And the brother of the reorganised family was the one who overcame my master on the campus, and he spoke of a girlfriend, and joined with her classmates to isolate me.
But he used to be very good to me.
One.
It’s been two months.
He brought me a bunch of boys to cut my dress around the corner, gave me lunch bread with fungus on my back, talked about our class’s girlfriend, and joined up to isolate me.
I went back to the classroom and a bucket of cold water poured over my head.
I rubbed my face, my wet clothes sticky on my skin.
I saw my brother sitting on the podium, hugging his girlfriend’s waist, slowly looking at me.
And three months ago, he bought me baked potatoes, and he was worried I’d get burned.
Two.
I met Jiang Jiu when I was six.
Hold his fucking hand while I hide behind my dad.
After that I knew, I had an extra brother.
My favorite person when I was a kid was this brother.
Because I heard from the girls in the class that she was always replaced by Otmann by her brother.
But Jiang has never taken the remote from me.
He’ll be watching the princess and her magic wings with me on the night of the summer.
My change with Jiang-tai is $5 each.
I’ve been a spoiled and spoiled child since I was a kid, and my mother gave the money to Jiang Ying.
In fact, it’s all for food and hair cards.
I want his money right.
Every time he gives it to me, he doesn’t blink.
3
Kang-suk’s got good grades and I’m normal.
It was only then that he became known that he was a celebrity in the school after he had barely taken the same high school as he had.
When I first got into school, the school transport ran 2,000 meters, half of it dehydrated and collapsed on the playground.
Later, according to his classmates, he flew halfway to the playground and carried me to the infirmary.
Somebody always said I was his girlfriend.
Then everyone knew I was his sister.
It’s good to be a younger sister, because he’s the president of the school, and the senior seniors know me.
I wait every day for Jiang to go to school and go home with him.
I’ve been talking all the time on the road, and I said, “If I’m being bullied, will you ever come around?”
He told me not to think, but never to suffer.
The winter was full of snow.
He bought me roasted potatoes and told me not to burn.
I don’t want to eat half.
He didn’t overtake the rest.
And after the snow, it was my endless nightmare.
5
First, my dad left.
He was working too hard, and he suddenly died in a position where he worked day and night.
It rained for three days and three nights, and I cried in the temple.
I felt like someone had wiped my tears, and I realized I was holding the river all the time and wouldn’t let go.
He’s in the neck, and there’s a light smell of cherry powder in our house.
My dad always smiles at me, buys me anything good. He’s gone. I don’t know who I’m left with.
I might be the only one left, so I hold him.
He let me hold him, raise his hand and hold my hair.
My dad’s after me. I’ll only cry those days.
And after Dad’s funeral, after the first seven, I just touched the hand and asked him to take me home.
So he pushed me away.
Look, I’ve never seen so clearly in his eyes abominable.
I don’t know what happened, and I don’t know why it wasn’t him that night.
I followed him and called his brother and his name, and he ignored me.
Back home, he wrapped my stuff up in my head and threw it at me.
I’ve been rocked by those things.
He told me to go to the attic.
Six.
Later, Jiang-Tai talked about his girlfriend.
Our class, the leader of a small group, is the favorite thing to do is to marginalize others.
They shouted at me to read my grades, and the sharp laughter went into the eardrum.
At lunch break, they said I stole the money, pulled my bag to the last row and fell all over my head.
I ran out to stop it, but I couldn’t do anything, and I looked at all the books like crap and I was stepped on.
I heard that the student president was here.
The river came to me and looked at all the messes on the ground.
He said, “What’s wrong?”
His girlfriend returned: “Your sister stole our school fare.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t!
And I raised my head for myself, but I swallowed the rest of my words.
I’ve been asked so slowly.
“Where did you hide the money? I don’t know you yet…”
“As usual, you like to steal. I’m sorry.
“I don’t have one!”
I looked at him in shock and looked at me like I was looking at something dirty.
How can you not know what I am?
