How do you write a story like, “The world knows I’m in love with San, and it was the Fourth Brother who started the big wedding?” – What?
One.
The world knows I’m in love with San, but the day I was married, it was the 4th.
He stood before me, standing low, with cold eyes. Somehow I remember a lot of things when I was a kid.
My parents are beggars under the capital’s roots.
I’ve had a hard time for ten years, and I’ve forgotten.
But I will always remember that day when the snow flew and the royal city was covered with a murderous white, with parents holding each other together on herbs, as tight as shells to protect their precious daughter, that is, me.
I passed out, whether I was hungry or cold, or I was hungry. When I woke up, I opened my eyes to the eyes of a young man who had mercy.
The distance between us is like a world apart. The young man was thin, not sick, white, but written everywhere about the nobleness which I could not afford.
I wanted to talk, but my voice was mute, and I was so busy making one unheard sound that I was afraid to scare away such a nice little boy.
“Don’t be afraid, I’m coming. This is the first thing he said to me.
Soon someone came and dragged my parents out of my life, saying that it was not appropriate to pull, and that it would be better to say goodbye. They were ripped apart, like a whole piece of ice, and I even saw my father’s black finger stuck to his mother.
They died. They died in this disaster. Then I knew that the scourge in our eyes was a joyous sight for those who were honoured.
He took me warm from the middle of the two slabs of ice, step by step on the snow, step by step away from the walls of the city, and walked into the palace of His Highness, pulling me into his world.
So I became the little daughter of the Your Highness, and he became my fourth brother, Lin.
He’s only four years older than me, but he’s got a lot more in his eyes than I am, and he’s sad.
I used to have a name called Golden Flower, and Brother Four said that when he first met me, he thought I had a hard life and called me Sin, and my name was Lin Sing, but I liked my previous name.
The Four Kings are the bridesmaids, who have two sons, my sister and my brother.
My sister’s name is Lin Fong-hwa, and she’s a brilliant daughter of the capital. Every time I saw her, even a glimpse from a distance, I felt ashamed of myself, and she was not proud of me, the child whom I had brought up, so that there would be no cross.
I’m one year older than my steady brother Lin, but I’m a child with a spleen, maybe a child with sugar. I don’t like him, either. Because he is the only one who does not despise me, and he is the only one who calls me by my own name.
Speaking of which, I’ve got a second brother who died a long time ago.
Lin and San don’t let me play with San, saying that I’m from this age and that I’m a traitor to San, but I don’t believe him.
“Golden Flowers! The peach blossoms of the Queen’s Peaches are blooming. Let’s go. I’m sorry.
I was learning to paint under the eyelids of the woods, and I painted peaches full of trees. Before I could answer, Lin held me down, went out without a word, said something to San, came back without a word, and said nothing about going to the peach.
I’m grateful that he brought me here, so I rarely disobeyed him.
And when a peach blossom was made, he squeezed his chin with weight: “Thou art ungodly, and your mind has already gone forth into the forest of the city of peaches.” And I’ll take you to hell, remember, I took you, not your brother, and if you want to go somewhere else, just tell me, and don’t keep me from talking to anyone else. I’m sorry.
“Yeah! When I heard it, I heard it coming down, but he tried to keep it down.
The parents of the peaches on the west side of the city never took me, and the mother said that the peach blossoms were so beautiful that they must not be seen as obnoxious and obscene. Father said that there were few people there and no money.
For the first time in my life, since I met Lin Lin, I’ve had many different layers of clothes, first time I’ve had a lot of cakes, first time I want to eat a lot of cakes, first time I need no roofs, first time I sleep, first time I’m not afraid of being pushed away… There’s no reason why I should come to his world, and I’ve made a lot of jokes when I came to his home.
This is the first time I’ve seen peach blossoms in my life.
Winds are fragrances, and wind rises and dances. And I did not speak to him after the forest, but looked at him, but I didn’t know when he was gone.
I was overwhelmed by the wind and the petals of peaches. I didn’t know when I had become so vulnerable.
“Golden Flowers! The sound of the man became my lifeline.
“The third brother! “I fell in his arms with my short legs, and I choked, and I thought I was going to live on the streets again. I’m sorry.
I’m scared, I’m afraid to go back to the wall.
I’m not stupid, but I’ll be a lady in the court of court because I’m a good man, and if it is, what would I do? I can’t help but think of it here.
I’m never going back to the walls again.
“It’s all right, it’s all right.” He comforted me, “How come you’re alone, Brother?” I’m sorry.
The voice of San awakened me, and I looked up at him and squeezed out a bitter smile: “We were lost and we met you.” I’m sorry.
Seeing me is no big deal, San joked: “You know all day long about your brother, you’re not just his brother. I’m sorry.
I can’t hide my thoughts anymore.
“He can bring me one word and let me go. How dare I not turn around him?” I’m sorry.
“Just because of this? The voice of Brother Four suddenly came out of my back.
I looked back and saw Lin Zheng standing there without face, but I could see he was angry.
I don’t understand why he’s angry, but I know I can’t piss him off. I was going to run and explain to him, and he turned and left, while San grabbed my wrist and blocked my way.
“Now that we’re here, we’re going to have a fun day, forget about his weird temper. I know him. He won’t be angry for long. I’m sorry.
I’ll believe it.
“Don’t forget, I’m the eldest son. I’m sorry.
I woke up like a dream. Yes, in this palace, the San brother is much higher than Lin, and if Lin is the last straw I left behind, he is certainly a bigger one.
I felt like I was just a child when San was having sex with him, and we were late to come back to the house after being reminded.
The first thing to do was to go to his room and apologize to him. I didn’t feel wrong about myself, but in the end I was under the fence, and since he was angry, I should apologize.
He’s waiting for me there.
“Sin, do you really like Sankoto more? I’m sorry.
“What? I don’t know what Lin said, but I do prefer to play with San, but I also like the four.
I took a step closer, and I came with a drink.
“Four, why are you drinking? Father, he…”
“Father won’t let me live. But I’m still alive. He won’t let me bring you in, but you’re still brought in. What do you say he won’t let me do?” What else should I do? I’m sorry.
“You’ve been drinking too much…” I’ve never seen him look so deformed.
“I ask you, do you prefer San?” I’m sorry.
I can’t nod my head, but he’s like he’s nodding my head, laughing at me, and he’s coming at me: “The three brothers have everything, I have you.” He put his hands on my head and he held me over my arms, and his chin over my hair. It’s a very soft sound.
And I heard the beating of the heart of the forest, and prostrating in prostration to my ears. And his temperature was too hot and my face was red.
I pushed him away, I was scared, and my heart started to jump out of control, and I must have been over the saliva.
Like he said, I’m too young for a lot of reasons, not one.
The next day, I came to his room with the sober soup I just learned to make, and I didn’t know if he had forgotten or wouldn’t talk about last night. He drank the soup in peace and quiet and didn’t even look at me.
I took a good look at him when he came, and I was told that Lin’s anger would be over soon.
I can’t help but laugh at you: “Sister, I’ve seen you with a bitter face since I came in. Do you want me to tell you something big?” I’m sorry.
“What joy?”
“My father intended to marry General Liang’s daughter, who is said to be a beauty of the last few.” I’m sorry.
“Congratulations to San. @Lynn: I have no idea what I’m talking about.
“No, no, no. Your father meant you. My father asked me. I told him I had a sweetheart. I’m sorry.
Lin’s face is getting darker, and I was rushing to push Brother San out, pushing him outside the door and keeping the forest’s door softly closed.
“You know I’m in a bad mood…”
That’s why I told him I was happy.
“Where’s the fun going? I’m sorry.
“The fourth brother wants to marry. Are you happy? “The three brothers looked me in the eye with a look.
When I said, “Yes, I’m happy,” I said, “How can I be happy if I’m married?” I’m sorry.
He smiled: “If you please me in order to stay in the courtyard, it is the same for me.” I’m sorry.
We were having a good conversation, and the door was opened from inside and Lin’s face was as black as the bottom of the pot.
“I went to reject my father. I’m sorry.
I wondered if he had listened to us and thought of anything that he could not hear, and he turned back and asked me, “You just said, “Who is your sweetheart?” I’m sorry.
Who is the man of his heart, and I am also curious to know how many women like him are in love with his dreams, and I quietly look at them again. They look alike, and they’re very beautiful men. They have a great family, and they have a good sex. What kind of woman becomes their beloved?
I’m just looking down and laughing, and I don’t know why, in the face of this mess of little demons, I see a little shame. It’s only a matter of time before the answer comes out.
San’s sweetheart didn’t know, and his marriage was never cancelled. The father said that Lin would marry the General’s daughter three years later.
For a long time after that, Lin couldn’t find anyone for any reason, and in a month he could not see him for more than a dozen days, sometimes in the back of his haste.
I used to go to San’s house and get close to him.
Many of San’s friends are family members, but there are many other people who don’t know what they are. My husband says “teaching without class” and San says it’s called “nature without class”. I don’t get it, but it makes me forget that I was born a beggar in the capital city when I was with him.
He’s been playing with me for a long time, and my friends have grown up, and I don’t have a world of Sankoh and Lin, and I’ve got a lot of personality.
But there’s one painful thing. It began to spread, and the son-in-law had a child daughter-in-law who was raised in the house.
I’m sure San has a way to put an end to these rumors, but I don’t know why they’re getting more and more real.
It must have been in my father’s ear, but when I was in my room like a quail for three days, he didn’t come to me unexpectedly.
“I am my father’s favorite son, and no matter what I want, my father won’t stop me even if I ask a beggar to be my wife.” I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, he seriously looked at me as I was swallowing a guacamole.
I didn’t lift my head either: “Why didn’t you let my father get rid of those rumors? I’m sorry.
I looked at him with my head in my head, and he was disappointed, “What a fool…” And before I noticed, he took my cinnamon, “Do you like San? Say like, I’ll give it to you. I’m sorry.
So childish.
“Yes! Do I have a choice?
He shoved a cinnamon cake into his mouth, laughing and putting his arm on my shoulder: “What kind of cinnamon cake do I take you to eat roasted pig?” I’m sorry.
Why do I have tears in my eyes because I want to tell him that I only want cinnamon cake…
Two.
We met my future sister-in-law, Leung. She’s also a girl, but she’s not like my sister-in-law. She’s wearing a light civilian dress, she’s wearing a nice hairbrush on her head, she’s wearing no decorations.
And with my arm, I took the triad, and he followed my eyes and lamented with his heart: “Four brothers are so blessed. I’m sorry.
“You can’t even look at such a beautiful and special sister, can you? I’m sorry.
“You don’t understand, it’s not because she’s beautiful, it’s not because she’s beautiful, it’s because she’s famous in her family, but because when I see her, I think it would be better if one day I could hold her in my arms and call her a girl.” I’m sorry.
I can’t take the sweet smile from my face, as if he’d taken the beauty back.
“Big San, don’t laugh so stupid. I’m sorry.
I’m not mad at you at all. I’m holding my shoulder tight.
I suddenly thought of the word “men and women” which Lin had commanded, and I got nervous and whispered in his ear, “Leave your hand, and the fourth brother said, “This will be a disgrace.” I’m sorry.
“Who dares to laugh when I’m the eldest son?” Besides, I’m holding my daughter-in-law. I’m sorry.
His voice is not too small, and it is the people present here who hear it, which is tantamount to a rumour. I’m embarrassed, but I know I can’t be angry with him, but I can’t talk to him.
He saw my abnormality, and the roasted pig didn’t eat, and he looked at me with his head: “Did you think that there was a way for you to stay with me forever?” I’m sorry.
