He ordered his boyfriend’s cell phone for delivery.
And then, on the screen, a tweet came out, “The painkillers are very useful, thank you. I’m sorry.
One.
Half-dreaming, I heard someone open the door and slowly came to the bed.
The familiar breath came to me, and I rose up and reached out to the neck of the river.
When he was a few centimeters away from his lips, he suddenly turned his back, avoiding my kiss.
This subconscious move has caused me to lose my mind and my sleep.
Probably trying to avoid awkwardness. The mausoleum pulled a tie and went straight into the bathroom.
Not long ago, the sound of the asphalted water came from the bathroom.
Jiang Maung has been working very hard lately, often late.
I thought he might be too busy to eat.
I looked for a cell phone or I’d like to order him a takeout.
That reminds me that the phone is still charging in the living room.
Overheaded and found Kang Maung’s mobile phone lying on his pillow.
Not really. I picked up the shop he used to go to, and I had a bowl of noodles.
After the take-out was ordered, the plan was to put off the screen and the group sent a notice that the leg order for the purchase had been delivered.
The order information indicates that it was a bag of red sugar and a box of cedar capsules.
And then, on the screen, a tweet came out, “The painkillers are very useful, thank you. I’m sorry.
I’m holding up, I’m holding my finger above the screen, and it’s half a day.
Recent chat time, half an hour ago.
Jiang Mau: You didn’t look well when you went back. I’m sorry.
The other one returned a pathetic face bag.
“I’m done with the project. I’m sorry.
“Well, I can sleep a little longer tomorrow and come back later.” I’m sorry.
Jiang Mau: Hmm. I’m sorry.
A little while later, Kang Mau asked, “Is everything all right? I’m sorry.
There’s no return.
After five minutes, Kang Maung said, “Something has been bought for you, keep warm these days.” I’m sorry.
Kang Maung did not set her up a note, but it was obvious what she saw and talked about.
She’s Zhou Xian.
Two.
The first time I heard that name was a month ago.
The other day, Kang Ma and I went to the movies and saw half of it, and I noticed that he was a little distracted.
Turning back to him, he was looking down at his cell phone, and his lips were dazzling and his eyes were all relaxed.
I looked at him and I hesitated to ask, “What are you looking at? I’m sorry.
Kang Maung’s head is still down, and his voice is laughing, “Zhou Zhou Zhou. I’m sorry.
There’s a moment of condensation.
It was the first time I heard the name Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou.
It’s very nice to say her name around the tip of the tongue.
He seemed to realize something and looked up at me.
After two seconds of looking at me, he handed me his phone and explained it to me.
“Chou Zhou Zhou Zhou is a new colleague of the company, working very hard, and I’m just looking at her as my next of kin. I’m sorry.
I’m staring straight at the phone screen.
The girl in the video seemed to be on her birthday, and someone put the cake on her face, and she didn’t care, but smiled.
I can see that’s a nice girl.
“The video was sent to a group of colleagues, and I just went in and took a look. I’m sorry.
I’m holding my hand tight, the warm touch is clear, the sound is always gentle, Nan, believe me. I’m sorry.
I’ve been looking at him for a long time, and he looks like he’s lying.
But somehow, I kept jumping out of his smile.
We didn’t say anything until the movie was over.
I didn’t know it was all a long time ago.
3
Ten minutes later, the bathroom door opened.
Jiang Ma has changed her pajamas and her wet hair is still dripping.
The moment I looked at it, it was clear that Kang Ma would faint.
“You went through my phone?”
I just wanted to talk, and I couldn’t help it.
Kang Mae looked at me for a while and asked, “Do you have a cold? I’m sorry.
I softly wooed.
It’s already autumn, and I’ve been less resistant since I was little, and I’m not paying attention to it, and it’s causing a very serious cold fever.
And he was with Jiang Ma for five years, and every time he came to the season, he was like a great enemy.
Watching the weather every day reminds me to bring an umbrella or grab me to the gym.
I laughed that he was too nervous, and he grabbed my waist from behind, and his head was buried on my shoulder.
“I don’t want you to get sick or catch a cold. I’m sorry.
But these days, me and Jiang Maen were caught in an unknown cold war, and it seems that he was unaware of these changes.
4
“It’s been so busy lately, I haven’t noticed. “The voice of Jiang Mahang, pull me back from the thought of Sari.
He doesn’t know when he’s sitting by the bed, pulls a blanket for me, and he has a slight guilt in his eyes. I’m sorry.
I held his cell phone and I couldn’t help but ask, “It’s just work. I’m sorry.
Zhou Xuan and I are really nothing. I’m sorry.
He took a cigarette spot out of the drawer and he was exhausted.
I didn’t say anything. Just hand him the chat.
It was three days ago, Zhou Zhou was drunk and sent a tweet to Jiang Ma in the middle of the night.
“Will you like me if you don’t have a girlfriend? I’m sorry.
Jiang Ma only said one word: “Yes.” I’m sorry.
When I saw this conversation, Jiang Ma was held back.
For a while, he put out the head and looked at me.
“Is it not enough that I say she’s just a colleague and I promise that nothing will happen to her in the future? I’m sorry.
When he said that, he had no face on his face, but the disappointment and blame in his voice had not been concealed at all.
In that moment, I found out I didn’t know him.
5
Kang Maung’s cell phone, when we were arguing, it was very inappropriate to ring again.
The news came from Zhou Zhou Zhou, asking him if he had eaten.
And then there’s another:
“I’m sure you didn’t eat. I ordered you a bone noodle, the one I took you to last time. I’m sorry.
I looked at that, and my heart seemed to be torn to pieces by a big hand, barely breathing.
It’s just that Kang Maung didn’t like noodles.
When he was a child his family was in poor condition, his father left early, his mother was in the field, and he was often left alone without enough food.
When the children were isolated and bored, the children in the vicinity did not like to play with him, but I went to him often.
Once I went to his house to deliver something to him, and as soon as I came in, I saw him sitting on the bench, with his head down, and he ate his face in silence.
When I found him, it seemed like he was in a state of panic.
But soon the moods were closed, as if nothing had happened.
I was staring at his skinny side and suddenly I felt bad.
