I’m 32, she’s 19, the first day I met, and I knew she had a gold lord behind her back.
It’s Valentino’s, her shoes are Dior, her watch is Chanel’s, and every time we meet, a student under 20 is dressed like this, probably rich, maybe hectic… but her eyes are not fooled.
The first time I met you was at the bar. Three months after I broke up with my fiancée, I cut off all social life. Dude couldn’t watch. He pulled me out for a drink.
The final purpose of this gathering is undeclared.
But I don’t like those girls, and as they grow older, I’ve been able to tell the real face under each other’s makeup.
After a few of my colleagues left, I was sitting alone in a very low-consumption booth and drinking myself.
At that time, a young girl came and wore a short dress in her protective clothing, was thin and narrow, and had an excessive skin, apparently a student.
“Uncle, let’s have a drink?” The girl said.
In normal times, I’ll ask her if she hasn’t graduated from college and then let her go home, but tonight, I’m lazy about morality.
And We opened a new bottle of Yamazaki, and said, “Be clear first, there are men at the door who collect bodies. If you fall, I will not be responsible.” I’m sorry.
Naturally, we’ve been drinking more and more, and when we’ve been drinking more and more, we’ve been acting less and less. I sat closer to her, because the music in the bar was too dry, and every word had to be put on the other’s ear, saying that I could even feel the warmth of the other’s breath.
“Uncle, you’ve been living hard, haven’t you? I’m sorry.
I laughed. At her age, do you really understand the pain?
And I looked back to the girl, but she did not withdraw, so I kissed her on the cheek.
Very soft.
We stand there, watching each other. The girl’s face was warm and green, her makeup was light, and her wine was evaporating red.
This bar is worth a lot of money, because I’m very happy with the harvest tonight.
In this city, my apartment is not small. I am confident that any woman who enters this room will want to stay.
When we brought the girl home, we symbolically took a few glasses of wine, and the girl said she was drunk and she was going to take a bath. She took a shirt from her closet that was far above her size and went into the bathroom. I know the next step may be interesting, but my head is already in pain, and when the other one takes a shower, I’m probably drunk.
So I got up and went to the bathroom, and everything went so well.
It was not until 4 a.m. that we took her to sleep, and the next morning at 11 a.m. she was woken up by a cell phone alarm.
“Oh, shit, there’s a test. * She got up and changed. *
I’ll drive you. I made two breakfasts and stood at the door with a plate.
She apparently stopped wearing clothes and then took the plate and started eating. Half-eating, she smiles, the pear vortex is light, the lips are red, they look good.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“Eggs are as good as my grandmother’s, big and tender and heartless. I’m sorry.
She swallowed her breakfast and drank half a glass of milk and was ready to go out.
“I’ll take a cab myself, you stay here. I’m sorry.
I didn’t insist, I saw each other go out, and suddenly I couldn’t help but ask, “What’s your name?” I’m sorry.
It’s not a rule to ask, hunting girls in bars, even the tweets.
“My name is Zhou Xiaomiao. I’m sorry.
“Well… real name?”
“Of course it’s a real name. I’m sorry.
01-Yolin
She was taken care of.
For the first time, the cheapest is Valentino’s bodyguard, his shoes are Dior, his watch is Chanel’s, and every time he sees you, a student under the age of 20 wears it like this, probably a rich generation, or a net red. But that night, we couldn’t fool around.
So at first I just liked her pretty.
Zhou Xiaomeng only comes to my house for one day a week, not more or less.
We had a delicate sense of boundaries, and I never contacted her on my own initiative, and if she wanted to come to me, she would have told me a day in advance. And then I’ll push the next day’s work away because she’ll come up with countless ideas that keep me up all night.
And she’s the bright color of my dry life, so I’ll do it with her. Drinking from the street to the end of the street in a bar, kissing in the seawater, fighting over pillows, leaving the house to be full of goose feathers, and then we cuddled on a white ground.
