I had a brief relationship with my best friend’s brother.
When he broke up, he asked me, “Sister, are you playing with me?” I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
Later, he was so cold, he wouldn’t let me kiss, he wouldn’t let me hug.
“What are you doing?”
He spits out a smoke ring and laughs, “Fun you.” I’m sorry.
01
I’m green.
Boo!
When I saw Zhou Chin with a primary school girl, I had a bad feeling.
A moment ago we said good night to each other.
The next thing I know, he’s kissing a primary school girl next door.
The hands are particularly dishonest.
I’m through.
It tastes good while eating watermelons.
I even wanted to comment on his action.
In general, the fire was close.
Zhou Chin saw me and pushed the schoolgirl who was in the middle of the day onto the booth, and he was in a state of shock.
It’s so embarrassing.
I’ll take the fruit plate.
And he asked, “Do you eat?” I’m sorry.
Zhou was angry: Are you sick? Now ask me if I want to eat.
“You kissed for so long? I’m sorry.
He took a deep breath, as if he was trying to suppress his irritation.
“Look at her, brother! She doesn’t care about you! I’m sorry.
Zhou shouted: “Shut up!” I’m sorry.
The primary-school girl was stung by a scream, and I was suffocating.
“She was right, too. I’m sorry.
Zhou Chin’s hand is caught by a primary school girl: “Sister, give me your brother.” I’m sorry.
Her pompous face does make me a little upset.
This primary schoolgirl’s favorite thing is to act.
She’s older than me, but she’s too busy buying Piggy Paige.
“Why didn’t she catch her pee and wet her hands?” I’m sorry.
And then I raised my glass at her.
“Here you go. I’m sorry.
I turn around and I’m leaving.
Zhou Zheng held me up, saying, “I don’t want to break up, forgive me this time. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Come on, I’ll forgive you when I kneel before the school for a day.” I’m sorry.
His face is frozen.
Finally, he put his hands in his pocket and his eyes were cold: “Hotato!” If you weren’t so cold, would I find someone else? You don’t kiss, you don’t hug, it’s not your fault. I’m sorry.
I said to him, “Doesn’t you blame the dog for being a mad dog on the road? I’m sorry.
I’m not a writer.
Is it true you’re the KTV?
02
I’ve been drinking all over the place.
She’s been on business for days, no one at home, and I don’t want to go back to the dormitory and sleep all night.
I took my coat off when I entered the door, and there was only one red blue-grained hammock in it.
I can’t help thinking when I’m lying in bed.
I’m really cold?
Zhou Zheng held my hand and I was upset.
The sound of the bathroom came out of my ear.
There’s someone in there.
I’m going straight through, I’m going to wash too.
Open the door, fog around.
And there’s only one towel in there, and it’s looking at me in the dark.
Lin Bai grew taller, matured and had short hair.
The muscles hidden under the skin are charming and powerful.
And the lips are thin and powdered in the glare of light.
Want to kiss.
It’s the only thought in my head.
Seeing me doesn’t mean anything.
Lin was laughing, scorning and sarcasm.
“Do you want to come along?”
I think I’m thinking of a quote from Lim Liang.
Ho Ta, you look gentle and polite, actually, very bad in the bones.
So I turned my back on Limbai’s provocation.
It’s a nice drop.
“Thank you for your invitation, Brother Limbeth. I’m sorry.
His eyes turned dark.
There was silence in the bathroom.
And he smiled: “O sister, you are as bold as ever.” I’m sorry.
03
Lindbergh and I had a very brief relationship.
Know what he meant when he was a senior.
I was a freshman in college with Lim Liang.
I had a fight with my late dad that day.
My mother had a fever and he didn’t take her to the hospital and went to the teahouse to play mahjong.
I came back on leave and saw her coughing.
The one who fell into a bowl ended up trying to convince my mom.
My mother is a very traditional woman, who thinks he’s outside, inside.
So she held me and told me not to argue with him.
I got pissed out.
And it is in that alley that he met Lin Bai.
He was wearing a middle school uniform with a black shoulder bag.
Limbai said to me, “Ho Tako.” I’m sorry.
What are you doing here?
“I’m making amends. I’m sorry.
At the time, seniors were nervous and smart, but were also asked by Auntie Lin to learn.
He fixed his fingers and rubbed my face.
“Ho, you’re hurt. I’m sorry.
I just noticed the wound. It must have been cut in pieces just after I broke the bowl.
He’s got some red blood on his white hands.
I’m conscious to wipe.
He shook his head: “It’s no big deal. I’m sorry.
Instead, I took my hand to the hospital.
