Is there a good novel about “Housing a wife for a while, chasing a wife’s crematorium”?

I’ve fallen in love with a man for 10 years.

He asked me out for a drink, and I didn’t think he was borrowing from me.

I was shaking my legs the next morning, hiding in the toilet to wash his shirt, and he showed up behind me, and he looked at me a little bit, and he said, “Throw away. I’m sorry.

I looked at the dots on my shirt and felt I had to bleed.

“Good. I’m sorry.

It’s like he’s used to a little scene, and the whole process looks like he’s been playing around.

Unlike me, teeth shake like a sieve.

“Go buy a pill. When he was wearing clothes, he looked at me with the light, and he said, “We all drank.”

“Good. I’ll hand him the tie.

“Eat more. He put on the last button, so he was dressed, looked through the mirror somewhere in my body, and said, “Be well developed. I’m sorry.

“Aah … good. I’m staring at the floor in shame.

And when We followed him, he turned his back, and he bowed his head in my ear, and said, “Do not drink, nor bring any man to his house.” I’m sorry.

I couldn’t help thinking about what he said.

Probably says I’m shallow. Think of it, my mood fell to the bottom.

But I still squeezed out a word, “Okay. I’m sorry.

The cell phone rang, it was his. He looked at it, didn’t pick it up right away, but he opened the door.

Pop. The door’s closed, he’s gone.

I have a moment in my brain.

I see. The call says it’s his ex.

“Breathing the Rabbit Before Dark.”

Two.

Then I was alone in the toilet and had his white shirt washed.

I can’t wash anything. I can’t cry.

I feel like a red mark on his white shirt. How do I look?

Then I sat down on a cold tile, laughing at my own pity.

Ten years, I’ve been held by him.

His name is Kang Yee, and I’m two years old, and he’s my childhood neighbor.

I was in the same school as he was.

He’s the child of someone else’s family, with good grades and good looks, and he’s always been a good student for her teacher, and she’s the one she loves.

Faced with such a high-profile man, it was hard not to lose heart, so I joined the thousands of forces who secretly loved him.

It’s just that I hide my secret love from others.

When I was a kid, my mother told me I was stupid, and I had to spend 10 times reading the texts I could remember.

The first grade that he could easily get, I fought for countless days and nights and never achieved it.

I know I don’t deserve him.

I thought I was hiding very well, except that year when my mom was cleaning up and seeing my diary.

She threw me in the face.

“To learn what’s bad, to learn from others. She’s groaning, “Mother Kang is my boss, and your mother and I have been suffocated by his mother all these years, and you’re well, and now he’s squeezing me like this, so you can’t fight. I’m sorry.

I was scared to speak.

“Don’t say that, shame. This is my mom’s last advice.

I remember all these years.

He was drunk once and asked me, “What kind of boy do we only like?” I’m sorry.

When I looked at him, I felt like a deer, and I rushed to say, “I’d better look ugly and not fall in love and be safe with glasses and books.” I’m sorry.

And he smiled for a second, and I laughed a little.

I’m telling you, he can’t see any trace of my crush on him.

3

After that night, he never contacted me.

I’ve been trying to get it out to him several times, and then I’ve deleted it.

I think the answer is obvious.

So I followed my mom back to Grandpa’s.

Grandpa’s family had a huge harvest this year, and my mom asked me to send it to them.

There was a smile on the face of the sun, and now I’m on the side of the bus and the subway just to make his mother laugh.

“When you go in there, call someone, have a sweet mouth, ask her for a lesson, and now they’re rich people like you can be careful. My mother was telling me before she went in.

I watched the biggest redliest twig lie quietly in my pocket, and I couldn’t bear it, “Grandpa said let me leave some for Dad. I’m sorry.

“For him? Can he sign my early retirement application? “But if your dad gives a shit, do I have to lick someone else?” I’m sorry.

I can’t talk anymore.

My mother’s recent menopause, insomnia, wants to retire six months early.

I ring the doorbell and I see my mom is working on her clothes.

The door is open, it’s Kang-hye’s mom.

” Aunt Liu…” I barely pulled a smile.

Maybe it’s a little extravagant. I saw her wailing.

“Only, Kang-hye wasn’t home today. I’m sorry.

My smile is frozen and I forget when I’m ready.

No wonder, for the past 10 years, I have often been in their homes for various reasons only to meet him.

At first it was just some sauce, salt, and sour sauce.

Then it might have been too easy for me to run.

The point is, I’m happy to.

One time I carried a bucket of mineral water, it was too heavy, I accidentally hit my feet, and it hurt so bad. I didn’t cry at first, but when I came back to his house and saw him twisting his girlfriend’s water bottle, I couldn’t help but shed tears.

“Just, can’t carry it, don’t be strong. Next time I won’t call you.” Aunt Liu saw me cry and was still proud.

Only Kang-hye, take the medicine box and don’t say a word. Help me to the couch.

Before leaving, he was angry and asked me, “Why is it so stupid?” I’m sorry.

Why are you so stupid?

He still hates me for being stupid.

‘Cause I don’t hurt. I smiled to cover my heart’s sourness.

Pop! He closed the door.

4

“Sister Liu, this is a gill that Grandpa’s family planted, which he ate without medication, thinking that Kang-hye would like to eat, so I brought him some. I’m sorry.

My mother’s words gave me an instant thought.

Aunt Liu took a look at the sack, pushed the door open, choked her throat, “Come in. I’m sorry.

So my mom and I carried the bag in.

“You’re so kind. I’m embarrassed to send things every time. Aunt Liu sat on the couch, but I didn’t hear from her.

“Don’t say that. We’ve only been working for a long time, thanks to your family. I’m sorry.

It’s actually only one street away from my company, and I occasionally miss the bus in the morning and I see him honking behind me in that black car.

“You know what you look like? Every time he smiles, he asks me.

Like what?

“Rabbit. At this point, he keeps his hands on the wheel and doesn’t look at me, “Looking at two eyes, blinding, trying not to talk.” I’m sorry.

I: ?

I get it. He probably thinks I’ve bothered him too many times.

Then I gave myself an alarm clock and tried not to bother him.

Aunt Liu asked us to go in and go to the door where she was staring at my mother’s shoes.

It’s covered in mud.

“Oh, my God, these shoes are finished and I forgot to buy them. Aunt Liu looks at my mother’s shoes with some pain.

“It’s okay, I’ll just wear my socks. My mother took off her shoes and stepped on the floor of her house in her socks.

It’s hot, but my heart just fell into the ice.

The way my mother whispered, it made me cry.

I finally get the word my mom said, hold on.

Aunt Liu said there are too many twigs to eat and want to do well.

My mother and I sat in her living room and stripped the twig one by one.

I remember myself, looking at a clitoris, lying there the other night, and being slaughtered.

5

Maybe the sun was too hot, or I was too depressed with my heart, and soon I felt dizzy.

I want to throw up.

“What’s wrong? “My mother doesn’t look right when she sees me.

“Thicking. I’m telling you the truth.

Aunt Liu looked at me with a confused face.

My mom scolded me. I know she’s ashamed of me.

I went to the bathroom, Big Pot.

Tears and snots are all mixed up, and I think it’s a terrible day.

When I’m done with myself and I’m out, I feel a bit wrong.

Because Aunt Liu and my mother looked at me in the eye of interrogation.

“Only, haven’t you had a boyfriend lately? When Aunt Liu said that, my mom didn’t look so good.

“None. I looked at my mother with care.

“Hey, we’re just trying to save people’s minds, not like Kang-yeon, who’s always trying to set up his daughter and him up, and he’s so proud that he’s hanging out with the girls all day long. “It’s like she’s yelling at Kang Yee, but she smiles on her face, both intentionally and accidentally.

My mom was silent, and I felt she was holding on to me.

I’m afraid to say more.

“Only that day you didn’t come home. Where did you go? Your mom’s on the phone all over the place. I’m sorry.

The other night, I had a hard time thinking.

I remember when I turned off the phone, and Kang and I were in the bachelor’s room at my company, and my mom wasn’t there, and of course I couldn’t be found.

“Associate scientists. I buried my head very low.

Which one? My mom’s pissed off coming up.

I feel her anger, I’ve heard the names of countless classmates in my head, but I don’t know which one, I’m confused.

“Hey, what are you yelling at the kids for? Aunt Liu, as a peacemaker, persuaded my mother.

At someone else’s house, my mom came down and beat me up.

“Just go out with the boys and girls. Girls are the most vulnerable. Unlike my Kang-hye, I don’t care if he doesn’t come home. I saw my mother’s face blushing and white.

Listening to her, I feel a little sick and stand up and throw up.

“Alas, the baby’s too old for you to care. Aunt Liu told my mother to shake her head at me.

“Who are you with? “My mother’s got her sleeve up and she’s gonna come up to me.

“Just, don’t talk hard, just say who it is, and things have to be solved. “It’s a special concern for Aunt Liu.”

I’m listening to you. I’ve lost my mind for so many years.

I washed my face, looked up and looked at Aunt Liu, and said, “Didn’t Aunt Liu come home that night? I’m sorry.

Aunt Liu was moved by me but didn’t speak.

It’s my mom. It’s coming back.

“Is your son home that night? My mom asked.

Feels like the truth is right in front of me, and my heart is beating to the throat.

I regret it.

“He’s not coming back. Aunt Liu’s face has changed. I’m sorry.

My mother took a breath and looked at me, and then she looked down on me, and she said, “How could your son do something like this when he was only a good boy? I’m sorry.

“What are you talking about? “Just tell Auntie that you weren’t with Kang-hye that night. I’m sorry.

I looked up, I saw my mom staring at me, I saw Aunt Liu forcing me, and I held my fist.

Destroy it.

“Yes. “I was with him all night. I’m sorry.

Pop!

I just finished. My mom’s slaps came.

My face was so hot.

I didn’t react, and my mom pulled me out.

She said the most, “Just one, do you have a face? I’m sorry.

“You’ve got a face! I’m sorry.

She said that she was going to look down on Aunt Liu for the rest of her life.

“Are you stupid? He’s got a girlfriend. He wants you to? Do you have a brain?

“You like him. What’s the result of all these years?

“How did I raise a fool like you? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

My mother yelled at me and I fainted.

Six.

When I woke up, my dad and my mom were at my bed.

I couldn’t face them, so I turned my back on them.

“Just one, still dizzy?” My dad was scared.

“No fainting. I’m bored to answer.

“You’re too old to be in love with Mom and Dad. “The kid Kang-hye, he doesn’t think it’s bad. If you really like it, you’re in love. I’m sorry.

I’m quiet. I can’t tell you how he wants to fall in love with me. He doesn’t like me at all. I put it up. I can tell.

“and we’re in love, we’ve got kids. “My mom didn’t say anything nice.

I guess my dad looked at her and she stopped talking.

Kids?

I remember how I could have had children.

They misunderstood.

I’m really hot today. I’m having a heat break.

But I can’t help but think that Kang-hye’s family is gonna get so excited about me and him.

Even though it was a pure killing of a thousand enemies, it hurt 800.

“The child has time to have a child, to fall in love, not to have a child! My dad made a final decision.

“What do you know? Do you know how much surgery affects women? “My mother was obviously upset.

I wanted to explain it, but I was afraid my mom would come up and strangle me.

Just as I was trying to tell her the fact that I took the pills.

As a result, she suddenly came.

“No! No! Now the kids are in our stomachs and they’re scared. What’s our hurry? Let’s make a deal, let’s change the name of the kid. I’ll keep her grandson out of sight! That’s it.”

I listened to my mother’s “mixery” and I’m losing my hair.

“Mom…” I called her.

The door was knocked before it opened.

“Hey, what are we just? It’s Aunt Liu’s voice.

I stood up my ears and heard his voice, and my heart started beating.

“Uncle Chow, only? Can I come in and see her? I’m sorry.

It’s Kang Yee, I held the covers tight.

Here comes Kang Yee, you talk to him. My dad volunteered to make room for him and me alone.

I haven’t seen you in a while. I’m a little nervous. I’m ashamed of those images.

“Why? Don’t want to see me?” He sat by my bed and reached out to my forehead.

“Don’t talk, I’m going away…” And he’s uptight.

“None. I’ll reach out and grab his horn.

And the next second, he grabbed my hand, he held it in his hand, and he groaned at me, and he hit my head, “Why don’t you buy meds?” I’m sorry.

I just fell down to the bottom of his ups and downs.

He doesn’t want anything to do with me.

So he’s really just having a good time, and then he’s gonna go?

Why should I bear all this humbled?

I haven’t had a hard time in 10 years.

I suddenly didn’t want to be a good girl. I wasn’t good either, just because he said he liked my good looks and I was tired.

If I don’t behave, I’m gonna ruin everything.

“I’m sleepy, I don’t want to talk, you go. “I don’t want to explain that I’m selfish enough to make them get mad about this.

“Only…” And Kang sighs behind me, “Be good.” I’m sorry.

I’m quiet.

He told me to be good. He thinks I’m as good as when I was a kid.

“Well, they know better. He says:

“What do you mean? I can’t stand it.

