My girlfriend was pretty. She said in the afternoon that there was a group meeting today and maybe a dormitory at night.
I have no doubt whatsoever. Not long ago, she was seen at the Four Seasons Hotel.
I looked down on the roof of the hotel and found where the gate was. There was no wind today, and my body should have just fallen at the door.
Goodbye, my failed and boring life.
I close my eyes and I’m about to jump down, and an inappropriate cell phone ring.
Turning over the phone, showing an “unknown call” on the screen, hesitated for two seconds, and I answered.
Hello? I’m sorry.
There’s a voice over the phone that’s no longer familiar. – That’s my voice:
“Don’t jump. I’m sorry.
One.
I stood on the roof of the hotel, staring at the river and the ants on the street, feeling once again my smallness and lowness.
That’s right, it’s mean.
My girlfriend is very pretty. Her name is Wei Rain. In the afternoon, she said that a group meeting was to be held today and that the dormitories might be in the evening. I have no doubt whatsoever. Not long ago, she was seen at the Four Seasons Hotel.
Even if she saw the man in the room, I wouldn’t believe it. For over an hour, I came to the roof of the hotel and pulled out my phone and called her.
It’s ringing. It’s loud. She’s got a bad nose.
I heard a loud car flute in the microphone, and I asked her where she was and why it was so noisy. At the school, she said, the mentors were giving them a meeting, and she ran outside to answer the phone.
I didn’t speak, and the sound of the flute in the microphone was with the sound of breath. She saw me silent, and I was impatient to speak.
I have countless words stuck in my throat, and I’m just saying, “Are you coming back tonight?” I’m sorry.
“No, I’m busy, I’m hanging up…” And finally, the word ” hung up” was shaking.
And there was only a busy sound in my ear, and I looked at the Benz car that was ringing the flute at the bottom of the building, and in her heart was still stinging,
Maybe there’s an equally angry driver honking in front of the school? Maybe the driver honking the same frequency as the one downstairs?
Maybe there’s another possibility… my girlfriend’s on the balcony in the hotel room.
It must be the man who told Wei Rain to pick me up. It was his idea to be on the balcony, otherwise the flute couldn’t be so clear…
I’m calm and I’m suffocating. I crouched down, picked up a delivery box on the side of my foot and opened it with an unopened syringe and a bottle of light yellow clarifying fluid.
I didn’t have time to spend the last hour of my life buying the biggest dose of anaesthesia I could have bought from a cave-walking anesthesiologist.
With this box on the roof, I called Wei Yu just now, and if she repents on the phone, I will throw it away and go home.
Too bad she didn’t.
A small dose of this drug gives you peace of mind and pleasure, while a high number of doses can be addictive.
Because of severe insomnia, I sometimes give myself a small injection in exchange for one night’s sleep. I didn’t tell Wei Rain about this. It’s often the night she stayed at school to experiment.
My inner anxiety and pain cannot be comforted by my loved ones and can only be alleviated in this way. Once upon a time, I only injected a little bit and carefully controlled the dosage.
But deep down, I also had the illusion that, if the dosage increased, perhaps we could leave the world in that joy and tranquillity without any pain.
This time, as I imagined, I pumped all the medicine from the bottle into the syringe. Although it’s not clear how many dosages cause cardiac arrest, that should be enough.
I stomped my sleeves, pointed the needles on the veins that appeared in my small arms, pierced my skin with the needles, and I tumbled under my body, while the piston handle on my thumbs dipped.
Zhang Xiaomei, what else do you have to live for? You’ve lost your job, you’ve lost contact with your parents, almost all your friends, and now you’ve betrayed even your girlfriend, who you think you depend on.
Friendship, friendship, love, career… you have nothing left. Why don’t you just leave and be a rich dog in the next life?
But why are your thumbs so loud? Press, press! And suddenly I cried out of my head, and when I was mad, I lost all my strength, and threw away the syringe.
I heard a lot of suicides are going to regret it before they die.
The survival instinct, the resistance to suicide, the fear of death and suffering for many, and the end pain for the hospital indicate that they still have the will to live deep inside.
Damn, damn, Zhang Xiaomei, you coward! When the sirens stopped, I stood up and looked outside the wall, and the noisy Mercedes downstairs finally took off, and suddenly I had another thought.
Wei Rain and the man opened a room right above the hotel gate, and now they’re doing love work on the balcony. Would they notice me falling in the air if I jumped down their heads?
The man who sees me falling from the sky may be afraid of me, and an obstacle will arise from it; and the rain of Wei will see me falling on the door of the building, and will weep with regret.
When a man dies, his parents will forgive me, and they look at my body, and they say a lamentation.
Friends who haven’t been in touch for a long time will also mourn each other, and they’ll be united in the community of micro-trust friends, writing “I miss the best house” with a candle look on the back.
I have a despicable mind to make up for everything after my death and to satisfy myself with the grief of my imaginary family and friends.
I understand clearly that this is a dirty and despicable idea, but I cannot stop myself, because it seems that only in this way can I feel that I am being cared for by others, and not that there is nothing.
