Is there a boy who really treats a girl as a pure friendship?
She was my best friend in high school.
One year Lunar New Year’s Eve, she came to accompany me, and we drank from 8:30 to 12:00.
She was drunk, and I was afraid she would catch cold, so I picked her up and put her on the bed, when she suddenly opened her eyes. Do you want to
try?
Her clear eyes stared straight at me. Everything has changed
since that night. I received a package in the morning, and when I opened it, I found a letter and several small objects, including the wristband I wore when I played basketball in high school, the pick when I played guitar, and some pictures. I thought to myself which Comrade was playing nostalgia with me. I picked up the envelope and was stunned.
This letter was sent ten years ago. The
beautiful handwriting looked familiar, and when I saw the name of the sender, my heart jumped, and a tomboy’s face appeared in front of me.
No, after all this time, you still want to mess with me?
Ten years ago, I was still in my third year of high school. Because of my poor grades, I was exiled to the last row by my head teacher. No one wanted to sit at the same table with me, so I had to be alone with the garbage basket. Three days after the
start of school, a new student was transferred from another school.
That classmate is dressed very neutral, the hair is half short, the skin is fair, the eyes are clear, wearing a denim jacket, the girls in the class are showing peach blossom eyes, it is estimated that the class finally came to a handsome guy.
The teacher in charge of the class seemed to know something about her. With a livid face, he said, Wei Ziyang, you can see your home from here. Are you still late for class for the first time? As soon as
the classmate raised his eyebrows, he replied to the teacher in charge of the class, “You can still see the sun from here. Go up and have a try.”?
The whole class took a deep breath and felt that this guy was very cold. Our head teacher was famous for his violent temper. He once beat three small hoodlums outside the school with one enemy at the school gate. The scene was quite violent.
No one expected that the teacher in charge of the class would just wave his hand and say, “I’ll find a place to sit. Now I’ll start my math class.”.
The classmate walked straight up to me, put her schoolbag in the drawer, took off the earphone hanging on her ear, took out her math book and stared at the platform. I said to her, “Dude, you have to be careful. Our head teacher loves it..” She glanced at me disdainfully. “Who’s your buddy?”? I can almost put an egg in my
mouth. She’s a girl. Damn, she’s too arrogant.
Although we are deskmates, we don’t speak more than ten sentences a week. This woman is always cool, either listening to the single player, or reading comics, and occasionally drawing on the notebook.
On Thursday afternoon, she made a bowl of noodles for herself and spilled a little of the soup on the table. She said to me, “***, bring me a piece of paper.”.
I almost vomited blood and protested loudly, My name is Jiao Xiaohai, not sexual intercourse.
She waved her hand impatiently. “Paper!” I was so upset that I handed her the paper towel. She wiped the table, crumpled the paper towel into a ball and threw it into the garbage basket. She hit me back with a louder decibel: “Why are you shouting so loudly? Is sexual intercourse (surnamed Jiao) great?”? The students
around me began to laugh wildly, so this ugly and pornographic nickname followed me to the college entrance examination, which was the first time I had a quarrel with her.
The second time was in the computer class. At that time, boys loved to play computer games. Every time the teacher talked about something on it, we played CS online.
Just as I was having fun, my best friend Zhou Tong raised his hand and said, “Teacher, my computer crashed.”. As soon
as Chou Tong’s voice fell, the sound of complaints came from the classroom: “Mine is dead, too.” “This row is all dead. “
Me too, me too..” The teacher of the computer class was a dilettante. He couldn’t get it right for a long time. He was so anxious that his face turned red. “Is there anyone who hasn’t died?”? I
was so embarrassed that I looked around and found that my computer was still good in the whole computer room. Wei Ziyang, who was
sitting on my left, stood up and said, Jiao Xiaohai is not dead yet.
The teacher ran up behind me and asked a soul-piercing question: “The whole class is dead. Why aren’t you dead?”?
“I gave a pale smile and said,” Maybe.. My vitality is tenacious. Unexpectedly
, Wei Ziyang grabbed my mouse, clicked on my browsing interface, and said in righteous words: Teacher, the virus was brought by him, and he was looking at pornographic websites.
At that moment, countless heads gathered around me. The foreign girl in my screen was disheveled and in an enchanting pose. I wanted to find a crack in the ground.
That afternoon, I was watching pornographic pictures in the computer room, which caused the computer room to crash. The whole school knew about it. When the girls saw me, they all took a detour. When the boys met me, they would pat me on the shoulder: “I didn’t expect you to have a strong taste. You like ocean horses..” My reputation has always been bad, but also limited to academic aspects, because of the appearance of Wei Ziyang, my reputation is completely destroyed.
Looking at her dragging face, I thought to myself, you forced me to do it.
Xiaohai: Long time no see. I’m Wei Ziyang, your most annoying deskmate.
If you are right, you should be 28 years old now, right? How are you doing
? Have you fulfilled your dream, or have you become the most annoying adult? It should be a surprise to
receive my letter. We have been deskmates for a year, but we have never talked seriously. It’s really a pity.