How could you not know I wouldn’t even steal the money?
How could you…
You can’t protect me anymore.
7
Back that night, his mother burned a table for us.
And he took a plate from the cupboard and threw it on the ground.
Put the leftovers from last night inside.
He looked down at me.
I used to love my brother so much.
“You eat this. I’m sorry.
After a brief silence, I couldn’t believe my eyes were on the fucking river.
I can’t be close to Lee Choufan all these years.
But Lee Cheon Fong is definitely a gentle man.
But now she holds her wrist, doesn’t look at me, doesn’t speak to stop her son.
I suddenly knew that my dad was gone and that I had no one left to do this to me.
Finally, I didn’t eat the food on the floor.
I don’t care. At night, I’m starving in that little room in the attic.
I suddenly realized I’d never been so hungry in my life.
I used to want to eat at night. I pushed it up.
No matter how tired and asleep he was, he would rise up and rub my head.
Congratulate to cook for me in the kitchen.
8
I don’t know how it got out of school.
But I didn’t do anything, and then I knew it, and it was the little group that was spreading it.
Jiang-suk’s girlfriend’s name is Lin-tao, and he’s a member of the arts class.
The peaches have a very good eyelid, a little picky, and they quickly set up small groups on the first day of the new semester.
This small group seems to have been at the top of the class, starting with a special introverted girl who leads the isolation.
The girl was actually a little fat because of her poor grades, which they read out loud.
On New Year’s Eve, she was deliberately laughed at.
I helped that girl a few times, and because my brother is Jiang Qian, they mostly dumped me with white eyes.
Now, their boss becomes Jiang Jiu’s girlfriend, and he seems to hate me to die.
And so, the object of their bullying became me.
I’ve always felt like lincho wanted to do this to me.
We were surrounded by some of them after school to clean up, and those who were on duty fled.
I’d like to run, too, but, one left, one right, two men holding my arm.
“Don’t worry, although the camera in the classroom is broken, I’ll shoot it all.”
A girl put her cell phone on my face, while the lumber was puddled with a lighter in her hand.
As if on purpose, she mentioned the name I didn’t want to hear.
“The lighter is for the Gang.” I’m sorry.
She lit another candle in her hand.
The candles that shake me are close to my cheeks, and I can even feel the steaming heat burning my eyes.
She tilted some candles because of the burning and the wax oil was quickly dripping over there.
The clothes on my shoulder were picked down a little.
The heat of the fire made my eyes dry, and I closed my eyes unconsciously, and the stinging of my skin hit me in the second.
I shuddered hard, and the pain irritated me, and I struggled hard, and I was dragged back.
I didn’t know they hit me. I just felt pain all over me.
My head is buzzing, and I just remembered that I haven’t eaten since last night.
It’s impossible for me to take a bite of his alms, as it is for dogs.
And I can’t find a meal card today at noon, so I think of the food card I’m used to.
I don’t know when the torture stopped.
I just know I probably did, because my voice is dumb.
I cried too, because my eyes were really thick and painful.
I’m a little sick of hearing myself and hearing the voice of the river.
I was suddenly reminded of my freshman year to discuss with my sisters who were the safest in school, and they all said that I was the safest.
“You’ve got a good hand. How can you suffer a bit? I’m sorry.
Yeah.
I don’t think it’s going to hurt me.
The sound of the lumber is in my ear, and the river has a cold voice, and it awakens me at one point.
“What’s on her shoulder? I’m sorry.
I’m shaking.
“O wax, the drop of wax has solidified. @Girls: I don’t know.
And the river is silent.
It’s like a sharp knife, so deep in my heart.
“It’s dirty. I’m sorry.
9
I had a dream in which my dad smiled at me.
But I really feel like he’s taking me away because I haven’t eaten in two days.
It’s like a sting.
It doesn’t really hurt when you’re really hungry, and when you’re in pain, it doesn’t feel like you’re hungry.
