I was forced to marry my father’s enemy, Regent Zhao.
I didn’t know that because my father hated the Regent.
Every time he was in his home, he was scolded, and every day he was scolded: “Separate, life without salt, cold and cold.” Saying two lines of tears and groaning: “O late Emperor, I am ashamed.” I’m sorry.
It is not because the Regents have fought for many years, which has led to the emptiness of the State and the loss of life.
It’s my father’s family’s rush to scratch his cheeks at night. Every night when I went to the study to send him black sesame soup, I said, “Oh, my God, it’s still my father’s hair.” I couldn’t bear to look at my father’s thinner hair, but it’s a little light: “Father, don’t joke, drink the soup first, not enough.” I’m sorry.
It’s hard to blame the Regent for fighting the war.
My dad was pretty open. Later on, the mind collapsed.
The treasury is becoming less and less rich, and the Regent has not stopped, rather than clamouring to recover the lost land and pursue it.
My father couldn’t jump off the palace day by day, so he couldn’t find peace. After asking the Queen Mother to reduce the use of the palace, she suggested to reduce the number of officials. Today, the Queen’s Palace guards are too many and the number of officials is too high.
My father also publicly wanted to donate his entire family to fill the treasury in the courtyard. The 13-year-old Emperor looked at my father’s moving aldicarb and complimented him for his loyalty.
My father was inspired, and he was getting stronger.
“You’re old! We’re the only ones here. Don’t you want to eat? What do you mean you donate everything? I’m sorry.
My father was in the chair of the master and he smiled: “They couldn’t run away this time, and I’m going to be bald. I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m gonna have to sell his treasured painting, after all.
Since that time, the Chinese ministers have seen my father, and have gone down to one race and never wanted to see him.
But now he’s more deranged. If you catch a man, you have to go to his house and take something. Then, the next day, he said to the Emperor, “What does a certain minister donate today?” God bless me, and a certain minister is a good and good man!
The little Emperor was so moved, he gave the Minister a compliment. I heard my father say the ministers were touched by tears. I wonder. That’s not moving, is it?
During this period, the Queen Mother used to eat only porridge and fainted.
My father saw the plague.
My dad’s upset too. He’s scolding the Regent while he’s holding on to his family.
On one occasion he went to Kiryu Lane and was swollen by someone wearing a sack. He’s afraid I don’t know. I haven’t been out for a month anyway.
Then, on the day the Regent returned, the Queen Regent was greeted outside the gates of the city.
The ministers look at me, and I look at you, weeping with your head and tears, and a smile on the face of the Queen, a little pale.
The sun was so bright, the Regent sat on top of his head, and the cold and frost looked as if he had a slight smile.
At that moment, it was all I could think of: why don’t the men take Wu hook and collect from Guanshan 50 states?
Looking closely, the Regent is single eyelids, and a narrow pair of Dan’s eyes add to his sense of euphoria, but the five of the prisms are born with such tenderness, and they seem to be cold, lonely and aggressive.
The cruel and violent Regent has a good color. I thought it was some kind of human race.
Two.
Little Emperor’s little hand, “Golden…”
My father jumped on his knees and broke “The Emperor.”
“Well, I am so ashamed of my uncle’s failure to marry me. I’ve heard Wang Taifu has a girl. She’s got a pretty face. “The little Emperor turned his back, and he didn’t mention the gold.
Master Wang’s knees are shaking and he’s on his knees. It’s a bad ass. The Regent’s a murderer. He doesn’t eat salt.
“Your Majesty, you’re a fool, you’re not a regent king, but I think the Qingsun of Da Lisi is very good at drawing and must be able to resonate with the regent. @DarlyDavid: @DarlyDavid: @DarlyDavid: @DarlyDavid: #Jan25
The Da Lisi has always failed the Wang Taifeng, who is so deceiving, he kneels down: “Your Majesty, the Regent is a very talented man, but she’s a poor woman, and she’s no better than her father’s daughter. I’m sorry.
The Emperor turned his head and looked at the courtesan: “Did I hear the Queen Mother say, “The daughter of the courtesan, in the light of his wisdom, is pure and pure?” I’m sorry.
“Your Majesty, I dare not deceive you”, and the courter bit on his teeth: “The little girl has been set up.” I’m sorry.
“Oh, yeah? How come you never heard of a family? “The Emperor’s eyes were full of doubt, and the courtesan was sweating.
The Regent, Yoo-Yu, said: “Your Majesty, I do not have the will to do so, and I wish my life only to see my country prosper. I’m sorry.
The Emperor lamented: “Is there no one who could be worthy of me when my uncle stood up for me? I am so ashamed of my uncle. “It’s just a sighs, no more words.
There was silence in Noda Hall.
“Your Majesty, I believe that the daughter of His Majesty, the Minister of Foreign Affairs, is very kind and kind, and that it is true that the Regent is one of the best. I’m sorry.
“Yes, Your Majesty, Lord Xu has not married since he lost his wife, and I have heard that this woman is in charge of everything in this house. I’m sorry.
According to my father, he kneeled in the hall and heard the ministers exaggerate me from head to foot, and he was a little proud, as was the case with my family. My father was drinking black sesame soup on the Taisei chair and spitting on my face.
“And?”
“The Emperor said he gave you to the Regent to be the Princess. I’m sorry.
Dad! What is it?”
And my father sat straight on the table, and put the black sesame soup on the table, and looked upon me with shame: “You have enjoyed so many years of wealth and glory that it is up to you to do so. I’m sorry.
And I was so upset: “Dad, how can you be so mean that the father of another people wants to protect his daughter? I’m sorry.
“You will know every day that you are in the study and you will find out what is valuable in the house.” You know when you go to the study, you don’t care about anything. Well, you haven’t been in charge for years, all in the treasury. Does the Treasury owe you any money? But the family owes it! If it wasn’t for a little farm shop, the whole city would be hungry. See if you’re the funnyest. Which one of you has a family? Who’d thank you for doing this? I’m sorry.
“Dad and Dad, I never blamed you. I know you’re in your arms, but I’m only 16 years old, and I want to have a bead. I want a moon dress, and I want to make a living. You know how much money they make? I’m sorry.
“Dad and Dad, I’ve never seen a girl like me, and you say that I eat no more than a porridge, and I say I like you and I really think I like it.” I don’t care how much I eat and wear, but you don’t give a shit for me. Dad, why don’t they just marry and I’ll be the victim? Dad, why can’t you think about me? I’m sorry.
Tears blurted my eyes, and I only heard a thick groan: “Fanny, it’s Dad who is sorry for you.” I’m sorry.
III
For the three years, the King fought for Saijun, the South and the Great Victory. The Emperor is pleased, and remembers that the king and the crown are over five years old, and that the land has spread out, and is not married. I’ve thought about it, and it’s hard to sleep. The daughter of the Ministry of Family and Social Affairs, Qing Guangcheng, has been ordered to complete the marriage on the day of Qiang.
I haven’t given my dad any black sesame soup for months, but I’m getting married tomorrow.
I can’t even say I’m sorry. I was in the middle of something.
Dad’s been so busy this month, he’s been late, and I don’t have a chance to apologize. I’m getting married!
Tonight I made black sesame soup, and I waited for my father. When my father came back, he looked so happy: “Fan, look what Dad bought for you. I’m sorry.
Heber and a couple of guards were carrying two boxes, two boxes full of… skirts and all kinds of colors. My father also gave me a small box with a ring inside. And I looked at my father and father, “Where is your money?” I’m sorry.
And so did Dad, who gave us his support, and threw up, and said, “My private room money, my private room money.” I’m sorry.
I’m going to cry, “Dad, you’re out of here, and you know how much money you keep.” I’ll save as much as I can, and I’ll find a way to work. I’m sorry.
“When I’m married, it’s up to you, and you’re usually doing better. Don’t eat pickles every day. You’re good. The guards are young, they’ve grown up. I’ve been in charge all these years. I’m sorry.
“But I left Sister Jiang to help you with these things. Sister Jiang is a mother-in-law’s nurse. After all these years in our house, there’s no doubt that she won’t have two hearts. I’m sorry.
“I know I can’t stop you, but you’re thinking about yourself. Don’t play with your calculations all day and night. Look at our calculations. And don’t forget to drink black sesame soup every day, or you’ll be our youngest bald man in the show, and you’ve been standing like a little old man for more than six years now.”
I’ve been talking about it all the time, and my dad’s already out of his mind. My dad’s lazy because she’s too good for you. I’m sorry.
I shook my head with my mouth: “Daddy is the best father and father in the world, and Wan is proud of him. I’m sorry.
My father caressed my head as a child: “Don’t be afraid, my father will protect you.” I’m sorry.
I filmed my father’s shoulder: “Dad and Dad, when I grow up, I’ll take care of myself, and I won’t let you worry. Don’t forget the last call of the Emperor.
My dad laughed. Little Wan is my daughter.
I opened those two suitcases at night, one by one, one by one.
It’s just, Dad bought me all these nice pinks. I’m the prettiest man I’ve ever known, because it’s like a tree.
I was lying in bed, crying again, and I knew Dad sold his paintings.
Dad’s really stupid. Does he think he can keep this from me?
Four.
My name is Xu Qing Wan. I was forced to marry my father’s enemy Regent.
I was only 28 years old, and Regent Zhao Si Jin was 20 years old.
Garrett and three years, June 18th. I’m married to Zhao Si Jin.
I almost cried. I told my father I’d be fine.
Then when the palanquin got up, I remembered something. I said in the direction of my father, “Daddy, Wan’s favorite is to eat cuisine. I’m sorry.
That night, the King’s guest was like a cloud.
Zhao Xi Jin came in soon, and no one dared to ask him to drink because of his brutal reputation.
And when he removed my cover, I fell into the black eye. He was a man of strength and strength, but not as strong as a general. The name is supposed to be a gentle man, but he’s serious and he doesn’t laugh. He was nine years old and old. No wonder the women of the capital didn’t want to marry her.
I looked at him for seconds, and I couldn’t bear it.
“What, you’re afraid of me?” He looked at me, and I was speechless, the murderer, the pervert, who wasn’t afraid of you?
But I guess he can’t scream and kill his new wife, no matter how sick.
“How many girls can marry him without fear, and his beauty is not terrible.” I’m sorry.
“Oh, yeah?” He’s still staring at me, and the red candle on his side is his pupils. It’s not black, it’s Amber’s color.
I nodded, he stopped talking.
As we sat on the sides of the bed and drank wine, his breath smote on my face, and my cheeks were warm and my heart beat like drums, and this was the first time that he was so close to a strange man.
I was nervous, and I heard him say, “The princess will rest early. The king’s office is still in business. The princess will not have to wait for the king. “It’s time to go straight out of the sleeve.”
I was shocked, and I remembered the rumor. They all say that the Regent One’s cousin, 20 of whom are unmarried, may have something to hide.
Ranjul pushed in the door and asked me: “Miss, how did the prince go? I’m sorry.
Ranel knocked on her head: “The princess will be the future.” I’m sorry.
They served me from childhood and only brought them here this time. Rane’s a little older and I’m the most stable. She’s a year younger than me and she’s cute too.
At his age, some children were seven or eight years old, but he was not married, and there were rumours.
But that’s good. Saves a bed.
I was so tired of my back today, I fell asleep in the shower.
This night, I kind of dreamt about my mother.
I’ve forgotten what a mother looks like, but I know that the gentle woman in my dream is a mother.
She smiled at me and then she disappeared.
Five.
Zhao’s mind was watching the papers before the case, but his mind was floating.
The girl looks beautiful, like a taek Yayuland, but not like Xu Sang.
It’s either like it or it’s just like it. It’s thin.
Zhao Si Jin is laughing at today’s phrase, “Pholy food is the best food”
He didn’t want to be married, but the Queen Neha insisted on it. Your sister-in-law is like a mother, and he can’t be insolent.
Who knows that no one will marry in the courtyard that day.
He laughed at himself, too. He was the Regent who killed him. The new Emperor takes over, the hall is unstable. He was responsible for the usurpation of power by the Emperor, who himself killed his former brother. All those who conspired against their accomplices went to prison and were exiled and killed. And when he was daydreaming, and in order to secure the mighty mountains, he found himself in a bad reputation. But if not, why not?
He thought he could be a free and rich prince, a poetic hymn and a flower for tea. But the royal brother died so quickly that he had to step on the horse to guard the public.
Today, he is 20 years old, and at such an age he would not be willing to marry if he were a father.
He listens to the ministers in the courtyard pushing each other, and finds it very interesting that there was one sword in the middle of the day, but that day was a lot more divided.
The last one to hear is the daughter of Xu Sang-sook, called Qing Wan. Forget it, everyone is the same. It’s just that she’s married to a woman who runs a business in the capital.
It was only that night that he looked into the eyes of a woman like water, and saw with a faint eye. He once again despised himself. He was nine years old, three years younger than his sister, Princess Huayang. He was still a child.
Six.
The next day we went to the palace to see the Empress.
The Queen Mother is over 30 years old, clean and sanctified, and if it’s the daisies of the nine autumns, it’s like the autumns.
Your Majesty has given you a couple of beads and a few beads. I’m so sad. I can only make my clothes, but I’ve got enough! It’s a waste of money. The palace won’t sell it.