And there’s one good thing. After that step, it’s too late to repent. 26 The height of the layer, which is absolutely dead, even if it’s not two seconds in the air, the pain is just that, and it’s gone.
Yeah, that’s it. I carried my leg over the side of the wall, moved my weight between my feet slowly and slowly, and I was afraid to look down. I felt my legs soft, but I remembered the look of Wei Rain’s confession and my tremor stopped.
I looked down and found where the gate was, and today there was no wind, and my body should just be at the door.
Goodbye, my failed and boring life.
I close my eyes and I’m about to jump down, and an inappropriate cell phone ring.
Turning over the phone, showing an “unknown call” on the screen, hesitated for two seconds, and I answered.
Hello? I’m sorry.
There’s a voice over the phone that’s no longer familiar. – That’s my voice:
“Don’t jump. I’m sorry.
Two.
“Who are you?” I’m sorry.
“Well, you may not believe it, but I am you 10 years later…”
“Wait a minute, please.” I interrupted him, “You know where I am? I’m sorry.
“Well, I know. You’re standing on the roof of the Four Seasons Hotel, and if I didn’t call you, you’d jump and fall to pieces. I’m sorry.
Why would I jump? I’m sorry.
“Because Wei Rain fell apart. I’m sorry.
“Well, well, I believe you. I’m sorry.
“Do you want to ask something else?” I’m sorry.
I laughed, “If you were the future, you should know what I am. I have nothing. What do you gain by lying to me?” I’m sorry.
I laughed at the future: “You don’t have to be so pessimistic, because things are about to turn around, and you, and I, are doing fine… I’m afraid you’ll slip under your feet and we’ll both be gone. I’m sorry.
I was easily infected by his tone, walking down a wall and sitting on the floor. Curiosity temporarily took over the initiative, and I asked Eiddi, “The future I’m really doing well.” I’m sorry.
“Yeah, you’re up, big brother! “Remember where you came from?” I’m sorry.
Source? And I was an enviable couple with Wei Rain. We were in junior year, and we came to the big city to study, and both loved each other very much.
When I graduated, I chose employment, and Wei Rain studied, but that was not the source of our emotional breakdown.
After I was employed, I was paid not only for Wei’s studies but also to help her share the pressure on her family. Wei Rain is grateful to me, too. We’ve agreed to get married when she graduates.
The real source is that two years later, Wei Rain was studying the second and I lost my job.
“It’s not that Wei Rain is having an affair because there’s no hope in you,” I say in the future, “You’ve been a jobless traveler since the company went down, and you can’t live with the passion of life. I’m sorry.
“You know, it’s not my fault,” I said, “at least not all. I’m sorry.
I’m going to say, “Men are afraid to go wrong.” I’m sorry.
My undergraduate studies are in some of the traditional engineering-related trades, very small, and some of the basic jobs are not very high-threshold, and even junior high school students who have never been to university can do it very quickly.
After graduation, many students chose to study, precisely because they wanted to pursue their studies in view of their lack of competitiveness.
The trend towards further education is to combine traditional areas of specialization with the latest developments in computer technology — such as AI, in-depth studies, where masters can read it, and several SCIs are in their hands, not to say re-employment, at least to find a stable job.
I was also eligible to go to the Institute, and even though tuition fees were free, the cost of living for three years would still have to come from home. Wei Rain’s home is more difficult than my home, and if I study, she can only go home to work. So for the future of both, I chose employment.
Because of this, my parents and I had a fight, and they hated steel and steel. “Why don’t you climb up while there’s a better chance in front of you, because you can’t afford to go to college and you can afford to go to college? I’m sorry.
Because of love, I can only say that in my heart.
The parents were disappointed and said before they left, “Take care of yourself and do not come back.” “I saw them leave in silence, and I thought I’d come out later, marry Wei Rain, and go home in a car for a year, when any contradiction would be over.
So I worked so hard, I worked so hard, I worked so hard, I did make some money at first, and I watched the balance of the bank card grow so slowly that I was full of hopes for the future.
But I didn’t think it was going to be a long time, and as the technology changed, my little technical work was gradually being replaced by machines, and the whole industry was facing the shock of the times.
Ultimately, it is the failure, bankruptcy and collapse of countless small businesses, including my own.
There’s a lot of people out of work for the same reason as me, and my classmate Tai Po is in the same situation as me, and he sent his friends to a hotel to find a job carrying luggage for his guests — the Four Seasons Hotel, which I was looking for today.
What? Did you say that college undergraduates carry their luggage? Come on, I can’t even find my luggage.
“How do I get up in the future? I asked.
And for a moment, I’m going to say, “Specificly, not to say much… In fact, there’s a new industry coming up in the future, just in line with your profession, and you’re going to follow this trend and get a much better job. I’m sorry.
It took me half a day to hear that my heart was at peace, and then I stammered and asked:
“Well, she, Wei Rain, how’s it going? I’m sorry.
“Ha-ha, can’t hold it. I’m wondering when you’re going to ask me, and I’m not going to let go of myself.”
I took my mind off it and put my phone down in front of my eyes, and it started to play video automatically.
