Have you ever seen any of the gangster logic of parents? – What?
When I was eight years old, my father worked at the construction site and was crushed to death by falling steel bars.
Mother said to me, “Your uncle is the first to marry, and a widow with a towing bottle is a high-ranking man, so you must listen to him and consider him your father.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know what a towed bottle is, and I don’t know what to call it. I had two words in my mind: listen.
Uncle Wang treats me well, and every time I go to the street, I bring me a pack of little souffles, and I take them in the jealous eyes of my little friends in the village and eat them happy.
“You’ll spoil her like this.” @Ambassah: #Jan25
Uncle Wang held me in his arms and said, “Just one daughter, who is she? I’m sorry.
When I was 10 years old, my brother was born, and my mother said, “Now I have more brothers, I have more money, I have a younger brother, and everything comes right after my younger brother. I’m sorry.
One.
Since then, every time Uncle Wang comes back from the street, he will have a gift of his brother’s, and I have never tasted a little soufflé, let alone a birthday cake. Because my brother’s birthday is one day earlier than mine, and every year he’s with him.
In senior year, Uncle Wang broke his leg on a motorcycle and the doctor said it would take at least six months to rest. The family lost its important labor, and there was no income, and my mother came to me at school and said to me, “Your uncle is wounded and I can’t support my family alone. I asked someone to find you a job in the city, and you will go tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
“But I’m about to take a high test. “Can we wait until I finish my exams?” I’m sorry.
“Can’t. I’m sorry.
“Just for half a month, give me half a month, and I’m going to work in the city after my high school exams. I’m sorry.
“Even if I can wait, your uncle won’t be able to wait. Wei promised to buy him a robot for the summer. How can you be so selfish? I’m sorry.
02
“What about my dad’s compensation? Can’t you take it out first? I’m sorry.
“That’s for Wei to marry her after. Don’t even think about it. I’m sorry.
But…
Mom stomped at me and said, “No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I’ve already told people you have to go tomorrow. I’m sorry.
Mom dragged me hard and went out and was run over by the headmaster who walked in front of me.
At last, with the advice of the head of the school and the head of the school, the mother agreed to take the exam, but also gave me the harsh word that, since the school had forced me to take the exam, my future expenses would be borne by the school and she would not give me any more money.
The teacher gave me the tissue and photographed me on my shoulder: “Just take care of your exams, I’ll find out what the money is.” I’m sorry.
I’ve been admitted to the N-rated third grade, and the headmaster and head of the school has secured a grant of $5,000 a year.
“Your uncle should pay for his medicine, I’ll take it first.” I’ve heard that the university can make a loan, and then you apply for a loan, and you don’t want interest, and you graduate. Also, you must have saved some money for your summer work. Your brother’s birthday is coming up. You buy him a robot as a birthday present as your sister, and you keep it for living. I’m sorry.
Looking at my mother’s familiar and strange face, the bitterness of my heart is like a wave of waves that drowns me.
The night before I left, my mother was busy with his birthday and left me to pack. Before she went to bed, she said, “Your brother is tired today, and tomorrow you go softly, so don’t wake him up. Besides, I’m going to go to the hospital with your uncle tomorrow and I won’t send you. But she forgot, tomorrow is my birthday.
On the day of my birthday, I dragged my summer worker’s suitcase to the village entrance and saw Grandma and Uncle standing there, and he had two cigarette butts on his feet.
03
My throat was so tight and I cried out, “Grandma, Uncle.”
Grandma came over and handed me a bag with a broken embroidery, which she had to unopen.
“Sir, take care of yourself when you go to school alone. I’m sorry.
I held back Grandma’s skinny hand, noded my head and gave her back my wallet, “Grandma, my mom gave me money. I’m sorry.
Grandma said, “You’re the first college student in our family, and you’ve earned us credit. I’m sorry.
“I am…”
“Sir, take it, or your grandma’s gonna have to get mad at me again. “At the same time, he gave me a wrinkled red bag, written in a happy note, which is supposed to be the one his daughter gave him.
“It’s your birthday and you go to college again, and Uncle can only give you so much.” I’m sorry.
“No, Uncle…”
“You must take it. Uncle forced the red bag into my hand, left hand in the pocket and pulled out, “Your aunt cooked you two watered eggs, hot and fast. I’m sorry.
The old man said he wanted to eat round water and boiled eggs for his birthday, but I haven’t eaten for years.
Walking to the town to the town bus, then to the train station on a bus, for half a day, finally arrived at the checkpoint.