Maybe it’s the same thing.
My mother wanted to have a son, but when she gave birth to me, she hurt her body, and the doctor said it was hard to get pregnant.
So my mom always hated me.
And it was We who stood by each other on the Day of Despair and Despair, and comforted each other, a little bit of it.
His mother was successful in starting a business and was on the financial news at the time, and took him away.
I haven’t seen him for a long time until I met him in college.
After being together, I found out that Kang Maung never ate noodles.
I can actually guess why.
He doesn’t want to remember the embarrassment.
But recently, I often saw him go home with a bone noodle from the shop at the corner.
At first I was joking and asked him why he suddenly loves noodles.
And he said, “Whatever the reason is, he wants to eat.” I’m sorry.
I was glad he did.
Turns out it was because of her.
Six.
I broke up with Kang Maarten.
When I pulled my suitcase and zipped it, Jiang Ma grabbed my wrist.
Chan Nam, are you really leaving?
I was forced to look up to him.
Once upon a time, I loved the way Kang Maung looked at me, tender and delicate, and there was a sense of focus.
In my second year, my roommate and I had an appointment to go to Da Lisi, and the roommate had a temporary break.
I thought I’d bought all the tickets, all the plans, and I went alone.
The next day, I’ll climb the mountain.
And when the radiance of the sun came forth from the mountains of smoke, We saw a familiar face.
It’s Kang Maung.
“You’re still competing in Beijing. I asked him, it was a surprise.
The mausoleum rubbed his hand, took the scarf off his neck and surrounded me in a circle.
His face and ears were all red, and his voice was shaking.
“I saw you alone in the circle of friends to see the sunrise, and I didn’t feel comfortable coming back early. I’m sorry.
“I want to watch with you. I’m sorry.
Jiang Mae’s eyes were on me.
The light-finished sun was in his eyes, and the warmth was in my heart.
Since Da Lisi’s return, my relationship with him has been delicate. We’ve been together for a while.
But now it seems different.
And when I have not changed, and there is only him in my heart, but now he is with me only irritating and impatient.
I guess he didn’t even notice it.
“Back up and move in the morning. I’m sorry.
I took my mind off him and pulled out my hand, “I’ll sleep in the guest room tonight. I’m sorry.
And when it is more than twelve a.m. We shall be packed and weary in the bed.
When the phone was turned on, a friend applied for it: “I’m Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng. I’m sorry.
After the test, Zhou Zhou Zhou didn’t say a word.
The latest one is just coming out.
The map is two photographs.
The first was her self-shot, with a bowl of hot bone soup on the table behind her.
The second one is also a bowl of bone and soup. The background is familiar.
The table is a slashed graft, and there’s a lovely rose on the table.
And the vase of roses was bought when I went to the supermarket with Kang Maung.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu, Zhou Zhu Zhu, Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu , “It’s a circle of friends that only one can see.”
Down there, Kang Ma gave her a compliment.
7
It was a bad night’s sleep.
When I was a little kid in the dream, I was wearing a cotton sticker with a potion, and I was careful to rub the horns on the river.
He didn’t react. I started crying.
It was another time with Jiang Maung to watch the sunrise in the mountains, and the wind was so high that he gently wrapped his hand in his pocket.
In the end, it turned into Zhou Zhou Zhou, and two people walked by me in cold blood, leaving me no extra look.
Everything in the dream was so real that I woke up the next day and went down to see Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhou Zhou
I’ve only seen her video on Kang Mau’s phone before.
Think about it. It’s like the first time we’ve met.
To be honest, Zhou Zhou Zhou is pretty white and has a long neck.
She sat on the couch, leaning on her face, as if her head had broken a mouth and a slight blood stain.
Jiang Ma is giving her medicine.
Head down, one hand to hold her chin, and the other to gently press at the wound on her forehead.
Be careful.
Zhou Zhou can’t help but scream “sweet.”
The movement on Kang Maung’s hands is visiblely slow.
The light came right in through the shutters.
The tension and fear in his eyes were reflected in his eyes.
And let me stand at the stairwell and see it very clearly.
The hand carrying the suitcase unwittingly loosed and made a noise.
When he heard the noise, he turned back and wrinkled towards me without saying a word.
Zhou Zhou Zhou spoke first, introduced himself and explained that Jiang Maung was going out today to meet with clients, and she came to deliver documents.
“The elevator in your apartment is broken. I fell over the stairs. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
I didn’t talk. I pulled the suitcase straight to the door.
The moment the door was opened, the hand was held by the river.
He’s looking at me like he’s in the middle of something. I’m sorry.
He had a lot of strength, his wrists were sore, I struggled hard, he was so tight.
It’s a gray watch on the arm of Jiang Mahang.
I suddenly settled.
Last month, on Kang Mau’s birthday, I bought a silver wristwatch for him and unexpectedly found a gray one on his wrist.
No sign is visible, but in terms of styles and styles, it is clearly of great value.
It’s from a friend.
The family conditions in Jiang Maung are far better than mine, but he has always been very kind to me, and that was the first time that I felt humbled and pressured by economic disparities.
I didn’t actually show anything at the time, but Kang Mae realized it.
He was low, he was low, he held me from behind me, and he was warm, he was soft, he was soft, he was soft.
“It’s not important to wear a watch, it’s important that you deliver it. I’m sorry.
And from that day on, Kang Maun took away the noble watch and wore it from me every day.
I didn’t know he had that gray wristwatch back on the first day.
I suddenly felt a little funny and calmly said, “Get out of the way. I’m sorry.
Kang Maung also realized something, shrunk his hand, and his voice was a little off.
“The customer I’m meeting today is important to the company…”
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was not finished yet, and reminded him that it was time to go and meet his client.
I looked at her, and I thought of something, and I asked Kang Maung, “Did she give this to you? I’m sorry.
Jiang Ma is silent.
It took a long time to say, “It’s just a watch. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to talk to him anymore. Pick up the phone.
Chan Rae is my own brother, five years younger than me.
My mother never gave up having a son, asked around for medication, tried all kinds of prescriptions and acupuncture therapy, and was defrauded of money.
Finally when I was five, she was pregnant again.