“Or else it’ll be scarred soon. I’m sorry.
It’s already evening before it comes out again.
Lindbergh says he dropped the remedial class.
“That I do, I just don’t care about my mom. I’m sorry.
I smiled and touched the wound.
“Hush.”
“That’s not the same for you.
“Does your face hurt?”
If I didn’t answer, he would come up and his lips would gently mark my cheek.
We can feel each other’s breath.
Lin white with delicate skin and dark eyes.
“Ho Tata, I like you. I’m sorry.
But I saw his red ear root.
I thought he was so bold.
04
The memories of the past are a little bit of debris in the dream.
I woke up in the morning sun.
There’s no temperature around the covers.
Lindbergh left long ago.
I sat up and looked around.
Only a piece of money and a note from the nightstand was seen.
It says, “Thank you for your hospitality.” I’m sorry.
I picked the frown, surprised by Lindbergh’s change.
The boy, who once had a slight raisin, is now a man of love.
That money, it looks very impressive.
I’m sure it’s not too much to do.
I’m still in a bit of a pain, and my phone is out of battery.
I’m restless to charge the switch.
Lim Liang called me a few times.
I dialed back.
Hello? I’m sorry.
The lemon seems to be walking, and the wheel of the suitcase rolls into my ear.
“Where are you? I haven’t answered my calls that long? I’m sorry.
And We seized the hair which was in disarray, and said, “It was at your house that I woke up. I’m sorry.
“It’s midnight. Why did you sleep so late last night? I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Yeah. I’m sorry.
“I’ll be home in a minute. I brought you a cake. Get up and meet me.” I’m sorry.
I’m next in my mind.
That soon.
“All right, I’m getting up. How long do you have?” I’m sorry.
Ten minutes. I’m sorry.
I’m taking a deep breath.
I had a little drink yesterday, I had a hormone attack, and I spent such a ridiculous night with Lin Bai.
How do I explain this to my best friend?
Trouble.
I got up and changed my clothes and packed the living room so fast.
05
Lim Lemon face exhausted.
“You didn’t know that our client was too hard to be with, so envious of you, and I knew that I was there.” I’m sorry.
I asked her.
Lim Liang came to the spirit, “Well, what’s the gossip? I’m sorry.
“I saw Zhou Chin kissing that primary school girl yesterday. I’m sorry.
“I’ll go. Is that the one who caught the piss? What a sight!”
And We rejected the place: Indeed, I was blind with Zhou Chin. I’m sorry.
Lim Liang threw up with me for a while, and I wasn’t so sad.
And asked me: “Where is my brother?”
I drink water and move.
“Aah?”
“Did you not see him yesterday? I told him the code. I’m sorry.
I’ve been with Lim Li since junior high, and sometimes on weekends with Lim Bai.
But Lim Liang never knew I had an affair with Lim Bai.
Remember when he was with Lindbergh.
Says it looks like an underground relationship.
Then we fell in love silently and broke up silently.
It’s a secret that only the two of us know.
I whispered, “Yes, I saw it, probably went out last night. I’m sorry.
Lim Luang went into the house and changed his clothes.
She’s talking in the bedroom.
“My brother said he went out and played with his friends before he came home. I’m sorry.
“Is he in high school?”
Lindbergh used to be popular in class. He was a good person.
“Yeah, he told us to go to the bar tonight. Are you going? I’m sorry.
And We covered the lips: “Go.” I’m sorry.
Lim Luk’s face is smug: “Well, let’s go get a brother.” I’m sorry.
I was drinking water. I almost thought Lim Liang knew about me.
Coughed, “Okay. I’m sorry.
05
The bar.
I finally got a chance to see Lindbergh again.
He did grow up to be a grown man.
He’s a better body than he was in just a few years ago.
Lim Liang and his other brothers are dancing on the dance floor.
There is only Me and Lin-bai, whose fingers are white and long, and who pulls the trigger, and looks like he has no heart.
I didn’t even look at me.
Looks like you really forgot me.
Recovery is expected to be difficult.
I had a sip of wine and thought of a response.
His friend, Zhangji.
It’s a little funny to walk around with a hip-hop step and look good.
He sat by Lin Bai, and looked in one direction, and said, “Lim Bai, look at that beautiful sister, do you think I’m gonna do anything?” I’m sorry.
Lin Bai’s peach blossoms are smiling.
“No way. I’m sorry.
It’s quiet as if it’s nice today.
I look at it in the eyes, and it’s a very good-looking girl, wearing a black hammock dress and a light-on-au-American make-up.
Zhangji also looked at me: “What do you think, Ms. Ho Tata? I’m sorry.