In the video, Wei Rain was wearing a pink dress with a suffocating make-up, and she sat on the couch with her twisted legs and her face was filled with joy. The woman in her professional skirt was holding a microphone and saying to Wei Rain:
“Hello, are you Mrs. Wei Yu, the wife of Mr. Zhang? I’m sorry.
My heart was about to tighten, and then I heard the voice of heaven:
“Yes. I’m sorry.
Wei Rains’ cheeks nodded at a place of laughter, and at that moment, my heart bursted into an unstoppable ecstasy, almost so excited that I wanted to jump.
“Hello, I’m a reporter for the daily newspaper of Zin City. Your husband has recently made great achievements in the field. We in the press would like to know about his family. I’m sorry.
“Of course. I’m sorry.
“Well, let’s just say, first of all, how did you and Mr. Chang meet? I’m sorry.
“I was in school at first, and I was still in school, and I had no financial resources, and my husband, who not only financed me to finish school but also helped me to take care of my family, was always grateful to him. I’m sorry.
I am glad that, despite what Wei Rain did to me, she still knows what I am doing.
“Is it true that your husband was your first love?” I’m sorry.
“Well, wei rain sounds a little shy, “I’m a little late for the girls, and maybe no one has ever been so nice to me. The first time I was in love with him, I was lucky. I’m sorry.
Lucky for me, Wei Yu. You were my first love! But why are you… are you being pushed by that man? When I listen and think about it, I wipe my sour nose and my tears are spinning, but I can’t blink and I’m afraid of missing any tiny moment.
“Oh, so happy. Heard you had two kids? I’m sorry.
“Yes, two little angels came to our house last year, just a man and a girl, and the boy was–
The video came out of nowhere, and I was desperate to “baby” for half a day, and my voice was ringing in the future: “Stop yelling, my ears are deaf.” I’m sorry.
“What’s the boy’s name? I was anxious to ask.
“Don’t worry, you’ll know later. The future I have to say.
“What you just saw was a video of a journalist covering Wei Rain. I would like to tell you that Wei Rain will be your wife and you are destined to achieve something. Don’t worry now.”
“Hmm-hmm. * I’m nodding my head like a hoop, and I don’t want to die now, or even feel like I’ve just lost my way. *
“I know you came to the hotel this afternoon to borrow money from Tai Po. Go back. You can’t borrow it. “The last time you borrowed it, and Tai Po’s mother is in danger, he needs more money than you.” I’m sorry.
“Sick? I’m surprised I haven’t heard from Tai Po, but I just got my head covered in Wei rain and went to the roof without talking to Tai Po.
“It’s serious, it’s about hundreds of thousands of new kidneys, and it may not look that much later, but it’s not available now. I’m sorry.
I was so sorry to hear him say that Tai Peng was my only best friend and that we had also experienced unemployment baptism, so we understood each other well.
If possible, I’d really like to help him, but I’m not capable of it now.
“At Wei Rain, forgive her for a while, and let’s not talk about it later. You love her so much, you can do it. She’ll come back to you anyway. I will continue to advise.
I’ve had a hard time, and since I have her future, I’ve chosen to forgive. I was determined not to think too much, rubbed my legs and stood up.
As I walked towards the iron door from the ceiling, I thanked the future: “Thank you, the future me, though strange, but you saved my life.” I’m sorry.
I laugh at the future: “Where I save you, I save myself.” I’m sorry.
And I smiled, and I saw the syringe that I threw away with an anaesthetic, and I said, “Easy, you should have called me when I shot you.” I’m sorry.
I’m going to say, “I’m going to take a shot.” Are you sick? You’ve got to be careful. You’ve got a lot of happy lives ahead of you. I’m sorry.
I’m stomping.
3
“Hmm? Why did you stop? “The sound of confusion over the phone.
I looked around and asked, “Can you see me here?” I’m sorry.
“On your phone camera, and only on the phone,” he again urged me to leave, “If you’re interested in future technology, you can go home and sit down, and we can talk. I’m sorry.
I ignored his proposal and went on to ask, “What would I have done before I jumped? I’m sorry.
“Why do you ask all of a sudden?”
Answer me. I’m sorry.
“I can’t remember the details of 10 years ago, when you went to the hotel to borrow money from Tai Po, and didn’t expect to meet Wei Rain and her mentor…”
“And then?” I’m sorry.
“And then suddenly you can’t open it, you’re on the roof trying to jump, you’re calling Wei Rain before you jump, you’re still lying, you’re sad and you’re standing on the wall, and if I don’t call you at a critical time…”
“Oh? “I said the man is familiar, he was Wei Rain’s mentor. I didn’t recognize it at all. How do I know the future? I’m sorry.
“Ah-ha-ha, she’ll tell you later. He was clearly ablaze, but he remained calm.
“Oh, yeah, but didn’t you just tell me not to talk about it? Did she mention it herself? I’m sorry.
“Uh… yes, she is, she is…”
I interrupted him and quickly said, “Do you remember me sleeping with drugs? I’m sorry.
