Tell me about your best experience? – What?
I almost got attacked by seven or eight boys at school, but my mom called me “bastard” and said I deserved it.
“My dad” said to the headmaster, “It’s just a couple of kids making a joke. It’s no big deal. She’s got nothing to lose. I’m sorry.
The two men were such an attitude only because they were my brother, Zhao Jingwoo.
One.
My father was an orphan or a disabled person, and as a child, he had a small and short leg from polio.
On our side, people like him couldn’t get a wife, but my father married my mother, the hospital of the county people’s hospital, who was famously beautiful.
But that’s the two of them who got married.
Because of one thing that happened in 97, my mother was on her way home from the night shift, dragged into the woods by a bunch of people whose reputation stinked in the county, and no one dared to marry a “breathed shoe”.
So when the introduction brought my dad to my mom, she didn’t even think about it.
My father was a disabled man, but he was honest and suffering.
Learning to repair bicycles, then studying motorcycles, then running a repair shop of my own.
She never smiled at me except my mother didn’t like me, and she called me a “debtor” or a “nod.”
But every time she yells at me, and my dad doesn’t talk to me, and he doesn’t talk to me, he keeps me up behind my mother and he says, “What are you talking about?” This is my daughter! Don’t you ever say that to a girl again! I’m sorry.
Because of my dad’s attitude, my mom stopped yelling.
But my mom hates me, and she’s always been clear and clear.
And the reason I know this is because when I was 18, my mom met a big boss.
I don’t know how my mom got involved with that big boss, but they’re getting confused, and even the neighbors know that my mom’s got my dad green.
But my dad, like an ostrich, kept quiet until my mom dumped a paternity test on my dad’s face.
The report says that I’m the daughter of the big boss, because the big boss was one of those bastards who raped my mother.
After my mother dumped her paternity report, she grabbed my hand and said I wasn’t my father’s seed, so my father could divorce her.
I don’t want to know.
That’s the result I’m afraid of.
I grew up with my dad, and I threw my mom’s hand away, and I ran to my dad, and I wanted him to protect me, and I wanted him to tell me that what my mom said was not true.
But my father looked at me with a cold eye, and he threw his cup and his bench at me, and he called me with a sharper word than those outside.
“Get the fuck out of my place, you piece of shit! I’m sorry.
Two.
My dad and my mom got divorced fast, and they got their divorce papers the next day.
That day they came out of the Civil Administration and a strange man in a leather coat drove to pick me up and my mother.
When my mom sat in the car, she said to my dad, “I don’t want anything at home. Just throw it away.” We’re a couple, so we can get together and get divorced and I don’t want any money. I’m sorry.
My father stood outside the car, and his lips moved, and he said, “Be nice to Lily later.” I’m sorry.
My mom didn’t come back to him. She just rolled in the window and yelled, “It’s none of your business.”
But I was sulking about getting off, and I wanted to ask my dad what the last word meant. Why do you care about me?
If he wants me, I won’t follow my mother!
But I was going to drive the door off, and my mom slapped me, “Who are you calling Dad?” Zhao Sheng is your father, he doesn’t recognize you I’m sorry.
I looked at my mother with my face on my face, “My dad wasn’t a pussy! I’m sorry.
My mom’s gonna hit me again, but the guy in front of the car talks for me, “What are you hitting her for?” I’m sorry.
When a man talks, my mother does it.
That day, I lived with my mother in that man’s house called Zhao Sheng.
It’s a big house that can only be seen on television. It’s a big, luxurious house. When Zhao Sheng took me and my mother in, a boy of my age sitting on the couch in the living room was playing with his cell phone.
Xiao Woo, this is your Aunt Jiang and your sister…
Zhao Shing spoke with the boy in good temper, but the boy did not wait for him to finish his speech. He went straight to the room on the second floor and banged on the door.
Zhao’s face was stiff, but when he turned around, he laughed at me, followed him to a room on the first floor and took my mother upstairs.
Stranger rooms leave me in limbo, and I wake up in the middle of the night when I see a black hole in a room staring at me, a man lying on me, the boy who plays his cell phone in the living room.
I screamed and woke up my mother and Zhao Sheng.
When the two men arrived, the boy who started the plot mocked me: “I was just joking with her, making a fuss, and I never saw the market.” I’m sorry.
He left without going back to his head, without any explanation of his intentions.
But he wasn’t kidding. He was just lying on my face and pulling my clothes, and he was yelling at me, “How can you and your mother’s bitches live like that? Your mother came to our house to be my stepmother. Why doesn’t she want shit? I’m sorry.
