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Very funny.

And I followed him for more than a decade, and for more than a decade, and every time he saw me, he was impatient to ask me why I would not die.

But when I was going to die, he held my hand red-eyed and told me not to die.

Ahh.

You mean, is this a turnover?

One.

I like Rusuke.

I’ve known since I was a kid.

On our side, he’s the best-looking.

So when I was a kid, I played at home, and I held his legs and I played his wife.

Then he dumped him in the sand pit, every time.

But I didn’t cry.

A man crawled slowly out of the sand pit.

Sitting around with his legs, watching him hug his wife, pointing at her food piled up with sand and saying, “Wild wife. I’m sorry.

This is when I smile and say, “No hard work.” I’m sorry.

Later, my mother saw me always coming home in mud and holding my ears and telling me.

I mean, I can’t blame him for being so beautiful.

She called me a floozy when she heard my argument.

But what can I do?

If only she had brought me here.

That way I won’t like him.

I’m really blind!

This situation has been described as a gain.

Then I’m going to say, “Don’t ever meet me again in my life, or will it ever happen?”

I don’t know.

Oh, by the way, I don’t know if you ever tasted sand.

Don’t try.

When I was a kid, every time I was dumped in a sand pit, there was sand in my mouth.

It’s bad for dry greasy.

Two.

My dad got drunk and drove in a car accident.

He’s dead.

Ruoxin’s dad was in the car and died together.

My dad got killed.

The day of the funeral, it rained.

Mom held me in tears, and I held my father’s picture and looked at my umbrella.

I had no idea about death.

It’s just that Mom told me Dad would never come back.

I won’t carry any more.

I’m so sorry, my little hand on the picture, my father cried several times.

But crying and suddenly thinking about Lu Xin.

His dad left, he’ll be as sad as I am. Will he hide and cry as I am?

So I snuck out to Rusuke’s before Mom noticed.

I’m scared, but I’m still trying to find him.

I got my favorite sugar in my pocket. Dad bought it.

Dad says when you’re sad, it makes you happy.

I want to give the sugar to Lu-shin.

I don’t want him to be sad.

So I took the umbrella and found him behind a bush.

He’s crying with red eyes.

I’ll take the candy in the exit bag and I’ll give it to him.

But the moment he saw me, his eyebrow wrinkled. He seemed angry and angry, and he was angry more than I had ever been with him.

He came in and pushed me down.

The umbrella and sugar fell on the floor, and I fell in the mud pond, and the black dress turned into a mud dress.

Raindrops hit me in the face.

I heard him say, “I hate you! Why don’t you pay my father back?

Then he kicked me and ran away.

Landside is good and bad.

I like him.

He hates me.

I want him to be happy.

He wants me dead.

Wow, I was really sad.

I sat on the floor and picked it up.

There’s mud on your palms and mud on sugar paper.

I’ll rip one off and put it in my mouth.

No mud on sugar.

But Dad lied. It was sad to eat candy.

I miss Dad so much.

Can’t Dad come back and cuddle and leave.

I don’t know.

I’m back in the mud.

Hey, why do I make myself dirty every time I see him?

Mom saw me cry more.

Her eyes cried red, like rabbits.

Someone told Mom about the earth pushing me.

She cried to apologize to me.

She told me this was our family’s fault.

Oh, so Rusuke is not a bad kid.

He hates me for a reason.

He wanted me to die for a reason.

Mom and I moved.

Changed a small house.

On the first day of moving in, Mom got down and looked at me, and her eyes were red.

She said, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

But I don’t feel sorry.

I held out my hand and touched my mother’s head and said, “You like it here.” I’m sorry.

Although there are no good friends of mine here.

And there’s no Roshi.

But Sumi is a big boy, and he’s going to be with his mother and protect her instead.

I’m back.

In high school, mother moved to work and returned to the city.

Just don’t live in the same place.

I’ll never see my old best friend again.

I can’t see him anymore.

It’s a little sad to think about it, and it’s slow to clean up the new home.

It’s strange that he hasn’t seen me in years and he might even forget me.

I remember him and wanted to be friends with him.

But he said he hated me.

I don’t know.

Huh?

Wait.

Does it make it hard to forget about someone?

Oh, Mom started yelling at me.

She scolded me for cleaning windows like a turtle.

What a lovely turtle.

And I shall keep two turtles, one called Sponge, and one called Endurance.

The turtle has a long life.

If you keep them together, you can stay together forever.

I don’t know.

Well, I’m gonna stop fantasizing about cleaning windows.

Otherwise the rag on Mom’s hand will be on my head for the next second.

I saw Lu-sun again!

See you on the first day of school!

I didn’t think he and I were in high school!

I’m happy, I’m happy.

I was happy to see him and I forgot that he hated me.

I ran to the court to say hello and cheer him up.

He took the ball and heard my voice turning around, and he wrinkled his head when he saw me.

He hates me. I can feel it through half the field.

The next second, a basketball hit me.

The shoulder hurts.

Won’t be dislocated.

Good thing it wasn’t the face.

You see, Rusuke still hates me.

I look at the landing step by step.

Finally standing before me, against the light.

Huh?

He looks a lot better. He looks a hundred times better than when he was a kid.

But his face was scary and his fist was tight.

He said, “Who brought you here? I’m sorry.

Fortunately he didn’t say “Why don’t you die?” I’m sorry.

Otherwise I think I might be sad.

I looked up and I laughed at him.

It’s been a long time. I’m sorry.

His face was even worse, and he bit his teeth and asked me, “Why don’t you go to hell? I’m sorry.

I’m sad.

It’s a high school student. Why is Ruoxin saying so sad?

Violence is not desirable!

Forget it, it’s a big deal.

Six.

I made a table with Lu-shin.

The master arranged it.

I’m glad.

But Ruoxin was angry.

He doesn’t seem to want to see me.

I’m happy, but I don’t want to see Ruoxin upset.

So I went to the class teacher.

But the teacher said there was no other room in the class, so I barely got used to it.

I don’t have to, even a bit of a poignant.

But when I returned to the classroom, my seat was painted with paints of all colours, the table was rowed with knives, the school bag was thrown over the ground, books and pens were placed on the floor, and footprints were stamped.

I know who did it.

So I returned to my seat in peace and quiet, picked up the school bag in silence, touched the footprints on the book with my hands, put one in the bag in one piece, then wiped all the paints on the seat with a tissue of water, and moved a new table to the next classroom.

The table is heavy. I walked and stopped several times before I moved it back.

Throughout, Lu-shin sat on one table and watched me do these behind my back.

Then he kicked my desk and my chair with no face.

“Lutshi. I’m sorry.

I gently called him.

“The teacher is coming, you’ll be punished. I’m sorry.

He didn’t think I’d say that for a moment.

He then jumped off the chair and stepped on my book and left the classroom.

Hey, sorry about the book.

Made you step on several feet.

I hope you’re as big as I am. I hope you forgive Ruoxin.

He’s not a bad kid.

Our family made him a bad kid.

Mom knew I was at the same table as Luk-shin.

She seems to have thought of something. Her eyes are red again.

Mom’s a crybaby.

She makes two breakfasts every morning, one for me, one for Lu-shin.

I found that Lu-sun’s share was always better than mine.

My eggs are fried, but he’s not.

My boiled eggs have one, but he has two.

Even his milk is sometimes more ml than mine.

Forget it. Forget it.

Sponge is a girl and should keep her body short.

But I was afraid to tell my mother that her breakfast, which she worked so hard to get up early, had been thrown into a garbage can and eaten by it.

So I named the trash can Lu-sun.

So, when my mother asked me, I said, “You’ve finished your breakfast again today!” I’m sorry.

I don’t want Mom to be sad.

She really didn’t look good when she woke up.

But it’s a shame to waste food.

And then I had two breakfasts alone.

You’re gonna break your belly, you’re gonna lose your mind.

Hey, I got a few pounds fat in that time.

Mom thinks I’m out shopping for snacks because I’m fat.

She took my allowance.

I’m sad that the novel I read can’t afford anymore.

It’s all my fault.

But I thought of going to Lu’s house as a child.

It’s like his dad cooked the house.

Now his dad’s gone, and he doesn’t know what to do with his breakfast.

I’m not mad at you again.

It’s just to tell Mom that Lu-shin and I have been losing weight lately, and that breakfast is rarely eaten.