The Queen Mother and Prince are very kind and kind to me.
I’ve got a nice, good-looking smile and some Queen Mother-in-law.
The Queen Mother insisted on my hand and said she wanted me to be the son of Zhao. I’ve had a red face and a soft spot. We’re not in the same room, we have children, I lose.
The Prince delivered to me the gifts of his house, and I sincerely thanked him and assured him, with my breasts, that he would take good care of his house.
Actually, I have a hobby. I like to count!
I’ve inherited my father’s garb, and my charade is not bad. I’ve got all my calculations tied up. Your Majesty knows how to be good.
This afternoon I asked for the kitchen food, and I realized this was a meal of ten! It stinks of jumonal. It’s freezing.
I rushed to the Prince’s study and was ready to discuss it with him.
And We clear our throats: “Your Lord, it is said that the festival is in the interior, and the thrift outside the tree is the natural wealth, and the thrift is the secret to wealth; and the luxurious are secure in the morning and evening. I’m sorry.
He looked at me strangely, and said, “The Princess is a good family. I guess he thought of his father in the hall, and I humbled myself: “I am ashamed.” I’m sorry.
I stood still, and he said, “Well, the princess has something to do? I’m sorry.
“My lord, my concubine wonders if we can reduce our use? I’m sorry.
He’s drowsy, he doesn’t speak. I just wanted to say that if not, it’s luxuries, after all.
Even worse, what if he thinks I’m on his nose again?
I was just going to say, “Now that the housekeeper has been entrusted to you, you can do it yourself, and there’s no need to ask me about it. I’m sorry.
“Thank you, Your Majesty. I rushed across the threshold, running all the way to the kitchen and shouting in my mouth with Ranel: “How about five, five, five, five, and I’m sure we’ll get enough.” I’m sorry.
Ranel whispered about my sleeve: “Your Highness, behave yourself, there are so many in the courtyard. I’m sorry.
I was in a hurry to slow down, and this was a time for complacency.
That night, the Prince looked at the five dishes before me for a long time, but didn’t say anything.
VII
On the day of the visit, when the Prince was on duty, I returned to my home.
Father and father said he admired the Regent, although he did not agree with his political views.
They also said that the Regents are busy in their day of business and that they can’t stay with me. If I can’t stop, I have to be steady.
And I said, “How steady do I become?”
Father and father smiled and touched my head: Dad’s little Wing was so big that he was going to marry you to Yangju, so that we would be closer to each other after Dad’s sister. Who knows what’s going on?
Father and father are from Yangzhou and mother is from Yangzhou. When I was a kid, my dad and dad spent years in Yangzhou. Fathers and fathers have enjoyed the weather since they came to court and have been used by the emperor to make it possible for them to stay in their ancestral palaces.
From Gainiti to Cheng Andi to today, from poor family members to important family members today, father and father have always been grateful to the Heavenly House. That’s why Dad and Dad talk every day.
Yangzhou is fine, fireworks, night bridge lights, and I can’t marry Yangzhou.
VIII
As a result of the king’s years of war, the palace was left untouched, and the Queen Mother was deliberately renovated.
The King’s palace is not as rich as the capital. Pitting water, fake mountain pegs, curvatures deep, uninterested. It’s so refreshing to be here every day.
It is true that the shelf in front of the courtesan is sad. I’m used to being at home, and I’m reminded of the rules every day. Ran’s young is as loud as the old sister of the palace!
The Prince has never stayed in my house for the night, and Ran is worried about it, and he asks me if he’s beating my father. Did my father make a mistake with him in the hall?
He said to me every day: “How can you humiliate the Princess, you psychotic son of a king, beware of the seven days of marriage and never spend the night in Qinghui?”
My mother-in-law, I was in a hurry to cover her mouth: “I dare you to say that the Prince doesn’t eat salt, so shut up, and don’t say anything later.” I’m sorry.
I can’t talk about shame. I’m comfortable anyway. And I don’t think the Prince was too busy to humiliate me.
As far as I can see, the Prince’s heart is only in the business, and nothing else. Besides, it’s nice. He was cold, but he was not as vicious as he was told.
Every time he met him by accident, he was in his tan dress, and he came and went. I usually saw him walking around, and I had to stop.
I’m the one with the most painful headache. Because she’s the old man next to the prince, I’m not taking her seriously.
The Prince and I are eating together, but more is in the study. I don’t have to serve on the side either. How nice!
But if I had an evening meal for myself, the Queen’s Sister would have been in such a state that she could have eaten, and the Queen would still be in the study, and the Queen would have eaten.
I looked at her and said, “What is this, Sister? I’m sorry.
She began again: “The Prince is a man who doesn’t care about himself, who is too busy to eat, who thought that the Princess would persuade him to love himself, but the Princess did not give his heart at all and didn’t give him any food. She’s got to be faking!
What did I do? The Prince will starve to death!
But for the sake of the image of my righteous so-called So-sook, I am relieved: “It is the palace that is inconvenient, and the palace will send the food to the Prince.” I’m sorry.
I went out with Ran-e-e-e-e-e-e-e. I was depressed with my food box. All the way to the library through the wrench gallery. The library was preceded by a dense bamboo forest, full of moons, and the wall of dust swirling.
I was going to give my lunchbox to the boy who told him and said, “Come in. * I sighs, I just went in. *
I gently removed the food from the lunch box and put it on the table. And when they were silent, I had to say, “My wife knows that the Lord is busy in his duties, but he must also take care of himself and eat more or less of his supper.” I’m sorry.
Then he said: “The poor princess is only hot in the summer, and does not desire to eat.” I’m sorry.
“The concubine orders the kitchen to make some hot soup next time. I’m sorry.
“No trouble at all.”
I’m sorry. Why am I here? Then another moment of silence, and I brought up the food box: “The concubine left first. I’m sorry.
The moon is like a hook, the stars are a few, and the warm wind of summer night sends the dark scent from time to time. I’m walking down the path, listening to the buzz, and the Princess Donch can’t do it.
But I can’t accept defeat!
I went to the study and went to work. Sister Wang said nothing.
But the Prince spent less time with me in the study, but he often served with me. It’s very embarrassing, and I’m very sorry to know that I’ve given up on this.
Nine.
On the first day of July, Sister Wang said that I couldn’t sleep until the evening was over…
But we don’t sleep together!
And it is We who are able to stretch and suffocate, but I am the chief among them.
I’m laughing at Sister Wang. Okay, got it. So my new task was to wait for the return of His Majesty when he returned from the Qinghui Hall to the door, and then to take him from the door to his house for the month of his stay, and to pass through a long pass-through gallery to my Qianhui Hall.
I croaked at the gates of the palace and Ranil was right behind me. At the door, the Prince is walking in. I went out in a hurry, I couldn’t see it, and I flew out. I was thinking of whether to lay face or knee first, and then I just fell in the Prince’s arms, and I didn’t know it, but it was just my hands holding the Prince’s arms, as if it were a gift to him.
What a shame! I’m in a hurry to throw my hands off, but I’ve just got my weight on the king, and I haven’t stood steady… Your Majesty… ..he’s got eyes on me.
It’s embarrassing, Sister Wang! “Thank you, Your Majesty. I’m sorry.
He took me right, “What’s wrong?”
I was embarrassed to shake my head and let go of my lord.
“Is it important for the Princess to find me? What’s he doing running so fast?” He’s staring at me, and he’s a little picky with his long eyes.
“It’s nothing, it’s my concubine who wants to pick up the Prince. I’m sorry.
He’s dumb. I thought it was funny, too, and I laughed twice. I thought he would spare me trouble, and I’d do it today, so Sister Wang wouldn’t have reason to say I’m not.
Who knows when he whispers, and says, “Be careful next time.” I’m sorry.
Huh? That’s not what I thought. Why next time?
The moon shadows, walking side by side on the pebble-painted road, the fragrance.
“What does the Princess do in her house?” I’m sorry.
“Huh? That’s what women do. Read books, write, and plan… and occasionally embroidery. I’m not proud to say that, but I don’t know anything about embroidery.
I’ve been a big fan of reading and writing since I was a kid. The embroidery used to be taught by the embroidery lady, but I wasn’t good at it, and Dad didn’t force me anymore. But one of the noble women who doesn’t embroidered is a flower. I just said I’m embroidered. I didn’t say I know how to do it.
“Does the Princess still plan to play?” I’m so good at this!
“The concubine dares not boast, but he is well-intentioned with his plan.” When my concubine was eight years old, and the sound of the clock on the Abacus was so sweet, I felt so bad when I didn’t listen to her.
I looked up to see the Prince’s face and he laughed. “My lord, I am sure that my concubine will take good care of the rest.” I’m sorry.
“Okay, my king, don’t worry. He laughed again. And I looked at him secretly, and he stood there, and his eyes were full of dust, and the light of the stone lantern was blurry.
I got my head down again. I don’t talk anymore. I’m wrong. I’m wrong!
By the time I heard the moon, I came back to my Qinghui Hall with Ran’s daughter.
I knew it would be a bad day! I shouldn’t have long lips.
Should there be any more of my dignified image?
“You’re too unstable today. I’m sorry.
At night, I was lying on the bed on the reverse side. I have come to the conclusion that it would be inappropriate to leave early in July.
Ten.
Zhao Xi Jin has gradually discovered that this princess is not what people say. Since her arrival, she has received excellent care and has been hailed as a qualified princess.
However, when she went to the study to take her meals, she clearly showed some reluctance and met her several days in the house on purpose to pretend she was blind. Why not?
It’s just that it’s been a long time, and it’s a bit of a wait, some concern, others wait.
Zhao Shi-jin remembered the day the girl ran away and almost fell. He thought there was something big in the house, but did not think that the girl was just smiling and telling him to come and pick him up.
As if his heart had been wrangled by feathers, it tickled, but it was ironing.
He had always been alone, but that night the devil had failed to say, “No trouble.”
The girl, who is still a child, is still a young, innocent girl, even though she is one of the most dignified.
Zhao Shi-jin remembered his wet eyes.
Eleven.
Since then, there have been more rumors. They say that the Princess is very fond of the Prince, who has shown contempt for the Princess and has yet to be married.
When Randall told me about it, I was so excited to paint the yard full of pavilions. I put down my pen and took my sleeve out of my mind: “This is a compliment on my duty.” I’m sorry.
“Your Highness! How dare they organize you like this behind their backs. I don’t think they have enough work to do, and I think they’re busy, and they find out who’s chewing their tongues behind their backs and they’re going to punish her.
“You tell Sister Wang that she will take care of it. It’s very nice, and I look at it and think.
Was it just an unintentional rumor? Or maybe someone deliberately tested it? Are you trying to seduce me with the Prince? Looks like Randall needs to keep his mouth shut.
I heard from Ranel that Sister Wang had heard of the shock, and was so angry that she went out without eating a cup of tea and said, “How dare you set up the princess and see me not tear his mouth apart.” Sister Wang has been in the palace for many years, and I don’t believe she knows nothing.
But Sister Wang worked for half a day and finally found out it came from the kid who was working in the yard. It’s just that the princess doesn’t live together, and he’ll never do it again.
It’s funny. Maybe I’m making a big fuss.
Then We punished him for two months as an example, and We restrained him from chewing his tongue.
It’s either I’m angry or I’m afraid of someone who wants to hurt the palace. I’m married to the royal family, and I’ll protect it.
But I thought it was a little embarrassing!
I didn’t let anybody beat him up!
I don’t care. I don’t care about this little family! Tell him to water day in and day out and don’t give him money. I don’t think anyone in this house would care about me!
XII
And the sun set at dusk, and the summer subsided a little, and I walked by the pond with my baby in a light green veil.
The wet water on the side of the poaching pond comes with the fragrance of the bouquet, and I remember the picture of the poaching of the bouquet when I was little.
I threw a look at her, and she knew it, and we looked at her, and we laughed.
“Hold on to me. Hold on. Let’s just pick two. “I was careful to reach out my hand, one hand slowly looked down, one hand scratched the stone, and the tweaked my clothes. Bara took two, and he sweated.
Me and Ziu looked at one and two of them.
I feel terrible! For We saw in secret two words from the eager eyes of our daughter: greed.
“I want that big, don’t think about it.” I’m sorry.
“Miss, you can’t finish it every time, so wasted!” I ate just fine! I’m sorry.
“You’re still human. I picked these two. I’m sorry.
“Miss! If I didn’t pull it, you’d have fallen. @Sire: #Sigh #Sigh #SighSighSill #SighSighSill #SighSighSill #SighSillSighSill #SighSighSill #SighSighSill #SighSighSighSighSighSill
How dare you! I took a deep breath and laughed: “When you’ve been a kid and won, you want to pull your hair out of an iron cock.” You can’t give it to you. I’m sorry.
She can’t say anything.
“You have to stop talking, I won’t give you any.” “My Lord. I’m sorry.
Hey, this girl scares me. “Don’t try to scare me. The Prince can control me? I’m sorry.
“The princess, the king… the prince is behind you.” “It’s not like we’re going to have to go to a place where we don’t have to look.
My heart is raging. No, it’s a storm. And then he stretches out his hand in the face of the thunder, and he cuts through the two bellows on the ground, and turns his body into a smile to make a sound.
