How simple is it to destroy a parent? – What?
My mother took me to the river when I turned 11.
She could not swim, and as soon as she fell into the water, she began to choke, sink and almost immediately to drown.
But even at such a time of panic, she didn’t forget to grab my neck.
She’s afraid she’ll let go and I’ll be able to escape.
She’s already dead. She’s pulling me to the back. She’s always doing it.
I struggled as hard as I could to finally break out of her hands.
Her twisted, ghost-like face, choked by the water, just disappeared under the water.
I went crazy and called out for help.
That’s when the man ran into the river and saved me.
So I was taken back to the shore by him, dazed and dazzled, so that he could see his face.
He’s the cop who came to see us the other day.
I was already wet, and suddenly I was sweating.
But whenever he shows up a minute later, all my plans are wasted.
Two.
Three days later, my body recovered and the police officer named Mada came back to me.
He took me to a cafe near the hospital.
I asked him what happened.
He said he was just asking me for information.
But when we sat down in that quiet café, he looked at me like a prisoner.
“Do you know your father bought a $1 million personal accident insurance just before he died? I’m sorry.
He opened his mouth to me.
“I know. I’m sorry.
“Do you know he was suspected of suicide? I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
“Know what? He does not allow me to be vague.
“He knows he’s trying to cheat. I’m sorry.
“But didn’t know he was going to commit suicide? I’m sorry.
I was silent for a while, making the look of him poking into pain and whispering.
“He told me he wouldn’t die…”
3
My name’s Lutin, my father’s name’s Lu Xian Feng and my mother’s name’s Jong-yu.
We were a happy family of three. We had no money, but we were happy.
My dad works in the back of a big hotel, my mom works in a textile factory, three shifts a year.
I’ve got good grades, and I never let my parents and my teachers worry.
We should have had a good life until I got sick.
The doctor says my illness is called epilepsy and convulsive brain damage.
To be honest, I don’t know what this means. All I know is that after that I need to go to the hospital often.
I spent more time in hospital than at home.
My mom took care of me, and my dad worked so hard to get me some medicine.
I tried to get into a coma, and my mom held me in my arms, gently touched my head and sang me a lullaby.
Our family will soon be empty of my disease.
We moved out of two rented rooms and into a small area that was long gone.
It is called the Garden of Everlasting Peace, which was the most expensive residential area in the city many years ago, but it is as if it were a ruin, and it is only those who are the poorest who will live there.
My parents’ bodies, their spirits, too.
The nerves of the three of us are always tight and we’re really tired.
My mom quit her job to take care of me, and my dad got fired by the chef for running away.
My dad would never have taken the false lie if our family hadn’t been desperate.
It was my eleventh birthday. They bought me a little cake.
After the cake, my mom went to bed and left my dad to watch me.
I closed my eyes and was ready for bed.
As long as you sleep, it won’t hurt.
My dad thinks I fell asleep and whispered to me.
“Ting Ting, Dad is dying. He says:
4
He said that he had bought insurance and that as long as he died unexpectedly, my mother and I would receive $1 million in compensation.
He said he would drive the car down the hill, but he would not be in the car, which would only have his clothes and papers.
He stated that he would disguise himself as an accident to avoid pedestrians.
He said that after that he would disappear completely from our lives and that four years after his disappearance he would be legally presumed dead.
He stated that he had already checked, which would also be considered accidental death and would be compensated by the insurance company.
He said that by that time, our family would be reunited again.
He talks and cries.
He thought I was asleep, and that’s why he said that to me.
He was afraid to tell me, let alone to tell his mother, that he was afraid that we would not be able to cope with the troubles of the insurance company when we knew the truth.
Only if we also think that he is really dead can we be as sure as possible that our pain and grief are real and that we can get that million more smoothly.
But he really didn’t want to leave me.
That’s why he whispered it while I was asleep.
Otherwise, he might really suffocate.
I was in the middle of a dream and I wasn’t even sure I heard it.
The next day, the police came to tell us that he was dead.
Didn’t he say he was faked?
Didn’t he say only his clothes and papers were in the car?
Didn’t he say we’d be together in four years?
How did the police find his body in the car?
Didn’t he have time to get out of the car and went into the wild lake?
I don’t know, I really don’t know.
But I was so scared I didn’t know what was going on.
I wasn’t in a very good state of health. I was asleep and confused every day.
There’s cops and doctors in the ward, and I didn’t find a chance to tell my mother what I know.
Besides, I’m not sure what I know.