I stomped on a wooden chair by the school cafeteria until someone stood before me.
I looked up at him,
The river threw me that bag of bread in its hand.
And We dipped it for two or three seconds, and then We tore it to pieces.
Yeah, the bone’s already been eaten by the dog. I feel like I’m losing my breath.
Until I saw a second piece of bread, a thick, tumbled moist.
I threw up in the trash.
It’s a good laugh.
It’s the end of the vomit, and the footsteps on the ground are all dashing.
I hear my voice, I can’t hold it.
Brother, why?
“You tell me why? I’m sorry.
“What did I do wrong that you did to me? I’m sorry.
Brother. I’m sorry.
I called him, but he didn’t listen to me.
Brother…
“Jian-suk!”
He held his foot and looked back at me.
I was sweating all over my forehead, and when he reached for my hair, I was all wet.
“Don’t you know why? I’m sorry.
The midday sun is too big, so I see a shadow.
His voice is the one I can only grab.
“I’m not telling you why, you take your guess. I’m sorry.
He moved too softly, as if he were the gentle brother.
He fell down and asked me in my ear.
“Don’t know the pain of reason, is it more torture? I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
10
When I woke up, it was the school infirmary that showed some yellow-stained ceilings.
The old incandescent lights don’t know how long they’ll last, while the evenings outside the windows pass through the open.
The infirmary’s teacher left work in a hurry.
He said he gave me some glucose and told me to go home and remember to eat.
“Oh, yeah, the kids who sent you are waiting for you at the door. I’m sorry.
I must have passed out hungry, and I sent me to the infirmary…
And when I see that which is long upon the door, I know that it is not the river’s arrival.
“You all right, I see you fell in the back of the cafeteria. I’m sorry.
The man raised his eyebrow at me, and I realized:
I passed out hungry. I’m out of charge.
Throw me right there.
I can’t see his face when the person in front of me is wearing the uniforms of our school, lazily and in his pocket.
He seemed to have something to say, but I started by saying something.
“Can you please treat me to dinner? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The restaurant at the school entrance, eight bucks for the noodles.
I never ate so much.
Put the last noodle in your mouth, but your leg is still hungry.
I couldn’t pull my face off and let him buy me another bowl.
But the man in front has raised his hand and asked the waiter to come back with soup noodles.
I thought he was going to eat it, and then he pushed it in front of me.
“Eat it, if you ask me, you’ll have to eat. I’m sorry.
He smiled, he didn’t know if it was a tummy or something.
I buried my face in a bowl without saying anything.
But eating, I found my shoulder shaking, and I couldn’t stop.
Why are you crying?
“Stop crying, huh?”
The tissue was rubbing in my face, I was out of line, I couldn’t cry anymore.
Until I look up and look at those who look at me with my chin.
He laughed.
“Your eyes are as red as a rabbit. I’m sorry.
“…”
Eleven.
His name is Lin Zhizhou.
I’ve never heard of it. It’s like we’re in an art class.
In the autumn, the cold wind moves to the man’s collar at night.
I don’t want to go home, more precisely I don’t want to see Kang.
I hate the way he looks at me, the way he hates me to die.
So there was some rush to leave at the intersection, and I didn’t know where to go.
When you consciously pulled the zipper, people looked at me.
Lin Zhizhou laughs.
Homeless?
He’s in his pocket, he’s leaning, he’s poking in my pain.
My sight fell to one side.
Until he reached out to me.
I don’t know.
I’m holding hands for the first time.
The fingerbone has a bit of argon, but more of an accompaniment, with a bit of heat on its feet.
It’s a little long at night until the heavy rain comes down.
He took my hand and ran, and the mud of the rain road was splattered on his pants, and the rain flowed through his neck into his collar.
He took his coat off to cover the rain, but not much until he pulled me into the building.
He was very strong and almost strung up against the wall.
He reached out and blocked my back.
So, don’t hurt.
I fell in his dark eye under a dark lamp in the hall.
