(End)
[First teach you benevolence, righteousness, courtesy, and filial piety to benefit the common people; then teach you to be shameless and kill innocent people]
“Sister, don’t move.” Li Chengxun clasped my ankle with one hand, pinched my chin with the other, raised his eyelids slightly, and tried to persuade me with a smile.
“Evil barrier!”! I am your sister! How could I listen to him, frantically struggling, naturally he was fiercely against, the heat came, I did not dare to move, gently panting.
Li Chengxun saw that I was obedient, and his eyebrows were covered with a smile. This person’s face is very good, this is like a light fog boat when suddenly met with pear Tang fried snow, now deliberately smile, naturally more like drizzle splashing wet peach blossom, elegant and refined, but with some gorgeous.
“It’s not my own. Besides, my sister taught me all this.” Li Chengxun did not care about my anger and shame at all. His slender fingers removed my belt with great dexterity, and his thin lips came up, never giving me a chance to struggle. After the
clouds and rain, Li Chengxun’s whole person showed a trace of satisfied desire. He picked me up in a good mood and took me to the back to scrub carefully. As soon as I looked up and saw the man’s eyes as black as ink, I choked: “If you dare to come here again, I will suffocate here!”
Li Chengxun listened and his face faded. Looking at the calm, everyone who knows him knows that he is not in a good mood at the moment: “Let my sister have a rest tonight.”
Tonight? What about
tomorrow night? I opened my eyes
wide and was about to ask him a question. The man’s long, jade-like hand pressed fiercely on my red lips and smiled tenderly. “Don’t say anything that makes me unhappy, sister.”
A hero does not suffer immediate losses. I choose to be patient in order to have a good time tonight and not be tortured to death.
He said I made him like this. Yes, but no.
A car accident, I was extremely lucky to survive, unfortunately, lived to an inexplicable Dynasty.
With an inexplicable task: to raise Li Chengxun, first teach him benevolence, righteousness, courtesy and filial piety, and then teach him to be shameless and kill innocent people.
Finish the job, and I’ll die.
But is this a ***ing human thing? I was extremely puzzled and asked why I was so wicked, only to get a cold reply.
The secret must not be revealed. *** the secret must not be revealed. It is easy to teach
only one set of three outlooks, but isn’t it torturous to teach two sets of three outlooks?
Torture Li Chengxun, and torture myself.
At that time, in front of Miss Hou Fu and Princess Li Sile of Changle, I safely adapted to the ancient life without Wifi and air conditioning, but just two years later, my little ancestor Li Chengxun was brought back.
“Le’er, this is your brother, Cheng Xun.” Li Jingyun led the young Li Chengxun to stand in front of me.
“I don’t care. Talk to my mother.” I lightly glanced at Li Chengxun, this is the ancestor who controls my life span, what opinion can I have? You’d better see how to explain to the long princess.
“I knew Leer was sensible. Take your younger brother with you for a while, and I’ll go and talk to your mother.” Li Jingyun is not afraid of my mother getting angry with him at all, which is really strange.
I bent down slightly and looked at the young child in front of me. “Call me sister, and I’ll take you from now on.” In fact, I will bring it even if I don’t call it.
“No need.” Li Chengxun refused me with a cold face.
With my temperament, I should have turned around and left, but thinking of cultivating the correct three outlooks for children, I could only hold my breath, crouched down and took his little hand, and looked up at him: “What you need, my father listens to my mother, he lets you but doesn’t care about you, you are good to me, I can manage you for a lifetime.”
Perhaps the three words “a lifetime” are a little pleasant to the ear, but Li Chengxun is a child after all. His eyes moved, and without hesitation he called me “sister.”.
I was slightly stunned by his interest, and suddenly realized that the child might not be in line with the first set of three outlooks I wanted to teach him.
Without the style of a gentleman, he is arrogant and arrogant, and is used to seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.
It was my first impression of Li Chengxun. When I
recovered, I took him by the hand and stood up. I took him to the south courtyard and said, “Mother is tired and lazy. I am in charge of all the things in the house. It is right for you to listen to me. Do you understand?” I am not ashamed of a child, naturally because the child is not like a child.
“I see, sister.” Li Chengxun adapted well to his identity. Satisfied,
I led him into the courtyard and said, “You live here. If you go out and turn left, you will find my courtyard. If you have any problems or grievances, you will come to me. I will send someone to you later to add things and take care of you. Tomorrow I will ask the Master to send you books.”. Is there anything else you want?
Li Cheng-hsun looked up at me, not like a child. “Why is my sister so nice to me?” I
want you to think of me as your God. Let me say it.
“It’s new to raise a child for the first time.” I rubbed his head, said something that suited my temperament, and left. When he
came out, he came across a red mark on Li Ching-yun’s face, which he thought had been drawn by the eldest princess. “Have father and mother reached an agreement?”
Li Ching-yun was embarrassed when I caught him in an awkward situation. “You ask more questions about Cheng Xun,” he said. “Your mother and I are not easy to control.” You
are not easy to control. My mother doesn’t want to control it.
I glanced at Li Ching-yun, smiled, and bent over. “Don’t be so happy.”
When Li Cheng-xun was invited, I sat beside him and casually flipped through a book. When I saw Li Cheng-xun looking at me doubtfully, I smiled at him and said, “I’ll accompany you to study, and I’ll urge you.” When
Li Cheng-hsun heard this, he was stunned. “Thank you, sister,” he said.
No thanks. Reading is the best time to cultivate a gentleman’s demeanor. I have to watch it well. When the
Master had gone, I walked up behind Li Cheng-xun and looked at the sentence, “a gentleman carries things with great virtue.” I couldn’t help but smile and ask, “What do you think of Cheng-xun?”
“Morality is just a need to rule.”
These three views are really crooked.
“Bastard!” I smacked him angrily, but I didn’t hit him hard. “Benevolence, righteousness, courtesy, and filial piety are all morals. If you can’t do these things, you’ll be a man in vain!”.
Li Chengxun slanted his head to look at me, pursed his lips tightly, and did not speak.
I squatted down again and held his face to coax him. “My dear boy, I want you to be a gentleman of indomitable spirit. I’m sorry for the worries of the world. Don’t let me down if you go astray.”
I looked straight at him. He was a child after all, and I held him in my hands. So I lowered my eyes and said, “OK, I’ll listen to my sister.”
After that, every time the master finished teaching him, I would ask him the sentences in it, and he became tolerant and indifferent from the beginning. During
this period, kung fu was neither long nor short, just enough for him to be half a head taller than me. He was so tired
today that he could not get up. “Come in,” he was knocked at the door.
Li Chengxun was dressed in a white moon robe, with a wide white belt around his waist, embroidered with complex gold patterns, and a white jade belt hanging down. Just as the sun was shining down, the man was like pushing away layers of green hills and hazy white fog, coming from the depths of the moon shadow.
The whole body bearing is extremely elegant, the eyebrows are gentle, and the end is like jade, which is unique in the world.
“What’s wrong with my sister?” Li Cheng-hsun approached me, gently felt my forehead, and then withdrew his hand. “It’s burning. How can I hold it?”. With these words, he turned and went out to order the maid waiting outside.
His voice was soft and gentle, but his daughter dared not even look up at him.
So beautiful that there is a distance. After
ordering, he took out a book on my shelf and sat aside to read it, with his long eyelashes falling down, looking
a little gentle.
“I don’t like to drink medicine.” I frowned and answered the reason why he was holding back. When
Li Chengxun heard this, he raised his lips and said, “I told you to bring some candied fruit. Sister, you’d better drink
it.”. It would have been better earlier. You haven’t come to read with me today. The tone was soft, but I
felt vaguely that he was a little aggrieved.
“I’ll be with you tomorrow. I’ll be fine soon.” I spoke out to comfort him. After all, he was
a child raised by himself.
The man naturally looked at me with a smile and said yes, and his jade face was as gentle as a cloud.
The doctor came, the medicine was taken, the sleep was gone, but the fatigue was not good. Just as I was
wondering, I was reminded of something in my mind: “Teach him to be shameless and kill innocent
people.”
The whole person froze.
If you don’t finish it, it will go on like this, won’t it?
Why? What kind of secret is this?
Unfortunately, my mind was empty and there was no response.
Understanding the present situation, I struggled to get up from the couch, changed my clothes to cover my
sick face, held a blue oil-paper umbrella, and went to Li Chengxun’s yard
under the continuous drizzle. With the
window open, Li Chengxun sat upright at the table, and the drizzle of rain blew in, making the man
as beautiful as a painting.
“Cheng Xun.” I called to him through the window.