I didn’t think my mom would take me to the river soon.
If you hadn’t saved me that day by the river, I’d have drowned in the river by now.
Of course I’m afraid to tell the police, after all, it’s a felony.
5
“You mean, you don’t know why your dad actually committed suicide, do you?” He said without an expression.
“He told me to fake death, he told me that only his clothes and papers were in the car. I’m in a hurry.
“Luttin, you know, suicide can’t be compensated. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know I don’t understand this I do know, of course I do.”
“There is a great risk of murder being counted as accidental death. I’m sorry.
“What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“We discovered that the wind had been smashed to death before being stuck in the car and pushed down the hill. I’m sorry.
I’m silent.
In other words, he died in murder and the killer was captured by us. I’m sorry.
I’m still silent.
“He admitted it was the wind he killed. I’m sorry.
Silence remains silence.
“But better yet, this killer, he’s still your acquaintance. No, he’s an acquaintance of your family. He’s in front of your bed almost every week. I’m sorry.
His face is so full of heart, as if he had full control of the truth.
“and the story you just told me about your father trying to fake his death without him at all. I’m sorry.
He looked at me very closely.
I put on a panic that exposed the foot of my horse, and on my head, on my hands, on my back, all cold sweat.
But I am well aware that he is falling a little bit into the trap I have set.
Six.
“A middle-aged woman named Lori called us and said she saw the entire process of Luo Feng’s murder. I’m sorry.
“Although her voice was low and dumb, she spoke very clearly. I’m sorry.
“She gave us a detailed description of the person’s body, appearance and physical features, and she even told us where he had gone after killing. I’m sorry.
According to Lori, it was true that Luo Feng had not intended to die at that time, and he had put his clothes, his papers in the car and then intended to push him down the hill.
However, while he was pushing the cart, a man appeared behind the wind and picked up a rock and knocked him out.
After the wind hit the ground, the man hit several more times, until the wind was completely dead.
The man shoved the wind into the car and pushed it off the hill.
It was not until the car slowly sunk into the wild lake that the man turned around and left.
Lori called the police in a hurry.
Because she was too scared, she was always afraid to testify and to contact the police by telephone.
The police did not take her words as one at first, and after all, they often received ridiculous phone calls.
So they didn’t tell me and my mom about it, just that Dad died in a car accident.
After that, however, they carried out a search for more than two days on the basis of information provided by Lori, but actually caught the killer.
The man confessed to the killing.
He said that he had killed Luxuan to get the woman he loved.
“The man’s name is Liangdong. I’m sorry.
I’m all shivering.
“is your mother’s first love. I’m sorry.
“The Uncle Liangdong who used to visit you at the hospital. I’m sorry.
“You don’t say you don’t know him. I’m sorry.
Mada smiled.
After a long silence.
“I know him. I’m sorry.
I said.
7
Uncle Liangdong was my mother’s first lover and they fell in love in junior high.
But then, for the sake of education and for the sake of ideals, two people were permanently separated from one another, and ultimately not together.
Uncle Liangdong thought he’d come back and marry my mother when he got famous.
But by the time he came back, my mother would have married and given birth to me.
That’s enough.
When I was sick, he came to visit me, and when my parents were busy, he came to the hospital to take care of me.
He’s a very good man.
But my father didn’t appreciate it. He always thought Uncle Liangdong would be so nice to me because he didn’t give up on my mother.
So, he’s in charge of Uncle Liangdong.
Uncle Liangdong didn’t think it was a big deal. He was good to me and my mom.
But the more tolerant he was, the less he cared, the more angry my dad was.
I was sick and he couldn’t get mad at me, so he took my mother out of the air.
He started drinking a lot and hit my mom like crazy.
My mom put up with it for a long time and looked forward to a change, but he was doing more and more.
I actually know that at first my mom and Uncle Liangdong really had nothing.
It was my father’s suspicion and violence that pushed my mother a little towards Uncle Liangdong.
Uncle Liangdong soon found out about my mother’s injuries, he was heartbroken and angry.
He’d go to my dad and get stopped by my mom, which would only make my dad’s violence worse.
That’s when they got back together again.
It’s not hard to understand. Both of them have feelings.
It is easy for two people like this to come together when they have been insinuated for many years, and when they are injured.
That’s how my mom mentioned my dad’s divorce. Of course she didn’t raise the issue.
My dad jumped and he was still in the room, and he started hitting my mom.
When my mother cried, she came to talk.
I remember very clearly that day my father spoke so harshly that, as long as he was alive, my mother would never escape from his hands.
