That winter, my eight-year-old brother died of high fever.
I was on my way to an ensemble and I was crying when I heard from my mother.
My brother’s a good boy and cute.
In his eyes, sister is the most beautiful fairy in the world.
He was a gentle man, but when I was blacked out on the Internet, my classmates called me up to fight.
Then I questioned him, and he said to me, “My sister is the best in the world, and I cannot let you be wronged.” I’m sorry.
My brother, the little angel, the little angel of our family.
I took my cell phone and implored the team to let me go back to my brother’s last meeting, but they said that they were leaving halfway to pay for the high-priced default.
I cried.
The screen’s on.
Zilong is playing a big game. Go back if you want. I’m sorry.
“Who’s the woman who’s going back on the first day of recording? I’m sorry.
“What are you crying for? I’m sorry.
One.
My name is Qi-chul, and it’s a little bit of transparency in the entertainment.
But then, as a result of playing a vicious woman, they gradually moved into the public eye.
It’s just that I’m in real life with a lot of black powder because people are too annoying.
This time, the agency signed me a video show in the countryside, which, in short, gave us a few unmarried actresses the experience of having children.
As for the children, they’re the same people as the group.
The day I left, I hugged my parents and my brother.
My brother, afraid of his position in my heart, warned me with his breath:
“Sister, you can’t like other kids when you’re in the movies. I’m sorry.
I smiled and promised, stomped his head and walked towards the bus.
But I didn’t expect this turn to be goodbye.
Two.
“Yang Yan died, burned at 40 degrees, couldn’t save him, left early in the morning. I’m sorry.
Seeing this news in my community, my brain is blank.
No way…
Young-yang said goodbye to me yesterday.
It must be fake, I don’t believe it.
I brought Bluetooth headphones, and I was so anxious to call my parents.
That’s where Mom and Dad got their white hair all night.
My heart is cold.
“The fever was caused by the fact that we didn’t close the windows. It’s our fault. I’m sorry.
The remaining hopes were dashed.
I covered my mouth, tried not to spill my tears, and I choked and said:
“Let me, let me see him. I’m sorry.
Qiyang lies silently on his bed, his lips pale and fragile as a pottery doll.
I touched his face across the screen, holding myself in the chair, with pain in my eyes and crying and pain.
He’s only eight years old. He said hello to me yesterday.
I adjust my emotions, I force myself to stand up, and I find a follower who says:
“director, I can’t stop recording this whole thing. My brother’s dead. I want to see him last. I’m sorry.
The director is hard.
I cried, “Please, let me go back, okay? I’m sorry.
As I said, the hidden camera, hidden in the middle of the seat, was opened at some point with a faint red light.
My voice was clearly heard in the ears of every audience in the live studio.
It’s an all-out show, on the face of it. It’s actually live.
And it’s not a simple ensemble.
The audience will vote, in real time, to choose its favorite star with a baby, and the highest number will be qualified to lead the national Starbucks International Award for the biggest entertainment company in the country.
That’s all we know.
The screen starts to draw wildly:
Zilong is playing a big game. Go back if you want. I’m sorry.
“Who’s the woman who’s going back on the first day of recording? I’m sorry.
“What are you crying for? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The broker pulled me aside and whispered, “Chifu, you can’t go back. You can afford $5 million in default.” I’m sorry.
The broker’s telling the truth. I’m a freshman, and I can’t afford it.
I strangled myself under the seat, biting my wrist, and my eyes were swollen with tears.
A few more tweets were sent from my parents and my brother’s last words.
The last words were kept in audio by parents.
“Sister, I’ve saved $600 in the can, you can buy your favorite little dress. I’m sorry.
I know what he said.
I saw a fine little dress in the window that year when I graduated from college asking for it.
But because it cost us $600 for a price, it was too luxuriant for a regular wage-paying family like us to buy it.
I was so angry, I kept myself in the house for days.
But what I didn’t know was that he was only four years old.
It’ll even save four years for a dress you can’t afford.
“Sister, I feel so bad I want to sleep. I’m sorry.
