In a black dream
The twin sister is a genius, but I’m even.
I’m still working on the question for the exam #211.
She has already sent Qinghua.
Mom and Dad said behind my back:
“It’s the same birth. It’s a big gap. I’m sorry.
Relatives sarcastic me:
“The child’s gift is not good enough for her. I’m sorry.
Then even my friend and friend opened her up.
“Even your own sister is jealous. You’re terrible. I’m sorry.
Sister laughed at me:
“You’ll never win me.” I’m sorry.
“Take it, sister. I’m sorry.
But I don’t want to die.
One.
It’s a lunar spring.
The classroom was loud and quiet the second Kang Moon entered the door.
“My name is Kang Moon, a new student and a twin sister of Kang Ying. I’m sorry.
After she had said it, she was smiling and waiting to be asked a million times –
“But you two don’t look alike? I’m sorry.
“Yes, she’s so ordinary, you look so good!” I’m sorry.
“Do the twins look so different?”
The captain tried to remember, and finally he slapped his hand:
“Gang Moon, are you the author of the year of last year’s Literary Gold Prize? I’m sorry.
“That’s a book I wrote when I was 13. I’m sorry.
“It’s amazing. I’m sorry.
The captain even praised me again.
“No wonder Kang Yeung wrote so well, he must learn from you, too? I’m sorry.
I choked my heart and didn’t talk.
Suddenly, ridiculously weak, almost swallowed me.
I can’t count anymore.
As soon as Kang-moon appears, show her amazing talent.
I’ve worked so hard to get what I’m getting, and I’m gonna get carried away.
Ever since I was a kid.
Two.
I look different from Kang-moon when I was little.
She’s soft and white and I’m thin and black.
I was three or four years old, and I was in shorts with my vests and I was in the yard, reading people’s books.
She’s already working on it.
Take care of your long hair.
“It’s time to be bald. I’m sorry.
She took a look at me and said, “Americans are going to grow up when they’re little. I’m sorry.
Kang-moon is like the leading actress in the novel.
Whatever it takes, it’s gonna work.
But I couldn’t keep up with her.
One night I went out to pour water and heard my parents whispering in the room:
“It’s the same birth. It’s a big gap. I’m sorry.
I was standing outside the door, and I was swallowed up by a sudden surge of pain and helplessness.
Junior, I took the second place in the essay competition.
It’s hard for Mom and Dad to commend me for putting down Kang-moon.
She stood by and smiled with contempt.
Two months later, she published Months, and received an award.
A journalist came to the house with a microphone and she laughed and was interviewed.
It was only after they had gone that they lifted up their eyelids and looked at me without heart.
“In the face of talent, it’s not worth it. I’m sorry.
Kang Moon won’t let me cover her in any way.
Having realized that, it took me a lot to get Mom and Dad to agree to a different high school.
But a year later, she came after me.
3
Kang Moon transferred to the second week and ran into the moon exam.
I lit the lantern to get first, and she took it so easily.
On the day of the grade, the list was full of people.
There was a lot of talk.
“First place – Kang-moon, who is better than Kang-Yeung? I’m sorry.
“Please, how can Kang-Yeung compare with Kang-moon? I’m sorry.
The other person knew the look of the inside.
“The talent and character are so far apart that Kang-Yeung has not been able to match her sister in all respects since she was a child. I’m sorry.
I stood outside the crowd, listened quietly for a while, turned around.
It’s not like I’m going to have to do this.
“Where are you going?” I’m sorry.
“Go back to study. I’m sorry.
He looked behind me and said, “Your number one has been robbed.” I’m sorry.
“…”
“Your annoying sister? I’m sorry.
He put his hand in my face and put it in my face, “Don’t be unhappy, smile, I’ll take care of her.” I’m sorry.
Zhou Huai is my boyfriend.
I’m the same age as him, but he’s out of grade, higher than me.
At first, I didn’t promise him a confession.
Because I think love will affect my studies.
As a result, a whole self-study thing that bothers me was solved by him.
He covered our faces with books and smiled at me:
“What’s up? Talk to me, can 24 hours do your free tutor. I’m sorry.
“24 hours”?
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
He’s right, “If you have any questions, even if I fall asleep in the middle of the night, I’ll get up and answer you.” I’m sorry.
Zhou Huai and Kang Moon are the same.
Genius.
No effort is needed to achieve results beyond reach.
I asked him why I liked him.
“Because I feel like I’m a normal person. I’m sorry.
At the time, Zhou thought with his chin lit up, “But I don’t think you’re normal.” I’m sorry.
“The way you’ve been working all the time, all the time. I’m sorry.
A whole year in high school.
I’m always the last one to go after the late school.
Zhou Huai said that he had been watching me for a long time.
In retrospect, from childhood to age, whether parents or relatives.
They seem to only see Kang-moon in their eyes.
It’s hard to be rewarded, even seen, in her genius halo, no matter what I do.
Zhou Huai was the only one who saw me.
4
I said to Zhou Huai, “I’m not good enough to test her.” I’m sorry.
“You stay out of this, I’ll take care of it myself. I’m sorry.
I guess that sounds a little weird, and he’s obviously a little upset.
But I instinctively didn’t want him to get close to her.
Ginger Moon’s body seems to have a magical power.
It’s like a powerful hostess.
All the people she’s been in contact with will have a crush on her.
All the difficulties she wanted to achieve could be achieved.
Thinking of her strange words and gestures as a child.
I even felt that she and I were not an age person.
The second month Kang Moon came, my best friend stood by her side.
“I think you’re too mean to your sister, she’s a good and kind person.” I’m sorry.
What kind of activity did the class have in mind?
And then naturally isolated me.
That afternoon, the language teacher suddenly called me into the office.