He knows everything!
After listening to the boy, Zhao Sheng plagued me: “Lily, the kid likes to make a joke. Don’t worry about it. Go to sleep. I’m sorry.
I noded at him, and I whispered to my mother, and I shut her up and told her what had happened to me, but before I opened my mouth, my mother blocked me.
“Who are you gonna show me this sad face? I’m telling you, this is the Zhao’s house. I’m sorry.
Then she threw my arm away and left.
That night I didn’t fall asleep, and I went crazy to go back to my dad, thinking of the way he used to look at me, and I was afraid I’d run back and he kicked me out.
3
The following day, Zhao Shin took me, my mother and his son, Zhao Jingwoo, to school, and sent his son to school, while at the same time making a transfer.
But Zhao Sheng and the headmaster, when they said that I was going to the next grade, they said, “Senior.”
“I’ve read sophomores before. I don’t read sophomores! Zhao Shing shouted:
And he came to shoot me on my shoulder, “Lili, high school in town is not good in the market, you can’t keep up in high school, and you don’t know each other well in your new school, and you’re in a class with Woo, and you have a lookout for each other. I’m sorry.
“You’re a sophomore and a sophomore. How can you be so full of shit? “My mom’s liner.
Zhao Sheng sings to my mother, but they lie!
In the morning, when I was washing the dishes, I heard the two whispers: “Lily was in town first in school, studying so well, she and Woo were in a class, tutoring him, and much more expensive than having a tutor. The boy won’t be dead. I’m sorry.
“I’m not an accessory to Zhao Jingwoo if I don’t read it again I’m sorry.
I yelled at them, but before I finished, my mother hit me in the face in front of the headmaster.
“Who taught you to shout in front of the school leaders? I’m sorry.
Two men decided everything for me. I didn’t even get a chance to rebut it.
And that day I sat in a class of two and seven, one of Zhao Jingwoo.
But as soon as I sat down, I pulled out a bunch of notes from my desk with the words “dirty” and “nodish.”
When I was cleaning up that afternoon, I moved up my stool, and on the back of the stool I saw the word “bitch-only” and red paint, which was like blood.
I went to dinner in the cafeteria and someone whistled at me.
When I went up and down, on several occasions someone pulled my pants cold.
I went into the teacher’s office a dozen times a day, but the teacher couldn’t find the person who wrote the words, because it was only after the monitor teacher who found out that the classroom surveillance camera had been placed in black tape.
The investigation was fruitless, but at night, while I was sleeping in the dormitory, a dozen pieces of bubble gum were glued to my hair.
Then the next day, I went to the teacher again, and the teacher again investigated the failure and punished all the girls in our dormitory but me for one day.
It was a quiet day, when no one came to me during the day, but I was surrounded by a group of boys led by Zhao Jingwoo.
“What else would you do besides tell the teacher?” A boy hit me in the head.
“You son of a bitch, you’ve been played by someone else. What, you’re missing a man? A boy is pulling my clothes.
I don’t know who I’m talking to, but I just feel like I’ve got a dozen hands on my head, and the more the seven or eight boys squeeze.
I was afraid and desperate, but I could only explain to them that I didn’t.
I was able to escape when the teacher was notified and the director broke in.
I followed the teaching department in my clothes, and I was ashamed.
The headmaster was angry and threatened the boys with a “drop-out” punishment before they confessed.
After the other boys were called out, Zhao Jingwoo and I stayed at the faculty, and Zhao Sheng and my mother were brought to school.
The headmaster told Zhao Zhao Zheng’s story very seriously, and Zhao Zheng noded his head and said to the headmaster: “Doesn’t it not matter that the two children are brothers and sisters and they are joking? Why don’t we just forget it? I’m sorry.
Are you kidding me?
I almost got raped because I didn’t get raped, so I didn’t do anything.
I can’t believe that Zhao Zheng will define something of this nature as a joke.
“Well, I’ll talk to the kids first. I’ll let them talk to you, okay? I’m sorry.
But the headmaster looked at me, ignored my call and noded.
Zhao Seong took me out of the office, and my mother pulled it out of my mouth as soon as the door closed. Don’t you want to kill him? I’m sorry.
I was stunned and cried for a long time, saying, “Did I almost get raped? Am I a bitch?” I’m sorry.
“Why doesn’t he rape people and choose you? I’m sorry.
“When you were raped, were you a bitch? My father was so nice to you, you had to divorce him and be with those who raped you. I’m sorry.