The wrists that I bit began to see blood and shed tears.
“Sister, I’ll be a little angel to protect you, as written in the fairy tale. I’m sorry.
“Sister, I’m going to bed. I’m sorry.
Sister…
But four or five sentences, but all he mentioned was me.
3
Before I got to my destination, the agent filled me with makeup and repeatedly reminded me to stop crying.
I was forced to divert my attention and look out the window.
But it doesn’t matter, I found a boy who looks like his brother in a couple of kids led by staff.
I looked at him for a long time, squeezing the fingertips of his clothes to the white.
God has come to pity me…
I look up, I turn back the tears in my eyes and get off.
After the director gave us the rules of the programme, the children drew lots to select the group.
Unfortunately, I’m with a six-year-old nice girl, and that little boy’s with Red Flower Coco.
I had some disappointments, but the director then said that it was inappropriate to give us half a day to get along.
After half a day, he offered to switch because he was too cold.
We pressurized the excitement in our hearts, and said, “Then trade with me. I’m sorry.
So I returned to our house with the boy, who was like seven and a half.
4
The boy’s name is Zhang Yang, and not only does he look like my brother, but he even reads his name.
Maybe out of selfishness, I keep calling the little boy “Yoyang” as if my brother was alive and still with me.
But he said very little and turned a blind eye to my enthusiasm.
When we got to the house, our first challenge was to wash and cook.
Zhang Yang is cold, but he’s smart and he’ll come and help me wash.
He stung his sleeve and showed red birthmarks on his right arm.
I stopped.
Grab his right wrist.
The tears of the soybeans could not stop.
My brother Ziyan has an identical birthmark at the same location.
I was a strong materialist, but now I beg for a possibility, a possibility to return to the dead.
He was burned by my tears, shrunk back to his wrists and said the first thing I’ve known since.
“Why are you crying?”
“I’m sorry,” I said to myself, “Have you heard a name called Ziyan?” I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
The fire of hope, which was already weak, was completely extinguished there.
Zhang Yang dropped his sleeve and didn’t know what to do.
When he came back, he had a bag of paper in his hand, like he wanted to talk.
But eventually it was left unsaid and placed in a prominent position.
“Is this for me? I’m sorry.
Zhang’s eyebrow is cold, “No, it’s handy. I’m sorry.
I did not believe in his speech, but drew out a piece of paper and remembered his brother somehow.
I didn’t like him when he was born.
Because I was already in third grade and I didn’t understand why Mom and Dad were having another baby.
But on the day of the exam, I accidentally failed.
Mom’s pissed off. Hands up.
It’s the first thing he’s said in his life that he just learned to walk in front of me:
Don’t hit your sister.
Mom and Dad were all in the joy of their brother’s talking, and they didn’t pick up my report card.
And I cried to the computer screen.
Ziyang then drew another piece of paper to rub it in my face while his parents were cooking.
When I was bored, I thought he was making a prank and yelled at him.
And now think again.
The little man was giving me tears…
I whispered, “Thank you. I’m sorry.
That thanks to him and to Zion, who was one year old.
5
The live broadcast was hot again because I cried.
“That’s what Qi-Chi-Chi-Chi-Chi-Chi-Chi-Chi-Chi-Chi-Chi, why are you crying? I’m sorry.
“I’m sick of seeing her. It’s really good. I’m sorry.
“They scare the kids, and they’re in the same group. I’m sorry.
“Weakly said it felt like something happened at home. I’m sorry.
At that point, the first vote on the programme began.
Hsu Yeok was first in the line because he was so tall, and I was last in the line of “sweeting” because I couldn’t move.
Six.
While washing, I noticed the wounds left on Zhang Yang’s hands and arms, and I had a heartache.
It’s only ten years old.
He must have suffered a lot in his original family.
I don’t want him to work again, I’ll get rid of him.
But he came in when I started cooking with a stove.
Stand at the door. Don’t move.
I’m not paying attention when I add wood, and my hair is hit by fire.