She asked me, “Is there a misunderstanding between you and your sister?” I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
“If not, why did you copy her? I’m sorry.
The lights were on the top of the head, and there was some buzzing in the ears.
For half a day, I tried to swallow it, and it was hard to say:
“What did you say?”
She flipped out two pieces of paper in front of me.
I wrote one, and the other one is Ginger Moon.
It’s almost identical.
This was supposed to be for the national essay competition.
It’s a very big game, and if you get the gold prize, then some top-of-the-art college examinations, you get 30 points.
How can I copy Kang Moon?
“Why can’t Kang Moon copy me?” I’m sorry.
“King Ying! I always thought you were a steady student. Why did you learn to lie? I’m sorry.
The teacher shouted,
“Your sister can write literature when she’s 13, she copys your writing? I’m sorry.
“You know, she’s been a few days ahead of you. I’m sorry.
“How can it be written at your level? I’m sorry.
I looked at her with disappointment.
It was only a month ago that she was encouraging me: “Be good.” I’m sorry.
“True gift is important, but hard work is the best for a student. I’m sorry.
And suddenly it feels ridiculous.
She concluded:
“I called back this part of you. Either rewrite one or this game, you don’t go. I’m sorry.
5
I walked out of my office with paper.
It’s nice and beautiful outside.
Around the corner of the corridor, Kang-moon is standing there waiting for me.
The smile on his face was always gentle: “Ying.” I’m sorry.
“What’s the teacher looking for you for? I’m sorry.
I didn’t care about her. Straighten up.
And for a moment, when she had gone astray, she lowered her voice and said to me, “Give up.” I’m sorry.
“This contest is the key point, I must take first. I’m sorry.
I stopped, turned around and looked at her face forever.
“I’ll write a better article and get that 30 points plus.” I’m sorry.
Kang-moon laughed.
‘You have no chance, Fung.’ I’m sorry.
“The sky is on my side forever. I’m sorry.
I didn’t hear much about the morning class.
In the language class, the teacher focused on Kang-moon and said that her essays were impressive.
“I hope that some of my classmates will take their minds seriously and do not do anything to destroy their future out of jealousy. I’m sorry.
She did not name her name.
But the whole class is watching me.
I’m still on my back and I’m looking straight ahead.
Someone whispered at the front desk.
“What a thick face. I’m sorry.
I’ve never been very flattering.
But he wasn’t so bad in class until Kang made the transfer.
She just came over a month and took everything from me.
I suddenly wanted to think about it.
I realized at this moment that I think I’m all but him.
But…
When I don’t see one or two lessons, I’m gonna get a crazy message.
Not once in the morning.
Six.
After school at noon, I’ll wait downstairs.
He’s got Kang-moon’s book.
I pretended to see nothing.
But at dinner, he said:
“I read your sister’s book. It’s got a lot of literature. I’m sorry.
I grabbed chopsticks and looked at him, “What do you mean?” I’m sorry.
He seems to have been laughed at as if I were the enemy: “Don’t be so nervous. I’m sorry.
“I just thought she was funny. I’m sorry.
At noon, I didn’t wait for Zhou Zhou.
So I went to the next senior school building.
He was supposed to come to me for dinner the first time and sat in the classroom.
And the man who sat on the desk in front of him against the light…
It’s Kang-moon.
She turned her eyes like moon teeth and smiled at him.
“I am a sister to you, and I will not blame her for any misunderstanding. I’m sorry.
The sun shines on the neck.
Too bright, I couldn’t see his face.
I can only hear his voice of pain and pity.
“But she doesn’t think so. She never treated you like a sister. I’m sorry.
“Why do you think of her so well? I’m sorry.
Kang Moon bit his lips and seemed to be touched by his words.
There’s a real sense of sadness and fragility in the eyes.
She softly asks, “Do you want to comfort me? I’m sorry.
Voice just dropped.
Zhou stretches her hand around her waist and pulls people off the desk.
The whole man fell into his arms and was buried in his chest with his head.
“Is this enough?”
“Not enough. I’m sorry.
Kang Moon shook his head, held his chest and kissed him.
I stood outside the window and watched it in silence.
It’s been half a day before you turn around and leave.
7
I haven’t looked for Zhou, and he hasn’t looked for me.
Until Friday after school.
I’m locked up in a small bedroom, in a world of words, trying to write a better article.
The door was blown.
“King Ying, get out of here! I’m sorry.
I dropped the pen and walked out.
It’s my mom’s nasty slap.
Beats me in my face and my mouth is full of blood.
And in the buzzing of my ears I turned my head.
“What did your sister do to make you so hate?” I’m sorry.
She scolded, “If it wasn’t for a cold day, would she be in your room all night? I’m sorry.
My eyes crossed her shoulder.
She fell on the back of Kang Moon, with tears on her face, and on her side.
Kang-moon was also wearing a tweaked coat with a scratch on his back and shoulder.
She smiled with tears: “It’s okay, I’m sure it wasn’t on purpose, maybe just to play with me. I’m sorry.
“And I’ve climbed out of the window myself. I’m sorry.
Ever since she was a kid, she’s always known how to provoke Mom and Dad.
My mom’s more angry.
“It’s time for your sister to speak for you. I’m sorry.
“KANG Ying, do you have a conscience? I’m sorry.
I laughed, “I had nothing to do with her. I’m sorry.
I don’t care. I’m turning back to my room and my wrist is being pulled by a man.
It’s Zhou Huai.
He stares at me and says, “Little liar.” I’m sorry.
“You told me yourself that you hated your sister. I’m sorry.
“You copied her essay to the contest and found out with hatred, so you want revenge on her? I’m sorry.
I looked down and fell on the hand that choked my wrist.
It’s my familiar touch and temperature.
