How does it feel to
have a great boyfriend?
We were together because on the day of the annual meeting, I was lying on the stage in a sailor suit, waiting to perform with a big stone in my chest, and he, in a tight shirt, threw me into the hospital. Before
going on stage, my best friend was still asking me, “If not, it’s not your business.”. I waved my
big hand and said, “I’m not afraid.”.
My best friend is telling the truth-our company is a small company that makes copycat games, such as “Gluttonous Legend” and “I am X Zha Hui.”. I am used to
pursuing excitement on weekdays, but this time I will hold the annual meeting and draw lots for some programs. The lucky person who
drew the broken stone in the chest was originally my best friend.
I went to help her argue the case, from safety first to Nietzsche’s free will. Oil and salt are not available on
the opposite side.
In the end, I was so angry that my forehead was hot: “Can I go up for her?”?
！ “That’s OK.”.
」……？
Why don’t you refuse me again?
On second thought, my best friend looked like she was about to cry.
Bully me, I put up with it. Bully my sister, but I can’t.
I clenched my teeth and hardened my dandruff.
What’s more, I didn’t find out until I arrived.
Joining me on stage is my new intern of the week.
Xiao He, in his early twenties. It is
tender enough to come out of the water, and the sky is clear when you laugh. He
speaks softly and is gentle and considerate to the little aunts-a big boy who grows up completely in my aesthetics.
If I were still in school, I would be assigned to chase him.
I think this is probably the fate of the older fairy-the closest contact with the little boy is that he swings a hammer to hit me. I was so scared that my legs were weak
before I went on stage.
Sister, it’s all right.
Xiao He suddenly said to me.
“Huh?”? If you press a stone on
your chest, it will form a stress surface.
He explained and gestured. If the mass of a
stone is large, the acceleration will be small.
So, there will be no pressure.
However, the sternum of the human body is actually a shock absorber.
This is structurally.. Xiao He gave me a lot of popular science.
whatthe…… Is this the nature of men? Brave the horizon on the road of
rigorous science popularization?
？
You just demonstrate ten thousand times [no one knows structure better than me].. I’m still ***ing scared, okay?
“But..” Xiao He finally stopped popularizing science. To be
on the safe side, I’ve practiced with my dad many times.
The last few times, he said it was like a massage.
“He gave a sly smile.” Don’t worry, sister, just think of it as a massage.
Dressed in a sailor suit, I was ashamed to go on stage. The
leader’s bad taste, saying that the annual meeting should be open, designated this dress.
Xiao He is no better, forced to wear a tight shirt, abdominal muscle lines, looming. Looking back
now, I still want to curse. A sailor suit
for me. The skirt is very short.
Why don’t you stop and comfort me, “I’ll be fine soon”, “I’ll be careful if it’s all right”.. And all I can think about is, “Oh, oh.”?
！！」 I lay on two stools, with stones on my chest and my hands stretching my skirt from time to time.
All of a sudden, my colleague struck a Gong and said, “Dang!” One sound.
I was startled, and Little Ho reminded me, “Here we are!” A hammer fell quickly in the face.
I.
Subconsciously. Raise your hand to block it.
…… What the hell am I blocking?
！！！ In a flash of lightning, the stone lost its balance and slid to the ground.
I said, “Shit?”?
Before he could say it completely, he was hit back in the stomach by a sledgehammer in the middle of his chest. There were
only two hands that had just been raised, pointing to the shining light ball.
It was 2015, the winter I will never forget until I die. The company
next door, stepping on the horse, even the annual meeting is not open.
Noisy, watched a copycat version of the water ice moon, mouth and eyes askew, foaming at the mouth, was carried into the ambulance. When I woke up
in the hospital, I found that I had figured out two things.
First, the broken company can not stay; second, men, as expected, will only make me black and blue.
5 Xiao He, a fan of Marvel.
WeChat nickname: Thor.
After this battle, there is a pet name: the hammer God Suo life.
Of course, this shit, in fact, there is no small blame. When I
first became the chosen one, I was worried all day. The
search records are all: “If Oishi wins, is it a work-related injury?”, “How to save oneself from a broken bone?”, “How to collect the lawyer’s fee for a work-related injury lawsuit?”. At that time, Xiao He secretly sent me a message: “Sister, actually it doesn’t matter if you don’t go. I’ll fight for it for you.”.
