Every night, I travel with the lawn of the same class 10 years later.
I can’t believe we’re married and we have a baby!
One.
There’s one thing that says nobody believes me and thinks I’m obsessed.
So I started to wonder if that was true.
The first thing, one night, I traveled 10 years later.
My name is Essy, and I’m just 18, and I’m a student.
Ten years later, I lived in a high-end apartment with luxuries, married and a one-year-old.
The boy’s father is my back desk and my school weed, Soo.
I’ve been snuffing around with Sue for a long time and dreaming about him is nothing strange.
So as soon as I saw him lying on my pillow, my skin came out of my heart, and I jumped on it without hesitation.
I woke up Soo, and he opened his eyes in fear, and saw my face, and showed a clear acceptance.
And then a backlash, more fierce than me!
At 7:00 in the morning, the alarm clock woke me up.
I sat up and I hadn’t looked back.
This dream is so real that even the rest of the body feels like it.
I’m ashamed and mad.
I’m a clean girl! Why are you dreaming like this?
This is crazy!
Two.
When I came to the school, I stepped on the preparatory bell to the classroom and first looked at the seats in the penultimate row.
All the students are here, only me and Su-chun are left behind.
The familiar classrooms, the familiar classmates, everything is the same as before.
I sat around and stuffed my bag in a drawer.
“What did you do last night?” I’m sorry.
Despite her seven or eight hundred degrees of near-sightedness, her eyes were always sharp, even as our schoolmaster was pregnant with a boy.
“I’ve done nothing! I’m sorry.
All my classmates looked at me.
I’ll cover my mouth.
“I’m just asking, what are you doing with all this? I’m sorry.
The footsteps came from the front door of the classroom, and I looked forward to it.
Then he turned against Suzu’s eyes.
Susan is the best-looking boy in our school.
He is not only a good-looking man, he is also a top student, and many girls like him.
When I found out he was looking at me, I looked down and pretended to read my books.
3
Susan walked by me, led the air, left his own fresh and delicious smell in the aisle.
And for most of the year at his back and back table, I was familiar with the taste.
It was not known whether the smell of his laundry was from his house or whether the fragrance in his closet remained on his clothes.
The scent is very light and clean, but it’s good when you smell it.
I asked if she smelled anything, but she said nothing.
She said I liked Sue and I fantasized.
After last night’s dream, I kind of believed her.
Too much to like a man.
I like Sue so much, but I never talked to him at school.
I spoke to everyone in my class, except him.
Sue didn’t come to me.
That’s what I’m thinking, all of a sudden a finger poked in my back.
I sat straight for one second, and the upper half stood up, and then I turned stiff.
And Su was lying down on the table, poking my hand along the table, and he looked up at me from the bottom of his eyes, and he cried, “Think, let me copy my homework.” I’m sorry.
He’s at the same table right now making a big fuss. So, you copy your homework?”
Su-hyun returned to him lazyly: “Sleeping early yesterday, not written. I’m sorry.
He woke me up and I couldn’t be too nervous and shy.
Because I didn’t write either.
After I said it, Sue and I stayed silent for a while.
A series of laughs were made at the table, and he was happy to be photographed on his shoulder.
The school bells were ringing, the well-known history teacher stepped up to the podium and instructed class delegates to bring up yesterday ‘ s work.
So far, Su-chun and I have only got out of the classroom.
4
Sue’s a lot taller than me, and we’re standing side by side, and my forehead just reaches his shoulder.
He didn’t stand up very straight and he spread out.
And I was afraid, sneaking away, and I didn’t want to be too close to him.
In that dream last night, it was the body, and the mountains were crushing me.
I can even feel his weight. He looks thin. I can’t believe he’s so heavy.
Even after the night had passed, as soon as I had approached him, I had no choice but to reflect on myself.
My ears are as hot as a fire, but I can’t even hold my hands.
Su-hyun looked at me and then suddenly asked me, “Are you afraid of me?” I’m sorry.
I looked up and looked up, “Ah? I didn’t.” I’m sorry.
“Why are you so far from me? I’m sorry.
I only noticed my distance from the first punch to the next one.
“I didn’t know I was bullying you. I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything, so I moved to him.
The wind is in the woods, the willows outside the hallway are fresh, the springs are moving.
I dreamt of him again tonight, in my heart and in my heart.
5
Back home after school, I finished my homework early and lay on my bed.
It took me a while to come up, and I didn’t know how long, and when I opened my eyes, I was in a dream with Soo-soo last night.
Like last time, Susan was still sleeping next to me.
This time I’m free to take a good look at him, and I realize there’s a difference between this Susan and the Susan I’m facing daily.
On his face, he lost a little, mature and handsome.
And the arm under his pyjamas, looking at the contours alone, was strong and had faded away from the young.
It’s obvious that Sue was a few years old, and I guess he was 26 years old.
I sat up and looked through the bedroom and turned to the bedside.
I can’t believe it’s hanging my wedding photo with Sue.
I was in a wedding dress with him, and I was very emotional, and I smiled from my heart.
My heart is sweet and sweet, and it says it’s a pretty good dream, and it makes us look like adults.
I looked at what I looked like in that picture, and I was so confident and beautiful.
Is this what I’m gonna be?
I touched my face, I thought of the same care, and my hands stretched out, and I held my chest.
Whoo! It’s so big!
I smiled with satisfaction, and I turned around and realized that Su-jin was awake.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
Six.
I’m like a hot tart.
If it were real, I’d kill myself.
But now, in my dream, I can do whatever I want, not to take into account what was the most important idea in the past, let alone to bear the consequences.
When I thought about it, I smiled at him, lying back in his bed with joy, pillowing on his pillow, hugging his waist, and hanging with him.