Zhang Zhang Zhang Zing Zhang Zing Zing Zing Zing Zhang Zing Zing Zing Zhang Zing Zing Zing Zing Zing Zing Zhang Zhang Zing Zing Zhang Zhang Zhang Zhang Zhang Zing Zhang Zing Zhang Zhang Zing Zhang Zing Zhang Zhang Zing Zhang Zhang Zing Zhu Zing Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu
The fire is out, I’m half wet.
“I thank you. I’m sorry.
Zhang Yang stood down, opened his mouth or didn’t speak.
I don’t know where his heart is, I just want to go over his head and get away from him.
So I kept my hands in the middle of the air and said, “You’re kind, don’t apologize. I’m sorry.
Later, I went to my room to change and cut my hair with it.
Zhang Yang stayed in the kitchen for the meal.
A lunch. We’re not talking.
Mostly, I want to say something to ease the atmosphere, but Zhang Yang just nods and shakes his head.
Quietly awful.
Sunshine spills over his nose and mouth.
And then I felt like I saw Zing through that face again.
Only he won’t sit quietly in his chair like Zhang Yang.
He’s gonna feed her.
I can see God, and I can’t imagine Zhang Yang’s sudden rise against my vision.
In the meantime, the already awkward atmosphere at the table is even more embarrassing.
7
But the live audience has made a slight difference to our group because of Zhang Yang’s presence.
“It’s the first time that Zilong used a stove to cook. I’m sorry.
“Although she’s not a good person, she has to admit that she’s funny when she looks at each other. I’m sorry.
“This group is really different from the other groups. I’m sorry.
“But this group doesn’t even talk. It’s so easy to make a scene…”
Not only that, but there was someone on Twitter who gave us two sister-in-law cps called “Stand Up.”
The blogger cut the video for both of us.
Those videos didn’t include, but not limited to, Zhang Ying water, awkward vision, silent table…
And with those black and white filters and low-sorrow music, we’re gonna have to split up.
But that’s what the cp name seems to mean.
There are even people who have voted over words to guess when we’re going to have a full-blown affair.
Most people chose within a week.
Although our group is the least popular audience, the topic is hotter than being a little red flower.
8
But I don’t know anything about it because there’s no signal at the recording.
After lunch, I lay on my bed and opened my cell phone, and I was careful to keep my brother smiling.
Heartache.
It’s just a wish to be with your sister forever.
Why can’t we just jump in the air?
I fell asleep and was restless, but I woke up in the middle of nowhere.
Zhang Yang was looking at a book in the living room, quiet as a painting.
I think I saw my brother again through that face.
He’s not like him. He’ll never be quiet.
You’ll always have to jump to your sister’s hug.
But fearing that she would overburden him, she silently did not eat or eat snacks.
Then we found out, and he woke up in red and said:
“I, I’m going to lighten up so my sister won’t be too heavy. I want my sister to hug me.
The last time he climbed on my back, he said, “He’s heavy.”
He knows his favorite sister hates him.
9
Perhaps my mood is much more stable because Zhang Yang looks like his brother.
When you look up to Zhang Yang, you just feel like your brother is alive and still around me.
When I eat fish at night, I customarily pick up the fish and put it in Zhangyang’s bowl.
After all, my younger brother ate fish, and I always did.
After high school, my parents were busy at work, and I always brought my brother.
And maybe that’s why the older brother is more fond of me and more in love with me.
Zhang Yang looked down at his bowl, and after half a day he said, “I’m ten years old, I can eat fish myself. I’m sorry.
I didn’t stop to pick a fish in my hand and ask, “Don’t you like it, Yang?” I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk.
Default is like.
Zhang Yang is different from a child of his age, and he doesn’t like it as much as any other child.
He does not know how to express what he likes, but he feels helpless.
It’s like, nobody’s been nice to him since I was a kid.
It’s okay, I’ll teach him how to love and how to be loved.
10
After dinner with Zhang Yang, I remembered the letter from the manager when he signed me the ensemble:
Zilong, this is your choreographer. You’ve got to do it. I’m sorry.
So I sat on the sofa and said, “Do you want to take a walk outside?” I’m sorry.