He raised his head through the light mist and rain, and his dark eyes were so misty that one could not see
anything in them. “Come in, sister.”
I don’t know how to destroy him.
To teach him to be shameless and kill innocent people is to destroy him! This person
in front of me, after years of carving, finally changed from a stone to a gentle jade, and now I want to
throw him into the fire to burn, how can I feel. I
didn’t go in. I went to the window and slightly tilted my green umbrella to look at him. “What
does Cheng Xun want?”
Li Cheng-hsun had been staring at me in the wrong way, but now that he had heard what I had said, his long, narrow eyes
curved and a clear smile came out: “Now it’s all right.”
You ask for nothing else. How can I ask you for nothing.
Hearing this, I felt a little irritable, but it happened that I had raised a gentleman of my own, so
I closed my eyes and said, “What if I die? Will it be all right?”
My whole body was a little cold. I opened my eyes, and the man in front of me rarely lowered his face and froze a trace. Arrogant and cruel at
first sight: “What is my sister talking about?”
The tone is very light, but there is a trace of people. I was in a bit of a panic
for a moment, and I happened to be in a bad shape now. I was holding on to it, but I didn’t notice it for a moment. The green umbrella in my hand fell to the ground and rolled again and again. The rain threw all over him and splashed all over me.
Perhaps he realized that he had frightened me, so he managed to soften his look, came out, and held me half in his arms and pressed me into the couch. He took out the brocade handkerchief, bent over and held my face in his hands, gently wiping away the water stains inch by inch. “Sister, don’t say these words to hurt me, eh?”
I looked up at him in a daze. I would die, and I didn’t want to die. I didn’t know what to do for
a moment.
Perhaps he saw my helplessness, and his cold fingers glided gently down my eyebrows: “Sister, just stay by my side.”
That’s all he wants.
If I die, won’t I be with him?
But I want to live so that he can’t get what he wants.
Suddenly I thought of something and opened my eyes. “My sister will get married sooner or later.” Then I couldn’t help laughing and bending my eyes. When I found a handsome man to marry, I ignored him. When
Li Cheng-hsun heard this, he stopped pressing his fingers against the end of my eyebrow with a slight force. I couldn’t help but hiss: “Be gentle.” When he heard this, his
eyes drooped and he could not see his face clearly, but his voice was half hoarse, and he sounded in a bad mood: “My sister said at the beginning that she would take care of me for the rest of my life.”
I grabbed his hand, which was still on my face, and coaxed him, “My sister will always take care of you even if she gets married and has a baby.”
Who knew that the man’s face was pale, and even his thin lips had lost their color. His long and narrow eyes narrowed, like a thick night, without a ray of light, eerily quiet and undeniably fascinating: “Really?”
I guess I finally stepped on his pain. Between the violent collapse of his emotions, my sense of exhaustion quickly disappeared, and I knew that if I made him bad, I would be good. Holding back the guilt in my heart, I gave a gentle “hmm.”.
Take your time. I can’t bear to stab my own children one hundred and eighty times at one time.
Li Chengxun got my promise and slowly pulled his hand away and turned around. In front of him was the gray sky, the continuous rain, the light fog, and the green bamboo with its head hanging down. He could not see his expression, but somehow he was a little lonely.
He reached up behind him and put his hand on his shoulder. “Is there anything wrong with Cheng Xun?”
“I dare not.”
I dare not, not without. That’s good.
“Then study hard. Spring is around the corner. Prepare well.” After
understanding Li Chengxun’s admiration for me, I also became active in marriage.
The long princess looked at Fu Zishu, the prince of Nan Bo Hou, for me.
Fu Shizi and Li Chengxun are somewhat similar in bearing. They both look misty, elegant and gentle. The only difference is that Li Chengxun is more delicate, with three points of weakness and pity. Fu Zishu adds warmth to warmth.
Today happened to be the Lantern Festival, when the sun was waning, I went out of the house to play with Fu Zishu, and happened to meet Li Chengxun, who had just finished the Spring Festival.
The man was dressed in a green shirt, and his slender hands rubbed the sapphire hanging on his waist as if nothing had happened. The brocade-like sunset glow added a bit of magnificence, which was not like the scenery that could be seen in the world.
Having been together for so long, I could see the emotion hidden between his eyebrows at the first glance. It was broken: “What’s wrong with Cheng Xun?”. I asked with some concern, but I really didn’t want him to lose because of me.
“Sister, you didn’t wait for me.” He spoke calmly, with almost no ups and downs, but it sounded a little cold to me. When I came out of the
exam, I was surrounded by other people’s relatives. Only my brother, who was raised by me, looked around and came back lonely, only to find that his sister was wearing a beautiful red dress to see her lover. Just thinking about it, I couldn’t help feeling sour. Still repressed,
I took three steps and stood still in front of him. I looked up at him and said, “It’s my sister’s fault. Don’t get angry, okay?”? My sister just made an appointment with Tzu Shu.
His skin was white, and when I spoke here, his face was so white that no blood could be seen. Her long, narrow eyelids drooped slightly, and she stared at me quietly. “Does my sister mean that she doesn’t want me for Fu Tzu-shu?”
I grabbed him by the sleeve. How? You are different.
His eyes, which were darker than night, seemed to be raised, and he looked a little gorgeous? My sister likes him.
“Don’t say such things.” I lowered my head, pretended to be shy, and did not answer directly, but the meaning was that even a seven-year-old child should understand.
I don’t know how long I waited, but I didn’t see Li Chengxun speak. I looked up at him subconsciously, but I was almost swallowed by the surging emotions in his eyes. As if to react, he grabbed my wrist with great calmness and took my hand off his sleeve. “Have fun, sis.”
The sound scattered into the evening breeze, light and soft, but it was all astringent.
The man also walked toward the mansion without looking back. He was tall, beautiful and straight, like a green bamboo, which could not be broken.
I pressed down my heart and turned around a thousand times. I gathered my hands and planned to walk to Changning Street. When I looked up, I saw Fu Zishu. Coincidentally, this man was also dressed in a blue shirt, with a blue jade hanging around his waist. Looking at him with the sunset light on his back, I thought it was Li Chengxun standing in front of me. “How did you get here?” He pinched the palm of his
hand reluctantly.
“The weather is fine, and I want to travel with the princess, but when the lights are on at night, it may not be interesting.” Fu Zishu’s lips were slightly hooked, showing some warmth and alienation. The look in
his eyes was very flat, and his lack of interest in me was obvious. There is beautiful jade
at home, and I have to go to others to be disliked. I feel annoyed just thinking about it.
Fu Zishu walked beside me, not talking much, and both of our minds were probably not here. After a while, Changning Street was finished, but the lanterns had just been hung up.
“I’ll take the princess back.”
I tugged at his sleeve. “Stay a little longer.” When
Fu Tzu-shu heard me say this, he looked down at me with his eyes, so that I wanted to surrender. Just as he was about to agree to go back, he curled his eyes and said, “Just follow the princess.”
I suspected that he saw me through and saw that I pretended to like him. I didn’t know if Li Chengxun also saw it. For a moment, I felt a little sad.
“If I could help with the princess’s troubles, naturally I wouldn’t refuse.”
I heard this in a daze, the whole person’s thoughts turned and turned, he and Li Chengxun like that, perhaps he understood.
“How do you turn a gentleman into a wicked man?” I asked softly, staring into his eyes.
Fu Tzu didn’t seem to expect me to say such a thing. His long eyes narrowed. “Who does the princess hate?” It’s
not hate, it’s life.
“Tzu Shu clearly said he wanted to help me, so why should he have to find out why?” After a
long silence, Fu Tzu-shu said, “Let him get what he loves, and then lose it, and turn
around and tell him that it’s all a deception.”
Loved? What
does Li Chengxun love? I was still thinking
until I entered the mansion. I took the maid’s lantern and went to Li Chengxun’s
yard.
The door was wide open and the room was full of candlelight. He sat inside and could see at a glance.
He did nothing but quietly rub the jade pendant on his waist, which I had given him.
“What is Cheng Xun doing?” I put down the lantern and went in and sat down in front of him.
Li Cheng-hsun did not raise his head. “I’m waiting for my sister to come back.” Then he changed his voice and laughed
. “It’s a good thing my sister is here.”
My heart missed a beat. What if I don’t come? He
reached out and grabbed his cold fingers and gently pinched them. “Is Cheng Xun still blaming his sister?”? How did you do in the exam
?
Li Chengxun held my hand in his: “When will my sister and Fu Shizi make a marriage
contract?”
I shook my head and did not speak.