The problem is that my best friend has been asking me to be a fan for three days in a row. If
I don’t go, will I kick the show back to my best friend?
My best friend will think we are very humorous.
So, can we try to cancel the show?
I’ll try.
Not only did he not succeed, but he was also chosen to hit me with a hammer and stare at me with big eyes.
Little Ho was still manly, and later mentioned to me several times, “Let’s switch.”.
I’ll lie there, and you can hit it.
“Warm heart to warm heart” was rejected by me as “I want to challenge myself.”.
It’s really not that I pity my brother. It’s really that I can see his fine skin and tender flesh, and I can even smash walnuts. I’m afraid I’ll put a hammer on your forehead, little brother! I can’t afford it! I’m willing to challenge myself, so what. I, who
was willing to challenge myself, was forced to be hospitalized for two weeks that winter. It
can’t be said that there is no harvest at all.
Little Ho blamed himself very much, and in order to make amends, he volunteered to become my “private nurse.”.
I have a broken rib and limited mobility.
Every day, he would prepare chewable food for me according to the medical supervision.
However! I can’t even make up! And a haggard face because of the injury! Show your age! Sister, be careful of burning.
He fed me at the head of the bed. My
bones are shaken, my teeth are loose, and I can only chew slowly.
It’s more like he’s taking care of an old woman in bed. The
ward is full of filial piety.
Xiaohe’s nursing work is rich and colorful.
At first, the nurse often came to help me move my body to prevent bedsores.
Xiao He saw it several times and learned it for him.
Later, the nurse was too busy.
I looked at Xiaohe, and Xiaohe looked at me.
Xiao He’s face was flushed, his movements were very gentle, and he gently moved my limbs. The
strong chest held me and carefully helped me turn over.
I’m like an egg turned over.
He imitated the nurse, found a slightly wet towel, and carefully wiped my legs and arms. Hearing
his breath, my heart beat fast.
It’s a pity that I don’t keep a diary, otherwise it must be: “X month X day, sunny.”.
Today, a man gave me a dry cleaning. “
He didn’t just wash, he exhaled in my ears!” The ambiguity did not last long. After the
dry cleaning, I peeked at him.
He was looking at the towel curiously.
Above.
It’s the mud he rubbed down! I have always believed that a fairy daughter should be perfect and praised.
However, it seems that as long as Xiaohe is around me, I will be seriously injured, my image will be shattered, and I will always be down to earth! He’s my nemesis, damn it. The day
my arm finally moved. I called my best friend when I
lost my fairy qualification.
I said you should change shifts with Xiaohe, or I really don’t want to live.
Did you build it?
The nurse now treats him as my family member, and he is responsible for a lot of things. Isn’t
that good?
My best friend was puzzled. He also helps you
to go to the toilet! He now knows my excretion cycle better than my mother does! I almost cried out: “Sister!”! Help me! My best friend hemmed and hawed.
From what I know of her, there is obviously something wrong with this reaction! Only then did I know that my best friend was going to come to the hospital to take care of me.
But Xiao He found her and kept begging her to let him take care of me.
He promised again and again that he would be more attentive than taking care of his mother?
What a man of action.
Then what is he for? He
said he had a question he wanted to ask you alone.
“” Huh?
What’s the problem?
I don’t know. He won’t tell me.
But I think it’s obvious that you two are going to have a chance?
I agreed.
“I thought,” Wait a minute. Why didn’t you tell me such a big thing in advance?
！ How unkind! Sister.
My best friend finally sighed, “Do you reply to my messages these days?”? Only then did
I remember that these days, it was Xiao He who helped me operate my mobile phone.
I begged the nurse in advance and ruthlessly blocked my best friend’s WeChat.
In order to prevent Xiaohe from seeing the old topic of criticizing me and my best friend.
10 So. What is
he going to ask me?
You have to ask me alone? I’ve been thinking about it for a
few days.
11 One evening, the yellow sunlight came in.
Xiao He’s side face is very beautiful by the sunset.
Sister, I have a question I’ve always wanted to ask you. At last
he spoke.
My brain was racing: What was he going to ask me?
He always liked me?
