Everyone says I’m the licking dog around Seo Karano.
I skin him walnuts with my bare hands and have a high fever at 3:00 in the morning to buy him roasted potatoes.
Even his moonlight came back to me.
Suh Kano said, “Just find a double to play. I’m sorry.
They say I’m sick, “I know I’m a double. I’m sorry.
I look.
Ooh.
But Seo Kano is also a double.
One.
At night, I felt a bit of pain, measured the temperature, 39.6, and took the medicine to lay down.
The phone was ringing.
Meet the bar, come here. I’m sorry.
The sound in the microphone was loud and Seo Kano’s voice was drunk.
I was suffocating, “But I’m not feeling well. I’m sorry.
“Come here without dying. I’m sorry.
I changed my clothes to take a cab and take off the fever on my forehead before I entered the bar.
Medicines and defunct stickers appear to have had little effect and the temperature of the body remains alarming.
The music in the bar with a broken eardrum strangling my head.
When he found Seo Kano, he was bowing his head and playing with the dice on the table.
I went over there and I said to one of the girls, “Get up. I’m sorry.
She looked down on me, “Who are you?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything.
In their words, I’m Seo Kaino’s licking dog.
Girls look at me and find that Seo Kano doesn’t take me seriously at all.
“There are plenty of people who like Ono, not even chicken hair, come up and look at the palace. Am I right, Ono?”
Seo Kano looked at me, didn’t talk, picked up a glass and drank, and asked the girl, “What do you want to eat? I’m sorry.
The girl’s eye drops, “I want walnuts, husks. I’m sorry.
Seo Kano ignored me and called the waiter.
After most of the time, a plate of walnuts that opened their mouths with shells was brought up.
To eat the walnuts inside, you have to cut open the outside.
The girl’s voice is ringing again, “Ano, let her rip off my walnut, I want to eat. I’m sorry.
I’m looking at Seo Kano.
After the wine in the hand of General Xu Kano had been poured over his head, his arms were placed on the shoulder of the girl, and he played with her hair for a while.
He looked at me on his side, and he looked drunk, “Do you have anything to say? I’m sorry.
I looked at him calmly, “Do you want me to strip?” I’m sorry.
“Damn,” doesn’t know where he came from, kicks a table in anger, and several walnuts fall to the ground.
“Put your hands off! I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
Under the loud music and flaunting light, I stripped it with a little bare hands.
walnuts are much harder than walnuts on the market.
My fingertips were cut through by a hard shell, blood came out, and I drew a tissue with my hand to wipe it off.
Then go on.
There are more and more tissues on the ground covered in my blood.
The cups on the booths were replaced and the laughs were whispering, and they all looked at me.
My fingers have been bloody.
“Su Kaino. I look up.
He was looking at me, and I looked up, and he threw my face at me, and he took the beer from the table, and he drank it.
Pretend you can’t hear me.
I called again, “Suh Kano.” I’m sorry.
He doesn’t look at me, he’s impatient, he says. I’m sorry.
“There’s no tissue. Can you get me a bag? I’m sorry.
He threw a glass of wine in his hand at the table, turned his head and looked at me, “Is that what you’re saying? I’m sorry.
I don’t know where he gets angry, and I look at him with frown.
He bit his teeth, “No paper towels, lick it! I’m sorry.
Blood continues to see through the fingertips, and I rub my skirt.
The white dress, the red blood stains on it in a flash, and it’s enchanting.
I heard the girl who was going to eat walnuts saying, “Is she sick?”
Then bang.
Tsui Kaino smashed the bottle by his hand.
The glass fragments were splattered with alcohol.
The girl screamed, “Ano, what’s wrong with you…”
Seo Kano stood up in black, “No point, go. I’m sorry.
I’m not moving.
Suh Kano yelled at me, “Are the walnuts gone? I’m sorry.
I stood up calmly, but the next second of my extreme dizziness blackened my eyes.
It’s like the sound of sarcasm at the loss of consciousness.
“Cow, so hot, so hot, so hot, so called. I’m sorry.
“It’s either Ono’s first licking dog.” I’m sorry.
Two.
And that’s not why they said that.
Tsui Kaino has never been afraid to say to his brothers in front of me, “There’s no need for a double. I’m sorry.
At this point, they brush their heads at me.
I just sit quietly and don’t cry.
I’d rather be a double.
I behaved nicely by his side, but Seo Kano also bothers me.
He left me on the side of the road in the middle of the night when it rained.
“You don’t look like her anymore. Leave me alone. I’m sorry.
I said, “I’ll think of something else. I’m sorry.
“Sick.” I’m sorry.
He drove the dust away.
I haven’t been to him for about three months since that time, and he showed up in front of me.
“It’s not about finding a way? I’m sorry.
And I said, “Think about it. I’m sorry.
He dragged me into the car, “Come with me to a place.” I’m sorry.
Since then, I’ve been around Seo Kano again.
One night, his friend called me. “Ano passed out. I’m sorry.
When I arrived, Seo Kaino lay on the couch in a white state as if he was not breathing.