I always embarrass you and disrupt your good deeds again and again. You should be annoyed with me in your heart, right?
You always say that I am a strange girl, fooling around like a boy, without any girl’s reserve, but these are the ways I protect myself.
When I meet something I like, I will only stand in the distance and watch. I dare not even reach out and touch it. When I meet someone I like, I dare not show my heart. I am afraid that those people and things will disappear because of my proximity.
You are the warmest person I have ever seen. I am happy every day. Being with you, it seems that I can forget all the troubles in the world.
Because of this, many times you say hello to me, my heart is not happy, but my face pretends to be impatient. When
you lend me something, you want to thank me, but you still scold you for being too slow. When I walk on the road
with you, I want to be closer to you, but I speed up my pace unconsciously.
I’m a coward, right?
After careful observation, I found that Wei Ziyang had the habit of running in the morning, so in a fresh morning, I wore sports pants and passed her at the same speed as the wind, while making a contemptuous nasal sound.
Wei Ziyang frowned and quickened his pace to keep up with him. It seemed that he was on the stage with me. He was joking. When I was a child, my father often chased me all over the street. He had already trained me to be a runaway king. As I quickened my
pace, I turned my head and said to her with a smile, “Don’t try to be brave. It won’t look good if you fall.”.
Wei Ziyang sweated on his forehead and hit back at me arrogantly: Are you a man? Did you start panting after
running a few steps?
In this way, we began to race round and round, until the morning self-study bell rang, and Wei Ziyang had no intention of stopping, so I had to grind my teeth and keep running. What
I didn’t expect was that when the teacher in charge of the class saw that we hadn’t come to study by ourselves and were still playing a marathon on the playground, he actually called the whole class down to watch. It was a scene of loud gongs and drums, firecrackers, red flags, and a sea of people. All the girls were cheering for Wei Ziyang, while my best friends were not afraid of the high stage and shouted at me: “Lao Jiao, don’t lose our men’s face..” My breathing slowly rapid up, legs have become heavy, although not remember, but there are more than a dozen laps of it, Wei Ziyang still looks brisk pace.
Grandpa, what’s wrong with this woman?
I cursed in my heart. When I finally
won or lost, I fell on the grass with a weak foot. The group of girls burst into cheers. My best friends not only did not come to help me, but also kicked me in the buttocks. Wei Ziyang bent down to catch his breath, shook off the sweat on his forehead, and walked up to me with a contemptuous nasal voice, just as I had provoked her at that time. After watching the
play, the teacher in charge of the class sent us back to study by ourselves. After entering the classroom, the teacher in charge of the class pointed at me and said, “Jiao Xiaohai has been cleaning the corridor for a week.”.
“I said,” Why?
“The teacher in charge of the class said,” Because you didn’t go to morning self-study.
“I said indignantly,” Wei Ziyang didn’t go up either.
“The teacher in charge of the class said in a mocking tone,” But they won the championship. Who wants you to lose?
The whole class burst into laughter, and Wei Tzu-yang also smiled. The early morning sun shone through the window. The corners of her mouth rose slightly, and her eyes curved into a beautiful arc. But that expression was only for a moment. When she found out that I was looking at her, she returned to that arrogant look, holding her head high and looking at the blackboard.
Finally one day, I caught Wei Ziyang’s handle. That day, Wei Ziyang’s behavior was very strange. She didn’t stand up from morning to noon. Her face was a little bad. After class, everyone went to the canteen for lunch. She was still sitting upright.
I glanced at her and found blood on her jeans. I immediately understood what was going on. I pretended to be very enthusiastic and said to Wei Ziyang, “Wei Ziyang, shall I invite you to the canteen for dinner?”?
“Wei Tzu-yang readily refused me:” No.
I laughed in my heart and challenged her again: I lost the last time I ran. I stayed up all night in the Internet bar the night before yesterday. Let’s go running again.
“Wei Ziyang said,” If you are not convinced, you can compete again tomorrow morning.
“I said,” If you want to compete, compete now. Are you afraid?
Wei Ziyang glared at me with hatred and wanted to scold me back, but he didn’t dare to stand up. The way he looked at me and couldn’t kill me made me very satisfied.
After a few seconds, I thought it was almost done. I took off my school uniform and threw it to her. I lowered my voice and said, “It’s tied around my waist. There’s blood on my pants.”.
Wei Ziyang blushed and had a complicated expression, but he still took my school uniform. I asked again, Did you bring it?
“What?” She said as she tied her waist?
“I said,” What else? Sanitary napkins.
She stood up like a cat with fried hair. I thought she was going to hit someone, but she just blushed and said, “It’s none of your business.”.
“I was really convinced that a woman was more important than a man. I pushed her back to the stool and said,” Sit down and wait.
I went to the canteen to buy two packs of sanitary napkins. Unfortunately, I was caught by my best friend again. They used obscene words to satirize me. After a few tricks with them, I ran back to the classroom. Wei Ziyang was the only one left in the classroom. I handed her the things and asked her to go to the toilet to change them.