He’s got a book. It’s been a long time.
“Good. I’m sorry.
It’s winter. It’s wet and cold outside.
I put on his scarf and put on his hat and nod his head.
And he said, “I can wear my own scarf and hat.” I’m sorry.
He wouldn’t let me touch it if it was his resistance, like I tried to rub his head during the day, and he ran away.
But now that he’s not running away, that proves he likes it.
So I said, “As long as your sister is there, she will do it for you.” I’m sorry.
He looked up at me and looked down, and he didn’t know what to think.
Just as Zhangyang became more talkative, relations among the groups were developing at a fast pace.
The pattern of votes has also changed delicately.
It is only surprising that the votes of the red flower cocoon fell sharply and were at the bottom.
Eleven.
When Zhangyang and I walked through Zhang Yeok’s house, we found it in black.
Did you sleep at 7:30?
I was wondering if I could see a kid running out of the house behind my staff.
“Zilong, stop her. I’m sorry.
Word is, I took the little man out of the ground and held him in my arms.
I see now that she was the little girl I was supposed to team up with this morning, called “Win Wing.”
“Sister, I still want to be with you. I’m sorry.
Wing Wing didn’t cry, just lay still in my arms.
I must have been a little upset to think about what happened to the kid at Hsiek’s.
After all, he and I exchanged children with each other, and did not question them.
I threw away my sister’s euphemism for a boy who looked like his brother.
In a way, I’m a bad guy.
The staff behind her came running in awe to brief me on the situation, and then I wrinkled and planned to bring her back and pick her up later.
Zhang Yang didn’t follow us after a few steps.
When I turned my head, he stood there in reverse and couldn’t see the look on his face.
So I went to Zhangyang’s hand with my hand.
Unsurprisingly, he didn’t hide this time.
The child went halfway, and suddenly said, “I thought you didn’t want me anymore. I’m sorry.
I choked and suddenly remembered the grouping this morning.
He was standing next to him when he said he didn’t want to be with him.
Keep your head down, you can’t see your face.
But it’s not happy.
After all, who wants to be abandoned.
My heart broke and I said, “No, sister will always be with you.” I’m sorry.
The daytime effort to make a relationship with Zhangyang seems to have broken down at this moment.
“No, you’ll leave after 30 days of choreography. I’m sorry.
He walked on his own.
I didn’t think the children were so sober, but I was glad that there were no staff around, and this conversation was not broadcast.
But what I don’t know is that there’s red light in the grass by the road, and there’s hidden cameras in it.
The screen starts to draw:
“Oh, my heart hurts my yang.” I’m sorry.
“The sun looks cold, but it’s more nuanced than anyone. I’m sorry.
“I was worried about her for the first time, but now she’s a good sister. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry, I think it’s better than Hitchcock. That woman really got me down. I’m sorry.
“Think I’ve done it before, I feel sick! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
12
The staff just told me that euphemism had not eaten, and I was not sure exactly what had happened.
Wing Wing was also a good girl. After eating, I was only allowed to play with her, and nothing about what happened during the day.
But at this point, microblogging blew up the pot.
One of the topics that came up on the hot list was “When the red flower comes to the baby with a hungry baby.”
He turned off the camera and pretended to eat for his children because he could not light a fire from a stove.
In fact, she didn’t even do it, and the euphemism came down a day just for snacks.
She thought it would be a good idea to turn off the camera, but in fact the hidden camera was filming everything.
She’s got a good set, and since she’s out there, she’s mostly playing sweets.
No one thought of hiding such a dirty heart under a sweet skin.
In the middle of the day, there were tons of powder.
I don’t know.
When I fell asleep at night, he came to pick him up.
She was so anxious that she almost saw tears in those big eyes.
“Thank you for not finding the euphemism. I’m sorry.
I nod my head and said, “It’s okay,” and I handed it to her.
I don’t know if it’s a bad shot in the air right now.
Don’t give it to her! Hsu Yeok is a very bad woman. I’m sorry.
“Ah, my euphemism!”