Like dead.
Humming, I’m completely blank.
My tears stopped when his heart was beating in the past.
“He cried like he was dead. Don’t worry, he was drunk, not dead. I’m sorry.
But I’m not sure.
He was sent to the hospital for a heart check.
I spent the night with Seo Karano.
He woke up before me, watching the phone.
His brothers filmed me last night as if I were crying, and sent it to the crowd.
“So afraid I’m dead? He asked me.
I lift my hand to feel his heartbeat, for a moment, for a moment, clear and strong.
Seo Kano said, “I’m fine with a new heart. I’m sorry.
My eyes faded in an instant.
That heart beats under my palm.
This heartbeat has belonged to someone else.
3
When I woke up in the hospital, I wasn’t expecting Seo Kano.
The nurse came over to give me a temperature check.
Wounded fingers for walnuts have been wrapped.
Tsui Kano didn’t come to see me.
A month later, his brothers suddenly launched a bet.
“The chicken is coming back, bet on it, and it’s time for this double to be around Ono. I’m sorry.
“A week. A month. Three months. I’m sorry.
The chicken is Seo Kano’s white moonlight.
In the evening I got a call from Seo Kano, “Driving to the airport to pick up someone.” I’m sorry.
When the chicken saw me, he measured me from head to foot.
“It’s a bad imitation. I’m sorry.
“Ano made you follow so long. I’m sorry.
I drove quietly and didn’t answer her.
While the car was waiting for the red and green light, the chicken looked at me through the mirror.
“I hear you’re the one who pursued Ono. I’m sorry.
“Your boyfriend died in a car accident before that. I’m sorry.
“Ano also had a heart surgery at that time. I’m sorry.
4
I stepped on the brakes.
The chicken in the back seat was not wearing a seatbelt, and the man went crazy and hit his head in the front seat.
“You’re sick! Can you drive? I’m sorry.
I pointed out the red light, “If I hadn’t, you wouldn’t have had a chance to talk to me. I’m sorry.
She was so angry that she tied her seatbelt and started making makeup.
She finally quieted down in the back drive.
To the box.
The moment the door was pushed, the eyes of all those inside were focused.
They took me up and down, and then they started laughing.
“A forgery is a forgery, and when it comes to the truth, it is as bad as it looks. I’m sorry.
Laughing.
And the chicken snuggles me, and it’s full of sarcasm.
Tsui Kaino is not always the same today as usual, with his usual vagrancy, his white shirt, and his back and back.
He deliberately left a place behind.
I used to sit there.
Now the chickens walk through.
I turned around and wanted to go.
He called me, “Did you leave?” We’re gonna have a drink later. You’re gonna take the chicken back. I’m sorry.
I remember the last time he had fainted, I looked at his heart and wrinkled.
“Don’t drink too much. I’m sorry.
His brother laughed again.
“I can’t figure out where I’m going. I’m sorry.
“It’s been a long time since I was a double. I’m sorry.
I’m going to sit in the corner and take out my cell phone and have fun.
There’s a lot going on over there, and there’s a proposal for a genuine adventure.
I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, or if those people did it on purpose to set up the chicken and Seo Kaino.
The bottle’s mouth was pointed at the chicken three times in a row.
The last two chickens chose the truth.
The first time someone asked her, “What’s this for?” I’m sorry.
The chicken said, “For a man. I’m sorry.
It’s all mixed up.
The second time she was asked, “Is that man here? I’m sorry.
Chicken ears are red, “in. I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you just report Ono’s identity card? I’m sorry.
“Oh, come on, it’s just a game. I’m sorry.
For the third time, the chicken wants to choose the truth.
It was stopped, “Only twice in a row, for the third one. I’m sorry.
The chickens have to choose big adventures.
“You pick a boy in the chair for a kiss. I’m sorry.
The chicken was red-faced and turned his head unhesitatingly towards Seo Kano’s mouth.
Two kisses are set.
I just looked up and looked at Seo Karano.
I don’t give a shit. I’m going to change my mind and I’m going to find the group that they voted for.
How long will this double last?
One day.
I choose.
“Oh, my God, who’s so tough? I’m sorry.
In a obscurant atmosphere, suddenly people spit.
“The voters are simple and the time is right?” I’m sorry.
They turned to me.
I put my phone out and looked up, “What’s the prize for winning? I’m sorry.
Suh Kano looked at me in the dark, “Apparently, what do you mean? I’m sorry.
“I’m not coming to you tomorrow. I’m sorry.
He bit his teeth off, and he said, “Why do you make that decision? I’m sorry.
I pointed to the chicken, “What if you throw her out? I’m sorry.
“You’re just a double. You deserve it? I’m sorry.
“Well,” I nod, “That’s what I win. I’m sorry.
Tsukano looks ugly.
No one was able to speak.
It took a while for someone to break the ice, and say, “You too, have a good game. I’m sorry.
They’re having another real adventure.
This time the bottle was pointed at Seo Kano.
“Ano, choose what?”
Suh Kano’s voice is still not very good, “The Great Adventure.” I’m sorry.