That day, Moo suddenly wanted to watch the sunrise on the top of the South Mountain, but just after 12 o’clock. She said we’d watch the moon first. I couldn’t stop her. I had to drive him up the hill at night.
More than an hour later, we stood in an open land surrounded by trees.
Nanshan.
And the night on the top of the mountain is still, and there is nothing but a thin worm, and the moon is full, and the light is like water. Moo stands there, like painting.
She came over, put her hands around my neck and kissed me with her toes.
“You know what? In this city, the moon on the top of the South Mountain is the biggest! I’m sorry.
She attached my ears, and the voice got soft, “I never lied to the moon, I liked you a little bit. I’m sorry.
That moment I fell in love with her.
Probably because she paints with her fries, kicks her slippers with her toes, rubs her wet hair in my arms and I like her unexpectedly, unlike me, and she lives like a burning sky of van Gogh.
I call it youth. It’s something I’ve lost.
Now I love her youth, even at the top. I want to know more about Zhou Xiaomiao, to really go into her life, to know her past, to be as concerned and cared for as a normal boyfriend, to be able to contact each other at all times, to know each other’s tracks, to have dinner with each other on a regular basis, to be able to spend weekends on the sofa with two snacks, and to say good night.
But every time I had a similar idea, I thought…
He can only see her once a week, and he still belongs to another man.
I don’t like it.
In the morning, I woke up to prepare breakfast for Moo, but when I made sandwiches, fried eggs and milk, I found her awake and sat on the bed and looked at me.
Boot lifts his right hand with a ring on his finger and a diamond. I took that while she was asleep.
I laughed and said that I bought a naked diamond, and that I could change the sanctuaries below, and I wanted her to pick them.
“Why did you give me this?”
Her voice is cold.
She started to pull the ring without waiting for me to answer, but it was too tight to pull it out.
When I picked out the ring, I was speculating about how Miho would react when he received the gift, and the clerk said, “Sir, how happy is your lover.” I was convinced by that, and I didn’t even think that Moo would be touched by a tiny bit.
When he was helpless, Moo stood up and went straight into the bathroom. So I followed her up and saw her lubricating her fingers with soap in order to pull the ring.
I’m so sorry to see this, but what can I do?
A 30-year-old man who has been through many failed relationships, who should have stayed away, and who has long understood that “it is necessary to keep his own three cents in his heart.” Why is it like this?
“I’ll help you. I’m sorry.
I went up, I reached out, and she pushed me away.
“Why did you give me the ring? You know who I am! I’m sorry.
Of course I know she belongs to another man.
“Why don’t we try being together? I still can’t stand to say this.
She finally pulled out the ring at the time, because it was too hard, and the ring was thrown out of the bathroom, fell on the floor and made a very light tinkering sound, and then the whole room fell into silence and for a long time we had neither spoken nor cared for it.
“You know, Yang Lin, you can take my body, my body…” Zhou said, “My body isn’t precious, but I promise I can’t. I’m sorry.
“You can leave him…”
“Stop it…”
Leave him, I will keep you.”
Her eyes were red, her lips were shaking, she endured for a while, and she finally shed tears. I knew she was having a hard time, so I tried to hold her, and her soft hands pushed her away.
She kept her head down and looked at the ring on the floor.
“You take this out, we won’t see each other again. I’m sorry.
I panicked, “Well, I’ll take it back. Can we just take it that nothing happened today?” I’m sorry.
The girl shakes her head.
Zhou Xiaomoo, I took a deep breath, “I like you, no, no…”
I looked her in the eye, “I love you. # I don’t know #
“You’re so stupid! Zhou Xiaomeng smiled, “I’ve never been so happy this time of year…”
“Then stay with me, okay? I know she’s soft, and I want to think about a point that can convince her, but the brain is blank. I know I’ve fallen into the tears of Zhou’s eyes, and I can’t be rational: “You’re crying like this, don’t say you don’t love me.” I’m sorry.
Zhou Xiaomeng can’t look at me, and tears fall down on the back of a shining foot, “If you don’t love me, we can live like this.”