I don’t know if it was my illusion, but her face seemed to be more red, and she kept her mouth open, but she didn’t thank me.
The next day, she returned the school uniform to me. It must have been washed by her. There was a smell of washing powder on it. The girl returned to her arrogant appearance and scolded me: “Your clothes are so ***ing dirty, a basin of black water.”.
That being said, from that day on, we became good friends, oh no, good buddies. I
am a timid person, so I can only disguise myself with a cold appearance.
Remember that time we ran?
I know you let me on purpose. You can get the first place in running five kilometers in the sports meeting. How can you not run faster than me? It’s just that the whole class is laughing. You don’t want me to lose face, so you’d rather admit defeat. You are such a gentle person.
And that time I menstruated, although you wanted to see my jokes, you still lent me your school uniform and went to the canteen to buy tampons with me.
When I went to the toilet, I deliberately made a noise so that my classmates would not notice my embarrassment. In
class, I always watch you sleeping secretly. You pile your books high, put your head on your arm, and sometimes laugh. You are such a happy person, as if there are countless happy things in your dreams.
Xiaohai, sometimes I wonder how nice it would be if the person you like for the first time was me?
In our high school, only those who are handsome deserve to be called “seniors”, otherwise they can only be called “senior three”, “sloppy”, “thin bamboo pole”.. By the same token, only a pretty girl is qualified to be called a “school girl.” Otherwise, she is “a sophomore in high school,” “looks like a ball,” or “has pockmarks on her face.”.
According to this view, Gu Yueyue should be regarded as a serious school girl. She has beautiful long hair, fair skin, red lips and white teeth. At the age of seventeen, she just blends the youth of a young girl with the gentleness of a woman. Every time in the canteen, there are a large group of boys peeking at her. Sometimes, in order to grab a good position to see Fang Ze, she will even fight.
Old Wei, help me grab a seat for dinner later. I want to buy something. Wei Ziyang and
I were already very familiar with each other, and we began to call each other code names.
No problem, who do you say?
Wei Ziyang rolled up his sleeves.
I almost vomited blood. There’s definitely something wrong with this man’s brain circuitry.
I mean, go ahead and grab a seat in the row near the left window and grab one at random.
Are you going to peep at Gu Yueyue, too?
Wei Ziyang saw my intention.
Why does everything become so dirty when it comes to your mouth? That’s called a fair lady and a gentleman.
“Lady, what a ball!” Wei Ziyang’s face was full of contempt: “Why are you all so low in aesthetics?”?
It’s just a powder and a lipstick. People who don’t know think there’s a business outside the school.
Jealous? You’re just jealous of other people being feminine.
“” Brain damage.
Wei Tzu-yang uttered her pet phrase: Go and grab a seat yourself. I want to go back to the dormitory. I made a joke at noon
that day. I was smoking in the back of the canteen after dinner. A cleaner ran over and said angrily, “Who told you to come here to smoke? Go to my office to write a self-criticism later.”. I
didn’t want to bother him, so I put a cigarette butt in my mouth and said, “Do you have an office as a sweeper?”? It was only
later that I learned that the man was a newly transferred vice principal, and that the whole school was cleaning up to deal with the city inspection, and he also changed his clothes to work together. As a result of
that incident, I recorded a major demerit and read the self-criticism in front of all the teachers and students. It was only
then that I began to dream, and I wrote a brilliant self-criticism, which I read forcefully on the platform: “I have eyes that don’t know Mount Tai, but I regard the vice principal as a sweeper, and I have made the mistake of not recognizing the situation clearly. I promise here that I will never smoke on campus in the future..” The students in the audience laughed and some clapped. Gu Yueyue stood in the third row and smiled at me. I was a little proud.
The vice principal was magnanimous and waved me down. At the end of the
winter vacation, Wei Ziyang seemed to have something on his mind and kept silent all day. I asked, “What’s wrong with you?”? Is
your period coming again?
She uttered one word: “Get out!” I said, “What’s the matter? There’s something wrong with you these days.”.
She began to be silent again, and when class was about to begin, she suddenly grabbed my arm and said, “Can you help me hit someone?”?
Damn it, I’m on the verge of dropping out of school, and she wants me to fight.
Hit who?
I frowned.
Kao Tien-chun. I know
that man. I heard that there was a brother who was a hoodlum. He was lawless at school and bullied people at every turn.
Why did you hit him?
I have a big head.
“He..” With a rare look of hesitation, Wei Ziyang bit his lip and said, “He bullied me.”.
This reason was enough. After the evening self-study, I found Gao Tianqun’s dormitory and kicked the door open. Gao Tianqun was playing poker with several people. He thought it was the teacher who checked the bed and stuffed the poker into his underwear. When he saw it was me, Gao Tianqun shouted, Are you ***ing sick? Without saying a word,
I pinched him by the neck and pulled him off the bed. I punched him on the bridge of the nose with my right hand, and the nosebleed soon splashed out. His roommate wanted to help, but Zhou Tong stopped him. The small dormitory became noisy. After about a minute of fighting, Gao Tianqun’s snot and tears came down, and he begged me for mercy: Stop fighting, big brother. I was wrong.. With such virtue, I still have the nerve to be a hoodlum, I thought in my heart.