All these years, my mother gave me all her preferences, and I was still cold, but I had a good relationship with my brother.
“Only one suitcase? Chan Rae scratched his head and he hesitated.
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
“Oh, it’s a lot more complicated than that, “I thought you girls moved in big bags, and I couldn’t do it alone, so I called Qing. I’m sorry.
I was like, “Joe’s clear? I’m sorry.
8
“Yes, as soon as Qing returned from Shanghai on a business trip, I pulled him over…”
Half way to the point, the cell phone went off.
There’s a slightly lower sound inside, “Okay? I’m sorry.
“Okay, you don’t have to come up, we’re going down now. I’m sorry.
Chen Rae said, “Let’s go. I’m sorry.
I didn’t hesitate to take the bag and walk out behind him.
It seems that Kang Maung is calling my name behind me, but I have not stopped at all, let alone looked back at him.
Joe’s car was parked by the road.
He was sitting in the car when we walked over.
Long fingers on the steering wheel, little knock, no idea what to think.
I looked at the side of his lined face, slightly dazzling.
I went to high school with Jo Yiqing. We were famous for studying God.
But he’s insensitive and I’m more introverted, so we’re at the same table, but we barely say a few words.
After graduation, I thought I’d never have an affair with him again.
It was not until two months ago that Chen Shui was in an internship at a securities firm, and I went to his office to see him once before I knew that Joe was his boss.
“A Qing brother. “Chen Rae suddenly shouted.
The man on the seat turned his head against me.
I greeted him politely, thought about it, and then I opened the door in the back seat.
Just get in there and listen to Joe. I’m sorry.
“It’ll be better in front of the car. He says, “I’m sorry.
I stopped, but I didn’t ask him how he knew I was sick and closed the back door quietly to take the copilot.
We didn’t talk all the way.
Back home, it’s 2:00 p.m.
Jo Qing sent us downstairs and drove us back to the company without going up.
My mom came out of the kitchen with two bowls of food and looked at me in cold.
When she saw Chan Rae, she got soft again, “The food is hot, come and eat. I’m sorry.
This meal is extremely silent.
My mom didn’t like me, so I didn’t plan on living at home this time until I found the right house.
In the evening, my mom sat on the sofa and weave the line.
Maybe she’s old, her eyesight is bad and she didn’t notice the gray line falling on the ground.
I went over there and picked up the line in silence and put it on the tea table.
“Why did you break up with Eima?” I’m sorry.
I stood up slowly and didn’t speak.
“You’re the one who gave him a watch from her colleague. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t believe I looked at her. It was a little dry in the throat.
It’s always been like that.
When I was a kid, I was bullied by my classmates and I tripped, and I went home and told my mother that she was after my brother to feed her food, and that she was not running away from me, but she taught me a lesson.
“Why do you tell me what it is that they don’t bully you? Can’t you find a reason for yourself? I’m sorry.
I had no idea that she was going to say such a cold word and that the whole person was standing there.
My brother grabbed my hair while I was wailing, and I pushed him.
I haven’t been able to react yet, and I’ve had a hard slap on my face.
My mother looked at me with her eyes while her brother was crying.
I ran out with my eyes red, and I couldn’t remember how long it was until I had the strength to stop and then I buried my face in my knee.
I was finally found by Kang Mau.
And he smote me in the back, and he didn’t speak, as if he had a little bit of me.
At that time, I thought maybe my mom would never be on my side, but Kang Ma would.
“Come on, watch your step. Tomorrow he comes to pick you up, you give him a step down, and it’s over. I’m sorry.
My mother blamed me for bringing me back to reality.
She looked at me and she kept knitting her hair down.
“If not for yourself, think for your brother. What kind of mother is Kang Ma?
I don’t know how I got back to the room, where the lights were not on and it was dark.
There was a heated noise outside the house, and I sat by the bed and looked out the window.
I don’t know how long it took, the door was pushed.
I’ve been gently grabbed, my forehead is on my shoulder, and the swallows that I’m trying to contain are so clear in the silent night, “Sister, I’m sorry…”
“I don’t know why she’s like this, but we’re all her children.”
I turned to see him.
The one with tears on my face and red eyes.
Once upon a time I tried to hate Chen Shwe, to turn the anger, the discomfort, and the desire for undesired love of my mother into hatred of Chen Shwe, as if it would make it easier.
But he was so good to me after he understood, so I couldn’t even hate him.
“I rented a house, I just signed a contract, I’m going to live for myself. I’m sorry.
Finally, I heard him say firmly,
“Your future is yours. My future is my own, and you have no need to do what you don’t want for me or anyone else. I’m sorry.
“Sister, I’ll take you home tomorrow. I’m sorry.
9
Before I went to bed, I received a tweet from Zhou Zhou:
“If that watch gets you wrong, I can explain. I’m sorry.
I don’t care.
Ten minutes later, Zhou Zhou said:
“My mother brought two watches from abroad last month, and I left one of my own, which coincided with Jiang Maung’s birthday, and I gave him the other one without thinking. I’m sorry.
Then she added, “I know about Jiang Mae too. I’m sorry.
I was silent for a while and I typed,
“You mean, you have a watch of his kind, ma’am? I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou didn’t reply.
The next morning, after a simple clean-up, I took up the original suitcase and sat with Chen Shwe and made an appointment earlier.
I saw my mom standing at the door.
She looked at us like her lips moved, and I didn’t hear her at the end.
On the way, Kang Mau called me several times and sent dozens of tweets asking me where I am.
I just said, “We’ve broken up.” I’m sorry.
Kang Maung didn’t answer until a long time ago. “Chen Nam, I didn’t agree. I’m sorry.
I just hacked all his contacts.
Chen’s rented house is a small two-room, clean, and close to my company.
It’s been a long afternoon before you’ve packed.
Chan Rae was paralyzed on the sofa and laziness said, “Sister, you must treat me to dinner tonight. I’m sorry.
I smiled and said hello.
When I booked the restaurant with my cell phone, I thought I’d ask Chan Rae to call Joe as soon as he could.
There’s a traffic jam. It’s been over an hour since I got to the restaurant.
Jo Qing has been waiting in his seat.
