When I was 16, I asked him if he was in love.
He said that early love affected his Qinghua.
And many years later he graduated and stood before me with Qinghua, and I was afraid to look up to him.
Because I’m selling potatoes.
(1)
“How much? I’m sorry.
“Five dollars…”
I put my head down, pointed the two-dimensional code on the scalding.
The white fingertips of a man carrying a cheap plastic bag with potatoes were so prominent that he looked at me as if he were looking at me.
I’m embarrassed, but I have to lower my head.
Pray he doesn’t recognize me!
Who would have thought there was such a dramatic scene. Six years later, I met once again the old man who loved him.
And so he was cold and fair, and he faded away from the young, and now he is more like a man of grace and grace, with a sense of serenity.
Just like when I was young I could still hold my heart first.
“Boss, turn around. I’m sorry.
The sound of Joe’s distance came to me, and he took back his eyes and never looked back, and followed a group of his colleagues who were waiting for him to walk into the company that was said to be the world’s top 500.
And when I leave, I can still hear them laughing.
“The little sister who sells sweet potatoes is so paranoid. I’m sorry.
“For you?”
“Ah, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
“Don’t be ridiculous. Can you steal the peach flower?” Little Joe’s total beauty, but not you. I’m sorry.
“Fuck, I’ll rip your mouth off! I’m sorry.
It was not until they were gone that I dared to look up and look secretly at what was going to disappear in the crowd.
It’s soothing.
He did, forgot me.
Yeah, well, I’m just one of his many pursuits.
Even though he listened to me very carefully, “Do you want to take the test of Qinghua to fall in love? I’m sorry.
(2)
I’ve been in school since elementary school.
He’s very good. He’s the “child of another person” that parents and teachers define.
But in my scoundrel eyes, he’s just a dead nerd.
Or why doesn’t he know me?
The time when Joe did finally know my name, I was a job councilman in high school.
That day, I was rushing to learn from my classmates, and I was ashamed to lose his first pink love letter to his desk.
By the way, he came back to play basketball and said, “What are you doing?”
I got caught on the spot, and I’ve got one face on the rise.
“Joe, I see you’ve got too much garbage on your desk, and you’ve spilled it on the floor, and you want to clean it up! I’m sorry.
He didn’t seem to think he’d play basketball for a while, and the desk was stuffed with love letters, and a good-looking eyebrow.
Yeah, I promise. It’s just gonna take a second!
After all, Joe Gyötte is our school’s recognized lawn master, and the girls who like him are countless!
I remember, the most popular thing that ever happened in school was, who didn’t love Joe Edge?
A lot of money and a lot of IQ!
When I was a kid, I lost my mind!
Ahem, back to business, and then he thanked me and helped him clean up the garbage.
I had to smile in tears, scratch my sisters’ love letters and my own, put them in a trash can with integrity.
And then I almost became a public enemy of the school sisters, and I was even pushed away by the well-informed whole class of girls!
After she learned about this, she offered to buy me tea for her guilt.
How can I not take the opportunity to be alone with him?
But I didn’t think he was having tea for the whole class in my name.
Unfortunately, I was not alone with him, but my heart was touched by this heartless young man.
And then I found out that he wasn’t as hard to reach as he seemed to be, and that he was able to make conversation with him every day, with his own face.
I knew him once and for all, even the only girl in school who had a relationship with him.
So old, 16 years old, he’s got a brain, asking if he wants to be in love.
He looked at me very carefully for a while, and he said, “She knows, she’s in love with Qinghua.” I’m sorry.
Any normal girl who listens to it knows it’s a refusal.
But when I was young and mad, I was so comfortable with it: “Do you want to get a Qinghua for love? I’m sorry.
Then We saw him when he was young, and the lips turned and laughed.
It’s like the moon in the sky.
I’ve been deceived for three years in high school, and I’ve put down the love of children who have affected my Qinghua.
I really did think that Qinghua was the most important goal of my life, and that there was a bigger reason for me to be in love with her after the exam!
He said he wanted to tell me a secret on the day after the final exam!
But on the day of the exam I missed my appointment.
(3)
I was walking the oven for almost half an hour before I came home.
Pushed the old wooden door and saw my mother’s feet lie down. On the bed, with a hand fan shaking the heat.
She was surprised to see me back, “So early today?” I usually sell until 3-4 in the afternoon. I’m sorry.
Yes, it belongs to my mother, who fell on her leg the other day and was in a bad position, so I took on the job.
And I’m like, “Don’t you worry that you’re home alone? I’m sorry.
My mom frowns and thinks I’m messing around.
I’m sure she’ll punish me.
And I was prepared, but I didn’t think that my mother would be more severe than she used to be, and I’d greet me.
“Aware, today the matchmaker sent me the good news and said that a man who looked at your picture asked you to go to the cafe tomorrow. I’m sorry.
It’s happening again.
Over the years, big and small, I’ve been getting a date.
Once upon a time, I was numb, but I didn’t know if I’d met Zoe today, and my numb heart was a bit restless.
“Mom, I’m only 24 years old, not 34 years old, can you please stop pushing me to marry?” I’m sorry.
My mother smiled and yelled, “Shen knows, you know, you’re 24, your cousin married to Haomen at 21, and now she’s happy with her family.
I’m not asking you to marry a rich man like your cousin, but you’re going to have to knock down your life’s work as soon as possible. I’m sorry.
Listen to my mother’s roar, and I can’t help but argue for myself: “I’m not drawing, I’m creating, I’m designing clothes…”
My mom laughed before the voice came down, “Design? That’s very elegant. Did you make any money? I’m sorry.
And I rose upon my face, and said nothing, and the fall of these years almost thrust me into dust.
But I’m holding on to my attitude: “I’m not going to go out with each other. Don’t worry about me.” I’m sorry.
“God damn it, what’s your attitude? I’m sorry.
My mother started to cry and shoot her wounded leg and screamed: “If you’re mad at me, do you think I’m you? Fine, I’ll die! I’ve had a hard time too, your father…
“Okay, stop filming! Can’t I promise you that? I’m sorry.
And in the sound of my mother’s crying and screaming, I was helpless and weary in agreeing to this marriage.
It’s like a kind of compromise and hopelessness on one’s own destiny.
But I didn’t think I’d meet Joe Yae at the cafe again.
(4)
The date was a 30-year-old programmer, but I was told that I had a good family and a steady salary, and my mom told me to seize this rare opportunity.
It’s just that when I see each other, I think he’s a little strange.
“Hello, Mr. Lau? I’m sorry.
The blind man’s hair is almost gone, and it’s only a happy smile that comes out of his eyes as if he were looking at the goods. I’m sorry.
I put up with the discomfort and courtesy of his eyes.
I didn’t mean to be a blind date, so I wanted to make it clear to him first.
And yet, before he talks, he says, “The matchmaker should have told you about my family, my parents are old, so I want you to live with my parents after we get married.”
“Take care of me while serving their clothes and food and living.”
“Oh, yes, I’m paid $20,000 a month, and I’ll raise you more than enough, so you don’t have to work hard, just take care of the old, and I’ll give you a thousand a month.”
One more thing, my family wants you to have a husband and a son to testify to me…
He said, “You look at me again and laugh, “Of course, if you don’t get mad at your daughter, it’s okay.” Anyway, if I could have a baby in the future, I’d have been able to get a certificate from you first. I’m sorry.
I don’t have a single word in my mouth, as if there was a throne in my family to inherit.
It was not until he had spoken for almost 20 minutes that he remembered my opinion, “Well, I’m done. Anyway, I’m impressed. I don’t know what Miss Shen thinks of me. I’m sorry.
And I kept my good smile, and I said, “I think you’re funny, half like Shakespeare.” I’m sorry.
“Where does it look?” I’m sorry.
And my lips said, “Sabi. I’m sorry.
Silence.
And when the blind man hadn’t responded, suddenly there was a light laughter.
Low dumb, very familiar.
As soon as I looked down, I saw Joe from behind the table staring at us with my hand.
The lips bend like the moon in the sky.
(5)
The voice of the man who was with him was loud, and I did not turn my back, but I saw Joe, who was still smiling, suddenly sank and pulled me apart in front of an arrow.
And I just stood there, and the next second, I got a hot coffee.
“What are you talking about, you dirty bitch?” I’m sorry.
The blind man understood the meaning of “Sabi” and threw hot coffee at me and smashed his cup.
If it hadn’t been for Jo Yoyo’s agility, it would’ve hurt my back.
I didn’t expect this person to be so low, so angry, and open his mouth to go back.
But the sound of Joe’s cold is faster, “Please apologize. I’m sorry.
He stood in front of me like a mountain behind me, cold and strong.
I suddenly remembered a long time ago.
One year after I left school, when I was surrounded by some of my misdeeds to pay for my protection, and when I was almost bullied, as was the case of Jo Yoda, who came down from heaven to protect me.
He looked just like a weak student, but he did it with a hard and fast hand, and one man took down all the villains.
After that, he crouched down and looked like he was scared of me, pulled it out of my bag, pulled out a lollipop I loved.
“Don’t be afraid, I’ll buy you sugar.” I’m sorry.
As if from that time We were no more a dog of his worth, and a heart fell upon him in its care.
(6)
“Who the hell are you? I’m sorry.