We took many hands.
And when he passes between classes, he bends his lips, and swipes my hand in the glare of men.
Sometimes at night, Zhou Huai sneaks out of the next school building, knocks on the window and hands me a box of warm milk.
“Too much to learn. I’m sorry.
At the time, he looked up on purpose and was upset, “Your boyfriend didn’t see you. I’m sorry.
To make him happy, I reached out and scratched his hand.
Zhou had a red ear and coughed: “Well, hurry up and drink the milk, I’m going to go home and I’m not going to do anything. I’m sorry.
Now he’s squeezing my bones for my sister.
The eyes are filled with disgust.
My heart is sour, and my mouth is low: “You know that I only want to escape her shadow.”
“You are not as gifted as your sister, why do you want to step on her?” I’m sorry.
“KANG Ying, you’re really disgusting. I’m sorry.
8
In the evening, in order to appease Kang Moon, I was locked up in a dark storage room.
He had a low fever the following day.
I’ve had a hard time writing a new article because I’m so depressed.
After a month, the list was published, and my name and that of Kang Moon were on it.
She blocked me in a no-man’s study room: “Ying, don’t waste your time, you won’t get to the end.” I’m sorry.
Even with the usual smile.
But I still see her unhappy.
“Don’t bark. I’m sorry.
I said it in cold. Pull her out and get a box of milk at the school commissary.
Zhou Zhou had to pay for it.
I broke up with Kang-moon the other day.
Zhou laughed: “I should be the one who broke up.” I’m sorry.
But when I’m really far away, go back.
I saw him standing there looking straight at me.
And in the eyes, there’s a blind eye.
I don’t know.
Breaking up is a deal, but I can’t lie about my feelings.
In my life I’ll always match Kang Moon.
Zhou Huai was the first person to be full of me.
I thought he was special.
He was taken by Kang-moon.
In that case, I won’t.
There are rumors in school about Zhou Huai and Kang Moon.
But I don’t have time for this.
Because the final exam is coming.
I’m doing a lot of research to try first.
I’m lucky this time too.
It’s kind of out of line, but I’ve just seen it before.
I almost thought I’d get the number one back.
As a result, when the final chemistry test was nearing completion, the examining teacher suddenly appeared at the examination.
And then I was taken out and taken to grade school.
A couple of teachers were so serious about me.
“Student Kang Yeung, you’ve been reported to have stolen the papers before your exam. I’m sorry.
I’ve got a buzz in my head, and my subconscious wants to rebut, “I didn’t…”
“The whistleblower is your sister Kang Moon. I’m sorry.
“A witness saw you go to the teacher’s office after school. I’m sorry.
I realized what it looked like.
The hand on the side started shaking.
I put my other hand on it and I shook my voice, “Who is the witness?” I’m sorry.
Zhou Huai of the third and sixth class. I’m sorry.
9
In front of all the teachers, Kang Moon shed tears.
She said in red, “I’m my sister, I can’t watch her go astray…”
I’m not without an excuse.
But nobody believed it.
Especially after looking at some of the previous exams and finding out that I’ve done a lot of good things about it.
In the end, I was jailed for cheating and my grades were wasted.
Kang Moon is still number one, in the rocket class.
I was assigned the worst class.
Every day, the boys in the last row were shouting and were about to hear the teacher’s speech.
What’s even more ridiculous is that in the essay competition, the rematch that I put on, because it was found on the home page of a web account, it was declared invalid.
Kang Moon has entered the finals with the first in the rematch.
That’s her little number.
“I wrote it a few months ago, and because I wasn’t happy, it was on the trumpet…”
Faced with the interview, she smiled with a light smile, “I don’t know how she found it. I’m sorry.
“But anyway, she’s my sister. I’ll do my best in the finals with this one. I’m sorry.
My reputation has become indescribable.
Even the boys in the new class who never passed the exam mentioned me as a plagiarist.
“and cheating and copying, how can Kang-moon be so miserable, having such a sister. I’m sorry.
“Jealous, ugly people are weird. I’m sorry.
The finals are time-limited.
Kang-moon got the first message and went for a hot search.
The prize was given to a young man with red hair and blindfolds.
It’s said that the young master of Kyogi is Egawa.
This is his family’s sponsorship.
I watched the video and Kang Moon stood on the stage.
My mother pushed the door in and said, “Come out and eat. What are you looking at? I’m sorry.
Hands up and I found myself in tears.
I don’t know why.
I always feel like standing up there.
It was supposed to be me.
10
When Kang-moon returned to school, he brought back a man in addition to the championship trophy.
The young master Egawa has transferred to our school.
By his family relationship, he entered the rocket class free of test and sat at the table with Kang Moon.
I came to our class the next day and sat at the desk and watched me laugh so badly:
“You’ve been trying to drag your sister down? I’m sorry.
“I want to see the moon shine forever, so…”
“You are finished.”
I don’t really want to remember that day.
It’s like an endless, black dream.
KANG Moon knocked on the door of my bedroom and laughed, “Ying, let me tell you, your efforts will not bear fruit.” I’m sorry.
Zhou Huai Gao Cau ended up going north.
“I’ll be waiting for you in Beijing.” I’m sorry.
Egawa didn’t even look at him.
He’s been chasing Kang Moon, but she’s always light, and if he leaves,
“In this age, it is difficult to make class cross on its own. I’m sorry.
She said to Jiangchuan, “But I don’t believe in evil, I have to try it all myself. I’m sorry.
“So let’s wait till we’re equal. I’m sorry.
This is a very deafening statement for the young master, who has grown up to be a child.
He’s got a lot to do with Kang Moon, from admire to worship.
And I’m learning like a madman in the scorn of all.
But it was not possible to leave the worst class because of accidents.
