Six months ago, my mother kneeled on her knees and begged me to donate a kidney for my stepdaughter.
Six months later, the night before my marriage, my mother kneeled down and begged me to give my fiancé to her beloved stepdaughter.
My own brother slapped me, “Ning Ki, why are you so ignorant? She’s dying, don’t you know? I’m sorry.
It’s all right. I’ll be dead for two more months.
One.
The night before my wedding, my mother kneeled on her knees and begged me: “Kiki, don’t get married and let Luang stay with her.” She’s depressed, she knows you’re getting married, and it’s worse even if Mom asks you. I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer, and then my brother slapped me in the face, and he was so angry that he even exposed his cuddly neck.
And I looked at them laughing, “Is not everything I wanted to do, and all you wanted to do was sacrifice me? My kidney. Now even my future husband has to give it to her, right? I’m sorry.
“Mother’s eyes are red-eyed, “Chicken’s young, she can’t live without Luang. I’m sorry.
“Ning Ki, don’t be ridiculous. We’re a family and Chi Chi is alive.” I’m sorry.
Luon knocked into the door, his face was dark and he was wearing a suit to get married tomorrow.
I can see the hesitation in his eyebrows, but he ended up just taping my head: “Ninger, wait for me to come back.” I’m sorry.
They left in a hurry.
I’m left alone, like a frightful clown, with a dress and a wedding dress for tomorrow.
I looked in the makeup box, and I just got the medical report yesterday.
Think, it doesn’t matter. I’m dying, too. Everyone’s happy.
Together with the kidneys I donated six months ago, and my future husband, all of them.
Two.
Mom has informed all my family and friends that I don’t have to go to the wedding tomorrow.
And Luon, he also informed his family that the wedding was rescheduled.
As a bride, I have no right to decide.
It was like six months ago when the whole family was asked to make a pair because of urine poisoning.
I was the worst-looking of the family, but on the day the match came out, Mom and his stepfather and brother had never been in the hospital with a Chi Chi, but had made a great meal for me at home.
I’ve never been treated like this since I was a kid, and I’m flattered.
But no one remembers that I’m allergic to seafood.
Mother said, “Kiki, you’ve got a match with your sister, you can save her.”
I looked at the seafood on the table, and I looked up at the three people before me: “Do you remember that I was allergic to seafood? I’m sorry.
My brother threw chopsticks in my face, and he was angry with his face: “Ning Ki, your sister is dying, and you’re now thinking about your seafood allergy?” I’m sorry.
Mom cried: “Kiki, you have to save her. Don’t forget, your uncle gave you all the tuition and maintenance you’ve had since you were a kid. I’m sorry.
There was a heavy rain outside the house, my mother kneeled down and begged, my brother hated me, and my uncle looked at me.
I laughed, “Mom, I donated this kidney, can I stop giving her my things?” I’m sorry.
My mother hesitated for a moment and noded like a taunt: “Mother promised you.” I’m sorry.
I said yes, and the three of them finally took a breath and watched the rain.
“Chicken is scared of thunder. She’ll be scared without her mother. I’ll go to the hospital. I’m sorry.
When I was alone in the house, watching a table full of seafood, I remembered that my father was not sick, that my mother loved me, that my brother loved me, and that my whole family was careful to look after me.
It’s like 20 years ago, when my father died and my mother married my brother and I.
He was kind and kind, and his daughter was popular.
Instead, I was silenced by the death of my father and the steep decline in the quality of life, and I was not a happy child in the eyes of my elders.
Sometimes it’s like a family of four watching my brother’s mother and an uncle and a sister.
I’m like the redundant one.
I like things, but Mom gives her whatever she likes.
Even my brother was living with each other day after day, preferring the sister who had no blood relations with him.
She leans on his shoulder, and jumps on the back of his bicycle when she leaves school, ignoring me who follows them behind.
At that time, Jiji said to me, “Sister, your mother and brother are mine now. You are redundant.” I’m sorry.
When I looked red, she ran to my mother, hugged her, and turned her face towards me.
3
Back here, I was lying on the wedding dress in bed.