It turns out Lu Xin has always been first in class.

But I accidentally took his first place.

I’m so cold.

Ruoxin will hate me more.

I’m sure it’s complicated when class sends me a roll.

When I got my hand, I found out that the paper had been cut several times with a pen, that the ink had gone out and the paper had broken.

Lu-shin is such a lowlife.

I wasn’t careful. I’ll never take first place again.

The teacher found me and Lu-shin.

She asked why Lu-sun did it.

He’s not answering.

What a child.

I kept holding on to the teacher’s hand, and I explained, “It’s not Rusuke, it’s me who’s learning too much. I’m sorry.

The class master is unbelievable.

I took her hand and I took her hand, “It’s really not Rusuke Yu, please don’t blame him.” I’m sorry.

In the end, she couldn’t stop me.

After Lu-shin left, she took my hand and took my words long: “If you are bullied, you must speak to the teacher.” I’m sorry.

That’s great. That’s a hundred times better than Luxin.

But I’m sorry I lied to a good teacher.

And I can’t tell her that Lu Xian is so mean to me because I owe him so much.

I don’t know.

By the way, I really didn’t get first.

Second!

You should be boasting that I’m a control man.

A girl stood at the stairway blocking me.

She’s dressed strangely, with purple on her hair.

“Is that what you say?”

I nod my head. Why would she know my name?

The next thing I knew, my collar was caught.

Why would a girl be so scary?

She looked at me and looked at the boss.

She seems angry, but I don’t know why she’s angry.

“You’re the one who threw away my gift to Luxuan? You’re not fucking tired. I’m sorry.

It’s not polite to throw away people’s gifts, it’s never gonna happen.

So I shook my head and said, “Not me. I’m sorry.

She came to me step by step, with anger on her face:

“Someone said he saw you sneaking back to class after school. I’m sorry.

What does sneaking back to class have to do with throwing gifts?

I don’t get it.

Besides, I’m giving presents.

Isn’t it supposed to be a birthday present if you want to be a friend?

But Luk-shin hated me and had to sneak back to his class after school and stuff it in his desk to keep my present from being thrown away.

What can I do?

So I shook my head even harder: “It wasn’t me.” I’m sorry.

But she seemed even more angry and took my collar and walked to the stairwell, and then let go of her hand and pushed it on my chest.

“The liar is punished! I’m sorry.

A moment of weightlessness, when I haven’t felt anything.

How many steps did I get?

I don’t know.

I don’t care.

All I know is that it hurts.

Heads, hands, bodies, feet, no place without pain.

I heard the girl’s voice.

She can make such a sweet sound.

She said I fell. She tried to pull me off.

I’m sorry.

I spit in her heart.

No one’s lying to her in the daytime and curses her for evil!

But then I heard a laugh.

Very familiar voice.

He said I deserved it.

Ha ha.

So it’s me who’s the one with the bad news.

I forgot.

Ruoxin hates me the most.

He wants me dead the most.

But he has to be disappointed.

I’m just in pain and there’s no sign of dying.

Something’s coming out of your eyes.

Shit, I became a crybaby just like Mom.

But it’s not a lie.

The security at the stairs is broken.

Rusuke lies.

He told the teacher I fell down the stairs myself.

He said he saw it and could testify.

I think I’m a little angry, and I feel a little frustrated.

Didn’t Rusuke even blink?

Lying is always bad for kids.

I decided to hate him.

Eleven.

The girl was finally punished.

A student comes out to testify.

Hey, there’s a lot of good people in this world.

Those who bully others are taught lessons.

I found him after school to buy him milk tea.

But he’s so dumb.

I had to finish my homework in my class to come home.

So I sat next to him and waited for him.

Don’t say that. He’s so cute.

Lu-shin is pretty, and my schoolboy is cute.

He’s doing his homework fast enough to keep me waiting.

I asked him, which one would you like?

He asked me, “Why did you walk so fast when you fell down the stairs?”

I asked him, “What do you want with the tea?”

And he asked me if there’s any preservatives in this thing.

I shut up.

I ordered two pearl teas.

Pearl milk tea is delicious.

I handed it to him when he resisted.

So I poked the straw and stuffed it in his mouth.

“Suck! I’m sorry.

I snorted him and snorted him.

And then the eyes will shine.

Come on, I don’t want to compliment him for being cute, but his eyes really glow!

He had a nice day with milk tea.

It’s like I’ve never had so much to drink.

But that’s not why you followed me to the door.

He finally responded when I was at my door.

He’s blushing.

And he turned his hands and said unto Us: I did not mean to follow you home, and I and I, I was just looking for milk and tea. I’m sorry.

I laughed, and my neighbor’s aunt looked up to see if I had found a hundred bucks.

I asked him, “How’s the milk tea? I’m sorry.

He’s got a hard nod.

I said, “Please drink next time! I’m sorry.

Help, who will refuse a boy who smiles and shows two dimples?

But it makes me sad to look at me.

Hey, I don’t think I’ve ever seen Rusuke.

He was always mean to me.

I wonder if he likes pearl milk tea.

Well, I shouldn’t have brought milk and tea.

It’s been a long time.

I don’t know.

I’m not supposed to be mad at him.

Forget it, it’s big.

Lu-shin is sick.

He was sickly lying on the desk with weird red cheeks.

While he was asleep, I reached out and touched his forehead.

It’s hot.

It’s the temperature that will burn you.

But I was caught before I could take it back.

He’s got his hands on my wrist and it hurts.

Who’s sick and strong?

“Who let you touch me?”

“You have a fever…”

“Who the fuck let you touch me! I’m sorry.

Ruin-shin looked at me and hated me.

His hands really hurt and his bones were crushed.

I can’t help but laugh and apologize.

He finally let go of my hand and got up and went to the toilet like I was dirty.

But I bathe every day.

It smells like hand cream.

Hey, maybe he doesn’t like the smell of this hand cream?

I’ll change tomorrow.

How’s the cherry?

I don’t know.

Lu Xing doesn’t like medicine, he doesn’t like it when he’s a kid, he doesn’t love it now.

But you don’t take pills when you’re sick.

If you don’t take your medication, you’ll die if you’re seriously ill.

He’s dead. How sad would his mother be alone.

I sneaked my medicine from home to school.

Rusuke doesn’t like me touching him.

So I poked his coat with a ruler, and whispered, “Lushin.” I’m sorry.

He ignored me.

I went on to poke him, “Just mind me.” I’m sorry.

“You’re impatient, aren’t you? I’m sorry.

He finally turned to me.

It’s still tough, though.

I quickly handed him the medicine in the bag and then reached out to him with the hand of the other hand.

“It’s time for you to take your medicine. I’m sorry.

“You hate me, take a pill, I’ll let you fight. I’m sorry.

Lu-shin stopped.

I took the opportunity to lick his lips and talk to him: “But can you hit him a little bit less, I’m afraid of pain.” I’m sorry.

His face is complicated.

Staring at my face for seconds.

And finally, a “psych” came out.

Boom.

It’s a terrible curse.

Not as hard as he usually is.

But he left me my medicine.

Boys who don’t like drugs and don’t listen are tough.

So I sneaked it into his school bag before school.

And he wrote a note on it:

If you don’t take your meds, I’ll haunt you every day next week.

I don’t know.

Then I got sick.

It’s too bitter. I don’t want it.

Lu-Shin was on the edge of the bed, so he took a pill and put my hand on it.

I’m lazy half because of my pain and my mouth is closed.

I heard him whispering to me:

“If you take your medicine, I won’t bother you again. I’m sorry.

Boom.

Lu Xinbai was the first year.

I’ll take it for a reason.

Ruoxin’s disease is very good.

I think you took your pills.

Sumi is an honest and good girl.

So we have to keep our promises.

No entangled on the first day.

I went downstairs to find my classmate.

HEY.

I’m a nerd.

The rest of the class was laughing and doing his homework.

I knocked on the window next to him.

He was scared.

It’s true the whole person jumped from the chair.

I’m surprised.

Then I started laughing with my stomach covered.

He’s still smiling when he’s blushing.

When he opened the window, he whispered, “Don’t laugh.”

I smiled…

Well, he reached out and covered my mouth, and I couldn’t laugh.

But I breathed into his palm.

So he got scared again.

Even his ears are red this time.

This kid is so funny.

I gave him a purr and a purr.

