I got cancer, but my boyfriend doesn’t know.
He gave up his university for me.
Also at the scene of the car accident, I left the wounded and I was nervously running towards another woman.
I died the day he and her secretary set fireworks abroad.
One.
The day I learned I had a tumor in my head.
He asked me to marry him.
I’m so confused that I suspect he knows everything.
When he hesitated for less than 30 seconds, he stood up from the ground and took the ring box back in his pocket and looked me in the dark.
“Don’t you agree with Mom and Dad. I’m sorry.
I’m relieved.
Sure.
He likes to joke with me.
This time he also assumed that I had forced him to marry by my parents.
That’s why I have to be humiliated with a proposal.
I put down my outstretched hand silently and laughed at him, “What if I agree? Will you marry me?”
He looked at me and didn’t talk.
The answer can no longer be clear.
Seriously, it hurts.
“You don’t marry now, you don’t want to marry anymore. * I’m crushing the heat in the eye *
He took his coat off and put it on the back of the sofa, with a silky sarcasm in his mouth. I’m sorry.
He always knew what was going on.
I can’t wait for that day.
Two.
At night, I sat on my bed hair.
It was connected to the computer on land, closed its eyes to a little sour eyes, and stood up and lifted the covers to the bed.
He used to turn his back to me, leaving a distance to lay down a pillow.
Sleeping position is no trick.
He’s been together for eight years and he’s still not fit to sleep with me in a bed.
I’ve always had a thick face in front of him, and even if he didn’t want to, he’d come over while he was asleep, leaning on his back and hugging his waist.
Even for the first time, I asked for it.
I was 20.
It’s raining a lot.
The heavy rain puddles on the window glass, the air is cold and damp.
I took off my little coat and slowly walked towards him…
Hold him.
And he stood still.
Boys under white shirts, so thin, so thin.
Unlike me, he’s very hot.
I was ashamed to tremble, thinking that if he refused, I might have died.
I looked up and I laughed at him, but my eyes were wet.
I was so afraid to hear from him, like shameless, mean, disgusting.
It is a young girl who has the courage of a brain but is not capable of bearing the consequences.
He’s looking at me.
It’s like the next minute you push me away.
I was squirming at his buttons and my legs were barely holding.
“What are you doing?” he asked.
I can’t talk.
He bowed his head and kissed down with the bitter taste of tears, “I can’t even seduce, stupid.” I’m sorry.
I smell a little wine.
His girlfriend is in a bad mood.
I took advantage of it, and he had a piece of dog plaster he couldn’t shake.
It was dark, and I looked at the hidden chandelier outline on the ceiling.
It is possible that the human being will die and that the mentality will be even.
The feelings of those who fought for their youths, who fought for them, are now less important than I can see the sun tomorrow morning.
3
When I woke up the next day, the dawn fell on my face from the window, giving me some confusion.
The doctor says it’s possible that the tumor has put a strain on the visual nerves, and it’s gonna take me a while to look at it.
On a daily basis, they are dependent on their bedsides for reading financial journals.
We’ve been lying together for the past weekend, and I’ve been entangling him like an octopus, and there must be one on him.
It’s an unconscious physical reaction.
“Wake up? I’m sorry.
I smiled at him, “Good morning. I’m sorry.
He took a look at my shoulder, which means he doesn’t know. I’m sorry.
I still laugh.
And suddenly, he’s gawking, “What are you talking about in your dream?” I’m sorry.
I touched my face, it was wet.
Did I cry?
Fearing that he would go on, I sat up and looked at him seriously, “I dreamed I was in Norway and saw snow and aura.” I’m sorry.
“I really want to go. I’m sorry.
“Can I?”
I’m blind, with a little cry.
“No time. I’m sorry.
I opened my mouth and laughed, “Well, then. I’m sorry.
Maybe my reaction was too flat, and he turned his back on me for a while, and he said, “Let’s go next March, we can’t make it this year. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
There should be time.
4
I actually dreamt of 12 years old.
He wasn’t like that before.
He was a good brother.
I was born to pick out my mouth, and it is not to eat it, nor to eat it, nor to be scolded by the adults, so that he may eat of what I eat without neglect.
Unlike when I grew up, I drank a glass. He won’t touch it again.
I was bullied at school, my hair was ripped, my homework was painted. He’ll always be the first one to come out and beat up those nasty boys and explain to my teacher and give me his new book.
I was an introverted, single parent when I was a kid, and without his protection I would probably be bullied.
Then my mom died and I almost cried.
I said, “No one wants me anymore. I’m sorry.
He said, “No one wants it. I’m sorry.
I repeat, he repeats.
I sat on the floor all night crying, and he put up with his teeth all night.
The next day the whole gang swollen.
And then I said I liked him and I took off my clothes and threw myself in my arms.
He’s cold-faced.
Say I’m a bitch.
5
I went to work on Monday and left my spare phone at home.
On the way, someone called.
I looked at note: 1.
So close.
After all these years, he’d only call me by name.
Wu Yu, Wu Yu.
When my mom first named me, she probably wanted me to be safe.
Unfortunately, I’ve had brain cancer in less than 30 years, failing her hopes.
My mom, my aunt and grandma died of cancer and were young when they left.
When I arrived, Zhao Yi stopped me and left me, “The General Manager is in a meeting, please wait a moment. I’m sorry.
Zhao Yi was in his university class and graduated as his secretary.
She handles all the big and small things.
Two people spend more time together every day than I do on land.
I mind that they used to date in college.
It’s not long, but it’s always a thorn in my heart.
And in the circles where I am with him, I feel free to do anything in his presence, like food, and not to let any girl near him.
I wouldn’t mention it if I fired Zhao Yi.
He broke up with Zhao Yi very reluctantly, and I still remember.
It was the worst day of my life, and you looked at me like I’d never seen. I’m sorry.
His voice was mute, and I even felt tears in his eyes.
So much like it.
That time, I had a moment.
I’ve never seen him care so much about someone.
In the past, I may have been restless, until the end of the session, to show Zhao Yi my love.
But this time, I gave Zhao Yi the spare phone and ordered her to give it back to Luo.
A little head on her, I turned around and left.
Zhao Yi had a little surprise on his face.
Six.
After retirement, the parents moved back to the isolated old house.
I go back to them every month.
But it’s not always the same.
“My parents have always liked you more than me. He’s reading a contract, whatever. I’m sorry.
My mom got pregnant before she got married. I didn’t know who my father was.
My mother and my mother were best friends, and they raised me after my mother died.
I appreciate them. I’ve been trying to be good.