Suddenly, the pain of my body was so intense that I woke up my tears.
I snuggled on my long chosen wedding dress and cried like a lost puppy.
The next day I packed up and went back to my little house with Luang.
“Leon, I think we need to talk. I’m sorry.
Soon news came from Luang. It was a self-portrait photo of him and her.
He smiled like that little college boy, with his eyes wide open and relaxed.
I know, it’s a Chi Chi.
And I called Mom, and she picked it up, and she just whispered at me: “Louan is here with her, she’s much more stable, okay, I gotta go get her soup. I’m sorry.
I threw my phone aside, and I looked at the dog.
It jumped on me, smelled the smell on me, then fell on my leg, wondered if the dog could smell the sickness on me, and it was a bit down.
I touched its head, “Mother, take care of something and come back for you.” I’m sorry.
I drove to the hospital.
His uncle and his mother were sided by side with him and my brother and Luang were playing with her.
I stood up to my body’s discomfort and walked in.
“Sister, can you give me Luang brother?” I’m sorry.
“Kiki, I wanted to come home soon.” I’m sorry.
His uncle was a bit embarrassed, but he was still smiling at his face: “Kiki, Chi Chi is still ill, and when Chi Chi is well, our family will go to your wedding.” I’m sorry.
At that time, she seemed to have been very excited and screamed with her head.
My brother took her patiently, saying, “Chey is not afraid, Chi is not afraid, my brother is here, my brother has been here.” I’m sorry.
“What are you doing here?” Don’t you know she’s excited to see you? I’m sorry.
“Mama, do you remember that I was your own daughter?” I’m sorry.
“Ninki, don’t be foolish. You can go to college and graduate school, and remember that your uncle pays tuition and maintenance, and you have to be grateful.” I’m sorry.
I’m not holding my mother’s hand: “Mom, I can give my money to uncle, can you…”
She closed the door and didn’t look at me again.
And I’m finished with what I wanted to say: “Can you not do this to me…”
He’s got guilt in his eyes:
“Kiki, me and Chi Chi, she’s very depressed. I’m sorry.
I’ve been in love with a man for seven years since I was a freshman.
“Louan, during the summer of 1st year, when Chi Chi Chi wanted to come to our city for internships, the house watched the pets and filmed what you were doing every day. I’m sorry.
He was white and his fingers were tight on my sleeve:
“Kiki, I didn’t do anything with her. I’m sorry.
I nod my head:
“Yeah, you didn’t do anything, you played games, you did plays, you walked my dog, even when she threw up on me, you didn’t push her away while you were sleeping on the couch when she kissed you. I’m sorry.
“Kiki, we’re getting married. I’m sorry.
“Leon, we’re not getting married, I’m trying to be stupid, but it’s like I can’t hide the fact that I’m being stupid, and I like her more than everyone else, and I can’t do it anymore, like she’s giving you some cute self-portraits these years, even though you’ve never responded, but you’re moved, right? I’m sorry.
When I turned away, Luang suddenly held me: “Kiki, I came home with you, seven years of our relationship, seven years…”
It was at that point that part of her face appeared in front of the window, and she hit her head on the wall.
“Ninger, why do you want to rob me?” I’m sorry.
Luang is snubbing, he’s holding my hand loose, he’s looking away, he’s starting to sprain in.
I know that this moment, our seven-year relationship is over.
My mother and brother’s re-emergence is in my ear, and the most obscene language can be used against me as an intruder.
My brother put me up against the wall, and he looked at me like, “Can you understand something? Are you stupid? Do you have to make the whole family look like shit? # I’m not going anywhere #
And I said to my brother and mother: “Don’t worry, Luang is now your sister’s.” I’m sorry.
4
Luon didn’t catch up, and I drove home.
Packed up all my luggage and took my dog away from our home for seven years.
It’s funny, even with him for seven years, that what’s in this room belongs to me can only be solved by a few big boxes.
I’m going to see Seo-ho. She’s my best friend because she hates the city and runs to the grasslands for years.
When I called her, she was putting sheep on the grass.
