It’s my 16th year of being a girl. I think I like the man.
Funny thing is, in two years, on his eighteenth birthday night, I’ll dump him.
If I had a choice, I’d rather dump him now.
But I didn’t have a choice.
One.
“Ann, Lin’s looking for me in front of Yang, “or less ice, less sugar? I’m sorry.
As many people lined up to buy milk tea, I saw him at first sight, looking at him: “No, today I want to drink all sugar and ice and pearls.” I’m sorry.
He smiles like he’s got a hand over him.
It’s my first official date with Lin Yuyang. He asked me to see a movie.
We’ve been in the same class since elementary school.
But it wasn’t until high school this year that Lin turned to me.
Or, in other words, the story has finally come to this point, and we’ve gone from two little guesses to a formal relationship.
I’m Jiang An. I’m a vicious woman in a book.
The whole youth of the male master forest, from 6 to 18 years of age, was taken by false pretences, and broke up with him in cold blood when he was most in love.
Lin Yingyang’s feelings were frustrated, and when he left the country to study, he met the hostess and two fell in love.
And I was envious, and I tried to break them up.
In the end, the man and the woman will end up with a family, and the woman will end with me.
The hostess is not an outsider. She’s my twin sister, Janin.
At the age of six, Jiangning met Lin Wingyang, like all the gossip stories, and the young ones only met one of them and became incomprehensible.
And I was sick at home the other day and never went out.
In the same year, my parents divorced, Janine went abroad with Dad, and I stayed with Mom.
Also this year, me and Lin Yaoyang entered primary school for only one year (4) and became partners.
He mistook me for Jiang Ning and began a story of a young boy, and it was not until he left the country to see him that he knew I had lied to him for 12 years.
Two.
The cinema.
Lin concentrates on the movie and I concentrate on his side face.
The light on the screen hit him in the face, strangling the sarcasm more clearly.
Maybe he saw it too clearly.
And he drew my left hand into his own hand, squeezing, and whispered, “Concentrate for the film.” I’m sorry.
There’s plenty of air in the cinema, but his hands are still warm.
And he noticed my finger was cold, and he took my other hand and held it in his arms.
I also want to focus on the movie.
Just I can’t.
Because I know that a minute later, Lin should kiss me.
Life’s rolls are already in my mind, and they clearly record every node of life.
This is our first kiss.
“Do you want to know what it’s like to kiss? * I went to Lin and asked *
So I can say it without hesitation at the age of 16.
Because, according to the rules, Jiang An is such a self-defeating man, shameless.
From the very beginning, she was greedy about the love of the sun, and used every means to impress his young heart.
“What are you talking about…” I can see it all.
He heard it, but he was afraid to respond, and he was betrayed by red ears.
I said, “Lin Dynamite.” I used my fingertips on him, and I kept playing with him in my ear. I’m sorry.
The two faces are close enough. He must feel my nose.
At last, the boy was holding back and kissed.
He has no skill, kisses are gruesome, but he has his lips on my lips, and he repeats them.
It was I who took the initiative and then he got some kind of inspiration and started to kiss me.
The nodes were successfully reached.
I couldn’t stop crying.
3
If there were, I would never let my first kiss happen like this.
I’d like to be like other girls in dark streetlights, in no-man’s school playgrounds, or in dark-painted cinemas, as long as…
As long as it’s the boy he loves, he wants to kiss me.
Perhaps with shame and all over his face, he asked, “Can I kiss you?” I’m sorry.
Maybe you tricked me into seeing her and then you stole a kiss while I wasn’t ready.
Maybe pretend to be old and push me on the wall.
But it’s not like this. It’s not like I let him kiss me.
But I don’t have a choice.
4
After watching the movie, Lin sent me home.
Every time I let him get to the intersection, I didn’t want him to see me living in the same slum.
It’s also a drama.
The leading man who lives in the sun, rich family, loving parents, has never seen the crudeness of the bottom of society.
And I, Jiang An, are selfish and sensitive, will not let him know about his family in order to keep that poor self-esteem.
“Ann, I like you so much. I’m sorry.
It’s already at the corner, and Lin won’t leave, holding my hands.
“Well, I know.”
I gave him a sweet smile.
Actually, I don’t know what he likes about me.
Just because you have the same face as Jiang Ning?
I can’t understand the story of the original book.
On the one hand, when I was six years old, the forest fell.
From the age of six to 18, he said he liked me.
But when I’m 18 years old and I’m back with Jiang Ning, I’m a mosquito on the wall.
Does he love this face or the soul behind it?
If it’s just this face, what’s the difference between me and Janine?
If it was my soul that loved me, how could 12 years of morning and evening be no match for Janin?
I don’t understand, and I don’t want to think about it.
“Do you like me? I’m sorry.
Lin pulled my mind back.
I can’t answer that question.
“Look, the sun is beautiful.”
I stretch my fingers to the sky.
The forest looked up to the sun, and I took the opportunity to raise my toes and leave a kiss on his lips.
The young man’s face is hotter than the evening sun.
I was not asked to do that, but I would not object to it.
Jiang An is one of those people, and she’s paying her dues for the forest and the sun.
The deeper Lin falls in love, the colder it gets when he breaks up.
5
And Lin said goodbye to the sun and I ran all the way home.
It’s not how much I want to go home, but if I don’t go to my house in the dark, I’ll be scolded and beaten.
I just spoke to Lin Haoyang and had to run.
There was no elevator in the old residential building, and I climbed up on the fifth floor in one breath, and I was in the hallway and I had to breathe, and I knocked on the door.
The old man opened the door.
Mom’s not home.
This is more alarming than her beating.
The old man’s name is King. He’s my stepfather.
I can’t call him Dad. I can’t call him Dad.
Face-to-heart stuff.
Ann’s back. “The kingdom was laughing to pick up my backpack, and I avoided it one by one.
He brought me a cup of tea from the table and made me look like a loving father. I’m sorry.
The dark brown tea, which did not know when it had fallen, was cooled and the unknown contents were deposited at the bottom.
I went straight to the kitchen and poured myself some water.
The boiling water, the hot air that rises up, gives rise to more nuanced sweatballs on the forehead.
It’s okay, I can wait for it to cool down.
Six.
I don’t want to be with the kingdom for a second.
He came back to his bedroom, locked the door and relieved himself by sitting at the desk before he realized that his fingers were burning red.
The fingers were burned because the cup had no handle, and I grabbed it in the wall.
The cup is from the forest to the sun, a lovely little pig ceramic cup.
Whoever broke the handle, it was broken when I came home from school one day.
I guess it’s Mom.
Because when I asked, she jumped like a thunderbolt and scolded me for spending money and buying useless things.
I argued that I didn’t pay for it. It was from my classmates.