“Go, I’ll buy you a milk tea. I’m sorry.

He blinked and had a sad face: “Who sells milk tea in school?” I’m sorry.

And I laughed, “You see, that’s how you underestimate me. I’m sorry.

So, at lunch break, me and my classmates had a cup of fragrance milk tea and sat down by the abandoned basketball court and snored.

I picked him a frown: “Is it good?” I’m sorry.

“But isn’t it forbidden to bring snacks in school?” I’m sorry.

“There’s always a corner in the school that’s hard to find.” I’m sorry.

I got a thumb on my face.

And then, when I was going to brag.

I suddenly lost my face because of the shadow behind the wall.

“But today, it doesn’t seem to be…

I don’t know.

No entangled on the first day.

Ruoxin called my report.

Ruin-shin is not a man of his word.

QAQ

Oh, the name of the student is Lin.

It’s exactly what he looks like.

No entanglement on the next day.

I fell in gym class.

Face down.

I broke my face.

But finally I saw Ruin-san laughing.

It’s just a mockery…

No entanglement on the third day.

Lin Shu mocked me!

The book little angel changed.

I’m really sorry.

No entanglement on the fourth day.

Oh, shit. I’ve ruined Lin Shu…

He’ll hide snacks.

Although it’s to comfort me.

We’re back on the derelict basketball court.

And then Luk-shin reported it.

No entanglement for the fifth day.

I feel a little more frequent in front of me.

This must be a test for me!

I can’t. I have to keep my promise.

I don’t know.

So boring and boring.

There’s no one else.

Wrong.

A week has passed!

I’m alive.

I’m trying to get a sense of it.

We’re going to make friends!

– End of term –

Good sense value: 1

Let’s take another look at the problem.

Aversion value: 999999

Okay.

I’m a senior.

But Lin transferred.

He seems to have gone abroad.

I’m sorry.

It seems a little sadder than Luk-sun ignored me.

Hardly a good friend left.

He didn’t say goodbye.

No one’s drinking milk tea with me.

I don’t know if they sell milk tea abroad.

I’m dying.

All day long on the table brushing papers.

My joy ran away.

“That kid left you so sad? I’m sorry.

Lu Xing mocked me, I could hear.

But I didn’t bother to answer.

He suddenly put a cup of milk tea on the table.

I just got up.

Lu-shin? For me?

The shadows are shining.

I looked at him with bright eyes: “For me? I’m sorry.

And he smiled, and the laugh came out of his nasal cavity, and he took a few points.

“Of course. I’m sorry.

I was busy plugging in the straw and sucking it.

How I forgot.

Ruoxin hates me the most.

He hates me. Why would he buy me tea?

Milk tea can’t smell mustard.

I couldn’t bear to throw up.

Then he coughed hard.

There’s stains all over the floor. I can’t help it.

It’s tired of dragging.

But…

I’m tired of being friends with Luk-sung!

I cried all over.

Whether it was the former or the latter.

Maybe I was just choked by mustard.

Life in senior year is boring and fast.

Scattered papers, little poor sleep.

Gradually, I’ve been in less and less contact with him.

But I’ll still bring him breakfast.

Help him on duty.

When he’s in class and sleeps, he’s trying to get his notes ready.

Although he’s still reluctant to talk to me.

I’ll throw my hard-on notes to someone else.

But his attitude towards me wasn’t as bad as it started!

Does that mean he doesn’t hate me that much?

So I was happy to realize that.

One week before the final exam, I was surrounded by my classmates to discuss the offer.

They asked me which school I wanted to take.

I didn’t have time to answer. Someone said something.

“A big one! That’s the best college. I’m sorry.

Then a moment of boiling boiling in the crowd.

And then, naturally, they mention Ruin.

“It’s so good that Luk-shin will be there too. I’m sorry.

“Then it’s time for Spongeeng and Luk-shin to move on.” I’m sorry.

There’s another wave in the crowd.

I know they’re joking.

But I couldn’t help but laugh.

But the next moment, the faceless Rusuke appears.

“Renew her?”

A laughter with contempt and aversion.

“You’re bored? I’m sorry.

Everyone’s embarrassingly turned into a god.

Then it spread.

I’m standing here alone and watching my return.

Watching him wrinkled.

So I realized I was wrong.

Lu-shin him.

Or hate me as much as ever.

I thought this was just an episode.

But I didn’t think of it.

Ruoxin threatened me.

His foot stepped on my chair and approached me.

“I warn you not to go to the same university as me. I’m sorry.

Lu-sun’s tough.

He looks like he’s gonna kill me if I get into the same college as him.

I’m a little scared.

I swallowed it.

I nod my head.

Ruoxin is still number one in the school.

And I’m down ten.

I think that’s why Luk-shin scared me before I went to college.

Rudd seems unhappy to see the score board.

But he should be happy.

I can’t go to a school with him now.

Even though I see a little sad about my grades.

But it doesn’t matter.

I can still go to my second school.

That school is local.

The cherry blossoms are the most beautiful each year.

Ruoxin chose the best university in the country.

He could have gone to a better school, but he didn’t.

A lot of people didn’t think of it.

Including me.

I told Mom about this.

Mom groaned. She said he could take better care of his mother, probably because he stayed here.

I’m so aware.

Lu-shin’s mom hasn’t been well since he left.

Mom used to ask me to bring nutrients to my mother and leave at the door without being found.

But once I was found.

I saw Rusuke’s mother’s first reaction and I wasn’t finished.

It’s about Rusuke’s mom being beautiful. No wonder he’s so beautiful.

I thought she was gonna yell at me.

I didn’t think she’d put me in the house and gave me candy and laughed at me.

She said it must have been hard for me to run so far.

She said he had a bad temper. I must have had a hard time with him.

She said thank me.

She also said that Lu Xian was lonely enough for me to stay with him.

I gave her my word on my chest.

I mean, I’ve always wanted to be friends with him, so I’m gonna be nice to him!

She was laughing at me, reaching out and rubbing my head.

Help, Rusuke’s mother is so gentle.

I was captured by my beautiful aunt.

But why Lu-sun’s temper?

It’s hard.

Forget to say.

The most beautiful university of my cherry blossoms is the same university as the best university in Lu Shuna.

After all, the first university I ever wanted to go to was Rusheng.

But who would have thought, first and second.

It’s heavy!

This could be fate.

It seems that Luk-shin is bound to never get rid of me.

I just don’t know if he’d listen to me when he ran into me at school.

Wrong.

Explain?

It was a hot day.

I was on the road with a suitcase and I felt like it was getting hot.

Wait, why is there a mountain in front?

This is ridiculous.

Oh, take a good look.

It’s a man mountain.

They’re all girls.

Among them…

In the summer, the sun is so hot, what do you pretend to be?

I’m Nunu’s mouth, spit his ass in my heart.

Then he caught him.

“Kang Ming Ming. I’m sorry.

Lu-sun’s voice is so loud that it can be heard in my ear from so far away.

The crowd looked “chua” to me.

I don’t know.

I’m dead.

But he had to run to him with his own suitcase.

“Lusheng, listen to me for your analysis of the coincidence that we applied to the same school…”

I’m talking about looking up at him.

Wait…

Why is he so grumpy?

Isn’t he supposed to be angry?

He looked me in the eye, “Take the suitcase.” I’m sorry.

I immediately showed him a commercial smile: “So this gentleman, will we be friends at the university after you have taken your suitcase? I’m sorry.

He thought about it, and, “Well. I’m sorry.

Have you been to the temple for this summer? Be so kind.

But, sadly, this is only for a moment.

And the next second, it seemed like he realized something, and the look on his face immediately looked like he ate a fly, and he carried his leg forward.

I don’t know.

I’m sorry.

It was a hot day.

I’m on my way running with two suitcases.

But why is the suitcase so light?

The university is beautiful.

Housemates are fine.

There’s only one eight in the week!

You can sleep.

I don’t have much of a professional class.

So most of the free time is to go to the next college to find Ruoxin.

Lu-sun’s attitude towards me is still not cold.

But it’s okay, after half a semester.

I’ve broken into the enemy and made contact with his classmates.

And then, when Ruoxin formed a team to do the project, he asked me to give it to him.

No, bring his team breakfast.

He smiled and said:

“Well, since you and my friends are so close, you don’t mind taking this job. I’m sorry.

He was smiling.

I’ve been so cold I’ve got a vibrate.