On the train, I took out the money from my grandmother and uncle, and looked at it with a one-piece, five-dollar, with a maximum of $200 worth of $20, and I couldn’t hold my tears any longer.
Close your eyes and now you’re looking at the image of Grandma pouring her vegetables on her back, taking the vegetables back to town one step at a time and negotiating with others.
I can’t believe there’s 500 in his red bag.
Thirty-two hours later, I appeared at the N gate. That’s two and a half years.
I finally picked up my cell phone and called my mom when I watched the roommates book their tickets and go home.
“Mom, at the end of the month, we’ll be through and I’ll be home. Don’t worry about me. I’m sorry.
“What are you doing home? No money for tickets? I’m sorry.
“I buy hard seats, 50% off the student ticket, and it’s over a hundred. I’m sorry.
“It’s more than a hundred dollars. You can waste it on your brother to buy a new dress. By the way, your brother looked at a tablet two days ago, over 2,000, and you worked a month off, almost enough. I’m sorry.
04
Looking at the hung-up mobile phone, although it had been used to it over and over again, the tears had fallen unchallenged.
“You’re not going home? I’m sorry.
The old man’s voice came into my ears, and I wiped my face and took my tears back.
“Just two days ago I got a cold job and I’m not going back. I’m sorry.
The boss said, “If you don’t go to my house for the New Year, I’ll pay for the ticket.” I’m sorry.
I was just going to say, “No need,” and I heard the boss say, “Do you not want to taste my mother’s dumplings?” I’m sorry.
Of course I thought, two years in a row, I was eating bubble noodles alone in the school dorm, almost forgetting what my mother’s bag of dumplings tasted like.
I went on to say, “This year we’ll spend a year with everyone, come to my house next year, go to the third house the following year, and we’ll all be in turns. I’m sorry.
“We all graduated the following year. I’m sorry.
“You’re going to your place after graduation. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t mean to. I told you many times. I’m the third, not the third. I’m sorry.
“The three of us are the same as you and the three of us.” I’m sorry.
I went home with her.
Her house is in the city, 140 square metres, four rooms and two halls.
The old man’s parents are kind, but they’ve heard about me in advance.
And the mother of the boss took my hand and said, “Come here, be as nice as his own home. I’m sorry.
“Thank you auntie. I’m sorry.
After 30 nights at dinner, me and the boss’ mother watched the spring night with dumplings, and the boss’s mother left the old man who was eating apples on the couch, saying, “Like some guy who’s working hard, sleeping all day, he’s going to be a pig. I’m sorry.
The boss disproves: “It’s my little four who have nothing to do with you.” And even if I were a pig, who made you do this? I’m sorry.
“Look, I said she can say ten words. “The old man’s mother was so angry and funny, and I laughed and envied.
I haven’t felt it in years.
The phone rings back my thoughts, and I look at the phone, and my mouth bends, and it’s the first time my mother ever called me, and she still cares about me.
Happy New Year, Mom!
“Happy ass!”
05
Mother’s rude scolding came from the microphone and was incompatible with the atmosphere of harmony. I was busy turning off loudspeakers, embarrassingly picking up my phone and running to the bedroom.
“Yo, where’s the tablet I asked you to buy for your brother? “Mom’s angry questions.
“What tablet?”
After the words came to mind, it was like Mom said before that I wanted to buy my brother a tablet.
I forgot about this because I’ve been living in the same old family for a long time.
“Your brother is on a hunger strike with me because you didn’t buy him a tablet. I’m sorry.
“In three days, call the money, you hear me? I’m sorry.
“Not heard. When the boss stood by me, he took my phone and said to the microphone, “Do you want your son to tablet yourself?” You can make a son, you can’t make a son? Why should we feed you? Four is still a child. Why do you sacrifice your daughter? It’s money to keep your mouth shut. Have you ever been involved with Siu Four? Do you think she’s your daughter? I’m sorry.
“You, who are you, talk to me like this. “Mommy’s voice is shaking with obvious tremors and doesn’t use her head to imagine how angry she is.
“I’m Siu Siu, your daughter’s roommate and boss, and I’m with my mother for the night of spring. I’m sorry.
I don’t give my mom a chance to scold her. The boss really hung up and put his phone on.
“I’ll be happy to take my place next time you answer the phone. “The boss shoved the dates in my mouth and carried them over my shoulder, “Go, watch spring and night. I’m sorry.
The next day, I called my mother and wanted to explain what happened yesterday.
“Mom, yesterday…”
“Mother was bad yesterday, and Mom was just thinking that Wai didn’t eat for a day, but she didn’t ask you if you had dinner, how was it? Xiao Shuan, I’m sorry that my mom overcame Xiao Wai and ignored you. I’m sorry.
