For the first time in college, he went to a club and met his neighbour’s brother who disappeared a year ago.
He’s holding two nice women in cool clothes, like a second-rate.
And when I was seen, my eyes were flashing through my chest, and yet another whisper.
Then he put me on the corner of the wall, his finger on my lips, and he leaned down and asked me to call his name.
I am.
He’s not my Zhou Yi.
One.
I met Zhou Yi in the dark hallway.
Nighttime is the largest entertainment complex in the city, with mixed population.
Roommate Lutin had a birthday and booked a box at night.
I came too late to call the room number and hear the laughter of men and women coming out of the hallway.
A few people appeared at the end of the corridor, and I tried to avoid them, but when I saw the face of one of them, I stopped.
I’ve dreamt and woke up a thousand times and lived with me for more than a decade.
A year ago, the police concluded that the rate of death in the river –
My horse, Zhou Zhou Zhi.
Two.
I blinked hard.
Again and again, I don’t think of him as someone like him.
But blinking, tears are falling.
Because I would never be mistaken.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhui Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhui Zhou Zhou Zhui Zhu Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu is 80 percent of my brief 18 years of life.
I’m the closest person besides my parents.
It’s me who’s been in love for a long time.
After he disappeared a year ago, there was no news.
I never thought I’d meet him in this situation.
Two beautiful women in cold clothes, with one left and one right in their arms.
Maybe I’ve been watching for a long time, and I’ve been seen by strange men.
“Where did you end up in debt?” I’m sorry.
“You’re about to cry. I’m sorry.
The eyes on the opposite side, and the eyes on me, were just a moment, and then fell on my chest, and then I looked in the eyes, and said, “Do I see the skinny girl?” I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou didn’t say that.
But this man clearly is him.
I bit the lower lip and looked at him with my cell phone: “Can I add a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit? I’m sorry.
He looked at me and laughed.
“Don’t. I’m sorry.
And then my eyes fell on my chest, and there was a bit of regret in the tone: “Eatless.” I’m sorry.
The man next to him laughed.
3
The man before me, and the Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi, who was with me for over a decade, is like two extremes.
Or like two souls under the same skin.
Zhou Zhou Zhou never said such a thing.
He’s too good.
Like a warm jade.
And I’m so lucky.
Qingmei is here with him.
The year of the sophomore year.
I asked Zhou to make an agreement.
I hope he picks me up the day he finishes his exams.
The wide scarf covered my tiny red earlobe so that he could not see my care.
Zhou Zhou knew to smile at me, and Dan didn’t answer, but raised his hand and rubbed my hair.
New Year’s bells are approaching.
Fireworks full of firecrackers.
I thought the noise was too loud, so I had to put my feet in his ear.
Zhou Zhi. I’m sorry.
“On the day after the exams,
“You pick me up, okay? I’m sorry.
The firecrackers are really loud and loud.
I can’t even hear myself.
But I still heard the one where he was attached to me, solemnly and intimacy:
“Good. I’m sorry.
But he did.
And I stood in a crowd, blinded by it.
All the noises and noises came to me from all directions.
He didn’t come.
All the expectations were frustrated.
And when I knocked on his door, I saw his parents, who were ten years old.
And the bad news they told me in red eyes.
4
But I never wrote.
I think he just disappeared.
Maybe one day I’ll meet him at a corner or a convenience store.
Or, one day he suddenly came up and said he was hiding.
Zhou Yi knew the group was gone.
I didn’t add his wiss.
I was in the hallway when Lu-ting found me.
She grabbed my shoulder and shook, “Jonning? I’m sorry.
Shen Jonin! I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong? I didn’t answer the phone. The room is right there. I’m sorry.
“Why are you crying?”
She’s in a hurry and suddenly she’s feeling sorry: “I didn’t hear you in the box.”
“No,” I looked, “I’m fine. Go inside, don’t delay your party. I’m sorry.
The atmosphere in the box is hot.
I sat down in the corner and saw Lu-ting’s room number on the phone, and she called two of them.
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Ning, are you used to college?
I’ve been in contact with his parents since Zhou learned of his disappearance, like half their daughters.
The typist’s hand is all right, and I remember the laughter of the guy turning his head, and it’s so light and so loose.
It’s still not said.
– Good auntie.
– You and Uncle, be careful.
5
The people in the box are so high.
I followed them for a moment, but I was distracted.
Go out to the bathroom.
It’s quiet in the hallway.
I’ll follow the sign to the toilet.
And suddenly he heard a scuffle of clothing.
The sight appeared before me unexpectedly.
The woman who was held down by a man pushed away the man in front of her, and the voice was so sweet: “Someone came. I’m sorry.
The man laughed twice, and turned back, “You’ll hurt…”
His words disappeared in the middle of the road, and the lips were covered with women’s red lipstick.
It’s the face that rejected me.
I looked at the red on his mouth and it was pale.
“Go back to the room.” I’m sorry.
The woman in his arms was wearing a dress with a good figure.
Words just glanced at me and smiled and said, “Okay.”
I’m cold.
I can only look at their backs and walk away.
The footsteps are like full of lead.
Until they disappear at the end.
Six.
It shouldn’t be.
My Zhou Zhou Zhou knows as much as the moon.
“Ninning.” I’m sorry.
When I was young, I called out to his brother, and every time he stood by the school door with his school bag on his back, I cried out, “Big brother!” I’m sorry.
Then he said to his teacher, proudly and proudly, “Brother has come for me.” I’m sorry.
“Bye, teacher. I’m sorry.
When I grew up, I was in a state of rebellion and I called him by his full name.
Zhou Yi Zhi! You don’t tell my mom. I’m sorry.
Zhou Xian, I was wrong. I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi, what should we do?
He’s never upset. Touch my head. Help me with all the mess.
Zhou Zhi. I’m sorry.
“Will you always protect me? I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
The young man was wearing a white shirt, he was out of shape, he was up in the wind, and I snubbed, but I couldn’t see his face on the front seat of the bike.
His voice was clear and clear: “I am Ning’s brother.” I’m sorry.
“Of course, to protect Ning Ning for life. I’m sorry.
No way.
I’m not just gonna be your sister.
I hold his waist in anger while my mouth is flat, but I do not speak. I’m sorry.
It’s actually flat and unobstructed.
He’s in shape, laughter spills out of his chest, but he doesn’t dispute it.
“Good. I’m sorry.
And then I started having long hairs, wearing nice little skirts, and called him my brother.
At that time, Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou had gone to university outside the country and had returned with little time.
The shoulder is long and has grown to look like the top of the sky.
There was a bit of coldness between the eyebrows, but when they saw Us, they all melted away, but they laughed.
I’ve been moved for years.
In the days of seniors, he looked up at the moon at night, thinking of holding on for a while, if only he had survived.
And I will give the best of results, and stand before him, and turn to him concerning the hearts of my teenage girls for decades and all their sourness.
Tell him I like him for a long time.
I’ve got a new incentive to face these boring and cumbersome topics.
But the man I met today.
Not half what he used to look like.
7
They were gone when I tried to catch up again.
I won’t give up.
I want to see him again.
Amnesia is good.
At least make sure he’s the one who let his parents know that Zhou Zhou Zhi knew he was still alive in the world.