My mom was up early to make breakfast for me and Kang-moon.
But she put peanut butter inside when she knew I was allergic to peanuts.
And didn’t tell me.
I’m not finished yet. I’m like something stuck in my throat.
“Mom, it’s like you’re not feeling well. I’m sorry.
The Kang Moon, sitting across from me, was anxious to speak, as if he was worried about me.
I saw her smile with satisfaction.
I opened my mouth and almost lost my voice: “It’s you.”
You did it on purpose.
Are you so afraid I’ll compete with you?
But the next thing I can’t say.
I’m suffocating, and I’m in a darkness.
Wake up in the hospital ward.
Outside the window is dusk.
I missed the interview.
Kang-moon took first in the interview, plus extra points, and went straight to Qinghua.
Eleven.
I’m glad to hear it.
He invited the whole school to Starbucks and left me out.
“How can the fire compete with the moon?” I’m sorry.
“Some people are born to stay in the mud forever. I’m sorry.
We all drank the drinks he asked, of course, in peace.
I asked my mother, “Why did you put peanut butter in the noodles that day? I’m sorry.
She couldn’t look me in the eye and whispered, “I forgot. I’m sorry.
And my father lamented me with a table, “I do not like to cook for myself! You are the usual.” I’m sorry.
I moved out of my house three months before the senior exam.
A small house was rented near the school.
The position was remote, and I went home every night to study myself.
I didn’t think about Kang-moon at all. I was just trying to brush things.
Stay up all night till your hair falls off.
It’s not like I’m having trouble giving up.
Qualifications for the competition were withdrawn and self-incriminating.
There’s no way out of this, there’s a high test.
People like me, trying for more than a decade, are on those thin papers.
My mom came to see me the night before.
She apologized, made a table for me and shot me on my shoulder: “Ying, cheer up. I’m sorry.
But I can’t eat it.
Before night sleep, I confirmed many cell phone alarms.
But the next day they woke up and they were turned off for no reason.
It’s a good thing that the biological clocks that I’ve been working on have woken me up at 6:00.
I checked the examination and the pocket, and I was ready to walk two kilometres away.
When you enter a quiet road, it’s dark.
The next second, the engine’s loud and sound is far and near.
A Ferrari brake, standing in front of me.
The driver pushed the door down, showed the flame red hair and laughed at me:
“Go to the exam?”
It’s as if the heart went into the abyss.
While I put my shaking hands behind my back, I wanted to take out the phone in the bag.
And he said, “It is also your day of high examination in Jiangchuan.” I’m sorry.
“Ooh, High Test.”
He smiled, “I can go to the best school if I don’t go to school, you think I’m like you?” I’m sorry.
There’s a terrible pain coming in, and I’m a second behind.
When he responded, he kicked him in the abdomen, the whole person fell to the ground and his cell phone flew out.
I struggled to stand up, but he returned to the car, restarted the car and accelerated to me.
“You want to go to high school? I’m sorry.
“If your leg breaks, climb to the exam. I’m sorry.
12
Ferrari’s tire ran over his ankle.
I think I heard a slight crack in the bones.
In the pain of near-death, I squeezed the ground, crawled a little bit forward and dragged a broken blood stain out of the ground.
Behind you is a wild laugh.
“It’s really crawling. I’m sorry.
“Fuck, it’s like a fucking dog. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I didn’t get a high school exam.
In the hospital, the broken calves were crucified, and the pain was so painful that they had to be shot every day.
I don’t even have the right to justice for myself.
Because I’m not a grown-up, these things are up to my guardian.
During this time, the police came.
In front of them, Jiangchuan apologized to me and then my parents chose to settle with money.
I leaned on the bed and watched them in peace.
My mom was probably a little guilty, so she couldn’t look at me. She was just down and cut apples:
“That’s the young master of the Gang family, with all his hands and eyes. And he’s a moon and a moon…”
The apple was passed to me.
“Why not just ginger moon?” I said. I’m sorry.
And then, like, “Back,” the apple fell from my dad’s hand.
He pointed at my nose and yelled, “Don’t be ashamed. I’m sorry.
“You’ve been cheating on me twice. I can’t afford to lose that guy on the test. I’m sorry.
I know.
The family of Jiangchuan has greeted him and has been able to rise again in a position he hasn’t moved in 10 years.
I also know that today’s work is done.
Kang Moon, it’s provincial.
The bottle contains a tranquilizer.
When they ran out of anger, I fell asleep in the gutter.
Half-dreaming, someone pushed the door in.
“Ah, so sad. I’m sorry.
It is the sound of Kang-moon, with undisguised malice and comfort.
“Isn’t it sad? Everything I’ve got now is yours. I’m sorry.
“Why are you so famous for being a girl? I’m sorry.
“I’m not happy. I’m gonna pull you down. I’m sorry.
I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn’t even move my fingers.
Until the closing of the door, her footsteps went away.
13
I had a dream the other night.
A wonderful dream.
The only child in the dream is Ginger, and there are no twins.
Since my childhood, my hard work has been commended by all.
It’s not only that, but it’s also very quick to reveal its literary talent.
Zhou Huai has been chasing me, but I’ve been told too many times I didn’t promise him.
I met Jiangchuan after I got first in the essay competition.
But because he’s too impolite.
I said to him, “When we are equal, let’s do it.” I’m sorry.
Jiangchuan has been following me constantly.
He finally touched me.
The rest of my life was so big and so big.
After the establishment of my own commercial empire, I wrote these years into a book and won an award.
The book, it’s called Years.
I don’t know.
I opened my eyes and found myself in cold sweat.
The scene in the dream is as real as it was.
Until Kang-moon’s voice was heard again: “Ying.” I’m sorry.
