I got Qinghua after being abused by scum.
I got Qinghua after being abused by the scum.
♪ The pink bubbles ♪
Qinghua’s boyfriend broke up with me and said that every minute with me made him sick.
When he said that, he had a nice face.
But only a few years later he kneeled on his knees and asked me to lend him money.
One.
I was more nervous than he was on the day of Lee Ho ‘ s retest, and I did not mention it in order not to affect his emotions.
I made a table full of food and I couldn’t reach anyone.
I called him a million times before they finally picked him up.
It’s loud in the can.
I’m afraid he won’t make it.
“Li Ho, where are you?”
Li Ho’s vague voice followed by a long sound.
“Who are you?”
“Lin Jun, your girlfriend. I’m sorry.
He sounds impatient.
“What do you care where I am?” I’m sorry.
I’m a little worried.
“It’s okay to take the test. Why don’t you go home? I’m sorry.
The other side of the listener suddenly sounded Li Ho’s laughter, and it was louder than it was, and it passed through the microphone, and it was seismic.
“Lin Jun, you still fucking care about me? I got in.
“You know what that means? Lin Shuu.”
The memory of Li Ho is always gentle and has never spoken a dirty word before me, and I am a little confused.
“Li Ho, are you drunk? I’m sorry.
The people across the street didn’t talk to me, and the complaints came out.
“Lin Shao, you don’t deserve me. I can reward you for a lot of money. You’ll have to use your money to send flowers. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think I was in Lee Ho’s mind.
My family is rich, but I never treated Li Ho as my dog.
It’s still a fluke.
“Where are you? I’ve come to see you. I’m sorry.
I didn’t hear Li Ho’s voice, half-wit, a strange woman’s voice.
“Mr. Li, there you are. The room is ready. I’m sorry.
But one day, he’s starting to care about these hypocritical titles.
Two.
I’ve been up all night, and I’ve been awake, and I’ve been through a beautiful scene.
I still don’t want to sit on the couch waiting for him to come back.
All the food on the table is cold, and all the words that encourage consolation end up being a joke.
I don’t know how long it took me to hear the code unlocked.
Li Ho came in, the tie was crooked, with a lipstick on it and a new lump in his face.
“Lin Jun, how did you…”
When he saw me, he was in a state of panic, and he was in a state of uncertainty.
“Where were you yesterday? I’m sorry.
I’m so dumb.
I walked in front of him, and he turned away.
“Not anywhere. I’m sorry.
You’re going around me after that.
I pulled his sleeve.
“Doesn’t your girlfriend know where you’re going? I’m sorry.
And he pushed me, and he was so angry, and he followed me.
“Didn’t yesterday make it clear? We broke up. I’m sorry.
“But why did we break up?
“We were so happy together…”
I’m still lying to myself.
“Lin Shao, since I’m talking about it, I’ll find out that every minute I’m with you makes me sick. I’m sorry.
As if his words had entered my mind, but he had spread out and become nothing, and all I saw was the tattooed lipstick on his white shirt collar.
“You and her…”
Seeing my sight, Li Ho is bright.
“Yes, asleep.”
“You don’t want to touch me, you want me to find someone else? I’m sorry.
I can’t help it. I slapped him hard.
Li Ho smiled.
“I’ll pay you back with this slap. I don’t owe you any more. I’m sorry.
A good one for my charity, a good one for me.
Since when? I’m sorry.
I don’t give a shit.
“What? I’m sorry.
“When did you hate me? I’m sorry.
I don’t believe that someone has ever liked me from the beginning and that I’m still with me, and that all the time I’m with you is a show.
Li Ho pulled the tie. It’s like he’s suffocating.
He pulled his tie and he threw up his breath.
“Set me three meals a day, monitor my studies, limit my recreational time, and pretend to let me see some of the people you think are useful. I hate that you interfere with me. I want a girlfriend, not a mother! I’m sorry.
I’m a little shaking.
“Why didn’t you mention breaking up earlier if you hated me? I’m sorry.
He’s like a mute. He can’t say a word.
See how he looks, I laugh.
Everything I did only touched myself.