I didn’t ask for his contact, and the only thing that had anything to do with him was “night.”
So I took the dumbest way.
Go to Night’s.
I saw him again.
This time, he and a couple of men were smoking together, surrounded by three or four people, and were vicious.
Suddenly I was afraid to go back.
The last man saw it.
He started to laugh, and he told Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng.
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He changed his face, pulled a little smile, reached out to the waist of a woman and brought a man into his arms.
The woman fell in his arms.
And I stood in the corner and watched them go into the box laughing.
And in that moment, I saw the face of a woman with a threat.
Like a poison rose.
I was sweating in my wet back and I was breathing against the wall.
7
Until I washed my face with bathroom water.
I seem to have found a sense of truth in the chaos.
He’s not Zhou Yi.
He’s Zhou Zhengwei again.
Zhou Xian knows that the sun is heaven, always gentle, always warm.
But more than a year of his disappearance was like heaven, and it was so split.
The bathroom door was suddenly opened.
I have a young and beautiful face in the mirror.
The waves spread over her shoulders and her face was too thick, like a colored face.
It was that woman.
She picked the frown.
“You?”
The expression flashes through the shadows.
I turned around, right in her eyes.
The woman stepped on a dozen centimeters of heels and walked a few steps towards me and fell on top of me.
“Get away from him. I’m sorry.
The sight of her is in Our breasts, a scorn and contempt, as she knows.
“Do you really think Brother Zhu will like you? I’m sorry.
She snuffed her lips and smiled with contempt and pride.
It’s like laughing at me.
But I just grabbed the word in my speech, and it seemed like this moment of illusion and reality, and I found the mouth of a pound of emotion.
“What do you call him?”
My voice is a little squeaky. She doesn’t seem to hear it.
“What’s his name?”
“You just called him brother-in-law.”
I looked her in the eye, like the drowning man grabbed the last straw, with the crying question:
“You tell me…”
“Who is he?”
Isn’t he, is he Zhou Yi?
The familiar name is stuck in my throat. I didn’t say it.
I scared the people in front of me and pushed me down.
The small space makes the sound of dreary and heavy, and the tail vertebrae hurts, and I fall on the ground.
This woman, Song Qiang, stepped in front of me and bowed in front of me.
The sweet smell of perfume mixed with the disgusting smell.
“You don’t even know who he is, little sister. I’m sorry.
“Please leave him alone. I’m sorry.
“Or else…”
“I don’t know where I ended up dead. I’m sorry.
And the tails of the last sentence fall on the earth, as though it were ice, and thrust into my heart.
The voice was still there and the door was opened again.
The master of the conversation broke into the small room in breath, and in the moment I saw my face on the ground, I saw his irritating face cold again.
But it was only a moment when he pulled Song’s waist, pulled out a piece of money, put it in her breast coat, and laughed: “You are not needed today.” I’m sorry.
“Have a taste. I’m sorry.
I saw her face change in a moment, and I said, “No.”
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Song was choked, looked back at me, turned against the light, and I couldn’t see her face.
And quickly turned back and took off his heels in his hand and left.
8
There’s only two of us left in the room.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi bends over and stretches out his hand and pulls me in my arms.
I hit him in the chest, but I didn’t hear it, and I was thrown against the wall.
Cold marbles on the back, restless hands on the buttons on my chest, and the bathroom lights are dark and vague.
The cold came into me from the uncut neck, the cold wall continued to ingestion the temperature of the back, and the cold and the fear crawled all over me.
The tears of the flesh follow the instincts of fear and come out of their eyes.
The face near to the feet, familiar and strange.
Just a little scar right now.
It’s him.
It’s not him.
I couldn’t help but whisper the most familiar name ever.
“Shuchi brother…”
The hand to untie my clothes stops for a second, and the people in front of them hold their hands against my lips, and they squirm and pick on my eyes:
“The sound is so beautiful that it’s called the wrong person. I’m sorry.
“Let’s hear it from Brother Zhou. I’m sorry.
His words were like cutting open the knife of reality and fiction, and I woke up, and I pushed him hard, and I fought to the death, and my hand accidentally pulled the button off his shirt.
The large scarlet is held on the naked skin, piled up with signs of increase, and a flower comes out below his heart.
A flower that draws the flowers of life.
I stayed, and my hands touched his arm, tiny, rough needles touched his fingertips.
I feel like I’ve been burned, and I’m pulling back.
Not him.
“You’re not him. I’m sorry.
“You’re not him. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know you. I’m sorry.
“Fuck off! I’m sorry.
Tears fell off.
“Recognize?”
The people across the street have lazy voices, their fingers go to a tearball on my face and their lips laugh.
He bowed his head, the hot air sprayed on my neck and his hands slipped into my waist, bringing with him a chill.
“It’s late. I’m sorry.
Once again, the door of the bathroom was knocked open, and the man with a sore face pulled his foot back, and the hand stood between my waist.
“Li Chi, why are you so fucking anxious? I’m sorry.
“Mr. Song is looking for you. I’m sorry.
“Will you die if you don’t? I’m sorry.
I hear the anger in the tone, the twilight of my body.
And he came a step closer and saw my face, and suddenly he smiled, and suddenly he turned and said,
“Isn’t it Xiao Shui?”
“I thought you weren’t interested in little girls. I’m sorry.
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The man yelled at me again, and he laughed and took over.
And when they left, he turned his back and drew out a bill and dumped it on me.
Fresh red banknotes spread half the way and spilled over.
It’s like falling.
It’s like sarcasm.
The bathroom door was shut.
I fell on the ground, and the dirty water was wet from my clean clothes, and I ignored it.
The moment when I was crushed, the hope was like a tree with a broken waist, and the blood came out of the hole.
Brutal.
And cruel.
And I kneeled on the floor, dazzling and shaking, to pick up the money that fell in the water.
One by one.
Mumbling.
He’s not Zhou Yi.
He’s not Zhou Yi.
It’s like convincing yourself.
It all fell on the ground.
Scatter into a bunch.
I finally collapsed.
He’s not Zhou Yi.
My Zhou Zhou knew that he had disappeared a year ago.
Maybe.
Never come back.
9
I didn’t go back to the night, back to school and continue my freshman year.
I look at the moon sometimes.
It’s just that I didn’t think I’d met Sung-gu again.
Lutin and a couple of roommates tried clothes at the mall, and I was distracted by my cell phone.
The milk tea that happened to be done, the little program came up with a message, and I left the store and wanted to bring it.
The sound of high heels in the mall is not a violation of peace, but I consciously look in the direction of the sound.
I just saw that familiar face with a couple of shopping bags and was proud of it.
She looked into my eyes, strangling her red lips and smiling and provocative.
“You don’t look so good, little sister. I’m sorry.
“Do you know what you’re doing? I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer.
Just looking at her face naked.
She felt that I had ignored her, that I couldn’t stand it, that I was angry and that I had to be beaten.
The palm crossed in front of me.
But not to my face.
She seems to be angry.
Step up and grab my hair.
The skin is sore, the body tears are hanging in my eyes.
“Come here. I’m sorry.
She pulled me into the bathroom.
The curious eyes of the roadmen were cut off with the door closed, and she pulled my hair back.