“Always? See you once a week, and the other times are lost? You want to keep doing this? I don’t want to! I’m sorry.
Every time you leave my house, I’m afraid I’ll never see you again, for a week. I’m…
Moo jumped up and kissed me.
The lips are soft, the tears are salty.
At the end, she bowed to pick up the ring and shoved it back in my hand.
“Keep it for a good girl. I’m sorry.
Then she changed and left.
02-Thou Xiaomeng
My name is Zhou Xiaomeng, and I’m the mistress of Lian Zheng.
Six, I don’t have a dad. Mom got another man, went north and sent me to Grandma’s. Sixteen, Grandma’s sick, very sick.
I started to make money, live, and sign up with Cyber-Red, and then the company went down, and I started to model, etiquette, a month with thousands of earnings, but not enough to cure Grandma.
Later, I did a model at the Mini Cooper’s car show, and I got caught up in it.
He was 41 years old and had a family, as if he were the chairman of a large business. He left my contacts with my assistant, and the next afternoon he asked me out in the name of public relations interviews and offered a price I could not refuse.
That was my first ride to Bentley.
It was just me and the driver. I asked where to go, and the driver said to go to the general private club. After that, they were silent.
When I got there, the driver suddenly asked me, “Did you do the outside? I’m sorry.
I stunned and shook my head, “No. I’m sorry.
“Well, go on, go on the fourth floor and give me your name. I’m sorry.
When I left the car, I saw the driver in the back with a text message from his cell phone: passed.
I didn’t understand what that text meant.
The fourth floor is a huge room where four or five men are poignant, while the number of women is twice as high as that of men, each dressed in such a way as to be around them. When I went in, the man in the main seat looked up, and I knew it was the boss in their mouths, the boss here.
But that look was scary, stiff and fierce, with an exaggerated smile.
It was a long time before I knew it was a reaction after weed. I tried to leave, but I was stopped by two security guards over a metre. I couldn’t get uninterested, I sat at the corner of the table.
But he stopped all the communication and kept looking at me.
A middle-aged man at the banquet rose up and came to me and made an invitation to the throne to sit next to Mr. Lai.
I can feel the authority of this middle-aged man, I can’t refuse, I can’t agree, I can’t move.
The middle-aged man laughed, and he fell down and said in my ear: “No, you will not be able to leave tonight.” I’m sorry.
I thought about it, and I got up, and I went to Lin. But he didn’t have time to sit down, and he put me in his arms, filled up a few high-foot cups in front of him, and said that you’re new, and drink it all.
And I did not respond to it, but I did not dare to take a cup, and Zaqqum took it and spilled it on another maiden.
The girl was “aah,” but she didn’t hide, and she sat down.
“What’s your name? Questioned, young girls dare not answer.
He grabbed the girl’s earring with his hand. The girl immediately screamed and covered her ears with her hands, and blood came out of her fingers.
“Scream”? The blogger says:
The young girls kept their mouths closed and their tears were filled with tears, but they were forced to remain silent. A small towel was on the table in front of her, but she didn’t dare touch it from beginning to end.
“Do you understand the rules?”
Lian looked at me and asked me, without further hesitation, to pick up a glass of wine and pour it back in. The entrance is soft, but drunk. To the second, I’m a little dizzy.
Lian seems to have the pleasure of pouring high-foot cups into my mouth.
I’ve been poured six, because I’m drunk too fast, I’m conscious and I’m completely soft. Then I was thrown on the table with him, and I watched as the people of this room rose up and departed, leaving me and him alone. The middle-aged man left and closed the doors.
Three days later, I had my nineteenth birthday in Grandma’s ward.
Grandma’s been sleeping, but I didn’t tell her anything. I’m afraid she heard.
After that, I became more and more bored. Every night around him was hungover and every morning he fell asleep or was woken up violently.
Well, Grandma stayed in the best room until she died.