The blind man, who was frightened by the cold air of Joe’s body, was screaming and screaming.
“What happened to her is my business. I’m sorry.
The sound of Joe’s cold and cold is also ringing, and the sound of the fall.
It’s like a rock, smashing into my heart’s lake, causing a terrible wave.
I looked up at him and was anxious to know what he meant. Did he recognize me?
But because I was behind him, I couldn’t see his face at the moment, but I saw him in front of me, but he was determined.
“Yeah, you guys!”
The blind man’s eyes were on me and Joe’s eyes, he was weak, he was afraid, and he pointed his anger at me: “Shen, a boyfriend comes out and he’s kissing me.” I’m sorry.
And I came up with a fire, and I was not able to see what he said, and I said, “Do you know that this man is a blind man?” I don’t think you’re missing a wife, but a nanny. Maybe you should go to the househouse!
“Of course, a thousand a month, and I don’t think a nanny likes your family! I’m sorry.
“You! I’m sorry.
He tried to hit me with his hand, but Joe was tall and put his back on the table, and he was screaming.
“Small Five, call the police. I’m sorry.
I don’t know who she’s talking to.
I was wondering, the next second, I heard the waiter pick up his cell phone and say, “Yes, boss. I’m sorry.
It turns out the café was owned by Joya.
It turns out that he didn’t come out to help me, but he didn’t recognize me, but no one was allowed to mess with his shop.
It was supposed that he recognized my excitement and tension, and then he disappeared.
I’m laughing. Don’t be silly. After six years, how could he remember a little secret?
Besides, he’s a man who missed his appointment.
(7)
Under police coordination, the blind man honestly apologized to me.
Finally, as he had just destroyed the coffee cup in the shop, Joyotte asked him to pay 20,000.
“You kill pigs, what kind of cup is 20,000?” I’m sorry.
Nor is it contested that the shopkeeper pulled out the list of purchases.
That’s a surprise. A small cup from the cafe is really worth $20,000.
“Are you crazy?” Is it so expensive to buy a coffee cup? I’m sorry.
“Sir, our boss is a classy man with a good cup of coffee. Is that all? I’m sorry.
Under the cynicism of the shopkeepers, the blind man had to pay a month’s salary in full.
And lo! Joyotshai called him before his anger went away: “Sir, do not tie your limited eyes to others. You think 20,000 can feed a people, but perhaps 20,000 will be a broken cup. I’m sorry.
That’s not a good thing to say. You were paid $20,000 a month, so go on trying to get out of the world again.
The blind man led the humiliation and left his head behind.
The shopkeeper reassured the other customers, and Jo Yoyothai thanked the police officers for their warm words.
I wanted to go, but anyway, Joe did help me, so I stood there and waited.
A few minutes later, Joe Yingtai took the police officers away and turned back and looked at me and looked at me like a smile and looked like a star.
He came to me as if there was fluorescent light all around him.
I squeezed my cheap bag and took a step back.
“Thank you, sir. I’m sorry.
A completely unfamiliar tone.
The men’s footsteps also stopped. In the second, I felt a cold light and a cold grip on me.
“You’re welcome, miss. I’m sorry.
He’s freezing back to me.
I couldn’t stand the weird atmosphere, laughed, and put my bag on and tried to get away.
However, with Joe’s face, he reached out and grabbed my wrist.
It scares me a little bit.
It’s like the heat that comes from a man’s big hand, burning my skin through clothes, following the cycle, burning the whole heart.
I almost consciously tightened all my nerves, “You…”
(8)
Ten minutes later, I’m in the private boss’s room in Jooyo.
The man put me down on the couch, humbled and humbled, to see the wounds on my feet.
It was only at this point that I realized that I had slipped my foot when Joe pulled me.
“You don’t hurt when your feet are so swollen? I’m sorry.
It’s not my fault that Joe also wrinkled and saw a heartache in his eyes.
I smiled, “It’s okay, it’s thick, it’s not gonna swollen for a while. I’m sorry.
Joe looked at me without a word. “No, I’m responsible for your injuries. I’m sorry.
I can’t say no. He’s already got her.
And I was overwhelmed, but I took his foot, which he had forced, as a prosthesis, and I did not move.
His abdomen were very soft, and he pressed my red and swollen ankle.
I’m a little bit tied up and restless.
“Joe Diène. I’m sorry.
Suddenly he opened his mouth, his eyes were raised, and he looked straight into my eyes, and introduced himself to himself: “My name is Joy. I’m sorry.
I looked at his pretty eyes for seconds.
The eyes are getting sour and sore.
This is the man who has taken over most of my youth. He’s right in front of me, and I can’t even say hi.
I didn’t dare remind him that we used to go to school together.
I was afraid he couldn’t remember me.
And he was afraid he remembered me and then questioned me about my six years ago.
Like a tortoise, I chose to hide in my protective shell and to pull a smile out of my face: “Hello, I’m calling, Shen. I’m sorry.
I don’t know if I’m laughing too bad, but Joe also looked at me and looked down.
I think he kind of hates me.
After all, I came to his shop for a date and, for my reasons, asked him to hire a police officer at his shop, wondering if that would affect his business.
After the oil is polished, I thank you again and get up and go.
Shen Shen. I’m sorry.
And suddenly Joe called me again.
It’s like when you were young, with a name and a voice.
For a moment, I thought he seemed to remember me.
The footsteps are stagnating but afraid to turn around.
“Are you in a hurry to get married?”
(9)
“Are you in a hurry to get married?”
When the man behind me asked me the same thing, I couldn’t help but look at him.
Joyotte put the oil in its place and said, “Did you just hear the man say you’re in a hurry to get married?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t know what to say, but it was my mom, not me.
But it doesn’t seem like I have to answer, and the next sentence will ring very quickly, almost freaking me out.
“Well, I’m missing a wife. If you’re in a hurry, why don’t we try it? I’m sorry.
He said that when he tried, his eyes were light and he looked at me, and he was still a light-winded god.
It’s like, let’s try a dish, not a marriage!
“Are you crazy? I’m sorry.
Joe’s been staring at me.
“We just met and you’re marrying me?” I’m sorry.
It’s cold, too. So what? If I’m not mistaken, isn’t it the first time that Ms. Shen and the man just met?
“It’s also a blind date. How can other men come to me to be so uptight? I’m sorry.
I don’t know, it’s not my feeling that he’s aggressive and he’s still carrying an incontrovertible condescending tone.
I was dumb, “You…”
You’re different.
You’re the moon in the sky, you’re the white one.
I licked the dry lips, “Mr. Joe, I didn’t mean to marry anyone. My mother arranged for me to have a date. I just came to show her. I’m sorry.
I thought I made that clear.
But who would have thought, once again, that it was amazing that Joyote had said: “Does the family force marriage?” That’s good, so am I. Maybe we could work together and use each other to block the home. I’m sorry.
Turns out that was his reason.
(10)
I like Jo Yoon, and I like it like crazy.
Who knows that when he talks to me about marriage, there is, besides the incontrovertible shock, an incontrovertible ecstasy.
Marry him, beautiful dream, even if it’s just a contract.
But I refused.
I’m afraid to spend another second with him and my love will spill over. How can I bear it?
Joe did not say anything, and watched me walk away.
He’s a proud man, and he’s been saying things twice, and he won’t do it again.
The cold light on my back makes my footsteps kind of faint.
Just about to leave his lounge, my mom called me crazy.
I was scared, anxious to say no, and I was in a state of panic, and I accidentally pressed the switch.
Shen Shen, your wings are hard, right? Liu just called me and said you had a boyfriend and went to a blind date?
Boyfriend? You’re playing with me, right?
“You don’t care about her, Liu’s offer? I’m telling you, your mother just gave him a lot of apologies and he barely agreed to marry you!
“You’ll be back right now, we’ll buy something to visit the house, and we’ll get the marriage certificate tomorrow! I’m sorry.
There was no outside, but my mother shouted so loudly that she could hear every word without the ear.
In a moment, I was embarrassed.
I couldn’t shake my head and look behind me, and I was so anxious to lift up my phone, “Mom, I’m not marrying him, I’m…”
Until then, a long, long hand suddenly pulled my cell phone.
I looked up and looked.
I’m already talking to my mother.
“Aunt, she didn’t lie to you. She did have a boyfriend. I’m sorry.
“…?”
(11)
Joe also hung up on the phone and said I’d take it back.
“Why are you talking to my mother?” I’m sorry.
“Do you want to be forced to marry that man? I’m sorry.
I’m looking down at Joe.
I was strangled in a moment and my head shook in earnest.
And I don’t know if I have a thick hair like an animal, and this man rubbed his hand twice in a natural way.
I’m surprised, I’m too busy to back off, a heart, to jump.
I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do this.
He looked at his hand and was innocent: “I’m sorry, I just looked at your head and thought about my dog, who didn’t speak straight.” I’m sorry.
I said, “…?”
Your dog speaks human language?
Forget it, you’re handsome, you’re my dark love for the gods. You’re right.
Maybe I’ve been so pleased by the fact that he’s suddenly smiling at me.
“Now, your mother believes I’m your boyfriend and she won’t force you to marry that man for a while.
“So, Miss Shen, can we continue with our contract? I’m sorry.
