How does it feel to
find out that someone you have a crush on has a boyfriend or girlfriend?
I ran into a girl in a bath towel at the home of a boy I have a crush on.
She should have just come out of the shower, her hair still dripping and her cheeks slightly pink. The door of the
master bedroom was still open, and there was an ambiguous darkness inside. It’s hard for
me not to imagine what happened between them.
I even faintly smelled the salty smell of body fluids in the air.
Xiao Huai, the boy I have liked for ten years, slept with another girl today.
As long as ten years of unrequited love, at this moment, I finally gave up.
1. Xiao Huai had a car accident, his right leg was broken, and he had to lie down for at least a month. During
this period, he could not take care of himself and needed to be served.
Under my mother’s repeated urging, I took the cooked porridge to the hospital.
Xiao Huai is really rich, and he lives in a single ward.
I couldn’t help sighing.
He was reading a book when he heard the noise and looked up slightly to meet me.
Not long ago, I vowed that I would never pester him again. As a result, Baba appeared in front of him two days later. I stood in the doorway, a little embarrassed. I have said
similar words many times over the years, so that later, Xiao Huai has been immune to my so-called “determination”, from the initial indifference and anger to the later indifference, after I said that day, I even saw a trace of contempt and ridicule from his eyes.
In fact, it is said to be many times, but it is really only three times. Every
failure and compromise makes him more determined that I can’t leave him.
But he didn’t know that every time I was really disappointed, my loss and sadness were real, and the feeling of wanting to give up was real.
This time I really found that I didn’t seem to like him so much.
I didn’t want to come.
But my mother said, “You have free working hours, so you can take care of Xiao Huai.”. Neighbor for
so many years, Xiao Huai is also your brother, and the two children have to take care of each other outside. With
my refusal still in my mouth, Xiao Huai’s mother took the phone again and asked me to take care of her son gently and gratefully.
I said, “but Xiao Huai has a girlfriend.”.
“” Girlfriend? When did
Xiao Huai have a girlfriend?
“The other side was surprised.”.
A few minutes later, my mother called me again, “Your aunt asked, Xiao Huai said he did not have a girlfriend, you made a mistake.”.
”“……” He just doesn’t want to tell you yet.
The seafood porridge in the insulation bucket was poured out, and the whole room was filled with fresh fragrance in an instant.
When I handed him the bowl, he looked at me and took it in silence.
After only one taste, he realized something was wrong. “Did you buy it outside?”?
“I nodded and found a chair to sit down.” I came in a hurry and didn’t have time to cook.
“Xiao Huai pursed his lips slightly.”.
I said, “You can eat a little first, and I’ll make it for you next time.”.
“Xiao Huai does not like to eat outside food, first, feel unclean, and second, dislike the seasoning flavor is too heavy.”.
Seafood porridge is complicated to make, just four or five kinds of ingredients, but also to deal with shrimp whiskers and shrimp lines, if in the past, I may indeed give him an hour or two in advance.
Not long after, Chen Qi came. In the dog days of summer
, she was sunburned, panting, and said with a smile, “Xiao Huai, I brought you porridge, which I made with my own hands.”.
I noticed that she was wearing a denim hip skirt. The reason why
I care so much is that when we first met, Xiao Huai praised her appreciatively, “You are very suitable for wearing skirts.”.
“The contrast is strong, in the same situation I wear a skirt, other boys are staring at my thighs, only Xiao Huai frowned and said,” good Duan Duan how to wear so strange?
Because of this sentence, I seldom wear skirts until now. After
that, I thought hard about what kind of girl could get such a “suitable” evaluation in Xiao Huai’s eyes.
Finally came to the conclusion that Chen Qi is very thin, waist-to-hip ratio is very good, coupled with a long black straight, what kind of skirt in her there can wear temperament.
For this reason, I worked hard to lose weight, leaving myself emaciated and weak, and finally lost less than 95 pounds.
Jiajia scolded me bitterly, “Your skin is whiter than her, your waist is thinner than her, your chest is crisper than her, and you have a beautiful swan neck, but no matter how men don’t feel you, they don’t feel you, don’t you understand?”?
I understand, but I can’t help it. The skirt
she is wearing now is very similar to the one I was disliked by Xiao Huai.
It’s short, and it wraps around the hip line perfectly.
Seeing Chen Qi’s dress, Xiao Huai’s eyes did not change at all.
Sure enough, it’s not the skirt that’s strange, it’s just the people.
Thank you, but I just ate.
“Xiao Huai put down the bowl.”.
“Oh, yes.”.