The nostrils were sore, I opened my mouth, I wanted to say something, but I found no sound.
Mom’s voice continues, “I thought about it with your uncle last night and you haven’t been back for over two years. We missed you. I’m sorry.
“It’s not appropriate for you to stay at your classmate’s house, even if you don’t say anything, we can’t be polite. I’m sorry.
06
“Are you really going back? I’ll see you pack up, boss.
“Well, it’s been over two years since I missed my mom, Grandma and Uncle. I’m sorry.
“If you decide, I won’t keep you. In the conversation, the boss hand over a bag.
“What is this? I’m sorry.
“The tablet my father smoked at the company’s annual meeting, it’s not used at home, and it’s cheap for your brother. Besides, we don’t need any of this stuff. Bring it back to your mother, your grandmother, your uncle’s family, just to help me out. I’m sorry.
It’s easy to say, but I don’t know. They’re all new, they can’t be used, but…
“Don’t say no. If you feel sorry for yourself, you’ll pay me back ten times more. “The boss slaps me in the shoulder and takes my tears back.”
I suck my nose, “It’s beautiful! I’m sorry.
“I’m calling it investment. I’ve long seen you as a potential asset. I’ll make a big difference. I’m sorry.
The old people are in the next province. Slow cars take about eight hours. In order to get home early, I bought a express car and arrived at home in the evening.
“Mom, Uncle Wang, I’m back. I’m sorry.
Pow!
I was so excited that I didn’t get my mom’s warm embrace, but I felt a pain in the face, and it was so hot.
“You ungrateful thing, you got a face to come back and see what you did to your brother. He said he was angry and raised his hand and greeted me again…
07
This time, I didn’t stand there stupid enough to let Uncle Wang beat me and run away. Uncle Wang overstretched, splattered, and the aftereffects from the break of his leg, which he had previously suffered, were on the verge of falling, and my mother held him in time.
“How can you push your uncle?” You didn’t know your uncle had bad legs. And the tablet you bought for your brother. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe I’m looking at my mom, and I’m filled with lemon, and I’m wrinkled. I always thought that my mother loved Xiao Wai, that she loved me more or less.
Now, these are my egos. Uncle Wang beat me up and she blamed me for not even meeting him. In her heart, my own daughter is less than her second husband. Maybe she, Uncle Wang and Xiao Wai are the real family and I’m just an outsider.
When I was stunned, my mother took my suitcase and tried to open it. I’m sorry.
“Don’t look. I didn’t buy a tablet. I’m sorry.
“You give me money, I’ll go out tomorrow and buy it for Wei. I saw it that day. 2788, you give me 3,000.” I’m sorry.
“I have no money. I’m sorry.
“Isn’t your classmate in town? I think she’s rich. Why didn’t you lend her something? I’m sorry.
Looking at my mother’s way of being right, I’m so cold, I’m just saying, “How can they lend me money if they’re rich? I’m sorry.
“If you don’t have any money, why come back? Uncle Wang shouted.
So that’s why I came back, because I went to a rich fellow and became a rich man.
I’ll take the trunk and walk. I’m sorry.
“Where are you going?” My mom asked.
08
“Go back to school. I’m sorry.
“It’s almost dark. I thought my mother was going to leave me, and she went on to say, “If you don’t stay at your grandmother’s house for one night, go back to school tomorrow, so I’m relieved.” I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
How could I go to Grandma’s house and worry her? I was going to stay in town for one night and come back tomorrow to see Grandma, but I met my uncle at the village entrance.
Where are you going?
I listened to your uncle before I thought of a reason, “Your grandmother said to you two days ago that you had not returned for several years, that you had not been able to live well, that you had come back just in time to go to my house, and that your grandmother would look at you.” I’m sorry.
He took my suitcase and put it in a three-wheeler and blocked everything I had to say.
“Get in, I’ll drive you back. I’m sorry.
“Thank you, Uncle. I jumped on my uncle’s tricycle and followed him to his house.
“I wake up in the morning and see spiders crawling up and down the stove, and I’ve been wondering who’s coming. Auntie, stop the rice and smile and greet me.
“Good New Year, Aunty.”
“Move two more dishes tonight. I’m sorry.
Auntie smiled at me, and said, “Oh, come on. Says another guacamole was added to the puddle.
“Long, you’re back. Show Grandma. I’m sorry.
“Grandma…” has been missing for two and a half years, and Grandma has lost a lot of weight and her back is even more radiant than before.