“What’s the point? He looked at me with his eyebrow, and he said, “I’ve made it hard for me to be your boyfriend.” I’m sorry.

Boyfriend?

When I heard those three words, I thought I’d jump inside.

But, strangely, I’m a bit of an unexpectedly calmer.

I can’t remember what he said.

I just have a voice inside me. A long-awaited event that has finally taken its toll is likely to be without the desired wave of shock and even a slight disappointment.

I feel a bit sad when I think he’s forced to be my boyfriend because I’m pregnant.

7

Later he left with his mother.

My mom came in and told me that Kang-hye’s dad said he was going to give us $880,000 for the bride price and that she was going to make me and Kang-hye’s wedding room with the garden house just renovated.

“It’s just that you’re really cheering for Mom this time! You didn’t see Kang-hye’s mom hear the decisions made by Kang-hye’s dad, the red-faced one. I’m sorry.

“Why are you wrinkled? “My mother suddenly saw my face, and the excited five officials fell off.

“This marriage is not a child’s play. It’s just that you didn’t say anything. My dad’s sighs.

“Why did you force her? My mom didn’t look at my dad and she said to me, “You liked Kang-hye when you were in school. I’ve been running all day. You’re stupid, you’re not stupid. Isn’t this you? I’m sorry.

“…” I can’t speak with my mother.

I liked him, but I never thought about designing him, and I gave it in silence, and I never wanted to give it back.

Now I’m in a lot of pain and trouble because of a hysteria.

I even wonder whether this is what I really want, because I can’t feel the slightest bit of happiness.

But I made selfish choices, which tormented me.

Then my mom went out and left my dad alone.

My father told me very strongly: “Only people make many mistakes in their lives, and the way to make up for them is not to go along with them, but to stop them in time. I’m sorry.

I don’t know why that’s making me nervous.

He’s like a hole in my mask, exposing everything to the air.

“Then how do I know what’s right? I asked my dad back.

My dad took a look at me and sent me four words, “Behave inside.” I’m sorry.

“Hmm. “I can’t say much, and I’m afraid I’ll tell you everything.

8

On the weekend, Aunt Liu asked our family to dinner at the farm house on the top of the mountain.

For a few days, I almost slept all night.

Aunt Liu was surprised when she saw me.

“Only, how much you react, see how the little face tortures. She kindly pulled me next to her.

“Didn’t sleep well?” Kang-hye sat on the other side of me, rubbing my face in pain.

“Hmm. I’m afraid to look at him.

“It’s my fault. I’ve been so busy these days, I haven’t been able to find you. He said, “Give me soup.”

This is a treatment I’ve never enjoyed before.

Everyone’s focused on me, making food, telling me to eat more, and even my mom’s working on all kinds of food I like.

“This girl of ours, she’s pregnant, she wants the freshest, she’ll throw up. I’m sorry.

I saw Aunt Liu looking at the money on the menu and looking pretty bad.

“It’s so pitiful, the last time she came to eat at our house. I’m sorry.

As soon as she had finished, the atmosphere was dead.

My heart fell to the bottom of the valley.

I can’t believe my mom’s out of her mouth.

“Mom, when did she come to our house? He asked his mother peacefully.

“It’s just that you’re not at home…” Aunt Liu couldn’t stop saying, and probably realized it wasn’t good enough to cover up with soup.

My mother was silent for a while, and suddenly she said, “Ginger, why don’t you and you go and take the evidence one day alone? I’m sorry.

Aunt Liu suddenly looked up and realized that she was too tough and smiled and that “the child was born too late.” I’m sorry.

“What do you mean? “You want my daughter to get pregnant and have a big fat kid in your family without proof?” I’m sorry.

Don’t worry, it’s not a boy. I’m sorry.

I hear it, it’s all creeping up.

I couldn’t listen to my mother’s fucking argument and suddenly looked up and smiled and said, “Did Aunt Liu not have a son and I couldn’t enter your house?” I’m sorry.

After all, two people are finally quiet.

“Just don’t think, as long as it’s our Kang’s kids, boys and girls, they’re our babies. When Aunt Liu said that, she laughed against her heart.

“What do you mean? My mother was so mad at the table, “What do you mean my daughter can still have someone else’s baby?” I’m sorry.

And I naturally heard the subtext, and I just felt so sad.

I’ve been holding the table up for a while.

” Aunt Liu, don’t argue. I’m sorry.

“Mom, shut up too. I’m sorry.

I turned around and looked at him, “You don’t have to be embarrassed. I’m sorry.

Everyone finally quiet down.

I had the courage to tell the secret that had been in my heart these days: “I am not pregnant at all. I’m sorry.

After that, I tried to make myself smile and not be so embarrassed.

Next, the whole table looks at me.

“Only” looks at me with concern.

“It’s over. * I can’t get any smiles *

I don’t want to hear any more questions from my mother.

I don’t want to hear your questions.

At this moment, I feel like I have never been more relaxed.

9

A long time ago, I felt sorry for Kang-hye’s new girlfriend; I broke up with Kang-hye, like he was reborn, and started a little fire in my heart.

How many times did he come together, and it was my turn, and I couldn’t cry.

I’m just walking down the road by myself.

It’s like a ghost.

At one point, I suddenly stopped, stood for a few minutes and suddenly started to cry.

I realized I didn’t love him and suddenly lost my way.

I didn’t think I’d cry one day because I didn’t love him.

I walked on the road and stopped, and I didn’t come back until I heard the horn.

“Just get in the car. I want to talk to you. It’s Kang Yee.

I looked at him and said, “There’s nothing to talk about. I’m sorry.

“My mom doesn’t mean that. Don’t think about it yourself. Go back. * He stopped the car and came to hold me *

I pulled my hand out of his hand.

I’m sick of hearing his mother now.

“It doesn’t matter. I’m not pregnant. You don’t have to answer to me. It’s over. “I’ve tried my best to declare the end with him.

He stomped, staring at me, “Just, don’t you like me? I’m sorry.

My heart hurts.

He always knew!

Knowing that I like him, he consumed the love hidden in my heart, and finally exhausted all my strength.

“Maybe.” I laughed.

He apparently felt a bit of a problem, rubbed his temple, came back half a day, and said to his voice, “Don’t be so reckless. If anything happens, you can’t get off the hill alone. Be good and be good.” I’m sorry.

I don’t want to talk. I don’t want to listen.

Keep walking, walking and running, and I told myself I’d run away from all of this, and I can’t shake him.

I’m running faster and faster, and the sound of him calling me.

“Just…”

“Just…”

He used to call me, and I felt beautiful, and now I feel asphyxiated.

Run through a bend and suddenly a crowd appears.

The men and the women, with their ribbons and their drummings, were raging, surrounded by a group of motorcyclists.

I can’t feel their joy, I can’t feel their noise.

I heard the engine behind me and knew Kang-hye was coming.

I don’t understand why he followed me when he didn’t like me.

The door’s open. I think he’s coming for me.

I can’t stop for a second.

I don’t want to go back to the mean days of my past.

I quickly bypassed the crowd and ended up looking on a motorcycle by the roadside.

10

I saw him start a motorcycle engine, like he was going down the hill.

I don’t know where the courage came from, rushing to him and asking, “Can I get a ride?” I’m sorry.

Listen to me, he looked up at me. He was wearing a black helmet and I couldn’t see his face.

But for a few seconds he didn’t respond to me, I was very upset inside.

But when I saw Kang-hye running from afar, I just wanted to get out of the place right away.

“Just get under the hill. I can pay you for your car. * I got in his ear and said out loud, “I’m afraid he can’t hear in his helmet.”

He turned up, probably shocked by me, and looked at me for a few seconds, and said, “You want a ride, you don’t want money.” I’m sorry.

I stopped.

“What do you want? “I stomped closer and closer to Kang, and it was too late for me, and I went straight up to his car, and I pushed down, “Please. I’m sorry.

He looked back at Kang Yee and looked at me again, and he sighed, “Damn it. I’m sorry.

Holy shit? For what?

At first I didn’t understand why he said that, and then I understood that it was his car, and it wasn’t his life…

“You asked for it. ”He threw this sentence, and the whole man was lying on a motorcycle, and he started to roll in front of them.

The group saw him and me and suddenly started to get up.

“Where did you get the guts?”

“Sister is pretty good. I’m sorry.

“How can you win this game if you bring someone?”

“This big?”

I don’t know.

I said, “What’s going on?”

I just felt like my head was buzzing, and I couldn’t think more, and he pulled a helmet from someone else and threw it at me.

“Will he wear it?” He didn’t talk to those people and turned to me.

“About … will? “Why do you ride a motorcycle and wear such a complex helmet?

He didn’t make a sound and waited for me to wear it.

“Hold tight. He reminded me nicely.

I don’t mean to grab people so tight, I just squeezed his horn with my fingertips.

Then a whistle was sounded and the motorcycle flew out.

Yes! Just fly out.

My helmet, it just flew off!

My body is suddenly inertial, and my survival instinct is to hold his waist in a moment.

“Slower, slower…” Because the speed of the car was too fast, my mouth was full of shit and my face was deformed.

I feel like I’m going to stop breathing. It’s like I’ll see the world in the next second.

But he didn’t respond to me at all, but accelerated.

Because I felt a dozen motorcycles flying across my face.

This is not a bike. This is a rocket!

That’s what he said. I think I might be here today.

Eleven.

I’ve never held a man so tight before.

At least when I’m not losing my mind, I still have a girl.

But at this moment, I wish I could weld myself with steel and his back.

“Don’t choke!” He yelled at me.

“What? I have a little cry.

“Your hands, put some up there! He had to yell at me because of the wind.

Now I’m clear, but I’m still afraid to move.

I was afraid I’d lighten up and the whole thing would fly out.

“I’m… I’m scared. I’m scared of a blank in my head.

I’m a coward. I’ve never tried anything exciting in my life. I’ve been so scared last time.

And this time, obviously, it’s a roller coaster or a dead end.

“Can’t die. He’s not well-breathed on his side.

It’s no different from death.

Later, he was probably slowing down.

Because I feel like I’m breathing, and I’m not that bad, and the view is finally clear, not a quick flash.

The motorcade in front of us left us further away, and the whole road was suddenly quiet, leaving only my heartbeat and the wind in the ear.

And the rest of the sun shall shine, and We shall put it on his back, as if it had entered another radiant world.

At this moment, my heart is suddenly quiet.

And ten years I and Kang-yeon, as a film, have passed through my mind, and those who were humbled, sore and sore, were washed away by the wind of this road.

I suddenly feel so stupid, so painful, I want to hold myself.

There was no reticence, no frustration, and I said goodbye to myself and reconciled with myself.

I didn’t come back to thinking until the car approached the end.

It feels like, after the robbery for the rest of your life.

12

There are still many people at the end, but no one expects him to come, but to be a small group, a small group, starting with tents and cooking?

“And do not press my leg.” And suddenly he bowed down his voice and turned his head to warn me.

“Aah … good. “The speed slows down, and I lift my legs and I find myself on his back almost entirely.

My hands also moved back from his stomach, to his waist, and grabbed his clothes.

He turned around at the end of the line, and I got nervous and grabbed him dead.

“Don’t…” I feel a little weighty before he’s finished.

Next second, pop…

The car is down.

I threw a dog into shit.

The crowd that was gathering probably heard something and came.

And then, a while and a while and a laugh.

What kind of technology are you?

“From first to last, you flipped over? I’m sorry.

“If you don’t come, we’ll all think you’ve gone with your sister…”

“I didn’t think you’d meet Krypton in your life. I’m sorry.

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

Fuck off! “I saw him rise before me when he fell.”

He pulled his helmet in one hand, and threw it at the youths, who were happy, and came to me limping.

In the sunset, he turned against the light, and I couldn’t see his face, and I just felt like he was tall, his hair was wet, he was tumbled…

“Can you get up?” He stood before me, reaching out to hold me.

I looked up, looked at his hands with gloves, hesitated, or decided to rise.

“Yes. * My hands are *

I feel my knees burning, and I look down and I see blood.

I’m a little sane.

“I don’t think so. * I’m shaking my voice, my breath is weak *

Next, he leaned down and reached out and held me up.

He’s close to me. I saw his long eyelashes, his tall nose, his broken lips…

He also smells of the sunlight in his body.

I realized I was staring at people and suddenly I felt so shameless.

So head down and don’t look at him.

“How dare you take my car? “He put me on a stool by the tent, and he said nothing, and then turned to the tent, and took out a medicine box, and lay before me.

“I don’t know, so soon. I muffled.

“I’ll do it myself. “I think he rolls up some of my skirts, shows up my knees, and treats me with wounds.

“…all right. “He gave me a stubble, stood up, lit a cigarette, smoked and looked at me.

“No, there’s not much in the tent, you and your sister…” Suddenly a boy about 20 came over and laughed, and he said it so loud.

His name is Mooseno?

I looked up and looked at him, and I just ran into him and looked at me.

I was scared to take my eyes off.

“I have to go home. I’m in a hurry to explain.

This boy, Deer field, is about 20 years old and he’s got black canvass on his feet and he doesn’t look like I’m on the same road.