“The team should be taking care of it. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The program is in charge.
When I went back to the euphemisms the next day, I found the staff member teaching her to make a fire.
Although she seemed reluctant, she at least cooked for her children.
I can’t see Zhang Yang’s face.
But for the next few days, Wing always liked to run to us.
I’m stuck with her braiding and telling stories.
Compared to Zhang Yang, she has taken most of my time.
I feared that I would double the water when I was gone.
But Zhang Yang just said, “No, no. I’m sorry.
It’s a little colder than the last few days.
13
He came to me again that afternoon.
But because of the thunderstorm outside, I left it behind and said hello to her.
At dinner, I carefully picked the fish and, in keeping with the principle of first childing, put the first piece of fish in a euphemism.
But what I didn’t notice was that Zhang Yang had white fingers on empty bowls.
When I was about to pick out the second piece of fish I picked and put it in Zhangyang.
And he smiled, and said, “To his brother, and to his brother. I’m sorry.
Zhang Yang’s face suddenly subsided and faded. I’m sorry.
After dinner, he shouted to see the rain.
I couldn’t resist, but I gave the euphemisms to them.
But Zhangyang’s head was twisted and he was wearing a tight dress, leaving only his scarf and hat.
I was sorry, because in my eyes, he wasn’t a child who liked to watch the rain, and he showed a little less about everything around him.
I didn’t think he was going too.
Wing Wing took my hat and took it to Zhangyang’s head.
He then reached out with his hand and his feet to Zhang Yang’s scarf.
Zhang Yang bends to make it easier.
♪ And the euphemism ♪
“Bring me my sister, I’ll take my brother. I’m sorry.
Zhang Yang smiled, taunted his head and then grabbed her hand.
It’s the first time I’ve seen Zhang Ying laugh, and the first time I’ve seen him come into contact with someone.
I’m happy, but the screen is more exciting than me.
“Little smile! Family, see! I’m sorry.
“Ooh, my cloudy boy will finally be happy!” I’m sorry.
“Wan Wing is really a little angel! It’s so warm. I’m sorry.
“Is it true that no one has ever queasy, that she has two children and that she has done a great job. I’m sorry.
“Yes, I’m sorry I yelled at her before because of her vicious role as a woman. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The “dangerous” superstition was also a model of the past, when the vote had been forgotten.
And Qiwei’s name jumped to second place on the main show.
14
Two kids had fun out there and inevitably got wet.
I pushed the kids to take a bath and change clothes.
When I came out of the bathroom, I saw two people who had no idea what they were saying.
I rarely saw them talking so closely together, so I didn’t interrupt.
But then when I passed, the euphemism pulled my sleeves and said, ‘Son, I fear thunder, and my brother is afraid.’ I’m sorry.
Are you afraid of thunder?
I skeptically looked at Zhangyang, but I saw him face to face and nod.
I put the two children in my arms and said, “Okay, how about the sister put you to sleep one by one?” I’m sorry.
They nod their heads.
It’s probably because I’m too euphemistic during the day.
So I went to Zhangyang’s room.
The child sleeps in a regular manner, and his breath becomes even and long.
I thought he was asleep, but I didn’t want to go.
I want to see him through that face again.
I look at it and I think about it again. It looks like a brother.
If he had a seven-point look with his face on his face, he would have looked exactly like his brother.
“It really looks like him. “I didn’t know what I was saying.
I was so busy covering my mouth, I slipped out.
But it’s good that it’s light, and Zhangyang should not have heard it.
Then I fell asleep, and I went in the trunk to pick up a fowl.
But touch it, I hit a hard thing in the trunk.
Take a look, it’s Ziyan’s precious Otmann.
There’s also a note:
“Oye, I sent Ottman to protect my sister! I’m sorry.
He’s a childish handwriting, and some words are replaced by spellings.
But I feel like I can see a little one sneaking Ottmann and a note into the suitcase and going to give it to my sister as a little surprise.
Idiot, it’s to protect me. Who’s to protect you?
I put Ottman in my arms, and I gave him a blanket, and I lay on her back.