“Of course! “But don’t worry, you’ve given up this bad habit and now I sleep well every night.” I’m sorry.
“Huh. And I laughed, “Well, you should remember, before I stood on the wall, I was going to inject myself with a whole bunch of pills to the other world, and jumping was just a temporary idea. I’m sorry.
“…”
I said before he said, “Don’t forget this excuse. I can’t believe I’ll forget such important details. You didn’t say anything about the injection.
“So who are you?”
The phone was silent, and after a minute no one spoke, when I thought that no one would answer, a woman suddenly yelled:
“Don’t jump on the roof and drug yourself. Are you crazy? I’m sorry.
I was scolded by her, and she said to herself, “What does the investigative team do? What do you want this month’s pay? Then there was a noise over the phone, like an apology.
“You… who are you?” I’m getting confused.
The woman said, “I’m telling you, Mr. Zhang, this is the world 10 years later, but there is no future for you here, and you did jump off the stairs 10 years ago and die. I’m sorry.
“We’ve investigated all your circumstances, including your family, your friends, and why you jumped. I just didn’t think you knew who your girlfriend was. She scorned and said:
“We know a little about the drug, but we don’t know you were carrying it that day. I’m sorry.
“The impact is huge? I noticed her words, which are somewhat puzzling.
“Yes, you may be strange, but what could be the impact of a bad-ass jumper in a green hat?” She said, “But you shouldn’t have jumped that day.” I’m sorry.
“I don’t understand…” I’m just listening.
“At 5:31 p.m. that day, 10 years ago, the family of a large foreign consortium set out from a hotel to discuss a project with the head of Jin City.
“I didn’t think that when she walked out of the hotel in a crowd, an idiot fell from the sky and hit her. I’m sorry.
I was shocked, I couldn’t speak at all, and the story of heaven and earth continued:
“The daughter, Lucy, is the only daughter of the new generation of the family, one quarter of whom is of Chinese origin.
“Yes, for a large, well-asset consortium, the government of Zin City values investment as a mere exercise for its children. I’m sorry.
“Lucy is surrounded almost all day by trained bodyguards, who, although of noble birth, do not like the queue. If you could wrap the whole hotel, you wouldn’t be on the roof. But she didn’t. She prefers to feel like someone.
“Soft Miss Lucy didn’t think that there would be a more stupid man falling off her head. The result of the incident was the immediate death of both individuals, and the solicitation of money, which naturally ended in failure, was not only the anger of the city’s leaders in the face of a large consortium.
“The events caused a great deal of damage at the time, and, given the power of the consortium, eventually even reached the level of international disputes…”
I feel like I can’t keep up with what she said.
“Well, please don’t say such childish words. Every year, many people are killed by suicide. Now that all this low probability is happening, it’s not impossible for a big man to be killed. The woman seriously said,
“Mr. Zhang, I do not want to judge your actions. It makes no sense.
“We have developed an instrument that can influence the past, which allows us to travel through time and space by telephone. Our only goal is to save Miss Lucy’s life. I’m sorry.
“Wait, this is too sci-fi. I’m sorry.
Women ignore me and continue to explain: “You can see everything you’ve been through as a fictional projection.
“We will evolve the projection world, and if the change between the projection world and the real world here is within an acceptable margin of error, then we will make the projection world a reality. I’m sorry.
In case I can’t understand, she says, “You can understand that if you can change the future, it depends on what you’re going to do, the future will change only if we pass it. I’m sorry.
“No, it doesn’t make sense,” I try to figure it out geographically, “If you say so, why not just call Lucy himself?” I’m sorry.
“Hey, you think it’s that simple to change the past? Just so you know. “The women are reluctant to say,
“The most taboo thing about changing the past is the butterfly effect of seemingly small changes. Our most fundamental principle is to take the least risk and to change the course of events at the least cost. In assessing this event, you are the smallest price. I’m sorry.
“I?”
“Yes, Mr. Chang. While human society stands for life and equality, and every life is equally important, in reality every human being is entitled to weight in the world. There are thousands of sad people like you in the world, and there is only one single daughter in a great consortium.
“Your life is worthless to Miss Lucy. I’m sorry, but if that makes you uncomfortable, I’ll change it. She said slowly.
“Assuming we speak directly to Miss Lucy, she will survive, but she will know the secret of the “overtime call.”
For a girl in her twenties who does business on behalf of her family, the secret is like an unstoppable temptation that may affect the future family ‘ s investment policy.
“Many businesses and companies, as well as their employees, their families…the fate of countless people will change.
“But you’re different, you’re just a small guy. Whether you die or live, few people will be affected. “She’s got a very hard-on, but I can’t argue it because I think it’s the same.
“Mrs. Lucy’s family ran the program, and I’m the director of the program, and I just spoke to you on the phone, and he’s my subordinate, and he’s trying to mimic the future and you stop you from jumping, but you’re smart when you’re not smart.
“We know almost everything about you, even what you don’t know. I’m sorry.
The woman reports mechanically: “Your girlfriend has cheated on her mentor.” The man’s name is Seo Yamayama, a Canadian seaman, who published many results at a young age and became an associate professor upon his return.