I kicked him in the stomach and said, “Next time you bully a girl, I’ll kill you.”.
I didn’t expect that after I left, Gao Tianqun would actually report to the teacher. The next morning, the teaching director called me out of the classroom with a livid face and called my parents. After discussing for half an hour in the office, he decided to suspend me from school and stay at home until May before taking the college entrance examination.
I packed up my things and left the school. I stuffed my books and other messy things into my bag. Wei Ziyang’s eyes were red. She gave me the CD player, which she regarded as a treasure. She bit her lip and said, “I’m sorry, Xiaohai. I didn’t know it would be like this.”.
“I smiled freely.” It’s none of your business. I can’t stay any longer anyway.
She wanted to smile back at me, but as soon as she curled her lips, her tears fell like crystals. One of the things
I regret most is letting you fight. At that time, there was a female classmate named Lin Qi in our class. Gao Tianqun often threatened her outside the school and forced her to take nude photos. When Lin Qi wanted to commit suicide, I found her. She knelt down in front of me and begged me to save her.
I want to report to the teacher, but I’m not sure if the teacher will take care of it. I’m more worried that Gao Tianqun will send out those photos. I want you to beat him up and let him stop provoking Lin Qi.
But I didn’t expect you to be kicked out of school. When I
left, I saw you had a scar on your face. It should be your father, right?
But you still smiled and said you didn’t blame me. You said you could play games at home. Anyway, it doesn’t matter if you can take the college entrance examination. You are such a gentle person.
Xiaohai, if you give us three more months, will our ending be different.
I always make things worse. We have countless opportunities to be together, and I am a fool to ruin them. Fifty-nine points in
the exam is more sad than zero. The most regrettable thing is not that I didn’t have it, but that I almost did it, but I didn’t do it. This is my biggest regret. On the second day of
winter vacation, someone called my name downstairs. I looked up in my Long Johns and saw that it was Wei Ziyang.
She was wearing a white down jacket, a red scarf and a plush hat. In the early winter sun, for the first time, I thought Wei Ziyang was very good-looking, if she dressed up well. How did
you know I lived here?
I asked, shrinking my neck.
“Ask the teacher in charge of the class. Do you live a savage life at home? Look at your appearance. You are simply the second uncle of Mr. Fujino.” She began to speak venomously again. What do you
want from me?
Change your clothes and let’s go out to play.
Wei Zi breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at me. I played crazily
that winter vacation. My parents went to other places and didn’t come back for the Spring Festival. I spent all day with Zhou Tong in the Internet bar, billiards hall and skating rink. Wei Ziyang also went crazy with us.
Every time we play games, she runs up and down to buy us drinks; when we play billiards, she takes the book to score for us; when we skate, she always asks me to take her.
The girl was brave by nature and was not afraid of pain. She would pull me forward before she learned to stand firm. She often pulled me into the mud. When
you smoke, don’t you ask the people around you?
Wei Ziyang held his nose and couldn’t help complaining to me. I
thought I was playing it silly. I handed her the cigarette case and asked her very sincerely, “Would you like one?”?
When Zhou Tong heard our conversation, they clapped the keyboard and laughed wildly. Wei Ziyang grabbed my cigarette case and threw it down from the second floor of the Internet bar. Before he could get rid of his hatred, he pressed it on my keyboard, causing us to be destroyed by the group. Just then
, a female voice came from downstairs, like a shrew cursing in the street: “Who the *** throws things around? Do you have any quality?”?
I looked down and saw Gu Yueyue and a woman standing beside her. I quickly ran downstairs. Gu Yueyue’s forehead was a little red and swollen. I guess she was hit by a cigarette case. I quickly apologized: I’m sorry. My friends are playing. Are you all right?
“The woman beside Gu Yueyue said,” What do you mean by joking? It’s a joke to throw a cigarette case. If you throw a shot and kill someone, are you responsible?
“I blurted out,” There is no shot put in the Internet bar. Don’t worry.
The woman was stunned by my anger and opened her mouth to curse. Gu Yueyue grabbed her. Gu Yueyue said softly, This is my classmate.
It was an opportunity. I invited Gu Yueyue to dinner in the name of apologizing. On the way to dinner, I realized that Gu Yueyue was just a superficial little girl. Her mouth was full of Korean stars and clothes from shopping malls. I couldn’t help but lose interest.
Distance is the best filter, and distance is an advantage. A
closer look shows how obvious the shortcomings are. When I came out
of the restaurant, Gu Yueyue secretly handed me her cell phone number on a piece of paper. She said she could call her if she had time. I took the note and smiled at her. When I got home, I threw it into the garbage can. On
New Year’s Eve, I was cooking dumplings at home. The Spring Festival is the busiest time for my parents. I have long been used to spending the Spring Festival alone. Turn up the volume of the TV.