“Have fun? Then… the girl in the room, choose to kiss her. I’m sorry.
I saw Seo Kano turning around and hugging the chicken without hesitation.
Everybody’s clapping.
My stomach’s starting to burn, and I’m getting sick.
Then came a sting.
I’m in my stomach and I’m so pale.
I couldn’t last. I threw up in the bathroom in the box.
The pain in the stomach has only increased, and I’m sore that I’m convulsing on the floor of the bathroom that people are perplexed.
I think I saw Sooki.
Mine, Sugo.
5
I’ve been with Sioux since high school, and we’ve been in the same college together, working in the same city.
It was.
We should be able to have a good future.
When I graduated, I worked hard as an intern, often forgetting to eat.
If you’re hungry, you have a problem with your stomach.
One time I worked late, and I didn’t eat all day, and I had stomach problems, and the whole person was strangling.
I finished my usual medicine again.
Su-Chai, who came to pick me up from work, had a heart attack, poured me a glass of warm water, gave me a rest, he went to buy medicine.
He left for a while, and after a little comfort, I turned around and found his phone at the water machine.
I was worried he didn’t have cash, and I picked up his phone and I was going to go to him.
When we got downstairs, we found a lot of people on the other side of the road.
There are others who walk by me in haste and go to where the crowd gathers.
“There seems to have been a hit. I’m sorry.
The heart seems to have been ripped off.
I told myself not to think.
However, it is still uncontrollably moving in the direction of crowd gathering.
I saw Sioux.
He’s lying in a bloodbath, and he’s lying next to it.
Sioux! Sioux!
I ran to him crying.
He lay on the ground in blood, and I couldn’t hold him. I didn’t know where to touch him.
I want to call the police, I want to call 120, but my hands are out of my control, and my hands are shaking with my cell phone.
I can only cry to the crowd, “Please, help me, help me.”
Someone comforted me, “Little girl, take it easy. We’ve all called. I’m sorry.
There are people who are filming us with their cell phone, “This is a real love for a little couple.” I’m sorry.
Su opened his eyes and said, “Don’t cry. I’m sorry.
I cried harder, I wanted to hug him, but I was afraid to hurt him.
I can’t stop crying his name, “Suk, Suk, Suk, Suk…”
He raised his hand slowly and covered my face,
“Don’t let them film it. You’re getting married. I’m sorry.
The ambulance is next to us.
Medical personnel were carrying stretchers down.
Sooki’s hand slipped in front of me.
I’m reaching for it.
But I can’t feel his pulse.
“Don’t… Sooki, don’t…”
February 14th, 22:13, I still lost Su Viet.
Six.
The bathroom door was kicked and I saw Seo Kano.
He came in with the chicken and his brothers.
They looked down at me.
“I told you she didn’t get away with it, and now she’s trying to hurt her. I’m sorry.
“It’s pretty good, isn’t it? I’m sorry.
I sat on the wall with my stomach covered, and suddenly a cold water poured down from my head.
I had a chill, I looked up at Seo Kaino, who started it, and looked at me with cold eyes.
“It’s just a double. It’s a lot of play. I’m sorry.
“You don’t have any plastic bags. Disgusting. I’m sorry.
I’m in a bad mood to see where his heart is.
At this moment, I finally let go.
He only has the heart of Sook.
But it has nothing to do with Sook.
Sioux wouldn’t throw cold water at me.
I won’t have a fever in the middle of the night.
I won’t be allowed to do something for another woman.
I won’t drink on purpose.
He won’t let his friends laugh at me.
It won’t embarrass me.
I stood up, walked through them, headed towards the door of the box, and the water stain spread along my footsteps.
And when he was about to walk out of the door of the box, Seo Kaino yelled at me,
“It’s easy. Did I fucking let you go? I’m sorry.
I’m going out with determination.
Suh Kano’s roar came from behind me, “Now go away and don’t ever show up in front of me! I’m sorry.
I closed the door.
7
I went to see a psychiatrist.
After Sus Viet died, I had severe depression.
I’ve been in therapy.
Dr. Xu has always been my doctor.
I laughed at him and said, “Doc, how are you? I’m sorry.
“I don’t care, what matters is you’re okay. I’m sorry.
As I said, “I think it’s almost done, and I can already accept the fact that that man has nothing to do with Sooki.” I’m sorry.
And Dr. Xu suddenly had his head locked, “I don’t think so. I’m sorry.
“Somebody’s been holding something off. She can’t live. It was as if the spiritual pillar had suddenly collapsed and her world had been destroyed. I’m sorry.
“I’m so worried that one day you’ve been holding something off. I’m sorry.
I’m still smiling, “No, I’m fine right now. I’m sorry.
Dr. Xu exhales, “Let’s do the test first. I’m sorry.
The diagnosis remains severe depression.
Dr. Xu was frustrated, “You’re the best patient I’ve ever seen, but you’re also the least effective treatment. You’ve begun to make me doubt my professional ability. I’m sorry.