“What way?”
“Marry me.”
I’ve been upset for days, and it’s good that he hasn’t called me for days.
Just when I thought this was over, I heard the next man say that Lin was rewarded by his father for 50 plates.
And when I arrived in the lobby, the forest was coming out of a limp in the sluice of my handmaiden, and he stretched out his hand to hold me as he tried to go in and shook his head in white.
He knows I’m going to my father’s. I wouldn’t have the guts in a day like this, but his white ass was dyed with blood and stinged me.
This white dress he wore when he carried me into the house.
We shared half of his weight, silently and with spring mud, in order not to allow the forest to see my tears.
Spring mud is the maid of the forest, and she goes on and on, and I hear the consequences.
So the fourth brother’s board was beaten because of his unprovoked injury, so his father had to talk to the fourth brother, so he said, “Don’t say it again.
“It has always been the case since he was a child, and if he makes a small mistake, he will suffer. Everyone loves Master San, but no one cares about him. Is it more important to make a difference than to be close? I’m sorry.
I was shaking in my heart, thinking of the day when the four brothers were drunk and said, “The three brothers have everything, but you are the only one I have.” I’m sorry.
And suddenly I felt guilty, so I left the spring mud to do something else, and I stood by him alone. But I can feel him holding on to not giving all his weight to my childish shoulder.
“Four, you have me. “I can’t stop crying.
“I brought you not as a horse to me, but if you had your own mind, I would not have stopped you.” I’m sorry.
I have not yet fully understood the meaning of this sentence, but I do not know when I heard the news, and I ran away with my arms wrapped around the forest, and I’d like to say hi.
And We pushed him away, and he cried out in his mouth: “So painful, you pushed me to my wound. I’m sorry.
He was hurt on his left arm, and I pushed his right shoulder, and I’d laugh at him in the middle of the day, but now I can’t laugh.
I’ll take care of you. I’m sorry.
And then, suddenly, he calmed down and followed me quietly, and when I sent Lin to my room to get my own medicine, he held me up:
“You know who hurt my arm? I’m sorry.
For the first time in my life, I was mad at San: “Whoever hurt, it has nothing to do with Brother 4, don’t care about everything…”
“He did it. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe I’m looking at him.
He lifts up that arm and wipes my face with tears: “If I tell the truth, the fourth brother will only be hit harder by my father, so I didn’t tell anyone, but I don’t want you to get me wrong, so…”
I’m looking for the direction of Lin’s room: “Four brothers never beat people, why…”
“He heard the rumors outside. I’m sorry.
I didn’t ask San to go on, but I know that whatever San says is true … The rumors outside must have upset Lin.
I had to go back and get my medicine, but I took an extra one and sent it to San.
But Lin won’t let me rub his medicine, but let me rub his spring mud. I feel uncomfortable, but I can’t say it. I did not go in until I came out of the spring and apologized to him in silence.
“Why apologize?”
“I shouldn’t have been so close to San. I’m sorry.
“I told you, I didn’t ask you to be my cow…”
“But I’ll make you a horse, ever since the day you brought me into the house. I’m sorry.
Lin’s not busy at all, he can’t even get off his bed, but I’m busy, and I’m making soup for him every day.
And when he found out, he ran to the kitchen and put a spoon in my soup and said, “I’m hurt too, and I’m your brother. He has so much, and I can’t take one spoon.” I’m sorry.
It’s funny how a three-brother who’s in love with each other gets jealous of his soup.
He always gets it at first, and then I learn to be smart and throw a lot of cuisine in every soup he doesn’t like.
Every time he smells, it’s impossible for him to take this soup again.
“Did you take your words seriously? I’m sorry.
After a few days of blocking me, he finally grabbed the soup in my hand, put it on the table and put his hands on my shoulder and asked me. I can’t back off in this position, I can’t run, I have to change the subject:
“What arm did you hurt? I’m sorry.
He didn’t say anything, “What’s wrong with the left?” I’m sorry.
I gave a bad laugh and pushed his left arm in such a way that he ate and let go of his hand. I took advantage of the soup, which was hot, splattered a few drops on my hand and burned a few little bubbles that were not visible.
“You run, I have plenty of time to wait for you! Three brothers shouted in the back.
I took a deep breath and thought that San must have lost his mind and been such a young lady, that I had never thought of marrying my own nominal brother, and I would not even think about it. The way I’m supposed to stay in the room is kind, but it’s really bad.
Through the hall, I brought soup to the forest, and I fed it to him, as carefully as he did when he picked me up.
And suddenly, Lin put the bowl on the table next to it, and squeezed my hand, and it didn’t matter, “What’s going on?” I’m sorry.
I was too busy covering the little bubbles from the hot soup, and he was even less happy, and his eyebrow was so tightly and gently lifting the sleeves I had on my arm.
Then he picks out a couple of jars in a pot, and rubs the ointment on my little wound, like falling feathers.
Among those who touched my hand, except my late parents, it was him. It’s the first time I know a man’s hand can be so soft and powerful.
His hands are pretty good, he’s long, he’s clear, and I saw his little finger with a silk ink just written.
He’s got this beautiful hand rubbing on my little wound, and all of a sudden, I have an urge to hold on to him.
And I helped him rub his ink, pretending to meet him by accident, and then slipped out of his fingertips with no greed, and I thought he would not find me.
And he strangled, and with two fingers he hit me in the head, and I ate and put my hand over my head, and he covered my head first: “Don’t move the hands that have just been put on medicine.” I’m sorry.
“Why are you so nice to me?”
“This house is so big that there are hundreds of the maids, but we are only one of them.” I’m sorry.
Looking at his face nearer, I wondered if I could cry, and indeed I did.
He asked me what happened, and I just shook my head and said nothing.
“Sinead, do you remember when you first entered the house? I asked you why you didn’t cry, and you said, “Daddy said crying in front of someone else would make me feel bad.” He rubbed his hand on my face, and he said, “Now it’s just a drug, how can he cry?” Aren’t you afraid I’ll bully you?”
“He’s trying to bully me. I’m yours. I’m sorry.
Then he said, “Your life belongs not to anyone.” I’m sorry.
I don’t think he ever knew what it meant to me that day when he appeared before me in white.
He saw me not to make a sound, and smiled at me: “I am not a Savior, nor is I the King of Judas. Will you consider me a brother?” You can tell me what you want. You can tell me what you want. You can fight and cry. # I’m not going anywhere #
My tears stopped at once because I thought of one thing that I wanted to do, but I was always embarrassed to say.
“Tomorrow, can I give you a pill? I’m sorry.
“No way! @Leaves: #Feb14
“You didn’t say…”
Lin didn’t listen to me and shouted, “Spring mud, send the guests!” I’m sorry.
When the spring mud dragged me to the door, the forest dried up and coughed twice: “It’s not that I have no faith in you. You can ask for anything else later, but men and women are different. You will understand later.” I’m sorry.
I was told before I was pulled out of the house, “The Four look bad, remember to drink the soup while it was hot.” I’m sorry.
The more I think about it when I’m locked out, the more strange it is that men and women are different. But why should she avoid it?
I wanted to leave, but I wasn’t sure I’d have a good soup when I was gone, and I was wondering what they would say after I left, and I hid myself under the window, and I was going to wait until I was sure he drank the soup.
The sound of spring mud in the house: Master, you made some friends with the Emperor and your uncle the other day, just so that the Emperor could make you a relative before you and Miss Leung formally entered into a marriage contract, and allow your servant to keep his mouth shut and to marry the Leung family and say “Brily” to you.
“Bring me the soup. I’m sorry.
I didn’t hear the sound of spring mud again, “You don’t like fragrances.
“A part of Sinil’s heart cannot be wasted. “The laughs in Lin’s voice and the same words in my ear, I remember that the 4th and 3rd brothers don’t eat cuisine. I hit myself in the head, and I was so upset that Lin had eaten the cuisine for so long.
III
I don’t know what’s going on out there, much less what’s going on over the hall. According to the slaves close to his father, today the Emperor is slow to set up the Crown Prince and the officers join the Queen’s second son and the Emperor’s favorite son.
I asked, what about the father? Which side is he on?
You can’t tell anyone anything about this big. But he cannot help but look me in the eye, and tell me another thing. The Queen’s brother was secretly taken care of a few days ago in order to get into this court.
He said he gave me a self-serving look.
I know that Lin can’t break up with his party, but I’m sure it’s not working, and neither does my father. But it’s good to be on duty, no one dares to touch him at this point.
The San and the Fourth Brother will soon be going to jail, and they will be sent by the Emperor for a good position, regardless of whether or not they have a middle class.
The San has not been concerned at first, but he has been in the study for a couple of times after having eaten a couple of times.
I’m using my father’s study, and all I’ve learned is my father’s pointers, and I’m the only one who can read and write for him.
In order for Lin to concentrate on his studies, I also sat with my ink and sat on his face and read it. If you’re sleepy, you choke your own thighs, fearing to infect the sleeping worm to Brother Four.
“Is there no problem?”
The voice of Lin Zheng suddenly sounded, and I was a bulwark, because it was a bit dumb for too long: “No, no problem.” I’m sorry.
“But I have a problem. * He’s got eyes on him, long eyelashes covering his pupils, whether he’s reading or not.
“Well, you say, “I was in a hurry to pull a piece of paper and write down his questions and get him a teacher.
“You never asked me why I brought you into the house, I was angry and you never asked why. You were curious about many things, why didn’t you ask?” I’m sorry.
My pen is in place, and I wonder how much I dare to do when life is now a gift of fate.
“I am free from fear for my life and hunger, and if you want to tell me, you will tell me, and why should I ask?” Besides, I believe you and San. I’m sorry.
“What if I or San let you do what you don’t want? I’m sorry.
“I will certainly do as you wish. After all, I added to my heart that if we can’t balance it with the fourth brother first.
The fourth brother wrinkled his eyebrow, as if something had come to his mouth, and it was taken away, as if he was trying to speak.
Then he looked at me without looking at me: “In case I should ask you a request. I hope you, no, I command you to follow your heart no matter what happens, whether it’s me or your brother or anyone else, and you’re the most important. I’m sorry.
He said, “If you listen to me, no matter what happens, you’ll be guided by this.” I’m sorry.
I’m nodding.
4th brother’s words are less than San, but I have to elaborate on every sentence, and sometimes I can’t figure out what he means. I often wondered if I was too stupid, but then I found out that I was the only one I had to say these strange things, like something was always on my mind.
I don’t know where I got him so worried I did everything I could.
Then I learned how to squeal my back in the spring mud, so I couldn’t let the Four Brother save him, at least let him not be so tired.
He told me that it would not be so easy to meet Sankoh and his brother if he did not serve in the capital.
It is only then that I understand why 4th suddenly told me many things.
I’ll find a friend to give me two brothers a gift. Some say it’s a fragrance, but my embroidery isn’t as good as the girls, and if it is a fragrance of a woman, it’s not a proper way to show love.
Someone said to send them something they liked. San likes weird little things and he likes to read.
But there’s nothing I can buy in the streets, nothing I can’t get. And there’s a lot of famous books on the market.
So what’s to give them? I look around the streets without a destination, and I feel a lot worse.
“Golden Flowers? I’m sorry.
I thought I was San, and I looked back, and I saw a skinny boy looking at me.
I know him, but I don’t know who he is. When he saw me hesitated, he rushed out of his arms a gold-coated jade and handed it to me:
“Do you think this looks familiar?”
I shake my head.
