Ever since I was 15 years old, I’ve been protected and spoiled.
I always believed that even if all men in the world would betray, he would never.
But when I was about to die, he knew that he loved me so much and that it was true to raise a woman from abroad…
In return, I gave him a gift.
That gift was heavy enough to break his liver and stomach for the rest of his life.
If he had the rest of his life.
One.
Winter to this day, it’s snowing.
I stand in front of the window of gynaecology and obstetrics, looking at the whiteness of the heavens and the earth, and only one thought emerges from my mind,
I’m dead, Kiryu.
I didn’t know what to tell him, so he wouldn’t be upset.
I was just about to call him and there was an unexpected appearance of him and my mother-in-law.
They are moving from the parking lot to the clinic building.
My mother-in-law and a young girl held their arms close to each other. But if the snow was too skating, then suddenly the girl was standing at her feet, and my mother-in-law turned her head and cried out to him.
In the snow and snow, a tall and handsome man who caress the little bird-to-man girl, the picture is so beautiful … and so obscurant.
The girl I know, he’s his secretary.
I do not know when their relationship is near.
Two.
Kamin years are my only family in the world.
He’s been watching over me since he was 15.
I always believed that even if all men in the world would betray, he would never.
Watching him and the beams walk together, I called him.
But he didn’t answer.
He took out his phone and looked at the screen and put it back in his pocket.
I watched him put them in the clinic lobby and then left for the parking lot.
The phone in my hand was ringing at the same time.
“What’s the month? I just had a briefing. I couldn’t get it. I’m sorry.
The tone of the year, as always, is so sweet, that lies can’t be heard.
How many lies did he lie to me?
I’m a little stiff, “I have to tell you something. I’ll meet you at the office later. I’m sorry.
I only saw him walk and stand still.
“I’ve been at it all morning, I don’t have time, or I’ll have lunch with you at noon? I’m sorry.
He’s been busy and busy lately. Don’t talk about eating with me. I sleep with him all the time.
I’ve been so worried about him that I can’t overwhelm him.
But what’s he really up to now?
Once trust is ripped off, it breaks.
I don’t know.
Life is so short.
Love one with one heart, no deception, no harm.
Not good.
3
I put up with those questions about to exit, and I didn’t poke him through.
I hate to fight on the phone.
I’m used to speaking in person.
In fact, when I saw two bars on the pregnancy paper this morning, I wanted him to come to the hospital with me.
But I didn’t take his time when I saw him rushing.
He came to the hospital in such a hurry.
Hang up the phone and suddenly the stomach goes up.
I’m walking to the bathroom and I’m sick and I can’t spit.
When I got up, my mother-in-law’s voice appeared in the hallway.
“Sweet, slow down and be careful. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry, the baby’s only 5 weeks old. I don’t feel like it. I’m sorry.
“The first three months, the more careful you are. I’m sorry.
“All right, I’ll do what you say. I’ll give you a big, fat, fat grandson. I’m sorry.
“Oh, good! I like your girl. Don’t look at her. He really likes you. I’ll wait for three of you to let me have fun. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Something in my head.
It’s as if the clear sky struck me from the head.
What a coincidence. My kids are 5 weeks too.
Love me and make others pregnant.
Suddenly it’s disgusting…
I just couldn’t spit anything out. I just threw up.
4
Out of the clinic hall, snowflakes fell cold on the face.
It’s cold.
There’s no car in the parking lot.
But I won’t see you at noon.
I went straight to his company.
The front desk respectfully welcomed me to his office, but he did not return.
I sat at his desk and looked at the pictures of our high school, university, newlyweds and the anniversary of the tenth anniversary of our recent marriage on the table, and suddenly my nose was sore.
And in the memory of the young man who dragged the cool, the insensitive, but to me, he used his tenderness.
“Moon, don’t cry, Uncle Lu is gone, and I will protect you, and I will never leave you. I’m sorry.
“Marry me for a month, and I swear I will be your guardian for the rest of my life, and I will make you the happiest.” I’m sorry.
“I swear to the heavens that I love only Luxhi Moon for life. If I betray her, I will die! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I’m afraid it’s the least valuable thing in the world.
The one who listens to his vows, takes it seriously.
So much that the first moment I found out about the cancer, the saddest part was not that I was going to die, but that after I was gone, he couldn’t leave me and how he’d spend the rest of his life…
But maybe he’d be better off without me?
I laughed at myself with red eyes.
But I don’t like it.
And that’s when the beam laughter and the footsteps, from far and near.
“Thank you for inviting me to breakfast while you’re busy, and I’ll do my best to pay you back! I’m sorry.
“All right, you’re poor.”
“Give me the cake. I’ve tasted it for a long time! I’m sorry.
“No snacks after breakfast. I’ll get them in an hour. I’m sorry.
“Oh, that’s very strict! But yes, yes!
The door was pushed.
The smile on the face of Kishin, when he saw me, he was frozen.
5
I looked at the cake in the hands of Kamin years and had an accident.
“Do you have a clue? I just wanted cake, and you bought it. I’m sorry.
It’s a little looser with a tight look.
He walked up to me and put the cake right in front of me, and he said, “You bought your favorite orange mousse.” I’m sorry.
The beams are changing.
And then I smiled again, “Oh, is Moon here? I haven’t seen you for a long time, and you’re so elegant and charming. I’m sorry.
You think I’m old enough to beat me?
She owes me too much to pay back sooner or later.
I smile, I ignore.
“Go out!” I’m sorry.
She was so overlooking that her child ‘ s father would not allow her to play games with me, but rather severely reprimanded her.
She bit her lips. Poor thing. “Sorry, Mr. Ki, I won’t bother you and Moon Moon. I’m sorry.
It’s a shame she hasn’t been seen for the year.
She left.
His eyes were always locked in my face and his voice was very careful.
“Didn’t you come to pick you up before lunch? I’m sorry.
I looked at him.
For a long time, the tears were endured and the big ones began to fall.
He’s clearly panicking, he’s so busy with his hands and feet, he’s rubbing me in tears. I’m sorry.
What’s wrong with me?
I’m dying.
It was only before he died that the most inconvenient lover, who had betrayed me long ago.
And betraying a true man should pay, shouldn’t it?
I threw the cake in the trash and cried more and laughed at him.
“Why did you lie to me when she bought her cake? I’m sorry.
“If you like young girls, tell me I can do it!” I’m sorry.
“Sinner year, don’t worry about your vows. I just want you to be with someone I like and have fun every day. I’m sorry.
He’s changed so much.
I’ve never seen a face like that, and few of them are covered in panic.
Six.
“Moon and Moon, I only have you in my heart, and I will never like anyone else. Don’t think. I’m sorry.
I almost believed in the heavy look of Kinya.
“Cinnamon, I’ll only ask once what your relationship is with Liang. I’m sorry.
When I saw him open his mouth, I said, “Don’t lie to me, or we’ll die.” I’m sorry.
It really kept him quiet.
And gradually, his eyes were covered with red.
“Sorry Moon, I’m afraid to lose you, and I’ve kept it from you. I’m sorry.
“I had nothing to do with Liang, but she was pregnant with my child. I’m sorry.
My hands are shaking.
The whole body began to tremble.
That’s the most shameless thing I’ve ever heard.
Kirin year held me tight and his voice was fast and dumb.
“My mom’s been pushing me to divorce you for years because of the baby. I’m afraid you’re in pain and never let you know. I’m sorry.
“She likes beams, she wants to set me up with her, she doesn’t agree with me, and she uses suicide to force me…”
“I didn’t betray you, the child was artificially insemination, and my mother promised that she would bring the child and that she would never interfere with our relationship again, so I agreed. I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, Moon, but I can’t watch my mother die and do nothing.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I see.
Like old wives who couldn’t give birth, they had concubines to pass on.