I thought about it, noding, not looking at the direction of Chang, but looking at the forest white opposite.
“I think it’s funny, after all, that sister now loves his brother. I’m sorry.
In particular, the word “brother” was highlighted.
Lindbergh heard it too, laughed and didn’t talk much.
Zhang Tsang was very encouraged and turned to Limbai: “Man, have you ever been older than you? I’m sorry.
He nodded his head, “Hmm.”
“How does it feel?”
Limbai’s eyes were filled with unwitting laughs, and he took a sip of wine and took a look at me.
The sound is lazy and it’s ridiculous.
“Feel it.
“It’s top. I’m sorry.
I’m squeezing.
In the eye, there is a dark current.
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After his departure, the atmosphere was once again deadlocked.
Lindbergh’s getting up is going to the bathroom.
A lot of girls on the road want his tweets.
I’m not saying no.
The boy who used to be shy when he was a kisser, became like I can’t see now.
I’m waiting for him in the hallway outside the bathroom.
Finger out a thin lady cigarette.
I always need a cigarette to get my emotions back in.
Not long ago, he came out.
When you see me, you don’t even stop and say hello.
I stopped him on his way, raised his smile and put a two-dimensional code in front of him.
“What are you doing here?” A little bit of wi-fi?”
He laughed, “Of course. I’m sorry.
Just like other girls.
After my friend’s verification, I had to go in and say, “Let’s go home tonight.” I’m sorry.
And he took a step back, and drew his lips.
“Leave in line. One day it’s your turn to take me home. I’m sorry.
05
I’m going back to school alone and I’m going to continue writing these days.
Much time has been wasted.
In the sleep, the moon was crushed, through a light veil.
It’s the night Lindbergh confessed to me.
Limbai just finished his high school.
His parents asked Lim Liang to take them out.
Limbai and his classmates are supposed to be late and two big boys have nothing to worry about.
We don’t have to be their guardians.
I later learned that Lin had volunteered to be with us.
I’ve never seen Lin Bai so green.
There was something I didn’t want to go. Clintbucks pulled my sleeve.
“Ho Ta, we haven’t been out in a long time. I’m sorry.
I wonder, “Why are you still afraid?”
He had red ears, nod his head. I’m sorry.
At that time, although I knew what he was thinking, I thought that he had only become dependent on me, after all I had known him as a child.
Half his sister.
So promise.
We’re going to Kawasi.
We’re gonna take a ride, we’re gonna drive late.
He took his driver’s license quickly after he finished his exams.
At that time, the rice town Aden was particularly hot.
We’re staying at the inn.
It’s a very ancient inn.
Even in the middle of the hall, there were a couple of pristine wooden tables.
The late driving is more tiring, and the lemons are lazy and can’t stand a sudden drop of temperature rolling into bed.
In the evening, only me and Limbai remained steadfast.
At that time, there were a number of backpackers, all from North and South, and some of them, like Limbai, who were graduates of high school.
In the lobby, the inn owner ordered candles.
Everybody sit around and talk about their funny stories.
It wasn’t until late at night that they went home.
It was then that Limbai became a puppy.
Stay behind me.
When I’m gonna close the door, Lindbergh is at the door, looking me in the eye.
I coughed, “What is it? I’m sorry.
He doesn’t know where to get a glass of milk.
“Ho Ta, don’t you drink milk? I’m sorry.
I did, warm.
Just let him in.
I know inside he should have something to say to me.
So sit and drink slowly.
He also looked at me with his chin and said nothing.
At last, I couldn’t make it.
“What the hell are you…”
“I like you. I’m sorry.
The young man’s voice is clear, and the expression of love is like a stream of water.
“What do you like about me?” I’m sorry.
“Many, if you were my girlfriend, I’d tell you slowly. I’m sorry.
It’s not like a pie, it’s like a promise.
Night’s a man.
Evenings are always inappropriate for decisions.
I’m laughing and not talking.
There’s been a loss in Linbai’s eyes, probably thinking I might not.
He stood up: “It’s okay, I’ll follow him slowly. I’m sorry.
Until he held the doorknob and I grabbed his arm.
“Do you kiss, brother?”
06
It started casually, so it ended casually.
Lindbergh doesn’t talk to me.
But I regret it.
In countless days and nights.
Because I found out that love with him was the happiest thing I’ve had in years.
Last night’s dream was too good.
So, if nothing happens today, give him an early morning.
Nice, not back.
I’m not used to it.
I sat up and packed up and went to the library.
Today’s thesis.
And there are some articles that I created for the public.
I’m a journalism major, so I’m a very small part-time fan of public opinion.