“No wonder, it’s something that your mother used to be in our pawnshop many years ago, and now the pawnshop is going down, and the boss sent me to deal with old things that no one has bought for years.” He took a look at me, and he said, “You look like you’re doing well now, or you can buy it back, or I’ll find someone to sell. I’m sorry.
That’s how I got a little impression of that jade pap, which was one of the things that Mom and Dad used to carry with her when they left.
We asked the young man, without a doubt, whether there was any other thing left of his mother, and he pulled out a bell in his arms, and We put two things in his hand.
There’s nothing to be done to break a shoe.
After I thought about it, I decided to give it to San and Jade Pie.
“What do you give me for a girl’s? “I’m curious to see the monkey in the game.
“I thought you said you had a crush on her. You can give her this. I’m sorry.
Three brothers looked at me with a complex face, for a long time, and squeezed out two words from his mouth: “Dumb.” “And then put the beak on my head and turn around and go.”
And We pursued him in the blemish, and thrust it into his arms: “I know that you will not be married so early, so for a few years the blemish will not be delivered for a while.” If you miss me, it’s like seeing me. I’m sorry.
The third brother stopped and picked up the gills, and it’s just the same complex face: “Do you have one too?” I’m sorry.
“That’s natural, but something else. I’m sorry.
“If I say so, you should give the gill to the fourth brother. He didn’t just have a engagement, but he had a spring mud around him, and he used it more than I did. I’m sorry.
I’m sure Lin’s wedding date is going to end sooner or later. Why did San mention her?
I’m standing there, laughing and banging on my head with a crotch: “You don’t know yet, Brother Siu has taken out the spring mud early in the morning. I’m sorry.
I see.
I don’t know what I’m feeling, but I want to be here just like I heard I’m San’s daughter-in-law.
And We went out of our hands and went out of their hearts to the forest room, and ran into the mud from it. She said hello to me. I don’t care about her.
And We came near to her, but she was angry with her for no reason, as if she had made a terrible mistake. It’s in the same mood that Lin beat me up.
I saw what was written in his active case, and I walked over to him as usual. “Will you come with me?” he said. I’m sorry.
“Four, you’re mistaken. I’m not a whore. I’m suffocating.
And he stunned and looked up at me: “It was you I asked. I’m sorry.
“Father won’t allow it, and you’ve got spring mud around you. I’m sorry.
“That’s just shit. I’m sorry.
And then he went on and he wrote, “I’ll ask you again, I’ll answer you again.” Why can’t you ask me again?
“Really?
“No! “My mouth is faster than my head I can’t beat my mouth.”
Ask again and again please ask again I’m yelling.
“Will you go with San? I’m sorry.
“Go!” This time I gave him a nailed answer before his voice fell.
Yes? What did he just ask?
“No, no, no, I mean…”
And We cried out, and the heart said, “No, he has sprouts, so why should I follow him?”
I don’t know what I’m eating, but I’ve been taking myself too seriously for a long time, always living with the most valued and close. It’s hard to find him closer to me now, but I should have known my place.
He looked at me and said, “It’s just that it’s not so peaceful to come where I’m going, but it’s better for you to stay in the capital or follow the three brothers.” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t say a word in my heart, and put the jade on his table in silence, as he was leaving, and he stood up and grabbed me, “Sinee, I’m five years short, and you should grow up when I return.” I’m sorry.
My throat is sore and my tears are about to awaken. How long will it take?
“Do you remember what I told you? “Take this, it’ll be great.” I’m sorry.
What good can Jade Pee do? Are you afraid he won’t be able to protect me?
I’m still sneaking jade into Lin-chul’s luggage, and I can live with it, but he’s gone for five, and what if I don’t have anything to do with it?
I couldn’t go to Lin for days until they finished their exams and gave me a list. Unsurprisingly, the Emperor sent Lin to a very cold land, while the San went to the city where he could have been in a carriage for half a day, although his name was much higher than San.
The fourth brother left without a word, and I looked at his empty room, thinking that I would not be able to take part in his food and clothing for the next few years, and I felt like I was empty.
What are you doing?
For several days, he refused to leave, carrying a few slaves to buy and sell in the streets, as if he had returned to his country.
Asked why he had to bring so many things, he said he had to make a lot of friends at the new place, not least to give each other gifts.
He also bought a lot of liqueur and jewels, a lot of boxes.
He smiled without saying anything, but I always thought that smile was a bit of a wimp.
When I pick up something for him, I’ll think about it, and if I do, I’ll be relieved. If I don’t, I’ll be worried about him in the cold.
“Why are you always distracted? “Is San sick?” I’m sorry.
I picked up a bracelet on the stand: “No, I just thought it was nice. I’m sorry.
“I’ll buy it for you. “The third brother took bracelets from the vendor, which he put in my hand, which was so clitoris, and which was so unmatched on my fine wrist.
He gave it back to the vendor, who had to find a way to make it smaller, and to say that there was no way.
I don’t want to see him continue to pick up the bracelet and laugh, “It’s okay, I can eat fat and wear it.” I’m sorry.
The vendor was relieved and busy with saying, “You’re such a good man. I’m sorry.
“I’m not…”
The 3rd brother hugged me with pride in his chin: “It is natural.” I’m sorry.
Just… for the sake of his leaving, don’t get mad at him.
I’ve come back to Lin Yu again for no reason. He said that he would only break my future marriage by saying this outside, but I didn’t care that Corinthian said it was important for a girl’s life and that he was not allowed to mess around.
I thought I’d stay away from San. He seems to have noticed something wrong with me, and the smile was on his high face.
We were silent, we were buying each other’s choices, and he asked me:
“Are you thinking about Fourth Brother? I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
“Shall I take you to him? I’m sorry.
“Really? I looked up and looked at him with my eyes wide open.
“Come with me to the city, when the Emperor is far away, I’ll take you to the cold. How about that?”
I’m not in charge of any place I’d go if I could get out of the house.
Besides, unlike Lin, San only needs a few words from his father so he can take me with him.
When I smiled, I finally laughed again.
I’m just saying, “This is all for me. I’m sorry.
Does he not think that he will not be more rich in the city than the capital, lest he should not buy it? I’m sorry.
I was surprised that he had decided to take me away before he asked me.
I followed Brother San to the city and soon he made many friends, but I left the house and read and wrote every day.
I used to think Lin’s life was boring, but I never thought I’d be like him when I left him.
I’ve been looking for an opportunity to see Brother Four, who says he’s busy on business, and when he’s free, I’ll wait for him for three years.
In the last three years, I haven’t even received a letter from Lin, and I don’t know how he’s doing. He’s in good health. Many of the women in the city of my age are mostly married to others, and a few friends are talking in my ear about their future husbands-in-law, and listen, I’m going from curiosity to desire to confusion I’m beginning to wonder if I’m in love with Lin and whether it’s also called love.
San put a piece of meat in my bowl and I came out of my head.
“What are you thinking? Why are you blushing?”
Are you blushing? I was busy putting down chopsticks and touching my face. No, I looked at San and I was kidding.
“The face is not red, the mouth is about to go to the back of the head. It’s spring time?”
“Do you talk to your sister like that? I used to laugh at him, but now that I’m older, I’m just ashamed to listen to him.
“Was it Mr. Zi Liu, Mr. South or Mr. White next door?” * He pretends to be a piece of cinnamon cake in his careless hands.
Neither. * I snuffed my mouth, and all I could think of was that figure that was missing for so long.*
He let go of that bad cinnamon cake and suddenly came close. I’m sorry.
It reminds me of the old lady in the street. I didn’t know how to answer him, so I ignored him.
But he was even more aggressive: “Ginhua, I tell you, the city knows that you are my daughter-in-law, Lin.” I’m sorry.
“That’s just a rumor. How can you count it? I’m sorry.
I was in a hurry, and I didn’t understand why Lin was so angry about the rumors, and now I understand how much this rumor might stand in the way of my marriage. For a woman my age, marriage is always the best thing in the world.
Seeing me angry, his eyebrows wrinkled together, he approached me even more, saying:
“If I don’t make up my mind about marrying you, how come the rumors are ruining your reputation? I’m sorry.
I can’t forget that even this little rumor can’t be over. Even if he does not catch, the father will certainly not let such insulting rumours exist, so the only explanation is that it is a rumour that San is deliberately spreading.
“So, your beloved was the one who didn’t understand love? I think it’s funny, but I can’t. The San I trusted broke my back when I didn’t know anything. His plan, I’m not even aware of it.
I’ve never seen such a complex look on his face.
“I can’t marry you. I’m your sister. It doesn’t fit…”
“That’s the rules outside, not the rules of Lin-sook. I’m sorry.
I always felt that San was the only one who would let me not be too careful, but now he’s changed… no, perhaps never, but I’ve stripped the shell of trust and seen more things I didn’t see before:
For example, he’s so irrational, like his undetectable calculations, like Lin’s letters…
I got the letter in the hands of the little guy who burned things by the fire.
I flipped over, a letter two months ago, and the trip from Northie to here took just two months… For the past three years, Lin has often sent letters, but I’m afraid Tung-tung has been burned by San, and if I hadn’t been careful, I wouldn’t have seen these three letters…
I kept my trust in my chest, and I couldn’t swallow and spit.
I kept myself locked up in the house and read the letter over and over again, in which it was written about what he saw and heard in a very cold place, with a few words, but always said at the end: “Did San go back to the capital and see Sineer?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t tell Lin when I was no longer in the capital
I’m going to see the forest in the cold, even if it’s far away, and I’ll have to go, even if I’m alone, and I can’t wait any longer.
Four.
The extreme cold is what the royal people call the Kitty.
It has been said that North Dixie was the only place where he had settled, and that he had been surrounded for three days at the time of the First King’s War, almost frozen to death with thousands of soldiers, thanks to which he had been able to escape the trap.
In order to repay Dield’s salvation, the late Emperor had sealed the land into a small county, and the latter had made the Crown Princess, now the Queen’s Lady.
When I got here, I realized that Lin was close to the mother’s brother, and perhaps the uncle had the idea of getting her here.
It is a good thing that this is a cold place, far from the Dynasty, not only for His Majesty’s sake, but also for the ministers, who have little to say about Lin, to drop their guard at him.
And the wind was full, and We were covered in derelict clothes, and we went into the city with exhaustion.
In order to come here, I walked for three months on the road, a horse was exhausted and I couldn’t bear to put it. Then he rented a carriage, and the driver took all the silver from me while I was asleep.
I’m like a beggar now.
I suddenly smiled here, and it was an intolerable loss for the lady, but for a woman of beggar’s birth, the clothes were still hidden, and the dry food with him was good, but good.
Besides, there are people in this town, and there are people in my heart.
Fourth Brother’s house is very remote, and I’ve been wandering around for two days to find it. I looked at the site, though small, but it was clean and his style, and I wandered around the door and was driven away by the guards.
Can’t get in. I’ll wait at the door.
There was a young beggar sitting on the corner of the compound, carrying herb with his heart, and a bowl with a tip. I’ll get up there and sit next to him.
“Hey, buddy?
He took a look at me, moved his ass, agreed.
I couldn’t smell it when I was so close to him. Intuitives and experience tell me that this is not a beggar.
As if he were loose, and his eyes were on the gate of the House of Lin, as if he were waiting for something.
I’m surprised. This isn’t an assassin. His hand touched the place under the mat, and he put more weight on my guess.
The door is open, out of there comes a man I can’t know more than I know. From behind her was Lin Zheng … Three years without seeing him, the more he went out, the more he was white, the more he looked at himself.
But I’m more nervous than joy, and my remaining light is staring at the beggars.