The difference is he doesn’t feel like he’s having sex, and he doesn’t betray me.
I laughed.
It’s worth it to have a child that keeps his fucking precious life alive.
It’s just, the clear young man who loved me once…
He’s never coming back.
7
My mother-in-law Yang Su-hwa raised him up alone.
She’s done a great job in the year and she’s been hoping that he’ll marry a good girl.
He fell in love with my lonely daughter and fell in love.
And I’ve had two miscarriages and I can’t have a baby for many years.
So Yang Soo-hwa scorned me in private and made me so mean and mean that he would curse me in the bottom of hell after I had destroyed the family.
She was able to act like a perfect, sweet, wonderful mother-in-law in front of the outsiders and Kiwan.
If I say she’s bad, no one will.
Fortunately, many years have been a long time of peace, thanks to the sincere love for me, respect for my desire not to live with my mother, and my intention to avoid meeting Yang Suhua alone.
But it was nothing but what I thought.
I’m laughing and my voice is shaking.
“Kinnis, she committed suicide before we got married and made you break up with me, remember? I’m sorry.
It’s a year of microshocks.
I’ve been pulled back a little bit…
For a long time, I heard him with no power.
“She was hurt once before, and now she’s older. I’m sorry.
After a moment of disillusionment, I’m laughing.
The same suicide scene, he made different choices.
Like all these years, I’m the one who’s been holding back their mother and son’s happiness?
So, they all came to me?
He was made to laugh and hold me tight again and looked at me begging.
Moon, don’t leave me because of this, except for this. I’m sorry.
Anything?
“Okay. I smiled and noded, “I’m pregnant, too, and your family won’t fall apart. Let the beam beat the child off and fire her. I’ll take it as nothing happened. I’m sorry.
8
I’ve been staring closely at the eyes of the year.
I think, as long as he nods, I give up my life and I leave the child to him.
But I saw clearly that his eyes were full of shock and confusion.
except, and no joy.
“Moon and Moon, don’t be angry with me, okay? My dad left early, my mom had a hard life… and since you couldn’t have had a baby, I had to choose a compromise. I’m sorry.
I can’t bear the pain of my heart’s twirling, I can’t stop saying.
“I’m really pregnant. Do I have to give you the pregnancy test? I’m sorry.
Too bad I threw up and cried and tore it apart.
It’s been a long years since I’ve been frowning my eyes.
“You can’t have all these hospitals and pills all these years, and I really don’t want to see you suffer any more and say yes to my mother. I’m sorry.
I’m not looking.
Oh, so he wants to have kids with Leung for my own good?
He’s done it, he’s wrinkled, he’s holding my shoulder, “If you’re pregnant, you’ve taken so many pills, the baby’s not gonna be healthy, okay? I promise I’ll give my mother my child, and I’ll never see her again. You’ve always been so smart, Moon and Moon, why do you have to put me in a difficult position? I’m sorry.
Every word he says, my heart cools.
We look at each other.
Air condensation.
Just to remind him of the meeting.
I smiled, “Leave the baby, fire her, okay? I’m sorry.
Seeing me smile, he seems to be long and relieved, holding me tight.
“Well, I promise you, as long as you’re not mad at me. I’m sorry.
Well, don’t get mad.
Because it doesn’t matter anymore.
I left Kiryu and went straight to the hospital.
Actually, when the doctor advised me to give up my baby for the cancer, I couldn’t afford the hard-won little guy.
I’m going to give my life for this little guy to live with his father.
I’m sure his father will give him all his love and make him the happiest treasure in the world, even without me growing up with him.
Unfortunately, his father didn’t love him that much, even expecting others to give birth.
And why should I go and start his life, which is doomed?
I didn’t choose painless surgery.
I want to remind myself that I can’t be alone.
9
The surgery will be done soon.
Making life rot is so hard to end a life, but so simple.
I took pictures of myself as dead, and I sent out a circle of friends that I could only see for myself, along with that abortion.
“No more moons and moons.” I’m sorry.
I’d like to know how he’d feel when he saw it later in the year.
But he has nothing to do with me.
I was on the bench outside the operating room for a long time.
As soon as I barely stood up, I felt like a spring of blood.
I hold the wall, and every time I move, my legs are cut like knives.
And suddenly I think of the little mermaid in the fairy tale.
It must have been so painful for her to come to the prince after she lost her fish tail.
In the end, however, she did not have the love and life she wanted, which became a bubble.
If the prince knew the truth, he would probably say, “No, I’m innocent.” I’m sorry.
It’s like my year, he’s holding me red-eyed, “I love you so much, why are you making it difficult for me? I’m sorry.
Just…
Very funny.
But I’m not like a mermaid who loses a prince and becomes a bubble.
I want to be…
More valuable.
10
When I got to the oncology hospital, the cold sweat was all wet.
Chen saw me with some red eyes.
“Don’t be afraid, let’s have a full medical check-up, and if the cancer cells don’t move, evaluate the renal ectoplasmic programme, and if the treatment is timely, the ten-year survival rate for kidney cancer is high. I’m sorry.
Chen and I both graduated from Northtown University Medical School. He was two years younger than me and is now a urologist oncology.
And I can’t afford to take a surgical knife because of a trauma three years ago, and I’ll never leave my beloved profession.
I shook my head laughing, “I only have this kidney. I’m sorry.
Another kidney was also lost as a result of that trauma.
So I know I’m not very optimistic.
Looking at Chen’s shocking and merciful eyes, I waved, “Don’t look at me like that, I don’t want to see anyone I know, I just can’t stand everyone’s eyes.” I’m just trying to help you out. I’m sorry.
Chen adjusted his emotions quickly and nod his head. I’m sorry.
“I want to donate the body to our college for research. I’m sorry.
The sound of banging, Chen’s watercup fell on the floor.
Aoi…
And suddenly he choked.
Finally, I comforted him for half a day.
I’ve been a little short in my life, and I haven’t been alive.
Let me do something meaningful after I die.
Besides, I don’t want to live in a graveyard, where I’ll be worshiped.
I’m just sick of thinking that he’s the father of Liang’s kids and even that they’ll have more after I die.
I’m dead. Don’t make me sick.
Eleven.
Back home, it was evening.
I thought I’d be facing empty houses as usual.
I didn’t expect to see a busy man wearing an apron in the kitchen.
He’s just like the old smile and makes me miss the old days.
Unfortunately, we can’t go back.
Sleep while he holds me tight.
“I’ll take a week off for New Year’s, and I’ll go with you to Universal Film and spend the night, and then we’ll go to the hot springs. I’m sorry.
I stunned for a moment.
I wanted him to come with me when Global Film started, but he took three months to remember.
And these three months We loved him as it was, but he was busy with the beams of creation.
If it hadn’t been for me to come across him and poke his heart’s guilt, I wouldn’t have waited for this day.
I laugh, “Okay.”
Seeing me down, he’s relieved, and I’m tied up.
The sound is so soft.
“Moon, I’ve been avoiding you for months because I can’t face you. I won’t go home anymore, okay? I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“We’re still as old as we were. We’re close, okay? I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I’m all smiling, and he’s scared.
“Moon, you… you really understand me, don’t blame me, right? I’m sorry.
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
I pull out my hand and I touch his tiny eyebrow.
I don’t want to leave each other with endless and broken memories.
Besides, the more gentle I am now, the more he may be…
It hurts.
Love it, it’s my last punishment left to him.
I don’t know.
I’m starting to get tired of listening to him breathing evenly.
The cell phone suddenly received a buzzing vibrating sound.
It’s the beam.
I’ve got a hook.
No surprise at all.
It must be her.
12
Leung’s family and my family are neighbors.
One night in my 15th year of age, when her house was in a fire, my father first heard a cry for help and ran into the fire and rescued three of them.