“His father is a well-known expert in the field, and most of the results published by Xu Shanshan come from his father’s laboratory, known as the “learning valve”. I’m sorry.
I thought of Wei Rains having contacted a young teacher before I studied, and I didn’t think much of it, but I didn’t think of being young enough to talk about teacher-student relationships.
Wei Yuichi complained about the stress caused by his mentors, but then he stopped saying that it had been released by other means.
I can’t find anything wrong with the lady in charge. I went down the wall, head down to the floor, and a few low-key, luxurious black cars were parked in front of the hotel, like waiting for someone.
Wait, something’s wrong. I suddenly looked at the screen with my cell phone and it showed a time of 5:35.
Ms. Manager seems to have guessed what I was trying to say, saying, “You did jump 10 years ago at 5:31, because this phone call changed the fact.
“But not only is change a unilateral act, history will also modify these changes by changing facts. I’m sorry.
I’ve been bypassed again, and the lady in charge says, for example, “You can imagine history as a hurried river, and what we do is like nailing wood on it.
“History will think of trying to flush out these panels and restore the changed history as far as possible.
“and saving Miss Lucy is equivalent to changing the course of the river through a plank, and with less nailed, the river will continue to flow on its original course, not much more, and the river will be clogged and even broken!
“Now that you have 5:40, Lucy hasn’t left the hotel. It’s clearly history’s intervention. If you jump, the odds are still gonna kill Miss Lucy.
“History will fix Lucy’s time out of the hotel to the moment when you jump, even if you jump somewhere else. Unless you wait for Lucy to leave, the causes and consequences of this level cannot be corrected even by history. I’m sorry.
“How do you know when Lucy leaves? I’m sorry.
“The investment conference is scheduled at seven, and Miss Lucy leaves the hotel at six, and all history can do is to fix her departure to the deadline.
In other words, as long as you stay there until 6:00, when Lucy leaves, our plan works. I’m sorry.
And when I heard it, I sat on my feet and said: “Well, I will do as you say.” But why didn’t you tell me that from the beginning? I’m sorry.
“Ah, you think that for you at that time, “the future is good for you” and “you’re going to fall” and “you’re going to fall,” what would make you more willing to believe us? If I come up here and tell you the truth, you’ll hear it or not, and…
“And what?” I’m sorry.
“Nothing. Change the subject. I’m sorry.
4
I hate it when people say the same thing, and I want to talk to someone at this point, and I’m like, “Why don’t you go and save the world? For example, before the earthquake floods, informing the people to seek refuge? I’m sorry.
“You think well, but we use technology, not power. The woman’s words are full of ridicule.
Every “overtime call” takes a lot of human and material resources, and even after 10 years, only a consortium of the Lucy family can afford it. Do you really think any person can cross it?
“No matter what time, the state-of-the-art technology will always be for those at the top of the pyramid, people like you, not to dream about the future of me to help you change your life.
“There are limits to changing the world. This limit is measured in many ways, the most difficult variable being human life.
“Every time we travel, there is at most one life variable that can be changed, that is to say, only one person can be saved, and the high cost of it is simply not universal. I’m sorry.
I can hear you wrinkle, if you think. I stood up and watched downstairs, the black car was still parked at the door, and Lucy was still here.
“I’d like to ask you a question,” I said to the listener, “Is it all true what I said just now?” I’m sorry.
Mostly. I’m sorry.
What about the part “The future will fit my new industry”? “I’m full of hope.
The lady director easily shattered my fantasy, and she said without any emotion: “You’ve been out of time since you decided not to go on with your studies, and ten years later there are no more students in the university. I’m sorry.
“Ah, it didn’t change anything,” I laughed at myself and said, “You just called me to stop, but you didn’t tell me how to live.” I’m sorry.
“Sorry, Mr. Chang, we’re really trying to make you jump.” “The woman in charge said it with indifference.
“It’s just because you didn’t believe us at first, it doesn’t have to be covered up.
“We hope that the day of the change will also be the day of the jump, the closer to the original history, the easier it will be to succeed. I’m sorry.
“So you want me to jump again after 6:00? I asked without an expression.
“That would be great. I’m sorry.
“Ha ha ha. * I’m laughing in a melancholy mood, and I’m hoping that the ashes that were destroyed will be lit. *
What is it? Is this woman’s undisguised arrogance? I’ve felt a long, humble feeling of anger.
“Miss Director, I suddenly thought of a problem. * I lift my legs, I step on the wall again, my waist goes up, my legs are not soft this time *
I took a breath and said, “Why should I listen to you now that my future is hopeless? I’m sorry.
“Why? You want to kill someone? Jumping down is like a murderer. I’m sorry.
“You may have overestimated me,” I added to her, “When a man doesn’t care about his life, how can you ask him to care about others?” After all, that Lucy has nothing to do with me! I’m sorry.
“And besides…” I said, “How happy Lucy!” If you’re so rich, you’ll have a lot of licking dogs behind your ass! I don’t think she’s ever had any of these problems.
“If you want to change your kidneys, you can have a lot of kidneys at any time. Even after 10 years of death, there is still money available to change history.