Six years later, it had not come to mind that the former clear-cut Jo Yoyotsu had learned to take the first step of coercion.
He was telling my mom about my boyfriend, and then, if I don’t agree to the contract, what am I gonna tell my mom?
In the end, I was stiff in my head and noded in a small range.
The man’s eyes seem to have been so quick, I leaned my head, I didn’t see.
(12)
At my mother’s repeated request, I had to go home with Joya.
My mother packed herself, put crutches on and waited for Babadi at the door.
When I saw him come down from the BMW, and then I saw him carrying a big bag, my mother’s mouth was almost in the back of my head.
One son-in-law at a sip, and he screamed.
I’m embarrassed and I’m afraid that Joe will hate my mom.
“Mom, boyfriend, just boyfriend!” I’m sorry.
But who would think that my mom would wave me away? I’m sorry.
Then he turned his head and greeted Joe-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e I’m sorry.
I have to say, Jo Yoyotsu really was a decent person from childhood to age.
As if he could not see my mother’s eyes as a city, he laughed with humility and courtesy: “Yes, I should have wanted to visit you long ago, but I didn’t know I was going to say it, so I’m late. I’m sorry.
I said, “…?”
Oh, six years later, Joyota lied and didn’t blink.
My mom burned a good table and was in a great mood, smiling and greeting Joe.
And Joe did a good job, and they both talked and seemed to forget that I was a silent cook.
“O little Joe, I knew that such a daughter was a little hard on her, but I was worried about her for the rest of my life! I’m sorry.
My mother suddenly turned her eyes to tears and pulled Joyat’s wrist: “You look really good, and I hope you take good care of us.”
“The boy’s life is so bad, it’s me and her dad.
“Mom! I’m sorry.
When my mother was pushing for something to say, I sharply lifted the tone and interrupted her words.
“The soup is getting cold, drink it.” I’m sorry.
Joya looked at me.
I look down, I eat in silence, and my eyes are red.
(13)
After dinner, my mother greeted me and sent Zoe away.
It was late at night, when the yellow light was on, and I leaned my head and walked behind this man.
I don’t know when he’s stuck, but I’m not watching. I hit him in the back with my head, and it hurts.
I’ve been looking at the man’s body on the Internet, and I think it’s exaggerating.
And a sighs started, and Joe did almost nothing to look at me rubbing my head, “Looks like I need to give you something. I’m sorry.
“Aah?”
“Red oil. I’m sorry.
“…”
Well, this is sarcasm, so hurt.
I said I’m okay. I don’t need that.
“Well, that’s what I’m sending you here. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t stop it. I had to write down all the numbers and intend to transfer the money to him again.
After all, it’s all fake.
Joyotte twisted his eyebrow and took his cell phone out, and I cleaned it two-dimensional code, but I couldn’t transfer it to him in the first place without his immediate pass.
“Your mother said you were in high school. What happened? I’m sorry.
All of a sudden, his voice faded, as if he were simply curious, and I suddenly interrupted my mother’s voice at the table.
And I smiled, and I laughed, “Oh, nothing, it’s just that my mother likes to say that I didn’t take the exams, and I felt embarrassed, so I didn’t want her to say anything.
“But that’s the truth. There’s no need to hide. You want to know. I’m sorry.
I smiled, but I was afraid to look up and speak to his eyes.
“Why didn’t you go? Doesn’t that matter to you? I’m sorry.
In the cold months, his voice was covered in fine and tight.
I turned around, and I looked at the ground, and I said, “Well, I don’t want to go on reading, it’s not important. I’m sorry.
When I was 16 years old, I followed the man’s ass with shame and vowed to give him Qinghua.
Six years later, I was lazy and I told him I didn’t want to read.
Sometimes fate turns me on whether to cry or laugh.
Again, more cruel than joy.
(14)
After the next few days, Joyatsu never contacted me again.
He didn’t mention that I had to stop his parents from getting married.
I gave him the transfer, and he has not received it, so it returns it.
I thought, maybe because I said I didn’t want to go to school that night, he probably didn’t want to talk to me because he thought I was a piece of shit who couldn’t hold the wall.
After all these years of social struggle, my face is still warm, so I’m not bothering him anymore.
Even if my mother kept urging me to bring Joyatsu back as a guest, I had every reason to.
Then, after that, I was annoyed, and I said to my mother, “I broke up with Joyatte, and leave him alone.” I’m sorry.
My mother couldn’t believe that the son-in-law of the Dragon flew away in the bowl. “Break up. Why break up? I’m sorry.
I looked at him and said, “It’s nothing. It’s probably not the world view. I’m sorry.
After all, me and him are two worlds.
Shen Shen, you’re so good, don’t you hang on to me? What kind of worldview would I not believe? My daughter’s face, he can put it down? I’m sorry.
My mom poked me in the head and yelled at me for nothing, and then she took my hand out.
Her feet are almost as good as her feet, and she’s walking faster than my young man.
When I saw my mother drag me to the company, I didn’t even think, how could my mother know that she was working here?
At this point, the company’s employees seem to have come back after lunch, coming in and out of the country, wondering if we’d fit in.
I tried to get my mom out of here, but she pulled me straight to the station.
“Do you have a man named Joyat? I’m sorry.
The little sister of the station was shocked by my mother’s spicy temper, and she asked, “What’s so important about this lady?” I’m sorry.
My mother cried out, “I’m looking for Zoe, he can’t fail my daughter!” I’m sorry.
It’s a shame to attract more crowds and talk to us.
I’m all red on my face and I’m going to drag my mom.
“Mom, let’s go back and say, stop it! I’m sorry.
I tried hard to pull her, but my mother was impatient and threw me in the face.
And the sound of the puddle, in the halls of light, and in the sight of the eyes, my cheek was red and swollen.
“What’s the matter, I’m telling you. Didn’t he say he was getting married last time? How can I break up with you? I’m sorry.
My mom was banging on a bunch of things, and at this moment, I was in her mouth, like a product.
It’s hard for someone to take over. She won’t be allowed to return the goods.
I was embarrassed, covered in my cheeks, and my eyes were getting redder.
Little Joe, you’re here!
At this point, I don’t know who screamed, everyone looked behind me, and my body was in a trance…
(15)
Six years later, it seems that every time I see Joe, I’m in a very difficult position.
For the first time, the sweet potatoes were sold with a hot-gas hot tub.
For the second time, a strange man was scorned.
This time, more than that, my mother dragged me straight to his place of work.
I was so stiff, so ashamed and so helpless that I could barely breathe.
I even regret that day, why would I have to sit there and sell potatoes in the air outside the lover company?
I knew I’d never seen João before.
“What’s wrong?” I’m sorry.
It’s Joe.
He wringed his eyebrow, looked at my face and looked at my mother again.
“Mr. Joe Jr., you’re here, and this woman is looking for you, and she says, “What have you failed her daughter? I’m sorry.
The little sister of the service desk apparently had a few words in her mouth: “Maybe it was a mess, so I told the security guard to throw them out.” I’m sorry.
“What do you say, little girl? It’s my son-in-law. I’m sorry.
My mother screamed and said, “Yes, son-in-law! I’m sorry.
It’s an ugly meal that scorns the people around.
Some even shouted, “What kind of a mess is this? Are you still awake? I’m sorry.
“Just don’t think your daughter’s a little bit of a face and want to touch our little Joe! It’s not like you’re your son-in-law. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, and Joe always has a girlfriend. He’s a college student with Yang’s daughter. He’s a girl. I’m sorry.
There are a number of indignant voices, particularly loud and sharp, in the sound of the ongoing discourse.
It’s like a thin, delicate needle that pierces my heart.
It hurts so bloody.
Turns out he already had a girlfriend.
Turns out he’s getting engaged.
Then why would he bother me? What contract?
My heart is sore, the air in the hall is so cold that I can’t stop shaking.
In the blurry eyes of tears, I saw Joe Yoda coming towards me.
I can’t see his face. I just feel that it takes so long to get close to someone who was on the side.
Like me and him, there’s always an impossible gap.
I closed my eyes and drowned my tears.
I raised my hand and restrained her insolently while my mother was fighting before she jumped into the crowd.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry to disturb you, but my mother misunderstood something and came here and said something. I have nothing to do with you, Chief Joe.” I’m sorry.
And as my voice fell, the fog in my eyes faded.
I’ve finally seen the color of Joe.
He stopped, and his handsome face was filled with the shadows of silence and coldness.
I think he’s angry that no one likes to come to the company and mess with his private life, and my mom makes him so embarrassed.
I bowed my head again and apologized, and I dragged my mother, who was still yelling, and left quickly.
“Huh. I’m sorry.
A little laughter, with the sound of it behind its back: “Sun Shen Shen, you’re still like this. Six years ago, you said nothing, you disappeared, and six years later you left without a heart, right?”
The man’s voice was filled with endless sarcasm and scorn, and he said, “Is it in your eyes that what you promised will always be a play?” I’m sorry.
My limbs, as if they had been poured into a pound of lead, and they would never be carried.
Tears in the eyes are more like touching a switch, a strung-out, a heart.
I always knew he remembered me.
(16)
I don’t know how I got out of his company that day, but on the way, I was crying.
My mom, who was so angry, was so scared that she wouldn’t keep showing off.