The middle-aged man at the feast was a housekeeper of Qi, and he was called Uncle Zi, and was of high standing. He’ll call me 100,000 a month. After Grandma’s death, I completed some studies and was placed in a university to study art. Uncle Zi said it was for my own good, so I wouldn’t be able to live if I got bored.
And I went to this university because of the lax management of the school, and I was able to spend most of my time in the clubhouse, where I was called.
What a clubhouse, this clearly is a bird cage.
I’ve become a personal object of his own, and, like, his favorite. Uncle Zi said no one could stay with him for three months, and I spent a year and a half.
I told Uncle Zi I wanted to leave.
Uncle Zi gave me a slap right away. It was heavy. Then he made me make myself up, covered my palm.
“When Lai likes you, you value it. He said that.
I know I can’t escape. There was a mistress who did so, and Uncle Zi showed me the girl’s hand, which was cut off and placed in a glass can.
I want to kill myself.
That day, I was taken to a new bar by Jian Jian Jian, and quickly found a new prey, so I went back to the bird cage.
I left him to drink and die the next day.
But that day I saw Yang Lin.
I took a lot of wine, had a good night, and I set an alarm clock the same as Grandma’s death. I’ve heard that when you die, you’ll be in the same place and see Grandma again.
The next morning, I wanted to leave when Yang Lin stopped me and had breakfast.
The eggs taste the same as Grandma.
It’s warm in the stomach.
It’s the first time that I’ve truly laughed since Grandma died.
When I left, I said I’d take a cab myself. Then look back at him.
He was standing there, wearing a nice white T-shirt, a little hairy, a whole face covered with sunlight, as gentle as the sun, very much like the guy I was in my special little day show with Matsuko.
I think the death thing, maybe.
“My name is Zhou Xiaomiao.” When he asked, I told him his real name.
“Well… real name?”
“Of course it’s a real name. I’m sorry.
“Oh, my name is Yang Lin.”
In retrospect, he’s so funny that he makes breakfast for girls like me, and he wants to drive me away, and he’s always paying attention to how I feel. He’s probably an ordinary man. I’ve never met him.
I don’t want to die. I want to get close to Yang Lin while I’m busy. With him, it’s like entering another world, it’s like completing a role play.
I like the normal 19-year-old in love.
I fell in love with him.
03-Zhou Xiaomeng
He wore a shirt and was very skilled in wearing a tie while he had only one pair of shorts.
And with my hands, I stretched my upper body out of the bed, and his neck was strangled too tight and a bit painful.
“I don’t want to go on like this. I’m sorry.
The hand of Zhang Sung-sheng tie stopped.
“Let me go. I said:
Then there was silence. I’m afraid of him. I’m worried about the silence.
“Come and tie me up? I’m sorry.
His voice was very gentle, which was rare, and he was the kind of boss who picked up the phone to yell at people, and he had bled several company executives in front of me. During my meeting, 80% of him was angry, listening to heavy metals of death, drinking heavy wine, speaking loudly, attacking me with anger.
He was so gentle at the moment that I saw a light.
I got up and put my feet in front of him, tried to make myself smile nice, and then I helped him with his tie.
He looked down at his tie and suddenly raised his hand and took it apart.
“Get another one. I’m sorry.
I came back and picked up another display for him in the closet. He nodded and I opened my tie.
“Not good-looking, change one. “It’s not like I’m going to be able to do this.”
After that, when I got one, he took one, and when he got to article 5, I felt my whole body shaking.
When the seventh fight was done, I knew I’d pissed him off. I snuck into his eyes and heard him groan, and suddenly his head hit me, and he grabbed my hair. I screamed, and I felt like I was being pulled around half a circle and fell on the ground.
“I’d like to change a couple of ties, so would women! “But I haven’t changed you for a year and a half! I’m sorry.
I have no time to take into account the pain on my head and to return to my knees.
“I beg you, Mr. Lai, please…”
“Chou Xiaomeng, have you forgotten? I’m the one who gave you college, and I’m the one who let your grandmother die.”
“I haven’t forgotten…”
I cried, I knew he was telling the truth, I knew I was just his personal effects.