This is the scene that I’ve imagined a million times.
I softly said to Sue: “Honey, are you awake? I’m sorry.
And Soo took his eyebrow, and grabbed it in silence, and then pulled it up, and blindfolded me and him.
Keep doing the last thing.
I don’t know.
My head came out of the covers and breathed.
Sue’s head was buried in my neck, and he screamed.
I got a vibe, and I thought of the phantom he called me during the day when he asked for my homework.
For so long, the first time we spoke together was in the morning after our first dream, when he omitted my last name.
I like what he calls a fantasy.
Better than anyone.
And I was even more embarrassed, and I took Sue’s shoulder and whispered, “So, you will call me that.” I’m sorry.
He gave me the right hand and the right hand.
7
I woke up at 7:00 a.m.
When I washed, I looked in the mirror.
No wonder she asked me yesterday if I had done something, and looked at the red face, the eyes and the water, and she was loved.
I stopped.
By what?
Help! Why do I have to take the description from the boss?
But that’s more exciting than watching a hundred books.
I came to school a little earlier today and I heard my name coming from behind.
“Fantasia. I’m sorry.
My heart seems to have stopped for a second, turned around, and saw Su-jin coming towards me.
It’s all the same regular school uniform on him. It’s better-looking than those star artists.
He called me hallucinating again.
Did what I said last night come true?
My guts are small, my personality is shy.
There’s a lot of students on campus, and he calls me that and walks with me alone, and I’ve had a lot of trouble.
“Have you had breakfast?” Sou asked me.
I couldn’t even look at him.
His question was to shake his head first and nod his head.
Soon, I passed a box of milk in front of me, even the straw was plugged in.
I picked it up slowly and said thank you.
The milk box was that big, and I had to touch him with my finger, rubbing his abdomen gently through his hard joint, and I shivering with my fingertips and shivering like a fire.
And in fear of being mocked, We hastened to observe his face.
Su-hyun’s style, but he didn’t light it out.
There is no reason for my doubt, as if it were a weed after the rain.
I think he looked at me differently.
By the way, we’ve never met before. He’s suddenly been so nice to me.
8
I haven’t figured out the sudden change of Soo-jun, and I had this dream again at night.
This time I looked at the clock on the end wall of the bed, and when I opened my eyes, it was exactly 10:00.
Ten o’clock dream, seven a.m. return to reality, that should be the rule.
I woke up almost at the same time as Sue.
Su-jin lays on her back, lying on her side, looking at me in peace, with a loving light in her eyes.
I’m embarrassed.
I buried half of my face in the covers, showing only one eye, looking at him later, and then moving to another.
There’s a rule for what to do next.
My heart is pounding, my heart is pounding.
I admit it’s nice to be with someone I like, but I was a little scared of the last two nights.
May I?
It’s my dream. I’m sure I’ll do what I want.
So I did the same thing and started to swing in front of Sue, “Dam!” I’m sorry.
Suzmour took my hand, and he opened his voice and said, “Sweet, we’re like the last two.”
He’s two times ahead!
I’ve got a high temperature and I don’t think I’ll be able to turn him down.
At this point, I listened sensitively to a little baby crying, whoa, little cat barking.
I called Su-soo and asked him, “Did you hear the children cry?” I’m sorry.
Su-jin listened carefully, looked at me and slightly changed his face and said, “Yes, indeed. I’m sorry.
9
I was busy lifting the covers and getting out of the bedroom.
Su-jin followed me.
I didn’t do anything to myself in my dream. I lived on a high-class, high-level floor.
But it’s because the house is too big to look for the cause of the crying.
I looked for several rooms like a fly with no head, until Suan stopped at the door of a room, opened the door and said to me, “Imagine, look at this.”
As soon as they entered, they saw a wall-filled baby blue, a house full of toys and a bed of babies on the side of the wall.
The cry came from there.
Su-jun and I looked at each other and walked gently towards the bedside.
I was actually ready, but when I looked down and saw the baby in the bed, Soo and I both took a breath.
The little baby in there is white and fat, and his eyes are like two black grapes and he cries with his little hands and legs.
When he saw us coming, he stopped and cried, reaching out to me with his hands and screaming in a vague manner, Mama.
My heart is rubbing in like a crotch, strangling at a time and flying into a soft cotton.
Jesus.
He actually called me Mom.
10
Looks like my dream is just getting a little bigger, even for me and Susan’s kids.
I was careful to hold him, and this soft little thing was holding him up, and it was so good that I was sucking my thumb on my shoulder.
Su-hwan has also been bleeding and his eyes have never been removed from the baby.
“Are you hungry? I’m sorry.
He noticed the problem first than I did, and I thought it looked like it, and he went for milk powder.
Come back in time.
The baby is so hungry that it swallows with a bottle of milk and drinks and makes a sweet sound.
I hold him, I don’t want to let go.
And he may have lost his mind, but he said, “Let me also hold him.” I’m sorry.
He’s got a credit for having such a lovely baby, and I gave it to him.
It’s funny that Sue hugs the baby in a very awkward position, holding it tight for fear of the pain, holding it loose and falling.
I laughed, “Isn’t this your baby?” You look like you’ve seen it before. I’m sorry.
Su was embarrassed to lick his lower lip and, with my help, finally found the right position.
The baby’s a good boy, he’s not crying, he’s lying on a mattress and he’s playing with his feet.
He had a long-lived lock on his neck with a soft bag and his name, Su Qing Yu, embroidered with a gold wire.
I looked over the back of the lock and saw a line of poems.
“How late are the three Qing Yu children coming? I’m sorry.
“This poem is the origin of the baby’s name. I don’t know.
I nod my head and said, “It’s good. I’m sorry.
We didn’t do anything this night.