At that time, our family was in a very poor state and was almost out of money to eat.
So, my dad came up with the scam.
He told my mom about it.
On the one hand, he did not have any other means, and on the other hand, he secretly expected that he could use it as an opportunity to regain the respect that my mother had in her heart, and not merely to give in as a result of violent coercion.
He said that it would certainly be best if the insurance company could be deceived by empty cars and clothes and documents, and if not, he would disappear for four years, after which my mother would be able to apply to the court for confirmation of his death, and that by that time $1 million would be ours.
He said it was all for our family three.
He did not know that this gave Uncle Liangdong the chance to kill him.
8
My mother turned around and told Uncle Liangdong that he had decided to kill him on the day of his fake death and that he would really die.
In that way, we will not only be able to settle a million claims, but we will also be able to get out of his control.
That day, Uncle Liangdong asked my mother to wait for him downstairs.
Once he kills my dad, he’ll meet me and my mom.
But my mom waited for him all night and he didn’t show up.
Called him first when nobody answered, and then it became impossible.
Uncle Liangdong just disappeared.
How do we know he’s being hunted by you, unable to contact us?
We both thought he ran away and abandoned us.
After another day, we got word that Dad was dead.
You cops told us my dad died in a car accident.
We thought my dad faked it and couldn’t get out of the car.
My mom couldn’t reach Uncle Liangdong, and now she’s lost my dad.
Even though my dad wasn’t a good man, he was the backbone of this family.
And now that I’ve lost this terrible support, my mother is desperate.
She has always been a weak woman, unable and afraid to face life alone.
So she took me to the river with her while I was asleep.
How could she not know that my dad was a fake death bail? She knew everything.
It’s because she knows all this that makes her more desperate.
Her husband died and her first love disappeared.
She felt abandoned by the world and she could not live.
But even if she wanted to die, she wouldn’t dare to die alone, and she wanted me to die with her.
I jumped on my back while I was drugged and dazed.
If you hadn’t saved me, I would have died in the river with her.
I didn’t tell the police because she was my mother, no matter how cowardly and selfish she was.
I couldn’t bear to let her die, and I had to carry a name on the wall.
I don’t want her to be seen as a mean woman who kills her husband.
She’s dead, and Uncle Liangdong is gone.
Let’s just let it go like this, okay?
I never thought you’d catch Uncle Liangdong.
I can’t believe Uncle Liangdong actually killed my dad.
There were three adults who could take care of me, and now there’s no one left, and I’m scared.
I have no idea what I’m going to do. You’re still making me do this.
I’ve told you everything I know.
9
Mada listens to me and thinks.
“You’re saying Liangdong killed Luang Feng to be with Jong-yu? I’m sorry.
“Well…”
“and you lied to preserve your mother’s reputation. I’m sorry.
“Yes…”
“But it doesn’t make any sense. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“Jong-yu could have left you and your father and gone away with Liang Dong. I’m sorry.
“She’s my mother. She can’t leave me like this. I’m sorry.
“Then look at this. I’m sorry.
He handed me a stack of printed chat records.
It says clearly that my mom wants to run away with Liangdong without me.
Not only are you not taking me, but you’re making me look like nothing.
“She wanted to abandon you, not you, but Liang Dong. I’m sorry.
The motor’s walking and staring at me.
“But why does he care so much about you? I’m sorry.
“Maybe because he’s a good man…”
And I say it in a way of uncertainty and panic.
“Then he can take you away, even if he risks being accused of kidnapping women and children. I’m sorry.
“Maybe he’s the love house and the woo.”
“Yes, the House of Love and the Wu. He said, “You are the House, and Jong-yu is the Wu with his hand.” I’m sorry.
“He wants you, only you. I’m sorry.
Mada seriously said.
“No way! How dare he admit it! I’m sorry.
Mada laughed.
He thinks he finally caught me saying the wrong thing.
“Yes, he did not admit it, nor did he dare to admit that he was a psychotic woman. I’m sorry.
“But you admit it. I’m sorry.
Air condensed.
“Your reaction just confirmed that he wanted you, not Jong-yu. I’m sorry.
The music in the café is very high.
I woke up my tears.
“Long Feng refused to get a divorce, so he couldn’t get you by marrying Jong-yu. I’m sorry.
“Then he can only have you legally and for a long time by killing Luo Feng and marrying Jong-yu.” I’m sorry.
Right, Lu-Ting.
My tears fell right at this moment.