In fact, it is only one step that he will pass, but he will not be able to get out of the way, and he will be able to press it on the earth with a watchful tree.
It’s only now that my heart is down, my lips smile, and I’m smart enough to grab the horn of the assassin’s shirt in silence, and he just stares at the door and doesn’t notice.
I haven’t seen you in a long time, but I’m not only taller, I’m more handsome and I’ve seen a lot more. I’ve only known him for his ink work, but I didn’t know he looked weak, but he was amazing.
I’m sure they’ve worked hard over the years. I suddenly got sore, I just got here to meet an assassin. It’s been forced out too.
And I strangled my fingers too tight and sore, and was about to go forward with Lin, and he drew his sword with a beautiful turn, and the sword was pointed at my neck, and it would have killed me.
I looked at him, he looked at me. I’m sure he looked at me, and I looked at my intestines and wondered what to say to remember our meeting three years ago.
“The assassins and their accomplices were taken to prison, waiting for their arrival. I’m sorry.
I was taken away with the assassins, and Lin turned around and gave me no chance to speak.
There’s a lot of noise in the cell. I felt a million eyes sticky as soon as I stepped inside. In my case, someone said with the meanest tone to my jailer: “Stow this little girl with me. Tomorrow I’ll be on the guillotine. I’m sorry.
I was surrounded by sound from all sides, and for a moment, all of them came up, my tears fell, and I was helpless.
Did you really not recognize me? If you recognize me, why would you do this to me? If he didn’t recognize me, did he not remember my face in three years?
Me and the assassins were put in a cell, and the assassins were whispering to me: “Singing flowers, you are in trouble.” I’m sorry.
I wonder, “Why don’t you blame me for ruining your business?” I’m sorry.
“The four masters of the court are so talented, so they have done so much good for the people in North Dil, and I would not have wanted to kill them, but if I did my best, why didn’t you stop me? I should be grateful for the loss of a good man’s life before I die. I’m sorry.
“Who do you work for?” I ask.
He took an incredible look at me, and I suddenly felt that there was so much more to it that I couldn’t just leave behind a dead man.
He murmured for a moment and said: “There are those above this temple who want to die. If he wishes to live in peace, he will die unless the second prince takes the throne. I’m sorry.
My eyebrow beats me so dangerously.
It’s cold in the North, even cold in the North, and it’s no wonder the inmates in this prison are so noisy that it’s warmer to talk together.
I shrunk in the corner and the assassin leaned against me. I consciously moved.
“You’ll die as one of my accomplices, and we’ll live and die. I’m sorry.
“Lynn is my brother. He’ll let me out. I’m sorry.
“Oh? Does any brother in the world recognize his sister? * He’s surprised.
I shook my head: “It may have been too long before I saw you. I’m sorry.
I’m kind of deceiving myself, but I’d only like to think so.
In the night, I shuddered, and the sound of a fight between my teeth awakened the assassin, and he hesitated to hold me, and I tried to struggle, and he said, “Did you really want to be frozen? I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything. I was in his arms as if I had returned to the harsh winter when I was 10 years old.
4th brother 4th brother
I was in a state of confusion, my mouth murmured, and the assassin touched my forehead, and cried out to the prison guards in a hurry. I heard the curses of the sinners, who were awakened, and I fell on my head, and I could not remember anything later.
When I woke up again, I saw Brother Four, his eyes were so red, he woke me up, and he was so busy with a tired doctor.
“What brings you here? What happened? He was anxious to ask me.
I saw a shallow line in his eyebrow, and these must have been years of anxiety.
I shook my head, nothing happened, but I missed him too much, and I couldn’t say a reason to be so careless.
I suddenly felt a little awkward, and I was afraid that I was the only one who wanted to see each other so urgently.
I was lost, and suddenly he sat down and hugged me, and when I was breathing, I felt him shaking.
“I’m sorry, it’s 4th brother’s fault, I’m so scared you almost died last night. I’m sorry.”
He repeats the word “sorry” and I hesitated to raise my hand behind his back, saying, “It’s okay, I’m fine.” I’m sorry.
I still didn’t ask him why he didn’t recognize me that day, and since he didn’t mean to say anything, I had to tell myself that it had been a very long time since I saw him.
I thought of that assassin coming, “Can I spare his life?” As soon as I said it, I looked at the tree’s cruising eyebrow, and I snapped and said, “He saved my life, too, and if he had to, save the body.” I’m sorry.
I do not want the little assassin to die, but if Lin insists on his death, I have nothing to say, even if I have to.
“You rest first, and the rest is mine.” I’m sorry.
The words of Brother Four, though they are a comfort to me, leave me uneasy.
A few days later, I learned from the maid about the death of the young assassin. It was the night I got away from the ghost gate.
I dragged the first sick to the forest, “You killed him? I’m sorry.
“He’s behind it to kill people. I’m sorry.
I believe him. I believe him in everything he says. I also know that this is where the little assassin will be as a dead man.
Sinead! “Limbow dragged me into his arms, and I have many things to say, but in the end I can only weep in the forest’s arms.
I learned from other quarters that that night, when I was feverish, the young assassin cried out in a wake-up call and finally called out the guards and the men who had killed him came in.
He just died for me.
The little assassin who met in the water became the third one to protect me before my parents died.
Lin has come to visit me for days and days, and this is the first time, and the only time in my life, that I have been angry with him.
I wondered how the little assassin would have died because of me had he not put me in prison.
Lin seemed to have guessed my mind and finally pushed me out of my bed, despite my resistance, pulling me out of my door, and crammed me in a thick coat of fur.
I asked him what he was doing, and he said he was taking me to the last of the assassins.
He knows that We owe a farewell to the little assassin, who met with water, but had been blessed.
The body of the young assassin was lying in a mass grave for days, and I wiped his face a little bit, and I realized that he was not much older than me, and that he was not out of his mind, and that he lived a life where he licked blood with a knife, and now died in a cold place far from his home.
Lin has dug a pit not far away and buried the little assassin.
I slit three heads over his grave, one to him and two to my parents buried outside the capital city.
Lin said he wanted to hide the death of the little assassin, but I didn’t think I knew.
He understood that I felt guilty about my parents’ death and that of the little assassin.
On my knees, I looked at the forest with tears, and I felt it. He crouched down and dryed my tears with his beautiful and warm hands.
“You always think you’re hard and you’re dead. And what is the matter with you that they die for you because you are worth it, because in their hearts you are worth more than they themselves. “If one day I have a chance to die for you, I’m willing to do it.” I’m sorry.
And then the snow fell, and the forest covered me, and helped me up, and I fainted in his arms.
I was sick, lying in bed for two days, and Lin hadn’t left by my bed for a moment. And We saw him sitting by my bed with his head on his head, and the ghost made the poor kiss of his loins.
He woke up from his obsession, saw me awake, got up in a hurry to call a doctor, ran a few steps and suddenly stopped, and later felt his hands touching his lips.
And I saw him in the shadow of his flatness, shamed, pretending to be awake, lying on his bed looking at him.
I saw his mouth up and looked back at me, and I went out with my feet.
My illness came and went and jumped in a few days.
As a result of the words of the forest, the sickness which was on me was with him and with him a little bit of anger.
Herbal cures my typhoid, and the forest cures my disease. I’ve survived two degrees of death, and I’ve got three people on my back.
Five.
She’s pregnant, and I’m giving her more heart than she herself.
At first, she was flattered and for a long time, and she couldn’t help but wonder if I particularly liked children.
I’m just saying I like Lin Tung’s kids and I wonder if he’ll grow up like Lin Tung. I can’t help but laugh about the white boy in the snow.
The spring muddled and the smiled and told me that the child in her belly belonged to her husband Zhao’s housekeeper and that Lin couldn’t hit him.
It turns out that the relationship between Spring mud and Lin Lin is only the bond of masters, and two years ago she was married to Zhao’s housekeeper.
It’s because San burned all the letters and didn’t tell me what happened to Lin, so I didn’t know anything.
I suddenly thought, perhaps, that San purposed me to get the wrong idea about Lin Sing and Spring Slut just so I don’t come to North Dixie with Lin?
I can’t help but think of it as a chill, and I can’t help but say I’m stupid.
His uncle used to live in the capital city, this time in a hurry to return to the North.
The first thing he came back was to find Lin, which seemed urgent. As a woman, I would not be able to show my face, but Kobayashi, for some reason, must take me to meet a guest.
The Deeds is a beauty, and his uncle, Dillon, is certainly a man of the count, but he’s used to the woods, and I don’t think he can afford to be famous.
Dillon saw me for a long time and couldn’t say, “Like, too much…”
I was staring at him, but the forest was in a good mood, and they let me out for a little while.
I’m making a lot of noise.
When I thought of it, I got scared and went to the window a little higher than me, and I heard them say,
“Lin, no matter what you do, I’m sure we’ll give you our full support and thank you for the care you’ve given Sinead all these years. I’m sorry.
“When will you take Hill back to Deeds?” I’m sorry.
I walked back to my room, closed the door, and I started packing my bag.
Because I kissed him, I thought I was an unsure woman.
I shook my head, and I saw him laughing.
I packed my bag, prepared to observe the situation, but I didn’t think I’d come before I could see it. On his little whites, I came to Northie for a month and took my luggage.
I could not escape, but I saw Lin Qi come, and somehow I felt much better.
“What’s San doing? He came to North Dixie and didn’t come to see me, but went straight to my backyard. “Lin Zheng stopped in front of San and laughed.
I don’t know if it’s a delusion, but I saw something in his eyes that he hadn’t seen for a while. I know he’s so strong, he just rarely shows it to me. It’s just that now his eyes are too gruesome to hide at all.
San said his mother was very ill and wanted him to come and pick me up. The reason is so poor that everyone knows that the mother will only miss my sister and San, and where will he and I be remembered?
The fourth brother said, “Well, I want to go back to my mother and go together.” I’m sorry.
Mothers are never happy, and Lin is always far away. Why is she so sick this time?
I looked at him with doubt, and he returned to me with a profound smile. This smile seems to be different, as if the shadows had faded.
I didn’t even smile myself.
And his brother took my hand with him, without difficulty, and said to Lin, “There must be a lot of things you have to explain before you can leave, and Kim-hwa and I will go first and wait for you in the house.” I’m sorry.
I pulled my hands out of the air, and I accidentally took a look at the forest, and I saw his eyebrow wrinkled, and I saw my eyelids go up and down, and I was in a good mood.
“It’s no problem, I’ve already made my case in Northie, and I’ve been planning to visit my parents in a few days, so I’m going along. I’m sorry.
Once and for all, I’m finished. They say things that are so ordinary, but I always feel like there’s such an atmosphere.
“You and I are riding a horse, Sankoh’s horse is too small. @LinZiu: @Lione: #Feb14 #egypt
I was just about to get on the horse, and suddenly I thought Lin was trying to send me away, but instead of looking at his face full of peach blossoms, I decided to choose Lin.
You want to sell me and you want to marry me, or you want to sell me for a while. Of course I didn’t know at this time that the two were thinking the same.
Lin Zheng sat with me on a horse, but the arms of the ropes were wrinkled and he refused to touch me.
I’m sure he chose this flexible and agile little white horse to bring me back to his home in order to get here as soon as possible. It’s much faster than the old brown horse carrying two weights.
Every few steps I have to stop waiting for us, and Lin has to borrow his own words and say, “You’re the one who’s in a hurry to return to your house, why don’t you go ahead and wait for us at the house? I’m sorry.
I looked up at the forest, and I wondered why he was different today from the old one, and I couldn’t speak to his three brothers, who had long teeth.