Even if he fell asleep, we wouldn’t want to put him back in the nursery and discuss this little man all night.
So when the alarm clock woke up again at 7:00 a.m., while opening its eyes, the grotesque obsession came to me.
Eleven.
Since the first session in the morning, I’ve been asleep and I’ve been lying on the table all day.
It’s so strange how you spent the night in your dreams and woke up like you haven’t slept all night.
It’s hard to make it to school.
I rubbed my eyes in my back, and heard Sow’s table call him, “Hey! Class dismissed, get up. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but look back, and I’m having a face-to-face with Su-hyun, who sits slowly.
Su-hyun and I were both tired and tired, and I saw two mists in his eyes, and he smiled at me.
I looked at him and he looked at me.
Remember last night’s dream was the same distance.
There’s a lovely little baby in the middle.
And then I suddenly realized that the baby in the dream was like him.
“You two have a situation. The sound of Sue’s table came in suddenly, laughing and saying, “Did you stay up last night?” I’m sorry.
My eyes were running away, and I turned away from them, and then I heard Suchina’s book fall at the same table and said, “Fuck you.”
Su-sun’s recent anomaly is a little more frequent.
Coincidence has given me an extremely illuminating idea.
12
When I got back at night, I looked online at the question “Do two people have the same dream?”
After reading all kinds of scientific research and even a dream, I finally decided to believe one of the highest-rated answers —
“The possibility is zero. I’m sorry.
So all the signs of Susu’s recent days are that I’m too much of a brain.
I’ve been dreaming a lot lately, and that’s why I’ve been losing my mind during the day.
He was close to me, but he thought I was just a classmate.
Besides, I don’t know. He’s always nice.
When I figured it out, I got upset.
Suddenly I feel so dirty.
If Sue knew that he was like me in my dreams, and in reality he was guessing, he would think I was a pervert.
He’s a star and moon that I’ll never reach out to, so what if he’s a meaningless dream?
I don’t want to go into that false dream again, or I’ll go back to reality with a huge gap that will lead me to nothing.
So tonight, I’m not going to sleep.
I didn’t go to bed until almost 10:00, so I sat up at the desk and played with my phone.
Time jumped to 2159 minutes when I couldn’t stop my breath.
I don’t think I’m gonna have that dream again if I get through this whole thing.
But I was wrong.
I can’t control this. 59 minutes later, my eyelids are glued to strong glue, and I can’t open my head like a sleepyhead.
My perseverance has finally been a failure of this force.
13
It doesn’t seem like it’s been long since I opened my eyes again, and I’m still sitting at the table with my cell phone in my hand.
I’m surprised, isn’t this a dream?
But when I looked up, I knew I was wrong again.
I went to the familiar bedroom, but I was sitting in front of the dresser, and the mirror in front of me showed me what it looked like to be a woman.
I’m dressed in the mirror and I’ve made my hair.
It’s the first time I’ve seen myself in makeup and, to be honest, it’s kind of beautiful.
For character reasons, I’ve always been very insecure.
Even though I’ve heard so many praises of my appearance in my ears, I just think that she’s at the same table, and she’s never liked it.
But a little dress, really.
Especially at this age, there’s an extra smell of womanhood that fascinated me with the guts and the hair of my sister.
I heard the door open in the bedroom and I turned around and looked at the door.
Susan was wearing a pyjamas and put his hand on the doorknob and pushed the door open, and he saw me and he blinked.
The reaction felt like a shame, touched the nose for a few seconds and then remembered the business and asked me, “Where are you going at this late hour?” I’m sorry.
Yeah, where are you going with this dress? I’m more of a fog myself.
That’s when the phone got one.
I looked up the chat and saw that we were going to a bar tonight, and she sent me the location.
I’m surprised you’re even here!
14
I told Sue I had an appointment with her at the bar.
I’m curious about the next dream, and I’d like to see how it goes in ten years.
Sue didn’t seem to want me to go out, but she didn’t object.
I was not comfortable walking in high heels, and I was walking down by the side of Sue, and he grabbed me with his bare eyes.
I grabbed his little arm and felt only his touch was hard, and felt strong and secure.
As I have changed, the Su-sun was already a man.
I was in a hurry to take a look at him, but I felt that his eyes were still the same as my back table during the day.
I whispered, “Thank you, Suzyton, for saying, “I’m your husband. I don’t have to thank you.” I’m sorry.
We looked at him with heart, and felt that the heart was filled with every word and pointer of his sentence.
15
I’m so relieved to have her take care of Qing Yu.
I’ve come to the place I’ve made a deal with Zhuanan. It’s not a lot of people.
I didn’t recognize her the first time I saw her. She took off her landmark glasses, and her head went up and turned into a beautiful woman.
And the first thing she said to me after the meeting was, “How about a divorce from your husband?” I’m sorry.
I thought she was joking, but I was wondering, and I was like, “Marriage and Sue?”
How could I?
He said: “Did you not say that he was cheating? I’m sorry.
It’s like I’ve been knocked down by a stick, and I’ve been short-lived.
This is not a serious matter that would make fun of me. I asked him, “Who is he cheating on?”
And he said: O thou art not of those who told me, and thou hast lost your memory. I’m sorry.
I’m silent, and my hands and feet are getting cold.
16
It’s in the dream, I know it.
Unfortunately, it is as real as it is real, and joy and pain are so clear that my heart has become hard to breathe at this moment.
I’ve been seeing each other in my dreams for many days, and I’ve taken over this role, and I’ve been sorely filled with blood, like a knife, that it’s worse than anything.
If it had not been at first, it would not have been so difficult.
I squeezed myself hard to wake up now.
But it didn’t work, until the tears came out, and I was still in this dream.
I can’t talk anymore.