“The Prince returned so early this day, and my concubine now ordered the kitchen to cook.” And We drew the cheeks softly into our ears, and were troubled in our hearts, and it was not known whether the Lord had heard of my terrible words.
“The king can’t control you? He asks in a dramatic manner:
I want to cry without tears, and I want to be a lote in a lote. I’m sorry.
“Oh, is it true, between the words of the princess, it seems to me that the king has no respect?” * This man is not finished.
“My concubine is afraid, but in this house, it’s a rumor that the Prince is not interested in his concubine.” My concubines simply want to know that the Prince is busy on his business and naturally has no time to waste on his concubines. Your concubine will be excused. I’m sorry.
I was walking on the road, and Jole was behind me: “Miss, you just scared me, and you threw your face at the Crown. Aren’t you afraid of His Majesty? Look at the look on your face. I’m sorry.
I cried at a time like this: “Stop it, it was amazing, come here and think about regret.” I can’t tell you how I’m going to hear it. Do you think the Prince will let me keep the house? But I thought again, I didn’t say anything. Besides, the Prince is so grown-up, he won’t be like me. I’m sorry.
“Really? Miss, when you say the Prince can’t control you, there’s a certain attitude that no one can cure you. I’m sorry.
“…”
“And you’re throwing a face at him. Who dares to do that to him? I’m sorry.
“All right, baby, shut up…”
XIII
If the dinner is with me, I will send it to him, either he spends it with the minister in the study and sometimes the prince himself is in the study.
The Prince returned early today, and I said I’d let him have dinner, and it’s a great regret.
She has been tearing up her larvae, and from time to time she has snuck two of them in my mouth.
I hit her with a fan, mainly to prevent her from eating too much. It’s her fault. She’s not gonna eat.
The white lotus is in the crock bowl, and the entrance is sweet.
I had a little taste of two, and I brought a bowl and went to the study.
In front of the study, when the third round was done, he was on his way to deliver to the study. I went in with my face on it.
I was standing in front of my study staring at the flowers embroidered on my shoes and not going in there.
The Prince looked at me and said, “Why don’t you come sit down and eat and stand up? I smell like I’m going to sit down and push back like a baby’s pelt.
“Your Majesty, taste it. * I’m a zealous *
He not only didn’t eat, he pushed me back: “Eat.” I’m sorry.
I’m not eating.
And he looked at me and looked at the lotus in the porcelain bowl, and he opened his mouth again: “Eat, the princess has worked hard, and the king has given you food, so how can you curse him behind your back?” I’m sorry.
“No concubine!” Why is he so mean? How old is he, so childish!
“Eat it if you want. The King doesn’t like it. He also pushed the porcelain bowl forward.
I see. I’m ready to eat. I just picked up one and he said, “The princess can’t joke anymore. I’m sorry.
I put down the Lotus and looked him in the eye: “The prince is too fierce, and the concubine is the king’s wife, and we should be equal.” But I feel like the Prince has made me your subordinate and your staff. So my concubine was afraid of you, but it shouldn’t be like this. I’m sorry.
“When did the Princess say that the King considered you a subordinate and a chief of staff? “The King picks his eyebrow.
“When the subordinates and the princes report, the princes, uh, His concubines speak to His Majesty, and so does His Majesty. I’m sorry.
“And since when has the King been so mean to you? I’m sorry.
I said, “The Prince is not angry with himself. I’m sorry.
The Prince smiled: “Isn’t it true that you say in your back that the king is all kings?” I’m sorry.
Once upon a time, there was an image, and there was always a dress, and it was always a good and honest act.
But now that my image has collapsed in front of him, there’s nothing to pretend.
But my strength is that I can reach out, and I will say, “This time, my concubine has spoken out, so don’t be angry, eat one, it’s hard.” I’m sorry.
I’m so weak and weak, and the Prince is lost. I guess he thinks I’m too tall to understand?
“The king is not angry, nor does he eat. He says he doesn’t like it. I’m sorry.
♪ ♪ I’m sorry ♪ I don’t know. Oh, do you like it or not? I can take it or not. I can take it or not.
XIV
I recently felt that the Prince was a little childish and that he could not seem to judge the character of a person on the basis of age alone.
Once it was clear to the Prince that he was a childish man, even though he was cold and gentle.
When he used to eat, he didn’t say anything, but now he’s always pointing at the food. That’s too much.
He’s been packing for me lately, but it’s better not to. I don’t like meat, but he always gives me it.
But it doesn’t seem awkward to eat together. We seem to be close. It’s as if all of a sudden it’s natural.
July 7th night, daughter’s day. There are many flowers and wines in the courtyard that are used to pray to the bull-wooing and weave stars. The girls were so excited to dye their nails with phoenix in the yard. Says it’s to keep the nameless finger and the fingernails red until New Year’s Day, so that when you’re old, you don’t lose your eyes. So I packed two little nails.
When I went to pick up the prince from the door, his little finger was taken by the foliage. I raised my finger to show him, and he fainted, and there was a moment of dementia, as if he was looking through my finger at something else.
It was the first time he took me out that night, just the two of us.
He held my hand for the first time, and I couldn’t help but look down at our hands. His hands were so big, they were completely wrapped up in me, and I felt like I was invincible. I took the opportunity to touch the cocoon on his hand, and he grabbed me by the hand that wasn’t very easy. The wind is hot, and the hands are hot, but I will not let go of it.
I’m sure I’m going to have a soft mouth and a red face, and I think I’m going to breathe. But then I thought, “I’ve been his wife for almost a month. I pinched his hand again.
The streets are filled with horses, and the streets are full of noise. But I felt so quiet, the lights were burning, he looked at me, I looked at him. His eyes were as though love had sprung, and surely my cheek was covered with shame.
We went from the house to the street and from the street to the home. I told him the spring of Yangzhou and the bright night of Yangzhou. Tell him I made my bookmarks with flowers and my little plan.
I looked at him as if he was the only one left in the world, and I wanted to be so happy every day.
When I returned to his house, I wrapped a phoenix in his left hand’s finger despite his stinky face.
I didn’t give a shit about his brows and his teeth, and I hope he gets old and doesn’t get old and I don’t take care of him.
Fifteen.
I’m getting bolder now.
He showed me the words he used to write, and I admit it’s a good thing if the water falls.
But I think he’s too proud to say he didn’t write well, very ordinary!
Then he asked me to write all afternoon in the study. He’s there dealing with correspondence and staring at me from time to time. Oh, boy!
I can’t help thinking when I finish writing, why don’t I feed the fish and make fun of the birds? I can’t. I’ll drink and sleep for half a day.
Speaking of drinking, it was a mistake.
One night in August, I woke up with a flute. And the flute was sanctified, as though it were sobbing, and I followed it to the courtyard, and only saw the light of the moon. I don’t know what’s wrong with him. I just thought I couldn’t leave him alone like this.
I took out two bottles of wine, and we drank in the middle of the month. I woke up the next day at the moon, and it was embarrassing…
At the beginning of August 10, the sister-in-law brought all his things into my Qinghui Hall with a smile. We started living together for no reason. Slept alone, one by one.
On the night of August 15th, we were drinking in the yard for a month, and a few little bugs flew to the skirt, scared me and jumped into his arms.
And I put my hands around his neck, and his kiss fell down in the air, and he fell on his forehead, then his eyes, and he remained on his lips, so tenderly.
There is nothing but a faint breath in the quiet moonlight. It is not known whether it is mine or his. I think my feet are soft, and my body is soft, and the whole man is soft in his arms like water.
That night, he took me into the house and put me on the bed, which was soft. I grabbed the horn and my heart jumped.
That night he put me under and kissed me over and over and over and I became his real wife. In the midst of his loathing, he covered my earlids with tenderness, and called me “The Queen” over and over and over again, as though the eyebrows were sad.
I think today’s full moon, he may be thinking of his father or his mother, or of his brother, who was killed by his own hands. I didn’t want to see him look like that, so I climbed his neck and attached his lips to his ear. We said, ‘Chon, you have me, and I will be with you.’ I’m sorry.
It’s like that reminds him of something. Chum, he murmurs and looks at me.
And then I grabbed my lips, and I felt so much pain under my body, that my tears fell off, for the first time.
Then I went to sleep, and I woke up hearing the door open and closed, and thought Zhao Si Jin went out.
XVI
Zhao Si Jin is really not human.
When my prototype came out, he laughed at me and said he didn’t expect me to do it properly.
I think he’s laughing at me. I can’t stand it. I’ll let him say it again, and if he says it again, I’ll throw all his stuff out of my room.
And who knows that he pinched my face again: “It’s better for the little girl’s house to be lively, and you’re a nice person.” This man, he’s a pain in the ass. I pretended to stare at him, but I couldn’t hide a smile.
Indeed, it is as if Zhao had lived in my eyes, in the jade on which I intend to leave, in the paper of my writing, and even in the long dreams of every night.
Somehow, I’m looking at myself now, and I really care about my face. I don’t think I’m any big beauty, but at best it’s Qing Li, but Zhao Shi-jin looks very good and really loses with him.
He told me he liked me in pink and I wore pink.
I despise myself, I know I’m finished.
But then I thought, “Let’s not be ashamed of ourselves. He is old, and the scars on his body are ugly.
Speaking of which, I’m reminded of this pervert who lets me touch his scars. The scar, I didn’t want to touch it, and he grabbed my hand and put it on him and swam. I can’t remember, this slutty porno.
And even more so, he went up and left himself in his clothes. He didn’t pick me up and put him in a Tsai suit until he left to let me sleep.
I’d like to take a pillow and kill him. Is that a setup? Don’t you know how to do your own business?
XVII
Sometimes it’s a bit confusing, but Zhao is really nice to me. But I always felt like there was something between us.
We slept together in the same bed, and he was kind to me, but I felt that I did not know him very well.
I don’t know what he’s thinking, why he’s sometimes showing up, why he’s sometimes preaching. He didn’t tell me about the past. Every time I asked him, he said it was nothing special.
I’m sure Zhao Shi-jin was upset, so he won’t mention it. And We held him gently, and We said: “Accent, if there is something in your heart, I will hear it at any time.”
He didn’t talk, long, um, a bang.
I went back to see Dad a few times. He’s still the same. He who jumps from heaven to heaven will not be free.
Sometimes he asks me why the Prince didn’t come back with me.
I laughed: “The Prince is busy, and I won’t bother him.” If you can’t see enough in the hall, would Babadi want him to come to our house? I’m sorry.
“Where did he put me like this?” And I swayed against me every day in the hall, and We were pleased with him and with him for your sake, and he was still a disgrace. I’m sorry.
I looked at my father and said, “You used to scold the Prince at home, too. You still complain to the Queen? I’m sorry.
My father: Whose daughter are you?
My dad’s been so naive lately.
My father and Prince are alike. They’re both alone. They have a big house. And they’re the most important people to me.
Eighteen.
At the beginning of September, on the second day of the day, the two-salts were sent to the book. It was stated in the memorandum that, in addition to the $80,000 spent by the previous salt courier, the remaining $240,000 had been handed over to the Home Office.
However, according to my father and the Minister, there was no last shipment of salt that registered an advance of 80,000 taels.
The Queen made her own account, and since the Queen’s accession to the throne, the amount of salt tax revenues should be more than 1.4 million taels, and more than 900,000 taels have not been collected, except for the expenses and the amount paid by the salt courier.
Now it’s time for money, but it’s happening. The Queen-in-law was so angry that, in view of the magnitude of the matter, the Queen-in-Chief of the Secret Service was spying on the matter and was speaking to the outside world only about visiting for the Emperor.
On the beginning of September 7th, the Prince went to Yangzhou. I told him that if he was free, he would go and see Yangzhou and eat breakfast tea. Yingzhou is the best-looking painting, and the lights are on the river at night, and it’s a great thing to be able to celebrate tomorrow’s wind.
Zhao Shi-jin said that after he left, I could live with Dad. I’ve been thinking about it. I’ve got so much to do. It’s just that the married daughter still lives at home.
But after Zhao Si Jin left, I used to visit my dad. I’ve been staring at him every day and drinking black sesame soup.
It’s been a boring time and since autumn, I’ve not only missed Zhao’s arms, but when will he be back?
In October, Zhao Shi-jin didn’t come back. He sent me a letter: Don’t worry. How he wrote so short. Can’t he write more than two words for me?
At the beginning of November, a letter was received from Zhao Si Jin, returning on about 12 November. Excited. And the day of reckoning will come to him in pink clothes. It’s winter. It’s getting cold. I don’t know if Zhao is cold.
On November 11, Sister-in-law’s niece-in-law added a new child. Sister-in-law was very pleased. She entered the palace as a child and had only one sister. My sister died the previous year, and Sister Wang was left with a nephew. I gave Sister Wang a long-term lock and some silver. I said I’d give her a month off and have fun at home. Thank you so much for leaving.
XIX
In the morning of November 12, I was sitting in front of a copper mirror. I look out the window from time to time, and it’s heavy today, so don’t snow.
I’ve been standing outside the house since morning. Ranel brought me a hat. I was nervous about my hair and said, “Do I look good today?” I’m sorry.
And Ranel laid down for me the veil of the garments, and laughed, saying: “The Princess will look good every day. I’m sorry.
I hey hey laugh.
‘Miss, the day is cold, you see the snowflakes.’ We’ve been waiting for half a day. Let’s go eat first. We’ll leave when the Prince arrives. How cold. “It’s not like I’m going to do it.”