Or even flattering.
Please auntie, please uncle, please uncle.
I’ve had a lot of bad relations with his parents.
He doesn’t know. I’m the one under the mail.
The father and mother did not agree that he was with Zhao Yi because they discovered that Zhao Yi had been taken care of.
The photographic evidence was taken in front of him, but he did not care.
Zhao Yi has a reason.
He said.
So auntie hates me for pointing at me, “Why don’t you go to the uninhabited outside, find Yu, at least a clean and white girl!” I’m sorry.
“You like it, you marry yourself.” I’m sorry.
From the memories, I got him, “Let’s go, they’ll be happier. I’m sorry.
“Just be happy.” I’m sorry.
I compromised.
Look at him for a while, get up and pick up the bag, “There’s food in the kitchen, remember to eat. I’m sorry.
And he didn’t lift his head, “Okay, be safe on the road. I’m sorry.
Three hours to get to the old house.
My mouth is sweet, and I’m laughing at you.
I fertilized my aunt with pine and radish seeds and set up a shelf of peas.
I was sweating and I fell asleep on the stone table of the garden.
Wakes up at dusk, wearing his uncle’s coat, with mosquitoes stinging his arms.
And the evening is as hot as fire, and warm.
Having dinner, leaving.
Auntie asked me to take care of him.
I said good.
Uncle says, “You have to take care of yourself, too, and you look a little pale. I’m sorry.
Sometimes tears are touched by such a random word of concern.
And I put up with the nasal acid, and I smiled, and I said, “No more nights next time. I’m sorry.
On my way back, I found out I couldn’t drive alone.
Headaches are getting more frequent.
7
Roach is my doctor.
He suggested that I should be hospitalized and that the frequency of post-mortem headaches might be increasing and that there would be persistent epilepsy.
I shake my head, “As far as that’s concerned, I should’ve had my own. You know, I can’t stand it. I’m sorry.
He looked at me for a while, and he started to sigh.
I can’t drive. He drove me back.
On the way, Rocchi looked at me in the mirror, “He didn’t know? I’m sorry.
He, obviously, means time and time.
I said, “I don’t know what to say yet. I’m sorry.
He was silent, “I can’t imagine his reaction. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “He’ll be glad he’s free for the rest of his life.” I’m sorry.
The thing I regret most in my life is that I was touched in my second year.
Or else, by me, his parents will be responsible to me.
He looked at me and shook his head and said, “I lied to him when you were drunk and I promised to be with me, and I put on my arm and on the clothes you were wearing the night before, and he misunderstood what we were wearing. I’m sorry.
I said, “He’s angry because his parents forced him to break up with Zhao Yi. I’m sorry.
“Whatever you say. I’m sorry.
It’s getting darker, and it’s going through Sports Square, and a group of young people are sweating on the basketball court.
I’ve got a moment in my eyes.
“Stop. “I don’t want to go back. Don’t you know how to play? I want to watch the game. I’m sorry.
“Me?” “I can play ping-pong, I haven’t touched basketball in years.” I’m sorry.
Under my soft, hard bubble, Rocchi stung his sleeves and went to the front.
He had long hands and long legs, which, apart from being a little uncomfortable at first, did not rip his back.
A nice three-pointer, I couldn’t help screaming.
Rocchi sweated his head and turned his head at me.
Not far, I saw a familiar figure.
He was wearing a shirt and pants, and his sleeves were pulled to his elbow, and he looked down on the basketball court.
I know, on the outside of his arm, there’s a long, bitter scar.
That’s what he left to save me.
Twenty centimeter wounds, fractures, nails.
Since then, he has not been able to play baseball or basketball, which he used to like, because of the functional dysfunction of his fingers caused by neurological damage.
Even with a glass of water, he’s unsettled.
8
And it was a deadly stone that came to me from the windshield.
I feel guilty for this for a long time.
After a game, Rocchi and his teamman had a high five and sweated towards me.
I’ll hand him my coat, “Let’s go. I’m sorry.
He’s upset. I’m sorry.
“Only I have. I’m sorry.
He reached out, “Give it to me. I’m sorry.
I don’t know when I left.
I said, “Go, buy you water. I’m sorry.
When I came home, I was washed and laid on my bed in my pajamas.
I bathe, go to bed, he lights out.
We didn’t talk all night.
The next day, we had an extra guy on a weekend date.
“The company is planning a playground project. I’ll show Zhao Yi the location. @Ambassah: #Jan25 #Libya
I didn’t say anything.
We’ve come a long way, Zhao Yi seems to have a cold, coughing.
“Why not? I’m sorry.
Zhao Yi smiled and said, “The cold has been cold for days, and it’s okay to think that you’ve taken the medicine, and it’s getting worse. I’m sorry.
Take off your coat and hand it to her.
Zhao Yi wraps his coat tight, “Thank you, boss. I’m sorry.
In the middle of the day, the wind was so big, it didn’t mean anything to stop, it was sore on the cheeks.
A café was searched for on the road, and the lunchtime was full, leaving only the doorway.
He put her in a seat against the wall and avoided the wind.
It’s probably cold, and my head is starting to get sore, sweating, my legs are soft, and I catch my arm in the air.
He said to me, “Are you sick too? I’m sorry.
I can’t talk about it.
It’s a bit of a laugh.
I tried to stand still and let go of his arm. “None of the breakfasts, a little low blood sugar. I’m sorry.
He said nothing.
I said, “I’m going to the bathroom. I’m sorry.
He’s uh-uh-uh.
I turned around and took a deep breath, and my headaches were almost impossible to think with reason, and there was some hot liquid coming out of my nose.
Some of the guests who came in front of us were surprised.
I’m bleeding.
I was so busy covering my nose and my head was so fast as to go to the bathroom.
Locked the door in the toilet compartment and I called Rushi to ask about it.
The phone had been off for a long time, and it was so disgusting that I fell down and threw up at the toilet.
My throat hurts when my stomach’s sour.
After vomiting, the head doesn’t hurt that much.
I leaned against the wall for a while.
I hit my forehead with cold water, washed my face and walked out the side door of the cafe.
When he came back, Zhao Yi was coughing pretty hard, and he slapped her in the back.
The eyes suddenly swollen.
Probably jealous.
I went over there and put the ammonium bromine and the salsa in front of her. I’m sorry.
Zhao Yi picked up with some surprise, “Thank you, Miss Wu. I’m sorry.
I’ve been looking at her, not half an inch.
“You look like you’re not looking well, either. Zhao Yi found something wrong.
It’s only now that I’m looking at it.