And she said, “Why would someone give me a gift and make me ask if I gave someone something more expensive or did something bad?”
My mom, this is such a dark-hearted city-well bitch.
In her eyes, the world was dark, and everyone had a bad feeling, including her own daughter.
Destiny is not reasonable, and there are other reasons for it.
When Mom and Dad divorced, I talked to Mom and Janine and Dad.
So my life has become just like my mother’s, with the stench in the gutter.
Jiangning, like his father, stood at the top of the social pyramid and had the brightest and best future.
The pig’s cup was broken, but I couldn’t throw it, but I drank with it.
Lin-Yoyang is the only beauty of my life.
And the kingdom is strong, the devil who will drag me into the abyss.
My dear mother, she stood by the abyss and watched me and asked why I didn’t die.
7
In fact, I didn’t try to change the story, I wanted to stay away from the abyss.
But as long as I deviate from the original story on the key points, I will be reborn.
The first attempt was when Mom and Dad divorced.
They argued and finally agreed — half the property, one child.
Two notes, “Daddy” and “Mother”.
Jiang Ning and I are going to decide where we belong by scratching the tummy.
Maybe in their eyes children are just property.
I knew at that time that these two little groups of paper would be a watershed in future destiny.
Janin would have caught a group of paper written “Daddy” and had a good life, a well-deserved heroine.
And I went with my mother and married my stepfather, a monster, and I’m living in the mud.
It was born in a single child, but it ended up in the mud.
Why?
I want to change this damn fate.
I prepared another piece of paper written “Daddy” in advance, so I can go with Dad if I change it in my hand when I’m catching it and open it in front of Janin.
Everything went in the direction I had planned, and nobody found me cheating.
But when the paper was opened and the word “dad” was revealed, I was blind and unconscious.
When I woke up again, I was reborn.
Still in this world, I’m still Jiang An.
It’s just that my life begins on the day of the crash and begins again.
8
I don’t like it.
Because I find that there are things that I can really choose for myself.
For example, before the divorce, Dad bought us a new school bag.
One blue, one red.
Janin will ask me, “What do you want? I’m sorry.
Before I was reborn, I gave Jiang Ning a choice. She chose the blue one.
After rebirth, I didn’t ask her. I chose the blue one.
This did not trigger rebirth.
So I started a second try.
I chose the day I first met, when I was six years old.
If Lin had met me at first, not Janin, then he wouldn’t have thought I lied to him.
The plan was risky because it changed the story.
But what if this little change is not captured by the God of Destiny?
I can at least face up to Lin-yang.
And if you don’t do anything, you’ll end up wearing a bad hat.
I want to bet.
Win and get rid of this damn fate.
Lose. It’s a big deal.
So, I was supposed to be sick that day, sleeping in bed with my sister, despite the fever.
Destiny…
The God of Destiny once again put me on the bottom of my feet and mocked me.
I couldn’t even get out of my house. I fainted in my eyes.
I’m reborn.
9
So, from the day of birth, I went through the exact same scene, and I grew up to six years of age and came to that fate point again.
I didn’t go out this time and lie at home.
Janine came home and told me that she met a boy today.
He said, “If we meet again, I’ll have some milk!” “Jang Ning is so excited about the red face that he rolls around in bed with a fury bear.
I envy her.
I know what she’s talking about, and I’d love to meet him today.
But I had to lie in bed, listen to him and laugh and say that’s good.
The next day, just sick.
The nodes were successfully reached.
When Mom and Dad got divorced, I caught the “Mom” group without any surprise.
Mathematics teacher said that the catch was the most fair choice, not the order of who first.
The two of you scratched, the probability is 50%, and that’s the eternal truth.
But why, I always choose Mom.
In this world, I have a 100% chance of falling into the abyss.
Truth… how ridiculous it is here.
After the capture, Jiangning finally realized that we were about to split up and wept all night.
Dad fell asleep while she was crying and carried her gently away.
I didn’t shed a tear. Mom called me a heartless thing.
10
I don’t want to start over.
I’m not doing anything that would change the story, and everything that’s going on is going well with the original story.
On the first day of primary school, Lin Dyang became my colleague.
He identified me as Janin, and drew me a piece of sugar from the bag: “I’ll treat you with sugar if I see you again.” I’m sorry.
I don’t want to eat his sugar. I want to tell him you’re mistaken. I’m Jiang An, not the one you met.
But I won’t say anything. I’m scared to start over.
So I picked up sugar and said thank you.
Rip away the sugar paper, a little, white milk candy.
Sweet.
If he was a horse, I’d be a plum.
It’s only a pity that Jiangning is the real Green May.
I’ve been reborn twice, every time at the six-year-old node.
It’s been 18 years since we grew up again to six years.
Eighteen years, written in novels, may be just a text, even a short sentence — a wave of fingers.
But it fell on me 24 hours a day, 1440 minutes and 86,400 seconds.
Eighteen years, enough for an ordinary man to grow up from a baby in a bowl, and I was stuck in a six-year-old jump.
It’s been 18 years since I first met Lin Wingyang.
I didn’t think I’d like him.
What is the right of a man to like a man?
Jiang An, it’s just a puppet of the god of fate.
So-called love is just sugar in the frost.
Eleven.
After giving up on the struggle, life is briefly brightened.
I’ve been in the same class, from elementary to high school.
Since he was six years old, he’s been doing the man’s job — spoiling me.
When the other kids were still playing mud, Lin blinked and asked me:
“Ann, you’re too skinny. I’ll bring you lunch. I’m sorry.
I said, “Oh, this is great! I’m sorry.
Given my mom’s cooking and her own body that was really malnourished, I said yes.
Lin has been bringing me lunches every day, and every time he takes a giant lunchbox out of his little bag, I’m moved to spit.
He’s a man born with a golden spoon, and his cook’s cooking is such a waste.
The giant lunch box is for two, Lin and I eat with you.
It’s too fat! He eats.
The fried meatballs smell so good!
It’s not good! He had the cook trick me into eating the vegetables in the meatballs…
The meal fell off the table and he picked it up and threw it away and changed it to wipe out the sauce on my face.
I am so comfortable with the care of Lin Dynasty.
He’s thinking about it. It doesn’t matter.
It’s me who grew up eating his food.
When I’m happy, I’ll squeez his moist face, or I’ll rub his cute hair like a chicken, and I’ll ask him, “Lin loves peace, right? I’m sorry.
No matter what I do, he’s never upset, he’s just saying, “Well!” I love Anne! I love Anne! I’m sorry.
Well, everything’s going well.
I have not forgotten my duties as a woman.
Before the age of 18, Lin was only interested in Jiang An.
12
I have been well cared for by Lin Dynasty, which lasts until primary school.
Until the age of 13, Mom took me to remarry.