He put his coat over my head.
12
There’s no one in Lin Zhizhou.
He said his parents went out.
So I borrowed his bathroom, and he threw me a white shirt and said it was his sister’s.
I asked where his sister went, and his hands fell on my wet hair, rubbing two.
“You have a lot of questions. I’m sorry.
“…”
At night, I slept with him in the same bed.
I wouldn’t believe I could have done something like this if I had been.
Go home with strange boys and sleep in the same bed.
I looked at the dark ceiling and I closed my eyes at the end.
Because things are worse than they are now.
The next day, I arrived in the afternoon.
Just as soon as we got to school, the headmaster got to the office.
“You’ve got a lot of skills, you’ve got to skip school. I’m sorry.
“Look how you’ve become like this. One can learn bad, but not bad. I’m sorry.
“Last time on the bus fare…”
“I didn’t steal!”
That’s why I raised my voice.
But she just looked at me through that thin lens.
“Well, we don’t have much evidence, but I just want to tell you that people are doing, and God is watching. I’m sorry.
Doesn’t she mean anything else?
I was so angry at the back of my teeth that the door of the office was slammed while I was trying to make a sound out of it.
“Get your sister back. I’m sorry.
“Take care of her. I’m sorry.
The teacher passed me and spoke to the faceless person standing in front of me.
He held my wrist, black face, almost pulled me out of the office.
The man who grabbed my wrist was very tight.
I called his name on the way. He never stopped.
Brother. I’m sorry.
Brother. I’m sorry.
“Jian-suk!”
He threw me to the wall on the back of the building. It hurts. It hurts.
I didn’t see the guy in front of me.
But I’ve never seen him look angry.
“Where were you yesterday? I’m sorry.
He looked down and asked me one word.
“…”
I bit my teeth and didn’t look at him.
He smiled and laughed with anger.
“Do you know how long I looked for you last night? I’m sorry.
“…”
I tried to find something ridiculous in his eyes.
But none, he was cruel and mean.
“How can I torture you more if I don’t find you? I’m sorry.
“Jian-suk!”
I suddenly raised my voice and called his name, and at one point I felt like I was going crazy.
My best brother used to drive me crazy.
“Jan Tsi, tell me why. I’m sorry.
I was almost mute, and I asked him, and he looked at me.
I don’t get it. It’s good, it’s not fake. There’s no way anyone can pretend like that.
But he’s making a smile.
His palm, gently caressing the top of my head, the weightless path, like touching an animal.
I tried to knock his hand off and he said something.
“Why? Because of the debt your father left behind, you have to pay for him. I’m sorry.
13
What kind of man is my father, Yang?
My mother gave birth to me and ran away with someone else.
He pulled me to six and met his mother.
He’s not a very serious person. He always likes to laugh.
He wasn’t a very responsible man, running to his unit day and night.
His family’s expenses were on his own, and Jiang Ying made some money as a tutor.
The night he left, he bought me a new school bag with a scarf for the winter.
After he left, he never came back.
Overworked.
I can’t figure out what he’s in.
Until the river rises, shows me.
That’s what I’ve never seen before. It’s his mother, the scarred arm under the silk shawl.
The wounds are mixed up, old and new, and some have just sprung up, with new blood.
There are a few places where the body is hidden that are even worse.
And when I see half of it, I can’t see it, but turn aside from the river to me, as the whisper of Satan.
“It’s scary? But this is all your “good father” did. I’m sorry.
I looked up and looked at him in shock.
“No way!”
He put away his cell phone and his eyes were like fire.
“No. Of course you don’t know how much he loves you, how well he protects you. I’m sorry.
“But you know what. I’m sorry.
My wrist was held by him, and he was just squeezing.
“Every time you’re sad, you’re sad, your good father adds another scar to my mother’s body. I’m sorry.
My wrists are tightening, but I can’t help it.
I just feel like my head’s broken out of nowhere, and my dad’s smiling at me in the memories.