My body, my body, my head on the wall, just as I looked up at the face.
Get hit.
It’ll hurt.
10
The phone on the bar keeps ringing.
The curious eyes of the passers-by have fallen on me without a trace.
Song Jiu has gone.
I look at myself in the mirror, and I feel like I’m in the water.
Threads and drops down.
Eyes red enough to drop blood.
I don’t know how many times the phone rings have finally broken my spell.
“Where are you, Jonin? We haven’t seen you for a long time?”
“I’m here…”
My voice is so dumb.
Second floor… the bathroom. I’m sorry.
Lu-Ting was surprised to see me when they came.
I was surrounded by three men, and Luttin pulled out a paper towel to wipe the water from my face.
“Jonin, what happened?”
Roommate voice soft.
I can’t say.
Everything’s stuck in my throat, entangled in a thick line, sealed my vocal cords and blocked my throat.
I had to jump into Lutting’s arms.
The girl’s arms are soft and warm, she stretches her hands against me and gently slaps my back.
“It’s okay. I’m sorry.
“Jonin. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
When I was ten years old, I was stopped by seniors, pushed to the ground for no reason, and fell upon my feet.
The headman yelled at me.
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I stood around the street crying with his horn.
There is no complete word.
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“It’s okay. I’m sorry.
“Ninning. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, brother here. I’m sorry.
The streets are crowded.
I’ve found my place.
12
But now.
I can’t find Zhou Yi.
13
Song Xin’s disturbance, like the lake’s accelerator, soon returned to calm.
It’s just an unsettling vortex under the lake, and it’s still there.
I had a quiet life for more than a month, which coincided with the establishment of the weekends, and I picked out a delicious barbeque with a slight bias.
More than a dozen people on the table are pouring a new cup, the boss is drunk, his face is red, and he’s going to sing for you with a mineral bottle.
I sat on my seat and watched them go crazy.
The movement on his hands didn’t stop.
A glass of tummy.
“Jonning, your face is so red! I’m sorry.
I was surprised I drank a lot of wine.
Unfortunately, when it comes to that, the head is not very clear, and the body reacts faster than the brain.
“I’ll go outside and blow the wind.” I’m sorry.
When you’re on your feet, my friend grabs my hand, “Would you like me to accompany you?”
“No need. I’m sorry.
I shake my head, my ears are burning, “I’ll be right back when I wake up. I’m sorry.
The cold wind came out of the house and blew away a little bit of confusion in my head.
I sneezed, and I think the whole person’s awake.
It’s late. The streets are thin.
I went out, I took out my cell phone, I lit the calendar.
Deep fall.
It’s Zhou Yui’s birthday.
I’ve never been drunk before. I didn’t know it was that way.
But I’ve seen Zhou Yi Chi get drunk.
When he was 18, he had a big bar mitzvah.
A lot of classmates.
I didn’t know him, and I was afraid to live, and I stood on my balcony and looked in his yard.
But when the meeting was about to end, the beautiful girl pulled him to the side and made a statement in red.
The bold words sound red to me and lie down and hide in the balcony.
Heart beats like a drum.
It’s sour and unnamed emotional complexes, stuck in my chest.
I panic, but I don’t know how to react.
There’s a laughter downstairs.
And when it comes to silence, behold! We hear the name of the Qur’an.
“Ninning! I’m sorry.
I just got up and looked up at the young men downstairs like pine, and I couldn’t help but get into a huge galaxy.
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“Get down. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think about it. I ran downstairs.
The young man stood in the moonlight and suddenly, when he came to see me, he opened his hand and held me in his arms.
Liquor fragrance.
My face leans on his heart.
I can’t tell if it’s mine or his.
“Ninning. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“What do you think I made?”
“not known. I’m sorry.
Hold on to my power and let go of my eyes and smile for last week.
As if he who is gentle and polite on the Day of Resurrection were suddenly in a bad mood.
“Don’t tell you. I’m sorry.
I pretended to be angry.
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Like he’s played me a million times before.
I wish I was smarter then.
But I’m so stupid.
I was so well protected by Zhou Yi.
So,
I couldn’t read what he was smiling about that day.
14
I stood outside for a while, and the temperature on my face gradually faded.
I put my phone back in my pocket and I was going back to my classmates.
It’s not two steps, but it’s stopped.
A man with yellow hair put a hand on his partner’s shoulder and a hand choked a cigarette and looked at me with a bad smile.
The smell of smoke mixed with the smell of alcohol in front of me is disgusting.
“Sister, how many drinks can I have with you?”
The yellow hair picks the eyebrow, the eyebrows reflect the light flash.
“Sorry, my friend is waiting for me. I’m sorry.
I held the phone in my pocket hard and I looked down and tried to get away from them.
But it was stopped.
The other person turned his mouth and bowed his head at me: “Sister, I’m just trying to make friends with you, so don’t rush away.” I’m sorry.
“You’re so pretty. Do you have a boyfriend?”
Yellow hair suffocated the smoke and approached me, hippie face.
I stepped back and hit the wall.
They look at each other and move on.
No one around.
I press the button on the phone in my pocket, and when I press the fifth button, I can broadcast the emergency phone.
The closer they get.
I’m pressing to the fourth.
Heart rate speeds.
But I heard the sound of heavy objects hitting the body.
The next second, the noises of the scoundrels were mixed with the sound of the body falling down.
I untied my phone, saw a black figure from somewhere, entangled with three people.
Nice and clean.
They were all beaten down in less than two minutes.
The yellow-haired man was facing the earth, and he could not see his face, as if he had fainted.
The scolding and the commotion of the battle were stopped, and there was nothing but a cry in the ears.
He stood there without moving.
The hood is low.
I can’t see his face.
But I know who he is.
The moon is not bright tonight.
Roadlights are dark.
We’re standing there and nobody talks.
It’s only a metre away.
But like heaven.
I can’t move my eyes.
He’ll be gone in a second.
I’ve thought about it a million times.
If I see him again.
I’m gonna jump in his arms, hold him tight, cry for a while, then yell at him.
Ask him where he is.
Ask him why he didn’t come to see us.
Ask him why he didn’t say anything and disappeared for so long.
Ask him if…
Don’t want me?
Then wait for him like before.
Just touch my head.
I won’t be angry.
But I didn’t do anything.
I’m just standing there and my feet are like roots.
I know I shouldn’t cry.
So I bit my lips hard, and I forced all my tears back.
But the next second, a hat was on my head and the hood was pulled down and covered my eyes.
And We see not but the earth that is silent.
I don’t see Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng is angry.
He’s known since he was a kid. He’s gentle to everyone.
The only time I went to junior high.
It’s a little bit of a twat.
For the first time, a gentle man had a temper.
Put your hat on my head and block my sights.
“Don’t look. I’m sorry.
The next second, the fists and the sounds of the body go into the ears.
I looked at the ground.
Wait till all the voices disappear.
Zhou Zhou Zheng has come to hold my hand and the sound is as clear as usual.
Come on, Ning.
I didn’t ask anything. I just grabbed his hand.
I really thought that time.
Zhou Xian told me to protect me forever.
15
The sharp siren of the car sounded.
Too loud in the ear.
Big enough to make me think.
