Perfect double.
Kong used me as a double. I’m just like him.
He comes back every night with a different woman.
Sometimes I leave a light for him and sometimes make dinner for three people.
His friend said he found me such a patient.
But it’s just ’cause Kang Chang’s got six points like my ex-boyfriend.
And my favorite bamboo, he died in a car accident three years ago.
One.
The girl Equinox brought back today is very good.
Large eyes, white skin, full black hair.
Six points like Ling Cing.
The girl broke up with him and married her to America.
Kong Qing seems to have paranoia and collects girls who look like her.
I’m not the first, not the last.
But it’s the one he spent the longest time with.
Because I’m strong enough.
I’ve got a good temper.
He can be picked up at the club by a phone call from his friend at 4:00 in the morning.
Even if there were other girls in his arms around his neck.
I was still able to crouch down, take out wet tissues, be careful and wipe his face a little bit.
I took his hand from the waist of the other girl and rubbed his hands with a wet towel.
He moved his finger and then he grabbed his jaw.
I don’t know when it opened.
A dark, dark eye with a single or two intoxication on its tail is more tempting.
“When did you get here? I’m sorry.
I smiled, “Just arrived. I’m sorry.
Two.
And he remained still, standing low, looking down at me.
He looked at me like that, and his eyes smelled like he looked at me.
“Wincey, why are you never angry? I’m sorry.
I wiped his hand, and I kept rubbing his other hand.
“Is it useful to be angry?”
“Then I’m angry. Will you stop looking for another woman? I’m sorry.
He smiled, drunked his eyes, his lips bent:
“Sorry, this can’t be done. I’m sorry.
He smiled like a son of a bitch, and he looked like a devil.
He smiled, and suddenly reached out with his hand to spread my tweezed hair because he was in a hurry to leave without makeup or contact lenses.
Got a black-glassed emergency.
After Equint’s messing with my hair, he took off my glasses.
He was on the couch for a while.
“Well, that’s like it. I’m sorry.
3
He likes me not to wear my hair and not to dye my hair.
I don’t like my black glasses.
I asked him once if he wanted to see a doctor. I’m sorry.
He hugged me from behind me and it tickled my ear, “I’ve seen it, I’m sick. I’m sorry.
He smiled like a psychopath: “I don’t want to cure either. I’m sorry.
He asks me, “What kind of man do you like? I’m sorry.
I stretched out my fingers and swam along his eyebrow.
I closed my eyes and kissed his throat:
“like you like that. I’m sorry.
His throat rolled and his eyes blacked out: “It’s a lie to see it.” I’m sorry.
But it doesn’t affect the change of new people.
When he first brought the girl back, I was cooking at home.
When they came in, the girl was obviously surprised by me.
Equin is calm, even laughing at the look on my face: “If you can’t stand it, you can leave.” I’m sorry.
4
I looked at them like they were close.
Look at his hand on the girl’s waist, and it looks like his heart was suddenly splattered with a salt.
I looked down and slowly pulled the chair up, so I took it easy: “How many fresh crabs have I bought today? I’m sorry.
The girl was obviously upset, and I smiled at her: “It’s all right, let’s eat together. I’m sorry.
But apparently the girl was frightened by this weird atmosphere in the house.
Two bites and she’s excused to leave.
He also pushed the bowl and said, “Oh, no. I’m sorry.
I know he’s talking about me.
I refilled him with a bowl of soup: “I’m sorry, but next time you bring someone back, I’ll empty the house for you.” I’m sorry.
5
I’m in a chair with a chin.
Like to see through my face through my heart.
“Wincey, I knew you were such a pain in the ass. I didn’t mess with you. I’m sorry.
He licked his lips and deliberately said the worst words to provoke me.
I bowed my head to rice, which was too long and cold.
I swallowed, choked, my eyes were red:
“I don’t care how many girlfriends you have, or how many girlfriends you bring back. I’m sorry.
“Just, don’t drive me away. I’m sorry.
“I want to be with you. I’m sorry.
Jiang Qing stopped talking, and the smile on his face slowly subsided.
And then he got up and looked at me, “Okay. I’m sorry.
“If you can bear it, I don’t care. I’m sorry.
Six.
The maids next to her are changing.
But it doesn’t affect his ability to move in circles.
Jiang Qin’s family is rich, he’s rich, and every time he talks about a girl, he takes a lot of money or receives a house and a car.
So, even if he did, no girl tore him up after he broke up.
Except me.
I think I’m really tough.
He was tired of breaking up when he talked to Equin for two months and threw Lamborghini’s car keys at the table.
“Car and room, pick one. I’m sorry.
“If you don’t like it, I’ll give you $2 million. I’m sorry.
I shook my head and pushed the car keys back to him.
Then give him back his bag and turn his head.
I turned around and cried so sad.
But not because of him.
Three days later, on the evening, Jiang Qi was drunk and knocked on my house again.
7
When I got inside, I was stuck behind the door.
He’s had a lot to drink and probably spent another night with his friends.
He raised my hands from behind me, tied one hand and the other to unbutton me.
“Shit. I’m sorry.
“Wincey, what kind of pyjamas are you? I’m sorry.
He kissed me in the face, and he couldn’t bear to unbutton it.
I was just trying to explain why I couldn’t. He fell on me.
We were lying on the floor in the living room.
The floor is cold, the moon is as cold as water.
I stretch out my hand and push out the river. Sit up.
In the light of the moon, the five officers of the river are superior, his mother is French, and he combines the best genes.
Have the perfect look.
I leaned down and kissed him at the tip of his nose.
Tears fall down one by one.