“Oh, that’s the rich. A little bit of a handy-on is enough for me to fight this city for over a decade.
“I’m, like you said, a man with nothing. My life is of little value to Lucy. If I die, I wonder if anyone will be sad.
“You look down on me. I can hear you. You just look down on me. You must’ve seen the phone with your nostrils on your face. I’m sorry.
“You think too much. I’m sorry.
“Don’t fucking look down on people! * I’m on my forehead and I yell at the phone * Do you think you can control my life or my death? I can’t hope for it anyway, if I can make you sick in the end…
I’m emotional, my right foot is emptied, and I’m looking at that step.
But she said, “As soon as a light sentence extinguished my anger, Mr. Zhang, ten years later your parents were still alive and their lives were difficult but healthy.” I’m sorry.
I had a moment, and I had my feet shrunk back, and I had a deep sense of weakness.
The female director is still that cold tone, as if I had just lost my temper. And she said, “I’m sorry.
“I said that every “overtime calls” cost a lot of human and material resources, and in that case, we must have been quite prepared to call you.
“You are not, as we understand it, a man who ignores love. Look how excited you are. Let me weigh your pros and cons.
“You have three options: option one, which we most recommend, is to wait there until Miss Lucy leaves and you jump down and die.
“This is the closest we’ve ever had, and it’s the hardest to follow up. And you can get what you want and end your boring life. We’ll also anonymously give your surviving parents a pension that will be enough for them to enjoy their old age.
“option two, that’s where we talked you out of suicide and left. This is a situation that will be difficult to do because history has been changed and no jump-out has taken place. You go on with your boring life.
“As we know of you, you’ll still have nothing to lose, and maybe eventually you’ll jump off a high-rise.
“and because you didn’t pay anything, we’re not going to give your parents financial benefits, so maybe you’re still alive in the future.
“Step three, it’s against us. You can jump now and history will repeat itself. You and Miss Lucy will die.
“Our mission has failed, hundreds of millions of dollars are spent, and my colleagues in the project team will be held accountable, and no one will end well. Your parents must not be able to make up for these losses, but they must be the object of a lot of emotions.
“Well, Zhang’s little house, people who believe they’re smart know what to do. Listen to us. Don’t think too much. I’m sorry.
I look at the sky and my mind is completely calmed down. I feel a sense of impatience, as if all my reactions were in their anticipation.
How could they give me a chance to make this call at such a price?
I was depressed, I looked at the phone time, 5:41.
I walk down the wall again, and the dialogue can whisper: “Can you tell me, in the end, what is going to happen to the future rain?” I’m sorry.
“You really want to know? I’m sorry.
“Well,” I’m no longer tough, but I’m begging, “I’ll do as Lucy says. I’ll jump when Lucy leaves, so tell me, I just want to know, is she doing well? I’m sorry.
The phone was silent for a while, and the woman director’s voice was ringing again: “It’s good not to know that it’s good for you.
“In fact, the video you just saw, we did a little bit of processing…”
What do you mean? I’m holding up.
“Let’s show you the original. “The lady director’s voice just dropped and my phone started to play the video automatically, and I was too busy watching the screen.
The scenery, the luxurious studios, the pink skirts, the Wei rain and the host, but their conversation made me fall into the ice cellar. The content of the dialogue has remained almost unchanged, with only the name of the master.
“Hello, are you Mr. Xu Yamayama’s wife, Ms. Wei Yu?” I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
“Hello, I’m a reporter for the daily newspaper of Zin City. Your husband has recently made great achievements in the field. We in the press would like to know about his family. I’m sorry.
“Of course. I’m sorry.
“Then let’s be presumptuous. I’m sorry.
“I was in school at first, and I was still in school, and I had no financial resources, and my husband, who not only financed me to finish school but also helped me to take care of my family, was always grateful to him. I’m sorry.
No, it’s not him. I funded your graduate studies. I took care of your family. My teeth are closed, my eyes are red, and I’m staring at the wind in the video and whispering these Wei rain. I do not understand how she lied against her conscience.
“Is it true that your husband was your first love?” I’m sorry.
“Well, wei rain sounds a little shy, “I’m a little late for the girls, and maybe no one has ever been so nice to me. The first time I was in love with him, I was lucky. I’m sorry.
No, why lie like that? Your first love was me! He’s the third one! No, no, no, no! I’m desperate to break the phone. Keep looking down.
“Oh, so happy. Heard you had two kids? I’m sorry.
“Yes, two little angels came to our house last year, just one man and one woman. I’m sorry.
No, no, stop, stop, stop.
“The boy’s name is Seo-gi, the girl’s name is Seo-joo. I’m sorry.
Enough! “I screamed, and my head was covered in pain. My heart is roasted in flames.
I never hated her, even if it was betrayed by Wei rain. I think it’s all too incompetent for me to get into that man’s arms. I’m sure she loves me, and when she sees my body, she’ll confess, cry and remember what I did to her.
But this video makes me understand that there are no traces left until the end. I gave up my future for her to be someone else’s bride? Why is the world doing this to me?