The kingdom is stronger than this demon.
My life wasn’t so bad before he showed up.
Mom was mean, but she never hit me.
She called me a waste of money, but she saves money every year for my tuition.
She usually doesn’t make me look good, but she buys me cakes on her birthday and says, “Beautiful daughter is a year old.”
She said I didn’t have a heart, but she held me in the middle of the night crying, “It’s all my mom’s bad and you’re suffering.”
I understood that she had vowed to be an old husband in vain and that one day she suddenly stopped loving herself, divorced and took a daughter.
Mom was just a human being, and life was hard on her, and she had to put it in her heart, and then it spilled over me.
If she hadn’t married the kingdom, everything would be fine.
If I hadn’t known the story in advance, I would have thought the kingdom was as honest as his appearance.
I didn’t tell Mom to stay away from this man, I just bought some trauma medicine to keep at home.
I can’t hide anyway.
After all, it’s part of the story.
13
There’s something I know that happens in a play, but I don’t know the exact time.
For example, the royal rape of a mother.
When it really happened, it came sooner than I expected.
For the first time, the Royal Government of China showed its true nature during the first summer holiday, when he married his mother for less than a year.
Before he got married, his mother only knew him to gamble. They met at the card table.
After the marriage, it was discovered that when the Kingdom loses its cards, it calls on his friends to drink without drinking.
He went home drunk that night because he had a fight with his mother about the money and then started hitting him.
I locked the door to my room, covered my ears with my hands, and couldn’t stop the dirty words in his mouth and his mother’s sad cry.
I knew it would happen, but I was still scared when it really happened.
Every cry and my heart trembles.
I didn’t take out the medicine box and drug Mom until the kingdom was tired and there was no movement outside.
Those wounds are shocking and will soon appear on me.
He didn’t beat me, he didn’t beat me, and what he did to me was far worse than domestic violence.
It’s Mom.
Because the Kingdom beat her more and more frequently, neither lost money nor was she drunk, indiscriminately and if it wanted to.
Domestic violence does not require a reason at all.
Mom’s been twisted in this torture, and she started hitting me.
Funny.
And when you look at it, it looks at you.
Whether fate or the perpetrator of the violence, they chose those who could not resist.
I can’t call the police, I can’t take it.
14
This year has been my 16th year of being a woman.
As soon as I entered the classroom, I felt the mood was not right, and a few girls looked at me and looked away.
Go to your seat and sit down.
On my desk drawer, I wrote a few words with a coat of paint:
Green, tea, pussy.
I smiled, and I had to say that it was not hard enough.
If I did, I’d just put a knife on it, shame it and report a damage to public property.
During the summer before high school, Lin suddenly grew up in the sun, from a cute little boy to a young one with a temper.
He’s got a big male ring on his back, and he’s a big focus on school.
Numerous girls fell in love with him, and the love letters were filled with his drawers every day, but he was bewitched by a tea-teamed Jiang An.
I was naturally targeted.
The writing on this table today is a pretty good one.
The paint wasn’t polished, the forest came to the sun and saw the words on the table.
The other girls were right. I did have tea in the tea, on purpose and slowly until he came to see it.
As I thought, Lin’s face turned ugly, and he grabbed my wrist: “Don’t rub it. I’m sorry.
“Shuss–” I shrunk my hands and took a breath.
Lin let go of his hand in front of Yang, and he knows that he didn’t even push when he grabbed me.
A moment later, he understood, pulling up my sleeve and a bruise on his arm.
“Your mother hit you again? I’m sorry.
The school bell rings, the teacher comes in, the classroom is quiet.
I nodded my head and put down my sleeve to cover the wounds.
That’s right. I’m trying to hurt Lin.
15
After school, I didn’t rush home and went straight to the roof.
There’s nothing good about going home.
There is no view of the roof, there is a library, there is a tower far away, there is a blurry mountain shadow further away, and there is an unknown road.
It’s just the wind that blows people’s minds.
My feelings for Lin Wingyang are summarized in only one passage:
“Jiann never liked Lin Wingyang, she just felt like her sister had everything and she had nothing.
Except for this teenage love.
So she accepted the love and kept asking for more. I’m sorry.
That makes sense.
Since there is no change, it should indeed be accepted.
According to the story in the book, I broke up with Lin Yaoyang at the age of 18 and he married Jiang Ning at the age of 24.
The last point was the night of Lin’s party with Yang and Jiangning, when I was drunk and had a bad scene, and I was finally thrown out.
I have nothing to do with it. It’s a blank in my mind.
If I were to be a woman and follow the guidance of fate, I would reach a node.
Can you have a life of your own after 24?
I don’t know the answer.
As long as it lasts, there will be answers.
16
“Ann. Ann. I’m sorry.
Lin Yaoyang came up to find me.
I turned and smiled at him.
“You don’t have to laugh at me all the time. He reached out to help me sort out the hairs that were blown up by the wind, and a little sighs.
My smile is on my face.
Yeah, why do I always laugh at him?
He hung his smile on his face without hesitation, even though he had no joy in his heart.
Because…
Jiang An will always show the best to Lin to Yang.
When I tried to escape the life of Jiang An, I unwittingly played him.
“Hmm. * I buried my head in the forest and it was a bit of a blackout. *
He gently touched my head with his hand: “Does it hurt? I’m sorry.
The warm palms touch from the head to the back of the head, for a moment, with reassuring force.
I remember the night Dad took Janine away, and he held me in his arms and touched me in the head, and he said nothing.
I had to bury my head deeper.
“Ann, you have to protect yourself. “When we graduate from high school, we go to college together, I can get you out of here.” I’m sorry.
He didn’t know I’d break up with him before high school.
The sun fell on his face, with a slight tremor in the wind, and the young’s eyes were clear and bright, gleaming their visions for the future.
I couldn’t help but kiss up there.
With his previous experience in the cinema, he quickly found the rhythm, and with a little bit of strength, he kept deepening the kiss.
Sometimes, I’m glad I can’t finish my life.
Where there are no details, it means I have some freedom.
I was asked for tea.
It’s so big that I snuck into the woods.
So long as it does not affect the main line, it does not trigger rebirth.
In one fate node after another, I was careful to pierce myself.
For example, at this moment, this kiss is not part of the scenario.
“Ann, you’ve kissed me a few times, you haven’t said you like me. I’m sorry.
The forest raised its mouth to the sun.
I’ve grown up to look like a child.
“Come on, I should go home. I avoided his eyes and went straight downstairs.
Jiang An doesn’t like Lin and Yang, just playing with his feelings.
So I must not say anything about Lin’s intentions.
17
The sun’s leftovers are getting weaker, and the light just disappears.
Lin carried me on a bicycle, so fast and so fast, he finally made it to the house in the dark.