I mean, no, my dad’s not like that, but… his mother stayed home.
The only person she could reach was my dad.
I’m probably shaking. I’m probably coming back.
What about Jiang Jiu? When did he know all this?
Before my dad left, or after my dad left?
Once upon a time, in what mood did he smile at me like that?
I was left in the walkway behind the stairs again.
The school bell rings as if it had been pulled out of the lake.
Can’t breathe.
14
“You’ve become boring. I’m sorry.
The hair was pulled up, so I saw the light.
Lin Peach sits in front of me, and I think I’m probably in pain.
But I can’t feel it.
I can’t do anything with the buzzing in my head.
Instead, they started to get bored.
I can’t really think. With my head, it’s just what the river says to me.
My dad, where I don’t know, abused his wife.
If I was sad and sad, he would beat his wife.
Because of me.
That’s why Jiang is the one who’s going to bully me.
He’s going to transfer his fucking wounds to me.
In these days, I seem to have become one of those people in school.
It’s not my turn to be in Japan today.
I spoke for her several times when she was bullied by a fat girl.
As a result, she let me do her duty.
I went back to the classroom and a bucket of cold water fell from above my head.
I rubbed my face, my wet clothes sticky on my skin.
He and his girlfriend sat at the podium and watched me.
I don’t know.
They took my bag and threw it into the school’s artificial lake.
My dad bought me a bag and I’ve been holding it tight for days.
But it floats in the middle of the artificial lake, and the peach laughs behind me.
“If you want it, go get it. I’m sorry.
I looked back at them.
The river looks at me in peace and quiet.
My brother.
He used to be so nice to me that he couldn’t wait to see me suffer.
So, both, acting, huh?
I went to the lake.
It’s been a long swim, the lake’s cold, and I’m holding it in my arms with my bag.
The sunset is warm, but why is it still cold?
When I climbed ashore, there was no one left. They left.
Cold wind passed, I had a chill.
I don’t know.
And We dragged with it wet, and We did not know where to go, and the sun came down in the western mountains, but man was in a hurry.
Sneaked cell phones were placed in an insulated section of a school bag and seemed to turn on.
Wireless wallet money.
It’s a thousand dollars transferred to me in the New Year.
My parents gave me all the red bags, and Jiang sent me the red ones.
I don’t know.
I bought two beers.
The first time I drank, I even opened the bottle.
Hands are shaking.
I walk to the bridge, the lights are clear.
Someone was fishing at night and the dog was taken by the elderly.
I pulled my cell phone. It wasn’t with me the last time I went to Linchian.
Jiang Chi called me 16 times.
I pulled my finger over there and then I pulled it down.
When I thought he wouldn’t answer, he did.
“You’ll be my brother in the next life. I’m sorry.
His silence lasted long and then he laughed.
“What, ready to die? I’m sorry.
“…”
“Stop pretending, you’re scared to death. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I’m afraid of heights. I don’t like water.
I look down, the bridge across the sea is so high, one of the black holes below.
But I’ve been drinking, I’ve been drinking, and it’s like I’ve got the guts of a man.
There’s a truck passing by and the horn is loud.
When the river reached it, suddenly it raised its volume.
“Where are you? I’m sorry.
Actually, I didn’t want to jump.
Actually, it was here. I just wanted to see the view.
But I’d like to prove something to you.
I have the courage to jump.
I’m not a thief.
I’m not afraid to die.
It’s as if he can refute everything.
He called me by my name on the phone. I’ve never seen him so confused.
I’d like to, River to at some point.
Maybe it’s been so long.
That’s why he went crazy and called my name on the phone.
But I don’t want to hear it.
Hanging up the phone, my eyes are pouring into the darkness the next second.
I don’t know.
“If you feel bad, look up at the sky. I’m sorry.
“…”
The eyelashes were flashing, and the heat was on the eyes.
I couldn’t get my palm off my eyes.