San naturally refused to listen to him, but it was hard to travel thousands of miles, and now he’s done a few steps before he can get 100 miles.
I thought I’d lighten up if I came to ride the white horse, and San and 4 were riding the old brown horse.
This proposal was unanimously rejected by both of them, who said that the white horse was the master and that the old brown horse was afraid of life.
I suspect they’ve taken me for a fool. I used to ride a white horse. I used to ride an old brown horse. I don’t know.
But one arm can’t break two thighs. I can only listen to them.
Two months ago, we were born for three months, and I couldn’t even find a reason to get in the middle of it.
When I returned to my house, my mother’s so-called sickness was healed. I didn’t know what I was going to do when I came back to my house, but it seemed as if San and Four were doing their own business.
That’s when I realized that the so-called visitation was a cover, that both of them came back with their own problems and that the mother’s illness was a good cause.
I thought after three years, I was smart enough to find out that my brain was completely inadequate in front of San and Fourth.
Six.
The news that the three brothers were going to get married was spread in the city before I had a few days to leave.
“Why should the people know what they don’t know? “I’m sitting in the wine room with my friends and eating pastries. It’s so thin and boring.
“I hear the bride is General Liang’s master, Liang is humble. I’m sorry.
The name is familiar, and I finally remembered when they talked about the marriage between San and the Miyagi and the increase in the price of Liang Tung Fat:
Liang? Isn’t that my sister-in-law?
I ran back to the house in no time.
San! San! It’s been told that you’re going to marry my sister-in-law… no, it’s your ex-sister-in-law…'” I saw the three brothers throwing their wedding clothes on the ground and stomping on them.
“Isn’t it a rumor? “I picked up a dress on the ground and I filmed it, folded it up and put it on the table.” I’m sorry.
“The Emperor’s wedding. I’m sorry, but I’m sorry.
(And) Liang was humbled and humbled, and turned away from me, and turned away from me, and looked away, and was a beautiful woman.
“Congratulations on San, I’m going to prepare a present for her “I find San displeasure and rushing to find an excuse to run.”
I didn’t think he had long legs, stood in front of me, looked down at me, breathed over my head, “Are you happy?” I’m sorry.
Of course I’m happy that I’m going to marry me.
And I said, “How can I not be pleased that the Emperor is not pleased with you until he sees you well?” I’m sorry.
“Beware of me?” He laughed, “Do you know why the Emperor suddenly pointed this out to me?” I’m sorry.
I shake my head and say I don’t know.
“The fourth brother is closely associated with the men in the palace, and he is involved. I’m sorry.
He looked at me like he looked at me the same way.
And I laughed, and I didn’t leave a field of people.
Lin was in a good mood these days, and he started taking me out to play.
I seized the opportunity and asked a question that had been buried in my heart for a long time: “Why did I go to jail that day?” I’m sorry.
I never asked him the truth, he didn’t want to talk, I just thought I didn’t want to hear… But this time, I have something in mind that I want to tell him, but there’s one thing that I can’t say at all.
He said, “I’ll do this later…”
“I don’t want to know later, I have to know now,” I don’t want to say, “Well, I’ll exchange secrets with you, a very important secret for me. I’m sorry.
I took a deep breath, and calmed my heart, and my heart was like, “For once, this secret will be destroyed if you do not want to hear it today. I’m sorry.
I wanted to tell him that I really felt like I was in love with him, and I didn’t know when my feelings for him had gone beyond brother and sister.
And with sweat in my hands, my eyes were set on stones not far away, green willows on the sides, and mountains far away, but he was afraid to look into his eyes. Just so he can explain to me, as long as the answer is acceptable to me, I will tell the secret and the truth.
“Sinead, it’s a long story, I didn’t mean to hide it from you, but it involved a lot of things you didn’t know. Anyway, I was doing it for your own good.”
“That’s enough! I’m interrupting his next explanation. I can’t wait to say, “It’s time I told you my secret!” I’m sorry.
“But is it worth a secret that I answer? I’m sorry.
I’m in a good mood to put my hand behind my back: “You don’t understand. The answer I want is only that you have a reason, and I don’t have to know what that means. I’m sorry.
“You’re not afraid I’ll lie to you? I’m sorry.
After seeing the true face of Sankoh’s sheep skin, I did not trust the forest as much as I did before, but…
“My next secret is the answer…”
He’s a little bit of a wimp, and he smiles like he’s listening.
And when the wind began to fall upon the eyes of two men, I said, “I am pleased with you.”
He stood there and looked, “Really? I’m sorry.
There was no surprise or joy in his face, and I didn’t know what he was thinking and I couldn’t even speak, and it was so hard to breathe.
And he looked at me in silence for a long time, and said: So did I. I’m sorry.
He still looks like that, without surprises, and he sees fear in his eyes. Let me wonder if he really meant it.
But my heart is still as loud as the drums of his saying, “Me too,” and it’s not over when he returns to his house alone.
The gate of the house has been hung with red lanterns, and I look at it and see it blurry.
When Lin took me to his house when he was ten years old, he promised that he would welcome me to the door, and on that day it would be the same.
But my father called me and San, saying that the world knew that I was in love with San and that he had wanted to be with us, but the Holy Decree was not broken, asking me if I would be his concubine.
He asked me, but he didn’t want to think about me.
I looked at San and hoped he could explain it for me. But the San brother, who was the most dared to speak to his father, remained silent as a good son.
I told him with my eyes, I wouldn’t.
He told me with his eyes that he would be happy to see it.
“Father, my daughter is already inside.” I’m sorry.
The father’s face was so low, he didn’t smell it, he said to himself, “This is the matter. I’m sorry.
See, my thoughts really never mattered.
And I remember what Lin said, “Whoever thinks that doesn’t matter what I’m willing to do I’m going to laugh at the moment I step out of the lobby.”
How can I listen to my heart?
San holds me in my arms and says that I’ll cross with Liang’s modesty and, exceptionally, with his wife’s courtesies.
I looked at him, and I knew that my eyes would be red, but I wanted him to see how angry and sad I was: “You know that I do not want to marry you.” I’m sorry.
“But I want to marry you, and I will not look at that benevolently, I…”
“Why do you say so much? It doesn’t make me want to, and whether I’m happy or not, your purpose is fulfilled. I’m sorry.
San took a look at me without letting go. Looks like you made up your mind about me being a concubine.
When I was out of the house, I looked at the big red lanterns that were hanging high at the door, for a few short hours, and the same image was very different in my eyes. The red, which is still infinity, is now only blind.
According to the rules, I’m moving to another house a month before I get married. I didn’t tell Brother Four, but he sent a letter, which calmed me.
Be patient…
How can I be safe?
I was going to sleep at night, and a shadow turned through the window and came to my bed.
“Four Brother…” I know it’s him. I can’t hold his tears any longer. I’m sorry.
“Sinel,” he hugged me back, and I could feel that he had lost a lot of weight in a few days: “Where’s your mother’s jade for you?” I’m sorry.
I don’t understand why he suddenly asked, but he answered: “When you left, I put it in your luggage. Didn’t you see it? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t see him, but I felt him breathing, as if he was thinking, and after a while he said, “Come with me, I’ll get you out of here.” I’m sorry.
I should have been happy, but I always felt something was wrong: “That day you said it would be of great use, and I didn’t care. But now that you don’t ask anything else, you ask yourself about the jade and tell me what that jade is for? I’m sorry.
“This…”
“Lynn, you’ve told me enough of what you’ve told me and you won’t explain to me? This is my first time calling his name.
He took a look at what had just been done on my desk, and took a deep breath, and he cried out: “Now, I will not hide it from you.” Your mother, the sister of the Queen, who was promised to the Seven Kings, ran away on the day of the big wedding… The Jade Pear, a token of the three of his sisters. I’m sorry.
“That’s why I’m the cousin of Deutsche.” I was surprised, but I quickly accepted it. Because all those years of trying to explain things that don’t make sense.
I’ve never seen anything wrong before.
“So the Emperor adopted me because he knew my life? I’m sorry.
Lin Noded and then seemed to know what I was going to say, “But I…”
I interrupted him: “You took me to my house because you knew my life…”
When I was separated from my parents, if I knew from the very beginning, I’d find us at the wall’s roots.
“So you could have saved my parents, and you watched them freeze to death, so I could remember your kindness by raising a simple, ignorant me…”
I did not give him the opportunity to speak, because I feared that he might interrupt my difficult memory, and the more I thought of it, the more I could shake.
“Die’s identity is so special that the Prime Minister wants to support the Nine Princes while secretly marrying me, and if the Nine Princes rises to power, they will sacrifice my loyalty. If the second prince succeeds, I will be used as evidence that he is a second prince and a member of his party.” I smiled, “This is a good game. I’m sorry.
“Calm down, I’ll explain this to you later. Do you really want to stay here and marry San? I’m sorry.
I shake my head, I’d rather go to a game that I’ve seen than fall into an unknown game.
Besides, my mother said she would never leave with my father once again. If it were me, she wouldn’t run away again.
I know that I can’t go on like that again.
I don’t want to go back to the walls.
“Lynn, do you know why I say I like you? Because I wanted to stay in the courtyard, and he was promised a proper wife, and I thought I’d seduce you before you had a decent wife. Now that I’ve been pointed out to San, who said he’d treat me better than his wife, why would I run away with you? I’m sorry.
I must have scared the 4th brother, but I can only do that if he has many plans for me, as I think he is, it’s my response to him; if he’s really bitter, I can make him stop being involved. All the injuries he sustained from the assassins directly and indirectly concern me…
Anyway, that’s it.
The shadow of my heart, which has been in my eyes for many years, has slowly departed from my sight, and has fused with the night. I hear the sound of a window, I close my eyes, I wake up with tears, and I can only bite my lips and not make a sound, lest he should not have gone far away.
When she woke up the next day, she stood by the bed nervously asking me if I wanted a doctor, and I only saw a few drops of blood on the ground.
He’s hurt … I remember now, not to be left behind by San’s best men to protect me or to keep me captive. I’m afraid they got hurt last night when Lin came.
And We went out to ask about Lin, but heard of him leaving the city.
He’s really disappointed in me, and he’s gone to Northie all night. Well, isn’t that what I want?
VII
A month later.
On the day of the big wedding, the maid put her hair on my head and stinged it, and I said, “Does the concubine deserve so much?” I’m sorry.
“The Lord has told you everything has to be over Miss Leung. I’m sorry.
I’m suffocating. He’s still so stubborn. I pulled half my hairline and threw it in the box: “It’s better not to be so loud.” I’m sorry.
I broke Lin’s heart, and I would have broken his heart if I didn’t love him. If I had hurt her again, I would be afraid of being left alone.
The great red sedan fell at the door of the house, and We whispered to the maid to walk through the side door. The sedan re-lifted the palanquin, but he was still alive, and he entered the house in the presence of a Ting Ting-ting figure in a radiant red and obscenity.
I went through the door and I was brought straight into the wedding room, and the chapel was not my concubine, and all I had to do was sit over my head and wait for the third brother.
If he doesn’t come, I’m going to spend the night with him. That’s the rule.
The candlesticks were shaking red light across the covers, and I asked the waitress how much more she said it was three days later, and he should have slept in his grandma’s room.
I should have. I thought I’d run away today, and one day I’d go to my room with San, and I don’t know what it’s like.
I sat on the bed and fell asleep, and the maid was long gone, wondering where to go.
I almost fell on the ground. A big hand held my head and brought me back.
I’ve just reacted from my sleep, and I haven’t been asked who he is, and he started it all at once.