“Chen Qi is a little disappointed.”.
I took the insulated bucket. “It doesn’t matter. You can eat it in the hot night.”.
So I don’t have to cook it.
I opened the lid and smelled it, thinking happily.
Xiao Huai glanced at me.
They were chatting, and I sat aside with my head down and played with my mobile phone.
Xiao Huai was obviously very considerate to Chen Qi and handed her a blanket to cover her legs.
I bent over the table and fell asleep unconsciously.
2. I always know that Xiao Huai doesn’t like me.
We knew each other so early that the image of me shaving a board inch and running around in a vest every day and being tanned by the sun was deeply rooted in his mind.
Until junior high school, I was still a tomboy image, so that to him, I was always the thin neighbor’s child, even the gender was vague.
Even though I grew long hair after high school and was praised by many people for my growing figure, his impression of me remained unchanged.
The last time I felt frustrated, I probably heard him talking to Chen Qi about me and teasing him lightly. “You said Yao?”?
Rabbits know not to eat grass near their nests.
However, even so, I only dare to stand silently at the door with breakfast, adjust my mood and then pretend to enter the door as if nothing had happened. I
was afraid that after the point was broken, I broke off the last contact with him. So
humble that even I think it’s funny.
A few days ago, I ran into Chen Qi in Xiao Huai’s room wearing only a bath towel.
She just came out of the bathroom, her hair was still dripping, her shoulders were white and smooth, and she looked much more pure without makeup than after makeup.
We looked at each other, and there was a flash of consternation on her face. Then she gave a short cry of surprise and hid behind Xiao Huai. The door of the
master bedroom was still open, and there was an ambiguous darkness inside.
I faintly smelled the salty smell of body fluids in the air.
Xiao Huai, the boy I have liked for ten years, slept with another girl today.
Although she looked panicked, we both knew that it was me who was in a mess.
I maintain the last bit of decency, calmly handed over the phone, “aunt can not contact you very anxious, this call me.”.
“Xiao Huai looked at me, not too much emotion on the face, took the phone to one side,” Hello?
Mom, I’m here.
He doesn’t care what I think.
I closed my eyes slightly and lowered my eyes so that I didn’t have to look at her.
It was this girl who, for a whole month, entered Xiao Huai’s house every morning and left at six or seven o’clock in the evening. Occasionally, she met me and greeted me with a smile.
In the past, he never allowed girls to go in and out of his house, and I was an exception, but now there is no exception.
Probably because of jealousy, I always felt that the smile was mixed with a touch of sarcasm and ostentation. Am
I lucky she didn’t spend the night at his house.
At that time, I was still thinking.
I didn’t expect to be hit in the face so soon. After chatting
with my mother, Xiao Huai returned the phone to me and explained, “I didn’t notice that the phone turned off automatically.”.
“” Uh-huh.
“I’m sure I didn’t show too many facial expressions, and I said in a normal tone,” Then I’ll go back.
“Xiao Huai stared at me for a moment, looking hard to distinguish.” Good.
“I turned around and was stopped by Chen Qi.”.
She was a little embarrassed and said, “I drank too much wine last night. My clothes are smelly. I don’t want to wear them. Can I borrow one from you?”?
“She curled her lips.” I think we’re about the same size.
“I paused and chuckled.” Yes. When I
got back, I sat in the dark room for a long time. I didn’t want to recall exactly how I spent that day. I only knew that people didn’t have much desire to cry when they were really powerless.
I know exactly what it means for a girl to take a shower in a single man’s house. I don’t want to guess what happened between them and how it happened, but the clips and images kept pouring into my mind, and by the time I came to my senses, my palms had been pinched by myself.
Looking at the layers of fingernail prints in my palm, I suddenly felt very sad. After
that, I was going to put it down.
He even had plans to leave the city.
But two days later, Xiao Huai had a car accident. When I
woke up at night, I raised my head in a misty way and rubbed my sour arm. “Where is Chen Qi?”?
“Xiao Huai seems to be not in a good mood, concise,” go.
“I was still wondering if they had a quarrel, so I saw Xiao Huai close the computer and pinch his eyebrows.” Give me the urinal under the bed.
“I froze for a moment.” Oh. OK.
“Xiao Huai lifted the quilt, revealing the blue and white striped sick pants of his lower body.”.
I dare not look. “Do you want me to leave?”?
“He had a half-smile.”.
“Suit yourself.”.
3. I have to stay in bed at night, so I look at Xiao Huai from time to time to see if he has any plans to sleep. At
eleven o’clock, Xiao Huai finally turned off the computer. “Get a hot towel and I’ll wipe my body.”.
