I’m about to receive my sixteenth death.
Before that I went to Lin’s company.
He pushed the door of his office, but saw another woman holding the tie I gave him, rounding his neck, and the red lips met.
It’s ironic that we’re getting married in three days.
One.
On the night of the thunderstorm, Lin and I went out in a fight, and died in a thunderstorm.
Since then, I’ve been stuck in the cycle of death.
On previous occasions, I returned from the shock of rebirth and carefully tried to avoid the eyes of death.
But without exception, it failed.
It’s either a fire or a fall, and all the strange things that eventually push me to death.
Open your eyes and we’ll go back to the morning we’re going to fight.
This time, I was afraid to hide, but I saw that we were getting closer to our marriage, and I suddenly wanted to see Lin.
That’s what I didn’t do 15 times before.
I’m tired of saving my life, and he’s in my cold war.
But who could have thought that I was faced with such a scene.
In the office, the woman took her hand back without panic.
They even laughed at me in a provocative manner, and then left.
I watched the forest walk back to the desk without an expression and slightly turned over the documents in my hand, as I could see in my heart.
“So you want to fight with me and come out in the middle of the night because of her? I’m sorry.
We’re getting married. I’m sorry.
“So what?”
He threw the file on the table and looked me in the eye.
“So, you don’t have to be paranoid. I’m sorry.
That’s ridiculous.
He used to swear in his arms that I was in a rental room short of 50 square metres, that I would not suffer in my life.
The one who was so anxious to stop me from entering the kitchen for a long time because I cut the dishes with my fingers.
Now, on the eve of the wedding, you can’t stop with another woman.
I squeezed my hand.
“Okay, that’s enough. I’m sorry.
“The wedding rehearsal is tomorrow afternoon. I’ll remind you, I’m leaving. I’m sorry.
There was something unexpected about Lin, and I was so quick to put it away, and it also eased my tone.
“I’ll walk you out. I’m sorry.
I walked in alone, watched the elevator door close, and suddenly I had that strong feeling.
So he raised his head and showed his favorite smile: “Bye, Lin-sama.” I’m sorry.
Then it was supposed to slow down to the first floor of the car and suddenly went off.
A few seconds later, a wave of screams came to the top floor with a dreary shock.
This is my sixteenth death.
This time, I died in front of Lyncho.
Two.
I thought I’d open my eyes again and back in the morning.
What I saw was the forest standing on the ground floor, watching the scenes of chaos.
It was as if a stone was standing there until a fire policeman came to him and asked him if he was in charge.
It was only then that Lin came back and pushed the crowd away.
Don’t touch her!
The ambulance didn’t stop the move.
Several staff members pulled him away.
After that, it seemed as if he had suddenly calmed down and had never made any more excesses.
All of this I can see clearly.
So that’s where his feelings for me are now.
I have died 16 times, and the pain that I have brought with me 16 times is far from the reality of this moment.
The pain from the heart is tearing me apart.
I want to go anywhere.
But as if I were a ghost, I’d never be far behind him.
The third day after my death, it was supposed to be our wedding day.
Lin Tsi was drunk in a bar.
His buddy Yuan pulled the bottle in his hand and was so angry at his teeth.
“If you don’t just drink to death and stay with the evening stars, I’ll be in peace.” I’m sorry.
I heard my name, Lin finally stopped moving.
Then he started whispering, counting the details that he was buried in his heart, which I never heard.
“Quiet? When did she give me peace? I’m sorry.
“At the end of the working hours, he asked where he was going and who he was going on business, and even he had to take her call at any time. I’m sorry.
– I’m bored.
“There’s always daisies in the vases of the house, and the meals are always those. I’m sorry.
– I’m bored.
“It’s like a copy of paste, no surprises, no expectations. I’m sorry.
He said it for a long time until Yuan Liang’s face was dark.
“Why did you agree to marry her when you hated her so much? I’m sorry.
Yeah, I’d like to know that he’s tired of me.
But I couldn’t hear his answer, and I was torn to pieces.
Until I regained my mind again, I returned to my place of origin, that morning.
The forest has not returned overnight, and it is at this very moment that the house is being pushed.