Fu Zishu doesn’t like me, and I don’t like him either. If I don’t catch up with the proposal, I may not be able to get a result.
Li Cheng-hsun probably saw that my face was not very good, and his other hand actually lingered on the side of my face: “He doesn’t like my sister?”
His words seemed doubtful, unexpected, and somewhat stuffy.
In fact, I don’t have anything to be unhappy about. I’m just using it. I’m not silver. How can I be loved by everyone? “It doesn’t matter.” Under
the candlelight, the person in front of him would turn pale, and his voice would whisper like a mosquito: “Does my sister like it so much?” I didn’t really hear the
last sentence, but it seemed that how could Cheng Xun let his sister get what she wanted?
Did I mishear? I’m
not a fool. When I realized something terrible, I suddenly pulled back my hand and looked at Li Chengxun with my red lips slightly open.
“What’s wrong with my sister?” He raised his lips and seemed not to care about my reaction, which made me more sure of the absurd idea in my mind. Fu Tzu-shu’s words kept echoing in
his mind: “Let him get what he wants first.” He
asked tentatively, “Does Cheng Xun have a woman he likes?”
When Li Chengxun saw me like this, his eyelashes drooped and he said, “Sister, don’t you know?” Trembling,
I stood up on the table. It’s your sister, do you know?
“Not my own.”
“What?” I looked up at him in amazement.
“I’m not from the Li family. My surname should be Sung. Should my sister consider accepting me?”. Li Chengxun looked straight at me, lowered his head and leaned very close to me.
Song. Isn’t it the Song Xiang family that was exterminated? Li Jingyun that bold thing, unexpectedly took back the child of the Song family? Chang Gong’s main attack is too light for a slap!
Reacting, I put my hand over his mouth and said, “Your surname is Li.” I don’t want him to die. When
Li Chengxun realized that I couldn’t bear to part with him, he bent his eyes and pecked my palm lightly. I was so frightened that I quickly took it away, turned around and stumbled away.
Even if I’m not my own brother, at least I was brought up by myself. Let me do it myself and let him “get what he wants.”? This is too challenging the bottom line!
That day, after I pushed Li Chengxun away and ran away, I stayed in the room and didn’t dare to face him. Until that day, my heart was cramping and my head seemed to explode. I held the edge of the table and managed to catch my breath. The dead system in my mind finally spoke: “Warning!”! Warning! The life of the host is passing fast! Please complete the task as soon as possible! My
eyes were swollen with pain. I gnashed my teeth and asked, “Why?”! The reason, tell me the reason!
Unfortunately, the system is indeed a system, cold and ruthless, will only carry out the task.
Struggling to support himself, he was unwilling to compromise, and in the end he broke out in a cold sweat and even admitted defeat for only a
quarter of an hour: “I’ll go!”
My body was relieved for a moment. I touched the bronze mirror and looked at the pale beauty
inside. I had a femme fatale face. Why should I be kind?
Every man for himself, the devil take the hindmost. Didn’t
I raise him so that I could live today? Besides, I have my
reasons, don’t I? That’s
the way it is, isn’t it?
Although he comforted himself in this way, somehow, the hand holding the gold hairpin was still pinched
into the flesh.
After tidying up my makeup, I went to the small kitchen and ordered a plate of cakes to put in the basket and went to Li Chengxun
‘s place. He was sitting there quietly reading, but was surprised
by the sound of me stepping on the fallen bamboo. Looking up, it seemed that the stars penetrated the thick fog and hit my heart.
“Why is my sister here?” Li Chengxun seemed to feel that he had offended me that day, and now he was
in a good mood to talk to me, more respectful and more careful than ever.
He is obviously able to control his feelings, but I still want to seduce him deliberately, which is really bad
.
Walking into the room, I laid down the cakes and looked at his delicate and cold side face. I pressed down the embarrassment in my
heart, lowered my eyelashes, and whispered, “Cheng Xun asked me to think about it that day..” Before
I could finish, I was interrupted by Li Cheng-hsun, who curled his thin lips with restraint, his eyelashes quivering like crow feathers, as if he were fanning out the breeze, and his voice as if it were about to float away: “I offended my sister that day.” Go all out
, and then decline, three and exhausted.
I grabbed him by the wrist and poured out the lie: “No offense. I’ve thought it over. I like to accept love and stop at propriety.”
Li Cheng-hsun’s whole body froze, except for his long, narrow, restrained eyes, which were glittering and translucent, and were filled with incredible joy. He wanted to drown people in them: “Is my sister coaxing me?”. Unable to
see such a pair of eyes, I stretched out my hand to cover them and said softly, “When did my sister deceive Cheng Xun?” As soon as the
voice fell, Li Cheng-hsun’s slender white hand turned slightly and clasped my hand, which was holding his wrist, into the palm of his hand: “My sister is waiting for me.”
I know what he wants me to wait for, wait for him to win the first prize in the palace test, wait for him to be successful, wait for him to turn over for the Song family, wait for him to make up ten miles red.
However, waiting for him is a deception.
Bitterness rose from my heart to my throat. I slowly lowered my hand over his eyes and forced a smile: “Good.”
Li Chengxun leaned slightly closer to me. His voice was gentle and his eyes were searching. “Why is my sister unhappy? Is she worried?”? I won’t let my sister have any trouble. All she has to do is choose me and leave the rest to me. The weight of
love is hard to bear.
“Don’t keep me waiting too long.” When
Li Chengxun heard me say this, he laughed softly, as clear and gentle as gold and jade. He restrained himself and pressed my head against his thin, broad shoulder. He comforted me with a honey-like sweetness: “Don’t worry, sister. I don’t want my sister to wait too long, and I can’t bear it too long.” Shrinking in Li Chengxun’s place
these days, his clear eyes can ooze water, and he always likes to pinch my earlobe and ask me, “When did my sister like me?” His eyebrows and eyes were smiling, his ears were red, and there was a trace of uncertainty.
So I would grab his other hand and clasp it gently, lowering my eyelashes and saying, “No one asks that. How can I know?” The shy attitude of the daughter’s family provoked Li Chengxun to pinch my earlobe subconsciously. I couldn’t help laughing at myself in my heart. I was a natural actor. Unable to
say whether it was guilt or to survive in order to complete the task, I could not help but be kind to Li Chengxun, gentle and considerate, and even put this deception out of a bit of tenderness. The palace examination will be held
tomorrow. As usual, I walked toward his yard with hand-made food and washed fruit. The white flowers fell in front of the table. Li Chengxun did not brush them away. He took a gentle look at them and let them fall willfully on his head. The fragrance of flowers seemed to get into his hair, which made him as warm as jade.
I put the food and fruit at his hand, and took out the green purse from my sleeve pocket, which I had driven out these days. I bent slightly and tied it around his waist. I whispered to him, “I have a safe pendant in my purse, and I will be able to go to high school tomorrow.”
His waist was still bent, and he buckled it into his arms. Li Chengxun has always been polite, and this is the first time he has treated me like this. “Don’t worry, sister,” he said, clasping his arms so tightly that he tried to absorb them into his blood. Inexplicably,
I raised my hand around his neck and gently rubbed his hair. “Good.”
Li Chengxun’s knowledge, it is not too much to say that there is no other in the world. I shouldn’t have worried, but somehow, I still couldn’t sit still. Finally, I wandered to the alley and ran into Li Chengxun who was parading back from the street. The setting sun behind him can only be a foil for him, and the surrounding noise can not enter my ears. Although
he looks as cold as the moon hanging in nine days, he reveals a gentle amorous feeling in the corner of his eyes and the tip of his eyebrows. He dismounted, stood three steps in front of me, and handed out a bunch of unknown wild flowers. “Sister,” he said, “I picked them because they looked beautiful.” This wild flower, which can’t even be
named, is inexplicably more than peony in the world and golden lotus in the sky. It was an unwritten custom
for Zhuangyuanlang to parade through the streets and see all the flowers in the capital. Li Chengxun was the first Zhuangyuan who was anxious to return.
Flowers are also gentle, people are also gentle, for a time I do not want to destroy him for his own selfish desires. He should be gentle and kind, benefit the people, and my days here are stolen, people can not be too greedy.
Back home, the house is naturally no one happy for him, Li Jingyun brought him back to raise is benevolent, the long princess did not throw him away is great kindness. I had called the kitchen to prepare dinner for him, and I went to my own yard.
“Won’t my sister come with me?” Li Chengxun’s voice was still deep and melodious, but mixed with some uncertainty.