The phrase “take care of yourself” is just a fantasy of mine.
“Sister. I’m sorry.
“Sister”?
“It’s okay. I’m sorry.
There was a hand patting on my shoulder and handing me the ID.
“I’m a cop. I’m sorry.
“Sister…”
I took my hat off.
The man standing in front of him is a man with a national face, with a big eyebrow and a good face.
He’s gone.
If it wasn’t for the little punks who fell on the ground, it would be like my imagination.
And behold, the eyes of those before them were against me, and suddenly a sound was blown.
Because of me under the hat, I couldn’t stop crying.
I’ve never been angry with Zhou Yi.
I just hope.
Just hope–
He’ll live.
16
I thought I’d never get involved with Song, but I was wrong.
I went crazy looking for Song Chun.
She works in the night. It’s really good to find.
At least, on the fifth day, I succeeded in getting an opportunity to share a room with her.
Song Qian has lit a cigarette, which is already a sharp eyebrow and which is empty and silent.
It’s still aggressive.
“Didn’t you learn enough?”
I’ve always met her at the worst.
But I can’t.
I didn’t give a shit about her hostility, but I fell in front of her with a red eye.
She was scared, and she forgot her disguise, and she pulled me, “What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“Please. I’m sorry.
I don’t want dignity anymore.
No more faces.
Everything is nothing compared to Zhou Yi.
I’m afraid it’s too late.
“Please.”
“Let me see him again. I’m sorry.
“That’s all I see. I’m sorry.
“The last side…”
“I will never bother him again. I’m sorry.
“Let me see you again. I’m sorry.
“Please…”
Song Xin is my last chance.
“I will never bother him again. I’m sorry.
I can’t.
I just want to see him again.
I’m so scared.
I know Zhou Yi.
I know what that phrase means.
Song’s eyes are red too.
I saw tears falling from her eye.
She’s the last one left.
I think she saw other people through me.
“…good. I’m sorry.
17
Song Jun gave me the chance to dress me up as a waitress.
Bring me in at the party one day.
She’s got a very thick makeup on my face, which makes it hard to see.
People in the mirror are strange.
She grabbed me on the shoulder a little bit.
“Remember what I told you. I’m sorry.
“When you’re done, don’t look at it, don’t delay it. I’m sorry.
I’m in the same waiter team.
The box is on the ninth floor and there is a huge room in the room, which is so beautifully renovated that the people inside are somewhat alien to the house.
There was a game of placards with obnoxious language with accents.
Song smiled and said hello to the man who ran into us in the bathroom.
The man smiled, reached out and pinched her waist, looking bad.
I’m down.
The fragrance of the house has caused me a slight abdomen.
The man I’m looking for is sitting at the table, half-eyed, wondering what he’s thinking.
The waiter dropped his plate.
I stood behind his seat, and I put down my utensils, just a little tremor.
He’s sharp.
Just for a second, head up to my eyes.
I saw the anger in his eyes.
But he kept his lips tight and said nothing.
I heard Mr. Song is planning a big deal. I’m sorry.
The flour-headed man came up suddenly.
“Is Mr. Song ready to appear in person? I’m sorry.
Li Qian was half-eyed and didn’t talk to him.
Song Xin told me he’s not Zhou Xian, his name is Li Xian.
The man had no fun, he saw me on the side, and he was blindfolded.
The next second, he stretches out his hand and grabs my waist and takes it in his arms.
My plate is unstable, and it’s falling apart.
But almost immediately, he let go.
A glittering gun hit him in the head and a black gun flashed in the light.
“Bitch bones. I’m sorry.
Li Qian has raised his eyelids and has a hard look.
“And you can ask about Mr. Song’s whereabouts? I’m sorry.
I had a cold war.
A slight tremor in the down hand.
The man who’s been held hostage is scared and he’s whispering.
“Don’t be angry, brother. I’m sorry.
And another man came out with a bag of white powder and smiled with a smile: “We are all brothers, we have come together not to hurt our peace.” I’m sorry.
“I’ll calm down first. I’m sorry.
A strange smell came from nowhere, and I looked down to the table where I was playing cards.
But I saw them sit in a chair, one by one, in a state of discomfort.
Li Qian’s face changed.
And the next second, he kicked me in the face, and he was so angry, “Get the fuck out of here! I’m sorry.
“Take it easy, brother. I’m sorry.
Song Qian, hold my arm.
“I’m going to take this idiot out of here right now. I’m sorry.
She shot me in the head, and I bowed down and apologized and she pulled out of the box.
I didn’t look back.
The door was closed behind us, and Song Qin held my hand for a moment, but he did not let go.
Until the cameras can’t see.
She let go and turned her face down.
Shen Jonin. I’m sorry.
“You do what you say. I’m sorry.
“This is the last time. I’m sorry.
“Thank you. I’m sorry.
I bowed to her.
Fingernails stick tight into the meat.
Whisper when you turn around.
Just live.
I can’t see or see.
The door of the elevator shows the ugly face of Song.
But I just lost my eyes and left.
18
I’ve never been to the night again.
It’s like she never showed up.
I finished the first semester of the university, and until the end I was just walking between the dormitory, the school building and the library.
It’s just that sometimes I can’t sleep at night.
He kept looking at his cell phone, but he was blind.
Like I’m afraid of missing something.
Back home on vacation, there was a lot of snow going on in the north.
I dragged the suitcase and walked on the road carefully.
Go to the high iron station with two other roommates.
They’re happy to be coming home soon, to be reunited with their families, and they’ve been talking all the time.
The taxi driver smiled at us.
“On vacation, little girl. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah. I’m sorry.
Lu-Ting, with her cell phone, wrote to her parents: “Go back and show some sugar and orange.” I’m sorry.
The heat in the car drives people dizzy.
I looked out the window at the snowflake.
“This is a good year.” I’m sorry.
“The Year of Rachel. I’m sorry.
There was a lot of traffic at the station.
Everyone has a big bag in their hands.
The horses were walking through the halls of the station in haste and laughing.
It’s the way home.
I said good-bye to two roommates, towed my luggage to the checkpoint, rushed on to the car and left the luggage in the aisle.
My ticket’s by the window.
Sitting next to a woman with a child.
Her husband sits behind our seats, asking from time to time whether she is tired, and then let him hold her.
Women shake their heads laughing.
The kids in their arms blinked, happened to look me in the eye, and they smiled.
The woman turned the baby upside down and softly taught her: “Sister.” I’m sorry.
“Pretty sister. I’m sorry.
The baby blinked and squeaked like she was really screaming.
“We girls are smart. I’m sorry.
The woman was surprised to shout, “When she comes home, you have to remember to shout. I’m sorry.
I reached out and stabbed the baby in the face, she grabbed my hand and laughed.
The woman was a chat box, and it opened.
She said she had a daughter and her husband and wife were working outside.
This year, she took an early leave and wanted to go back and stay with her.
Speaking of which, the husband behind him gave me an apple.
“The apple is sweet, little sister. Try one. I’m sorry.
I shook my head and politely refused.
She doesn’t care. She laughs at the kids.
The train is headed south from north.
Stop and start again.
The people in the car are coming in waves and waves.