I smiled, “I’m a little sick. I’m sorry.
He’s light, “Let’s go home early after the snack. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
In the car, Rocchi called me back. “I’m sorry, I just got called by the director. I didn’t get my phone.” What’s wrong with you?
I looked at the driver’s seat and whispered, “It’s just that your stomach is not feeling well and I’d like to ask you what you’re taking. It’s okay, it’s okay. I’m sorry.
Luo Chi is silent for half a second, “Then we’ll talk when you get back. I’m sorry.
I can’t help but talk.
He’s been so smart.
Turn around and look at Zhao Yi. “I’ll show you to the hospital. I’m sorry.
Zhao Yi hesitated, yes.
And I looked at me through the mirror, “You, do not have to go to the hospital for an examination. I’m sorry.
I shake my head, “Put me down, I’ll take a cab. I’m sorry.
He’s not responding, “Whatever. I’m sorry.
I saw the view outside the window.
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder if I’d regret doing this to me if I knew I was dying.
But what does it have to do with him? I have to hide it from him.
A few minutes later, I was put down at the intersection.
Zhao Elio looked at me with regret.
The car left soon.
I stood there for a while and waved over the car.
9
I didn’t go home.
I went to the convenience store to buy a beer and went to the river and drank it.
And I didn’t mean to mess with myself, but I drank half a jar and took the rest in my hand.
For fear of cold, a shawl was bought from the clothing store on the side of the road.
Luo Chi asked me why I didn’t tell my family I was sick.
I always took care of my mom before she died.
The way she died, described as dead, vascular atrophy, and no needles.
That’s what I remember most about her.
Every time I remember, a cloud hangs over my heart and dreams at midnight, the despair and sadness of the sick and suffering of the loved ones persist.
I don’t have to die like this.
Instead of letting them accompany me in useless treatment, I am a little bit weak and embarrassed.
Why don’t you let them remember my health and well-being?
After that, Rocchi can tell them that I went with dignity, that I’m well treated and that I have not suffered much.
I’ve been alone for a long time, and I’ve been hugging my legs for a while, and it’s almost dark.
Turn on the phone, a lot of calls are off.
I picked one of them and called it back.
“Why didn’t I answer all the calls I made?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t come back until a moment later, and I felt something was missing. Can I help you?”
He’s silent, he’s breathing like he’s trying to control his emotions. “Where are you? I’m sorry.
I looked around, “Long River Pier.” I’m sorry.
He said, “Don’t move there. I’ll pick you up. I’m sorry.
And We covered him with shawl and waited for him.
It came faster than I thought, and when he stopped, he walked in front of me, and he looked at me so fast about something.
He calmed down when he found out I wasn’t in trouble.
“What are you doing here?” he asked.
I just wanted to answer, and I sneezed.
He looks ugly. Take off his coat and wrap me.
I don’t really want it. After all, it’s still on Zhao Yi’s shoulder at noon.
Invisible. I smell the perfume on Zhao Yi.
I followed him and took off my coat.
Open the door in the air, look at me in the cold, and look at me. I’m sorry.
I whispered, “Zhao Ii has been. I’m sorry.
She’s wearing it, I don’t want it.
Let’s do it.
I’m dying. I don’t have to be that smart, do I?
“Who said?” He grabbed his coat and put it back on me, and his eyebrow was loose, “She had to wear it with you, and she didn’t feel bad enough?” I’m sorry.
In the car, he turned on the heater.
I said, “hot.”
He said, “You deserve it. I’m sorry.
9
After the accident, the car was carefully driven and more than 10 minutes were travelled by five kilometres.
When he entered the door, he grabbed my hand and down his head and smelled the wine on me. I’m sorry.
“A can. I’m sorry.
He apparently did not believe it.
I’d like to explain that I’ve sneezed a few more times.
He put his hand on my forehead and he tried to warm it. I’m sorry.
Maybe it sneezes too hard, and there’s something coming out of it.
“What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.
I shook my head, covered my nose with my hands, “Maybe on fire. I’m sorry.
Blood struts like unsealed water taps, turns my eyes on the ground, squeezing my nose, going into the bedroom and finding a medical cotton ball into my nostrils.
He stares at me, he moves carefully and carefully.
Nasal blood is starting to stop, and my face and neck are covered with sticky blood.
When I was rubbing it with hot towels, he was rubbing it on his chest.
I pulled his sleeve, and there was a blood stain of the size of a spot, “It’s on you.” I’m sorry.
He didn’t want to stare at my face, but there’s a new trend in his eyebrow. I’m sorry.
I nod, and I admit, “I’m weak.” I’m sorry.
I’m telling the truth.
He looked at me, “Are you skinny? I’m sorry.
Can he remember my weight?
A bowl of fragrance was cooked in the kitchen.
And then stare at me and eat the whole bowl.
I haven’t been so full in a long time.
I can’t stand it.
He brought his pajamas, he crouched down and changed my shoes, and when he bowed his head, his hair covered his eyes and he seemed patient and gentle.
For a moment I thought I was back.
At that time, I tried to be malnourished, and he didn’t want to be used to me anymore, and I was born to correct my taste.
Actually I have a lot to ask him.
He was so good that he could go to the top five schools in the country, why did he stay in our last 985?
At that time, he said it was because he was far away from home and could not be bothered at home.
Or is he afraid that I will be bullied if I go to school alone?
But I didn’t ask the exit.
He got a phone call, and he stood up, and he went to the side, and he was so soft, “Well, she found it. I’m sorry.
Some things are fated.
He won’t meet Zhao Yi until he comes to our school.
Although Zhao Yi later came together with other boys, for years, the two were still in common.
I don’t have much time.
After this, you’ll be free.
10
One more month is my birthday.
In recent days, I have clearly felt a bad body and an increasing dose of painkillers, and I am getting more painful.
I was told that my situation was not positive.
I followed him to the landing, and I was whispering in his ear, “Will you show me the aura?” I’m sorry.
“What about next year? I’m sorry.
“I can’t wait. I’m sorry.
Do you know what aurora means?
It represents the happiness of a lifetime for those who see the aurora.
I’m tired of it. I’m sorry.
“Really?”
He said, “Well. I’m sorry.
My eyes were so bright, I pressed his neck and kissed him at the tip of his nose.
A moment of strangulation, stiff muscles and no push-off.
Eleven.
Our relationship has eased considerably.
The most direct expression is that it’s become “hot”.
Although we used to be a little more frequent, he’s clearly working harder recently.
I still value it.
If there were none of those men and women who could be confused.
He’s at least a good brother.