It brought in income to sustain my entire college career.
When these things are done, the moon is up high.
I’m just putting my phone on.
Lim Liang just sent me a message three minutes ago.
Lim Liang: “Son, help me. My mother has arranged a date for my boss. Please help me. I’m sorry.
There are still a few left unanswered.
It’s also a lumber.
Auntie Lin has recently been happy to give her a blind date, but she’s almost 25 years old.
I haven’t been in love.
I went out of the library quietly and called her.
Hello? I’m sorry.
“Baby, you’re finally on the phone. Get a cab to the incense garden. I’ll pay you back. I’m sorry.
I took a cab while I answered the phone.
“He doesn’t know your name? I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
“How do I get there?”
“Limbrane’s down,” says you, “Limbrane.” I’m sorry.
Yeah, after all, it’s called Lim Lemon.
When she went to primary school, she met several people with different words.
When I got there, Lim Liang led me all the way to the cabin.
It’s an ancient Chinese teahouse.
When they entered, a man in a black sports uniform sat in a chair, quelling with tea.
Looks good. Mr. Lim Liang is so young. I thought he was too old to date him.
When he saw my face, he looked away and made me sit down.
“Are you Lim Liang? The sound alcohol is as thick as the ancient tea before us.
“Yes, you are…”
Fuck, forget to ask Lim Lemon his boss’s name.
He smiled.
“You’re not Lim Luang, are you? I’m sorry.
And I paused, and he said, “Hello, my name is Peikawa, the owner of Limme, and I forgot to say that the presenter gave me a picture of her. I’m sorry.
“Hello, I’m Ho Ta, her friend. I’m sorry.
And I can’t help but wonder, “That’s why you’re here because of her. Do you like her?”
And he smiled, and said, “Why don’t you ask her why she doesn’t want to be alone with me?” I’m sorry.
“Why?”
“You can ask her yourself. I’m sorry.
Wait for my answer. The teahouse door was opened.
A very happy little girl.
Once I came in, I called my uncle Pegawa.
Followed by a long body.
It’s Lindbergh.
He looked at me with cold eyes and looked down at me.
I had a cold war.
Find yourself after him, obstruct and long.
07
Baechuan was a few years old.
The little niece, Zhou Yi, looks cute and cute.
To be honest, I did panic when I saw Lindbergh with her, but think about it carefully, Lindbergh would not like that type.
Zhou Yi went to see her uncle, and Lindbergh sat right next to me.
When my sleeves were rubbing my arm, I had to shake myself.
That day’s memories suddenly attacked me.
Lindbergh noticed my move and laughed, “If it’s cold, put your coat on. I’m sorry.
Because the air conditioners here are good, I came and took off my coat, and now there’s only one hammock.
Zhou Yi and Peigawa watched us together.
Baechuan’s eyes are a little funny.
Zhou Yi is confused.
I’ll put it on.
Remember when I was in love with Lindbergh, I was almost in charge of his relationship.
After all, I’m older than him, wilder than him.
I taught him a lot of times.
Every time I saw his ears burning and red, I grew a little fire in my heart.
I used to be bold again.
He used to wear a hammock, and he never cared what I was wearing, except to hide it with that cold fingertip when my underwear belt slipped out.
That’s why I rarely be so good.
It was his condonation.
Zhou Yi has introduced Lim Bai to Peigawa.
I added by the way: “He is the brother of Lim Liang.” I’m sorry.
Baechuan “deep” and offered him a cup of tea.
Baechuan and Lim Liang are so sick, I laughed.
Zhou Yi and Baechuan were very active, and Zhou Yi spoke and Limbai responded from time to time.
And me.
And with my ankle, touch the calf.
He looked at him with his chin, and he looked at him with a sly smile.
I thought he was going to get my attention.
Yeah.
Instead, he left a hand empty, pulled my ankle, and I couldn’t move.
His lips snuggle, and he looks at me.
The thumb squirmed.
I pumped my feet off fire.
It’s so big that Zhou Yi’s the girl noticed.
And the man next to him is sarcasticly “sniffing.”
I licked my lips.
“It’s nothing, it’s personal, it’s failed.” I’m sorry.
08
Back in time.
Baechuan hold my hand.
And Limbai is alone in front and wide in his back.
He gave Zhou Yi a color and Zhou Yi ran away.
I watched with doubt his long fingers.
“What are you doing?”
Lindbergh has gone far.
Baegawa smiled at me: “I guess Lindbergh will look back. I’m sorry.
I’m nodding my head: I think so too. I’m sorry.
“He looks at you now. I’m about to go back to Linbai and get a good look.