It’s the kingdom’s door again.
More and more moms are not home, and my worries are growing.
The King is still smiling.
I didn’t want to talk to him, go straight to his room, but he pulled the bag, the whole person leaned back, and he grabbed him.
“Don’t hurry up with your homework.” The kingdom is holding me in its arms and pulling me on the sofa. I’m sorry.
He was breathing and he had a stinky smell of wine in his nose.
I panicked.
As my age grew, I also entered a young age and became a young girl.
The kingdom’s eyes began to be filled with something I should not have, and I tried to avoid him on a day-to-day basis, but today he was clearly drunk and ripped off a mask of hypocrisy.
The kingdom’s strong body, though not big, was strong, and I struggled in vain, and he pushed me on the couch, one hand strangling my throat and the other began to take off my uniform jacket.
I tried to slit my hand in my throat, but his fingers were as strong as steel, and I strangled him with my nails, and a slap fell on his face.
I’ll strangle you! I’m sorry.
As a warning, he increased the force on his hands and the feeling of suffocation sprung.
I’m not gonna die like that.
18
I shouldn’t have died here.
I’m 16.
It’s written, and it’s not until Jan’s twenty-four.
But why is it so real to feel dying?
The past nodes are beginning to come back to mind.
The first time I saw Lin-Yoyang, Lin-Yyang fighting for me, I took Lin-Yyang to the concert, Lin-Yang confessed to me, and Lin-Yyang kissed first in the cinema…
It’s all lin and yang.
Jiang An is a role that has been created because of the forest.
Then my mission is not finished. How can I die?
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
It’s Mom’s voice.
The hand strangling at the throat was loose and the air refilled with a chest cavity.
His face was sore and he felt a chill in the upper half.
I tried to sit up and put my shirt on, but my hands were shaking.
Get out of here! I’m sorry.
Mom picked up her uniform jacket on the ground and threw it on me, and I rushed into the bedroom with it and locked the door.
I felt the beating of my heart when I sat down at the door with no power.
I’m alive.
Scolding came out of the door, and I cried like a fountain, and I couldn’t make a sound.
Even though it was known that it would happen, at this point I feel endless fear and despair.
According to the story, during Jiang An ‘ s high school period, he was repeatedly subjected to sexual harassment by the powerful in the Kingdom, although he was unable to do so until the night that Jiang An and Lin broke up.
Women who play with male masters’ emotions are punished.
The author wrote my life in the most bloody story, and then he put on a vicious hat and was humiliated.
Things like this can happen every day after.
I once convinced myself that there was no longer any thought of changing the story, just until I was 24.
But now, it’s trying to suppress ideas, and it’s coming out of the heart.
19
The next day is Saturday, and it’s time not to go to school.
The bruises on the face and the strangulations on the neck were not covered, and it was inevitable that the students would be caught in the crossfire.
I can’t stay at home, I’m out with Lin on weekends, but I don’t want him to see me today, so I’ll send a message that he’s not feeling well.
A cup of soybean is now in front of us.
“I’m not feeling well and I’m still sitting here blowing? I’m sorry.
The forest measured me at the top of the sun, carrying soy eggs.
I’m conscious of covering my face with my hands…
It’s over.
The forest pulled me up to the sun, and his fingers touched his face with red and bruises, and his eyebrow wrinkled: “How did you hit me so hard this time? I’m sorry.
“How do you know I live here?” I’m sorry.
“And on this neck!” and he found more. I’m sorry.
The forest has tightened its fists to the sun, and its chest has fallen and its eyes are burning with anger.
He always had a temper, fought for me when he was a kid, and never saw him so angry.
“I couldn’t bear to return my hand, and I got mixed up. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t tell him what happened last night.
He’s still standing there staring at my face and neck.
I was afraid that he would continue to ask questions and hold him up: “Okay, well, I’ve been beaten so much, it’s already thick.” You just bought the eggs. I’m sorry.
He’s back to normal from his tight state, handing me the soy milk: “Drink first.” I’m sorry.
I put the soybean straw in my mouth, and he took the bag from my back and hung it on his shoulder: “Let’s go. I’m sorry.
20
We went to frequent cafes and sat in the quiet corner.
Lin told Yang that the eggs were cold, that the swelling was not working well, and went out to buy the hot ones again.
He broke his egg shell, stripped out a white, smooth egg and touched it on my face: “Is it too hot?” I’m sorry.
“No, I won’t. I’m sorry.
That’s why he put the whole egg in my face and came down and rolled back.
The eggs are soft, hot, comfortable.
He sat across from me at a small table, he was focused, he had no obscenities in his eyes, he was a young man of his age.
I suddenly no longer envy Janin.
After all, she’ll never see a forest like this.
After dealing with my face, the forest touched the sun with a knife on the table: “For you.” I’m sorry.
Almost immediately, I guessed his intentions.
I was hiding in my room last night, and I was thinking about what to do next time the kingdom is violent.
I took the knife and looked at it, it was a folding knife, it was very small and light, and I could put it in my pocket, and open it, and the sharp blade glittering the metal.
If you cut a man’s carotid artery with it, you must be using it.
“And Anne…”
I’m probably the one who noticed how beautiful I am, took the knife out of my hand, and held my hand in the proper way, “Ann, listen to me. This knife is for your protection. You can’t do anything stupid with it. I’m sorry.
I looked back and was surprised by what I just thought.
“Well, I’m not that stupid.”
I laughed in the woods to the sun.
And he was serious about it: “Remember me.” I’m sorry.
“Well, I promise you. If they hit me again, I’ll scare them with this knife. It won’t really hurt anyone. I don’t want to go to jail. I’m sorry.
“When I’m with you, I promise not to hurt you in any way, but in your own house. I can’t guarantee anything, so you…”
“So I will protect myself! * I’m interrupting * I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and he finally said nothing. Call the waiter.
I don’t have to tell you, I don’t have to promise.
If I really did something extraordinary, it would trigger a rebirth.
Everything I do, everything I say, has to be weighed in my heart.
Watch out for wings like thin ice.
21
That night, all three of us kept quiet.
It’s just that when I came home from school, Mom opened the door and it was a lot different.
She seems to have pushed out the game at night and left only during the day.
I didn’t have to hide in the bedroom in order to avoid the kingdom.
Life seems peaceful.
But I always think too well.
When I opened the bedroom door for the third time today in the living room, my mother pointed at me and yelled at me: “Why don’t you stay in the house and do your homework and come out and try to seduce me?” I’m sorry.
I stopped.
Snitch?
I’m just wearing the most common sports clothes, loose long sleeves, and even my ankles are covered.
Repeated presence in the living room was due to the fact that one of the books borrowed from the library could not be found and had to be searched.