“Your life is mine, remember? I’m sorry.
I’m afraid to answer, tears keep pouring out.
He took a bottle of wine from the wine cabinet, poured two, then fell in front of me and handed me one.
“Drink this one. I’ll take it as though it never happened. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to. I’ve come this far. I don’t want to lose anything. It takes a lot of courage to say, like this tyrant, “I’m leaving you,” and if I don’t insist at this point, I’m not sure when it’s next.
“Drink this. I’m sorry.
The sound sank. But my tears stopped and I was afraid to look at him, but I was not afraid anymore.
Lian noded his head and poured both drinks on me.
He got up, went to the closet and took an expensive belt. And then he kicked me to the ground and beat me up madly.
At first, I had a twitch at every turn, and the belt was as blunt as a hammer, and it was like iron that brought a lasting and heart-trucking pain.
For about five minutes, I consciously kept rolling.
Every time you get hit, you get a blood stain.
But I didn’t say anything.
I will endure to keep him from feeling a little bit of submission from my screams, and he will like to abuse, but I will let him get nothing from this abuse.
Later, I didn’t even feel the pain of every beating.
It was about a few minutes later, and he stopped breathing. I’m lying on the ground, strangling, breathing seems a little bit difficult, but my head is still awake, there’s a shampoo hair in my mouth, a drop of blood flowing from the left to the right eye, and the world of this eye is red.
What is Yang Lin doing now?
Leigh suddenly smiled and smiled back and forth.
It’s like seeing the most ridiculous thing in the world.
He’s laughing at himself.
He didn’t think I’d fight for someone else.
His name is Yang Lin, right?
How does he know?
“One phone call, I can kill him. I’m sorry.
After he said, pick up the phone, I know he wants to call Uncle Zi.
He’s not lying. Uncle Qi did everything!
I put up with the numbness of my body and tried to climb to his feet and grab his shirt.
“I’m not leaving. I said, “I’m not leaving, I’m never leaving, don’t touch him.” I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time.
For a long time, he ripped my hand off and walked into the bathroom.
Leigh lit a cigarette and took a sip of it, and the sound of water in the toilet.
“Scram,” he shouted, “before I repent.” I’m sorry.
04-Yolin
I haven’t slept for over a week, or I’ve slept, I don’t know.
My house is covered in a fog of tobacco burning, and the velvet carpets are burned several holes by accidentally falling cigarettes. Liquor bottles and out-of-hand boxes are stacked outside the door and are taken away every day while the people cleaning the building complain.
When the bell was ringing, I was just threatened by my own subordinates, who said it was the third time I had been hit by a thunderbolt in front of the boss. I hung up and yelled at the door, “Just leave the door! I’m sorry.
But the bell is still ringing.
I took a breath and wanted to sign the delivery or the company’s documents, so I got up, walked to the door and opened the door.
Zhou Xiaomeng is standing at the door.
She was wearing a protective dress, short skirts, thin and narrow, and a student look.
The smile was light and soft, just like when I first saw her.
She’s been gone for three months. Ten years?
Zhou Xiaomeng raised his feet, looked at the house, and said, “Didn’t you clean it once after I left? I’m sorry.
“Booked once. I’m sorry.
“Fake, not once. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
We were all silent, staring at each other, laughing, and then we started to cry.
In the three months since Zhou Xiaomoo’s disappearance, I’ve been to many places. I’ve been to places we’ve been together, to her school, to her teacher, but nobody knows where she is.
At that point, I dared not ask anything about seeing her naked on the outside skin with more or less scars.
Just come back, just come back.
I let her sit on the couch and don’t worry about anything, and then I’m going to say what she’s been through for three months, and I’m going to clean up the house. She’s very good. She sits and drinks and smiles at me.
After cleaning, it’s six o’clock, so I’m cooking.
Half the meal, and suddenly I remember, there’s the most important thing that I don’t ask.
“Don’t go”?
I turned the fire down so I could not hear her answer, but I was afraid to hear her answer.