But Baegawa held me down and fell down.
And when I was a little away from him, he said, “Take help and thank me.” I’m sorry.
“Aah?”
The cell phone suddenly dinged.
The almost blank dialogue box suddenly adds a line.
“Shall I be given a chance to go home?”
Yo, my turn already?
I went back and looked up at Peigawa.
Men shall not be fed.
“What do you want me to do for you? I’m sorry.
“Big man, find a way to get Lim Liang back to work tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“All right. I’m sorry.
He actually gave me the keys to the car when he told me to send Lindbergh home.
But I got my license.
“Why don’t you drive? I’m sorry.
I’m talking.
“That’s how you send me home.” I’m sorry.
It’s on the tail, and he’s so cute.
I took it seriously, he didn’t panic. I’m new.
On the third trip to the roadside fence.
I thought, “Is this safe? I’m sorry.
He opened his eyes and he took me for a second: “Don’t worry, there’s a car in the garage. I’m sorry.
The trenches are inhuman.
I just drove downtown and I forgot to ask where he lives.
“Where do you live?”
I didn’t live with my parents. I thought they were the same.
He was quiet and quiet.
“Are you still living with your aunt and uncle? I’m sorry.
“No, think of a place for yourself. Wherever you want. I’m sorry.
Well, let’s go to the place where the night view is.
09
Lindbergh and I, half lived together.
Uncle Lin has been resting on the lemons and lin whites.
Lim Liang likes to travel, so when he comes back from Kawashi, he also takes the summer vacation and walks around.
I had a bad relationship with my stepfather.
His own son came back, and the man called the Quiz, he was so proud.
Every time I look at him, I feel bad.
It’s like the kind of people with negative energy around, and it’s gonna keep your mood down.
So I moved out.
With the savings my father left me.
The house was rented in an old residential building.
After having a private space, me and Lindbergh had a lot of time together.
Sometimes he sleeps on the sofa and wakes up and buys me breakfast.
My bathroom showed some men’s stuff.
And after that, we kissed more and more.
Instead of being restrained, Limbai has become increasingly popular.
Sometimes I’m eating watermelon and he’s leaning over and kissing me.
I always remembered we were sisters, but he was always looking after me.
I asked him, “When did you start to like me?” I’m sorry.
Lin Bai’s eyes are clear, as if they were his favorite.
“I don’t know, probably a long time ago. I’m sorry.
“But then you were in high school. I’m sorry.
“But I’m only a year younger than you, and I’m a grown-up now. I’m sorry.
Since we got closer, he’s changed his name to me, and she’s been called by her first name.
I started fighting back.
“You must call me sister. No big deal! I’m sorry.
But Lindbergh already knows how to squeeze me.
We have the same smell of bathing, a very close person in the world.
Lin white is a lot taller than me, buried in my neck like a big dog, and he said, “No, I’d like to call you tara, so it’s better.” I’m sorry.
My heart is soft, but my mouth turns away: “Do as you please. I’m sorry.
I admit that I was at the beginning of a trial with Lin, and that when he confessed, he went too far, and his heavy feet were like a sound in my heart, and I was not bandaged.
He asked if he would kiss.
Unsurprisingly, he will.
Very.
Kissed me like a cheesy.
So I asked him, “What happened to you?” I’m sorry.
I’m surprised and confused.
His ears are still red, just doing nothing like being shy.
Then Limbai approached me: “In dreams, you taught me. I’m sorry.
My turn is red.
It is possible that the feelings of girls will develop in a growing relationship.
In the mornings and evenings, I found myself unsure of Linbai.
As if all his claims were reasonable and necessary.
I love Lindbergh.
That month was my happiest month.
We bought a bench on the roof, sitting on it and watching the stars, and we planted a lot of flowers.
He used to walk with his hands to the river.
It’s all right, it’s all right.
10
So to get back together, we should go somewhere where we can remember.
When Lindbergh got out of the car, he took a look.
I took him to the floor, and he followed me in silence, without refusing to do so, even when I was in danger of falling.
I’m thinking that Limbai’s heart is still very soft.
The previously rented house may have been rented to other tenants and the door was clean.
But the bars on the roof are not sealed.
The chair was still there, but there were no old marks, like a brand-new pattern.
When I withdrew my rent, I said to the landlord, “Can you take good care of the green plants, if you can?” I’m sorry.
Landlord is a nice, stylish grandmother who also likes to play with the flowers.
Looks like she didn’t break her word, but she’s well maintained.
Now in October, there are not many flowers, but only a white daisy.
Lindbergh and I sat on the bench.