I have always known that Li Ho is a man who has never met, and has only just begun to realize that he has been obsessed with his high grades, that he does not see our university, that he does not see any of the people who went to this university with him.
But on the one hand, he had a dream of flying, on the other hand, he had a heavy heart, he couldn’t find the north, he had a healthy diet and often had stomach pain.
How can you get to Qinghua?
I told him to unload the game software and put it all into his mind.
Every morning I told him to wake up on time, and I’d never done anything to cook with a video book.
I was afraid that he would be introduced to several teachers because of his undergraduate background.
You’ve made yourself a mother.
But at the end of the day, there was no good word.
3
The spirit came out of Li Ho’s neighborhood, the cell phone rings, and I saw the call and I answered.
“Dad, what’s wrong?”
My dad’s voice is full.
What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
I panicked and coughed twice.
“All right, just a little cold. I’m sorry.
“Take care of your body, wear more clothes…”
“Come on, I won’t talk about you. You won’t talk about me again. I’m sorry.
“I’ve got news that Li Ho is in, and I’m not against you as long as he continues to work hard. If you really like him, bring him home to your parents. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t cry.
My parents didn’t like Li Ho, I knew it, not because of their origins, but because they thought that Lee Ho Jung-ja didn’t want to do anything.
They said that a man’s heart must be seen when he is well-developed.
With my chest in my hand, I said that Li Ho was the one who loved me most, except for them.
But he hasn’t developed yet, so he doesn’t want me.
I’m glad that I listened to their advice that I should not disclose my money, but only told Li Ho’s family that it was only a small amount of money and that it was a big listed company.
“He bullied you?
“I’m coming over now. I’m sorry.
When I heard my dad’s voice, I knew I couldn’t stand it.
“I broke up with him.
“It’s okay, don’t worry. I’m sorry.
My dad’s still here, and he’s so angry he’s going to kick his ass. I stopped him.
“Dad, forget it. I’m sorry.
Eventually he didn’t go upstairs and stopped talking to me.
I looked at him and suddenly he couldn’t speak.
My dad’s white hair. Since when? Did he already have so many wrinkles on his face?
“I’m afraid I won’t find a good man. I’m sorry.
I looked out the window.
I don’t like to study, I like to row, I don’t care about myself, I take an undergraduate.
I’ve always felt that my life is going well, and I can’t go anywhere.
Li Ho even thinks of himself as a retreat.
4
As the graduation season began, Li Ho was judged as an outstanding graduate and became the fragrance in the eyes of the teachers and the love of the people.
“Mr. Li, take a photo together so I can show off my schoolmates. I’m sorry.
Far away, I heard loud noises from their side.
Li Ho smiles like he can’t find a place to go.
“There’s nothing good about that piece of shit without you today. I’m sorry.
My best friend was staring at Li Ho, and he couldn’t keep his eyes on him.
If he had noticed the sight of our side, Li Ho turned his head and turned towards us.
Let’s take a picture.
“What are we gonna need from now on? We’ll be better off. I’ll help you if I can. I’m sorry.
I haven’t even been to this school yet.
Look at his handouts. I’m not feeling well.
“No, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
“Why do you have to say this so?
My best friend stood in front of me.
“The last thing she regrets is meeting you, asshole. I’m sorry.
“I’m not talking to you, Song Joe, you step aside. I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen a face like this before, and my girlfriend can’t help but swear.
“You don’t fucking understand people, do you? I’m sorry.
Li Ho’s face has been shaky and loud.
“Can you have some qualities? I’m sorry.
A group of people came around, free visitors, everybody loved it.
“You fuck, is that good? I’m sorry.
I stopped my girlfriend from spitting on the next mouth.
“Li Ho, I won’t regret it. I hope you don’t regret it. I’m sorry.
I left with my best friend.
My dad came to give me a ride after graduation, and the trunk was filled with my suitcase.
Just happened to be Lee Ho walking through the window with a beautiful woman.
A woman who talks to me with contempt and deviantness, the former against Li Ho.
“I thought your ex-girlfriend was rich. Look at this car.
“Li Ho, you can make a lot of money after you graduate from Qinghua. I’m sorry.
“Put it down. I’m sorry.