And two days later, my father left me because of his severe burns…
My mother died early, and my father and I lived together for 15 years.
Then I became a total orphan because of a fire.
Liang’s parents swore to take care of me for my father.
I’ll be her sister.
But then what?
And then she ran off on my own sister’s name, and she was so close to Ki Jin’s mother-in-law, that she helped me to ease the relationship between her and her daughter-in-law, that she was not only assigned to her company as secretary, but also to his child’s mother…
I’m eight years younger than me, I’m not as good-looking as I am, I’m not the kind of guy who can look at her in the year, so I never took her in my heart.
But in other words, if it wasn’t for the beam, it would be for other women.
Love has changed. It never happens in the third.
I don’t know.
I’ve seen the sleeping years of my eyes, and I’m quietly out of bed.
In the bathroom, I lit up some good-tempered tweets.
It’s a recording of a conversation between Kiwan and her.
“Sweety, you know, I feel tired every day thinking about coming home. I don’t understand. My mom’s so nice. Why can’t she get along with my mom? Just because my mom didn’t agree to us getting married, she hated her for so many years, even if my mom treated her like a daughter after marriage, she was not too hot with my mom every day… She loved her with me, and she forced me to make it hard on both sides…”
“Yin, you’ve had too much to drink. I’m sorry.
“She’s fine, but it’s my mother alone. She’s never thought of me. My mom’s getting older, she knows I can’t let go of my mom, but she won’t let her live with us. It doesn’t matter if my mother always comforts me, as long as we’re in love, she’ll be happy, but I’ve seen her with tears on my back, and I feel like I’m such an incompetent son, and I can’t even handle my wife, and I’m just trying to be so hard on my mother.”
“Yin, I’ve made a wake-up soup and you’ll have a headache. I’m sorry.
“Thank you for having fun. I’m really grateful to you every time I watch you make my mom so happy. With you, I’m always in a relaxed mood, and if the moon could be like you, it’d be nice… I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
After listening to them, I’m cold.
Turns out I’ve been moved by the asylum he gave me all these years, but for him it’s the pain of a bad wife?
And he can agree to give him a baby, not just under the pressure of a fucking suicide.
I’m afraid that’s what he really wants.
I closed my eyes.
The pain of deception and betrayal, like a bloodthirsty demon, tore my limbs to pieces.
I bite my lips.
Retaliation, tremor and firmness.
13
I’ll make breakfast for him as usual in the morning.
He kissed me long before he left.
After he left, I erased his lips.
I’m a little sick.
In the afternoon, I bought some baby clothes and toys at the mall and went to my mother-in-law’s house.
It’s only a few hundred metres from my house, just another villa in the neighborhood.
It’s worth her drinking for her to live with.
In the door, just like I expected, so is the beam.
The bright smiles of the two men were taken away from me.
Yang Su-hwa’s face is disgusting.
Sweatly holding Yang Soo-hwa’s arm and shaking, “Moon Moon, you let her fire me and Aunt Yang picked me up.” Aunt Yang lives alone. I’ll leave with her in a few days. I’m sorry.
I sat across from them laughing.
“You’ve worked hard to have a baby for your birthday. I can’t thank you enough. I’m sorry.
“You’re fired on the surface, after all, you’re a big month, and it’s bad for an unmarried girl. I’m sorry.
“I listened to your tape last night and blamed myself all night. You take care of yourself, I’ll let you spend more years with me. When the baby’s born, we all live together, and it’ll be all right. I’m sorry.
Liang, hold on.
She didn’t want me to be so big.
And Yang Soo-hwa took a look at me and called me into her room.
“Lushi Moon, stop pretending in front of me, I don’t want to live with you! When did you get divorced? I’m sorry.
When she looked at me alone, she was never too proud to pretend.
I squeezed the tape pen in my pocket.
14
“Mom, I’ve been married for years, and you’ve said in front of them that I’m your daughter, but in private you have either called me a bitch or forced me to leave him.” I’ve never told Jinyan, I just don’t want him to suffer, but no matter how much I put up with it, can’t you please me in half? I’m sorry.
“Don’t bullshit, you get divorced from my son. I can’t embarrass you! I’m sorry.
“But he couldn’t leave me, even though Liang was pregnant, and he didn’t want to divorce me. He said he loved only one person in his life. I’m sorry.
I’ve seen it before. Yang Soo-hwa didn’t hate me.
She hates it. It’s just someone she fell in love with.
She likes beams just because she knows she doesn’t love her at all.
Yeung Soo-hwa listens to the backs and backs of his chest and says, “What do you make of the ecstasy soup?” I raised my son and you took him! You won’t get a divorce on us! I’m sorry.
I’m on the line, “Mom, calm down, I know you won’t move to live with us because you don’t want to see the year be nice to me, so I’ll let the year be with you, okay? He just needs to come back and see me once in a while, but I won’t mention it as long as he doesn’t mention divorce. I have loved each other for so many years, so consider us. I’m sorry.
Yang Soo-hwa was like a firepowder.
All sorts of crap, popping at me.
And the gentle and wise old teacher who was before him, was like two.
I bowed my head and I was sad and I said nothing.
What a surprise would it be to him to have such a sweet, unsettling mother-in-law in his cold smile?
I didn’t say anything until she was tired of yelling and breathing.
“I’m sorry Mom, I’m mad at you again. I wouldn’t dare come in front of you if I didn’t want to give you a present. Be careful, I’m going. I’m sorry.
Put her scolding behind the door and I swooped out.
Walk through the hall, I look cold towards the beam.
“Remember who gave you your life? I don’t know how to have nightmares. I’m sorry.
The beam stings first, then a glimpse of the gift I brought on the table.
Probably thought I lost to her, so I stopped pretending to be weak and came near me.
“You can’t have a child, you can’t be jealous of me being pregnant, and you come here to kidnap me morally. Your father was happy to save us. We didn’t beg him. We’ll survive the same way he died. He won’t survive. It’s his life. Besides, the three of us are going to burn his paper for the New Year’s Festival. You don’t have to…
Pop! I’m sorry.
I slapped her in the face and interrupted her.
She’s covering her face, and she’s staring at me. “Lu Xian, you hit me! I’m sorry.
I slapping again!
“So wait for the punishment.” I’m sorry.
I will no longer heed the cries and scoldings behind me, nor will my head turn back.
I suddenly feel like I’m tied up with something like Liang’s conscience for the rest of my life…
It’s the biggest punishment and revenge for the year.
15
I only made my own share of dinner.
I promised to come home with me early at night, but I guess he wouldn’t.
I was waiting for him on the couch.
It’s so boring and funny to have a man chasing his wife’s crematorium.
But the greater the pain in my waist and abdominal pain, the more I suffer, the more I sit, the more I suffer.
In fact, these pains have lasted for more than a year, not without signs, but because I have taken a kidney, and for three years I have been in pains of every kind, and those who have learned medicine think they know how to do it, and are not surprised.
Plus, I’d love to have a baby for Kinyan, all kinds of pills, which put an additional burden on the kidneys.
It’s a big deal.
I looked at Chen’s confidential medical programme in the mailbox, and I looked very carefully at it.
My friends still cherish my life so much that I have no reason to give up.
For the first time in my life, I have decided:
I’m trying to live.
I don’t know.
It was almost midnight when Ki Jin entered the door.
He looked at me and stopped talking.
I pretended I didn’t see him.
He’s holding me up, and he’s like, “Why are you hitting the beam? Can you not be angry with her? She’s innocent, she’s young and she’ll never know.”
He groaned, didn’t say anything.
Well, look at that. It’s like the baby was born without seeing her.
He’s holding me while I’m staring at him. I can’t hide my impatience.
“Moon and Moon, I only love you, and I will never divorce you because of the baby, so you can put your heart in your belly. So, can you please stop stinging the beams and my mom? You go to them this afternoon, a stomach ache, a heart ailment I’m really tired, Moon. I’m sorry.