As in the past, looking at the green tree and the lights below the roof.
Just between us, five years apart.
Lindbergh’s still holding my hand, even because it’s so strong that it hurts.
I’d like to kiss him in the past. There’s nothing to be ashamed of. We did something closer on the day he returned home.
But he stood against my shoulder and I couldn’t make it.
I watched him with doubt.
I’ve never been so serious before.
“Hota, you brought me here. What do you mean? I’m sorry.
Why did you bring him here?
When we’re in love, most of it happens here.
Bring him back to the beauty?
I don’t think so.
It’s because he’s here that makes it better.
“want to get back together. I’m sorry.
He’s got a red eye and a deep breath.
It’s like he’s talking to himself. I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
“I asked you a few questions, and you answered me honestly. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“How many years have you talked about?”
“One. I’m sorry.
“Do you love me?”
Not like, love.
“Love. I’m sorry.
“Is it true what I said when I broke up? I’m sorry.
It’s like there’s a flash of light in my head.
Is that true?
Is that true?
Lindbergh, don’t come to me again. I’m tired.
– You make me sick.
– I don’t like you.
He asked me, “Are you playing with me?” I’m sorry.
My answer is cruel and distant: yes. I’m sorry.
But now he’s asking me if everything’s true.
“I am…”
He was the first to interrupt: “If you say no, I will be in love with you for five years, and you do not dislike me, and without a third person, you will do whatever you want with me; and if you say no, I will cancel five years between us, and I will do it.” I’m sorry.
My lips are shaking.
But I don’t want to lie.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
Lindbergh held my hand and let go.
He went too far, and the sound of a tearball fell on his white hand.
“What am I expecting? I’m sorry.
The bedroom door is closed.
I was sent to the place where Lim Bai lived.
Nothing.
Silence and wash.
I knocked on the door of the lemon, “Boo, can I sleep with you today?” I’m sorry.
She doesn’t look so good, either. I’m sorry.
Honey night talk, talk a lot.
I remember Baechuan giving me a mission.
“What happened between you and Baegawa? I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong? What did he tell you? I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Go back to work. I’m sorry.
“What happened to you?” I’m sorry.
Finally under my soft and hard bubble, she gave in.
“It’s the last time I went on a business trip. And then I threw myself in a mother’s solo, and then everybody started drinking, hormones, that’s all. I’m sorry.
“and you’re not going to the company? I’m sorry.
“I resigned, but I saw that face and I couldn’t say anything. I’m sorry.
I laughed when I found out the story: “I’ve taken Peikawa, think about what you’re going to do. I’m sorry.
I’m really tired of today.
It’s probably Lindbergh’s question today that made me have nightmares.
Dreaming of me, as a bystander, watching my stepfather’s violence.
That was the night before I went back to school.
I went home to pack, this room was too old and the lock was broken.
The family is not in good shape, and there’s only one old little electric fan in my house that’s squeezing.
I’m wearing light, a black hot pants and a white chandelier.
My stepfather has gone to fight mahjong, and I have no communication with my stepbrother.
About 1:00 in the morning.
I was woken up by a squawk.
Wake up, stepfather standing in front of my bed.
Almost the next second, his big fat hand blindfolded my nose and mouth.
“Bitch, don’t scream! * He’s whispering *
He tore my clothes, and his hands kept swimming at me, and that disgusting feeling gave me the creeps.
The wine coming out of the stinky lips is paralyzing my five officers.
I can’t beat a grown man.
I wanted to scream, but he covered my mouth with a pillow.
He had to come in close to my pants and I struggled to see the set of events standing at the door.
So he looked at me in coldness, as if he were looking at me with wounds.
I looked at him for the first time, begging him to save me.
I called out the name of this humiliation.
These memories come from a third perspective.
I couldn’t touch the helpless.
Things didn’t happen to the last step, like my mom came.
Then it’s the chicken-flying thing.
I seem to be missing from that memory.
All I remember was, my mother told me, “Don’t call the police, I can’t lose another home.” I’m sorry.
And the price of having a home is losing me.
I wonder if she regrets it.
I wake up in cold sweat, my stomach rolls and even wants to get sick.
I really felt that the world was dark and that I wanted to isolate everything.
Even all men feel biological fear.
Not to mention Lin Bai, who was close to me.
I said I hated him, didn’t like him.
For me, it was true.
Too impulsive when I was young, even if I told him to wait for me, maybe we wouldn’t be apart.
But there’s no such thing as “if.”
I’m a selfish, selfish man.
Where he deserves to be.
12
I haven’t seen him for almost two months since I last saw him.
This city is so big that it wouldn’t have met if it hadn’t been for the opinion.