My mother, instead of reflecting on what kind of scum she married, did she blame me?
I thought she was protecting me, but she’s just trying to watch out for me?
I don’t understand.
The kingdom sits on the couch with its legs on it, and beholdeth my eyes happy, and his mouth says, ‘Alas, how can it be safe?’ I’m sorry.
“You’re no good either! “Mom turned around and started scolding him again.
“Who are you calling a bitch?” “The kingdom kicks through the cupboard, “I see you’re in trouble again. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I finally found my book in a pile of groceries by the table, a few drops of oil on the cover, and it’s not broken.
Back in the bedroom with headphones, the world finally calmed down.
Put your hand in my pocket. I touched the knife. It’s warmed up.
I feel like I’m not that scared anymore.
22
Up to second grade, school starts at night.
I’m happy because it means that time at home has been reduced and that there is no need to follow the rules of moving in the dark.
And for a little reason, I can go see Lin play basketball.
Next month there will be a year-old basketball game, with Lin Tsiyang as the main player, who practice on the basketball field every afternoon after school.
Before I got close, I heard a wave of screams higher than a wave, and there were three, three or two girls running around and saying, “Come on, come on, come on, come on.
In addition to the girls whom he attracted, a number of boys were also present and were studying his basketball skills.
It’s like a stone-sucking forest. Wherever he is, the crowd gathers.
I’m tired of squeezing and sitting on the stand.
The forest wears white jerseys, displays symmetrical arms and calves, and is skilled in the field.
The evening sun was red, and the early autumn wind was gentle, with the perfect coolness.
And I kept my eyes closed for a moment.
There was a chorus of cheers, and it was the forest that made it to the sun.
He turned and celebrated with his teammates, found me, jumped up and waved at me.
Too far away to see his face, but imagine his face.
And when I didn’t react, he jumped like a spring, and made people look at the stand, and I waved at him, and the spring stopped.
He hasn’t changed at all. He’s got so many people looking at him, but he only cares if I see him.
After the ball was played, the forest pushed all kinds of towels and beverages delivered to him into the sun and straight towards me.
And I said to him, “What if you don’t pick up so many of the love letters? I’m sorry.
“You’ve missed it. Why don’t you write me a compensation? # Lin asks the sun. #
You can’t be molested.
“Drink your water. I threw the mineral water in his hand.
He drinks water on his head, his throat rolls up and down in rhythm, his forehead is sweating down his cheeks, he slips over his throat, he slips over his collarbone, and he slips all the way to a place he can’t see under a basketball dress.
I’m fascinated by the fact that he’s drunk.
“What’s going on?”
“I… I see you’re sweating, but I don’t have a towel…” “I’m so hot, I’m making excuses.”
“Then you watch, I’ll show you once. I’m sorry.
The forest has a bad smile on the corner of the sun, and it doesn’t know what to demonstrate.
I had to look at him.
The next second he pulls up a basketball suit and starts to sweat.
A clear line of wheat-shaped abdominal muscles appeared suddenly.
It’s not hot now. It’s hot.
Isn’t it supposed to be me?
Who the hell is this?
“Let’s go.” Lin put his clothes down to the sun and laughed so badly, “Don’t wear towels anymore. I’m sorry.
23
Whatever it was that mother stayed at home every night, it worked for me.
The Kingdom has stopped for a while.
I go home to school most of the day and try to behave as well as avoid being beaten.
It’s okay to be 17 years old.
When I was a kid, my mother would be home for my birthday, and I couldn’t have offered to do it since she married the kingdom.
I’m sick of thinking about what it means to be strong.
So after I was 13, I spent every year with Lin Dynasty Yang.
I was only a day older, but he was satisfied with the age difference and said he didn’t want to fall in love with my sister.
His birthday is Christmas Eve, I’m at Christmas.
Together, we’re so close, we’re just going to live together.
Lin says Christmas is the day of my birthday.
If I don’t want to, I’ll brainwash him. “Look, my name is Jiang An, and it’s not until my birthday is over.”
Brainwashing failed, and he still disagreed.
And finally, we thought of a two-size-fits-all plan.
Blow out the candles together at 0:00 on their birthday.
That night of the year, Lin took the cake to a small park near my house and then I snuck out of the house and met him.
This year, unexpectedly, it’s 11:30 p.m., and Mom is still watching TV in the living room and doesn’t mean to sleep.
I made it to 11:50 in the bedroom and there was still light in the door.
No, we can’t wait any longer.
I opened the bedroom door and walked out.
“Why are you still up? “Mom’s high on megus, staring at me.
“My aunt’s here. Get a towel downstairs. I’m sorry.
She didn’t say anything. She looked back on TV.
Close the door quietly and walk down the stairs.
As soon as I got out of the unit building, I was running, my heart was beating, and the whole thing was like flying.
24
When I ran all the way to the park, the forest had made cake and put candles in it.
“Yes, I’m sorry…” I explained, “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay. Blow the candle. It’s almost time. I’m sorry.
He touched the lighter and made a fire and lit the candle several times.
It’s getting cold in December. He’s waiting for me so long, he must be freezing.
“Well, 30 seconds. The forest took a look at the sun and protected the flames with its hands. I’m sorry.
He closes his eyes and I close my hands.
And though it may not be possible, I have acquiesced in my wish,
I want to always be with Lin.
Once every year my wish was to escape this tragic fate, but this year I changed my mind.
It’s not going to happen anyway.
When they opened their eyes, the snow came up in the sky.
It’s the first snow this year.
The forest closed its eyes to the sun and its face was pious, and a small snow grain fell on his eyelashes and melted away.
And yet another snow drops on the eyelashes, and he opens his eyes against Our eyes.
“Happy birthday, Ann. I’m sorry.
“Happy birthday. I’m sorry.
The candlelight beats in his dark eyes, and it seems so gentle.
And his face was drawing near to me, and the candles in his eyes were magnifying, and they were so big that they disappeared, and cold lips fell on my lips.
This is Lin’s first kiss.
I’ll always remember this night.
We didn’t blow out candles this year. The wind blew out.
Perhaps the wind knows that my wish will never be fulfilled.
The next birthday is time to separate.
25
On the way home, I didn’t forget to buy a sanitary towel.
Mom was still in the drama scene and didn’t find me out for a while.
Close the bedroom door and finally put your suspended heart down and spread out your tight palms with a ring in it.
I put it on an anonymous finger, right in size.
Since I was six years old, I’ve been given a ring every year on my birthday to Yoon, each of which fits perfectly to my no-name.
Then, when he was six years old, he put a small ring in my hand, and said to me, solemnly, “Am and I will marry you when I grow up.” I’m sorry.
Boys grew later than girls, and he wasn’t even taller than me that year.