“This is Zhao Jingwoo’s fault and I’m not going to change my mind. I’m sorry.
I could not bear to shout out the backlog of more than a decade.
It’s just that my voice just fell and my face was stung again, but it wasn’t my mother who hit me this time, but Zhao Sheng, who looked at me all over his body and looked at me in a violent manner.
“It’s for your face!”
After that he looked at my mom and told her to “watch me” and went to the teaching department alone.
Zhao Jingwoo stood next to me, watching my fast-swollen cheek gang, smiling forward and back.
“Yeon Lilly, do you hear me? Your mother’s bitch calls you a bitch. You two are a bitch. Ha ha ha ha! I’m sorry.
Zhao Jingwoo said nothing but that my mother’s face was white, but she didn’t rebut it.
4
I don’t know how Zhao Sheng spoke to the Headmaster, and the result of his treatment was that Zhao Jingwoo was sentenced and returned home for 10 days to reflect.
And because I was targeted by students, I was given 10 days at school.
On the way home, Zhao Sang-woo was comforting Zhao by driving in his car, and he promised Zhao Zhao Zheng-woo, “Don’t worry about the school, Dad will find someone to lift the punishment, and you will be at home for 10 days.” Didn’t you say you wanted to change your phone? How about Daddy buy you an apple 13? I’m sorry.
“A phone wants to send me, Dad. I’m from you? Zhao Jingwoo, a co-pilot, turned his eyes upside down and was dissatisfied.
“You boy!”
“I’m so fucked up by Yang Li, you can’t use a cell phone to get this over with! You can let me down and get these bitches out of here. Zhao Jingwoo looked at me from the rear of the mirror and looked at me with provocation and contempt.
Zhao Jingwoo, don’t go too far! I’m sorry.
Zhao Sheng drank one sentence from Zhao Jingwoo, and the latter two never spoke.
But when the car drove to Zhao’s house, my mother dragged me out of the car and took the chicken blanket from the Zhao’s house and apologized to Zhao Jingwoo while chasing me for half an hour.
5
The next 10 days, I saw a totally different mother.
Zhao Jing Woo’s son-in-law, a woman who speaks in the mood in front of my father, is like Zhao Jingwoo, who is completely untempered.
Even if Zhao Jingwoo asked her to work for me, my mother wouldn’t give a shit.
On this day, I was washing the toilet and Zhao Jing-woo suddenly kicked the door open and threw apple peels on the floor that I had just dragged.
“Yeon Lilly, how’s the rest of my pizza? I’m sorry.
And I ran him out, and he was chasing after him.
“That pizza I spat on, and I snouted it, and you smelled like a dog. I’m sorry.
Zhao Jingwoo’s laughter in the room, my stomach swung, but I turned around and laughed at Zhao Jing Woo: “Same to you. You eat the red-fried chicken that I make at night. Speaking of dogs, it’s dogs who eat shit, right? I’m sorry.
“What the fuck are you talking about? I’m sorry.
Zhao Jing Woo threw the apples in his hand and then came up and pumped them in my face.
Zhao Zheng and my mother came back soon, but Zhao Zheng Zheng asked what happened to Zhao Jing Woo, who left the house without saying anything.
He has no face to admit he ate shit.
Zhao Sheng then asked me, “What’s going on? I’m sorry.
I said to him, “He spits apple skin on the floor that I have dragged, I drag it once, and I vomit once, and I don’t know what’s wrong with him. Then I smash the apple into my face, and I scolded him. Uncle Zhao, I have endured Zhao Jingwoo. I am not satisfied with him. I really do not know what to do with him. I’m sorry.
During the days of Zhao’s survival, I gradually took control of the path to survival.
Zhao Seong listened and came to shoot me on my shoulder and said, “Lily, it’s Dad who spoiled him and made you suffer, and I’ll teach him. I’m sorry.
I’m not talking. I’m just hiding my head.
My mother was watching, and it’s rare not to rush up and yell at me in the first place, just to see my eyes get a little complicated.
Then, when they left, We swept the shoulders of Zhao Sheng.
Who wouldn’t say nice words and call himself my father?
My father was the one who came to me at the time of my injury and asked me if I was in pain and carefully helped me wipe my wounds, the one who tried to kill me with a red neck even with a broken leg.
And not after my face has been swollen by Zhao Jingwoo, but by a “requirement” that doesn’t hurt me.
At night, I looked over and over my head at the coarse sofas of my house, the snout of lemons, and that rocking chair that my father made for me, almost the same as my classmates.
I’d like to go back to see him, but that day he called me a “bitch” and “dirty” and put it like a knife in the softest place in my heart.