Then the door was smashed with a bang. I opened the door and saw Wei Ziyang. I said, “If you knock at the door like this, do you seek revenge or collect debts?”?
Wei Tzu-yang held up the bag in his hand and said, I’ve come to spend the New Year with you. The dog bit Lu Tung-pin. In the
bag were some food and a few bottles of wine. Wei Ziyang put on her slippers, rolled up her sleeves and went to boil water. I learned a lot. She poured coke into a kettle to boil, and then mixed it with Erguotou. Each of us poured a large glass. There was a boring sketch in the Spring Festival Gala. She said to me, “What are you waiting for? Come and drink.”.
“I looked at the muddy liquid and felt a little nervous.” This stuff won’t be poisoned if you drink it, will it?
“No,” she said. “My dad used to drink like this, saying it would keep him warm.
“I said,” Forget it, I’ll have a beer. As soon as
Wei Zi raised her eyebrows, I thought something was wrong. Just as I was about to run, she jumped on me. I smelled the fragrance on her body. She pinched my neck and forced my mouth open. Half a glass of wine poured down my throat. Before I could react, my stomach was warm, and then I felt dizzy. Wei Zi smiled: It’s really a toast. If you don’t eat, you will be punished.
In this way, we drank from 8:30 to 12:00. On the way, Wei Ziyang answered a phone call, which should be from her home.
Wei Ziyang lied that it was too late to go back tomorrow morning at the home of a female classmate.
We all blushed and squinted at the TV. I woke up in the
early morning and saw Wei Ziyang sleeping on the sofa. There was a faint sound of firecrackers outside the window. I picked her up and put her on the bed. I pulled the quilt over her. At that moment, she suddenly opened her eyes and scared me to sit on the floor. What do
you want? The flush on
her face was still there.
I.. What can I do? I’m afraid you’ll catch a cold.
I stammered. Do you want to
try?
Her clear eyes stared straight at me. Try
what?
“” Do.. Love.
She uttered two words.
I did it. I jumped up. This crazy woman must have had sex after drinking. I treated her like a brother. She wanted to sleep with me.
Are you drunk?
I was so flustered that I didn’t know where to put my hands. What
are you afraid of? I don’t want you to be responsible. Just this once. Do you want it?
Her expression was actually very serious.
You go to sleep, and I’ll go to the study to sleep.
I turned and walked out, almost pinching my hand as I closed the door. Early
the next morning, Wei Ziyang came out of my room. She stretched and shouted at me, “I’m hungry. Do you have anything to eat?”?
I looked at her in shock, and she was that tomboy again, looking for snacks everywhere, and I said, “Last night you..” What’s wrong with me?
She asked doubtfully.
Sure enough, that was her drunken madness.
It’s nothing. Let’s go down for breakfast. There are people selling steamed stuffed buns downstairs.
I heaved a sigh.
Lunar New Year’s Eve later, Wei Ziyang looked for me twice, probably affected by that incident, whenever she approached me, my heart was in a panic, she did not find anything unusual. After the
beginning of school, the pressure of the college entrance examination fell down. I only had a holiday once a month. I met Wei Ziyang again. It was the time when I returned to school in May.
Xiaohai, you know, I didn’t get drunk at all on that New Year’s Eve. You are my favorite person. That’s why I said that.
When I was a child, I read a story about a hedgehog who fell in love with a rabbit, but when the hedgehog approached the rabbit, it would hurt him, and the hedgehog would be very sad.
Then the hedgehog thought of a good idea, that is, to roll around in the autumn forest, his thorns are full of fruit, so that he hugs the rabbit, the rabbit will not be painful. After
autumn, the fruits withered. The hedgehog tried to roll them down, but he couldn’t. He looked uglier and uglier. No one wanted to get close to him. Even the rabbit left him.
But at the end of the story, the hedgehog was still happy because he finally hugged the person he liked.
Xiaohai, I am the hedgehog, I want to give you the best, the most beautiful appearance, the youngest body, and the most gentle heart, I want to give you all this.
I have passed by your heart, I want to stay, but you do not want to take in.
Wei Ziyang grew her hair long and her dress was no longer neutral. I almost didn’t recognize her when I walked into the classroom. I don’t know if the pressure of the college entrance examination was too great. She lost a lot of weight and her face was not very good.
I, Hu Han-san, am back again.
I shouted from the podium.
The teacher in charge of the class kicked me on the buttocks and said, “What are you showing off? Go to your seat and sit down.”.
The whole class burst into laughter, and the corners of Wei Ziyang’s mouth rose slightly. I put my things away and whispered to Wei Ziyang, “I bought you ice-sugar gourds. I’ll give it to you later.”.
Wei Tzu-yang likes to eat ice-sugar gourds from Laojiekou, which should be her only remaining girl habit. During the winter vacation, she dragged me around three times before she bought it. At that time, when I finished eating a bunch of ice-sugar gourds at the speed of one mouthful in less than ten seconds, Wei Tzu-yang angrily beat me. She said that I was a natural thing, and that Zhu Bajie ate ginseng fruit.