Wipe your body?
“Well, he hasn’t showered for at least three days since the accident.”.
I came out with a towel, and Xiao Huai was unbuttoning.
With the exposure of chest and abdominal muscles, he took off the whole jacket, slightly thin but not thin, smooth muscle lines.
If it was before, my face was already red, and I wanted to see it but didn’t dare to see it.
In the face of the man you like, who is not a little color embryo.
Xiao Huai took the towel and wiped his neck and arms. The
strong chest rises and falls slightly with the breath. As I
watched, I was a little distracted.
After a while, he handed me the towel. “Go and wash it.”.
“” Oh.
I am like a daughter-in-law who works hard without complaint. The
towel was washed, but he didn’t pick it up.
“I understood and scrubbed him carefully with a towel.”. The skin under the
hands is smooth and flexible, which is very different from the delicate and soft skin of girls.
Xiao Huai did not speak until I wiped his waist and suddenly pressed my hand.
“Are you ready?”?
I asked.
He glanced at me without any sign.
“Do you want to wipe the bottom?”?
“I was stunned after asking.”.
Xiao Huai also froze for a moment and looked down at me with complicated eyes. It’s
over. It’s over.
I regretted in my heart. How could I molest a man who had a girlfriend? He must have misunderstood me again.
Why don’t you find a nurse?
“After tidying up, I seriously propose.”.
Xiao Huai frowned. “Do you think I’m troublesome?”?
Or in the future this kind of thing, or wait for Chen Qi to come to do.
“I said,” After all, she’s your girlfriend.
“Xiao Huai:” She is not my girlfriend.
“They’ve all slept together and they’re not girlfriends.”.
Xiao Huai, when did you become so bad.
4. I told Jiajia that I caught Chen Qi taking a bath at Xiao Huai’s house that day.
She grinned angrily. “You’re not still dead set on him at this point, are you?”?
“I rubbed my face.” I gave up. I said I would leave here and go back to Nancheng.
But didn’t Xiao Huai have a car accident?
My mother asked me to take care of him for a while.
Wait a minute. I remember I have a brother who seems to work in a city. Let me ask.
“Jia Jia said generously,” introduce my brother to you! He is very handsome. When did
you have a brother?
Cousin, I’ll ask him to add your WeChat.
A few minutes later, someone named JL sent a friend request. After
that, we didn’t speak.
Maybe he’s not interested in me, but it’s hard to refuse.
I didn’t feel relieved and soon forgot about it. It will take
about a week for Xiao Huai to be discharged from the hospital after a review of the fracture without displacement. During
this period, Chen Qi would come to see him every day.
She would bring fruit and food to Xiao Huai, which saved me a lot of trouble.
Xiao Huai is very polite to her, in fact, he is very polite to everyone, but to me without false words.
Chen Qi asked me with concern if I needed to go home and rest, and she could take care of me here.
“Is that all right?”?
“I really don’t sleep very well in the hospital. Xiao Huai sometimes has to get up at night and sometimes has to drink water. I always have to wake up twice a night.”.
She smiled sweetly. “Of course.”.
“Xiao Huai’s eyes on the bed swept over heavily.”.
I picked up my bag. “Then I’ll come back in the evening.”. Before I
left, I saw Xiao Huai’s thin lips tight, which was a sign of his anger. When he was a
freshman, he had a very serious cold. He had a high fever and refused to go to the hospital. I couldn’t carry him on my back. I could only stay up all night in the rental house and try my best to cool him down. His eyes were red.
Two people alone in the field to go to school, no relatives, that night I really feel very helpless.
Fortunately, the next day his fever subsided a lot, and he woke up and opened his eyes to look at me silently.
I couldn’t help crying all night and asked him if he was hungry and what he wanted to eat.
During that time, the flu was rampant. Xiao Huai asked me if I was not afraid of being infected?
I was in love and said, “I’d rather be sick.”.
“Xiao Huai was silent.”.
If it were me at that time, I would not trust Xiao Huai, who was injured in a car accident, to another girl.
…… Be careful.
Immersed in memories, I didn’t notice that I almost bumped into someone in the hospital corridor. The man’s index finger was on my forehead to prevent me from bumping into him. There was not much blame in his tone.
I looked up a little confused and found that it was a very young doctor, very tall, at least a head taller than me, wearing a white coat, with excellent eyebrows, eyes and nose.
He smiled at me, took another look at the ward behind me, and left over me. An idea suddenly occurred to
me.