The sound in your ear is so light, like a sigh.
But it was so gentle that my tears could not stop.
“My stars are gone. “I said it lightly.
It’s like when you get past that, you’re gonna get weak.
My legs were soft, and he put me in his arms.
The voice of Lin Tsing is always so quiet and gentle.
“I can’t be your star. I’m sorry.
Lin Zhi State’s home is still empty.
The dark light over the table was on, and I was lying there, and he sat across from me.
It’s like I haven’t had enough. I can’t stop crying.
And he looked at me crying.
I told him a lot of things. I don’t even know what to do.
How my brother bullied me, how my dad left.
I learn how to get worse, how I have no future.
He’s just listening quietly, holding his chin.
The young Liu Hai was a little long, and the shadow of light fell, and it was dark and light.
I’m done. Look him in the red eye.
He smiled and reached out to rub my head.
“It’s been a long time. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
There’s a little electric donkey in Lynch.
The next morning at 5:00, he took me away.
Lin Zhi State says he hasn’t been to school for a long time, so no wonder I didn’t remember him.
The little electric donkey was on the 5 a.m. street, and the thin morning fog was still there.
I was hugging his waist, and the young man’s shirt was hunting in the wind.
He took me to the other side of the river beach to see the red sun rises to the top of the building.
The glitter of the glitter of the twilight and the twilight of the sky.
Ride all the way to the city’s border, the little electric donkey is dead.
I went on a bus, swayed nowhere, and I fell asleep on his shoulder.
When he woke up he pinched my nose.
Aren’t you afraid I’ll take you away? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Actually, I just think there’s nothing worse.
So when man reaches the valley, every radians up is a salvation.
Lynch still has a way to make me laugh.
In the semi-smoking town, he painted a sunflower on the wall with a pen of five cents from the shop.
He’s an artist. He paints nicely.
Sometimes in the car, he paints me with his book.
He drew a lot of me, like he’s not tired.
I asked him why he studied painting, and he said his sister liked painting.
I asked what kind of person his sister was. He was smiling with his head against the glass.
“She’s a very good psychiatrist. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
We both had some money together, but I don’t know if it was intentional.
But we slept in one bed and nothing happened.
It’s like these days, I’m used to breathing on my side.
From sun to sundown.
We went to a lot of places to forget about time.
Jiang Chi kept calling me until one day he never called me again.
Me and Lin Tsing traveled to a small town.
It’s like it’s on holiday. There’s a lot of tourists in town.
There’s a little girl here who sells flowers and probably treats us like a couple.
The little girl said, “Brother, buy some flowers for your sister.”
Lin Tsing down and said something to the little girl.
I found out he was dealing with a little girl.
Speaking of which, the little girl’s blushing, nod her head.
Lin Tsai State paid for the delivery.
I just found out that the Governor of Lin-hye is very nice.
The bright light in the Old Town fell on his side of the face, and he had a single piece of tenderness and desolation.
Like a poet in his bones.
A bouquet of flowers, falling before my eyes.
For me?
I know he’s smiling.
I saw it, but it disappeared before my eyes.
Instead, he had a slight kiss of aggression.
And We were caught by him on the rock bridge,
Even kisses like him.
Looks soft, but it’s holding on.
16
Back at the hotel that day, Lin Tsui told me that the journey was over.
The return ticket cost us all the money we have left.
When they arrived at home, the moon teeth climbed on the branches.
Lin Tsui gave me a glass of milk to sleep early.
I pulled his sleeve.
“Lin Tsai. I’m sorry.
He looked back at me.
“Lin Zhizhou, you found me on purpose. I’m sorry.
“That day on the bridge, you followed me. I’m sorry.
In the dark, he looked at me in peace.
“On those days at the hotel, you thought I was asleep, but I was asleep. I’m sorry.
“You take my fingerprints, collect my daily habits through a book. I’m sorry.
“…”
“You’re using me, right?”
I’m holding his sleeve tight.