It was agreed at the end.

And so.

I can’t sleep in my lazy bed, Orz.

One breakfast.

A few people on the team asked me if I like Lu-sun.

I thought about it.

I want to be good to him.

I’ve been used to following him since I was a kid.

So long ago.

I should have liked him.

That’s it. Lu-shin’s team’s project lasted three years.

For three years, the express couriers have been dedicated and diligent in their work and hard work.

Worth a medal.

After a team meeting, several people were drunk.

I went downstairs to buy them mineral water.

When he came back, he heard from his team that Ruoxin was asking.

He asked Lu Yan-hee if he liked me.

He said he didn’t like it.

I looked and held the bottle in my hand.

Brother Fung, who has the answer, says again.

He said he didn’t believe.

Says if you don’t like it, why keep me around?

And then I heard a laugh.

“The free and stupid labor force is not in vain. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

Brother Fung seemed angry, and he stood up for what he wanted to say.

But the next second he saw me in the corner.

Sponge…

Everyone’s eyes are on me.

Everyone seems embarrassed.

But I don’t want them to be embarrassed for me.

So I spat my mouth and put water on the table and made a laugh at them.

“Fung, what are you talking about? I’m sorry.

The rest of the light was placed on the land.

Unlike everyone else, the face of the land is the same.

Just sit there.

Not even guilt or guilt.

I don’t know.

The head hurts.

I choked myself with soft meat.

It’s okay.

It’s been like this for years.

Sponge should have gotten used to it.

And then I’ll be with them as usual.

At the beginning of the team, someone will be watching my emotions.

It can be observed for some time that there were no anomalies.

In the past, the old patterns of living together were restored.

The team’s in a good mood.

People are nice.

That’s why!

There’s nothing wrong with being considered a free labour force!

Not only can we make many friends.

I can learn a lot.

It’s just that since the accident.

I always have headaches.

My roommate heard that I stayed up late with my cell phone.

He also said he saw light in my covering in the middle of the night.

I argued that I just forgot to turn off the light!

So she didn’t talk to me.

I don’t know.

Okay, get up early from today.

Boom.

Looks like the phone’s been playing a lot, and the eyesight’s been a little down.

Ruoxin’s birthday.

I got up early and made myself a cake.

I accidentally burned my hand.

But everybody says my cake looks good.

I’ve come a long way.

He said this cake looks better than the last time I gave him.

My face is red, a little guilty.

There was nothing to give on his birthday.

There’s only one test cake.

I was just about to tell him I’ll make you a new one.

The sound of silence interrupted my words.

I made the cake and it was turned over.

The whole thing fell on the ground.

I’m a little bit of a Q version of a cream-painted character.

The place burned hurts.

I’m going to ask Lu Xin why.

He just shrugged his shoulders: “It’s too ugly to want it.” I’m sorry.

People around are angry.

They’re friends of Lu Xin.

And I’m willing to fight for myself.

You see, there are many good people in the world.

But there are so many good people, why is there no Luxuan?

Destruction of public goods.

Waste of food.

Lie.

A prank.

Bullying.

I didn’t remember.

But I’m so sorry.

For the time being, I don’t want to be big.

I want to comfort myself.

Just like old times.

But I haven’t had a word for a day.

So the next day there was no breakfast.

Sleepy.

At the end of class, the team found me.

They wanted to apologize to me instead of Ruoxin.

They said the project had problems, so Rusuke was not in a good mood.

I listened to them in peace.

And then look up and smile at them.

We said, “It’s all right. I’ll always be friends with you, and I’ll bring you food later. I’m sorry.

They looked at me and they laughed.

But I realized.

Just in that conversation.

I didn’t say a word about Lu Xin.

A few days later, I ran into Rushien at school.

He seems to have something to say to me.

But I’m just moving away.

As if I didn’t see him.

A headache in the morning.

Can’t sleep.

Lu-shin called me and asked me to find him at the clubhouse.

He said something for me.

I got to the club.

They say I can’t just go in without an appointment.

They asked me to call Rudd and let him come out and pick me up.

But Lu Xin didn’t answer the phone.

I hit several.

Then I was in no mood to fight.

What a boring prank.

It’s cold out.

It looks like snow.

I reached out and answered.

The fingers have been frozen red and unconscious.

I watched the snowflake fall in my hand and melt.

The sight is blurry.

It’s not funny to suddenly feel good.

It’s been so long since I was a kid.

I suddenly didn’t want to be with Rusuke.

I got a text from my mother.

She said thank you for being an optimistic, lovely girl.

She said thank you for talking to her.

She said thank you for being with me all these years.

She said she was leaving.

She said he wasn’t bad, he just couldn’t see himself.

So please, I don’t give up Luxuan.

But Lu-shin really hurt, and I decided not to go with him a few days ago.

Maybe there’s no way to promise her.

I let down Aunt Beauty.

But what does she mean by leaving?

I suddenly remembered the bottle I saw in her room.

Flushing.

Antidepressants.

I don’t know.

I laid down everything in my hands and took the door out.

I sat outside the rescue room.

Full of blood.

Rusuke’s mother’s blood.

Lu-shin is here.

He asked me what I did with my collar.

Why did you run to his mother’s house?

He asked me if it wasn’t enough for my family to kill his father.

I open my mouth.

But no sound.

The rescue room door is open.

Ruoxin threw me to the ground and ran away.

I hit my head on a chair.

It hurts.

It really hurts.

I think my head’s gonna crack.

I saw the doctor shake his head.

I saw his hands down.

See his hands clean and clean.

Seeing all the blood on my hands is solid.

And then…

And then I can’t see anything.

I woke up in bed.

There’s only nurse sister around.

She said I might have a slight concussion.

Specific findings will not be available until a few days.

I said good.

I ran into Lin.

I was a little confused when he came to say hello to me.

He’s grown up.

It’s not a school uniform, it’s a windsuit with suit pants.

But he still wears black-frame glasses on his face.

He asked me if I knew him.

I nod my head. You’re Lin.

He smiled so happy.

Two dimples deep.

He said that he had just returned from abroad yesterday and had a cold and had come to the hospital today to get some medication.

He asked me how I got to the hospital.

I consciously looked at my hands.

Clean and clean.

Must have been washed by the nurses.

I said nothing. Let’s wash your hands.

He nods, says I like it clean.

I don’t know.

He’s so stupid. That’s why.

He said he went to high school just after he got back and asked my teacher about my college.

I wanted to see me today, but I had a cold.

I didn’t think I’d hit it.

I noded my head and said he and I were very close.

He suddenly stopped talking.

Bend over and close my face.

“Are you in a bad mood? I’m sorry.

I was asked for a moment.

The tears almost fell.

Ah, not almost.

Tears go out one by one.

The booksman found a handkerchief in his pocket.

Then I was so busy with my hands and feet.

Why are there people carrying handkerchiefs these days?

I told him I was so sorry.

As if he was trying to comfort himself, his ears were red.

At the end of the day, he suffocated, “Do you want something sweet? I’m sorry.

I blinked at him.

He had been busy explaining that sweets were a source of dopamine, which made people happy.

I blinked again.

He scratched his head and said I’d be happier every time I felt sorry for my tea.

I was right.

But I didn’t go to buy tea with Lin.

I’m in a hurry to go home.

Mom was cooking when she heard about the accident.

A bag of salt in half.

Her eyes are red again.

Then she rubbed her father’s picture.

She told Dad that Ruoxin was so pathetic.

She also said that our family owes too much.

I’ve known since I was a kid that my family owes a lot of money.

So I wouldn’t hate Lu-sun even if he didn’t.

Lin Shu came to see me at school.

They sit in the library bench without being found, staring at the crowd.

Thanks to my lack of interest in learning today, I came out early.

He saw me with his eyes lit up.

Uh, just like when he first had his tea.

I asked him how he sat there.

He said wait for me.

I asked him to wait till I didn’t call.

He said he didn’t have my phone number.

I don’t think you came to see me on a date.

He said yes.

It took him seconds to react.

“I’ve been “I’ve been” and “I’ve been” all day.

And then the jar broke, and then it was whispering, “Yes. I’m sorry.

Lin Shu came to me again.

But this time he won’t just sit there.

Moved positions with milk and tea, etc., under my dorm.

I had a sip and his eyes were shining at me.

“Something on my face?”

He shakes his head.