I hate Wei Rain from this moment on. If the video is the future, I bet it won’t happen! Every second in that video and every happy smile on her face is whipping my body and crushing my bones!
“You asked for it, for human reasons, and I don’t want you to face reality in the last days. In the words of the female director, there is some mercy.
I crouched my head on the ground, and dozens of seconds later I said, “Just now, you said there were only three options, right? I’m sorry.
“Yes, and now you won’t return…”
“Maybe there is a fourth option. I’m sorry.
I turned this down, and then I simply hung up the phone, so why not just fight?
I stood up, picked up the needle on the ground, ran towards the door that left the roof and called Tai Po.
The phone rang two times, and there was a low sound from Tai Po: “Hey, little house, it’s not my brother who won’t help you. I really don’t have any money to borrow from you. My mom’s in the hospital.
“Do you want your mom’s money for the kidney change? “I simply interrupted him.
The phone was silent, and I flew down the stairs, and my eyes flashed crazy.
“You go to the 14th floor now, do as I say, and you believe me! I’m sorry.
After meeting with Tai Peng on the 14th floor, I made an excuse to knock on the doors of Xushan and Wei Rain.
Wei Rain’s face was red and he was just surprised to see me, and then he got his eyebrow, and he looked impatient. Then let’s break up!”
There is no sense of guilt.
As if you’re looking at a grey wild dog, you can make her happy. I’m sorry.
How can I live with such depraved morality that those who are under pressure can live a lifetime? And I sneered down my heart, and my anger sneered down, and I laughed, and I approached them silently, and took out the needles I carried with me.
5
I’m breathing and I’m scrambling out my cell phone, and it shows time, 5:57.
At last I’m on the first floor in the lobby of the hotel, staring at the elevator, and holding on to the starter. When the cell phone rings again, I almost hit it in the second.
“What do you want? “Do you know how much we burned to make this call again? Wait. Where are you now? I’m sorry.
“Look carefully. “I don’t give her the chance to talk, lean the phone to the decorated plant so that the camera can clearly see the door.”
I just set up my phone, and the elevator door was “ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-d-d-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-d-ding-d-ding-d
I went two steps ahead of them and pretended to go out through the door, with five or six men in black suits standing by a black car parked outside the door, one of them pulling the door and waiting respectfully for the master to get in.
The most critical moment has come, when I control the pace and the heartbeat of the elevator to the gate for only a dozen seconds, and I’ve been walking for centuries.
Finally, I walked out of the door, while I whispered, and quickly, to the man who was hiding in his clothes: “Let go.” I’m sorry.
Their rooms are on the 14th floor, calculated at 3 metres per floor, about 40 metres from the ground, and the time of descent is approximately 2.8 seconds according to the free fall formula.
I counted two numbers in my heart, and then suddenly turned and jumped at a blonde with a surprising face.
As a result of the sudden incident, two of her bodyguards did not react and watched me drop the girl.
The girls had been waiting for them to come up and suffer, and two noises like car flats had been heard, along with the “shout” of broken glass.
Time seems to have stalled.
Two seconds later, the crowds around them screamed, and they clearly saw the true face of the high-altitude crash — a pair of men and women who fell in their flesh and blood, and the images were bloody.
And as the black guards standing before the door came to me, as they were awakened, they came towards the blonde, and pushed me aside without mercy. The passers-by immediately called 110 and called the police, and the more courageous one came up and some took pictures.
I watched it quietly.
Wei Rain’s face is on the ground, so it won’t at least be caught by the good guys. Her body is twisted like a broken puppet, and a good body is turned into a skin with no soul.
No matter how beautiful life may be, there is nothing but fear after death.
And when the blonde came towards me as a host of her bodyguards in black, and she was adorned with a good life. “How did you sense it?” I’m sorry.
I realized that her Chinese language was very good, and I was busy pretending to be in a state of shock, and I said, “It’s probably a hunch, and when the back of the neck is cold, it’s unconscious.” I’m sorry.
“Miss, I asked the hotel. The men and women came in the afternoon and the room was just above the gate.
“The balcony fence is broken, and they should have done that before they fell off the balcony… Should we look into it? “A big man came to ask,
“No, I’ve never heard of such a strange method of assassination, it should have been an accident.” Let’s not be too careful on people’s land. I’m sorry.
Then she turned to me and said with gratitude: “Sir, I don’t know how to thank you, but if it were for you, the consequences would have been terrible. I’m Lucy. What’s your name? I’m sorry.
“Your Chinese is very good. I’m sorry.
“Thank you, my grandmother is Chinese and she’s quite familiar with China,” she says with some pride, “If you could have dinner later, I would like to solemnly express my gratitude. I’m sorry.
“No need…”
“Don’t say anything, Mr. Zhang,” she said, “My education does not allow me to neglect a gentleman who has just saved my life. I’m sorry.
“Well, in that case,” I quickly published a number that I would never have earned in my life, with my bank card number, “I guess you’re rich, if you think your life is worth so much, use them as a thank you. I’m sorry.