My guacamole has such a beautiful nose.
Same eyelids, thin lips.
8
I’ve made up with Kang.
Not only did it make up, but it also started living together.
I thought it would just start, but he seemed like the dog couldn’t eat shit.
Well, it’s not a month before we start changing the date.
I became the most dignified, boneless double of his friends.
I don’t really care.
I’m fine every day. I have to work and eat when I eat.
It’s just enough to go into the bedroom every night and see his face.
My friends around me think I’m disgusting and cheap.
For a man so unlimited.
Neither do I.
Anyway, it won’t be long before I see my guacamole.
9
He’s got a lot of friends on his birthday.
Old place, the city’s hottest club.
I brought the cake. I made it myself.
The gift was also a sapphire ring that I saved for months.
I didn’t want it.
I don’t map his money.
When I got to the club, I pushed the door open.
It’s not like it’s supposed to be in there.
Everyone’s looking at me, and Equinox’s buddy is trying to get me out of here.
“Kang-eon. * I’ll go around him and look inside.*
At the bottom of the sofa, Equinox put a girl in the corner, in two positions.
Like being kissed.
He hears my voice, turns his face, rubs his fingers in the mouth.
“Si, come here. I’m sorry.
In the eyes of all the people, I would walk in vain.
Put the cake down and I’ll sit in front of the river.
Open the gift box and take out the ring.
“Happy birthday, Jiang Peng. I’m sorry.
After the ring came out, she put it on her finger and smiled a little bit.
The ring, a little bigger, a little loose.
10
“I’m sorry, I’ll take it to the store and change it. I apologized to him.
“Hmm. He was lazy and he responded.
He took the ring off and put it back in the box and threw it on the table.
The girl he just kissed saw me was a little ugly.
“Who is she?” I’m sorry.
Zeng stretches his arms and grabs the girl’s shoulder.
“Girlfriend.” I’m sorry.
“What am I?” I’m sorry.
It’s probably because of the limitless nature of the river, the surroundings are starting to get up:
“Oh, my God, you can’t fight like this? I’m sorry.
“and your sister-in-law must be very angry…”
I don’t like this noisy environment: “I’m going home first. I’m sorry.
“Come back early at night…”
“Tonight you go to the house on West Street. He looked at me, “You’re in trouble at night. I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
He’s not normal today, like he’s trying to push me.
As I got up, he stretched out his hand and dragged me in my ear: “You can go either.” I’m sorry.
“Do you want to try three men…”
I look at this face, like a gust, and I’m finally pissed off.
Waved his hand and slapped him in the face.
Eleven.
After the fight, I stunned.
Everyone in the room is dead.
I used a little hard.
The empanzee put his tongue to the bottom of his right cheek with soft meat, without unexpected anger.
He didn’t hurt me.
Just smile at me.
I’m sorry I left first. I’m sorry.
“Sit down.” I’m sorry.
I’m still messing with him.
After all, I slapped him in front of so many people.
If I leave now, I’ll probably end up breaking up.
12
I’m sitting down.
I was going to say no.
I’m talking down in my ear like I’m in love with him.
“Don’t spoil it, you can drink it. I’m sorry.
I took it, licked it.
It’s beer, it’s bitter.
We used to meet with friends when I was with Suteng. He never let me drink.
First time I saw his friend.
His friend gave me a toast and reached out to me.
I’m afraid my roommate is unhappy and he’s not vague.
We took a taxi home at night. He was very good at drinking.
Sleep with your eyes closed.
When we get there, I’ll open the door and help him.
He got up like nothing.
13
I’m surprised he’s drunk, and I’m excited to say the joke that his friends said at dinner at night.
I keep talking, he walks behind me, he doesn’t talk, he just smiles around his lips.
The door just closes.
The arm was held by the weightless force to be recycled.
I was pushed to the door.
The right hand mat behind my head, he kissed me with his palms down a bit.
Grab my back.
I’m a little ticklish, I’m a little strangling.
I drank beer without eating at night.
His lips were soft, his tongue smelt with beer and wheat.
“Sleep, I can’t help it. I’m sorry.
My ears are red, I just have to talk and suddenly my throat is ticklish.
I coughed twice.
The guacamole reached out to the light and saw the moment when he picked me up and ran downstairs.
14
I didn’t know until I got to the hospital. I was allergic to speed alcohol.
Kissing would not have caused me to be allergic to alcohol.
But I’m over the aphrodisiac, and I can have symptoms even with alcohol on my skin.
The doctor asked me how much I drank.
I have a red face: “One, one?
The ears are red. He bends over to feed me water.
After the doctor left, he groaned: “No more.” I’m sorry.
I laughed, “You’re not too sensitive. I’m sorry.
“But I always wanted to kiss you. He said, “I’d rather kiss you if I drank. I’m sorry.
It’s just that now, no one’s ever stopped me from drinking.
I’ve got the beer, I’m looking at the river.
And I looked at the stars and moons, and I laughed at him.
Silent.
I miss you so much.
When I drank that beer on my head, my arms were raised so high that I covered up my tears.
15
When Kang took me in.
My consciousness is blurred.
The swollen throat is almost silent.
I’m kind of laughing to think about the way Jiang was in the box.
After three drinks, I feel bad.
I’m in the corner of the sofa.
I’m not moving.
He comes over and bends over my hair and looks at my face.
“Fuck. “Are you fucking allergic to alcohol? I’m sorry.
I feel so bad, I don’t say a word.
All his friends are around, and he doesn’t sound too loud, but he’s got every word in his head:
“Fuck off. I’m sorry.
He held me up and walked out.
But it’s you who made me drink.