Life is always full of surprises.
After all this time, it’s almost my birthday.
That day, I went out to pick up something I needed to travel abroad, and I had a headache on the road and got hit by an electric bottler.
I strangled to the ground, looked pale, the owner was terrified, called me to call an ambulance, was stopped, and I called Roach.
He should be resting today.
When Rocchi arrived quickly, he held me from the ground in pain, put me in the car and took a sedative.
I’m slowly coming over, and I’m joking with him, “When I die, I’ll leave you half the inheritance. You’re better than your boyfriend. I’m sorry.
He looked at me while he was busy, “Who wants your inheritance?” I’m sorry.
“What do you want? I don’t have anything to take on. I’m sorry.
He thought, “Cook me a meal. Tell me the truth. You were chasing you because you cooked so good. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
I’ve been cooking for so many years without seeing him fall in love with me.
We went to the market to buy food, and with gratitude, I was ready to go.
Loki was looking at me in front of the kitchen, and I asked him to come in.
Half the food is burning, so I’m called, “What’s going on? Someone at the office said you were hit on the road today? I’m sorry.
I paused, and I didn’t think he’d know, “It’s nothing. I’m sorry.
He took a deep breath, “Where are you now? I’m sorry.
Luo Chi gave me the shrimp, “I’ve gone to the shrimp line head, and I knew it was so much trouble, I just bought shrimp. I’m sorry.
His voice was heard and silenced.
I had to say, “Rocho helped me. I cooked for him at his house. I’m sorry.
“That doesn’t look so bad. He opened his mouth and hung up.
I looked at him with a glance.
He spreads his hand.
Night.
It was late.
I jumped in front of him and handed him warm milk. I ordered a ticket. I’m sorry.
And he looked up to me, and he neither received milk nor spoke.
In this silence, I seem to have a hunch.
Sure.
He dropped the curtain, and he said, “Sorry, there’s a tough project in England that we’re taking over, and I have to be there, and it’ll take at least six months to finish. I’m sorry.
I’m unconsciously tightening the wall.
In the past I certainly understood.
Work is important and business first.
I understand that.
I’m being selfish.
But he never interfered with the business.
“… couldn’t we just push back and go to Norway, and we won’t be in a few days? “I say some things, even a little.
Maybe by accident, he looked at me and said, “Come again next year, you can stay as long as you want. I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time and I’m um–
But no chance.
There was still some guilt in the bed, and I turned my back to him, and held me from behind, and my neck and shoulder fell on a broken kiss.
I didn’t respond, he didn’t get angry, he kissed me slowly, he kissed his fingers one by one, itchy and he grew fierce.
We can’t see each other for five months.
The next morning.
He simply packed some bags and Zhao Yi drove the car outside.
“I’ll be back in time.” I’m sorry.
After that, he’s ready to leave.
I said, “Don’t you want a hug? I’m sorry.
He hesitated for half a second, leaning near me.
Zhao Yi came out of the car, “Boss, time to go. I’m sorry.
He’s always been very close to me in front of people.
He looked at me, “When I got back. I’m sorry.
And then turned around towards Zhao Yi.
I’m used to counting.
Step.
Two steps.
Three steps. Ten steps, he didn’t turn back.
In the past, I always looked forward to him looking back and looking back at me, at least to saying he couldn’t leave me.
But this time, there is no exception.
12
I slept a long time.
It’s early morning to wake up.
The night was cold as water and the whole city was silent.
He sent me a message saying he was in England.
I didn’t reply.
I can’t sleep anymore. I can’t sleep anymore.
Actually, it’s okay.
I didn’t want him to know about my condition, he went abroad and he wouldn’t know I was dead.
I’ve been thinking a lot about the past.
When I was a kid, I was very allergic, and my nose couldn’t smell dust, so when I was on duty, he came to my class to wipe the effaceurs.
I fell on the snow in the winter and put my gloves on my hand and he carried me home.
I can’t eat my cold throat, there’s no grown-ups at home, he’s cooking porridge and pouring it to me.
And that car accident, if he hadn’t stopped me, I’d be dead.
Every time, when he’s bad for me, he’ll offset what he used to do to me.
One day, one year, one set-off has increased again.
I still like him.
Because of memories, it takes a lot of bad things to offset.
And he’s a lot of good to me that can’t be offset.
I was naked and I went into my study.
He rarely allowed me in.
In the corner of the shelf, I found a book.
Oh, by the way, I like to paint.
Except for all kinds of sketches, I turned to one sentence.
“I know Wu Yu is pathetic without her mother, but I don’t like her. I’m sorry.
The handwriting was a bit childish and was written as a child.
I hesitated.
Keep going back.
“When she came to the house, it was just her.
When I was in the car, she was in my arms because she was sick.
I like food, she doesn’t like it.
So Mom and Dad only do what she likes to eat.
I’m sick, nobody sees it. I’m sorry.
I’m talking.
Turns out after I showed up, aunt and uncle had so much to ignore him.
He was just a kid.
What is the extent to which parents ‘ concerns and love have been taken away by an unrelated person who appears in a vacuum?
There’s a lot of journals in the back.
“She picked up a rained cat, she didn’t feed her, she cried, she smoked.
I hugged her and she held me right away.
Tears and snot on me, dirty. I’m sorry.
“My parents forgot my birthday, but she went to the entire class to sing me a birthday song.
I didn’t look up all the way. It was embarrassing. I’m sorry.
“I won’t let her call her brother, she won’t listen.
I’m not her brother.
Is there anything she can do to be her brother?
That’s what my parents said. I’m sorry.
“Isn’t a man called her brother? I’m sorry.
The whole book was mostly a painting, and he wrote one of them sometimes.
“Today I heard her and the cat’s grave saying, “Don’t flatter him, I’m afraid my aunt and uncle will send me away.”
That moment.
I feel kind of sad. I’m sorry.
My eyes are a little hairy.
When I was little, I wanted me and my aunt and uncle to be family.
The love of the land is mixed with the desire.
I’d love to have a home.
But that doesn’t mean I don’t really love him.
Little is kept of the diary when it is grown.
Turning to the last page, there was only one sentence: “She thought I was drunk, dumb, and men were drunk. I’m sorry.
The pages were sticky, and I tore up the penultimate page, and there was one: “Zhao Yi and I look like each other, and I find many similarities in her, even the stains on her soul.”
Maybe let her be my girlfriend. I’m sorry.
I had a moment.
So in the end, he realized Zhao Yi was his soul mate.
Turns out that my memory of childhood was not like him.
Turns out I stopped him so much.