I think Ranel is cold and his nose is red. Think I’m funny too. I went in for dinner.
And a glimpse of the window was accidentally taken from the lunch, and the snow came down, and some of the branches were hanging, and a thin layer of snow was laid on the earth.
I told Ran to bring the prince’s Queen and we’ll get her out later.
Who knows if lunch is half served while listening? The Prince is back. I couldn’t wait to eat and run away.
Ranel’s behind me with the umbrella: “Your Highness, slow down, slide, be careful! “I’m surprised, I’m slowing down and it’s embarrassing to fall again and again. Zhao Si Jin was closely followed.
We don’t run, but we’re in a hurry.
Zhao Shi-jin got off the wagon and I was just about to shout, and I saw him reaching out to the wagon. A white woman reached out with her hand, and a pink woman lifted the curtain and held Zhao’s hand. She’s fine, she’s colored, and she’s got a red faint on her face. They look at each other and look at each other.
I held my pink sleeve tight and turned around and ran into the yard.
One tear fell and soon disappeared in the snow. I looked back and there was only a dirty trail on the snow.
I’m glad she didn’t make a sound.
Why is that? I ran back to the house, and I was in a lot of trouble and confusion. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do with it.
I changed my clothes in the house, redrawed my eyebrow like a mountain, and painted it with fresh lip.
Xu Qing, don’t cry, don’t lose.
Twenty.
Zhao Xi Jin and that woman came in. We did not look at him with a plate of food: “The Lord is hungry, eat first.” I’m sorry.
He looked at it as if it was a shame.
And I did not speak, and he said, “This is a pity, and I would ask her to be a bridesmaid before the New Year, and as for the feast, it would be no more than a table in the house. I’m sorry.
I took the bowl with my hand: “I know. And where did you plan to live? I’m sorry.
“Let’s stay in the night.”
“Yes, my concubine will arrange it. I’m sorry.
I gave it to Ranel, and I just felt sick and tight. Why? Why?
He calls me euphemism? Where is the euphemism? There is no euphemism.
Why, isn’t he a bitch? Why haven’t you married for 25 years?
I’m not against his concubines. I’m just complaining about why he kept me in the water. He’s been downstate for more than two months, and how many chances he had to tell me, but he didn’t.
If he says he wants to have a concubine, and I don’t want to, but he may choose for him. But is he not at all ashamed of me?
How could he say that to me? Let me do his concubine?
Besides, it’s less than six months before we get married.
I thought there was love between us, and I thought that he liked me a little, and I thought that he did not merely treat me as a proper princess in the affairs of the capital.
I guess it’s just what I thought.
I was thinking of taking him home in his favorite clothes, and he took back a woman and told me to take her as a concubine.
The guard close to Zhao Shi-jin said that he had met with a sense of silence on the night bridge in Yangzhou and then went to Qin Huai River to listen to one night’s music.
Isn’t it true that if I didn’t talk to Zhao Xi Jin, he wouldn’t go to nightwalking? Or if I didn’t tell him that Zong Zhong Zhong was beautiful, he wouldn’t have met his feelings? Is it true that he liked to be depressed, even if she was 20 years old and still married back? Does he not like it when I put on pink?
We took the tatters in his hand and threw them on the floor, stomping hard. And he shuddered my back silently, and We covered my face with tears flowing between my fingers.
They were rewarded with a vision We had longed for, and I was filled with a misgiving.
I thought Zhao was pathetic, I thought he lacked much love, and I gave all my heart.
But I seem to have forgotten that I am the one who lacks love.
Mom died when I was six, and Dad was busy, and I didn’t have time. I’ve been on my own for 10 years, and I’ve been alone.
I haven’t been hugged in ten years. So when Zhao Si Jin hugged me, I threw all my energy into it.
It’s the most lethal.
XXI
And We sent Jing to move Zhao’s things to his monthly residence.
So Ranel took my hand to comfort me by seeing me restless, and said: “The Princess, the Prince, is still kind to you. Didn’t he say that he would not have a banquet but would have a table in the house?” It’s time for the people in this house to count. Besides, the Emperor himself gave the marriage to you, and our master is a noble man. I’m sorry.
I just, I just don’t want my husband to have someone else in mind. Maybe he left me a place in his heart that I couldn’t accept. I don’t want no love. I want my husband to think of me. Am I wrong?
I looked at Ran for a long time and noded.
It is important to live well in the palace, but it is also important for the man’s love. I do not want to be the former, but the former. What if I were the former? Will she be the latter? She’s just the daughter of a businessman in Yangzhou. Can she live in the palace?
When I first saw her today, I felt like I was going to lose.
So I’m afraid I can’t lose.
That night Zhao came back to my Qinghui Hall.
And we were silent, and he opened our mouths: “I know that you are secure, and I ask you to take more heed. I’m sorry.
I said, “You let me look at a person four years older than me, and you can say that. So did she. She must be happy to get married after twenty. Maybe he knew you were a prince. I’m sorry.
“What are you talking about? It’s not what you think. You’re so mean now. Zhao Si is anxious.
“I was mean, but you didn’t know.” You say things aren’t what I think they are. “I’m asking with red eyes.
And he looked at me, silent, and groaned: “Sleep, she will give you tea tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
The darkness of the night is silent as if it could hear the sound of snow. I lay still on my bed with my eyes open and looked at a dark void just above.
How can I say this? What’s wrong with me? I can’t stop crying in the dark.
Twenty-two
What’s wrong with me?
I met a guy who gave me a fever, and I thought it was love, and it burned everything.
I’m starting to look like shit.
XXIII
She was a gentle woman who was gentle and gentle, and remained in peace and quiet in the house. If it hadn’t been for this, I’d probably have jumped on her and called her sister.
I’ve wanted a sister since I was a kid. And while in Yangzhou, my brother-in-law always gave me delicious cakes, and he showed me how his sister made them. He eats white, fat, and he eats pastry.
I was so envious, I wanted a sister, I went home to my father and asked for it.
“If you want a sister or a brother, you can’t have a sister.” I’m sorry.
I sat on the floor and cried, “Why not? I don’t want my brothers and sisters, I want my sisters, I want my sisters! I’m sorry.
“Okay, I’ll give you a sister tonight.” Mother stood on the side somehow ashamed of her face.
Then when she was six, she died.
Then Dad was transferred to the capital and became a monk.
“Sister, please use tea” to bring back my thoughts.
The cup of tea was held with humility, and I saw her shivering with her hands. In the teapot is fresh boiling water, I know it.
I am not too busy holding my face with my left hand and laughing at my mouth: “What is wrong with your sister, your sister, who has become four years old and who is afraid?” I’m sorry.
And the girl who was with him was indulging: “You are far too much.” I’m sorry.
She slapped her in the face and said, “How dare you call a princess when she talks to her side. “I’ll slap that girl again.” The girl was crying with her face on her side, and I saw her feeling red.
But she’s out of line.
Ranel stood by me and whispered my clothes, and I took the tea: “The tea palace has taken it, and from now on, you will only serve the prince.” “I have given birth to a son to the prince.” “And I don’t have to come. I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to see her in a pink dress shaking in front of me and it made me sick.
Twenty-four
I’m a man of my life, but this time I spent a lot of money on my clothes.
I’m not going to save him.
I made some green clothes. Look how green this is for me, this green hair, this green bracelet. Anyway, I bought a bunch of green garters. Even if it snowed, I’d wear it all the time.
And We kept busy, and did not think of them, but only struck me daily.
It’s nice to see that I’m being polite, but it’s her old maid who shows me the kind of anger.
Why would she stare at me? What’s wrong with her master?
I didn’t ask her to greet me after tea. I didn’t give her any credit.
I think I’ve done my best. She still stares at me. Then don’t blame me for being mean.
She stares at me and says she disrespects me. I smoked a lot and I behaved a lot.
I’m not afraid that I’m being mean, and since she’s done little, she should pay.
I’m evil, I’m evil. I want her to know, to be small, to be rich.
I thought she’d go to Zhao Si Jin, but she didn’t. I think she’s too old for that.
Instead, I send me snacks from time to time, often flattering. Don’t tell me the snacks are pretty, but I’m tired of seeing them, and I haven’t eaten them once.
I sometimes wonder why no one wants to marry until it’s twenty. The businessman’s status is underground, but she’s born with such a luxurious look, which she thinks is too high for her general conditions.
I can’t think of anything else.
Who’d want to be small for the daughter of a decent man? I’m laughing. I don’t know where Zhao’s at. Maybe it’s pretty.
Maybe it’s true to be greedy and rich, and it’s true to Ai Zhao.
Twenty-five
Early in the month, Sister Wang came back.
Didn’t you give her a month off? Why are you home so early? What happened to Xu? I asked her in a panic, and she looked at me and smiled: “The New Year’s Day will come, and the old slave will come back to help her, fearing that the princess will not be familiar. I’m busy with the holidays. I’m not afraid of being exhausted. @Siren: #Jan25
For a moment, I cried and cried with my grandmother: “You are so sweet. I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to get here these days. I’m so busy with myself every day. I cried in the face of sudden concern and kindness, and I was ashamed to say that I had previously whispered at my sister.
“What’s going on? I’m sorry.
“It was not that the Prince had taken a beautiful concubine, whose daughter was staring at the princess. I’m sorry.
I held on to her, told her not to say anything, and made me look like I’d been making a complaint.
Sister Wang seemed shocked: “How can this happen? The prince never loved a girl. How could he?”
Ranel said: “Tribunal, it is true. The woman was the daughter of a merchant in Yangzhou who was not married for over 20 years. It’s beautiful. I’m sorry.
“The Queen’s Lady will not let the slave open her eyes.” “I guess Sister Wang wants to see if she wants to see if she has a purpose and is greedy and rich.”
When I think about it, Sister Wang is an old man, and I’ll see her again.
When she came to me, she told me about his nephew’s child: “The boy will suck on his finger and saliva everywhere.” Sister Wang said she was happy.
“My concubines greet the Princess. “It’s a gift to take the girl.”
When she saw her sweet face, she smiled, her first face was filled with fear and shock, and the latter said, “You, you, you didn’t…”
“The grandmother is mistaken.” I’m sorry.
I thought it was weird, and I said, “What’s wrong with Sister?” I’m sorry.
“It’s nothing but memories of old people.” I’m sorry.
I think Sister Wang has seen a lot of people over the years, but he’s lost his mind.
I introduced Auntie Shen to you, and it’s not natural to look at her face. I was afraid of her. Thinking about it, let her go back.
And my grandmother was holding on to me, and all she had to say was that I was the princess, and the prince would never cross me. He told me not to be angry. I’ve been talking about this for a long time, and I’ve got a red eye.
I just don’t get it. Why is Grandma so nice to me now? It’s like a sister at home.
Twenty-six
In the middle of the 30th year, Zhao Se Jin took me to the palace.
I really don’t understand why he’s like that.
I think he really liked it, but the Princess wouldn’t let me set the table and the palace would not bring her. It doesn’t seem to matter.
Sometimes I can also see them walking side by side, with Zhao’s hands holding on to their feelings, and both of them walking slowly. From time to time, snowflakes fall on Zhao’s shoulder and smile softly and softly upon him. Zhao Shi-chun is quick to hold on to her. The two of them said something and laughed.
At times, Zhao Xi Jin took the next red plum for his sake and looked at him softly, as if he were not seeing anyone else.
They look like they’ve been married for years…
And I, hiding in the corner, looking like a dirty rat.
The Queen Mother speaks with dignity and gives birth to a son. I laughed and drank a glass of wine before the crime. Wine into the intestines makes people want to cry.
Zhao wants to hold my hands for wine, and I can’t bear to push away. In fact, he’s been flattering me lately, and I see him as nothing. I can’t accept that he has someone else in his heart, but I feel bad seeing him and Shen’s concubine.
When he returned, he held me drunk in his arms, but I felt very comfortable.
He took me to Qinghui Hall, covered me up, turned around and wanted to leave.
And We seized his hand, deadly, with tears in his eyes, weeping: “Why can’t you not like what you said when I am pleased? Why are you still looking for someone else? I’m sorry.
He took me in his arms. He stayed, and that night he was gentle and seemed silent. I feel so soft, like a canoe in the end, no purpose, no return.
I looked at his sleeping face, and two tears fell straight on his face, and I swiped.
And when the tears were silent, and the euphemism, you were still in a terrible state.
You’re still the one who hates you the most.
It is always said that he cannot lay himself in the backyard and live daily for the pleasure of his husband.
And it says, “There are so many poor women in the world.
I don’t want to be that poor person.
It’s not like you used to like it, but it’s not like you like it. But then you pick up the Abacus, and that phrase in the text goes around.
Yeah, I’m gonna learn how to plan, and I’m working for my dad and dad, and I’m a useful guy, and I’m different from the girls in the backyard.
Later, the little girl who only knew how to read the book had taken care of the house and received many praises. She thought she would never be a poor person again, but she wanted too much to be loved to be empty.
Twenty-seven.
On the night of the first year, Zhao Seok-jin had been so anxious to bring a cook to the house.
The three of us just sit there and don’t talk.
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The two of them reacted to me in silence and said, “No rules, I’ve caught the princess.” I’m sorry.