I thought he was here, with his hands on his skirt: “You should be in Leung’s room today.” I’m sorry.
When I looked up and saw the forest, I stood before me and looked at me with mercy.
“Is this what you want? To be a man-in-law’s wife? I’m sorry.
I was afraid to look at him and turned my head, “Now you should call me sister-in-law.” I’m sorry.
And he grabbed me by the chin, and forced me to look with him: “My sister-in-law’s name is Leung, not Linsin. I’m sorry.
His eyes are cold as I’ve never seen, even his hands are cold. That’s when I realized something was wrong with him.
“What’s wrong with you? I looked at him pale and I couldn’t help but worry.
He handed me the jade, and raised his hand to remove the hair of my head, and drew down my hair, and squeezed my chin with his hand, and a kiss fell down: “But I am the one who did not visit the Sankoh and lift his head off. Do you think I should finish this candle night for him?” I’m sorry.
I stopped and pushed him before he moved.
And he lay down in my bed, and drew me into his arms, and put it in my ear, saying: “I have been restrained for so many years, and now I have a moment to take thee in the face of the earth. I’m sorry.
I tried to rise up, but he held me captive and I couldn’t move.
“Are you afraid of someone coming?”
As if he were in a good mood, he laughed: “Didn’t you promise that someone would come if you didn’t scold me?” I’m sorry.
I burned my face into a red sun, staring at him, and I did my best: “I didn’t know that the four brothers, whom I respected, were a disciple.” I’m sorry.
And he laughed not, but he laughed with a smile: “I did not think that by the lake I would marry my little sinner.” I’m sorry.
And I was ashamed and upset: “It was then, it is now…”
“Now? Are you saying you and I are in the same bed now? I’m sorry.
And when we were over-stretched, he eased his grip on me and took away his shameless face, I found his eyes exhausted: “When I arrived, they died.” I’m sorry.
It took me a while to understand that he was talking about my parents.
“I know you longer than you have known me,” he put his hand on me, and said, “I saw you in the palanquin when I was passing through the palace.” Clothes, dirty faces, funny faces, eyes full of light I don’t have. I’m sorry.
He smiled and his eyes got sad.
“You’re a lot luckier than I am, even though you’re born bitter. When I was born, my mother died, and how much my father loved her, how much he hated me when my mother died. When I was born, my father threw me into the snow for half an hour, and the nurse took me up and saved my life, but he was severely wounded by his angry father and died in a few days. Spring mud is a nurse’s child, so I treat her much better than the normal one. I’m sorry.
“I have suffered from this disease since then, and every snowday I am in a state of infirmity, and then I can’t get a cure. The day I brought you back, I thought, “What happened to the little girl in the snow? I’m sorry.
“That’s the way it was…” I said, “When did you know who I was?” I’m sorry.
“This is a piece of jade I saw in my uncle’s house, who says it’s unique to his sister. I’ve heard that the Queen’s mother’s sister ran away with her parents in the early years. I’m sorry.
“I misjudged you so you put me in jail in Northie because…”
“You and your mother are so much alike, and I have a lot of people who are watching me in plain and secret, and who have seen your mother when I had something to do, and I was afraid to take you with me, and I didn’t feel comfortable putting you in the house, so I put you in jail for a while. I’m sorry.
My feelings about him have faded. But it’s like, “Then you won’t be afraid of the little assassins, will you? I’m sorry.
“Do you really think he didn’t kill me because of you? I can see he wasn’t really going to kill me. How else could you hold on to a man who’s been practicing martial arts for years? I’m sorry.
“Why didn’t you explain this to me? I’m sorry.
“I don’t want you to know about these battles, I want to keep the pure light in your eyes, and now I think the Crown Prince’s place is about to come to an end, and I’ll have to get it back in front of you and San’s house, and you’ll be free of fear. I’m sorry.
“But when Uncle Yupei didn’t see me, he knew I was his nephew. Why did you not immediately allow me to be my father?” I’m sorry.
He smiled, and said, “That’s a good question, because I was afraid that the King’s son would inherit the throne and die, so I didn’t want you to go back, and now you’re the concubine of Sankoh, and you can only escape as Deutsche Chiu. Besides, the situation is now clear on the courtyard, and it’s almost impossible for me to let you go back to Dea house and be your real daughter. I’m sorry.
At that time, the footsteps were ringing from the outside porch, getting closer, and I was busy keeping Lin in the closet.
I’m wearing a hood.
“You’re still awake.” I’m sorry.
It’s San…
I lifted up my head and wondered what to tell him about my leaving. But he did not give me the chance to speak, grabbed my wrist, pressed me on the bedbar and whispered in my ear, “Did you not know if you had seen the assassin who just came in your room?” I’m sorry.
I shook my head in shock.
And suddenly he fell down and kissed me on the cheek, without saying anything, and looked at me as if I would die before him the next second, and I saw in his eyes a little bit of something else.
He looked at me for a while, stood up, and I was in shock, and he said:
“Six brother come out, I know you’re here. I’m sorry.
“My brother, I’m hiding here to give you a wedding room. I didn’t know you were here so late. I’m going to sleep inside. “The closet door is open, Lin comes out of there with a yawn in it, and I laugh in my heart.
“Stop pretending, I know everything. “Sit down on the bed, and walk away, and from now on I will only take you as dead.” I’m sorry.
“How did you get it so fast? I’m sorry.
“Well, that, this woman, Liang, is so jealous. I’m sorry.
I thought he was shy.
I should’ve let them get in touch sooner, and I wouldn’t have to be so scared.
“So you kissed me? I’m sorry.
“I’ve given him his woman. What’s the big deal about kissing? I’m sorry.
“He kissed you? “Where’s the kiss?” I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen Lin so childishly pointed at his cheeks, he used his sleeves softly and carefully to wipe back and forth.
“Okay, clean up. I’m sorry.
“I’m getting drunk, go, and when I change my mind, you won’t be able to leave.” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t care less about the complex emotions in my eyes, and I had to go out with a red dress, and Lin grabbed me, “Get changed. I don’t like this wedding. I’m sorry.
I didn’t hear what San whispered, but I clearly saw him turn over a funny white eye. The white eye was pulled out of the house before I finished, so I could change my clothes.
I saw San and Brother Four waiting for me when I came back in one piece of clothes, and I didn’t know what they had just said, and they were laughing at me, and I didn’t hesitate to go to the woods.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
Extra: San’s perspective
There are only two things I’ve argued with myself in my life, one being the eldest son and the other her.
The last thing I could do was kill my eldest son, who I gave up on the night of the wedding.
I have been asked why I care so much about my eldest son’s identity … I have not told anyone that this position was difficult to find in exchange for life and nightmares all night.
When I was a kid, I wasn’t my first son, and I had a second brother. My sister and brother-in-law are all the best people in the world.
I don’t like it. When I was five years old, I pushed my brother into the lake, and when my conscience found out he was out of breath.
I saw my father looking at me coldly at the edge of the lake, and his eyes were chilling.
I thought this would be a shadow that I would not be able to walk away from for a lifetime but did not think that my father would say to me, “Then you will be the eldest son of the house.” I’m sorry.
The father was the most important, and he would not say to the world that his child had killed another child, nor would he be able to leave his house without a son.
Second brother died, and I was the only one, the eldest.
All the best things in this house are mine, and I want something that somebody would hate to put on their knees.
I feel so grateful for my guilt, and if he hadn’t died, how would I have done it to this beloved, careless, eldest son.
It was only on the day of his sacrifice that I had to be with a group to sleep.
I hate the clean-up look on Lin’s body. But it’s also because he’s so much like second brother that I prefer to make him feel like a firstborn.
At first I was always afraid he’d hate me for jealous. It’s been a long time, and I find that he doesn’t care much.
“Whatever you like, I’ll buy you. “And We have twice as much silver as the fourth brother, reclining at his desk.
He put down his book and thought, instead of accepting my gift, he took half of his little moon silver: “Buy me a peach book.” I’m sorry.
“You don’t draw very much. Why do you suddenly want to paint a book or something like peach blossom?” I’m sorry.
“Isn’t it true that it’s only Matsumoto? He asked me, and he laughed, “It’s Sinead who wants to paint peach blossoms. She hasn’t seen peach blossoms. I’m sorry.
The name . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
A self-righteous man like Lin Tung would bring back a girl as simple as a white paper. It is even more difficult to understand that the father, who has always been an expert in calculations, will take her as a foster child.
Before I could figure it out, my father came to his study and told me a lot.
It turns out that it was only after Lin Tzu brought Kim to the capital that his father found out that she was the daughter of Miss Deutsch, whom he had followed for a long time. On the third day of the snowfall, the people sent were lazy, but they didn’t want the three members of the family to be left with only one gold flower, which happened to bring Lin to life.
The father asked me to have more contact with her, and it would be best to marry her in the future, so that she could be firmly held in her hand.
I asked, why didn’t Lin marry her? He said that Lin had hated him in his heart and that he did not feed him well, and that he had not even told him about his life.
I don’t think Lin Zheng is well fed.
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen a girl like that pink little chubby, a girl who was born to be worthy of dignity, and who now lives under a fence with care.
“Hey! Golden Flowers! Do you want to go out with me? * I’m screaming for *
And the mist of the morning caused her all to wet herself, and her eyes were glittering, and she came to me like a deer in the jungle.
She said, “Can you show me peach blossoms?” I’m sorry.
I asked her why she wanted to see peach blossoms, and she said she wanted to paint them and make them happy.
I thought, no wonder there were so many beggars out there and Lin picked her up.
It’s too hard to be able to have a person who really wants to be good to him, and to think hard about him.
I promised, but on purpose, when my brother was there, I called her to the peach forest. Just to make Lin think that the flowers are closer to me.
It’s too childish to be so careful, but I’m happy to be able to use such childish care from an early age to put a lot of pressure on the forest, which has always been so thoughtful.
Lin won’t let her out, so I went to the peach forest alone, where I met the Kim Liang.
She was so beautiful, she was so angry, she didn’t know what was bothering her, and she threw a whip on the branch of the peach tree and fell down on the ground with a broken petal, and I took her whip before: “You are too rough, are you? Where are the peach blossoms? I’m sorry.
“Peachflower didn’t mess with me. Someone fucked with me. Should I put this whip on him? I’m sorry.
And when I came to my hand to steal the whip, and I held her in my legs long enough, I cried, and I gave her the whip back: “Now you have no strength to pump the tree.” What do you say? Are you feeling better? I’m sorry.
She was stunned, her mouth was slightly raised, and she pulled her face down and took the whip with pride: “Who are you?” I’m sorry.
“If you want to know, ask yourself. “I put my hand behind my back, and I turned around and thought that she was in a bad mood.
“The third brother! “I heard the sound of the golden flower, and as soon as she turned back, she ran into my arms, and she turned tears in my eyes.
“How come you’re alone? I’m sorry.
She said they got separated.
When I saw her behind me, it was Lin, and I pretended not to see her, and asked her, “Why do you have to go around his brother? You are not the only one.” I’m sorry.
She said, ‘How can I not turn around him when he can bring me a word and let me go?’ I’m sorry.
I watched with fun the shadow of my brother’s anger when she heard her voice behind her, and I pulled her up to catch her, saying, “Don’t forget, I’m the heir.” I’m sorry.
The point is, I’m the one you’re supposed to be.
I saw her hesitated and pushed her in the water and broke her heart in one sentence: “It would have been better for him if he had a strange temper.” I’m sorry.
She’s just taking a breath and playing with me till dark.
The way she’s smiling in front of me makes me think she’s more interesting than I thought.