I looked up, and she stood at the door, dressed in a gorgeous dress and smiled sweetly.
“Remember? Today is our birthday. I’m sorry.
“Dad said that to celebrate my final exam, the birthday party was held with the promotion party. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, Ying, you can’t celebrate for me. I’m sorry.
Outside the door, someone knocked:
“Let’s go, Moon. Don’t be as ashamed as a dog. I’m sorry.
It’s Jiangchuan.
Ridiculous. He broke my leg, without responsibility, and he despised me.
A young man as tall as he is is a man’s life as a toy that can be vandalized.
I fell on my eyelashes and heard Kang-moon say, “Don’t say that.” I’m sorry.
“Ying is my sister. I’m sorry.
“Does it feel good to steal everything from me?” I’m sorry.
She looked at me in shock.
It’s like, “You know what? So what? I’m sorry.
“Now, everything you have is mine. I’m sorry.
She left it like she was afraid I’d say something ugly and put a skirt on the door.
I looked at empty wards and made a mockery of it.
“But you can only steal what you know. I’m sorry.
My brain, my mind, all the sparks I see that collide with inspiration, the creation I haven’t written.
Just give me a pen, everything is unknown.
Kang-moon knew the whole story and thought he was in control.
For her, the deadliest is unknown.
As for those who should have loved me in their dreams.
They are not objects, they have their own ideas.
It means I’m not the one who gets taken away.
I got out of bed with severe pain in my legs and ankles and moved step by step to the window.
In a garden-like yard of a private hospital, Kang-moon was wearing a silver-colored evening dress, walking side by side with Jianggawa.
On that car, the fire Ferrari, which almost crushed my calf, went to a big party for her.
She’s about to reach the extreme.
“But sister. I’m sorry.
I pressed the window and opened my mouth softly, “Don’t get too excited. I’m sorry.
14
When summer passed, I was discharged.
There’s plaster on his leg, but he can barely walk.
Kang-moon went to Beijing to go to college, and Egawa was sent abroad by his family.
I went to another boarding school and started reading again.
The first person to know in the new environment is my co-loop.
A big, well-known indent girl.
“King Ying, I’ll copy your homework. I’m sorry.
On the first day of school, after early school, she arrived late, carrying half a loaf of bread, and scratching my roll.
“No, it’s so hard, you made it all?” I’m sorry.
“Was it crazy to read again? I’m sorry.
I said calmly, “There was a car accident on the day of the examination.” I’m sorry.
“…”
She opened her mouth and noticed the plaster on my left leg.
“I can’t sleep. I’ll die.” I’m sorry.
“When will I change my mouth?” I’m sorry.
She said I’ll buy food and water and stuff for the sake of atonement.
Without Kang Moon, I kept pulling my people into her camp.
I suddenly found it easier to make friends.
Soon, Fang Gaeyu and I became good friends.
It’s probably the psychological shadow of the past.
I couldn’t bear to ask her about Kang-moon.
Fong Gae-yu doesn’t care: “It’s her fault your sister is no more, and I’m just a friend who doesn’t fit my eyes.” I’m sorry.
As if to verify her words.
On the eleventh holiday, Kang-moon came home and came to see me at school.
“Hello, I am Young’s sister Kang-moon. My sister has caused you trouble. I’m sorry.
Fang Gae-yu took a look at her and held my hands shaking behind my back:
“I don’t think she’s in trouble. Don’t put her hat on. I’m sorry.
“Is there something wrong with me?” I know, Ying always thought it was my fault that she didn’t go to college, but…
If you don’t finish, Fang Gae-yu will break it.
“Please excuse me, I’m allergic to green tea. I’m sorry.
15
When she got back to the dorm, she let go of my sweaty hands and started teaching me.
“Why are you so nervous? I’m sorry.
“Do you really think I’m gonna be turned against by your green tea sister? I’m sorry.
I was silent for two seconds and I asked her, “Don’t you think she’s beautiful? I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. Not as pretty as my brother. I’m sorry.
“She’s very sweet. I’m sorry.
Fong Gae-yu laughed: “It’s not nice to step on someone else’s face and put money on it.” I’m sorry.
I looked at her, and somehow I had an urge to cry.
It’s like the first time that people around me have chosen to be on my side after seeing Kang-moon.
I wasn’t planning on coming home, plus Kang-moon.
And I don’t want to disturb their family.
Fang Gae-yu warmly invited me to her house.
“My mom’s so nice, she likes little girls like you. I’m sorry.
“At the same time, you gave me a tutorial, and I didn’t even understand the cosine theorem…”
And then I met her brother at her house.
A man with long hair, beautiful and rash.
Fang Gae-yu told me before she came, that her brother was a bit of a narc.
“My name is Fong Jia Yi. I’m sorry.
He stopped me in the hallway and looked at me, “Your life seems to have been rewrited. I’m sorry.
I’m surprised to be there.
And after a moment, he said, “It is not my fate that can be altered. I’m sorry.
If that dream was in the hospital, it would have been my life.
So now I’ve jumped out of the original scene.
It’s time for me to write.
I barely went home this year.
It was New Year’s Eve.
Leave early the next morning.
My dad’s a middle-aged man, and he’s so proud of me.
My mom seemed a little lost, but Kang-moon said a couple sweet words and left me behind.
In this house, my place is always superfluous.
I was carrying a bag and wandering the streets without a destination.
It’s not nice to disturb Fang Ga-yu in New Year’s. I’m going to find a hotel to open the school dorm.
Then an Aston Martin suddenly stopped by the side of the road.
The window was opened and Fang Jia-chul was on the steering wheel and looked at me, “Let’s go, Fang Ga-yu has been at your house for half a day. I’m sorry.
I looked at him faceless.