Wei Ziyang’s eyes were slightly red. “Thank you,” he said.
At that time, I thought I was dreaming, and the crazy woman would thank me. If I hadn’t seen the head teacher still on the platform, I would have reached out and touched her forehead to see if she had a fever. When I went to the canteen for lunch
at noon, Wei Ziyang stopped talking with me, and her silence was a little abnormal.
Old Wei, what’s the matter? Is someone bullying you again?
“” No.
She answered reflexively.
Why is that so weird? Isn’t that your style?
The head teacher scolded me.
“She spits out the truth:” I can’t even get on the second line with this score.
“Hey, I thought something was wrong. If we can’t get into college, we’ll go together to move bricks..” Get out.
She scolded me with a smile, and I was relieved and ate a big meal. Ten days before the
college entrance examination, in order to boost morale, the teacher in charge of the class asked each of us to write a word to motivate ourselves. This is obviously self-deceiving. Can we get more points in the college entrance examination by writing a few words.
I casually wrote a few sentences in my notebook, but to my great surprise, the teacher in charge of the class actually asked us to read them aloud on the platform. They all wrote such sentences as “The sea of learning is endless, the boat is hard,” and “The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold.” When it was my turn, I looked at the teacher in charge of the class as if begging for mercy: “Is it all right not to read?
The teacher in charge of the class caught a glimpse of the words in my notebook and scolded me as if watching the scene of bustle: No, read it out loud.
I coughed, “I want to study hard and make progress every day, and make contributions to society in the future.”.
The teacher in charge of the class slapped him and said, Read what you wrote. Unable to
fool around, I had to read aloud, “I’m the man who wants to be One Piece. How can I fall here?” Zhou Tong they applauded loudly, even tears almost laughed out, Wei Ziyang also lay on the table, the body slightly shaking.
I wanted to find a piece of tofu to kill, and the head teacher kicked me off the stage again.
Xiaohai, what do you want to do in the future?
Late at night on the playground, Wei Ziyang sat beside me and asked me. I
don’t know. I want to play music. It’s boring to go to college.
You play the piano?
Guitar, you don’t know, I learned guitar from my neighbor uncle when I was twelve years old.
“” Really?
“She stood up excitedly.” Play it for me. There’s no guitar
at school.
I flicked the cigarette butt away.
Yes, Mr. Lin, who teaches music, has one. It’s in his office.
What time is it? Has he gone home long ago?
Wei Ziyang pulled me up and slipped to the office on the third floor. Sure enough, Teacher Lin had already locked the door and left. Wei Ziyang stepped back and asked me to get out of the way. I felt a sense of foreboding in my heart. Before I could dissuade her, she kicked me on the door of the office and made a loud bang. I almost went crazy. This matter to be caught, I estimate that even the college entrance examination will be yellow, Wei Ziyang kicked open the door, picked up teacher Lin’s guitar and ran upstairs, I hurriedly followed her to the roof.
Come on, try. Panting,
she handed me the guitar.
Remember, if I get fired, this is my funeral song.
I took it grumpily.
That quiet night, I played a lot of songs, Guns and Roses “Knock on the Door of Heaven”, Beatles “Yesterday”, Eagles “Hotel California”.. Wei Ziyang leaned against me and occasionally hummed a few words. Under the stars, I smelled her hair again.
Her head nestled on my shoulder, and my heart began to tremble violently again. I turned to look at her and saw her gentle look.
“Thump..” When the guitar string broke, Wei Ziyang seemed to remember something and stood up in a hurry. Go
back to the dormitory. “The dormitory is almost closed,” she said
as she ran.
Old Jiao, do you like Wei Ziyang? After taking a shower
, Chou Tong suddenly said something.
Get out.
I scolded him angrily. There’s nothing pretentious about
it. If you like it, you like it. If you don’t like it, you don’t like it.
He put on his sports clothes and stood on the balcony to enjoy the breeze. None of
your business. I wanted to see Lao Tzu’s jokes
again, I thought to myself.
We are best friends.
Zhou Tong turned to look at me and said, So I will only ask you this once. I can tell you first that I like Wei Ziyang, but if you also like Wei Ziyang, I can give up. But if you say you don’t like her, then I will chase her after the exam. You should think clearly and answer me. Don’t let yourself regret it.
」「……」 My heart clenched together and I said, “Why did you give up?”?
Because she’s happier with you. You don’t know, she hasn’t laughed much in the past few months.
I don’t know. Maybe I like it a little. I don’t know.
I answered truthfully.
Then seize the opportunity.
Chou Tong patted me on the shoulder. She’s a good girl. I had no sleep
that night. At the age of 18, I still had a vague idea about love. My mind was full of how to play, and I had fantasies about sex, but it was all because of hormones.
Do I like Wei Ziyang? Does she like me?