“Why are you crying? Why are you so sad? Why did you just leave Joe? Don’t you think you can handle it?
The more she spoke, the more she expressed her dissatisfaction with the loss of her son-in-law.
I can’t stand it anymore. I’m having a breakdown. This ending, are you satisfied? If it weren’t for you, it wouldn’t have happened!
“You know, I…
Do you know that I can get out of the world with dignity?
I didn’t know anything. I didn’t know he had a girlfriend in college.
No need to know anything, no need to suffer so much pain and sourness.
And now, this careful love makes me feel like a clown.
He’s getting engaged and he’s messing with me.
I can’t think, six years later, is it his revenge.
He hated me. He hated me six years ago.
I was crouching on the ground crying desperate and sad.
(17)
This evening I had a dream.
In my dream, the sun was high, and I got on the bus, and I took the high entrance exam with all my heart.
After a long time of evil, We shall surely receive the Qinghua.
I’m sure we’ll be together.
But God made a joke with me.
Before I was ready to go to the exam, my neighbor’s aunt found me and her voice got out of hand: “I don’t know. I’m sorry.
At that moment, my head was buzzing and I didn’t even know how to follow my neighbor’s aunt to the hospital.
Only outside the O.R. door was my mother crying on a cold bench, and the lights in the O.R. were striking.
My father was in a car accident, there were no red and green lights on the road, and he watched the traffic pass carefully, but was hit by an old man with a sudden brain spill.
The perpetrator died at the scene without a seatbelt.
My father, who had all his injuries and broken his legs on the spot, was held up for the last breath and was urgently taken to hospital.
They all said that my dad was hanging because there was something to say to our mother and daughter.
But finally, my mom and I stayed in the hospital for five days, and he couldn’t open his eyes to us again.
The night my dad left, lightning thundered like my mom and I cried, tore and despaired.
That night, I ran away from the hospital like a madman and rejected the truth about my father’s death.
I fell and fell, and I ran to a school full of laughs, and I saw teenagers waiting in the rain.
It’s just that I had a deal with Joyatte.
I opened my mouth to him, and then there was a car parked next to him.
A beautiful woman got out of the car and held him in pain, crying, “Don’t wait, Qing, go back with Mom. The girl will not come.” I’m sorry.
In the rain, I heard his sarcasm: “Mom, she’s a liar and I hate her.” I’m sorry.
Later, I watched him get in the expensive car and disappear in my sights.
That night I lost my favorite father and my favorite teenager.
(18)
Dreams and fantasies disappear and those living in the real world continue to live.
When I woke up again, my mom sat by my bed with her face on her face.
When I woke up, she stopped talking and finally got up with a bowl of porridge.
My lips, reached out.
The porridge is still warm, perhaps always warm, waiting for me to wake up and eat it first.
I’ve got a lot of complex emotions on my mind.
There was a tumultuous noise in the house, and she reassured me that she was going to push the cassava canister and get ready to go to camp.
“Mom, I’m sorry, I spoke too much yesterday, so don’t worry. I’m sorry.
Over the years, despite my mother’s aggressive attitude, she has been the only one who’s been watching over me while I was sick.
And yesterday, my words hurt her.
My mom walked for a second, and she didn’t turn around: “Mom knows, you hate me and think I’ve been pushing you all these years, but I know that this is the kind of condition that Mom wants you to get married as soon as possible, and it’s better to be young. I’m sorry.
After that, she left the house with a heavy barrel.
I wake up red-eyed, and I hold on to the hot porridge in my hands like I’m holding on.
I only have my mom.
(19)
After my dad died, the family owed the next ass medical bills.
All these years, my mom and I have been trying to pay back, and I really haven’t had that much time to cry for my lost love in that sad spring.
Nor is it qualified.
My mom’s back on the potato stand, and I’m trying to get a job.
It seems that everything has gone back to the day when João had never met again.
On that day, there was good news that my costume design was seen by a company that wanted to hire me to work at the company, even without an interview.
The costume designer, who was always my dream, and when I saw the invitation box, I showed it to my mother in the first place, with some excitement and surprise.
My mother always felt like I was a dead-end and was more excited than I was when I saw the invitation.
“How much is it for a month? I’m sorry.
I don’t think my mom’s asking about the city. She just wants me to get better.
“Mom, it’s a big company. I’ll tell you when I talk to the company. I’m sorry.
So, the next day, I found a decent dress and went to the company.
The head of the Personnel Department spoke to me with kindness and patience about salary entitlements.
Conditions are good. Finally, the two sides were happy to sign the seal, and I became a full member.
Before going to the post, the supervisor suddenly smiled at me and said, “Accordingly, it’s impossible to be in a big company like ours, but you’re lucky, and our director likes your design style. I’m sorry.
It turns out he met someone.
Then I was called to the Director General’s office.
(20)
The Director-General is a very young and beautiful woman in a nice little suit coat, with great skills and beauty, with a beautiful curly hair.
It’s all about the beauty of successful urban women.
When she saw me, she laughed, “You’re the one who contributed to the company. I’m sorry.
“Hello, Director General, I’m Shen Shen Sheng, the head of the Department of Personnel has mentioned me, and you have given me the opportunity to do this.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t yell at me, I’ve read your résumé, and I’m half your age. You call me old. I’m Yang Li, you call me Lily. I’m sorry.
She smiled and seemed to think that I was into her appetite and said hello to me.
“Well, you know, I’ve seen your design, and I love your spirit and your romance, so there’s something personal about you. I’m sorry.
All of a sudden, she seemed embarrassed to smile at me with a little red face and still acting like a woman.
I looked at her little girl’s attitude, and I sort of understood something.
Most of my designs are based on wedding dress.
When they were young, they fantasized that they were going to marry Zhao Ying, and then started to create all kinds of beautiful wedding dress that they wanted to wear one day.
Today, this fantasy becomes delusional and impossible.
But it’s a beautiful thing to be appreciated and to have other brides wear their own dress.
As I was told, Yang Li went on to say, “I know I’m getting engaged next month, and our company actually designed a couple of engagement dresses, but I’m not happy.
“So I hope you can design me a wedding dress within a week. I’m sorry.
Time is indeed running out.
But this is my first job, and I’m going to do my best, and I’m going to do my best. I’m sorry.
Yelly was pleased, but said, “It’s not too much pressure to relax, I believe in your design.” I’m sorry.
The first thing to design is to communicate with the customer and understand what she likes and wants to design.
So when I’m done with this, I need to learn more about Yang Li’s preferences before I can start designing them.
And then Young-li looked at the watch of her wrists and groaned, and said, “Well, know that my fiancé will come and pick me up for dinner, and you’ll come along and we’ll talk. I’m sorry.
My fiancé picked her up for candlelight dinner.
But Young-Li was eager to ask, and I was not allowed to refuse.
She then went to the lounge and changed her clothes.
The career style of her work had faded, and at that time she was wearing a little fragrance dress, so she had the tenderness of a girl of her age, which had previously been too strong.
I think Young-li loved her fiancé very much and took advantage of her strong personality before the date.
I wish this girl my best, and I’m determined to make a happy dress for her!
But I didn’t think that her fiancé was Joe E.
(21)
How small is the world?
It’s a coincidence I’m in the company of the fiancée.
Yang, get engaged next month
I can’t believe that I haven’t thought about either of these two key points, and then I’m creating an immediate and embarrassing situation.
When the man stood up at the director’s office, I felt the air around me, and in a moment I had little oxygen.
And he found me in the first place, a little bit of his eyebrow, and he looked at me like a stranger.
And I look pale and my head is sore and I can’t help but dig into a hole right now.
Yutaka, why did you come up here? Didn’t you say yes? I’m sorry.
I’m afraid it’s only Yang Li who’s in a normal mood.
And she did not notice at all that there was a complication between me and Joe. She ran away with joy and took his hand with affection.
The look of Jo Yotsa fell on me, and she smiled and said, “Here’s our new employee, Shen Shen Shen, I want her to design me an engagement dress and she’ll eat with us later.
“Yes, this is my fiancé, Joya. I’m sorry.
Young Li naturally made an introduction for us, but I found the scene so embarrassing that I missed Joe’s flashing eyelids.
“Hello Mr. Joe.” I’m sorry.
Joe was looking at me for a moment, and then he pulled the lower lip, and suddenly he reached out, and he was a little cold and distant. I’m sorry.
I hesitated to reach out.
But the next second, he suddenly turned back his hand and let me lift it up in the cold.
Young Li was also keen to take a look at Jo Yoyote: “Does it seem strange to you today that something is not right?” I’m sorry.
“Well, I met a very annoying person. I’m sorry.
As soon as his voice fell, my heart was drawn up.
Keep his head down and don’t look in his cold eyes.
“Who is this? I’m sorry.
The men’s voice is cold: “It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry.
(22)
Ten minutes later, I got in the car with Joe.
Looks like he’s invisible. He’s in the front row and he’s talking and smiling.
As if they had endless topics, they had close friends and friends around them, and they were talking about the uncle’s birthday and the classmate’s getting married.
At this moment, the cars in the front and back rows, like two worlds, cannot fit into one another.
At that point, Yang Li, the co-pilot, noticed my silence and apologized for looking at me: “I’m sorry, I almost forgot you were there. I’m sorry.