Speak in dialects that I don’t understand, in which there’s excitement and excitement.
Everyone’s planning a reunion.
I just stood up and looked at the darker view outside the window, and the smaller snowflake fell on the glass window and turned into a water mark.
I have no idea what I’m talking about.
It’s going to be the second year that Zhou Xian has not spent with him.
He was there for me.
I’m childish. I like fireworks when I’m a teenager.
He’s been with me every year.
I waved in the air with a fairy stick, and he lit it.
Don’t you know?
Every year when I’m swinging with fireworks, it’s all he’s left.
I’ve made countless promises and years with him.
But God didn’t hear.
19
The night outside the window is already deep.
The time on the phone jumped to 9:00.
The child in the woman’s arms is asleep.
The people in the car speak on their throats.
I didn’t eat for a day, and my stomach was disgruntled, and I was beating with my forehead.
“Hello, distinguished passengers.
The broadcast has given the car a live air.
This is the last stop.
We’re almost home.
The tone of people’s speech is high again.
I looked at the phone, and Lu-Ting sent a message asking me if I was home, and Zhou told my mother how long I’d been at the station.
I typed to answer, and people were shaking their arms and banging my arm.
The phone was hit on the ground.
“Sorry, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“No…”
The cell phone rings.
I’m like a scared cat. I took the phone off the ground.
The call is a bunch of strange numbers.
I didn’t hesitate to press the answering button.
It’s a familiar voice.
“Ninning. I’m sorry.
“I am…”
It’s loud.
It’s noisy inside.
It’s loud on the other side of the phone.
The conversations, the baby crying, the gunshots, the yellings were all mixed up.
But I heard that sighs exactly.
Wander.
And crushes my heart with a heavy weight.
I finally heard him.
“Age-old Ning. I’m sorry.
“Ninning. I’m sorry.
Almost instantaneously, the sound of the explosion sounded and pierced the eardrum.
The phone was hung up.
The world seems to be quiet for three seconds.
It’s back up again.
My phone fell on the ground.
And I was like a puppet with his hair pulled out, looking at everything around me.
Look out the window and see the view. We’re on our way.
Look at the people who are coming home to be together and laugh.
Look at the time of the end of the car, it’s a point closer to the year.
I just fell down and ran into the bathroom like an animal.
Strangling, spitting out the only thing in the stomach.
I can’t even spit in the end.
I still choked and threw up.
It’s like throwing out the heart that’s beating in the chest.
I know.
Zhou Yi is dead.
20
There’s never been anything in this world.
Only my Zhou Yi knew.
Clean and clean, like the sun.
He’s been with me for 17 years.
Says to protect my whole life.
I have been insomnia many times, praying only for God to keep him alive.
But after today.
There is no more in this world.
Last.
It’s really the last one.
Five years ago, Zhou Zhou told the police academy.
When I saw his first face, I began to wonder.
Song Jing dragged me to the bathroom the day my hair was pulled.
She didn’t hit me.
She’s undercover too.
On that day, she leaned against the wall and caught a lady’s cigarette in her hand, but she did not light it, but looked at it.
Weaknesses on the face, too, cannot cover up.
I reached out and held her.
She’s taller than me.
Just for a second, bow down and hold me back.
Shen Jonin. I’m sorry.
She’s dumb calling my name.
“I saw you once in Zhou Yi’s wallet. I’m sorry.
“Don’t come again. I’m sorry.
“He won’t want to see you. I’m sorry.
I know.
I should live in peace.
Pretend he never met.
But that night.
He put his hat behind my head.
Say that.
Take care of yourself.
That’s not a ding-ting.
It’s goodbye.
I made Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhui Qing Mei for 17 years.
One move, he knows what I want.
Same.
His tone, his eyes, his micro-expressions.
I understand everything.
Yeah.
If you don’t see him again.
Maybe I’ll never see him again in my life.
That’s why I’m begging Song Chun.
Because that’s probably the last one.
I got it.
I went back to school just like I said.
Behave yourself.
Just pretend to forget I’ve seen Zhou Yi.
But dreams come back at midnight.
I look at moonlight all over the ground.
Again and again and again.
Let Zhou Yi know to survive.
Let him live.
Just survive.
Just survive.
Whatever I want from him.
I’m with him all the way.
As long as he lives.
But.
God still doesn’t hear.
21
When that man found me, it was only a few days before New Year’s.
He came to the house in a police uniform, and a snowstorm had taken place in the south the previous few days, where no one had cleaned and had been trampled into mud.
There were huge red lanterns all over the street, and the Red Pyramid had already been placed at the door of the shop.
Kids are wearing thick cotton tampons, and they travel in the snow with friends, and sometimes laughs.
I’m just wearing a cotton shirt with my gloves, my hair is all over my face, and there’s no face.
“Ninning. I’m sorry.
“Can I call you that?”
I nod my head.
He seemed to laugh, tried hard to squeeze out a little, but was too ugly to give up.
“I am…”
When he opened his mouth, his voice suddenly became obscure, “I came to tell you…”
And Zhou Xian knew him
I didn’t hear what he said.
Just staring at his lips.
But I can still read his mouth.
I know.
I knew it.
The wound was cut open again with a knife.
Blood in the blood.
The snow went into my eyes.
My eyes are sore.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi said…
“You love to cry. I’m sorry.
“Let me take care of you more. I’m sorry.
But I don’t cry.
Don’t you know?
I’m not a crybaby.
I did not cry when I carried the water in the stairwell, nor did I cry when my leg broke in the third grade, and when he went undercover.
He used to cry in front of him because he’d wipe it off.
But I don’t have any tears.
Zhou Yi.
I’m not gonna cry.
22
But the snow is huge.
It hurts my eyes.
23
I knocked on the door with Chang.
He was wearing the uniform that Zhou Zhou Zhou used to wear.
Once the door opens, it’s Zhou Zhou Zhi’s mom.
Her forehead was much white, and she had a bag of candy, which was supposed to have just bought back from outside.
It’s hard to be home a little angry about New Year’s.
The sugar bag in her hand was smashed on the ground, making a huge noise, and the tanned candy was scattered.
The people in the house heard a noise and shouted, “What’s wrong, Arn? I’m sorry.
Zhou Xiaowei’s mom didn’t answer.
Her hands were covered in her mouth, shaking and looking at the uniform in her hand.
Dad’s footsteps stopped behind her.
The shovels in the hands of men also fell on the ground.
I stood behind Zhang and suddenly I couldn’t bear to see again.
The mother shivered her hand and took the uniform in his hand, and the next second, tears fell on it, leaving a dark pit.
She bowed her head with tears.
And he looked at Zhang Zhui, and he opened his mouth:
“We’ve known since we were kids…”
“Does everything at the top.” I’m sorry.
“This time…”
“Did he do it? I’m sorry.
Zhang Jing’s arms trembled, and I stood on the side and saw the tears of his eyes.
“Did it. I’m sorry.
One metre of a man crying like a child.
“Mother. I’m sorry.
“He did it. I’m sorry.
“He took first class. I’m sorry.
“He did a great job. I’m sorry.
“That’s good. I’m sorry.
“That’s good. I’m sorry.
A woman with red eyes.
“I knew it. I’m sorry.