His head was down silently and his eyes were filled with frustration.
My heart’s a mess. I don’t know what’s crushing my breath.
And when our hearts had finished their meal, We said, “I want to break with the girls and pray for the blessing of the red meadows, and leave.”
I didn’t fold red. I went to Sister Wang.
It is impossible to be so fluently silent about a name that is not its own.
The reaction of Sister Wang was strange when she first saw it.
When I asked Sister Wang, she looked at me for a moment, and she couldn’t spit.
Sister, even you lied to me? She didn’t mean it, did she? You know who she is, right? I’m sorry.
The Queen’s Sister fell in shock and kneeled at me: “The Princess, the slave, cannot speak.” I’m sorry.
Our eyes were filled with tears: “No, no. I’m sorry.
I turned around, and my sister took my dress: “She is not Shen, she is Jiang.” I’m sorry.
And when I was about to cross the threshold, the Queen called me again: “Your Highness, there are things that can’t be more true, and no matter what, she can’t go beyond you in her life. Listen to the Queen, do not be more true. I’m sorry.
I hate everything that’s not clear, and I don’t want to live without it.
Twenty-eight.
Who is she?
Thinking I’m confused.
Half-dream and half-awake, I sat up with a vibrator. We breathed out loud. How dare they? How dare they!
Jiangchong is the Princess of Wu She died three years ago.
He’s Zhao’s brother-in-law! How could they do such a dirty thing? Did they even ignore the ethics?
The answer to the questions that have been bothering me all of a sudden.
When he first got married, he was never busy with his business. Why did he never come home to see my dad? Why he didn’t go to my room at first, why he was cold at first.
I see.
Why does Zhao Xi Jin-jin always show sad and sad? Why do you want to stay in the house on Sundays?
She wouldn’t dare, she wouldn’t dare shake the market with that face.
Zhao Si Jin was protecting her without a comment.
He wants me to die in this palace and be a princess. And he and Shen…
And We suppressed the vomiting in the chest, but felt like a thousand stones in the chest. It’s as if the whole man was suddenly drained, like a flower after an autumn, withered and decayed.
That’s Zhao Shi-jin’s special plan. He’s called him that too.
He is two years younger than Zhao Si, and should be 23 this year.
Even so, why did Zhao Se-jin marry? I laughed at myself, because Zhao Shi-jin needed a princess because he would never be able to come up and never dare to appear.
It turns out he’s been in love for 25 years.
I hate him. I hate the warmth he gives me.
I think they’re both disgusting. I wonder how they feel when they watch me jump up and down like a clown.
Whether she mocked me in my heart, and whether she was proud, so she did not care what I did to her.
She did it on purpose tonight.
She did it on purpose tonight.
29
No, I’m not staying for another minute.
I’m going home, I’m going away. Right, and divorced.
I was only 16 years old, and I would not spend my whole life keeping a man who does not love me and working hard for him.
I had a laugh.
There’s no one left who can’t live.
The world is still blessed with a good and happy life.
Quietly, come on, get out of here and be yourself.
I said that to myself.
Thirty.
Zhao Xing wants to come home with me I thought I heard something, and I looked at him, “I haven’t been there before, and I don’t have to go now if you’re going back to Yang’s state to see her mother and father with your heart. “This is the first time you’ve left your home this year, and your parents must think what you’re thinking. I’m sorry.
Her parents were decapitated three years ago. Zhao Zhongzhong did it. They were a perfect match.
After that, I went out with a smile.
In front of my house, I looked at the Crown tablets.
“The lady is back.” Sister Jiang went out to greet me.
And she said, “How many times have you said that there are no rules? I’m sorry.
And I said, “No harm in it, call the lady, listen to the strange. I’m sorry.
I didn’t sleep very well yesterday, I didn’t have enough dust to cover up.
After dinner, Dad called me to the study. He asked me if I’d been happy?
I’d say I’m doing well. I’m having fun every day, but I’m getting sick.
I came up with a painting for my father and father. It’s a Murmetu from the former dynasty. I mean, it’s great. It’s a lot of money.
Father and father were silently staring at me: “Wan, is he wrong? I’m sorry.
“Dad, you’re right. Me too. It’s not us. I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to go back today, so I said I’d stay the night. Dad says it’s against the rules, but I can’t help it.
At night, I talked to my father about my mom and I were having fun with her when I was a kid.
I don’t remember the way my mother looked. There was only one blurry shadow in my head.
Dad and Dad were suffocating, “Fung, I miss your mother and I want to go back to Yangzhou. I’m sorry.
I was silent for a moment and said, “Me too. I’m sorry.
Janju, it’s my mother’s place.
When my father was so sleepy, I suddenly asked him, “Will you keep me if I don’t get married?” I’m sorry.
“That is natural. I’m sorry.
“So if I am separated, do you want me?” I asked.
There seems to be something shining in my father’s eyes: “Do you know what you’re talking about?” The Queen of the Dynasty can only be abandoned and separated. You’re a princess who’s already made an ultimatum. If you want to leave, you’ll have to be abandoned. In that case, your life is over. I’m sorry.
My eyes blinked: “Isn’t that what I said if it had been?” I’m sorry.
My father and I had a long breath: “You need to calm down and think about it. Even though the Prince had the bride, he still loved you. A man’s wife and concubine are normal, but you’ll live well there as a proper wife. If you give birth to a child, your child will be born, and he will fall in love with his wife. But if you’re abandoned, your reputation will be ruined and you’ll have to spend your whole life with Dad. I’m sorry.
I looked at my dad’s white hair and noded.
I do not want to be in this room with him and with him at this very moment. Even if I never marry again, I don’t want to spend my life in this filthy palace.
And We shall stand with him and separate from him, and why should he abandon me?
I am nothing but comforting my father, and I am bound to be with him.
This night I lay in my familiar little bed and slept sweetly. I dreamed that my father and my father and mother lived in Yangzhou. Mother set up a vegetable field behind the house and planted a little green green vegetable. Ran was too busy picking up green vegetables and holding the bugs in the greens up in front of me, and I was so angry I had to kick her ass.
What a dream.
Thirty.
When I was about to get on the wagon the next day, my father said to me, “If it had been that day, he would have raised you forever. I’m sorry.
I said, “I know. I’m sorry.
When I came back, I decided to put an end to this, and then to leave in a lush way. There are a lot of things I still have to figure out, and I should go with clarity and clarity.
I went to Sister Wang again. I asked her to tell me about Zhao Si Jin’s childhood.
Sister Wang said that King Zhao and King Zhao were made by Princess Chen. A few months after the birth of the Prince and the Queen, The king is the first son and the prince the first. The Emperor loves Princess Chen, and he is very fond of Wang. But the Emperor and the Queen are as honoured as guests and not as flattered as Princess Chen. After the death of Zhao Se-chun, who was born to her, the Emperor gave Zhao Se-chun to the Queen to be brought up because of the high level of rivalry in the palace.
The Queen has raised Zhao Shi-jin in an orderly manner, and the Prince is very good for his brother. As he lost his mother, he did everything he could for Zhao.
Zhao Shi-jin is swaying between the Prince and the Prince, and the Prince wants the good and the good. But the King and the Prince could only support one person, and he thought that he could save both without choosing.
Then Ganingty died and chose the then Prince, who took the throne for him.
After his accession to the throne, he did not deal with the King. How can one know that the King of Qu’an is conspiring with his enemies in order to usurp the throne? In the end, Zhao Si Jin killed the Emperor himself and brought the Emperor to power.
And I said, “Sama, you know that’s not what I want to hear. I know all about it. Tell me about it. Tell me about their childhood. I’m sorry.
Queen’s Mother, with a cup in her belly, seems to be in her memories: “It is not afraid to see her son, even if she was born, when Jiang evening was the former author of the death penalty. That’s when she went after the Prince and said he looked good. The two of you are in love with each other, and they sing the poems all day long, play the flute today, play the Biwako tomorrow. The slave had always thought that she would marry the Prince, but she finally married the King. I’m sorry.
“No one can see that the Crown has no chance of taking over, and she gave up the Crown.” I’m sorry.
I listen calmly, not much. Sister Wang went on and on and on about what everyone’s been saying to me.
They all told me that I was a proper wife, and they said that I should not be too conscious, and they all said that the women of the world were so enduring.
But what about my preferences? Who asked me if I wanted to?
Thirty-one
When I came out of my sister’s house, I met her late.
I wanted to go straight away, and she came up to me. Her eyes were filled with undisguised tension, as if with a little conspiracies.
And I looked at her in peace, and looked at her with the least obstinate eyes: “How is it that you tried so hard to tell me that you are the Princess of the Queen, in order that the people of the world know that the King is the master of evil, and that they have no respect for the people. I’m sorry.
She panicped and cried out, saying, “You take the euphemism, I just want you to know that there was never you in Kemin’s heart and that I was the only one he loved.” Don’t you dare bully me like that. You’ll have to show him your face. You’re always sorry to anyone. I’m sorry.
And I laughed: “It’s not normal to be concubine.” * I’m going forward and staring at her without blinking * You ask yourself, “You’ve got a rule for eating and eating.” Even your daughter who beats you first disrespected the palace. Don’t be a concubine if you feel humiliated! Don’t be small. You chose your own way. You can’t blame anyone else. I can’t learn how to marry my brother. I’m sorry.
And when the river was too late, and two waves of tears came down, and he said, “Do you think that I will?” Because I’m out and my family wants to marry me. What can I do? What makes you so proud that you’re up to every day? I’m sorry.
“Why should I? I am the wife of Zhao’s wife, and my father is the leader of the court, and your father is a traitor.” I’d like to ask you, why are you questioning me here? You’ll never be in front of anyone. You’ll never be a rat in a gutter. You used to be small, and now you’re small, and then you’ll be small if you have a daughter. I’m saying it with all my heart.
I can’t say a word. And she looked at me, and she looked at me, and she looked at me, and she said, “That year, the king of Quil rebelled, and he sent someone to take me away. My whole family didn’t survive except me and Sue. He said let me go and live in a place nobody knows. I spent three years out in the world, and I kept him in my heart and I kept him in my heart. From the day I married the King, I knew that there was no chance between me and him. But he’s the one I put in my heart for six years. How can I forget? I wanted to spend my whole life just to meet him by chance in Yangzhou. It was a chance for God. I never left him again. I’m sorry.
And she covered her eyes with tears and smiled: “I know that you do not look down on me, but you do not feel again for your fault. I know he’s got a princess, and I know I’ll only be here with him for the rest of my life. I said that I would be with him no matter how hard the road might be, and I would be willing to suffer any more. I’m sorry.
“But the last thing I can’t accept is that he has a little bit more to do with you than he has a guest.”
And I stood before the end of the river, and said, “What you hold dear, but the palace is indifferent.” I’m sorry.
By the end, I put it in her ear: “Do you dream of the King when the night is dark and the night is dark, and guess what he will call you, “The Princess” or “The Princess” or “The Bitch”? I’m sorry.
I’ve finished with the sleeves and I’m not going back with Ran’s head.
I don’t want to do this, but she’s coming to me. I won’t take it.
They’re just sorry. And I will not give them half mercy and compassion, even though they are so deeply in love, even though they are so miserable at night.
Thirty-two.
It was reported that the river had become ill that night and that he had taken a visit, but had been pregnant for a month.
The baby does not look stable because it’s overthinking, and the tinkle must rest.
It wasn’t so much fun that night.
At night, Zhao’s anger came and asked me, “What did you say to Shen?” I’m sorry.
I used to laugh, “What do you mean?” The Prince may be mistaken. Isn’t this the night of the Emperor’s wife? I’m sorry.
Zhao Si Jin stopped, and he lost most of his strength. But we said, “You know all about it.” I’m sorry.
I said, “The concubine is so bitter that if it wasn’t for me, how long would you have gone?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Xi Jin-chun put his hand in it: “You know what you should do when you know. She’s pregnant. Don’t be angry with her. I’m sorry.
“Didn’t you listen to her saying she’s overthinking? I think she’s thinking about the King at night, afraid she’s blind and afraid. I don’t care to say anything.
“What do you mean, Xu Qing? Zhao’s tea cup was thrown out in anger. The water is splattered, the silk is evaporating.
“My Lord, let’s go and leave. I’m sorry.
“What’s the matter with you? The concubine of Gunna divorces his wife, and the people of the world think what to think of him. I’m sorry.
I looked at this hypocritical man in front of me for a moment: “I am not talking about repudiation, I am about peace.” I’m sorry.
Zhao was impatient to stare at the table: “Did I give you too much of my face? I leave everything to you. You are the princess whom the king has chosen, and what is your problem?” What are you messing with?”
I looked at his face without fear: “Did you marry me just to help you with your affairs in the house? You’re not gonna do me any good. Did I have the privilege of marrying you because I thought of your late son because of my name? Did you remind me of the night in pink? Since you have someone in your heart, you should not give me tenderness and hope. I’m sorry.
Zhao Si Jin countered: “When I first married you I wanted to treat you well…”
I was in a hurry to interrupt: “Don’t have to say it, don’t want to hear it. Give me the book and leave it. I don’t want you. Why did you leave me? I’m sorry.
Zhao Xing-Chin drank: “I see you’ve become more flattered and proud. I’m sorry.