I picked up the pen and wrote a few words on the back of that book: I’m sorry.
13
I had headaches again, and I was in pain.
Is the painkillers gone?
I look at myself in the mirror, honestly, not so good.
The baby’s chubby is pretty clean.
I don’t like sister money. I might like it.
It’s his aunt too.
I couldn’t help but to call him when I was in a state of pain and in a state of confusion.
Finger touch his number.
Eventually it didn’t.
I’m a very selfish man.
There’s a lot of dark thought.
I knew that I did not like him on earth, but I forced him to be with me and took responsibility for him.
This time, forget it.
14
A lot of calls were made to me on my birthday.
I watched my phone go up and out.
Finally.
“What took you so long?” The sound on his side was a little loud.
“Sleeping. I whispered.
“Did you eat the cake?” he asked.
I nod my head. I’m sorry.
“Did Mom and Dad spend it with you? I’m sorry.
How dare I let Aunt and Uncle see me now.
So I lied to them that it would take a long time for me to travel and see the other side of the world.
“Not really. I laughed, “With friends. I’m sorry.
He was silent for a second. I’m sorry.
He’s really the closest friend I’ve been talking to for years.
“Yeah, he bought the cake, but he was a year old. I’m a month old and a year old. I’m sorry.
Actually, I haven’t seen him in a while.
It’s been a while.
“I’ve been suffering from stomach pains and heart pains lately. I’d like to say a little bit, so it’s not very good. I want to see you. I’m sorry.
You ever hear of a wolf coming?
I wanted to travel with Zhao Yi, and I wanted to follow him, and if I refused, I threatened to commit suicide and sent a message the night before they left that he would not take me and I would not live.
I’m just talking. I didn’t think he really believed it.
I sat on my knees, with an open-edged Western knife on my wrist.
He was so anxious that he went cold.
After that, he’ll be impatient if I hear anything.
The more I get him back, the less he comes back.
I know that.
Indeed, that head left a cold sentence and hung up when the job was over.
Well, it’s not easy for him to like me, and I haven’t worked for 20 years.
But to make him hate me, I know exactly what to do.
Will it be less sad when he learns of my death?
If he still feels sorry for me.
15
A month later.
I’m listening to the song. The next table is a few friends of Lu’s, men and women.
I was wearing a duck tongue cap, and my hood was low, and I was in black in the corner, so they did not recognize me.
I heard my name from their gossip.
He wants to break up with me.
He said it took too long. He and I were tired and tired.
I’ve been thinking about it for a while and I’ve started packing up my stuff.
Clothes, shoes, toothbrush cups, and some of the so-called low-class aesthetic displays I forcibly brought in, big and small, which belonged to me, and I searched them all.
So when his new girlfriend lives in, he doesn’t fight over what I left behind.
I packed the groceries, mostly towed them to the dump, and some of them I sold them.
One of them is the wedding picture that we once took, which was fresh when our family was traveling abroad, and the aunt and uncle had one, and I used to really treasure them and put them in the most visible place at home.
But after all, this won’t sell second-hand, but throw it away.
Before I left, I took a last look at this house.
Okay.
There’s nothing left of me.
Oh no.
I left a brown bear on the couch in the living room.
The reason why I bought it was because I thought it was just like time.
I left a note on it.
“The bear gave it to Zhao Yi. I’m sorry.
How do you like Zhao Yi?
The three of us were in a car, and I was driving, and I was sitting on the side.
Zhao Yi sits behind me.
When that uncontrollable truck hit me, it stopped me from flying stones, and the deformed body was stuck in me, with two legs stuck under the steering wheel, broken glass piercing my thigh and bleeding straight.
It could be the body’s self-protection function, and I felt numb and couldn’t even feel pain.
The painful moaning of Zhao Yi came behind her, leaving her side of the car to open her door and hug her.
After that, he was able to take care of me.
16
When did you return? Why didn’t you tell me?
I saw him coming down from a taxi at the door of the block, and I was so pale and so confused.
Just thought he couldn’t see me now.
Maybe he sensed my eyes and he twisted his head in my direction.
I turned around, and some of them picked up the pace.
I rented a little house nearby.
It’s a relief to come home and the phone calls came in.
He should have come home and found out I wasn’t there.
I’ve made a decision. I’m sorry.
“Where are you?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer.
He asked again, “Where are you? I’m sorry.
I’m a little confused, and I’m making up an excuse, “I’m out on a trip. I’m sorry.
He’s sneezing, “Does the trip have to take everything away?” What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“I want to move out and live. I’m sorry.
He took a soft breath.
When you start talking again, it almost spills over the screen. I’m sorry.
I thought, “Let’s break up. I’m sorry.
The head is silent.
I hung up.
Two days later, I snuck to the old villa.
The big bear I left was left in the yard.
It’s raining, dirty.
I can’t bear to treat him like that.
I touched the big bear’s ear and took it away.
It’s hard to hold it. It’s funny.
It’s a lot of work in the back seat of a taxi.
I’m still a little selfish, hoping that he and Zhao Yi can miss me once in a while.
And hope he doesn’t take me seriously.
Would you miss me if I died and couldn’t eat my cooking and hear my voice?
16
I lost a lot of weight.
It doesn’t feel like I’m far from the worst in the mouth.
Domestic euthanasia is illegal, I’m depressed and I don’t want to go to Switzerland, where I don’t know where I am.
In my present state of health, I can’t afford to be so hard.
Rocchi said he could take me if I wanted to.
When he said that, there was something in his eyes.
I looked at him, “Isn’t that too cruel for you? I’m sorry.
He’ll have nightmares.
After a long time of thinking, I’m going to jump.
Rivers and seas are the only ones that do not like the sea, and he likes the streaming, the wide rivers, the quiet, the gentle waters of the lake, and the mystery of the sea.
He’s just boring.
It’s fine, I die where he doesn’t like, and he’ll save me.
Before he remembers me later, he’s in a bad mood.
I left him half my inheritance in the will, though I didn’t want it.
As a friend or a doctor, he was too sweet, and I didn’t get much in return.
Shame, I don’t have much money.
I was going to make a video of my uncle and aunt and think of what I look like now.
I’ve wanted to call them mom and dad since I was a kid, so that’s what I wrote. I hope they don’t get weird.
The sea wind squeals in the ear.
I’ve seen pictures in my friends’ circles.
He and Zhao Yi are watching fireworks.
I remember Zhao Yi saying that what she missed most was the fireworks of her childhood, carrying the youngest and most beautiful wishes.
