It’s a drug.
The day my husband died, it just snowed.
He jumped from the 18th floor, turned two circles in the air, broke a billboard and then banged on the snow, right in front of me.
And the crowd around them spreads like a fly, and rounded in a circle.
My father-in-law, a comrade, fell down on his face in the snow, blood flowing out of his body, seeping out, dispersing, like a flower.
Zhuo ran into the crowd and shouted: Dad! Then he kneeled next to the body, and began with a trumpet, and cried out to his father, two times each, and then every time he shouted, he cried, seven times, eight times and eight times for a while.
I used to hold on to the fruit, feeling great grief from the extent of her body’s tremors — my wife, at least once, I should have stood with her.
The sister kneeled on both sides of the body, and the ambulance arrived with the police car to remove the body from her side.
Zhuo came to me and slapped me and said, “You killed my father, and I am not finished with you!”
Zhuo turned around and just left.
Yugo turned back and pushed him in the blue, and the latter fell in pain and covered his stomach and said, “Go away, I don’t want to see you two.”
I looked at her in the blue, and looked at me hard, and I held her up, and the blood came out of her pants, and I cried, “Blu, “Blu, ” Blue, blue…
Squeeze a few words in the blue teeth: call an ambulance…
One.
Older than having died of suicide, about 20 people, including me, witnessed the process, so I cannot be the killer.
But to say I am the murderer, she probably thinks that the marriage that we two have declared to be failed is a reference to suicide.
In fact, in this world, marriage is divorce, divorce and remarriage, and in the 21st century, it’s normal, but it’s not normal at home.
Older persons are divorced from their companions, and several older siblings are divorced or divorced from each other, or are married to two or not for the rest of their lives.
So that every time I went home with Zhuo, I felt incompetent, without any discriminatory meaning, but that atmosphere, which was difficult, was so bad that I had not been able to pick up the circle, and so my marriage with Zou Ju came to an end, and it was because of me: I was not a successful man, but I made the wrong that I should not have done.
I cheated.
On the night of the showdown, I came back from one of my classmates, thinking of the same old table, saying, “It’s like a needle in my ear.” Back home, with a hot head, you’ll confess my crimes.
Why? I was lying on the couch and I was asked.
I want a child.
She’s been silent for a long time, and she’s taking off the lower membrane, and she’s hitting her cheek with her hands.
I didn’t say anything.
Yugo said, “Congratulations after your old family.”
And We marched to the balcony, and the mountains came, and the wind scoffed, and the trees below were swaying with the wind, as if a great thing had happened, yet there was no great thing in the world.
Black clouds crush the city.
After Yughu said, I knew it was blue, and my sister, who lived abroad for a long time, always had some capitalist vices, but I didn’t know that I was so easy to get into the water, and that culture was full of idle wild dogs.
She said she agreed to divorce and would divide her property with me, but on one condition, for the time being, she would hide behind her back. He said that his father was troubled and ill and could not stand the excitement.
I turned around and looked at it as if I didn’t know this woman.
I mean, you’re doing it for the money, right? I remember your father saying that if you get divorced, you’ll lose your share.
Yugo said that Jiang Xiao Bai, don’t think like you are.
And Zhengu said, “You’re right. Well, I’m telling you, you and the Blues are gonna get what they deserve one day.
Two.
I went to college with Yugo.
She was one of my seniors, theoretically my sister, but actually the same age as me. At the university, she was also a young woman of the arts, who rehearsed the diary of the sea, with long hairs and a little wind in the stage, and when the words “I can’t hold a tear when my hand is empty at the end of the prairie” were said in a humid light.
That moment, that atmosphere, that scene, it’s hard not to fall in love with her.
A week after the Renaissance, in the bed of fruit, I was in her ear, on the side of her sweet lemon shampoo, and I said, “I only have a beautiful Gobi tonight, sister, I don’t care about humans tonight, I just want you.”
You’ll always love me, won’t you?
Only one! Only you!
In the end, I will kill you if you change your mind. If you hurt me, I will kill myself and I will kill you! She’s a little excited. She’s got a nail on my thigh. I was so busy saying no.
I’m sure she’ll say it, and she’s more or less partial.
On one occasion, she broke up over a little bit of conflict and cut her wrists with a blade in the middle of the night, leaving four or five scars on her wrist.
It’s a good thing I didn’t get her to cut the blade to my neck early.
I never dared to mention the break-up again. I was really afraid that one day she wouldn’t want to kill me or herself. Fortunately, this happened only twice before the marriage.
After the marriage, she raised a cat, and she loved the cat, sleeping in her arms, whether the cat wanted to or not.
She was 32 years old when she was pregnant, and she was a very old woman, and for the sake of safety, I said to send the cat away and become vulnerable to bowworms: “It’s not good for you, for the children.” I’m sorry.