He kept his head down, his hands on his knees, his hands on coffee, and the world around him seemed alien to him.
And for a moment, I thought of some lunch break in high school, and I was awakened by nightmares, and I was breathing in peace, and the rest of the light looked in the direction of Joe.
He’s working on it.
The position is very good, the fingers are calculated on the draft paper with a pen, and the nails are modulated.
When he found my eyes, he looked at me, and he took out a paper towel and handed it to me, and turned around and continued to make questions.
It took a while for me to come back and wipe my forehead with paper, and look down, and it was sweaty and wet.
I heard Chen Shwe standing next to me with his head groaning.
“I’m late for work. I’m late for dinner. I’m late for a new fight. I’m sorry.
I took Chen Rae and I said with sincerity,
“I’m sorry we’re late. I’m sorry.
Joe looked at me for a while and suddenly laughed, “It’s okay, I just got here. I’m sorry.
Then call the waiter and naturally pass me the menu, “Let’s get you some.” I’m sorry.
Half-eating, and suddenly the piano was ringing.
That’s when I found out there was a big table in the middle of the restaurant hall with a white piano on it.
There’s a girl playing back to everybody.
The walls behind her were full of conglomerates.
Chen Rae coughed.
“This is the typical marketing model of this restaurant, where couples who come here to eat and play can get a conglomerate with their names written. So many couples come here to play cards. I’m sorry.
I was eating, and one of them was like, “Oh,” and it choked.
He’s down with his head down and coughing, and he feels like I’m being gently slapped on my back.
Just came over and saw a bowl of soup in front of you.
And with that long hand he looked up, and he looked in the black eye.
I stopped.
Joe took a little bit of it, and then very quickly took Chen Shui’s bowl and brought him a bowl of soup.
Chan Rae’s face was covered, “I’m not choked. I’m sorry.
Jo Qing, “…”
The mood suddenly became a little subtle, and Chen Rae looked at Joe and looked at me again and went to the bathroom.
The piano on the stage is just over, and I’m unconscious.
The girl just got better.
I can’t believe it’s Chow.
She laughed at the conglomerate of the staff member, bowed and wrote something on it, and then walked out of the stage and returned to her seat.
Unsurprisingly, I saw Kang Maung across from her.
I can’t see what he’s looking at.
Zhou Zhou Zheng had no idea what he had told him.
He suddenly laughed.
It may have been noticed that someone was looking at this side, and he looked up and looked at me.
10
In a moment, there was a clear confusion in his eyes and his face fell down.
The next second, people have come to me.
The sight stopped on Joe’s face and looked at me, “What is your relationship with him?” I’m sorry.
With the rhetoric of questioning, I felt a sense of anger.
When the eyes go down and fall on something he’s squeezing, it’s all a bit of a question, “Is it good to be together?” I’m sorry.
Kang Maung’s face changed slightly, and it took me a while to say, “It’s not what you think. I’m sorry.
I’ll watch him.
I don’t know why he’s still acting like he’s straight now.
The one who was so green and so sweet in his memory, always looked at my youth, as if it were blurring.
“This is it. Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu has also come to Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu , acting like an open-minded face
“I bet Kang Maung and I, if I can get a tie, we’ll let him have this dinner today. He probably didn’t think I’d play the piano. I’m sorry.
I looked at her naked, “You mean, it was another misunderstanding? I’m sorry.
She smiled a little, “Of course. I’m sorry.
Jiang Maung seems to be relieved, and the last tweak in his eyes is gradually fading.
Instead of them are familiar, silent denunciations.
It’s like, Chen Nam, look, you’re making a fool out of yourself.
I suddenly feel tired, except for the ridiculous.
For a long time, I whispered, “Do you like me? I’m sorry.
Kang Maung looked down on Zhou.
And then quickly moved away, staring at me, nailing me, and saying, “Chen Nam, I love you. I’m sorry.
This scene has caused my heart to shrink.
I am well aware that Kang Maung is not very fond of Zhou.
I believe he does love me.
But he was so passionate when he loved me with all his heart that when he did not, it was so obvious that even a man of my carelessness could see through it.
I have heard that destruction is always the easiest.
As now, my feelings for him faded when he looked at Zhou, and when he hesitated.
Jiang Ma seems to be aware of something, stretching out her hand to touch my cheek and getting away from me.
His hands stopped and his eyes flashed with panic and panic.
“Nam, I admit there was a lot of bad work ahead. I apologize. But it was a misunderstanding. I never wanted to be with her. Will you forgive me? I’m sorry.
I looked at him in peace, and the rest of the light looked at his face.
The sound of a smirk in the ear, the light, the irony.
“Sorry, excuse me, I have a question for you two. I’m sorry.
Joe stood up slowly and looked at Kang Maung and Zhou’s eyes as if he were outside the scene to see a good show.
“Do you know what it means to be together?” I’m sorry.
Kang Maung was looking at him cold and no talk.
“Looks like we know. I’m sorry.
Joe smiled, and his voice was about to burst.
“You do things in the name of your friends and in the name of your lovers.” I’m sorry.
Jiang Mahang looks pale.
I don’t know.
Back in Joe’s car.
Road vehicles were scarce in the late hours of the night, and Joe drove the car smoothly.
It’s probably too tired for Chen Rae to fall asleep in the back seat under a blanket.
There’s a soft music in the car, and I just had a yawn, and I heard Joe’s voice:
“It’s about half an hour. You want to get some sleep? I’m sorry.
I shook my head, “No. I’m sorry.
The car is in silence again.
I’m just going to sit there and look at Joe.
He was focused on driving, and the contours of his side were so cold in the light of the night.
I suddenly thought of what he had just said to Jiang Mae.
“I want to ask you a question. I’m sorry.
“Joe’s got a “Hmm.”
“What would you do if you fell in love with another girl with a girlfriend? I’m sorry.
Joe looked at me in the eye, the tone was light and slow.
“I’ve been in love since I was a kid. I’m sorry.
I choked, and I looked away from him, “What if?” I’m sorry.
He was silent for a moment.
“It may be normal for a brief move, but a clear sense of boundaries is required. If you fall in love with someone else, you can’t control the bottom line, and you can’t break up with your incumbent, whether he or she is a complete piece of garbage. I’m sorry.