After dinner, my aunt was a little sorry to see me, “You see that there are only three rooms in my house and I’m sleeping with my grandma tonight. I’m sorry.
“Don’t be so polite, Auntie. I like sleeping with Grandma. I’m sorry.
His family is not rich, and since his father’s death, he has not gone out to work for a living, working on a farm, and has sometimes used tricycles to get some money, which is his family’s entire source of income.
Most of the village now has two-storey buildings, and the uncle’s house is still the former mini-wall. Three rooms, Grandma’s room, cousin’s room, aunt’s room…
“Uncle, Auntie, New Year’s Eve, I didn’t prepare any gifts for you. I hope you don’t forget them. I took out all the stuff the boss gave me.
“You son of a bitch, it’s gonna cost you a lot of money. I’m sorry.
“My classmate gave me no money. I took out the tablet and handed it to my high school cousin, “Here you go. I’m sorry.
“Is this a tablet? Uncle took a look and gave it back to me. I’m sorry.
“No, Uncle, Wei is too young to use. I’m sorry.
“You don’t seem to know yet. I’m sorry.
09
What’s wrong, Uncle?
“I heard that Xiao Wai went on a hunger strike in 30 years to force your mother to buy a tablet and threatened to steal money from the village’s second fatty. Your mother and your uncle had a big fight with Fatty’s parents about this. I’m sorry.
So that’s why I didn’t see Xiao Wai today, I guess he was swollen and embarrassed to go out… but I didn’t do it. I’m not one of them.
I insisted on giving the tablet to my cousin, “It’s my mother’s business to buy the tablet. I gave it to my cousin. He needs it more than he needs it. I’m sorry.
“Sippa, I’m sorry. Before I went to bed, Grandma grabbed my hand and lamented, “If I’d known your mother was doing this to you, your father’s compensation should have been my share, not yours. I’m sorry.
“Hey, I thought you were a kid and you had to spend money everywhere, give that money to your mother, make it easier for you girls, but if I had that money myself, you wouldn’t have to work so hard. I’m sorry.
Not only did my mother take my alimony to raise her child born in second marriage, but she also took Grandma’s share, and it’s a lie to think that I’ve lived all these years without feeling sorry.
I grabbed Grandma’s hand and comforted her: “It’s okay, Grandma. Anyway, when I grow up, I’ll graduate in a year. When I work, I’ll have money and we’ll get better and better.” I’m sorry.
“Yeah, we’ll get better and better. I’m sorry.
The next day, I left for breakfast at my uncle’s house. We can’t go back to the old people, let alone to my mother, and only to school.
I can’t stay in school waiting for the northwest wind. I contacted the head of the former cold-leave job, who told me that there was just a time-out promotion job, that the previous cold-leave job was too tired, that I wanted to go, and I didn’t think about it, and I said yes.
For me at the moment, as long as there’s a job, no choice.
One day I was standing over the clock, and I just dragged my sour legs back to my dorm, and my ass wasn’t sitting next to the stool, and the phone was ringing in my pocket, and I took a look, and my mom hit me.
I hesitated for two seconds, and I picked it up.
“Yu Xiaomei, you white-eyed wolf, I worked so hard to raise you, you’re good, now your wings are hard, you’re good to others, and I knew I had strangled you. I’m sorry.
10
My mother’s scolding was coming through the radio, and it was about to pierce my eardrum.
I’m sure my mom heard about the tablet I gave my cousin.
“You raised me? “If I remember correctly, my dad’s compensation is enough for me to graduate from college. All these years I’ve been eating leftovers from Wei Wei, wearing old clothes from someone else, college tuitions on my own, living on your own part-time, that’s what you call raising me? I’m sorry.
“Look at you. Am I freezing you or starving you? I’m sorry.
“You didn’t starve me to death, you didn’t freeze me to death, but you didn’t make me any better. I’m sorry.
“How good did you think, like Wai? You’re a daughter. Xiao Wai’s a son. Can you compare with him? I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with me being my daughter, I’m missing my arm or my leg, and I can’t do anything he can do? I’m sorry.
“You can pass on your son, you can give us our old age.” I brought you good things to be nice to others in New Year’s. I’m sorry.
I want to say that it’s not someone else, it’s my grandmother and uncle who are related to me, and it’s my family who gave me money when I went to college. My mother would never know how important it was for me to get into college.
I was talking to my mouth and I swallowed it.
I took a deep breath and made a big decision: “If you think it’s useless to raise a daughter and have a good son, you can look for your son and leave me alone. I just hung up.