I paused and did not look at him. “No, I’m going back.” Then I walked forward without looking back, because I knew that the person behind me could not look at it, and that he would be softhearted. After
hiding from Li Chengxun for a few days, when the night was dark, I just took off my socks and the window was pushed open. The white moonlight pierced the gray clouds, coating him with silver. Looking at each other through the window, Li Chengxun opened his mouth. His voice was very hoarse, and even showed some grievance: “Sister, why are you hiding from me?”.
I tightened my grip on the brocade quilt and was about to say no when I saw this man hanging his head in the moonlight, looking like some devout believer: “What did I do wrong to make my sister unhappy?”
“No, I’m too tired these days. I’ll go with you tomorrow, okay?” When the balance was broken, I suddenly realized that there were some roads that I could not retreat if I chose. The people
outside the window laughed, the flowers on the trees in the yard bloomed, and the moon hidden in the clouds came out. This should make heaven and earth pale for it. Li Chengxun was probably cold for a few days
before, but now he comes to my place, and his eyes
are indulged and clingy. I
put down the mink fur coat I had made for him and held his hand to comfort him, “Cheng Xun will go back to rest in the next court
, OK?”? Sister will wait for you at your house in the future to save you some time. When
Li Chengxun heard what I said, his eyes flashed fiercely, and finally he turned into a pool of water
. “Good.”
I turned around and grabbed the fur coat and handed it to him. “It’s almost done. There’s still an edge left to close. Can you
try it on?”
“My sister made it for me?”
“Nature.”
“Sister, help me put it on.” When I heard this, I patted him
lightly, but I agreed to put it on for him. As I tied the belt for him
, this man’s long, slender hands reached out, pinched my waist tightly, and hugged me: “Sister
, brother loves you.” The word
“love” is so heavy that it hits my heart and makes my eyes sour.
I put my forehead on his shoulder, not letting him see my expression, and said in a muffled voice,
“Don’t say these words.”
It looks like shame. The sound of
Li Cheng-hsun’s laughter came through my ears, and I felt numb. “Is my sister shy?”
I ignored him, and he gently stroked my hair, but he was no longer embarrassed.
Just to fifteen, ready to take Li Chengxun to Qingyun Temple to burn incense and pray. I huddled in the carriage, holding the stove in my hand, my elbows on my knees, leaning forward slightly to smell the smoke from the copper stove, and a cold touch came.
Looking up, I saw Li Cheng-hsun’s wide white sleeve hanging in front of my eyes, his jade fingers touching my forehead, his eyebrows and eyes slightly arched, and his gentle indulgence: “Sit down, sister.”
I moved my lips, but I drew back and said, “The rules are really big. It’s your turn to control me.” The beauty
in front of me just laughed softly when I muttered, and the laughter was mixed in the smoke, which made people indulge for no reason.
The carriage stopped at the foot of Qingyun Temple, and I looked at the long steps through the clouds, and my heart was inexplicably quiet. Li Cheng-xun followed me half a step to my side, protecting me as I ascended the steps. When I was halfway there, beads of sweat appeared, and a big, powerful hand was placed on my waist. Li Cheng-xun’s voice was still steady and gentle: “I’ll help my sister up.”
I put my hand on his wrist, stood up straight, and shook my head. “Ask the Bodhisattva. If you are sincere, you will be enlightened.”
“What does my sister want?” Li Chengxun bent down slightly and leaned very close to me. The warm, cool breath passed over my ears and spread on the side of my face.
“Pray for success, peace and prosperity, and get what you want.” I am sincere in this sentence. I want to make him bad, and I want him to be good all the time. It’s too complicated. I want to ask Buddha what to do.
He put his hand on my waist with a slight force and took me half into his arms. He was ambiguous and romantic. He was not like him, but he was so charming. “In that case, my sister would rather pray to the Buddha than to me.”
I stood up straight and patted him. “Fooling around, how can you be presumptuous in the sacred place of Buddhism?”
The side head collided with his line of sight and crashed into his rich eyes. His head was full of affection, gentle as honey, his long eyes were curved, and his words were a little frivolous, but he really looked like a handsome young man in the world, not like a flirt.
“Is that presumptuous?” He was probably in a very good mood, and his coda was slightly raised.
I held out my index finger and touched his shoulder. “Li Chengxun.” As soon as the
three words fell, he stopped the seductive manner he had just displayed, and became more self-restrained and polite. His chin was slightly drawn in, and his thin lips were slightly hooked. “Don’t be angry, sister. It’s Cheng Xun’s abruptness. Hurry up.” His voice was still smiling and soothing, and he reached out to straighten my body and pushed me up two steps before releasing it.
In the temple, he knelt down in front of the Buddha, burned incense, and threw in a lot of money for incense. As I knelt down to pay my respects, out of the corner of my eye I saw Li Chengxun standing behind me. I looked at him sideways and whispered, “Chengxun, pay your respects.”
Li Chengxun’s eyes fell on my body, tender and tender, but I inexplicably saw the meaning of “useless.”. Also, when the Song family was full of beheadings, they did not ask the Buddha, he would not believe it. Just as
I was about to kowtow, I saw the white shadow beside me kneeling on the futon, lifting the hem of his clothes and saying piously and earnestly, “If my sister believes, I will believe.”
The heart ripples open, more turbulent than bell in this ancient temple. He
and Li Chengxun went around to the back hill. The wind blew down the peach blossoms on the trees. He reached out his hand to pick up the flowers in my hair. His ink-like eyes were dark. The atmosphere here is just right for a kiss between lovers.
Li Chengxun probably thought the same thing. He lowered his head slightly, and earnestly and gently branded a kiss on the corner of my lips, touching and parting, restraining and forbearing.
I looked at the end of his reddish eyes, reflecting the pressing beauty among the burning peach blossoms, and my heart beat like a drum for a moment.
Hu.. Noisy My ears turned red and my voice stopped.
“In the holy land of Buddhism, Cheng Xun’s piety is not nonsense.” His eyes were curved, apparently unable to help smiling, but what he said was like water, warm and clean. After I came back
from Qingyun Temple, the atmosphere between me and Li Chengxun was so delicate that I could not ignore the fact that he was polite and provocative, and that my heart was not like a lake.
It was not until he came back that I put down the book and stood up, tugged at his sleeve and asked in a low voice, “What’s bothering you?”
“It’s nothing to worry about. I have to go to the south of the Yangtze River to deal with the flood.” Li Chengxun took my hand and pinched it gently, and his voice was deep and pleasant. Isn’t that
a good thing? If the emperor puts you in an important position, you should be promoted to a higher rank when you come back. I replied to him subconsciously.
“Mmm.” He deserves to be low, even low.
Thinking that he couldn’t come back if he didn’t deal with the flood for a month, I understood that he was reluctant to part with me. My heart was sweet and sour. Looking at his downcast eyebrows and eyes, I said devilishly, “I want to go to the south of the Yangtze River to play.”
Li Cheng-hsun looked up. His eyes, which were already more attractive than peach blossoms, were now so bright that people were too ashamed to look at each other. “Good.” His voice could be heard in just one word, like honey, and he was obviously very happy.
The eldest princess knew that I was going to the south of the Yangtze River and summoned me to her. She leaned lazily on the soft couch and said, “How did you play in the past? I’m not happy to take care of you.”. How chaotic it is in the south of the Yangtze River now, do you dare to go? Still say it’s for fun?
I went up and poured out a cup of tea and handed it to the princess. “Mother,” I said, “Si Le has his own sense of propriety.”
Sure enough, I heard her sneer, “What sense of propriety do you have, huh?”? I love idleness, but I’m not blind or deaf!
She still took the cup, and I put my heart down: “Mother.” The coda rose gently and acted like a spoiled child.
“If you insist on going, the palace can’t control you. If you lose a hair, the palace will have to peel off his skin.” The long princess closed her eyes and frowned and waved to me, obviously not wanting to talk to me any more. I looked at her like this, and my heart softened a little. Although she was not my mother, she was also tender.
I followed Li Chengxun into the carriage. He lifted the curtain and looked at the other carriage behind him. When he put it down, he smiled helplessly: “Sister, how many things are you taking?”. When I heard
this, I lifted my foot and gently kicked his shin. “I didn’t bring any jewelry. I brought some food and things for you, too.”
Li Chengxun’s eyes melted softly and did not utter a word, but the tips of his ears were dyed with bright red, and his long eyelashes fluttered, which was really attractive. After crossing the river
, the scene was so tragic that it was not too much to say that there were hungry people everywhere. The food I brought with me was still quietly scattered into the stomachs of the refugees. When I raised my eyes and looked at Li Chengxun, I found him staring at me with a faint smile. I couldn’t help but twist my sleeve and say, “I’ll cook it for you when I get back to Beijing.”