I’m listening in silence, and I can’t help but think of something. I’m sorry.
Joe’s answer was flat, “Just trash.” I’m sorry.
I’m:
I couldn’t get back to myself until I opened the door.
I found out that Joe was a little different than I remember.
Is it real?
It’s not particularly hard to get close.
For the next month, I’m fully engaged.
Kang Maung has come to see me many times. He has blocked me from my company.
Even if I had not dealt with him once, he had not given up, and every day he waited like thunder downstairs.
I worked late this day, and my colleague bought bread to go upstairs and gave me a share.
She hesitated to say, “There’s a lot of rain out there, you man… his ex-boyfriend was standing out there and he wouldn’t let him in. I’m sorry.
My heart beats. Take an umbrella from the drawer and get downstairs.
It was only when the swipe card came out of the office building that the rain was really heavy.
The whole people stood in the rain, with short-haired beads falling along his jaws and damp.
I walked by the umbrella in silence.
“Follow me. I’m sorry.
In the eyes of several passers-bys, I walked into the office building with Jiang Maung and handed him a bag of paper towels to wipe his face.
Kang Maung sits down slowly and laughs. Nam, you still love me. I’m sorry.
And We watched his eyes grudging, and suddenly he was agitated.
“When the rain is smaller, you go. I’m sorry.
As soon as Kang Maung came down, his tone was soft, “I didn’t take care of Zhou, but I was with her.”
When I heard that name, I was so bored that I stopped him, “I don’t want to hear any more of your explanations, so let’s do it. I’m sorry.
It’s probably my tone too cold, and the face of Jiang Mau has fallen.
“What do you want? Are you really gonna break up with me for this? I’m sorry.
I looked up at him and I was freezing.
It seems that Kang Maung suddenly realized what he said and apologized.
“I’m sorry I just couldn’t figure it out. I didn’t do anything to her.
He’s frowning and he’s really confused.
“What do you want from me, Nan Nam?” I didn’t have anything to do with her because of this irrelevant information. I’m sorry.
After that, he had a flash of impatience.
I guess he really doesn’t understand why I’m so stubborn when I’ve put it down.
But does he really not know?
Has it occurred to him that one day he will be discovered by me?
Are you sure you’ve touched my bottom line, and you’re lucky to bet I’m soft?
I reached out and touched my face, cold and wet.
In the past few years, the government has been trying to wipe my tears with paper towels.
“You just said nothing happened with her, didn’t you? I’m sorry.
Kang Mau hesitated for a few seconds and noded his head.
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“Now what?”
“You said you had nothing. Why do you do what couples do? I’m sorry.
In the end, I heard my little voice and asked:
“Why have you fallen in love with no noodles? I’m sorry.
The rain of the night was particularly heavy, and the rain of the asphalt seemed to cover the sound.
After a long period of silence, Jiang Ma ended up disappearing in the rain.
I don’t know.
Another month has passed.
Jiang Ma didn’t come to see me this month.
Chen Rae took me up the hill a few times to make me feel better, but every time he brought Joe.
So I’ve been pretty good with Joe lately, at least as a friend.
In a few days I’ll be in mid-Autumn and I’ll be more busy at work, working almost every day until 9:00.
My dad doesn’t usually have anything to do with me.
Nam, are you home from Mid-Autumn? Your mom bought a lot of crabs. I’m sorry.
I thought, type, “I’ve been working so hard lately, I might be working late. I’m sorry.
My father’s response is half a day: “Beware of the body.” I’m sorry.
On the day off, a strange number called me and it was Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou.
She asked if I had time to have a cup of coffee with me.
I thought about it a long time ago, and I went back, “Okay. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
Zhou’s chosen café is not far from my company, and I called directly after work.
The first thing Zhou said to me when he sat down:
“I don’t want it anymore. I’m sorry.
I’m so embarrassed.
Suddenly it felt like this guy wasn’t having a major illness.
“When I went back from the restaurant that day, I told Jiang Maung. I’m sorry.
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“He categorically rejected me this time. I’m sorry.
This time?
I’ve got a mouthful and a cup of coffee.
“I haven’t given up, and I’ve been with him all these days. But he’s getting colder and more resolute than ever. I’m sorry.
“There was a meeting at the company, and a couple of colleagues started to set me up with him, and his face immediately cooled down and warned them not to joke. He was a girlfriend. I’m sorry.
Zhou laughed, “But everybody knew he broke up with you. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what it means to hold a cup of coffee in my hand.
“The thing that kills me most…
I look up and my eyes are red.
“After dinner, he drank a lot of wine and called for a ride. I didn’t worry. I followed him all the way down to your apartment. I’m sorry.
She stopped for a while and then she continued.
“I happen to see you upstairs with a man. I’m sorry.
I’m just a little…
A large part of the memory has gone into the mind.
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When I came down the hill, Joe and I talked about the strange nickname of my high school class.
Chen Shree just snapped into his mouth and said, “The last time I saw a video of Ching and his mother at the office, I called him Jo Jojo and called him a quick target! I’m sorry.
I was surprised to see Joe. “JoJoe Joe? I’m sorry.
Joe’s ears are red, but he’s not.
He whispered, “Well,” and then he said, “Don’t scream again next time.” I’m sorry.
I wanted to put up with the laugh, but I laughed all the way when Joe was quiet.
It turned out to be very sad and accidentally hurt his foot.
When they sent me home, I suddenly remembered that Iodine and cotton had run out of them and asked Chan Rae, who was familiar with the road, to buy them at the nearby pharmacy.
Joe helped me upstairs.
I didn’t expect to be misunderstood.
But there is no need to explain.
“I have never seen anything like it. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou seems to be trying to hide something.
“A man who loves to be clean, who stomps on the ground with grief, and his shoulders tremble. I’m sorry.
“I heard him crying. I’m sorry.
Zhou laughed so hard, “That moment I realized he was really sorry. I’m sorry.
She rubbed her hands in her eyes and looked at me like nothing happened.
“It’s too late for you to forgive him again, isn’t it? I’m sorry.
I looked her in the eye.