She has never smiled like this in front of the forest, and surely she has no guard against me.
When he came back at night, I heard that his brother was drunk in his room, and I stunned him, but it was just a misunderstanding that Kim-hwa liked me more, and he used to restrain himself and didn’t think it was so important.
I suddenly feel a little guilty…
But… ..the fourth brother used the golden flower as his sister, and I used the golden flower as my future wife, so I don’t think I’m fighting the fourth brother.
His father and General Liang had made an agreement with him to become his children’s family, and now the show is on its way, hoping it will be settled soon. And I remember the beam that I met in the garden of peach blossoms, shaking its head like a drum. If I marry her, she goes mad, and I cannot bear the whip. I told my father it’s for the fourth brother.
“Fine, the Leung family is no match for us. “Father says so, I think so.
If it were to be said that the father did not like the fourth brother, it was not only because his birth had taken away the woman he loved the most, but also because he and his father were not the same, but I were.
I’m just like my father, and I’m working hard, but I’m better at disguise than my father.
After I told Lin what my father meant, I pretended to tell him I had a sweetheart.
Goldflower pushed me out, and we stood at the door, and I knew he was listening to my conversation with Goldflower, and I said those words on purpose. He finally came out of his room and asked me who my heart was.
And without a trace of gold, I shall surely see it with his hearing, and surely I will understand.
4th brother and Jinhua are alike, they’re only serious. I didn’t have a heart to trust him for years. And when Jinhua is young and has never seen the world before, Little Grace is enough for her.
She was hugged with sugar cucumbers wrapped in oilpapers, and her mouth was full of crumbs and she said, “How nice of the San!” I’m sorry.
“Do you want to be with San forever? I’m sorry.
She noded her head hard: “The San and the Fourth are good to me, and I’m willing to stay like this forever!” I’m sorry.
I’m just helping, just kids.
But I’m a little restless, and what I want must be 100% sure of it.
So the city hears of golden flowers being my daughter-in-law.
I took her to dinner in the winehouse that day, and I happened to meet Liang, and Kim-hwa looked at her, and I was just eating. I just pretended not to see the humble eyes of Liang coming.
Kimhua asked me what kind of person I am, and I thought, “It’s not because she’s a good-looking person, nor because she’s a good-looking person, nor because she’s a remarkable person in her family, but when I see her, I think it would be better if one day I could hold her in my arms and call her a girl.” I’m sorry.
Saying that I have tightened my shoulders, and if I had been a woman, I would have understood what I meant, but a little boy like Goldflower would have avoided it before he understood it.
Lin Zheng taught me well enough to bite my teeth.
I confessed to my daughter-in-law in front of the entire winehouse. I saw Liang rise and stare at me and left in a hurry.
I don’t know.
Lin came to me soon to ask me about the rumors, and I told him frankly that the man in my heart is the golden flower, and I will marry her.
I’m like, “Why don’t you like golden flowers?” I’m sorry.
He seemed to be angry, and passed by a few breaths, and said to me, “She is still a child.” I’m sorry.
Children? My mother made a marriage with my father at that age. I’m sorry.
“It’s not the same. I don’t want the gold flowers to carry what she doesn’t like. She doesn’t know what she likes. I’m sorry.
“She doesn’t know, but I do. I want everyone to know that she’s mine, so no one else wants her. I’m sorry.
The sound of puddles, a punch in my face, I licked the blood of licking my mouth, and I took a break, and I said to him, “Lim, I know you’re spoiling her, but she’s not your cat and dog, and she’s going to leave you one day and marry me here.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t know which sentence hit him, he turned around and left, and I didn’t know why, I felt a bit of a fall in his back.
I’ve done a lot of things to piss him off over the years, and he’s never been so angry.
He beat me in the face and looked me in the mirror, but the injuries were not obvious. So I called the doctor and said, “I don’t feel well in my arms, I can’t help but put a plaster on my healthy arm.”
I walked in front of my father like I was sick.
Lin was called to collect 50 plates.
Then I told Kim-hwa that the arm had been injured by the forest.
And said to Lin, ‘I accidentally fell on my arm, and I didn’t expect to hurt you.’ I’m sorry.
When Lin looked at me as if he did not want to speak to me, when I thought he would not speak, he said, “I am used to it.” I’m sorry.
In the night, I smiled with my golden jar, and I looked like a total bad guy.
I don’t care because, as long as I’m in good hands, the Emperor, in his capacity as the eldest son, will always give me one and a half posts.
I heard Lin had accidentally provoked the Prince’s suspicion in order to get rid of the marriage, and I thought he’d be better off. The door of his study was always closed, and I went to his room at night to see him at last. We said, “You will fight in the hall, and you will not know what will happen, so leave the golden flowers with me. Rest assured that I will take care of her.” I’m sorry.
And he said, “This is Zine, and she should make her own decision.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
It’s not easy for me to touch my chin.
I sent many delicious things to the golden flower, and she sent them back, and told me that she was going to study with Lin these days, without having to eat.
I sent her the jewelry, and she returned it all, to be told that she was too young to use it.
I don’t know.
I was in a bad mood, and she came to me with a beautiful twig and gave me a farewell gift.
I thought about it, remembering that she told me about a close relationship between spring mud and wood.
So I told him that the forest had already taken out the mud.
And she stood still, and I did not say more than I could, and she walked away. I don’t know if she’s listening to me or if she’s feeling a little shaken.
I should’ve gone after Lin after the seal, but I saw Kim-hwa really didn’t follow him, so I felt so relieved. But it’s true that there are trees in the heart of gold, why else do you care who took them in?
For five years, even if she cannot love me, I can turn her dependents from the forest to me. I think I am no worse than him.
I couldn’t help but pull her out of the street to get something. She seemed to regret not going with Lin.
I told her that if she came with me, I’d take her to Lin.
It’s only with her brother’s head that she said yes, but it’s my goal.
In the street, a young lady from Liang Province, Liang Liang, walked by me with a white horse, tied the horse to the front of the wine building, and returned to walk alone from me and stuffed it into a piece of paper in my sleeve.
She’s a shock to me and a mystery to me. It was not until I spread it.
“Mart to you, have a good trip. I’m sorry.
This modesty is really interesting.
I’ve lost track of it. Three years have passed, but I can’t leave her. I thought she was stupid. I didn’t think she’d let me see it in three years. Cooking and painting are all the best, and it’s easy to make people happy, and it’s growing and growing, and it’s so sweet and eyebrowing, and it’s like a peach flower, and it’s so sweet.
It’s just one thing … She seems to be in love with someone else, and I’ve got a lot of nerve, and I’ve got a lot of talent all over the city to watch her reaction, and she’s got nothing to do with it.
A few days later, the next person told me that she had found a letter from Lin, and I ran into her room unsettled and was empty.
I saw a lot of little things in her room, from the woods. I’ve given her so many things over the years, but her place in the house is always marked with something from Lin.
It was only then that I understood that, for three years, I had not been able to replace Lin in her heart.
Do I love her? I think I love her, but I can’t believe all the calculations of the early years. It’s only because I’ve always treated her like my future wife, that I’m not aware of her.
But anyway, her departure made me feel empty.
If you leave the city for no reason, the Emperor will be angry, but I have to go to the Northside to find this empty piece.
North Dixie is far away and cold, and I don’t know if she came out with enough entanglement and clothes. I went into the city and went to Lin’s house without interruption, where I found the gold flowers that were packing, and took her luggage and pulled her out.
I look like a robber, and I actually want to be a bandit and force her out of the woods and grab me.
Clint stopped us.
My father called me home for no good reason, and I looked at my father and said that I had come back to marry the golden flower, and that if he said anything, he would love the forest again and must marry me.
My father thought for a while, with a fan in his hand, to my head, “I can’t even get a woman.” I’m sorry.
I know I let my father be this evil man, and it might have caused him trouble, but that’s all I can do.
The Emperor’s decree came before his father had thought of it, saying that I should have been punished for having returned to the capital, but that I had not been too old and had spared my life, and had pointed out to my relatives, so that I could get married as soon as possible and return to the city with my new wife.
The Emperor meant no one else, but his former father had pointed to Lin.
But the city is so deep that he didn’t know, but he didn’t touch his bottom line. He did it first, and he did not know how to get the Emperor to marry me himself.
“Fish and bear palms, I must have both. I muffled.
“What? Kim Han is curious to come to me and want to hear what I’m saying.
I said, “I’m gonna take you to a candy pot. I’m sorry.
She’s grown up, and I don’t like to eat candy, but I’ve bought a lot of it, and I want to see her smile like she did when she was a kid.
“What do you want most now? I asked.
“I have nothing to want. She saw a small shop that sells beads and stuffs of sugar in my arms and says, “I’ve got to buy some gifts for my sister-in-law. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe I miss her a little bit.
My father finally decided to let her be my concubine, and then the story spread throughout the city, and I stopped talking.
It’s just that there’s a big difference between rumors and facts. It is said that Liang was humbled and jealous of his concubine, who did not tolerate humiliation and fled overnight.
I laughed when I heard the rumor in the wine room. The people were stupid.
But I can’t laugh when I’m smiling, looking at the bean.
“This rumor, you spread out? I’m sorry.
Liang has taken a sip of tea and says, “Will the husband be satisfied?” Without harming your reputation and that of Lindhil, I am a woman who is known as a drug addict, and if you do anything wrong in the future, you can push it on me. I’m sorry.
Crazy woman.
Suffering.
I stopped looking at her, and I didn’t know why I was touched by the pain of this crazy woman.
I’m afraid it’s crazy too.
I’m thinking of the end of the day when we’re all together, and I’m going to see what that little girl’s become of my bride.
It was hard to wait until the guests were scattered, and I walked to the new room of the golden flower, and was taken away with my mouth around the corner. When I was left in bed rudely, I saw the man, who was my new wife, Liang.
She crawled into bed, untied my clothes, I couldn’t get away with it, and just when my incompetent friends gave me pills for the cave, she was so hot.
I look at the naked beam of my bed with my clothes on.
“Why is your girl’s house so shameless? I’m sorry.
“If I had no shame, I wouldn’t have waited three years for you. Now I’m the wife and wife you’re married to. I’m sorry.
When I get my shoes on, I’m going to go outside, and she’s got her finger on my belt: “You’re going to find your daughter-in-law?” She’s dating her lover. She doesn’t want you to go. I’m sorry.
“How dare you frame a golden flower?” I’m sorry.
“When I first went out to stop you, I saw the four masters go into Lin Sin’s room. I’m sorry.
I’ll break her fingers and go. She took two light spots from behind and I couldn’t move.
“You, listen to me before you decide whether to bother them. I’m sorry.
I can’t move, there’s no other choice…
She said to herself:
“Why did Master Four sneak into Lin Sin’s room at this hour? Does he not know that, once caught, the day of Linsin will not be better in his house? I’m sorry.
“A man as careful as he is will not be so inconsiderate, but the only explanation is that he will not leave Lindhel in the house, and he will take her away. I’m sorry.
“I’m gonna stop them. I was so anxious.
“Take it easy, listen to me. I’ve just been following Master Four, and I’ve been surprised to hear that Lyncine is the cousin of Deeds… the niece of today’s queen. I’m sorry.
When she mentioned a dress, she came down naked and stood in front of me: “Did I hear my father say that the Second Prince and the Ninth Prince were fighting for the throne, and that the situation was tense, and that I would have guessed that if she didn’t know anything, it might still work? But now she knows, guess she’d really be a pawn?” I’m sorry.
“How do you know so much? I’m sorry.
“I guess, I guess. Do you think your daughter-in-law can’t guess? I’m sorry.