“Sister, it’s dark, there’s no car down the hill, you can play with us for a while. I’m sorry.

“Yes, sister, we’re having a barbecue tonight, watching stars, singing, not boring. I’m sorry.

I don’t know when, a few more boys came in.

Faced with the enthusiasm of the children, I was determined to go home, but somehow refused.

“It’s the first time a girl’s been in his car. You can’t fool him. I’m sorry.

“He lost the game, sister. You’ll pay for it. I’m sorry.

I’m a little embarrassed to look at Deerfield.

I didn’t know it would be so complicated, I wanted to take a ride down the hill, and I didn’t know it was his race, and I didn’t know the motorcycle would be so fast that I almost got killed.

“Will you shut up? “The deer threw up a cigarette and became impatiently whitened them.

“Come on, be gentle to your sister and be a monster to us. A couple of the boys were having fun and he kicked them out.

I looked down and tried to fix my wounds, but my hands were shaking and I couldn’t do it on several occasions.

“Let me do it. He put out the smoke, went back down, took a new cotton sticker, “You’re inexperienced, you can’t handle it well. I’m sorry.

That’s what he said. I can’t say no.

“Your name is Mooseno? “I looked at his hair, and I found something to make up the embarrassment.

“Hmm. He answered, “It’ll hurt a bit, you have to bear with it. I’m sorry.

“Good. I said, “My name is Qi, thank you today. I’m sorry.

The cold touch with a needle in it made me take a breath.

“It’s just good.” He changed a cotton tag and started to paint again.

My condition is that I narrow my feet.

And he caught him.

He looked up at me, and he suffocated, and he said, “Don’t hide, you have to disinfect, or you’ll get infected, for a few seconds, you have to bear it. I’m sorry.

“Good…” I hold the edge of the stool tight and hold my breath, waiting for the next sting.

And then I waited for a warm cold, and he blew me a little bit from a distance, and he said, “This is going to spread fast. He explains:

I admit, I was shocked by his actions.

I’ve probably never been treated so softly in my life, and I’m a bit of a crybaby right now.

When I was a kid, I fell and I was hurt, and my mom always yelled at me and said I was stupid.

Only Kang-hye will call me stupid when I’m hurt and help me with the wound.

That’s why I liked him so long.

It’s just that Kang’s tenderness is not just to me, he does to all his girlfriends, I’m just the one he didn’t promise anything.

When I think about the bad things, my nose is sore, my tears fall, and he drops in the hand of the deer.

He looked up and looked at me with clear eyes.

“Don’t cry. “Is it so painful?” I’m sorry.

He won’t blow, he won’t disinfect.

“I didn’t cry.” I reached out and wiped my tears.

I can’t get my tears off and my snot out.

Damn, I’m really embarrassed to die.

He must have seen my wolf, turned his head and walked into the tent, came out later, handed me a white T-shirt.

“Clean, uncut. He saw me hesitating, explaining, “Here’s the paper in the car over there, you wipe it first. I’ll get it later. I’m sorry.

I’m…

If it wasn’t for my nose, I’d really be embarrassed to wipe tears and snot with someone else’s clothes.

I picked up my clothes, turned my face, tried not to let him see a disgusting scene.

Actually, it’s gross enough.

And then he got down and grabbed my feet, and he said, “I’m going as fast as I can. You play games, you distract. I’m sorry.

Talk down and disinfect me, and then call a phone.

Because he didn’t have his hand on the phone, he pressed the speaker.

“Bring me some paper. I’m sorry.

“Boss, so soon? No paper.”

I:

Why is this conversation like something wrong?

“You’re full of shit. I’m sorry.

“Boss, there’s a game tomorrow. Take it easy. “It’s not like I’m laughing at the phone.

It’s not normal to laugh and it’s different.

He reached out and cut off the phone.

The air suddenly dies quiet.

“Don’t listen to them. He coughed, “Can he stand it?” I’m sorry.

“Yes.” I whispered.

I thought he made me play games and I felt like I had a generation with kids like them.

Thinking about it, I reached out to my pocket and touched my phone, and I felt empty.

It’s over. The phone dropped.

“What? When he saw me touching around, he asked me.

“My phone’s gone. I can’t help it.

“Maybe it’s off the road. “What’s the important phone call?” he put a bandage around my knee and thought, I’m sorry.

Important phone calls?

I thought for a second about my mom’s phone bombing.

And Kang-hye’s question.

And my dad’s concern.

But all of this gives me a headache and I can’t breathe.

I even thought it would be nice to lose my phone, and at least I’m finally relieved that I can’t deal with that.

“I don’t think I’ll be able to take you down the hill today. You sleep in my tent tonight. I’ll go to my friend’s. You’ll only be one night. “I can’t go home tonight if I have to tell my family.”

I don’t think I’m one of them, and I can’t bear to hear him say that when I think of myself disappearing suddenly, my dad might be worried about sleeping all night.

“Can I use your phone for a text? I asked him.

“Yes. He took his cell phone and unlocked it, and then continued to process the other leg.

I’ve got a message for my dad, and I’ve probably told him I’m fine. I don’t want to go back tonight.

My dad came back, “Okay, take care of yourself. I’m sorry.

Seeing this, I’m relieved.

“Can you stand up?” He took care of two feet and stood up and looked at me.

“may be…” “I tried to stand up. I couldn’t get up. It hurt.

“Fine, don’t move. “What do you like to eat? I’ll get it for you. I’m sorry.

13

“Thank you. I thank him sincerely.

I don’t know why, even after just a few hours with him, he’s obviously younger than me, but I just feel like he’s a good man.

He didn’t say anything but left me a shadow, shaking his hand.

A little while later, he moved a table with a couple of boys, and a dozen just baked barbecues.

And then when I thought I was alone, the boys moved a few more tables, and then even everyone came and moved the barbecue.

There’s a whole bunch of big boys and a bunch of little girls over here, and they’re laughing, they’re fighting, and they look so young.

It’s just in this context, when they tell jokes and talk about movies and games that young people like, I feel like I’m young.

“Sister, do you play a game or an assistant? I’m sorry.

“Sister, you choose, we’ll take you.”

“Sister, if you play with a girl, you can fly without a brain.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I was shocked by their enthusiasm.

But I can’t really say no.

“I don’t know much. I said that I had actually downloaded the king, or because Kang had sent the king’s record once, so I did it quietly, but I studied it for half a day and didn’t know how to play it, so I’m still in brass.

“Nothing, we can take you! I’m sorry.

“Yes, and whoever beats you, we’ll beat them down and call them sisters. I’m sorry.

How am I supposed to tell them that I’m actually, as bad as…

“Play my number. “Just as I didn’t know how to answer, I was suddenly thrown by the smoker field.

And then the moment was quiet.

I don’t understand.

“You’re not afraid to lose your top ten suits? I’m sorry.

“Ah, you don’t understand. She’s a bitch. I’m sorry.

“Yes, yes, yes, we all know. I’m sorry.

People laugh again.

I’m a little confused.

Why are little boys so funny now?

But if I look weird, I feel so real.

At a time when I hesitated to euphemismally ask them not to joke, someone acted first.

“Did you take the wrong medicine or get tired of living?” I’m sorry.

He’s so angry!

I was scared to make a sound.

The boys were even more breathless.

“Don’t bullshit, play games with your sister. I’m sorry.

“Yes, sister, what else do you want to eat? I’ll cook it for you. I’m sorry.

“Sister, don’t worry. We’ll make sure no one gets near you. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I nod my head, pick up his phone, shake it in.

Let’s go.

The boys are starting to snap again.

The deer, sitting next to him, bowed down, and then he put out the smoke, and threw away the phrase, “Are you dumb in your last life?” I’m sorry.

Turn around and go to the front for a barbecue.

14

I then played two games with the encouragement of a group of brothers.

Lie down and win.

While I was still working on how to put that hero’s skills, my brothers had come up and just wiped out each other.

During this period, Deerno has been lulling quietly.

He doesn’t seem to talk much, but they’re scared of him.

Intuition tells me he’s no good.

Then I ate the barbecue and washed it with mine water.

“You can use my phone first. “Throw me the phone.”

I’m a little blind. I’m going to bed. I’m using his phone.

“You girls like to play cell phones before you go to bed? He asked me back.

“I can’t use your phone either. I’m a little embarrassed.

He left his phone to me with no intention of taking it back. Unlimited traffic. I’m sorry.

Then he pointed at the tent next to his finger, “I’m right there. Call me if you need me. I’m sorry.

“Thank you. He said that, and I didn’t mean to say no.

I thought that if something happens at night, mobile phones are a useful tool.

He didn’t speak, left me a shadow, and then he left.

Maybe I’ve been through too much this day and I’ve slept so well at night.

The next day I woke up on the phone.

I fell asleep a little confused and answered the phone without looking.

“Where are you?” We’re back. “The voice of a lady.”

I thought I was at home. The whole thing was covered.

“On the hill. I’m afraid I can’t answer.

I didn’t hear a sound for a while. I thought I hung up and put my phone on the side again.

After a while, I felt the sound, and I picked it up and put it in my ear.

I’ll leave you to sleep. I’m sorry.

I can’t hear you.

I finally woke up when I heard the two words “Mooseno.”

And then I heard the back, and I got scared and sat up.

Aunty… you got the wrong idea.

I stare at the phone in my hand, and my back is cold.

Fuck!

I quickly put my clothes on and ran outside with my phone and wanted to give it back to him.

The result was to ignore the injury to his knee and walk a few steps, so that he could bite his teeth.

“What’s wrong? When I ran out of the tent, one hand held me before I fell.

Deerno?

He changed his sports costume, like he’d just moved, and he was sweating on his forehead.

“Your mother just called, I kind of woke up.” I gave him the phone, and it was a little loud, “She seems to have misunderstood. I’m sorry.

He held me down on the stool, and he took his cell phone, and his finger slipped on the screen and asked me, “What’s wrong?” I’m sorry.

We slept together. I can’t say it.

He seemed so calmer than I was, and even smiled.

“All right. * He just said something and then stood next to me and started calling. *

I didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but I was a little nervous, and it felt like he was on the phone with his mother.

“Well, come back in two days. I’m sorry.

I don’t know what his mother said. He suddenly looked at me.

I was eavesdropping, and he looked at me like that, scared me to take my eyes back.

“None.

“Where did I bring you back? Ridiculous.

“Don’t come. Okay, let’s talk about it. I’m sorry.

It’s sort of, you know, it’s kind of clear.

But I’m embarrassed to think that Hikaru caused such a misunderstanding.

I explained it to him again when he hung up and looked at the time.

“I fell asleep when your mother called, and I thought it was my mother, and I answered it I didn’t mean to.”

“Take it. My mom says you sound good. He said that somehow.

I’m a little embarrassed, I don’t know how to answer, and I always think he made it up.

I’ll take you to the hospital? * He’s suddenly staring at my leg, like this. *

“No need. I quickly refused, because we didn’t know each other, and now it’s enough for him, after all, to have a small knee, “It doesn’t hurt much, just a few days.” I’m sorry.

“Will you give me a ride down the hill later? I’m asking again.

He stares at me for a while, he doesn’t talk, and then he says, “Okay. I’m sorry.

15

He ate breakfast and sent me home.

I said I’d take it under the hill, but he asked my home address and sent me downstairs.

He said my foot was because he fell and he was responsible.

Leave a call. I got out of the car and he laughed and said to me, “You can call me if you have any problems with your feet. I’m in charge. I’m sorry.

I think it’s really small, but he’s so serious, I left a call.

“I’ll buy you dinner if I have the chance. Thank you for bringing me back. “I lost my phone number to his address book and laughed at him.

As soon as I got back to the neighborhood, I felt a little heavy.

“Good. I’m sorry.

When I turned and walked into the elevator room, I saw someone.

Kang Yee!

I don’t know why the first reaction was to look back and see if the bike disappeared at the end of the road.

He didn’t see it, did he?

“Who is he? “The sound of coldness in my ears is shaking my hair.

“You don’t need to know. I’m cold.

I’ve imagined it a million times and Kang-hye’s downstairs waiting for me. I imagined how I would fall in his arms with tears and tell him how I loved him.

But at this moment, I feel a headache without a hint of emotion.

When I saw him, I thought of Aunt Liu’s face, all the embarrassing things I said, and my mom came back and told me about my face.

I just want to run away.

I pushed the elevator and didn’t want to talk to him anymore.

I was just going in, and he grabbed my hand.

He’s strong, I can’t wring him. He’s got him in the stairwell, stuck in the corner.

“I’ve been waiting at home all night for you. You didn’t explain? His voice was low, I used to sound good, but I don’t want to hear it now.

Then what? I looked up at him.

Does he think it’s a long day and night?

Does he know that I’ve been waiting all day and night?

While he was having fun with his girlfriend, he forgot I was downstairs waiting for him.

When he went out to get drunk, he stayed up all night.

I waited for him downstairs.

And he will only say: “What is the matter with you that you are so stupid that I did not come, you wait, you do not know to leave?” I’m sorry.

Look, he always thinks I should wait for him.