“Suh, I’ll drive to you, and I’ll always say, “I want to see the prairie.” I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with you, Ninger? I’m sorry.
“All right, Seo-ho, I’m on my way. I’m sorry.
When Seo-jin picked me up at the service station, he gave me a big hug:
“Ninger, why are you so thin? There’s only one bone left. I’m sorry.
I told him the truth: “Sew, I might die.” # I’m not going anywhere #
Suh looked up at his eyes: “Don’t joke, it’s not good.” I’m sorry.
Then I held her tightly: “Bone cancer, late, barely alive.” I’m sorry.
I was driving you to the hospital. I’m sorry.
And We shook my head, “Aw, I’m tired. I want to look at the prairie and look at your sheep. I can’t afford it. I want to look beautiful and leave without regret.” I’m sorry.
I left my car in the service area and took Seo-ho’s pickup.
I’m holding Yuanbao in the back seat.
Luang called and I took out my phone card and threw it out the window.
Xu Zhou, “Lou, do you know?”
“He doesn’t deserve to know. I’m sorry.
“What about your mother and brother? I’m sorry.
“Maybe a long time ago, they were just others’ mothers and brothers. I’m sorry.
In front of her Mongol bag, just before dawn, the sun was rising from a short distance and the faint light shattered the darkness.
It was the first time that Yuanbao had seen such a vast prairie, and it ran and jumped like a madman, spitting its tongue and spreading joy.
I think it would be nice if I stayed on the meadow after I died, and it would make it run without fear.
Suh lighted a cigarette, and her eyes seemed red with the wind blowing out.
And in the end she suffocated the smoke and stepped under her feet, so she stepped on several feet: “Damn, fuck, Ningchi, are you stupid?”
I’m a little speechless, but she pulled me into the Mongol bag and threw her back at me:
“Ninger, the grandson of Luang promised to take good care of you. Is that what he did? I’m sorry.
I grabbed her sleeve with care: “Adam, let’s not talk about him.” I’m sorry.
5
When Tsui was lying with her, her hands were holding my hand tight.
Her palms got a little rough, and I felt the most comfortable in my hands.
I leaned on her shoulder: “Aw, am I weak? I chose to hide, and I do not want to see them.” I’m sorry.
“No, Ninger, you’ll never wake up a sleeping man, and you won’t be able to turn your mother’s and brother’s bias around with a fight. I’m sorry.
The pain was all over again, and I was pale and I took painkillers out of my bag.
Wonbao lay down and whispered.
When Tsui gave me the medicine, his hands were shaking.
I’m making a laugh: “Ah-ho, I have one more thing to ask of you.
My mother always said that I spent a lot of money on my uncle’s education from childhood to age, and on the cost of college and study, and that I saved a lot of money over the years. I’m sorry.
“You’re my best friend and I’ll have to bother you before I die. I’m sorry.
Suh looked at me and cried: “Ning Ki, you might as well keep this money for the better.” I’m sorry.
And We shook our head: Ah Zheng, I have no time. I’m sorry.
And she stopped talking, and she was just rubbing tears on my back, and I held her from behind her: “Ah, I’m sorry, but it’s really hard for you. You’re my best friend. If you feel unlucky, I’ll die for myself.” I’m sorry.
“Ninger, you son of a bitch, I’m rich, I’ve got a lot of sheep and cattle. I’ll pay for your medicine. Let’s fix it, okay? I’m sorry.
I’ve got her hair covered in red eyes: “You know, I’m in pain right now standing up, I want to die beautifully, I don’t want chemo, I don’t want to lose my hair, I don’t want to die in that city with them.” I’m sorry.
Six.
Seo-jun stopped forcing me to see a doctor.
That day she held my medical check-up and sat on the prairie for a long time.
When I was sitting in a Mongolian bag, I could hear her crying wildly.
She hit me on Uncle Gu’s card.
My mother rarely called her: “Is Ning Chi’s kid still having an affair? She came to you. She’s relieved. Tell her we got the money. I’m sorry.