I went against him and comforted him, “No, I feel the doctor’s treatment is very effective. I’m sorry.
He laughed, “Whatever happens, I want you to come out and live.” I’m sorry.
8
I haven’t seen Seo Karano in a long time, and I’ve completely deleted his contact.
When it’s all right, we’ll go out with our best friend from South Creek.
Everything’s fine.
But Seo Kano appeared before me again.
In the afternoon, I was tired of shopping with South Creek and eating at a teahouse.
At mid-eat, Seo Kano and Hao came in.
There’s not a lot of people in the store today.
But Seo Kano chose my opposite position.
He sat side by side with the chicken, and when the dessert came to the table, the chicken sipped to his mouth.
The chicken occasionally fed him, and he spooned a small piece into her mouth.
The two of you love each other so much and so much.
I think I’ve had enough on the table. Ask Nan Creek, “Are you ready? Let’s go back. I’m sorry.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
When Seo Kaino’s table was gone, suddenly something broke.
Chicken screams, “Ono, your hand is bleeding! I’m sorry.
It occurred to me that, in the middle of the night, Seo Kano, even though he had been cut with a little knife, had to wake me up and bandage him.
He’s always ugly.
A man wants me to tie him a bow.
And then I learned a lot about how to tie up.
But this time, I didn’t go back to the restaurant.
9
Up until half the night, when I was thirsty, I woke up to fetch water and saw a dozen strange phone calls.
I drank the water and called back a past.
“Why don’t you answer the phone?” I’m sorry.
I just hang up.
He called again.
I pulled the number.
Another strange number called in.
It’s been a while since I’ve known about him.
Some paranoia in the bones.
I didn’t want my phone to get blown up all night.
“What do you want? I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you answer the phone? I’m sorry.
“The silence is on. I’m sorry.
He said, “I’ll find you no matter how late. I’m sorry.
That was before.
I did run it for Seo Kano for 24 hours.
A very good lick dog.
I said, “I’ll hang up if I’m okay. I’m sorry.
“I have a fever. I feel bad if you could come over. I’m sorry.
He said it was a post-operative after-effect.
So I used to be nervous every time I heard that he had a fever and was afraid of having an effect on his heart.
However, after asking the doctor, he said that it was only a reaction from the body immune system, which had nothing to do with the heart, and that I was not reassured.
“No time. Don’t forget what you said. I’m sorry.
I just hung up.
10
Seo Kano lies on the sofa, and a dozen cell phones are on the tea table.
Now, whatever number is changed to a simple number, it’s off.
He can’t accept it, he’s always been so easy to listen to, and one day he’ll ignore him.
He was angry, but he did not believe.
Everyone knows how much time it takes to lick him. How can he leave him?
It was not that he was found in the toilet in order to gain his sympathy.
But he had to punish her, who had just dared to say those words about leaving him.
So he threw her a bowl of cold water.
Later, when she left, he also spoke to her.
But it was not the first time he had said that she had not come back to lick him herself.
He always thought, this time, it should be the same as any one of them.
I’m sure it won’t last for two days.
But two days passed and she didn’t move.
Two weeks have passed and she hasn’t moved.
A month has passed, and he can’t help but call the right number and find out he’s been hacked!
He could not tolerate such a situation, and then deliberately asked about the convenient journey, knowing that she had gone to tea in the afternoon, and then followed the past.
It was meant to be vague in front of her, waiting for her to get angry.
But she didn’t.
She’s gone softly.
She just walked away!
The doorbell rings.
Xu Kano climbed from the sofa and opened the door.
He knew it would be easier to leave him alone and that he would not be able to come looking for him if he had a fever.
Open the door and the one who comes is the chicken.
The chicken’s afraid, “I heard you had a fever, okay? I’m sorry.
“How are you? Suh Kano lies disappointed back on the couch.
The chicken will bring out the medicine, “I’ll get you a glass of warm water, you take it. I’m sorry.
“Don’t eat. I’m sorry.
“If you don’t like your medicine, I’ll make you a cup of ginger tea and drink your sweat and burn. I’m sorry.
“Don’t drink. I’m sorry.
The chicken was so quiet, she whispered, “Do you want to come and take your medicine?” I’m sorry.
“Ano, you used to love me the most. I’m sorry.
He was lying down, his arms on his forehead, covering most of his face, and his voice was boring.
“Sorry, I don’t know. I’m sorry.
I heard the unsure answer and the chicken was suddenly excited.
“She’s just my double. You’ve been tormenting her. You can’t like her! I’m sorry.
“You’re just used to her existence, and now I’m back, and slowly you’ll forget her and get used to me. I’m sorry.
Suh Kano is silent.
“You think it’s easy to be nice to you because you like me? I’m sorry.
“She treated you like a double, just like you. I’m sorry.
Seo Kano opened her eyes, “What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“She had a long first love before and died in a car accident. He signed a donation agreement for human organs. I’m sorry.
“and you had a heart transplant at that time. I’m sorry.
Bang.
Everything on the table was turned over.
Eleven.
The next evening, the chicken suddenly contacted me.