If I don’t agree, I’ll have to.
One afternoon, the cat suddenly ran out of his home, went crazy, pursued it like a jog, jumped up and down, ran out of town, crossed the road, and then went across the road in his pyjamas, and then ran over from the side of a delivery electric car.
Yugo was taken to hospital.
The doctor told me the child was gone.
I said, “It’s okay. It’s okay.
After a while, the doctor said, Mr. Jiang, this … I’m afraid that will not happen again. Your lover used to give birth, shaved the uterus, and the uterus was too thin, so…
In front of her bed, Yugo fell asleep for anaemic reasons, and I looked at her, as if she had never known her, looked at her, held her hand, and accidentally saw the scars on her wrist.
3
After she had been discharged from the hospital, she had been asked to look for a place where the children could be buried.
It was just a short pregnancy, and the kid was just a meatball of the size of a fingernail cap, and she strongly recommended it, and we took it away after signing a series of papers.
Yugo insisted on doing a legal thing for the child, saying he had to go into the land, asking the monk in the temple, who said that it was not enough to do anything but to do it. For the mother, he had to read the Book at home, 60 days in a row, one hour a day.
I was with her all the time, and I didn’t say anything about her having a miscarriage. I’ve been trying to ask her a million times, isn’t that what happened to the kid you lost? You have to read and do things? Who was with you? Did you cut your wrists for him?
I don’t ask, and she doesn’t say.
Strange gestures.
But then she spent the whole day reading at home, making it look like a temple, and every time we came home, we had begun to sleep in separate rooms, and sometimes in the middle of the night, we had to say, “Ding,” and say, “Ting, when the King is free of poison, and today’s treasure is Buddha.” The Brahmin woman, who hides the Buddha is…
One night, Yugo was still reading, and I had a big day meeting, and I was so restless, I couldn’t help but see the watch at 1:00 a.m.
And I said, “I know you’re upset, but it’s already happened, and people are always looking forward, reading at night and not letting people sleep?”
Yu Gyu said I was the mother of the child.
Meow…
The damn cat showed up at my feet, and the anger was out of my hands, and I kicked the cat out.
The cat screamed, went to the plaque, the tablet fell down, the fruit fell, and you screamed, Jiang Xiao Bai, you’re going crazy?
Yugo came to me with the tablet, tried to bite me, and I pushed her away. I mean, it’s not the first time you’ve had an abortion.
Yoo-ho, sit down.
I saw things wrong, turned back to the bedroom, closed the door, turned around and fell asleep at dawn.
I fell asleep for a moment, woke up by a phone call from Wu Qing, a friend of mine.
What? I was dazed and asked.
White, the man you asked me to find, I found him, called Kung Xiaobing.
I woke up, Kung Xiaobing. How can I know that name? I can’t believe I’ve seen it somewhere. I remember my thighs!
The world is too small to have too many accidents and passes by.
4
I and Wu Qing found a small soldier in a writing room in the China-Gin Building, with five short bodies, all over his face and a pair of eagle eyes, and it was not a good sight.
Kung Xiaobing was a very talented writer who wrote two best-selling books in my hand, and then lost his gambling, lost all his drafts and royalties and borrowed 60,000 dollars from me and disappeared. I didn’t think I’d be a little boss now, but I’m not looking for him for the 60,000 dollars.
My arrival, apparently, scared him, stammered on the chair and stammered and said, “Mr. Jiang, Qing, why are you two here?”
I mean, you’re doing fine. You need half a pound of gold, right?
I reached out to block the cigarettes that he had handed over, pulled out the “Central South China Sea” and ordered it, while his hands had not shrunk back, and I put his two fingers in one hand, and he swung, and he started screaming.
It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. I’ll get you the money.
I’m sweating. He’s sweating on his forehead.
I said, ask someone.
Say, say, say, my hand is broken…
And I leaned, and I was close to his ear, and I said, “Yo.”
I know Hugo, the one who wrote “The Notre Dame of Paris,” the French, full of Victor Hugo, also wrote “The Tragic World.”
I mean, are you fucking confused with me?
Kung Xiaobing said, “No, really no…”
A five-year-old bald man came into the office and just put his hand on my shoulder.
The bald guy said, “Colder, this…
KIM Xiaobing turned his head, and the skinhead looked at me and Oh Gyeong with a confused look and left the office.
I let go of my hand and look at Kung Xiaobing. It’s not like I’m pretending. He’s got a finger, and he’s been asking who Yuge is, does he owe you money? You tell me, I’ll help you find it.
I showed him a photo of Yugo. This guy looked at it for half a day, he had a dark face, and suddenly he picked her. What’s she got to do with you? How did you two meet?
I said she’s my wife.
It’s been a long time since I was young and ignorant.