Suh can’t help but mocking: “Aunt, if Ning Ki were to die, would you be watching Ning Chi like she was watching? I’m sorry.
My mom’s voice was sharp and sharp: “Sew, you tell Ning Ki not to play with Chi Chi-chick.” I’m sorry.
“Didn’t Aunt Ning Chi’s kidneys give you enough for years to raise?” I’m sorry.
She hung up.
I know that I know her too well that she was a real mother and a loving mother when I was faced with her, and when I was faced with me, she said nothing but to force me to understand earlier.
Even when I got into a school, she looked at the notice with a little indifference, and she did nothing else.
It’s just that Chi Chi-Chicken couldn’t get three.
She’s afraid I’m going to go to Chi Chi.
It’s okay, I’m used to it.
Seo-jin took me around in a car, leaving the grass on the prairie, stopping the car, we were all behind the pickup, and Yuanbao was running around, and I leaned in Xu-won’s arms: “Ah-chuck, when I die, scatter my ashes here, and this prairie will be thicker the next year. I’m sorry.
Seo-jun did not answer, and she took a sugar out of her pocket and shoved it in my mouth: “Well, shall we not say that?” I’m sorry.
Suh-soon cried again: “I asked the doctor if the patient’s desire for survival was not strong, the condition would develop quickly and you donated your kidneys six months ago and you were sick these months. I’m sorry.
I filmed her, “Ah, I really don’t have the strength. I’m sorry.
Tsui was holding me tight, and suddenly I remembered a lot about my childhood.
“Amu, do you remember? When my father died, a lot of people bullied me, saying I was a child without a father, only you stood up and defended me. I’m sorry.
Seo-jun’s not talking was just sobbing, and her tears were dripping on my forehead, and I said:
“You used to protect me. I had a present for you before I died.
“Ah-chuck, my beneficiaries have also written your name. You always have to live well. I’m sorry.
“Ning Ki, did you even think about what happened after you died?” I’m sorry.
“Don’t you love the prairie most? I’m sure you’ll see me and my dog from now on. Wonbao’s a good and good puppy. He likes to eat, he likes to eat, he likes to eat, he likes to eat, he likes to eat. I’ll teach you. I’m sorry.
It’s good that I’ll be here later, good boy.
And Xu embraces me, and implorely: “Ninki, do not do so, let us go and heal. I do not want your money, shall I take you to heal?” I can’t take care of your dog without you. I’m sorry.
7
Why must a man who is dying waste his money on himself?
I looked at Seo-jin and said, “I don’t want to waste any more time. Would you make me look decent this last day?” I’m sorry.
My nasal cavity began to bleed, and she was rushing to stop the bleeding for me, and suddenly she stood up: “Why don’t the bad guys die?” I’m sorry.
She drove me back to the Mongol bag, where the moon stars were rare, and the sheep and sheep began to snuggle.
I turned on the phone.
I saw a text from Luang. He knew my spare phone number.
The text messages are like a psychosis, they’re gonna break up with me, and they’re gonna ask me not to leave.
Don’t think about it. I know that’s a Chi Chi pen.
I picked it up until a bunch of familiar numbers suddenly appeared in the curtains.
It’s brother.
He said, “Ning Chi, Chi Chi really likes Luang, can you please…”
I didn’t wait for him to say it, and I said, “Big brother, I said I didn’t bother Luang. If she had the skills, she would have been hers.” I’m sorry.
“What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“Do you remember that while Dad was still around, you were running around behind my back, and I gave my money to Uncle Gu, and he gave me back my mother and my brother?” I’m sorry.
“Kiki, what happened to you? Where are you?”
I suddenly let go, and I whispered, “Longer, I’ve given my money and kidneys and my boyfriends to my family, so I guess it’s clear. Brother, are you still mad at my sister? It’s all her too. I’m sorry.
“Ninger, where are you?”
“If I had a choice, I wouldn’t want to be Ning Ki at all. I’m sorry.
I hung up on the phone, and my body was in pain again, and I looked not far from the Tsui who fed Yuanbao.
No, don’t let her worry.
