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This must be a dream. Otherwise, how to explain her present situation.
It’s so cold. Is she sleeping without a good quilt?
She wrapped up the only sheets left on the table, heavy chains hanging from her feet, cold iron hard, against her skin, cold thorns.
The snow is endless, even the official road is buried tightly, the snow in front of us, even the north, south, east and west can not be distinguished. When she
first came to the dream, she did not know where she came from and where she was going.
Just as she was looking around, the side suddenly appeared. She turned to look and found that it was very strange. It was clear that it was not far away, but she could not see it clearly. She could only see the outline of the dot, as if there was a thick fog between them.
But just from the outline, you can see that this is a strong man, full of horizontal like a seat, only the strong man raised, fingers slightly clenched, as if holding something, her eyes flashed a trace of doubt, do not know what he is going to do.
Then, under the strong man’s wave, there was a sharp sound of weapons breaking through the air beside her, and without waiting for her to react, she fell to the ground with a crack on her shoulder and back.
She looked at the blurred shadow, frightened, it turned out that he looked empty, but in fact he was holding a whip, he was waving the whip! The cold, deep snow soaked in the pain of the wound, and she felt only a shiver of fear. Where the hell is
she?
If this is a dream, it is too real.
Probably because she had not got up for a long time, the strong man raised the invisible whip in silence.
Her pupils suddenly tightened, and she turned and scrambled to her feet to run away, but after only a step, she tripped over the chains on her feet and fell to the ground. The whip fell mercilessly on her feet, overlapping with the previous one, and the wound deepened again.
“Ah!!!” She screamed out in great pain. At this time, the already
dirty shirt was even ragged, and the cold snow thorns scraped her body, as if to freeze the cutting machine.
The strong man reached out to her, and she subconsciously curled up to resist, but this time, instead of whipping her again, he grabbed her arm, lifted her up, pushed her heavily on her back, and told her to move on.
She managed to stop, not daring to delay any longer, but because of the sharp pain in her shoulder and back, she could only stand, dragging her shackles, moving slowly, winding down from the wound, and becoming cold before she could radiate warmth.
She took a deep breath and tried to calm her brain, but the strong man did not whip her again, giving her time to breathe.
The shackles, the naked body, the custody, the whipping, the long road.. She gradually understood the situation, a exile, and still young, slender feet, the delicate skin has not been completely worn away by the diffuse road of exile. There was silence between
heaven and earth, and even the sound of her feet on the snow could not be heard clearly. She dragged her heavy body step by step, and her mind was dazed. I don’t know how long it took, as if she had trudged thousands of miles across the frozen river and the dead grass.
Whenever she wanted to stop here, the shadow would always alert her so that she dared not stop.
She didn’t want to be beaten again, even in her dreams. It was in this situation that
the child appeared, and when she was about to be tortured to death by the dream, a half-curled child suddenly appeared in the unchanged snow.
The child looked very thin, as if he had been exiled for more than a year. Half of him was buried in the snow, and the remaining half was exposed, but in the gloomy world, the remaining half was gradually covered with snow.
But Rao is so, he still seems to send out a slight murmur: “… …” Save.. The sound was too faint and vague, especially in the snow, for her to hear clearly.
But her spirits suddenly rose, and her eyes turned to the sudden appearance of the child, who was purple and swollen, and whose bare skin was covered with wounds, congealed, and no longer flowed.
She subconsciously approached him, deviated from the original route, and tried to reach out to touch him, but in an instant, the whip hit her head, and she fell to her knees, feeling a sharp pain in her skin, which was stiff by the cold.
The shadow appeared behind her, grabbing her by the hair and lifting her up. She was so weak, so suspended, that she felt as if her head had been separated from her body.
The strong man waved and threw her hard to the side, just back to the original position.
She covered her head with tears of pain in her eyes. She dared not turn back to the child again. She stood up again and went away. She only felt that the dream was really bad. Could it be that she was cursed by someone and retaliated against her in the dream? In a twinkling of an eye
, for a long time.
It is like a fountain road at the end of eternity, followed by an escort.
But to her surprise, not far away, the child reappeared.