A 20-year-old guy sat across the street and talked to us.
He left with his tongue, and I drank with a glass of wine in my hand, and soon the glass came to its end, and the boy was busy and full.
I knew he had given me this wine.
Even if I’ve never been to a bar, I know I can’t drink anything here.
I was worried that the cup I just had was not clean, and I rushed up and told her to leave.
The young people across the street stood up, “Hey, don’t go! * And I’m just saying *
A shadow passed by me, and the hand that caught the boy in front of me.
“Who are you? Who cares what you do?” I’m sorry.
“I’m her husband. I’m sorry.
17
I looked at the sudden appearance of Soo, and he was dressed in black, with a baseball cap covering his face, and his eyes were dark.
“Go away. I’m sorry.
He spread out his hands, he was afraid to say anything and left in a hurry.
Su turned around and picked me up from Xian’s hand, and said, “I’ve taken people away and never asked her to come to this place again. I’m sorry.
He’s scared as hell, and he’s even nodding.
Soon after I got out of the bar, I had more negative reactions, and in the car I pulled the collar.
There’s a real problem with that drink.
Sue followed me. He must have seen me drink and noticed my anomaly.
But he drove in silence and without saying a word on the way.
He seems angry…
18
I’m angry, I’m tired of taking care of myself, and I can’t stop thinking about the messages I get from her.
Our hearts are as cold as the cold winter of red coal.
By the time we got home, the nanny was sleeping with the baby.
I swayed into the bedroom, and Su Zhou threw me to the bed, and I looked back at him, and he had fallen off his coat, and he threw his hat at the side.
I was staring at him and asking what he was doing.
“My place, I’ll do whatever I want. I’m sorry.
That drink was too effective and his revenge was too strong for me.
At 7:00, I look forward to the clock and the second is zero.
Last second, I close my eyes.
The croaks in the ears were diluted by the wind, and the eyelids were lifted again, and I saw the chandelier familiar on the ceiling of my room.
I woke up in the sweat and sat up and breathed.
It’s finally dawning and dreams are gone.
It took me a long time to get over it.
19
After this dream, I didn’t leave any room for myself.
No shyness, no sweetness, no expectation.
There’s just a heart full of anger.
I know it’s a dream, but I can’t help it.
People who know their faces, look at someone who looks like they’re in love with the sun all day, and cheat like those stinking men.
And it’s the weekend, or I’d have to look him in the eye if it wasn’t for school.
In the afternoon, she called me and said she had two tickets to the concert and asked me to go with her.
Before the concert began, I had to rephrase those dreams briefly, and I needed to tell them so that she could help me figure out what was the reason for them.
I mean, I don’t really know what’s going on with my dream.
“How can you be so serious? It’s because you’re obsessed with Sue. I’m sorry.
“Okay…”
20
I was surprised to see the piano player on stage with a long skirt.
It was my classmates and Soo-chun who were the biggest stumbling block on the road.
My secret love for Soo-ho is hidden from the sky, like a moss in a stone.
On the contrary, she likes Sue, and she likes the bright and bright, like a hot sun above her head.
The family donated a library to the school just last year. She’s beautiful. She’s a great family. She is said to have been preached and young at school because she is also Susu ‘ s mother.
With her, I’ll probably never say what I like about Sue.
And since last night’s dream came to know that Sue was cheating on her, the name has been in my mind.
He said that her tickets were fortuitous.
I had no contact with her, and she said that she was suddenly so kind, but that she had taken the initiative, and she was not in a good mood.
Besides, she told me to bring me here.
It’s half an hour and I can’t sit down.
I want to get out of here quickly, and I’ve got news that you’ve asked her to go backstage and dragged me to find her.
“I want to see what she’s up to.” I’m sorry.
She looked so suspicious, she said, “Didn’t she see you getting close?” Jealousy. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what other people think, but it’s not gonna work. It’s polite to be invited to a concert and to meet at the back.
I thought I’d leave with a photo, but I saw Sue at first sight.
Why is he here?
I looked at him, and I looked at him.
It took a lot of effort to crush the chaos and break the coffin.
21
It’s called a gifted girl pianist who comes backstage to sign flowers.
She thanked her for the tickets. I couldn’t stay here. I turned around.
Then Su-jin came to me suddenly and called me to stop, “Come to me, I want to talk to you.” I’m sorry.
There’s a quiet fire escape outside the back door.
And when I stood, I whispered, “What will you say?” I’m sorry.
His eyes were as if they could burn me, so hot, locked me up.
That’s how he looked at me last night, all over again.
But in the daytime, he came here again.
It seemed like Susan was wondering what to say and stopped saying, “Did you have any?”
What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
A woman suddenly appeared and interrupted his words.
The man who spoke was Soo-soo’s mother, a famous pianist at home and abroad.
And a brilliant teacher.
“Come on, take a picture. I’m sorry.
And when she came in, Suzu said to me, “Come, come together.” I’m sorry.
22
And when they were taken together, they stood in the middle with their beams, and there were a few of them, and Suzu and I were scattered as soon as they had gone, standing at the far end of the right and the left.
After the photo was taken, he came to me and smiled and said, “Thank you for coming, I’m really happy. I’m sorry.
I know she didn’t like me, and I can guess she called me here for no reason, just to show me that she was with Sue.
I said, “It’s good. Come on, I got to go. I’m sorry.
I didn’t even look at her face. I left the backstage.
As soon as I got out, I saw Sue out there.
He was talking to someone, and I looked down and I didn’t see him walking the other way.
It’s a coincidence that today Sue’s table is here and he’s yelling at me, “Where are you going? I’m sorry.
When the voice went off, I noticed that Soo-soo’s eyes were on me again.