A different kind of pyrotechnic blooms in the night sky, gleaming, blowing up a little bit of starlight, and then falling, like a meteor shower, on the asphalt.
It’s like life’s most dynamic.
I put my phone on a rock and jumped into the sea.
Quantico — Roque
When I told him about Wu’s death, he was blindfolded and didn’t believe it, “Don’t joke about it. I’m sorry.
“Mr. Lu, I’m not kidding. I sent him Wu Yu’s suicide note, “This is for your parents, please. I’m sorry.
He didn’t answer, he didn’t even look down, “What’s wrong with her?” I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Mr. Lu, Wu Yu’s body has been found by the police and you can go to the morgue to identify her. I’m sorry.
After that, I turned away.
Didn’t see his face.
On the seventh day after his death, Wu returned from abroad.
His parents found no contact with Wu Yu and reported it.
The police found me through clues and I told them what happened.
At the same time, I received an e-mail from Wu Yu, who told me she was gone, don’t miss her too much, and then give me the password for her rental, please, and I’ll give her the suicide note.
She said that she had written me a very detailed recipe and would like to eat her food later and learn to do it.
I’ve had her pickles and pickles in the fridge for a long time.
She hasn’t called me for so long. I had a feeling.
She died on such an ordinary day.
Didn’t tell anyone, including me.
I’m a major in medicine, because the eggs and bean sprouts in their school canteen are delicious, and I order one every noon, and I sit on the table and eat.
I’ve always had a diet problem.
It’s been a long time, she’s noticed. She’s always looking at me.
Then she broke her bike and I went by and fixed it for her, and we met.
She probably thinks I’m poor enough to eat only one meal a day and only one pancakes.
So every time I order two meats on purpose and pretend like I can’t finish it, please let me share it with her.
I’m happy to see her perform and be with her for a long time.
Up until the following week, she was carrying a bag of fruit snacks, saying that the girls in the dormitory wanted to lose weight.
I couldn’t bear to wear a brand name and carry a Prada triangle to see her.
I’m sure the kids know each other.
She looked me in the eye and pointed at my bag.
Her face has changed, and she probably thinks it’s from the mountains, but she’s afraid of hurting my self-esteem, and she says, “It’s nice. I’m sorry.
The more I laugh in my heart.
She’s always liked it.
And when I die, leave me half of my legacy.
I can’t help but laugh at the numbers I got from the bank.
Laughin’, sittin’ down on the floor, covering’ up your eyes.
It should have been confirmed at the morgue.
When you came out, your fist was holding tight, and you looked like shit.
I’m a doctor. I know what it looks like.
It’ll probably keep him alive.
The police handed over to him the cell phone found on the stone and left some electricity.
It was easy to guess when the cat she raised as a child died.
As many of her passwords were Mom’s birthday.
This girl, she’s so stubborn.
Perhaps because her mother died early, she told me to cherish every family.
That cat was her family.
She also said I was her family.
Idiot.
When the screen is up, the curtains are shown in the circle of friends.
He and Zhao Yi watched fireworks in England, and the picture was full of romance and beauty.
The last thing she saw before she died was this.
How would she feel?
I’m not sure what I’m talking about.
A few days later I was suddenly found.
He asked me when she found herself sick.
I said, “The day you proposed to her. I’m sorry.
“On the day of the proposal?” I’m sorry.
“Yeah. I looked at him on the back of the chair, and I looked at him, “But what you said, you didn’t want to marry her, just what Mom and Dad wanted. I’m sorry.
He seemed to understand something, and his eyes were red, “No wonder. I’m sorry.
“No wonder what? “No wonder she was so upset. I’m sorry.
It can be seen that he’s not in a very good state of mind recently, that the whole person has lost weight, has a small voice, has a slight desire to hear a negative answer, “Did it hurt her at the end of her life? I’m sorry.
I kept smiling, “Mr. Lu, she got brain cancer. People with advanced brain cancer experience severe headaches, dizziness, and symptoms of frequent nausea and vomiting, which sometimes obscures things and often falls when a person lives. After the transfer of cancer cells, she could not even describe the specific part of the pain because it was all over her body. She couldn’t take it. She chose suicide. I’m sorry.
“She asked me to tell you that she did not suffer much when she left. I’m sorry.
I looked down on him, “But I can’t stand you hiding in the drum. I’m sorry.
What were you doing then?
Watching fireworks with Zhao Yi?
“Oh, yes, one time you went out with Zhao Yi and three of her people, and she had a headache in a shop, she had a nosebleed in public, so she went to the bathroom to feel better before she came out. I said, “She called me, but I didn’t get it. I’m sorry.
They look up to me, and they look at me with incredible eyes.
I laughed, “But you’re obviously more worried about Miss Zhao’s cold than she is. I’m sorry.
It’s hard to look back.
The nurse knocked on the door, “Dr. Rowe, the patient’s family is looking for you. I’m sorry.
I crossed him, went out.
Parents who land at the outside gate.
Lu’s mother’s eyes were red and bruised, and her father’s help was needed to keep her steady.
“You’re the doctor in charge of Yu and her friend. Can you tell us that Yu really has cancer? “Why didn’t you tell us? I’m sorry.
I was so busy holding her arm, “Aunt, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“How sad she was when she was left alone for the last few days. “Lou’s mother said the tears were coming back.
“Don’t be so sad, Auntie, the medical treatment is so well developed, Wu Yu hasn’t suffered much. It was a relief for her that she chose to jump into the sea because she did not want to live on drugs and instruments every day of her last day. She didn’t want to see you feel sorry for her, so she didn’t tell you. I’m sorry.
“Is that so?” I’m sorry.
I noded, “She said she wanted to remain in your memory as she was beautiful and healthy. I’m sorry.
My mother murmured, “She ended up thinking about my high blood pressure, asking me to take my medication on time, to check regularly, and saying she’d let her uncle supervise me not to drink.” I’m sorry.
“Even the day she left, my Yu called to care for me. * She sits in a chair in the hallway of the hospital, and she cries, “I don’t hear anything wrong with her…”
Stand by, he knows the truth.
That’s why it’s painful.
Same as me.
18. Extraterrestrial — time and time
One.
The first month after Wu Yu died.
Sometimes I forget that.
In the morning I woke up in a familiar bed, and I instinctively looked to the pillow and tried to push her feet off me.
But it was empty.
It’s empty.
She’s gone.
It won’t be here anymore.
It took me a long time to remember that, in her last days, she would hardly have bothered me like that.
A week later, I gradually recovered my senses. I gave you up on the British project, and my parents were dying because of Wu Yu’s death, and I needed to stay in the country and look after them every day between the company and the parents.