“Help me..” Save.. This time she heard him. He was calling for help.
But this vast snow forest, silent, not even a cry, he fell alone in the snow, who will come to save him?
She hesitated, but after thinking of the shadow, she did not dare to move, had to comfort, this is only a dream, are false, will not die.
So she forced her way past the child.
Maybe she would wake up in the morning, and the dream would end in the morning, she looked forward to it.
Until she saw him for the first time.
His eyebrows and eyes had fallen snow and were covered with snow in a curled posture, which looked like a new grave made of snow from a distance.
He had stopped making a sound, stopped asking for help.
But she could just make out the movement of his nose, probably breathing.
Although it was a dream, the process was too real, as if there was a child living and dying in front of her eyes, and his half-open and half-closed eyes had no light.
…… No, she can’t stand it. She ran
towards him as fast as she could. Fortunately, after time of adaptation, she had gradually learned how to get along with the chains on her feet, so that she could not run half a step and fall to the ground. The
strong man’s whip bit her leg like a poisonous snake that suddenly jumped out, and she clenched her teeth and held back her screams, even though the muscles on her face were twitching. She was
two steps away from touching him.
But the devil’s capture did not relax, only pinched the back of her neck, she was lifted up for the first time, but this time she almost died. As she
watched being dragged away, she stared and struggled desperately, but there was no room for it.
Perhaps she will be the first to be strangled in a dream.
Desperate, a sudden surge of courage, ***, anyway is a dream, but also afraid of what death?
！ Perhaps quick-witted, she quickly pulled the strong man close to the anti-iron chain, and then tightened it in front of him. Because of the attack, the strong man was forced to loosen.
She took this opportunity to turn around and twist the chain around the neck of the strong man. No matter how strong he was, he would still have weaknesses.
Her chains tightened more and more, unexpectedly, the original blurred group of shadows gradually became clear, and even the facial features could be clearly seen.
This is down.
No longer, just a thin guard, with a whip wrapped around his head.
She blushed at the tormented road, and after panting deeply, she found the key from his hand and unskillfully opened the shackles on his feet, the chains clattering, crisp and cold.
Then he peeled off the guard’s guard and turned to run to the dying boy.
She knelt down beside the boy and dug him out of the snow, shouting, “Hello!”! Wake up, wake up! She rubbed the boy on the floor, wrapped him in the guard’s uniform, and tried to warm him up.
At the same time, she kept looking back, for she had not killed the guard, she had only knocked him out.
After a while, the boy’s eyes gradually appeared a little bright, he was still a little confused, but looked at her blankly.
“You..” His head was a little out of control. “Who are you?”? When he woke up,
she finally showed a relaxed look, but did not answer his question, because she did not know who it was, but took his stiff arm and said, “Come on, get out of here!” The snow is thicker and the clouds are thicker.
The two of them helped each other and went nowhere.
Later to the hole for temporary shelter, the boy’s Rong Zizi, in the dark place, looks a little scary.
But when he smiled at her, there was a shallow pear vortex on his left cheek, which was very sincere and lovely.
She sighed and hugged him. The boy was stunned in her arms. She whispered, “It’s too cold. I have no seed. Let’s do this for the time being.”.
“Although there is no temperature between them, they are not too cold when they lean on each other.”. What’s
your name?
‘she asked.
He hesitated for a moment and then replied, “I don’t have a name. I used to be a beggar. Don’t call me a beggar.”.
Ask her, “What’s your name?”? What kind of dream
is this?
She asked again, saying that there was a dream in the night, but the dream seemed to have nothing to do with what she thought. The object of the
dream can tell such details.
Perhaps she was silent for too long, causing the boy a little nervous: “No, do not want to tell me, I do not mean to ask.”.
“She smiled at him and said,” It’s not that I don’t want to tell you, but I don’t remember.
“He looked at her smile and followed it with a cautious smile.”.
After two, finally out of the snow. Are
you going home?
“Strange to say, two snow, when the moment changed, from the cold winter to the spring flowers.”.
But she was not surprised, after all, it was a dream.
My home is not here.
She bowed her head to avoid the mud puddle and answered him.