It turns out that other boys can be so handsome.
5. In the evening, when I went to the hospital by car, Jiajia suddenly sent me a message saying that her cousin had gone to see me and thought I was cute.
I
？
？
When?
Jiajia: Wait for him to tell you. He won’t let me.
So I went into Xiao Huai’s ward full of doubts. Sitting on the
hospital bed, a man with gauze wrapped around his forehead saw me with a brilliant smile, “Yao Kui is coming.”.
“Xiao Huai said,” This is Chen Qi’s brother, Chen Wu.
You may not know me yet, but I’ve known you for a long time.
“Chen Wu stood up and greeted me.”.
Xiao Huai’s face was expressionless. “He drove the car that night.”.
“” Well, I didn’t mean to. Didn’t
I get hurt, too? I also hurt my face.
“Chen Wu slapped Xiao Huai on his leg wrapped in plaster and looked up at me and said timidly,” Yao, don’t blame me.
All right, you can go back.
If you don’t want me to tell you, then I’m really leaving.
“Chen Wu went out muttering.”.
I took out Xiao Huai’s change of clothes for him. “What happened that night?”?
How could there be a car accident?
He did not answer.
Xiao Huai is a neat freak, and not washing his hair for two days is the limit. I went to the bathroom to get a basin of water for his dry cleaning, and massaged his scalp carefully in the abundant foam. Xiao Huai closed his eyes, and his facial features were always handsome and exciting. There is a touch of warmth flowing in the
air, only at this time will I feel that perhaps he also has feelings for me.
This feeling contains habit and trust, but unfortunately I don’t like it as much as I want. After
blowing my hair, I couldn’t help touching it. His hair was very good, black and shiny, so supple that I, a girl, envied him.
Xiao Huai took my wrist and held my right hand in the palm of his hand.
I have a small skeleton and look thin, but in fact I hide meat. Jiajia always loves to hug me and say that I am soft and comfortable to hold.
I don’t know if it’s because of this, Xiao Huai likes to pinch my palm very much, often casually holding my hand to play and rub, but the palm is my sensitive part, every time I don’t touch it a few times, it makes my ears hot, my body temperature rises uncontrollably, and my mind is distracted.
I don’t know if he realized this. In the past, I liked him. Although it was very uncomfortable, I put up with it every time, and even had some sweetness in my arms.
But this time, I pulled my hand back.
Xiao Huai’s palm was empty, and he looked up at me, his eyes a little dark.
You see, it’s not so hard not to like him.
…… The next morning, when the chief physician brought several doctors to make rounds, I saw the handsome doctor again yesterday.
He stood behind the director and smiled when he saw me.
Routine asked about the physical condition, the director nodded, said that the recovery was good, and told some matters needing attention to take a group of people away.
The doctor fell at the end and looked at Xiao Huai’s medical record. “Discharge the day after tomorrow?”?
I said “hmm”.
“So soon.”.
He said something vaguely, but I didn’t quite catch it. The
doctor’s line of sight shook a circle on my face and smiled, “Hello, Yao, I am Jiang Lin.”.
“Then he went out.”.
I suddenly realized something.
Jiang Lin?
JL？
Xiao Huai asked, “who is he?”?
“I said in a daze,” it seems that Jiajia introduced me to someone.
6. On the day Xiao Huai was discharged from the hospital, Chen Qi also came.
I was busy before and after leaving the hospital, where she accompanied Xiao Huai to whisper, two people are very close, Chen Qi also put his hand on his arm.
I sighed.
This is the sadness of licking dogs.
They’re in a relationship, and I’m trying to figure out how to pay my medical bills. In the
confusion, I lost Xiao Huai’s medical insurance card. I was in a hurry. Fortunately, I ran into Jiang Lin. He accompanied me to look for it all the way. Finally, he found that the nurse had picked it up and put it at the front desk. He saw me in a daze and personally sent me to the discharge window for settlement procedures.
Then he looked at my bags of things and asked me if I needed help.
I’m a little embarrassed, “will it take your time.” He curved his lips and spoke in a pleasant voice. “Not if it were you.”.
Even deliberately flirting with me is so cute.
Jiang Lin helped me carry my luggage to the underground garage of the hospital. He also helped Xiao Huai, who was inconvenient to move, into the car. After that, he looked at the other two and turned his eyes to me. “Then I’ll go back first. If there are any problems in the follow-up recovery, you can contact me. If you have any questions, you can find me.”.
“I nodded, my heart full of gratitude.” Thank you, Dr. Jiang.
He smiled and waved his hand at me.