“Don’t look at me like that. I’m sorry.
Fong Jia’s smile is growing, “I said I can see your life. I’m sorry.
Get in the car, pull the door, and I ask him:
“You said you could see, so what was my fate? I’m sorry.
Quiet in the car for a moment.
“A piece of black. I’m sorry.
He said, “But see the fire. I’m sorry.
16
My mom called the morning after the C.O.s came out.
“How long are you going to stay at your classmate’s house?” she said. I’m sorry.
“King Ying, you understand, your house is here! I’m sorry.
Before I opened my mouth, Kang-moon poured oil on the fire.
“Mom, don’t be mad. Maybe Ying hasn’t lived in a villa before. I’m sorry.
“How can you sell it to someone with light eyes?” I’m sorry.
I hung up the phone faceless and went out.
Fang Jia-chul’s car is waiting at the door.
“I’ll take you back. I’m sorry.
Before I said no, he said in time, “If there’s a fight, someone will give you a hand. I’m sorry.
When he showed up at home with me, Kang-moon clearly fainted.
It’s a person outside of her knowledge.
But after a moment, she used to smile: “I’m Ying’s sister Kang-moon. She should have mentioned me to you. I’m sorry.
“Ying’s mind is heavy. He’s staying at your house for the rest of his life. I’m sorry.
Fong Chao smiled: “I have read your book. I’m sorry.
“Seriously, it’s not like you can write it. I’m sorry.
Kang-moon’s smile was on his lips.
“You’re offended, I don’t think it’s funny. I’m sorry.
It’s an impeccable look.
Fong Jia looked at her, “What makes you think I’m joking?” I’m sorry.
“I’m serious. I’m sorry.
Kang-moon broke his guard.
For the first time, in the presence of a third person, she showed me her malice.
“King Ying, don’t you think bringing a man back is better than me? I’m sorry.
“This year, with your limited talent, you will learn again. I’m sorry.
“You’ll never beat me. I’m sorry.
It’s as if the bell was ringing for her.
The teachers in the suits are standing outside.
“Please, is this the home of Yuen Kang Yeung? We were recruited by Qinghua. I’m sorry.
The people in the back said, “Chang Ying, think about the North! I’m sorry.
I looked at Kang-moon’s incredible face and bended my lips.
“Don’t you believe? The power of hard work. I’m sorry.
17
Then I thought back about the year, and I felt full of emotion.
For this period, it is true that it is catching up with the seniors.
The scope of the examination has been modified, and much of what is learned has to be taken over again.
I had to do 12 cents.
I’ve done almost everything I can buy on the market.
The hardest part of the night was when I poured a dozen cups of ice and painted wind oil on the temple.
In a painful awakening, keep the brain running at high speed.
I’m number one for every test and test.
Man has never been an insurmountable divide in human talent.
“My sister, Kang-moon, always despised the effort. I’m sorry.
When I sat in the canteen, and said to her,
“She felt she could overcome everything with the Prophet first. I’m sorry.
“She felt that her gift to me was an insurmountable gap. I’m sorry.
“But in this world, learning is already a very small number of things that can cause a qualitative change on a quantitative basis. I’m sorry.
The results today are the best proof.
In the frightful eyes of my parents, I chose North China.
Then I went back to my room and packed, and Kang-moon locked me up.
She’s obviously in a hurry.
“Why don’t you go to Qinghua? You’re still afraid of me, afraid of competing with me. I’m sorry.
“You think it’s better to go to North China? As long as I speak to Jiangchuan, you’ll never turn your back. I’m sorry.
“Do you know how much he listens to me? He was supposed to be your most loyal dog. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, she’s got a great tone.
I finally packed my suitcase and looked at her.
“I’m not rare. I’m sorry.
18
After leaving, my mom called me a lot.
I didn’t answer any of them.
Then she started sending me a message.
“You’re so good and Mom’s so happy for you. I’m sorry.
“You can’t get along with your sister when the past is behind you. They’re in Beijing, and they can take care of each other. I’m sorry.
I always knew that in our house, Mom and Dad’s love was conditional.
Whoever is better, who is able to shine on their faces, they prefer.
When my father chose to settle privately with Jiangchuan for his future and my mother was silent.
I will no longer ask for their love.
I’m still busy this summer.
Busy with writing books, busy with studying codes and algorithms.
I’m a college major, reporting on computers.
Advances in science and technology, in a sense, can really change life.
I was separated from Fang Ga-yu at the airport the day before school started.
“I can’t leave you, I’ll go to Beijing to play with you when the training is over.” I’m sorry.
But when I arrived in Beijing, I found out…
You can meet Fong Chia anywhere.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
He put long hair behind his head, hugged a box of water and laughed at me: “The company gave you a grant for the new students of your school, and I’ll take a look.” I’m sorry.
“Do you need a boss to carry water himself? I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
He drops the water and breaks a bottle for me.
“I heard that Mr. Jiangchuan still greeted you abroad and said he didn’t want you to feel better. I’m sorry.
“I’ll see if anyone bothers you. I’m sorry.
I was silent for a moment, I broke the bottle and drank twice and went back to practice.
Fang Jia-chul stood by me patiently until the end of today’s military training.
I asked Fang Ga-yu before what her brother did.
“It’s like opening a company in Beijing I don’t know, my brother rarely comes home. I’m sorry.
“He used to cry when he was a kid and said he could see a lot of red silk on people. My mom was too busy to send him to a private home for two years. I’m sorry.
“A male nurse has been abusing him. I’m sorry.
“So he had a bad relationship with my mother and he wasn’t close to me. Ying, you seem to be the first person he approached. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
When I thought about it, I said, “You’ve always come to me and you’ve been helping me with Kang Moon and what’s the point?” I’m sorry.