It’s you who made me this way.
16
I struggled.
His voice was as dumb as a glass, and he was breathing like, “You drink and don’t drive.”
“It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry.
Equinox’s friends came after him.
A buddy stopped him in front of the car and knocked him down.
Go away. I’m sorry.
I feel something’s wrong with him.
The engine was deafening.
He was red-eyed and he laughed: “No, I’m not going to run you over.” I’m sorry.
Equinoxy’s buddy looked serious, “Stop it, I promised your mother you’d last time…”
He looked at me, and he stopped talking.
I pulled his cuffs off with my eyes closed: “I feel so bad let someone drive.”
He finally made a deal.
“It’s your sister-in-law’s cow who can hold him.” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but say yes.
Start the car and I’ll bury my face deeper.
It’s getting cold too.
17
Half way, maybe the road’s not stable.
The car went upside down.
I’m sick of it. I’m sick of it.
Equinox suddenly pulled me over, pushed me down and his head was on his leg.
Lie down, don’t move. I’m sorry.
My eyes were swollen and I tried to open his face.
He covered my eyelids with palms.
His palms were cold and my eyes were swollen.
He said:
“Swag again and get off me. I’m sorry.
After the hospital.
I don’t know if it’s a coincidence I met the last doctor.
I can’t believe the doctor recognized me. I’m sorry.
“Are you aware of the severity of your alcohol allergy? Do you know you’ll be rescued later? Last time I told your boyfriend, the young man is so…
I couldn’t talk with my eyes. The fluid was too fast and the veins were so cold.
The doctor yelled at me and he called me Kang.
I was just trying to talk, but I saw Equin standing there with his eye open.
Unsurprisingly, you’re being attacked.
18
I’m a little confused.
The spoiled second-generation ancestor, who was spoiled from childhood.
No one dares to say anything to him.
He’s crazy too. He’s crazy.
His brows are still tight.
But there’s a lot less anger on the face.
The doctor said he even calmed down to listen.
Maybe it’s guilt?
He looks a little bit more like the gust.
My season bamboo.
All the time, the eyes, without light and warmth.
His eyes bend slightly, he’s light-haired, and his hair is brown in the sun.
Uhh.
Furry, warm, like a golden puppy.
19
Because of the hospital.
I’ll let Jiang Lin go first.
He leaned against the window, and the moon was soft, and he washed a lot of his breath.
Kong Qian bowed and bit on the smoke and stopped at the point.
He leaned on his feet and asked me, “You’ve been to a hospital with an allergy. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
The headlights in the ward were dark and my eyes were not completely swollen.
I can’t see the look on his face.
“So you’re dead today? “Does it mean to make me feel guilty?” I’m sorry.
“None. “I just don’t want you to be upset about your birthday.” I’m sorry.
“On your birthday, I had a friend who told me. I’m sorry.
“On birthday, every wish of a birthday person can be met. I’m sorry.
“Or else his new year will go wrong.” I’m sorry.
Three years ago, on my birthday, I was asked to make five wishes.
I asked him if he was too much, he said not much.
Ten of them were too few.
I let him marry me, and he said:
“Sleep, it’s not my birthday. Don’t give me a break. I’m sorry.
20
“Huh. I’m sorry.
Superstition. He’s down in the window.
“Wincey, don’t do this again. I’m sorry.
“Alcoholic allergies, I’m not the worst. I’m sorry.
I’m uh-huh.
But, Jiang Tong.
You’re one hell of an asshole.
Kong is leaving soon.
Of course I don’t think he’d be touched by an allergy in the hospital.
He left the room after.
I sat up and reached out with a needle.
The pain came from the back of the hand, the needle was down and a few drops of blood were thrown out.
I have a sense of self-abuse.
This pain reminds me of who I am and where I am.
21
I was sick when I was hospitalized.
The guacamole sits on a stool at the top of my bed, and he sits like this all night.
He touched my forehead from time to time, I turned over, and he gave me a blanket.
I wasn’t meant to be.
But as a result of the bamboo, I’ve become an extra pet.
People in their twenties don’t want to shake their caps, they don’t want to take their milk tea, they don’t want to carry their bags.
The gastrointestinal disease was hospitalized, and three days of fluid was lost and his hands swelled.
That needle hurt when it went into the veins.
In the middle of the winter, they borrowed a saline bag, put hot water on the outside, took a T-shirt and put it on my back.
I said he was like a mother.
He smiles at me while he caresssses the pain of the medicine:
“You can be your mother forever. I’m sorry.
“Wasn’t your wife just to marry someone you love?” I’m sorry.
22
I laughed again.
And when I smiled, I started to cry, a little bit like a psycho.
I don’t know when I got a moth in the room.
The sound of the man was silent:
“Don’t cry. I’m sorry.
Jiang Jian was carrying a lunch box and a pack of things.
It smells like smoke.
He put things down and saw the blood on my hands.
Call the nurse at once.
The nurse gets back to me and leaves.
“The moment I leave, you’re so angry.” I’m sorry.
I’m back in the hole, not talking.
“I’m not with you?” I’m sorry.
He pointed to the next lunch box, “Let’s get you some congee. Want some now? I’m sorry.
“Why are you back? “My nose is buzzing and my voice is hard to hear.
23
After a moment of silence:
“I’m leaving after you’ve been hospitalized. Isn’t that an animal? I’m sorry.
But I don’t know why I didn’t want him to be with me today.
“Your new girlfriend will be angry today. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, but I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
I shut up.
Lights out.
I heard the sofa squeaking and he lay down on his top and his shirt.
Face in, back out.
This position is better.
Looks like a season bamboo to me.