“You want a drink?”

He shakes his head.

“You made it?”

He stunned and then noded his head.

I raised a thumb for him to show my certainty.

And then he laughed.

Have you ever seen a golden smile?

Lin Kim Mao and Kim Mao smiled exactly the same at the moment.

I couldn’t help but look at him and put down the tea and rub his face.

I was just out of the doctor’s office when Lin wrote me a text.

He asked me if I had time for the weekend.

I saw it, but I didn’t.

I was standing on the porch outside the hospital when Fung texted me.

He said the project by the Lu-Shin team was a great success.

He asked me if I’d be at a party this weekend.

I saw it, and I didn’t return it.

I think I’m dying.

No wonder there was a pain in the day before and sometimes there was no sight.

Doctors are nice.

He thought I was a little girl, so he said he was kind enough to comfort me.

He said I found it early.

It’ll last a few more years.

So, it’s like I’m gonna die in a few years.

I’m sorry.

It’s like a little comfort.

I’m a little sad.

I always keep the law and help people.

No smoking, no drinking, no burning of the head.

Not even a Coke.

Just like milk tea.

Why are you dying at a young age?

I’m sorry.

Is it God’s envy?

I’d rather be stupid.

Brother Fung called.

He said he was drunk so I could pick him up.

I said I didn’t want to, and I hung up.

A few seconds later he called again.

This time it’s Landing’s voice.

He called me Sponge.

He said Sponge came to pick me up.

I’m covered in goose bumps.

The problem seems to be a little serious.

I’ve had a problem drinking.

So I asked the address to get there.

I sent him home every time he got drunk.

But every time he was sent to the front of the neighborhood, he seemed to be sober.

He’ll slap me in his hand and leave me as far away as I can.

But next time, they’re still calling after the party.

Or should I send him back?

And then I learned.

When I got to the front door of the district, I automatically let him go and made sure that he was awake and waved goodbye.

But today seems different.

He didn’t show any sobering signs at the gate.

I shot him in the cheek, “Lu Xin, what’s going on?” I’m sorry.

Nothing.

I’ve increased my strength and I’ve continued to shoot: “Will you wake up and I’ll walk you in?” I’m sorry.

Still no response.

Okay.

I don’t know.

I was already puking when Lu was taking him to his couch.

I saw a picture of her in the theater cabinet.

It’s been a long time since I’ve seen Aunt Beauty.

I miss her so much.

I wonder if she’s having a good time over there.

If not, it’s okay.

In a couple of years I’ll be able to talk to Auntie.

Auntie loves talking to me.

Rusuke seems to be awake.

I don’t think so.

He called me Sponge again.

I’m freaking out again. The water’s spilling.

Hot water accidentally fell on Lu-sun.

But he wasn’t angry.

He just reached out and touched my face.

His eyes are red.

“I thought my mom would hate you. He whispered.

I can’t believe I blinked.

Why would a pretty aunt hate me?

He also seemed to feel ridiculous, so he laughed: “But I didn’t think she liked you the most. I’m sorry.

I snuck a white eye. I’m a big fan.

“Spongy.” He called me again, “Did I hurt you? I’m sorry.

I did not hesitate to nod my head.

And he didn’t seem to see it, and he started counting.

“Throw your sugar on the floor. I’m sorry.

“Throw the basketball on you. I’m sorry.

“Damn your tables and chairs. I’m sorry.

“Cross your papers. I’m sorry.

“Looks like someone pushed you downstairs. I’m sorry.

“Smoke at your injury. I’m sorry.

“Brush the cake you made. I’m sorry.

“You hit the corner of the chair.” I’m sorry.

I covered his mouth.

Stop it.

Brainache.

Say you only have ten fingers. Can you count them?

But he grabbed my hand, he held my hand away, and he looked at me without moving, “I’m really a terrible person.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know where to nod.

It seems that he suddenly began to suffer.

“But you and Lin had fun and ignored me. I’m sorry.

“You made cakes for other men. I’m sorry.

♪ ♪ I’ll tell you ♪

It’s like I’m the one who’s sick, isn’t it?

He’s not normal. I’m gonna stay away from him.

I’m up and ready to leave.

And then he moved and held me behind his back.

He’s got his head on my shoulder, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, you can yell at me, you can give it back to me, several times. I’m sorry.

“Can you not hate me?” I’m sorry.

I was suffocating, and finally I shot his hand.

“Rushin, I can’t hate you. I’m sorry.

“Or else I’ll hate you. I’m sorry.

He stopped.

He seems to be hurt.

But it’s none of my business.

I’m dying.

Ruoxin came to see me in front of the dormitory.

I didn’t go out.

Headache.

I heard it rained out suddenly.

He’s got a lot of pursuits on campus. Someone’s got to help him with his umbrella.

Ruoxin bought a cake.

Just like the one he fell off at his birthday.

I didn’t eat.

Get it back to their team.

I said this is not as good as I draw.

But I didn’t fall on the floor.

The most important thing is to cherish food.

But Rusuke’s face is still ugly.

I went home from school.

The counselor asked me why I was off.

I said I miss Mom.

Mom still knows.

When you give me the bag.

Hey, that’s not the language that’s been sorted out.

I used to say Mom cried like a rabbit.

Now the rabbits are two.

Two rabbits lie in one bed.

The rabbit touched Mother’s nose, she said, “Look, we look like two rabbits.”

Mother Rabbit’s hand was warm and she touched the head of the bunny.

Red eyes don’t talk.

“Mom, you said Dad wasn’t trying to get laid. I’m sorry.

“When I was a kid, you used to ask me if I liked Mom a little more, or if I liked Dad a little more. I’m sorry.

“Silently tell Mom that Mong loves her more. I’m sorry.

“So Sumi wanted to stay with her for a long time. I’m sorry.

“Daddy’s a man, it doesn’t matter if a man is a man. I’m sorry.

“But if Mom’s alone, she’ll never sleep. I’m sorry.

“Daddy’s so fond of me, so fond of my mother, I’m sure he will.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

“Mommy, Sponge will listen to the doctor. I’m sorry.

“It’s okay to have headaches, it’s okay to lose hair, it’s okay not to see. I’m sorry.

“I just want to be with you. I’m sorry.

It’s official today!

Grandpa from the next bed has been here for a long time.

His hair is gone.

He told me.

I should’ve said he had no white hair at his age.

Yeah.

I think I should start with the wig.

Lu-shin is here.

When he came, Mom got out.

I’ve just finished my chemotherapy and I’m pale.

I don’t know. It’s not my fault.

Rusuke saw me like I was punched in the heart.

He asked me what happened.

I said I had a tumor in my head.

His face seems more painful.

The hand holding the fist on the knee was shivering.

So I smiled and said, “You’re always asking me why don’t you die.”

I can answer you now.

I think I’m dying.

I would actually do the salting on the wound.

I looked in his eyes and held my hand tight.

He looked up at me, his eyes were red.

He told me he never thought of it that way.

He told me to beg me to live.

I said it was dangerous when I fell down the stairs, but you said I deserved it.

Another salt.

I suddenly felt a little too much looking at his painful face.

So pull back your hand.

Just tell him I’m tired.

I’ve heard Ruoxin started a business.

Then he should be the busiest time.

I don’t have time for this.

My mom was worried about his body and he said it was okay.

Mom always gave me time and him.

So this day I didn’t pick up when he handed me the apple.

I laughed at him and said, “I’m not going to be gone tomorrow. You don’t have to come every day.

He stunned.

He’s a little gray right now and looks worse than my patient.

He patiently cut the apples to the side and gave me a blanket.

He picked up the coat on the back of the chair and told me before he left: see you tomorrow.

I don’t know.

Whatever. I don’t care about him.

Lin Shu is here.

I didn’t recognize him while he was standing at the door.

He was dressed in a suit without glasses.

The hair was supposed to have been combed up, but it was scattered for running.

At the moment I saw him, I’ve been ignoring him for over a month.

I didn’t tell anyone about my hospital.

The best friends at school didn’t say either.

So there’s nowhere to know.

I had a guilty heart and waved at him.

“Hello, Lin. I’m sorry.

He smiles every time he sees me.

But not today.

He saw my eyes red.

I was just gonna say something, and he came and grabbed me.

His arms were shaking.

I can feel that this month must have been hard.

He seemed to have a thousand words to say to me.

But finally nothing.