I waved, and it’s okay. I just want to know who.
As I said before, Kung Xiaobing was a writer, and before he entered the writing circle, he was a college student, not only a college student, but also a friend of me and Yu Jiu, who was only two years taller, two higher than me, and, of course, he had a more important identity. – Yuu’s first boyfriend, but that’s not his name at that time.
Wang Qian, what a cheesy, artistic and scum name. No wonder he’s involved in this, but it’s hard to tell me that he later owes a lot of money to several people, and then he just went into it, became a member of the debt-collection force, and finally started his own so-called “financial consulting firm.”
Long fight with the dragon, and finally I become the dragon. Kung Xiaobing later said so.
5
I didn’t kill Kung Xiaobing, and it was a crime to kill him.
I just wanted to see what that man who gave himself up to gave.
However, this guy didn’t pay me back, and I asked him to write me a full loan. To make amends, or to make amends, he promised me that he would help me do a great thing later.
Coming out of the China-Gin Building with a note of condolence, suddenly there is a feeling of loss. The sun is large, deep, autumn, and leaves are covered in the streets, and I may have been able to give a poem of kindness before, but now I feel a little lost.
I went to a garbage can, and I pulled something out of my backpack, and I threw it in the trash.
I didn’t ask Wu Qing to give me a ride, and he left and said that Jiang Qi-bai, you’re a bad guy. I laughed and said, “I’m not as good as you, I’m a man.”
Back home, a young girl flew out, and the eyebrow seemed to have a fruity shadow.
Brother-in-law!
The young lady stopped me and said, “I’m Blue, don’t you remember me?”
My mind is spinning, my memories are splitting up like pieces, my sister Yugo, 10 years old, and when I fell in love with Yugo, she went to junior high school like a fake kid, short hair, playing basketball every day, playing skateboard…
In any case, it cannot be the young woman with her bare feet.
I thought you were abroad.
Yu Lan said I’m back! I came back yesterday. How did I look?
She turned around, and the blue dress flew like a butterfly.
I said, “Well, it’s become like a girl. I remember when you were a fake kid.”
Yu Lan says, “The 18th woman has changed!” Hey, brother-in-law, I brought you a present.
Run to the bedroom in Blue, come out and hand me a box: “Down to my brother-in-law, famous editor, Mr. Jiang Xiao Bai!”
Open the box, an electric razor, a moisturizer, a bottle of smooth water. Do you like it?
I nod my head and I just ran out of razor blades. I love it. Thank you.
In the blue, just say like it, my sister says you don’t have to like it.
I said, where’s your sister?
I’ll be right back.
I’ve never heard the sound of it, and I’ve come in with a big bag. Wow. So much food. What’s for dinner?
When he said he ate a hot pot at night, he sent them to the kitchen and started washing himself, I noticed that he had moved the temple to the balcony and covered it with red cloth, and that there was a wooden cage on the balcony, where the cat jumped and jumped.
Shuu whispered that my sister had returned and that she was staying with us for days.
I answered: I went to the attic.
I’m tired and I’m sorry.
“What about this duck blood?” Help me.
Six.
So Blue got a call back.
On that day, at the age of 66, when he did not want to go to a hotel, he opened a table at his home, so that he was downstairs.
I lived on the 22nd floor, the top floor with the attic, the 18th floor, and it was Yuu’s idea to say that the mother died early and the old man didn’t want to move in, and then bought a house in the same building, so that he could live in the same building, so that he could live in the same building, so that he could live in the same room, so that he could take care of it, and the 18th floor and the 18th floor of hell, and for that reason, the house was cheaper and older than the other floors, and said, well, 18, 18.
The loan is for our family, and I and Yugo are going to pay for the two houses for the month. To be honest, it’s a little stressful.
The old man, who lived in the country, had a home, had a yard, had a field, was a river, was not far from it. Mr. A fortune-teller said that the old man’s house was a good house, but not a good one, and that he was too old to be a house of the sun to break it. He had a well in the yard, which he said was a leak, changed it, then turned into a house of the vagina, and cast a shade.
Teachers retire, and every life is full of peaches, but there are not many students after graduation.
Later, he became a headmaster, went on a back-to-back check every day, fought with students who either smoked, fell in love or escaped from school, found out, followed by a two-hour lecture by the instruction office, called parents, called for criticism in a conference and criticized not only the students, but also the parents and the school director. So, older than at the end of the school, they were given nicknames like hegemonics.
Even for his 66th birthdays, like how he went to school, how hard he taught his students, how many vice-principals he even had, and how to get to the Qinghua North-sized, more entrepreneurial, big boss, listed company UFO…
It’s called CEO. It’s a correction.
You’re old enough to put down chopsticks and say, “O,” whatever. Like you two, a college teacher, a publisher editor, I haven’t earned more than my retired old man.