But in my mind, I’m like a brother.
There’s joy, there’s beauty, there’s tears but there’s no temper.
He didn’t dare. He was afraid that his sister would ignore him.
It’s been a long time since I met Zhang Yang.
‘Cause I always thought Zhang Yang was a good guy.
I don’t know who I’m calling.
I thought if I thought Zhang Yang and Ziyan were one person, the heart wouldn’t hurt.
My brother won’t leave me.
But reality is not.
Whether it’s the last words or Otmann, it reminds me:
He’s gone, but he can’t rest until he’s gone, so you have to live well.
They kindly reminded me to live well, but cruelly told me that one of the driving forces of my hard work had disappeared.
How can I let go of…
I cry silently and my heart hurts like a big hand.
I tried over and over again to find signs from Zhang Yang that my brother was alive, and the rules of the world told me that it was futile.
A man cannot be reborn.
That’s what elementary school kids know.
Zhang Yang and Ziyan are not alone. I should know.
Otherwise, it’s not fair to Zhangyang.
15
And the next day We sent Wing to Shek, and then asked Zhangyang to eat.
He opened the door and saw what he was thinking in the nightstand.
I went over there, he lifted his face up, and he squeezed out a smile, and he said:
“You forgot your phone yesterday. I’m sorry.
That’s when I found out that I had a phone all morning and I left it in Zhang Yang’s room.
I’m grateful for his head, and I’m feeling a lot easier.
Zhang Yang didn’t notice how ugly that smile was when he saw me.
Zhang Ying spoke and laughed the following days.
He also looked forward to her coming from the beginning to the last day.
Everything seems to be getting better.
Until one day, there was news of food poisoning, followed by the group’s car whistling.
I fell on the ground with Zhangyang’s chopsticks, eating.
But we didn’t have time to pick it up, panicking out of the house.
In order to make sure that she’s out there, she only comes every afternoon and occasionally spends the night with me.
I had a bouquet made today, but there was some news that was so sudden.
Zhang Yang and I were anxious, but because of the absence of a walker and the remoteness of the village, we had to wait at home.
It was a very long day, and it was only at night that the news came that the euphemism was fine.
But then the euphemisms and the kosher withdrew from the show.
I’m not sure what I’m thinking, but it’s not wrong to be a parent without the money.
I just don’t know if I’ll ever meet you in the middle of nowhere.
Zhang Yang was sad and asked me with a soft voice: “Did he never see his sister again?” I’m sorry.
I don’t want to tell him this cruel fact, but I’m saying, “I want to see what I’ll see.” I’m sorry.
He said, “You will go too, right?” I’m sorry.
It’s not really true.
Zhang Yang’s character and all his wounds tell me:
His original family is not happy.
So if you can, I want our family to adopt him.
Make him really my brother.
It’s just that I can’t say in front of the camera that I have to wait until after the recording is over and ask about him and his family.
And We said: ‘Yen and yang, you shall know when the count is finished.’ I’m sorry.
16
Three days before the end of the cataloguing system, there was a day of snow.
Several groups of children are starting to catch colds and are busy with the stars.
But it’s good that Zhangyang is well fed and healthy, even with a few more meats.
But because of my brother’s death, I’ve been restless at night and worried about Zhang’s fever.
Until late at night, I was woken by Zhangyang’s hum.
I pushed the door of his room and saw him lying on his bed like a red tomato.
“Sister” in his mouth is still unconscious.
I was so scared that I could not find the crew from time to time, that I had to put on a thick dress for the children and then borrow a tricycle from the locals, and asked about the route to the clinic in town.
The village is remote and has to ride for half an hour to the nearest clinic.
It is also very snowy, and some places have begun to freeze.
It’s hard to walk.
I didn’t ride a tricycle. I had to run against the cold.
There’s only one thought left: I’ve lost a brother. I can’t lose another.
The silence of the night has suddenly turned into a scene with my presence.
“Is this a fever?
“It’s too much to be responsible for, compared to the fact that Xu is eating raw meat for Wing. I’m sorry.