I don’t know.

Lin was with me all afternoon.

I’m so sad and I’m so happy.

But Lin is a nerd who doesn’t make jokes.

His jokes are old and boring.

But I laughed.

Because he only smiles when I laugh.

I like his dimple.

There’s another resident in the room.

Lin Loves to joke. It’s not funny. Dimple is charming.

It’s a nice day.

I said I wanted to go for a walk.

Lin Shu immediately borrowed a wheelchair and pushed me out with Mom.

There are children on the lawn of the hospital.

They blow bubbles.

I turned around and said I wanted to.

But how could there be bubble water in the hospital?

So he looked at my mouth, looked at my mother’s helpless face, and finally he looked at the little friends who were laughing.

I watched the books go to the children’s pile.

He was surrounded by little friends.

Watching his big man crouching around a metre, he took a lollipop out of his pocket and made a deal with his little friend.

His pocket was always filled with sugar.

It’s for me.

Every time I take my medicine, I frown.

That’s when he pulls out the lollipop and strips it to my mouth.

Every time it tastes different.

Lin Shu and the kid made a deal, and he ran to me with bubble water.

I smiled and took out the blisters.

Bump, exhale.

Round bubbles come out one by one.

I looked at them in the sun and I said, “They’re beautiful.”

Mom nod her head, yeah.

But when I’m blowing, I want to cry.

Because bubbles just flew for a few seconds and they disappeared.

They only existed for a few seconds.

When we went back to the ward, we ran into Rushien.

He’s in a hurry. He’s sweaty.

It’s only a few points when you see me.

But he also saw the books behind me.

I don’t want to see what look he’s turned into. Turn around and say I want to sleep.

He whispered “yes” and then took care of my hair, which had just been blown out of the air, and he bended over and picked me up from the wheelchair.

I followed his lead around his neck.

I don’t know.

When Lin wrote to put me on the bed, my eyes turned aside.

He hasn’t moved since I came in.

He stood there standing on his back like a fast chopstick.

His eyes kept staring at me.

The fists are tight.

It’s like the next second fingernails will be embedded in the soft meat of the palms.

There’s more blood.

I blinked and moved back.

My eyesight is getting worse.

See what’s blurry.

But I didn’t tell Mom.

I’m afraid she’s hiding and crying alone.

Rusuke said he liked me.

I said I know.

He said that I was always good to him, so I liked him.

I didn’t deny it.

So he took my hand, as if the drowning man were holding the last of the log.

His eyes were red, his voice was dumb.

He asked if I could like him again.

I pulled my hand back and asked him if he knew the difference between the two qualifiers before and now.

His tears came out of his eyes, panickingly trying to hold my hand again.

“Just one tenth of what you like, really, please please don’t be like this. I’m sorry.

The sight is even more blurred.

I’m confused and he’s more upset.

“I didn’t throw anything at you. I’m sorry.

“I didn’t hit you with a basketball. I’m sorry.

“It didn’t hurt you to fall down the stairs for days. I’m sorry.

“Didn’t make you wait a few hours in the cold snow. I’m sorry.

“It didn’t hit your head in a coma. I’m sorry.

Every word he says, his face is white.

He kept his head down, grabbed the covers and breathed.

“It’s just that I don’t like you anymore. I’m sorry.

I pointed to my eyes.

“The first time I liked you was because you looked good. I’m sorry.

“It was good for you because I knew I owed you a lot. I’m sorry.

“But now I’m going blind. I’m sorry.

“I’ve also spent my best time on you. I’m sorry.

“I don’t need to like you anymore. I’m sorry.

All of a sudden, he’s freezing.

Stand up.

I feel a great deal of pain and pain in people across the street.

He’s shaking his hands to touch my eyes.

Finally I closed my eyes and turned away from him.

I don’t know.

It was supposed to be a bloodbath between me and Lu.

But her mother loved me and my mother loved him.

And so the hardest part of the sadistic novels disappeared.

But I used to like him. He likes me now.

It used to be different now.

So we’re still not together.

Lu-shin or every day.

As if nothing had happened.

He’ll buy me flowers.

Bring me something new on every road.

But he’ll avoid the forest books in the time frame.

He said I’d be fine.

Said he had a lot of time to make it up to me and let me like him again.

I ignored him.

I thought he was crazy.

Another loss of hair today.

Pull the book and start picking up the wig.

He picks strangely.

But I didn’t say him.

I looked at him when I picked out the wig and saw his eyes red.

I threw up again today.

It hurts all over. It’s broken.

Lin-book asked me what happened when he saw it.

I said I accidentally bit it at dinner.

He doesn’t believe it.

But I was fed at noon.

Lim Book brought someone to see me.

I later learned from the nurse that it was a well-known doctor.

Hard to please.

It turns out Lin is a medical family.

Our nerd forest is actually a medical genius.

The man was there when I was examined.

He’s holding his mouth. There’s nothing to look at.

But when I touched his hand, it was cold.

And then the man read my report and called Lin Shu.

They talked for a long time.

It was a long time before Lin Shu came in.

Actually, my body has its own number.

But I can’t read a book like this.

He cried, but cleaned his tracks and tried to show me positive emotions.

He smiled and touched my head, and he said I was better.

Lin’s smile is ugly.

He’s laughing even though the dimples are in pain.

I noded my head and brought him closer.

He’s a good boy.

I surrounded his neck like he held me once before.

My eyes are blurry.

But I blinked to see him better.

I looked up and kissed his lips.

His lips are cold, like his hands.

I kissed him again.

“They say it doesn’t hurt to kiss one. I’m sorry.

“It’s the first time I’ve kissed someone, so you mustn’t be sad. I’m sorry.

I can’t see at all.

Ouch.

It hurts to tears.

Lin Shu kissed me in the eye.

A tear fell on my forehead.

And my tears mixed up.

When Lu-shin came, I took Mom away.

I called his name.

This is the first time I’ve spoken to him in so long.

He’s wailing.

I told him if I could take care of Mom.

I said, look, it’s not fair that you take care of my mom up there and I take care of your mom down there.

He hasn’t answered me all day.

I couldn’t see anything, so I started talking.

I said, if you don’t take care of my mom, I’ll hate you the second I see you.

Lu Xin was afraid I hated him.

He promised me.

Promise when the voice trembles.

Ruoxin told me that the worst thing in the world is regret.

But he’s sorry.

Regret everything I’ve done.

Regret is too late to feel it, and there is no chance and no time when you want to like it.

He said he’d like me from the very beginning if he was ever again.

I said no.

I said I’d give Lin a book in my next life, and I don’t want to see him.

He was silent for a long time.

And finally, he smiled, and he said, “It’s okay, just give me a chance to like you once.” I’m sorry.

Lin hugged me and told me about the fun he was doing.

I couldn’t help but laugh.

I pulled his clothes.

“Lin, you must become a very good doctor. I’m sorry.

He smiled and squeezed his nose and asked me, “How powerful is it?” I’m sorry.

I thought about it, and I said, “It’s so good that I can be cured.” I’m sorry.

There was a silence in the ward.

Lin Shu kissed me in the mouth and said yes.

It’s been nice out there lately.

I used to let Lin and Mom push me out in the sun.

Then, when he was ill, he went through the window of the ward.

It’s a beautiful world.

I’m actually happy.

I love my mom.

Be serious about being nice to someone and like someone.

And they’re seriously liked.

I’ve had a lot of good food.

I’ve been to a lot of beautiful places.

It’s just a bit of a pain in the back.

I’m sure Rusuke will take care of Mom.

I’m sure Lin will be a great doctor.

So…

So I’m happy.

It’s been raining all the time, and it’s sour.

I asked Lin to read me the weather forecast every day, and I said I didn’t want to choose a dark day.

So he whispered the rest of the days into rain.

Lin Shu is a fool.

I’m blind, but I’m not deaf.

I can hear birds out there, and I can hear little friends from far away laughing.

Lindsay lied to me.

As a punishment, I bit him on the lips.

I told Lin that I was going to write 88 Chapters and that I was saying goodbye.

But I don’t have the strength to write here anymore.

Sorry.

It’s clear.

Male perspective

One.

It’s a busy day.

There was a lot of noise.

I didn’t notice what they were arguing about.

Because my heart is beating so hard, it’s a little panic and pain.

I don’t know what’s wrong with myself.

When you pick up a glass and drink, your hands shake.