He laughed, as usual.
But I don’t know what he said. My eyelids are getting heavy.
When my body fell into darkness, he caught me.
I don’t know.
The next day, someone woke me up.
It’s like there’s a sense of fragmentation with the real world, full of police.
I was summoned to ask questions, and then I learned that Lin Tsui surrendered.
He killed a man who raped his sister.
That’s why he’s not in class, and the police have been working on the leads for the last few days, and they’re almost here.
According to the police, half of the perjury was present.
He was trying to frame me for all of this.
By the way, I’m a perfect scapegoat.
Homeless, distraught, I’ll go with whoever’s nice to me.
That’s why he approached me, picked me up homeless, was so nice to me, so gentle.
But he stopped.
When I was taken to the police station for questioning, I saw Lin Zhizhou.
He just pointed his finger in his pocket and he was still smiling at me.
I touched my pocket when I left the station.
17
A U-disk.
I found a cyber café nearby and plugged it in.
It appears that the U drive belonged to his sister as a psychologist and contained a page-by-page diagnosis of the patient.
I felt weird at first until I moved my mouse and saw a familiar name.
Lee Choe-fang, Jiang-sook’s mom.
The diagnosis contains the name of the disease:
Mentally paranoid psychosis.
Patients tend to self-harm.
18. Two letters
Here.
Xiao Jiang.
Last morning, you saw your mother’s injuries.
I want to go, but I dare not tell you the whole truth.
Because you’re about to take a high test, and you’re afraid it’ll have a big impact on you.
So I wrote this letter, and I’m going to give it to you when you’re high.
Your mother found out in June last year that the heart was suffering from sexual paranoia, and that perhaps she had a longer, but rather more volatile, in June.
I wonder if you noticed that last summer, I took your mother away for a long time, when you and Apricot laughed at us going to two-person worlds, in fact, to a few hospitals in the big city.
The doctor advised me not to let more people interfere with your mother’s life, and I think your mother’s condition is already very serious and can’t stand much excitement.
So I returned, and I hid it.
I couldn’t sleep at night for many nights, and I didn’t want to use that term to describe Zhoufan, but when she cut her arms with scissors at night, I did feel like my sky had collapsed.
I always feel sorry for you two children, almond’s parents’ meetings. I was always absent, and the last time I said I was going to pick her up, I was delayed at work, and when an old father stood in the middle of the street looking at her, he put his tears back in his head.
But I couldn’t throw away my job, and today I went to the tea room to pour water, and I heard two of my seniors talking about me, saying I’m flattered and scrambling.
Well, if you pay more, if your mother’s sick, I think I’d like to put my chest on top of my head.
Xiao Jiang, you’re a good boy. I always thanked you for taking care of your sister.
I’ve had some terrible things lately, and I’ve had my old problems again, and I fell on a desk the other day and woke up the next morning, watching the ostrich white, and I’ve been in a panic.
But I can’t stop, so this letter is kind of personal and takes care of your sister, and of course you’ll take care of him, and I think it’s the least I can do to worry about, and you’ve been very nice to her.
But I didn’t know how hard it was, and of course there was some good news. It’s working so hard. Your mother’s drug is better.
I think she’ll be laughing like she used to. She likes to eat titties. I’ll bring her a string before work.
I hope you’ve got a good grade in your exams.
You’re irresponsible, Dad.
Here.
Little almonds.
This letter was written to your brother together.
Yesterday your teacher called me to tell me that you’ve improved your grades and that I’m happy to do two more jobs in the cafeteria, but I’m not going to tell you that I’m afraid you’re proud.
The last thing I regret when you were a kid is not having a mother.
Last time I went to a parent’s meeting, your essay was put on the wall, with high marks, and it happened to be your dad.
I think it’s me, but there’s not one thing in the script that I did, and I didn’t pick you up early in the cold, nor patiently comfort you when you were sad.
But I cried when I saw your essay and people thought I was proud and only I knew it was guilt.