“How can I be flattered? I’m sorry.
“You have to copy “Women’s Training” and “Women’s Ring” a hundred times in this Qinghui Hall. I’m sorry.
I looked at him with my eyes full of tears, and my teeth gnawed: “You are a hypocrite. Why didn’t you take her away when you loved her?” You said you wanted to be a free and rich prince, and I don’t think you’re rich. You’re so hypocritical, I see you married only to make up for not having her. And now he does not like me, but he refuses to let me go for your sake, you hypocritical, insolent bastard. I’m sorry.
Zhao Si Jin’s slaps broke my hair, and I just feel my ears buzzing, and I think there should be a clear red slap on my face.
I did not hide at all, and I watched him laugh: “What, am I right and angry? Even though you are a worthy regent, even if you are a worthy regent, you will always be a small man who takes his brother’s wife and I have promised to look down on you for the rest of my life. I’m sorry.
Zhao Zhou Zhong has strangled my neck, and his anger is even stronger: “Do you want to die?” I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m dying, I can’t breathe, I can’t feel my tears falling, and a unconscious “mother” squeezed out of his voice.
I don’t know why he let me go. I breathed with a big mouth of greed, coughing too fast and hard, and all my tears were full of tears.
“Take care of her. I heard Zhao Si Jin from the door.
Thirty-three.
I’m not wrong.
I’m gonna slow down Ranjer. It’s good not to go out. We still walk in the yard every day.
I’ve always been nice to people, even if I’m grounded, nothing short of me.
Sometimes I think about it, and I put the blood out of Zhao’s scolding dog, and he almost choked him to death, and the red mark on his neck fell off for 10 days.
It’s not worth it to think that I’m afraid and I can’t leave my life here again.
At the beginning of the month, in the evening, I felt only a tummy sting and a visceral stupor with little strength. I looked down and it was blood. Ranjer went out in a panic, and I fainted.
When I woke up again, I saw Zhao Si Jin sitting in front of my bed. I thought I was dreaming. And I asked him, “Have you come to deliver me and to leave the book?” Are you here to let me go?”
He laughed, “Go, you’ll never think about it again.” I’m sorry.
And it caused me to cry, and I pulled his sleeve and said, “Please, let me go.” Just let me go. I’m sorry.
He was angry: “That’s why you don’t want to stay in the palace? You’re pregnant. I’m sorry.
I sat up in a panic. How is that possible?
Zhao Shi-jin gave me the horn: “Take good care of your body, and the child will be raised, and I will not harm him.” I’m sorry.
I grabbed his sleeve and asked him, “Really? I’m sorry.
He nodded his head.
That night after he left, I cried with my blanket.
Why do we have children now? Can’t I leave this place forever?
I’m fighting Kong, and my kid’s still fighting her kids?
I sat on the bed and gently touched my stomach, and the tears fell on my hands.
Turns out the tears are burning.
Thirty-four.
Then I asked her why Zhao Shi-bai was warm to me, even though he had someone in his heart.
Shui said that this son of a bitch is like Sister Wang said. If someone treats him well, he wants everything, he wants everything. She says he’s an asshole and wants me to stop hurting him.
Thirty-five
Zhao Se on my feet, and Sister Wang has taken charge of the city’s affairs.
I had nothing to do, and I fell asleep.
Sometimes you sleep much, you lie on your back, and you look at the bed.
Zhao Shi-jin came to see me, and I didn’t look like I was. We are often able to eat a meal in peace, and sometimes laugh, as if we were back when we first got married.
It’s just that when I saw him I was not surprised, and he didn’t shine in my eyes.
I made an offer, and Zhao knows it, but he is pleased to see it.
I’m scared.
I’m afraid he’s not good to my children, that he’ll carry my kids because of my temper.
Zhao Shi-jin was happy this time, I was pregnant with Jiang and he was a little fat.
However, according to the doctor, the baby is not stable because of the fear at night. I don’t have a heart all day, but it looks good.
Sometimes it’s time to go for a walk in the house and she doesn’t look well. I don’t know what I’m talking about.
And I thought, “His child is the eldest son, my child is the concubine, and it’s only a month away.”
I remember the King and the late Emperor, their biological mother, Princess Chen and Queen. With this in mind, there’s a fine, dense sweat in the back.
Thirty-six.
March 15th, the children are gone.
Her baby looks like it’s not stable, and the kid still doesn’t have it.
According to Joi-il, they were crying all day. Zhao Shi-jin also asked someone to come to the house and read the boy’s scriptures.
As a princess, she should have gone to see Jiang Night, but I don’t think she’d want to see me, so she didn’t.
We’re all wearing thinner clothes, and the willows throw up green. The sun and the twilight, the warm wind, and I lay on my rocking chair every day, tanning the sun.
In fact, at first I felt sorry for the fact that the child had tied me to the palace and told me not to be free.
But then I thought, maybe God sent me to be with me. I’m connected to this child, who will be my only consolation in this palace.
I was happy to think about it, and I wanted him to come to me soon.
I’ve asked Randall to make him a little dress. I can’t do that. We made a lot of colored clothes. I don’t know if it’s a boy or a girl.
I’m 17 years old at the beginning of April this year. I can’t believe I’m having kids now.
On the night of March 20th, Zhao Si Jin came to my house drunk. He told me red-eyed, “Let me be good, he’s no longer a child.”
He held me tight, and I did not push him away. I think he must have had a hard time, so I took a light look at his back.
When he left, he asked me if I could hand over the housekeeper’s order to Jiang evening. It’s a distraction to get her something to do. Says I’ll have the housekeeper after I have the baby.
I looked at Zhao Shi-jin and laughed slowly, I said yes.
Maybe that’s why he came to me tonight. I don’t care anymore.
Thirty-seven
The flowers were blooming again, the spring was thick and the flowers were close.
I have been asleep every day of these days, and today the weather is good, so I go out with my son.
I had a great time, and I came to the wall. I got so excited I had to go get me some fish.
She said she couldn’t leave me here alone. I hit her in the head. This girl, she’s getting lazy. I’ll send her out.
It’s too late to die. And when she came to me, I saw her pale, and I said, “You’re not well enough, you’re out running, go back and feed yourself.” I’m sorry.
Who knows but forces her to come up: “Now be proud of the Quran.” My baby’s gone and your baby’s fine. I’m sorry.
“You know you’re sad, but what’s wrong with your children? I’m sorry.
“It’s all you, because of you, how could I be afraid of sleeping all night if it wasn’t for you?” I’m sorry.
And she looked at me with a fierce gaze, and she sheds two lines of tears: “She is in my belly for less than three months.” Do you know how much I hate you? It’s all your fault. “I’m sorry.
This woman is unbelievable. I don’t want to talk to her. I want to go.
“How can you feel nothing about my child?” Come with me. Go to my son’s temple. I’ll kill you!
“Are you crazy? You didn’t keep the kid yourself. What do you blame me for? It wasn’t all your choice. It’s not because I cut you out of your head, it’s because you’re too worried because you don’t care about your ethics. I’m sorry.
I wanted to go, but she had the strength to strangle me. I was in a hurry, and somehow I pushed up with the river. In a panic, she pushed me and she pushed me. And I fell down, and in the middle of the earth, I saw the face of the river panicking and rushing to reach out to my hand.
I feel so bad, I have a thin sweat on my face. I covered my stomach in pain, and I saw blood leaking out of my skirt, and I felt so scared that I couldn’t help myself.
I was so scared that I ran away. How could she? How could she? I know she didn’t mean to hurt my kid, but how could she run?
Kids, my kids.
The sweat of the soy bean rolls down with tears and falls in the mouth.
I moaned in pain. Anyone?
I saw her crying in panic, and I saw her trying to help me up. She cried so badly, it was much worse than when I beat her.
She was shaking like a sifter, and her hands were shaking, and her eyes were filled with tears, and she tried to lift me up.
And We seized her hand, and opened his mouth weakly: “What are you crying for? You cannot hold me alone. Don’t be afraid. Get more men in front. I’m sorry.
“You have to ask your father to take me home, and I don’t want to be here.” After I said it was dark, I fainted.
Thirty-eight.
When I woke up, I was in bed again, and in front of the bed was Zhao Si Jin.
I cried and said, “Are the children still alive?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Si Jin cried: “There will be more children. Wan, I don’t have two kids. I’m sorry.
I said, “You’re calling “The Night of the River” and not “The Light” and I’m sick of it. I wasn’t your Wing, and I won’t be.
I said, you used to swing between your brother and San, you begged too much. Now you’re swaying between two women and in the end you’re doomed to nothing.
I said, “Look, this is what you’re going to punish for not looking at your ethics.”
I said you were wrong. You shouldn’t marry me, but you don’t love me, pity me, respect me. It’s your fault that you didn’t give her your heart when you married him. You’re the one who kept her locked up in this big house. It was you who ignored and took over his brother and his wife, and caused her to panic and lose your children. It’s all because of you.
I think I heard my father’s voice, and he kicked me in the door, and I never thought Dad was so brave.
“Don’t be afraid. Daddy’s late. * Says he’s holding me up and I cry around my father’s neck *
Father and father didn’t say a word to Zhao Shi-jin, and he was so angry and held me in his arms.
Zhao Si Jin stopped him: “What is Sang-soon doing?” I’m sorry.
And father and father were cold-eyed, and said: I gave you my hand as a jewel, and so thou didst do unto her. Look at her. Do you still have a face? I’m sorry.
“The Princess and Sang-sook will go back to stay for some time and the King will pick you up. I’m sorry.
Dad and Dad drank “no need” and walked out.
You haven’t hugged me in years.
Father and father are awake again: Little Wan-il is not afraid, he takes you home and never comes back. I’m sorry.
Dad said he’d never come back. Daddy’s got a way. I don’t have to come back.
That’s great. I’m holding Dad tight. I feel safe. Nobody can hurt me, like I was the careless six-year-old.
Thirty-nine.
When I got on the wagon, I last looked at the old, obnoxious tablet at the door and looked at the place where I had lived for nine months.
I remember the day I married to the royal palace. It’s only been nine months, but I feel like years have passed.
I remember this love and how I took it lightly and put it down.
From now on, love is good, hate is good, no more.
Forty.
When we get home, the sun will fall.
Dad took me inside and gave me a rest.
And I sat in the house from sunset until the night was quiet, and wept when the night was silent.
I looked forward to this kid coming, and I’d love him like my father loved me. I’m sure I’ll hold him in my hand and make him grow up happy.
But how could I be so stupid to take two more people out?
Why can’t I just bow down to the river?
Why am I so high?
If I went with her to apologize to her child, would my child not die?
He was in my belly for less than two months and left me.
I don’t know if he’s a boy or a girl yet.
He didn’t get a chance to wear the little clothes I got him. He didn’t even have to do half the little shoes.
And We wish that We would strip the river and strip it of eight pieces. I hate to kill her for meat and blood.
But she’s just a poor man who’s trapped in love, and I can’t come back when I kill her child.
I was late in the night. On the second day, it began three times, and was generally free until the marriage.
On the second day of lunch, I saw my father’s head covered with blood strips, and I was shocked. And Dad was laughing, and he took it out of his back and gave it to me.
“Dad, what happened to your forehead? I was in a hurry to go up and check.
“It’s nothing. My father asked the Queen’s order. He dared not. I’m sorry.
My dad’s stupid, really. Look at that head-to-face face again.
My father made his voice clear and said, “My father and my father are invited. I’m sorry.
We heard that the crime was taking place: “You are mad, you are only thirty-six, what are you doing?” I’m sorry.
I cried in a hurry: “You did not say that you should be worthy of the late Emperor, and that you should support the young Lord. Dad, are you confused? You may go further. Why are you doing this for me? I’m sorry.
“Your grandmother raised your father and father, and your father was alone.” Then there’s your mother, there’s you. And then your grandmother died, and your mother and father died. I’m sorry.
It’s like Dad’s remembering something. And he looked at me, “The ancients of light are for the dead, but without Wan, father and father would live in the world without fun.” Your mother took my hand when she died, and let me take care of you. Dad’s too lazy for you. Then we both went back to Yangzhou to live. I’m sorry.
I cried in my father’s arms: “What about your promise to the late Emperor? I thought you said you’d work hard to support the young Emperor. I’m sorry.
“Daddy thought he had spent the last 18 years doing whatever he wanted, without any fatigue.” Dad and dad were poor, they couldn’t think of anything but being a teacher. I don’t know if it’s gonna get any bigger, but my dad and dad are getting busy, and even my only daughter is missing. Now the Regent is in charge and the Queen is in charge. There is a minister who is faithful and wise, and there is no enemy outside the country. Dad should live for himself. I’m sorry.
I said okay, let’s go back to Jan. I’ll make you a green green cabbage.
Ranel told me that he came back to the palace last night after his father took me back.
Dad begged all night.
In the evening of the river, he received 30 slabs. I guess life is half gone.
I’ve thought about telling my father that Jiangchong is the Princess, but I thought about it.
I can’t afford to destroy the happiness of the river.
She’ll be in the palace for the rest of her life. I wonder if she’ll wake up in the future and remember what happened to her, my innocent child.
She owes my children half their lives.
I’m not a saint. I won’t forgive her until I die. I feel so sorry for her, so humble.
But what did I do wrong? Why would God let me go through all this?