The glass fell on the ground and split.

Hot water splattered on his leg, a big sting.

And for a moment, my head was blank, like I was hammered in the chest.

I can’t breathe.

People around me stop arguing and look at me.

They asked me what happened.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I just feel like I’ve been knocked off a piece, a little bit confused, a little numb.

It hurts to numb.

Two.

The meeting is over.

I rushed to the hospital.

Drive fast.

Something’s rushing me.

I’m on my way by the flower shop.

The shopkeeper smiled and handed me today’s bouquet.

Flowers smell good.

I think Sumi will love it.

When I got to the hospital, there was a cry in the room.

She cried so sad.

So sad as to lose something.

Spend it on the ground, the petals fall.

I stood outside the door and suddenly I couldn’t move.

The cold deep inside the wall pierced the bone marrow.

I’m only one wall away from her.

But I know I’ll never see her again.

I’m messing with the underground.

I didn’t step on the stairs and roll down the stairs.

The sharp horns of the steps hold bones.

One at a time.

Dark in the hall.

I climbed from the ground with my hands.

Ouch.

It really hurts.

I can’t cry in my face.

How painful it was when Sponge fell down the stairs.

But I said she deserved it.

I went back to the company.

Finish all the tasks I’ve got.

My friends called me an insatiable job.

But I can’t.

It hurts when I stop.

Six.

I’m sitting in the living room.

Look at Mom’s picture for a long time.

I want to talk about it.

She’s gonna take care of Mom for me.

I’m sick and I’m shaking and I’m trying to take care of people.

I’m such an asshole to bully someone like that.

I’ve been drinking a lot, remembering a lot.

She smiled and said hello to me, thinking about high school hitting her with a ball.

I was angry.

I think why my dad died and she could laugh when she saw me.

So I was in a hurry to say something so naive.

Think of me kicking her desk over.

I don’t blame her for looking at her. I was wondering if I’d get yelled at by my teacher.

And I think she’s annoying and I wonder why she’s still alive.

Reminds me of the fact that she left her alone in the mountains while she was on a spring trip.

Later, she was all messed up and brought back behind her back by a junior.

When I saw you, I just left the tape that I accidentally left behind.

I’m sorry.

Thinking of her being nice to me at once, smiling at me.

And I imposed upon her the sins that were not hers.

Smash her good once and for all.

In the end, she won’t laugh at me anymore.

A sword pierced my heart and was pulled out.

I’m in pain so much as strangulation.

It hurts too much.

I’m an asshole.

Really.

She should hate me. She should hate me.

Mom was right. I couldn’t see myself.

I’m mean and proud.

Childish and disgusting.

I can’t see my feelings.

She was always in high school with low-level guys.

I was full of mockery.

I’ve been haunting me and suddenly I’ve changed targets.

I mocked her love and told myself to be free.

But I couldn’t help but look at them.

Later, on the last day of the sophomore year, the person at the lower level came looking for her, and she was not there.

There’s someone out there who’s going down, so he gives me the stuff.

A letter and a handmade cup.

He’s got a good face, but his ears are red.

He told me to give it to her and told me to leave again.

I opened the letter after he left.

It’s a stupid, old-fashioned greeting, followed by a contact.

I tore the letter naked and threw it in the trash with a cup.

I wonder why someone left the country and thought about her.

I don’t know.

Later on, I looked at the scores.

I should be happy because the university can finally get rid of her and the rumors can disappear.

But I don’t.

Not at all.

I’m upset.

The irritation did not diminish until the university was filled in.

Everyone says I should go to a better college.

But I didn’t.

I convinced myself that I had to take care of Mom to make that choice.

Even in the nearest next city there’s a better university.

But I still lie to myself.

I don’t know.

I told her to feed my team at college.

I told a lot of people because she’s empty and let her study.

But I’m the only one who knows because I want her to keep coming around.

Wanting someone to see my relationship with her.

And then she said she liked me.

I think I should be upset, but I didn’t, but I jumped.

Eleven.

I thought there was blood between us.

I’m proud and proud of my feelings for her.

Thus, even if it was felt that it was not right, it was deceived and suppressed, pretending to be invisible.

Until I saw Mom text her.

So she’s always with my mom.

Turns out my mom liked her.

I don’t know.

So I never saw myself.

Turns out I didn’t understand the feeling that I thought I was hateful.

It’s jealous, it’s possessive.

I liked her a long time ago.

I really…

What an asshole.

I drank one day.

With alcohol, late love comes out like vines, goes crazy and haunts me.

I found her.

I thought about what I did to her.

I asked her if I was bad for her.

She nodded without hesitation.

I count it one by one.

Every single heart is as if it’s being pulled to pieces.

It was the first time I heard hate from her mouth.

Heartache.

I knew for the first time that it was so painful to hear hatred from other people.

And I told her over and over.

She was hospitalized.

I couldn’t find her until I asked her mother.

She looks bad.

I wanted to confirm it again with a little hope, even though I knew it from her mother’s mouth.

The expectations were not met.

She was smiling about what I said and what I did.

It’s my mouth, but it’s like I’m over and over again.

It turns out I’ve gone too far.

I’ve gone too far…

It hurts so hard, it hurts so bad.

Somebody help me.

Somebody tell me what to do.

I started lying to myself again.

I told myself she’d be fine.

Self-deception makes you sick.

Losing is what makes you want to love.

What a bitch.

I visit her every day.

Always thinking about what she likes and wants to bring it all to her.

But when I saw those things, I stopped.

I just realized that after so long, I didn’t even know what she liked.

I saw someone around her taking good care of her and loving her.

I’m suddenly jealous.

He loved her pure and clean since high school.

And me.

I didn’t.

A night of insomnia, I look at a dark roof, and my heart always starts to sting.

I ask myself, am I atonement here?

No… no.

I just want to love her once.

Nobody’s been bullied for so long.

No revenge will come back and leave.

In the same world:

One.

Sumi told me today about her childhood.

After that, I was stuck sharing mine with her.

I’m an unspoken man who doesn’t know what to describe.

So she came to the study at night.

The writing, which wanted to write something to share with her, remained silent.

Those days before her were poor, and I didn’t know what to write.

And most of the interesting and vivid pieces of memory are related to her.

Two.

I was born in a medical family.

So, from birth onward, the expectations of all sides were borne.

School, remedial, pharmacological.

Nothing to play, and no friends.

Everything is one person.

It’s not really lonely. I’ve been used to it since I was a kid.

People say I’m not good at contact and I’m worse off.

But they didn’t want to really touch me.

I went to high school.

A group of students was replaced.

I’m not good with people and then I’m learning.

So from the very beginning, their curiosity towards me became light.

Nobody says I’m bad, and nobody says I’m good.

Except for good grades.

I don’t feel anything. I feel that the days that follow are just like before.

School, remedial, pharmacological.

There are signs of discipline.

I don’t know.

But I feel wrong.

She came to me once after school.

Everyone in the class is gone and she’s sitting next to me with a bag.

She said thank you for my testimony.

I said thank you.

When I looked for the teacher, I saw a boy standing at the door.

I think he was trying to explain.

She said she wanted to buy me tea as a thank you.

I’m unconscious to say no.

I used to finish my homework and go back.

I thought she would leave like everyone else.

I didn’t think she’d just sit around quietly and then…

Then look at me.

I don’t know.

I’m holding the pen in my hand.

Almost the last word she said.

She reached out and grabbed my horn and looked at me and said she’d buy me tea.

I’ve never experienced this before.

She dragged me so hard.

She smiles so sweet.

She’s…

I’m…

On the way she asked me many questions.

I don’t know what I said.

She invited me to milk tea.

I’m not allowed to eat what I call junk food.

No one will eat with me.

So this is something I never drank.

But it’s good, it’s sweet.

She said she’d buy me a drink next time.

I’m glad.

I seem to have someone close to me.

She said her name was Jiang Ming.

Six.

I thought she and I were only going to overlap once.

But from that day on, she will greet me when she sees me.

I’ll stop for one or two minutes after school, and I’ll tell you something interesting about the day.

I’m a little confused how to respond.

But I feel a little happy.

She used to ask me if I had breakfast in the morning.

I nod my head and she seemed a little down.

It’s been like this a few times.

And the next time I tried to shake my head, she was happy.

Smile and give me a breakfast.

She said she couldn’t eat another one.