I looked and I was sleepy.
It’s hard to sleep at night, and I’m not feeling well.
Turn around, half a dream, I feel someone touching my forehead.
I grabbed it, I was in shock.
I grabbed that hand and put it on my cheek.
There were tears again, and the pillows were wet.
24
The next day I woke up, and I slept with my hand.
And he clearly had a hard time sleeping, leaning on the chair, and his head was lit.
I laughed.
Kong is awake.
He “fucked” and sprained his neck.
Apparently he’s not feeling well.
And I was surprised that Master Jiang had the opportunity to make a mistake.
The brows are about to end.
“I told you to go back. “I laugh.
“If you hadn’t been kicking and kicking and crying all night, what would I do?” I’m sorry.
Did I sleep so poorly last night?
Actually, I’ve got more honest times.
I was sleepwalking at the time of the death.
Open the door in the middle of the night and sit on the roof.
On several occasions, security found out.
But I don’t know why I never jumped.
In my dream, my arm was held in fury.
He said he wouldn’t forgive me if I jumped.
That’s the first time I’ve seen a gust of fire on me.
Though in a dream.
His eyes were full of incalculable sorrow and anger.
25
“Kang-eon. I suddenly asked him, “If one day I’ll disappear from your life.” I’m sorry.
“What will happen to you?”
Equint took a box of gum from the bag and threw it in the mouth, and the cheeks moved.
He smiled, “What else? I’m sorry.
“Get a new one. I’m sorry.
Still such an asshole.
I lifted the covers and sat on the table with the keys to the clothes and the key cards.
Push it back to him.
“Break up, Jiang-Leng. I’m sorry.
“I’m a little tired. I’m sorry.
I got up in my shoes, took my coat and whispered, “I overestimated myself. I’m sorry.
26
The head doesn’t go back out of the room.
I heard the piping’s footsteps, but I walked fast.
At the corner, he quickly ran into the stairwell and hid behind the door.
I saw Jiang Jin rushing by, he was supposed to be chasing me.
At last, he’s willing to take the first step out of my trap.
The shame of following him in that time was nothing.
I’m gonna get him into hell.
Fall with me.
Three years ago.
On New Year’s Eve, the bamboo drove me to his house for the New Year.
We went too late because of overtime and some minor matters.
When we got on the road, there was no car at that point.
I’m sleepy and I napped on the co-driver.
The season bamboo stretches out and reduces the sound of music.
His voice was low and snuggled: “Don’t sleep too much, it’s coming.” I’m sorry.
I hum two.
He laughed, “Sleep, Mom heard you like crabs and bought five pounds of crabs…”
It’s not over. It’s a gushing wheel.
I just felt like the whole person had lost weight, and the car was rolling in circles.
27
The hit car, it’s a yellow Maserati.
The car fell down, and I was hanging on my seat.
Blood flowed backwards from the bottom of the jaw and covered my eyes.
But I saw clearly, clearly and clearly, from the cab.
A young man.
He couldn’t even walk.
He’s obviously drunk too much.
He saw behind this, walking towards my car.
He even approached the car, bending over and looking inside.
In a panic, he was just coming to pull our door.
A woman’s voice stopped him.
And he was dragged away with his arm.
But even if it was just a glance.
I also saw his face completely.
28
I quickly lost consciousness.
And my guacamole left me in that car accident forever.
I didn’t even say goodbye.
I can’t remember how my time was.
I’ve been out of my mind all night, and I’ve been holding my cell phone and watching the conversation with me before the accident.
After learning the outcome of the incident.
I’m falling apart.
The hit driver, he was transferred.
The surveillance on that part of the road went off so cleverly that no live video could be found during the night.
And the top man was sentenced to prison soon.
My testimony was also rejected.
The person I pointed out had an alibi for the night.
I’ve appealed all over the place, and it didn’t work out.
And one day even my friends came to me to persuade me, “Sleeping may be the only thing left to do.”
“You’re accusing Jiang’s family. I’m sorry.
My friend put a newspaper in my hand: “And it’s not the first time that his great-grandfather had a hit and run.” I’m sorry.
29
I started a private investigation into Jiang Po.
He went abroad for two years after that.
The girl he likes is called Leigh.
I started to collect information about her.
Then he heard he was looking for a girl who looked like her.
When I went into the plastics room, I wanted to quit.
I almost gave up on my revenge plan even after I finished my plastic surgery.
But as soon as I get home, I can’t help but think about it.
Remember what he told me, what we’ve been through, everything we’ve been through.
Ziggy he’s gone.
And the culprits were not punished in half.
30
When Jiangxi returned.
I’ll follow.
He hangs out with his friends at the club every day, and his goal is one.
It’s like a girl like Le Chill.
Black and straight, like to wear white T jeans.
The other day, I was dressed like a college student, and I ran into their box without wearing a bag.
“I’m sorry, I went wrong.” I’m sorry.
“Hey, aren’t you in 336?” Why is there no one there…”
I went to the next compartment.
The next room is the one I hired.
Three hours later, I walked out of that KTV.
Wait downstairs for the car.
A big G hit me on the horn, it’s Kang.
He finally took the bait.
31
Actually, before the plastic surgery.
I’ve been there a few times before, and I hope he’s scared and I hope he’s scared.
But his reaction made me desperate again.
He doesn’t know who I am.
Then I realized that Jiang’s mother was trying to make him “outside” from this.
All the developments in the case at the time, including what happened later, were unknown.
He knew nothing but that his mother, who was invincible, was set aside for him.
Except for that night when he bends over and looks at me and Ziggy.