I tried to pull up a smile and let myself look normal, “It’s all right. You talk to Mr. Joe. I’m sorry.
And Jianli groaned: “Forget it, and Tatsuya is not much of a talker, as you can see. I say ten words to him. He is too tired to talk to you.” I’m sorry.
That’s how it is with Joe.
If I hadn’t followed him for too long, he wouldn’t have compromised and made friends with me.
And remembering the past, I blinked a little bit, but I was cold in the rear-view mirrors with the cold eye of Joe.
It was a shock, and no longer dared to move the sights and quickly fall down the curtains.
(23)
Maybe because of me, they didn’t go to the romantic candlelight dinner.
It’s about finding a firepot by the road.
Yang Li ordered a pot and started telling me about her personal taste.
I was in a hurry to put out a note of her expectations and preferences for the wedding dress.
Having done this, I’m also interested in remaining here to disturb their world.
And get up and say, “Then I’ll go first, Lilly, and Mr. Joe. Enjoy yourselves.” I’m sorry.
“You didn’t eat anything, so you left?” I’m sorry.
“Well, if you’re not hungry, I’ll just go back. I’ve got some ideas in my head. I’m sorry.
As soon as I heard that, Yang Li wouldn’t keep me, so I was pressed to draw it.
I laugh and nod again and leave quickly.
When she left, she was afraid to look at the man next to her.
But I can feel that the cold eyes are always there, and I can’t breathe.
(24)
Back that night, I started designing the dress.
Yanglie’s many favorites are a little similar to mine.
It’s not really hard to design, but I hold the tip of the pen in my hand, and I can’t do it anyway.
It’s too late for that.
I tried to warn myself that it was work and I had to do it.
When I did my mind, I took a deep breath and just drew a few pens, and the cell phone that was on the table suddenly sounded.
It’s a string of strange numbers.
And I met in a suspicious state, and the noise on the other side of the phone was suddenly full of my ears, like in a noisy bar.
“Hey, your boyfriend’s drunk, can you come and get him?” I’m sorry.
My first reaction was the wrong number, “Hello, you’re wrong. I don’t have a boyfriend. I’m sorry.
After that, I’m hanging up.
The guy’s in a hurry. “Don’t hang up. You’re Shen Shen Shen Sheng? I’m sorry.
I said, “Yes. I’m sorry.
“That’s you. I’m sorry. He keeps a number on your address. I thought it was your boyfriend.
“Beautiful, will you please come and take him away? He hasn’t paid. I can’t find anyone else’s number. I’m sorry.
The other was a soft, hard-boiled waiter, who seemed helpless to the intoxicated customers.
I think it’s kind of crazy, but I’m scared, and I’m sorry if one of my friends got drunk and dumped at the bar.
Think about it and decide to go.
According to the waiter’s address, soon I found the bar.
When I saw Joyat at the bar, I couldn’t say anything.
(25)
“Beautiful lady, I’d appreciate it if you came. I’m sorry.
The waiter helped me get Joyatsu out of the bar, and then he said to me, “This little brother is so good and you don’t like her?”
“Listen to me, this little brother looks like a rich man. Don’t let him get drunk for love. I’m sorry.
I put all my weight on me, and I tried to carry it and I explained, “He shouldn’t be drunk for love…”
After all, his relationship with Yang Li seems to be quite harmonious.
The waiter little brother looked at me very deeply, “Believe me, I know what kind of wine I’ve had all these years at the bar.
“Your friend, it’s obvious that you’re drinking the bitter wine of love, and it looks like you’re still in love. I’m sorry.
His words, by implication, were as if they were implying that I was the only one on the phone.
I don’t get it either.
But I didn’t say anything. Nod again.
The most important thing at the bar is a taxi. I don’t know the exact address of his house, I don’t know where to take him.
Just try to shake him, hoping to shake him up a few points.
“Joe, wake up. Can you wake up? I’m sorry.
But for half a day, men never react.
I thought it would be best if I didn’t contact Lili, after all, if they were friends with each other, to give her Joe.
And then suddenly I found out that on my first day in office, I had no contact with Lily.
However, I’m the only one who really has a contact, as the waitress said.
I can’t tell who’s who, and I can’t help it.
And while he was in a state of panic, suddenly the man on his back opened his eyes and whispered at me, blindly.
“Shen knows?”
(26)
I’ve seen Jo Yotsa eat spicy, red-faced as if he wouldn’t spit his tongue.
He was also seen in his cold face, smiling and being caught.
But never, after being drunk, Joe.
He looked at me with open eyes, and he looked at me, and in his beautiful eyes was a shining star without a shadow.
Devil.
In my mind, these two words emerge at once.
Looking at the nervousness of his pupils, I stunned my voice: “Joe, Joe, are you awake now?” I’m sorry.
I don’t know why I’m shaking.
Maybe it’s the instincts of someone who’s in love, or it’s the love that’s floating in his eyes.
Heart beating, about to pop out of the body, no longer belongs to me.
I’m not sure, “…are you drinking anything bad? I’m sorry.
Otherwise, staring at my eyes, how could it be so appalling?
I’m unconscious and scared and I want to back off.
But Joe took me into his arms, and held me in my arms: “It is you, Shen-Wan.” I waited three days for you. Why didn’t you come?”
He was drunk, his tone was up and down, and he had a little bit of grumpy.
“We agreed to share secrets after the exam. Why did you forget the deal?
“You know, I don’t know your family, I don’t know your address, just like a fool, waiting all the time…
“But why didn’t you come?
“Oh, yeah, you’re a liar. You don’t care about our deal. I’m sorry.
Suffocated hugs. I could barely breathe.
I listened to the complaint of Joya, and my tears spilled uncontrollably.
Deep down, he hates me.
(27)
Intoxicated Joyatte talks nonsense from time to time.
But then he opened his eyes, and I told him like a kid that he could understand, and he took his address.
I stopped a cab and sent him home.
Joyotte lives alone, living alone in a large, monolithic building, so that on his way back he can stay awake and know where and how many floors he lives.
It was just that when he opened the door, he seemed to forget and couldn’t remember the password.
I’m in a hurry, “Think about it, do you have any muscle memories, enter the code, or I’ll sleep at the door tonight. I’m sorry.
It’s hard to hear what I’m talking about when you’re drunk, Joe.
I was worried again, and I thought about it, and I tried to help him with the password.
His birthday, wrong.
His first scholarship day, mistake.
For the first time, he was in an international youth robot race, wrong.
I don’t know.
The lock is automatically locked because of frequent input errors.
Again and again, I lost all the first of his important days.
I’m afraid the doorlock will automatically call the police.
And I was as anxious as an ant on the hot pot, and I turned my head to see Joyat, but I saw him, not knowing whether he was too drunk, staring at me in the eyes, all red.
The breath is heavy, it’s so thick and itchy and hot in my face.
I’m afraid he’ll cry if he can’t stand up and hold him, “Joe Yoyothai, can you remember the code and make a move? I’m sorry.
Maybe it’s enough rest. This guy really remembered the code.
And then with my hand, he carried his other hand, entered the password.
The long ones were lit on the screen, with a few noises.
I saw his password.
950915.
It’s my birth date.
(28)
My head was heavy and my head was light, and I took Joe Gita into the house.
It’s a mess in my head, and it’s like I didn’t know that Joe had been using it.
When I was young, I used to write journals, and I bought two.
One of them was secretly kept and the other one was given to Joe.
But he’s impatient about something with a password, and he thinks it’s too much to remember.
Then I changed the lock to my birthday.
He said, “If you’re upset about something with a password, you’ll have it later. It’s my birthday.”
Later, he actually made this code, which was all his password locks.
Maybe it’s a habit, so years later, his door lock is my birthday password.
I shot myself in the face, told myself to calm down. Don’t think!
It must have been too much trouble to remember my birthday.
When I think about it, my mind is much more normal.
I thought I’d leave when I took the drunk Joe Tsai to bed.
But the man grabbed my hand and went in his direction.
And the next second, the sky spins, and when it rekindles, I am pressed on the bed by Joe’s eels.
His face is also near, and his breath is as entangled.
When I arrived, I was so nervous to breathe that I couldn’t help but push Joya.
“Joe Eeyote you get up and go away.”
Instead of hearing the creation and staring into my eyes, men are getting darker and darker.
There are dangerous signals hidden.
That’s what I’ve never seen in Joe’s eyes. It’s like there’s a fire that spreads through his pupils into my eyes.
He bowed his head, red lips, and drew near to me, and breathed.
At this moment, I can’t see what he’s trying to do, I’m an idiot!
She and Lily have been dating since college and are getting engaged next month.
Some things are natural.
I know it’s normal, but I still feel a little sour.
So now he’s so skilled to kiss me. Did he think I was Lily’s sister after he was drunk?
And my tears came out of my eyes, as if it were rain for no money.
“Don’t…”
The man on me is frozen.
In a whirlwind, I seem to hear a sigh.
Eventually, that kiss that I resisted fell.
Joe also fell asleep, but died before I went to bed.
I was helpless, and I felt frustrated, and I cried in his bed.
Crying and crying and not even knowing when I was asleep.
(29)
The next morning, I was woken up by an open door.
I opened my eyes and the cold turned on Joe’s bright eyes.