They’re all going to dinner. Soo-hyun asked me if I wanted to go.
Before I answered, he was at the same table yelling, “Go, many people are having fun, don’t you think?” I’m sorry.
When I was at school, I said more to Soo-soo than to Soo-soon, and Su-soo was so good at the table, he talked to everyone.
After many years of over-extroverted personality, he became a family without a flower, and last night he said that he was a wife of his choice and that he was too good for his wife.
That’s the reliable one.
I showed him the look of appreciation and then spoke to him.
But he said, suddenly he shuts his mouth in fear.
I looked at him, and Su-jin’s arms were around his chest, and I looked at him face-to-face.
23
I didn’t agree to go to dinner with them.
Sue said something and I’m not going. He then left in his mother’s car.
I’m so excited.
And Su Zhou comforted her at the table and said, “It doesn’t matter. There will be more opportunities. I’m sorry.
Yeah.
She and Su-soo were young, and Su-soo’s mother came to the concert herself, and she always had the opportunity to be envious.
At 10:00 p.m., I didn’t accidentally enter the dream again.
This is the fifth dream I’ve had in a long time.
Just this once, I didn’t see Sue when I woke up.
I felt wet on my face, with a hand covered with tears, looking in the mirror, and my eyes were swollen.
I walked out of the bedroom and saw a mess out there, and the nanny was packing all the fish tank fragments.
I asked her, “Where’s Sue?” I’m sorry.
The nanny tried to stop and said, “Ma’am, you have driven him away.” I’m sorry.
I just stopped.
Am I? To get Sue out?
So this is a fight?
24
I was in a hurry to see Xiao Xiao Yu in the nursery.
He slept well, biting on a cushy in his mouth, and it appeared that his parents ‘ war had not affected him.
I made this dream, but there was something I never thought of.
I’m in a hurry to solve this puzzle and go back to my room and rewind.
Turns out I’ve got something!
I found several diagnostic certificates of post-partum depression in the drawers of the nightstand, along with a lot of tranquilizers.
Plus, the last time you found out about Sue’s cheating on her.
It’s not that simple.
I turned on my phone and wanted answers to the questions from the daily chat with Soo-soo, looking for half a day to see him on the blacklist.
I’ve already hacked him…
We said, “This is the last thing I can do.”
This dream is increasingly seen as logical, well-founded and not absurd.
I’m like I’m in a real thing, something that I don’t know needs to be deciphered by myself, and naturally I don’t care if Susan really cheated.
Back to reality, I tried to leave me a note 10 years later.
“Hello, I’m 18 years old for you, and I think you might have a little trouble, and if I could, I’d do my best to help you. I’m sorry.
I put a note under my pillow and wondered if I’d get a response tomorrow night.
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The sixth dream, I had to get what I wanted.
I opened my eyes and saw that last night’s note was put on the nightstand and a line of small words responded to my words in the blanks below.
“Hello, I guess I saw you on your phone that night, looking for a question about the dream, and I don’t know if it’s a dream or not, until I see the note you left under my pillow, and I believe it all happened. I’m sorry.
It’s not a bad handwriting for me, it’s clearly from the same hand, and I’m like a drummer, and I keep looking down.
“Ten years later, you married Susan, and you loved each other, but you found this, the ring that Susie gave you, and the same one that was worn so clearly.” I’m sorry.
I looked away, and there was a picture, a fine ring on it.
I looked at the ring and I looked familiar at first sight.
Picking up the picture, you can see the same one in your hands.
And this picture, the one we took yesterday in the back of the concert hall!
The photographs show me, Su-soo, Su-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-Sou-S
I picked up this one on the table, carefully compared the photos and tried to find a little difference.
But this is clearly the same one.
It’s like my heart is squeezed by a big hand, dragged hard and almost taken off.
That’s what it feels like.
I must be in the same mood when I see it 10 years later.
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Back to reality, it’s another Monday, and I’m going to class.
After last night, my mind’s balance has been biased against this dream.
But 10 years ago, I did not leave any foundation for reality, so I cannot be convinced.
Everything that’s in my head, like a dreamer butterfly, can’t tell whether I dream of her or whether she dream of me.
Besides, ten years later, I suspected that Su-hyun had cheated.
Actually, it’s a good thing. Just ask Susan.
I’m the only one who knows me best.
Courage and low self-esteem will never be erased.
She must have wanted to ask Susan in person and would have given her an answer.
She was, however, concerned by this unknown response.
She was afraid that Susan would admit it and that he would choose to deny it to her by lying.
Even the closest people in life are not able to open up their minds.
The post-partum depression made her paranoid, and her favorite husband’s childhood was a thorn in her heart for years.
Even I sometimes wonder if Su-hyun likes it.
In her most painful time, she dreamt about the best dark phase of her student life.
The difference is, I’m not depressed at this time, so I can be more objective in analysing the trueness of Sue’s derailment.
I always felt that Sue wouldn’t be so.
I didn’t notice that day when I took the photo in the back, but I saw it last night, and his sight fell on me even when he pressed the door.
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Su-soo plays on the field during the break.
I’d like to ask him about the ring. It’s been a long time on the field.
One of the boys who played with him saw me first, and he stuck his elbow in Suzy, and Anone’s chin said he saw it.
Su-jun turned around and saw me, threw the ball in his hand to someone else, and walked towards me.
I was so nervous, I didn’t know what to think, I ran away.
Sue’s after me.
I couldn’t get to the football field. Sosu pulled my arm and stopped me.
His eyes were bright and he laughed, and he ran so long without breathing, and asked me, “What are you running for?” I’m sorry.
I finally decided to bite my lips, and whispered, “Sow,…”
I was just saying that I suddenly started to forget what I was going to say.