From beginning to end, Xiao Huai did not speak.
Chen Qi asked me with a smile, “Boyfriend?”?
“I opened the car door and was silent for a moment.” Not yet.
Xiao Huai and I are neighbors.
Not only when I was a kid, but now.
In order to be closer to him, I just graduated and lived frugally in the city center 20 miles away from the company. I paid the rent which took up half of my salary every month. Every day, I had to think about how to save money for tomorrow’s meals. It was not
until later that I got more income from writing articles. It’s convenient to take care of him
now.
Xiao Huai’s words today are particularly few, even Chen Qi in the car to chat with him he did not have much interest, but his cold and indifferent appearance I have long been used to, did not care too much.
His bone injury is not serious, and he can wash on his own, but he still has to minimize his activities.
Mom asked me to watch him in the video, and don’t let him fall down at home alone.
I moved my notebook to his home, which has been seriously condemned by a large number of readers these days in order to take care of his update volume. Can
I say it’s to take care of my crush? The one
with a girlfriend, although he didn’t admit that it was his girlfriend.
They must think I’m a mistress.
Jiang Lin would chat with me on the grounds of caring for the patient, and I would also use the excuse of asking about the patient’s condition to chat with him. We had a tacit understanding. After a
long time, I really want to go to him for a physical examination.
Unfortunately, he’s not a gynecologist, and I have to break my bones to see him.
Interestingly, after recovering from concussion, Chen Wu often came over to discuss with Xiao Huai with his fashion design drafts and finished products.
Originally, they wanted to open an online shop featuring original design. In the initial stage, they turned Xiao Huai’s home into a studio, and Chen Qi was their model.
In fact, there is a ready-made model here. My sister’s style is too single, and some styles are not suitable for her.
“Chen Wu touched his chin and looked at me.”.
Xiao Huai closed his eyes and didn’t look at me. “She can’t do it.”.
“Chen Wu spread out his hands to me helplessly.”.
I bent my lips and did not speak. I don
‘t fall into self-doubt as I used to because of his casual comments.
At night, I was sitting on the balcony, and my mother was talking to me on the video phone.
Chatting, she suddenly mentioned Xiao Huai to me, the tone is very euphemistic, “emotional things can not be forced, so many years, can be together as early as together..” I said, “Mom, I understand. I don’t seem to like him that much.”.
My mother froze for a moment.
This is the first time I said this sentence so calmly. In the past, when I was most sad and tough, I just cried with red eyes: Xiao Huai, do you really think I will die if I leave you?
Don’t worry, I will never beat you again.
And never said, I don’t like him anymore.
Mom nodded and said nothing.
Hang up the video and I turn around.
Xiao Huai stood behind me and looked at me with an expressionless face.
7. Two weeks later, Jiang Lin is finally going out with me. On the day of the
meeting, I wore a dress that I thought was very beautiful. I still feel a little unaccustomed to seeing Jiang Lin outside the
hospital.
He took off his white coat and wore a casual shirt. His waist was narrow and his legs were long. His temperament was clean. A breath of young talent came to his face. I didn’t know Jiajia had such a handsome cousin.
He looked at me for a moment. “It’s very different from the usual style.”.
“I’m a little nervous.” I rarely wear skirts.
“” Well, if you look so good, you should wear less.
I was stunned and looked up at him.
He raised his lips and his eyes were gentle.
I suddenly relaxed. For the
rest of the day, I finally realized the feeling of being taken care of by my boyfriend as a girl.
Jiang Lin seemed to be particularly patient with girls. It was too hot at noon. Because I casually said I wanted to drink a peach Frappuccino, he asked me to wait in my seat and wait in line for more than ten minutes to go to Starbucks. When
I praised him with Jia Jia at the WeChat, Jia Jia looked incredulous, saying that every time she said she wanted to drink milk tea just for dessert, Jiang Lin would only tell her that it was easy to rot her face if she ate too much sugar, not to mention buying it for her personally. He hasn’t even bought me a lollipop in his
life.
“Jia Jia is indignant:” Oh, you wait a moment to ask him in case you drink milk tea to grow blain how to do?
“when Jiang Lin came back, I relayed the question in detail.”.
Jiang Lin handed the Frappuccino to me, sat down on the opposite chair and said calmly, “You have neutral skin. Generally speaking, it’s not easy to get acne.”. It doesn’t matter
if it grows. I know something about dermatology.
“I praised sincerely,” You are so awesome.
“He bent his lips slightly.”.
Jiang Lin’s smile is sunny and clear.
Most importantly, he had me in his eyes.