There is only laughter scattered in the wind.
But Li Chengxun this trip in addition to dealing with the flood, in fact, but also secretly investigate the greedy ink. I don’t know who revealed the news that we were ambushed when we moved to the Yang River. Li Chengxun’s kung fu was not bad. He protected me with a cold face and mingled with his surroundings. The thieves also saw that I was Li Chengxun’s “heart meat,” and all his moves ran towards me.
Yangcheng reinforcements didn’t arrive, but I lost my footing and stepped on the gravel. I fell forward and was about to fall into the river. Li Chengxun pulled me with his backhand, but the thief stabbed him in the shoulder with a sword. He refused to let me go and was kicked hard. I looked at his pale face and couldn’t help crying: “Let go, Cheng Xun.”
His eyes were blood-red, and before he could say “Don’t,” the thief had cut me with another knife, and he had no strength to catch me. When I fell into the fast-flowing Qianyang River, I looked at the reinforcements
coming from the distance and thought, “He won’t die this time, but I will fall into the river this time.”. So that I don’t have to torture both of us according to the task.
When Youyou woke up, an old woman was sitting beside the bed. When she saw me wake up, she immediately burst out laughing: “Girl, you’ve finally woken up. You’re blessed with great fortune. Buddha bless you!”.
I tried to prop myself up, but found that I had no strength. I thanked my mother-in-law softly, “Thank you for saving my life.”
The old woman just shook her head to show that she was all right. I couldn’t help but ask, “What night is this? Where are you?” Only then did I realize that I had been unconscious for seven days. I was in the mountains along the Qianyang River, not far from Yangcheng.
Lying on the bed, I was so confused that I felt that I would die and never go back. I didn’t have to hurt Li Chengxun myself, but this dead-like system was aware of my thoughts and shouted crazily, “No!”! If you don’t go back, Li Chengxun can’t become evil with the current situation. If you can’t finish the task, you’re still dead!
Why must he become evil? What is the reason for this? Don’t you even give me a reason to do something? Then I might as well die. I grabbed the quilt and refused to compromise. I must know the reason. Since it is the way of heaven, how can it be so ridiculous.
He.. He’s the villain of the world, and you.. Cultivate him. The system is stumbling and obviously not good at lying.
But it would rather lie than tell me the truth, so I knew I couldn’t find out anything, so I could only laugh and compromise in silence. After recovering from
the wound, I thanked my mother-in-law again and again, left a full head of pearls and hairpins, disguised myself, and went down the mountain by myself. Only when I got to the foot of the mountain did I realize how close I was to Li Chengxun. When I got
to the Yangcheng government office, the guards at the gate all had their eyes shining. They probably had been looking for me crazily these days. They had deeply engraved my appearance in their minds. When they saw me, they respectfully greeted me inside. As soon as I went in, I saw Li Chengxun who was anxious to come out.
The fundus of the eyes is black, the eyes are scarlet, the shape of the pin bone stands, just so so.
It happened that he was still dressed in white and beautiful, which made people feel that he was only supported by a shell, which was already rotten and gone.
“Sister.” He seemed to have never spoken again, and his voice was not as hoarse as he had been, and he had lost his old grace.
He strode forward and held me in his arms so tightly that he trembled slightly. The side of my neck was burned, and I froze. It was the first time in so many years that I saw him cry.
Lost and found.
He could not say anything, but held me tightly and stared at me as if I were a dream, a phantom that he could not grasp every time he dreamed in the middle of the night, and he had to look at it for a moment without blinking, so as not to lose his own life. How can
this not make my heart sour. When I came out from
bathing and dressing, I saw Li Cheng-hsun standing quietly outside. I laughed and said, “Sister, come to dinner.”
I nodded to follow, he wanted to lead me, I wanted to start to break with him slowly, let him collapse, but looking at his body in the white clothes so thin, eventually confiscated the hand, wait for his body to recover some more. When I was
sitting and eating, I found that Li Chengxun did not move his chopsticks very much and his face was not very good, so I guessed that he was probably a little anorexic now, because of me. I felt even more acerbity
in my heart, and I rushed to the tip of my nose. I lowered my head and advised him, “I don’t blame you, Cheng Xun. Eat well and take good care of yourself, eh?”. Then he put a piece of meat into his bowl. His eyes curved and his smile brightened. “Good.”
It’s also warm.
The last warmth of me and him will stay in Yangcheng forever. From the moment Li Chengxun finished everything and got into the carriage with me, I consciously began to alienate him.
The carriage stopped at the door. Li Chengxun got out of the carriage first, stood aside and stretched out his hand. I took a look and jumped down holding the door frame. His eyes fell heavily on me, and his face faded, lighter than clouds. I have seen too much of
his expression all the way, and I still can’t help feeling uncomfortable at this time. I went straight
into the courtyard and leaned down to rest, and I saw Li Cheng-hsun standing upright under the porch at the entrance, thin and bleak. “Is my sister blaming me for not protecting you?”. Holding the arm of my rocking chair,
I propped myself up and looked at him? Cheng Xun doesn’t want to think too much. Hurry up and pack up and go to the palace.
He turned his eyes on me and turned away.
Li Chengxun was promoted again and again, and the official worshipped the second grade. Every day, he was pushed back to the social intercourse and came back at the first time. But I went from waiting for him every day to waiting for him three days to waiting for him seven days, and now I will not go any more. He knew
clearly that the room he saw when he came back was empty, but he still stood in his courtyard when the sunset was slanting.
“Why did my sister do this to me this time?” After all, Li Chengxun could not hold back his grievance. He went into my room and squatted beside my leg, looking up slightly. He looked pious and wronged, and asked the gods to pity him.
I stretched out a hand from the blanket and gently smoothed his silky hair. I smiled softly: “Cheng Xun thinks too much. Go back and have a good rest.” After all,
he pulled out the light in his eyes and stood up on my knees. When I thought he was going to leave, he bent down, pinched my chin and kissed me. His thin lips were cold, his breath was disordered, and he was unwilling to the extreme.
I only struggled for a moment, and then I responded to him in a shallow way. After a long time, I was released. I looked at the end of his reddish eyes, and somehow I saw something charming: “Sister, don’t cold me any more. I can’t stand it.”
He pinched his fingertips and said, “Hurry up and go back to deal with government affairs. When did I give you a cold shoulder?”? No one sticks together every day. Don’t make a fool of yourself. Of course
I’m keeping him cold, waiting for him to get tired of it.
Li Cheng-hsun’s breath has been reduced, and he has become flat again: “Well, after that, I’ll come to find my sister
.” Then, regardless of my reaction, I turned away. If my lips
were not still warm and tingling, I really thought he had never come.
Probably because Li Chengxun climbed too fast and blocked the way of too many people, his identity
as an orphan of the Song family was exposed. The emperor read his meritorious service, then banished him to the city of Jingping, and soon
set out. When I
heard the news, I was stunned. I immediately stood up and planned
to meet him at the gate of the palace. When I calmed down, I pinched the palm of my hand and ordered in a cold voice, “Bring me the family
tree.”
He was in a desperate situation, and I hit him when he was down.
This is the fastest way to destroy a person, teach him to love, and then teach him to hate. When
Li Chengxun stood behind me, I was touching his name in the family tree.
“Have you heard, sister?” Li Chengxun’s voice was faint, and he was not depressed, as
if he were just asking about the weather.
I turned around with the genealogy and looked him in the eye. His eyes were deep, inviting, and inviting
.
“Mmm.” I stared down at the family tree again and stopped looking at him.
“What is my sister doing with the family tree?” Li Chengxun bent down slightly and insisted that I look at him.
The face is warm and moist, but it has shown two evil spirits.
“Remove your name from the list and protect the safety of the family. Go back to the ancestral temple and burn incense with me. Don’t implicate my Li family.” My fingernails sank into my flesh, and with a cold face I said the words of killing my heart indifferently.
Li Cheng-hsun seemed to have expected it. His eyes curved, and he said with a smile, “You should. Listen to your sister.”
I couldn’t help but look up at him in amazement, only to find that his face was cold. “My sister is a little more cruel than I thought.”
He turned around and grabbed the writing brush that had been lying there for a long time. He obliterated the words “Li Chengxun.” He stood up and stood very close to him. “I’m in charge of the palace. Naturally, I’m cruel. Let’s go, Chengxun.” After all,
Li Cheng-hsun could no longer control his emotions. He reached out his hand and clamped my wrist, scooping me into his arms with great force. “Do you like me?” He asked.