I watched him walk to the bathroom in silence, and I didn’t even want to say hello, and I finally said:
Why did you marry me? I’m sorry.
His suit jacket was still in his hand, a little impatiently glanced at me and threw his clothes on the couch.
“What’s wrong with you because I didn’t come back last night? I’m sorry.
“I told you yesterday that there was a temporary problem with the project and that it needed to be adjusted overnight. I’m sorry.
I would have had a big fight with him, and he couldn’t bear it till the night was over, left in anger and never returned.
But this time, I shut up.
By the time Lin came out, people had relaxed a lot.
He was not given warm water on the table as usual, so he took ice water from the fridge and sat in the chair opposite me.
There’s no breakfast on the table that should have been ready, even if the vase was empty.
He drank half a bottle of water and looked down at the daisies in the trash can and frowned his eyebrow.
“You didn’t buy it yesterday. Why did you lose it? I’m sorry.
“Why do you keep that annoying thing? I’m sorry.
I guess I’m cold, and Lin finally turned his eyes on my face, and his voice was a little skeptical:
What are you trying to say? I’m sorry.
My eyes went over his eyebrows carefully, and left half of the water in the vase.
“Lin Chi, cancel the wedding. I’m sorry.
III
It’s probably faith in my death.
“There’s a limit to bad words, and you know there’s something you can’t say. I’m sorry.
Seeing my firmness, he grew angry.
“Sing, I can do whatever I want in the day, but you insisted on getting married and now you’re saying cancel? I’m sorry.
“You better be serious. Don’t regret it! I’m sorry.
He threw himself in front of me again.
I went to the new restaurant in the neighborhood, I ordered a table, it was all spicy.
It’s not even noon, I’m the only one in the store, and the waiter looks like I’m sweating and even tears.
They hesitated to whisper.
A few years ago, as a result of the busy start-up of the business, he could no longer eat over-stimulated, greasy foods after he starved his stomach.
So, I quit the spicy, and I started to learn how to eat.
Then you pick out the food he likes and make a recipe for him.
But who knows, he’s tired?
It’s gonna be, I mean, a little revenge.
As a result, the stomach pain began to be severe.
When I was in the hospital’s emergency room, I realized I’d never die if I was good.
I spent two days in the hospital and Lin never contacted me.
On the third day, his mother called me and asked me why I suddenly called off the wedding.
“Why ask Lin, he may know better. I’m sorry.
The phone was silent for a moment, and then came the angry voice of Lin:
“The wedding was ruined by you. You asked me why? I’m sorry.
“This is the last one today, for a total of four. I’m sorry.
I was on my way, and I heard the sound from across.
“What’s wrong, sick?”
“Where are you now?”
I’m staring at the medicine in my hand and I’m having a hard time in my mouth.
“Lin Zhi, but if you’ve called me one time in the last two days and returned home once, you won’t have to ask me that now. I’m sorry.
Hang up.
A man took his medication and got out of hospital.
And when I came home, the forest was already at home.
He looked like he was looking for something until he saw me come in.
“Where have you been?”
“You…” He saw the big red rose I had in my arms, and his face was cold. I’m sorry.
I loved flowers, but I didn’t want him to pay for them.
Then things got better, and I used to buy myself.
Only this time, the flowers changed, and he thought it was from someone else.
I went around him, I took out scissors to trim the roses, and I put one in a glass vase.
“This flower is called Zoo, and when it blooms, I love it. I’m sorry.
“Don’t you like daisies? I’m sorry.
Lin didn’t like fragrant flowers, so I used to buy daisies.
“I don’t like it anymore.” I’m sorry.
It was as if it had touched his back, and suddenly he stepped in two steps and dragged me into my arm and forced me to look at him.
“So, you’re canceling the wedding because you don’t love me anymore and you’re in love with someone else, right?”
It turns out there’s still people beating up.
I took a step back and tried to pull my hand back, but Lin grabbed it dead and wouldn’t let it go.
I looked at the moods in his eyes and I took him very seriously:
“The unloved, it’s you. I’m sorry.
Four.
I just graduated from college when I met Lin.
When my mother suddenly died and worked repeatedly, I finally fell down one day and fell down in the subway and cried.
And that’s where he met me and delivered me an unsavory cup of tea and ice cream.