“We know, we’ve always been a good boy…”
24
That night of New Year, there was another snowstorm.
Covers a lot of things.
After the New Year’s countdown, it is a new year.
Everyone is celebrating the New Year.
But my lover.
I’m still 24 years old.
He was left with this year.
Note
One.
The tombstones are clean.
No pictures, no names.
There are no bones in the grave.
But I went to see him a lot.
Two.
In the year of freshman year, I changed my profession.
I took the first trophy in my profession and turned to clinical medicine.
Medical students have a lot of books to learn.
At the end of the year I was living in a library.
The stacks of books are like a wall, trapping me.
But the moonlight fell before me through the cracks.
Like a long time ago.
I can’t figure out what it is.
Think of Zhou Xianchi waiting for me in the future.
I’ve got a new dynamic.
Nobody’s waiting for me now.
But my power is still there.
3
Zhou Zhou Zhi Zhi Zhi.
I recognized his parents as godmothers.
Godmother pulls my hand red and wakes up, and his voice chokes:
“Ning. I’m sorry.
“You’re not trapped. I’m sorry.
“I hope you’ll be all right. I’m sorry.
I know.
I know.
I know the people in the fireworks are looking at me.
I know what he wanted when he was 18.
I also know that the phone didn’t finish and the regret behind his lamentation.
I don’t know.
I’m not trapped.
I stayed myself.
4
Zhou Zhou Zheng knew the fifth year of his absence.
I graduated, became a doctor.
In white, running on the road with death.
I played home in the yard when I was a kid.
I’m arguing to be the wife of Zhou Xuan.
He rides a toy horse, breaks through “blocks” and reaches out to me.
“Your Highness, I have come to marry you. I’m sorry.
Childish and ridiculous.
I looked at the blank tablet.
Smile red eyes.
Zhou Yi.
I grew up.
When will you marry me?
5
Zhou Xian knows the seventh year left.
I have a reputation in the hospital.
The passing little nurse sent several cases to my office.
When I saw the scar, I had a nice mouth.
“How could there be such a person?”
“It’s crazy to go to the hospital and chop off people. I’m sorry.
“Dr. Shen’s such a pretty face. I’m sorry.
Sweat and sigh.
“But it’s better to have a little mouth. I’m sorry.
“I’ll recommend you a scar cream. It works! I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
She suddenly realized that I was a doctor, but you must know better than me. I’m sorry.
I laughed and didn’t talk.
The scar was left by a doctor a few months ago.
He held a knife and waved indiscriminately at people in the corridor.
The knife was close to pregnant women.
I pushed her and my face was scratched.
The man saw blood and for a moment was caught by a few men and pressed to the ground.
When the blood drops to my hand, the little nurse comes running for me with cotton screaming.
The scar was later.
A tiny one, under your eyes.
I looked in the mirror and I kept it.
“Why don’t you put it away?”
The little nurse blinked and asked.
I’m 24 years old.
The late middle-aged patient came to the door, and I answered her in a funny way:
“It’s a medal of honor. I’m sorry.
The little nurse looked me in the eye.
And then whisper:
“It’s okay not to drop it. I’m sorry.
“Sister Jonin still looks good. I’m sorry.
Six.
The little nurse at the hospital wants to introduce me.
It took me half a day to confess that my brother saw a picture of me and her on the phone.
Love at first sight.
I heard just laugh.
She came here to hold my hand, “Do you want to see Joanine, my brother’s a very good-looking man who works in a foreign company and has a family…”
“Most of all…”
“I want you to be my sister. I’m sorry.
I pinched her face.
The little girl’s face is full of glued protein.
But I refused.
“Why?”
She’s flat, “Don’t you want to have my lovely sister? I’m sorry.
Because…
I watched her laugh, “I have a lover.” I’m sorry.
Her eyes were shining, “Really? I’m sorry.
“How come I’ve never seen it?”
“You don’t want to deny my brother’s reasons? I’m sorry.
Of course not.
My love is a hero.
No names.
No identity.
Not even a hero.
Little girl didn’t wait for my answer.
But the snowflakes that fell out the window drew attention.
She opened the window, the cold wind came in, the snow fell on her hand and melted.
“Look! It’s snowing.
“How are your eyes red, Sister Jonin? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
“It’s too snowy. I’m sorry.
Extra: Long-term memory
One.
Zhou Xian knew of the first time I saw Shen Joning.
She’s still a little girl.
She was in her mother’s arms, staring at him with curiosity.
He couldn’t bear to stab her in the face and was drunk by his mother.
But she didn’t cry.
A little bit of teeth.
Shen Joning’s mother also smiled at him: “I’d rather love my brother.” I’m sorry.
“Bitch. I’m sorry.
Mom hit him in the head, “Don’t bully his sister. I’m sorry.
“Take good care of your sister. I’m sorry.
At that time, Zhou Zhou was just a kid.
He doesn’t really understand what the word “protection” means.
But look at the little group that smiled at him.
He’s still got his head in his head.
Then she grew up with him.
The girl in the dress sat in his back seat.
Ask him if he’ll protect her forever.
He did not hesitate.
And then he thought he’d keep that promise.
The next few years, ten years, even a lifetime.
He will keep that promise.
Not just as her brother.
But he did.
Shen Joning was pushed in a crowded crowd.
She looked everywhere for him.
They keep pushing people away.
They’ve been pushed down.
Stand up again.
Shouting his name.
She finally saw him.
Wept to him and wept.
Zhou Wei Wei Wei!
Just one last step.
He’s awake.
Two.
Two or three shots came out of the window.
When Zhou Zhou was coming down from his bed, he saw the river standing in front of the window smoking.
“Why are you awake?”
The man smiles back, and the silver ring on the unnamed hand of the smoke is flashed, and there’s nothing next to the ring.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng Zhi Zhi.
“Why aren’t you sleeping? I’m sorry.
“Thinking about her.”
The river stopped shaking and shivering ash.
Zhou Xian knows who he says “she”.
Lujiang’s girlfriend.
He hides and sometimes likes to show off.
It’s like you’re excited at the academy.
“My wife made me a cupcake. I’m sorry.
“My wife gave me a massage. I’m sorry.
“My wife said to me to try to save money and marry her. I’m sorry.
“Does she want to marry me? I’m sorry.
He shouted a circle in the dormitory, and a group of people came up and pushed him under, punching each.
When the river stops, he rises and falls into bed.
Turns out the picture in Zhou Yui’s wallet and smiles: “This little girl looks good…”
“But less than my wife. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi
The day of the undercover mission.
Lujiang stopped taking a call.
When I got back, the whole thing was stung.
Everyone laughed if his girlfriend dumped her.
It’s not like I’m going to stop.
It’s only half the night.
Comrade Cho. I’m sorry.
“Tell you the good news. I’m sorry.
“My wife promised to marry me. I’m sorry.
“When my undercover mission is over, I’m sorry.
“We’ll get married. I’m sorry.
Moonlight is full of bed.
There’s breathing around here.
The last sentence of the river is getting lower.
Down to the last word.
Zhou Zhou Zhi was silent for a long time.
“You’re married…”
“Remember to invite me. I’m sorry.
They’ve been undercover for six months now.