Words are organized and nothing can be said. All messages are formatted in the head.
I paused, shut up, and everything was clearly transmitted back into my head.
Sue’s still waiting for me.
I was not aware of the reasons for that, but it was clear that it was impossible to ask, and I said nothing to him.
Su frowned, and quickly pressed the door behind me to block my way, and I was short and cleverly passed through his armpit.
Su-jin:
And I walked in haste, and a shadow came over the rest of the light, and I turned and looked away, and heard the sound of a heavy impact.
And the next second, Sue fell on the ground, and a football bone rolled out.
“Soo-ho! I’m sorry.
He took this for me, or I’ll be on the ground now.
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The situation is very serious, as Soo-hyun has been sorely closed to his eyes that he has seen a cold sweat in a few seconds.
I was in a hurry to get down and cry.
I said, “How are you? Are you okay?”
And as soon as I touched him, Soo-hyun turned his hand and said, “Don’t move, it hurts.” I’m sorry.
I can’t do anything to see him in pain, but I can’t do anything.
And the big one fell, and I said, “Sow, don’t hurt, me, me…”
His lips were white, and he laughed and said to me, “Don’t worry, I’m fine. I’m sorry.
The boys who were playing together came and pushed me away with their hands and their backs towards the infirmary.
I want to follow, and I’m afraid I’ll have to go back to the classroom.
Some lessons passed, and Su-hyun never came back.
After school, I ran to the infirmary first.
The school doctor said that Su Xian was broken and had gone to the hospital and his parents came and picked him up.
I haven’t even thanked him.
I feel guilty. I’m more afraid to come home at night and cry quietly under the covers and wait for 10 o’clock.
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Ten years later, Sue had been thrown out after a fight for two days, and I thought I would never see him this time. I woke up and heard him talking to the nanny outside the bedroom.
I couldn’t even wear my shoes, I ran out naked, Susie just entered the door, and people were standing at the gate.
This time, Su-soo and I are very different from each other. He’s wearing a coat with his knees, he’s tall, he’s sane and he’s taking off his gloves.
And when he saw me coming out, he dazzled, and looked down at my bare feet and wrinkled his head.
Then he said to the nanny: “It is not too early. Go and put Qiyu to sleep.” I’m sorry.
When we were alone in the living room, he asked me, “Imagination.” I’m sorry.
He used to be suspicious, and I knew that he had distinguished me from his wife.
And I see that he’s different from the Susan I face daily.
And I went into panic, and I said, “No, I am not a mirage. I’m sorry.
It’s a stupid thing to say, even if the soul comes back 18 years old, she’s still an illusion.
I was busy correcting, “I am. “But not your wife.” I’m sorry.
Su-jin did not show surprise, as if he knew the situation well.
He looked at the wall, just past 22 points.
He looked at me again and softly said, “Did he just wake up and be hungry?” I’m sorry.
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Soo-chul up his sleeve and come in the kitchen and give me a night off.
I sat at the table and heard him in the kitchen.
And it became clear to me in comparison to this day that the grown-up, full of youth, whom I had seen earlier, was not the same as him.
So, what if Sue didn’t show up today?
Was it the Su-soo who was in reality?
Is this a dream, or is it parallel time, or is it a soul exchange?
I can’t think of an answer. It’s confusing.
Sue cooked me a bowl of cinnamon for the night.
He knows I like this.
It’s a small one. One can eat, and he puts honey and sugar.
I strangled up to get to my mouth. He reminded me, “Be careful. I’m sorry.
I bit the whole night, and Su was sitting across the table looking at me.
And he found me uncomfortable, and said, “Don’t worry about me, eat from you.” I’m sorry.
I’m really hungry. I’ll eat a bowl of night food.
And then, remembering what I had been told last night, I decided to show him the cards, and I opened it carefully: “I am not hallucinating.” I’m sorry.
Sue understands what I’m saying, and the look shows me to keep talking.
And his gentleness made me less nervous, and I briefly told him: “The reason for the recent bad state of mind is that she turned to a picture ten years ago, and saw that you gave her the ring, and it was the same one that was worn. I’m sorry.
Suzie is a little confused. “What ring? I’m sorry.
I ran into the bedroom and came out and gave him the picture.
I pointed to the diamond ring on my finger, “This is it. I’m sorry.
Su-jin looked at the photo for a moment, and a moment later, it seemed a lot more relaxed.
He took pictures and said to me, “Thank you for telling me you’ve been in a bad mood since the baby was born.” I’m sorry.
After dinner, Susan went to the baby’s room to pick up Xiao Yu.
The baby sleeps until half of it is screamed, and his face is blindfolded and he doesn’t cry.
And Su Qiu saw that the eyes of Xiao Qiyu were very kind, and gave him to me, saying, “This is Qi Qiu, and two months later, you will embrace.” I’m sorry.
As soon as I saw the sweet little Qing Yu, I threw all my thoughts behind my head and carefully put them in my arms.
Little Qing Yu ate his hands and looked at me, “Mom…”
I was so busy looking at Sue, my face turned red.
He was laughing at us and he didn’t say anything.
Before I went to bed, Sue told me to go back to my bedroom, and I sat in the big bed and I was scared.
He did not come in, but stood at the door and said to me, “Sleep, and wake up and go back.” I’m sorry.
Then turn off the light and close the door softly.
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I’m not able to get an answer from Sue ten years later, and I feel like I’m at half a height, and I’m suffering.
I’d like to believe him, but curiosity is stronger.
Su-hyun didn’t come to school during the day.
At the same table, he told me that Susie had a broken bone from the ball yesterday, that he was given a break at home and that if I wanted to visit him, I could have his home address.
Soo-an also gave me a thought job, “Yeah, well, Su-in was hurt for you. You should have seen it. I’m sorry.