I’m going to make him think that he’s done enough to crush me.
I’m trying to make him feel like he’s got a good heart, he’s got a winning hand, and he thinks he’s got the whole truth.
Only then can he fall into my hands.
“Let me give you my reasoning. I’m sorry.
He’s happy to say it.
10
You, Lutin, were born in a poor family.
You have a pair of unchallenged parents who do their best and can’t give you a better life.
Even worse, you’re still sick, and it’s costing your family money.
Meanwhile, your mother’s first lover Liangdong appeared in your life.
He looks like a good man, a good man, a pervert.
When he was a junior high student, he loved Zhongyu, your mother.
And when he’s 30 years old, he’s still in love with the girl version of Jong-yu, you.
He approached your mother as the first lover of Jong-yu, near your family.
As always, he paid tribute to Zhongyu, and he was more patient with you.
He’ll even come to the hospital to look after you when your parents are busy.
He’s been thinking about you since then.
On the surface, he’s trying to fix things with your mother.
But actually, his real goal is you, the most like-looking girl in the world.
But he’s not content to see you once in a while. He wants to have you for a long, legal time.
So, in order to get you in a reasonable and legal way, he started by encouraging Jong-yu and Lu Xian Feng to divorce.
I didn’t think the wind would let go.
So he had to choose the second option, which was to kill Luxuan.
At that time, the wind came up with the faint trick of “false death” and he was following it to the back of the mountain.
As he was preparing to push the car down the hill, he shot him from behind and killed him instantly.
Then he put him in the car, with his car, and pushed him off the hill.
If it hadn’t been for that witness, the dumb middle-aged woman Lori, the plan would have been perfect.
It is true that the wind died by accident, whether in a car accident or murder.
As long as you don’t kill yourself, you’ll be counted as killed by accident, and you’ll get the million.
Then he’ll marry Jong-yu and become your legal father.
At that point, he’ll probably find a way to kill Jong-yu and become your only guardian.
But that’s all there is to it.
As a result of Lori ‘ s sightings and reports, he was forced to flee so far that neither you nor your mother could be informed of the incident.
Your mother jumped off the river with you in despair.
He was caught and confessed to his crimes.
But the only thing he can’t admit is that his real goal is actually you.
He can go to prison as a “love man who kills for his first love” but never want to be tried as a “psychotic pervert.”
Then his life would be really over.
So he confessed his affair with Zhongyu, and confessed that he had killed Luxuan, but he was afraid to confess or even mention it, and his goal was for you.
And you can’t make this public.
Because he’s probably had sex with you.
You’re not lying to protect your mother. You’re protecting yourself.
Right, Lu-Ting.
Eleven.
Mada looked at me and said the whole thing.
My tears were so big that I woke up.
I look like I’ve finally collapsed.
I sat in front of him in this empty interrogation room crying to death.
“Why! Why! You make me do this!”
I cried and cried.
“Let him die as my mother’s lover. Why are you doing this? I’m sorry.
Mada looked at me so heartily and gently hit my head.
12
Mada made me a new statement.
The truth was more cruel than he predicted.
I’ve been sick since I was a kid, and I’ve lost my family, and my parents have already lost their patience with me.
Lui Feng and Jong-yu are the worst parents in the world, poor, lazy, selfish and hypocritical.
They all want to get rid of me, but they dare not abandon me, lest they go to prison for abandonment.
But they don’t want to keep raising me, because they’re tired of me.
This time Liangdong appeared.
He pretended to be kind, helping to take care of me in the hospital while they were busy and having fun.
In fact, Liangdong is trying to misbehave me.
How many nights did Liangdong say he helped with the night watch?
Sexual assault. Is that sexual assault?
I don’t even know what he does to me.
I told Mom and Dad about this. They didn’t believe it.
Or they don’t care if they believe it.
Not only do they care, they even want to sell me to Liangdong.
Only Liangdong, a poor man, can’t afford to pay.
He was so eager to go out and make a big career, and now he comes back and is mocked by a poor couple who compares him to a poor couple.
“You can’t afford to touch my daughter, you poor bastard. I’m sorry.
The wind mocks Liangdong.
But also because Liangdong, my parents found a way to make money.
They began to look secretly for buyers like Liangdong who were only interested in little girls.
They can buy me, they can buy me once.
My dear parents, they used my body as a means of making money.
My body is getting worse and I can only live in a hospital.
Even so, they were not satisfied with the idea of a “false bail” method.
13
They think well.
The wind will fake death and disappear, and Jong-yu will be in charge of the insurance company.