But I saw Li Ho’s mouth up.
“Dad, let’s go.”
What’s the point of words?
5
Kobayashi, why don’t you go back so late? I’m sorry.
It’s a big sister of the company who gave me some bread.
“I still have a little unfinished business. I’m sorry.
Sister, come to me quietly.
“You’re the best of the young people, and you’re going to get to the top with that. I’m sorry.
“Thank you, Sister Wang. I’m sorry.
I laughed.
I did not tell anyone that the company was home-grown, that it started at the grass-roots level after graduation, and that it had been a good year for many of its colleagues, including Wang.
After work, after washing, I went to bed.
Suddenly, the group of university students became active, and the red dots kept popping up and organizing a reunion.
I’m sure Li Ho is still around.
When he passed Qinghua, a lot of people were in the crowd, and it took a long time for him to disappear.
I didn’t expect it to start again. I’m going up to the chat record.
Qinghua’s graduate student. I’m sorry.
“Mr. Li, remember me? I’m the king of Mao’s class. I’m sorry.
“I’m Xiaojiang from the next bedroom. I’m sorry.
It’s true that God Viper is out.
It’s a human condition, and we’ve probably had a Qinghua test in a few years, and you know life better.
Who doesn’t want to have a friend of his?
I didn’t want to see it, but it went down fast, and it suddenly became awkward.
The cause is one.
“And me, you borrowed $10,000 from me when you went to school, so you wouldn’t have to pay me back, just remember me…”
I didn’t expect the news to fail, but I provoked Li Ho.
Li Ho’s anger is felt across the screen.
“What’s wrong with you? “What’s the old story?”
And that’s an indirect admission of the loan.
I’ve borrowed money these days.
But I remember Li Ho’s family was nice and never asked me to borrow money. When did he have to borrow money?
With the “sorry I’m sorry I shouldn’t mention” apology, it seems to have been unacknowledged, and the crowd is starting to get up again.
I was just about to quit and Li Ho was alone with me.
“Lin Jun, will you come?”
When I saw this information, I didn’t understand what kind of a man’s brain was.
I was just about to say no.
“Don’t you dare come because of your ex? I’m sorry.
I’m a little impulsive, I’m a little ahead of the brain.
“Of course, congratulations to Mr. Li. I’m sorry.
When I came back, the message was sent.
But I don’t regret it either.
Because for six months, I’m fine.
I used to spend all my time on Li Ho, and I didn’t care about his dress, and I broke up with him, and I started to dress myself up, and it didn’t leave me at all.
I am more happy to live for myself than I am careful to place hope on others.
Six.
On the day of the reunion, I was stale, I picked a Maserati, and I put on an elaborate make-up, and I chose a low-key, luxurious dress.
When he arrived at the scene, a large crowd surrounded Li Ho and pushed out the box door, Li Ho’s eyes looked at him, and he saw an incredible flash.
He was next to something different than the one he had seen before, another beautiful, but a little tacky woman.
No soup, no medicine.
He always liked women like that.
“Lin Jun, come sit down. I can’t recognize you so beautiful. I’m sorry.
He was the head of a college class. He waved at me.
I laughed at him.
I came closer and found out that Li Ho had really changed a lot.
The previously scattered hair had gone up with a little bit of hair glue, and he had a little bit of a naïve face with a smile on his face and a little bit of a compliment.
“Congratulations, Mr. Li. I’m sorry.
Who won’t?
Li Ho hasn’t said anything yet, and suddenly his girlfriend made a surprise.
“Whoa, you drive Maserati?
“You’ve got a really bad bag.
“You bastard…”
The key in the hand, the nameplate, was the subject of discussion.
Lee Ho’s face was blacked out and smiled not.
“Thank you for your congratulations. I’m sorry.
The noise in the box gave me a headache, so I went to the bathroom.
I didn’t want to hear the discussions by the washroom before I left.
“Don’t look at Li Ho now as if he’s the one with the bottom in Qinghua. I’m sorry.
The pace of going out back.
Another person also began to respond.
“Yeah, I heard he’s still out of school. I’m sorry.
“I’m surprised to hear he’s having a good time. Look at him. I’m sorry.