Even when his eyes turned against the light on that day, they were as bright as the stars.
After that, he became my world.
I’m with him in the business, running around.
The two were packed in a small rental house to save electricity and air conditioning.
At the time, he looked at me sweating and burned his client’s shirt the next day, and he couldn’t speak.
When I fell asleep at night, I used a fan to fan me.
He loved me that much.
But it’s been a long time since I’ve forgotten what it feels like to be loved.
I touched the ring on the finger.
That was when we decided to get engaged, and I pulled him to the store.
There’s an abbreviation for both of us.
But he didn’t wear it once, even if I asked him, he said he’d wear it when he was married.
The ring was a little hard, Lin noticed my movements, and there was a moment of panic.
“What do you want to do?” I’m sorry.
It’s hard for him to take me seriously.
I suddenly wonder what kind of behaviour Lin was after my first 15 deaths.
Has he ever cried in his arms because he’s sad?
So I raised my hand and touched his eye.
“If I die now, will you cry for me? I’m sorry.
He didn’t wait to answer my ridiculous questions, and his phone rings.
The call shows it’s for pets.
I know the woman who’s been chief secretary for six months at his firm.
And in his office, he’s the one with his red lips.
Lin looked at me and hung up the phone.
I’ll call again.
This time, I didn’t give him time to react. One of them took his cell phone and put it on speakerphone.
The sound of the twilight drops on the other side immediately passed:
“Mr. Lin, why didn’t you answer the phone and come to the office this afternoon? I’m sorry.
As soon as Lin’s face was heavy, he grabbed my hand and tried to take his phone back.
Of course I wouldn’t, so I fought hard.
Listen to this mess on the other side.
Lin finally lost his patience, pushed me away and hung up his phone.
And I, by accident, ran into the table behind me, and the scissors that were just used to trim the roses were in my right belly.
Boom, I fell under the table and the pain kept me breathing.
It was only then that Lin turned back, and when he saw what was in front of him, he came in.
I can feel him shivering in my belly.
“How could this be?”
He looked at the blood coming out and the blood on his face faded.
And he kept holding me after he had made the first call, whispering, “Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid. I’m sorry.
I’m not afraid of anything but dying again.
But so many times, I haven’t lived my first wedding date.
The temperature of the body cooled down in an inch, and I grabbed Lin to the wrist.
“Lin Chik, is it boring to be with me? I’m sorry.
“You don’t love me anymore, I take my love back. I’m sorry.
This time, he stopped me, but he was anxious to explain: “No, I didn’t love you, I just…”
I shook my head: “It’s too late, I’ll have to leave early next time.” I’m sorry.
The forest to the whole people looked at me and revealed an incomprehensible emotion.
I saw his lips opened and joined, as if he had spoken.
But I didn’t hear, closed my eyes, and I just felt warm liquid dripping on my face.
And then, once again, it fell into darkness.
Then, another sound came out of your ear: “Mr. Lin, sure you want this right, then I’ll make an order for you.” I’m sorry.
Open your eyes and find I’m sitting next to you in the woods, with a pair of rings in her hand.
That’s the engagement ring I made with Lin-taek.
This time…
I went back two months ago.
Five.
“The ring we don’t want. I’m sorry.
I didn’t just look at the forest, and I carried the bag out of the door.
When he came after me, I was looking down for the wedding phone on my phone.
When I had the ring, I went to the wedding, and I picked a few, Chinese and Western, and I was looking forward to it.
Now, I’m going to take it all back myself.
Lin is standing across from me.
“Why don’t you waste half a day on everything you’ve set up? I’m sorry.
I called in front of him and said, “Sorry, our ceremony was cancelled. Well, there’s no refund, that’s all. I’m sorry.
Lin looks like he’s overloaded, staring straight at me, and he’s obviously blinded by the situation.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
From his point of view, all of this I have done has no idea and no reason.
But I have to cancel the wedding, and as soon as possible, without danger.
“Lin Chi, I think you’re right. We got married too soon. I’m sorry.
“Your company has not recently been preparing a major transnational project, and I’ve decided to listen to you and let it go until you’ve been busy. I’m sorry.
For a lame reason, Lin is certainly unhappy.