Your mother had a very serious illness, so Dad had to do his best to earn money. You kept me away from work the last few days. I’m sorry.
The night I went back to my room, I slammed my own mouth.
But thanks to your mother’s medical condition, we’ve issued a ticket to the new playground these days, so let’s go and relax on Saturday.
You’re irresponsible, Dad.
I don’t know.
My dad says he’s taking our family to the playground on Saturday.
But he fell on Friday in his job day and night.
The two letters he hid in the closet.
He never woke up again.
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The hospital always smells like disinfectant.
I stepped on the heels and the little nurse gave me the bill and I noded and paid.
“You… don’t look at your brother? I’m sorry.
The little nurse asked to be careful and I looked into her eyes for a moment.
How long has it been since then?
Lin Zhi State went in, and the river went crazy.
Yes, it’s crazy.
His mom, hung in front of him.
Lee Choon Fong found those two letters one day when he packed the house, and after reading them, he seemed to have recovered some memories.
So he left a note on the earth, and hanged himself from the lanterns that wandered around every day.
Ten years of life and death are indelible.
He locked himself in his house, hugged me, started to get crazy, started not wanting me to leave.
Later, he diagnosed the same disease as his mother.
It’s like it’s family.
He’s always murmured to find his sister, saying he lost his sister.
I used to visit Lin Zhizhou when I was a senior.
He started in the penitentiary, then became a grown-up and went to prison.
Every visit lasted 10 minutes, he raised his hand to touch my hair and always pulled the glass.
He smiles.
“To become a single adult.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Seniors, they’ll still bully me.
But I began to learn how to fight, and the more I fought, the more they were aggressive, and one day they found that my struggle would hurt them, and they won’t pay for it.
I went to Lin Zhizhou, I was in the visiting room, and I was crying for five minutes in 10 minutes.
Lin Zhizhou’s hands touch the glass, look at me like that.
He told me to learn to be good enough for teachers who never looked at me to protect me.
It was a long and painful road.
Almost overnight until 4 or 5 a.m., while excluding their interference, the knowledge that had been left behind was corrupted.
Put a bottle of cold water by the table and you feel sleepy and you stick your head in it.
That’s it. I’m getting better.
One of them, one by one.
Until one day, they bullied me and a teacher saw me.
They were asked to review, write down and discipline.
Because I used to be a man of my own, and now I’m a man of honor for school.
Lin Peach was angry and yelled at me in the office.
He was asked to suspend his class.
It was senior year, critical moment.
Her father pulled her, dumped her two mouths and then pulled her in front of me.
Please forgive me.
I don’t know.
Then I went to a nice college.
Sometimes I find it very emotional.
Those who beat me up didn’t end well.
Peach didn’t end up in a good school and then met me on the job.
I was three or four steps above her, and she wanted to flatter me. I just asked her to think about what she had done to me.
With me, she’s not going to take another step up there.
Those who followed her, some went to college, others dropped out of school, and my life and their lives were never crossed.
Jiang Tsi.
Jiang Chi … is still in that mental institution and heard that he tortured himself again. The doctor said that if he saw me, his condition would have improved, because he was looking for his sister.
But I don’t want to see him. I’d rather pay for him in a mental hospital and let him have an endless dream.
Perpetual mental and self-destructive physical torture.
I don’t know.
It’s less time to visit Lin Zhizhou.
He likes to laugh. He’s in prison.
They say it’s good to be smart.
His case, which was ultimately self-defense, was sentenced for a small period of time, in addition to his self-confession, for his own terrible acts.
When I last visited him, he was about to leave prison for good behaviour.
He told me that he was a thief and was coming out in the winter to knit me one.
I grabbed the glass and called him an idiot.
I don’t know.
He was still wearing his white shirt when he entered the state on the day he was released from prison.
I pulled his collar and told him to buy his clothes.
He held my hand back and told me.
This time.
He’ll never let go again.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