So what they say, he believes in anything.
He gave me love, getting cheaper.
I really want to know how much pain he’ll have when he hears what happened this afternoon.
I didn’t answer him, I laughed.
“Cinnamon, do you remember the two children we lost? I’m sorry.
16
When he first got married, when he was the hardest to start a business, I worked in the hospital during the day, helping him with all kinds of information at night, and sleeping three or four hours a day was a luxury, and our first child left me.
And the second, three years ago, I was out at dinner with him, waiting for the driver to pick us up. An electric bike that had run out of control by avoiding a car hit it in the direction of Kamikaze. He was on the phone with his back to the road, and I did not hesitate to push him away, but was scraped by an electric car, which ran over me and the right wrist, and I lost not only a kidney, but also my child.
I’m sorry for all the love that I’ve been through.
I cried, “I just missed our two kids, so I bought some baby presents. I never thought there would be a conflict, but never again. I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time since Kami’s silence, and finally he’s ashamed.
He buried his head in my shoulder, and the mute said, “Moon, I’ll make it up to you. I’m sorry.
It’s a shame I can’t afford it.
I’ve never had enough.
But he doesn’t understand.
17
The next day is Christmas Eve.
Kamikaze gave me a series of necklaces, which gradually turned into natural pearls, worth over a million.
And he put it on for me, and said, “The pearls are my most adornable and pure.”
I like it, too.
If you hadn’t seen that ring of friends.
“There’s no better thing than that. The person you like happens to like you. I’m sorry.
The photo is a 100,000-dollar Dafu bracelet and the cufflinks of the year in which it appears.
I guess she just showed it to me on her own, but she couldn’t help but.
Then, along with my pearl necklace, it was sent to the circle of friends, still visible to themselves.
“Blessed is the good of the people: the difference between a proper wife and a concubine is that there is a difference. I should be happy. I’m sorry.
I can’t help but laugh at the mood after the year.
18
In the next few days, Chen and Chen made plans for treatment and time for hospitalization.
I took my will seriously, and I wrote a note full of drawers for Kama.
He said he was going to work for the upcoming leave, so he started coming back late.
It doesn’t matter, though.
That’s what I meant.
It’s the New Year’s Eve.
He ordered the most expensive restaurant, bought hot roses, ordered a table of my favorites.
Through a romantic candlefire, I looked at him with a smile and a deep look as if I had returned to his most beloved years.
After dinner, we held hands and walked between the glamorous little lovers of Universal Film.
He’s in a rush to buy a lovely pair of rabbits with hair on my head.
He looked right in my face, and he smiled and kissed my eyes and said I was his heart last month…
Even though I am already in pain, I am still holding on to a hard body and trying to keep up.
Because this moment, I’m really happy.
I think it’s a shame to take a crazy roller coaster that I never dared to ride, to see a romantic fireworks that I’ve been looking for for so long, to draw a stop to my dead love by screaming and laughing.
But the smile on my face, when I picked up the phone in Kamikaze, it cooled.
Liang is crying so hard.
Where are you? Come back! I’m sorry.
“She’s not feeling well on her chest. I’m scared. I’m sorry.
I can’t take care of Aunt Yang alone. If she has a brother, I’ll die! I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time.
“Moon and Moon, come on, my mother may be in trouble. Let’s go back! I’m sorry.
He took my hand and ran.
I’ve been so hard on my waist that I’ve been so hard on my back that I’ve been cut by a knife.
I fell to the ground.
He looked back at me, saw me on the ground, and he yelled at me, “Come on! Did you hear what happened to my mom? I’m sorry.
I was scared of my heart by his sudden roar, but he found that I was deliberately delaying.
“You shouldn’t be so cold if you had a problem with my mother. Besides, I can’t bear to tell you what happened to her and my mom. How did you get this? I’m sorry.
I can see him clearly.
Heart, it’s like it’s been strangled in half.
I’m dying to breathe.
He wrinkled and seemed to find me different and reached out and pulled me up.
But his phone rings again.
And he let go of my hand, and answered the phone quickly, and flew away.
I couldn’t hold my back to the ground again.
I feel like I hear the sound of the back of my head on the ground…
The people around me came together, but I couldn’t see their faces.
“Play 120, she’s bleeding! I’m sorry.
“I don’t think I’m breathing! I’m sorry.
“Does anyone have CPR?” Help! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Spoiled sound, from stabbing to dispersing.
It’s over.
Triumph.
Love you so much.
Forever and ever…
Don’t say goodbye.
19
Turns out death, so painful.
It’s twitching.
I think my face must be twisted and scary.
I’m sorry, nice people.
I’m so sorry for scaring you.
I’m so sorry…
Aoi, Aoi. I’m sorry.
The whispering in the ear, the dazzling, the deafening.
I wrinkled my eyebrow.
Aoi, wake up. It’s me, Chen. I’m sorry.
“You’re not sorry for anyone, don’t say sorry”
“Don’t worry, we’re fine now. Stop crying. I’m sorry.
I’ve been trying to digest it for a long time.
I’m still alive.
Open your eyes and I’ll see very clearly.
A little memory return cage…
I recall that I struggled to allocate the number of Chen Chen, the emergency contact, as I was unconscious.
I know Kamin years will leave me.
And if I die on the streets, I just need Chen to bring my body back to medical school…
I feel so guilty looking at Chen’s tired face.
I didn’t have much to do with him after graduation, but I did a few experiments with him at school, just because he was specializing in the tumour of the urinary system and went back to medical school, so I found him to donate his body.
“I’m sorry Chen Chen, I’ve caused you so much trouble. I’m sorry.
Chen groaning, “I’m sorry for the three words. I’ve been saying this ever since you passed. Why are you so sorry? I’m sorry.
“Aesthetics? I don’t know, “I had surgery? I’m sorry.
I saw something in Chen’s eyes.
“The haemorrhaging of the forehead leaves caused by the injuries resulted in internal flow. If you fall a little harder, you’re dead. I’m sorry.
I’m staying the whole time.
Slowly, I’ll try my hand on the head.
My long hair is gone.
Even though I’m ready to take my hair off in the future, now my hair is shaving all of a sudden because of the surgery, and I imagine my own ugly, incompetent feelings, suffocating me.
Maybe it’s my face too ugly. Chen’s softly consoling, “Aoi, don’t do this. You can wear a wig when the fuse is removed. I’m sorry.
I looked back, and I started to laugh and nod.
In the shadows, Chen handed me my phone.
“Academies, Mr. Kei called a lot of times, and I’ve been busy and just seen it. He’s very cautious, “Do you want him to take care of you?” I’m sorry.
20
I’ve asked Chen.
As for my condition, the teachers and classmates of the past, don’t tell anyone if they need to.
In particular, I’m telling you not to reveal to Kamin.
It was the first time I wanted to tell him that we said that no good or bad thing could be hidden from each other and that I was so dependent on him, and that he needed to give me the courage and support to fight the disease with me.
But finally I found out that, in the end, all I could rely on was myself.
Chen was not a person with much to say, and he made a serious promise at the time without asking a single question.
It’s probably me who thinks I already have cancer, and I’m sorry I broke my head.
“Can you get me a carer in your yard, one-on-one, long-term, and I’d like to move to your home as soon as possible. I’m sorry.
Chen can’t help but say, “Academe, you and Mr. Ki…”
I laughed.
“He’s too busy. I don’t want to bother him right now. But I’m going to hand him something from now on and I need your help. I’m sorry.
He looked at me, he was silent for a while and noded his head.
After Chen went, I turned on my phone.
That’s why I’ve been asleep for two nights.
It is now the second day of the new year.
Turning through the electricity records, the first phone call I’ve had since the beginning of New Year. I’m sure it’s not “dangerous” for his mother and Liang, so he remembers the wolf I fell over the night.