“And the man who borrowed the money, I didn’t mean to say in the group that he borrowed from me. I’m sorry.
“You borrowed it?”
“How is it possible to lend him a woman?” I’m sorry.
I’m a little surprised that they’re laughing further and further away.
When I walked out of the bathroom, I saw Lee Ho leaning on the door, with a cigarette in his ear, and he kept spitting smoke rings out of his mouth, which was suffocating me.
He looked at me from above and down, and then he said it.
I’ll give you another chance. I’m sorry.
“I wonder what Mr. Li is teaching? I’m sorry.
He seemed particularly fond of being called Mr. Li, and heard me call him that.
“Give you a chance to come back to me. I’m sorry.
I’m a little sick to see Li Ho’s confidence.
It’s not like you’re still in the middle of it.
“No need. I’m sorry.
“Don’t be shy, Lin-soon. I’m sorry.
“Don’t you just have some money? How can a man with no culture deserve me? I’m sorry.
Strangely, I didn’t think I’d be able to look at him so calmly on his forehead and even laugh.
“So you and your girlfriend built it. I’m sorry.
This is a statement which I do not know how to provoke him. The hypocrite mask was finally torn out of his face, and Li Ho’s face was so bad that I suspected he would come up and choke me.
“You’ll regret it sooner or later. I’m sorry.
7
I will only regret that two years of youth have been wasted on such a person.
I went back to the box, and Li Ho’s girlfriend saw me come in the door and came up to my hand, and he didn’t care where his boyfriend went.
Sister, look at your bag. I’m sorry.
I haven’t answered yet. Li Ho pushed the door in and closed it so loud that everyone looked at the door.
He’s got a bad look, staring at me.
Half an hour, suddenly talking.
“Whoever gets along with Lin will have trouble with me. I’m sorry.
As soon as the word had landed, the box was so quiet that it could hear each other’s breath and no one dared to speak.
I suddenly laughed.
The box echoes my laughter.
I’ll pick up the glass.
“Now that you’ve spoken to me, I’ll make it difficult for you, and I’ll toast you all. I’m sorry.
Quit drinking.
The expression on everyone’s face was subtle, as if he wanted to say something and looked at Li Ho, and eventually he didn’t.
Drinking, I can’t drive.
The phone rings suddenly.
Where are you? Grandma said she missed you. I’m sorry.
At this moment I realized that so-called classmateship was nothing more than a relationship.
“Dad, take me. I’m drunk. I’m sorry.
By the time my dad arrived, I was lying down on the copilot.
“Ooh. I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
I’ve seen my dad talk again.
I looked around and drove.
Seeing him as careful as I can see, I suddenly have an indescribable sprain in my chest.
I hurt my closest family for a man like that…
“Dad, we should just say something. I’m sorry.
“Dad thinks you can take a test, and you can do it for someone like Li Ho.
“We can’t take Qinghua. It’s not about making a face, it’s not about comparing you with someone else, it’s about having a graduate degree that’s better for you, and it’s good for you. I’m sorry.
See me down and say it.
“I don’t care if I don’t take the exam. Dad can afford it. I’m sorry.
When I saw him grow old, I knew that I should have grown up and that my parents had protected me for the rest of my life.
“Dad, I’ll study, and I’ll study Qinghua, but not for Li Ho, for myself, for you.”
“I can’t take two years in a year or three years in a year. I’m sorry.
My dad smiled and he reached out and rubbed his eye.
“Why are you crying? I’m sorry.
“Who says I cry, I laugh, we grow up and have our own way of life.
“My daughter is so smart that she can do it. Dad believes you. I’m sorry.
8
Forget it, it’s only been six months since the initial exam, and although Li Ho used to look for material at the exam, I don’t know anything about the content of the exam.
For seconds, I resigned, and the manager thought I was gonna jump and keep me.
Kobayashi, I can give you a raise, but I’m very impressed with you, and I can promise you that in the near future you’ll be able to step up. I’m sorry.
The manager is 985 undergraduate, 30-year-old, highly capable, and in a short time, I admire him.
“Thank you for staying, but I’m not jumping. I’m resigning to graduate school. I’m sorry.