It’s just a slight change of face and it’s back to normal.
I put down chopsticks and said I was full. He left to smoke on the balcony, close the balcony door and watch the young men and women next door kiss goodbye. Through the glass door of the balcony, you can still hear the conversation inside.
When you two were at the table, I said, “No, it’s better to go to the one who says, “What’s his name?” You’re young, you’re one, you’re one, you’re one, you’re one, you’re one, you’re one, you’re one, you say what’s good in the country, you don’t have a real job, you can eat in art…
Yugo said, “Dad, it’s your birthday.
And I threw my cigarette head out at the kisses, and it turned out to be too windy, and it flew away.
Back to the wine table, I said, “Dad, I’ve got work to do. Take your time, Yugo. You don’t have to leave the door for me tonight. I’ll leave.
I went out without waiting for them to react.
After that, after that, I was told.
And after I had left, I felt something wrong, and he asked if there was any contradiction between us and said no.
It’s old enough to say that the family is now a normal family of the two of you. Don’t embarrass me!
The old man said one more thing: the old man’s house had recently come to be demolished, saying that he was going to build a viewing area, that the Chamber of Commerce was going to pay a large amount of money for the demolition, and that as long as Yuu and I were doing well, don’t get in trouble all the time, and that the loan for the 18th floor would be paid in advance as soon as the money came.
I’ll tell you what. She’s family too.
Yudo, huh? She hasn’t been home for years. Does she know his father’s alive?
As a result, Yoon was called the same night in the building.
7
She lived with her sister those days. I worked with Yugo in the morning and stayed at Blue’s house all day.
One day I came home, Blue was gone, Yugo was in the kitchen, and there were plenty of food on the table and even a bottle of wine.
Yugo put casserole soup on the table and said he went out to meet his classmates.
I asked, what special day is it today?
You can’t eat anything good without a special day?
When I took off the apron, I found out she was wearing a new dress, a cotton dress, and she seemed to wear it with a heart, and he knew that I loved women in cotton skirts — but it was a shame that under a cotton dress there was no youth to recover.
Yugo poured me a glass of wine and said, White, I’ll drink to you.
Yugo said, remember that night? Our first date. You read me poetry, remember? And those who were on their knees, [saying], “We give the stone back so that the victory may be won, and this night the plume belongs only to her, and everything grows.”
I said I only have beautiful Gobi, empty air, sister, I don’t care about humans tonight, I just want you.
Maybe it was my mind-blowing that moved somewhere inside, and she seemed to have water in her eyes. Yugo said it’s been years — a toast to you.
I did. Wine in the throat, sweet in the bitter, like a first love.
We’ve had less than half a bottle of red wine, and her soup is very good, and she makes a very good soup and wine, although it’s liquid, but it’s a tan, a hot ice, and it’s a perfect combination in the belly, and it’s a strange taste, as it is in the person, and it’s always hard to reconcile marriage, but it’s followed by unique, strange harmony.
When you’re drunk, women are always emotional animals, and when you’re drunk, you think of things that aren’t, and then you filter your memories and use them as a medicine.
So when I held her in the bedroom, she was drunk and soft, and I didn’t know why she got drunk, and I didn’t know anything.
Zhuu grabbed my hand and said, White, don’t go.
She said again, I’m afraid.
I leaned down, held her in my arms, came over and kissed me. I smelled a fragrance of shampoo. The woman was a little bit unusual today, and she used lemon herb.
It’s my birthday today.
Yugo said, “It’s okay, I want you to stay with me and we’ll start over, okay?
I swear to myself, out of guilt, that I was actually a woman, and since she was pregnant until two months after her miscarriage, neither of us had been in bed. I owe her so much that I forgot her birthday that it was inexcusable for a husband to forgive me at the cost of going with her.
And yet, I only held on to one minute and 37 seconds to surrender, and even then I got sweat and back pain.
That night, I didn’t go to the attic, I didn’t go to the code. Of course there’s nothing else to do. I’ve been sleeping for six months.
Early the next morning, at the blue door, I came face to face with a mess — a glass of wine, leftovers, a shirt with buttons, a dress with cotton cloths, a cat on the table with a steak soup — and cried out that there was a thief in the house, and I ran into the bedroom, and I was naked with Yu Yu, as if the drought was like a man-in-law.
A surprise expression came out of the blue: “How are you, sister?”
8
Yugoto gave me a lot of rare drugs, first from Hong Kong, then from Thailand, then from American imperialism. One day I saw two fresh deer sluices in the kitchen, and in the fridge, I found canned bottled deer blood.
In those days, when the blue is asleep, sneaking up to the attic to test the effects, but one night, with a bowl of deer blood, the deer’s blood stinks, but it’s better than the eye of the flaming flames, drinking twice, reacting to the lower body, smug on the face, whispering in my ear, saying, “Bitch, why don’t we have another child?”