Or maybe I’m maliciously speculating that there’s nothing fucking about it, that’s why I can’t see him through the years.
And he wouldn’t think that the person who really almost died, not his mother, was me.
And on Twitter, he kept asking me.
Where the hell have you been?
Don’t be greedy.
Why don’t you go home.
I don’t know.
Home?
A new year begins, I have no home.
Besides, your grandkids never intended to leave me a place in the future.
I wiped his tears and took him out of his address book and micro-letters, all of them blacking out.
21
When I moved to the oncology hospital, Chen arranged for a single room for me.
But due to an accidental head injury, I was in a bad condition, with a low fever and low blood levels after pulling out the fluids.
This state of health is simply not capable of carrying out the tumour treatment planned for the previous period and can only be postponed.
The pain in the waist is getting heavier.
The pain even continued to see through the stitches to the bones.
I’ve always been a pain-suffering man, and I’ve had two hours of pain with stomach cramps, and now I’m stuck with painkillers.
And after I fainted again and was rescued, I looked in the mirror so thin that I couldn’t carry it long.
But I tried so hard to cheer myself up, I wanted to live…
It would be nice if I could watch the four-season rotation once more, even for another year.
“Is your family not in the North Side? If you have something to say to me, will you tell me? Don’t keep everything in your heart. It’s not good for you. I’m sorry.
Aunt Liu is a very caring aunt.
I like her.
I can’t help but wonder if my mother would be so gentle and kind if she was still here.
No, no, thank God Mom and Dad are gone.
Or let them suffer the grief of the white-haired who send the black-haired.
Those who survive are really more suffering than those who die.
I can’t tell.
I smiled to Aunt Liu, “My parents are dead, I’m alone now. Don’t worry, I’m fine. I don’t have anything to say. I’m sorry.
Aunt Liu paused and sighed, “Good boy, I’m sorry, Aunt Liu doesn’t know…”
“It’s okay. “I laugh.
She’s off the hook. I’m sorry.
“Well, used to be. I’m sorry.
My dad’s dying burns are the pain I can’t keep.
So I chose Burn Surgery, and I’m young in Corey, and the director calls me “Land Sniper.”
Unfortunately, I can no longer operate.
“You’re 20? You look younger than my daughter-in-law. My daughter-in-law is about to give birth. I’m sorry.
For the first time since I was sick, I was so happy.
“I’m 35 years old and I’m so ugly. You’re so sweet. I’m sorry.
Aunt Liu looked at me and said, “I didn’t lie to you, and the first day I saw you, I thought that a young girl with this kind of disease would hurt her. I’m sorry.
I smiled, I turned my head, I rubbed my eyes, and I said, “Be your daughter, or your daughter-in-law, I’ll be happy.” I’m sorry.
“Oh, don’t say that. If you’re married, your mother-in-law will have to spoil you.” Such a beautiful, good-tempered little girl, polite and kind, and always gentle and gentle, it’s comforting to hear you. I’m sorry.
Do they feel blessed?
I’m shaking.
And that day, the Qin who yelled at me in the face of his mother, and Yang Soo-hwa looked at me like a sharp knife in my heart.
It’s the mother and the son.
My heart, from that moment on, was shattered.
It’s still broken.
It just doesn’t hurt that much anymore.
I laughed and didn’t want to go on with the marriage.
I had a long wig in the mirror, and I had some lipstick on it, so I looked a little better.
Aunt Liu, take me out for a breath. I’m sorry.
“Okay, I’ll talk to you later. I’m glad you’re up to something. I’m sorry.
“Take me for a few walks. I don’t want to sit in a wheelchair, look like a loser. I’m sorry.
“No, you fainted the last time I took you out for a walk, and Dr. Chen and I were so pissed off! I’ll get you out of here if you want to, or you’ll lie on your bed. I’m sorry.
I smiled, “Good, good, I’m good. I’m sorry.
Chan Chen called in.
“Aoi, I have good news for you. I’m sorry.
I blinked and laughed at Aunt Liu, “Did you attack the kidney cancer problem?” I’m sorry.
Chen Chen was always a quick look, a man with little to say.
And he smiled today, “That’s not true, but after a meeting with the teacher and the brain expert, I studied new treatments for your condition, and I’m confident that I’ll come to the ward and tell you more. I’m sorry.
He was happy to look like he hung up.
Aunt Liu is more excited than I am, “Great Moon, I’ll say good things to the good people, and when you’re well, Aunt Liu will make all kinds of good food for you and make sure you’re fat and white! I’m sorry.
The sun outside the window warms up.
Shine my heart.
I have never been so eager to live.
22
It’s a very nice day.
Maybe I feel like I’m in a good mood because I feel like I’m in a bad mood.
Because I was too weak to handle the cold wind outside, Aunt Liu had to push me around the building.
She walked in the light of the sun, and all she wanted was more sun and more body.
I’m almost tanned, but I’m warm.
It’s so good to be loved by the elders.
Chen called again to say that he had arrived in the ward and that we began to return.
When I was passing through a medical office, the argument came out unexpectedly.
I never liked to play around. I wanted to tell Aunt Liu to go.
But suddenly a man’s roar was heard.
“Our old man just fell on his knee and had a little surgery. I’m sorry.
“It’s a medical accident, and you’re gonna bite it to death! Don’t you want to lose money? I’m sorry.
“No one of you is going out alive today! Let’s make amends! I’m sorry.
It was immediately followed by the loudspeaker of the heavy weight and the screams of panic.
Aunt Liu and I were both shocked.
The police must be too late.
Aunt Liu, call security! I’m sorry.
I’ll be right there!
As soon as Aunt Liu disappeared along the corridor, the door of the medical office was suddenly knocked open and two nurses were holding an older woman doctor and running out.
The doctor was tight on her shoulder, and the sting was red and red on her white.
Worse still, a younger man has taken them three dead, while another middle-aged man has followed them with a blooded knife and has stabbed them with madness.
I suddenly remembered my mentor.
Even though they had retired to provide for the rest of their lives, they had to return to their posts and continue to work, resulting in injuries to the unwise family of the patient after an operation, which ended in depression for a few years.
And now, a similar scene is happening in front of my eyes.
The older woman doctor had been torn to the ground and the man had to stab her with a knife.
I turned the wheelchair so hard I hit him on the side!
The wheelchair’s got a lot of pressure, and it hit him.
Those who arrived in the back, as well as the security guards who rushed in front of them, quickly took them down.
I’ve grown so relieved.
The sound of a desperate and sad cry from Aunt Liu…
“Moon! Wake up, Moon, don’t scare Aunt Liu, my little moon, you stupid kid! I’m sorry.
While I hit the man, I was thrown out and hit against the wall.
It’s like it’s broken. I can’t stand it.
It hurts, it hurts.
Blood follows my head, flows into a river, slowly covering my sight.
I want to comfort Aunt Liu. Don’t be afraid. I’m dead.
But I don’t even have the strength to open my mouth.
The world has become dark.
I don’t know.
Tick, tick.
The constant sound of the instrument brings back my dispersed consciousness.
Aoi…
“Hold on, let’s go. I’m sorry.
“We already have a cure, Aoi, hold on and you’ll be fine.”
Is it Chen?
He seems to be crying.
He’s always been very steady.
So I’m probably not lucky this time.
I tried so hard to open my eyes.
I can’t even see his face.
I want to smile at him.
But I don’t think I can.
Well, I knew I’d leave. I had everything planned in advance.
If I could see my father, I would be proud to tell him that his month and his life have done something meaningful without embarrassing him.
And the best friend of my last life, Chen.
I’ve always been afraid to cause trouble, and I’ve always felt sorry for him.
He’s so busy, so hard, I don’t have to mess with him anymore.