I’m still busy with my life, after all.
Nor have there been complete no news of the incident.
Most of them come from the woods.
For example, he now runs a game company.
Looks like she’s still seeing a girl.
And her brother was rich and made a lot of money in New York.
A lot of them. They don’t belong to me.
All the bars were full that day.
It’s just me, alone eating noodles in the dormitory.
But it’s not supposed to be calm.
For example, I got a call from that primary school girl, probably on Zhou Chin’s phone.
She said, “Come and pick up Zhou Chin. I’m sorry.
I ate a bump of noodles and said, “Is he not your boyfriend?” I’m sorry.
“Not anymore. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
Then it came to pass: “You love it or not, and I’m tired of waiting, so let him die.” I’m sorry.
I thought about it.
If Zhou Chinga is out, I’ll be the first.
After eating slowly, I’m going to look for people in cotton.
Zhou Chin lies on the couch like dirt.
I went and kicked him, “Wake up. I’m sorry.
“Howo tara…”
No wonder primary school girls are so angry.
I poured a glass of wine on his face and waited for him to wake up screaming.
I’ll take the pocket and sit next to him.
Zhou Chin finally woke up.
He took a look at me with guilt: “Oh, no, I didn’t think you’d come to pick me up now.” I’m sorry.
It’s a little hot, and I’ve got two hands to stick to my chin.
“I know I’m a bad guy. I’m sorry.
I held Zhou Chin’s hand: “Me too. I’m sorry.
He stunned and then “fuck.”
“Ho Tata, look, you’re thinking about another man. I’m sorry.
“We are in fact in the same condition. I’m sorry.
“Pity my ass!”
I drank a bottle of wine with him.
“Come on, get back. Can you stand up? I stood up and asked Zhou Chin.
He stood silently and walked two steps.
Some gill.
I helped him on humanitarian grounds.
The sound of a broken glass.
Limbai came by and said, “What’s new? I’m sorry.
“No, ex-boyfriend.” I’m sorry.
He looked up and down and almost fell down.
“No eye. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“I’m going out, choose him or me? I’m sorry.
“You. I’m sorry.
Zhou Chin: Fuck. I’m sorry.
13
Kolimba just sent me to the bedroom.
And then the car squealed and left, like suffocating the anger of the master.
I didn’t want to go in before I stepped into my bedroom.
A drip was then struck at the previous rental house.
If it’s New Year’s, no one should be happy.
The lights in the old city were dazzling, and I walked in silence, halfway to the middle, and there was a big snowfall.
Snowflake falls on my eyelashes, my hair, and it’s damp.
I went up the stairs and there was a blanket in front of my rental door, and there was supposed to be someone in there.
I can see in the carpet that the dark house was opened from inside, and the light of the incandescent light was lit into the curtains.
The owner of the room is out.
It’s Lindbergh.
I had a moment of shock, and I was moved.
He was wearing white sweaters and grey sweatpants with a black short feather on his hands, and the whole man was covered with a tender light.
Our hearts are silent. It’s almost midnight.
He was behind me, and we went up on the roof.
It’s just a thin snowflake on the bench.
Can’t sit down.
We lean against the wall.
He handed me a beer.
We drank in silence.
Here you can see the light from far away.
New Year’s Countdown.
Five.
Four.
Three.
Two.
One.
Happy New Year. I’m sorry.
Happy New Year. I’m sorry.
The sound of fireworks even covers our voice.
Happy New Year, Lindbergh.
Have a good year.
14
I borrowed one night from him.
Think about it, we didn’t get so embarrassed at first, even thinking that Lindbergh was a player.
Until the last talk on the roof.
It’s only then that we’re getting off the agenda.
All he did was punish my indifference.
But I didn’t want to put the blood wound in his face, and I said, “Come have mercy on me.” I’m sorry.
But from the beginning, there was nothing wrong with Lindbergh, and his love for me was no excuse for hurting him.
I was wrong about this.
Nothing bad to admit.
On Spring Day, Lim Liang called me: “Baby, you have to come to my house this year for dinner this year. I’m sorry.
“I’ll eat anything. I’m sorry.
“No, my parents said if you didn’t come, they’d come to you. I’m sorry.
I laughed, but I was worried that Limbai would see me.
And finally, he gave in.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I wore a special red sweater.
But they don’t seem to have that tradition, except for Lin Bai and a red sweater.
“You two wear a couple dress, and my brother doesn’t have a girlfriend, so you can be my sister.” I’m sorry.
I laughed, “It’s just a coincidence. I’m sorry.