And We were bloodied with them, and he knew nothing of us.
32
So then I was just fine-tuning.
Learning to speak and behave for six months.
I’m still in a coma when I’m officially face-to-face with Kang.
I already knew before that he was very similar to Sugiboo.
But I never thought it would be so.
What a strange coincidence.
We’re doubles, test each other.
I was walking around the camp, down three or four lines, and just to find evidence of the night that he drove into a man.
Fortunately, small gains.
I don’t know why he kept the surveillance records from that night.
That night, Jiang Po was returned at 2:00 a.m.
He sat in the hall and stayed till dawn.
This surveillance record suffices to show that the so-called alibi of the day was forged.
33
I left the hospital to go home.
In the room, all the blackboards were filled with pictures and clues I was looking into.
And on the other hand, it is a relic of the sun bamboo.
Takeshi, I’m back. I’m sorry.
I’m redoing the fragrance, plug it in.
The dust on top of the sleeves was rewiped.
“Ah-chuck. I smoked my nose, my forehead was on the picture, “Sorry I haven’t come back to see you for so long.” I’m sorry.
“I knew you’d be mad at me to find Jianggu. I’m sorry.
“But I can’t afford to take him to hell, and he has to pay. I’m sorry.
“He shall go to prison, and he shall kneel before your relics, and he shall fall over and over again, seeking forgiveness.” I’m sorry.
“How can a man like him live like this when he does such a bad thing? I’m sorry.
“He has no love in this life except to deceive, and We want him to redeem himself for the rest of his life.” I’m sorry.
34
Jiang Zeng was forced into a situation where his family’s power was reduced to lawlessness.
It’s just a poor, love-deficient thing.
He searched all day and night for a double who looked like her, but only for his lack of love.
The reason she left him was because he was tired of chasing her.
Long-term cold encounters have made it intolerable for her to leave the country.
Actually, it’s just his mother.
He tried to escape his mother’s shackles and could not find a way to resist.
After all, he doesn’t know anything about love.
I don’t know how to love.
I’ve been at his house for so long, he comes back with different girls every day.
Not long after night, those girls will be expelled.
He didn’t even have sex with those girls.
Like a child who is not tired of childish games.
Poor and pathetic.
35
So when I was allergies in the hospital, he came back to take care of me.
I won the bet.
Bet he has humanity.
When a villain has a conscience, he is destined to be tormented day and night for that increase in goodwill.
Cell phones keep coming in.
It’s from Jiang Lin.
There’s a lot of text.
I’ll light up:
“Wincey, get the fuck back here. I’m sorry.
“Wincey, why are you running? Did I agree to break up? I’m sorry.
Want to break up? Okay, let’s talk. I’m sorry.
“Wincey, will you stop playing?” I’m sorry.
“Are you really mad? Okay, can I apologize? I’m sorry.
I’m laughing at my lips and it’s sad.
Takeh.
I finally found this animal’s soft spot.
But it’s disgusting. I’m the weak one.
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I deliberately colded him for days.
No phone calls, no text calls, missing.
I’ll change my job.
He asked someone to check my address, and I moved.
I was just playing him.
I’ve been in contact with other boys on purpose, and I’ve been going to a store with their friends at Jiang Po’s.
Jiang Yong though not playing there.
But I guess as soon as I get into this club, his friends will tell him I’m in the store.
The boys are the students I’ve been looking for from film school. They’re good.
Looks like a man’s star and tall.
We sit together and play dice, and we play truth and adventure.
The boys lost. They chose the truth.
I see a few familiar faces.
He said, “Selection for the Great Adventure, and give you more.” I’m sorry.
“Now, now. I’m sorry.
Kiss my face.
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The boys are down, but they’re professional.
He was about to bow his head.
A bottle came at the table.
The moment the bottle blew up, our table was scared.
Boys don’t know what’s going on, but they take care of me.
Equin and his friends were standing there.
He’s got no face, staring at the hands of the boys on my shoulder.
After a long time, he smiled, and said, “What’s the rush to break up? I’m sorry.
“What are you talking about?” We’re all here for her birthday. I’m sorry.
Equint came to me and got down.
“Is it your birthday?”
I nod my head.
“Why didn’t you tell me? I’m sorry.
And I laughed: “Yes, you did not remember. I’m sorry.
Boys want to help me with salt and vinegar.
It’s all over the place, and it’s all over.
He’s full of crap, he’s smiling and he’s cold in his bones.
“You have two seconds, get out.”
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I shot the guy’s shoulder, signaled him to leave first.
People walk after.
Jiang Zeng cleared his friends.
Kang Peng poured himself a drink and he took a sip, like he was thinking about what to say.
“Wincey. I’m sorry.
And he looked at me, and he looked at me, and he took it seriously: “You were in the hospital that day.” I’m sorry.
“I want to answer you again. I’m sorry.
“If you suddenly disappear from my life.” I’m sorry.
“I’ll get used to it. It’ll hurt. I’m sorry.
He grabbed his hair: “I think I’m used to having you with me.” I’m sorry.
I laughed and whispered, “You’re just used to it. I’m sorry.
“You too with another nanny. I’m sorry.
I pick up my bag and I want to go.
“Wincey! I’m sorry.
I looked down at him, he leaned on his head, and he said:
“Not used to. I’m sorry.
“I really missed you. The last few days, it was like you broke up with me the other day. I’m sorry.
Takeh, look at him. He’s a bitch.
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I touched his face.
I know you too well. I’m sorry.
“You’re like a child, and you won’t treasure the toys. I’m sorry.
“I can’t stand the feeling of loss and loss.” I’m sorry.