“Where’s the crew? The road is so slippery. What if something happens to them? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
It’s a very slippery road. I’m riding a tricycle for the first time.
I couldn’t get the brakes when I passed a completely frozen dirt road.
He hums, but he’s fine because the car is covered with thick covers.
And I fell under dirt because of inertia.
He’s in a coma.
Later, I could only feel someone poking me in the face and the sound of milk.
“Wake up, sister. I’m sorry.
Sister, can you play with me? I’m sorry.
“Sister, I miss you so much. I’m sorry.
Sister, don’t you want to see me? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Is it Jan?
I’d love to see you.
I’ve wanted to see you for countless nights.
But why can’t I open my eyes…
I struggled to lift an eye stitch, to see the blurry face and Otmann in his hand.
But it didn’t take long to close again.
And the voice was loud again, “Sister, if you don’t wake up, I’m leaving.” I’m sorry.
Don’t…
Don’t go…
I opened my eyes so hard that the sight of the day was gone.
I can only see Jan laughing at me at the end: “Sister, I said I would protect you. I’m sorry.
I feel so cold in my heart.
When you look down, you find yourself in a frozen river.
And I’m afraid the whole body will fall inside if I don’t wake up.
I was careful to move to the next land.
It’s been a long time since I’ve moved my body.
Show the bottom of the river.
I can’t imagine what would happen if I woke up and waited for me.
I did my best to get the tricycles up and to stay on the road for a while.
But on the way, I suddenly remembered that weird dream.
The one with wings in my dreams and Otman in his hands.
“Sister, I will become a little angel to protect you. I’m sorry.
“Oye, I sent Ottman to protect my sister. I’m sorry.
These two words are in my mind.
Turns out he didn’t lie to me. He was there. He never left me.
The night was silent, but I cried to my heart.
After that, you can’t just save me.
Sister really missed you.
17
The audience was worried about us, but it was relieved to see that we were okay.
And this time I’m crying and nobody’s yelling.
It hurts.
With regard to the lead cast, the name Qi Qi Qi has risen to number one, twice as many as the second.
Everything is settled.
18
I knocked on the door of the clinic, and the doctor and I took Zhangyang in.
Zhang Yang is low-burner than I thought.
After a few simple pills, he fell asleep.
The doctor pointed to my head and said, “Doesn’t it hurt?” I’m sorry.
I stretch my hand, blood.
Then I fainted.
When I woke up, my head was covered with thick bandages and my hands were still in the water.
The team was also sent.
And Zhang Yang sat by my bed and watched over me.
“Is the fever gone? I’m sorry.
He nods his head.
I lightened my breath and saw the kid’s eyes red.
“Do you know you’ve burned 39 degrees, your head is still hurt, what if you die? I’m sorry.
Ah, I have a fever too…
I didn’t know that, but it was so hard to see the kid, and he was whispering.
Zhang Yang, instead of pushing my hand, sheds a big tear.
“I know that you’re so good to me because I look just like the little boy you’re holding on to, and you look at him through me often, but I’m not him, I don’t laugh, you really don’t have to. I’m sorry.
He snorts hard and his nose is red.
I did not know when Yang had found out about the incident and had to tell him in advance what he wanted to adopt in order to calm his emotions.
He was surprised first, then he said, “That’s no way not to take his life seriously. That’s an all-encompassing thing.” I’m sorry.
“But you’re a man, a living man. I’m sorry.
Whether he looks like his brother or not, I can’t ignore a child with a fever.
For the remaining two days, Zhang Yang and I were resting in the clinic.
Until the end of the recording, the crew sent a bus to pick us up.
As soon as the door opened, I saw a familiar jump.
Wing Wing!
I didn’t expect to see her again.
The little girl looked at my wound with a heart attack and said, “Does it hurt? I’m sorry.
I picked her up and she softly cried her wounds.
“It won’t hurt. I’m sorry.
I got on the bus with Zhang Yang in my hand.
When we get in, we find a lot of people inside.
“Hello? I’m sorry.
19
Those people nod their heads.
The agent pulled me over and handed me his cell phone.