Forty-one
I passed my 17th birthday at the beginning of April.
Dad gave me a pink dress.
I laughed, I said I wasn’t a kid, and asked my dad why he always gave me pink clothes.
Dad said no matter how old I am, he’s a kid in his eyes. He wants me to be as a tender flower, well-protected and valued.
This month at home, my father and father changed their laws so that Sister Jiang could fix me up with all kinds of meds.
Father and Father have already approved the coupons. Dad’s at home this month, except for the junction.
Sometimes I see the shadow of his fall in the study, and I don’t dare come forward.
Sometimes he thinks about tea.
And then suddenly, maybe Dad and Dad would be confused.
I’ve never been to King’s Hall again, and my father sent a guard to pick up my things with Randall.
Sister Wang also came to see me. Dad kicked her out. Dad said she must have been sent by Zhao Si Jin.
And when I was weary of day and time, I recited to my son the Book, and proclaimed his soul.
I was crying all day and I was sorry. She’s so stupid. It’s not your fault, I say. It’s also your fault. I’ve never seen her do anything so serious before.
And then Dad and I used to copy it with me, and he said I was young and I would have kids.
Any more? But even if there were, it wasn’t this one.
I was sitting on a little bed by the window the other day, and I looked outside, and I fell asleep. It’s sunset.
I think I had a long, long dream.
Dream on, I’m just a euphemism, just my dad’s little Wing.
Forty-two.
On April 28th, my father and I left for Yangzhou with Ranjian and Sister Jiang.
Father and father had already discharged the courtesan and left the housekeeper, Hubbard. When he sells this house in the city, he’ll come to us at the old house in Yangzhou.
The Queen has given five thousand taels of gold, and Father has not refused this time.
We’ll never come back.
The wagons are walking along the road, and we’re so excited about the spring wind of the state, so far away, and so long as we’re thinking about the 10 miles long street and the night market.
And man will move forward, and he will not be able to go forth, but he will follow.
Forty-three.
A year later, Yangzhou.
Father and father finally became a private man.
But his father and father were gentle and his children were not afraid of him, and they used to stare at him when he blew his beard. But I can tell Dad’s happy. My father and father became very violent and spent the whole day fighting with a ruler! Listen to my dad’s sneeze. I’m sure one of the little guys called my dad again.
I’m still in charge of my father’s house, but there’s little house, little house, nothing to settle.
Oh, I didn’t have the balls! I thought I’d buy seeds, ploughs, seeds, water, fertilizers, weeds, insects, picks, or forget it.
I was bored at home all day, and I opened a blouse shop. It’s on the streets of Yangzhou. Many dignitaries and church girls will come here.
At the beginning of the day, my shop was covered in red, and my shop was a disgrace. How dare you!
He was subsequently sheltered by the authorities, but was in good hands. After all, my dad’s got a few faces.
Ran was married a few days ago and was in charge of my lint shop. I’m glad that both of them can continue to do their job with due diligence. Let them go into my blouse shop and I’ll be free to count the money. I’m still holding the strings. I’m such a smartass.
And We made her look, but the laziness of this girl, who knows every day, eats, eats, eats, and does not care about anything.
When you’re free, go to a small shop in the east of town and buy cake. It’s just that every time I go to that store. I thought, “Don’t she get tired of it?
And then I knew that she was looking at the little guy who had the money on the store. I bought it on purpose to draw attention! I don’t know. She’s so smart!
And when the little man and the little one had finished, the little one cried, and said to me, ‘Miss, do you know how bad it tastes?’ When I first ate, I tried to yell, I didn’t even want to give the money, and then when I saw that guy I bought this shit for eight months! Ooh, my heart hurts my money. I’m sorry.
One day he came back angry and said he’d never talk to that little guy again. Turns out he wasn’t a little boy, but a little boy from the bakery. How come that guy collects money every time he goes? So her daughter mistakenly thought she was a little boy. She felt deceived and angry.
I’m laughing at you. How come you’re so cute? I’m afraid I’ve already thought about her.
Oh, by the way, I had my 18th birthday last month.
One man gave me a jade poncho, a tiny jade poncho on the head, and a fresh water pearl in the poncho. And three green manaus on the tail.
He said to me, “When will you marry me?” I’m nineteen this year. I’m sorry.
His name is Lee. He’s the little brother of the uncle’s family.
I met him in the third month of my trip to Jan.
My father’s private home was just opened.
Lee and his little nephew Zhang Xian opened the door. Zhang Xuan Kai is the best baked sister of Lee Yong’s, seven years old.
Neither my father nor I recognize Lee. Because he’s tall and skinny now, and there’s no way he’s gonna look like that little fat guy.
He said Uncle Zhizhou died when he was 10. As a result of this, the son who had been married to his sister also withdrew. She was married to Zhang Zhang Zhang, a very rich silk dealer in Yangzhou, and fell in love with Mei. Zhang Qiang’s father left recently and his uncle came to deliver him.
He said that he had not studied since his father’s death and had been doing business with his brother-in-law.
Zhang Xuan Kai became his first student.
I’ve always met Lee and sent Zhang Zhang to school.
Sometimes LEE brought me pastry cakes as soft as when I was a kid.
He drinks with his dad and sometimes sleeps at my house with my dad at night.
He said my clothes were ugly and he used to give me some clothes.
He said I was ugly, and I bought it.
He said I was skinny and I bought me a lot of snacks.
How could I not understand?
But I can’t.
I never gave him anything, he gave me something to give back.
And he said to me, “Is it me that you do not look to me?” I’m a businessman now. I know I don’t deserve you. I’m sorry.
It was like he was making a decision. He took a breath and went on: “But I’d like to tell you that I’ve never loved a man like this in 19 years. I didn’t know what love was before, and it seemed like I understood it after seeing you. She looked at everything and cared about her every move, and one of her little smiles made my face beat and wanted to look at her every second, even in her dreams. I’m sorry.
“I know that low and small, but I want to tell you that I am pleased with you. I’m sorry.
I remember when he said that to me, I almost cried, but I just said, “You’re good, I don’t deserve it.” I’m sorry.
That night I said a lot of things so he wouldn’t come to me, not like me.
He’s good, really good.
But I mind my past.
He’s a lovely man with a beautiful smile. He deserves better.
And then he disappeared in my world for a month. I was a little bit used to it that month, and my daughter talked to me about him every day, making me wonder.
But a month later, he came back laughing. He said that his pleasure was my business, not mine.
He was around me like he used to.
The unspoken attack on the city is the most irresistible.
Then one day I held his hand quietly.
He likes me so much, why can’t I be brave?
I’m sorry.
He put on my tweezers and laughed at me: “When did you marry me? This year I am 19. I’m sorry.
We said, “Will I give you a concubine?” I’m sorry.
And he shook his head in panic: “I will not take concubine, I will not pay.” When the father died, the aunt ran faster than the dog who was worried about eating the bones, and even the vases in the house were rolled away, even the brass glasses on the dresser. I’m sorry.
And he said, “Well, you’re in trouble alone.” You and I can barely handle it. I’m sorry.
♪ ♪ ♪ I’ll be right back ♪
We said, “What if you change your heart?” I’m sorry.
He’s focused, like he’s thinking, and he’s not talking.
I was so angry, I dumped his hand, I ran away.
He’s in the back. He’s in the back.
And he took my hand, and he made me beg, “Think about it, you love it, and I’ll write down all the shops in my name in your name so that you can sit and count the money every day. Our house will be written in your name. I’ll wear only the clothes you bought me. If I change my mind, you take the shop, take the house, take my clothes, leave me naked on the street, throw me the dirty eggs, let the neighbors see me. I’m sorry.
I looked into his clear and sincere eyes and noded his head.
The night we were on the bridge, surrounded by thousands of lights.
There’s nothing like a hug to give the body what it means to have.
And when you hold him in your arms, it is as if you will no longer feel what is around you. You’re the only two in the world.
May 20th, I’m married to Lee.
I’m still married to Yangzhou.
On that day, Li was so nervous that his eyes could not hide his smile.
And he took my hand and he smiled, and I looked down at him and said, “I’m still a little afraid that you might find a concubine, or I’ll go now.” I’m sorry.
And he put his tongue in his hand, and he grabbed my hand, and his mouth squealed at me, “Is that what you say?” Then he put me under him, and turned my lips up. He’s the one who kisses me with his hands on me, and he’s beating my heart.
This is my second wedding.
It’s my first night in a room.
I got up in the middle of the night and cut red candles and woke him up. When he went back to bed, he opened up the horn and held me in his arms.
He took me in his arms and said, “It will be good for you forever.” I’m sorry.
No, our mother-in-law was nice to me, not because I was married for the second time.
Sister Yong was nice to me too.
Zhang Xuan Kai is happy too. He used to call me “Uncle” and now he’s a real aunt!
I suddenly felt like I had a lot of family.
I’m his own euphemism.
Quantified
Her body was getting worse, and she was only thirty-three years old, suffering from grief and disease, and she could see nothing in her eyes.
Sometimes she screams like a crazy woman, and sometimes she cries like a blanket. But it’s a better situation, and when she’s particularly excited, it’s when the people who serve her are in bad shape.
She would be madly throwing everything in the sight of the ground, lying on the ground on one occasion and rushing to scratch a vase into her wrist. If she was left alone in the house, she even threw her head over the wall. Sometimes she was born with the force and almost strangled to death to serve her.
As a result, while the late ones have three times more money than the rest, the younger ones are reluctant to go to the late ones. If they were injured by an accident, the Prince would not have spared their lives. His Majesty has become more angry and angry these years.
Sister Wang, I beg you, let me brush the bucket, let me go to the kitchen and pour water. Sister, please have mercy on me. The mother of the handmaiden is still dependent on her handmaidens, who do not want to die here. I’m sorry.
The little girl on her knees crawled in front of me, crying and crying.
I sank my face, and I looked at her with a sharp eye, and I said nothing.
Sister, I beg you. I’m 16 years old. I don’t want to die. * She climbed two more steps forward, stretching her hand over my clothes, looking at me with tears and crying. *
I look at this little girl who’s been crying so hard, and she’s soft: “Do you know why you have to serve her?” “You have some skill and strength. I’m sorry.
She looked at me with tears, and I reached out and touched her head: “It’s a simple thing to serve a princess, so you keep an eye on her.” If she goes crazy again, you’re holding her down as long as she doesn’t see a scar. If she can’t stop it, she is tied to a long, wide silk, which prevents her from moving, and does not hurt herself. I’m sorry.
Sister, I’m still afraid. “The little girl was shaking and crying down at my feet.
“Good boy, don’t be afraid. When I bought you, I knew you were good. You just give your strength, as long as you don’t hurt her. I’m sorry.
She looked up and looked at me, and she cried. I cannot bear to say, “Do not forget that your mother is still in bed. If you say yes, I’ll take him now. If you don’t say yes, I’ll see what else you want. I’m a threat.
“Please ask my mother to take a look at my mother, and Moon is willing to serve her. I’m sorry.
I saw her cry again, and I felt bad, and I pulled her up and held her hand and said: “Moon, I know you’re a good boy. There are five girls in the nighthouse. It’ll be fine. From this day on, you’ll be staying late. Ask the Sister if there’s anything you can’t figure out. The Sister won’t leave you alone. I’m sorry.
The moon looked down and looked down, but noded.
Ten years ago, the former princess and the prince and the queen were never married again. For 10 years, there was only one concubine, which was cold.
It’s been a long time, but I think it’s been 10 years. That year, the Prince fell from heaven in a few months, and he lost two children.
Even more worrying, the princess killed the princess’s child.
I remember that day, when Xu Sang-sook first came to the door, his gentle face was twisted like an angry lion. He was so moved that he kicked the door in the house of the former princess and took away the former princess who had just given birth and was still dying.
I didn’t expect that to be the last time I saw that kid under 17.
On the night the Queen was hastened to enter the palace. On the next day, the prince and the princess were separated and the princess was beaten by the Emperor from the palace and almost killed. It is said that Xu Sang-soon was forced to die and that the Queen had to obey her will.
That year, the Prince was very unhappy. I look at the prince and I’m worried. He looked at it day by day, and was drunk at night. Sleeping only for a few hours a day, and on the second day, it was like this.
We asked him to eat with tears, and he asked me, “Why does heaven treat me like this?” Why did I just think I had everything, and the sky took it all away? Why can’t they be good? Why would God take all my children? I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen the Prince so sad, and even when he was a child, he didn’t show the Queen’s love. He’ll be head down on the table, crying. Tears drop on the table and hit my heart. The nightlight candles reflected his pale face, and the Prince seemed to be in mourning and vulnerable. He may be too sad, but I can’t help but cry.
He looked up and looked at me like he was doing something wrong when he was a kid, and he said, “Sama, do you think I did something wrong?” I’m sorry.
“Do you think I was wrong?” I’m sorry.
And he choked again: “But I only want them both to be well. Am I wrong? Why does she have to go? Why did she have to hurt her child? Why can’t they think about me? I’m sorry.
He said many of her, but I knew very clearly what she meant.
My lord, I’ve seen him since I was a child. He’s the kind of kid who’s nice to him, and he’s like Babal. As a child, the Queen raised him without hugging him, kissing him, and only the Prince and the King were good to him. He was careful to swim between the Prince and the King, and he could not be offended. He’s always been so good to him, so he has to be.