What are the requirements of someone you love in secret? Ask him to be on time, ask him to keep his promise and ask him to be clean?

“You know how worried people are about you? You were with him last night? He stood there, looked down at me, and asked questions.

“I texted my dad. I watched him ask me who I was with last night, and it was funny.

I don’t have anything to do with him anymore, not before, not after.

In my heart, I said goodbye to Kang.

“You didn’t send me!” He was a little angry.

“Who are you? Kang Yee, you’re funny. Why should I send it to you? I laughed and asked him. “No, what am I entitled to send you? I’m sorry.

He choked, probably didn’t expect me to be like this, a bit shocked, and after a few seconds, he grabbed my neck, reached out and touched my head, “Just…”

It’s just that my heart shakes for seconds, as it did many times before.

But only a few seconds.

I didn’t want to hear him say “only” after every time I was sad, but I couldn’t help but approach him, and he stabbed him in the heart repeatedly.

It’s a vicious circle, it’s over.

“Your mother’s right, I don’t deserve you, so I won’t come to you again, and you won’t come to me. I try to make myself calm.

He looked down and looked at me and wanted to find a trace from my eyes. My mom didn’t mean that, even without the kids, we did once and you could hold me responsible. I’m sorry.

I asked him to take responsibility?

I can imagine what Aunt Liu would say, say I’m heavy, say I’m shallow, say I’m unsatisfied, say I don’t deserve him.

So there’s no need.

“No need. I looked at him with determination and said, “I’ll take a bite from a dog. I’m sorry.

I’m not going to hang out with him anymore. I left him and went to the elevator myself.

Push him away, I’m in pain. It’s the kind of body torn in half.

Ten years of secret love, he was integrated into my life and became an inexorable part of my life.

I’ve finally decided to leave. I’m no less relaxed than when I’m in love.

I was even worried that he would come up again and tell me that he loved me so much and always loved me so much that I was really not sure I would waver.

Fortunately, he didn’t catch up.

The moment the elevator was shut, I heard a sighs inside myself.

Back home, my mom sat in the living room eating watermelon, and my dad gave her a fan.

This scene was supposed to be quite harmonious until I showed up and broke it.

16

“You know how to come back? My mom put down the watermelon and stare at me.

I stand still.

“What happened to you and Kang-hye? What about the kids? What, are you mute now? My mother is a bit aggressive.

Before I went home, I had a fantasy that my mother would be gentle to me once.

“He didn’t like me, and the next day I took my medication, and there were no children, and I didn’t know that I had any hope for him, and now I see it, and I’m not going to be with him. “I’m hard-headed and I’m trying to say this as calmly as possible.

Look, my mom stood up, took a piece of watermelon peel and threw it at me. They’re all asleep. You’re playing high school now. Don’t let them take care of you.

“Do you know what a holdup is? Are you still a girl? Do you have any idea what this means for a girl? I’m sorry.

At the end of the day, she was also shivering.

“You’re so stupid you deserve to be bullied. I’m sorry.

I’m standing right where I am, and the watermelon peels on my head, and it doesn’t hurt like my mother said.

I’m gonna cry and I’m gonna bite.

“Just, does it hurt?” My dad came to protect me and asked me.

I turned my face to one side and didn’t want him to see the tears in my eyes.

“I’m so stupid, I’m nothing like anyone else, and I’ll never get married again. I’m sorry. I turned back to my room and closed the door to death.

I’m hiding in a nest, and I can’t stop crying.

I can’t imagine why my life has been so failed, since I was a child, working harder than others, living harder, as my elders say.

Then I started the Cold War with my mom.

I went to work as usual, and I didn’t say a word to my mother during this time.

It’s my dad who found the wound on my foot and took me to the subway every day on a bottle.

Every day I get off work and walk on a crowded street, and I wonder, what’s the point of a life like mine?

So I made the boldest decision of my life.

When the company selected the outside market manager, I quietly identified myself and, after several rounds of examination, I was transferred to the market department more than 1,000 kilometres away.

My old job was to sit in an office and bring my boss tea every day for a delivery.

In the words of my mother, a girl can’t do such a job without going out and showing her face.

The day before I left, I talked to my dad all afternoon, and my dad was so supportive.

At night, I spoke to my mother for the first time and told her I was leaving.

I’ll leave you alone. She said that to my father, “I think she can fly out for a few days.” I’m sorry.

The day I left, I remembered a man – Deer field.

I didn’t have his contact number, I had a problem with that number before, and it didn’t work out. I had to apply for a new number.

He wrote down my old number and he couldn’t find me. Of course, it’s probably just someone who says, and doesn’t have to call me, and I don’t care.

When I left, no one knew but my parents.

I’ve lived in this city for more than two decades, from elementary school to university, and I’ve never been out of here, sitting on a plane, and I’m feeling a little different.

Kang-hye didn’t know how to know I was gone. I got a call from Kang-hye.

“That far away? Only you’re still so childish. I’m sorry.

I hung up on him.

Just be childish, that’s all I’ve ever been.

I thought I could live a good life without my parents, and then I hit my face in less than a week.

The rented house was a small old house with no elevator and had to walk through a dark alley, and since it had just moved here, it was almost paid every day, working late, and I was scared to death every day.

The only good thing is that I’m tired every day and I’m not sad anymore.

I think it’s getting smaller and smaller for me.

Kang-hye still sends me tweets, and I rarely reply, or simply don’t.

He’s finally become a man in my life.

“Are you tired? Then he came back to me, except, and he sought to shake me while I was tired.”

Back? Go back and live like that?

I don’t want to go back when I thought about my old heart.

I turned off my phone and slept under cover.

My dad called me a month later, “Just for your mom’s birthday. Are you coming back? I’m sorry.

I hesitated to come here and my mom and I never spoke on the phone.

I’m not sure how I can smile her birthday now.

“What are you doing back here? On the phone, I heard my mother say something that was not nice.

My father whispered to me: “Your mother is a knife, and you’re gone this month, and she comes to your room every day to wake you up, and if so, don’t take it personally.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know what to say at a time.

There are no parents who don’t love their children, of course I know.

But some parents always put love in their hearts without a good word.

Like my mom, she never knew how sad she was.

“Dad, I’ve just come here, and I’ve been busy lately, so I’ll go back and I’ll buy my mom a gift online. I’m sorry.

“…good. “It’s like I saw a text message for you the other day, the number you sent me outside. I’m sorry.

I don’t know why, I thought of Deerno in a second.

I’m a little surprised that he’s so far away from me.

“What did he say?” I was a little nervous.

“Is your knee ready? My dad put it in, “It’s like it was sent early. I just saw it, didn’t notice. I’m sorry.

I paused, and there was a little excitement.

When I got his number, I thought for half a day, and I didn’t know if I should contact him.

After all this time, he was afraid that w would forget who I was.

I’ve saved his number. We believe my best friend has recommended a communication friend.

I didn’t come up with him. I wasn’t a man.

Why should I disturb those who do not know?

I thought the day would be like this, and the day would pass, and it would be right.

Until that night, I spent the night with my clients at the riverside, walking side by side with my colleagues, facing a few boys wearing duck tongue caps.

Because of his height, I was with my colleagues, and I looked up and looked at him.

That look, it just happened to hit with a look.

My heart jumped.

I’ve seen this look before, and when I remember who it was, I’ve missed it with those people.

“What’s wrong? My colleague looked at me and asked me.

“Nothing. “I’ll take my thoughts back and keep going to our table.

“Oh, I forgot Brother Wang didn’t drink cold beer. I’ll talk to the boss. I’m sorry.

“I’ll go. I’m in a hurry.

I’ll turn around and walk in his direction.

It’s just that there are steps by the river, up and down, darker, and I don’t see them.

Walking and stopping, watching several times, not seeing him, and my heart’s lost.

I laughed at myself for being a coward and I should have said hello to him in the moment I saw him.

People are missing and coming to the bottom.

I’m even beginning to wonder if I’m wrong, if that person is really a deer.

After all, in this city, which is thousands of kilometres away, two people who meet in water can still meet. I laughed.

When I looked back, I remembered I had his number.

I took out the phone, tried, added his tweets.

Looking at the phone interface, he hasn’t passed, and I’m a little upset, and I think I shouldn’t be so impulsive.

“Look for what? A voice came out of nowhere.

I stopped.

17

When he turned back, he stood there with a black duck cap, staring at me with a smile on his mouth.

Honestly, I’m a little embarrassed.

“Toilet.” I lied.

Heart beats a little fast.

He smiled and did not break my childish lies, and he lazily said, “I know, I will take you.” I’m sorry.

“Thank you. I pretended to follow him calmly.

“Looks good. He looked down and looked at my knee.

“Hmm. I’m embarrassed to answer.

“Why are you here? * He walks around me slowly and in a good mood *

“The job has been transferred here. I’m telling you the truth.

He was quiet for a while, and I snuck into his eyes with a smile.

“And you? Why are you here?” I asked him.

I’m really shocked to meet him here.

He stopped and pointed to the building in front, “There’s the toilet. I’m sorry.

“Good. I don’t think he wants to answer my questions, and he doesn’t.

The more I get to the bathroom, the more I feel like I am.

I haven’t seen you for a long time. It’s no big deal. Ask me what you want.

I thought he might be gone again, and I missed it again, and I wanted to say I was a loser.

So I went out of the bathroom and saw the look on the door, and I shook it again.

He leaned against the wall to smoke. Wait for me, obviously.

I’ve got a bit of a hysteria in my heart.

As soon as he got close, he put out the smoke and took a look at me.

“I went to college here. I’m sorry.

Is that a response to my previous questions?

“Fine. Next time I’ll buy you a barbecue. “I can’t talk to my head.

After all, I don’t know him that well.

“All right. * He’s got a few words, “So you’re here tonight…”

“To eat with a client. Speaking of which, I thought of myself going to the boss.

It was a mistake, pretty boy.

“Customs?” he went out with me. He stopped. “Want a drink? I’m sorry.

“Ah?” And he said, “I can’t feel my mind.” I’m sorry.

I’ve been drinking a lot lately, and I’m not used to it at first, and now I’m getting drunk enough to get a client in the car and throw up in the toilet.

He stopped and didn’t talk, just staring at me, trying to stop, “I’m there with my classmates. I’m sorry.

He pointed to the closest table to the river.

Looking at him, he does have a bunch of men and women who look like students.

“Okay, then take your time. I have to get back to the boss.

“Do you want to leave a message? Two steps, he asked.

I reacted for a second, and I rushed to touch my cell phone, “Okay. I’m sorry.

I waved at him, and I rushed to greet the boss.

Then I went back to the client table.

I’ve been a little distracted all night, but I’m a good cover.

My colleagues were very good at keeping their clients company, so I ran errands, ordered food, and sometimes drank.

Every time I order, I go over there, and I look at the deer field at that table.

His classmates had fun, all kinds of trouble.

He’s been sitting there, smoking, drinking, eating, and quiet.

He’s still a student? Too young.

I don’t even know what I’m thinking. When I look over there and he looks up to me.

In that moment, it was as if I had done something bad, and my heart had fallen apart, and I took away my sight.

In order to prevent the awkward reoccurrence, I was afraid to order.

Sending the client, it’s 11 o’clock.

My colleagues took a taxi.

My cab’s almost there. I’m looking around with my arms.

I think he left with his classmates.

I don’t know what I’m looking for.

The car’s here. I just got in. One hand grabs the door. I’m sorry.

He bends, heads down, laughs at me.

I’m a little surprised, “Yes. I’m sorry.

So Mooseno sat right next to me.

I asked him where his school was, and he sent him to his school, but he said he was on his way and took me home.

I didn’t say anything to him on the way.

I wasn’t a good person, either, and he didn’t seem to like to talk much, either.

I got out of the car and wanted to say goodbye to him, and he came down.

“Do you live here?” He points to this one.

“No, it’s the one inside. I pointed to the end of the alley.

He looked up and he wrinkled.

“I’ll take you there. “He put his hands around me.

“Will you not go back to school at this late hour? I’m worried.

Although I was hoping he would give me a ride, after all this time I was afraid, especially at this late hour.

“No hurry. He’s in front of me.

“Good. I never felt so secure in my heart.

Next month I’ll get paid and I’ll change the house. I really don’t want to be scared every night.

He sent me downstairs and I waved thanks to him.

He didn’t say a word. He turned and left behind a big back, shaking his hands at me.

18

I’m standing in the elevator and I’m still not feeling well.

As soon as I got out of the elevator, I saw a man standing at the door.

It’s Kang Yee.

I’m stuck.

“Where have you been? “He looked down at the watch on his wrist and took my bag for me.” I’m sorry.

“How do you know I live here? “I don’t know why, I’m looking at him now as calm as I can.

If he had appeared before me over a thousand kilometres before me, I would have touched my tears.

It is only now that I know that late interest has long lost its original meaning.

Ask your parents. He said it calmly.

“How’s my mom?” I took the key to the door.

I can’t get rid of him, either.

I’m not that mean.

“Your mom heard I was coming to see you, so I brought you a specialty. He said to mention the bag in his hand.