Open the water machine, prepare to burn the water. My mother called again. This time, I didn’t answer.
I don’t answer the phone. It doesn’t mean my mom will stop. After more than a dozen consecutive calls, my mother changed to send a message. I’m not even in the mood for noodles when I look at a message on my phone that’s worse than that. Just wash and lie down in bed. Though I’ve told myself over and over and over and over again that I’m used to it, tears are still pouring into my pillow…
When I went to work the next day and passed through the office, I moved in, pulled the phone card out of the phone, reopened one and no contact with my mother.
Eleven.
At the end of the fourth year, discussions began in the dormitory on the post-graduation journey.
The boss said, “I’m not pursuing anything, I don’t have a career, so I decided to go home, take the job that my dad had arranged for me, and wait for my death. I’m sorry.
“It’s Versailles again, right? * He’s got a white eye and a jealous face.
The boss’s dad is the boss of the state, she goes straight to her dad’s office after graduation, and she’s got a job that we don’t even know how to get in.
“I can’t help it. Who calls the boss capital? “How about you?” I’m sorry.
“Wei wants to study. I intend to stay here with him. Wei is his boyfriend.
The old man’s face doesn’t lie, “Look what you’ve done. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with me being a dog licker? I’m sorry.
“Cure it. I don’t want to find a boyfriend. I’m sorry.
“It makes no difference. All the dogs are single. I’m sorry.
“You…”
“Four years. You two had four years. Haven’t you had enough? “What are you two up to after graduation? I’m sorry.
We said, “Look at the work. I will go wherever there is a high-paying establishment. I’m sorry.
“Sister, take me with you. I’m sorry.
“You’re not going home?”
“My parents are having a divorce and I may not have a home. I’m sorry.
Another poor child.
I held my hand hard like I found a competitor.
“We’re going to have a hot pot tonight, and then we’re going to stay up all night. I’m sorry.
“Did you get your last dinner?” I’m sorry.
And the three eyes were brushed at her, and there was no saying: “What say you?” I’m sorry.
A nice, warm hot pot came down, either happy or sad, with his dick and his dick drinking too much and singing too much to do, and me and the boss got them back to the dorm.
On the bed, the boss whispered to me, “Do you want to go to my dad’s office, and I’ll tell my dad that it’s not a problem if he gets another guy in.” I’m sorry.
I turned down the boss’s offer, “I want to break in first. I’m sorry.
And the end of it, adding: “When I am unable to join you, do not turn away from me.” I’m sorry.
“I don’t give you a spare? I’m sorry.
“I dared not to use you as a spare…
12
I was admitted to a public company in Kyoto for a few interviews. The old man who said he was going with me suddenly decided to go to the mountains the day after he was drunk. That’s it. South-west, north-west, we have one bedroom.
Although psychologically prepared, it is still sad. I, the boss and I bought tickets to leave the same day, almost at the same time, and the penis sent us to the train station, and we each stepped on our own train after a hug.
Fifteen hours later, I stood at the train station in Kyoto. In accordance with the travel guide issued by the company, the company was found and, under the leadership of the sister, the entry process was carried out, the staff residence was occupied and the second journey to life was opened.
When I got my first monthly salary, I transferred $500 to my uncle and asked him to hand it over to Grandma.
After half a year, another spring break came, and the old man sent a message, “I’m sorry, I should have invited you to my house this year.
“Do you mind, come to Kyoto, we’ll spend the New Year together. I’m sorry.
“You’re not going home? I’m sorry.
Home? Do I have a home? No.
Although I’d love to go back to see Grandma, I’d rather go back to meet my mom, and when I thought about what happened to me the previous year, I’d rather bury my thoughts on Grandma.
“Not back. I’m sorry.
“Then you wait for me in Kyoto. I’m sorry.
The boss’ dick got word that we were coming to Kyoto for the New Year, and the four of us were together again.
I’m surprised I came with the boss. There’s a boy.
Look at the day-rent in two rooms. I wrinkled my head.
The boss offered to say, “This is my cousin, Gu Wen-King. He’s here for a date. As you can see, my cousin is handsome, tall, and rich and rich, and I have decided to let you digest first, in accordance with the principle of not being a stranger. I’m sorry.
“I have a boyfriend. I’m sorry.
Shouldn’t you react so quickly?
So, three eyes brushed in my face, and, “Sixie, this is your tough job. I’m sorry.
It’s like a bunch of crows flying over the top.
The old man said on the shoulder of Gu Wen-King, “If you and your company apply for a transfer to a branch office in Beijing after the end of the year, you and Siu-san won’t have to fall in love so hard. I’m sorry.