“Where to?”
“You’ll see. I’m sorry.
When the manager heard that, he knew he couldn’t stay. He laughed.
“So I can’t keep you. I’m sure Kobayashi has a better future. I’m sorry.
Whether it’s a scene or not, I am grateful for the care he has given me in my work.
“Thank you. I got it. I’ll be back after graduation. I’m sorry.
I’m not lying. I’m sure I’ll be back after school.
After all, it’s my own company.
9
It’s not like a high test. It’s a war on my own. All I can do is fight silently against myself yesterday.
It’s a good thing I was very good at Lee Ho’s research, and the materials and videos were still there.
I built myself a daily to do list, afraid I’d switch my phone to Nokia and move it to an apartment near the library.
All I do is repeat!
Like Chang Woo said.
Easy, repeat.
I wake up at 6:00 a.m., with words, brushes, and expertise…
I’ve seen all the sun rise and fall into the horizon, I’ve seen the first sun, and I’ve seen the moon that can sleep in the future.
I’ve had a headache since I saw the subject, and I’m sure of it.
But that’s not enough. My foundation is so bad that six months of Qinghua is like a dream.
Mom and Dad came to see me.
“Look at this little yellow face. I’m sorry.
Mom and Dad pulled over and followed me upstairs.
“It’s not like you’re trying to influence me. I’m sorry.
I was laughing, I pushed the door, turned around and found my mother crying.
“When you were a kid, Mom always wanted you to be a good boy, didn’t need your parents to wipe your ass, and then you went to school, and Mom and Dad were wondering when you could go up and get up, and don’t let Mom and Dad look up in front of others, saying that we’re just a rich mobster who doesn’t know how to educate your daughter, and then you fell in love, and Mom and Dad were wondering when you could learn not to be attached, have your own ideas, learn to know people.
“But now that my daughter has grown up, why am I so upset? It’s like yesterday you were a little friend who just yelled at my mom and dad and pissed my pants and suddenly grew wings and left us. I’m sorry.
Parents seem to have to go through this, from need to need.
I just grew up too late.
“Hey, Mom, why are you doing this? I’m sorry.
“Getting older means you’ve suffered. I’m sorry.
I can’t see the atmosphere like this. My dad talks.
“What are you doing in front of your daughter? We’re not here to cry today. I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry.
“Didn’t you come to see me today? I’m sorry.
“Yes or no, we bought tickets to fly to Beijing, and we went to Qinghua to visit your future school.” I’m sorry.
10
I got on a plane to Qinghua.
Just looking, I’m really nervous.
“Can we get in? In case security doesn’t let us in. I’m sorry.
Big school names are right in front of me, like dreams.
“Don’t worry, I’ve arranged for an uncle’s child to study there. He’s a student at Qinghua University. I’m sorry.
Just now, I’ve seen a face before us.
Didn’t you say he was just studying and dressing?
Why is he still so beautiful?
And polite.
“Hello, Uncle and Auntie. I’m sorry.
“It’s Jiang Jung. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
My dad said he pushed me with his elbow.
“Say hello. I’m sorry.
I’m looking at Jiang Jung.
He’s smiling at me.
“Hello, Brother Jiang Jung. I’m sorry.
“Then let me show you the school. I’m sorry.
We’re following Jiang Jung’s footsteps.
From the technology building to the humanities library to the near Spring Garden, Qinghua is big and beautiful, and even young couples of three or two pairs make me happy.
All the way through, I suddenly felt like it wasn’t as far away as I was, as if I could touch it with my hand.
“You young people talk more, we’ll go to your Uncle Jiang for tea. I’m sorry.
After my dad turned my eyes, he slipped away.
I’m a little embarrassed to say something to someone I just met.
“Lin Xiaomei, you can ask me if you have any problems with your studies. I’m sorry.
Alumni?
His words seem to have power in the invisible, and they have set me on fire.
“Then I’ll be very kind.
“What’s it like to be studying? I’m sorry.
“Well, what can I say? Tired and happy, it’s true, but once the problem is solved, happiness is indescribable. You know your time is not wasted, you know what you’re doing is meaningful.
We’ll talk later.