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

“Gang Yee. “Don’t you think you’re still at our house? I’m sorry.

“What’s so strange? He said, “Just, I’m responsible for you, not what you want. I’m sorry.

“…” I have a moment of speech.

He doesn’t know what I want.

I never wanted his poor charity.

“Have enough fun and come home with me, huh? * Open the door, he took my hand, and was so close to me *

Without a light and a dimness, his voice was low, and in such a obscurous environment people could easily take over.

What do you mean now? * I’m cold, he touches me, I just want to hide *

“It’s not good to just go after it. * He’s got his head down and his lips almost on my face * * Don’t make a scene * I’m sorry.

“KANG Yee, I’m not messing with you. I pushed him away and hid myself, and I said, “What do you want me to say to you? I’m sorry.

He hung up for a while.

“Just don’t lie to yourself. How can you not like me? “I don’t like you running to my house every day, I don’t like how you write back so fast, you can show up anytime I want you…”

I heard him say that my bitter memories were stained with salt.

“You know, or do you change your girlfriends? I laugh, “KANG Yee, do you think I’ll never leave you and always be the best of you?” I’m sorry.

“Just, I’m just waiting for you… when you bravely say you like me. I’m sorry.

There are only three words in my heart right now: why?

Why should I say it first, because I like it first, so I’m going to ask him for all my dignity, say I like him and leave him at his mercy?

Ridiculous.

I suddenly stopped arguing with him.

I opened the door and asked him to get out, “I’m tired. You go. I have only one room. I’m sorry.

He waited a few seconds and didn’t slow down. “Only, I was on a plane for hours, flying over a thousand miles to see you. I’m sorry.

He reminded me of his hard work.

“Well, you sleep here, I go. I’m sorry.

I went straight out and he grabbed me.

“You really want to do this? * He’s staring me in the face. * “You weren’t like this before. I’m sorry.

“What was it that I was?” I said to him, “Come on, Kang-hye, go. I’m sorry.

He took me back to the house and walked out.

Before I closed the door, he asked me one last time with his head down: “Just if I say I like you and I want to start over with you, will you accept me?” I’m sorry.

I had a second, and I laughed, and he really thought, after all this, could I start over with him?

Ridiculous.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t handle it. After that, I banged the door.

19

Second week, I smoked a sky, moved.

It took me a morning to finally resolve to black out all his contacts and to draw a clear line from the past.

It’s a lie to say no to heart pain, but after it was deleted, I was completely open.

I added the Wisno of Deerno.

I admit to being selfish, but I didn’t talk to him. After all, there’s probably an Earth distance between me and him.

So I let myself not think. He’s just a sunshine boy, just a brother.

When I got his call, I was moving and I had a big box in my hand.

“Hello. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“What’s up? “I’m in a position to answer the phone. It’s really embarrassing.

“…”he was silent for a moment, “You called me. I’m sorry.

Thinking about it, maybe when I moved my stuff, my phone was in my pocket, and I accidentally scratched it.

“I may have accidentally touched it, I’m sorry. I’ll explain.

“You are busy?” He tries to ask.

“A little. I think it’s a bit too cold to say, “I’m moving today. I’m a little busy. I’ll call you later. I’m sorry.

He was silent for a moment, “Can I help you? I’m sorry.

“Huh? “I’m stuck in my head, I’m serious, but I’m carrying things downstairs, and then I’m carrying them from the car to another rental house, and I really want someone to help me, and I ask, “Are you free? I’m sorry.

“Can you wait half an hour?” he asked.

“Yes, yes.

Hang up, he’s coming fast.

Not only did he come himself, but he also brought a few classmates.

My fart-sized rental house, a few tall boys at once, was a bit embarrassing.

The boys call me sister.

I’m a little embarrassed.

Only Deerno never called me sister.

I don’t care if I don’t. He makes me feel weirder.

“Your classmates are so passionate. “And when we were midway, We whispered to Deerno. “I’ll treat you to dinner after you’ve moved. I’m sorry.

“No need. “The deer field glids on the front side of the eye, moving things while beating boys.

“Good. What shall we eat at night?”

There was a sudden appearance of a man in the back that scared me.

“Want to eat? How can that be? I’m sorry.

“It’s better to be polite. I’m sorry.

I didn’t know how to hear it.

“Well, what do you want to eat? “I’ve cleared my voice and I’ve simply invited.

It turns out they’re looking a little wrong, and I look at the side, and the deer looks a little bad.

“Boss, can’t we? Let’s eat. One of them tries to ask questions.

“We eat very little. I’m sorry.

“You’re out of basketball tonight?” I’m sorry.

“It’s okay not to train for one night. “The talking boy was stabbed in the arm by someone next to him.

“You’re not dating your girlfriend at night? I’m sorry.

I’ll see you after dinner.

Pop! Deerno put the box on the floor with a little more noise. It’s easy to make people think he’s angry.

Those men are afraid to speak.

I’m afraid to speak.

“Are you stupid? The boss wants to be alone with his sister. I’m sorry.

“What? I’m sorry.

“The Deadwood! I’m sorry.

I:

Listen to this, I’m in a trance.

“No, you’re mistaken. I’ll ask him what he wants. I followed him up again.

When everything was ready, I thought about what to eat, and they refused for a variety of reasons.

“The Deerno.” I’ll call him, “I’ll buy you a meal, don’t…”

“No what?” He asked me.

I lost my temper and whispered, “So mean.” I’m sorry.

I can see that all his friends are afraid of him.

I’m a little scared of him sometimes, but fortunately, he’s not really mean to me.

He went to the living room and started to tear up one box after another, and he looked at me in the shadows. I’m sorry.

It means he didn’t force them.

I thought, “Isn’t that an excuse?” It’s no coincidence, just after moving things, everything’s going to be all right.

Just.

“Well, I’ll buy you dinner,” I said, “Eat their share, too.” I’m sorry.

“All right. This time, he’s got a clean answer.

I:

I asked him to eat, but he and I sorted things until dark.

When I come back, it’s 9:00 p.m.

I’m paralyzed. I just want to lie down and sleep. I don’t want to go anywhere.

“I’ll do the rest tomorrow. Let’s go out for dinner. What do you want? “I’ve got a 12-point spirit and decided to invite him out for dinner.

He lays down what he has in his hand, leans on the couch, slows down for a while before he opens his mouth: “A little tired. I’m sorry.

Huh? I’m even more embarrassed.

“I’m sorry to ask you to help, so tired. “I’m a bit blaming myself for not being able to squeeze him into this free labor.

“Don’t want to move. He said, and then looked at me.

Don’t want to move?

I can’t carry him out for dinner.

“Do you have noodles here? He suddenly asked.

I scratched my head, “There’s bubble noodles. I’m sorry.

“Can you cook me a bowl of noodles? He has a weak voice.

He’s like this, and I asked him to go out for dinner, and I feel like I’m a bad guy. I’m sorry.

I just stood up, flipped through the box and found bubble noodles in the kitchen.

There’s really only bubble noodles, not even eggs.

I was embarrassed when I brought it out.

But he ate well.

After I had finished, I was going to wash the dishes, and he took the first step to get to the kitchen and slowly washed the dishes.

Then he looked at the time and told me he was going back.

“Someday, I’ll buy you a nice meal. I told him at the elevator door.

He stood in the elevator and stood in the elevator door until I finished.

“Well, what day?” He laughed.

What day?

I’m thinking fast, “Are you free Friday night? I’m sorry.

“There is. I’m sorry.

“Okay, let’s set it up. I’m sorry.

“Let’s go. “Sleep early and do the rest tomorrow.” I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

Send away Deer field, my heart is empty.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

He’s a cold and gentle person.

I’m looking forward to Friday.

20

But the more people expect something, the more heaven is against you.

I was busy the first four days of the week, and I had a hard time.

It’s on Friday.

I applied to the boss for lunch for half a day.

I didn’t get off work.

“Sorry, it might take an hour.

“Sorry, one hour.

“You should eat first.

“Maybe it’s just dinner. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I don’t know how much I’m sorry for him. I really feel so sorry for him.

And he always said, “It’s okay, wait for you.” I’m sorry.

So, at 5:00 p.m., at the moment when I finally ran out, I drove straight to his school.

He said he was waiting for me to play basketball.

When I ran to the basketball court and saw a group of young girls surrounding the court, I had a moment of frustration.

So he’s so popular.

It’s normal to think, he’s tall, he’s good-looking and he plays basketball.

I don’t know why, I’m a little weird.

I took mine water and stood in the worst corner until he finished.

The crowd suddenly cheered up.

I looked up and saw him emptied and put a basket perfectly.

And suddenly I couldn’t move, and his ball fell not only in the basket, but on my heart.

When I looked back, I started laughing at myself and thinking.

Deerno didn’t know how to see me. When he saw me, his cold face showed some smile.

He approached me with basketball, and everyone around me focused on me, and I was a little confused.

“Can you help me break the cap? He pointed his eyes at the mineral water on my hands.

“Good. “I’ll break it up and hand it to him.

He smiled and didn’t mean to reach, “Help me.” I’m sorry.

Put it down, he bends down, heads down, says I’ll feed him.

I stopped. Too many people are watching, I’m numb to my hair.

“Well, you lower. “I looked up and gently passed the water to his mouth.

Because it’s too close, I’m afraid he’ll hear my heart beating so hard he can hold his breath.

Probably had half a bottle of water before he finally let me go.

Yeah, that felt like, let me go.

“Take this for me. He licked his mouth, laughed, put basketball in my arms, then reached out his hand and rubbed his sweat on his face.

He was screaming again.

It’s not their fault, I saw his abs, and I couldn’t help but feel too shocked.

“Don’t fight. He said to the team,

To hell with it, he looked back at me for a long time and almost sent me away.

Bravo!

I couldn’t hear the sound of his voice. All the humming in my head was his clothes.

I’m probably poisoned.

Ten minutes later, he came out of the dressing room and changed a clean set of clothes.

It must have been a bath. He smells good.

Knowing what I was thinking, I was just trying to wake myself up.

We’re on our way to the west restaurant.

I feel like I’m a bit of a

He doesn’t like to talk.

In order to avoid this awkward and burning atmosphere, I pretended to play mobile phones all the way.

And every time I looked up at him, he looked at me.

I don’t get it. How does he keep looking at me?

I’m afraid he’ll hear the sound.

It wasn’t easy to get to the restaurant, order two steaks, eat fast, and I thank the waiter for making my meal easier.

He’s probably seeing me too crazy to ask me.

I don’t know why. I always thought he sounded gentle.

“None. “I feel a little hot in my face, and I fanned it with my hand, “Maybe a little hot. I’m sorry.

Hot? He looked around, “Do you want to change places with me? I’m sorry.

His position is below the air conditioning vent.

“No more.” He suddenly thought of something and looked at me and said, “Let’s not blow too much. I’m sorry.

“Hmm-hmm, no. I’m a little sweaty.

I’m so tired of eating with a brother.

He looked at me for seconds, didn’t know what he was thinking, and he laughed, “I’m going to the bathroom. I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

I thank him.

As soon as he left, I was out of breath and everyone was relieved.

It’s calming down.

21

I looked at the steak on the table, and he didn’t come back, and he was free, and I cut him up and waited for him.

When he came back, he saw the steak cut right in front of him, and he was appalled.

“If you don’t mind, I can switch with you. “I suddenly remembered that people don’t have to like it.

“Not at all. He took a knife and a fork, he looked like he wasn’t doing anything. I’m sorry.

He smiled at me and suggested I hand over the plate.

I’m not moving.

He reached out and pulled my plate.

“No, it’s not. I’m sorry.

Cut each other steaks, it’s too vague.

He totally ignored what I said, and he was still serious about cutting my steak.

I watched him quietly, and he was gentle and gentle.

I don’t think he cut like a steak. It’s like I’m holding on.

And I don’t know why, because I saw him do it, I saw him swallow it, and I was caught in the moment he looked up.

So I bowed my head and turned away from his eyes.

Thank God he didn’t ask. If he asked, I really felt like I had no face.

“Have you been busy lately? * He cut it, put the plate in front of me.*

“A little. “I carefully ate his steak, and it tasted better than ever.

He didn’t talk, slowly ate steak, as if he wasn’t eating it.

“Do you, do you have a lot of class?” I have a little chat.

“No more classes. “He ordered me a yogurt shake, ordered himself a bubble water, and said, “I’m a senior.” I’m sorry.

Senior?

I figured out how old my third year is, 21?

So small?

Thinking of myself as 26 years old, I’ve had a deep breath.

“It’s small. “I admire his youth.

He suddenly changed his face for a second, stopped laughing, and was cold: “You’re not that big either. I’m sorry.

I don’t know what’s causing him to be upset and he’s starting to piss me off.

It’s hard thinking about this brother.

“It’s nice to be young. I’m going to explain, and I’m going to think about it or decide whether to change the subject, “Boys like you, there should be a lot of girls in school. I’m sorry.

I swear, I’m really exaggerating him.

It turns out he wasn’t very good at it. He dropped his knife and fork. I’m sorry.