He held me straight in his arms and he held me tight.
It’s like trying to rub me in his body.
“Trust me.”
“I’m not going to be an asshole anymore. I’m sorry.
“Sici, we’ll be together again. I’m sorry.
He’s comforting me and comforting himself.
Quietly, softly and patiently.
This ain’t like that shit-ass Jiang Po before.
Like a stranger.
He asked me, “What do you want for your birthday? I’m sorry.
I shake my head: “There is a wish. I’m sorry.
“You say, “There is nothing I can buy.” I’m sorry.
And We said: Thou shalt not lie to me in truth. I’m sorry.
“This is it?” I can give you 10 sentences. I’m sorry.
I’ll just ask that question later.
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Kong took me to the beach.
He got off and gave me the door.
When I got out of the car, the pyrotechnic sound was deafening.
The pyrotechnics almost lit up the night sky.
The friends of Jiang Qing ran in cheers.
It’s like he’s really romantic.
I look up on my cheeks, and the night sky changes in countless different patterns.
Lights of fire in the pupils range from light to silence.
People around me looked at me with envy.
I remember the time I came to the beach with the Zipboo.
We only ordered fairies, no audience, no fireworks.
We walk along the coast, chatting.
It’s the wind of the night, and the guacamole takes off his coat and wraps it on me.
All of a sudden, he’s um, he’s got something in his pocket.
I’m curious to look past.
He opened his hand:
“Sleep, marry me, okay? I’m sorry.
It’s a diamond ring.
I was so excited I couldn’t wait for him to take it off.
Not too much, just fine.
I love it.
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Kang Yong also bought a ring.
In the sound of his friends, he opened the ring box.
Pigeons.
Pinky, beautiful.
He put his finger on my finger: “From today, we’ll start over in Windhoek. I’m sorry.
“I’ll make up for all the damage I’ve done to you before. I’m sorry.
“I’ll learn to be a good boyfriend for you. I’m sorry.
We hugged under a pyrotechnic feast for all of us in this event.
They think I’m crying because of the river’s prodigal son.
I’m actually crying about the end of my life.
The feeling of joy and tears.
It’s amazing.
The fireworks have been in there for two hours.
Equin has never been stingy in this, and he has played among the people, and he has not touched the flowers.
It’s always easy to squeeze girls’ most sensitive emotions.
But I’ve loved the best boys in the world.
The most beautiful view I’ve ever seen with him.
I’ve heard the most honest and sweet words.
I can’t afford to get caught up in this.
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We’re on the beach.
Equinox bit a cigarette, head down.
Seeing me wrinkled under my eyebrow, scrambling in the sand.
We said, “Take it, it’s okay. I’m sorry.
He said, “Stop. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “So soon?”
And Equin held my hand and kissed: “Whatever you don’t like, I can quit.” I’m sorry.
He sits on the floor like I am, with his hands on his side, and he sits on his back.
“It was because I didn’t believe you. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t think someone in the world would love me so unreservedly. I’m sorry.
“A family like me, the one I’ve made friends with, which is not for my money. I’m sorry.
“So it felt like you were too unreal, including the last breakup, and I always felt you had a purpose.” I’m sorry.
I looked down at the waves and I was a little laughing.
I didn’t think I could do this well.
I love someone. I can really play.
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This time he’ll take me wherever he wants.
Sometimes when I don’t want to go, he wants me to stay with him.
It’s getting more sticky.
He’ll wake up in the morning with a chin and watch me sleep.
And I’ll take the initiative to make a simple, but difficult, breakfast after I get up.
For example, fried eggs.
One time I even choked by the smell of smoke and ran over without my shoes on.
Turns out he’s in the kitchen.
The kitchen is full of smoke.
He frowned his face and fell two pieces of carbon out of the pot with a bitter face, and then blundered his arm and wondered which part had gone wrong.
After hearing me laugh, he turned around.
And then came over and held me on the table and took off his shoes.
I laughed so hard, “Let me do it. I’m sorry.
He refused: “No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
“Someone else has, you have. I’m sorry.
44
Six months later, his friend had a yacht party.
We’re all up.
An ex-girlfriend from Jiang Po is here.
They’re having a party on the first floor. There’s only a few people on the second floor.
His ex-girlfriend’s name is Chelsea, and he’s very open and talkative.
She came to change her bathing suit, and said to me, “Do you know that people in our community are envious of you now?” I’m sorry.
I said, “What? I’m sorry.
She sits down with her makeup bag and redos it.
“That’s the river, the son of a million years old. I’m sorry.
“You’re lucky. I’m sorry.
I just laughed and didn’t know how to answer her.
“I actually had a feeling when I went to see you at the house with Kang. I’m sorry.
I said, “What do you feel?”
“It should be you. “It’s just a feeling, and it’s supposed to stop at the end. I’m sorry.
“It’s not easy to watch the phone while we play outside. I’m sorry.
“As a woman’s sixth sense, he must be thinking about you. I’m sorry.
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I bit the straw and drank the juice: “He loves to bully me. I’m sorry.
“Man, it’s not like you’re talking about something. She started brushing her eyelashes, “Anyway, you’re really lucky, and the girls know that it’s almost broken for your prodigal son. I’m sorry.
When she’s done with her makeup, we’ll blow on the deck.
“I’m so jealous of you, I’m married and I’m lying down.” * She dumped a curly hair * I’m sorry.
“It can lift you up into the sky. I’m sorry.
There’s footsteps coming from the stairs.
I retreated to the fence, and the sea wind blew my face in pain.
Chelsea told me not to fall.
And We said: Does he love me?
“I’m still not sure. I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you do me a favor? I’m sorry.