Together they were sent to the Golden Triangle, where they rioted every day, day and night.
There were gunshots, blood, drugs, dead bodies.
People die every moment.
Deaths from riots, from shootings, from drugs, from fighting for food and from the rise of gunmen.
It is only here that they can get a high-level appreciation and access the drug lord, Mr. Song.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhui Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhou has just recovered from his leg and is still weak.
It’s just a little bit of light from time to time looking out the window.
The sound of explosions and gunfire was immediately heard.
“Li Jin. I’m sorry.
He strangled the smoke in his hand.
The sound is slightly shaking.
“I’m married…”
“Are you really coming?”
“…”
“Yes. I’m sorry.
3
They survived.
The price is an eye and half a life.
The river stopped blinding an eye.
Zhou Zhou Zhui has lost half his life.
The bullet runs through the body, just a few centimetres from the heart.
There’s blood on the hospital bed.
Lujiang stopped to smoke one night outside the rescue room.
Zhou Zhou Zhi is confused.
I slept all night till I was 16.
I got sick in New Year’s.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou was in good health and had never been sick, but that year he was very ill, and he had a fever and could not rise up in bed.
My parents didn’t have much to do before they left home.
The whole thing’s burning.
When he was unconscious, someone put wet towels on his head.
Again, change him a new towel.
He had a good night’s sleep.
When I woke up, it was almost dark.
Shen Jonin took the new towel and saw him wake up and smile.
“You’re awake! Is there anything else wrong?”
In a hurry, he didn’t finish his speech and immediately poured him a glass of water.
“I also cooked porridge. I’m sorry.
“Did you not eat all day?”
Hot porridge sent to his bed.
“If there’s anything else wrong, let’s go to the hospital.” I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou has eaten a bowl of porridge.
Tastes good.
Shen Joning’s mom always said he was too sweet on her.
But the voice of the woman is full of pity: “Look at you, where will you find someone as good as your brother?” I’m sorry.
Shen Jonin made a face.
“Then I’ll marry Zhou Zhiqi. I’m sorry.
Knowing she was joking.
But the ears of Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi were still red.
Shen Jonin is not really sweet.
His Ning is always polite outside.
Only in front of him is different.
Zhou Zhou Zhi had another porridge.
I saw the girl blinking at him.
He suddenly thought.
If you can.
He’s willing to spoil her forever.
It’s just a white wall and a cold hospital.
He struggled to remember, but his chest was in severe pain.
“You’re fucking dying? I’m sorry.
Men come in fiercely, and the only good eyes are red enough to drop blood.
“Is this something worth fighting for? I’m sorry.
He was protecting Mr. Song’s car.
A line of blood came out of the golden triangle.
Cold water into the throat.
Cold air in the lungs.
Zhou Zhou Zhou knew he was looking at blood from his bandages.
Keep your eyes down.
“value. I’m sorry.
Get Mr. Song’s trust.
Value.
4
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhui has not recovered yet.
An exception was made for him to rest, and he ordered a ticket to Maldives.
The plane was not boarded.
He went to meet Zhang Jian.
A van full of black film parked outside the school.
Zhou Yi knew there were bandages on his hands.
Zhang To receive the U-disk.
“Why don’t you go outside and rest? I’m sorry.
“They trust you so much now, in no hurry. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi had not answered.
Time passes one minute.
A large number of people came to the school door and watched the school door in a state of anxiety.
Their car was parked far away, looking far away and seeing the back of the head under black pressure.
Everyone is anxiously awaiting the end of the last exam.
The bell finally rings.
School doors open.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu has a sharp eye
You can see the one in front of you.
Shen Jonin’s face is full of smiles and marches forward.
But running and stopping in the crowd.
She didn’t find her waiter.
Zhou Xian knew she was standing in the crowd, looking away.
The crowd is crowded.
She just stood there.
“Do you want to…”
“I called her over?”
Then Zhang opened his mouth and Zhou knew that his eyes were in the upper mirror.
The unhealed wound beneath the heart is in pain.
Good time.
He just shook his head.
5
Zhang Cheong took the car away.
“Called me here to meet her just to see her.” I’m sorry.
He deliberately wanted to have a lively atmosphere and looked up at him in the rear-view mirror.
Comrade Cho. I’m sorry.
“Who are you?”
The view outside the window is covered in black.
Quick flash.
Zhou Zhou Zhi watch.
Half a day to answer him.
“…is a sister. I’m sorry.
He whispered to his heart, years and years.
Sister.
Six.
Zhou Zhou Zhou knew that he had returned from the Golden Triangle and began to climb with his life.
He slowly, step by step, approaches the core of this drug cartel.
Everyone who sees him must call him Brother.
He’s got a scar right now.
People look like predators lock their prey.
He and the Luk River stopped and gradually reached the fork in the road.
One day he took his men with him.
The people across the street were lying idle on their chairs.
Throw something over.
Zhou Zhou won’t laugh:
“We do business, don’t touch this. I’m sorry.
The man brought with him raised his gun at him at once, almost simultaneously, and his men raised their guns.
There’s a two-sided confrontation.
But this man can’t be offended.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou bit his teeth and took the needle on the table and put it down on his arm.
Very good medicine.
Give him a moment of twitch.
It was just a moment before the needle was pulled out and smashed to the ground.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“The deal is settled. I’m sorry.
People on the couch can laugh.
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7
The longer you stay here, the more you want to climb up, the less you can keep clean.
Zhou Zhou has forgotten how much blood he’s had on his hands.
He was forced to become addicted.
When he had an attack, he locked himself in his room.
After the addiction had passed, one arm was bleeding and a drop of sweat from the forehead was thrown on the clothes, leaving a dark water stain.
The moonlight fell full of houses.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi was breathing like a dog.
And suddenly, he was suddenly,
I’d love to.
When the door was opened, the Lukjiang stood outside and looked at his eyes as complex.
Nobody talks.
Just stand still.
Until the river stops:
“You said…”
“If I get married, I’m sorry.
“You must come. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zheng knew that he had lit a cigarette in silence.
In the night, it’s gone.
It’s been a long time.
He just made a sound:
“…mmm. I’m sorry.
8
But the deal didn’t happen.
It wasn’t him who broke the contract.
It’s the river.
His identity was found.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhui Zhi was only able to find out from abroad.
The one-eyed man was kept in the basement.
The only good eye was blindfolded.
It’s gray.
The original nine fingers have been cut off five.
The silence was simply wrapped up.
The two legs below are like unsupported rags, all the skins on the legs have been stripped and the blood has been ticked to the ground.
For cattle to slaughter.
The man with the scar face leaned against the wall and spitted at him.
And yet again, with a lovely look:
“Do you want to play with me too? I’m sorry.
“Let him…”
“To live, not to die. I’m sorry.
Zhou Xian knows nothing to talk to.
He staggered his eyes and walked out.
The blood smell is still at the tip of the nose.
He lit a cigarette.
But no.
Keep burning to the end.
Mars landed at his fingertips.
He just closed his eyes.
He’s a loser.
You can’t even save your own brother.
9
That’s when Song Xin came to the door.
She’s undercover too.
I’m in charge of poaching in a mixed area.
But the situation is much better, at least in a safe place, than for them.