Lucy’s sense of gratitude slowly faded, and although she had a polite smile on her face, she had no smile.
She nodded her head and said to me, “Thank you again, sir, your wish will be fulfilled.” Excuse me. “It’s not like I’m going to leave with a lot of people.”
The police car and the ambulance came back, and the body of Wei Rain was pushed into the car with white cloth and I watched the ambulance go away.
Back at the hotel, it was a mess, and the waiters were busy pacifying the arriving guests. I went to the plant quietly and picked up my phone.
“Is this your fourth option? “The woman in charge said it in cold language.
“Yes. What do you think, Miss Lucy?”
She did not deny it and asked, “How do you know?” I’m sorry.
“No proof, just speculation. I’m being frank.
“You said when you spoke about the limits of changing the world — every time you travel, there’s at most one life variable.” If that is true, option two is invalid.
“You said that I and Lucy were both dead, and if I don’t kill myself, the life variable is two, and your behavior and purpose are contradictory.
“You can’t do anything so stupid, so either you lied about the rules of the life variable or you lied about the deaths.
“In other words, there might be someone alive between me and Lucy. Jumping off that high, I guess I’m cool, but Lucy could still be alive if it wasn’t fatal.
“If she’s still alive, why are you working so hard to change history? Maybe she’s been hurt by something that won’t heal.
“If this damage doesn’t affect her normal communication, I think she’d like to make this personal call to change her fate. And your hate for me can be felt even across time. I’m sorry.
“A decade ago, when you hit me in the back, the doctor saved my life.
“I have been paralyzed in my bed for 10 years, and after 10 years, technology can restore me, but it depends on cold machines. I don’t want that. I want to stand up with my own legs.
“This project, which I was asking my father to carry out, was originally designed to stop me from going down, but today it has many interests.
“If it fails, the father may be removed from the board. So it’s not my business anymore, you know? I’m sorry.
“I get it, so I’ve shown my sincerity. “I am not saying anything.
“Your injuries have been circumvented, and the jumping incident has occurred, and the number of deaths has been reduced from one to two, keeping it within limits. I admit it’s a little more complicated than before.”
“Fucker, I didn’t ask you to kill somebody! Lucy broke me up with anger. “The history of Wei Rain and Tsui Shan will all be changed. Do you know how much trouble this will cause us? I’m sorry.
If Lucy accuses me of being inhuman, I might feel better, but she just blames me for “probleming” them, and I try to cheer them up and say in sarcasm:
“As you say, man has the right to be heavy. The weight of those two lives is still far from you. Their lives — the lives of us ordinary people — are worthless compared to yours, aren’t they? I’m sorry.
Lucy stopped talking, and I said:
“I couldn’t believe that I could convince my innocent friends to kill me in five minutes for hundreds of thousands of lives.
“When a man is not afraid of death, you can’t imagine what terrible things he can do. I said to myself:
“They won’t feel pain. I injected them, and they were thrown down in their sleep. I’m sorry.
“We underestimate you, Mr. Murderer. I’m sorry.
“Oh, don’t worry, I didn’t have anything else to do with you at this time. I just asked her for some money to teach her about human greed and ugliness. I’m sorry.
Lucy grunted and ignored me.
“And by the way, I’m the one who broke the fence, which will inevitably leave traces, the medicine of the two bodies, the police investigation, the hotel’s surveillance. I’m sorry.
Lucy laughed, “What makes you think I’ll help you?” I’m sorry.
“I don’t think so, but I think it’s in your interest that this end as an accident.
“You don’t want me to go to tomorrow’s paper as a murderer, and then you’ll come up with a few big stories that are out of line. It is our common desire to leave things alone. I’m sorry.
There was a loud conversation over the phone, which was supposed to be in English, and I couldn’t understand it very quickly and waited patiently.
And while I wait, I look at the half-glasses in the hall, and the people in the mirror show a special mood. That’s what I always wanted to see in Wei Rain’s face, and I didn’t know I saw it in my own face.
After a while, Lucy said:
“We will assess whether the changed history is in our interest, and if it is not passed, you are still just an illusion of history. I’m sorry.
“But if I pass, I can afford a house. I’m a little crazy.
“Hmm, goodbye, Mr. Chang. I sincerely hope you will go to hell. She’s hung up.
I put the phone down, still laughing.
Ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding.
“Ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding.”
I’m laughing like crazy.
I don’t know.
The success of her surgery and the fact that the new kidneys had not experienced an exorcism in fear were welcome. And the platinum did not mention at all what had happened that day, but it was only to me that whoever I was, saved his mother, was a good man.
The police did not find anything, and the death of Wei Yu and Xu Shan ended unexpectedly, in which Lucy did not know how much she had to do, and in the end, there was almost nothing to stop the incident. I have to say that there is some truth to what Lucy puts as “human weights”.
The funeral of Wei Rain was a shabby one, and her family knew that her daughter had died in disgrace and that only a few had come to send her last. I’m one of them. I don’t feel so guilty about looking at her in the remains.
Years later, I was asked how I broke into this business alone in the big city. I told him that as long as you worked hard on the ground, happy life would come.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