“Well, don’t go. I’m sorry.
Her voice was soft, like “I like you” on the top of the South Mountain.
I turned over a few more dishes, and tears came up, and I couldn’t see them, but I was still chewing my teeth.
Don’t leave me again.
05-Zhou Xiaomeng
Together with Yang Lin, this city has a different face.
I’m not hungover, I’m not getting up with headaches, I’m not walking around all day.
He’ll make me sleep at twelve, wake me up at eight and nine, take me to a morning tea shop, fish and shrimp in a small pond at the seafood market, then buy it and eat it all on the spot. He’s playing Zombie Intruding VR, and he’s taking a picture of my crazy-stabbing funny-looking face while he puts it on me.
He took me on the roller coaster. I cried and he dragged me up there, and I got addicted once. Then we found that there was only one iron fence of about one metre between the exit and the entrance of the roller coaster, and that, in order not to line up, we began to cross the fence. About the fourth time, when the roller coaster stopped at the height, we were already sleepy.
Then we started traveling abroad.
In a forest in Thailand, I found a double-jumping project.
“Humping? It’s too dangerous. I’m sorry.
I said, “Are you afraid to jump? I’m sorry.
That’s what you said on the top of the South Mountain.
Don’t you dare jump? I’m sorry.
“How dare I? How dare I! I’m sorry.
Then there’s so much bullshit, “Then hurry up! I’m sorry.
Our legs were tied together, falling from a 50-metre jump, during which he held me dead and his eyes never opened.
“You hugged me so tight. Scared, right? I asked.
“I’m afraid your legs are too loose. I’m sorry.
“Come on, you’re right!”
“I care about you, don’t you believe me? I’m sorry.
I don’t believe him.
Yang Lin stopped talking to me, asked the administrator for a jump certificate that he had won with his urine. I’m sorry.
I looked at him and said, “What’s the big deal? I’m sorry.
He stunned, and his face didn’t fade because of the bouncing blood. “I’m a 20-year-old. I’m a grown-up. I’m sure you hang up. I’m sorry.
“Fuck! * I’m gonna kick my ass in the leg and turn around and walk away. *
I’m not mad. I’m just saying that.
I can’t pretend to be X without you. I’m sorry.
These days were so wonderful that I had the illusion that I could really be Yang Lin’s girlfriend and have been so happy.
But two months later, I got a call from Uncle Zi.
He said you’d come back. We’ll come to you. It’ll be a mess.
I know. He’s gonna take me back.
06-Zhou Xiaomeng
I’m running.
That night, I tried to explain the whole thing to Yang Lin at the fastest.
But I’m not asking him to agree with me, and everyone will think it’s ridiculous: I have to leave the city once I have a phone call.
“Go now, don’t delay a moment. This is Yang Lin’s first reaction.
He didn’t ask, as if he had read all of me in a moment, and said we weren’t going to the airport or the train station, and I drove you away.
“And you?”
“Go with you. I’m sorry.
I think I love the right person.
Then he began to pack his daily things, and our clothes, our computers, and all kinds of documents. He said he would return in a month, dispose of the items, hand over the work and cut off all links to the city.
He kept his head down and he was busy, as usual, but only promised me commands, and I was not allowed to intervene.
There’s no hesitation, just like we had a plan.
“Sorry,” I said, “so suddenly.” I’m sorry.
And he looked at me and said: “As long as he does not leave me, anything shall be.” I’m sorry.
But by the time we came to the underground parking lot with two suitcases, a group of people in black suits had been waiting there.
They were standing next to the Yang Lin car, and when they saw us, they came towards us.
I know, I can’t.
Run! Run! I’m sorry.
Yang Lin said he dropped all the boxes, took my hand and ran back to the elevator room. But there are also four black people, each of them big and tall, nearly a metre tall.
Yeung returned immediately and took me back to the parking lot, trying to get out of the car exit. But just a few metres away, a black man with sunglasses came out of the shadows.
And he raised his foot, and he was kicking in the belly of Yanglin.