“Ano doesn’t even want to take her medication, and now she’s burned. Come and talk to her. I’m sorry.
“Don’t go. I’m sorry.
I just hung up on the horn and another call came in.
This time, Ono’s brother, “Why are you so mean? At least you’ve been with Ono for over a year, and now he’s got a fever. I’m sorry.
I hung up.
Subsequently, seven or eight calls were made, almost all of which were made by Xu Kaino ‘ s brothers, who called to say that I had no conscience.
No one remembers how Seo Kano tortured me.
The chicken called me again. “Ano just said his heart hurts. I’m sorry.
I paused, “Send me the address. I’m sorry.
But when he was found, he sat on the couch unharmed.
The chickens, including the brothers who used to bomb me on the telephone, sat around and looked at me with a funny look.
It was the chicken who spoke first.
“You always believe this time, don’t you? I’m sorry.
Tsukano’s face was blue, and the glass on the table was crushed to pieces.
“Just in time, how dare you take me as a double. I’m sorry.
I’m not surprised he knows about this. I just hate it when he makes fun of his heart.
“Don’t do this again. It’s childish. I’m sorry.
“It’s none of your business,” he filmed his heart, “I buy things with money, I do what I like!” I’m sorry.
Suh Karano seems to be out of control, and the whole person becomes hysterical.
I knew that he was paranoid.
How can he be proud of himself as a double?
He’s the only one who used me as a double.
He might be mad at revenge.
But I’m not afraid.
I have nothing to lose.
I’m going.
Suh Karano picked up a cup of tea and hit me precisely on the forehead.
“Just in time, you wait and you won’t get over it. I’m sorry.
There’s blood on my forehead.
I punched my fist and finally let go and turned away.
12
South Creek drugged my wounds while spitting.
“Suh Kano is not crazy. I’m sorry.
I’m not talking.
“You should be careful. I’m afraid he’ll do something harmful to you. I’m sorry.
I noded her head.
And then South Creek looked at me and stopped talking.
I smiled, “I remember, I’ll go to Dr. Shaw tomorrow. I’m sorry.
South Creek holds me in arms, “Remember, there’s more than you in the world, and I’ll be with you anyway. I’m sorry.
“You have to get better soon. I’m sorry.
But the diagnosis at Dr. Xu’s is not very positive.
Severe depression has not improved.
Dr. Xu’s eyebrow is almost twisted, “You’re in worse shape than last time. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know what could destroy your spiritual support, but I hope that never happens. If it does happen, right now, I hope you can make it. I’m sorry.
I looked, “Thank you, Dr. Xu. I’m sorry.
After Dr. Xu left, I began to feel unsettled.
Back home, Seo Ka-no was found standing in front of my house.
There’s a manic breath and a heavy smell of wine all over the body.
12
I ignored him and wanted to open the door.
He dragged me over, and the kiss forced me down, and the heavy saliva hit me.
Some embarrassing memories come out.
My body began to tremble uncontrollably.
Almost unconscious. I took out the knife in my bag.
The knife pointed to his heart.
As I was about to stab, my confusion began to awaken and my movement stopped.
Seo Kano also noticed. He let me go.
Hold my hand with a knife, and the red eyes stare at me, “Come on, stab me. I’m sorry.
I tried to take my hand back and he took my hand and stabbed it in.
The knife has cut through the clothes.
I drew my hand, “Suh Kano, what is wrong with you? I’m sorry.
Suh Kano smiles at his heart, “Do you care about it? Do you think that as long as it’s still dancing, Sooko still exists? I’m sorry.
“I tell you, he’s dead already! Su’s dead already!”
“There was another person who was with me that day for a heart transplant, and he was the donor of the heart of Sook. I’m sorry.
“And he, after the operation, was exorcised, dead! I’m sorry.
“Sioux is long gone! I’m sorry.
My blood coagulates in an instant, and his words are like blades that pierce my eardrum.
My brain’s buzzing. It’s a mess.
“Shut up, Seo Kaino, shut up…”
I don’t want to hear him again. I want to open the door.
But in any case, no locks, keys once, twice, three times… fall out of my hands.
I picked it up again and again.
“Look, look! That’s proof that Sus Viet Nam didn’t exist! Suh Kano left all the paper evidence he found in front of me.
It’s as if the words were in my eye.
In a moment, something collapsed in my body.
I’m an orphan, always alone.
I used to think that my life would probably be in the dark.
It was Sook who appeared, torn the cracks and let the light come in.
He’s got the best grades, and he’s dragged me to the bottom of the class, and I’m a hard-on to get my grades up to the top.
After the exams, he gave me an assessment and chose a specialty for me.
I knew he had chosen the same school as me when the letter of admission came down.
I cried at the time, and with his grades I could have chosen a better university.
He simply said that his chosen profession was a good combination of conditions in this school.
He also took me to see his parents, saying that they were all supportive of his choice, in order to keep me free of the psychological burden.
I always thought I was dragging him.
So I worked very hard at the university to get all the scholarships.
I have also worked hard to obtain a conversion to a large company.