“Mr. Jiang, this… I’m sorry, I’m afraid it won’t happen again. Your lover used to give birth, shaved the palace, and the uterus was too thin, so…”
The doctor’s words were still in his ear, and suddenly I let it down.
The doctor said you couldn’t have it. I said.
I don’t believe it. She brought half a bowl of deer blood to my mouth. Drink it!
And I took another sip, and I threw up half of it, and then I brought up a bowl, and the mouth was full of deer blood, and the moon was like a ghost, and the next second it would drain my soul.
We were like two vampires, biting their teeth, so we couldn’t eat each other alive, and then Zhuo’s nose was bleeding, and it seemed like the simple bed in the attic was going to collapse. Five minutes later, I surrendered again.
Yugou breathed and died lying in the attic. For half a day, I’m still alive.
I look down the attic, the corner of the stairs, the flashes of people, the blues in pyjamas, the shorts, and she’s very embarrassed.
You’re still up? I asked, did I bother you?
Blue head down, that’s it. When I finished, I flew back to the bedroom, and I went back to the attic and put on my nightgown, and then I went downstairs to turn on the computer.
My novel, which is already two-thirds finished, is a pre-climate process, and as soon as it is written, it’s my second career to write. I work in publishing houses, I know a lot of booksellers, near-water stands, and I’ll write that it’s normal to earn some royalties to subsidize the household, and I and Zhuuu will have to provide two houses.
A cup of coffee to the computer.
I look back, is blue.
When did she change into a real silk pyjamas?
The deer’s blood appears to have had a second effect, with a drug in its blue pajamas. The blues are getting closer, the distance, the line, I say, novels.
You’ve got a nosebleed…
I’m holding her waist limbs, her youthful hips, and I’m pushing her in the blue half, brother-in-law.
It suddenly seemed like something was wrong, and there was something going on around it, and it looked like it was creepy, and it appeared on the balcony, and it was found in the blue, and it jumped out of my leg, and it was like it was a ghost.
In front of his knees, an empty hand was drawn as a slamming sign, and I walked, and the moon was closed, and she had blood on her face. The red cloth in front of the spiritual tablet has been lifted and the tablet of the dead baby has been shown.
She’s sleepwalking.
I heard that if people wake up from sleepwalking, their souls will be scared away, or they may go crazy. The good thing is that he only got up on his knees for a little while, covered in red cloth, and walked in front of me with my eyes closed, and I followed him quietly, and I followed him.
The bedroom door was open, and blue was standing at the door, staring at me and freaking out! I put up my index finger to make a sound, and then step by step, I went back to bed, and there was a snoring.
I came here for a while, and I said, “What’s going on here?” Scared the shit out of me.
I’m not afraid. There’s brother-in-law in.
I slept on the sofa that night, and I stayed the night.
I’m not afraid to tell anyone about what happened that night. Early the next morning, Luo Jin left the house early, saying he was going downstairs to look for the elderly and to accompany him to the florist market.
When she got up, she told me that she was going on a business trip for a week to attend a training session in Beijing, so I could be at home. I nodded to keep her safe.
Yugo, while packing his suitcases, said that I had had a good time yesterday and that I would not have to do it this week. And, look at the blue, there’s something wrong with the girl these days, you — pay attention to yourself.
9
I’ve been looking into one thing in Wuqing. It’s about being old.
It doesn’t seem to be true. He said, “The government’s displacing, we should have heard the news first time, but for the last year or two we haven’t heard of it. It’s a big project, but there’s no wind.
I mean, could it be you?
Wu Qing laughs: I dare not say that in our city there is almost nothing I know. You know my means.
Wu Qing, who earns his living by selling news, has a time gap of information, has connections and eyes in the city, goes up to various important departments, goes down to the city to teach the students, has all sorts of sources. In his words, he has spent years knitting a web in the city, where everyone is in it, every one of them, including you, Jiang Xiao Bai.
So, old man is bragging, I guess.
Yu Lan came back and told me that her father had been busy working on computers all day, and that he didn’t know what to do.
After Yugou left, she was not home for two days, called and answered, and sometimes came home early in the morning, drunk and intoxicated, and in her twenties dressed up to become punks.
On the sixth day after Yugo left, I received a telephone call from the night patrol police, who said that they had found a drunk, distraught girl on the street and had been beaten according to her phone records, the first two were unaccepted, and the third was me.
When I got to the scene of the incident, I was lying in the blue car, and I called a car, and I gave money to bring it home, to fight the elevator, and it was like a body, which was running like an elevator, which suddenly opened up and threw up on me, and it even slipped through my sweater, and it was slimy.
Fuck!