Listen to him. The drink I just drank almost came out.

Are the kids so straight these days?

It’s really 3-year-old. I’m probably in a sea off him.

“None. He looked at me, looked at me, “Don’t worry. I’m sorry.

Don’t worry? What kind of heart do I have? What does this have to do with me?

Well, I’m not talking anymore.

At the end, he didn’t eat much. I ate all.

“Has he eaten?” And he looked at my empty plate, laughing at me, “Not full of me.” I’m sorry.

“You’re not hungry?” I think he’s got half his steak left, and I think he’s eating so little.

“Not enough to feed? He asked me back.

I:

Why do I always think he’s being vague?

“After the exercise, not too much to eat. “Can I see a movie?” he said, “I can’t see a movie.” I’m sorry.

I took out my phone and looked at the time, it’s 8:00 p.m., and it’s time to finish the movie.

But he’s talking. It doesn’t seem right if I don’t.

“Okay, what movie do you want to see? “I’m going to open my phone to buy tickets.

“Look at you. He touched a cigarette and grabbed it in his hand to light it.

He seems to have a heavy tobacco addiction.

But after all, it’s none of my business, and I’m not in charge.

I keep my head down, buy tickets.

Buy the ticket, I look up and he’s holding the cigarette and it’s not lit.

He did not ignite until he finally walked with him.

“Don’t like me smoking? * He walked and he came down and asked me *

He asked me that question.

How can I answer him when I’m in the middle of my head?

“No, it’s just that smoking isn’t good for the body. I’ll try to be gentle.

I think people who like to smoke probably hate it.

And he looked at the pipe in his hand for a moment, and said, “No more smoke.” I’m sorry.

After that, he took his feet to the trash and threw the smoke into the trash.

I was surprised by him. Thinking about whether or not he was wrong and upset.

He didn’t have to change because of what I said.

“I didn’t mean you bad. He comes back, I explain.

He reached out and touched my hair, a little light: “I know.” I’m sorry.

I was surprised by his actions again. It’s too vague.

He did not react in any way, and he continued to move in great measure, leaving me alone in the position where my heart was so full of pain.

22

When I got to the cinema, I went to buy popcorn and coke.

When I walked in front of him with two buckets of popcorn, he sighs, “How did you…”

I smiled at him.

He stares at me for a few seconds, takes the popcorn and the Coke in my hand, and takes my bag, and whispers, “This, you don’t have to do anymore.” I’m sorry.

He was so gentle when he said it, but my heart was full of it.

For a moment, my nose was sour.

I’ve been used to running for people, working for people, for the last 20 years. I’ve been used to it, and I think it’s right. It doesn’t matter if I work hard. People are happy.

But today someone suddenly told me not to do this.

This feeling of being taken care of is the first time for me, so good.

Then I followed him quietly and went to the cinema, where he used his cell phone to light me down, put me in place, and saw the tickets.

I’m blinded.

Why is there a corridor between the two serial numbers I bought?

I scolded myself too stupid to do anything.

“It’s all right, you sit down. He comforted me and sat on the other side with something.

The movie started and I was in a terrible mood.

He looked at me when I looked at him.

I guess I wasn’t interested anymore. He wrinkled.

The next second, he stood up and bowed, came towards me, and finally negotiated with the person next to me, changing his seat.

I’m a little shocked.

Why did he open him up with a nice couple?

“What did you tell him? I asked him.

“The movie ends telling you. I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

So he finally sat next to me, and my mood got better.

It’s a long love movie and I’m a little sleepy.

Then I really fell asleep.

By the time I woke up, there was no one around but Deer field.

When I opened my eyes, I saw him smiling at me.

“It’s over? I’m embarrassed to pull my hair, “Why don’t you wake me up?” I’m sorry.

“Look how you sleep. He took off my blanket and packed it up, “I want you to get some sleep.” I’m sorry.

Huh? I’m so embarrassed.

I found out he didn’t know when he was going to put a blanket over me and how he could see that the cinema air conditioner was cold to me.

“Sorry. I stood up and apologized to him.

And he shakes his head and says, “Don’t say that again. I’m sorry.

He picked up the blankets, picked up the remaining popcorn and left the cinema and threw out the garbage.

“Are you awake yet? When he waited for the light, he asked me.

“A little dizzy. I’ve been sleeping for an hour and I’m really dizzy.

He’s been quiet for a while, “Well, I’m pulling you. I’m sorry.

I was still thinking about what he meant by that, and the next second my hand was held.

Then the green light came on, and he pulled me across the street.

His palms were a little hot, and my face was red.

I’m embarrassed my fingers don’t know what to bend into.

I thought he’d let me go after the road, but he pulled me through the red and green light and passed through the park, and he didn’t let go.

And I looked up at him, and the wind of the river blew his hair even more, and revealed his beautiful eyebrow, and his eyes were as bright as a star in the moonlight and flashed in my eyes.

I can’t help but wonder what kind of girl can have such a teenager.

He’s really beautiful.

He holds hands, and I envy myself.

If I met him a few years earlier, I might have to show myself more clearly, at least to show a little bit of a break, and let him know that I was so moved by him.

But now I don’t think I deserve him. So I chewed everything in my stomach.

He dragged me all the way to my house, and I don’t know why he knew my house so well.

When I came back, I was standing at my door.

“Thank you for bringing me back. “I stood at the door, ready to say goodbye to him, and reminded him that it was time to let go.

And he was standing there, not letting go of my hand, not even letting me open the door.

“Don’t want to know how I convinced him to change his seat today. * He’s lazy, he looks like a hooligan.*

In particular, he pulled my other hand.

In such a quiet environment, when a brother pulls his hands and speaks vaguely, I feel an electric current coming from my hand to my heart.

“What did you say? “I raised my voice just to cover up my heartbeat.

But I think I know the answer.

Intuition tells me he seems to like me.

I thought of that, surprised.

Turns out, it feels like someone likes you, and you already feel that he likes you so much before he says anything.

So, like, it’s not like it’s happening.

“I said, “He bowed his head to my ear and his voice was dumb, “I’ve been chasing this sister for a long time, and it’s tonight. I’m sorry.

The sound came to my ear, and when I reached my head, my head blew.

I knew it was different to know that a man liked you and told him himself.

The latter will shock hundreds of times.

He stares at me for a while, and then he slows down. I’m sorry.

Answers?

I’ll answer him.

I looked up at him.

He reached out and touched my head. I’m sorry.

I couldn’t say a word, as if his voice compelled me, and then I bowed my head.

He took a breath long enough to stop me in his arms and put his chin on my head.

And so we held it quietly for a few minutes.

“What do you want to eat in the morning? “I’ll buy it for you in the morning.” I’m sorry.

Whatever. I’m sorry.

“Call me if anything happens. I’m not turning off at night. He finally let me go, took two steps back and waved at me.

Looking at his back, my heart beats fast.

When he got into the elevator, without the shadows, I thought it was like a dream.

I opened the door, threw myself in the covers, covered my face and tried to wake myself up, but the whole person seemed to be in the middle of the air, and his heart couldn’t slow down.

After the bath, I went back to the room and got his tweets.

“Sleep early, good night. I’m sorry.

I watched him say good night and couldn’t control the smile.

Am I in love?

Yes.

23

This night I slept amazingly well.

Thinking he was coming early in the morning, I woke up.

He was well washed, and he drew a light make-up, watched countless times and waited for him to come.

I never so much looked forward to a person coming, that I jumped over the door in a moment when I heard the bell.

Then the door opened, and when I saw the man, my heart fell to the bottom.

Kang Yee?

I was closing the door and he grabbed my hand.

“Only. He’s a bit dumb.

That’s when I found out his eyes were a little red, like he cried.

I’m suffocating. I don’t want to know what he’s here for, why he’s sad.

“KANG Yee, you really don’t have to do this. I’m sorry.

“Only, I can’t forget you. “He looks tired.

“Don’t you think it’s funny now? I don’t want to get into trouble with him at all.

“Let’s start over. * He’s got a funny tone.

My phone’s ringing right now.

It’s deerno.

He’s almost there?

For a moment, I had a little hairy hair, and I couldn’t imagine how he would look at me at my door.

I’m afraid to answer the phone.

“KANG Yee, for the last time, I don’t like you, please don’t bother my life again. I’m sorry.

At this point, I just want to get rid of him.

He looked at me and said only three words: “I do not believe.” I’m sorry.

After a second, he said, “I told my mom that she’d stay out of our business. I went to pay my respects, and they agreed that we’d be together. I’m sorry.

I:

I really think he’s crazy.

Where did he come from with confidence and self-interest to arrange everything?

When Mooseno called again, I was angry, in front of Jiang Yi, and I answered.

“You’re not up yet?”

“Get up, are you almost there?”

“Well, just get off the subway, you can hang on a second. I’m sorry.

“Well, be careful on the road. I’m sorry.

He hung up on the phone, and I didn’t hang up, and he said, “I miss you too. I’m sorry.

After all, Kang-hye’s face has changed.

“Who is he?” He had red eyes and asked me.

Boyfriend. I’m sorry.

He didn’t talk.

And when We thought that he would leave with knowledge, suddenly he went mad and threw me into the door.

“How can it be? How can you like people? * He’s staring at me with incredible eyes, his hands on my shoulder, so I can’t move. *

I laughed at him, “King, I didn’t think I could like anyone but you, but I was wrong and I liked someone else. I’m sorry.

He’s holding up like he’s thinking about me.

“I didn’t think so, neither did I.

“When he confessed to me, I felt so lucky I wasn’t with you. I’m sorry.

“You shut up. Who’s that man? * He seems to be out of control, squeezing my shoulder. *

“You don’t need to know! “I reached out to push him away, and he held me straight up.

At this moment, he’s not like himself.

Feels like he’s hugging me to my room and my heart’s a little freaked out.

“You’re crazy! “I hit him with my hands and let him put me down.

But he was stubborn, and he threw me on the bed, and began to unbutton his shirt.

This moment, I’m really scared.

I rose up and tried to flee, but he grabbed my ankle and pulled it closer to him.

“Don’t say who it is. * He’s got his whole body * and I kicked him so hard that he can’t move.*

“You know what’s good for you. I yelled at him.

I didn’t expect it to piss him off.

He just took my phone.

“What are you doing? I’m sorry.

He looked at me and said, “What are you doing? I’m sorry.

I’m really scared. I don’t know how he got this way. I took it easy and I thought about how to stop him.

“You’ll only make me hate you more. Let’s leave each other alone. You don’t need a girlfriend. I’m sorry.

He held my hand above his head, “That’s not what you said that night.” I’m sorry.

That night? I know what he said.

That’s what he can do, take out my weaknesses and insult them.

I’m finally talking. Tears in my eyes.

“You’re the one who haunts me and says how much you like me. * His lips are so close to me, I don’t open my face, his kiss falls on my side, and I’m sick of it *

“What, when you’re done with it, you can’t admit it? It’s just that you can’t be a man like you, you start with me, and you’re responsible. I’m sorry.

“Stop it. * My voice is stinging and the whole man is tired and numb *

“It’s your first time crying, and I’ll treat you well, so I’ll love you. I’m sorry.

My whole head is buzzing and my tears are finally falling down. “Ginger, do you love me? Do you think I’m a human being? Why are you doing this?”

Seeing me cry, he finally stopped.

I cried all over, and he finally let me go.

It’s like he’s awake. He’s reaching out to wipe my tears.

“Sorry. * He suffocated and gave me back his phone *

Then a man sat by the bed for a long time and left with his head down.

I cried all by myself, and when I remembered Deerno and picked up my cell phone and was about to send him a tweet, I saw the call record.

Phone records show a 10-minute call.

My head is blank. The first reaction was to call and explain.

But his phone is off.

I washed my face and was ready to see if the deer field was far away, and as soon as the door opened, I saw the breakfast at the door.

I sat on the floor and watched breakfast on the table all day long.

24

The following week, I didn’t contact Gono.

I feel a heartache as soon as I think he’s so excited to hold his breakfast and hear those things on the phone that I can’t stand.

I spent a few insomnia nights, I couldn’t figure it out, but I had to put it down.

Deerno is such a clean, innocent boy who has a great future for him and who am I to stand by him?

I should not have taken him for my own selfishness if I would never have come together.

In retrospect, he misunderstood me, and it wasn’t so bad, at least let him see it, and I and he didn’t fit.

It’s just the day after, and I often remember the night he sent me back, the wind that day and the light in his eyes.

I was lucky to have such a beautiful boy for a short time.

I thought that was the day, and I and he were in parallel.

Didn’t think I was wrong.

The next week, I couldn’t help but send him a message.

I guess that’s why that guy was the one I fell in love with the other morning. I had nothing to do with him. I didn’t fool him.

I’ve edited a lot of things, and I don’t know what I’m talking about.

Waiting long enough, he didn’t reply.

At night, he hasn’t heard back, and I finally fell and called him.

He finally lost it, but no answer.

After a while, the phone was finally connected, but the other person spoke.

That man told me Deerno was in the hospital.

I got scared and went straight to the hospital.