I don’t know how long he looked at me. He didn’t blink when I looked.
At this point, however, I am shocked not by his confrontation, but by the footsteps outside the bedroom.
Yoko, are you up? I made you breakfast. Today’s your favorite pumpkin porridge. I made a big breakfast stew. I’m sorry.
It’s Lilly!
So they live so close that they can have breakfast together every day.
“Hmm? Why aren’t you up today?”
She came directly to the bedroom without hearing any response from her.
The footsteps are getting closer and I’m sweating.
But the other guy was holding his head and looking at me like he was watching my face.
I’m about to be subdued by his great calm.
“Please tell her not to come in.” I’m sorry.
He asks me, “Why?” I’m sorry.
I’m in shock!
Why?
Brother, your fiancée is at the door and I’m still lying in your bed.
I can’t believe it. Six years later, Joe would have such a bad taste.
But it’s too late to throw up, and Lily, who’s afraid of being outside, pushes the door open.
I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I can’t believe I’m gonna do this.
It’s dark and dark, and I can’t see anything. It’s just a slide. It’s as if it happened to Joe.
I’m just listening to men hum and hum.
I looked up in the eye, and the next second, my face was red.
Ah, ah, ah!
(30)
It’s a good thing that Joe would not be so careless when Lily banged on the bedroom door, saying, “I’ll be right there.” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
After a few seconds outside of the door, Lily’s sister left.
Joe Qiu fell out of bed, washed in the bathroom, and came out in a bath towel.
I just reached out to a head, and I saw him naked in the upper half of his body, the blood-thirsty line.
“…”
If I don’t remember anyone else out there, I’m gonna scream.
I’ve got my eyes full.
I don’t know if I’m scared or if I’m slow and I forget to take it back.
Joya walked in the closet and picked out her clothes, and took a look at me. I’m sorry.
That’s what I’m doing. I’m so red on my face, I’m in a hurry to get back in the covers.
I don’t know if it’s pure, but I’m stuck in a blanket with his breath on my nose, and there’s an illusion, held by Joe.
Red-eared.
I’m not sure if he’s dressed, but I’m holding it in a bit, and I’m whispering, “Joe, are you OK? I’m sorry.
Yet no one responded to me.
I showed some cracks and saw that the bedroom door was opened in plain sight.
And in the house, there’s no such thing as Joyota!
“…”
This guy didn’t close the door!
(31)
I can’t move because I can’t let anyone outside the door hear anything suspicious.
They can only pretend to die, remain in their beds, sew and respirate.
For some time, when my face was covered in red, the covering of my head was lifted off.
I’ve had plenty of oxygen, and I’ve had a lot of breath, and I’ve got the heat on the face of the fan.
“Are you stupid?” You’ve been under the covers for a long time. I’m sorry.
I didn’t look him in the eye, but if he didn’t open the bedroom door, I wouldn’t move in the blanket!
Listen, there’s no sound outside, and I asked him, “Is Lily gone? I’m sorry.
Joe has noded his head.
I was relieved and I jumped out of bed.
“Where to?” I’m sorry.
“Go to work, it’s almost 8:00. It’s too late! I’m sorry.
It’s 7:30. I don’t know this neighborhood. I don’t know how long I’m looking for a station.
I didn’t want to make a bad impression on my colleagues at the company when I first got in.
As soon as Joe’s heart beats, “Do you have breakfast or go to work? I’m sorry.
After that, he put me in the bathroom, “There’s new laundry in the drawer and freshen up for breakfast. I’m sorry.
Breakfast?
Would you like to have the sweet breakfast that Lily gave him?
I think Joe is crazy.
But he’s not looking well at the moment, and I hesitated to think of the big body that I had just accidentally glimpsed and finally shut up.
After a simple wash, I went to the restaurant and I didn’t think I was eating the rest of the pumpkin porridge.
It’s a fresh, simple home sandwich with a cup of soy milk.
I was a bit confused, and I looked at Joe E.: “You did this? I’m sorry.
“Isn’t it late? Take you to work. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
I’m low on it, sit down and eat.
The sandwich’s bread is baked a little bit, and the hearty eggs are half-baked, with vegetables and leaves, and it doesn’t taste good.
I don’t know how many sugars have been spilled in hot soybean milk.
I eat, I don’t fight, my eyes are red, I get a little moving and greedy inside.
I know that such behaviour is shameful, as a third person enjoying breakfast prepared by someone else’s fiancé.
But I’m afraid to put it down. I can’t control it.
“Why are you crying? I’m sorry.
“Is it bad?” Then don’t eat. I’m sorry.
Says he’s gonna throw away my sandwich.
But I didn’t get it. I got a brain full of it.
And a breath of sweet soy milk.
“Come on, let’s go! I’m sorry.
(32)
If I didn’t get Joe to take me downstairs, 500 metres from the company, I would have pushed him to put me down.
But the man just glanced at me, and then, with one foot and one foot, he just took me downstairs.
I was too scared to get out of the car to be recognized as Joe.
At that time, I had no idea how to explain it.
“Can you drive away and I’ll get out again?” I’m sorry.
I’m begging you, Joe.
But six years later, Joyata is really not so cute. You can’t park in the front lane. You want me to take you back around again? You’re really late. I’m sorry.
I can’t help it. I’ll just bite my teeth and be a thief and run out of the car like an open door.
Last time, the clock was ticking, and the card hit.
I got in late yesterday and was taken out by Sister Lily, so I actually started working today.
But the colleagues around us, they said hello yesterday, were relatively friendly.
I just sat down, and a colleague came to me and called out to me, “Yes, the Director General is looking for you. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
“Go ahead. I’m sorry.
Lily was still so kind and happy to see me, she was concerned, “How can she look so ugly? Was she too tired to sleep last night? I’m sorry.
She cared so much about me, but she made me feel so alone.
“No, no, Lilly. I’m sorry.
Lily didn’t ask me, she laughed at me and asked me how the script was. I’m sorry.
I did draw some last night, but I left them at home.
And suddenly I said, “Lili, I’ll tell you what kind of design I want. I’m sorry.
Sister Lily stopped and said she was interested.
That’s it. I was in her office all morning, telling her my analysis.
In fact, Lily’s body is so hot, it’s not the sweetest style she wants.
On the contrary, I think that a simple dress to fix a Queen’s style.
Besides, looking at her day-to-day work makeup, it’s all Queens.
I bet I told my heart what I thought.
It’s true that Lilly’s eyes are moving.
But I thought for two seconds, and I refused: “I know, I want it, like yesterday.” I’m sorry.
And I said nothing more about my lips: “Good.” I’m sorry.
(33)
In the evening, I called my mother and told her not to wait for me to eat. I’ll be back in the office.
My mother was dissatisfied with saying, “What kind of company do you work for? You left your door open last night and didn’t come back for dinner today. I’m sorry.
To avoid her worrying, I didn’t dare say I left home last night.
Just that I was out there looking for an inspiration, and I left early in the morning and didn’t wake her.
My mom believed it.
After all these years, I’ve never had the habit of staying up all night, and she hasn’t thought about anything else.
“Mom, it’s okay. You eat first. I’ll be right back. I’m sorry.
When I said two words, I hung up and started working late.
The dress is my strength, the style that Lily wants, and it’s my area of expertise, but I still want to put in more of the elements that fit her.
So I worked overtime to try to blend what she wanted and what was right for her.
Unknowingly, more than a dozen manuscripts were stacked on the desktop, but none was satisfactory.
I frowned and thought it was too early, so I had to put all the paintings in my bag and think about going back and thinking.
When we left the company building, the sky was dark.
Far away, I saw a familiar car parked outside the door.
The man leans on the head of the car, as though he were waiting.
My lips, I’m going around him.
But he shouted, and he stopped me.
Shen Shen. I’m sorry.
This situation can no longer be ignored.
“Are you waiting for Lily’s sister?” She’s off duty. Maybe you can call her. I’m sorry.
Yes, this man is Joe.
And Joe looked at me, dazzlingly, and suddenly he walked towards me.
“Let’s talk. I’m sorry.
(34)
I didn’t think Joe would drive me to our old school.
At this point, the gate of the campus is closed, and the doorman of the lounge has long gone out of the light to sleep, and the entire campus is silent.
After Joyotsu had stopped, he suddenly headed towards the wall behind the campus and made a move to help run.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“You don’t want to go back in there,” he said. I’m sorry.
“…”
It’s good to be back on the road in the middle of the day, and Joe Yoyotsa has always been a good student of good taste.
It’s like I’m feeling my mind, Joe, “Yeah, you crawled over the wall, and I remember you sneaking out and buying me your own food. I’m sorry.
Speaking of old times, he smiled and had a clear memory.
Yeah, who doesn’t miss when they were young?
Think about it, I laughed too.
When I looked at him, I saw Joe’s eyes staring at me, and the eyes were dazzling, without a cover.
I’m in my head, and I’m moving away.
I don’t know why, after last night, it became clear that there was a delicate change between me and Joya.
This change is a shock to me and a surprise to me.
It was good that Joe did not keep looking at me, and he helped to jump up the wall and sat firmly on it.
Then bend over and reach out to me with a hand: “Come.” I’m sorry.
Bend the moon, man’s face, so amazing.
I looked up at him, like a moment ago, and I went back to being young.