I stood up with my body and walked towards them step by step.
But I fainted.
8
When I woke up, my eyes were starting to blur.
I know that my cancer started to move my whole body, and even I’m getting wet next.
Although I hate to admit it, I peed.
Cancer transfers, powerlessness, blindness and urine incontinence have deprived me of my dignity.
Seo-jun came in and changed for me when she said nothing.
In less than a month, she was tortured to death.
She came into the Mongolian bag faceless and unsuspecting.
He’s got a red eye, and he can even see what he’s looking at.
“I really don’t have anything else to give my sister. Can’t I even die alive? I’m sorry.
The man who was about a metre, fell on his knees and cried like a child.
“Kiki, my brother takes you home.” Why don’t we go home and cure? I won’t be with anyone anymore. You’re my sister. How could I…?
And We pushed him away: Lo! I beg you to stay away from me. I’m sorry.
He reached out and tried to touch me, and he got away from me without a trace. It hurts, Kiki. Go home with your brother. I’m sorry.
I suddenly began to collapse, and these days’ disguises became the worst of faces, and I cursed him like a madman: “Fine, I’m dying, and you’re going to pretend to be a good man. If I’m really my sister, don’t let me see you again.” I’m sorry.
Seo-jun took him out and I returned to peace.
And Xu Zhou wiped his eyes: he came to him himself, and I drove him away, so be still. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what Tsui said to Ning Fu, but he never showed up again.
Day after day, with pain and no painkillers, I bite my teeth to bear the pain. It was only when Tsuru left the Mongol bag that he was able to whisper his pain.
I put up with the pain, I felt the sourness of every joint in my body, and I went to play with it once.
I’m up high and I’m throwing it at a long distance, but Yuanbao is not moving. He’s just lying next to me and holding my leg.
I rubbed its head: “Do you want to make your mother happy? Go on, pick it up, boy. I’m sorry.
It’s only now that Yuanbao is going far away, but it’s still coming back, afraid I’ll disappear.
That’s it, Yuanbao. You have to learn not to look back.
I lied to Seo-ho that the painkillers worked and that I could slowly stand up and walk, so she was happy.
She really believes me that my body may be showing signs of improvement.
I’d rather not see me again, but I can still see that Mongolia often has a lot of snacks and nutrients outside its bags, and a set of Barbie dolls that I dreamed of when I was little.
Remember then, Uncle Gu only bought a set of four dolls, two of me, two of Chi Chi Chi.
But Chi Chi likes all four.
Mom left all the dolls in her room.
She even numbered me in front of his uncle: “Is it easy for him to send you to school? Do you want to play with dolls?” Don’t fight with Chi Chi I’m sorry.
Suh Wings: “Living, perhaps truly repents, or not…”
And I shook my head: “Ah, even if he truly wants to be good to me now, I don’t need it at all, and I don’t want him to live in the shadow of guilt. Let him go, don’t come again, just as I live far away.” I’m sorry.
Suh-soon, nothing.
9
Luang’s phone started to reach Seo-ho’s phone.
He hated him and spoke unkindly.
I’d rather not tell them about my illness, because I threatened him that if he told others and brought others, I would never forgive him.
Luang can hear his voice on the phone.
And he cried with his dumb voice: “You are her best friend. Tell me where is she?”
“What is the matter with you?” Is it because of depression and the brightness of the sun from childhood? I’m sorry.
“Leonton has been a kind man, and I don’t understand why she had to push me away this time, and she even donated a kidney to her sister six months ago, and why can’t she be allowed to now? I know Ning Chi is upset, but she’s extreme and easy to kill. I’m sorry.
She loved it and died. I’m sorry.
The phone hung up after.
I suddenly found out I was in shock again and I must have had a bad look on my face.
Tsui took me up and changed my sheets and changed my clothes.
We opened our mouths weak and weak: “Ah, I’m sorry I dragged you into this. I’m sorry.
She shook her head: “Don’t say that, please, Kiki, don’t say that.” # I’m not going anywhere #
To reassure me, she’d take Yuanbao to shepherd her sheep and live the old days, and she was afraid I’d be heartless, I know.