If not, the wind would have disappeared for four years, until the court had found him dead, and Jong-yu would have gone to seek compensation for the millions.
It turns out that the poor man Liangdong, who they mocked, went up to the mountain with the wind and killed him.
He tried to kill the wind, and then went in and dealt with the weak.
Unexpectedly, he was seen by witnesses during his murder and reported to the police.
Zhong Yuen is a weak woman without the wind.
So she took me and jumped herself.
The police knew what happened.
I was rescued and Officer Mada pulled the truth out of my mouth.
I didn’t want to remember those dark and painful days.
The three of them, like a hungry ghost, want to eat every inch of my flesh.
Lui Long Feng and Jong-yu are dead and Liangdong has been captured, and I think this can be done.
It was unexpected that police officer Mada would not give up on the truth and pressurized the truth one by one.
In fact, what difference does it make to know the truth?
It doesn’t change anything, does it?
Maybe the truth is the most important thing for you cops.
Even if the price of the truth is a girl’s bottom scar unearthed, then it’s worth it, right?
14
Although time had passed and all the physical evidence had been destroyed, they had taken evidence against me.
As expected, there are hardly any marks left on me.
But it doesn’t matter, because his intentional homicide was nailed to the ground, plus a rape, which is a multiple offence.
Finally, Liangdong was sentenced to death and executed immediately.
And I got that million, after all, my dad died of murder, and murder was an accident.
Mada visited me the day Liangdong was executed.
I told him I was ready to go to school.
He even noded his head, and it felt good.
He just sat there and he got up and left my house.
I took him downstairs and met my former class teacher.
She saw me and Mada and stopped and said hi.
When she learned that Mada was a cop, she lamented him, and I was a good kid.
“Ting Ting Ting is not easy, family conditions are so bad, but adults are never worried. The teacher said:
“Yeah, she does know a lot better than a normal kid. “Mada should come together.”
“In school, so much effort has been made to participate in swimming team training to make your body stronger and to stop causing trouble to adults. The teacher continues.
“Oh? That’s rare. I’m sorry.
“She’s the worst, but the best in training, and the boys in the class don’t swim well. I’m sorry.
“That’s amazing. I’m sorry.
They had a few more conversations, and the teacher had no interest in seeing Mada and left.
And Mada turned and said goodbye.
I stood at the door of the unit building and saw him leave.
After a few steps, he suddenly stopped.
He turned around, and he looked at me wondering.
“She just said, “You know how to swim? I’m sorry.
“Hey, you found out. I’m sorry.
15
It’s true.
It’s just, it’s not because my parents are greedy.
That’s the only way they could think of making money.
These two idiots.
And they gave birth to me, but they used to treat me only as a plaything, and never treated me as a man.
As long as you drink, Jong-yu will cry.
Luo Feng beat me when he was drunk, beat me up.
I haven’t had a good piece of it since I remembered it. It’s been a long time.
They still want to treat me because they don’t want to lose me as a good, good, good, resistant plaything.
All they did was treat me like I was a cat and a puppy who could fool around.
Our family is poor because it treats me.
This family has always been a step by step towards poverty and collapse because of their greed, selfishness and stupidity.
I expect Jong-yu to protect me, but she can’t even protect herself.
And she’s not only not protecting me, she’s hurting me with the wind.
She was weak, so she came to hurt me weaker than her.
She let her pain and anger go to me.
The wind hit me in the open, and she hit me in the dark.
She’s worse than the wind, she’s done with me and she’s gonna cry with me.
She cried falsely and said that she did not divorce my father for me, so I must remember to repay her.
But no one can see that she never dared to divorce and that she lived on men for the rest of her life.
Divorced and divorced from a man, she could not live, and she was already incapable of living independently.
But they did not betray my body.
I lied about that.
I’m just saying that to the police because I need to make myself look more sad and miserable.
I’m trying to get all the cops to be mad at me.
I want everyone to see how miserable and fateful I am.
I want the world to give me all the way.
I’m already trying to get away from them, and Liangdong has given me a chance.
From the beginning, I saw that Liangdong was coming for me.
I thought Liangdong was after her.
She was intoxicated in Liangdong ‘ s long sweet words, but did not realize that Liangdong had struck her daughter ‘ s idea.
And that’s what I used to do.
Liangdong tried to fight me, but I never let him do it once.
As soon as he touches me, I’ll scream and call all the doctors and nurses on duty.
He was very upset and he questioned me if I liked him, why didn’t he get me?