And now the forest has risen above me, and he says: ‘Peace, soon, I will soon be able to marry you. I’m sorry.
These things are not mentioned in the story.
I thought I’d just enjoy the love of the forest to the sun and kick him off.
But I found it hard.
And every more day he spends, the difficulty adds a point.
Lin Wingyang is not just a name, not just a role in a book, but also a living person.
He bites his caps when he reads them early, he falls asleep, he cries for pain, he wants me to hug him, he doesn’t like to be told he’s cute, he drinks coffee, he’s afraid of sugar and milk, he closes his eyes before kissing me.
It’s all I know.
It doesn’t say a word about it. It’s just that he’s written well by someone.
The book also states that Jiang An never liked Lin Wingyang.
Those who write books control not only the fate of everyone but also their hearts.
The heart is something that can never be controlled.
I took off the ring and put it in a small box, counting this one, and in total I’ve laid 12 rings big and small.
They belong to me, but they will not wait for the day when Lin will marry me.
I hid the box in the deep of the drawer with the heart that loved him.
26
Johnny’s back.
She knocked on my door.
The magic of the twins, we’re not living together after six years of age, and she’s just like me, even the hair of the horns.
So when I saw the man standing outside the door, I knew she was Gangning.
“Sister, long time no see”
She smiled and said hello, but my back was cold.
This is not the original story.
When I didn’t answer, Jiang Ning came in and sat down and said, “Why don’t you sit down?” I’m sorry.
I can’t move.
I didn’t meet him until after I broke up with Lin.
Now that we’re only seventeen years old, we’re not breaking up.
But she came back and sat on my couch.
It all happened so suddenly I didn’t know what to do, what to say.
After all, I’m afraid of rebirth.
Don’t worry, it won’t be born again. I’m sorry.
Jiangning seemed to see through my mind and smiled and said,
Time seems to have stalled for seconds.
My brain is blank, lost in thinking.
“Did you ever think that we could actually switch identities? I’m sorry.
Janine goes on.
My heart beats so hard, it almost explodes.
I didn’t think, never!
When we were little, we did play a special game between twins — swapping identities.
Under the eyes of Mom and Dad, enjoy the excitement of being someone else.
But it was a child.
“I don’t want to marry Lin Dynasty, I have a life and no feelings for him. It’s you who’s been with him. You should have married him. I’m sorry.
Every word that Janin says is undermining my knowledge of the world.
I don’t even think about it.
My boldest idea is to kill the kingdom.
It’s just a matter of thinking.
“But my life on this side is not a good one…” And I have to talk hard, and these things have to be told to Janin, “If you switch, you’ll be miserable. I’m sorry.
“I know, you don’t have to worry. I don’t live here. As long as you leave the country with Lin, after 18 years of age, and we swap abroad, you have him and I have freedom. I’m sorry.
“But I’m not going abroad with him…”
According to the story, Lin left the country without me.
“I’ll arrange these things. “Janning leans on the couch and looks at me, “So, do you want to change it or not? I’m sorry.
She had a soft look on her face, just like the one that asked me what color I liked.
Living in different circumstances over the years makes her look like a strong and confident queen, and I am the only little girl who can promise.
Is that the difference between a woman and a woman?
The woman’s life can only choose the color of the school bag, while the woman’s life can be modified at her own discretion.
Maybe Janine’s in the book, too. Maybe she has more authority than me?
The reason is no longer relevant.
Having talked to her so much that it didn’t trigger a rebirth would mean that I wasn’t doing it.
I can promise her not to be reborn.
Every cell in the body trembles because of excitement and tension, and I licked dry lips:
“I changed. I’m sorry.
27
After these two words, I look dark and the whole person falls back.
This familiar feeling…
Are you reborn again?
With a strong sense of loss, I opened my eyes.
The house was dark, and the light from the curtains sewd through the desk, where my English textbooks were available.
I touched my pyjamas and heavy cotton.
Everything shows it’s not a rebirth, but I had a dream.
Just a dream.
There was no real change, so there was no rebirth, there was no return.
I should be happy, shouldn’t I?
But when you close your eyes, something comes out of your eyes.
The vision of the dream is clear now.
“Do you want to change?”
“I changed. I’m sorry.
I want to switch.
I want to change my dreams!
How can Janine know my home address after all these years of sleep, and how can she be the same as me?
I don’t know what she looks like, so I can only put her face in a dream.
I am so eager to be with Lin Wingyang forever that I imagined my life to be the one to have Jiang Ning.
How ridiculous.
I feel ridiculous myself.
When it calmed down, I found myself burning and dizzy.
It’s probably cold out at night and fever.
I fell asleep.
28
He woke up again because he was thirsty, he had an inflammation in his throat, and he did it like he was going to break his lips to his throat.
I had to drag a weak body to the living room for water.
The cold water slipped from the tip of the tongue to the throat, and thirst finally subsided, and I drank the whole glass.
A glass of open water was poured from the warmer bottle and ready to be carried back to the bed.
Suddenly someone grabbed me from behind.
In order to prevent me from calling for help, he covered my nose and mouth with one hand, while the other reached into the pyjamas.
The kingdom is the beast!
I couldn’t break his grip, and now I have a fever.
I underestimated the great dangers of the kingdom by putting a knife in my jacket pocket and not at this time.
In front of you, there’s only a glass of boiling water.
I couldn’t wait to think about it. I threw it right back at me.
“Shit!”
The kingdom’s hand was loose in an instant, and I cried, and I went back to the bedroom and locked the door.
It was a close one.
When I sat on the bed unsettled, I felt the fire on the right shoulder.
It’s burned.
Most of the water just fell on the kingdom’s face and fell on me.
It hurts. It doesn’t hurt.
I’m not gonna die of fever, I’m not gonna die of burns, I’m not gonna die.
Sleep. Sleep doesn’t hurt.
29
It’s still burning up in the morning.
But I have to go to school. Mom’s going out during the day, and I’m afraid to stay home.
Two classes were held in a mess, and I didn’t last in gym class. I fainted.
When the school doctor woke up, Lin stood next to me.
“Ann, are you okay?”
I close my eyes and nod my head.
Okay, just fainted, not reborn.
I thought I fainted every time I lost consciousness before I was born again.
Today, the real fainting is different.
Before fainting, it was disgusting, it was vomiting, it was panicking, it was sweating and then it was unconscious.
And when they were reborn, it was like being pulled out of power, and the world just disappeared.
I’m actually lying here, comparing the two experiences.
Suddenly I feel a little funny.
“Why are you laughing? “The school doctor said you had a fever. I’m sorry.
“The burn is smarter than you.” “I opened my eyes and laughed back.
“Yes, yes, you’re the smartest. “I am so smart that I don’t know if I am sick.” I’m sorry.