When I came home and left her on the couch, I quickly changed my clothes and saw that the blues were so sweet on the couch, I ran into the bathroom and opened up hot water for a wash. After a while, the door was slammed and banged, and then my hands were turned.
Yu has come in softly, and the girl has taken off her clothes at some point, with blood all over her face, somewhere she’s broken or something. She’s lost, she’s whispering, “Jerry, Jerry, don’t go away while she’s in my arms, it’s a greasy smell…” – It’s deer blood. I’m so familiar with it.
Jerry, I’m so hot…
Jerry, you’re such a gangster, you take off your clothes…
You’re not Jerry. Who are you? Brother-in-law…
When the blues sit on me like snakes, suddenly they bite me on my shoulder and leave a deep mark that the power of deer blood is infinite, whether men or women drink it, that the weak women in blue are unresistable, I cannot resist it, that we are resisting something or emotions, and that we are finally passively accepting the harm and pleasure that they cause.
And suddenly I think of the words of the Qin soldiers, who fought the dragon for so long that I became the dragon.
Meow-on the balcony, the cat’s barking.
There’s nothing wrong with her when she wakes up. She’s got a nail on my chest and says, brother-in-law, you’re bad.
Cats scream again on the balcony, like a baby. I walked out of the bathroom with Yugo, and the cat jumped up and down, and he jumped at the blue teeth. Walking over the blue smile, opening the cage door, carrying a cat’s neck, and the cat’s limbs are all over it.
Open the window in blue and say, “Go ahead, set you free.”
I stopped before I got busy, just as soon as the cat was about to fly through the window, I grabbed it back.
I said, you’re like your sister! Is it good to let it go?
Open the door and put the cat in the hallway, and I said, “Go live. You die in this house, not even one day.”
10
According to Yu Lan, Jerry was a piece of shit she met in a bar, from a faraway island of Sunset Island, a piece of shit would be disgraceful, a blond piece of shit would be more shameless, and he had been hanging out with Blue for days, and had stolen blue wallets, bank cards, even before leaving, for the use of a blue phone to transfer all the money to his own account.
This foreign bird is so hateful.
The foreign bird threatened us with a lame Chinese language saying he was a college student, a foreigner, and asked us to watch out for international influence. And when the car reached a deep mountain in the suburbs, and stripped him of his clothes, he began to ask for forgiveness.
The smooth Jerry was tied to a tree, and a dozen slaps were slapping in his pocket, and we found the blue lost bank card in his pocket and gave it to the guy who was hiding in the car.
Kung Xiaobing said, “Do you want to unload him?” Don’t worry, we’ve got a job to do.
I rejected this very human proposal. Now that the money’s back, and Yu’s gas is out, he’ll be fine. However, Kung Xiaobing did one thing, scratching one part of Jerry’s tail vertebrae, which is said to have caused Jerry to urinate in at least one month, much less be a man.
He’s not gonna die, is he?
On the way back, asked with blue concern.
We said, “No, but it will be frozen for a night. He will be saved as soon as tomorrow morning comes to light. Don’t worry, he doesn’t know us, he can’t get us to the police.
Good-bye, brother-in-law. And then Blue kissed me in the face.
I’ll see you later, brother-in-law? Teacher Jiang, this is…
Drive your car. Don’t ask.
I came home with Yoo Lan, and Yugo has come back on a business trip and is giving the fragrance.
Why are you two back together?
I didn’t say anything. When did you get home?
Yugo said I had just called the bank and applied for early payment.
Prepayment?
One more month for the house downstairs. Dad already gave me the advance for the demolition.
It’s over 200,000, plus our own little deposit, enough to return the house downstairs in advance. But I’m curious where the old money comes from.
Eleven.
A month later, he volunteered to tell me what he was doing.
He called me and said it was urgent and he said never to tell her. I ate, and I got downstairs, and I’m old enough to have tea and cigarettes.
In short, there was no demolition money at all, and there was no passive relocation of the ancestral home, and the older money was generated by so-called network finance.
I asked, “Web’s money? What money?”
Old enough to say, the monthly benefits are as high as 40%, very good. I didn’t believe it at first, just a few thousand dollars, and two months later, it would have to go on. I’ve already put my pension in, I’ve borrowed $100,000 from my friends, I’ve paid back well last month, and somehow I haven’t paid for this month.
I’ve been trying to make sure that someone else’s son-in-law and the girl’s son-in-law have the skills to travel and leave the country, that we’re all dead, that we’ve made some money to the bank, that I’ve told you a few times to quit and do business in the sea, and if you don’t do it, I’ll come. This family has to have someone who’s good. You don’t care. I have to face it.
It’s like buying a gold coin on the Internet, and then trading it in gold. I have 50,000 gold coins in my account, 10 dollars in a gold coin, 50,000 in a gold coin, but I can’t change it. The website says it’s a system maintenance, but the old Li wants me to pay back.