Fear of age becoming a distance?
He wants me to take him as my adopted son?
…… Sister, why do you want to perform the act of breaking a big stone in the chest?
Did someone force you?
」…… I waited for a long time, but he didn’t mean to continue asking.
Is that what you’re asking?
？
！ Just one traffic light makes my heart beat faster?
If someone bullies you, you can tell me.
He looked at me and said earnestly.
Well, it’s warm and lost.
I can only tell him the whole story-have you ever heard of Hua Mulan joining the army on behalf of her father?
Your sister broke the big stone on behalf of her best friend.
No one bullied me, and I blame myself for standing out. What
I didn’t expect was that Xiao He smiled and said to me, “I know.”. There seemed to be a sense of loss hidden in
that smile.
12, I am cured and discharged from hospital.
Finally, we can end this mother-son relationship.
That afternoon, with a tired face, I went back to the rental house and just wanted to have a rest.
Only then did I find out that there was a blackout in arrears.
Together, it’s the landlord’s call for the rent.
Looked at the balance on his card-a trip to the hospital, that poor savings, has long been emptied.
He hesitated again and again and shamelessly called the leader.
The central idea is: “Well, can we reimburse the hospitalization expenses?”?
Understand that the company also has its own difficulties. Boy
, the answer is as standard as if it were from a perfunctory textbook.
That.. My Workmen’s Compensation.. I won’t give up. I really have no money.
I didn’t expect that this sentence would annoy the leader. Did
you get hurt at work? Is it in your business to break a big stone in the
chest?
Is it true that in the future anyone who gets hurt can ask the company for money? Like
a rapid-fire attack, I couldn’t even get a word in return to meet the storm at the other end. How much did you cost the company if you were
hospitalized for two weeks without being on duty?
Did we ask you for compensation?
！」 “If you have to be fired, there’s no problem at all!” “Think it over for yourself!” The leader snapped off the phone.
13 Night falls. There is still no electricity in the
rental house, and it is dark.
I curled up, turned on the flashlight of my mobile phone, and wiped my red eyes.
I wanted to call my mother, but after thinking about it, I let it go.
It’s so far away, and she’s worried.
On that day, I really wanted to go home.
Later, the phone rang suddenly.
It’s my best friend.
I picked it up, and before I started crying, I was stunned by my best friend’s words.
Have you heard?
Xiaohe blew up the company for you.
“14” What?
I’m confused.
Originally, in the afternoon, Xiao He went to deliver the materials and heard the phone call from the leader and me.
Leadership, the annual meeting, also belongs to the working hours of employees. When
she was hospitalized, it was not because she was absent from work without reason.
Also, I know you will find ten thousand reasons to refute her and refute me.
But you shouldn’t bully her.
The leader shouted abuse, and Xiao He left the company, leaving only the material he had pinched.
Just after he left, less than hour later, a group of people came to the company.
A group of people that the company can’t afford.
15 Who is it?
Who’s here?
I asked my best friend. Who
else? The regulators.
“I was even more confused.” What does this have to do with Xiao He?
I heard that Xiao He’s father is the chairman of the Chamber of Commerce, and he is particularly awesome.
If you say the regulatory authorities are looking for companies, who else can it be?
My best friend gloated: The company admitted in an instant that it would go to your house to apologize in a few days.
I was stunned, and it took me a long time to realize one thing.
No.. So why is he an intern? Do you
play the Sims?
That’s the problem, sister.
Little Ho, I’m supposed to be here for you.
“16” Company.. Didn’t you know about his family in advance?
Because I was so shocked, my mind was obviously stuck in the last conversation.
He came here to hide his family background, and the broken company doesn’t even have a back tone at all. That’s not the point, sister! My best friend told me that she asked around and finally asked a well-informed person.
Xiao He has been looking for a girl all these years.
Xiao He did not know the girl’s name, but only remembered her appearance.
Think of it, Xiaohe came to this company for no reason; think of it again, he left for me in anger; he also helped me out.. That is to say. He has been looking for me all these years?
I had made up my mind to stay as far away from this little boy as possible in my lifetime.
Men are everywhere, so why look for a nemesis?
But my best friend’s words made my heart surge again. Where did
this fate come from?
A few days later, when I was still lying at home, I suddenly received a WeChat from Xiaohe.