“The purpose? I’m sorry.
He smiled with his eyes and said, “If you have to say the purpose…
“It’s interesting to see how a man can bring back a rewrited fate. I’m sorry.
19
Four years in my college, I’ve had little time to breathe.
In addition to the courses and the in-depth study of algorithms, novels are being published simultaneously in the most significant monthly magazines in both countries.
One is science fiction.
One is pure literature.
Interestingly, the type of literature can be created at the same time as pure literature.
The more I learn, the more I feel like there’s a fire in my heart, the more my mind boils, and the more my mind boils, the more I’m going to steam.
It’s Kang-moon, never take anything from me.
I have an amazing number of readers who really appreciate my work.
But it doesn’t seem worth it than Kang-moon.
Jiangchuan returned home early for her.
With the full help of her family, the company she had set up had quickly drawn up a large amount of financing and had been successfully listed.
She’s 23 years old. She’s worth billions.
The relationship with Jiangchuan is also on track.
That afternoon I came out of the library and met Zhou Zhou.
Although in the same school, North China is too big.
And he pursued Kang Moon relentlessly, and we rarely met.
I had no face, I was on my way, and he stopped me.
“Ying, I want to talk to you. I’m sorry.
And I laughed with laughter: “What can we talk about?” I’m sorry.
And then he came out of his bag with the one I wrote, “Cosmos Dizzy,” and he said, “Apologize to me and say I was wrong.”
“There’s a plot in it, the inspiration you told me about a long time ago. I’m sorry.
“So you wrote all those works that were convicted of copying and cheating? I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you defend yourself? I’m sorry.
My arms, my chests, and my eyes on him, were only funny: “Did I not argue?” I’m sorry.
“How many times have I told you you never believed me. Zhou Huai, your love is too cheap. I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and once again he looked at me with a blind eye.
I don’t have time for this.
Fang Jia-chul’s car is waiting outside the school door.
He said he was taking me to meet someone.
As a result, I was taken to the Jiang family, the family of Jiangchuan.
“…”
I wrinkled, and I said, “Don’t tell me that you’re being turned by that stupid dog in Jiangchuan. I’m sorry.
“Does he fit?”
He smiled, “Your readers want to see you.” I’m sorry.
I followed him behind the stairs.
See a woman sitting in a wheelchair smiling at me.
“Sensei Kang, my name is Jiang Tai-Ye, and I am the half-sister of Egawa. I’m sorry.
20
“My brother, the only boy of my generation. I’m sorry.
“It’s spoiled by the family. I’m sorry.
“It’s so boring to be born with a golden spoon, to look like you’re a fool and you don’t like it? I’m sorry.
She drank a sip of wine and laughed: “As his sister, I should teach him a lesson, should I not?” I’m sorry.
I looked at her.
Try to find out in the memory of that dream about Jiang Tai snow.
And finally, there’s only one thing to remember.
“In the course of his succession to the Jiang family, his half-sister repeatedly obstructed the set-up and ended up in prison for economic crimes. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Jiang Taixie said that he used to be an entrepreneur.
But now, in industry, she wants to enter the military entertainment industry.
“Mr. Kang, I am your reader and a businessman. I’m sorry.
“I asked you to talk to you about the copyrights of Cosmos Dizzy and Air. I’m sorry.
“I think you know how much you two IPs are capable of. I’m sorry.
And she looked at me with all due respect, and she said, “Give it to me, I can promise to help you build an empire that belongs to you.” I’m sorry.
I’m silent.
There’s a lot of thinking going on in the brain.
Is this a trap? Did Egawa tell you that my family set me up? Is Kang-zuki involved? I don’t know.
“I also know that the company you created in collaboration with your sister Kang Moon is currently in use in the management system and you are involved in the development of algorithms. I’m sorry.
She suddenly said, “You’ve been looking for evidence to bring them down, right? I’m sorry.
“I can help with this. I’m sorry.
She met me in the eye and smiled and said, “I’ve got somebody in their company. I’m sorry.
21
I sold the copyright to Jiang Taixie.
She arranged a creative interview for me and bought a hot search to help with IP.
Kang-moon must have seen it.
So I went to a hot search soon after I lost my grades in the essay competition.
And the students who were in the first class stood up and proved that I stole the papers.
Test fraud.
People are corrupted.
“I don’t know if these two books are copied. I’m sorry.
“After all, there’s a history, and such a bad person is a genius novelist. I’m sorry.
“Rejecting her work! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
When negative public opinion is raging.
Fang Gae-yu called me and said that she had fought people online for three hours, and that she was eventually scolded.
“Not just me, but our entire class. I’m sorry.
She said, “I’m crazy about Annely, and they love your book and believe you’re not the kind of man that’s rumored. I’m sorry.
“Ying, I’ll always be on your side. I’m sorry.
My heart, as if it was filled with some warm acid.
“You don’t have to fight. I’m sorry.
I whispered, “There will soon be a reverse in public opinion. I’m sorry.
“The new work of Kang Ying is her sister’s pen” was the worst guess on the Internet.
In pursuit of Kaegawa, a professor from the North, who studied contemporary literature, was placed in a popular ensemble to endorse Kang Moon.
“The days written at the age of 13 by Kang Moon, though young, do resemble many of the words of “Steve”. I’m sorry.
“So it is not excluded that it is the same author. I’m sorry.
The camera cuts to the front row face of Kang Moon.
In due course, she showed a smile with tears and was a pity.
“However, I prefer the authors of these three books, all of which are Ginger. I’m sorry.
Her voice remained calm throughout the scene, as she said, “King Ying is a student of the North, and she attended my elective class. I’m sorry.
“I have seen for myself how amazing she can write for a limited time. I’m sorry.