But he just went back to the company after words condemned my arbitrary actions.
I went home and started packing, and I called Kim.
“My aunt, you’re getting married. How come the ceremony says you’re canceling? I’m sorry.
As my closest friend for several years, Gündey knew how much I cared about Lin-chul and how much I wanted to marry him, so he heard me say that the wedding day was just a ceremony.
“It’s not the ceremony, it’s the wedding. I’m sorry.
I did not explain, but I borrowed it from her house for a while, and I went to her with my luggage.
I wasn’t home until the same night.
There’s no one at home.
I called, and I said I wanted to go on a trip with Kim and I’ll be back in a while.
He asked me to be safe outside, to buy what I wanted, to hang up.
I didn’t even ask where I was going.
Of course, there’s a reason I’m staying at Gindy’s.
I’ve hired a private detective, and I want to see how far he’s going to go with her.
But for almost 10 days, there was only one picture of him with his pets, a little close.
And these 10 days, Lin contacted me more often.
From the very beginning, there was an occasional telephone call, and then the following day asked me several times when I would be back.
Until this night, it was 1:00 in the morning, and he called again.
It’s quiet across the street, but he’s obviously been drinking. I’m sorry.
“You’re not here. It’s really cold at home. I’m sorry.
I’m silent.
“The daisies on the table are dead. I’m sorry.
It’s not just flowers.
Seeing that I have not spoken, Lin has taken a deep breath, and the sound is heavy: “You did not travel at all.” I’m sorry.
I wanted to get something to show him the evidence and end it right away.
But now seems like a better time to break up.
“Lin Chi, let’s break up. I’m sorry.
I can hear the heavy breathing across the street, and this time he’s silent.
As I was about to hang up…
“Tomorrow I’ll pick you up. I’m sorry.
“The wedding is still taking place as usual. I’ll do it this time. I’m sorry.
“You can ask me if you want. I’m sorry.
I listened to a series of his words, and I stopped him in peace:
“Lin Chi, no more weddings, we broke up. I’m sorry.
He didn’t seem to hear what I said. He was still talking to himself.
So I pulled up the sound, and the words were:
“I said I’m not going to marry you. I’m going to marry you and die. Do you understand? I’m sorry.
I thought as long as I stayed away from him and decided to cancel the wedding, I would be able to avoid the cycle of death and return to life.
But it turns out I was wrong.
Because soon, I welcomed my eighteenth death.
Six.
The day I moved out of my house, Lin was very quiet.
But when I pulled the last suitcase, he finally couldn’t sit down and pulled me.
“If you want to break up, you have to give me a reason why you’re leaving without knowing what it is. I’m sorry.
Yeah.
I went to the balcony, pushed the glass down and pulled the door and looked far away at the car.
“Lin Chi, do you remember why we chose this room? I’m sorry.
He came to me with his hands on the fence and looked at me.
“Because I said I’d love to have two lovers on the balcony watching the sunset. I’m sorry.
“But ever since I moved here, I’ve wanted this scene to happen. I’m sorry.
It’s gonna be the evening when the orange red sun spills on his side of the face, and it’s really moving.
I laughed at him, “What I thought was important, you don’t remember a lot of things. I’m sorry.
‘Cause you don’t care. I’m sorry.
“So if you don’t love, you don’t have to stick together, make you unhappy and not fair to me. I’m sorry.
Before we left, Lin-jin spoke in silence, and finally said:
“Nightstar, I never thought I’d be separated from you. I’m sorry.
I’ve never thought about it before.
We didn’t get it in advance, and everything could be saved.
I moved in alone into a little double apartment, planning on the future.
Well, I thought it would be normal, there would be no more woods, and there would be no more dead.
Good thing I never threw it in my old business.
The fragmented work of translating documents and books is enough to feed themselves.
Gindy buys a bunch of food nests at my house and knocks me and Lin-Gul really broke up.
“What can you believe? I’m sorry.
Ginty was in self-doubt and forgot to eat the ducks in his hand.
“The feeling of getting married can be broken. Love is unreliable. I’m sorry.
“So, after you mentioned it, didn’t he stay? I’m sorry.
Maybe there is.