And Wu Yu’s house was locked up and hung at an intermediary for sale.
There’s nothing to run from. She cleaned up the house and left nothing about her.
Oh, she left a stupid bear.
What else is on the note for Zhao Yi.
I remember, she seemed to say I looked like this bear.
I have some sarcasm. Is this for Zhao Yi?
I threw it in the yard with an unknown anger.
One day, Mom suddenly said, “Let’s go see where I am going. I’m sorry.
Turning to Wu Yu, her eyes are red again, “I’ve been dreaming about the sea, probably I’ve been wanting to see me. I’m sorry.
After all this shit, Dad looked at me.
I got Mom a chopstick, “I can have the driver drive you there. I’m sorry.
Mom looked at me, “Why don’t you go see Yu? I’m sorry.
“It’s just a sea, and I’ve been afraid of it. I’m sorry.
Dad noded, “When I was a kid, I couldn’t even go to Sea World. Forget it. Let’s go. I’m sorry.
On television, Canada is now a beautiful aurora, and the night sky has injected an unpredictable fluorescent green paint.
I stopped looking, packed the chopsticks into the sink and opened the tap.
Mom picked up a shell from the beach and put it on the bedside.
Dad said that she was calling her name and that the shells were carried to her feet as if she had given it to her.
Beyond that, life is normal.
Two.
Zhao Yi coughed during the meeting.
I looked up to her, “Get out. I’m sorry.
Zhao Yi stopped and everyone was surprised to see me.
She was very busy saying she was sorry and left the room in a hurry with her mouth covered.
I take my sights back and the staff on the signboard continues to show ppt.
Zhao Yi hid in the tea room to shed tears, and I walked in silently and poured her a cup of coffee, “Beware of the mood at the company.” I’m sorry.
Zhao Yi’s hand reached out, and there’s something wrong, “Thank you, boss. I’m sorry.
I was just about to leave with my coffee and suddenly I heard her say, “I’m not crying about what happened at the meeting. I’m sorry.
She said, “I just remembered the last time I spoke to Wu Yu, she bought me medicine and told me to eat this cough faster. I’m sorry.
“She must have hurt too. I’m sorry.
“You know what, boss? When Wu Yi saw you pull me out of the car, her face was so sad, the kind of girl to understand. I’m sorry.
“I think she’s misunderstood. She always thought that it was me you wanted to save first after the accident. I’m sorry.
I stomped.
At that time, Wu Yu’s leg was under the wheel with a deformed head and her face was white.
Zhao Yi moaned in the back seat. I got out of the car and helped her out.
She was scared and unconsciously grabbed my clothes.
I pacified her with two words, and she was as awake as a dream.
I’ll have the roadman call an ambulance for us.
Then she went to see Wu Yu, and she was stuck tight, and I tried to put the driver’s seat down on her back and make room for Wu to pull out her legs, but the seat control button went wrong and had to clear the glass fragments that had been inserted into the wound for help.
She was usually afraid of a man in pain, but she didn’t say anything.
Keep staring at my broken arm and say she’s fine, really.
But then she came to the hospital and she cried out in red.
That’s when I realized that I might not be as trustworthy as Roque.
Zhao Yi whispered, “But I know that you helped me out first so you could put down your back and give her room, right? I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer.
At night, I saw a push on my phone. How painful is it to jump into the sea?
Some share their own experience in the comment area, regret it, struggle it, but there’s no turning back, despair, the feeling of breathing but sucking the sea into their lungs, the pain of the respiratory tract…
I’m not finished.
After that day I began to sleep all night, when I couldn’t sleep, cooking, cleaning, ironing every dress.
Mom got up early and saw a big table, surprised.
She tasted it, her eyes were red, and it tasted like Ike. I’m sorry.
I put a piece of red meat in my mouth, and the familiar taste was filled with lips, and there was a sad emotion in my heart, as if it triggered memories in my mind.
I never cooked before.
Why can you make a taste like her?
I suddenly realized that I had done everything Wu Yu had done.
Every one of these is her insomnia habit.
3
A few days later, the agency told me that the house had a customer profile and asked when I could sign the contract.
I went back to the villa before.
Without her stuff, the house was empty.
The childish fresco is gone, the doll pillows on the couch are gone and the green vegetation she raised on the balcony is removed.
Including the wedding picture we took during our trip.
There’s only cold and simple homes left.
I was standing there, suddenly trying to find the traces of her life.
But nothing.
I’m looking everywhere, but everywhere.
Where’s the bear?
I rushed to the corner of the yard, but the bear was long gone.
Maybe the cleaners took it as garbage.
I lost the last thing she left me.
I went home and found the clothes that she had bought for me, laid them on the bed, and lay on top.
I didn’t mean to sleep, but I did.
There’s a soft breath in the ear, like a kitten, and this feeling is unprecedented.
The door is open, there are footsteps.
I woke up and walked out of the room and down the stairs.
The moment you see a man, you have a heart.
Come to the agency.
He was a little surprised to see me with his client, and he said, “Mr. Luk is here. I’m sorry.
I covered my eyes and took a deep breath, “I’m sorry, I can’t sell the house. I’m sorry.
I went to see Roki.
Asked him about Wu’s last residence before he died.
He looked at me for a while, and he smiled, and he said, “That house I bought, don’t think about it. I’m sorry.
Oh, my God.
He stood up and stepped in front of me, and he said, “I know you’re looking for her, and I want to know how her last days were, and you don’t have the chance. I’m sorry.
I was silent for a while, looking up at him, “I’m really jealous of you. I’m sorry.
“You’ll never know better than I do about her. I’m sorry.
“Jealous of her injury, the first thought was that you weren’t me. I’m sorry.
“I was the only one she relied on before you showed up. I’m sorry.
Luo Chi smiled, “It’s because you don’t deserve it.” I’m sorry.
4
I went back to the villa.
But since that day, I can’t feel her breath anymore.
I’m starting to remember a lot.
My mother was dissatisfied with Zhao Yi and afraid that I would be with a girl like Zhao Yi, so she tried to set me up with Wu Yu.
The other day, I had a little drink with my friend and she came home and suddenly came into my house.
Just like a wet rabbit in the rain, with his eyes red, he knew nothing, and he dared to unbutton me.
I was thinking about that moment.
Look, Mom and Dad wanted her to be with me, and she really came.
That night, she should have been scared, shivering and then crying.
Then I proposed to her.
Her face was complex, surprised, hesitant, suspicious.
And none but joy.