Lindbergh didn’t say anything. He went in the kitchen to help Uncle Lin.
After dinner, Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin went to the neighborhood to play mahjong.
Just me, Limbai and Limbai.
I suddenly didn’t know how to get along with Lindbergh, and he went back to his room.
What kind of game is the lumber on the couch?
I’ll check it out.
What kind of game is this?
“A customs game, which my brother developed long ago, followed the main line of the story, and the harder it gets, the more it gets back, the more successful each pass will reward a tart, and then I hit it to the end and the big Boss is a purple tart fairy! How could anyone in the world like purple tacos? And this big boss who can’t get through customs, no way to get through, I’m suffocating. I’m sorry.
Taro.
Can’t get through the big boss.
And We created an evil yearning, and it would have been better if he had returned to me.
But he never did.
“Why hasn’t Lindbergh been back for five years? I’m sorry.
It was a moment of thought: “A few years ago it seemed like it was about making money, and it came back once.” I’m sorry.
I turned to her, “When?” I’m sorry.
“Forget it. Oh, it’s as if you were successful in your study, April 24th? I looked through our chat records. Oh, the day Zhou Zheng confessed to you. I’m sorry.
My mind is empty.
The rental house, the game, the home…
How much have I done to disappoint him?
There’s a warm emotion in my heart, like magma that flows into my obituary.
I’m in trouble. Pegawa told her to come downstairs.
She’s going down.
I stood up and knocked on Lin Bai’s door.
He opened up, and his eyes were so pale.
“I want to stay with you. I’ll open the door to the mountains.
He smiled ironically: “Not that he hates me, that he hates me…”
My eyes are wet, my voice is dumb.
“No…”
He licked his mouth on the tip of his tongue, and he evened his emotions. I’m sorry.
“There is something I didn’t tell you that was necessary, but if I wanted to go on, it seemed like an obligation to tell you that I was almost raped by my stepfather the day before I returned to school. I’m sorry.
Indeed, the wounds were torn open again and the tears were torn down: “I was really scared, for a while, I hated the boys, I’m sorry, and that included you, and I know it wasn’t right, but I controlled…”
His eyebrow sheds tears.
“Stop it! I’m sorry.
The sound of him swallowing his mouth rings in his ears.
“You should have told me. I’m sorry.
I kept saying, “I didn’t know you missed me, but I didn’t believe in it, and I’m sorry, so I never tried to come to you, and I did everything I could to save you.” I’m sorry.
Even thought he was doing well in the United States and promised Zhou Chin’s confession.
“No, you don’t have to blame yourself. These are my own. I’m sorry.
I cried harder: “Limbeth, do you blame me? I’m sorry.
He shakes his head, and his tears fall upon my neck: “No, my heart loves you.” I’m sorry.
He may never know what that means to me.
I haven’t told anyone since I got out.
Because it’s dirty, it’s dirty.
And my dearest mother, she just told me not to call the police, and my stepfather just mistook me for her.
Nobody said it hurt me.
I cried in his arms.
15
Limbai and I were kissing in his room when Limbai came home.
Because the door was half covered.
Lim Liang wants to come straight to me.
Lindbergh picked me up, put me on the door, closed the door with energy.
Incoherent voices are ringing inside the house.
I seem to have heard the sound of a forest lemon crash outside.
She only listens to her saying, “Oh, my God.”
The thing that worries me the most has happened.
Wouldn’t it be particularly difficult to find out that I was with her brother?
We went out and sat on the sofa on the lumber, and it looked worse than both of us.
When Limbai took me out, Limbai kneeled on the couch.
And he said, “The world is in the wind, the world is in the wind. I’m sorry.
I laughed and gave her a flying kiss.
16
Lindbergh brought me back to our cabin.
“I bought it. Don’t bother the landlord anymore. I’m sorry.
We didn’t do anything this night.
Lindbergh just kissed my face over and over again.
“Let’s go see a psychiatrist.” I’m sorry.
I’m actually almost better.
But if he wants, go ahead.
I heard him whispering in my ear before I fell asleep: “I love you. I’m sorry.
I love you too, Lindbergh.
17
The best psychiatrist can’t beat two.
First, his stepfather fell into the river and died because he was drunk.
Second, his stepbrother Chengqiao was beaten by the righteous.
18
I was 28 years old and Lin Bai was 27.
We’re married.
He’s just cold when he’s in the room.
He wouldn’t move even if I pulled my thighs off.
And I said, “What do you want?” I’m sorry.
He threw up a cigarette ring at me, and he laughed, “I’m playing you.” I’m sorry.
And then he threw me into the wedding bed.
I was trying.
Asshole.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