I saw the site on the computer, looked formal, had official papers and had a stamp, and looked at older transfers coming up on a month-to-month basis, except when I clicked on the exchange, and the system was being maintained.
I said, Dad, isn’t that a liar?
Older than unhappy: Liar? How long have I been in society? The students I’ve taught are in Qinghua. They’re deputy governors. Can I not know what a liar is? They say it’s a system maintenance I’ve eaten salt.
I said, Old Li is rushing to pay back the money, so you’ll get the money back!
Old enough to say, no, I’m short enough to say no to the next month’s system, but if Yugo knew I was doing this, I’d have to. Uncle, I just wanted to talk to you about this…
Your daughter has all my money.
The old man said, hey — actually, I’ve been trying to sell my home for a long time, and I can’t sell it. You said I wouldn’t have to borrow money if I had it for money. Uncle, you have so many friends and so many ways to help me through this. I’m counting on you. You’re family too.
I thought of Kung Xiaobing.
It’s not like there’s no way, but you can’t help it.
Half a month at most, a month at most, and when the system is back, I’ll be able to get the money out.
I scratched my head, I couldn’t stand to beg, and I said, “Do you remember the soldier?” Oh, by the way, his name was Wang Jin-Yen…
12
I did a great job in disguise, at least I thought it was good. There was a time when I was running around two women with deer ointment, deer blood and health care from abroad.
Yu Lan says I’m a king and queen and blames me for being shameless, scum.
Good thing I never asked where that cat was.
The bad news is that Yoo Lan is pregnant.
Brother-in-law, what should I do? I don’t want to have an abortion, I’m 22 years old, an abortion is terrible.
I looked on the balcony, and I said I felt scary too (a moment when I saw my sister kneeling on the balcony, burning the incense, cursing each other’s children, reading The Book, shaking their heads about the illusions), but in this strange house, there were so many scary things that I would have been scared to death a few times.
But there’s gotta be a way. I want this kid.
Yeah, I want this kid.
But it’s good that there are not many sleepwalks, only once a week on average.
She had a pregnancy response, and although she had tried to hide it herself, it was natural that she, as a woman who had been pregnant two times, had first seen it.
After all, she is not Wu Qing, has no information network, nor is she KGB, but she has another means of affection.
So Blue stuck for a week and finally had to admit that the kid was a boyfriend.
Boyfriend? Who’s your boyfriend? Why didn’t I hear that?
It’s blue: I met over a month ago, and it’s Jerry, an Englishman, who’s an English teacher at our training institute…
Yugo’s angry.
Yugo said, “No, this kid can’t take it! We have to! Foreigners don’t know what to do. Do you have a house? Can you get married? I’m leaving. You’re an unmarried mother with a son of a bitch. We have to get rid of it.
I beg you, sister–
Yugo said, “Where’s Jerry?” You asked him to see me. What– don’t let him see me. I don’t want to know anyone like that.
Suddenly, I look back and laugh and say, “Jang — little — white — hum.”
The old man’s so-called money is finally gone, and he’s invested 650,000, except for 200,000, and the rest of the money is his savings, and the rest is in arrears, first to a friend, then to Kyou Xiaobing. To that end, Kyoubing also told me to thank me for my half of interest, and I refused, after all, because this is my old man, my conscience.
Later, the system was restored for some time, and it was old enough to mortgage the 18th floor house to Kung Xiaog. Of course, when he once again put the money on that site, the site collapsed completely, and all the links could not be opened and there was no text.
One night in the early winter, I went to a high school reunion, and normally, at my age, kids should be playing with soy sauce.
A couple of girls came together to talk about their husbands, about kids going to school, about school quarters, about kindergarten and even about second-born policies.
My old friend Soo-san came with the baby, and her son was just three years old, running around, and suddenly in my arms, and I wanted to make fun of him: “Father, quickly, father!”
Sue smiles: Xiao Bai, Jiang Da Gen, stop it. How old is your child? I heard your sister-in-law is a college teacher.
I remember when my father told me that he didn’t know when he’d be able to get a grandson. The last breath, the child, became his last thought.
Sue smiled and said, “I remember you wrote me a love letter when I went to school.
I waved my head and made up my mind, and I’m afraid not.
Su San’s kid’s got a head like a meatball in his arms.
I waved my head and made up my mind, and I’m afraid not.
And Su San and a group of girls laughed, saying that I was a middle-aged man and that I was white.
A glass of wine for my classmates. I was drunk.
When I left, I didn’t take a cab home, but I was carrying a bottle of whiskey, squeezing on the snow and walking home.
I want that kid.
I’ll take that kid.