“Did you carry me here? I suddenly think I’m on the playground.
“Not really. I’m sorry.
“Who carried that? I’m sorry.
“Guess what?”
I thought about it, the whole class, no, the whole school couldn’t find a second person.
I was confused, and I saw the look of Lin’s eyes, and he roused his face: “There are others in your heart.” I’m sorry.
“Oh, no, I didn’t…” I just wanted to explain, and I found it wrong.
“You said you didn’t carry it. “Who else is there besides you? I’m sorry.
The bun’s face was blown out, and he approached me, and he laughed, “Ann, it wasn’t me who carried you here. I’m sorry.
The face of the forest towards the sun is so close to me that it can clearly see him with a clear eyelashes, a tall nostrils, a well-articulated cheekbones.
And, sexy lips.
If the school doctor hadn’t come by suddenly, I might have kissed again.
“There’s no big deal. Go back to rest and take your medicine. I’m sorry.
“Wait, teacher.” I called her.
“Anything else?”
“Do you have any ointment? “I’ll show the red shoulder.
Come on, let’s take care of it.
Although the burns don’t die, it really hurts.
30
When the school doctor saw my burns, Lin smiled.
The two men went to the school building in silence and stopped.
“Ann, you promised me you’d protect yourself. I’m sorry.
Yeah, I promised him.
I want to tell him that I have done my best and that I have prepared for the worst.
But where do we start?
“It’s just a little burn. Look, I didn’t get hit this time. I’m sorry.
I lifted up my sleeve and showed him my arm without bruises.
I still can’t say what the kingdom has done.
“I know you’ve got something in your heart that doesn’t matter. “It’s my fault I’m not strong enough to change your life.” I’m sorry.
He kept his head down like a child who did something wrong.
“No, it’s not your fault. I held him in my hand, and I comforted him, “Don’t think about it. We’ll leave together when we graduate from high school.” I’m sorry.
That’s all he said.
Nobody has the power to change this.
I can’t, he can’t.
I’m dominated by fate, and I can only walk in the right direction.
Everybody’s a wiring puppet.
In a year’s time, I’ll be gone forever.
I’ll treasure the rest of the year.
31
The year went on fast.
Perhaps because of the increasing level of schooling, it feels faster than in the previous decade.
Learning does not change my destiny, but is part of what must be maintained.
Because of one thing in the book:
“Jean’s hard at learning, never dropped out of the first 10 years. I’m sorry.
Of course, the man who is the master of the forest has always been the first grade and does not need to work.
That’s why I learned so hard that he brought me lunch, bought me tea, took notes, copied the wrong question…
And ride me home every day.
There were always a lot of people on the way to school, with car horns and bicycle bells, and he drove me around in people and traffic, and the evening wind was on my face, lifting up his uniform and pulling up my long hair.
Everything is the best look of youth.
But good things never last.
The moment of separation has finally arrived.
In familiar little parks, the forest lit birthday candles to the sun.
Blow out the candle and I’ll break up with him.
Although I can’t even think of the reason why I broke up.
In the novel, the reason is that Jiang-an never liked Lin-Yang.
I broke up with Jiang An for Lin Dynasty.
Time slips slowly to midnight.
“Come on, it’s time to make a wish. I’m sorry.
I reminded Lin to turn his eyes off.
This year, I can’t think of any wish.
When he opened his eyes, Lin looked at me, and this year he made his wish very quickly.
“Happy birthday, Ann. I’m sorry.
“Happy birthday. I’m sorry.
That’s the last time you said it.
When the candles go out, it’s over.
Blow the candle. I said:
The forest turned to the sun, but he put his face together, and his eyes were glittered with orange candles, which were magnified and amplified.
Like last year, he wanted to kiss me.
But not this year…
We’ll blow out the candles at zero.
Time is running out.
“Wait, let’s blow the candle first. “I’m panicking to push the forest away to the sun.”
And he didn’t hear it.
How did this happen?
It’s too late.
Time came to zero, and he kissed me.
In the dark, the world disappeared again.
I’m reborn.
He lived to the age of 18 and was reborn.
What’s wrong?
It’s not my problem. I didn’t make any changes.
It was Lin who blew the candle.
Why doesn’t he blow?
I suddenly remembered the dream that Janin and I were going to swap. Is there another soul in Lin’s body?
He had his own idea?
That idea made it impossible for me to calm down and answer everything, and I had to ask him clearly.
32
Primary school is only one year (4).
It finally reached the first day of primary school.
Everything’s the same as last time.
And Lin became my colleague, and he touched me a piece of sugar from his bag: “If we meet again, I’ll buy you sugar.” I’m sorry.
Not even what he said.
No, I don’t want to play anymore!
If you must be reborn, instead of living in fear until 18 years old, ask now!
“Are you…?
I wanted to ask him, were you born again?
But it was only half-speak, and the forest blocked it.
He shoved the sugar in my mouth and covered my mouth and said, “Is it sweet?” I’m sorry.
He looked me in the eye, and his eyes burned.
I suddenly read something in his eyes and noded.
He let go of his hand and said: Yes. I’m sorry.
“I think so too. I’m sorry.
He answered the questions I did not ask.
He’s reborn!
And he knew if he said something he shouldn’t, it would trigger rebirth, so he stopped me!
I don’t have to take this anymore!
There was so much thought in his head and so many questions to ask him, but nothing could be said.
I fear that by saying the wrong thing, it will trigger a rebirth again.
“Ann, let me tell you a story. Lin said to Yang, “You have to listen carefully. I’m sorry.
Yeah, I didn’t think of that!
As long as we don’t talk about the drama, we can circumvent the limit!
Lin said to Yang:
“There was once a lovely little girl who woke up one morning and suddenly found herself turned into a rabbit.
The witch in the forest sent her to the kingdom of rabbits and told her that as long as she stayed here until the prince of rabbits and the princess of rabbits married, she would be returned to humanity.
If you dare to reveal that you are human, you will be punished.
So she learns to eat grass, she learns to jump like a rabbit, and she bites her teeth, even though she doesn’t like it at all.
She’s a good girl. We call her a good boy in the back story.
Later, Rabbit had met Prince Rabbit when they were both rabbits.
Two little rabbits ate grass together, grew up together and lived happily for years.
Prince Rabbit had no idea that the witch had arranged for him to marry Princess Rabbit, and he thought he would stay with her forever.
Until the day when Prince Rabbit grew up, he had a dream that he and Rabbit’s children were human beings who were turned into rabbits by the witch.
And the bunny didn’t like him at all, just following the witch’s orders.
He also knew the witch’s biggest lie was about rabbits.
The witch had no intention of turning the rabbit baby back into a human being, and when the prince of the rabbit and the princess of the rabbit got married, the rabbit boy would disappear from the world forever.