Those unheavy texts and phone calls…
“I just realized that not all silver Sydney soup has lilies, but how do you know this is good? I’m sorry.
“What flower shop did you like to order? I’m sorry.
“These days have changed. You’re afraid of cold. I’m sorry.
I know him too well. The things that get him used to, love and love.
But I knew myself, and I looked at it all the time, and then I blacked out all his contacts.
Then after that We shall spend a day in peace.
But a few days later, Lin Chi’s buddy Yuan Liang asked me out for dinner.
In his speech, he revealed that the state of his recent life was bad.
I’ve been listening calmly until the last meal.
Yuan stopped the waiter who wanted to put soup in front of me: “Please put it over here, she doesn’t like hot air. I’m sorry.
I only had a few meals with him. How did he know?
Seeing my unexpected eyes, Yuan has explained: “A long time ago, when you came to your house to pick up a pot, you made a great deal of love for me, and then complained about me, saying that you hated the heat, and that he made you a bowl of food. I’m sorry.
I feel like I can’t say it.
“In any case, he didn’t want to work overtime these days, and he was deliberately destroying his body. I’m sorry.
“I think this has something to do with what’s going on with you.”
I told Yuan that he didn’t want to know.
“Several pain is inevitable. He hurts me too. I’m sorry.
“I am not obliged to help him alleviate his suffering. I’m sorry.
I don’t know how she understood my attitude, much less how he conveyed it to Lin.
It’s just that since then Lin has been in my life a lot.
From the beginning, it stopped at the side of the road and gave me flowers.
I even booked a ticket for Disney, which I said I wanted to go.
He’s making it up to him.
I understand that sometimes it moves.
But I didn’t waver.
Because of that scheduled day, it’s getting closer.
VII
I turned down all invitations to meet.
The number of days has finally reached December 18.
That’s the day we were supposed to get married.
In the morning I opened my eyes and I repeatedly confirmed the date on the screen of the mobile phone, which was so heavy and so full of joy, it was really hard to speak.
I actually broke the cycle of death and lived this day.
I was in a good mood when I had an appointment with Kimmy for dinner this afternoon.
Kim didn’t hear it first, it was a relief.
“Recently you’ve been refusing to go out and lock yourself in the house, and I thought you were going to shut yourself up and get you a shrink. I’m sorry.
I’m seriously saying that I couldn’t have met Lin Chi when I was so vulnerable because of my feelings.
More specifically, he should have been waiting for me.
“Evening Star, can you talk to me for once? I’m sorry.
“It seems that this is the one who’s vulnerable, or we’ll have dinner next time. I’m sorry.
I took a look at him, but I haven’t seen him for six months, and I’ve lost weight.
But he’s wearing a full black suit, and he’s still cool.
“Let’s go, I’ll take you somewhere.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t know he was taking me that far before I got in.
The car went south, driving for more than two hours, and stopped at the river park on the outskirts of the city.
I felt like he had a lot to say, but they sat dead by the river until the sun came down and he didn’t say anything.
There was some wind in the night, and the forest went to the car to get me a blanket.
I looked in the eye, the one I used to put in his car.
“Lin Chi, if you want to talk, say whatever you want. I’m sorry.
He looked down at the watch and looked across the river: “Shh, look over there. I’m sorry.
It was a quiet riverside, with his hints, the sound of fireworks.
Numerous rotten fireworks bloom in the air and weave one another, lighting up the night sky.
I watched all this astonishment and surprise.
Fireworks set, and Lin only opened his mouth:
“You said, “You love to see fireworks, short but bright enough.” But it’s not allowed in the city, so I can only arrange it here. I’m sorry.
I grabbed the blanket on my shoulder and my voice was blocked by a sudden rush of emotion.
“It’s all in the past. You don’t have to do this now. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, that’s not necessary. I’m sorry.
“But today was our wedding night, and the fireworks could have been celebrated. I’m sorry.
“I’ve been thinking a lot, mostly about you, about our past. I’m sorry.
“I think I know why you have to break up with me. I’m sorry.
It’s strange that I haven’t cried once since I separated from him.
But this moment, I suddenly got sour in my eyes.
So he started sucking his nose, and he said, “You see, we’re so close. I’m sorry.
I shot him on the shoulder, stood up and pulled myself out of an undesired mood.