Chelsea reached out and pulled me, and I stopped her arm and bended her lips: “Just make sure that he loves me. I’m sorry.
With screams.
I’m going back.
Without warning, fast, fall.
When I fell, I saw the look on her face.
I’m satisfied.
46
Kong can’t water.
I was a little surprised to see him jump down without hesitation.
He was pulled by his friends.
I was in a coma when the rescue workers rescued me.
Equinox gave me artificial respiration.
“Wince, wake up…”
When I’m confused, I think I hear someone calling my name.
Is that a guacamole?
Not him.
It’s that son of a bitch.
I got up and coughed up.
Jiang Qian kneels next to me with red eyes.
Is he crying?
I coughed and asked him, “Are you crying?” I’m sorry.
He looked at me, he was mean, but he was gentle when he hugged me.
“Shut up. I’m sorry.
I snuggle and lie in his arms.
Suteng, soon.
Soon. Wait for me.
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At night, I was in bed side by side with Kang.
I had a cold, and Equinox came in from outside and brought a cup of ginger tea. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to drink.
“Let me feed you? I’m sorry.
I’ll just sit up and take a breath.
He came to fetch the cup, but suddenly he bowed and kissed me at my lips: “Be good.” I’m sorry.
I’m being reflected in hiding.
He’s not happy again: “Just try to hide. I’m sorry.
I said, “A cold will spread to you. I’m sorry.
“I’m afraid of a little cold.” I’m sorry.
When he was sleeping, his arms were around my waist, and it was tight.
“You can’t leave my sight anymore. I’m sorry.
“And stay away from those women. I’m sorry.
And We said, “She did not push me, but I was unable to stand firm.” I’m sorry.
His voice was very low: “When you fell into the sea today, there was nothing in my head. I’m sorry.
“I almost thought I’d never see you again. I’m sorry.
I’ll have water, Jianggu.
I also had a vicious idea: if you go in, I might have created an accident of your drowning.
What a shame.
I want you to fall into an endless abyss at your most loving moment.
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Three months later.
Equin asked me to marry him.
And on the day of the proposal, a woman suddenly broke into the hotel and threw red wine into my face.
Kang Yong lets her in.
I’m not allowed.
After she left, I rejected him in front of everyone.
“Sorry, that was my ex-boyfriend’s sister. Her brother saved my life. I’m sorry.
“I can’t marry you, at least not now. I’m sorry.
I’ll take the ring off and give it back to Jianggu.
He left in the eyes of everyone.
When I got in the car, the woman who slapped me hit the gas.
She’s the sister of Succhan. She’s a psychiatrist.
When she learned about my plan, she actually disagreed.
But I’m very insistent: “I’ll go crazy if I don’t go to jail.” I’m sorry.
She collected information for me on the psychological trajectories and the language of his actions.
And that’s how I get so much water in this emotional hunt.
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“If my brother knew what you did for him, he’d be hurt.” I’m sorry.
“How could he let you go with that beast…”
“If I don’t do this, I’ll never make it in my life. I’m sorry.
The car was parked in a small area offshore.
It’s the house that I bought for the wedding.
This time, it’s probably true that my pride was struck by me.
He hasn’t called me for three days.
It’s making me feel a little guilty.
“From what he did before, he is now totally dependent on it. I’m sorry.
“and your presence is far beyond all the people around him.” I’m sorry.
The third night at 2:00 a.m.
Kang Yong called. I picked it up at the fourth.
“Get downstairs. “He’s almost as dumb as he is.”
50
I’ve slept well over him these days.
He was reclining by the car, and We approached him and saw his face fatigue.
“The guy the doctor said was saving your ex-boyfriend?” I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
He’s silent.
It’s cold at night, I hold my arms and wrap my coat tight.
“so sorry, I can’t completely forget him. I’m sorry.
“What about me? “So you don’t want me? I’m sorry.
I think it’s kind of boozy.
Last year’s Episode, you’ll never die.
And now the river is just a poor thing in love.
I touched his face, and I stepped back:
“Sorry, my feelings aren’t pure. It’s my problem, not…”
He pulled his arm in his arms.
“I don’t mind.” I’m sorry.
I said, “What?”
“Damn, Vince, I said I could take it.” I’m sorry.
“as long as you don’t run away…”
And suddenly his voice fell down: “Do not leave me.” I’m sorry.
I suddenly felt that it was time.
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The wedding was set before.
Kong’s mother found me.
She threw me a card and said 30 million to get me out of the river.
The Jiang family won’t let me come in this way to an unknown woman.
I do not know where I am.
She couldn’t get all my information, I changed my name and I was alone.
What can she find out?
I said, “I’ll die if I leave now.” I’m sorry.
Jiang Lin’s mother was so angry.
The ring of the emperor’s green emerald on her finger was so tight that she lifted her finger and she dropped it: “It’s normal for a child to fall in love without having had a couple of real relationships, and it’ll only take two days.” I’m sorry.
“He’s always been like this, and in the end he’s just gonna listen to me. I’m sorry.
“Oh, yeah? But I don’t think Kang will listen to you this time. I’m sorry.
Word goes down, there’s a man coming in.
Equin comes down with his face and holds my hand.
“Equin! His mother’s pissed off. “You dare go and try? You’re not my son! I’m sorry.
He looked back at his mother and finally pulled me away.
52
Equinoxen has been getting worse and worse lately.
He seems very upset.
Not because the wedding was close.
“You’re not running away again, are you? I’m sorry.
“Where else can I run?” I’m sorry.
And he came up to kiss me, and We pushed him away, and directed him to put things in his handmaiden.