Not just from the kingdom of rabbits, but with her human body.
This dream scares the Prince of Rabbit, who doesn’t want to lose his boy, so he tried to do something human to prove it.
He was punished by a witch.
Now, Prince Rabbit knows what’s in the dream is true, but he doesn’t know how to break the witch’s spell.
He did not want to marry Princess Rabbit, even if he could not return to humanity, and if he continued to suffer punishment, he only wanted to be with her.
The only thing he can do is tell the bunny the truth and ask her if she’d like to stay with Prince Rabbit. I’m sorry.
33
I know everything.
The bond of 12 years with him is enough for me to understand the hidden information behind the story.
Prince Rabbit is him, Rabbit is me.
We knew from the beginning that we were women in the book, and that the forest would not awake until it was eighteen.
When he woke up, he knew the story after he was 24.
I was naive enough to think that when he and Jiang Ning got married, he would be free, but the fact is that I would die.
So in my script, it’s a blank after 24 years of age.
Lin found out about the ending, but he was unable to change the story, so he deliberately refrained from blowing candles and used rebirth to stop the story.
At the end of the story, he asked me if I wanted to be with him if I wanted to be in the book and be reborn.
If I don’t want to, I can die at 24 and leave the world forever.
If I want to, neither I nor he will live to be 18 years old, reborn and recycle.
Actually, he could not have told me all that.
Jiang An’s fate is bleak, but Lin’s fate is perfect.
He can do nothing without knowing what he’s leading, leaving me, marrying Janine, having a happy ending.
But he chose me.
He’s not even sure that I really love him, because my script asks to seduce him.
But he chose me.
“I think she’d like that. I’m sorry.
I gave the answer.
That’s probably the best idea I can come up with.
There’s nothing wrong with revolving the pleasure of being 18 years old.
34
This time, in addition to the completion of the drama, we have done a lot of things we were afraid to do before.
On the summer off of junior high, Lin told his parents that he was no longer a child and wanted to travel alone once.
He also proposed to bring a good classmate.
Not only did his parents agree, they said they had to take care of his classmates together with the school travel costs.
The classmate — naturally me.
We went to Disneyland, we laughed at each other on a merry-go-round horse, and we squeezed and screamed more than anyone while the roller-drive fell.
I was tired and bought ice cream to ride the Ferris wheel.
When the Ferris wheel reached its highest point, we had our first photo.
“You are still childish,” said Lin, with a photograph taken by the sun, and said. I’m sorry.
Show me. I’m sorry.
He took the picture to the left, he didn’t show it to me, and I fell on the seat.
In that picture, I was laughing stupidly with two ice creams, and Lin was dumber on my head.
I love this picture.
Because it’s just like the school roof of that year.
The night was coming, the crowd was moving in the same direction, and the fireworks were about to begin.
Lin was afraid of losing me and kept holding my hand tight.
The night was thicker, and a blue light was the first to cut through the night sky above the castle, rising immediately after a few fireworks emptied, woven in the sky, full and beautiful.
When the fireworks opened up, Lin kissed me secretly.
The kiss fell on the corner of the mouth.
Because…
It’s not the first kiss yet.
Both eyes were full of unprovoked feelings.
Our bodies are in their teens, and the souls that hide them have loved them for many years.
35
Although we’re on the brink of rebirth, we try to avoid the main line.
It’s always the longest time for rebirth.
Because a happy childhood is no better than a few short years.
The youth is like the pyrotechnics in the night, and they are short and desolate.
The 18th birthday was still on schedule.
Lighting candles means it’s time to separate, and next time it’s six years later.
I think I’ve always owed Lin a word to Yang.
This is a statement that triggers rebirth, so I will speak now.
I’ve been trying to escape Jiang An’s fate, but I’ve been forced to play Jiang An.
This time, I’ll let Lin know that I like him, not because of the drama.
“Lin Jaeyang, listen to me. I’ve been holding on to this for years, only once. I’m sorry.
Say it. * He’s got a smile in his mouth and his eyebrows are full of drowning *
“Lin Pyoyang, I like you, not the sort of drama. I’d still like you if you weren’t the main actor, Lin. I’m sorry.
I wanted to kiss him again, but it was too soon to be born again.
It’s okay, next time kiss.
We have a lot of time.
End 36
I can’t remember. This is the first rebirth.
Today is the day when Jiang Ning first met Lin and Yang, and I lie in bed and roll over and fall asleep.
And he fell asleep blindly, and heard Jiangin whispering to me: “Sister, sister. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I sat up with my eyes and I had a yawn.
There’s one more person beside the bed.
“Sister, he’s a new friend I just met today. I heard you were sick. I wanted to see you. “You see, he brought you some sugar.” I’m sorry.
The boy, with a clean skin, a tall nose and a dark, bright eye under a thick eyelashes.
He looked at me smiling and he looked like his eyes were bending.
“Beanie, you seem to have lifted the witch’s spell.” I’m sorry.
36 (over and above)
“Yoyang, come in.”
Lin was waiting outside the dressing room for a while and finally heard Jiang An calling him, waiting to push the door in.
The girl in the house stood on his back, had a long shawl, had a fish-tailed dress cut off and had a thin waist.
Today is his day to marry Jiang An.
It’s a beautiful back, but it’s not right.
“Janning, where’s your sister?” I’m sorry.
The girl turned back, and her face was covered with incredible words: “No! Brother-in-law! You can tell between us from the back? I’m sorry.
“I won, right? As I said, I’m sure you’ll recognize him. I’m sorry.
The white dress of the wedding dress, the sutures of which are sewn from the chest to the top, shines in the natural light.
But in the eyes of the forest, the man in the wedding dress is the most glamorous and charming.
Her face was slightly red and every inch of her skin was white, and a thin veil did not cover the sexy collarbone and elegant swan neck.
“I don’t believe it! Mom and Dad sometimes can’t tell. He can’t be that good! “You must know your wedding dress before you know it! I’m sorry.
“It’s the first time he’s seen me in a wedding dress,” he smiles, “By the bet, don’t cheat, start my internship tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
“I know! Got it! “I’m going to talk to the handsome guy I just met.
“Go. The handsome man is the best man today. Tomorrow is your top boss. I’m sorry.
Jiang An smiled and sent her out, and the twin sister, who had been a child since childhood, remained the same.
Turning back to her, she looked at her, staring at her, laughing at the person before her, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“Ann, you’re beautiful. I’m sorry.
The forest is dark as ink, and its throat slid.
“I didn’t know I’d come to see you…” He dragged Jiang An into his arms, bowed his head and bit her earlids, and breathed hot, and said, “Rabbit, I’ve been holding it for years, but now it seems I can’t take it…”
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