But I didn’t think he had the courage to let go that night. How dare he change his identity and bring him back to the palace! That’s the princess!
I’m scared and anxious, but I can’t help it, and I just feel like I’m spinning.
I have seen him as my own son from the age of 16 until the birth of the prince.
How can he, and how can he, do such an immoral thing?
I’m sure it’s the other night!
I hate it. Does this woman have to ruin his life? How many tears did the prince shed when she married the King?
I just watched the prince marry the princess and look at him as if he were a living man every day. That year she abandoned the Prince and married the King, and she came back faceless.
But I can’t convince myself. Is it true that Jiangximing did it?
I’ve served the prince for 25 years, and I know him too well. When he was little, he didn’t even get his only night. Now the power’s in hand, the natural stupidity is moving. I do not want to admit that I have ever seen a great prince, like a child, as a man of modesty and shame.
Whenever people are quiet at night, guilt always bites me. I shouldn’t have told Little Princess about the evening. She’s such a lively, kind woman. I’m the one who killed her.
She was the youngest in this house, but she was able to make some wells. She’s waiting for everyone in the house, and everyone loves her. She’s a lively and lively, like a lively weed, and she’s so full of energy every day. I love her, too, so I tried so hard to push her to the Crown Prince, who I thought would love her.
The Prince really liked her.
I had expected such an outcome, and he could not resist those who were good to him.
But when I thought the prince and the princess could walk, the prince brought the river back. I went back to my nephew’s house for less than a month, and it was as if a young, flower-like princess had suddenly collapsed and cried in my arms.
When I saw the river late, I was shocked. In that moment, I knew that the Prince was evil.
The little princess can’t fight at night.
If I talk to her, she doesn’t listen.
When you’re 16, when you’re young, how can you give up?
I sent her to the Prince myself. She just fell in love with him, but he…
It’s all my fault.
I should not have come to the end of the night to question her why she had come back. I should not have called her to death. I should not have warned her to be cautious and should not have allowed her to do her part. I’m just afraid she’ll hurt the Prince.
If I hadn’t done so, wouldn’t it have been too late to think about it?
I’m sorry, Princess.
The Prince asked me to visit her in the capital, and for the first time I told him as an old man. I said, Master, why don’t you go? Don’t you feel a little sorry for her?
He saw me talking to him with this tone, and instead of being angry, he laughed at himself: “I am sorry to Sister, I did not protect her child, and what face do I have to face with her? I’m sorry.
I looked down and spitted: “The Prince was not wrong to protect her. The Prince was wrong to marry her, but not to treat her well. The Prince is wrong. She shouldn’t have brought him back. It’s wrong not to marry a married woman, especially your own brother! I’m sorry.
And I did not look at him, but he fell down on his knees: “My Lord, an old man has transgressed.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t see his face, but I heard his voice. Sister, you’re the only one who can see her. Will you go? He’s a child again.
Do I have a face? I’m sorry about her.
Eventually I went. But she didn’t want to see me. I got kicked out.
It took him six months to get down, and the Prince used to visit her. I can see that there is a diaphragm between the two of them since the late night of the river that killed the little princess’s child.
But the days passed and the two fell in love again.
I guess that’s good. The palace is calm.
But where can the diaphragm disappear in no time? The diaphragm became the trigger for each of their fights, the thorn in their hearts and the weapon used to hurt each other.
They often fought over the former princess. He used to cry and ask the Prince: “Do you have her in your heart? That’s why I killed her kid and you’re so obsessed. I’m sorry.
“How can you be so cold and heartless?” I’m sorry.
I thought the palace would calm down.
But ten years now, there has been no more calm in the palace.
Their ears were red, and their necks were bruised. I don’t know how that love came to this point. Who is wrong? Or is it a trick?
The Prince blames the river for its fury and anger, and it rolls on and on. It was not time for Jiang to give up his life of freedom and be trapped in the palace for the rest of his life without seeing the day.
But strangely, every time they fight, they make up. Then we’ll be fine for a few days and we’ll fight again.
I talked and cried, and I felt like my whole life was in the palace. How can I not be happy when I’ve seen my children since I was a child?
In the past decade, he has become a drinker, and it is not right for me to persuade him that he is so depraved.
Later in the evening, Jiang became pregnant three times, each time during a month or two, by accident.
It is difficult to calm down during the few months following each late evening. They licked each other like two wounded cats and cried in silence.
Sometimes the Prince’s dream is filled with sweat. His face was as pale as paper, his body was shaking like a sifter, and his muscles were shaking. He opened his mouth and said: “Tama, I dreamed of San brother, and he was going to kill me in her dream. I also dreamt of five fat and white children who would come and ask for my life.”
I have shed tears, and he is out there cold and ruthless, and he has revealed only to me this fragile and painful colour. I watched him fall into the abyss, and I wanted to do something to save him. But I knew I couldn’t save him.
I prayed to Buddha every day to bring back my good boy, who I hardly knew.
Garrett and 13 years, the Prince is 35 years old.
No one’s had a fight with the Prince since it was too late. But every time he hurt himself, he was agitated. What happened to him? He used to kill and never to deal with others, but now he has killed several of them because of the evening.
He is no longer the Regent and has slowly recovered his power since he was 18 five years ago. His Majesty has been at the brink of power for a long time now.
He’s been doing nothing all day and he’s gone crazy. He started flirting with the hyenas and running into the flowers. I really hurt. I’m a good kid.
Disillusionment with a person has never suddenly changed overnight, but has been accumulated in the long days of thin water.
I know, I used to be the kid, not anymore.
And on this day, the moon came out in haste and cried out outside my door: “The Sister, the Sister, is no good, the Princess is gone.” “The moon’s face is full of tears, teeth are dead and bites on the lips, and her lower lips are cut through and a blood stain is seen.
My face fell down, walking out the door, asking, “How did you do it? I’m sorry.
The moon cried, and his eyes were swollen, and he was breathing, and he said, “They looked everywhere, but they didn’t see.” I’m sorry.
And when I found the river, she was lying in the bed of the former Princess of Qinghui’s house, with a cape, and she was dressed in a pink dress, and her face was as naive as before.
She seemed a little happy to see me. Where’s Chin? Cheon said I look good in pink. Why didn’t he come out today? And when she said that, she had a radiant red on her face, and she had a radiant radiant face.
I can’t believe I’m looking at her. Is this, is this a return light? My tears fell out of nowhere, and I cried out to the girl: “Go to the Ei-Ring House and bring the prince back, and say if he dies, ask him to come back. Take some guards and bring him back. I’m sorry.
When Jiang heard me at night, the bright eyes suddenly faded, and tears came out of his eyes: “Has she really gone to Ei-hong?” How could he lie? He said he’d only marry me. Why don’t you marry me? I’m sorry.
If you’re old, you can’t listen anymore, and your eyes are sore. I kneeled in front of her bed and gently slapped her back: “At night, Jin loves you the most.” He said to her, “He loves you the most, and when you grow up, he will marry you and only you.” He’s out now. He’ll come back and marry you later. Wait, don’t sleep, okay? He’s really coming to marry you? I’m sorry.
Her bright eyes shined again, but the gushing shrouded, and it went out again. She whispered, “But I’m a girl, can I marry him as a princess?” And Dad said I’m going to marry the King, I’m not going to marry the King “She seems to remember something, howling and crying.
My tears drop on the back of her hand, like burning her. She pulled her hand back in a panic, shivering back to her bed feet, and she got excited: “Why are you crying, Sister? Don’t you marry me?” I’m sorry.
And We put her in the arms: “No, no, no. He loves you the most, and he will come soon.” Wait a minute, will you?
Her tears so much, my back soaking wet. Her tears are so hot that my heart is burning.
His Royal Highness was drunk and carried back by the guards. I hate iron and steel and beat him with all my strength.
As if he were hungover, and he kicked me to the ground and kicked me in the belly.
It hurts…
It’s good that the sound of my slamming on the floor finally woke him up, and he’s all freaked out and wants to come up and help me.
And We made a sound with weakness: “Look at her at the evening.” I’m sorry.
River night heard my voice and barefoot came down the bed. I just saw her dressed up and without shoes on her feet. Just after living late in the hall, he was driven away, with a few steps on his feet, like stones on his way, and he was bleeding and his back dirty. I kneeled on the floor and saw her walk with her dirty feet.
She greeted her with joy: “Did you come to me as a bride?” “What took you so long? “Did you regret it and not want to marry me?” I’m sorry. She shed tears alone and buried her head in the arms of His Majesty. She said, “Don’t regret it.” I won’t play the flute with you in the middle of the night, and I won’t let you see me in a pink dress by myself, and I’ll never give you your fingernails again. Don’t regret it.”
I saw the Prince cry, and this was the rare warmth between them in the last decade.
The Prince took the river to bed at night, and his words were tender: “No regrets, but marry you.” I’m sorry.
Jiang evening saw the Prince laugh, and they were as close and gentle as teenagers.
His Majesty kept the river in his arms at night, and carefully contained treasures that had been lost for many years. “We’ll be happy and we’ll have lots of kids.” I’m sorry.
When the river was so late, she shivered, she slid her eyes, she put her mouth aside, her eyes were gruesome, she pushed the prince out of her mouth, and she laughed, “Do you remember the fun of the past?” I’m sorry.
“I am so stupid that I should not believe you.” I could have lived my whole life free, but I spent my whole life in this little yard. Do you think we’ll have children, son? I’m sorry.
The Prince’s body was shaken and his hands were still hanging on the back of the river.
It’s like a dying flower, and it loses its colour. Her face was full of tears, her hair was stuck to her face, she looked up at him, she had a very strange smile, and she said, “I regret I’ve fallen in love with you all my life. I regret even more that I have given up my life to marry you with honor and shame. I don’t want anything to do with you in this life. I’ll never forgive you. Even if I were a ghost, I would keep you awake. I’m sorry.
That day, he died in the arms of Cheon.
It has long been hard for me to be sad and to live and die. I had hoped that I would marry Keung late, and I had truly loved him so much.
But then the world changed, and it never came back. Who is it to blame? It is nothing but uncertainty.
When Jiang left late, the Prince seemed well and never went to the green house again. He took it seriously.
All these years they’ve loved, hated and hated, and they’ve lost everything.
Somehow, after the death of the river, I was born with a lot of heart. All those years of history, just remember her good. Remember that she was once a man of the highest quality, and then she became silent every day, wondering if she had a day’s pleasure in this palace?
I cried for her, and it was all these years.
I’m only 56 years old and I don’t feel good about my eyes.
I’ve never had love in my life, but I’ve spent my tears in love.
My nephew kept letting me go back to have a good time with him, and I always said wait, but now I think it’s time. There’s nothing left to stay in this big palace. It’s been 40 years since I entered the palace, and it’s time to live my life.
When I told the Prince, he laughed. That day he told me a lot about his childhood, about the King, about the Prince. He said he’d been so ignorant for 10 years that he asked me to work for him. He said he felt like he was done with his life.
He said that he had asked the river to be buried with him at night. Despite the senile name used by the river.
He smiled and told me that she still had her identity created that year in Yangzhou.
He talks about Yanzhou and says she’s happy and all three kids are big.
He said that he had married two women in his life, but none wanted to stay with him.
He said that he had gone to guard the border after he had settled the matter.
He said I was leaving him now.
He said he was still alone.
I didn’t say anything. I mean, you made this happen. But I can’t help but cry all over my back.
Ga and 13 autumn, I left the house. The nephew was waiting for me outside the house in a cow car. I packed up half a bag, only a little burden. I thought I’d have a lot of stuff in the palace for decades, but there’s only a little burden. And it’s amazing. I breathed, I smiled, and the next day was for myself.
I’m 66 years old. The niece had been married for the previous two years, and the niece-in-law had a fat and white child. That day I was going to buy a doll for the kids in the street, and suddenly I heard it. It’s a bad age memory, and I thought I’d continue to listen.
The man said that, while he was guarding his side, he killed dozens and dozens of scavengers who came in at midnight. Even though they killed a dozen people, they put their lives in it.
The man said King is a bad man. In the middle of the winter, there was snow in the night and it was so cold that he wandered in the snow at night without sleeping.
The man said that when the soldiers found him the next day, he was lying on the ground and had a knife in his hand. He was strangled alive by the men under him.
The following day, when the soldiers found him, he slept in cold and cold in blood.
When I was going to listen, he stopped and asked me, “Why are you so sad?” Do you know this king? I’m sorry.
And I said, “How can this be? Where are the royals in our city?” But I’m too old to hear such bloody stories. I’m sorry.
The man noded his head twice: “At that time, the King of China was the Regent who gave us half of the city, and there was no way to spare him.” I’m sorry.
Next second, I think I fell on the ground. I heard a lot of people yelling at me and a lot of people yelling at me.
In this noise, I suddenly think of King.
How could I forget? That’s what I saw when I grew up, and now I’m 45 years old, and I see it as a child of my own.
Even though I’m old, I remember, my son.
Finally!
I’m still very low. It says there’s no word in my head. The story feels thin and dog blood. I won’t.
No one’s finished this time. I want to applaud myself.
In the end, I hope every girl who’s been hurt in a relationship can find her own happiness! Record number: YX11WARx7GD
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.