I said that, once I was free, not yet.
He said, “Really?
I said, of course, I’ll be all yours.
I look so innocent and trust me completely.
He thought that after many years, he had finally found his own bride.
But I didn’t know I was making him a huge death trap.
16
Insurance operators regularly come in and sell them.
They are usually afraid to stay and leave without a flyer.
I’d like to come and put it on the table next to the hospital bed so that Lui Long Wind and Jong-yu can see the way to keep the money.
The two of them are weak, foolish and greedy, and they are long gone and they will not miss it.
On the other hand, I told Liangdong that only by the death of the wind, I could belong to him.
He had little courage, and he had always hoped that Lui Feng and Jong-yu would divorce him and then hand me over to Jong-yu, who then married him.
So I can be his.
But I told him that it was impossible to agree to divorce, and even if he did, I would have been sentenced to it.
After all, the wind is the one who can make money and earn money.
It is more likely that the court will hand me the wind.
At that point, Liangdong will never see me again.
Liangdong was in a hurry to ask me what to do.
That’s why I told Liangdong about Luo Feng preparing to lie to her.
I made him understand that this is the best and only chance if you want to kill Luxuan and then get out of there.
Liangdong wrote.
Men are so pathetic that they can do anything when they’re overwhelmed by desire.
And they thought it was for love, what a fucking love, just a sick pervert.
I didn’t even let him touch it.
I got him.
The only thing he ever wanted in his life was a girl’s version of Jong-yu.
And there’s no one in this world more like a girl than me.
So, I’m imprudent with him.
He went to the mountains and killed Luxuan and was arrested.
Of course he’ll confess, but I’m sure he won’t tell the truth or tell me my story.
He’d rather be a murderer than a pervert.
As for Jong-yu, that would be easier.
Without the wind, and without Liangdong, she was just a foolish and cowardly woman.
I kept crying to her, “We don’t have a home.”
She just collapsed.
When she decided to jump on the river and kill herself, I fell on her back the other day, not to mention how happy I was.
I know my freedom is coming.
I’ve been doing well at school. I’m not afraid of water.
And she took me to the river, not only to get rid of all my suspicions, but also to make me look more pathetic.
After jumping into the river, the woman grabbed me dead by the neck.
It took me a lot of effort and energy to get out of her hand and I watched her die in front of me.
Then I turned around and called out for help to the shore.
I was actually running out of energy.
If you go in a minute late, you can see me swimming, Officer Ma.
17
“Then you know what happened. I’m sorry.
Mada, listen to me. The whole thing is stuck.
“So that’s how you put the three adults together and put them one by one to death? I’m sorry.
I scared him to death.
“What, you don’t think they should die? I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk.
“They are violent men who are happy to beat women and children, who are unable to save themselves and who are going to die with their daughters, and who are completely perverted. I’m sorry.
Shouldn’t they die? I’m sorry.
I looked up to his face without fear.
“Then you should also seek help. I’m sorry.
Mada’s face had a sad look that he had never seen before.
I know. Pain means he’s given up.
“You think I haven’t looked? You know how many times I’ve asked for help? I’m sorry.
“But who’s going to talk to an 11-year-old?” I’m sorry.
“You’ll only make me listen, make me understand, let me go home.” I’m sorry.
“You adults are all in the same group. I’m sorry.
Mada stopped talking.
He’s one of the adults. He’s got nothing to say.
“This is the only way I can escape this life. I’m sorry.
I laughed.
“Are you not afraid? I’m sorry.
Mada was staring at me.
Scared? This is the most terrible thing in the world I’ve ever seen. I’m sorry.
“Are you afraid I’ll arrest you if you tell me so much? I’m sorry.
The motor is close.
“Don’t tell me I’m 11 years old, I’m not even at the age of sentencing. What did I do? I’m sorry.
Madas.
“Whether it’s against the law to show the insurance policy, or whether it’s against the law to jump on the river behind your mother’s back, or it’s against the law to talk to a perverted man? I’m sorry.
Officer Ma, tell me what I’ve done. I’m sorry.
“Even if I did break the law, Officer Ma, do you have any proof? I’m sorry.
The motor is finally silent.
He finally realized he couldn’t help me.
In this war, he has already lost everything.
“Who are you?”
He finally asked this stupid question.
“I left you such a clear clue, and you didn’t guess. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
I kept my voice down and made myself sound like a dumb middle-aged woman.
“I’m Lori. I’m sorry.
Lolita’s Lori. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