I raised my hand and jerked it back, breaking away from his clamp. “Cheng Xun, my sister has taught you to be a gentleman for so many years. Today I will teach you another truth. Those who achieve great things should not stick to trifles.” Then I walked to the ancestral temple with my sleeves in my arms.
Pushing open the door, he pulled his small jade card and burned a wick of incense. As soon as the incense ash fell to the ground, he appeared at the door. It was dark inside the ancestral temple, but it was bright outside. He was outside, but it was darker than ancestral temple. When I handed him the incense, Li Chengxun’s eyes were so flat that he did not stop for a second. He took the incense and inserted it into the incense burner, bowing and kowtowing.
Closing the gate of the ancestral hall, Li Cheng-xun was half a step behind me as I walked toward the southern courtyard. As he walked, he struck at each other and reached the gate of my courtyard first. Without stopping, he was about to go in. He opened his mouth and stopped me. His voice was a little hoarse: “Sister, is there a gentleman who doesn’t care about trifles?”.
I reached out and pinched a piece of crabapple, closed my eyes, bent down to avoid the crabapple branch and went in without opening my mouth. It is a paradox to be a gentleman and not stick to trifles. It’s time for
Li Chengxun to leave the capital. I woke up before dawn and couldn’t see him off.
I faintly heard the sound of the broken branches in the yard, and my heart was inexplicably mentioned. The door was pushed open, and I closed my eyes. The cool breath came to my face, and my cold fingers stopped on my face: “Sister, wait for me to come back.” Like a lover’s whisper, with some indescribable taste, like a tease.
I know he’ll be back, so I can’t wait. After
Li Chengxun left, the story spread that I removed him from the list. Some people say that the princess of Changle is cruel, while others say that the princess of Changle is the material of a mother.
It’s just that no one knows that I can’t help wetting my handwriting when I look at the letters sent from thousands of miles away.
“There are also crabapples in Jingping, and the blossoms are very beautiful.”
“It’s snowing and cold, but I brought my sister’s fur coat.”
…………
“Li Si Le, what are you thinking?” When this letter came, Dingbei Hou Mansion was in close contact with Nanbo Hou Mansion. It
was so much that I pressed it into the brocade box.
In the past two years, there were not many contacts with Fu Zishu, and the marriage between Dingbei Hou Mansion and Nanbo Hou Mansion seemed to be an established fact. This day after the exchange of Geng Tie, Fu Zishu and I went out and went to the Ming Chonglou in Zhuque Street for tea.
He looks like Li Cheng-hsun in two ways, and even more so when he pulls his sleeves and pours tea. I can’t help but ask him: “Does the prince have a sweetheart?”.
Fu Tzu-shu pushed the teacup in front of me, his long eyes curving slightly. “I was born without a heart.”
“What?!” I’m a little surprised. But
he smiled, unconcerned, and looked away. “I also envy the meeting of hatred and hatred and the parting of love.” His fingers curled up and he looked at me. “But the princess may not be able to marry me.”
“What do you mean?”
“It’s cloudy. Go back.”
Fu Zishu is not wrong, the wedding day is approaching, the emperor died, during the national mourning, marriage is forbidden.
Worst of all, it was Wei Xuancheng, the fourth prince who had never been favored, who succeeded to the throne. I don’t know how the undercurrent under the alternation of imperial power is surging. I only know that Wei Xuanning, the seven princes supported by Beihou Mansion, did not succeed to the throne. Li Chengxun, who was drawn out of the genealogy by me, was recalled by Wei Xuancheng and became the first official.
The Li family is too delicate now.
This subtlety was soon broken when Li Chengxun sent me a letter that I hadn’t received in seven months. It said, “Sister, you’d better come to me tonight.”
I rubbed the familiar handwriting and put it in the brocade box again, ignoring it.
Li Chengxun moved very quickly. This letter had only been in my brocade box for three days, and the mansion of the Marquis of Dingbei was surrounded by the guards. Before the others arrived, Li Ching-yun was escorted away. The princess was so angry that her face turned green. She threw her teacup and said, “Li Sile, you raised a good thing!”.
“Mother, don’t be angry. The child is going to look for him.” When
the eldest princess heard this, she was stunned for a moment. “Don’t go. What does he dare to do to your father?”
I listened and looked at the long princess and laughed softly. Maybe he dared. Not only the North Hou Mansion, but also the South Bo Hou Mansion
suffered. Our Li and Fu families were suppressed together. Li Chengxun clearly came for me. How could he not go. When
the moon was bright and the stars were rare, I put on my cloak and hood, left Hou’s mansion through the side door, and stepped on the shadow of the moonlight to the front of his imperial mansion. Looking at the guard standing outside, he was about to make a sound, but the guard bent down respectfully to push the door.
Li Chengxun had expected it.
I followed the servant girl who led the way through the winding corridor, through the courtyard full of crabapple, and stood at the door of Li Chengxun’s house. The door was not closed, and he could be seen sitting inside at a glance, with a light like a bean and a dim light reflecting a beautiful woman.
Thin, the gentle eyebrows and eyes were infected with a touch of hostility, not strong, but alarming.
“What is the princess doing here?” Li Chengxun put down the book in his hand and leaned slightly against the table, looking inexplicably lazy and comfortable, and his eyes fell lightly on me.
Forcing me to come over, and doing this, is thinking of humiliating me?
I lifted my skirt and stepped in, standing in front of him. “Didn’t Cheng Xun write a letter that day asking me to come?”
“So it’s been a few days, huh?” Li Chengxun raised his eyebrows slightly, did not smile, and his voice was somewhat cold.
The first time I was treated like this, it was Li Chengxun. I was really not used to it. I twisted my hands in my sleeves.
“The princess should have the attitude of asking for help.” Li Chengxun’s slender fingers tapped twice on the table, and his long eyelashes fell down to cover the look inside. “What do you want me to do?”
I asked subconsciously.
A light laugh came to my ears. “What do you think of the princess?” When I
realized what he wanted to do, my face became hot, ashamed and angry, and I turned to go, but he reached out and pulled me back to sit on his lap. With one hand pinching my waist and the other pinching my chin,
Li Cheng-hsun threatened me: “If you don’t leave today, you won’t be able to come back. You have to think about it.”
Hearing this, I put up with it again and again, and finally swallowed my breath and put my hand around his neck. His eyes darkened, and his long hands untied my belt and slipped into it, moving the fire
, covering and kneading it. The man heard my irrepressible voice, leaned over and bit my earlobe: “Sister, do you like it?”
Evil barrier!
He didn’t need my answer, so he picked me up and pressed me into the bed, where I was turned over by the red waves and the curtain of the bed swayed. Forced
by him, folded, said I do not know how many bastard words, tired out of tears. Lying on the bed,
I didn’t even have the strength to move my fingers, and this evil obstacle scratched his cold fingers on my back.
Now Li Chengxun retaliated against Dingbei Hou Mansion and Nanbo Hou Mansion for favoritism, forcing me to have sex with him. Isn’t it shameless? Why isn’t the mission over? The dead man in
my head said, “It’s true that Li Chengxun is shameless now, but he hasn’t killed innocent people yet.”
I thought this task was just to rhyme, but it had to be done word by word? Killing innocent people? This is ridiculous! Hearing this, I naturally refused, and the system did not persuade me, after all, it had ways to torture me.
Li Chengxun kept his promise and released Li Jingyun from prison in the morning the next day. When I came back, I saw that I was still lying on the bed, my thin lips slightly raised, and my cold hands reaching into the brocade quilt. “Can’t you get up, sister?”
Not only was I tired of being tossed about by him, but my body began to lose its strength again, and the punishment imposed by those systems would become heavier and heavier: “Don’t think of it.” When
he heard me muttering, as if I were acting like a spoiled child, he was in a better mood and laughed out loud, “It’s all right if I’m sorry.” Then he leaned over and kissed me, apparently to do the same thing with me again.
I gripped his hand, which was draped over my chest, and with a pale face refused, “I don’t want to.” I have no strength.
Who knew that when he heard this, a slight crease appeared between his eyebrows, and his tone was sarcastic: “My sister is good at burning bridges.” Then, regardless of my wishes, he buried his head in my neck and shoulders and bit me neither lightly nor heavily. The pain of
piercing the heart also began to permeate the whole body, I do not know whether it is because of heartache or physical suffering, even shed tears, hit Li Chengxun neck. He looked up in a daze. His face changed again and again, and his eyes were so dark that he couldn’t see any emotion. But there was still something about his injury: “Does my sister think that if I let Li Jingyun go, I can’t catch him again?”.
I clenched my teeth in pain and said nothing. His eyes burned on my face for a long time, and finally he left without making a sound, but he could see that he was very angry.