Yeung grunted and kneeled.
“Son of a bitch…” He cursed his teeth.
The black man came up again and Yang Lin couldn’t even make a sound this time.
The black man grabbed me and tried to take me away. But Yang Lin held my hand and didn’t let go.
The black man came up and took out a truncheon and hit directly on the arm of Yang Lin.
I heard a very clear sound.
And the Yanglin fell on the ground with his arms over his arms, and We cried out, and were torn by the man in black, one by one, away from him.
More men in black came after them, and they went to Yang Lin, and they started the fight.
Yang Lin’s face was soon covered with blood, but he was still looking at me until he was surrounded by black.
I cried and thought I’d never see him again.
Suddenly, Yang Lin came out of the black.
He ran madly towards me, and when he was close to me, he punched him in the face of the man who took me.
The man’s sunglasses are broken, and he’s got vicious eyes.
Yang Lin tried to take me away from him, but suddenly he grabbed Yang Lin’s wounded arm and then hit him with his head on his nose. When Yang Lin was knocked out of his head, the black men behind him followed him and immediately stopped Yang Lin and continued to beat him.
Each of them took out his weapon, and each of them had the sound of destruction.
Stop! “I shouted, but no one listened to me.
“Whoever fights again, I’ll let LEE kill him!” “I’m hysterically yelling.
They continue, and Yang Lin’s blood is spilling far and red on the ground.
Uncle Chi! I know you’re here! Let him go, I’ll go with you! * I cried out, my throat burned. *
Far away, a car suddenly sounded a flute.
Yang Lin fell right on the ground and couldn’t even shake my neck.
But I can hear him.
He said, “Do not leave me again.”
Don’t ever leave me again.
Finally, I got in Uncle Qi’s car.
“Send two men to the hospital. I’m sorry.
Uncle Qi noded and two black men turned back and went far away.
When the door was closed, I heard a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, a cry, and a cry.
07-Yolin
The third day after I was hospitalized, I was put on trial.
They told me Zhou Xiaomeng was dead.
It was me.
“I didn’t kill her…”
“You didn’t kill her? Then why was her body in your apartment? I’m sorry.
I was interrogated by my P.D. who dropped a few pictures. She lay on the side of my family’s cashmere stand, with a thick white foam in her mouth and black ligature marks on her neck, covered with new wounds, all of which were caused by a belt beating.
And there’s a close-up, and there’s a needle hole in Moo’s neck. That’s fatal.
I’ve been biting my teeth, and they squeak, like they’re gonna break.
“This is yours, isn’t it? The police took out a most burned belt.
“Not really. I’m sorry.
“How about this?” He took out a few long needles and a couple of white powders.
“I don’t do drugs. I’m sorry.
“We arrested you from the hospital. We know what’s in your blood. He came up and pulled up my sleeve, inside my elbow joint, with several brand-new needle holes, “You’ve been selling drugs, you just don’t smoke until the day before yesterday, when you killed Zhou Xiaomao, you opened up.” I’m sorry.
“Fuck you! I didn’t kill her!”
“Who can prove it? I’m sorry.
“I fucking said it! I’m sorry.
“I’ve heard enough of this! You said Zhou Xiaoho was being hunted down, you’re taking her away. You said you were beaten up by those people. Okay, who are they? Why did you kill Zhou Xiaoho? You don’t know! “You’re making me a fucking 3-year-old! I’m sorry.
“I didn’t ask her about her past, and I don’t want to know, and I don’t care. I’m sorry.
He laughed and bit his teeth with his eyes. You’re fucking disgusting!”
“I didn’t lie to you. We met in the bar and then fell in love, and she had a boyfriend, because, you know, we were apart for a while and three months later she came to me, and she had a lot of injuries. I’m sorry.
That picture was still in front of me, forcing me to think about what I was doing when I was rubbing for little foam. I wanted to take her to the hospital, she wouldn’t, she said she would only show me that the pills I painted were gentle, but she was shaking, she was crying, she was hurt in a few too deep, and she groaned. I’m so pissed you told me who he was and you told me!