I feel my body suddenly lightened, my mind is confused, my eyelids are so heavy that I can’t hold it.
It’s a little tired, but it’s like it’s about to fly.
Wouldn’t it be easier to fly?
I slowly closed my eyes.
There was a sudden cry from outside.
Let me in! Let me in! My wife’s in there! Lu Xian is my daughter-in-law! Whoo! You let me in! I’m sorry.
“This is ICU, you can’t break in! We’ll take control of you if you do this again! I’m sorry.
“Let go of me! Get the fuck off me! Fuck off! Get me the fuck in there! I’m sorry.
My eyelid jumps.
The sound of Chen’s suffocation is ringing, “Aoi, Chief Ki is here. Would you like to see him? I’m sorry.
Him…
Forget it.
Forget it.
I shook my head with all my energy.
There’s a beautiful sea of flowers.
A boy on a bicycle carrying a white dress.
“Marry me, and let me protect you for Uncle Lui. I’m sorry.
“What if you bully me? I’m sorry.
“I swear to the heavens that I love only Luxhi Moon for life. If I betray her, I will die! I’m sorry.
The fragrance of the bouquet, it fades.
The girl jumped off the bike laughing and waved at the young.
Thanks for walking me that long, so lonely.
But this is where I’ll never see you again!
23
Aside from the year:
After the bad night of New Year’s Eve, he started gambling with me and playing with me.
In retrospect, I was really in a hurry, and I felt bad about her.
But she wouldn’t even give me an apology.
She didn’t answer the phone, she didn’t write back, she even took me black the next day!
Even if I phoned her with a strange number, she wouldn’t listen to me. She’s killing me.
And I thought about some of the friends who were close to her these years, and I didn’t have any contact with them…
But, for 20 years together, we agreed that no matter what, we wouldn’t be in the middle of the night, that we’d talk in time, that we wouldn’t be separated from each other…
Did she even forget? Since when is it so unreasonable?
She had no idea how much work I had day and night to get out of the week to make her happy on vacation.
The company’s employees joked with me about the fact that older wives who had never been together for so long are always so fond of their wives every day, as if they were passionate.
Sometimes partners try to get all the pretty young girls into my arms after a triple tour.
But I always say no, once I’ve been confused.
Because I am alone in my heart, I always remember that I would never betray her commitment.
And I know the temper of the moon, and if I did touch another woman, even if it was just a play, it would never forgive me.
But the outside world can see why she’s getting less and less aware of me.
The older you are, the younger you are, the younger you are, and I feel a little tired.
She was hiding from me, and I had no need to take my leave, and I went back to work just recently on a transnational project and had to get all the details in place before spring.
I knew she couldn’t stay away from me for another month, and she had no family. In a few days, I’ll be in touch, and I’ll talk to her, and I won’t be able to go missing again.
On these days of her absence, I used to go home every day after work and look at the lights every day, as they used to be.
But every day is a disappointment.
I had to go to my mom’s. I was tired all day. I could at least have a hot meal.
Thank God my mom was in danger that night.
When I went to the hospital, I asked the doctor, who said she was fine. She was probably just sick as a result of her old mood swings, so that I would look at the old and spend more time with them.
I’m sorry.
My dad was three years old, and my mom was so young, she chose the hardest way for me. She raised me hard enough, and when I gave her back, I put a single heart on the moon, and even when she tried to force me to kill herself, I didn’t marry her, deeply hurting her.
So I followed her as closely as I could, trying to be nice to her, on the one hand to repay her upbringing and, on the other, to make up for her and forgive me for breaking her heart when I was young.
But my total restitution is not in place.
The moon doesn’t fit with her, I don’t want to live with her, I don’t want to be unhappy, I have to run.
The moon and the moon didn’t give birth, and my mother cried at my father’s pictures every day, saying that she was sorry for my father.
I finally woke up after my mother left a suicide note swallowing sleeping pills, and her heart had come to this point. Many years ago, the images of her suicide clearly appeared before my eyes, and I was terrified.
If I see my mother hurt myself again and I do what I do I am still human?
Divorce is absolutely impossible. I can’t give up my favorite month for my kids.
So I compromised.
My only bottom line is that I would never touch the beam … My mother, though unhappy, did not say that a child born of artificial insemination would not be as smart as a child born of natural insemination, but she had to agree to it with me.
I’m a little afraid of seeing Moon after Liang’s pregnancy.
I’m afraid she’ll break with me.
But I’m always comforting myself. It’s okay. I didn’t betray her. The baby was born to my mother.
Lucky Moon was as well-informed as I thought she was, but she soon came to terms with it.
At last, as I expected, the days are back on track and moving on.
And since my mother brought the beams to live with me, I’ve had a lot of fun every day.
I can’t help but think of the many times I’ve looked at them and the way they’ve been happy, and if the moon and the moon have been so kind to my mother, how happy and happy it should be.
As for Liang, she’s not my type at all, and I can’t give her a twilight.
At best, I have a relationship with her, that’s all.
When she gets married, I’ll give her her the most generous dowry she can get.
After all, I talked to her, and I said that if my mom forced her to do what she didn’t want, she could say no, and I would talk to my mom and not force her to have a baby for me. But she said that she treated the moon as her own sister, that she would give me a child for the month, that she would keep the child with the month in the future, so that she would not be alone when she was older.
I know that moons and moons love children, and when they lost them, she cried night and night… She’s good at the beams, which my father-in-law saved with her life, and she said before the month that when she saw the beams, she would think of her father, who was alive, and her father’s breath as if she had been surrounded and had not left. So I thought since I had to have a baby, it would be easier for me to have a baby than someone else.
I’m just working on it and waiting for the news of the moon.
Who knows, at noon on the 7th, I was reviewing the terms of the contract to be signed this afternoon, and a few staff members came into my office in a panic and yelled at me with the video from the handler.
Look at the news! How does the wounded man look like a wife? I’m sorry.
Wounded?
I heard that word for a moment.
I even grabbed their phones.
“At about 10 a.m. this morning, there was an incident at the University of the North Side oncological Hospital in which the family members of the deceased lost control of their moods, carried a knife in retaliation against the attending physician, and three patients with the courage of their eyes came forward, one of whom was seriously injured, two were lightly wounded and were treated with the injured doctor. I’m sorry.
The video was uploaded to the Internet by a live viewer.
I’m shaking my hands, trying to zoom in on the screen…
The girl in the corner with all the blood…
She really looks like my moon!
And I heard the girl’s aunt on the screen crying, “Moon, Moon…”
And it was only a moment when We saw the blackness of the face, and the mountains were shaking.
I grabbed the car keys like crazy and drove to the oncology hospital like crazy.
The wounded are really moons and moons.
How did she become a patient at the oncology hospital?
She’s hurt so bad, she’s gone into ICU, and she’s not coming out yet…
No matter how much I begged the medical staff to let me in, they did not agree, saying that family members could only enter if the rescue was over.
Even though my heart is crucified with a knife, I can only stay in front of the ICT door, bitter and bitter.
Suddenly I saw a familiar figure, like a brother of their medical school. I grabbed him and begged him to take me in and let me see the moon.
She was so dependent on me, she was dependent on me for 20 years…
She must be in pain, scared…
It’s me she wants to see most!
But he shook his head at me.
He said Moon doesn’t want to see me…
No way!
My moon, why doesn’t she want to see me?
He must be lying to me!
I was so angry, I punched him in the face, I punched my ass in the ICT…
Several of the security guards who arrived immediately dragged me … and handed it to the police when the hospital called the police.
I don’t care about anything, I don’t want my face, I cry to the police to let me go, I say my daughter-in-law lives and dies in the ICT, and I beg them to forgive me, and I’ll kneel down on their knees.