The tension in the eyes and the test are clear.
All of a sudden, the real reason why she called me here today and said that to me inexplicably.
She never wanted to give up Kang Mau. She just wanted to make sure that I was.
She would like to know if Kang Ma’s deep feelings and her regrets could be replaced by my return.
I picked up my bag and looked at her.
“You don’t have to worry about it. It’s over between me and Kang Ma. I’m sorry.
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In mid-autumn days, I didn’t have to work late, I didn’t go home, I was in a rental house, writing the plan for the next quarter.
Chen Rae sent me something, a hand-weaved scarf.
It’s gray, it’s soft, it’s warm, it’s perfect for the weather.
But I didn’t put it in the drawer.
Having stayed up a few nights, there was no progress in planning the case, and my head was starting to suffer.
After a while, I felt soft and I couldn’t take it up.
With all I had left, I turned on my phone, looked for the address book, and wanted to call Chen Rae.
After the call, the call came from Jo Qing’s voice. I’m sorry.
I just realized I had the wrong number.
Before I could say a word, it was black and it was completely dark.
Wake up again, in hospital bed.
There was a pin on his wrist, and the room was surrounded by a strong smell of disinfectant water.
There were a couple of people around and they seemed to be talking.
Jo Qing was sitting next to his notebook, and the light light was on his white skin, and even the tiny fur was warm.
I didn’t know my voice was dumb until it came out.
“Wake up? I’m sorry.
Joe put up the computer as soon as it was clean, took the warmth cup on the bed and poured me a glass of water.
He stood by the bed, he looked at me and drank, and he said slowly,
“You didn’t say a word on the phone in the morning, you didn’t hang up. I knew something might happen. Sending a message to Chen Rae that he was far away, told me where your house was left with the spare key and let me go first. I’m sorry.
I just woke up and got a little blindfolded.
“Doctors say you’re overtired and your lack of sleep makes your blood sugar too low. I’m sorry.
I’ve had a feeling of disillusionment from somewhere, “It’s been so busy lately. I’m sorry.
Joe looked at me for a while, and he smiled, and he said, “Just like high school. I’m sorry.
I’m just a little embarrassed to ask, “Where’s Chan Rae?” I’m sorry.
Joe looked at me, and then he lost his smile and opened his side, and his voice was soft. I’m sorry.
I was unconscious, nodding for a few seconds, and I asked, “Did someone come when I was in a coma? I’m sorry.
Joe didn’t talk for a while, and then he whispered, “Your mom came by this morning. I’m sorry.
I keep my head down and my fingers tight on the corner.
At that time, I saw my mother with her eyes red, asking the doctor, “Is my daughter all right? I’m sorry.
That was the first time I saw my mom crying for me.
Because it wasn’t real. I thought I was dreaming.
All of a sudden, the head was softly shot.
The hand is warm and dry, as if it were comforting, and with it is gentle.
I looked up and ran into Joe’s eyes.
The atmosphere is suddenly somewhat delicate.
All of a sudden, he seemed to see something, a little bit.
Follow his eyes, I turn my head slowly.
Jiang Ma has no idea how long it’s been standing at the door, and his eyes are slightly red.
12
It’s only been a month since I saw you.
The face was bad, the shirt was wrinkled, the chin was covered with light and blue, the black eye was deep, and it was clear that there had been no rest for a long time.
Those experiences of childhood have made Jiang Maung very concerned with the details of life, and buttons are always at the top of the table, and the feeling that they give to people is always like a spring wind.
It’s the first time he’s ever been so mean to me.
I suddenly felt like I couldn’t say it.
Does it hurt?
Seems a little.
But more is not going to go back to the past.
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Unknowingly, the balance of his heart has turned to another person.
I’d like to believe he’s really sorry, but what?
The thorn is already deep in my heart, and every time I see him, one inch deep, it hurts.
How can I stay with him when I have my eyes full of him?
I’m still morbid, and Kang Maung has come with a warm can, and he’s got a little bit of care.
Nam, I heard you were sick. I made your favorite crab porridge. I’m sorry.
I looked back and noticed that he had a Band-Aid on his finger, which was supposed to hurt when he cooked crab porridge.
As a child, Kang Maung had no one but to learn to cook and eat alone.
When the conditions were fixed, he never came into the kitchen again.
Didn’t think he’d cook me congee.
“When I did it, I found out there was no soy sauce in the house. I’m sorry.
Kang Maung opened the lid of the warm can and laughed with shame.
“I tried again several times before I managed to succeed. I’m sorry.
I looked at him in silence.
Somehow, it came to mind that Kang Mae had been with Zhou twice before, without hesitation giving her an exception that I had not even had.
So, Kang Ma, are you making up for it?
The eyes are suddenly so thick.
“You don’t have to do this anymore. I’m sorry.
He’s so stiff, he’s staring at me, he’s a little confused.
“You go. I said:
“Nan, I really told Zhou Zhou Zhou, I promise she won’t bother us again.” I’m sorry.
The river’s lips are twitching, and the sound is shaking, and it’s almost unspoken.
“I used to be wrong and I didn’t know what was going on with me, and I was lost in my mind, knowing how she felt about me and letting myself touch her. I’m sorry.
I laughed, I couldn’t tell if it was a mockery or something.
When the eyelids are suddenly red, reach out and grab my hand.
I’m losing consciousness.
His hands were flat and stiff for a few seconds, and he took it back.
“When did you fall for her? I ask calmly.
It’s like there’s nothing to argue with.
“We were in charge of a project at the time, and she was really, really hard. I saw you on her like you were…”
“I know I love you, but I’ve done so many things to make you sad, Nam, and I really know wrong…”
Kang Maung suddenly settled and his eyes were dark.
There was a breeze outside the window, and Joe leaned down, naturally, and he pulled a few hairs on my forehead.
He seems to have a very faint scent, which doesn’t sting, and smells good.
I had a slight twitch, and I had a subconscious, “Thank you. I’m sorry.
Jo Qing helped me lift the covers up and gave me the horns, so he said, “Yes. I’m sorry.
While I was wondering what he meant by that, Joe was looking at him with his eyes and his voice, “Go ahead. I’m sorry.