I’m afraid my father hates me more than anyone else.
Six.
Swing all night.
The next day, when I made lunch, Zhao Jingwoo came back.
As soon as he came back, he stood in front of the kitchen and kept me at the table, and he didn’t let me out of his sight.
Even when he eats, he doesn’t want me to.
I thought Zhao Jong-woo really believed that I put shit in his dinner yesterday, so I wouldn’t do anything about it.
Soon after lunch, my head gets heavy and dizzy.
After the dishes were washed, I couldn’t help it any longer.
But before I closed my eyes, I saw that Zhao Jing Woo’s pairs had told me many times about a thousand sneakers from the United States…
I was conscious the next morning.
When I woke up naked, my hands and feet were tied to the bed, and my mouth was covered, and my body was weak, but my stomach was sore, because I had two bloody words drawn from my belly with a sharp instrument.
“J.”
Zhao Jin Woo drugged me and made me look like this!
The current state of affairs frightens me, even more so, what happened during my coma, and I have no memory at all.
Angry and panic drive me crazy and I scream without fear.
My mother was the first to rush into the room, and her hair was distraught and angry.
When she saw me like this, she stopped when she yelled at her face and locked the door in a complicated manner.
She went to bed with her face down and threw the blankets on me so badly that she spoke.
“You can’t talk about this. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe what I’ve heard. I can’t believe it’s a woman with a child who talks to her child.
In school, teachers often told us that our mother was the greatest man in the world, that she taught us to sing ” Kneel the Goat ” and ” Mother ” , but that woman totally rejected the idea that she had taught me.
I’m always looking forward to what she can do with this.
No way…
“What’s wrong? Zhao Sheng’s knocking outside.
My mother spoke first: “It’s nothing. Lilly’s got the guts to see cockroaches. I’m sorry.
Then she turned around, unfaced, untied, and threatened me, “Don’t get me into trouble, okay? I’m sorry.
Heart in blood, I’m desperate for this man.
The first time I untied the rope, I couldn’t take care of my dignity, and I washed my clothes out of the door.
At the door, I saw Zhao Sheng faceless, and I told him, “Chao Jingyu is a beast!” Your baby boy, drug me, take me out, carve me with a knife. I’m sorry.
“You’re a rapist and your son will be a rapist! You family are animals! I’m sorry.
“Lili! I’m sorry.
My mom yelled at me and tried to come up and hit me, but I ran away.
And before leaving the gate of Zhao, I heard the last of the words of the woman: “Sorry, Zhao Sheng, I should have stopped her. I shall go after her now, but I cannot let her go out and say anything, otherwise O-woo will be ruined.” I’m sorry.
I’m walking around and I’m going crazy.
I walked away a day and finally found a familiar home at midnight.
When I opened my house with the key, I was facing my dad with the wrench.
As soon as I saw this familiar face, I suppressed a moment of frustration, and I ran over him and held him in my arms.
My father was shaking in his old, skinny body, and he yelled at me, “Who sent you back, get out of here!” I’m sorry.
He pulled my hand off, pushed me out, I fell on the floor, but I couldn’t walk away from him.
“Dad, I don’t have a place to go. Don’t kick me out. The Zhao family is animals. I’m sorry.
My father was in a state of uncertainty, and then he lifted me up with a heartache.
“What’s going on? Didn’t your mother say the man wanted you back? He’s… he’s not nice to you? I’m sorry.
I cried and told my father what happened to these days, and he heard it, and it was like he was 10 years old and his eyes were red.
In particular, when he heard that I had been injured, he got nervous and reached out to see where I was injured, but when he touched my clothes, he shrunk his hand back and just went back to my house and found me a coat to put on me.
“Go, Dad, take you to the hospital. I’m sorry.
One night, my dad took me to an emergency and came back to cook for me and I fell asleep at dawn.
Sleeping in my own small bed, seeing my father sitting in the living room right before my door, I was tired and calmly closing my eyes.
But I never dreamed it would be my dad’s last sight.
8
The next day, I woke up at noon.
I look at the old beam roof and I’m happy and I’m really going home.
I went out of my room and had my dad’s breakfast on the living room table, as usual, but I yelled “Dad,” but nobody said “yes.”
I called him and nobody answered.
I thought he was at the garage again, helping people with the car, and I didn’t hear it, so I finished his cooking, packed the table, and I went to study.
In the evening, there was a door tap outside, and I thought it was my father who went out and forgot to bring the keys and rushed to open the door for him, but found two policemen standing at the door.