A couple of cops are obviously soft, but the fucking teacher I punched in the face accused me of assaulting a doctor and forcing the police to drag me away…
I kept crying in the police car, signed a lot of papers and repeatedly assured that I would never make any more trouble. They finally sent two civilian police officers to drag me back to the hospital.
But the ICU nurse told me that the moon had been transferred out of the HD.
My legs were soft and long.
I’m shaking and asking her, is my daughter-in-law out of danger?
She took a look at me, and she threw a line, “Wait till notice. I’m sorry.
I don’t know where I’m going.
I don’t even remember his name at all.
I had to go to the clinic, where I could consult all the time… and I was shocked to learn that Moon had kidney cancer?
I found a room for the moon, but it was empty.
It’s like I heard her in front of the ICT door, like a dream, not real.
And that damn student is missing.
I’m like an ant in a hot pot and I’ve been in the hallway of the ward for three days and three nights…
Until one late night, the teacher appeared before me again.
He handed me a sealed bag and said it was a month to send it to me.
In that empty bag, there’s only a monthly phone, a taped pen, and a divorce agreement…
He turned around and left, and I grabbed his arm and asked him where the moon went.
I said I’m Moon’s husband. I have the right to know where my wife is!
He looked back at me and looked at me without saying anything.
All of a sudden, he hit me with his fist.
I haven’t eaten or slept for days or nights, and I didn’t have the strength to fight. He beat me to death.
When I open my eyes again, he will leave one sentence and take care of the moon and let me stop disturbing it.
What the fuck is that? Who the fuck are you?
Moon is my daughter-in-law!
We’re just having a little bit of an affair. If I don’t agree, she’ll be my daughter-in-law forever!
But as long as the moon and moon are out of danger, it’s safe.
I’ll spend a lot of money on the moon to find an expert in kidney cancer at home and abroad. I have to let the moon know who can take care of her!
I knew the moon was alive, and I woke up.
I can’t wait to open the tape, I guess that’s what the moon said to me…
After listening…
Oh, my God.
She’s my mother?
The ungrateful, undignified man, is she a beam?
I don’t know.
I went back to the one who had not entered the door for a long time, and to the house of the moon.
She’ll be smiling at me in the kitchen the next second.
I walked into her study, and the drawers were filled with her writings for me.
Get up and have a warm water first.
Breakfast must be eaten.
You can’t stay up all night.
You can’t drink over your head.
Drives can’t fight.
Don’t be angry with staff.
We need to change our temper.
Projects for which medical examinations are mandatory every year.
I don’t know.
It’s in the middle of the line, and it’s filled with her tender tingle.
I couldn’t cry, I cried like rain…
And under the pearl necklace that I gave her, there was a little note.
“Blessed be the year and the beam, and many sons and daughters, and a happy life. I’m sorry.
I tore that note up with anger!
Who the fuck wants to fuck Liang?
Moon, why are you so sharp?
It’s just that she gave birth to my mother. I never touched her!
You’re the only one I love!
I ripped my collar and breathed and turned on her phone.
December 22nd
# No more moonlight #
I was staring at her pale face and the abortion list, like a thunderstorm…
Is Moon really pregnant?
But what did I say to her the other day?
I said she’d taken so many pills and the child would be born unhealthy… But that’s because I think she’s lying to me, and she can’t get pregnant all these years!
I’ve been in love…
I slapped myself in the face.
[December 23]
“When they are idle, their hearts change. I’m sorry.
The map is the voice of the beams sent to her.
She turned her voice into words.
And those words are making me feel like I am.
I didn’t know when I was drunk and I watched my mom get so upset that I thought my dad was gonna cry, that I was going to give my beam some consolation.
That’s not true, Moon.
I’ve never loved you, never changed my heart…
December 24th
“Blessed is the good of the people: the difference between a proper wife and a concubine is that there is a difference. I should be happy. I’m sorry.
I’ve got a headache.
That bracelet was my mother’s choice to make me pay for it. It wasn’t a gift I wanted to give her!
It’s a blessing for a wife and concubine.
I never thought…
Moon, did you get me wrong?
[December 25]
“There is not a single lamp waiting for me, I’m sorry.
No, Moon…
When you’re well, I promise I’ll come home with you every morning.
Don’t be angry with me…
December 26th
“I’m not gonna be ugly. I’m gonna buy seven wigs and change my hair every day.”
She bought a wig order…
The address of the receipt is Chen’s office…
So she didn’t want me?
I’m in pain.
[December 27]
“I slowly listen to the sound of snow falling
Close your eyes and imagine it won’t stop.
You can’t get near it. It’s not too sweet.
It’s just that I’m greedy about the view outside the window.
The sound of snow falling.
It’s as if you’re the one who’s calling me.
Open your eyes and the snow is cold.
Who’s gonna pay for this life? I’m sorry.
The soft voice of the moon and the moon as if it were singing in my ear.
My tears never stopped…
December 28th
“I want to be, more round and better… eternal moon tomorrow. I’m sorry.
The map is a signed letter of agreement with her name.
I looked closely, and it seemed like I saw their medical school seal.
Did she sign a treatment agreement with the medical school?
Is it for the cure?
I can’t see. I’m crucified.
I have to ask Chen, what deal did you sign with Moon?
December 29th
“Besides two, each is happy. I’m sorry.
The drawings are our marriage certificates, the diamond rings she took off and the divorce papers she signed.
My hands are shaking.
Those days, she said she forgives me, and she promised to go back to me in peace…
But she still left me…
It’s still because of a kid who has to be like this with me…
Light, I’m sorry now. I’m going to let the beam kick the kid out.
[December 30]
“Daddy, I miss you so much. If I don’t get here in the future, remember this man, Chen Maung, who is a good friend of mine, will come to see you for me. I’m sorry.
The map was her back in front of her father’s gravestone.
I’m upset and angry.
What is Chen?
Why let him go?
You can’t do this to me. You can’t…
I don’t know why, there’s no record anymore.
I put her cell phone on the chest.
I can’t even breathe without seeing her pain.
I’ve been trying to stay up, I’ve been living in my office, and I’ve focused all my energy on access to kidney cancer treatment and on finding national and international experts. I must be better able to take care of the moon than that Chen.
No matter how much she calls me, I haven’t been there in a day.
I can’t accept her insults.
But the first priority is to treat the moon, and everything will be arranged for the month, and I will deal with the good kids.
I don’t know.
A week later, I was waiting to find Chen.
“Where is the moon?” See if these programs are more valuable? I don’t want to fight with you. I just want to treat Moon as soon as possible. I’m sorry.
Chen is just stinging out the thicky information and seems uninterested.
“Your tumour programs are paper-based and impossible. I’m sorry.
He stares at me and adds, “It’s the night you left her in the street, not when you were saving her. I’m sorry.
I’m holding.
That night, she fell, how could it be so serious?
He looked at me, “Do you really want to see Aoi? I’m sorry.
I let loose my collar, and I said, “Take me to her, about our husband and wife, and we’ll talk! I’m sorry.
He’s gonna look at me, “Come with me. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think he took me back to medical school.
Seven and eight, he stopped in front of a Lensensen lab door.
My voice is shaking, “What do you mean? I’m sorry.
He didn’t answer me. He just opened the door.
It’s filled with human organs impregnated by FFL…
My heart is strangling, as if my throat had been strangled, and it was barely suffocating.
Only Chen is standing in front of a row of displays pointing at glassware.
“You want to see Aoi. She’s right here. I’m sorry.
A boom…
My God fell…
I was shaking, moving, trying to get to those vessels…
My moon she…
I have to treat her.
She’s…
I can’t believe…
I can’t see anything when it’s dark.
In a big illness, I’ve had a lot worse memory, and even at noon I forget what I ate in the morning.
I couldn’t sleep all night.
All eyes closed to the night of the New Year’s Eve, and the moon fell on the ground and looked at my last glance…
That’s the last thing I’ve ever seen in my life.