On the way back, Lin looked at me from time to time through the mirror.
I couldn’t ignore his eyes, so I asked him, “What’s going on? I’m sorry.
A black velvet box was removed from the back seat of the forest in the margins of the red light road.
“Open it and look. I’m sorry.
I put it in, and it’s a diamond necklace that looks expensive enough.
“Do you remember? I bought you a necklace the year we were together, on your birthday, but you said you didn’t like it, and you gave it back the next day. I’m sorry.
“I know you like it, but you can’t afford it. I’m sorry.
I remember, of course, that was a very fine platinum necklace, with a very small piece of rock, only 3,000.
But we didn’t have much money at hand.
So I snuck up with that necklace one night, and returned it the next day, and I gave him a decent dress.
I said, “You’re going to talk to me about business in this body, and you’re making a lot of money, and buy me a couple of carats of diamond necklaces that can kill me.” I’m sorry.
The diamond is indeed large, and the light is pure and beautiful, but it should not belong to me.
“That’s when I liked all this stuff. I’m sorry.
I closed the box, and I was going to put it back in the back seat, but I was stuck in the wrist.
“Nightstar, this is what I owe you. I’m sorry.
His eyes were filled with regret and regret, and it was so heavy on me.
“If I could, I’d rather go back to that time and leave you with that little necklace. I’m sorry.
At this moment, I am suddenly relieved.
It’s just that my smile didn’t reach my mouth, and the rest of the light was staring at the big truck in front of me and stomping.
The steel pipes in the back of the car, the ping-ping-pong pong, were hitting down.
The whole process was only a dozen seconds away, and by the time I reacted, people were already in front of the forest.
Then the pipe broke through the glass and stabbed itself.
I can only hear the sound of the forest in my ear, of despair, when the pain is so great.
Evening Star, why are you so stupid?
“You can’t do anything. You can’t do anything. I’m sorry.
The voice of Lin-jin is getting further away until everything around us is dead.
I don’t know if this time I’m still going to die.
VIII
I float in endless darkness, without knowing the time, without seeing the end.
It’s like a real death of despair that devours me.
After a long time, when I thought that there was no future, I was finally exposed to a light.
Open your eyes again and I’m back.
Still in front of the counter, the lady in charge smiled and said she was going to make an order.
I was conscious of my desire to speak out, but Lin kept my hand in my hand, and my eyes were tender and strong.
“Your hand is so pretty that you can finally wear the ring I bought you. I’m sorry.
What did he say?
I looked at him carefully, and he didn’t look like a fake.
But he shouldn’t be in this state at this time.
The ring has been arranged, and he’s holding my hand and getting ready to contact the wedding.
“I have an appointment with them, and this afternoon we’ll go and see what’s in their view. I’m sorry.
I was in my own world, and Lin looked at me like I wasn’t responding and put me in a co-pilot and fastened my seat belt.
“Whatever you want, you have to raise it. I don’t want you to regret our wedding. I’m sorry.
The wedding…
I looked back at him, and I said, “Lin, I’m confused, and I don’t think this is a good time for a wedding. I’m sorry.
“You’re busy right now…”
“I’m not busy. I’m sorry.
Lin answered with certainty, reached out and touched my head.
“I know you have a lot to worry about, but you believe me, I will protect you, and I will marry you for the rest of my life. I’m sorry.
Honestly, I’m a little confused.
I thought I’d just cancel the wedding and split up with Lin.
But I’m back here.
And this time, things have gone completely different, and it seems like he has to do it.
So, what do I do?
On the back side of the bed, without sleep until morning.
The forest next to it, which had slept well and well, woke up and cried out, “The Night Star!” I’m sorry.
I got scared and started to turn on the lights.
And then he put his hand on his back, and he came back like a dream, and he grabbed me.
“I’m glad you’re here, you’re here…”
There’s something wrong with Lin’s reaction, but I’m asking, and he’s telling me not to worry. It’s okay.
How could I not worry?
I can’t ignore that date.
Every time I think about the time I was dying in despair and darkness, my back went cold.
I knew I couldn’t wait to die, and a few days later I couldn’t wait.
Once again went to Lin’s company.