Unlike Xiao Huai, who is always cold, I need to carefully cater to his preferences and ideas, hang my heart in the air, and rise and fall with his emotions.
Sometimes when I was chatting, I would be very sorry to delay his time. “Doctors should be very busy.”.
Yes, very busy.
“He said,” That’s why I want to talk to you. We haven’t seen each other for four or five days
since our last date. As soon as
I thought about it, he sent me a message: Would you like to come out to watch a movie tonight?
It turned out that a relationship in which both sides had a good impression on each other was like this. It was no longer just a sour compromise. When I was still afraid to test it, I found that he was also trying to get close to me. The
movie ended very late, and Jiang Lin sent me home.
The car stopped outside the community, and when he got off, he naturally held my hand, which made my heart beat a little faster.
And then I was stunned. Which building
do you live in?
He asked.
“Building 27.”.
“I said,” It’s about a minute or two.
“He nodded.” Then I’ll take you downstairs.
“I looked at the time, more than 11:30, Xiao Huai should have gone to bed.”. He just removed the cast
two days ago, and there was no big problem with his basic movements, so he no longer needed me to take care of him all the time.
In order to get along with Jiang Lin for a while, I specially took him around the community. I don’t know if he saw it, but I felt a little guilty.
What goes around comes around. Five minutes later, we stopped at the door of my apartment building.
Good night.
I am reluctant to leave.
“Yao Kui.”.
“He stopped me, then drew closer, put his hand on my waist and kissed me.”. When
he released me, I gasped and almost collapsed in his arms, relying on the support of his arms to keep from falling to the ground.
His voice was a little hoarse. “Xiaomao, you are too sensitive.”.
“It’s so embarrassing that my whole face is fever.”.
It happened that the coccyx was still desperately tingling.
Obviously is a small color embryo, but has not been in love since birth.
Jiang Lin whispered in my ear, “If you do this, I will want to kiss again.”.
I buried my face in his shoulder and pretended not to understand what he was saying.
Suddenly, I heard a familiar male voice behind me, “Yao Kui.”. Startled,
I slowly turned around. It was Xiao Huai. Why is he still outside
so late?
8. Half of Xiao Huai’s face was hidden in the darkness, and his expression was not clear.
I was a little embarrassed, but I didn’t let go of Jiang Lin’s hand. I looked at him for a while and then said softly, “Be safe on the way.”.
“Jiang Lin nodded, glanced at Xiao Huai again, and crossed his side and left.”. Without speaking,
I swiped my card to open the door of the unit building and went in.
Xiao Huai followed me into the elevator.
Being caught at the scene of the first kiss, even strangers will be a little embarrassed, not to mention Xiao Huai, who grew up with me, I suddenly do not know how to face him. Kissing
a man I’ve only met a few times.
“Out of the elevator, Xiao Huai said sarcastically behind me,” Yao, I didn’t know you could be so casual before.
“Whatever?”? Who is
he to say that. There was a sudden surge of anger in
my heart.
Xiao Huai, I am an adult.
“I turned around and tried to speak to him in a calm tone.” It’s normal to be in love, let alone that we’re just.. I gave him a kiss. If you can kiss you
after only knowing each other for a few days, will it be time for you to go to bed soon? So what
if you go to bed?
“Annoyed,” I may not be a girl in your eyes, but in his eyes I am! ” With a bang, Xiao Huai punched the wall behind me. This is the first time
I’ve seen him so angry. His eyes, which
had always been indifferent, were bloodshot, staring at me, and his thin lips were white.
Xiao Huai, what are you angry about.
9. For the next two days, Xiao Huai stayed behind closed doors.
Even Chen Wu was rejected by him.
Xiao Huai’s mother came to ask me about him again. I gave her Chen Qi’s mobile phone number and said that this was your son’s girlfriend.
Half an hour later, when the door rang, I opened the door and saw Xiao Huai with a gloomy face, holding up his cell phone and asking me, “Why did you give Chen Qi’s phone to my mother?”?
“I spoke calmly.” I just told her to find the right person.
“Xiao Huai’s throat moved.”.
…… After that night, Jiang Lin asked me if Xiao Huai had done anything to me after he left.
I said, “He won’t do anything. He’s just a little worried about me. After all, we grew up together. We’re half sisters.”.
“Jiang Lin asked,” do you really believe that he only takes you as his sister?
I was silent.
But if not, then what are my years? I don’t trust
you living so close to him.
“Jiang Lin came straight to the point,” next door to my house is my friend’s house, has been vacant, this period of time looking for tenants.