Sister, would you like to come to my house to play?
Invite you to dinner.
My subway old man mobile phone JPG, this just where with where, let me go to your house?
He took a picture. He wore an apron and cooked all my favorite dishes.
I went there by express.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m afraid the food will get cold.
Xiaohe’s home is very clean, bright and clean.
Xiao He prepared a “Spicy Butt” set meal, all of which I talked about endlessly during my stay in the hospital. After three rounds of
drinking, the question I wanted to ask came to my mouth, but I still didn’t ask it.
If the girl he’s looking for isn’t me. Wouldn’t
that be embarrassing?
Inadvertently look up.
I lost it.
Xiao He was so hot that he unbuttoned his collar, revealing his angular collarbone. My collarbones are
full of brains, and I pick up food at random. Stunned
, he watched as I put my chopsticks into his bowl and took away one of his cauliflowers.
17 Mom! I reacted and took back my chopsticks, ashamed to be at a loss.
Sister, I’ve been looking for you these years.
Suddenly, Xiao He said to me.
He looked into my eyes.
Eyes, unprecedented tenderness.
Sister, we finally meet again.
I ate the cauliflower in a daze. At Xiaohe’s home
that day, Xiaohe didn’t seem to be in a hurry.
After we finished eating, he drove me to a place.
He said, “When I go there, I will remember who he is.”. Xiao He and
I got off the train. In front of us was an abandoned station.
Snowy winter night, covered with snow.
Vaguely remember, this is a very old railway station.
Later, the city was connected to the high-speed rail, and the station was gradually abandoned. Long lanterns flicker over the
city. Only
here, the snowy night is warm and white.
I’m a little scared. Is he going to bring me here and be a beast?
He smiled at me. It was a clean smile.
Sister, five years ago, it was snowing here, and you hugged me here.
I was stunned.
20 I remember! Five years ago, I saved a teenager who wanted to commit suicide here.
Five years ago, 2011.
That winter, I was waiting at the station to go home for the Spring Festival.
A teenager wearing a mask kept looking ahead in a trance.
In 2011, heavy snow fell and the train pulled into the station. Stunned,
I saw the boy take an empty step forward.
At that time, I was still young and quick to react. I hugged his waist and threw him back.
The boy came to his senses and broke out in a cold sweat on his forehead.
I got up swearing, and I didn’t want to scold him when I saw him like this. What’s
the matter?
I asked him.
The boy lowered his head and did not speak. Aren’t you happy
at school?
I looked at the simplicity in his eyebrows and eyes, and the bruises on his face, and guessed.
The boy was silent for a long time and nodded.
I sighed with emotion, maybe I was bullied by my peers or something. Kids
today.
After thinking about it, I handed him my umbrella and said to him, “If someone bullies you, you can tell me.”.
I’ll hang him up for you, and I curse people very fiercely. In the winter of
21, before the teenager could speak, the station staff rushed over. To be
safe, they took the teenager. I,
on the other hand, had to get on the train in a hurry because the train was about to leave.
Unfortunately, I didn’t have time to leave my contact information.
The boy looked back for the last time.
The sister, in front of the window, waved to him.
He memorized the appearance of the sister in his heart.
Five years later, the old station has long been out of service. The teenager who
wanted to commit suicide grew up to be a big boy who laughed in a clear sky.
He was standing right in front of me.
23 I was stunned.
“So, that year, why did you want that..” Xiao He smiled sheepishly: At that time, the family was in trouble, and it was almost like bankruptcy. I was bullied by a few classmates
again, so I felt it was dark. When I grew up, I felt that it was not worth dying for this.
It should be said that I was lucky to meet you that day.
“” That.. And then?
They all came out and fought back slowly.
Whether it’s life or the people who bully me.
“Beautiful!” I often think about all the happy things today.
“He said to me,” It’s all because you showed up that day.
I always feel that I have a sister to back me up.
24 It must be admitted.
I used to, always feel, belong to my love.
It’s gonna be a Tony Stark.
He’s rich and mature, and he never looks back at the explosion.
Any difficulties, he would say to me: it’sok, I am here.
I didn’t expect the big boy to say, “I have a sister to back me up.”.
It hit me completely.