Lin always told me he wasn’t busy, and he did everything he did at the wedding.
But I went to his company to find out that he was too busy to eat.
I arrived at noon and he’s still meeting Operations.
I was received by a steady and able male colleague who brought me a cup of coffee, which gave me a moment.
I sat in the forest to the office and heard a call from outside the door: “The Secretary General of Qin, Lin said to go to the conference room.” I’m sorry.
Why is he the chief secretary?
I stood up and stopped the man who was leaving.
“You’re the chief secretary here? What’s she doing in your company? I’m sorry.
Ms. Yu, a former staff member of the Secretariat, left office three months ago. I’m sorry.
It’s not the same. I came here before and she provoked me as a winner.
Lin heard I was coming. I came back to the office.
Throwing the documents in my hand on the table at random and asking me if something had happened.
I couldn’t find out, and I said to him, “Why did your company leave?” I’m sorry.
Listen to me, Lin’s eyes flash.
“How do you know her? I’m sorry.
“She made a mistake in principle at work and the company fired her. I’m sorry.
Nine.
What is the principle error of a man who can climb the Secretariat’s position in six months?
I’ve got nothing here, and Lin’s really busy.
So I had lunch with him and I went downstairs alone.
That’s right.
He’s always been a working partner with Lin. Maybe he knows something.
“You’re asking about petty? “She crossed the line and Lin let her go that day.” I’m sorry.
He looked at me in silence and explained, “The forest is a workaholic, which can sometimes make you feel left alone.” I’m sorry.
“But he wouldn’t do that. I’m sorry.
“Will he do it? How do you know? I’m sorry.
And I said to Jean-Claude, “I don’t know what he’s been worried about for a while, but it’s you he cares about most now. I’m sorry.
“As long as there’s something on your side, he’ll push it off and come to you. I’m sorry.
“You should not at least suspect him in this matter. I’m sorry.
He’s actually telling the truth. Ever since he woke up, Lin’s been better to me than we’ve just met.
But I can’t forget what he did before.
I don’t know which one is really him.
Now there is no tenderness, no apathy and no argument between us, and I look at the coming marriage, and I have another guess.
This time, are we really getting married?
I’ve decided to try again, and I haven’t mentioned the cancellation since.
Finally, December 18th.
Until I reached the auditorium, I still felt that it was not true.
It’s like a water bubble. It’s gonna break.
Today’s Lindsay is very handsome.
He stands before me, with his eyes and veins, and he seems to have a lot to say.
The ceremony went well, and at the swearing-in, Lin did not hesitate to say he was willing.
But it was my turn, at the moment when I was about to speak, to have a strong, scary feeling that suddenly appeared.
I consciously tried to take my hand back, but the forest held it tight.
His tone was a fateful certainty: “Believe me.” I’m sorry.
Tensions, fear, hesitation, and emotions haunt me.
But his eyes are so firm.
As if he were saying, “Don’t be afraid, this will soon be over.”
And I shall then say, “I will.” I’m sorry.
There’s a warm message of blessing under the stage that Lin has taken the ring and put it on my fingertips.
And at this moment, on top of our heads, something snapped.
I know exactly what that means.
That was the moment.
Klinto did not show any panic or even look up.
He just put the ring on my finger and then showed a happy smile.
Then I was completely held by him.
The huge crystallight fell, causing chaos in the scene.
The forest stood by me on the ground, and scattered pieces fell before my eyes, and he lost his voice.
I just realized…
The 19th death that should have belonged to me was blocked by the forest.
He seems to be ready to protect me, whatever happens.
So he made me believe him.
Soon someone will pull us out.
The face was covered with fragments of blood, and the entire person had fallen into a deep coma and was immediately taken to a nearby hospital.
I stood in a cold hospital corridor and shivered beyond my control.
The lights in the rescue room were out for five hours, and I met the doctor who had just arrived, but I was afraid to ask.
“Don’t worry, life is saved. I’m sorry.
I was relieved and I almost tripped by the dress.
The nurse next to me may not be able to stand up and hold me.
“You all right? Should we check for any wounds? I’m sorry.
I’ve got a lot of blood on my white veil and it’s a little scary.
But I know for myself that he’s got me well and I’m not hurt.