So I thought she didn’t want to marry me.
That’s why I said that every time I remember, I repented for my pain.
I didn’t think that was a word for words.
The next day, I went to the study and tried to sort out something important, and I saw a thick book in the corner of the shelf.
I turned it around, and before Wu Yu came, my childhood was really lonely, and most of the time I was alone in painting.
When she came, I used the book as a diary.
The records are all about her.
The university turned to this book and wrote two more.
I’m going to put it back in a book and suddenly I’m looking at a new writing on the back: I’m sorry.
It’s Wu Yu’s handwriting.
Suddenly my hands were shaking.
She saw it?
Did she kill herself because she saw this diary?
I’ve been asked to be a standard person since I was a kid.
So the girl who felt that she was adopted by her family took away care and love. I hate her and I don’t want her to show up, but I want to act like a good brother, take care of her and protect her.
My parents didn’t allow me to have a temper, nor did they allow me to have a heart. When I was a kid, I just broke a toy, and they looked down on me.
Then I met Zhao Yi and I found something in common with her.
She had a son-in-law mother, her brother’s blood cancer, who had no money to treat her, and she volunteered to be taken care of by a married man who asked the man for money to give her to her brother to treat her.
One time she called her family, and I saw her hanging up in the middle of the day, and it was better to die.
She turned around and saw me. She was shocked and didn’t know how to explain it.
Her brother was dead, she was relieved and separated from the man.
There were rumours at the school that pictures of her and that young man entering and leaving the hotel were everywhere.
She explained it was Uncle, nobody believed it.
Such a girl, who is not well-known, comes closer to a man, and there is a scandal.
This time I’m the scandalous lead man.
The moment my mother accused me, I suddenly got tired.
Tired, tired.
She said she’d rather I was with Wu Yu, and I laughed, “You like it, you marry yourselves. I’m sorry.
My mom slapped me.
Wu Yu is behind me, trying to talk, afraid to say it.
“How did they know about Zhao Yi and my parents so far away? I looked down on her, and I looked down on her, and I said, “Did you just force me with my parents? I’m sorry.
Wu is worried to explain not her.
And it wasn’t her.
Just a professor from school who knew my mom.
But I didn’t apologize to Wu Yu, and I didn’t want to see her.
She was surrounded by a man, a big medical roach.
I’ve never seen her so interested in any opposite sex.
He eats with him in the cafeteria every day at noon, and is happy to see him with a big bag of snacks, and even when he’s shopping, he asks me, what kind of razor do you guys use?
I asked her why.
She said to me, to help the roommate.
In fact, I saw her handing her a razor with a bag of fruit, and I touched him with his chin, so he could be a little more refined.
That moment, that anger, even me.
Perhaps my refusal to accept her in those days and my unwillingness to take care of her against her will has been sharpened by her.
From the moment she was holding me in tears because of that dead cat, I realized I wasn’t so tired of her.
She’s the only place I can breathe in this house.
But she didn’t know how hard I was, how hard a childish little boy could be.
She thought I hated her until she died.
She thought I loved Zhao Yi until she died.
What was she like when she wrote those four words?
All the pains that were deliberately hidden, all those that were deliberately avoided, those details that I hurt and failed her, and that she alone endured the pain and the fear of death brought about by cancer, pouring into my body.
And We were kneeling on the earth, holding on to it, strangling and weeping like a child.
4
I finally went to the sea and I never dared to come.
I was afraid I’d remember her when she died.
I stood by the coast, and salty sea winds blew my face, and blue waves swayed, giving me a disgusting sense of dizziness.
Since I was six years old, when the waves swept away and almost drowned, I’ve had fainting.
And Wu Yu died in the sea.
The waves lick my feet like they lead me to a deeper place.
Step.
Two steps.
The last scene she saw before she died was a picture of my fireworks in a friend’s circle.
I just felt that those pyrotechnics were like the aura she wanted to see.
But I didn’t think Zhao Yi would give me a compliment.
Then in her heart, it became romance between me and Zhao Yi.
When the sea level was getting closer to me, a phone call woke me up.
When I came back, the sea had flooded my waist.
I picked up the phone, it was my mom.
I answered the phone, so she wouldn’t hear the wind or the waves. I’m sorry.
My mother’s voice was dull: “I fell on the floor when I slept, woke me up, and suddenly I wanted to call you. When are you home? What do you want at night? I’m sorry.
Shell?
I’ll do it.
Yeah, she and her favorite family need me to take care of.
“What’s that noise on your side? Are you on the beach?” My mother’s question.
“None. “I’ll be right back. I’m sorry.
5
A few days later.
I got a call, and the voice was a little hesitant, “Hey, it’s me. I’m sorry.
“There’s something I need to tell you. I’m sorry.
“We were at the tavern. We might have met her sister-in-law. She was so skinny. I’m sorry.
“We drank too much and suddenly started talking about you. I’m sorry.
“11 The kid got out of your drunk talk with him in England. He said you’re tired of being with your sister-in-law and tired of things like that. I’m sorry.
“Then I heard about your sister-in-law’s death, and I felt so bad that I wanted to go or decided to tell you about that day. I’m sorry.
Hang up the phone and I’ll look down.
So that’s why she decided to leave.
She’ll never know that I came home to propose to her.
Indeed I am bored.
I’m tired of standing behind them and eating unmargined vinegar, of our beauty, of each other.
I wanted to ask her if she’d marry me and if she’d marry me in England.
But she took everything away and broke up with me.
I always thought she liked roach.
She and Rocchi have been friends for 10 years.
If it wasn’t for me, if it weren’t for my parents, they would have been together long ago.
So she mentioned the moment she broke up with me, and I took it for granted that she left me to be with Roki.
It was at this point that I realized how much disappointment she had accumulated with me.
That time Zhao Yi had a cold, I put her on a coat.
I didn’t see the shadow in Wu’s eyes, but I ignored it.
Because I met her at the stadium the night before, and Rocchi made the ball, and she cheered.
That moment, I was jealous.
My hand can no longer play basketball because of the nerve damage, and she went to see others.
Her legs held my arm soft, and I even mocked her.
In order for me to compromise, she often pretended to be ill when she was a child.
But I should know that since she lied to me that time, she never dared to joke about her body, even when she was really sick, to tell me.
While I was looking after Zhao Yi, she was alone in the pain caused by cancer.
Rocchi was right.
I don’t deserve it.
I can’t even die with her.
She should hate me.
So in her last words, she took all of us into account, except for me.
(concluded)
Case number: YXX1ogBkaKt5DMkp1sdPdj
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