It was his friend, who told me that he was in a bad mood to race last week, that he ran first, left everyone behind, and that he had been bleeding on the side of the road.

Although his friend tried to describe the incident less seriously, I saw his wounds and was frightened.

The night he came to me.

His friends saw me and stopped talking.

“He called your name in a coma. After that, he quit.

My heart hurts so fast that I can’t breathe.

I sat quietly on the stool next to him, cut him apples, and the apple skin always broke.

I’m useless. Thinking about it, my tears fell off.

“What are you crying about? “The people who were asleep suddenly opened their eyes and stared at me and started to cry, “They scared you, I’m fine. I’m sorry.

“Does it hurt?” I’m sorry.

“Can you sit up? I’m sorry.

I:

Doesn’t it hurt?

“Well, why are you sitting up, and the doctor lets you lie down and rest? “A nurse is walking in here and looking at him.

In a moment, he looked a little embarrassed.

“You better lie down. “I’ll go and hold him down.

He looked at the nurse and lay down on his feet, wrinkled, and he was unlovable, “They’re just a big shock. I’m sorry.

I didn’t make a sound. I held him back and got back on the stool. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

“Don’t cry. He looked at me.

“Good. He said that, and I found myself crying again.

I rubbed my tears and my head down.

Then there were two people who were silent.

I’m trying to cheer myself up, or I’m going to make it clear to my face.

“That man was my neighbor and my first love. I grew up with him. I’m sorry.

He’s staring at me, not talking.

“He was good, I was weak, and I spoke to him, and he took me as his sister, and carried me with him. I thought he knew not that I was in love with him, so I stayed with him in peace.” I’m sorry.

He still doesn’t speak.

“He changed a lot of girlfriends, every time I knew, until one day he broke up with his girlfriend, and I was drunk, and then something happened…”

“I don’t want to hear it. He interrupted me.

I can’t talk anymore. I feel him angry.

He doesn’t want to hear it, so I won’t.

“Eat the apple?” I gave him the cut apple.

“Don’t. He’s really angry. The whole face is twisted, not looking at me.

“You’re fine…” I said again.

“Sell a good card?” And suddenly he turned his face, and he looked at me with a sharp eye.

“No…” I suddenly don’t know how to express myself, “You’re in school, out of society, and there’s a lot of people who like you everywhere. I’m sorry.

So he asks me, “Don’t you like me?” I’m sorry.

“Not really. I’m big, “I don’t deserve it.” I’m sorry.

The atmosphere condensed to the ice.

He turned away from me, and when he turned his face again, I saw his eyes red.

I’m blinded.

“Do you like him? He asked me with red eyes.

Seeing him cry, I panicked.

“You’ve loved him for so many years, he hasn’t touched you, and you expect him and you…” He couldn’t go on his lips for a while, and he said, “It’s different to get your body and your heart, you know? I’m sorry.

In a moment, I hit like lightning.

I bite my teeth and I don’t talk, and he stares at me.

We stand still.

After a while, one hand wiped my tears, and I looked up, and I found him sitting by the bed, holding my face, and helping me to wipe them.

I cried even harder.

And the next second, his lips were on me.

It’s a little cold. My brain just blew up.

We pushed him gently, but he held me even tighter.

As if the world were still, there was only his gentleness and my own heartbeat.

And just as I thought he was finally going to finish the kiss, he tightened me even more and increased the kiss.

He barely let me go until I couldn’t breathe.

He put his forehead on my forehead, staring at me, breathing.

“It was a long time ago. His voice is mute.

I’m so nervous I can’t talk.

“On the night of the camping. He continues.

Camping? First time?

I’m shocked, I don’t know how to react.

“It’s been you since then. * And he looked up on my forehead, and he kissed, and he looked down, and he looked at me, * * “That’s the heart, you know? I’m sorry.

“Will you forget him?” He whispered to me. “It hurts here. I’m sorry.

He took my hand and put it in his place.

He’s suddenly like this, I can’t stand it.

Brother, what are you doing? “The quiet air was suddenly pierced by this scream, and I quickly blew up with him.

25

And then a little fat guy with glasses standing at the door with a delivery.

Stand behind him and there’s a lady dressed up.

He looked at the door and returned to his bed.

What’s going on?

The kid and the lady came in, looked at me, and my face burned hot.

Sister-in-law… Sister-in-law. “The kid comes over, the first word is sister-in-law.

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

“No, you’re mistaken. “I waved.

“A misunderstanding? “The little fat guy took his glasses and turned his head and shouted back, “Mom, it’s over! My brother is alone! I’m sorry.

What?

I’m even worse.

Deerno can’t stand the little fat guy. I’m sorry.

“You’re just the one. A young aunt came to me and laughed and asked me.

“Aah…” I looked at Deer field, “Yes. I’m sorry.

“We all know you. She pulls the little fat guy back from the field of deer, “O deer, don’t be rude, call her sister. I’m sorry.

The whole family knows me. What’s going on?

I’m blinded.

She suddenly whispered in my ear, “We saw your picture on the deer’s phone, he didn’t know. I’m sorry.

I said, “What picture?”

“It’s me! I broke my brother’s password. There’s a photo of my sister in the photo album. “The little fat guy raised his hand.

Unsurprisingly, the deer’s face is black.

“Slower, he’s your brother. She smiled and said:

Brother, I’m your brother. “The little fat man begs for mercy.

“No next time. “The Deerno finally let him go.

I was alone, standing there, embarrassed to the toes.

“Are you finished? “It’s a sudden saying from Deerno.

“We’ll go when we’re done. He’s out of town.

“Brother, you’re such a big friend. “The deer is murmured.

“All right, let’s just eat. Come with us. “Uncle suddenly cue me, I’m in some trouble.

The deer’s frowning, a little upset.

Suddenly he took my hand and my face was red.

“Do you want to go?” He grabbed my finger and put it in my ear, “Are you hungry? I’m sorry.

We’re all confused.

“Not hungry. I’m pulling some distance.

“Then stay here with me. * He’s in good hands.

His mother left with his brother.

He kept holding my hand.

Nor did I resist, let him pull.

The nurse changed his medicine, and he pulled it and said it was for the pain.

Sleeping, eating, sweating my heart, feeling sweet.

“You don’t ride so fast. “I saw a dozen stitches in his legs and his heart hurts.

“Does it hurt?” He said.

“Hmm. * Of course I’m heartbroken. *

He groaned, reached out and touched my head, “So I won’t ride anymore. I’m sorry.

“Not that you don’t ride. I don’t think he needs to be deprived of his hobby because of me.

“No point. And he said, “Well, every time I ride, I feel like I’m missing something, I just don’t. I’m sorry.

Do you want him to talk about love every time?

Then his mother and brother came back and brought us food.

We had another chat.

I felt his mom was less than 40, and he told me 46 already. Not at all.

I was also struck by her youthful and interesting.

She’s very good at talking, talking to us about things that young people like right now, entertainment gossip, makeup skills…

She even invited me to go with her to the nails.

“Let’s go, just go with Auntie. You don’t think I’m old. * She held my hand with enthusiasm, and it made me feel a little bit weak *

“Mom…” The deer couldn’t help but look at his mother.

“Ah, woman…” And his brother was shaking his head.

“Sister-in-law, go with my mother, or she’ll have to drag me to her nails every day, face her face, I’m a man I’m too hard. I’m sorry.

I don’t think I can do that.

Can you do it alone?

He rubbed his hand at the temple and felt helpless.

“Go ahead. “Don’t be tired. I’m sorry.

“Good. “I just let go.

How can he be so obvious and so calm?

26

I thought Mother Mooseno would ask me to go to the manicure.

So, despite her enthusiasm on the way, I’m upset.

It seems to me that I’m an elder and I’m not very comfortable with being with Moose.

After all, we’re so different ages, I’ve been working for years, and Rino hasn’t graduated yet.

The reality, the public opinion that holds us in the way, all give me a headache.

I was wrong.

She’s been talking to me all the way down the street about all the pop make-up.

She ended up at a manicure store, and she looked at my hand and gave me a hard-on to recommend Jell-O. And she made herself a rabbit nail.

I’m even more shocked. It’s so cute. It’s a little rabbit.

She took my hand and kept taking pictures of me, and I was embarrassed to exaggerate.

She dragged me to buy various cosmetics and finally sent me a lipstick.

“It’s beautiful. She said I had to try the colored lipstick, “The Moose Boy likes a pretty sister.” I’m sorry.

I’m a little shy.

“I saw that picture on his phone, and I knew he liked you. She whispered in my ear, “He’s always been a racer, a straight guy, and he doesn’t even look at girls, and my father and I were worried about it.

“What photo?” I was curious to hear her mention again.

She smiled and touched the phone, “I took it. The photo of the photo album was shown to me.

I looked down and my heart was hit hard again.

In the picture, I was surrounded by a bunch of boys playing games.

It was the camping time, but I wasn’t using his cell phone. How did he take pictures?

“When were you together? She asked me with curiosity.

Huh? I thought about it, and if I count it, “This morning. I’m sorry.

“This morning?” Apparently, she’s a little surprised. I’m sorry.

I can’t talk to her.

“Yeah, the kid with the deer, he’s so cold, he likes not to say anything, he keeps hiding, if he says so. I’m sorry.

I’m ashamed to know how to get back to her.

“Don’t talk about him. Auntie likes you the first time she looks at you. You’re so cute. And she said, “You’ve got such a nice skin and I’m jealous. I’m sorry.

Huh? I’m overwhelmed by her exaggerating.

But I didn’t really resist contact with her in my heart, and it was easy to be with her in general.

She’s funny, and many times I feel like she’s younger than me.

27

Later, I went to the hospital early after work.

Every time he sees me, he’s calm. He’s just asking me if I’m tired or busy.

More often, I’ve been in touch with him on Twitter.

Every time I came back from the hospital, his mother drove me, and on the way back she had to drag me to dinner, all kinds of night market snacks were her love.

“If you’re too tired, don’t go crazy with my mother. “One night it was a little late and he was a little upset.

“Why are you angry, she’s your mother. “I don’t get it.

“You’re my girlfriend. She’s looking for company. He said he was angry.

I stopped and after a while I asked him, “Are you jealous?” I’m sorry.

He choked and started to sigh, “I was afraid you were too tired. I’m sorry.

“Go home when you’re tired. Do not do that for me. I’m sorry.

“I know. I’m sorry.

I thought about it, and I didn’t go out with her because it was his mother.

I’ve come to this strange city alone, and I haven’t been out much. There’s either no time or no company.

In the last few days, his mother took me to almost all the night market stands, went to all the malls, and life came back to life, and I was happy.

I never thought it would be so easy and happy to be loved by a person and by his family.

This makes me brave and even more eager to cherish this hard-won feeling.

I went to pick him up the day he left. It’s my first time at his house.

His house was a small villa on the outskirts of the city. The renovations are almost all young girls, very fresh, and must be the style of Mother Moose.

“What are you doing? * Seeing me carrying two packs, Deerfield’s upset. *

“You’re hurt in the leg, I’ll bring it up. I’m sorry.

“This is heavy. He says he’ll take it.

“But you just got out of the hospital. I’m a little worried about his body, “It’s okay, I’m stronger than the average girl.” I’m sorry.

I’m telling the truth. I’ve always been a boy at home, and I’ve worked hard, and I’ve never resigned.

“My leg was hurt, my hands were not. And he looked at me, and he saw me standing there, and he didn’t have the strength to say, “You didn’t need this place.” I’m sorry.

“Where does that work? “The deer suddenly came out and asked his brother.

It’s a serious phrase, and I don’t know why every time a deer’s mouth changes.

That’s right, kid.

“Go away. “It’s not for a kid to know about writing your homework.” I’m sorry.

Well, I think I’ll just keep quiet.

I followed him to the second floor, to his room.

He closed the door as soon as he entered it and locked it in his hand.

“Why lock the door? I’m a little shiver because I’m nervous.

“Intrusion.” I’m sorry.

I couldn’t figure out what was in the way, and his kiss fell.

He kissed for a while, and said, “No one will ever be allowed to carry anything.” I’m sorry.

“Good. “I think my brother’s a little bit bossy.”

“My heart hurts. He slows his tone and kisses my lips again.

Brother, what are you doing? At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and I was scared to push him away.

And he hardened me with no fear.

“Don’t worry. He reached out to my waist and started kissing me again, “I want to hold you.” I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

“Why are you so soft?” He finally asked me.

I’m dizzy, I’m ashamed, I don’t know how to answer.

“Shall we go out? They’ll get the wrong idea later. I remind him, stop.

“What’s wrong? * He calmed down and laughed at me *

“It’s daytime. I really think he’s so ashamed.

“At night?”

I: That’s what the theory is. Why is he so cold?

“Okay, we’ll go out later. He finally let me go and smiled and pointed at my face.

I know he’s laughing at me like a monkey’s ass.

“Why are you laughing at me?” I didn’t take a good look at him.

“It’s my fault. He smiled, took my hand, went to his study.

His room is full of models, cars, boats, planes, cartoon characters…

Some of them feel old, but they’re clean.

I was lying on his desk, playing with his stuff, asking.