“Did I say too much? Are you afraid to come? I’m sorry.
He made me laugh.
“No way, I’ll try to be a senior. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
I went back to my apartment.
Because my phone is Nokia, and I couldn’t get online, and I asked Jiang Jung a few questions during the pre-test, and he called me and answered me in detail and patiently, and the words were full of encouragement.
And it was only then that We knew how powerful he was, and what he should have learned, even though he was a student in the Institute.
It’s a little late for the test, and I’m a little discouraged by the results of the paper.
Even though I am at a faster pace than I was before, there is still a long way to reach the threshold of Qinghua.
I feel like I’m having a bottleneck, and I can’t get my grades up.
Especially math, it’s stuck between 120 and 123.
He might have found out when he asked him questions.
“What’s wrong? Aren’t you in a bad mood?”
“No, just a little confused. I’m sorry.
We’ll talk after the meeting.
“Lin Jun, I’ll give you a sentence that I love, and it’s like washing clothes in a dark room. You don’t know if it’s clean, but you can do it over and over again. By the moment you went to the exam, the lights were on, and you found out that some people forgot to put laundry powder on, and some people used washing machines. But as long as you wash every place carefully, that dress will be as bright as new. I haven’t studied, but I’m sure you can. I’m sorry.
In fact, I’ve read this sentence, and it made sense at the time, but I don’t know why I feel so credible when I say it out of the mouth of Kang.
I began to look for gaps, and I went over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.
At last, my math scores went from 120 to 130 to 140, and other subjects have been improving.
12
Finally, on the day of the examination, I booked the hotel around the examination.
Because I’m a science student who’s a little off-the-book, and English and politics are good.
But on the first day of my exams, I couldn’t sleep. Although the simulation of late mathematics is good, it’s probably a long time of fear of mathematics, and what’s going on in my head is a strange drift.
It’s like a chicken’s blood.
With the first sun in the morning, I woke up.
Turning on the phone, I discovered that the little Nokia phone screen was filled with encouraging messages from everyone who cared about me, and that a single encouraging face appeared in my head, and it seemed like I had a half-empty heart.
With the bell ringing, I started writing.
It’s basically all done, but I’m stuck in a triple-counting topic, which might be easy for people to do, but it’s cold for people who have really bad geometry in my space.
It’s been stuck for half a day, it’s hard to list the formula, but I can’t figure out a suitable way to calculate the results.
They even started to wonder if they were right.
But the third question is, depending on the outcome of the second question, the score of seven to eight points determines whether I can get ashore and suddenly sweat with a pen in my hand.
“Lin Zheng, when it comes to things that don’t make sense, sometimes guesses is a way to solve problems. I’m sorry.
I suddenly think of what Jiang Zheng and I said.
I was wondering how he’d make it sound.
I suddenly calmed down and guessed the end in the way he said.
I had to anticipate the outcome of the second question and put it in the third one, and the result was reasonable (and, of course, guessing also requires a little method and technique, not speculation).
So I took the results and went back and forth, and I finally found the right parameter replacement ten minutes before the end of the examination.
I’ve got 10 minutes left, and I’ve checked some of the more error-prone calculations.
The moment I walked out of the examination, I breathed and finally felt alive.
After all the exams, I went out and I saw three people looking for me.
Let’s go home. I’m sorry.
“Dad, Mom, why didn’t you say anything? I’m sorry.
“Isn’t this supposed to affect your exams? I’m sorry.
I turned my head and looked at the face of the clean.
“Why are you here, Brother Jiang Jung? I’m sorry.
The latter smiled at me with peace.
“Just in the neighborhood, come and put some oil on the schoolgirl. I’m sorry.
I’m warm, I’m touched.
It was a day when a breath of breath would immediately turn into ice, and the three of them stood at the examination and waited for me to come home.
“Thank you, Mom and Dad. Thank you, Brother Jiang. I’m sorry.
13
After a week off, I started to prepare for a retest.
“Don’t you take a break after the exam? I’m sorry.
My mom started to think about it again.
“Look how much weight you’ve lost on your exam. I’m sorry.
I know how difficult it is for Qinghua, and how many people see it.