When they left, I took out a pen and a note.
I can no longer endure severe pain, much less drag her in front of a friend, much less let my dignity be consumed by disease.
10
They deserve a normal life.
The suicide note and the insurance policy I bought before I got sick were put together.
In the end, we’re not going to drive, we’re going to raze the grass, and it’s just beginning, so why do we have to be crushed?
I picked a horse and put on a saddle.
Take the navigator I’ve prepared, go to Mother’s River, to Erguna River.
I’ve never felt a mother’s love in my life, so let me be selfish and let my mother die here.
I’m riding right away, shaking.
I’m going to have to hurry, hurry, and when Xue knows, she’ll come to me with Yuanbao.
I stood by the shore, watched the stream, jumped in.
The liquid pours into my nasal cavity, and I don’t struggle to sink into the bottom of the river. I know this moment, I’m finally free.
Suh-san.
When Tsuru returned to the Mongol bag, she found out Ning Ki was missing.
A clean bed and a clean and clean floor caused her to panic.
That’s the way she looks.
It’s her suicide note and the insurance policy she said before.
Wonbao seemed to notice something and started to panic.
The note says, “I’m sorry, Achille, I can’t bear the pain. I’ve never felt motherly love in my life, so let me end myself in my mother’s river.” I’m sorry.
Xu Xuan took Yuanbao in his car and bypassed a road to the shore.
A group of herdsmen surrounded a small area, and Tsui’s heart sank right now.
She pulls out the crowd and sees the pale Ning Ki.
The police on the prairie investigated and saw Nin Ki ‘ s suicide note and said nothing.
Seo-jun has stayed.
Won-bao was hurried around Ning Ki’s body.
She suddenly remembered when Ninki first arrived: “Put my ashes on this meadow, and the prairie will be greener next year.” I’m sorry.
With the help of herdsmen, Tsuru held a small funeral for Ninki.
When the fire went on, Yuanbao went mad and tried to run into the fire, and she cried with it, and on these days her nerves collapsed again: “Ninki, you bastard.” I’m sorry.
When he showed up with the snacks that Ning Ki loved, he saw red light and a herd of herdsmen not far away.
He’s up front.
He was still trying to convince himself that the man in the fire was not his sister when he saw him crying in his arms.
“Who is that?” I’m sorry.
“Who is that?” Isn’t it too late for you to make amends? I’m sorry.
“How can she not be my sister? I’m sorry.
He tried to get into the fire like crazy and was stopped by herdsmen.
The fire burns the body, which is the sound of a broken flesh and bone, and the heart of Tsui has been punctured by 10,000 needles.
When the fire went out and Yuanbao cried on the grass, she touched her head and went forward and put Ningqi’s ashes in the box.
“Will you give her back to me?” I took her home. I’m sorry.
When Seo turned away, she carefully gathered Ningqi’s ashes, and then looked away: “You are not worthy of it.” I’m sorry.
When a good day was found, the sun was bright, and the flocks of sheep were so good that they ate grass, and Seo-chul put a small pelt of urchins of Ninki’s ashes into a tiny little bottle, made a necklace and put it on his neck.
She caressed the small bottle: “Kiki, we’ll never be apart again.” I’m sorry.
She drove to the place where Ninki had come from before, where she had carefully raised her ashes on the prairie.
I’ve been following her.
Until when he saw the wind blowing Ninki’s ashes through the sky, he fell down, and he kneeled before Seo-chul, and asked me to take her home. I’m sorry.
Suh-jin suddenly smiles: “Where does she have a home? Didn’t you destroy her house? She doesn’t want anything to do with you. I’m sorry.
Sitting on the floor.
He said, “Kiki said she wanted to be cast in this prairie, and the grass will be greener the following year.” I’m sorry.
He took an ash like a madman and then ran away.
Then he said to himself, “Ninki, they will all have their due, and in the next life, do not be with them any more.”
12:
I’d rather hold that urn and put it in his pink urn.
He said to himself, “Kiki, aren’t you the most fond of pink? I’m sorry.