Gu Wen-hye said, “Okay. I’m sorry.
13
Gu’s humble, gentle and kind and caring. I soon moved on to him when I was young and had no feelings, and with the help of the Lord, we were officially together six months later.
I told Grandma that she was happy enough to keep her mouth shut and then said I should take her home. I told Gu Wen-hyun about this, and he didn’t think about it, and said, “Then go back to the Day of the Nation.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t you want to go to your house? I’m sorry.
“I told my parents about New Year’s. I’m sorry.
“Is this bad? I’m sorry.
“No, I won’t. He took my hand and said, “Grandma’s old, we’ll take her first, my parents are young and can wait. I’m sorry.
I put my hand around his waist, “Thank you, Wen-King. I’m sorry.
A three-hour plane, driving for two and a half hours, at 4:00 p.m., I appeared again at the village entrance. I’m with Gu Wen-King and his rented Pasat.
The news of the country is always coming up fast, and my mother heard I brought my boyfriend back and drove out to meet me.
“You’ve finally come back. How have you been all these years? “My mother is telling the truth, and she’s showing her love for her daughter. I’d believe it if I didn’t know who she was.
My mom saw me in the cold and turned to Wen-King, “You’re Xiao-chun’s boyfriend, I’m Xiao-chun’s mother. I’m sorry.
“Hello, auntie, I’m Gu Wen-King. I’m sorry.
“Hello, Wen-King. I’m sorry.
Gu Wen-hye went to the trunk and brought out what was ready for you. “Tunnie, for the first time, I don’t know what you like. I’m sorry.
“I’ll be right back. Don’t be so polite. My mother said, “It’s true that my hand is so honest that it extends to the box in Gu’s hand, and I don’t forget to look in the trunk, and I’m afraid of what will happen.”
“I’m back. I’ve been missing for years. I’m sorry.
And more and more people came up, and Gu Wen-hye gave you a little present, saying, “Sorry, everyone, we are in a hurry to see Grandma. Excuse us. I’m sorry.
“Go on, your grandma’s been talking about her for years, and I’ll go back and cook after she gets back for dinner. I’m sorry.
“Don’t bother. I said, “Uncle and Aunty are ready for dinner. I’m sorry.
My mom’s face was frozen for two seconds, “Well, come back after dinner and sleep. You haven’t lived in our new house. I’m going back to bed for you. I’m sorry.
“Sweet Aunt. Gu Wen-hye opened his mouth and blocked my words.
14
At dinner, my mom came to the door.
“What about dinner? I’m sorry.
Did you eat? “Sit down and eat if you don’t eat.” I’m sorry.
“No, I’ve eaten. I’m just here to see Xiaog. “My mom looked at me and said, “Are you finished? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
My mother smiled on her face, and she had to reach out and pull me. “Then come home with me. I haven’t seen you for years. I want to talk to you. I’m sorry.
Wen-Kin is still drinking. I’ll wait for him. You go back. I’m sorry.
“All right. My mom doesn’t think she’s an outsider at all. “Wen-Kyeong came back for the first time, let him drink with your uncle. Your uncle will send him back after drinking. I’m sorry.
Gu Wen-Kin said to my mother, “When you get back, Auntie must have a lot to tell you. You go back with Auntie. I’ll come to you later. I’m sorry.
My mom did have a lot to say to me, without exception, about money.
“Does the city pay well? I’m sorry.
“Not everyone’s pay is high, for example. I’m sorry.
“How much do you make a month? I’m sorry.
“Not much, just enough for rent and living expenses. I’m sorry.
My mom wouldn’t give up, “What about your boyfriend? Shouldn’t he be in charge of rent and living expenses? I’m sorry.
“We’re AA. I’m sorry.
“What does his family do? I’m sorry.
“Sownland, just like ours. I’m sorry.
“Is he driving the car in full or on a loan? I’m sorry.
“Leased. I’m sorry.
My mom’s face changed in a second. “Yo, I raised you so big that you’re looking for a poor guy’s boyfriend? I can’t be angry?”
“You expect me to find a rich man under the terms of our family’s marriage? I’m afraid only the old man wants me. I’m sorry.
“The rich old man is better than the poor. I’m sorry.
I turned my eyes and didn’t even want to talk.
“Yo, I tell you, you’re not going to marry that poor boy without 300,000, or half a million. I’m sorry.
In just a few minutes, Gu Wen-King turned from “Wen-King” to a poor boy, and my mother’s face turned so fast.
When I was silent, my mother slapped me on the head, “Do you hear me? I’m sorry.