Even though I have some confidence in my own performance after the answer, how much worse have I been than those who have been trying?
Learning is a business that never loses itself.
“Turn it over and finish it. I’m sorry.
I’m still holding my little Nokia in my book.
Finally, the first test scores came out.
My first math over 145.
All the efforts have indeed paid off.
After the results, a re-test was soon received.
Except for professional issues.
I remember the examiner asked me a question that made me very deep.
He said.
“Who was your most grateful person throughout the study? I’m sorry.
I thought about it. A lot of people came to mind.
From the beginning, when I was inspired to take the test, and later when I was encouraged by my parents and Jiang Jung, there were a lot of people to thank.
I can’t. I’m grateful. I can.
But.
“I am most grateful to myself, and to myself, who walked the road to the south wall without turning back.
“On the way to your school, there are a lot of good people, trying to be in front of them, perhaps the least of the small things, but the most of the qualities that I am proud of myself. I’m sorry.
I went to Qinghua again.
I didn’t make any inquiries, but I heard again on the way about Lee Ho.
“I saw his mother kneel before the counselor and begged him not to punish him. I’m sorry.
“Oh, I hate people who have such good resources and wasted them.” I’m sorry.
I’m not interested in any more of Li Ho’s mistakes.
All I know is that Qinghua has a sense of reality right now.
14
The day the retests came, the college community, which had never been active, suddenly blew up again.
“Congratulations to Lin Xiaohua. I’m sorry.
“Do we have to celebrate her as a classmate? I’m sorry.
“Yeah, it’s been a while since we’ve seen each other. I’m sorry.
The world of adults is so cruel and realistic that they do not speak of Li Ho, just as Li Ho has never been told when he once said who had a good relationship with me is in trouble with him.
I feel sad, but I went to a reunion.
Unexpectedly, I saw that odious face again.
The captain looked at me and looked at him, and he started laughing.
“There’s no one in school who can’t get through it.”
“Shake hands and make up.” I’m sorry.
Li Ho extended his hand and looked in the eye with meaning I could not understand.
I looked into the air with my hands, and I didn’t hold back.
“I don’t want to be a classmate anymore.
“No one can go to school with Mr. Li.” I’m sorry.
Lee Hao’s face slightly changed and was fast collected.
“Lin Zhuen, it was my fault that Myung-ju was a fish, and this drink is a toast to you. You have plenty, so don’t think about it.” I’m sorry.
After that, a bottle of wine was opened in the mouth.
I didn’t read the book, but I didn’t drink too much.
And the people began to beg and said: “The weight of Lee.” I’m sorry.
I watched him drink.
“Is that all?
I think I look like a vicious woman in a TV show, and I keep trying to spit some vicious words in my mouth.
“That must be more than that. I’m sorry.
After that, Li Ho started pouring white wine into the glass and drinking one by one.
He didn’t ask me until he threw up a bunch of dirt.
“Is that enough?”
“Mr. Li, it’s your business to apologize. I didn’t forgive. It’s mine. I’m sorry.
Li Ho fell and hit me.
“Lin Jun, are you kidding me?”
“Why don’t you take the bait? I’m sorry.
One of the students would be completely upset.
“It’s on me today. I’ll go if you want anything. I’m sorry.
After that I walked out of the hotel and the wind blew in my face, and I felt like I was alive.
I’m sure I’m not fit for such flattering…
16
Finally, I thought Li Ho wouldn’t bother me after the reunion.
I didn’t think he had a banner.
“Congratulations on my girlfriend Lin Shuu’s school. I’m sorry.
I don’t know why my classmates are on the road and they’re envious.
“This love is so sweet. I’m sorry.
“It’s someone else’s love. I’m sorry.
“But I’ve heard that Li Ho’s a enthusiast…”
I didn’t hear any more of that.
“Li Ho, are you sick? I’m sorry.
“Who the fuck is your girlfriend? I’m sorry.
I didn’t know he was so thick.
“You. I’m sorry.
“We’re fucking over. Are you predispositioned? I’m sorry.
Li Ho took my hand to his face.
“Lin Jun, I know you still like me. Why didn’t you take Qinghua for me? I know you blame me, you can hit me any way you want, if you forgive me.