“He said,” The rent will be much cheaper than what you live in now. If you can, would you like to consider it?
“a year ago, there was another girl who was pursuing Xiao Huai. When she learned where he lived, she tried her best to grab the house opposite his house from me. At that time, the contract had not been signed. For Xiao Huai, I gritted my teeth and agreed to the landlord’s request for a 20% price increase.”.
Later, the girl has been a thief heart, and harassed me several times, but also ridiculed that Xiao Huai would not like me anyway, let me not be a dog in the manger.
I thought about it and sent a message: Do you still want the house?
I’m going to sublet.
The other one was surprised: “Really?”?
You said you were going to die in that house.
No wonder she was surprised. At that time, I was so poor that I didn’t even have the money to change my underwear, and I didn’t want to change a cheaper house.
As I tapped on my computer, I replied by voice, “Really, this house is small and expensive. I want to change my environment.”.
“The other one hesitated for a long time before he said,” Don’t regret it! ” But I want to make it clear to you that Xiao Huai already has a girlfriend, and if you move here for him, it may not make sense.
Who says I want to live by myself.
“She smiled,” you said that Xiao Huai’s girlfriend, I also know.
I froze for a moment and then realized something.
Does Chen Qi want to move here?
The next day, Xiao Huai knocked on my door again.
I have to say, lately he’s been looking for me more often than he used to in a whole month. When the
door opened, he looked dark, as if he wanted to say something, but then he saw the luggage I had packed in the room and paused. “Are you moving out?”?
I said “hmm”.
Xiao Huai did not speak for a long time, I turned around, want to go back to continue to pack things, the next moment, my hand was clenched. Who
are you moving to?
“His voice is very low,” Jiang Lin?
“I took a deep breath.” It’s none of your business.
“Xiao Huai almost crushed my wrist, and his tone was cold.” Yao, do you know what it means to live with a man?
“I frowned in pain.” I am twenty-four years old, and I can be responsible for myself.
“10. He took a step forward.” So where have you got to?
I pursed my lips and did not speak. What
do you like about him?
“Xiao Huai seems to be more angry, he bullied me, the tone of indifference is almost sarcastic,” because he will touch you?
I had to step back, my face flushed with shame and annoyance.
Suddenly I remembered the second year of high school. At that time, I had a sour secret love. I didn’t know whether I should confess to him or not. I finally accumulated a little courage, but I witnessed Xiao Huai, who was clean in my heart and ignored by anyone, kissing a girl under the sycamore tree outside the school.
At that moment, my world collapsed.
He put his hand on the girl’s shoulder, closed his eyes, and looked undisciplined but gentle. For the first time,
I tasted an emotion called jealousy, and for the first time, I felt ashamed of myself.
He didn’t like the girl very much, but more likely he was just curious about the love between men and women during the rebellious period, but that scene made me understand that he could never treat me like that. I’m not even a woman
in his eyes.
In that case, why should he be angry because another man kissed me?
I looked up at him, “Yes, I like him, I would like to kiss him.”. In the
hot summer, I wore a big T-shirt and a pair of gray shorts, which were covered by the hem of the T-shirt.
Xiao Huai grabbed my shoulder and slid his palm against my back into his clothes, causing a tremor.
I am a very sensitive person, even pinching the palm will make me blush and heartbeat, and now breathing is stopped.
He put his hand on the button of my underwear and looked me in the eye and said, “Yao, is that what you want?”?
“I couldn’t believe it and pushed him away.” Xiao Huai, you’re crazy.
“Xiao Huai looked at me in silence, and his eyes turned gray little by little.”.
…… Things were packed up. On the day of moving, Jiang Lin also came to help me.
Seeing him pick up my high school photos for study, I quickly hid them. Jiajia has shown me
your junior high school photos.
“He curled his lips.” Well, short hair is very handsome.
Nonsense, would you still like me if I did that?
“He hesitated for a moment.” It’s good that the gender doesn’t change.
”“……” My luggage was emptied by the movers one after another, and I finally looked around the empty room. I came to this city for Xiao Huai
at the beginning, and now I stay for Jiang Lin.
Just as we were about to leave, Xiao Huai’s door opened. There was Dai Qing in
his eyes. It seemed that he had not rested all night. He slowly read out my name. “Yao Kui.”.
“He did not care about Jiang Lin behind me, reached out to hold my wrist,” do not move away, can you?
“It’s a rare grovelling.”.
I can’t describe my feelings.
11. Sitting in Jiang Lin’s car, he saw that I was in a bad mood, and he did not speak thoughtfully.
Xiao Huai’s sudden change did not shake me.