“You think you’ve done my Lord?” I’m sorry.
15
My mother was so angry, she grabbed the broom and said, “You’ve got a hard wing. How dare you talk to me like that? I’m sorry.
I was staring at my mom, “You want to hit me? I’m sorry.
“I don’t believe you’re going to turn the sky upside down. I’m sorry.
Just a second before the broom was about to fall, the voice of my uncle came out of the door: “Big sister-in-law, Xiaoxiang, I sent Wen-hyun back.” I’m sorry.
I ran out, pulled up Wen-King, “Go.” I’m sorry.
“What’s going on? “My uncle looked at me, and when the sight fell on my mother’s broom, he understood.
“My sister-in-law, I didn’t want to say anything, but I couldn’t watch it. We have no problem with you being remarried, and you raise your son with money that belongs to you. But would you please be nice to her? She’s your daughter after all. Look what she’s been through all these years. I’m sorry.
With alcohol, he said something that he had been holding in his heart for years, “It’s just that I’m not good enough, but if I have a little power, I don’t want her to suffer with you.” I’m sorry.
My mother’s mouth was closed, closed and repeated for half a day, and there was no reason to rebut it.
My eyes were so thick, I grabbed Uncle’s arm. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t drink too much to go back on my own. I’m sorry.
“I’m leaving with Wen-Kyeong. I’m sorry.
Me and Gu Wen-Kian went out with Uncle, and suddenly the voice of Xiao Wai came up: “His clothes are the joint money I’m going to buy, and the shoes, it’s over 3,000. I’m sorry.
As soon as my mom listens, she comes running and pulls me, “I’m ready for bed, so don’t mess around. I’m sorry.
Uncle Wang, who hasn’t shown up yet, has stood up, “That’s your mother’s character. I’m sorry.
Why didn’t you be afraid of jokes when you kicked me out of the house a few years ago?
I looked at him and asked him, “What do you want to say?” I’m sorry.
“It’s no big deal. It’s very rare for a family to get together and talk about your marriage. I’m sorry.
16
Uncle Wang opened the door and said, “How do you plan on getting married? I’m sorry.
“If she wants to grow in the city, I’ll give her a mortgage. If Xiao Jing wants to come back to my house, the house is full. In addition, buy a car of around half a million for Xiaoxiang. I’m sorry.
“That’s it?”
“I’m sorry, Uncle Wang, but I only have two million, and if you don’t think I can do it, I’ll make it up to you later. I’m sorry.
“Wait. My mom said, “The cars are all small, so there’s nothing wrong with us? I’m sorry.
Gu Wen smiled and said, ” Aunty, I’m married to Siu Lin, and the car is naturally for her.” I’m sorry.
And my mother stood up and screamed, “Didn’t I get anything? I’m sorry.
Don’t worry, Auntie, even if she married me, she’ll be your daughter and you’ll be old or sick or whatever. I’m sorry.
“Wen-hye, for the first time, you don’t understand our rules here. “We are here to marry our daughter, and the bride price is for her parents.” If the money for the bride price is exchanged for the car house, the house cannot write the name of the daughter.
Your aunt and I are too old to use a homecar, so the house will be called Wei’s name, considering that Wei is still small, so we’ll leave the car to Wei to make a dowry, and you’ll buy him another one when he grows up. I’m sorry.
Oh, my God!
Guo Wen-hyun squeezed my hand and spoke to me before I opened my mouth: “Well, there is a rule that we marry in our home town, and the dowry of the old city woman needs twice as much as the bride price that the man gave us. I’m sorry.
“Twice, why don’t you go grab it? I’m sorry.
“The auntie is joking. It’s illegal to rob. “It’s a good smile, and it’s very lethal and polite.
“Well, given your family’s circumstances, I love her and don’t care about the dowry. Since Uncle Wang mentioned the rules, I thought it was necessary to mention them. That’s the way it’s supposed to be. I’m sorry.
“It’s impossible to double the dowry. I’m sorry.
“To me, too. I’m sorry.
“What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“It’s not possible for the car to write his name. I’m sorry.
“Then you don’t want to get married. I’m sorry.
“I’m afraid that doesn’t count. “It’s late, don’t bother Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang. I’m sorry.
Turning around, it seemed as if something was coming from behind, and it was too late to react, and the sound of a flash in the arms of Wen-hyun, followed by a cup of tea.
“Aunt, you’re a senior. I thought you were the only one who didn’t care. After that, Gu Wen-hye took me to the door and left behind my mother’s rude scolding and the sound of things falling.