Body bone rapidly deteriorated, pale, Li Chengxun came in with a bowl of medicine and sat beside my bed, blowing the medicine in the spoon to my lips, which is useful to drink medicine? It was so bitter that I didn’t open my mouth.
Li Chengxun, however, seemed to have run out of patience. He poured the medicine into his mouth, pinched my face, and crossed over: “If you don’t drink, I’ll just feed you like this.”
It’s too bitter! Lying on the edge of the bed, I coughed and retched violently, but Li Chengxun’s chilly voice came from the top of my head: “Does it make my sister feel so uncomfortable to do it with me?”? Have you made yourself sick by tossing and turning?
“Who does the elder sister want to be with, Fu Tzu-shu?” I
suddenly raised my head and hit him on the chin. I covered my forehead and asked him, “What did you do to Fu Tzu-shu?” Don’t blame me for doubting him. His tone is clearly the tone that makes others die badly. When
Li Chengxun heard me say this, his face immediately sank. His eyes were dark, and he unconsciously narrowed slightly. He looked a little cruel. He reached out and pinched my face with great force. He made me frown: “Where are you?” Worried about him? He paused, as if chewing on the meaning of the sentence, chewing on my meaning. As the
words fell out, he reacted with a cruel smile and pushed me into bed, gnashing his teeth: “Lee, Si, Le.” Word by word, as if to chew me up.
I was in pain all over like a knife and weak, unable to struggle at all, and he rose and fell with my tears.
He pinched my face and said sarcastically, “Cry louder. I like it.” Ignoring it
, he closed his eyes, but the person on his body seemed to be fixed and fell down slightly. His voice was soft and choked. He kissed my tears with thin lips, complaining and aggrieved: “What do you want me to do with you?”? Is your heart made of stone or not? Sister, tell me, okay? After
that, Li Chengxun’s whole person became gloomy, like jade thrown into the ink pool.
My illness became more and more serious, and Li Chengxun asked the doctor to prescribe medicine for me. I looked at the shivering old man sitting at the table, writing the prescription, and said in a dumb voice, “I don’t drink medicine.”
Li Chengxun’s whole body was even colder. His hands were propped up on the edge of the table, and he was reclining. He looked wantonly romantic, and the corners of his lips were hooked: “Do you want to die?”? I want him to accompany you, okay? Then he pointed to the doctor who was just kneeling down.
I looked into his dark eyes and knew that he would really do it.
If you let him do it the first time, there will be a second time, the task will be completed, and I will be free. But sitting there as a living person, I couldn’t do it at all, otherwise I wouldn’t have to suffer like this.
“I’ll drink. Don’t do that.”
In the end, I obediently gulped down the medicine, and Li Cheng-xun stood beside me with calm eyes, sighing sarcastically: “I always feel that in my sister’s heart, cats and dogs are more important than me, isn’t it?” Before
I could speak, he took the medicine bowl and went out, as if he didn’t care about my answer, or was sure of my answer.
Looking at his thin and lonely figure, I have a sense of suffocation in my heart. If I die, I will die. Don’t torture each other.
No! How can you give up when things come to the last step! If you don’t do it, the world will collapse, and everyone will be buried with it. Shouldn’t you exchange the lives of a few people and the character of Li Chengxun for the stability of a world? Holding the brocade quilt,
I broke down and asked, “Why is he?”? Why me? Why? Why? Does the way of Heaven have to be so shameless? I don’t believe a word of the bullshit villain I said
at the beginning. There must be some other reason.
The system stopped again, and I gritted my teeth and laughed fiercely: “Well, since there is no turning back, then I will bear with him and atone for our sins together.”.
“I want to go back.” I propped myself up on the edge of the bed and looked at Li Chengxun carrying a bowl of soup.
His face was cold, and his mood had been very good. Only the knuckles of his fingers holding the bowl were a little white, and he was obviously trying to restrain himself: “Is it not good for my sister to stay with me?”? When I choose a good day, before I get married, I will naturally put my sister back.
I stopped talking, not to go back, but to give him the impression that I wanted to go, and then to make him angry, to make him kill innocent people.
At daybreak, Li Chengxun released me from his arms, bowed his head and kissed me on the forehead, gently lingering, and then quietly got up and changed clothes and left.
Want to escape, but also want to be caught by him, much more natural and so on. When it was completely bright outside, I struggled to get up to change clothes and wash, and went out, and was stopped
by the servant girl who was guarding me, who seemed to be called Zhu Lan.
“Miss, you’d better go into the house. It’s windy outside.”
I glanced at her. “I’m Princess Changle. Are you sure you want to stop me?”
Zhu Lan was so frightened that he fell to his knees. “But Miss, you can’t get out either!”! Do me a favor and don’t embarrass your maidservant. Will
you help me? Help me out. I have plenty of ways to get you out of slavery so that you can live a carefree life. Besides, I’m protecting you, and Li Cheng-hsun won’t dare to do anything. How about that? I lowered my head and pinched her chin to make her look at me, and looked straight at her eyes, which were timid and full of desire, and bewitched her.
Zhu Lan did not resist the temptation and agreed. When
Li Chengxun appeared in front of me and Zhu Lan with an umbrella, his eyebrows and eyes were hazy and ambiguous, but he was like a ghost walking through the misty rain, sinister and hostile.
He held my hand tightly, pulled me into his umbrella, raised his other hand slightly, and the bodyguard who followed him killed Zhu Lan with a knife in an instant, so fast that I didn’t even have time to beg for her mercy. Staring at Zhu Lan, who was lying in a pool of blood, her eyes were still open, and she refused to turn in her grave.
My heart trembled violently, fear, guilt, both, people are very contradictory, all this is as I imagined, but I still can not help but repent. At the same time, ironically, the sharp pain and loss of strength all over my body disappeared in an instant, and I could not help but raise my lips sarcastically.
Li Cheng-hsun hugged me into his arms and turned away. His voice was gentle and comforting, but what he said was not human: “Don’t be afraid, sister. She just neglected her duty and should be punished.” It was not only Zhu Lan who
should be punished, but also the two guards in the courtyard where Li Chengxun and I lived and the two guards at the side door, a total of five people, all died in front of me, dead exactly the same.
I did not plead, from the beginning of the fear to see numbness, plea can not atone, it is better to watch, and then bear with Li Chengxun.
The whole mansion seemed to be filled with the smell of blood. Li Chengxun helped me to the bedside and sat down, crouching cleverly on my lap. He raised his eyes and smiled: “Sister, don’t run away, okay? Just do me a favor. What if one of the unlucky people is from Nanbo Hou Mansion?” Before
I could speak, the system in my mind indicated that the task was completed and I went offline.
This is ridiculous! Messing up other people’s lives, that’s what we call a mission? Did Li Chengxun slaughter the city in his previous life? Do you want to meet me? Did I slaughter the village? Do you want to meet this system. What is
this so-called destiny? He
reached out his hand and touched his hair. “Good,” he said, “I haven’t seen you for a long time.” As a result, Li Chengxun’s eyes shook and finally returned to silence.
Probably because I had done something guilty and carried too heavy a human life on my back, or perhaps because I was thinking deeply and pondering over the so-called merciless and shameless destiny, I always felt that I was holding a breath in my heart. Obviously, my body should be better after breaking away from the shackles, but it was still declining.
Li Cheng-hsun had chosen a date for me to embroider a wedding dress, and I agreed. I just grabbed his hand and pleaded, “The families of those people, you settle down well, and we’ll do
more good deeds in the future, okay?”. When he
heard the word “we,” his cool face appeared bleary for a moment, and finally his eyebrows and eyes folded lightly, as if he had embarked on a road of no return, perfunctory and undisciplined: “Listen to your sister.”
My heart slowly sank to the bottom of the valley, how can anyone become good and bad, learn to be evil, how can I become a Buddha again and put down the butcher’s knife? It’s not that simple.
At night, Li Chengxun pinched my waist and kissed me carefully, panting and melting into the thick night, seducing people for no reason. When I pulled out the dagger from under my pillow and tried to stab him in the side of the neck, he clamped it down hard and got used to the darkness. Even a little moonlight was enough for me to see the anger and hatred that could not be hidden on his face. His eyes were scarlet: “Does my sister want me to die?”
What I have done, I will end.
But I didn’t say it, and his appearance made all my words stuck in my throat, and a dead silence filled the air. He threw the dagger hard on the ground and leaned over to kiss, not so much to kiss as to bite, as hard as to retaliate against me.