I’m a little closer to Sue.
When happiness is at hand.
Sue’s gone.
Lighthouse out.
After learning that he donated his organs, my world rekindled a flame.
I thought, as long as the heart was still beating, I could keep going.
But now everything has collapsed.
My eyes gradually became empty, and those words twisted into my eyes, and then swallowed me.
My five senses are starting to slow down.
The image of Seo Kano shouting in his eyes seemed to have been slowed down and played before me.
He grabbed my shoulder and shook my body, and he was yelling.
I can’t hear you.
It’s been a long time since it’s been heard in my ear. I’m sorry.
Wake up?
What?
I’m awake.
13
I’m in hospital.
South Creek has been with me.
There’s another guy who wants to see me every day, but is stopped by South Creek.
I’ve seen him a few more.
I don’t know who he is.
I only know South Creek.
Today he’s back again, blocked by South Creek.
But there seems to be some trouble today, and in order not to let him see me, he forced South Creek down.
I ran to the restroom to watch TV.
The patient I watch on TV with is already sitting there.
I watch only one episode on TV, and I like to repeat the episode of the hostess jumping off the cliff.
At first I was afraid he would let me watch the next episode, and then when I repeated the same episode, he looked at me and said nothing.
Still today, I saw this episode of the hostess jumping out of the building, and I was going back to the ward.
But thinking that he could only watch this episode with me every day, it was so pathetic that I decided to write him a story.
“When the mistress jumped off the cliff, a wife would pick her up and raise her, and when she was well, she found out she was pretty and sold her to the green house, making a fortune. I’m sorry.
The man turned to me, “That’s not what you said yesterday. What you say is, “The hostess jumped off the cliff and fell in half, and a crane was taken to the sky as a maid of the tower.” ‘Cause the hostess is pretty, and she’s in love. When he found out, he tried to kill him while he hated him and tried to get her out of the palace. I’m sorry.
I blinked, “Did I talk to you yesterday? I’m sorry.
He nodded his head.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
I’m used to it. I can’t remember.
I was told to take my medicine.
The little nurse told me, “Your friend seems to be arguing with that guy down there. I’m sorry.
I swallowed the colored medicine and looked down.
South Creek did fight with that man, and it looked exciting.
The little nurse said, “If you want to go down, I can go down with you, but only for a little while. I’m sorry.
I shake my head, “No, South Creek won’t let me go. I’m sorry.
The little nurse said to me, “You’re the best patient I’ve ever seen. I’m sorry.
14
Downstairs.
Suh Kano begs South Creek, “Can you let me go up to see what’s right?”
South Creek looked at him with cold eyes, and he said, “It won’t help if you kneel down and beg me. Don’t forget, you’re the one who made it look like this. I’m sorry.
Seo Karano closes his eyes.
He was afraid to recall what the day looked like.
She doesn’t cry, she just sits on the floor.
It’s like a puppet without soul.
He didn’t know how much that would affect her.
He’s just trying to make her sad, trying to make her feel the same.
Then let her know that he had nothing to do with that Su Viet, that he was not a double, and that she could only like Seo Kano if she wanted to.
“Please, let me go up and see if it’s time. I’ll tell her the heart belongs to Sook. Even if she treated me like a double. I’m sorry.
South Creek laughs, “You’re getting back because you feel like you’re a double. You’re upset, aren’t you? I’m sorry.
“Did you forget that it’s not just a double you’ve been entertaining? You even tortured her of all kinds. Do you know, do you know…”
South Creek said, “You almost killed her by calling her to work for you in the middle of the night! I’m sorry.
Rain night.
Drunk hoodlum.
The alley.
It is time to be violated.
“If it hadn’t been for Sioux, she would have been dead. I’m sorry.
South Creek shed tears, “Now, this is how it’s supposed to be. Are you happy? I’m sorry.
Then get out of here! Don’t bother me anymore! I’m sorry.
The right to be violated …
Suh Karano kept shaking his head, leaning back, and his legs were soft, and he fell directly on the ground.
It would have been appropriate for him to make a phone call in the middle of the night and to have her go out.
15
I had nightmares again.
He was getting excited when I struggled when the drunks dragged me into the alley.
The rain mixed, my clothes torn.
Raindrops on my skin, and I’m shaking.
I cried and prayed, “Please, let me go. I’m sorry.
“Please… I’ll give you the money, please…”
But my crying and my begging for forgiveness made him more and more excited.
He brutally tore the last of my cloaks apart, and then he swayed on me while he strangled me.
It’s a disgusting bottle of wine coming at me.
A long and long torture, torn by beasts.
I can’t cry, I’m numb in the dirty corner.
I’m dirty too.
From dawn till the light shines.
Stop and start again.
Stop and start again.
Again and again.
And the beast finally left me, and he spitted on him, and said, “Who lets you wander out in the middle of the night? I’m sorry.
I thought, just die.
I don’t know.
“At times, at times…”
Someone keeps calling my name.
I tried so hard to open my eyes and I saw South Creek with red eyes.