“Therefore, there may have been something else about the event years ago. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Fang Jia-chul advised us before starting a hot search.
“It is very difficult to generate long-lasting heat when you throw it directly. I’m sorry.
“So it’s best to create a wave. I’m sorry.
“What you like to see, sisters against each other, geniuses falling down the altar, two turns — we have to meet them. I’m sorry.
“The guilt of finding out that you are wrong about the right party turns into a constant hatred of the culprit. I’m sorry.
He’s right.
Kang-moon’s reputation has fallen to the bottom and even the company’s share price has been seriously affected.
The comment section of the network account, acclaimed.
She has always been high since she was born.
So it’s all on Jiangkawa.
They had a big fight, and they broke up.
I was forced by Fang Gaeyu, who came to Beijing, to see a doctor because I couldn’t sleep for a long time.
I didn’t think I’d meet him there.
He dyed his red hair back in black and saw me in front of a tall young man.
I wasn’t going to listen. Fong Gae-yu looked at him and took me to a doctor.
“…Ginger.”
He opened his voice behind me, and his voice was muted, with a weakness that came from nowhere.
“Is something wrong?”
“I told the doctor that I’ve been dreaming lately that you’re the winner and that I like you. I’m sorry.
“There is no such person as Kang-moon.”
“…”
It’s ridiculous.
When I’m completely out of line and bold enough to walk my way.
Ginger Moon’s master radiant ring, too.
First Zhou Huai, then Jianggawa.
Even last night, my mother called and cried to apologize.
But.
What’s the use?
And I never wanted a late confession after causing harm.
Just bored.
22
In the spring of the following year, a science-fiction film adapted by Cosmos Dizzy was released.
One month, six billion notes.
The investment vision of Etteyu won her inheritance rights.
Besides, it’s been a long time since Jiangchuan.
After he broke up with Kang-moon, Kang-moon kicked him out of the company.
It is as if it was at this time that the young master, who was unable to live, realized that the moon in which he did not see dust, was a man who was selfish and of paramount interest.
He started drinking and came to me.
“King Ying, I’m mistaken. I like you. You wrote all those books, you…”
Intoxicated, before he finished, he was dragged back by Etaki.
She is now in power for the whole family.
Me and her, we became close friends.
When she played chess, she left a black child and suddenly said:
“About, it’s time to go. I’m sorry.
Kang-moon’s company, it exploded overnight.
She had previously misappropriated the investor ‘ s money and had secretly transferred it to her personal account.
Five years of tax evasion and evasion amount to up to 1 billion.
But it’s not as serious as it looks.
After kicking Jiangchuan out of the company, no one had the resources and no business brain, and the story had reached her unknown part.
I can’t stand the money.
She received funding from a company abroad.
It is an attempt to manipulate domestic financial markets.
When the news came out, she knew that she had no way to retreat, and then she forced Jiangchuan, who had been kicked out, into the house and ended up with her.
Finally, Kang-moon was sentenced to death.
Jiangchuan went to prison for economic crimes.
In the second year of his imprisonment, he broke his hands and his feet and died tragically in prison.
And I met Zhou-wei at a seminar.
He’s a lot thinner, he’s swollen, he can barely look me in the eye.
“I’m sorry, Ying, I’m sorry…”
If Jiangchuan wakes up and finds out everything’s wrong.
He must have had that dream.
I thought about it and looked at him carefully: “Well, Zhou Huai, when we were together, I really liked you. I’m sorry.
That’s why he didn’t come out.
Later, it was said that there had been some mental anomaly.
But I have nothing to do with it.
Fong Gae-yu brought her brother to celebrate me at my graduate school.
I got drunk and picked up by her boyfriend.
It’s just me and Fang Jia-chul.
He didn’t drink, he put on the wheel, and he laughed at me, “I didn’t know you could come to this. I’m sorry.
In a dark light, his beautiful face seemed to carry some kind of magic.
It also shows some unknown danger.
“Thank you for helping me.” I’m sorry.
“You should be grateful for your efforts. I’m sorry.
He said, “I can see everyone’s fate, but only you, unlike everyone else. I’m sorry.
“You can stand up if you’re taken away, Kang Ying. You’re amazing. I’m sorry.
“Fong Gae-yu says you never exaggerate. I’m sorry.
“Yes, because I do not see everything in the world equally. I’m sorry.
He smiled, and there was a layer of seduction in the low line, “You’re the only exception. I’m sorry.
“Do you want to fall in love with me? I’m sorry.
To be honest, he used this face, the voice, the words of confession.
It’s a foul.
But I refused.
“I’m a little afraid of you because you can see things people can’t see. I’m sorry.
And I said frankly, “Well, now I understand. I’m sorry.
“My work belongs to me, and my brain and my money will never betray me, but love is given by others, so it can be recovered at any time. I’m sorry.
“Do you not believe that I will always love you?” I’m sorry.
I was honest and honest: “I don’t believe you.” I’m sorry.
Fong Chao laughed: “I don’t believe it either. I’m sorry.
And when the day was divided, We asked him another question: “What is my fate now that you see me?” I’m sorry.
“It’s written down, written into a book. I’m sorry.
He said, “King Ying, you’re writing about your life. I’m sorry.
“Congratulations. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Ten years later.
When I represent our national literature, I stand on the podium of the highest literary prize in the world.
I hold the trophies and I look back on years.
It was only then that I realized that I had come out of that dark daydream.
Fong Gae-yu gave me this evening.
When the interview was on me, I was thinking.
“I may not be able to reach the highest house of literature in my life. I’m sorry.
“But with a pen, it won’t stop. I’m sorry.
“The human brain, the mind, can create millions of possibilities. I’m sorry.
“So, to words, to creation, to literature. I’m sorry.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