Although there was no danger to his life, he was still awake.
I look at him every day like a new wife waiting for her husband to wake up.
Then, when the time was hard, We took him as a quiet listener, and said something of the past.
More hate, less joy.
“Are you saying that people are always like this, and the harm they suffer is always very deep. I’m sorry.
The forest remained silent, and I looked at his shivers and whispered:
“Lin Chi, I’m going. Bye. I’m sorry.
Ten.
A few days later I got a call from Yuan Liang at the airport.
He asked me if I hadn’t seen Lin for days.
He probably heard a boarding report from the airport in the background, and he rushed to ask me, “Where are you going? You don’t care where the forest is?”
I looked up at the flight information card and went to the gate.
“Lin’s awake. Say thank you to him for me. He’ll understand. I’m sorry.
The telephone was then hung up and turned off.
I boarded the plane and leaned on my seat, into a faint dream.
In the dream, a scene of the past has been flashing like a screening.
At the end of the dream, it’s Lin-gi’s hold.
“Night Star, I woke up so many times I wanted you not to be separated from me, and I tried so many times to get us here. I’m sorry.
I heard my voice calmly.
“But I woke up so many times I just wanted to be really separate from you. I’m sorry.
“Thank you for your constant attempts to find a way out for me, but from now on I just want to move forward. I’m sorry.
“You will be your wife when your wedding has been successfully completed, and then she will die forever. I’m sorry.
It’s all over the place.
I can’t count the first time I woke up.
But for the first time, I went back to the day we met.
Standing on the side of the road, I saw Sunshine at the bottom of the subway, crying all over.
I replaced her with a strawberry ice cream because she once said it was bad for tea.
On her birthday, I put that necklace on her hand and threw away all the necklace wrappings and bills, and she couldn’t go back and stayed.
On the first day of moving to my new home, I deliberately pushed the afternoon’s work and held her on the balcony to watch the sunset.
She was laughing at me, making money, not even Ben.
I knew very well what the Secretariat had in mind, and later caught up in some of the wrong jobs and fired her.
After that, all my secretaries were men.
Later, I asked her to marry me, and she cried and laughed.
When the ring was ordered, she suddenly began to hesitate.
I thought it was the girl’s prenuptial anxiety, so I doubled her sense of security and took everything she had to her wedding and made her the most beautiful bride.
At last she stood before me as the most beautiful bride in the world.
I held her hand tight and made her believe me.
I’ll marry her and protect her forever.
So before the crystal light fell down, I successfully put her finger on the ring and put her in my arms.
What a fool she is.
That day, a ton of steel pipes slipped from the brakes and she used her thin body to stop me.
How can it be blocked?
I hold her wet and hot body, and I feel the steel pipe that runs through her, and it stirs in my chest, and I hate the back of time.
So I can erase it and start over with her.
Then I really got this chance, countless times.
But every time after that, we were pushed further and further, until we cancelled the wedding and broke up.
I keep waking up, correcting, failing and waking up again.
Until this time I finally married her and protected her.
Even now I lie in bed, like a dead man, unable to wake up.
But evening stars will come with me every day and will talk to me.
She told me that she had been trapped in the cycle of death and that I had broken it this time.
I knew that she’d been through it many times before my turn.
Yes, it was that time that she tried to save me, and they both died in the van, and I started my turn.
This one’s rounding us up.
The two of us in the world are like two different slices, where she just wants to leave me and where I want her to stay.
The last time I insisted on turning back the results of the past, when I saved her on the 18th of December, I happened to hit the same end with the two of us.
So she escaped death and my return is over.
Unfortunately, the mistakes I thought had already been corrected had taken place in her rotation.
The harm already exists and cannot be erased.
On the day I woke up, Yuan was wondering why Sunsung wasn’t there, even calling her.
I knew I was right.
“When you’re not awake, she’s here to watch over you every day. I’m sorry.
“Where can I go and say goodbye? I’m sorry.
I held the ring in my hand, which I found on the bed when I woke up.
The edges of the diamonds are sore, but the heart is sore.
“She said goodbye. I’m sorry.
She said goodbye, and this time it’s really goodbye. Record number: YXX1DM9yjoc0D1wX6liZaZm
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