Jiang Ma is silent.
It took a long time for him to look up at me, red eyes.
“Whatever I do, it won’t help, will it? I’m sorry.
I looked back at him, “Something I couldn’t do, and nothing happened. I’m sorry.
The majestics fell down their eyes, and the warmth jars in their hands and hands were put on the table, and the sound was low, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
He walked very slowly, with a slight bending of his back and only a few steps to the door, but he walked long.
The light in the room was too bright, and his body was drawn long enough to follow.
It’s just me and Joe in the room.
He spins the can, looks at it, and if he thinks, “Did you cook with him before?” I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
“No wonder. I’m sorry.
Joe closes his lid and moves his eyes with compassion for food.
And look at me, “I’m a good cook. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
The door opened. The nurse came to help me change the canister.
Joe naturally takes his eyes back and retakes the notebook.
After the nurse left, I lifted up the blanket and planned to go back to sleep, and the sound of Joe Qing, “Chang Nam.” I’m sorry.
I looked in the eye, and I responded.
“Did you hear him say that without a touch? I’m sorry.
His voice is very low, but it doesn’t prevent me from hearing it in this quiet room.
I was silent for a long time, “No. I’m sorry.
Joe seems to smile, “Good. I’m sorry.
I opened my eyes, sat straight and looked at him.
He was also staring at me.
And suddenly in his head, he just came a little closer and helped me to look at it.
Like, there’s too much in it.
Intuition tells me I’m not thinking too much.
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And the devil was like a god, and I asked him, “Are you?”
“Yes. *He seems to know what I’m going to say, and he’s going to answer me flat.*
I’m holding.
He looked at me in a steady manner, with soft eyes and no hidden emotions in his eyes.
“So, Chen Nam, what do you think? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I stayed at the hospital for two days, and I was picked up by Joe’s car.
He helped me open the co-pilot’s door, holding it with one hand, and then I went in and sat around the driver’s seat.
I was a little nervous to look at him.
That day in the ward, I turned him down.
Joe did a lot of good for me during this time, and I’m grateful and touched, but that’s not the same thing as moving.
I do not want to accept the next feeling easily without putting the past behind me.
It’s not only irresponsible for itself, it’s unfair for Joe.
Joe seemed to have predicted that he had lost a bit of his eyelid, but then he died.
He noded and said, “I understand. I’m sorry.
I guess I saw his eyes too complicated. He smiled.
“Rejecting me is your right, you don’t have to be responsible for my emotions. I’m sorry.
Says he rubbed my hair with his hands, his tone slowed down, and the low-sounding power of silence, “Don’t have a psychological burden. I’m sorry.
The sound of the siren in the back vehicle pulled back my thoughts.
I was about to put on my seatbelt, and a long hand just came in.
It’s a warm touch, but I’m like I’m burned.
Jo Qing took a seat belt from me quite naturally and put it on my side.
My face is a little hot, and my eyes are over him looking out the window, “Don’t Chen Rae say he’s coming to pick me up today…”
We haven’t met since we turned him down.
“A client from Shanghai had a temporary situation, and he applied to the company for a business trip. I’m sorry.
Joe starts the engine with his hands on the steering wheel, the word temperature and,
“He asked you to come to me if anything happened these days. I’m sorry.
I took out the phone that I kept in my pocket, and there were a couple of hours ago.
He made a cry expression, accusing himself of being temporarily sent by someone on a business trip to pick me up.
A face bag, made of real people, typed “someone.”
I watched Joe’s face on the screen with a strange angle, but it was still pretty good-looking and incomprehensible.
The wind of the night is cool and gentle, and it blows in through the window, very comfortable.
I suddenly realized that every time he took Joe’s clean car, he would turn his window in half in advance, so I wouldn’t get too dizzy and so cold.
“Did Chen Shui tell you that I was sick?” I’m sorry.
His voice was low, “No.” I’m sorry.
“That? I’m sorry.
The voice just fell, the light was red, Joe stepped on the brakes and the car stopped firmly online.
He looked at me and couldn’t figure out what he was thinking.
I was a little uncomfortable with his eyes, and I looked away.
And he laughed, “You probably don’t remember that. I’m sorry.
I watched him with doubt.
“I took the same bus with you once in high school. There was a lot of people in the car and you sat in a window with an aunt with a baby. I’m sorry.
I frown, I really don’t remember.
“The kid fell asleep in a little while, and you were afraid he was cold and closed the window. I’m sorry.
He stopped for a while and then he said,
“I’ve noticed you’re getting pale, sweaty on your forehead, and you look like your lips are shaking. I’m sorry.
“As hard as it is, you’re silent, you’re closed, you’re holding a fist in the window, you’re sleeping. I’m sorry.
Joe looked at me.
“And I was thinking, this table, it’s always looking soft and weak and strong. I’m sorry.
I blinked, and a blurry memory began to emerge.
When I was in high school, I was sick.
I was dazed, just remembering that I was next to someone else, and I handed me a tissue for my sweat and the window was opened.
But I didn’t pay too much attention to who that man was until after he got out of the car, the whole talent came off.
Suddenly, I asked him, “Did you sit next to me later? I’m sorry.
Jo’s answer was very simple: yes. I’m sorry.
I’m just a little…
I feel like I can’t say it.
The green light’s on, Joe re-starts the car.
He smiled, “I’ve been watching you since then. I’m sorry.
My heart beats.
“I couldn’t tell whether I liked you or wondered, but I couldn’t help but look more at you. I’m sorry.
Joe’s breath seemed to be agonizing, “I was too slow. I’m sorry.
I whispered, “I am also slow. I’m sorry.
I really didn’t notice at all.
It suddenly occurred to me that there was a time when the light in the classroom corridor was broken, and I was the last one to learn to walk.
It was too late for Joe to leave, almost immediately after I left, and then again.
Now think about it, he’s probably trying to walk me through that hallway.
“I went to you once in college. I’m sorry.
Joe’s voice is so dark.
“It rained that day and I saw you with a boy holding an umbrella. He holds your waist tight and you bury your head in his chest. I’m sorry.
I’m silent.
“I didn’t realize what I felt for you until the feeling of being empty. I’m sorry.