I just don’t get it. Why
on earth can he talk about love with other girls while asking me to accompany him as before. What am I
in his heart.
Moving in next door to Jiang Lin, we were busy putting things in order for most of the day, and we were so tired that we collapsed on the sofa. Are you hungry
?
I asked.
He gave a “hum”.
“Order takeout?”?
I’m too tired to move my fingers.
He looked at me with a smile, pulled me up from the sofa, took me into his house and cooked a bowl of spaghetti for me to eat. From
now on, we are neighbors.
“He said,” It’s much more convenient to do anything you want.
“I pretended not to understand.” What are we going to do?
Jiang Lin looked at me, smiling and silent. I began to think about some messy things in my
mind, and quickly stopped eating noodles.
A few days later, Jiajia asked me on the phone whether her cousin was good to me and whether he bullied me.
I said how could it be? Jiang Lin is a good man.
Jiajia said angrily that he had talked about two girlfriends before, both of whom had been together for less than a year. They were full of complaints, saying that his mind was not on them at all. This person looked easy to get along with, but in fact he was the most impersonal.
Even when he found one of them cheating, Jiang Lin was very calm.
He doesn’t believe in feelings at all.
Jiajia said that she was relieved to see that I really put down Xiao Huai. She introduced Jiang Lin to me just to divert my attention, but she didn’t think that we would really be together. How many of
Jiang Lin really like me, how many simply feel the need for a girlfriend, or help Jiajia take care of me.
I don’t really mind.
I just want to have a normal relationship.
I put my enthusiasm for Xiao Huai on him, carefully observed his tastes and preferences, pinched his off-duty points, and cooked a table of his favorite dishes.
Jiang Lin returned home, saw the food for a while, then washed his hands and sat down to eat in silence.
I was a little confused. “Is it not delicious?”? What
do you think is wrong? I will improve it next time.
“Jiang Lin shook his head.” I haven’t eaten such a dish that suits my appetite for a long time.
He is very gentle and takes care of my mood.
But I always felt something was wrong. After being
with me, Jiang Lin left all his leisure time to me.
He will accompany me to watch movies, play games, go to night markets, or take me to the gym for a long time because of lack of exercise and physical weakness, and act as my free personal trainer.
I could feel that he was taking the relationship as seriously as I was.
But between us, it’s always like there’s a layer.
I don’t understand the crux.
Finally, one day, I learned that he stayed out all night and didn’t come back until six o’clock in the morning. In order to catch up with the update, I dragged my tired body and cooked a bowl of steaming dumplings for him.
“Why did you reply to my message?”?
“I couldn’t help yawning.” Why didn’t you come back last night?
He looked at the dumplings and did not answer me.
I thought he didn’t want to say, so I didn’t continue to ask, pulled out the chair and sat down, propped up my heavy head to accompany him to finish eating. Are
you so kind to him?
“Jiang Lin asked in a low tone.”.
I was stunned.
Don’t reply to your message, don’t go home, but don’t complain, and worry that I didn’t eat breakfast.
“He said,” Just thinking that that person has been treated like this, my chest seems to be blocked by something.
“I and Xiao Huai things, Jiang Lin from Jia Jia mouth heard a few times, at that time only feel funny, where there will be such a silly girl.”.
Take the relationship seriously to the point of making people sigh.
At that time, it was just a pity, but now it is a little jealous.
Jiang Lin looked into my eyes. “There was an emergency room last night. Five fingers of the patient were seriously injured by the machine. We spent six hours operating on him, and then we were busy communicating with his family, so we didn’t have time to reply to you.”.
He was explaining to me.
I nodded and tried to say something, but I didn’t.
“My capacity seems to be getting smaller.”.
“He pulled the corners of his mouth, some self-mockery,” and even began to unconsciously compare, I am in your heart, whether I can win Xiao Huai.
But I really like you.
“I try to organize the language,” I see you feel happy, every day waiting for you to come home, in order to stay with you for a while, and even want to abandon the moral integrity and live with you. After
the last sentence, I regretted it and stood up from my chair.
In order to show his loyalty to Jiang Lin, he accidentally exposed the essence of his color embryo.
“Really?”?
“He took my hand and smiled, not letting me be a coward.” Want to live with me?
”“…… Do you want to live together?
He put his arms around my waist.
“Yes.”.
“Oh, I’m moving again.”.
— — I am so good to attack the street baby, and I will let Jiang Lin ascend to the upper position if I have a lot of praise. Pay attention to not getting lost ~