She touched my face with cold fingers: “I do not care whether you are sincere or false to her; now you are my husband; I only wish you peace.” I’m sorry.
“What do you think I should do? “I’m in a mess.
“Why don’t we use this piece as a shield, she’ll go tonight, and if you set her free and sell them alone, you won’t let it save your life. I’m sorry.
I look at Liang with humility, and this woman is so thoughtful. Well, Father’s game is related to my game, but it’s not the same game.
Kim Han is gone, my father’s game is dead, and my game is dead.
Seeing me, Liang humbled me and laughed at me: “Then choose, my husband.” I’m sorry.
I don’t want to give the gold flowers to the woods.
But I don’t want to joke about my own life.
I thought all the best things in this house were mine.
I was wrong. Nothing in this house is good, up and down. I looked at the golden flower and I thought, in the end, I gave the best to Lin.
I tried to make myself look easier, and I said that the reason why I let go of the gold was that Liang was humbled and jealous.
And when he changed his clothes, Lin asked me to come outside and smiled, and said: “I know that you didn’t like me very much when you were a child, and pretended to be close to me for years to get close to it. I’m sorry.
Turns out he knew all my care.
He said, “We have chosen the woman whom you marry, with great wisdom, and above all, with control over you.” I’m sorry.
I shrugged my shoulders with no choice… ..he said that I had already seen it… ..to be true, be truly a strange woman.
“The 4th brother is so desperate. I’m laughing.
The golden flower was replaced with a regular dress, and I looked through the door at the wedding dress, which had been dumped on the bed at will, and it was sour in my heart.
I’ve always thought I’d never really loved a golden flower. But when they held their hands in the dark and suddenly a tear fell on my back, I realized that the plot had reached my bone marrow and made my heart blind.
Well, it’s already decided, let’s not see it.
Extra: Sinead perspective
Walking through the porch, running out of the gate of the house, from night to day, we ran to the peach forest in the north of the city, and the morning was heavy, and the flowers were blooming, and the sound of his bang fell on the ground covered with peach petals.
4th brother, 4th brother! I snagged him again and pushed his body, and even beat him in the face.
He opened his eyes, turned over and put me under it: “Well, I’m too tired to let me sleep. I’m sorry.
And then I turned his body back, lying in a pink peach flower, and I tried to put it on his arm, and he closed his eyes and showed a smile of satisfaction.
In order to recover Jade Pei, he traveled from the capital to the North, day and night, and stayed up all night. I thought of it, I was breathing. I was afraid to wake him up.
He did not sleep long enough to wake up right before someone came.
So I walked with him in the pomegranate, and said: “How can you prove that you did not lie to me, though you explained everything to me?” I’m sorry.
He took me in his arms: “If you find me lying to you for the rest of your life, you’re going to give me a book, and you’re going to stab me in the face, and I’m going to lose my head for the rest of my life.” I’m sorry.
“Who said I was going to marry you?”
“It’s your heart, don’t you hear it? I’ve been saying since last night to marry him and marry him. And he smiled and drew down the petals of my hair, and said, “I said, listen to your heart, don’t you listen to me, don’t you listen to it? I’m sorry.
I never knew that the forest had such a grumpy side.
The Queen Mother learned that her sister had a daughter left in the world, and the order was for me to marry the princess. And we were given a nice, clean house. It’s a lot to buy. I’m tired of my back.
“Why do you have to come in person, when I am set up?” I’m sorry.
And We held his hand, and said: Such a good hand can only hold my hand. I’m sorry.
He said he was going to hit you, but he was just raising his hand, and he fell on my head, “I’ve got what’s left of it. You’ll be the bride.” I’m sorry.
“Well, before we get married, I’m going to beat up my wife, and I’m going to write a book! I’m sorry.
The fact that he’s invincible and must be regretting why he told me about the book is nothing less than putting his seven inches in my hand.
He held me in his arms: “Are you sure? I can’t go back if I write it, and then I can marry a girl and have ten children.”
“Stop it! “The more I listen, the more I get, the harder I go, the more I go, the more I go, the more I go, the more I say, I’m sorry.
“You know I only have you, so don’t scare me with a book. I’m sorry.
I’m in a good place to nod my head and take a sip of the forest, and I’m a good husband.
After the wedding,
The candles swayed, and the fragrances were fragranced in the wedding room with red bills.
This is the second time I’ve seen my bride in a wedding dress, the last time she’s gonna be someone else’s concubine, this time she’s gonna be my wife.
“How long have you been waiting? I’m sorry.
She heard my voice shrunk, and she didn’t know if it was a surprise.
I sat next to her, and I heard her chewing softly and panicking.
Without lifting my head, I put my head in, and I saw her in a red lid with her eyes wide open for panic, and I kissed her in the mouth with cinnamon cakes:
“So sweet. I’m sorry.
She was shy in her head, with the red on her head or the shame on her daughter.
“Four Brother…”
“Hmm? “I’m not happy to laugh at her.
She bites her lips and closes her eyes very hard to say two words, “husband.” I’m sorry.
The cover should have slipped, and her shirt was stripped by me as she struggled to speak.
She suddenly fled me: “I’m not ready for that.” I’m sorry.
I rose up and put out the candles, and returned to my bed, and kissed her face in the dark, and she slowly stopped resisting, and I felt a little hand scratching on my chest, and she wanted to take off my wedding.
And I covered my lips, and held her in my arms, lying with her, with her in her ear, and said, “If you are not ready, then another day.” I’m sorry.
“Ah?” She went down in a fall, and she was relieved, and she didn’t say anything, and she was shy in my arms.
I smiled at her hair, and she was too small. If it wasn’t for that, I wouldn’t have let her go.
And We held her for one night, but she fell asleep, and the sun rose upon her. I had breakfast on the table.
Although the Queen has given us a large house, we eat and sleep in one room, just like ordinary people, and the maids are discharged from their homes, and the spring mud is about to fall, and I have made it easy for them to take care of.
Sinear stretches out of his bed, and the little face of red pounces flattens a little bit. When I saw her with my arms around her, I carried her to the table and watched her eat.
“Why don’t you eat? She put a piece of cake to my mouth.
“What else can I eat before I eat? I’m sorry.
“The oily talker. * She looked at me for nothing, but her face got redder. *
Because our wedding is conducted according to the princess’s marriage rules, and we have to go to the palace to see the Queen’s Lady after eating early.
Sinead likes to hold my hand and doesn’t want to let go even in front of outsiders. She was born small and married like a child.
The Queen looked at our two fingers together and told me not to let her sister’s only daughter go wrong, or I’d look good.
I promised that I would live with her even if she had no such origin.
The Queen has not left us any more, saying that the newlyweds won’t disturb us.
Out of the Queen’s Palace, I was looking for an empty corner to hold her. Her soft little body was so comfortable in my arms, I think I was addicted to that feeling.
She suddenly said she wanted to go to prison to see her father, after all, my biological father, her foster father. We should have told him. I didn’t want to go, but it was like she was eating my soft ribs, and she went in my arms with no regard for the palace. I can’t say no to her.
The Emperor, in the memory of his father as His Highness, gave him his best cell, in which he, apart from being lonely, was able to clothe himself.
When he saw me, he turned his body over in cold blood, and the cell was filled with a walled picture of beauty. I didn’t see it, but I knew it was my biological mother, Zhao.
I laughed, “You did not treat her well when she was alive, and you treated her son badly after she died. What right do you have to remember her now that you are in prison?” I’m sorry.
He refused to speak to me, and I knew that he was afraid that he would remain under the authority of his father until he died.
Zine held my hand and then fell down on his knees and fell on a head: “As a daughter-in-law, see his father.” “As soon as the ceremony was over, the daughter fell on his head and saw his father.” I’m sorry.
I frowned and was trying to pull her up, and she was worshiping the portrait again: “O mother-in-law, your daughter-in-law has not seen you, but I’m sure you must have been a good woman, why else would you have given birth to such a son, and how could you not have forgotten that you were once a noble man?” Rest assured that your son will be with him for the rest of his life, and that your husband and I will spare his life as much as I can, and that you do not grieve for the fact that the two of them have their differences. The daughter-in-law believes that they have each other in their hearts. “They love you, too, and they don’t want you to worry about them. I’m sorry.
She said so much that she wondered if it had been prepared. Although the words were tossed, she could not hide her nervous face in front of her father.
The father finally turned around and looked at us, and there was no emotion in his face: “Sun, the father has treated you badly, not a good father, but I have done nothing for you today, and I have cut off this bond, and you are free, and I will not be used to slow you down.” I’m sorry.
“Thank you, Father! I’m sorry.
She looked at me like she was afraid to find an unhappy look on my face, but I laughed and pulled her out of her cell.
She doesn’t understand. I wanted to break my father’s relationship and my father was perfect.
Not all grievances in this world can be forgiven.
My break-up with my father is the end I think is the best, but Sinead is worried about it all the time, afraid that I will hide my heart from her.
I was unable to remove her from my worries, but I held her in her arms every time she showed fear, and told her: “It is the saddest thing that makes you worry about me.” I’m sorry.
She looks like a child, but she’s not less than I am, and I’m not the only one who’s got a gun in her heart, but I’m the one who’s got a gun in her eyes.
We planted a peach garden for her in order to give her a life. It was not as big as the peach forest on the west side of the city, but each one of them was the best of my choosing, and the most flowering.
The peach garden had a swing and the top craftsman had to fix a canal through the garden, in which he had all kinds of good-looking swimming fish.
On one occasion I went home after my official duties and saw her lamentably digging a pit with little shovels next to the peach forest and burying all the dead fish.
And I went up to comfort her, and she looked up and blinked, and said, “Father, I want to have some fish to eat. These fish are good-looking, fish them up and put them back, and die a few times. Wouldn’t it be more fun if they had something to eat and one to eat? I’m sorry.
I can’t help but wonder why the fish died so fast … I wanted her to feed the fish and she fell in love with fishing.
And the next day, I put all the carp she loved. She was happy, but in the next few months, I smelled of carp.
A boy was born of spring mud, so he couldn’t cry when he fell in his arms and looked at him.
“This child is your destiny. I said:
And he smiled at the spring when it had just been produced, saying, “Yes, of course, come or give him a name.” I’m sorry.
How’s Zhao Eun-hyun? “Sinead holds the child in love.
Since then, there has been a boy named Zhao Eun-hyun, in addition to four of our servants.
I looked at Zhao Eun-hyun, smiling in the arms of Sin-il, and held him displeasibly to the mud. I can’t believe that one day I’ll be jealous of this stinking kid.
My wife left me for the third time and went to see Zhao Eun.
I’m writing in my room while I remember it.
It’s like it’s been a long time since the door was finally opened and Sinead walked to the bed without looking at me.
“Why don’t you ask your husband what he’s doing? I’m sorry.
“Write. She lies in bed and closes her eyes.
“Don’t you wonder what I’m writing? I’m sorry.
She didn’t answer me. She didn’t move. She fell asleep.
I went to the bed with anger and stabbed her, and she scratched her face with confusion and whispered, “I’m exhausted, let me sleep.” I’m sorry.
I leaned in her ear and said, “Why don’t we have one? I’m sorry.
She’s not sleepy, she’s staring away, I’m looking at her in the light, and she closes her eyes in a hurry: “Well, I’m really too sleepy to talk about anything later. I’m sorry.
“You know how hard it is to get married so long. “I whispered in her ear and grabbed her wrist.
She pretended to be asleep, but her face was red.
“Madam, let’s go round tonight. I’m sorry.
□ Detonation
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.