13
My marriage with Zou is a real death, and when I say my heart, it’s easy. On these days, Blue rented a house outside, and the sister could no longer live in a bed.
Blue says she’s a little sorry for sister. This kid should talk to Dad like that. I said it’s okay. You’re a family. You can’t write three times. You take the baby home.
We rent this house in the middle of town, and there’s a lot of noise downstairs, and there’s a lot of kids in the hallway running around, and at this point, blue turns around the house: What am I drawing? Brother-in-law, there’s no name, no job, no home, no house, no husband. Even a smaller house is a home.
I said, Yu Lan, don’t worry. I’ll marry you when I leave your sister. I’ll marry you. House … I buy one, I have a small vault and a pool fund. It shouldn’t be a problem to buy a smaller one.
The city has been built and new buildings have been developed in the suburbs, which, despite local bias, are better in the environment and cheaper. I picked up an 80-square-metre platter with Blue, and I realized that my bank card was empty.
I remember thinking about taking my salary card for a new red pension insurance policy for a fork, saying it was for the future. I ran to the Provident Fund Center and asked to know that I had a loan, 18th floor, old loan.
I called Yugo: Did you lose my money?
Zhu: What money?
I said, “Cari’s money, my salary, my little vault, my draft money, my pension, all gone, did you take it away?”
JU: Yeah, what’s up? I’m telling you, you’re not gonna get a penny for that. Self-inflicted, lifeless.
I squeezed the phone, and I just stood in the wind.
Big end.
The day I jumped out of the building, it was Private N who went to the house to collect debts.
Four or five wicked men stood at the door, holding a gas tank, and the other one lit a fire, saying: “The great thing is that we will all die.”
The moneylenders were well-informed, standing outside the door, and this scene was filmed by a camera in the building. Why don’t you sit at the door with a chair?
Old man, you’re a little too much. I’m calling the police.
Kung Xiaobing came up with a title certificate and said he was calling the police? Well, call the police, this house is mine.
I don’t know.
And later, he jumped off the 18th floor.
Nobody knows what’s going on in the middle of it. All I know is that I was old enough to call me, and he said on the phone, “Uncle, I’ll tell you something…”
I said, Dad, what’s wrong? Why are you so noisy?
The old man said: “Grandpa, I beg you. The loan collectors you have introduced are here to collect the debt. Will you lend me some of this?”
We said, “Dad, it’s against the law.
“I know, I know…”
And I said, “Dad, we lied to you too, and I and Zhu Zhou were divorced.”
I stopped. There was a heavy breathing on the other side of the phone.
And I said, “And also, the blue child is mine.” Isn’t your life worth the least? Dad, you know what? I paid all the loans to your house. Yugo didn’t pay a penny. When you can’t afford it, it’s not yours, Dad. If you don’t give me the house now, you owe it.
The old phone fell on the floor, and the last thing he said was, “No, no, nothing.” My family, my family, my old face…
When I got downstairs, I just happened to jump off the stairs.
The old face down on the ground, and it’s not like it’s gonna turn into a clear wind.
Yugo ran into the centre, suffered on the body and ran over the blue belly.
At the stairwell, KIM Xiaobing led a few men towards me, and I waved my hand, and Kung Xiaobing slipped away.
Soon the police and doctors arrived, pulled the sisters away and the body was carried to the car.
Zhuo came to me and slapped me and said, “You killed my father, and I am not finished with you!”
Zhuo was just leaving and Blue was behind her.
Yugo turned back and pushed him in the blue, and the latter fell in pain and covered his stomach and said, “Go away, I don’t want to see you two.”
I looked at her in the blue, and looked at me hard, and I held her up, and the blood came out of her pants, and I cried, “Blu, “Blu, ” Blue, blue…
Squeeze a few words in the blue teeth: call an ambulance…
The other ambulance arrived in flames and, unexpectedly, Yugo returned, and we got in the car.
In the blue air, hold me in one hand, hold me in one hand and spit out a few words from the lips: brother-in-law, sister-in-law, I’m sorry…
Yugo said I was your sister.
The doctor told me the child was gone.
There were crowds of people outside the car, and when this happened, people in small towns would have left out all the streets for water. A traffic policeman was leading the crowd and the ambulance was moving slowly outside the district.
There’s so much noise outside the car, it’s like the market. I looked out of the car and only left a small drop of blood where I jumped.
When the cat appeared next to the blood, he laughed at me.
As I swung, the car drove further and further away, the cat was crouching down and licking blood on the ground…
It was not known when the Book of the Earth was read: “True Monopoly” . When the King of the Ghosts was free of poison. Today’s treasure is Buddha. The Brahmin woman… is hiding the Buddha.
Our ambulance, follow the old car.
It’s like two hearse to the ground.
(concluded)
□ Kang Yi filing number: YX01GMndkv9v1mg
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