At the police station, I saw my father’s body and knew all the truth.
Turns out my dad went out early to help me get justice, and in a surveillance video from the Zhao family, my dad was so mean, for the first time in his life, and he threw things at me with his wrench.
Then Zhao Sheng and Zhao Jing Woo came out with my mother, three of them were like grandchildren, hiding from each other, and then my father threw his wrench at Zhao Jing Woo, hiding behind Zhao.
And then…
He looked up and fell right in the picture.
I looked at the familiar surveillance video and didn’t believe that my father would suddenly die in good health. I’m sorry.
The next day, the police called a doctor who said, “Yang Yong was registered in my clinic, he has brain cancer, which is the latest period, and he has only three to six months from the scene. I’m sorry.
I listened to those words, and I stopped crying.
He knows he’s dying because he’s afraid I’ll be left alone in the world to push me to Zhao’s house.
He went to Zhao’s house for my daughter’s sake and paid for Zhao Zhao Zhengwoo’s money, and he was so angry!
I yelled at the family, “The murderer, you killed my father! I’m sorry.
But it was an accident when the police filed the verdict, and Zhao’s family was not responsible and my father deserved it.
I don’t know what kind of expression I’m going to use to face this result, and the tears seem to be drying out, and the grief is all over, and there’s no drop of it.
I’m in the hallway of the police station, like a puppet.
My mom and Zhao Sheng were afraid I’d tell the police about Zhao Jingwoo and dragged me out of the police station and I went back to Zhao’s house.
9
Zhao Sheng used to think that the dead man’s house was bad and moved on the day he returned.
They think I’m a bad person, they lock me up in a groceries at night, and they scold me before they close.
“It’s your fault that the bastard died, and your father wouldn’t have died, and we wouldn’t have done it.”
I lay inside, like dead, with no reaction.
I don’t have a father.
The most loved one in the world is gone.
Despair makes me feel like I’m in favour of the former. I have no power to avenge my father.
But after a day of hunger, hunger and survival instincts made me consciously afraid, and I didn’t want to die, and I was madly beating the locked door and letting them let me out.
It’s not too long. It’s Zhao Jingwoo.
He threw bread and a bottle of mineral water at me, “They went out and I gave you something to eat, so don’t die in our house, where the dead are the worst.” I’m sorry.
I bit my teeth and looked at him, trying to rip a piece of meat off him, wondering if he wouldn’t hurt. Why can a man do that in cold blood?
“Hey, that cripple died. Are you going to bury him?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Jianyu said this as if he were a weasel. I looked at him and asked him, “What is your purpose?” I’m sorry.
“I didn’t take the bread, this time nothing, the water is new. I’m sorry.
I didn’t pay attention to him. He waited a while to say, “I heard you’ve won a prize in the provincial math competition before. I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t think your mother’s son-of-a-bitch would learn so well. Zhao Jing Woo smiled at me without laughing.
I was just looking at him, and he was laughing, “Well, after you got the prize, the school sent you a book with a yxx signature card. I’m sorry.
“You want that signature card? I’m sorry.
I don’t chase stars, but I know yxx is popular among his peers.
But ironically, my father lost his life, and he focused on a piece of paper signed by a star!
“I brought you food. Can you give me your signature card? I’m sorry.
“Yes, but only if you let me out. I asked him a question.
I’ll never touch anything that Zhao Jin Woo gave me again.
“Don’t you think I don’t know you want to deal with us when you get out? I’m sorry.
“I won’t. Think about it. When did you come to me? Didn’t you say you were shitting on your food because you were first targeting me? I’m in the kitchen for the whole time. I’m sorry.
“But I did that to you before, can you not hate me? I’m sorry.
“I went to the hospital and the doctor examined me and said I wasn’t assaulted. You just carved words on my stomach. And I know you’re not gonna be an enemy because you hate Wang Wah and you don’t want her to be your mother, but we didn’t have to be enemies because we had the same purpose. I’m sorry.
I did, and I continued to seduce him: “I can even help you get Wang Wah out of here.” I’m sorry.
“That bitch is your mother! Zhao Jingwoo still does not believe.
“You think I should be grateful to her for what she did to me? I’m sorry.
“That bitch is a bitch, but you’ve got a few bones, you got a deal. I’m sorry.
Zhao Jing-woo finished the speech and let me out.
I got up from the ground and I walked out in a cold smile.
The fish are on the hook!
Dad, I’ll live my life, your revenge, my own revenge, and I’ll find them!
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Keep your eyes on the road.