But he understood that Ning Ki would not call his brother again.
He had always felt that Ning Ki was still the smart little girl, and that she liked something, even though she had been brought by her mother to give it to her sister, she was silent and would not cry. And then he even thought that maybe Ningchi didn’t really like it.
He’s sweet, he’ll hold his neck, and he’ll please his mother.
He had seen first-hand that it was difficult for Uncle Gu to earn money to raise his brother and sister, and he understood the modestness and carelessness of his mother, and better understood the words that she was saying to herself and Ninki, “thank you”.
At first, he was heartbroken, but for a long time, he saw the weirder Ning Ki, and he had no more patience to take care of a sensitive adolescent sister, and he thought that everything would be fine when she grew up.
But I don’t know when I’m gonna be like my mother.
When Ning Ki went to school, he prepared a laptop that he wanted to give to her, and said to her, “Big brother, is this a gift you gave me to go to college?” I’m sorry.
He suddenly nodded his head.
He didn’t see the disappointment of Ninger’s eyes, but he thought it was okay, and it will happen again.
When Ning Chi Bao succeeded, he bought her an apple 12, but before she got it, she found it again.
Brother, is this for me? I’m sorry.
“This is for Ninki, she’s a success. I’m sorry.
“My brother doesn’t love me but my sister, right? I’m sorry.
And suddenly he softened his voice: “Then give it to you. I’m sorry.
He saw Ninger standing behind the door, but he didn’t say anything.
I thought here that he was too much, and he saw his hand and smitten his own sister for her.
He cried like rain on the plane.
All passengers are looking at the man who is sad and weeping.
The night of the rain, the night the family and themselves forced Ning Ki to donate her kidney, how bad should her heart hurt? Never mind.
How painful should her heart be when her own biological mother kneels on the ground before the wedding and asks her future husband to leave?
I’d rather not think about it.
He closed his eyes, the eyes full of tears outside the room, and he did not fail to see the disappointment in her eyes.
He didn’t want to catch up with Ninger when he said, “Don’t worry, Luang is your sister.”
It’s just that he thinks he can make up for Ning Ki later.
But he didn’t know that the day Ninki left, there was no future.
Thirteen.
After a better return home, the mother and his uncle were still at the hospital with her.
He drove to the hospital, and Luo was sitting outside the ward and calling Ninki’s phone.
“Don’t fight, Ning Ki is dead.” I’m sorry.
“What do you say?”
“What the fuck are you talking about?” I’m sorry.
“Ninki is dead.” I’m sorry.
Luon wanted to fight, and suddenly the door was opened.
Mother wasn’t happy with her face: “Longer, you said you went to Ning Ki, where’s Ning Chi? Tell her to come back and apologize to her uncle, who will return the money to her, and she won’t have to hide from us, saying we’re family.” I’m sorry.
What if the mother, who looked at her angry mother, suddenly had a bad feeling, would have collapsed like herself if she had known Ninki was dead?
“Ning Ki has returned, but she can’t come alone.” I’m sorry.
My mother was even more angry, and she came to help her mother: “Mom, don’t be angry, I think my sister is just mad at me.” I’m sorry.
“She will not come because she is dead.” I’m sorry.
Mother wrinkled, “Are you crazy? Why do you curse your own sister? I’m sorry.
He made a phone call to Seo-ho.
Suh’s voice came out of the microphone: “After Ning Ki died, the insurance beneficiary filled out the names of several people, and I’ll be back in a few days to help with it. I’m sorry.
She hung up.
“Don’t make me laugh. I’m sorry.
“Big brother, did you join with your sister to scare Mom?” I’m sorry.
He looked at her face with no face: “Chey, you have to keep up your body, you have a kidney in you, and don’t forget it.” I’m sorry.
It’s just to inform her mother of Ning Ki’s death.
Although her mother was suspicious, she followed him home, and when she saw the pink urn box, she suddenly said to herself: “How is it that Kiki has always understood and listened, and that she has always been healthy, that she has been examined for kidney donation, okay, no, no. I’m sorry.