These two questions are like the final question, which makes me toss and turn. Early
in the morning, I found the answer. Those heartbeats don’t lie.
I like Wei Ziyang, and I want to confess to her! On the night of the end of the college entrance examination, we had a farewell dinner in our dormitory, and we all drank a lot of wine.
Under the influence of alcohol, I mustered up my courage, stopped a taxi full of alcohol, and went to another restaurant, where Wei Ziyang had a farewell dinner. I pulled her out of the private room. Why are
you drinking like that?
Wei Ziyang pinched his nose.
You don’t talk, you let me talk. Damn
, my heart is about to jump out of my throat.
Wei Ziyang.
I have a huge decibel.
Why are you so drunk? Do you want me to take you back?
Wei Ziyang wanted to come and help me.
I stubbornly stood opposite her and looked into her eyes. I almost shouted out, “Wei Ziyang, I like you.”.
That sentence consumed almost all my energy, and I just felt the world dangling around, and Wei Ziyang’s figure turned into three. After a long
silence, Wei Ziyang coldly gave me the answer: “You’ve drunk too much. Go back.”.
“” You.. Don’t like me?
I did not give up asking.
I don’t like it.
Wei Ziyang stopped a taxi and tried to push me into the trunk. I shook off her hand and jumped out of the car again.
“If you don’t like me, why do you want to give me something? Why do you want to spend the New Year with me? Why do you want to.. that night?” I was so angry. Are
you ***ing sick? Who are
you? Why should I like you?
Wei Ziyang’s eyes were red. I guess she was really angry this time. She said this to me and turned away. When she reached the corner, I saw her wiping her tears.
I sat on the side of the road, smoked a cigarette, and began to laugh, and the passers-by looked at me like a monster. I
thought I was the protagonist of an idol film, but in fact I was a self-sentimental loser.
I laughed so hard that tears came to my eyes. I stood up and crossed the road regardless of the danger. As a result, I was knocked down by a motorcycle. I heard a lot of screams and then lost consciousness. I spent almost all of my
relaxing holiday life in bed, with a broken calf and a disfigured face. When I
was in the hospital, Chou Tong and the others came to see me. Chou Tong pointed to the door and said, Wei Tzu-yang is also outside. She doesn’t dare to come in.
“I smiled with relief.” It’s all right. Ask her to come in.
Wei Ziyang walked timidly to my bedside. Perhaps it was my recklessness that made her feel guilty. I said to her, It’s all right. The doctor said I would be able to get out of bed in half a month.
Wei Ziyang seemed to be even thinner. She was thin and a little haggard. Her eyes were swollen. She said, I’m sorry. I should have sent you back. What does it have to do
with you? It’s my own carelessness. No, it’s the idiot on the motorcycle who is blind and speeds up when turning.
Wei Ziyang stopped talking until my parents came in. She turned around and wanted to go. I stopped her and took out a box from under the bed and handed it to her. It contained the wristband she gave me, the guitar pick, and the big head sticker we took together. I’m sorry, we’re really better suited to be buddies.
Wei Ziyang shook his body, took the box and left silently. It’s
over. It’s just a funny love scene in my youth. The protagonist is me, and the heroine doesn’t exist.
Let me have a good memory. Have I ever seen Wei Ziyang since then? It seems that there was another time. It was the moment before I went to college by train. I saw Wei Ziyang on the platform. She was wearing a white skirt. Her hair could be draped over her shoulders. In the golden sunshine, she was wearing very beautiful makeup. Her skin was white and tall. Her eyes were curved like a bridge. She was waving goodbye to me with a big smile.
I was amazed by her appearance. She was more beautiful than any girl I had ever seen. Even Gu Yueyue, who was called the pure school beauty, would be pale when she stood beside her at the moment.
I was just about to say something to her when the train started and her figure slowly retreated out of my sight. The sound of my
cell phone pulled me back from my memory. I glanced at the letter in my hand. There were tears on the yellowing paper. I was sure that the letter was not a prank.
But why did she refuse me when I confessed to her?
In that cruel way.
Xiaohai, you must be very sad that I refused your confession. Watching you sitting on the roadside crying
that night, I couldn’t help rushing to hug you, but the reason in my heart stopped me, what qualifications do I have to disrupt your life?
I would rather let you hate me and hate me than let you like me and lose me in the end. A gentle boy
like you, even if the confession is rejected, believes that he will come out soon, but if you fall in love with a person and finally separate from her, how can you bear the pain? For
ten years, I believe you are relieved of everything.
Writing this letter, I just want to tell you that in your youth, there was a girl who liked you very much. She was not good at expressing her feelings. If you noticed that she liked you a little, magnify that feeling ten thousand times, that’s how much she really liked you.
She likes to chat with you in class and laugh at your jokes.
She likes to go shopping with you, looking at your face when you have no money, and she would rather walk home and buy her a ice-sugar gourds.
She likes to hear you sing. When you sing, there is light in your eyes.
She likes to stay with you, even if she does nothing, she can feel the happiness that comes to her.