I thought about it and decided to go.
He said he’d come with me. He changed his mind before he left.
I had to.
When I got to Soo-hwan’s, his aunt entertained me. She said she was upstairs and took me up.
His room is bigger than my living room, and he’s in his jacket room.
I called him inside, no one answered.
I walked inside, and I saw him sleeping in his bed, with plaster on his arm, and looked pathetic.
I stood by his bed and looked at him for a while, and I said, leave him alone.
When he was about to leave, he grabbed his hand.
He was strong enough to pull me over and sit on the carpet.
And Su’s eyes were clear, and he laughed at me and said, “Let’s go and say hello!” I’m sorry.
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I said, “When did you wake up?” I’m sorry.
“You just came in. I’m sorry.
“Then you’re still…”
I tried to pull my hands out, and he let me go in peace.
“What do you think of me? I’m sorry.
I looked down at the sheets and whispered, “Thank you. I’m sorry.
“Just thanks? I’m sorry.
I’m dumb.
Later, he whispered, “No, no. I’m sorry.
After that, we’ll be quiet together.
He’s in a room where he’s quiet and smelly and the air seems to be filled with sour sweets of youth.
And Su-jin suddenly said, “Fantasia, I ask you…”
His words were cut in the middle as I did the last time, and I looked at the way he was confused, and one thought was clearer.
Su-jin was in that dream with me every night.
We cannot repeat it, perhaps it is a dream-based mechanism for self-protection, lest it be promoted in the future to cast doubt on the laws of nature.
Forget it. It’s the dream thing.
I thought it was in my dream, and he thought it was in his dream, and we were free and free and drunk.
I can’t even look at him in his clothes anymore.
Su-hyun saw my ears turn red, and he wondered if he was with me, and slowly his face went red.
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Anyway, I don’t want to stop asking him about the ring.
Just to mention the ring on the bright hand on the day of the concert, it had nothing to do with the dream, so I could ask the whole thing.
I flipped out that photo on my phone and magnified the ring for him.
My excuse is: “You are well-known. Where did you get her ring?” I love it. I’m sorry.
“Where did I know her?” he said. I’m sorry.
I corrected, “I asked you about the ring. I’m sorry.
Su Zhou took her phone and looked at her eyes, wrinkled and said: “This is my mother’s ring, which is for the future daughter-in-law.” I’m sorry.
My heart sank immediately.
Soo-hyun went on to say, “It’s as if she was being borrowed, and she returned it the day after the show, and now she’s still on my mother’s dresser.” I’m sorry.
In a few seconds, my mood went through a great deal, and when I knew the truth, I didn’t even know what to do.
Su-jin was lying there, and he asked me, “Do you like this ring? I’m sorry.
After learning the true purpose of the ring, of course I can’t say I like it anymore.
Su-jin didn’t believe it at all. I’m sorry.
I said, “Just ask, what’s wrong?”
“Not much. And he smiled and said, “If you like, I’ll send you later. I’m sorry.
Listening to him, my mind wandered ten years later.
Ten years later, the ring did appear on my hand.
Did I suddenly think that we in the world would follow that path?
When I think about it, I’m looking at Sue.
I saw myself in his eyes.
I suddenly realized that I’ve been ignoring him for a long time.
In silence, Su-hyun stood up and slowly approached me.
And when I understand what he will do, his nostrils and his lips are near to me.
All my blood was pouring all over my head and my face was like a balloon.
And We pushed the breast of Sow, and he fell back with no protection, and his head fell upon the head of the bed, and he cried out.
Fantasy!
And I already grabbed the bag and stood up and ran out of his bedroom.
What’s wrong with him!
Not even in your dreams!
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I got a red heart in the daytime at Soo’s house, and I secretly hoped that he would come with me again tonight.
I’m looking forward to lying down.
After a brief transition in familiar distress, before I opened my eyes completely, I felt myself wet and sweaty as if I were in a steam cage.
I was confused to look at the pillow.
Susan just woke up.
Only his lips were red, his hair was sweaty and his shoulders were dazzled with a hot sweat.
I’ve seen Sue since I was a grown-up, and now I can recognize him.
Eighteen-year-old Su-jun finally joined me again.
It’s just that we’ve come back so badly.
Through his eyes, I saw my reflection…
Long hair, red eyes, swollen lips…
I can’t look him in the eye any longer, knowing that Sue is probably having the same dream.
I shrunk fast to the bedside.
Spreading hair covers the shoulder, but I need more clothing to cover it.
I pointed to his side and whispered, “You… you’re crushing my clothes…”
Sue reacted and sat up a little bit, and she owed me my pajamas.
And We wrapped ourselves in firmness, and We did not look at him from the lips.
Su-soo has not said a word, and is somewhat overwhelmed by the situation.
Or did he break the silence and hesitate to say, “Is this a dream?” I’m sorry.
Looks like he sensed it.
I thought about it, and I told him that I actually came by last night and talked to 28 years old.
Ten years later, we are experiencing a marriage crisis, but as things stand, we have made peace.
I also told him that he probably had a very bad fracture yesterday, so he didn’t come.
So Su-hyun listened to it, and suddenly changed his focus, and he said, “So you were the one who lay next to me? I’m sorry.
I shivered my eyelids and turned away from him.
It’s only now that Sue’s embarrassed, but he’s more stable than I am, and then he’s like, “Fantasia, I’m sorry, I thought you were in my dream.
My face was so hot that I didn’t want to hear him light any more behind it, and I was so busy saying, “It’s okay, I know you didn’t mean it. I’m sorry.
The moon was silver, and the room was squished.
And after a moment of silence, Suzu said to me, “What if I say, I did it on purpose?” I’m sorry.