Tony Stark, forgive me for being an unfaithful wife.
That night, Xiaohe drove me home. It was snowing
outside, and we had no intention of getting off.
Two people are silent, but the atmosphere is more and more ambiguous.
Finally, Xiao He unfastened his seat belt.
My heart beat at a high speed. I
closed my eyes.
For a long time, I opened my eyes blankly, only to find that he just got out of the car and opened the door for me. “Wallet, cell phone, keys,” he reminded me in
a gentlemanly manner.
All of a sudden, my plan to leave something in his car was dismissed. Send me a message
when you get home, and I’ll leave.
“He said,” Sister, go to bed early.
I swallowed “Would you like to go up and have a cup of tea?”. My
heart was crossed, and I was ready to play the drama of twisting my foot and asking my little brother to send me home.
Lift your feet and rock forward.
He is quick with his eyes and quick with his hands! Hold on to me! That was close.
He sighed with relief.
What’s a good risk?
So you almost fell for my trick? Damn it,
I really have you?
So, me and Xiaohe, what is this? When
I got home and lay in bed, I couldn’t figure it out.
Don’t you confess?
Don’t you kiss?
Don’t you pull a silk after kissing?
What, nothing!?
Suddenly, I realized a sad fact-does this mean that Xiao He just regards me as a sister?
！ One, 24k pure, bosom sister?
！ 27 Sure enough, age to quit?
it’s impossible.
Obviously, he did not have the courage to conquer a fierce fairy with a broken stone in her chest.
What do you mean I open the net to suppress the cloud and hold back the sour words in the comment section? Can’t
I have a lot of poetry at night?
The next day, I was awakened by a knock on the door and opened it by rubbing my eyes.
Outside the door, standing, is Xiao He.
We stare at each other.
“Sister..” What are you doing here? It was very cold
outside, and the flush on his face made him look very pale. Can
I live with you?
He said.
Xiaohe brought me breakfast, and in the living room was his luggage.
He is looking at my dirty and messy house curiously.
So.. Didn’t you find a new house when your house was due?
“I asked with a headache.” Don’t you want to live with your parents again?
“” Yes.
Why don’t you stay in a hotel?
I sneer, let me catch the loophole.
In order to come to my house, he did not hesitate to make up a poor excuse.
The net suppresses the cloud sincerity not to deceive me, likes a person, is cannot hide.
Because there is no money.
He is quite magnanimous.
“Huh?”? Have you forgotten that
I left my job?
I don’t have any savings. Aren’t
you a rich second generation?
There is no such thing as gnawing on one’s old age after graduation from university.
Sister, I do not live in vain, I am responsible for housework and cooking, tomorrow will also go to find a job.
“” It’s not impossible.
I sighed, very sad.
The question is, how to live?
We looked together at the house I had rented.
This is a bay.
Only one bed.
A quilt.
Workers’ compensation. Two more weeks.
That winter, my best friend felt magical.
She lent me money to raise a man.
And she can only eat lemons.
She asked the crucial question: “How, exactly, do you sleep?”?
How to sleep?
Xiao He had a sense of proportion, slept on the floor, and was still between us, separated by the sofa.
Several days passed without any suspicious circumstances.
One day, I found that he was visiting Zhihu and took a sneak glance. The questions
he was browsing made my heart beat faster. What kind of experience is it when a
girlfriend snores?
Xiaohe’s craftsmanship is very good, and for more than half a month, I said goodbye to takeout completely.
He prepared a lot of recipes, such as big bone meal, steak and mutton hot pot.
Said it was high calcium, which helped me after the operation.
He found a job, and his house was clean and tidy. I was repeatedly rejected to
find a job, and I had nothing to do but to brush my mobile phone in bed.
Xiao He called me in the kitchen, “It’s time to eat. Get up quickly.”.
I sat up, and all of a sudden, I felt something was wrong. How does
this look? How does it look like he’s taking care of his useless daughter. Wearing an apron,
he filled my bowl with rice and smiled at me. “Isn’t it just that finding a job isn’t going well?”? I’ll look for a relationship
later and introduce you to a stable one. Rest
at home for a few more days. It’s all right. After
a meal, I was surrounded by a surge of fatherly love. We lived together for a long time
that winter.
But there is always no feeling of love.
