he turned his head round.
It’s just that the tears fell out of the red eye.
I’m sore in my heart, but I still have a cold face:
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
Chen’s voice seems to have been sharpened by sandpaper.
♪ ♪ And the ♪
“If I say I’m sorry now, would it be too shameful?” I’m sorry.
I looked up at him, “You know what. I’m sorry.
“But,” he’s got a stiff arm, he’s holding his head slowly, he’s swallowing.
“But I really regret it. I regret it! I’m sorry.
“I have everything, but why? I’m sorry.
After all, I really loved him. He made me cry.
But I kept it up, whispering, “It’s all your choice, isn’t it? I begged you too, but you left me to choose her. I’m sorry.
Chen’s voice seems to be filled with blood and pain.
I saw him holding his hand in white and his back was exposed.
“She chased me like that, and at first I hated her too, but I didn’t know when I felt touched. I’m sorry.
“She loved me so hard that I began to feel a little pathetic and couldn’t help but respond to her. I’m sorry.
# And then #
“I thought I liked her, but then I realized it wasn’t. I thought it was just moving, and moving was not. I’m sorry.
“When she was together, she looked at me like she was a different person, she looked very closely at me, she checked my phone every day, she deleted all the opposite sex from my tweets, and she called my female colleague to warn him not to take me out…”
He choked and said, “That’s when I knew I didn’t like her, I had pity on her, but slowly I saw her face and I got upset!” I don’t even want to stay at home for a minute, but I have to sit in the car for a long time to get the courage to come home.”
He’s been holding on for too long to tell anyone about it, falling apart.
“I want to break up, but she won’t. She’s always threatening me. I’m sorry.
“But I didn’t think it would happen, and I didn’t want to! What do I do? I’m sorry.
He lost his voice and cried, and his body was shaking, like a bow that was about to snap.
“I’m so sorry I had everything. Why am I so confused? If we don’t break up now, we should be married. We’ve been together so long, I’ve imagined you in your dress so many times.
He cried so hard.
I thought I’d be sad, but I had only one thought.
He cried so much worse than when I broke up.
Finally feel my pain.
Chen didn’t seem to need my response. He just couldn’t hold it. He wanted to talk to someone.
After half a twilight, he raised his head, his eyes were red, and he had a faint prayer and care.
Can we…
“Can’t. I broke him in cold, “What do you think I am?” I’m sorry.
“The garbageman?”
Chen’s face was suddenly pale.
“Get out of my way,” I said, “I’m going home.” I’m sorry.
“I gave you too many chances, but you chose ginger. I’m sorry.
“You chose the path, and you’ll have to bear it. I’m sorry.
Chen Ying was silent for a moment and stood up against the wall.
He’s making a big smile.
“You’re right. I’m sorry.
“Now again, I feel sick. I’m sorry.
“Just don’t ask, I don’t like it. I’m sorry.
The acoustic light in the building was blacked down after silence and the building was covered in dark colour.
Chen Ee-hye slowly went underground.
And when he went down the last steps, he turned around, and behind him was the night of his eyes.
He’s talking.
“I’m a son of a bitch and I deserve it now.” I’m sorry.
“But you’re fine. He had a cry in his voice.
“Don’t be sad because of me. You’ll meet a thousand times more than me. I’m sorry.
Says he turned away.
I watched his back for a long time.
08
I haven’t heard from Chen Ei-wei since.
I don’t know if he left here with the ginger.
I never cared about it again.
I gradually came out, and remembering the past, there was nothing more than emotion.
For the past seven years, it’s been like a dream.
The first half is sweet, while the latter part is unbearable.
But anyway, now it’s awake.
And I should keep going.
Put a bunch of lilies in front of Grandma’s grave and I stand up and whisper:
“Grandma, I’m fine now, you can relax over there. I’m sorry.
There was silence in the cemetery, but only the wind turned around.
The winter has passed, and the springing flowers around the cemetery have implacably emerged.
I wrapped my coat and walked out.
Winter’s over.
Spring is coming. File number: YXX1 GnmrkPcOyPB5lGcpQpK
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