“We are all Qinghua now, and you won’t be worthy of me. We’ll be happy in the future. I’m sorry.
I didn’t put up with it, I did slap him, and he’s got a clear finger on his face.
Many students raised their cell phones to take pictures in our direction.
I picked up the speaker and pointed it at Lee Ho.
“Li Ho, you really make me sick. I don’t deserve you. You don’t deserve me. We’ve been through this since the moment you took Qinghua’s test. You’re dirty. I just feel sick talking to you. I’m sorry.
The loudspeaker continues to sound, and we have an extraordinary number of freshman starters looking in our direction.
Li Ho’s face was embarrassed, and the speaker was thrown on the floor with a mean and vicious grab.
“Lin Jun, don’t be shy. I’m sorry.
“What about someone else’s girlfriend?” I’m sorry.
My nasal cavity suddenly sprung into a clear breath and fell into a warm embrace.
I’m looking up, it’s Jiang Jung.
He’s looking at Li Ho, he’s undecided.
“He’s an amazing man. I’m sorry.
Triangular love?
“If I had to choose my brother, Li Ho’s reputation was not very good. I’m sorry.
The sound is still ringing, but I can hear my heart beating.
“He’s your boyfriend? I’m sorry.
Li Ho was staring at me like he heard something incredible.
The hand on the shoulder was brought to my skin with a warm and warm feeling.
I nod my head.
“Yeah, my boyfriend. I’m sorry.
Li Ho’s looking at Jiang Zheng, open up.
“You’ll regret having such a girlfriend. I’m sorry.
I consciously looked up to Jiang Ging.
His voice carries the strength of peace.
“I will only regret that she didn’t meet me first, so she will be a disgrace to you.” I’m sorry.
When I heard him, I almost really thought Jiang Jung was my boyfriend.
I didn’t come out of Jiang Jung-yeo until Li turned around.
“Mr. Jiang, thank you for the jokes. I’m sorry.
I didn’t expect Jiang Jung to look at me more seriously.
I’m serious.
“It’s a shame not to meet you before, and I want you to have my involvement in your life.
“Be my girlfriend, okay?”
My heart’s beating fast, like it’s going out of my throat.
I heard my voice.
“Good. I’m sorry.
17
Later on, it was unknown who had blown Lee Ho’s black material online, and his “girls” were fighting him.
It was at this point that I knew that Li Hoo had missed too many normal tracks to go back.
He was in contact with several girls at the same time, often at night and even on more than one occasion she became pregnant.
“Have you heard, Li Ho’s parents are back at school. I’m sorry.
“It’s really cold to have such a son. I’m sorry.
“It must be useless to kneel down this time. I’m sorry.
Li Ho’s name is the corridor, the classroom, the woods…
Before he was expelled, he had a famous addiction.
After that, I rarely heard from Li Ho.
I just heard he seems to be starting a business.
18
Five years later, I inherited my dad’s company.
An ordinary morning, the phone rings.
The Secretary’s sweet voice is transmitted from the microphone.
“Mr. Lin, there’s someone who says you’re from school to see you. I’m sorry.
“What’s your name?”
“Li Ho, waiting in the company hall. I’m sorry.
Think about it, I answer.
“Not seen. I’m sorry.
I didn’t expect you to leave the elevator after work.
A face becomes so bad that the look of a tummy poop looks like it’s over 40.
Seeing me all of a sudden was like catching the last straw.
“Lin Jun, I was wrong. Help me. I’m sorry.
After that, he kneeled down with tears all over his face.
“Li Ho, let go. I’m sorry.
His hand tore off my suit.
“I’ve been tricked, I’ve really got nowhere to go, if you lend me money and I can be a horse.” I’m sorry.
The security guard immediately stormed and pulled people away.
“I don’t need you to do cattle and horses. I’m sorry.
I didn’t expect him to fall down on his knees every day in front of the company building and yell at me that he was wrong.
Mr. Lin, it’s no big deal. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know him. I’m sorry.
After a while, the company colleagues called the police.
And then I never saw him again.
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Published in 2022-07-14 10:57 Prohibition of Reproduction
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