And Moe asked, “Can you kill him?”
I can’t, I can’t, I won’t tell you.
Yang Lin, let us live in peace, please.
“I promised her I would live with her.”
All right, all right, all right. You and Zhou Xiaomiao became lovers six months ago, during which she never lived in school, often absent from school, and in her nameplate! We looked into your profession, financial analysis, a million or two people who couldn’t afford her.
“I can’t afford it. Why not change someone? * He took the burnt whip *
“…well, you know, you guys have a lot of connections, you want to make real money, you have plenty of opportunities. “But there’s a problem with your sales, and you’re an outsider, you’ve got a cracker, you’ve got a drug deal, you’ve got a stop. I’m sorry.
“On June 27, 2019, you started to get angry with Zhou Xiaoming, but later you wanted to try something you’ve been selling. For the first time, you’d get high, take the medicine, and you opened the skylight for Zhou Xiaomiao. I’m sorry.
“…and then you went out, from your consumption habits, to buy wine, but met the drug cartel, they beat you up and sent you to hospital. But Zhou Xiaomeng died at your house! I’m sorry.
They’ve been interrogating me for twenty hours.
During that time I was trapped in deep despair.
I finally calmed down, thinking about Moo’s death, about my wrongs and about the entire trial, until the police told me this absurd explanation.
I’m a financial analyst, I’ve learned behavioral psychology, and there’s a lot of resemblance to his case skills.
It is his duty that he provokes me, mocks me, and now slanders me.
When I lost my sense of reason, he put together the evidence that was in place to make a loophole of the truth.
But “the truth” doesn’t matter, and “the hole” is the key.
The suspect could not help but rebut those loopholes and, if he did, he would break them.
“Sergeant, do you know that the evidence may have been false, why the belts were burned, whether my family’s things were too neat and small…” I endured the sadness and said, “Is it that the marks on Mok’s body are far greater than that? You’ve been there, you know it. I’m sorry.
The police officer did not speak, of course he was aware that he must try every suspect as a murderer and do everything in his power.
“Give me a cigarette. I’m sorry.
They didn’t say no. My hands were tied to the iron table in front of me, so he knocked out a cigarette, put it in my mouth and lit it for me.
He’s very heavy, and I’m weak, and I’m getting a little dizzy.
I need that feeling now.
“When will I be? I’m sorry.
Police laughing. He worshiped his hand, asked his assistant to turn off his computer and left the house.
“Kid, fight me, huh? I’ll kill you here. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to fight you. I want to tell you what happened. I’m sorry.
“What did you say?”
“I know there’s still surveillance in this house. All the money in my account is entrusted to you, Detective Fang Jie, to transfer it to Director Liang of Yamanam Welfare School, Toshikawa City. I’m an orphan.
This is the first time he’s had a surprise look.
“Son, the case is not over. You’re dead or alive, and the law is the law. I’m sorry.
I nod his head, and I know he’s not bluffing. Inside, he promised.
“Thank you very much. Get your place dirty, sorry. I’m sorry.
“What are you doing…”
And I did not give him more time to react, and his body leaned forward and approached his hands.
One bite on the left finger.
Police officers immediately shouted to pull my shoulder back and then entered several more officers in the interrogation room.
But they’re too late.
I’ve found the stitches of the joints with my teeth, and I’ve eaten them as hard as I can.
The intoxication didn’t stop the pain.
The flesh and bones were easily cut off by my teeth, but the knots and pains.
In a dozen seconds, they couldn’t pull my head off my left hand, and I couldn’t bite the pain in the heart.
Finally, I thought of a clever way.
With their power to pull me back, my head was upside down.
I’m ripping that leg off.
“Doctor! Too much blood! “Fuck you, you’re fucking crazy! I’m sorry.
I threw up the finger and laughed and coughed up in blood.
Moo’s gone, this finger is useless. Case number: YXX1ogBKe82s5DMkp1sdPdj
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