He’s smiling and he’s only gentle with me.
Maybe he’s intoxicated in his smiling eyes, or perhaps his heart’s greed is moving.
I’ll stretch out my hand and give it to him.
And Joya took me up easily as soon as she pressed.
I’ve sat right across from him.
So close, so close as to breathe, so close, and I thought he was going to kiss me.
“You…”
And I stretched out my hand against us and looked down, “Do you jump or do I jump?” I’m sorry.
Joyothai sat tweakly at me, looked at me, and then said nothing, and jumped.
And he stood on the earth, with his arms open open, and said, “Do not be afraid, jump down, and I will follow you.” I’m sorry.
When I was young, I jumped up and down because I fell over the wall and fell a lot.
Growing up doesn’t make sense.
I looked at him and ignored his arms and said, “Who do I look down on?” I’m sorry.
Then he jumped on the open ground in his frightened eyes.
I fell on the floor and it hurt so much.
Joe came by to pick me up. I’m sorry.
I didn’t go back to my hand, made a big, fat gesture, and jumped twice: “What’s the pain? I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and he stopped, and he didn’t say anything.
This evening, I walked with him through all the traces of my childhood.
He was lying outside the classroom window and looking for his place.
Tell me about the old books at the library entrance.
It’s like there’s never been any misunderstanding between us, just like old friends who haven’t seen us for years, remembering the happy times.
Speaking of which, Joe suddenly looked at me and said, “I wasn’t drunk last night. I don’t remember anything. I’m sorry.
One word, the smile on my face.
I was staring at him in a state of confusion.
So, those codes I pressed last night, he’s looking at them all?
No wonder… when I lost the code, he was red-eyed and staring at me.
“I am…”
I opened my mouth to explain something, but I found myself mute.
(35)
And it doesn’t seem like I have to explain myself.
“Before yesterday, I admitted that I was angry with you, feeling like you’re heartless.
“But today, I think a lot about the happy days of our youth, about the fact that you’re always following me and saying that you like me, a girl’s house, not at all.
“But then you were really sincere. I’m sorry.
Talk about the past, his eyebrows, laughing.
But I am filled with bitterness, and listen to this, as though I had been left alone.
And suddenly he turned, and raised his finger to some direction outside the school, and said, “She knows, and I have come back every year, in that place.” I’m sorry.
And We followed his fingertips as if we had seen, in a moment, the single young man who was all wet and waiting in the rain.
My heart, my heart, my heart, my heart.
“I come once a year at the same time, and I don’t know if I’m willing or willing, and I always think that you’re not deliberately going to miss me.
“But every year waits for disappointment.
“For all these years, I really hate you, even you. Why are you messing with me? I’m sorry.
In the cold months, Joe mocked himself.
On his face is a reflection of the leaves, as white as pieces, printed in his godly colour, through the broken disappointments.
I looked at him, and my lips were shaking like words, and I was lying between my throat, and I was in terrible pain.
“Yes, I’m sorry, Joe. I’m sorry.”
I don’t know what to say, I don’t know, but my defaults have had such a profound impact on him.
So that he would wait year after year and leave with hope and disappointment.
How did he last so long?
I can’t cry.
And Joyotthai took her hand over the tears of my face, and groaned: “So, Shen, can you tell me why was it not that day? I’m sorry.
The young wait for an agreement, as if it were at this moment.
He wants me to explain.
He has always determined that I have the necessary reasons.
His eyes were bright and firm, and he looked at me with encouragement.
I am blessed with this moment, as if I knew that, as long as this misunderstanding was resolved, my wish would come true over the years.
I’m the only one left on the address book.
The password hasn’t changed for years.
We’re going back tonight.
I’m not stupid, I’m not blind, I can’t see.
The gruesomeness of my heart makes me want to cry to him about the truth of that time.
But reason came back, and I looked at my men, blinking, and dazzling.
So what?
Do you want him with me?
But I can’t be so selfish. He’s engaged to Lily.
“I’m…”
I opened my mouth and then I turned back: “Sorry, Joe. I’m sorry.
The light in Joe’s eyes, it’s just, it’s kind of dim, “So, what you called like, really… it’s just a play? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t answer, turned around and ran away.
I know, I’m a coward.
(36)
I haven’t seen Joe Ying since.
Maybe because of me, he didn’t come back to the company to pick up Lily, as if it had disappeared from my world.
I don’t know how they’re getting along, but my relationship with Lilly is going so well.
She likes me.
This day, the week is over, and I’ll hand over my work as promised.
The one who’s been in love with Lily hasn’t looked at her, changed her into a very sexy dress, and looked at me, “Beware, go to the bar with me.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t say no.
She seems to be in a bad mood, drinking and then going to the dance floor.
She was so hot and hot that she quickly attracted the attention of a man who deliberately danced with her.
I’m afraid she’s lost, squeezed into the dance floor and pulled her back.
And Lily’s just so excited, “You know, why did you drag me back? I’m just high. I’m sorry.
“Lili, you’re drunk. Shouldn’t we go back? I’m sorry.
I looked at her with concern, after all, her behaviour tonight was different from that of the day.
And she blinked at me, high and smiled, “You are so sweet, so sweet, I can’t learn.” I’m sorry.
I don’t understand what she’s saying.
I couldn’t help but look at her, but Lily had no more heart, one after the other, drinking like water.
Fearing that she would be drunk, I reached out to stop her: “Lilia, stop drinking, I will take you home.” I’m sorry.
I saw you the other day. I’m sorry.
And suddenly she smiled at me and said a word.
And We were about to ask the day when her lips scoffed and pointed at me, “In the house of Reza, in the morning you were in his bed.” I’m sorry.
And for a moment our faces were as white as paper, and they remained in place.
It’s like being caught by a guy who’s in a mess. “Lilia, that day, I actually…”
She laughed and told me to relax.
“You know, when I was a college student, I was in a relationship, and I was, by chance, a roommate to Joya, a cool guy. I’m sorry.
She suddenly told me about her relationship, and I’m flattered that she and Joe had had such an experience before.
“As opposed to the gentleness and humility of Jody, this man, who is smug and cool, can kill with a single word. I’m sorry.
The tone of Lily’s voice, which obviously means gnawing, is as if she was talking about this ex-boyfriend, all with a temperament.
“We talked for three months. Oh, he chased me and then he broke up.
“Damn it, you’ve been in love with me for three months, and you’ve suddenly turned your head and told me you prefer a good girl?
“Do you think he’s flying? I’m sorry.
It’s the first time I’ve ever seen Lily’s mouth, but I can still feel it.
“So later, you’ve been trying to be a good girl? I’m sorry.
I thought she’d wear a sweet dress after work and have a little voice when she calls.
I didn’t think it was because the ex-boyfriend betrayed himself.
I couldn’t stop peeing.
And Lily looked at me and laughed, “Yes, neither.” I’m sorry.
I don’t understand.
She suddenly came up with a whisper, saying, “Beware, let me tell you about Joyatte.” I’m sorry.
Instead of waiting for me to say no, she’s already talking a lot, and she’s starting to tell stories about the University of Joya.
“I’ve known someone since the first day of college.
“His unintentioned Zong Yin, when I broke up and my parents forced me to go out with the right house and found Joyothai. I’m sorry.
As if I were in the middle of something, I knew what Lily would say, and I was very careful about breathing.
And she looked at me and laughed: “Yes, as you thought, I and Joya were fake from the beginning. I’d never object to him if I went out with him.
“More importantly, I did it on purpose to get back at my ex-boyfriend in front of his brother!
“As for Joe Essa, his thoughts are much simpler, take me and help my friend, that’s all. I’m sorry.
Turns out it’s the truth!
At this moment, it is clear to me that my heart beats for a very long time, as if it were re-emerging, and that it was beating so strongly!
I’m shaking, I’m shaking.
“But… but aren’t you getting engaged next month? Is this fake? I’m sorry.
Sister Lily heard that she had a glass of wine, that she had a flat smile, that she had a little bit of bitterness, “No, I know, I’m serious. I’m sorry.
One sentence, as if I had a good head, and I had to calm down.
(37)
Turns out, in this partnership, Lilly had a heart attack.
“The two families came to me before the engagement, and I felt that it was time to break up, but I asked him to take a little time… to do everything in his power to finally agree to not pick up a relationship before the engagement.
“Know, you know, it’s really hard for a man like Joyote… not to fall in love.
“When I dated him, I found out that I was attracted to him, and I even thought that, anyway, it would be better for him to live like this.
“I tried to accommodate his preferences, and I knew that he had a man in his heart, and I thought that man had not been around for years, and maybe I could take her place in Joe.
“But then, from the moment you met him in my office, I knew that the girl was you, you showed up.
“You do not know that after you left the same day, he brought up the “break-up” again in the hotpot, and that moment he was clearly more determined than ever.
“I tried to let go, but I found out I couldn’t do it, but I wanted to take him for myself.
“But a week ago, he cancelled the engagement dinner he was preparing, passed me and informed my parents about the break-up.
“But he left me a decent life, not saying that we were doing something false, but telling them that he didn’t love me, and that he was under the pressure of two families of reprimands. I’m sorry.
Sister Lily spoke intermittently, from time to time, of drinking, of spicy wine, which strangled her with red eyes.