So. Who are we? Who are we whoring?
！ Strange to say, when we went home for the Spring Festival, we were much closer. I talked on the phone a lot
every day. I complained about the trivial things in my life. He talked about the happy things he met and showed me his new clothes this year.
Often at night, I fall asleep with voice.
Slept very well.
Later, I went to my relatives’ home for the Spring Festival.
The mother works in the field.
She said that she and her son talked on the phone many times every day, and she complained about the trivial things in life; her son said that he was happy and showed her the new school uniform.
Slept very well.
I doubt life directly.
That holiday, one day my best friend and I went to the high school reunion. It’s
lively, but there’s no common topic.
I can only chat with Xiaohe to pass the time.
He said he came back to our house one day to get something, and when he was in the house, he suddenly had a feeling.
He wants to earn a lot of money and buy the house. Why
buy a room? It’s not
worth it, is it?
“He said,” Because, for the first time, I lived with you, there.
“He said,” There is a feeling of home. Should
I call him childish? Incoherent
.
My heart is pounding.
Later, the head teacher wanted to leave, and I also wanted to run away. On the pretext that I was not feeling well, I got into his car with my best friend.
My best friend got off the bus to get home, and I sat for a while.
When I got home and took a shower, I found that there were several missed calls. It
‘s all Xiaohe’s.
There was also a message of questioning: “Whose house are you in?”?
Answer the phone.
34 What?
I picked it up in a confused way.
Xiao He’s tone is a little stiff.
Sister, where are you?
My own home. Are
you alone?
“” That’s not.
“” What?
His tone hardened again.
My parents, and my dog.
“” Gone?
“” No more.
“” I.. I thought you went to your head teacher’s house. Only then did
Xiao He gradually relax.
I see. Come on, who else could it be but my best friend.
Shit, the head teacher is the same age as my father, but he is really cranky.
I was confused for a moment, and then I laughed maliciously. “What were you thinking about before?”?
“” Thought.. You go to his house to pay a New Year call.
What kind of New Year’s greetings?
So Xiao He stopped talking again.
I said, “I’m going to bed.”.
Sister, I want to go to your home to pay a New Year call.
Suddenly he said firmly.
Yes, what kind of New Year’s greetings? The kind
as your boyfriend. Several times when
we lived together.
He used to ask me, “Is that all right?”?
This time, he didn’t.
Not just right.
In that winter, my youth suddenly grew up.
35 people, once they are too happy, it is easy to worry about gains and losses.
That night, I crazily filled my mind with the sweet and greasy daily life of the future.
One side is crazy and suspicious, suspecting that because of some strange combination of circumstances, we will have different frequencies.
Suspicion finally separated us.
I doubt he will find a young girl.
Five years later, he sent me a wedding invitation.
I sat at my predecessor’s table.
I have a generation gap with those girls. This feeling of seven up and eight down, like there are seven or eight small He, in my chest to break the big stone, and no big stone.
That night, I couldn’t sleep, so I sent him a message.
Unexpectedly, he didn’t sleep either.
We picked up the video.
I was surprised that he was at the abandoned station at night when the snow had stopped. What are you doing
there?
He gave me an affectation and fart explanation: This is where we started, and I want to come back and have a look.
“How can I hear the smell that you want to burn incense and worship?” Actually, I just remembered something that I haven’t been able to tell you at the right time.
“” What? What
do you want to tell me?
He looked at me with a gentle smile.
Do you remember? Five years ago, we were at the station and didn’t have time to leave our contact information.
Later, I tried to find you, but I didn’t know your name.
I’ve been to the station, and the surveillance has long been covered.
Later, I will go to that platform on the weekend and wait for you to show up. You will
also describe your appearance to new friends. What if you meet someone who knows you?
Unfortunately, there never was.
Once I thought I would never see you again.
But I didn’t give up.
Because every time I think of you, I have a lot more courage to face life.
Including the matter of wanting to see you again.
I was stunned.
He said, “I want to see you, always, always, always.”.
That night, just like that, he shattered all my doubts.
I’m sorry for him.
At that moment, there was only one Li Yunlong in my head. Pointing at Little Ho,
he gave me orders: “Damn it, think of a way to *** him!” . Focus on not getting lost ~