14.
Seo-jin drove with Yuanbao back to the familiar city.
She went into Ninky’s house.
Her room was small and dark, isolated from the kitchen, looking back at the part of her room, warm south, pink princess bed and white twilight.
Suh-jin despised Ning Ki’s mother even more.
Ning Ki’s mother still doesn’t believe Ning Ki is dead.
She did not sit on the floor until the insurance staff, and Seo-chul, took out her suicide note and death certificate.
And her stepfather, she’s kind of indifferent.
Luon’s eyes are red and even Yuanbao won’t come to him.
The insurer said: “Ms. Ningqi purchased this insurance two years ago, and the beneficiaries filled in their mother and brother and Ms. Seo-hyun and Mr. Lu Aung, now that Ms. Ningchi has passed away, the amount of compensation will be called to your accounts as scheduled under the contract. I’m sorry.
Ninki’s mother cried when she saw the suicide note.
After all, there are only a few suicide notes, but they are not.
There is no mention of her in the suicide note.
Before Seo-joon left, Luang begged her to leave the suicide note with him.
Seo-jun promised.
If they were to suffer pain in their hearts on a daily basis, it would not be so sad for Ning Ki to die.
After she had taken care of this, she returned to the prairie with Yuanbao, and when she was playing with Yuanbao, she suddenly remembered the days when Ning Chi was crouching around in Mongolia and teaching him not to turn back.
She’s finally out of control and she’s crying.
Ninger, you tell everyone not to look back, not to think of you.
How can I not think of you?
After a while of mental breakdown, Ning Chi’s mother chose to divorce Uncle Gu.
And she didn’t think she had taken what belonged to Ninki, even before Ninki’s mother moved away, and she looked at them proudly: “Didn’t my father marry you to take care of me? Now that your daughter’s dead, you can take care of me with all your heart. I’m sorry.
Ning Ki’s mother finally realized that the white-eyed wolf whom she had counted over the years was not her daughter at all, but her stepdaughter, who had spent 20 years of her life as a jewel, was afraid to think about what she had done before she died.
“Kiki, Kiki, how’s Mom? I’ll buy you your favorite doll. I’m sorry.
And he went to the village to teach.
He’d rather be a doctor at the Sancha Hospital, and he’d be staring at her every day.
“You’re not my brother anymore. Why are you staring at me?” I’m sorry.
“Because you have a kidney in my sister.” I’m sorry.
But these atonements are too late.
Too late.
15
Dear Achille:
I am sorry that I have dragged you for more than a month before my death, and that I cannot tolerate my dignity being swallowed up by the disease, nor do I want you to be in bedsheets and pants that are endlessly baptized, so you would have gone to the prairie for freedom, but I am still leaving you selfishly.
I wanted to die far away.
But before we left, we saw the prairie, we saw the mother’s river, we remembered you.
In my life I have never felt the warmth of my family, the love of my mother and the care of my brother, but I have alone received the most precious friendship in the world.
The beneficiary of the insurance, and a card I left for you.
Because there’s something else I need to trouble you with.
Yuanbao, my four-year-old puppy, I was passing by the pet store, and he jumped in the window and drew my attention.
And then the owner told me that the puppy was bad, half-priced.
I took it home.
He stayed with me for a long time. He was good at things, he didn’t break his family, he was greedy, he didn’t like dog food, he only loved the food I made him.
Now, I’ll give it to you.
The recipe for dog rice. I wrote it on another note.
Please take good care of it. The prairie will be free.
And I hope you don’t feel sorry for me, nor for me.
Also, if Luang comes to you, please tell him that we are not bound by the marriage certificate and that he is still a free man.
Do not be morally condemnable and do not seek other directions of life.
I was sick, but I still wanted to marry him.
But I do not regret that there are always gaps in life.
Please live in my place.
Don’t feel sorry for me.
The water of Mother’s River may be warm.
I wish I could live, never meet my former family, have loved my parents and loved my brother.
Shuan, don’t cry. Document number: YXX1lRBzpm9FYDZ58AzCM1Mb
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