Chen Maung said that on the day of the rescue, he asked for the moon, but she refused to see me…
Every time I think of that picture, I cry.
The moon hates me so much…
She didn’t even leave me a place to worship.
She’s going to punish me in such a cold way that I’m not dead.
I was wrong, Moon, I really knew it.
I shouldn’t rely on your tenderness and deep love for me to make you understand and to make you understand but forget that you’re alone in this world, nobody loves anyone, and you’re the only one I can count on…
But I’m truly sorry. Can you come back and look at me again?
Even once in my dream.
I barely got out of bed on New Year’s Eve.
I laughed when my mother cried like a tearman.
“Mom, stop crying. I’m sorry.
Your love suffocates me…
“I want to go to my father-in-law’s grave and say I’m sorry. It’s my little girl who I didn’t take care of. I’m sorry.
I looked back at her before I walked out of the house.
“Mom, take care. I’m sorry.
And in front of his father-in-law a bouquet of flowers and a tribute.
I know it was brought by Chen.
And I didn’t bring anything.
I know I’m not worth it. I’m afraid I’m gonna get him mad.
I just wanted to say I’m sorry, that’s all.
The north wind blows cold, and the crows are dim above their heads.
I kneeled all afternoon in front of the grave.
It took me a while to get up, touch the gravestone, bow down…
On the way down the hill, I opened the window and the car went so fast.
It’s as if there’s a mist in the far sky, and if there’s a veil in it, it’s as if I saw the month of the 15-year-old, and I’m waving my hand in red.
“Cinnamon, will you leave me like Daddy? I’m sorry.
I shook my head and yelled at her.
“Moon, wait for me, I’ll be with you…”
You’ll never be alone again.
24
After Chen Chen:
When I was 72 years old, I finally took over the problem of treating kidney cancer.
The President said that I was a country of glory for all humanity.
We are the first country in the world to cure kidney cancer and have passed the clinical test, so that the world’s patients suffering from kidney cancer finally wait for light.
But nobody knows that the girl I love is the one who holds my faith and fights for it all his life.
And no one knows how much my success is shining and how painful my heart is.
Because of the girl I love, she couldn’t wait this day.
I knew Aoi when I first went to anatomy.
Because of stress and fear, no matter how much psychological work has been done, we really go into the autopsy room and see the real remains that await our action and are still in a state of panic.
Aoi was invited by the teacher as an outstanding student to give us psychological guidance.
She’s beautiful, and more attractive is her tenderness.
Speak softly, no matter how much, speaking out of her mouth, as if it were a spring and rain, so that the heart could come down.
And her patience and calm are fascinating.
The complexity of the matter, with which she has a steady and perfect solution, and I have never seen her impatience, is always so calm and gentle, and it is reassuring to stand by her.
Even more shocking, she’s still a schoolboy.
In order to gain access to some medical information from abroad, she managed to obtain a double degree at the English Department and received first-class scholarships and third-class students in both faculties every year, making me wonder if she was a fair fairy.
I want to chase her.
Like countless boys who treat her like a goddess.
But it was only when I heard that she had a boyfriend from high school, and that we had a talent in math, called Kamu.
It was too young, it was crazy to grow in love.
I don’t think anyone likes you more than I do.
I think I can fight with that gill year.
So I secretly investigated him, even in class and at dinner, and followed him quietly…
A year later, I finally lost.
He’s really fond of her.
Aoi was always gentle and quiet, but only in front of him did she show a nice side.
And she looked at his eyes, and there was a starlight.
Well, I admit I’m ambitious.
I don’t want to be mean.
So I put all my heart together, and I sincerely wished you so much for the year, and then I stuck my head in the lab, and I became the schoolboy of Mu Na.
I went to school after graduation and was busy like a gyro.
In the same city, I’ve never seen my sister and I, except for a school reunion.
She’s getting more attractive after marriage.
I can’t even look at her. I’m afraid she’ll see the small emotions of my heart’s death.
What I can’t imagine is that she called me at that snowy winter and said she had kidney cancer. Just as I was so upset that I tried to save her, she came to my office and told me she was going to donate her body to the college…
I cried the other day after she left.
It’s embarrassing, but I can’t help it.
The dead bodies were the most lacking in medical schools, but few were willing to donate them.
Even our own medical students, who refuse to give themselves or their loved ones, even if they are not superstitious, do not want to get through to this Can, so that they can be cut off and cut in pieces, as if they were living in a laboratory after they died.
She’s like her name…
Indeed, she is like the unbridled moon of the sky, a moving and awesome.
I don’t think I want to think about what happened.
It was a time that, no matter how many years have passed, still breaks my heart…
If I had known that she would have left so early, I would have taken a vacation from work and stayed with her day and night… Unfortunately, I was too busy to have time to visit her every day, and I didn’t dare to say how much I felt about her, so I tried to look up and pretend to do business.
Because I know her, if she finds out I’m in love with her, she’ll keep me away and leave me no chance to look after her.
Once upon a time, she was at school, and since she did not love her pursuer, she did not give any hope or harm.
She’s such a sober, kind and gentle girl…
It’s a pity that that bastard of Kaminyo finally failed her.
Well, she was the moon and she went back.
It’s not worth it.
After my sister left, I signed a donation to the college.
Aoi’s cornea was donated to a blind girl, and then I used to see the girl, and every time I looked at her, it was like she was smiling at me…
The College’s leadership has also given additional special approvals to make the bones of the sister-in-law a full skeleton and place them in the exhibition hall of the experimental building. Every day the students pass by, they bow to your sister.
And I have chosen to sit there, to sit next to her, to comfort and comfort my thoughts as if my sister had been there and never left.
Back on that day, I brought Kamikaze to the specimen room.
He was in shock and I kicked him several times.
But even if he dies, it won’t put an end to my hatred for him.
That’s the bastard who made her last time of her life so painful that even when she left, my eyes were filled with tears every time I remembered the tears of her eyes at the end of her life, I had a heart full of pain.
Fortunately for God’s sake, that son of a bitch died in a car accident on New Year’s Eve.
He also asked me to sign a donation for the body.
You want to be in the same specimen room as you?
Don’t even think about it.
But before I had time to distribute his body to another college where he could not wait for his remains, Kaminna’s mother had a scene, crying and tearing up the agreement and taking away his broken body.
There is no other way to do it, even if the donation was made by an agreement signed before life, it would not be possible to do so as long as the family came behind it.
That’s why Aoi told me not to tell Kami after she died.
She’s really cold to him.
Then I heard that Kiryu’s fucking crazy and he’s been looking all over the street with his ashes.
They were eventually taken to a psychiatric hospital by members of the community.
In addition to having her family’s business broke down, she had a heavy debt and a lawsuit, and the recording was posted on the Internet for a long period of time, and the family was almost dead, and the dogs were no better.
I didn’t know until the second year of Ki Jin’s death that he had transferred all his shares, that the company had given them to others and that all his money had been donated to our medical school.
It’s fine. We needed money too.
I’ve never been married and had children in my life, and I’ve devoted my whole life to work.
I’ve been forced by my parents to scold…
But what do I do? I’m stuck in a moon and I can’t go into it again.
I want a life of my own choice that has nothing to do with anyone and that cannot be manipulated by parents.
I’m getting older, and students are always worried about my body and won’t let me go back to surgery.
I don’t know how many patients I can save.
But every time I save another one, I’ll be happy.
Just like tonight, I had another operation that brought hope to the family.
On the way to the hospital where I took my sister to the hospital, I looked up, and the sky was full of light and tender.
I don’t know why, I always thought the moon after my sister left was better than before.
I look at the moon and I hear my voice laughing.
“Chang, you’re awesome. I’m sorry.
I laughed.
Thank you, Aoi.
You’re the one who gave me my life, my quest, my achievement.
It’s not for nothing.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