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This evening, the car swam beneath the glass, and the stars were no different than 10 years ago.
The atmosphere in the house has become peaceful, as if there was honey in the air.
It must be 10 years later when we’re honest.
The temperature in the bedroom is rising and my heart’s beating hasn’t slowed down for a moment.
And We lifted up the covers and fled, saying: “I shall go and see the little Queen.” I’m sorry.
Susan put on the same couple’s pajamas and came along.
Xiao Qing Yu is sleeping and we cannot help it.
The door closes gently and comes out and sees a table with roses and candlesticks on the balcony, with a bottle of red wine on it.
Soo-soon poured a glass and asked me, “Do you want a drink? I’m sorry.
I don’t drink well. I get drunk in three or two cups.
When I was drunk, my guts became infinite, and I held Sue’s neck and said I didn’t want to wake up and I wanted to keep dreaming.
“You like me? I’m sorry.
My head was buried in his chest, and I didn’t answer.
As we hesitated, a glass of wine was passed to me, and the sweet sound of the sour head was soaring.
“If you’re shy, get drunk and like me. I’m sorry.
I’ve answered him many times in my heart as soon as his voice fell.
Too bad I didn’t remember telling him until I woke up.
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I am no longer concerned about the obvious, but I have not yet made a clear confession and have become a new memory.
I’m ready to tell myself I’ll never regret it again.
But, unfortunately, I was never able to enter the dream.
I am about to make a statement that is no longer in a position to continue, as is the dream that has ended.
A few days later I became aware that I would never be able to go to that world again.
The feeling of regret is like the wind blowing across the river and blowing away a small paper boat.
The paper boat went further and nobody knew what it would do.
Ten years later, what happened to Sue and me in that world?
Don’t you think of me and Sue every once in a while?
I will record all these wonderful nights in my heart, forever.
But about a week later, there was a clear ambiguity in my memory.
I’ve found a lot of details I can’t remember, as if I’d come out of space with a rubber rub and slowly wiped out my mind.
I’m in a hurry to write it down.
It’s not working.
Dreams don’t allow me to describe anything that records its behavior.
After a while, I completely forgot what had happened and only knew I had a long dream.
A dream is sweet and sweet, and there is a man in it, as if he was by my side and as if he was far away from me.
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I have continued to study and live as planned.
When Sue got hurt and returned to school, I knew he was hurt because he saved me and couldn’t remember what I was looking for.
He and I had always been polite and alienated, and since the last episode, we had naturally returned to our original state.
Ignorantly looking at it, it can be felt that unnamed love is born in the heart, but in no case can be justified.
There’s a day in class, and she asks me, “Have you been dreaming lately? I’m sorry.
I said, “What dreams do you have?”
You scratched your head, “You were weird a while ago. It’s not weird now, but I’m even more surprised. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what she’s talking about.
One morning, I stuffed my pajamas in a washing machine and emptied my pockets as usual.
I felt a note in my hand, and I saw it with a word.
“Maybe one day, when you learn to be brave, something is gone. I’m sorry.
A little bit of a silver hook, like mine, and a little more sophisticated than mine.
I don’t remember when I wrote it. Why was it stuck in my pyjamas pocket?
I didn’t think about it, and I just hesitated to put it in a garbage can and spread it in a book.
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For a long time, I was careful to fall in love with my back table.
That note must be the time I wrote my instructions.
It’s just that bravery is not possible for everyone, and I might fail myself.
At today’s poetry and analysis class, the teacher allowed for panel discussions.
I’m in a group. I’m in a group.
There was a Tang poem called “Chang Tong to Wine” and Su-jin read it all over. When he read the fifth sentence, he suddenly stopped and looked up to me.
I’m also being touched by this poem.
“How late are the three Qing Yu children? I’m sorry.
It’s like an incoherent electric current in the brain, and it’s like a Carton film.
The love of the night, the warm smile, the fragrance of the room, the fragrance of the fragrance, and the hand of the little child holding my finger.
Did he say the baby’s name come from this poem?
I said, yes, very nice.
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Su-jun and I have not been involved in discussions since then, and we have not even said a word.
After school, Juan and I said not to rush out of the classroom.
And when We slowly took out the bag and carried it to our backs, and leaned down and shoved the stool under the table, We heard Sow calling me.
I turned around, and I saw Soo-sooked silk sitting on my seat.
He leaned back against the blackboard and seemed to wait for me for a long time, and I sensed he had something to say to me.
“Fantasia, you always make me feel familiar. “Maybe I liked you for a long time.” I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m being watched, breathing softly, listening to him.
The sun was slanted and a light was cast on the blackboard behind him.
“I’ve never liked anyone before, but in the future I want to have, fearing you, so I’m asking your permission. I’m sorry.
There was a girl running out of the classroom crying out in front of her eyes, and I saw in my eyes that she was watching us.
Su-soo doesn’t care at all, and his eyes are still on me.
He spoke with piety and looked forward to it, “Do you? Do you like me?”
I thought I’d be blushing again.
I remember that note, and it was like a buff blood strip, and it gave me courage at a critical moment.
“Yes, Susan, I like you.” I’m sorry.
It’s too small. He’s not listening. He’s close.
“What did you say?”
I’m afraid he can’t wait, that there’s noise in the classroom after class and that he won’t hear it again.
My heart is deafening, and my voice is loud, and I say, “I love you!” I’m sorry.
He smiled and didn’t mean it by surprise, so I thought it was what he wanted to see.
In any case, fortunately, I finally said it, and with all my energy, I raised my hand and picked up the stars that I had long hoped for.
The most beautiful evenings of life have taken place at this moment, in the midst of dreams, filled with pink teenage dreams.
Sue stood up and kissed my lips.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