It was the embroidered word she found on the inside of her lapel. It was probably her name that could be embroidered in such a secret place.
Not far away is a city. Standing there, you can see the plaque on the gate tower. She picked it up and sat down: “You go in.”. Won’t
you go in?
“” No.
“He opened the knot, as if he had no idea that she would leave him.” So, where are you going?
“She narrowed her eyes, feeling the warm spring blowing, the wound on her back seemed to be scabbing, itching recently, she whispered:” I’m not going anywhere, a dream, is it difficult to be a generation?
“” a dream?
“He turned his head and looked around. In the countryside, the grass gave off a quiet breath, and the sparrows chirped among the trees, all of which could not be more real.”.
But the expression on the child’s face was calm and calm, and seemed to be empty.
His first reaction was to wonder if he was dead?
Perhaps this is all the fantasy after death, otherwise, how can he be rescued from the snow, how can there be a warm embrace for him, how can there be. Accompany him on the road?
The more he thought about it, the more true it was. His feelings were suddenly low, and even his voice was stained with loss. He asked her, “I..” Are you already dead?
“She never expected that he would suddenly say such a thing, but she didn’t react:” Ah … … Ah?
“But he still said:” In fact, you just want to send me to reincarnation.
“She was even more confused:” Wait, wait … Rebirth?
Thank you.
“As he spoke, he looked up and rubbed his eyes, but when he looked up, he did not shed tears, but looked very sad.” But.. I don’t want to do it in my next life. Can I be a flower?
“She finally came to her senses and became curious about what he was saying, so she followed his words and asked,” Why not?
”“…… Do.. He looked at her, the boy’s eyes are round and bright, there is a kind of wet light, but there is no innocence in the fundus, only the life of Nai, “I feel a little bitter.”.
“She is next acerbity, stretch to touch his face:” That lets you throw rich home, riches and honor splashes a day, won’t bear hardships.
No, everyone will suffer, even if he has money.
“He shook his head slightly and insisted,” Let me make a flower, can you help me?
“She closed her eyebrows in silence for a moment, then smiled at him and said,” … OK.
“Without waiting for him to get up, she jumped down and went to the city. When she found him still in the same place, she called back to him,” Ah.
“He was a little confused and didn’t understand how she changed her mind, but he ran after her.” Are you going in?
“Of course, I want to pick a treasure for you, let you blossom in the ground.” She said as if it were true, but he was a little embarrassed. “Don’t bother, don’t bother. Wild flowers can live on the roadside.
“At last she could not help laughing, holding the tree and bending over.”.
He couldn’t make head or tail of it at first, but it took him a while to react. He blushed slightly and said, “You’re coaxing me..” She managed to stop, but because she was laughing too hard, she clapped her hands on his shoulder and said with a smile on her face, “No, I’ll go back and make a vow to the Bodhisattva, so that he can bless your next generation to be a wild flower without suffering any hardship.”.
“The child was originally very slender, but after he was exiled, he was even more like a weak willow, leaning on him. His face was plain and still a little childish, but his appearance was so bright that it had already begun to emerge.”.
She was so close to him that he turned his red face to the other side as he stretched out to hold her from falling and said, “No more laughing.”.
“Afraid to really provoke, she forced herself to laugh and said,” Stop laughing. I found some money in the guard’s uniform. Let’s go in and buy something to eat.
“Two stops in the city, the city is busy, waiting to come and go, there are swords, plus roadside vendors, just blocked the broad main city road.”.
She is a little curious: “Hey, why so much?”?
It seems that an immortal has come to recruit a younger brother.
“He wandered around, but he knew these things.” Well, that’s Wangjingzong, that’s.. ” Xian?
Feelings, is this still a fantasy world?
！ She was surprised, but she didn’t say much. She began to suspect. Through. Think
carefully, this dream, from beginning to end, diffuse and detailed, whether it is the pain of being whipped, or the cold of ice and snow, she has never had such a real feeling in the dream, this will be the dream of the situation? She was separated from him
because she was so lost in thought that she did not notice the rush of the tide.