I looked up at him and he turned his head.
After a short look, we stopped talking.
Get out of the car and Joe drops me off at the door.
I looked down, “Thank you for bringing me back. I’m sorry.
It was just about to turn around, and the wrist was properly held by one hand, as if deliberately avoided where I had been pinned.
I was surprised.
“I actually lied to you. I’m sorry.
Joe was close to me at this point, with a low voice and a mildly cold breath in his ear.
I almost forgot to break free, “What, what.” I’m sorry.
He thought of sending Chen Rae on a business trip.
“I don’t seem to care as much as I seem. I’m sorry.
Joe was staring in my eyes, and he was burning.
“That day you turned me down, I stayed up all night, walking around the neighborhood 40 times. I’m sorry.
“I’m really sorry you turned me down. I’m sorry.
I looked at him and I didn’t know what to do.
“Chang Nam, if you don’t want to continue your next relationship for a while. I’m sorry.
Joe looked me in the dark, quietly, “It’s okay, I can wait. I’m sorry.
14
After he left, I stood downstairs by myself for a long time.
When I went upstairs, I saw a familiar figure not far.
And in the moonlight, the woman of the tree, and the mausoleum stood still.
Nam. * He whispered his name, with a little plea *
I slowly walked past.
When I was close, he seemed surprised and shouted my name again.
The next moment, I said very clearly, “Euma, don’t come to me again. I’m sorry.
I keep my head down and my voice is soft.
“I’ll start a new life, and maybe a new relationship. I’m sorry.
“Nan Nam…” He did not consciously repeat my name and the sound was full of confusion and panic.
Perhaps before that moment, he had always had hope, and we were just having a scene.
I don’t want to give him any illusory hope, and finally I’m gonna have to say it, “But that man will never be you again. I’m sorry.
I’ve known Jiang Ma for over 20 years, together for five years.
We have seen each other in the worst and most miserable state of affairs, with the greatest exposure to embarrassment and helplessness and the ability to warm one another.
I thought I’d spend the rest of my life with him.
But suddenly everything changed.
He likes someone else.
I think of one thing from time to time.
Why is it that I’m the only one who’s left with the hard feelings?
Turning back is wrong, moving forward is wrong.
I know that some people will disappear in time, but I have not thought of this way, and this is how it ends.
Maybe one day I’ll forgive him, but I can’t stay with him anymore.
I don’t know.
After that day, Kang Maung never appeared again.
As for Chow…
She sent me a text message saying she was going to leave the city, and nothing else.
I don’t understand why she suddenly said this to me, but it doesn’t matter.
I don’t have any feelings for her anymore, why she gave up on Kang Maung, whether she’s good or bad, and it’s none of my business.
15
Unknowingly, a year has passed.
Much seems to have happened this year.
In a year, I went back home twice, wearing that gray milk scarf.
And then I realized, this scarf, it wasn’t what I thought it was. It was my mother who knitted it for my brother, who gave it to me.
From the beginning, my mother knitted this scarf for me.
It was also this year that I made a breakthrough in my work.
After I broke up with Kang Ma, I tried to force myself to forget.
But all these years together, many places in life have inevitably left his mark, and it is far from that simple to put it down.
In order to distract me, I volunteered to take over the next project, to travel between the company and the client all day, and to be filled with work.
The unexpected gain is that, in addition to the extraordinary performance of the new project, I have been promoted twice a year.
So that the horse kept busy, slowly, and one day I suddenly lost my time, it seemed like I had not thought of the past for a long time.
The relationship with Joe is becoming more subtle.
I usually get back late after work and he’ll drive to the office to pick me up.
We’ll go to the movies on weekends and play games together.
I can clearly sense that our relationship is getting closer.
The company and understanding of Joe has gradually led me to a comfortable situation.
I realized that I was slowly accepting him.
The day Joe was officially with him, the company was built.
I was drunk by my colleagues because of my outstanding performance, my promotion, and Joe picked me up.
When he put me on the bed, somehow I cried.
Joe had to hold me in his arms. I’m sorry.
Looking at his eyes, that delicate, indescribable feeling came up again.
I sat on his chest, my hand around his waist, and I said a lot.
My mother, Kang Ma, Chan Rae…
These who I loved, hated, vexed, those things that I couldn’t let go, were stripped off my own floors and showed to him a little bit.
I have always been restrained, and there are very few such emotional moments, let alone so blunt.
But Joe Qing always gives me a kind of peace.
At the end of the day, he groaned, softly down to my hair, softly and steadfastly told me,
“Some injuries are bound to be unforgivable, but even with hatred, we have the right to love and be loved. I’m sorry.
That night, Joe left.
I don’t know.
Time passed quickly, this day, was my birthday.
As soon as Joe was cooking in the kitchen, Chen Shui gave him a hand and looked at their busy bodies, I suddenly had a wonderful feeling.
My mom was a boy over a girl, but Chen was good to me.
All these years, Chen Rae warms me like a bunch of powerful light.
Later, he went wrong, because he entered the new company and Joe met me again.
It’s like the moon after the rain, with calm and gentle respect, and with me, it makes me feel comfortable and appropriate.
And now they are all indispensable in my life.
Strong and secure.
They’re still working in the kitchen and I’ll unload an anonymous delivery in the living room.
It’s a ring.
Turn the ring gently, I see two letters on the inside of the ring, J&C.
There’s a little note in the delivery box that says, “Happy birthday, safe and sound.”
I had a moment of jogging.
I actually saw this ring a year ago.
I just took a shower that day and I was looking for a blowtorch, and I accidentally found it in the second drawer of the nightstand on the side of the river.
I’ve been waiting for Kang to open his mouth and even hint at him.
But he didn’t move.
I didn’t know then why he couldn’t talk because he already bought the ring.
Until then he went to the movies with me, just to the climax, where the man kneeled on his knees and proposed to the woman.
I finally had the courage to keep my eyes closed and whispered to him, “You bought a ring, right? I’m sorry.
He didn’t answer.
Suddenly there was a bad feeling.
Turning around, he was looking down at his phone and smiling.
I suddenly understood why he hesitated. Case number: YX11QpqQKzD
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