17
On the way to town, Gu Wen-King asked me, “Did you graduate more than a year? I’m sorry.
“Why do you ask all of a sudden?”
“I remember that college could keep a two-year residence permit for free. Would you like to move it to my house before it expires? I’m sorry.
Is that a proposal?
I’m not laughing. “Twice the dowry, I can’t afford it. I’m sorry.
“No dowry, just people. “What do you say, Miss Yu? I’m sorry.
“Look at your performance. I’m sorry.
“I’m sure I’ll do well tonight and make sure you’re satisfied. I’m sorry.
I:
On Spring Festival, Gu Wen-Kin and I went home to meet his parents and received a marriage certificate. Gu Wen-King asked me, “Shall I tell your mother about this?” I’m sorry.
I shook her head and she didn’t want to hear it, because she didn’t get the bride price she wanted.
I sent pictures to the dormitory, and my dick sent a pathetic look.
“I thought I was the first one, and I was taken first. I’m sorry.
“Who asked you to find a boyfriend to study? I’m sorry.
“It’s like you’re married. I’m sorry.
“Don’t fix the useless. “Congratulations on today’s theme for our young 4th to be among married women.” I’m sorry.
You know, it’s only a year since you two met. I’m sorry.
God, you’re not pregnant! I’m sorry.
“I want to be a godmother. I’m sorry.
“I want to be a godmother too. I’m sorry.
“You say it’s better to have a boy or a girl, or to give birth to a dragon or a child. I’m sorry.
Let’s think about the name of the child.
It’s like a bunch of crows flying over your head!
18
After two years of seeing my mother again, my grandmother was in danger, and Gu Wen-King and I went back to the hospital to take her to the city, where she refused. Grandma said she didn’t want to die in a cold hospital and lived for so many years it was time to stay with my dad.
Hold Grandma’s skinny hand, my eyes like open taps, tears running.
Grandma left, took care of Grandma’s funeral and took out two bags, one for me and one for my cousin. That’s the money I sent to my grandma over the years. She saved it for me. My cousin’s got her own money, not much.
If I don’t take it, my uncle forced the bag into my hand, “Take it or your grandmother won’t rest in the sky.” The tears are blurring my eyes again.
Come out of my uncle’s house, my mom stopped me.
“Brother, give me some money?”
How much?
My mother reached out with her index finger, and I thought it was a thousand. I’m sorry.
Your wallet almost fell off the floor.
My mother said, “Your brother is in the juvenile detention facility, and I can’t get 100 grand on bail. I’m sorry.
I’ve heard from my cousin about Xiao Wai’s prison, saying it was a robbery.
“I remember my father’s payment of $300,000. How come you couldn’t get 100,000? I’m sorry.
My mom got mad at me, “Your house is worth 100,000, your Uncle Wang buys $780,000, you and Wei spend all these years without money? Have you ever made a point?”
“My expenses with Wei? “I laugh worse than crying.
Wei’s been wearing new clothes since he was a kid, and he’s grown up with all kinds of brands.
I didn’t want to get into trouble with my mother on such a useless issue, and I said, “I have no money. I’m sorry.
My mother raised her hand to hit me, and Gu Wen was in front of her. “How can you be so mean, that’s your own brother, how can you not save yourself? I’m sorry.
“According to your fault, I have no reason to pay for your faults, even though it’s all your habit today. I’m sorry.
Xiao Wai robbed because my mother had no money to play games for him, and she and Uncle Wang earned money all these years.
“What do you want to do to make money?” My mom doesn’t give up.
“There’s nothing to pay. I’m sorry.
“Believe me when I come to your place, if I go to your mother-in-law, you’ll be fired and you’ll be thrown out of your place.” I’m sorry.
“As long as you’re not afraid of getting old and nobody cares about you. I’m sorry.
Looking at my mother’s face with a convulsion that prevents us from doing what I do, I can’t bear to say, “I have a legal obligation to support you, so I’ll pay you 500 a month from now.” I’m sorry.
“500? It’s not enough for Xiao Wai to be alone. Are you calling him Hanako? Don’t you and I eat or drink? We’ll buy him a house to marry his daughter-in-law when Xiao Wai comes out. I’m sorry.
“Don’t forget it. I’m sorry.
Seeing me take my money back, my mom was so busy saying, “Five hundred, five hundred. I’m sorry.
I put the money in my mother’s hand, and Gu Wen’s head never returned.
In the car, Gu Wen-King held my hand and said, “When his work stabilized last night, he brought his aunt to the city and we never came back. I’m sorry.
I shook his hand, “Okay, never come back. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