“⽉⼉！ ⽉⼉！” He called her name through the wall. Only then did
she come to her senses and want to go to him, but both of them were children and weak, and they were dazzled by pushing and shoving. In a hurry
, she had to shout at him: “Hello!”! Wait for me in the city! Right now, did not know to send what, children is abrupt and restless rise, toward a rush.
“Jiu Tian Zong!”! Jiu Tian Zong is coming! “Go and see.” Is it really Jiutianzong?
“She was in a hurry and wondered if he had heard her.”. The direction of the
city was opposite to the tide, and she was wrapped up in it, biting and trying to escape. It was not easy to get out of the group, but some elbows suddenly hit her heavily on the back.
She fell to the ground, her arm was scratched, and the wound on her back was not completely healed.
There was a fall, and the crowd, which had been crowded madly before, suddenly dispersed. She fell to the ground, dizzy in front of her eyes, only to see that there was one in front of her eyes, and then a pair of gentle ones picked her up. The
warm breath covered her body, and the wound no longer flowed. Before she fainted completely, she heard the words: “This child has a very good spiritual root. He can be the younger brother of the nine-day clan.”.
“After the group dispersed, he did not wait, but asked around the city:” There is a girl, very thin, about years old, I ordered, very good-looking… ” A Rouge stall owner suddenly remembered: “Oh!”! Are you talking about a girl who wears rags and has a wound?
“He was overjoyed.” Yes, yes! Have you seen her?
“The stall owner was a young man, but his words were very lively:” Hey, the girl has good luck. She was chosen by the immortal of the Nine Heavens Sect to be a brother-in-law! ” “…… Jiu Tian Zong?
“He suddenly froze and looked down. She had been chosen to be a younger brother.”?
This is really, really good. It would have been better if I had told him before.
He slowly crouched down, wrapped himself up, and came up with the idea that if only it were a dream, she had never appeared, had never saved him, had never held him warm, had never laughed with him.
He will die quietly under the thick snow cover, and then maybe he can be a wild flower blooming on the roadside, so that he can never suffer from the world again. Like a dog abandoned again, the
stall owner shivered and asked, “Do you know that girl?”?
“He hung his head and nodded.” Yes, I’m waiting for her.
“The stall owner remembered something:” She was knocked unconscious, but she was still hugged. Maybe she will come back to you when she wakes up?
“Smell, he looked up anxiously:” She fainted? Is
it serious?
“Stall owner is fiddling with goods:” This I do not know, looked to flow beach, strange frighten.
Published on November 5, 2020, Chapter 05 was included in the following column. He raised a little hope and felt guilty about the speculation about her just now. When he opened it again, his words were much firmer: “I will wait a little longer, and she will definitely come back to me when she is well.”.
“The stall owner laughed out loud and said,” If she doesn’t come back, it’s Jiutianzong. What kind of thing can’t be found? Why should she come back to beg for you? When he
heard this, he shrank against the wall, pursed his lips slightly, but the child was still unshakable, his eyes were shining, and his words were like an oath.
Then I’ll go to her.
”⸻—“！” She suddenly sat up from the bed, hot and sweaty, and looked at the time. It was only four o’clock in the morning. The night outside the window was deep, and the cold blew the only dead leaves on the branches. She sneaked into the room from the crack of the unclosed window. She shivered subconsciously.
No wonder the dream is so cold, the original is not closed the window. Thinking of this, she suddenly froze. What kind of dream did
she have? The
moment Mingming woke up, she remembered it clearly, but for half a minute, she couldn’t remember it at all.
Just remember.. There seems to be someone waiting for her.
Sitting for a long time, she still got what she wanted, and even the impression of dreaming was gone, so she shook her head, got out of bed, closed the window, and went back to bed to sleep.
I just couldn’t sleep well in the middle of the night, and I always felt a burning pain somewhere on my shoulders and back.
In the dream she thought, she was waiting crazily, waiting until dusk, waiting until Chan Juan hung, waiting until banana green and cherry red.
Just for some, meet again.
Say recommendation, say crossing, say this hate does not need to remember, the crane returns to the heavy green, this hate does not need to remember.
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