“Are you okay?” She hugged me.
I found out that my face had been wet by tears.
I said, “Well, it’s just another nightmare. I told you about that dream. I’m sorry.
South Creek’s stiff, “It’s all right, it’s all a dream. I’m sorry.
16
I’m still in the hospital.
The man still stands downstairs every day.
But he never came up to South Creek again, and he didn’t have to do anything to stop him.
I’m still going to see the hostess’ show every day, and the men I watch TV with always do.
I’m going to make up the story for him every day, and he always says to me, “You didn’t say that yesterday. I’m sorry.
I don’t care what I said yesterday.
I’ve been in the hospital for a long time.
Long enough, I don’t like to watch the same set again, and I remember what I said yesterday.
I stopped making up the endings for the guy who watched TV together, and he asked me,
“When will you be discharged? I’m sorry.
I shake my head, “I don’t know, ask South Creek.” I’m sorry.
“What about you? I’m sorry.
He said, “Maybe a week earlier than you. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
I co-operate with all the treatments, take the pills on time.
Just one ordinary morning, everything came out in my head.
I took my medicine and watched those who came down here day after day and said to South Creek in peace,
“Nan Creek, I’d like to go down and talk to him. I’m sorry.
South Creek stunned, and his eyes were red, “I’m with you. I’m sorry.
I shake my head, “No need. I’m sorry.
I walked downstairs and he saw me.
But he didn’t dare come over and just looked at me.
I called him “Suh Kano.” I’m sorry.
It seems like he’s been locked up and staring at me like he can’t believe it.
“I want to talk to you. I’m sorry.
It took him a long time before he pulled his legs at me.
Not far away, and flat, but he fell twice.
He rises from the ground and stands before me, panicping like a child who has done something wrong.
“At times, you, you remember? I’m sorry.
I nod, “Maybe. I’m sorry.
He immediately took it wrong and slapped himself several times, “I’m sorry, I’m wrong. I shouldn’t have done that shit ever since. Please forgive me. I’m sorry.
I shake my head back, “I won’t forgive you. I came down to tell you not to come back, let’s live our lives. I’m sorry.
17
But I don’t think Seo Kano listened.
He still appears downstairs every day.
I don’t give a shit about him, and I cooperate with him every day.
I know the man I watch on TV with is Yu Yung-sung.
Since I stopped watching the same set of TV shows, he occasionally brings me some weird little things.
Strange, but really funny.
Today, he brought some rubber people who could put them on the wall and then flip on their own.
I threw six little people into the wall at the same time, holding on to their chins and looking down at them.
I said, “Congratulations, I’ll be out next week. Congratulations. I’m sorry.
It’s calm to say, “Congratulations. I’m sorry.
“You must also take your medication and cooperate with the hospital to get out of the hospital soon. I’m sorry.
I said, “I’ll be out tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“…no more games. I’m sorry.
He plays better than me every time he’s playing games with Ji Yung-sung.
I thought I’d win him out once, but I didn’t think I’d fall behind.
Look at me, look at me and laugh, “It’s okay, I’ll pick you up. I’m sorry.
“No, not at all. South Creek can give me a ride. I’m sorry.
18
On the day I got out of the hospital, Seo Kano was watching the flowers downstairs.
He looks mature and steady.
South Creek told me he’s been learning to take over his father’s company.
“Congratulations on your discharge. Suh Karano came to hand me the flowers.
South Creek just helped me get back, “As long as you don’t show up at the right time, you’ll be the best. I’m sorry.
Suh Kano is still insisting, “You can call me if you need help. I’ll help you.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t turn back and close the door.
I’ve been resting at home for half a year, and I’m going out to get a job.
But when I learned that I had a special medical history, every company responded to me.
“I’m sorry, Miss Jane, but you may not meet the recruitment requirements of our company. I’m sorry.
Then I got a call from Seo Karano, “Tokishi, you’re looking for a job, you can come to my company…”
“No, thank you. I’m sorry.
If I hang up the phone, I’ll put on my resume. South Creek told me not to push too hard.
I smiled and pinched her face, “Thank you, I’m throwing my resume tonight. I’m sorry.
South Creek was funny and good, and stomped and stressed, “I’m serious! I’m sorry.
After a long time without water, I finally received a telephone call for an interview.
But I waited a long time in the company’s conference room and the interviewer was delayed.
When I thought I might not have had a chance, Guangsheng appeared at the door.
“I’m sorry, I just took care of something so long. I’m sorry.
I looked at him with my eyes wide open, and I heard the man who was with him calling out to him, “Gou.” I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
“It’s a company run by Gu Sung-sung? “The amount of noise in South Creek almost turned the company upside down.”
I drank tea nod.
“Then why is he in the hospital?” I’m sorry.
“To be precise with his grandmother. The man who was sick was his grandmother, who only brought in the same clothes as her, so he was forced to change them, and we misunderstood him. I’m sorry.
“So you’re in?”
I nod my head, “Well. I’m sorry.
19
It’s not as good as the company that enters the view.