She saw me looking at her with a sour face, and the smile cooled down: “What, do you think I’m poor? I’m sorry.
I shake my head, “No.” I’m sorry.
She seemed interested, “What do you mean? I’m sorry.
I thought about it, and said, “Lili, you’re just in a bad mood, you don’t believe in your charm, you can’t keep a man, and you’re so stubborn that you want to marry Joe. I’m sorry.
Simply put, Lily has been unable to forget the betrayal of her ex-boyfriend and has even created self-doubt, and the way she wants to prove herself is to keep her.
It’s like I broke my heart, and Lili’s face came down, and she yelled at me, “You’re such a pain in the ass. I don’t want to see you! I’m sorry.
I don’t trust her: “Shall I take you home?” I’m sorry.
She smiled at me, and she smiled at me, “Get me back.” You know what time it is? I’m sorry.
I always thought she was funny. I’m sorry.
“Oh…”
She’s playing the old music, and she’s showing the taste of it: “One more thing: Joyote’s flight to Europe tonight at 23 o’clock, and he won’t come back if there’s no accident. I’m sorry.
I was surprised at her voice, “How? I’m sorry.
Lily said, “Why not? I think he’s hurt, and he doesn’t want to stay in this sad place.” I’m sorry.
I’m going to take out my cell phone right now and I’m going to call Joya.
However, the response in the phone was a hint to turn off the machine.
Almost immediately, my face was pale and my subconscious stood up.
“What’s wrong, are you sending me back?” Let’s go. I’m sorry.
“I am…”
I’m in a hurry with the ants on the hot pot and I’m gonna die.
But, fortunately, she stopped flirting with me, and she cried: “Go, go after him. You let him down once six years ago, and this time don’t let him leave with his wounds.” I’m sorry.
My eyes were red and my head was about to run away.
What do you remember?
“Lilia, you…”
And when I hesitated, Lilly came out laughing and waved: “Don’t worry, my driver will pick me up soon. She knows that I can’t make it to you unselfishly, so can I catch him and see if you can do it yourself?” I’m sorry.
I don’t hesitate any more now, I’m going crazy.
I stopped a taxi, even though I knew that João had turned it off, but I didn’t even call him.
Answer the phone, you turn on the phone…
The taxi master saw me like this and thought I was in the middle of the road and I drove to the airport.
But I’m still late.
(38)
It was 23 o’clock when we arrived at the airport.
The sound of the flight taking off is revolving in the lobby of the airport at this moment.
A way, cold and loud.
It’s like ice cones. It’s stuck in my heart.
I woke up red-eyed, like I was suddenly drained of all the energy, sitting on the floor and crying.
The phone is still on screen, it’s a message I sent.
I couldn’t call, and I prayed that Joe would turn it on before she left, and maybe he could see it.
But contrary to that, I left him with disappointment.
That’s good, Joe, because I chose to leave my country.
This moment, I hate myself!
I put my hands around my knees, I couldn’t stand it, I cried and I was desperate.
Tourists often come and think that I just can’t stand one of them, but I don’t stop.
However, a footsteps fell behind me and did not leave.
Shen Shen, you cry so bad. I’m sorry.
The low-mute voice came up, and I was all stiff, and I almost thought I was hearing things.
The people behind me remind me, “Look back. I’m sorry.
I looked back mechanically, and I saw the man who was supposed to be flying to Europe, standing behind me with a smile.
Breathe, it’s stuck.
I was in a hurry to wipe my tears and fear that I was hallucinating.
And he took his brow, and some of him said, “You cry like this, like a dirty flower cat. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t bear the great sadness of going before him.
“Joe-Yo-Yo-Yo!”
I shouted at him, crying like I was dying of oxygen the next second.
But I couldn’t stop it, as if it were the only way to be sure that he was still there.
Joe slips through a sighs, shakes his head, lifts his hand, puts my head in my arms and listens to his clear and powerful heart beating.
“Shen Shen, it’s certain that I am real? I’m sorry.
Turns out he always remembers all my little habits.
I can’t bear the love of my heart any longer, I can’t hold him back with my hands out.
The body of Joyota was rigid for a moment, and the next second, it was as if it was carrying the force to rub me into the blood of my bones, reinforcing the hug.
We’re all trapped in each other, but we can’t let go.
There are people around us, but there is only our world, and at this moment it is suspended, all sense worlds, only the other.
Shen Shen, glad you came this time. I’m sorry.
The sound of Joe’s voice is also swirling.
“I’m sorry it’s my fault to let you down again and again.”
He interrupted me, “I don’t want to hear your apology. I’m sorry.
I am blessed with this moment, and I know what he wants to hear.
Eyes are red and faces are red.
I look up, I look at the handsome man before me, and next thing I know, I’ve done something I’ve always wanted to do!
And when the lips were put on his lips, We said: ‘Joe, I love you.’ I’m sorry.
Just trying to get out of the way, the hands of men were crushing my mind, and the kiss was soaring.
“Hmm…”
For some time, when I felt asphyxiated, it was only then that Jo Yoyotsu was so merciful that I let go of my lips.
His lust has not been broken, and his eyes are covered in red, and the devil is the greatest.
And she put her forehead on my head, and asked me, “Is this the story?” I’m sorry.
I was kissed by him, and I heard a vicious threat in his tone. I’m sorry.
I love him for the whole thing, all the time.
And thank you, Jo Yoyo, for always waiting for me.
(concluded)
(39) Nan
When I showed up in front of my mother again, with Joya, she was so scared.
“You guys…”
” Aunt, I’m a conscious boyfriend, Joya. “It’s like re-defining identity, and Joe is introducing herself to my mother again, laughing softly.
Last time, it was fake; this time, it was real.
I looked into his eyes and laughed happily.
My mom’s eyes have been around us, like a little blind.
Although she had always hoped that I would marry a good man as soon as possible, and Joe had been her favorite son-in-law before, I cried the last time she was in the company.
frown and frown and pull me to the corner. Last time he hurt you so badly, you dare to continue? I’m sorry.
And I heard, and I looked at Joe, who stood still and waited, and laughed: “Mom, it was not me who was wounded, it was him. I’m sorry.
My mom’s face, it’s like a big speech.
But nothing, after all, she wanted me to be happy in her heart.
Then he greeted Joya.
She began to question each other’s family background, and then grew up.
My mother slipped in my eyes after hearing that Joe had been in school with me since she was a kid.
“Uh, it was you I should have known it was yours. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
My mother was suffocating, “I knew this kid was naughty when he was a kid, not a student, but one day she started to learn, trying to get into school.
“In junior high, high school, in the year of each promotion examination, she worked so hard to rank high in the grade.
“Then I found a secret with her father, and she had a name in her class from elementary to high school.
“And then, in our pursuit, the boy told us that he was a good-looking boy and wanted to be a classmate.
“The little girl’s house is not ashamed, but we always thought that she simply liked to be a good-looking fellow.
“I didn’t think it was so stubborn and so deep in my mind. I’m sorry.
She can’t remember each other’s name, but she remembers it.
She obviously didn’t know anything about it.
“Mom, stop it. I’m sorry.
That’s why my mom smiles and doesn’t talk anymore.
When she got up in the kitchen to prepare the dishes, Joe grabbed my hand and whispered, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what he meant.
And he rebukeed himself: “I know not that you have been following my footsteps where I did not see. I’m sorry.
It’s actually embarrassing. This guy only knows we went to high school.
I didn’t mention it to him before, either because I didn’t think it was necessary, or because I’m having a bad self-respect.
I don’t care if I laugh, “It’s over, and I went to a good school because I followed you.”
That’s what we both thought about.
He wanted to stop, but eventually he asked nothing, like to give me patience and respect for my secrets.
Yeah, I haven’t told him about six years ago.
After dinner, I’m going to take her to our old campus again.
Maybe he knows what I’m going to say. He’s been very quiet around me, holding my hand.
And I laughed, pointing to where we stand now, and said: “I was standing here on the fifth night of the end of the High Court.” I’m sorry.
And he was like, “So, you came and you saw me and you got in the car and left, right? But why… why didn’t you stop me? I’m sorry.
He was also quick to think of what happened that night, and he was confused, and even felt that if I had called him that day, we would not have missed six years.
Everything will be different.
And I laughed, “Joe, I didn’t mean to miss my appointment. My father was in a car accident on the day of Kocau, and I came to the hospital with the help of God, when my mind completely forgot our agreement, all of my father’s injuries.
“But he died on the fifth day of his admission.
“It was raining, and I was sad, and I ran out of the hospital like crazy, and I didn’t know when I saw you in front of the school and I remembered our agreement.
“Joe Zeita, I admit that I was weak, and I saw you in a noble car, and I heard you say you hated me.
“I’m so scared, I don’t know how to face it, I just have to watch you get in the car and go away.”
“Stop it. I’m sorry.
I’m not allowed to say it again.
His hands were shaking, as if I had not thought, and I spent that time in tragic despair.
“I’m sorry, but I didn’t say anything. I thought you were playing me. He apologized to me, and his tone was full of regret.
I smiled, “Well, I know. I’m sorry.
We hugged for a long time in the night, like a warm and ferocious heart beating, quelling the pain and regret of the past.
In the same place, six years later, we, the late agreement, finally came to a full end.
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