She shot me on my shoulder and told me not to waste it.

So every morning, I’m the one who eats.

She gets upset sometimes.

But it’s still laughing at me after school.

After greeting, I stopped talking and sat quietly next to me and wrote my homework.

She never treats people with bad emotions. She digests them.

She’s fine.

But I don’t want her upset.

I love what she tells me all the time.

She’ll sneak up on school rules with snacks.

I’ll take me to the hideout to fix the snacks.

Just found out.

In my office, the teacher asked me why I suddenly got busted.

He was very upset.

I looked up and asked him why it was bad.

I said I don’t think so.

It’s a quiet life, and now it’s unexpectedly opened up.

I don’t feel bad.

The first time I knew Rusuke was on a spring trip.

Spring trip went to the whole school, in groups, and I wanted to find her.

I asked the students in their class, and he said she and Rusuke left.

So he pointed me in the direction.

The road was rough. I finally found her.

She’s all alone, all messed up, like a wildcat.

She asked me why I came.

Her legs were twisted and her hands were bruised.

I never hated anybody.

But when I saw her like this, I suddenly didn’t like him.

I’m angry.

He shouldn’t have left her alone in a place like this.

I crouched in front of her to carry her back, she looked at me and looked at her legs.

And then I climbed on my back.

She’s light.

I’m still hearing thanks and hard work.

Her voice was soft and told me what she saw on the way.

The fine air flow scratched her ears, and I didn’t hear what she said.

I just feel like my heart is beating so hard, I don’t know where my hands are.

“Limbook, how are your ears red? I’m sorry.

The back was stiff for a moment.

I know my ears are redder.

Turning around, I saw a boy not far away.

The one in front of the office.

It’s the people who left them here.

His name is Lu Xin.

Turns out he didn’t leave.

But when I think of the wounds on my body, I’m still a little angry.

I turned around and stopped looking at him and walked out on my back.

Eleven.

I like it.

I realized that I liked her when she came to me after school and told me that I couldn’t do my homework and couldn’t help but look at her.

The year will soon be over.

My parents told me they had contacted my foreign school.

They want me to transfer.

I’ve been asking them for my choice.

But this time I asked them why.

They’re waking up to me for my own good.

I said I’m fine. I don’t want to go.

They didn’t talk to me. They dropped out without my knowledge and bought a ticket.

The night before I left, I found the cup I made a long time ago.

I didn’t believe this before.

But there is still privacy.

So I wrote a letter to tell Mumi I like her.

Not necessarily together.

I just don’t want her to forget me.

Want her to know I like it.

Sponge’s not here.

But she’s at the table.

Driver’s rushing me out. Time is running out.

I could’ve handed it over to Rudd.

But I didn’t want to do it.

Not really.

It seems that if I do, I will lose a lot.

I didn’t catch the plane, but I waited.

I stuffed her with stuff and letters.

She blinked at me.

I don’t know what to say.

So red ears were suffocated.

She looked at the driver behind me and asked me if I was leaving.

I nod my head and said I was going to school abroad.

Her brows wrinkled, and I saw her fingertips swirling with paper.

She asked me if she couldn’t see me.

I snagged.

She wanted to speak again, and I held her up.

I can’t hold it hard, I’m blushing.

I said I’d contact her and come to her after vacation.

I took it back when I left, and I changed it to a contact.

It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t know I like it.

I’m more afraid of her not being in touch.

She’s still, like, sharing with me in the mail.

I am pleased, although I have a few words.

There are almost no milk and tea shops abroad.

So I tried to make it myself.

Every time I get bored, I do it.

Because it reminds me of her.

Sponge is a little sun that can drive away a lot of boredom.

I went back to her for the summer.

She was sitting on a stone at the door and painting against a tree.

I wanted to get close, but I saw a boy not far away.

It’s Lu-shin.

Sumi told me she was second in school, but she wanted to stay here and be better with Mom.

She also said that she did not know why the school’s first was left behind.

First of all, it’s Rusheng.

I know Luk-shin likes Shang.

That’s why he’s here.

“Limbo!”

I heard a scream.

I saw her put down her brushes and the drawing books to me.

Her eyes were bright and she asked me why I came back.

I reached out carefully to flatten a twilight.

Tell her I’m on vacation and I’ve kept my promise to find her.

I gave her my own milk tea.

She loved it.

I’m happy.

Sponge took me to many places.

I walk side by side with her, and I reach out and touch her fingertips.

I took the opportunity to hold her again.

It’s more private than last time.

I told her I liked her.

She looked at me a little blind.

I slowly reached out to her eyes and said, “Wait for me. I’m sorry.

Sumi told me she wanted me to be a great doctor.

So I took the best medical college.

Not home, not around her.

But I don’t want to disappoint her.

I used to go back to her when I was free.

She hasn’t changed much, and she’s still optimistic and positive.

See me when your eyes bend.

There’s an exchange project at the school with the country.

I applied down.

I didn’t tell her the day I went back.

I came to their school.

She and her friends came out of the dorm and saw me.

She looks surprised.

Run over and ask me if I passed the application.

When I nod, she smiled even more and said she was going to celebrate.

Friends asked Lu-shin if she was going to the project.

She held my hand and shook her head without hesitation.

So I was happier.

I’m finally on my side.

She can be heard by her side of the story.

As soon as you look back, you can see her.

Reach out and touch her.

Hearts are full.

Then I went on a trip and Sumi suddenly told me I had a headache.

Deep inside, there’s a great amount of fear and panic.

I took her to the checkup immediately.

While waiting for the report, I sat with her on the hospital bench.

It’s freezing.

She held my hand to comfort me.

She said it was me who reported you were more nervous than me.

I don’t know.

I don’t know how to describe it.

It’s like I’ve been there before.

The fear of being tried.

To look slowly at what is dear to me, the power and pain that is now before us.

The heart is taken away by a large amount of numbness and confusion.

The report’s out.

The doctor said nothing happened.

Hanging heart down.

I pulled her, and I told her so much.

She blinked at me and stabbed me in the cheek.

She said, “You look like a little old man. I’m sorry.

I’m still not comfortable.

She was pulled and examined several times.

It’s good to report nothing.

The seniors of the team knew and couldn’t help but mock me.

Yeah!

It’s so nice!

God can’t let her suffer.

I’m going abroad after the project.

The day before we left coincided with the birthday of Lu-shin.

She said she’d come out with a present.

Things between them have spoken to me.

So I picked the gift with her.

But I haven’t seen her for a long time, and I’m afraid I’ll go in.

I see the earth’s hands holding tight, and I can’t get out.

I punched him in the face and asked if he was okay.

She shakes her head.

I took her behind me.

“Why do you always take the lead? I’m sorry.

“It’s me she liked first. I’m sorry.

Lu-shin asked me, his eyes were red.

But I didn’t answer.

I’m not a smudge, so I can’t be very tolerant of Luk-sun.

I didn’t look at him, and I stopped looking at him, and I walked out with my hand.

When I got to the car, I turned her sleeve up because she was pulled.

I was like, “Do you like Rusuke? I’m sorry.

She shakes her head.

So I stretched out my hand and scratched her side.

“Do you like me? I’m sorry.

She didn’t seem to think I’d ask.

The ears are burning, but I’d like to finish what I’ve been trying to say.

“Can you have a relationship with me? I’m sorry.

She stopped and blinked at me.

Hopeless.

Some of the bottoms are scattered in her eyes.

Hands don’t know where they are.

I don’t know what to say.

But I suddenly heard a smile.

Spank my face.

“Boyfriend, your face is so red. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

More red.

We still have the same information and video.

But every time the first name changes.

Sumi stopped calling me “Linbook” and she called me “boyfriend”.

I go back to her every time I get off.

But every time we go out, we go from shoulder to hand.

We went to many places.

She took me to see her mother and Ruoxin’s mother.

We hold hands, embrace and then kiss.

I’m glad.

And…

I love her.

I finally got back from abroad.

Just came back the other day in the rain.

One day it’s clear.

Just catching fireworks.

So I took her hand and watched the fireworks.

And the fireworks bloomed, and were desolate.

I looked at her.

She’s staring at the fireworks, full of eyes.

The fireworks are dying, but I want to be young with her.

“Spongy.” I’m sorry.

She looked at me.

I pinched her hand and kissed her on the lips.

“I love you. I’m sorry.

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I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.