In the end, the room was full of charm, but there was no ambiguity. If we fail
this time, we will never have another chance. The force that was holding me seemed to suddenly leak out, and I began to be unable to eat. Li Chengxun pinched my chin and threatened me ferociously: From today on, as long as my sister doesn’t eat, I will kill one person a day, starting with the Nanbo Hou Mansion. Oh, by the way, I’ll kill the master’s house first. Sister, guess when I’ll kill your sweetheart?
I closed my eyes and refused to look at his eyes that had lost all their feelings: beautiful, but cold, cold and heartless, which seemed to have lost the temperature of human beings. He
forced himself to eat, put on Rouge to cover up his sick face, and forced a smile on Li Chengxun.
In the end, I didn’t get through the cold winter.
Li Chengxun knelt down in front of my couch and buried himself in my neck. His voice was choking and hoarse, like a bronze bell hidden in an ancient tomb. As soon as he saw the wind, it broke all over the floor: “Sister, hold on a little longer. They’re all here. Don’t die..” It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me, feel sorry for me, or play with me. I’ll admit it, okay?
I reached out and grabbed his earlobe and smiled, “I love you.” But when he
heard this, he froze and choked, as if in a fit of pique, or as if in earnest, his eyes reddening slightly: “But I would rather not love you than have never seen you.”
You’re right.
It was a pity that I couldn’t hold back the pain in my heart and told him that my vision began to be scattered. I saw Li Chengxun’s eyes empty in a blur, as if he had been poached. Finally, his eyes went out, and I no longer knew what night it was. After
I thought I was dead forever, I found that I had become a ghost and stayed with Li Chengxun. I
watched him being slapped by my mother, and I watched him kneeling at my grave, neither speaking nor crying.
I saw his ruthlessness in dealing with the plague, closing the door and massacring the city; I also saw his emptiness and fragility in the depths of Begonia.
He died very early, and the day he died, the system I thought appeared, a little boy with two pigtails.
“Miss, your merits and virtues are complete. I will lead you to heaven.” The little boy bowed to me, and his voice sounded like the system that had suffered thousands of knives at the beginning.
“What merit?” I stared at the bronze plaque with the word “life” hanging from his waist, and I had already guessed some of the reasons.
“Your Highness came down to earth, and the plunder of good and evil, the plunder of killing, and the plunder of love were the same. In this way, he ascended to God and was made crown prince. Thank you very much for your help.”
Didn’t you force me to do this? I looked at the sanctimonious boy, curled my lips, and did not speak. But think of Li Chengxun is so, my heart actually relieved a lot.
Followed on the heaven, when a very inconspicuous cloth star petty official, not qualified to see the prince, also really can not see. The
days are leisurely, and the past seems to have become smoke. Until today, when I was rushing to rotate for other star officials, I saw a piece of white clothes between the burning peach trees, and my heart was beating like a drum. Obviously, I didn’t see anything, so I thought it was him for no reason. Sure enough, the face like a jade carving broke into my eyes and my heart in the peach blossom shade. His words, “I’d rather not have seen me,” came to my
mind for no reason, and I lost myself. I took two steps back slightly and hid behind the peach tree to avoid him. I
didn’t dare to look, but I thought I’d been hiding long enough, so I put out my skirt and saw Li Chengxun standing in front of me, his eyes slightly curved, his smile not deep: “Hiding from me?”
I hung my head on the peach tree and said, “See you, Your Highness.” I couldn’t
hear him say, “Don’t be polite.” He crushed me to death at the top of the rank, and he made me bigger round after round. His legs were sore before he spoke, sounding even more unhappy: “I’m asking you a question.”
I quickly looked up at him and said, “I dare not. I remember your Highness said he didn’t want to see me again.” His voice was getting lower and lower, and he could not help feeling melancholy.
Li Cheng-hsun walked away, his voice scattered in the wind and among the flowers: “The past is nothing more than a disaster. I don’t blame you for being alone.”
It’s just a disaster. I was in a worse mood when I
set up the stars. I almost pointed the stars in the wrong place, but someone held my hand and said, “Pay attention.”
Stunned, I slanted my head to look at the gentle side of Li Chengxun’s face. I subconsciously thought it was the same as before: “Chengxun..”
“Well, I’m here.” His voice was tinged with a smile.
“What are you doing here?”
“I thought that when my sister came to see me, not to mention that she was not allowed to see me now, even if she was allowed, I didn’t know when to wait.” His voice was a little grumpy, as if he expected me not to look for him.
No, if he had given me a little signal, I would have sharpened my head to see him. He was too cold at that time. I thought he really didn’t care.
Li Chengxun’s three plagues should not be easy. He was unswerving in heaven, and the Emperor of Heaven didn’t care much about him, because the Emperor of Heaven seemed to be the shopkeeper, and he was busy with his own son, so he wanted to marry me, a small star official, without any hindrance. This is a little different from what I thought. When he
saw me turn over the book for the third time, he threw down the red pen in his hand and went around behind me, holding my shoulder. His eyebrows and eyes were slightly pressed down, and his mood was not clear: “What is my sister thinking?”? Don’t you want to marry me?
“No, no, no, I’m just a little surprised that it’s so easy for you to marry me.” When
Li Chengxun heard this, he turned me to face him. He crouched on my lap and looked up at me with a deep expression. “How could it be so easy?” When I
heard this, I was stunned. It was not easy. Where was it easy to experience three plagues and life and death? He bent around his neck and kissed him softly on the lips. “It will be easy. Every day, it will be easy.”
Gentle, sweet, clear smile into my ear bone, my scalp is a little itchy, is not heard for a long time, when he was young, gentle and elegant. When I walked into the main hall with his hand on the day of our
big wedding, I was really a little nervous. Li Chengxun noticed this and took me with another hand, freeing his right hand to stop my waist. “What are you afraid of, sister?” He said with a low laugh. Interrupted
by him, unexpectedly stood on the stage in the immortal music, listening to the blessing and the oath became the marriage, finished the ceremony.
Finally, they went to Li Chengxun’s palace together, and those who came to attend the ceremony naturally did not dare to disturb the night of His Royal Highness’s bridal chamber. Luminous pearls and red candles in the splendid hall add radiance and beauty to each other. Li Chengxun bent down to lift the crown in front of me and handed me a silver wine cup. He
took it, wrapped it around his arm, and drank it. The wine was so hot that I felt a little hot all of a sudden. Li Cheng-hsun’s eyebrows and eyes were naturally cold, but now he has also acquired a touch of amorous feelings. He puts me and his wine glass back on the table, bends down to look at me carefully, and stretches out his hand to rub the end of my eyes and the side of my face with his cold fingers in an ambiguous and gentle way: “Sister is really beautiful.”
“I’m not your sister.” I raised my eyes to look at him angrily. What’s the strange habit of calling me sister on the wedding day. When
Li Cheng-hsun heard me say this, his smile deepened: “Madam is really beautiful.”
His face was reflected by the red candle in a gorgeous and romantic way, like a golden lotus in the Jade Pool. It was shrouded by a light mist, but it was still dangling to attract people to look at it. A call of “Madam” grinded out from between the thin lips and white teeth, seducing people for no reason. Hearing this, I felt a surge in my heart. Not only were my ears sharp, but my whole face was slightly hot. Probably turned red, but with makeup powder, he didn’t look at it and laugh at it.
But after all, my eyelashes trembled.
Li Cheng-xun pressed me into the brocade, and with his well-knit hands he lifted my belt and asked me seductively, “Don’t you feel hot, madam?” When
he asked, I felt a little hot: “Yes, I do.”
Hearing what I said, Li Chengxun’s thin lips pressed against my red lips, biting the fat in his mouth and saying in a dumb voice, “It’s right to be hot.” Before
I could react and ask why, he pried open my teeth to attack the city and plunder the land, and his hands were even more flexible to peel off the wedding clothes, move and knead, rise and fall, and shake.
I looked at the red, swaying curtain of the bed and realized that there was something in the wine.
My God, isn’t this a sin?
This fellow has amazing physical strength and loves to play with me, but also poured medicine, do you want me to die here?
Finally, he cried and was coaxed and cheated by him to say a bastard who was too ashamed to recall before he was released. Only
then did he know how to be considerate. He cleaned me and massaged me at the same time. The strength was neither light nor heavy. I listened to his slightly heavy breathing and stared at him in horror.
Li Chengxun smiled helplessly and put his hand over my eyes. “Don’t look at me like that.” My heart settled down and I closed my eyes to sleep until I heard him murmur, “Does my sister know how lucky I am?”
I closed my eyes and rubbed against his arm. “Me too.”
I’m glad that this life is so long, and you and I are both here.