He’ll be quiet and answer whatever I ask.

“How did you get my picture on your phone?” I’m sorry.

And he swooned, and he smiled, and he said, “My friend shot it in the crowd, and I had it. I’m sorry.

I didn’t ask him why he had that one. The answer was inconvenient.

I feel like I’m slowing down with him and having a good time.

28

It’s almost time for dinner, me and him finally going out.

I went to the bathroom and saw him standing in the corner with his brother.

“Don’t embarrass her. “Mooseno is always mean to his brother.

“I’ll talk to my sister-in-law, I’ll talk to you. The deer looks innocent.

“No way, she’s shy. “The deer is not giving up.”

“Dictatorship. His brother turned a white eye.

“Turn you a thousand. I’m sorry.

“Sister-in-law would like to talk to me. I’m sorry.

Two thousand. I’m sorry.

“Sold. I’m sorry.

I:

The manner in which the two brothers negotiated was so simple and brutal.

The dinner was made by Mother Moose.

Seeing the food on the table, I was a little shocked.

Fried chicken, fries, sushi, barbecue… really different from my mom’s cooking.

At dinner, she was happy to tell me that she planted the lettuce herself and asked me to go after dinner and pick up something she liked.

So he ate and his brother washed dishes in the kitchen and his mother took me to the backyard.

All kinds of vegetables, she picked me some, stuffed me in a big bag.

“Oh, yes, will you cook?” She looked at me with a big pack and asked me after.

“A little bit. I’ve been cooking since I was a kid, it’s not good, but it’s usually the same.

And her mother thought I couldn’t do it, and she said, “Hey, it doesn’t matter. I sometimes think fish is dirty and I say no. It’s all about Mooseno and his dad. The kid in Deerno is cold, but soft, and he does a lot of things in silence when he doesn’t talk. You can call him later. I’m sorry.

I:

His mother was really different from others’ mothers and felt happy and carefree.

I can’t believe I’m jealous.

Later, the family drove me home.

I’m particularly sorry. It feels so great.

When he got off, his mother asked me, “Do you live here alone?” I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Then why don’t you come to our house for dinner sometime this weekend? I’m sorry.

Listen to her, all of a sudden my nose is sour.

I looked at the deer field, and he Noded, and I said, “Okay.” I’m sorry.

And when the deer field brought me home, and did not stop, I drove me away.

Because his mother and brother are waiting outside. I don’t want them to wait long.

Before he left, he kissed me in the face, with some reluctance.

I pushed him to press the elevator.

“The heartless. He went into the elevator face-to-face.

“We’re in touch. “I’ve been promoting my mobile phone.

He looked at me, didn’t talk, closed the elevator door.

He was taken away, and I washed, washed and dragged, and when I was finished, I saw his tweet.

“What are you doing?”

“Just after the bath, ready for bed. I’m sorry.

“Me too. I’m sorry.

“Good night then. I’m sorry.

He didn’t come back to me, and later he sent a tweet, “I can’t sleep. I’m sorry.

“What’s wrong? Is it the feet that start to hurt again? I’m a little worried.

“I miss you. I’m sorry.

Miss me? The words on the screen were made of pink bubbles and sweetly surrounded us.

This moment I finally feel like I’m in love.

“I’ll come to you when I’m free. I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

I finally put my brother to sleep, and I fell asleep.

29

I broke my promise. I was particularly busy this week on the eve of the Fourth of July.

Get up in the middle of the night and change the project book.

Too busy to forget who I am.

The meeting with Mooseno was delayed.

Every day, it depends on wiss, even sometimes he sends a wiss, and I see it a few hours later.

At the end of the day, he was kind of emotional.

Finally, his accumulated emotions erupted the night before the National Day.

The fuse was his planning for the Fourth of July and what I was going to do, and I told him I ordered a ticket home.

“What do you think I am? He questioned me.

Boyfriend. I don’t know how to calm him down.

“So we’re online? He tried to suppress his anger.

I understand, I miss him, and it’s hard not to see him these days.

Think about the Fourth of July and he’s pissed off.

But I can’t.

“Do you want to go to my place? I’ve been trying to figure this out.

“Go to your house? Yes. I’m sorry.

I bit my teeth and said, “Okay. I’m sorry.

So I started booking him a ticket online. I’ll regret it when I calm down.

Because my mom’s a very bad person. Plus, there’ll inevitably be Kang Yee and Aunt Liu.

I think it’s a little impulsive to take him home.

But there are no regrets.

The next day on the plane, I tried to make a last struggle, “My mom’s a tough one. I’m sorry.

He looked at me, took my hand, kept his eyes closed, “I know. I’m sorry.

Just one word? I think his heart is too big.

I did, even though I texted my dad before I left in the morning and told him I might bring someone back.

He obviously doesn’t care.

Because, at this moment, my mother’s astonished.

Maybe my dad didn’t know I was bringing someone back with my boyfriend.

“How old are you?” My mom asked him, and she looked at me.

“22. He replied calmly.

My mom didn’t look at him, she looked at me again.

“You’re still reading? My mom’s restraining, I know.

“Well, soon to be a senior. I’m sorry.

Well, my mom’s even whiteter. She can’t talk.

“Little. “My mom called me full name for the first time, and she pressed her emotions again, “Can’t you have a good relationship?” I’m sorry.

“In front of the kids, you…” My dad called my mom.

“Let’s split up, I disagree. “My mother’s hands around her chest.” “Look at yourself. How old are you?” And no matter how old you are, you’re looking for a student who hasn’t graduated. Why are you so unsettling? I’m sorry.

For a moment, I couldn’t even look at Deerno, and my mother was so… unattainable about this.

I’m a little angry, and I’m pulling around.

And he sat there, and he didn’t move, and he stretched out his hand on my back, and he touched me.

When my mom stopped talking, he said something.

Auntie, what do you think is wrong? And he said, “I’m about to be a senior, I’m signed, I’m in good health, I’m old, I’m not a problem. I’m sorry.

I don’t know. I didn’t listen to him about work.

“What kind of work do you sign? My mother didn’t ask nicely.

“Mom, you can’t measure people with this. It’s my business. “I couldn’t stand it, I didn’t want to suffer.

“Your own business. Which one didn’t get fucked up? My mom started to talk to me again, “Well, I like people for more than a decade, and now he’s coming after you, and you can’t see it, and his mom’s let go, and it’s a good ending. I’m sorry.

It’s like falling into an ice cellar, and I know Deerno would mind it.

I looked quietly at his reaction, inside.

He doesn’t talk, he’s cool, but I can’t calm down.

I feel ashamed to die. I regret it, overestimate my mom.

“Aunt, I’m not really signing a job. “I’m a branch of my father’s, I don’t know how many annual pay fairs I can’t answer right now.” I’m sorry.

“Corporate, what company?” My mom’s half-assed.

To be honest, I think his lie was a little exaggerated and he squeezed his hand under the table.

“x Transport, don’t you know auntie heard of it? I’m sorry.

“Of course you did. You couldn’t have said that old dad. “My mother is not ashamed.

“Yes. I’m sorry.

Yes? I think my mom should be as shocked as I am.

I remember the name of the boss very carefully.

My mom’s just talking. “Young people don’t lie. I’m sorry.

“The kids are in love, you’re a mother, why go through other people’s books? “My dad can’t watch anymore, scolding my mom.

“Do you want to see an ID?” He smiled and asked.

Well, my mom totally believed it.

“Only a prior experience, I think, as her current boyfriend, I am entitled to ask you not to mention her predecessor, to respect her and to respect me. He said:

“Just come in with me. My mom dragged me to my room.

“Why didn’t you say so? I’m sorry.

What did you say?

“He’s rich. I’m sorry.

“It doesn’t matter. I’m not interested in his money. I just found out. I’m a little speechless.

“It’s okay, those rich kids, they love to play with feelings, you’re not stupid. I’m sorry.

“Then take me for a fool. “I threw my mother’s hand away and went out.

My mom followed her.

But this time, her attitude suddenly turned 180 degrees.

“The aunt isn’t really against your relationship either. “We only need 27 this year, and you’re young, and if you break up, you can go to a 20-year-old girl.

“A girl of her age can’t play around and get married for the purpose of dating. I’m sorry.

Deer field with no talk on its lips.

I know what my mother said, but I can’t afford it, but I don’t want to make it difficult. He’s only 22 years old, and I’m sure he’s not the same person.

Do you want me to get a license and fall in love with her? He asked after a while.

“Alas, I didn’t mean to force you…”

“I agree. He suddenly said:

I:

“I said I agree. He repeats, “I’m 22 years old on October 8th, and if I only want to, I can take her. I’m sorry.

What’s going on? He really doesn’t have to do this.

“There is no need to rush. “My mother finally has nothing to say.

“Look at her.” He looked at me.

What can I say?

Say no, it won’t embarrass him. So just say nothing.

And then my mom gave it to the steps, and the mood behind it was good.

Deerno was in my guest room.

My mom doesn’t know what’s going on, but she’s so passionate about him. I feel like I haven’t been treated as much as he’s been in my mother’s life.

My dad was always at peace, and I can tell he really liked Mooseno.

I don’t know what kind of magic he’s got. He’s been here for days.

Of course, my family likes him. I must be happy.

I always thought that his testimony was just a word to my mother.

Until one day he opened a parcel containing his account book.

I’m a little grumpy.

It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s that I think he’s too good.

On the day before his birthday, he and I took a walk outside the block and met Kang and his mother.

My first reaction is to go.

But Aunt Liu stopped me.

Why don’t you come to your aunt’s house? When Aunt Liu said that, she looked at the deer field.

“It’s been a little busy these days. “I really don’t want to tear my face apart in front of her.

You used to come home every day looking for Kang-hye. I’m sorry.

Well, she succeeded in making me sick.

“She’s not available. ”Just as I was thinking about how to fight back, the deer field on the side suddenly sounded.

“This is your boyfriend. Looks so small. Are you an adult? I’m sorry.

Of course I heard something from her.

“Younger than your son, but I’m a grown-up. “The deer came back to her in peace.

This sentence was successful in stimulating Kang Yee to the side.

“You boys, are you strong enough? “KANG Xiao said something very embarrassing.

I didn’t expect deerno to do it. By the time I looked up, his fist had hit his face.

“Hey, how you hit people, how you’re so uneducated. Aunt Liu was so scared that she could protect Kang-hye.

“I’ll hit your good son. “And Deerno is in a hurry and waved again.

In a moment, there was blood in the ginger nose.

“Come on, hit. Aunt Liu shouted.

It’s starting to look around.

I was worried, and I went up and pulled Lalano’s hand, whispering, “Stop fighting. I’m sorry.

“Get out of the way, be good and scare you. Even then, he spoke so softly to me.

And We stand still and hold his hand.

He bites his teeth and finally looks at Kang-hye on the ground like, “Listen, she’s my girlfriend now. You’re not as lucky as you are today. I’m sorry.

After that, he obstinately wiped the blood on his hands and took out the wet tissues several times before he hit him on the face.

He eventually dragged me through the crowd, went far away, went to the side of the road and hit a car and put me in it.

Does it hurt? “I watched with pain his hand breaking his skin.

He looked at me in the shadows, as if he was trying to put his emotions back together, and finally took a breath to get me into his arms, “No pain.” I’m sorry.

He finally took me to the hotel.

In front of me, he called my mom and said he’d take me to my friend’s house tonight and not home.

I hung up on the phone and I was kissed at the door.

Unlike before, this kiss was more like a storm.

And We drowned in the temperature of him, rising and falling, and lost Ourself.

At the last minute, his hand stood on my skirt and his voice asked me, “Can I?” I’m sorry.

I looked at the stars in his eyes and felt like I was lost in the sea, and I finally found a way.

I reached out to his neck and responded to him with a much stronger kiss.

I don’t know.

Later, it was as if we both had exhausted our energy and no one spoke.

He looked at me, and there was some fog in his eyes, “Sleep, get up early tomorrow.” I’m sorry.

Then I lay in his arms and fell asleep.

I didn’t know what he was talking about early.

I haven’t been able to look back until he and I solemnly vowed to be the only one with two little red books.

On the way back, I was staring at the two little red books in his hand, like a dead end.

I’m married, and my favorite. I’m so lucky.

Back home, my mom has made a big table to celebrate.

He offered me to go to his city and settle completely.

“We’ve only been here since we were kids. I can’t do it without me. My mom still wants to go.

“I’ll take care of her. He’s very determined. “You want to come and play, yes. I’m more than a house over there anyway. I’m sorry.

My mom has no language.

He strongly declined my mother’s intention to follow. He said I’d be unhappy with my mom.

Back on the plane, I asked him why he liked me?

He said that there was nothing why.

It’s just that I met that day, and the evening was beautiful, and the wind was blowing and suddenly I wanted to fall in love. Nobody else.

I guess that’s the heart.

He asked me why I didn’t marry him at the ceremony.

I thought about it very carefully, how important it is to have someone who understands you and loves you, who always makes you feel respectable and happy, which is already a gift from God, and how important it is to act.

No one else can. It’s just him.

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I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.