She likes to change for you and become the person in your mind.
She likes to give you the best things, just like the last picture, you will feel very good when you recall it.
Xiaohai, live happily, I will be in your invisible corner, sincerely bless you, this is my first time to write a love letter, but also my last time to write a love letter, I wish you all the best.
Wei Ziyang: I almost forced myself into Zhou Tong’s company. He was having a meeting at that time, and I pulled him out.
What the hell, your house collapsed?
Chou Tong scolded me angrily. Where is
Wei Tzu-yang?
My voice was trembling. Where is Wei Ziyang now? How do
I know? It’s been so long since I graduated.
Chou Tong turned his head and said.
“You ***ing look at me!” My voice was so loud that Chou Tong’s colleagues all looked over and said, “If you treat me as a friend, tell me the truth.”. What’s the matter with
you?
Zhou Tong’s eyes were flustered.
You take me to her, take me to her.
My fingernails are all stuck in Zhou Tong’s arm.
Chou Tong sighed, “OK, but promise me you won’t do anything stupid.”.
I finally saw Wei Ziyang. The black and white photo on the tombstone showed her smiling peacefully. The tomb was cleaned very well. People should often come to see her. During the Spring Festival in her
third year of high school, a tumor was found in her head. The doctor said it was malignant and she had to have an operation, but she insisted on doing it after the college entrance examination. On the day
you went to college by train, she went to see you. She was going to have chemotherapy that night. She said it was good for you to remember her beautiful appearance.
Later, her health was getting worse and worse. She called all her classmates and asked us to keep the matter secret and not let you know. She said that she had hurt you once and could not make you sad again. It was late at night when
she left. She said she wanted to see the stars. The nurse opened the window. She said she missed someone very much. The nurse asked who it was, but she didn’t answer.
The nurse looked down and saw that she had closed her eyes as if she were fast asleep. Zhou Tong sat beside me and whispered that the girl in the picture was gentle and peaceful, just like the way she watched me sleep.
Xiaohai, people become stars when they die, don’t they? Under
a head full of stars, Wei Ziyang nestled on my shoulder.
Shit, the string is broken. Let’s put the guitar back. My
heart pounded and I pretended to be calm. I
‘m sure I will. I’m going to become that star. You can see clearly that when you see that star again, I’m greeting you.
Wei Ziyang pointed to a star in the southeast.
I’m nearsighted, and I don’t think I can recognize it.
“” Fool.
Wei Ziyang smiled gently and put his head closer to my neck.
Tears finally burst, the best girl in my life, gave me all the tenderness, and then left quietly when I was unconscious, how lucky I was to get the favor of this angel in my youth.
I wailed in spite of the image, and the breeze brushed my face like a touch from the sky.
[Epilogue] Hello, what can I do for you?
I stood up.
Walking into the shop was a thin girl, wearing a sports suit and a black hat. Her face was not good, and she could hardly see the color.
Time Inn, what is this for?
She asked me softly. To put it
simply, you can write a letter or leave something, and then make an appointment. I will send it at that time, such as my expectations for the future, or some words to my friends.
I explained patiently. How long is the
time limit? It can be
as long as ten years, but customers usually choose three or five years. Ten years is too variable, and the cost is a little higher.
The girl seemed interested and sat down to choose the writing paper.
She was not in good health. She had written a letter many times, and had to start all over again when she made a mistake in punctuation. Before she knew it, it was already dusk. She finally finished the letter. She smiled at me and said, “I’m sorry for wasting your time.”.
“” Never mind.
I put the letters away, and the little things she left behind. At half past ten in the
evening, when I had already closed the shop, the girl came over again. She knocked on the door urgently. After I opened the door, she bent down and said, “Excuse me, can I have that letter back?”?
Are you worried that we won’t send it?
Don’t worry, even if this shop closes down, I will deliver it to you.
I joked.
No, no. You don’t have to return the money. Just return the letter to me.
The girl’s strange behavior attracted my attention. I returned the letter to her. After she took it away, I followed her quietly. On the one hand, I was curious. On the other hand, she was in poor health. I was afraid that she would have an accident.
She almost cried all the way, holding the letter in her arms.
Then she went to the main street and saw a big tree. She picked up a branch and slowly dug out a small hole. She buried the letter and the small things in it.
I’ve never seen such a sad girl. She looks less than twenty years old. She should be sunny and happy. Why is that?
After she left, I dug up all those things and took them back to the shop. The back of the
envelope was soiled with dirt. Fortunately, it was a special paper that could be washed. I pulled the letter out to wash the envelope, but I saw the contents of the letter. I was not a sentimental person, but I was moved by the story of this girl.
Even in the end, she would rather bury the secret in her heart than disrupt the boy’s life.
Such a beautiful girl’s heart should not be buried. Selfishly,
I made a decision for her, put the letter and things into the time cabinet, marked the time on the cabinet door, and ten years later, I would deliver them for her.
Time will take away all the suffering and pain, but love will last forever, I believe so.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