Jiang Qin didn’t have his mother’s support, his card was frozen, and I let him mind, and I had my own little vault.
Just tell him what happened at the wedding, and I’ll arrange it myself.
Equinoxen is also getting attached to me.
Even when I got up at night and went to the bathroom, he woke up and sat there waiting for me to come back.
Funny.
53
Wedding day.
Kang Yong’s mother is still here.
She doesn’t seem to be able to beat him, after all.
There’s a lot of guests in the lobby.
“Do you have so many relatives? I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
There’s nobody in the lounge. He wants to kiss me again.
I avoided: “The make-up has been spent.” I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
“Want to keep it fresh?”
“Honey…” And suddenly he screamed, and I stunned.
There’s a knock on the door. It’s Qi time.
Kong is out first.
She shot the frame in her hand, covered it with red cloth:
“Ready. I’m sorry.
She followed me behind and pretended to be the bridesmaid.
I took a breath, “Well, let’s go inside. I’m sorry.
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When the moderator said, “Welcome to the wedding of Mr. Sutake and Miss Sleeping…”
I saw her stand up from her seat.
And the river is lost, “Wasn’t that right?” I’m sorry.
He can’t even remember the names of the people he killed.
“No mistake, the posters are all about Mr. Zigu and Miss Sleeping.” I’m sorry.
I smiled and said, “No mistake. Keep reading. I’m sorry.
The moderator continued.
Equinox saw the wedding photos on the screen behind us.
That’s what I used to take with me.
Equinox lost blood on his face.
He finally recognized it.
Long time no see, Mr. Jiang. “Thank you for coming to my wedding. I’m sorry.
In front of the season blue, the tray contains the remains of the bamboo and the ring box.
My hands are shaking, and I put the sapphire ring on my last photo.
And the ring I bought for the bamboo, my hands were shaking for a while.
His wrists were strangled, his eyes were red, his voice strangled:
“So the ring wasn’t for me? Aren’t you marrying me today?”
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I laughed, “If it wasn’t illegal to kill, you would have been killed a thousand times. I’m sorry.
His voice is shaking:
“Cessy are you kidding me? I’m sorry.
I pointed to the guests under my finger: “See those people?” I’m sorry.
“They’re Takeshi’s mother, uncle, uncle, his family. I’m sorry.
We reinforced the words: “They came to my wedding with Takeh. I’m sorry.
“And you, your mother, are only here on your knees, begging for forgiveness. I’m sorry.
Kong Qi looks like he’s been pulled out of his bones and his shoulder falls down.
He’s still trying to grab my hand: “Sixi you still love me, right? I’m sorry.
He’s like a kid who’s lost a toy.
Stand there and beg for my pity.
I took off my wedding dress, and I told him, in one word and with the most clarity:
“I never loved you. I’m sorry.
“Not now, not ever. I’m sorry.
“Too cheap for you to die. I’m sorry.
“You must live and suffer.” The love you saw was just a false way of collecting evidence about your crimes. I’m sorry.
“and that day with you will be a disgrace and a stain on my life. I’m sorry.
“It makes me sick. I’m sorry.
Seeing the flash of light in his eyes.
I laughed.
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The police came in.
And the mother of Jiang Qin cried out to him: “Au Qian! Fear not! They have no proof!” I’m sorry.
“Don’t let this woman fool you! She must have no proof!”
Equinox suddenly confessed.
His tone is so flat that there is nothing left to do:
“When are you going to miss it? I’m sorry.
“Three years ago, I caused the accident. I was drunk and killed. I’m sorry.
“and then I was put in jail for myself…”
He was taken by the police and passed me.
He suddenly went mad and grabbed my hand.
They were finally crushed by the police.
I saw that pink diamond ring in my pocket when I changed.
57
After all this.
I went home alone.
It’s my new room with Suzuki.
The words on the wall have long been thick and gray.
We closed the doors and windows, lit a pelt of carbon, and lay down on the bed.
Ignorance.
I think I saw the bamboo again. He held me in his room and shook me.
He’s got me again. Wake up! I’m sorry.
I cried on his chest:
“Don’t hurt me, I miss you…”
He kissed me, and he was angry: “If you die, I will marry someone else in my next life!”
I cried more.
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He held me tight and pointed out the window:
“Sleep, I’ve always been with you. I’m sorry.
“You can’t see me, but I’ve been. I’m sorry.
“You want to think about your family, think about your friends. Death is not the end. Life is the last. I’m sorry.
I cried, and I cried, and I avenged you. I caught the bad guy. But I’m filthy and I’m with that guy.”
“It’s okay. It’s okay. “We sleep so bravely.” I’m sorry.
“So, how can you choose suicide so bravely? I’m sorry.
I said, “I miss you so much, I really don’t know how to live without you…”
He sighs.
“Sleep, then put me in my heart. I’m sorry.
“Do what I have not done, see what I have not seen. I’m sorry.
“Throwing through the corners of the country’s mountains, smelling flowers for me and hearing the whispering of the living.” I’m sorry.
Promise me you’ll live.
Bang, bang, bang, bang.
The carbon basin is already out.
I sat out of bed, sweating and tears.
Outside the window, bird chirping.
A red-shut bird, jumping in.
You dare to jump into bed.
It looked at my head and then jumped into my palm.
I got close, and I felt its warm feathers and little heart beating.
I let go of my hand and it flew in the middle of the house and fell on the balcony.
I covered my face and cried.
I promise you, Bamboo.
I’ll live.
I’ll love life.
See you in the next life. Case number: YXX1v6M5Ooysg2pRw9AFPjP1
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