There’s no secrets in the company. I’ve just been in the office for a week and my colleagues know my medical history.
But no one dared to embarrass me.
Because it was clear that I was recruited.
The only thing that bothers me is the view.
He took me personally, to say the least, but he was selfless.
I’ve been scolded for my blood many times.
“Is this what I have repeatedly stressed to be mindful of, why or wrong? I’m sorry.
“Sorry, I’ll pay attention next time. I’m sorry.
“The loss has already been caused, and the deduction of half a month’s salary will serve as a warning. I’m sorry.
But I don’t hate the view.
I can tell what’s good or bad.
I know he’s good for me, and with his hard work, I’m really growing up fast.
Cook him, he asked for a teacher’s fee.
I don’t remember how many meals I made for Gu Sung-gang after work today.
He ate a bite, frown, “The sugar seems to be too much, too sweet. I’m sorry.
I brought the dish straight to myself, “Do you like it or not? I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and he laughed, “Just in time, you’ve got guts. I’m sorry.
I was very careful to take care of his taste at first when I was cooking for Gu Yeng.
Every one of them asked him if it was salty or light, and then he wrote it in his heart and told him next time.
Now I’m ignoring him.
“It’s next, class, time and time. I’m sorry.
He lost his head and then ate all the grubs and then packed the dishes and washed them.
Day by day.
By the company’s annual meeting, I’ll climb up the ladder and put a color belt on the office.
The ladder guy went to the bathroom for a while. I didn’t notice. He leaned back.
I’ll take the stairs with me.
The sound of screaming in the ears.
I’m in the hospital again.
Fortunately, however, the ladder was short and caused only bruises and bruises.
I sat in the dispensary waiting for my colleagues to pay for my medication, and I saw Yusheng rushing towards me.
I didn’t have time to ask him why he was here.
People are suddenly held tight, “Why are you so careless? I’m sorry.
I stopped, “Chu.”
He said, “Let me hold for a second. I’m sorry.
At that moment, all the voices in the ears seemed to be amplified to the limit, so that they heard the cries of the children in their ears and the parents’ anger.
But it seems like you can’t hear anything.
I’m reaching out to push him away.
His low-pitched voice again, “Give me a chance, now. I’m sorry.
“Let me chase you.”
Or did I push him away with my lips?
He was the first to let me go, and I found his eyes red.
I whispered, “You know why I’m in the hospital? I’m sorry.
“I’m really sick. I have an unforgettable lover. I used to, “I bit my lower lip, “I was attacked. I’m sorry.
“I’m normal as you see me now, but I’m not sure what’s going to make me sick again. I’m so full of shit, I don’t deserve it. I’m sorry.
He raised his hand and covered my eyes, “Never denigrate yourself. You’re worthy of someone who likes you. I’m sorry.
“I like you, whatever you are. I’m sorry.
I suck my nose and my eyes are wet.
Fortunately, his hand covered my eyes and gave me a place to hide.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
I said, “I haven’t left Sooku yet. It’s not fair to be with you. I’m sorry.
He pulled his hand back and rubbed my hair, “I was just chasing you, and I didn’t get you to promise to be with me right away. I’m sorry.
“If you’re ready to go one day, remember to come to me, okay? I’m sorry.
Hospitals have come and gone, and the sound of noise has been heard, but this corner of the scenery has been filled with calm and calm.
I nod my head, “Okay. I’m sorry.
There’s always a spring when the flowers bloom.
20
Office building.
The assistant walked into Seo Kaino’s office and said, “General Seo, Miss Jane fell down the stairs and was injured. I’m sorry.
Seo Kano stood up from his position, “Where’s the hospital? I’m sorry.
The assistant takes out the phone, “Do you want to look at this picture first? I’m sorry.
The hospital’s dispensary will be in a very brief position.
Like holding a treasure.
Tsui Karano sits back in his position, leans on his head for a long time.
The assistant also reported, “Mrs. Hair’s here again. Would you like to see her? I’m sorry.
“Not seen. Tell her how much you want, as long as you don’t come to me. I’m sorry.
The assistant noded, “And, Mr. Seo, there are reports from the hospital that your heart is in bad condition and that you need to be hospitalized as soon as possible, otherwise follow-up may affect your normal work and life. I’m sorry.
“No need. You don’t report this to my parents. I’m sorry.
“But General Seo, your body…”
Suh Kano rubbed the heart of the invisible and swayed to his assistant, “I know my own body. Did he find out?”
The assistant stunned and then said that he was asking about the man who had violated Miss Jane.
“It turns out he was released a week ago, but he seems to have been sent in for another crime, this time for life, allegedly.”
The assistant was careful to look at the general eye, “it’s a general hand pen. I’m sorry.
Suh Kano looked down and laughed, and there was a weeping line.
The assistant’s silently out of the office.
After a long period of time, Seo Kano raised his head and cleaned up his emotions and called him.
“Hello. I’m sorry.
“Sorry, right now, really, sorry. I’m sorry.
He said, “Be happy in the future. I’m sorry.
“And, bye.”
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Keep your eyes on the road.