Zilong, you’re on fire. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what’s going on. Turning on the microblog is a way to get a general idea of the show.
Surface recording, live live…
The agent kept it from me.
I looked over the microblogging, and the most amazing thing about it was that he was killed.
It was blocked because of euphemism.
The broker explained next to me: “The second daughter of the Chairman of the Stars. I’m sorry.
No wonder the Star Action Group killed its own red artist so easily.
The middle-aged man who was sitting in the back of the car came and took the euphemism from my arms and asked, “What do you think of this show?” I’m sorry.
There’s a camera next to me.
I couldn’t bear to ask the most questions.
“There’s no hidden camera in the bedroom or the bathroom, is there? I’m sorry.
The man laughed, “Don’t worry, only the living room, the kitchen and the outside have cameras. I’m sorry.
I’m relieved that the man handed me a contract.
“Young Mother” is your title. You can sign it if you see nothing. I’m sorry.
It’s no doubt a fragrance.
But I hesitated because I wanted to go home and see my brother first.
So I asked, “When will this movie start?” I’m sorry.
“Wait for the lead to have time and time to film.” I’m sorry.
I was relieved to sign my own name and then read the script from the man.
The lady is me, the man… and the movie star?
I’m a freshman. How can I?
I’ve had a great deal of self-confidence in my abilities and whispered in my ear:
“The lead is my brother-in-law. He’s handsome. He’s single. I’m sorry.
A relative again!
I have to admire the euphemism of my identity.
20
I’ve got one more thing left after I’ve done my job.
So I asked Zhang Yang, “Did you not tell me that you would be adopted by our family?” I’m sorry.
Zhangyang leaned on me, saying, “I am an orphan, and I have no home.” I’m sorry.
That’s when I realized that Zhang Yang was a child growing up in an orphanage.
When they were young, they were adopted several times for good appearances, but then they were sent back because they had new children in the foster family.
It’s getting colder and colder because of the number of times you’ve been pushed back.
Later on, he would not have to have a new child in another family, and he would not be able to stay in a foster family for reasons of character.
He grew up alone, and even the director of the orphanage could not help him.
This time it’s just because of the money.
But he didn’t think he’d meet me.
I thought, that’s not easy.
So the bus, the children ran to their parents’ house.
“Yang-yang”? I’m sorry.
Mom and Dad held Zhangyang with excitement.
“Okay, don’t scare him. His name is Zhang Yang, the sun.” I’m sorry.
I gave my parents the idea of adopting him, of course they agreed.
So Zhang Yang became part of our family.
Then four of us went to the cemetery to watch Qiyan.
It was cold that day, and many fly bugs didn’t want to come out.
But there is a butterfly that has been around us for a long time.
I know you’re in, Jan.
Quantified
Once the Young Mother was released, the fire spread throughout the river, north and south.
And I won the prize for the best actress in this play.
The day of the award is the day of celebration.
I wrote a long letter on Twitter, paying tribute to my brother and thanking my new brother.
The Shadows forward it for me, with the words:
It’s a long way off, and it’s good to love the people you love and the people you love.
Eight years later, I was 30.
Zhang Yang graduated from high school, and he graduated to the Faculty of Medicine at Ideal University.
And the euphemism of the first three years was that he wanted to take a university with Zhang Yang.
I watched them and I laughed.
And then I picked up the name after the movie with the movie star.
The day of the award, the people I loved were there.
I mean, including Jan.
I saw the black butterfly fall on my shoulder for a long time.
In my interview backstage, the journalist asked me, “Did you and the filmmaker not have any sparks of love after so many plays?” I’m sorry.
I smiled and said, “Please pay more attention to the work.” I’m sorry.
Then, in the back of the crowd, the Shadow King’s hand was secretly drawn.
And he said in my ears, ‘When will I be declared?’ I’m sorry.
“Wait. I’m sorry.
I look through the window to the sky, it’s blue.
I mean, you see, brother, we all live well.
You must be happy and happy over there. Case number: YXX1v6M5zdktg2pRw9AFPjP1
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