The woman grabbed him on the shoulder and swayed hard.
Say it!
“You tell me!”
“How did he lose contact?” I’m sorry.
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“You tell me…”
An undercover is missing.
What else can we do?
Song Qin’s silence is falling apart.
She fell on the floor.
Quietly.
Zhou Zhou didn’t hear what she said.
And suddenly she looked up to his eyes.
Crying and laughing, and the eyebrows spilling over.
“He said it. I’m sorry.
“He said,
“When the undercover mission is over,
“He will marry me.”
“Long River Stop.” I’m sorry.
“You’re a liar. I’m sorry.
10
Song Chun hasn’t cried long.
Then he grabbed his hand and asked him, “Is he alive?” I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi knew to close his eyes.
“There’s still a breath hanging. I’m sorry.
“Let me see him. I’m sorry.
“Let me see his last face. I’m sorry.
“Help me.”
The long nails pierced her arms and Zhou Yi knew that the flames were burning in her eyes.
“Let me see him.”
She’s going to carve her lover’s face into her bones.
She wanted to see for herself how her lover was being delayed.
She wants to remember this bitterness and watch them all go to hell.
“Good. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
The land is no longer visible.
It’s like an animal that’s scratched.
Show the blood of the flesh.
But he’s awake.
Song Siu’s eyes are red.
I’m afraid of being seen, I can only hide it.
Until they’re both alone.
She held Zhou Zhiqi’s hand tight:
“Give him a joy. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhi. I’m sorry.
“Give your brother a last ride. I’m sorry.
“…please. I’m sorry.
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The second the gun went off.
Song Xin looked at him and whispered:
“Thank you. I’m sorry.
12
He did a play.
No one suspects his motive to shoot.
Song Chun began to contact a drug cartel.
They go to nighttime more and more.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng knew that he was starting to sleep.
There are only two kinds of dreams at night.
The kind he walks through hell.
There was a cry that could swallow his tongue and ghost.
One of his old ones.
No guns, just safe and secure, going to school with Shen Jonin.
He misses her.
There have been countless spiritual breakdowns.
But think of Shen Jonin.
She should have had a great time at the campus, thinking she was already in college.
His Ninging lives in peace.
He survived again.
So when he saw her,
He thought it was a dream.
The people at the end of the hall were looking at him and their eyes were red.
Zhou Xianchi’s heart is like a knife hanging.
But he just fell on her chest blindly.
He’s talking like an imposter.
“Eatless. I’m sorry.
13
He knows she’s stubborn.
But when I saw her again, I couldn’t help it.
The day he broke into the bathroom, he put a sd card in a bill for Song’s clothes.
Someone’s started to suspect him and Song Chun.
They can’t be together.
Shen Jonin gave him a good cover-up.
He said something against his will and moved her.
She ripped off his clothes and saw his scars.
His Ninging is too smart.
Almost immediately, I understood everything.
Zhang Yun-soon appears.
When he saw that the man in his arms was not Song Xin, he took his breath away.
He pretends to be stupid, and he laughs at him.
He throws the usual money.
She looked back at her broken eyes.
His heart hurts.
14
He and Zhang Zheng’s meeting place was moved to the vicinity of Shen Joning’s school.
While providing information, he was standing in high-rises, looking at the people who were running down the river.
I see her sometimes.
To watch him play.
“I like it so much, I’ll marry you every day after the mission. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhui threw up a cigarette, and it was pale.
“A sister. I’m sorry.
Zhang Jing left him alone.
He watched Shen Joning disappear at the entrance to the building and looked back.
“…it’s time to end. I’m sorry.
14
Zhou Zhou Zhi was dreaming again.
The dream was full of Shen Jonin.
When she was a child, she called his brother and took his hand and went home.
Then grow up and call him his name.
Her eyes were like stars, and she called him, “I know Zhou!” I’m sorry.
He should all be down.
Later on, the girl was like a flower waiting for her.
He called him with shame and fear: “I know my brother.” I’m sorry.
After that.
When they’re 30, 40…
Until the hair is white.
What would she call him?
Chow doesn’t know anymore.
Because at the end of the dream, Shen Jonin was in his early 20s watching him cry.
He couldn’t shed tears for her anymore.
15
Last mission.
Mr. Song will personally come and talk business.
If you can’t catch…
We have to let him die.
16
Zhang Jing looked at him for the first time in silence.
They all know what that means.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zheng ordered a cigarette and looked at him with his head.
Brother. I’m sorry.
“if…”
“Please take care of her for me. I’m sorry.
“She loves to cry. I’m sorry.
“Good boy, you can’t play anymore. I’m sorry.
The voice of Zhang’s respect has become more tingling, with a face covered in his own eyes.
“Talk about her. I’m sorry.
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The heavy atmosphere gradually eased.
But they know.
Just appearances.
Brother. I’m sorry.
“The greatest regret of my life.”
“I can’t protect her forever. I’m sorry.
It is said that people like them are worth a lifetime to anyone.
I can’t look up to my loved ones alone.
But they’re not even lovers.
He’s never lied in his whole life.
It’s just that she’s been doing it again and again.
Night is cold.
Zhou Zhou Zhi put on his clothes and turn around.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
Zhang was behind him and watched his figure disappear in the stairwell.
They know each other well.
This time, it’s goodbye.
17
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou never intended to go back alive.
As the shots continued to ring around, all of them sought out their leader, Mr. Song, in a panic.
Zhou Zhou Zhi was hiding in a small room in the factory, with a dying drug lord on his feet.
His legs have been broken.
The blood on the head can’t stop.
Mr. Song has always fallen at his feet like a dog and watched him so badly:
“They’ll find me soon. I’m sorry.
“Li Jin. I’m sorry.
“Your calculations failed. I’m sorry.
“When you fall into my hand, I want you to live and die.” I’m sorry.
The footsteps are approaching.
Zhou Zhou Zheng knew how he looked and laughed.
“The more you come, the better. I’m sorry.
There are only 30 seconds left in the countdown on the table.
A sufficient number of bombs could have killed all those involved in the operation.
“What are you laughing at? I’m sorry.
Mr. Song is in a state of panic, but he can’t move.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi Zhi Zhi Zhi Zhi, took the phone out of his pocket and immediately allocated it.
The phone was picked up immediately after a single sound.
Countdown to 20 seconds.
“Ninning. I’m sorry.
“I’m…”
He spoke fast.
But in the end, it’s not complete.
He sealed the words of his cry.
Forget it.
He’s Ning Ning.
We’ll get married later.
Countdown to 15 seconds.
At the age of 18, Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi Zhi went to the police academy.
He was drunk on his birthday.
He made a wish.
He wants his Ning–
Longer peace of mind.
Ten seconds to count.
“Age-old Ning. I’m sorry.
My…
“Ninning. I’m sorry.
The sound of the explosion was loud.
He only saw a white light.
It was the summer of 16 years old.
The sun is bright and bright.
Shen Joning’s cheeks were broken with gold in the floating air, and she looked up at him and complained to him bitterly, pointing at two or three of his bouts.
Zhou Zhou knew she smelled fragrance.
The sentence that he was about to take off was locked in his throat.
So long after, he won’t have a chance to say it.
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He lost all consciousness.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
